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00:00:06you're dead you hear me dead his room was right next to mine
00:00:18my mother my own mom was feeding the enemy blueberry pancakes this was a hostage situation
00:00:26and i was the hostage like nine times in four minutes because he's ruining my life you know
00:00:33what this sounds like right what obsession oh this is happening this is absolutely happening
00:00:40no spin again what's the matter mark scared of your breath yeah
00:00:48relax it was spin the bauble it doesn't mean anything
00:00:54that's all it was stupid drunk meaningless game so why could i still feel it there are three
00:01:04things you need to know about my life one my mom makes the best grilled cheese on the eastern
00:01:07seaboard two i will die on the hill that empire strike back film who is a six-foot golden
00:01:13retreat backer and has made it his personal my summer you're cornered little man surrender or
00:01:17face annihilation you literally used the word annihilation wrong last week on your english
00:01:23final summer started words don't count anymore you're dead i win
00:01:33best of seven it's already best of seven
00:01:38i'm up four to one boys if i find one more dart in the pasta pot you're both grounded until
00:01:45college
00:01:46that was theo i did it clean up both of you and theo your friends arriving in an hour
00:01:55what friend oh yeah didn't i mention beckett's staying next door for the summer
00:02:00his mom rented the colohan place you didn't mention that
00:02:07you definitely absolutely did not mention that
00:02:11must have slipped my mind beckett hale my brother's best friend the most arrogant and
00:02:17sufferable human being i have ever misfortune of breathing near and he was going to live next
00:02:32well well well little marsh miss me about as much as i'd miss food poisoning your brother's still adorable when
00:02:39he's angry call me cute one more time and i'll keying your car okay great start everyone really feeling the
00:02:45love relax i'm sure we'll be best friends by august i'd rather chew glass
00:02:51careful i'm right next door now nowhere to hide
00:02:58el come swim i'm reading what is this sylvia plane light summer reading give it back come get it
00:03:14you're dead you hear me dead you needed to cool off
00:03:20i was going to survive this summer and i was going to make becklin hall's life a living hell
00:03:33his room was right next to mine
00:03:50morning roomie we're not roommates neighbors then
00:03:54thin walls by the way you talk in your sleep
00:04:01oh beckett you're up early pancakes mrs marsh you're a saint i'd love some
00:04:08call me katherine sweetheart your family this summer
00:04:11he's a stray my family keeps feeding
00:04:14elliot it's fine he's adorable when he's grumpy
00:04:23my mother my own mom was feeding the enemy blueberry pancakes this was a hostage situation
00:04:31and i was the hostage
00:04:36he's everywhere the kitchen the yard the bathroom i went to brush my teeth and his stupid toothbrush was
00:04:43just sitting there next to mine touching mine
00:04:48what a tragedy
00:04:50i'm serious slona it's an invasion
00:04:52you've mentioned him
00:04:54like nine times in four minutes
00:04:57because he's ruining my life
00:04:58you know what this sounds like right
00:05:02what
00:05:04nothing
00:05:05forget it
00:05:06no
00:05:07what does it sound like
00:05:13obsession
00:05:14obsession
00:05:19i'm not that's insane i hate him
00:05:21yeah
00:05:23you've made that super clear
00:05:26all i'm saying is
00:05:27most people who hate someone
00:05:29they just ignore them
00:05:30they don't track their toothbrush placement
00:05:33i need new friends
00:05:39i thought this was our pool day
00:05:41it is
00:05:42beckett's part of our now
00:05:44deal with it little brother
00:05:49did beckett just
00:05:50yep
00:05:58nice form
00:05:59six out of ten
00:06:01nobody asked for your opinion
00:06:02weak splash
00:06:04i can fix that if you want
00:06:07i'd rather drown
00:06:16guys
00:06:17mateo just texted
00:06:18he's throwing a massive party this weekend
00:06:20see
00:06:21you lived
00:06:21everyone's invited
00:06:23let's go
00:06:24i told myself the weird feeling in my chest was chlorine burn
00:06:27that's all it was
00:06:28chlorine
00:06:34here's my free food plan for surviving mateo's party
00:06:37step one
00:06:38avoid beckett hale
00:06:39step two
00:06:40drink until step one doesn't matter
00:06:42you sure you're good
00:06:45you've been weird all week
00:06:46i'm great
00:06:47i'm fantastic
00:06:48give me that
00:06:51that's
00:06:52not water
00:06:53that's the point
00:06:57so much for step one
00:06:58all right all right spin the bottle
00:07:00classic rules
00:07:01no chicken out
00:07:04you look like you're about to pass out
00:07:10working on it
00:07:29oh this is happening this is absolutely happening no spin again what's the matter marsh scared of your breath yeah
00:07:39relax
00:07:40it's just a game
00:07:47okay okay guys that's you can stop now
00:07:57it was a game
00:07:58it was nothing
00:07:59Elliot
00:08:00hey
00:08:02you good
00:08:03don't
00:08:04don't what
00:08:04don't stand there like
00:08:05like that was nothing
00:08:07it was spin the bobble
00:08:09it doesn't mean anything
00:08:10it doesn't mean anything
00:08:16what the hell
00:08:24it was a game
00:08:26that's all it was
00:08:27stupid
00:08:29drunk
00:08:30meaningless game
00:08:31so why
00:08:33could i still feel it
00:08:43i didn't sleep
00:08:44not really
00:08:45every time i closed my eyes i felt it
00:08:48his mouth
00:08:49the pressure
00:08:50the way the room disappeared
00:08:52then the crack of my fist against his jaw
00:08:54both felt violent
00:08:56both felt necessary
00:09:00my plan was simple
