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00:00:03Ethan Harlow
00:00:04I'd secretly bought a wedding dress
00:00:06Worked up every ounce of courage to propose to him
00:00:09But as luck would have it
00:00:10I was a few minutes late to the party that night
00:00:12I walked in just as he was talking with his friends
00:00:15I stood by the door
00:00:16Listening to the voices inside
00:00:18Quinn
00:00:19He lit a cigarette
00:00:20Grinned lazily
00:00:21Yeah, I'm over it
00:00:23Seven years, man
00:00:24Wouldn't you be?
00:00:26The others laughed along
00:00:27Fair point
00:00:28Seven years
00:00:29Even a goddess gets old
00:00:30Though Quinn's genuinely stunning
00:00:33That body, too
00:00:34Remember Ethan's birthday last year?
00:00:36She wore that red dress
00:00:37And every guy in the room couldn't look away
00:00:40Seriously, Ethan
00:00:41You used to be so crazy about her
00:00:43You really done?
00:00:44Ethan's voice was flat
00:00:45When do I ever say things I don't mean?
00:00:48So
00:00:49You wouldn't mind if I went after Quinn?
00:00:51He blew out a smoke ring
00:00:52Barely interested
00:00:53Go for it
00:00:54As long as you're both fine with it
00:00:56Dude, have some self-respect
00:00:58You really want Ethan's leftovers?
00:01:00More laughter
00:01:01I didn't go into that room that night
00:01:02I texted him some excuse about a headache
00:01:04And went home
00:01:05Ethan didn't ask a single question
00:01:07Just hung up
00:01:08Whatever was left of my will to stay
00:01:09It died that night
00:01:44And then
00:01:55Hey weak
00:01:56Dude, off of my knows
00:01:57Money
00:01:58Check out
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00:03:19Two days later, everyone in their circle was talking.
00:03:22Ethan was chasing some sophomore, performing arts school.
00:03:25Young, soft, naive.
00:03:26He always pursued others in a grand fashion, just like he did with me back then.
00:03:31Showering them with flowers, fancy cars, and jewelry.
00:03:34The girl couldn't resist his advances at all.
00:03:36They soon got together.
00:03:37At a friend's dinner, Ethan walked right in with her on his arm.
00:03:40The room went quiet the moment he stepped through the door.
00:03:43A few of my closer girlfriends shot me worried looks.
00:03:45I smiled.
00:03:46Why'd everyone go quiet?
00:03:48What are you all staring at?
00:03:49Ethan settled the girl into a seat and finally looked at me.
00:03:52Quinn.
00:03:53Perfect timing.
00:03:54Let's just say it plainly.
00:03:55Sure.
00:03:56Go ahead.
00:03:57Mia's young.
00:03:58She's genuine.
00:03:59I actually like her.
00:04:00I don't want to do her wrong.
00:04:01I gripped my hands together.
00:04:02The ring on my finger pressed into the flesh.
00:04:04Deep and sharp.
00:04:05But I couldn't feel a thing.
00:04:07He stroked the girl's hair.
00:04:08She deserves love real.
00:04:09I nodded lightly.
00:04:10I understand.
00:04:11We can still be friends.
00:04:13Anything you need, just say the word.
00:04:15That's okay.
00:04:16I smiled.
00:04:17Stood up.
00:04:17If it's over, let's make it clean.
00:04:19No point confusing anyone.
00:04:20Ethan raised an eyebrow.
00:04:22Slightly surprised.
00:04:23Fair enough.
00:04:24You all enjoy the dinner.
00:04:25I'll head out.
00:04:27Want the driver to take you?
00:04:28No.
00:04:28I'll grab a ride.
00:04:29I walked out and pulled the door shut behind me.
00:04:31Through the gap, I heard someone ask,
00:04:33How long do you give her this time?
00:04:35Two days.
00:04:37She seemed actually upset this time.
00:04:40I'll say a week.
00:04:41Ethan laughed cold.
00:04:42Three days.
00:04:43She'll be crying back to me before then.
00:04:46Every single time.
00:04:48Getting tired of watching it.
00:04:49Yeah, because Quinn's obsessed with you.
00:04:51Everyone knows how far gone she is.
00:04:54I smiled bitterly to myself, clutched my bag tighter,
00:04:57and walked fast toward the elevator.
00:05:13It's been a reminder of the person who's going in the house.
00:05:14No day.
00:05:15No way.
00:05:21No ton for that to the stage.
00:05:22That's the thing.
00:05:23I'm not moving home.
00:05:23What's going on?
00:05:23No problem.
00:05:24I've got to go.
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00:06:30Back at the apartment, I went to the back of the closet and lifted down the dress.
00:06:34I'd waited half a year for it.
00:06:36A custom order. No returns.
00:06:38Such a shame. I'd never get to wear it.
00:06:41I found a pair of scissors and cut it apart.
00:06:43It had no business being here anyway.
00:06:45Before I left, I took off the ring and set it on the coffee table.
00:06:48I didn't take much. My personal things.
00:06:51Everything else I left behind.
00:06:52I thought about it, then wrote him a note.
00:06:54The apartment and everything in it. Do whatever you want with it.
00:06:57Don't ask me.
00:06:58I booked the earliest flight to Miami.
00:07:00My best friend had moved there earlier that year.
00:07:02She dragged me out for shopping and afternoon coffee.
00:07:04That evening, there was a small get-together.
00:07:06Old classmates. Old friends.
00:07:08Midway through the drinks, the door swung open.
00:07:10A few of the girls immediately lit up.
00:07:12Lucas? Since when do you show up to things like this?
00:07:15Seriously, what brings you out tonight?
00:07:18Had a meeting next door. Heard there was a reunion. Figured I'd drop by.
00:07:22Lucas said this, never taking his eyes off me.
00:07:24My best friend pinched my arm.
00:07:26Quinn. He came for you.
00:07:28I looked at him through slightly unfocused eyes.
00:07:30Taller than Ethan by an inch or two.
00:07:32Black overcoat. Dark suit underneath.
00:07:35Sharp features. A great build.
00:07:37Legs that went on forever.
00:07:38I squinted at him for a moment, then shook my head.
00:07:41No way. We haven't talked in years.
00:07:43She wasn't listening.
00:07:45She called out to him directly.
00:07:46Lucas, could you do me a favor and drive Quinn home later?
00:07:50We've all been drinking, and I don't trust her in a taxi.
00:07:52I looked up at Lucas, startled.
00:07:54His eyes traveled across the room and settled on my face.
00:07:57Then I saw him nod.
00:08:00Sure.
00:08:00My best friend sat back down, leaned close to my ear.