00:09:02stay in this room
00:09:04september
00:09:05maybe october
00:09:06maybe forever
00:09:09Elliot honey
00:09:10breakfast
00:09:11Beckett made french toast
00:09:13i'm sick
00:09:15you were fine yesterday
00:09:20it hit fast
00:09:22probably terminal
00:09:26Elliot James Marsh
00:09:27you have five minutes
00:09:41dude these are incredible
00:09:42you should open a restaurant
00:09:44maybe i will
00:09:45call it punched in the face cafe
00:09:47great origin story
00:09:52there he is
00:09:53sit down
00:09:54eat something
00:10:03you're not having
00:10:04Beckett's french toast
00:10:06it's life changing
00:10:07i'm good with cereal
00:10:09yeah cereal's a safe choice
00:10:11low risk
00:10:19Beckett
00:10:20do you just lurk in hallways
00:10:22relax
00:10:23i wanted to talk
00:10:26we have nothing to talk about
00:10:30it was a game Elliot
00:10:32spin the bottle
00:10:33people kiss
00:10:35the world keeps turning
00:10:37great
00:10:38world's turning
00:10:39move
00:10:43you hit me pretty hard
00:10:44for something that meant nothing
00:10:46it meant nothing
00:10:48then why can't you even look at me
00:10:56i'm looking
00:10:56see
00:10:57nothing
00:10:59you kissed
00:11:00you kissed back
00:11:02you're insane
00:11:13i told myself it was research
00:11:15but nobody types that at two in the morning unless something already cracked open
00:11:25worst part
00:11:26it wasn't a kiss
00:11:27it was knowing he couldn't sleep either
00:11:30and some broken part of him was glad
00:11:38step one
00:11:39he's so aggressively normal that the universe forgets saturday ever happened
00:11:42step two
00:11:43never think about his mouth again
00:11:44step three
00:11:45there is no step three
00:11:47steps one and two are already impossible
00:11:49hey brianna
00:11:50you do something different with your hair
00:11:52looks amazing
00:11:53got a trim
00:11:55like two weeks ago
00:11:56well it's really working for you
00:12:03is he flirting
00:12:06badly
00:12:07no i mean
00:12:08since when does elliot marsh flirt in the hallway at eight in the morning
00:12:14something happened at that party
00:12:16obviously something happened at that party
00:12:18he punched beckett hale in the face
00:12:20no
00:12:21something else
00:12:25so theo tries to flip the kayak back over
00:12:27right
00:12:28and he just
00:12:28full scorpion into the lake
00:12:30face first
00:12:36you're in a mood today
00:12:38what mood
00:12:39i'm great
00:12:41i'm
00:12:41fantastic
00:12:42exactly
00:12:43that's what's weird
00:12:46you going to griffin's thing this weekend
00:12:49maybe
00:12:50you asking me to go
00:12:53maybe i am
00:12:56what the hell
00:13:03you're a terrible actor elliot
00:13:05back off
00:13:06you keep running from it
00:13:08but i was there
00:13:10you kissed me back
00:13:12oh
00:13:12one more thing
00:13:13that party
00:13:14someone had their phone out
00:13:16i've seen the video
00:13:17you're lying
00:13:19you could have punched me back that night
00:13:20and it would have hurt less than this
00:13:22because a bruise fades
00:13:23but a video
00:13:24a video lives forever
00:13:29yesterday
00:13:29he cornered me in the hallway
00:13:31and said somebody caught that kiss on video
00:13:34you look wrecked
00:13:35like you didn't sleep at all
00:13:37back off
00:13:38i deleted the video
00:13:39it's not going anywhere
00:13:40if that clip gets out we're both screwed
00:13:43i need to ask you something
00:13:45don't do this
00:13:46my ap lit essays
00:13:48do friday
00:13:49and i've got nothing
00:13:50you're good with words
00:13:51help me out
00:13:53just this once
00:13:55you're blackmailing me over an essay
00:13:57i'm not blackmailing you
00:13:58i just
00:13:59i really
00:14:00don't know how to get close to you
00:14:02i just wanted an excuse to talk to you a little longer
00:14:06you're sick
00:14:06with you
00:14:07i've been messed up for a long time
00:14:12he deleted it days ago
00:14:14he had no leverage
00:14:15nothing
00:14:16and i still wrote the essay
00:14:18so is he that good
00:14:19or did i lose this a long time ago
00:14:22he said he wanted my attention
00:14:24the stupid part is
00:14:25he's had it since the day he moved in next door
00:14:38iced americana
00:14:39i don't want to serve you
00:14:40i came to apologize
00:14:42i shouldn't have used the video to scare you
00:14:44i shouldn't have pushed you into stuff you didn't want to do
00:14:46i just
00:14:47i was scared you'd push me away again
00:14:49scared you'd stop talking to me for good
00:14:51you always find the dumbest way to ruin everything
00:14:55i know
00:14:57i'll do better
00:15:01i heard people at school saying you've been doing beckitt's homework
00:15:04he asked and i just didn't say no
00:15:07did he threaten you
00:15:08you don't have to just take that
00:15:11no
00:15:13i agreed to it
00:15:19i'm not writing another thing for you
00:15:21and i'm not letting you drag me around anymore
00:15:24i get it
00:15:24i'm not pushing you
00:15:25i'll wait
00:15:27i'm not worth waiting for
00:15:29yeah you are
00:15:32whatever this was between us
00:15:34it wasn't over
00:15:34but at least the ugliest
00:15:36hardest part of it was finally behind us
00:15:41it had been four days since the parking lot
00:15:43four days since beckitt hale said i'm sorry like he meant it and drove away
00:15:46four days of me waiting for the other shoe to drop
00:15:49peace offering
00:15:49oat milk latte
00:15:50two sugars
00:15:51how do you know my order
00:15:52you literally make it for yourself every shift
00:15:54i have eyes
00:15:56this doesn't make us friends
00:15:58didn't say it did
00:16:01but we're not enemies anymore either
00:16:08all right who's in for mario cant losers buy pizza
00:16:11you always pick rainbow road and then act betrayed by it
00:16:14that's slander
00:16:17beck grab a controller man
00:16:21wait are you two actually being civil
00:16:23should i document this
00:16:25don't make it weird declin
00:16:26for once we agree
00:16:46the thing about ceasefires is they're supposed to be temporary
00:16:49a pause before you go back to the world
00:16:51no absolutely not
00:16:52but lying there in the dark smiling like an idiot at a text from becca hale
00:16:56i had this terrible sinking feeling that the war was already over and i'd lost
00:17:04two nights
00:17:05no parents
00:17:07a lake
00:17:08this is literally the reset button we all need
00:17:11or a guaranteed disaster with mosquitoes
00:17:15you're coming
00:17:16non-negotiable
00:17:22yo sloan
00:17:23camping trip
00:17:24beck and i already signed up
00:17:26perfect
00:17:26the whole crew
00:17:28the whole crew
00:17:28including the guy who's been texting until 1 a.m. about his parents' divorce
00:17:31the guy i was absolutely categorically not thinking about
00:17:38tent assignments are alphabetical by last name
00:17:41finch and hall
00:17:42marsh and oh
00:17:43also hall we have two marshes
00:17:45theo you're with drake
00:17:47elliott you're with beckett
00:17:48you're kidding
00:17:49the alphabet doesn't kid mr marsh
00:17:52relax
00:17:53relax i don't snore
00:17:54that is the least of my concerns
00:18:16all right campfire confessions
00:18:19one truth you've never told anyone
00:18:21i'll start
00:18:22i cheated on my driving test
00:18:23parallel parked like garbage
00:18:25smiled at the instructor
00:18:26he passed me anyways
00:18:28i i cried when i was watching a dog food commercial
00:18:31i totally failed my first calculus test and even cooked up a fake grade online
00:18:36beck your turn
00:18:40after my parents split
00:18:42my dad packed his car on a tuesday
00:18:45didn't say goodbye
00:18:46i sat on the porch for six hours waiting for him to come back
00:18:51he never did
00:18:58that was the moment i stopped pretending to tend and i felt like
00:19:12every smart instant i had said stay in the tent
00:19:15go to sleep
00:19:16don't follow him into the dark
00:19:21i've never been smart about it
00:19:27there's a moment
00:19:28right before you do something stupid
00:19:31where your brain sends up a flare
00:19:32a warning
00:19:33and you walk toward it anyway
00:19:36you're a loud elliott
00:19:38could hear you from a mile away
00:19:40yeah well you disappeared from the tent at midnight
00:19:42figured you were either sleepwalking or being murdered
00:19:45either way
00:19:45seemed worth checking
00:19:46couldn't sleep
00:19:48get in line
00:19:50what i said back there
00:19:51at the fire
00:19:53about feeling like nobody's first choice
00:19:55you don't have to explain
00:19:56i know i don't have to
00:19:57i wanna
00:19:58my dad left on a tuesday
00:20:00didn't even pick a dramatic day
00:20:02not a holiday
00:20:02not a birthday
00:20:03just a regular nothing tuesday
00:20:05packed a bag
00:20:06kissed my sister's forehead
00:20:07and drove to portland
00:20:08i was at practice
00:20:09he didn't wait
00:20:10that's not about you beckett
00:20:12that's about him
00:20:14everyone says that
00:20:15doesn't make the house less empty
00:20:20my mom hums when she cooks
00:20:21this old fleetwood mech song
00:20:22landslave
00:20:23every single time
00:20:24drives theo insane
00:20:25but sometimes i stand in the hallway
00:20:26just to listen
00:20:26because i don't know
00:20:27it means everything's okay
00:20:28the world's still turning
00:20:29why are you telling me this
00:20:30because you told me about the tuesday
00:20:31felt like i owed you something honest
00:20:33you know what's funny
00:20:34i spent the whole first week
00:20:35trying to make you hate me
00:20:37mission accomplished
00:20:38no
00:20:39i spent the whole first week
00:20:41terrified you'd figure out
00:20:42i was paying attention to you
00:20:43picking fights was easier
00:20:45paying attention how
00:20:50in every way that mattered
00:20:51i don't hate you elliot
00:20:53i never did
00:20:55then what is this
00:20:57i don't know
00:20:59but i'm tired of pretending
00:21:00it's nothing
00:21:01his hand was warm
00:21:02and i thought
00:21:03this is the thing
00:21:04this is what i've been running for
00:21:06not him
00:21:07not the kiss
00:21:07just this
00:21:08the terrifying simple fact
00:21:10that someone's hand
00:21:11could feel like the only place
00:21:12yours was ever supposed to be
00:21:13elliot
00:21:13you out here
00:21:15dorothy's doing a head count
00:21:16yeah
00:21:17i'm coming
00:21:22i walked away
00:21:24but i swear
00:21:25i left something on that rock
00:21:27something i wasn't getting back
00:21:32he hasn't texted
00:21:34not since we got back
00:21:35not a word
00:21:36which is fine
00:21:36totally fine
00:21:37because nothing happened
00:21:38we talked
00:21:39he touched my hand
00:21:40that's
00:21:41that's just what people do
00:21:42by legs at midnight
00:21:42normal
00:21:43completely normal
00:21:59look at him
00:21:59not a care in the world
00:22:02meanwhile i'm over here
00:22:03dissecting a handhold
00:22:04like it's a supreme court case
00:22:06you're glowing
00:22:07i'm sweating
00:22:08it's called humidity
00:22:09no it's called
00:22:10something happened
00:22:10at that campsite
00:22:11and you're going to tell me what
00:22:12nothing happened
00:22:13we roasted marshmallows
00:22:14rowan cried about a dog commercial again
00:22:15standard trip
00:22:16you're doing that thing
00:22:16where your voice goes up half an octave
00:22:18because you're lying
00:22:18my voice doesn't
00:22:19so i'm thinking movie night friday
00:22:21the yates den
00:22:22declin said he'd order pizza
00:22:24i'm in
00:22:25elliot
00:22:30elliot
00:22:31what
00:22:32yeah