00:08:03Quinn, after seven years with one man, it's time to move on and embrace a new life.
00:08:08Even Ethan has done it.
00:08:10Why can't you start a second chapter of your own?
00:08:13Besides, a man like Lucas?
00:08:15If you don't take your shot, it's practically a crime.
00:08:18What makes you think he'd even want to?
00:08:20Babe, the way he looked at you?
00:08:22Trust me, I've been through 18 of them.
00:08:24I know what I'm talking about.
00:08:45Lucas drove me back to the hotel.
00:08:47When we pulled up downstairs, I unclipped my seatbelt.
00:08:51Thanks for the ride.
00:08:52Lucas glanced over at me.
00:08:53Don't mention it.
00:08:54I pushed the door open.
00:08:55Before I could think, I'd already spoken.
00:08:57Wanna come up for a drink?
00:08:58He helped me walk toward the hotel.
00:09:00Lucas kissed me in the elevator.
00:09:02I was already tipsy, and he was demanding, relentless.
00:09:05I nearly blacked out just from the kiss.
00:09:07There's a camera.
00:09:08I gasped, cheeks burning, legs so weak I had to hold onto his waist just to stay upright.
00:09:14Lucas glanced at the lens, turned me, shifted the angle, and kissed me again.
00:09:18When the door swiped open, he stopped and looked at me.
00:09:20Quinn, if you regret this, I'll still back off.
00:09:23Regret what?
00:09:24I tilted my face up at him, fingers looping around his tie, pulling him closer.
00:09:28You kissed my lips halfway to swollen, a little late to talk about backing off.
00:09:33Lucas laughed then.
00:09:34He reached out and brushed his thumb across my lower lip.
00:09:37And don't go blaming me later.
00:09:39Our first night together, Lucas didn't even make it to the bedroom.
00:09:42He pinned me against the wall, and it was rough enough to hurt a little.
00:09:45I bit down on his shoulder in protest.
00:09:47Lucas, what is wrong with you?
00:09:49Ever heard of being gentle?
00:09:50His warm hands pressed against my back.
00:09:52Then he was breathing against my neck.
00:09:54Quinn, I'm not sure I can hold back.
00:09:58You get a ponytail.
00:10:01I can hold back.
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00:10:57Five minutes later, I understood what he'd meant.
00:11:00He carried me to the bedroom.
00:11:02I buried my face in the pillow, laughing.
00:11:04Lucas, how long has it been for you?
00:11:07He gave me a look.
00:11:08A while.
00:11:09Work's been everything lately.
00:11:11I stared at him, the laughter fading.
00:11:13A moment later, tears came out of nowhere.
00:11:15I'm sorry.
00:11:17I shouldn't have-
00:11:18Quinn, don't.
00:11:20He fumbled to wipe my face, but the tears wouldn't stop.
00:11:23I shouldn't have dragged you into this.
00:11:24But you already did.
00:11:25He leaned down, cupped my face in his hands, steady, almost serious.
00:11:29Quinn, since you started this, you don't get to stop halfway.
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00:14:25You are kind
00:15:06of a
00:15:08A friend from back home, Jamie, sent me a text.
00:15:11Quinn, when are you coming back?
00:15:13No plans to, for now.
00:15:14We all miss you.
00:15:15Ryan's birthday's in a few days.
00:15:17Come celebrate.
00:15:18Tell him I'm sorry.
00:15:19I'll mail a gift.
00:15:20Alright, take care of yourself.
00:15:21Back in the city, Jamie handed the phone to Ethan.
00:15:24Look, maybe you should call her.
00:15:25She'll listen to you.
00:15:26Ethan stared coldly at the screen.
00:15:28Then he stubbed out his cigarette and stood.
00:15:30She can rot out there for all I care.
00:15:32Ethan, don't be angry.
00:15:34She's just hurting.
00:15:35She even took the ring off this time.
00:15:37It's really crushed and honestly it's your fault
00:15:38for pushing it so far with that girl.
00:15:40We already broke up!
00:15:41What more does she want?
00:15:42Ethan snapped, voice rising.
00:15:44Listen up.
00:15:45Nobody contacts her!
00:15:47Not for anything!
00:15:48Okay, okay, we won't.
00:15:49Calm down.
00:15:50You just got out of the hospital two days ago.
00:15:53Your stomach.
00:15:54She was around and your stomach never acted up.
00:15:57She leaves for five days and you do this to yourself.
00:15:59With every word from his friends, Ethan's expression went darker.
00:16:02Eventually he grabbed his jacket and walked out, slamming the door.
00:16:05He hit the street.
00:16:06Cold air rushed in.
00:16:08The anger still burned in his chest.
00:16:09Seven days.
00:16:10No calls.
00:16:11No texts.
00:16:12Not even one.
00:16:13He pulled out his phone.
00:16:14Blocked her number.
00:16:22Lucas called just as I typed the last line and hit send.
00:16:25I've been writing columns for magazines since college.
00:16:28It turned out to be enough to make a living.
00:16:30Freelance life.
00:16:31Laptop, good Wi-Fi, and I could work from anywhere.
00:16:34So when it ended, I had no reason to stay in the city and hurt.
00:16:39Quinn, what do you want for dinner?
00:16:40His voice came through clearly.
00:16:42After an afternoon of work, something in me settled.
00:16:44I'm exhausted.
00:16:45You pick.
00:16:47How about steak?
00:16:49I know a place with a really good steak.
00:16:51You'll love it.
00:16:51I always like my steak rare.
00:16:53But Ethan used to say watching me eat it turned his stomach, so I stopped.
00:16:56Though I vaguely remembered Lucas preferring lighter food.
00:16:59Lucas, you don't have to do this for me.
00:17:01I'm not picky anymore.
00:17:02I actually want it too.
00:17:04Remember in college?
00:17:05There was that little joint near campus.
00:17:07The steak were amazing.
00:17:08Hearing him say that made me hungry for it too.
00:17:10That place was genuinely good.
00:17:12I ate there for four years and never got tired of it.
00:17:15Okay.
00:17:15Steak then.
00:17:17I'll come get you now.
00:17:18Sure.
00:17:21Lucas took me to a place that'd been in Miami for years.
00:17:24Old and a little cramped, but always packed.
00:17:27And Lucas in his tailored suit, sitting in that grimy booth, was a completely ridiculous visual.
00:17:32I watched him carefully wipe down my chair with a napkin.
00:17:34For someone like him, these small domestic gestures came surprisingly naturally.
00:17:39Lucas, your ex did a great job with you.
00:17:42I couldn't help saying it.
00:17:43In the beginning, when Ethan was still chasing me, I felt it.
00:17:47Being cared for.
00:17:48Being someone's priority.
00:17:50Then we moved in together the year after graduation.
00:17:52A little over a year.
00:17:53And I became the household.
00:17:55Managing his diet, his rest, his schedule.
00:17:58Like a wife before the wedding.
00:18:00But I understand now what I didn't then.
00:18:01I lost myself loving him.
00:18:03Forgot that you have to love yourself first.
00:18:05No wonder the love wore out.
00:18:07Lucas glanced up from tending the pot.
00:18:09Where'd you hear I had an ex?
00:18:17I paused.
00:18:18The girl who was always around you in college?
00:18:19Weren't you two childhood friends?
00:18:21You mean Sophie?
00:18:22He laughed once.
00:18:23We grew up together, yeah.
00:18:25But we never dated.
00:18:26I never felt that way about her.
00:18:28She was more like a little sister.
00:18:30So you haven't been with anyone all these years?
00:18:31Went on a few setups.
00:18:33It wasn't right, so...
00:18:35It ended.
00:18:36And after that, I looked down.
00:18:38Thinking about that first night.
00:18:40Suddenly, it made complete sense.
00:18:42Quinn, I'll do better next time.
00:18:44His comment came out of nowhere.
00:18:45I blinked.
00:18:46Better at what?
00:18:47He turned his face away.
00:18:48Cleared his throat quietly.
00:18:49His ears were deeply flushed.
00:18:51You'll see later.
00:18:52He kept his word.
00:18:53After dinner, back at the hotel.
00:18:55Once he'd carried me out of the bathroom and onto the bed.
00:18:57I finally understood what he'd meant.
00:18:59By then, I was completely undone.
00:19:02Lucas.
00:19:02I tried to glare at him.
00:19:03But my eyes were misted over.
00:19:05Which only made me look more helpless.
00:19:06His name in my mouth came out soft.
00:19:08Nowhere near as angry as I wanted.
00:19:10Lucas bowed his head and kissed me softly.
00:19:12Quinn, is this okay?
00:19:13I shook my head.
00:19:14Refused to answer.
00:19:15He didn't push.
00:19:16Just kept kissing me.
00:19:17Over and over.
00:19:18Patient and unhurried.
00:19:20I couldn't hold out.
00:19:21Tears were leaking from the corners of my eyes.
00:19:23Lucas.
00:19:23My nails pressed into his lower back.
00:19:25And there was a sound in my voice I couldn't quite control.
00:19:28Quinn, tell me now.
00:19:30Is this okay?
00:19:31Lucas' own eyes had gone red.
00:19:33Arms taut.
00:19:34Sweat falling in drops.
00:19:35I gave in.
00:19:36Voice small and wrecked.
00:19:37Yes.
00:19:38Yes, it is.
00:19:39As my last thought drifted away,
00:19:41Lucas put his lips to my ear and whispered very low.
00:19:43Quinn, if this is good,
00:19:46then promise you'll never leave me.
00:19:48Okay?
00:19:58You'll be back.
00:19:58You might have to stopprüch.
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00:25:19The night of Ryan's birthday, the gift I'd sent from Miami made it to his party.
00:25:22Ethan sat on the couch, smoking, the bottle in front of him mostly empty.
00:25:26The gift had been chosen by Lucas and me together, a vintage pair of cufflinks from a high-end
00:25:30label Ryan loved.
00:25:31These are beautiful.
00:25:32Ryan laughed a little stiffly, reading Ethan's expression, and quickly had his girlfriend
00:25:36put them away.
00:25:37Let me see.
00:25:37Ethan spoke without warning.
00:25:38Ryan froze, but handed the box over without a word.
00:25:41Ethan stared at the pair of cufflinks.
00:25:43The brand's logo was discreet, almost invisible, but Ethan stared at it for a long moment.
00:25:47Put them away.
00:25:48He closed the box and pushed it aside.
00:25:50Ryan exhaled with relief and reached for it.
00:25:52Ethan snatched the empty bottle from the table and smashed it against the coffee table.
00:25:56Glass scattered.
00:25:57A long gash opened across the back of his hand.
00:25:59The room erupted.
00:26:00What happened?
00:26:01Why did you-
00:26:01That's a bad cut.
00:26:02It won't stop bleeding.
00:26:04Hospital-
00:26:04Ethan stood there, motionless, face dark, still as stone.
00:26:07Quinn never bought anything from that label.
00:26:09His voice was low and frayed.
00:26:11Ryan smiled quickly.
00:26:12So what?
00:26:12Quinn probably just picked something at random.
00:26:14Not like your birthday.
00:26:16She'd been planning your gift for six months.
00:26:19Exactly.
00:26:19You know what she means to you.
00:26:21None of us combined are worth a tenth of what she feels for you.
00:26:24Ethan laughed sharply.
00:26:25Feels for me.
00:26:27The noise in the room bled away, one degree at a time.
00:26:29Ethan, should I call Quinn?
00:26:31We need to deal with that cut first.
00:26:32Ryan suddenly worked up the nerve, picked up his phone, and photographed Ethan's torn-up
00:26:37hand, then sent it to Quinn on the spot.
00:26:39Ethan didn't stop him.
00:27:06The room went still.
00:27:08About ten seconds passed.
00:27:09Then Ryan's phone rang.
00:27:10See?
00:27:11I knew she loved you more than anything.
00:27:14Look, Ethan, it's Quinn!
00:27:15The others noticed it too.
00:27:16The tension in Ethan's face had eased, just slightly.
00:27:19You want to take it?
00:27:20Ryan held out the phone.
00:27:21Ethan didn't look at it.
00:27:22He turned away.
00:27:23I'll get it, I'll get it.
00:27:24Ryan said eagerly, putting it on speaker.
00:27:26When Quinn's voice came through, Ethan's jaw locked.
00:27:28Ryan, are you okay?
00:27:30Are you hurt?
00:27:30It's not me, it's Ethan's hand.
00:27:32You have no idea how bad it is!
00:27:34Blood everywhere!
00:27:34He won't stop!
00:27:35Ryan rambled on.
00:27:36The other end went quiet.
00:27:38Quinn, are you there?
00:27:38Maybe, maybe you should come back.
00:27:40Ethan won't go to the hospital.
00:27:41He can't just keep bleeding like this.
00:27:42Ryan.
00:27:43Her voice was still soft, still the same.
00:27:45Yeah?
00:27:45Yeah, I'm here.
00:27:46Go on.
00:27:46Ryan signaled frantically to Ethan.