00:22:33friday
00:22:33sure
00:22:34you've been weird since the trip
00:22:35i haven't been
00:22:36you have
00:22:37and it's fine if you don't want to talk about it
00:22:39but i'm asking you as your best friend
00:22:41are you okay
00:22:42i'm okay
00:22:44i'm okay
00:22:46i promise
00:23:00i'm so screwed
00:23:18i'm so screwed
00:23:28welcome to paradise people
00:23:30no parents
00:23:31no rules
00:23:32no
00:23:33actually there are rules
00:23:34don't break anything mom loves
00:23:35theo invited everyone to birchwood cottage for the weekend
00:23:40and by everyone
00:23:41i mean the one person
00:23:43who's been living rent free in my head
00:23:45since the lake
00:23:56this place is gorgeous
00:23:57dibs on the room with the view
00:23:59they all have views
00:24:01it's a lake house
00:24:03then dibs on the best view
00:24:06all right
00:24:08rooms
00:24:12slona and rowan upstairs left
00:24:14spencer you're on the couch because you lost the bet
00:24:17elliot
00:24:18you're in the back bedroom
00:24:20beckett
00:24:21i'll take me whatever's left
00:24:22back bedroom's got twin beds you two can share
00:24:24cool
00:24:25fine
00:24:26but whatever
00:24:29not fine
00:24:30not whatever
00:24:31not even remotely in the same zip code is fine
00:24:55you've been avoiding me all day
00:25:00i've been ten feet from you for six hours that's the opposite of you know what i mean
00:25:06i don't know how to act around you anymore that's the problem
00:25:10then stop acting
00:25:27you following me
00:25:30you left the bonfire without saying anything
00:25:33theo thinks you're sulking
00:25:34i'm not sulking
00:25:35i'm
00:25:37processing
00:25:38processing what
00:25:39this
00:25:39you
00:25:41the fact that i can't stop thinking about that night at the lake
00:25:44and it's driving me insane because
00:25:45i don't know what it means and i don't know what you want and i
00:25:49can i
00:26:08what are we doing
00:26:09something real
00:26:12i'd spent my whole life building walls
00:26:16and this boy just walked right through them like they were made of smoke
00:26:25here's the thing about kissing someone in a forest at midnight
00:26:28you can't unknow what their mouth feels like
00:26:30trust me
00:26:31i've tried
00:26:33so i did what any rational person would do
00:26:35i researched
00:26:37okay
00:26:38so maybe not that rational
00:26:53you've been staring at that muffin for five minutes
00:26:55i'm thinking
00:26:59dangerous hobby
00:27:00we need to be more careful
00:27:02sloan already thinks something's up
00:27:05sloan thinks everything's up
00:27:06she once accused the lunch lady of running a black market for hall passes
00:27:09i'm serious
00:27:12i know you are
00:27:16bathroom
00:27:17two minutes
00:27:32this is insane
00:27:33yeah
00:27:35that's kind of insane
00:27:45so anyway
00:27:46rowan's convinced the new calc teacher is secretly a
00:27:49what is she doing
00:27:51elliot
00:27:51hey
00:27:52earth
00:27:53to elliot
00:27:56since when do you care who beckett talks to
00:27:59i don't
00:28:00your knuckles are white babe
00:28:05i've got homework
00:28:16hey
00:28:17you disappeared today
00:28:20looked like you were busy
00:28:23kendall
00:28:24that's what this is about
00:28:26this isn't about anything
00:28:28goodnight
00:28:29she means nothing
00:28:29you know that
00:28:30do i
00:28:31because from where i was sitting
00:28:33she had her hands all over you
00:28:34and you didn't seem to mind
00:28:37you're jealous
00:28:39i'm not
00:28:40you are
00:28:42and it's kind of incredible
00:28:44because it means this is real for you too
00:28:47of course it's real
00:28:48that's the whole problem
00:28:50beck
00:28:51you forgot your charger
00:28:53oh hey ell
00:28:54you good
00:28:55great
00:28:57night
00:29:00everyone
00:29:01everyone i cared about
00:29:02everyone i cared about was either pulling me closer
00:29:03or pushing me away
00:29:05and i couldn't tell which was worse
00:29:11you're my best friend
00:29:12you're one of the most important people in my life
00:29:14and i'm sorry
00:29:15i'm so sorry
00:29:16but i can't
00:29:17i don't feel that way about you
00:29:18yeah
00:29:20i knew that
00:29:23that doesn't mean
00:29:24i just needed to say it out loud
00:29:26so it would stop eating me alive
00:29:30is there someone else
00:29:34okay
00:29:35he deserved the truth
00:29:37all of it
00:29:39and i gave him silence
00:29:40which was its own kind of answer
00:29:46hey
00:29:47you okay
00:29:50rowan was just here
00:29:53and
00:29:56she told me he was in love with me
00:29:58what did you say
00:30:00what do you think i said
00:30:02i told him i don't feel the same way
00:30:05did you tell him about us
00:30:08no
00:30:10do you want to
00:30:11i don't know what i want
00:30:13i just broke my best friend's heart
00:30:14and i can't even explain why
00:30:16you didn't break anything
00:30:17he was brave enough to tell you the truth
00:30:19that's not your fault
00:30:20he asked if there was someone else
00:30:22and i just stood there
00:30:24elliot
00:30:25he knew
00:30:26he looked at me and he knew
00:30:30come to the window
00:30:37whatever happens
00:30:38i'm right here
00:30:39two boys in separate rooms
00:30:41reaching for each other through glass
00:30:43that's what it felt like
00:30:45being close enough to touch
00:30:46and a whole world in the way
00:30:51it's been five days since rowan told me he loved me
00:30:54five days since i sat there like a statue and let him walk out
00:30:58we haven't spoken
00:30:59not a text
00:31:01not a glance
00:31:03it's like someone cut a limb off and i'm just supposed to keep walking
00:31:08rowan switched lab partners did you know that
00:31:11no
00:31:12he requested brodie sims
00:31:15brodie sims elliot the kid who eats glue
00:31:17he doesn't eat