00:27:48Don't tell me about him anymore.
00:27:50Ryan's smile collapsed.
00:27:51Quinn?
00:27:52And happy birthday, Ryan.
00:27:54Wait, Quinn!
00:27:54Don't hang up!
00:27:55The line went dead.
00:27:56Ryan stood there holding the phone like it had burned him.
00:27:58He wanted to slap himself.
00:28:00What was he thinking?
00:28:01Getting involved?
00:28:02Now look at the mess.
00:28:03Silence.
00:28:03Ethan looked around at everyone and smiled lightly.
00:28:05You all go mute?
00:28:06No one dared speak.
00:28:07He smiled again.
00:28:08What, nobody's got anything to say?
00:28:10Ethan, don't get worked up.
00:28:10The cut's bleeding more.
00:28:11Ethan, you know how Quinn is.
00:28:13From the corner, where she'd been sitting quietly through everything,
00:28:15Vera finally spoke.
00:28:16Look, I've wanted to say this for a long time.
00:28:19What you did was cruel.
00:28:20Quinn's a woman.
00:28:21Women have pride.
00:28:22Even if you stopped loving her, you could have ended it cleanly.
00:28:24Who says I wanted it to end cleanly?
00:28:26Ethan smiled, sharp and cold.
00:28:28She gave me seven years.
00:28:31Seven years?
00:28:31You think that's nothing to me?
00:28:33Vera smiled very quietly.
00:28:34But did you ever stop to think?
00:28:36A girl only has so many seven years.
00:28:39What if Quinn never comes back?
00:28:41Impossible!
00:28:41No one caught it, but there was the faintest tremor at the end of that word.
00:28:45What's impossible in this world?
00:28:46Once the heart's been hurt badly enough, can you really warm it back up?
00:28:50Ethan, stop doing things you'll regret.
00:28:53Vera said nothing more.
00:28:54She picked up her bag and walked out.
00:28:56Across the room, Daniel watched her leave.
00:28:58His own wife of two years.
00:28:59His expression unreadable.
00:29:00Was she pitying Quinn?
00:29:02Defending her?
00:29:02Or was she talking about herself?
00:29:04Aren't you gonna go after her?
00:29:05Daniel curved his lips, lit a cigarette.
00:29:07She's not my wife tonight.
00:29:09My wife is on set.
00:29:10She's out of the production next month.
00:29:12You're gonna wreck yourself.
00:29:14His friend sighed.
00:29:14Daniel didn't respond.
00:29:16Vera and Quinn were different.
00:29:17Quinn had no family draining her.
00:29:19Earned her own money.
00:29:20A breakup just meant a softer lifestyle for a while.
00:29:22But Vera had her family's debt behind her.
00:29:24And a brother bedridden at home.
00:29:26She couldn't leave him.
00:29:27She wouldn't dare.
00:29:28No matter how many chances she had.
00:29:40She didn't have a jokes.
00:29:40.
00:30:10.
00:30:40.
00:31:10.
00:31:40.
00:32:10.
00:32:40.
00:33:10.
00:33:17I just ended the call when Lucas wrapped his arms around me from behind.
00:33:20He rested his chin on the side of my neck and said nothing.
00:33:22I laughed softly.
00:33:24What?
00:33:24Quinn, are you going back?
00:33:26Back where?
00:33:27Back home.
00:33:28Not right now.
00:33:30Eventually, maybe.
00:33:31It's not like I did anything I need to run from.
00:33:34My family's there.
00:33:35My apartment's there.
00:33:36I'm not staying away forever.
00:33:38Lucas went quiet again.
00:33:45i caught up are you asking if i'm gonna get back together with ethan are you if i say absolutely
00:33:50not do you believe me he lowered his eyes that sharp nose brushing the side of my face i want
00:33:55to
00:33:55lucas i have a face and a spine do you still have feelings for him i thought about it honestly
00:34:00if i said there's nothing left that wouldn't be true it's been a long time lucas bit down
00:34:06on my shoulder lightly don't say anymore quinn let me finish but to say i still miss him
00:34:11or that i can't let go that's not right either i touched his face gently leaving him didn't destroy
00:34:17me so maybe i stopped loving him a long time ago maybe the moment he started coasting on this
00:34:22relationship i'd already started preparing for the end i won't won't what i won't get distracted
00:34:27won't play around won't make you cry or hurt you he held me tighter and tighter and then he kissed
00:34:33me
00:34:33quinn be with me for real
00:34:40but i didn't kiss him back in the end i gently pushed him away lucas i'm sorry
00:34:46why are you sorry he looked down at me his eyes faintly red it's my issue i looked away i
00:34:52don't
00:34:52want to be in a relationship right now then what have we been doing lucas gripped my shoulders voice
00:34:57unsteady quinn what am i to you i squeezed my hands tight and breathed think of it as two people
00:35:03getting what they need if you want we can keep things as they are if you meet someone you actually
00:35:08want you can end this whenever getting what they need like i'm a tool for you you can see it
00:35:14that
00:35:14way i wouldn't look at him afraid i'd cry if i did lucas i'm truly sorry if this arrangement makes
00:35:20you uncomfortable i'll leave miami right away i swear i'll never bother you again quinn his eyes
00:35:26burned red he let go stepped back slowly something in his expression was broken even as he tried to
00:35:32smile quinn you can't do this to me lucas he turned picked up his coat and walked toward the door
00:35:38i took
00:35:39one step after him then stopped he made it all the way to the door hand on the knob and
00:35:43then he turned
00:35:44and looked back at me even managed a reassuring smile sorry i just need a little time alone i
00:35:49nodded go ahead i won't bother you quinn give me some time i'll get back to you he left i
00:35:55sank
00:35:55slowly onto the couch all the energy gone from my body i felt something i couldn't name it hurt in
00:36:00a
00:36:00way that wasn't pain exactly but i knew clearly that i couldn't do it couldn't throw myself into love
00:36:05again not like that not without walls not a new beginning i was scared scared it would end the same
00:36:10way two people watching each other with contempt the warmth gone cold the cold gone freezing i
00:36:15didn't want to go around again i just shouldn't have gotten lucas involved if i'd known from the
00:36:19start that he had feelings for me i never would have let him drive me home that night
00:36:51again i was scared and i just got a mouth on the bottom of the clock again and i just
00:37:09got a
00:37:09and you're right there but i want to take off this vex and i'll just want to go
00:37:10day out and he's going to be a little bit like that's it i want to keep
00:38:10It hadn't taken him two days to figure it out.
00:38:12Quietly, he'd talked himself down.
00:38:14Quinn had just come out of something long and damaging.