00:31:19he doesn't eat
00:31:19that was one time
00:31:22what happened between you two
00:31:27nothing
00:31:28we just need space
00:31:31space is what you give someone who borrows your hoodie too long
00:31:35this is a crater
00:31:39you okay
00:31:40and then there's that
00:31:47there's nothing
00:31:48sure
00:31:49and i'm the queen of england
00:32:04everyone wants a piece of me and i've got nothing left to give
00:32:07rowan wants an answer i can't give him
00:32:09beckett wants me to be braver than i am
00:32:11and i'm just sitting here trying to remember how to breathe
00:32:20you've been ghosting me
00:32:21i've been dealing with things
00:32:23i know
00:32:24rowan
00:32:25i'm not stupid
00:32:26then you know why i need to
00:32:27what
00:32:27pull back
00:32:28pretend the last two weeks didn't happen
00:32:30i'm not pretending anything
00:32:31i just can't do this right now
00:32:33my best friend is in love with me and i'm sneaking around with his
00:32:36with you
00:32:37and it feels like i'm betraying everyone
00:32:39you're not betraying anyone by being honest about what you want
00:32:42that's easy for you to say
00:32:43you're not the one who watched him cry
00:32:48i'm not your dirty secret elliot
00:32:50and i'm not ready
00:32:51can you understand that
00:32:52i'm not ready
00:32:56okay
00:32:56i hear you
00:32:57but i'm not gonna wait forever
00:33:05mom
00:33:05sit down i'll get the plates
00:33:08i'm fine sweetheart
00:33:09just a tickle
00:33:12katherine
00:33:12the hendersons want us for dinner saturday
00:33:15that sounds lovely
00:33:19mom
00:33:20you okay
00:33:22never better
00:33:24that night i couldn't sleep
00:33:26not because of becky
00:33:28not because of rowan
00:33:30because my mother folded a napkin like she was hiding a grenade
00:33:33and i was too afraid to ask what was on me
00:33:36and i was too afraid to ask what was on me
00:34:09your mother and i need to talk to you both i've been having some tests done
00:34:14i didn't want to worry you until we knew for sure
00:34:18it's cancer stage two breast cancer the doctors are optimistic about treatment
00:34:24but i start chemotherapy next week how long have you known a few weeks we wanted to have a plan
00:34:32before a few weeks theo look at me i'm going to fight this i need you boys to know that
00:34:44what's the treatment plan six rounds of chemo then we reassess what are the odds elliot what
00:34:52are the odds dad good they're good sweetheart
00:34:58okay okay good i need a minute
00:35:05you think you know what fear is you think it's the dark or heights or someone finding out your
00:35:11secret it's not it's your mom sitting on a couch telling you her body is trying to kill her
00:35:18and smiling while she does it
00:35:26theo told me
00:35:31you don't have to talk
00:35:36i'm not going anywhere
00:35:42chemo sounds clinical sterile
00:35:44like something that happens in a textbook
00:35:48nobody tells you about the waiting
00:35:50the hours where the clock doesn't move
00:35:52and your brain fills the silence with every worst case scenario it can find
00:36:01doctor says she's responding early days but responding
00:36:05okay
00:36:08you should eat something
00:36:13i'm fine
00:36:15you're not fine
00:36:16none of us are fine
00:36:22i wanted to say something
00:36:24anything
00:36:26but every sentence i could think of had a trap door in it and i was so tired of falling
00:36:32hey mr marsh theo asked me to bring food said nobody's eaten since breakfast
00:36:45turkey and swiss extra pickles the way you like it
00:36:51thanks
00:37:00you don't have to do this
00:37:02do what
00:37:03the food
00:37:04the driving
00:37:04the hovering
00:37:05i'm not hovering
00:37:07i'm sitting
00:37:08there's ice cream
00:37:09it's a whole different verb
00:37:10she looks so small in that chair
00:37:12the iv bag was bigger than her arm
00:37:14she's tough
00:37:17everyone keeps saying that
00:37:18like tough is a cure
00:37:20it's not a cure
00:37:22but it's not nothing
00:37:23he didn't try to fix it
00:37:26didn't offer platoons or silver linings
00:37:28he just
00:37:30stayed
00:37:33and somehow that was the only thing that didn't make me want to scream
00:37:38i keep thinking about time
00:37:41how much she has
00:37:42how much i've wasted being angry about stupid things
00:37:45you're 17
00:37:47stupid things are kind of our whole deal
00:37:50what if she doesn't
00:37:51hey don't
00:37:52you don't have to be okay right now
00:37:54you don't have to be anything
00:37:56i need you
00:37:58and that terrifies me more than any of it
00:38:00and i'm here
00:38:01simple as that
00:38:08i told myself no one could see us in the dark
00:38:11but the thing about secrets is
00:38:14someone's always watching
00:38:17be ready at 10
00:38:18wear something you don't mind getting dirty
00:38:22that's ominous
00:38:23trust me
00:38:27where are we going?
00:38:28starlight pier
00:38:29that's an hour away
00:38:30yeah
00:38:31that's kind of the point
00:38:32if this is some elaborate plan to murder me
00:38:35at least buy me funnel cake first
00:38:37deal
00:38:43pink?
00:38:44really?
00:38:46it's objectively the superior flavor
00:38:49it's the same flavor
00:38:51they're both just sugar
00:38:52and yet you're wrong
00:39:00there it is
00:39:01what?
00:39:03that
00:39:03you're smiling
00:39:05like actually smiling
00:39:06not the sarcastic one you use on everybody else
00:39:11what are you
00:39:14this is disgusting
00:39:16there's literally a
00:39:28what are you
00:39:31this is disgusting
00:39:33there's literally a
00:39:35what are you doing?
00:39:48how are you guys?
00:39:48yeah
00:39:49one minute
00:39:51we're insane
00:39:52probably
00:39:55Probably.
00:39:58Beck.
00:39:59Yeah.
00:40:00Be my boyfriend.
00:40:02For real.