00:38:16Not wanting to dive back into a relationship made complete sense.
00:38:19Being disappointed in men, in love, in the idea of marriage, made even more sense.
00:38:23Maybe he'd pushed too hard.
00:38:24He shouldn't have cornered her like that.
00:38:26If keeping things loose made her feel lighter, easier, he didn't need a label.
00:38:29What's worse than wanting someone and never having them?
00:38:31Maybe a year and a half ago, when he found out Quinn had moved in with him,
00:38:35that was when he genuinely decided to let go.
00:38:37So he'd tried the setups, tried to meet someone new, tried to move forward, couldn't do it,
00:38:41recognized that quickly, cut it off.
00:38:42After that, no matter how much pressure came from his family, he never went back down that road.
00:38:46If Quinn hadn't left Ethan and come to Miami, if she hadn't invited him up that night,
00:38:50he probably would have stayed alone his whole life.
00:38:52Lucas stubbed out the cigarette.
00:38:53His eyes went still and settled.
00:38:55But Quinn did come to Miami.
00:38:56And she did ask him up.
00:38:57If the girl he'd loved for years came to him and he let her slip away anyway,
00:39:01then Lucas Shaw, you don't deserve the happiness you want.
00:40:43The night before I was set to leave Miami, I went out for drinks with my best friend.
00:40:46So, how's things with Lucas?
00:40:48She looked me over.
00:40:49Look at you.
00:40:50That glow.
00:40:51Your skin's been absolutely luminous all week.
00:40:54He's been good for you.
00:40:55I should stop.
00:40:57I don't want a relationship.
00:40:58I don't want to get married.
00:40:59Quinn, why are you punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes?
00:41:02And it's not fair to Lucas either.
00:41:03The saying goes, one person plants the tree, another enjoys the shade.
00:41:06Fine.
00:41:07But that doesn't mean the person who planted the tree gets to leave a storm behind for the
00:41:09next one.
00:41:10Ethan was terrible.
00:41:11But Lucas is a good man.
00:41:12One worth something real.
00:41:13Why should Ethan's garbage keep you from giving Lucas a real chance?
00:41:17It's not that I'm biased against him.
00:41:19I just haven't gotten over the damage yet.
00:41:21You haven't gotten over the damage.
00:41:23Babe, Ethan spent seven years running you down and you don't even know it.
00:41:27You think you're not worth being loved?
00:41:28I stared at her.
00:41:29Was she right?
00:41:30The exhaustion of the back and forth.
00:41:31The constant anxiety.
00:41:33The feeling of never being enough.
00:41:35Never being secure.
00:41:36So now my guard was up against everyone.
00:41:37Against the whole world.
00:41:38Convinced that no one would ever love me without conditions.
00:41:41But why shouldn't I deserve that?
00:41:42The ones who waste your love, let them choke on it.
00:41:44The ones who love honestly, the universe opens a window for them.
00:41:47Babe, do you know how incredible you are?
00:41:49My best friend pulled me in, swayed gently.
00:41:51You're gorgeous.
00:41:51You have an amazing body.
00:41:53You were making your own money since sophomore year.
00:41:56Paid your own rent and practically kept me fed too.
00:41:58You're talented and driven and kind.
00:42:00If I were a man, I'd fight anyone to marry you.
00:42:04You deserve to be loved, Quinn.
00:42:05Genuinely loved by the right person.
00:42:08Not ground down and wasted on someone like Ethan.
00:42:11Trust me on this.
00:42:12He will regret it.
00:42:13For the rest of his life, he won't be able to shake losing you.
00:42:16Now, call Lucas and cancel your flight home.
00:42:18Don't think I don't know you already rebooked it.
00:42:20My eyes were getting hot.
00:42:21But what if Lucas and I end up in the same place?
00:42:24What if it ends the same way?
00:42:25It won't.
00:42:26How do you know?
00:42:26Because a man with that kind of self-control who's never settled for less
00:42:29will not be stupid enough to throw away the girl he actually chose.
00:42:32He's not Ethan.
00:42:33I shook my head.
00:42:34He wasn't.
00:42:35He really wasn't.
00:42:35So, call him.
00:42:36You have no idea how happy it'll make him.
00:43:06I thought Lucas would be happy.
00:43:08I didn't think a man in his late 20s running a company could be that happy over a phone
00:43:12call.
00:43:12Like a kid on Christmas morning, my best friend beamed at me.
00:43:15Quinn, happy?
00:43:16I nodded slowly.
00:43:17I think, yeah, really happy.
00:43:20See?
00:43:20You're happy.
00:43:22Lucas is happier.
00:43:23What else is there to figure out?
00:43:24Then she laughed.
00:43:25Honestly, I just keep thinking about how miserable Ethan's going to be.
00:43:29That alone puts me in a great mood.
00:43:31Who knows?
00:43:32He's probably already moved on.
00:43:34I smiled faintly.
00:43:35Let's stop talking about him.
00:43:36In that moment, I could say it with no weight at all.
00:43:38Like he was just a name.
00:43:40Someone with no claim on me anymore.
00:43:41Lucas' car pulled up downstairs just as I stepped out of the bar.
00:43:45He stood in the night air with his arms open.
00:43:47I stopped and looked at him.
00:43:48Honestly, he was striking.
00:43:50Every feature exactly what I'd want.
00:43:51Men can like whoever they want.
00:43:53Overlap if they choose.
00:43:54The world hardly blinks.
00:43:55So why can't I, after a real ending, start something new?
00:43:58I walked toward him.
00:43:59He walked toward me.
00:44:00People moved around us.
00:44:02We kissed like no one was watching.
00:44:03His heart was pounding so fast.
00:44:05I reached up and touched the back of his neck, burning hot.
00:44:08He was still warm when I pressed my forehead to his.
00:44:10Slightly breathless.
00:44:11Voiceless.
00:44:12Quinn, do I have a fever?
00:44:14Maybe.
00:44:15Too much touching and this happens?
00:44:17I laughed and kissed under his chin.
00:44:19Maybe more of this and you'll be cured?
00:44:22His ears went redder.
00:44:23He cupped my face, eyes open and searching.
00:44:25Quinn, what am I to you right now?
00:44:27I teased him.
00:44:28What do you think?
00:44:30A hugger or a boyfriend?
00:44:31He asked, then immediately shook his head, pressing his face into my neck.
00:44:34Never mind, I don't want to know right now.
00:44:35I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer.
00:44:38You sure you don't want to know?
00:44:40Boyfriend.
00:44:56You sure you don't want to know?
00:45:06You sure you don't want to know?
00:45:07You're in a box where you don't want to know.
00:45:07You know, man.
00:45:17.
00:46:07Ethan's car stopped at the mouth of an alley.
00:46:09He got out and walked into the narrow street on foot.
00:46:11At the end of it lived in Old Taylor.
00:46:13His family had been in the trade for generations.
00:46:15Old world craft.
00:46:16Long retired.
00:46:17No longer taking clients.
00:46:18But Ethan had ways of getting to him.
00:46:20Quinn's shredded wedding dress had been brought here two weeks ago.
00:46:23Today it was nearly finished.
00:46:24He walked and thought.
00:46:25Ryan had been right.
00:46:26Every girl dreams of wearing a dress and marrying the person she loves.
00:46:29Seven years together and he'd never once thought about proposing.
00:46:32He'd never imagined Quinn would have thought about proposing to him.
00:46:34He'd been a wreck these past weeks.
00:46:36He knew it.
00:46:37But the other women had never meant anything.
00:46:38A moment's impulse.
00:46:39Nothing more.
00:46:40Even Mia, the one who'd actually triggered Quinn walking out.
00:46:43She lasted three days before he was already over it.
00:46:45He kept thinking about Quinn.
00:46:46Seven years had made him lazy, complacent.
00:46:48He'd taken it all for granted.
00:46:49But some people are like the air.
00:46:51You don't notice until they're gone.
00:46:52Since Quinn left, he couldn't focus on anything.
00:46:54He'd be with his friends and she'd be in the back of his mind the whole time.
00:46:57Especially when he drank.
00:46:58If Quinn were there, she'd fake scold him and try to slow him down.
00:47:00And if she couldn't stop him, she'd be up at 3am making soup.
00:47:03Letting him put his head in her lap.
00:47:05Rubbing his temples with her hands.
00:47:06Her fingers were soft.
00:47:07The little complaints she'd mutter.
00:47:08The way she'd fuss over him.
00:47:10It had annoyed him back then.
00:47:11Now he'd give anything to hear it again.
00:47:12This time, when Quinn came home, he'd propose.
00:47:15He'd always known how much she wanted to marry him.
00:47:16Give her that and she'd feel safe.
00:47:18She'd forgive him.
00:47:19She would.
00:47:40Just Give her in your life.
00:47:41He'd definitely answer her нужно with her.
00:47:41He'daseopotamус.
00:47:41Did you tell him?
00:47:41She'd
00:47:42get turned but rather they'll maybe throw it after her.
00:47:42The one of the finest.
00:47:43This tip thing went up.
00:47:46.
00:48:16.
00:48:46.
00:49:16.
00:49:46.
00:49:46.
00:49:48.
00:50:00The old man's work was remarkable.
00:50:01The dress looked almost exactly as it had before.
00:50:04Ethan paid him and was heading out when his phone rang.
00:50:06His pulse spiked slightly until he saw Ryan's name on the screen.
00:50:09His heart slowed back down.
00:50:10Ethan, there's something I need to tell you.
00:50:12I wanted to think it over first.
00:50:13Go ahead.
00:50:14Just don't freak out, okay?
00:50:16It's probably just rumors.
00:50:17Could be nothing at all.
00:50:19What is it?
00:50:20It's about Quinn.
00:50:21Actually, forget it.
00:50:22I'm probably 80% sure it's someone making stuff up.
00:50:24Ryan, since when do you talk like this?
00:50:26What happened to Quinn?
00:50:27Did she come back?
00:50:29Ethan.
00:50:29Ryan suddenly felt sick.
00:50:31Of all the rumors that could have gotten out, why did it have to be Lucas Shaw?
00:50:34Ethan had been at each other's throats with Lucas for years.
00:50:36Two years ago, they'd gone head-to-head over a major contract.
00:50:39Ethan's company lost.
00:50:40First time he'd ever tasted defeat.
00:50:41It had poisoned what was already a tense relationship into something close to hatred.
00:50:45I said, don't freak out.
00:50:46This is all second hand, there's no confirmation.
00:50:48Someone spotted Quinn in Miami.
00:50:50Ethan's grip on the phone tightened.
00:50:51His voice stayed controlled, barely.
00:50:53So she's in Miami.
00:50:54So what?
00:50:54She was with Lucas Shaw.
00:50:56Could just be dinner?
00:50:57Probably nothing.
00:50:57Got it.
00:50:58Ethan.
00:50:59Nothing else?
00:50:59I'm hanging up.
00:51:00The call cut off.
00:51:01Ethan stood in the narrow street, shopping bag in hand.
00:51:03The bag holding the dress Quinn had bought.
00:51:05He walked, step by step, through the cold of early winter, all the way to the mouth of
00:51:09the alley, back to his car.
00:51:10He stopped.
00:51:11A quiet smile crossed his face, slow, faint, laced with something sharp and bitter.
00:51:15And then, without hesitation, he dropped the elegant shopping bag into the trash can at the
00:51:19curb.
00:51:27Alright, thank you.
00:51:30Please visit us at Koreanpop,愚呼吸ie at the gym.
00:51:32Ñ Hardlandandenix.
00:51:33Tom hovering their�idades, they didn't see him down the roadshow.
00:51:40So if we get distance?
00:51:40It's probably because you're just getting some people down and down.
00:51:41We're with Above A Luke.
00:51:43I thought he was funny.
00:51:46He's about to be an stretched out.
00:51:47So, you know this, I'm talking too long counter-moment!
00:51:48I'm telling it that it's safe when people represent Syl yours,
00:51:56.
00:52:26.
00:52:56.
00:53:26.
00:53:56.
00:54:26.
00:54:31The second month after Quinn left, Ethan sent her a text.
00:54:34It went through.
00:54:35No response.
00:54:36The message read, Thinking about selling the apartment.
00:54:38What do you want to do with your clothes?
00:54:39Maybe he forgot she'd left a note saying to deal with everything herself.
00:54:42Dispose of it all however he liked.
00:54:44Or maybe it was intentional.
00:54:45An excuse to reach out.
00:54:46Maybe Ethan told himself he was giving her a way back in.
00:54:49She was smart.
00:54:50She'd know to take the out.
00:54:51His temper looked bad but he wasn't that hard to deal with.
00:54:53Quinn never replied.