00:40:05Not just whatever this has been.
00:40:08I want it to be real.
00:40:11Took you long enough.
00:40:20I walked inside and pressed my back against the door
00:40:22and stood there in the dark like an idiot,
00:40:25grinning at the ceiling.
00:40:26My mom was sick.
00:40:28My best friend could barely look at me.
00:40:30My dad and I spoke in monosyllables.
00:40:32And somehow, impossibly,
00:40:34I was happy.
00:40:39That should have been my first one.
00:40:46Boyfriend.
00:40:47He typed it, with his actual fingers,
00:40:50on purpose,
00:40:51and I'm lying here smiling at a screen
00:40:53like a golden retriever who just learned a new word.
00:40:59I wrote back mourning with a period
00:41:01because apparently becoming someone's boyfriend
00:41:04turned me into a sociopath who can't use emojis.
00:41:08Wear the blue hoodie today.
00:41:10You look good in it.
00:41:14Three days since Starlight Pier.
00:41:17Three days since I said be my boyfriend
00:41:19like some character in a movie I'd normally make fun of.
00:41:22Three days of texting under the covers,
00:41:24deleting threads,
00:41:25and feeling like my chest might actually explode.
00:41:39Tinted windows.
00:41:41This is a school parking lot.
00:41:43Then stop talking and we'll be faster.
00:41:47That's, that's, that's not how logic works.
00:41:52You've been staring at me in Calloway's class for 45 minutes.
00:41:56I counted.
00:41:57I was staring at the clock behind your head.
00:42:00The clock's on the other wall.
00:42:06I hate you.
00:42:08No, you don't.
00:42:11That's it.
00:42:11You're doing it again.
00:42:13Doing what?
00:42:14Smiling.
00:42:15At nothing.
00:42:16Like you've got a secret stash of serotonin
00:42:18the rest of us don't have access to.
00:42:19I'm just in a good mood.
00:42:20Is that a crime now?
00:42:22For you?
00:42:23Historically?
00:42:24Yes.
00:42:24You're seeing someone.
00:42:27What?
00:42:28No.
00:42:28Elliot Marsh,
00:42:29you are a terrible liar
00:42:31and you're wearing a hoodie someone else picked out.
00:42:33Who is it?
00:42:37There might be someone.
00:42:40It's new.
00:42:41I'm not ready to talk about it.
00:42:42I knew it!
00:42:43Keep your voice down.
00:42:45Is it someone at school?
00:42:46Do I know them?
00:42:48Sloanie, please.
00:42:51Okay.
00:42:54Okay.
00:42:56But when you're ready,
00:42:57I want details.
00:42:59Industrial quantities of details.
00:43:05The landmark ruling has sparked celebration across the country
00:43:08with same-lex couples lining up at courthouses.
00:43:11There it is again.
00:43:12Every channel.
00:43:14Like they've got nothing else to report.
00:43:16Dad, it's kind of a big deal.
00:43:18It's a circus.
00:43:20That's what it is.
00:43:21Every week, another parade, another spectacle.
00:43:25Richard.
00:43:25What?
00:43:26I'm not allowed an opinion at my own table?
00:43:28You're allowed to eat your dinner without editorializing.
00:43:31There it is.
00:43:33The wall I'd been pretending wasn't there.
00:43:35Brick by brick, comment by comment, my father built it.
00:43:38And I'd been standing on the wrong my whole life without knowing it.
00:43:43You've been quiet all day.
00:43:45Quieter than usual, which is saying something because you never shut up.
00:43:49My dad said some stuff last night about people like us.
00:43:53What kind of stuff?
00:43:55The kind where you realize the person who's supposed to love you no matter what
00:43:58has conditions.
00:43:59Fine print.
00:44:01Yeah, I know that play, Brooke.
00:44:03What if he never gets it?
00:44:04What if I tell him and he just looks at me like I'm broken?
00:44:08Then he'd be wrong and you'd survive it.
00:44:10You're annoyingly hard to kill.
00:44:12Trust me, I've tried.
00:44:14What if I'm not ready?
00:44:15Then you're not ready.
00:44:17There's no deadline, Elliot.
00:44:18This isn't a college application.
00:44:22Seven across.
00:44:23Unwavering devotion.
00:44:25Nine letters.
00:44:27Steadfast.
00:44:29Look at you, my walking to Sarah Rans.
00:44:32Something's eating at you.
00:44:33And don't say nothing because I've been your mother for 17 years
00:44:36and I can hear you thinking from two rooms away.
00:44:41Mom, if I were different from what you expected,
00:44:44not bad, different, just different, would that change anything?
00:44:49Elliot James Marsh.
00:44:50I loved you before I ever saw your face.
00:44:53I loved you when you screamed for 14 hours straight with Kolek.
00:44:56I loved you when you put a frog in Theo's cereal.
00:44:59There is nothing you could tell me, nothing,
00:45:01that would make me love you less.
00:45:03Even if it's something Dad wouldn't understand?
00:45:06Your father's understanding is his responsibility,
00:45:08not yours.
00:45:09You hear me?
00:45:11No matter what.
00:45:12Always.
00:45:17Mom.
00:45:19I think I'm in love with a boy.
00:45:21She couldn't hear me,
00:45:23but I heard myself.
00:45:24And for the first time,
00:45:26the words didn't feel like a confession.
00:45:28They felt like the truth.
00:45:31Rowan came back.
00:45:32Not all the way,
00:45:33but enough.
00:45:35He sits with us again.
00:45:36He laughs at the right moments.
00:45:38And if his eyes go somewhere far away
00:45:40when Beckett's name comes up,
00:45:41nobody mentions him.
00:45:43That's the deal we made without saying it out loud.
00:45:48You're doing that thing again.
00:45:49What thing?
00:45:50The thing where you look like you won the lottery,
00:45:52but you're pretending you didn't buy a ticket.
00:45:56Leave him alone, Sloane.
00:45:58Fine.