00:54:54the apartment didn't sell her clothes and everything else stayed exactly as they were
00:54:57like she'd never left ethan came back late nights after going out lay down in her bed
00:55:02stared at the ceiling until almost dawn the third month after she left same as always late and still
00:55:06when the clock hands crept toward midnight ethan dialed her number
00:55:21the second month after quinn left
00:55:27quinn had been careful quiet a good girl in the old-fashioned sense her family was ordinary but
00:55:31comfortable her parents adored her and because she'd been beautiful since she was young they'd
00:55:35kept a close eye on her it wasn't until the fall after graduation that quinn moved in with ethan
00:55:39he still remembered that night she'd been shaking from head to toe her skin flushed everywhere a deep
00:55:44burning pink she was breathtaking fragile beneath him in a way that made his chest ache when it was
00:55:48over she cried for a long time over and over she said ethan you're not allowed to hurt me not
00:55:53now
00:55:54not ever you have to be good to me you have to marry me ethan we're gonna be together forever
00:56:00right the girl who'd believed all of that who trusted with her whole self that she'd end up with
00:56:04the man she loved he'd lost her a long time ago long enough that he couldn't even recall the last
00:56:09time they'd said goodbye what had her face looked like did she smile and nod or did her eyes go
00:56:13red
00:56:13the phone rang for a while he'd almost given up then it connected in that moment what he wanted
00:56:17to say was quinn come home but what came out of his mouth was quinn you've made your point come
00:56:23home
00:56:23his pathetic idiotic words were cut off by a man's low laugh that laugh landed like cold concrete ethan
00:56:29went rigid like he'd been encased in ice and couldn't move ethan you snooze you lose can't let a girl
00:56:35stew
00:56:35overnight or someone else steps in lucas shaw ethan said the name through clenched teeth blood rushing
00:56:42into his eyes it's me put quinn on now his eyes looked flooded he gripped the phone voice shaking
00:56:49low lucas if you took advantage of you come to the phone lucas lowered his head and pressed a soft
00:56:55kiss
00:56:55to his girl's temple quinn's lashes were still wet her mouth in a small pout eyes closed but everything
00:57:00on her face said one thing i was hurt his chest clenched he kissed the corner of her eye drew
00:57:05away the
00:57:05tear that sat there she's asleep upset with me i have to kiss her awake first lucas ethan's voice
00:57:10went dead silent lucas ended the call turned off his phone he brought his lips down to quinn's softly
00:57:15hey wake up
00:57:55i thought about what it would be like to see ethan again he came from money and he knew it
00:57:59pride ran deep in him we'd ended things without a scene if we ever crossed paths he'd probably look right
00:58:04through me or we'd
00:58:05exchange a polite meaningless smile my family was in the city we had mutual friends it wasn't realistic
00:58:09to think we'd never be in the same room again but i never expected that never expected to see
00:58:13him come undone like that the day it happened i'd slept well and woken up in a good mood i
00:58:18was wearing
00:58:18a new blush pink cashmere dress makeup done feeling like myself again warm and whole like a ripe peach
00:58:23in september i had my hand tucked in lucas's arm we were laughing about something as we pushed through
00:58:27the revolving door and there was ethan stepping out of a car i stopped my feet stopped with me lucas's
00:58:32warm
00:58:32fingers closed around mine ethan's shirt was wrinkled no tie the exhaustion on his face was
00:58:37plain his brow heavy the whites of his eyes shot through with red people moved past us on both sides
00:58:41a fountain not far off played something cheerful the whole moment felt like a slow motion shot from a
00:58:46movie except i wasn't watching i was in it ethan looked more undone than i'd ever seen him lucas
00:58:51moved instinctively stepping slightly in front of me but ethan's expression was perfectly calm he said my
00:58:55name the way he used to back when things were good soft warm quinn i stood there and didn't move
00:59:01the music from the fountain kept playing and yet something in me ached quietly i didn't quite know
00:59:05why maybe for the girl who'd overheard those words that night maybe for the girl who'd gotten a breakup
00:59:10handed to her without warning maybe most of all for the girl who'd loved foolishly for seven years
00:59:14and let go in seven days quinn i came to bring you home he hadn't looked at lucas once his
00:59:19eyes were
00:59:19on my face and they were soft in a way i'd almost forgotten i couldn't even remember the last time
00:59:23he'd
00:59:23looked at me like that before we fell apart he stopped about a meter in front of me quinn come
00:59:28home
00:59:29we get married we do it right this time he meant every word he was so serious i almost let
00:59:34myself
00:59:34believe that the ethan who'd said he was giving another girl something real had been a figment
00:59:38of my imagination but it was too late ethan a broken heart doesn't reassemble itself and the
00:59:42new one that had grown up from the wreckage it already belonged to someone else
01:00:20and i think her husband siempre belonged to someone else my and his children he loved who worked
01:00:28with her so self-evident i was just all in your fortune much again i guess that's a great
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01:04:23I shook my head gently.
01:04:25Ethan, please go.
01:04:26Quinn, I never touched Mia.
01:04:29Three days and I ended it.
01:04:31The dress you bought, I had it repaired.
01:04:33And our rings, I kept them both.
01:04:36Quinn, I had a custom ring made.
01:04:38I mean this-
01:04:39His eyes were getting redder.
01:04:40His voice had the faintest tremor.
01:04:42He held out a small velvet box, held it out to me like an offering.
01:04:45Everything in his face was careful, hoping, terrified.
01:04:49Looking at him, I couldn't pretend it didn't hurt at all.
01:04:51But it was only that, just a little hurt.
01:04:53Ethan, I have a boyfriend.
01:04:55I tightened my hand around Lucas's and stepped out from behind him to stand beside him, shoulder to shoulder.
01:05:00The color drained out of Ethan's face in an instant.
01:05:03His gaze dropped slowly, and stopped.
01:05:05On our intertwined fingers, the matching bands on our ring fingers.
01:05:08Just like it had been with us, once.
01:05:10Quinn, are you serious?
01:05:12I took a breath, turned to look at Lucas and nodded.
01:05:14Yes.
01:05:15Completely serious.
01:05:16Ethan laughed softly, just once.
01:05:18You think he's serious about you?
01:05:20You think you know how much of this is real?
01:05:22Two years ago, he fought me tooth and nail over a deal.
01:05:25And now he's going after you.
01:05:26Quinn, don't you think there's something in that?
01:05:28Some other motive?
01:05:29Can he honestly say he's pursuing you with absolutely nothing to prove to me?
01:05:32Quinn, you've always been too trusting.
01:05:34All men are the same in the end.
01:05:36You were with me for seven years.
01:05:38You know how much happened between us.
01:05:39You think Lucas won't care?
01:05:40You think it won't matter to him in the end?
01:05:42You think he's actually gonna stay?
01:05:43That you'll get your happy ending with him?
01:05:44Aren't you afraid that being with him just leads you to another seven years exactly like this one?
01:05:52I shook my head gently.