00:45:59But for the record,
00:46:00I'm keeping a tally of every weird smile,
00:46:02we're at 14 this week,
00:46:03and it's Monday.
00:46:10You've been disappearing a lot lately.
00:46:12Busy with who?
00:46:14Homework.
00:46:15Riveting stuff.
00:46:30Nobody tells you secret dating
00:46:33turns every public room into a performance.
00:47:04Elliot, that's not what this looks like.
00:47:05Don't.
00:47:07We're done.
00:47:12Elliot.
00:47:14Elliot.
00:47:15Elliot.
00:47:16You saw one second and turned it into the whole story.
00:47:19No.
00:47:21I saw enough.
00:47:25I can't keep doing this in secret
00:47:27and pretending it doesn't break me.
00:47:30I wasn't hiding you.
00:47:32I was trying to protect you.
00:47:35Please.
00:47:36Please believe me.
00:47:36Inside was the Flat Lake Stone from Lakeview Haven.
00:47:39I wanted him to know.
00:47:41I remembered the night everything changed.
00:47:47Got you.
00:47:51After Beckett's birthday,
00:47:52I did what I do best.
00:47:53I disappeared.
00:47:54Not physically,
00:47:55I still showed up.
00:47:56Made lattes.
00:47:57Visited mom at St. Andrews.
00:47:58Smiled when Theo talked.
00:47:59But the version of me that existed for the last few weeks,
00:48:02the one who believed in something,
00:48:03gone.
00:48:04We're not open for another 10.
00:48:07You won't answer your phone.
00:48:10Nothing to say.
00:48:11Elliot.
00:48:12She kissed me.
00:48:13I didn't.
00:48:15I know what I saw.
00:48:17You saw one second.
00:48:18You left before the other 59
00:48:20where I shoved her off and looked for you.
00:48:22Doesn't matter.
00:48:22How can it not matter?
00:48:23Because I can't do this.
00:48:25The sneaking,
00:48:26the lying,
00:48:27the watching someone else put their mouth on you
00:48:29while I stand there pretending I don't care.
00:48:31I'm done.
00:48:32You're scared.
00:48:33That's not the same as done.
00:48:34Get out.
00:48:35I'm working.
00:48:44You look like death's understudy.
00:48:47Charming.
00:48:48Beckett looks worse,
00:48:49if that helps.
00:48:50It doesn't.
00:48:54What happened at his birthday?
00:48:56And don't say nothing.
00:48:57Theo's been weird,
00:48:58Beckett's a ghost,
00:48:59and you've got that face you make
00:49:00when you're about to implode.
00:49:01We had a fight.
00:49:02It's over.
00:49:02The fight,
00:49:03or the whatever you two were?
00:49:06Both.
00:49:07Both.
00:49:18Dude,
00:49:19have you seen the whisper board?
00:49:22The whisper board.
00:49:25The whisper board.
00:49:26The whisper board.
00:49:45Birchwood cottage.
00:49:46The forest.
00:49:47Someone was there.
00:49:49Someone saw us.
00:49:53Every nightmare I ever had about being found out,
00:49:55none of them were this quiet.
00:49:57In my head,
00:49:58there was always screaming.
00:50:00But the real thing?
00:50:01The real thing is just your phone buzzing in the dark
00:50:04while the whole world reads your secret.
00:50:11You don't have to go today.
00:50:14Yeah, I do.
00:50:16Elliot.
00:50:17If I hide,
00:50:18they win.
00:50:18You taught me that.
00:50:20Then you walk in there like you own the place.
00:50:22Because you do.
00:50:23The photo had been up for 18 hours.
00:50:24412 comments last I checked.
00:50:26I stopped checking around midnight
00:50:27when someone wrote
00:50:28burn in hell with a smiling face.
00:50:29The Ashford whisper board doesn't sleep.
00:50:31Neither did I.
00:50:43We're walking you to every class today.
00:50:46Non-negotiable.
00:50:47Anyone gives you trouble,
00:50:48I'll handle it.
00:50:51You don't have to...
00:50:52Shut up.
00:50:53Yes, we do.
00:51:05Hey.
00:51:09Theo, my brother.
00:51:11My little brother.
00:51:12And you couldn't tell me?
00:51:14I wanted to.
00:51:15He wasn't ready.
00:51:16That's not your call.
00:51:17You're supposed to be my best friend.
00:51:19I am your best friend.
00:51:20Best friends don't sneak around
00:51:22with your family behind your back.
00:51:24You're right.
00:51:25I'm sorry.
00:51:26He's 17, Beck.
00:51:28He's my kid brother
00:51:29and the whole school
00:51:29is tearing him apart
00:51:30and I didn't even know
00:51:31he needed to protect it.
00:51:33Break it up.
00:51:34Both of you.
00:51:35Principal Hargreft's office.
00:51:36Now.
00:51:42Is it true?
00:51:44Yes.
00:51:46The Hale boy.
00:51:48His name is Beckett.
00:51:51He needs time.
00:51:53That's all.
00:51:54What if time isn't enough?
00:51:56Then that's his loss.
00:52:00I don't care who you love.
00:52:02You're my brother.
00:52:03Always.
00:52:08My phone buzzed in my pocket.
00:52:10I didn't check it until midnight.
00:52:12One text from Rowan.
00:52:13I'm sorry I disappeared.
00:52:14Can you talk?
00:52:17Can I come in?
00:52:28I need to ask you something
00:52:29and I need you to be honest with me.
00:52:31You already know the answer.
00:52:33I want to hear it from you.
00:52:36Yeah, Dad.
00:52:37It's true.
00:52:37I'm Beckler and I were together.
00:52:39Are together.
00:52:40I don't even know anymore.
00:52:43How long?
00:52:45Months.
00:52:50I don't understand it.
00:52:51I'm not going to pretend I do.
00:52:52That's not the same.
00:52:52It's okay.
00:52:53No, it's not.
00:52:58You're still my son.
00:52:59I just, I need time.
00:53:06You walked out of that room?
00:53:08You just left him sitting there?