01:05:54Ethan, please go.
01:05:56Quinn, I never touched Mia.
01:05:58Three days and I ended it.
01:06:00The dress you bought, I had it repaired.
01:06:07The fountain music stopped.
01:06:08Ethan stopped.
01:06:09A silence settled over me.
01:06:10Then came the smallest sound, like something very fine and thin,
01:06:13quietly breaking.
01:06:15And after that sound?
01:06:16Relief.
01:06:17Lightness.
01:06:17Whatever last piece of grief I'd been carrying was gone.
01:06:20Nothing left to lose now.
01:06:21It's just such a waste, I thought.
01:06:23Why does living always come with things you regret?
01:06:25Before today, I didn't regret loving Ethan.
01:06:27Good or bad, it was mine.
01:06:28It happened.
01:06:29But in this moment, I couldn't help grieving it.
01:06:31Seven years and I'd never seen clearly.
01:06:33Ethan, at his core, had never really looked at me.
01:06:35Not the way I deserved to be seen.
01:06:37Lucas pulled me into his arms, his eyes full of something pained.
01:06:40I was a little pale, but I smiled and shook my head.
01:06:42I'm okay.
01:06:43Come on, wait by the car.
01:06:44I've got this.
01:06:45I want to be here with you.
01:06:47I held his hand and wouldn't let go.
01:06:48Lucas looked at me for a long moment, then bowed his head and kissed me hard.
01:06:52Quinn, everything I've ever done, I've done with a clear conscience.
01:06:54No regrets.
01:06:56But right now, right now I genuinely regret not taking you from him when I had the chance.
01:07:01What gives you the right?
01:07:02Ethan cut in.
01:07:02Going after someone when they're at their lowest?
01:07:04What kind of man does that make you, Lucas?
01:07:06Ethan, you didn't deserve a single year of what Quinn gave you.
01:07:09Not one.
01:07:10Maybe those words finally broke something in Ethan.
01:07:12He lost control in a way he never had before.
01:07:15Words he'd never have said otherwise.
01:07:16Oh yeah?
01:07:17And you, Lucas?
01:07:18You go after a woman who spent seven years with me.
01:07:22What right do you have to stand there and lecture me?
01:07:24Tell me the truth.
01:07:25Do you actually love Quinn?
01:07:27Or do you love the idea of having something that was mine?
01:07:38Lucas put his fist through Ethan's face.
01:07:40Ethan wasn't one to absorb him.
01:07:41He came back swimming.
01:07:43They went at each other until both of them were marked up, split and bruised.
01:07:46Security rushed over, finally managed to get between them.
01:07:49The two men stood there breathing hard, still glaring at each other, not giving an inch.
01:07:52Can we stop now?
01:07:54I was furious and scared, and my voice broke a little.
01:07:57Quinn.
01:07:57Ethan's face was cold.
01:07:58You saw it.
01:07:59Lucas threw the first punch.
01:08:01I'm not letting this go.
01:08:03Yes, he did.
01:08:04Mr. Harlow, I'll have him apologize to you.
01:08:06Whatever you want to do next, we'll cooperate.
01:08:09Quinn, he said it first!
01:08:10Lucas started immediately.
01:08:11I pressed my hand lightly over his, then turned back, calm.
01:08:14Mr. Harlow, I'll apologize on his behalf.
01:08:17You're defending him?
01:08:18Just like that?
01:08:19Ethan stepped toward me slowly.
01:08:20He hit me, Quinn.
01:08:21What would you like us to do about it?
01:08:23Quinn, I'm hurt.
01:08:24He gestured at his face.
01:08:26You can see this, right?
01:08:27This really hurts.
01:08:28I looked at it.
01:08:29We'll call you an ambulance.
01:08:31We'll cover everything.
01:08:32You know that's not what I want.
01:08:33He reached for my arm.
01:08:34I stepped back.
01:08:35Quinn!
01:08:35Everything Ethan had been holding up cracked all at once.
01:08:38The way he looked at me, lost, bare and unguarded.
01:08:41But my chest was still and quiet, genuinely still.
01:08:43Lucas made a sharp sound.
01:08:44Quinn, am I going to be scarred?
01:08:46I turned fast.
01:08:47His lip was split.
01:08:48His eye was swelling.
01:08:49His jaw had blood on it, and it looked worse than it was.
01:08:51I reached into my bag for a tissue and started cleaning it.
01:08:53Ow.
01:08:54Quinn, gently, gently.
01:08:55He winced and grimaced dramatically.
01:08:57Serves you right.
01:08:58I said quietly, but I was careful.
01:09:00You're going to need stitches.
01:09:01Then come with me.
01:09:02I pass out around needles.
01:09:04I gave him a look, but I nodded.
01:09:05Lucas immediately pulled me into a hug.
01:09:07And I need you to kiss it.
01:09:08Right here.
01:09:09It's killing me.
01:09:10I rose slowly on my toes and pressed my lips, gently, right to the wound.
01:09:37Ethan didn't say anything more.
01:09:39The late son stretched his shadow long and quiet behind him.
01:09:42Maybe it was the moment Quinn dabbed at Lucas's face.
01:09:44Maybe it was the moment she kissed him there, softly.
01:09:46That was when Ethan finally understood it.
01:09:48Quinn did not love him anymore.
01:09:50What Vera had asked that night had turned out to be true.
01:09:52Quinn was not coming back to him.
01:09:54He'd thought he was the one who could walk away from seven years easily.
01:09:56He'd thought he was the one who'd always held the upper hand.
01:09:59He'd thought he was always going to come out ahead.
01:10:01But standing here now, he understood.
01:10:03The one who couldn't let go was him.
01:10:04Quinn had been the string that held the kite to the sky.
01:10:06The string snapped and the kite lost its way.
01:10:08It was never going to find home again.
01:10:54I watched Ethan turn and walk back to his car.
01:10:57I watched that solitary figure disappear.
01:10:59The sun at dusk slid below the horizon all at once.
01:11:01The sky shifted to a pale, soft blue.
01:11:03His car pulled away and got smaller.
01:11:05I felt like I could see it.
01:11:06All seven years, from 17 to 24.
01:11:09Rushing away with that car.
01:11:10Gone.
01:11:10From this day on, I knew.
01:11:12His name would be like any ordinary name in the world.
01:11:14I wouldn't try to forget it.
01:11:16I just wouldn't think of it on my own.
01:11:17Quinn.
01:11:18Lucas wrapped me in his arms quietly.
01:11:20I turned and looked up at him, smiling lightly.
01:11:22Let's go.
01:11:23Hospital.
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