00:53:09I said I needed time.
00:53:11That's not.
00:53:11Time?
00:53:12Told you the most terrifying truth of his life
00:53:14and you gave him your back.
00:53:18I don't know how to do this, Karth.
00:53:19I wasn't raised for this.
00:53:20Neither was he.
00:53:21And he's 17 and he's doing it anyway.
00:53:23I am lying in this bed fighting for every day I get
00:53:26and I will not spend a single one of them
00:53:27watching you make that boy feel like he's broken.
00:53:29What do you want me to do?
00:53:30Go back upstairs.
00:53:31And this time, stay.
00:53:37Scoot over.
00:53:44You punched him.
00:53:46He deserved it.
00:53:47He didn't.
00:53:48I was angry.
00:53:49Not at you.
00:53:50At, I don't know,
00:53:50at finding out from a picture on a screen
00:53:52instead of from my brother's mouth.
00:53:53I wanted to tell you I was terrified.
00:53:55Of me?
00:53:55Of losing you?
00:53:58Listen to me.
00:53:58I don't care who you love.
00:53:59You're my brother.
00:54:00That's the only thing that's never gonna change.
00:54:02Always, Elle.
00:54:07The world didn't end.
00:54:09It just rearranged.
00:54:11And somewhere in the wreckage,
00:54:13I could almost see a shape.
00:54:14Something that looked like it might hold.
00:54:31Don't you dare look at me like that.
00:54:33Like what?
00:54:34Like I'm already gone.
00:54:36I need you to do something for me.
00:54:39And I need you not to fall apart while you do it.
00:54:46Name it.
00:54:48There's a razor in the top drawer,
00:54:50the one your father uses for his neck.
00:54:52I'd rather choose this than watch it happen to me.
00:55:03You sure you don't want Theo to...
00:55:04I want you.
00:55:06You've always been my brave one,
00:55:08even when you don't know it.
00:55:11If I mess this up,
00:55:12you're telling everyone dad did it.
00:55:15Deal.
00:55:29I used to sing that when I couldn't sleep.
00:55:32It still works.
00:55:33You're still here.
00:55:35Well?
00:55:36You're beautiful, Mom.
00:55:38I look like a baby bird.
00:55:39The fiercest baby bird I've ever seen.
00:55:45My brave, brave boy.
00:55:50Thanks for meeting me.
00:55:52You said you wanted to talk.
00:55:54I disappeared on you,
00:55:55right when everything was falling apart.
00:55:57Your mom, the outing, all of it,
00:55:59and I just vanished.
00:56:01Yeah, you did.
00:56:03I was jealous.
00:56:05And hurt.
00:56:06And I told my...
00:56:07That made it okay to bail on my best friend.
00:56:08It didn't.
00:56:12I can't give you what you want, Rowan.
00:56:14That hasn't changed.
00:56:16I know.
00:56:17I'm not asking for that anymore.
00:56:18I'm asking if there's still room for me.
00:56:20As your friend.
00:56:22Just that.
00:56:25You're buying next time?
00:56:29Yeah.
00:56:30Okay.
00:56:30Yeah.
00:56:32Some days break you open so wide,
00:56:34you're sure nothing will ever fit back together.
00:56:38But then someone shaves her head and calls you brave.
00:56:41Someone says I'm sorry and means it.
00:56:43Someone leaves flowers and asks for nothing.
00:56:50After everything,
00:56:51the outing,
00:56:52the fallout,
00:56:53dad's silence,
00:56:54mom's fight,
00:56:55I told myself the kindest thing I do do
00:56:57was cut the wire.
00:56:58For both of us.
00:56:59I wasn't being brave.
00:57:01I was being a coward dressed up as a martyr.
00:57:04But I couldn't tell the difference anymore.
00:57:16You texted.
00:57:17Yeah.
00:57:19I wasn't sure you would again.
00:57:21Ever.
00:57:22I need to say something
00:57:23and I need you to let me finish.
00:57:24Okay?
00:57:25This,
00:57:25us,
00:57:26it's destroying everything it touches.
00:57:28You lost your birthday to a scene,
00:57:30I got outed,
00:57:30Theo punched you,
00:57:31my dad can barely look at me,
00:57:32your mom's not your problem.
00:57:33She's right though.
00:57:35Everyone around us
00:57:36gets hurt.
00:57:36So what are you saying?
00:57:37I'm saying we stop.
00:57:39For real this time.
00:57:40No more sneaking around,
00:57:41no more pretending we can just...
00:57:43No.
00:57:44Beckett.
00:57:44No.
00:57:45You don't get to decide this alone.
00:57:48Not after everything.
00:57:49I'm trying to protect you.
00:57:51I don't want your protection.
00:57:53I want you.
00:57:57I can't be the reason
00:57:58something else goes wrong.
00:57:59Then stop running
00:58:00and let something go right.
00:58:04Elliot.
00:58:05Elliot.
00:58:06Go home.
00:58:07Look at me.
00:58:08Look at me.
00:58:19Look at me.
00:58:20No.
00:58:22No, no, no, no.
00:58:23Stay with me.
00:58:25Beckett.
00:58:25With me.
00:58:25Stay with me.
00:58:26Don't you dare.
00:58:27Somebody help, please.
00:58:29Please.
00:58:31You idiot.
00:58:33You stupid, beautiful idiot.
00:58:35I'm here.
00:58:36I'm right here.
00:58:41He said he didn't want my protection.
00:58:43So he gave me his instead.
00:58:48They won't tell me anything.
00:58:50He's not my family.
00:58:52He's not my anything.
00:58:54According to the paperwork.
00:58:55I'm just a boy covered in his blood.
00:58:59Hey.
00:58:59Look at me.
00:59:01He's in surgery.
00:59:02That's good.
00:59:02That means there's a fighting for him.
00:59:03He pushed me.
00:59:04He just...
00:59:04I was walking away
00:59:05and he pushed me out of the road.
00:59:06I know.
00:59:07I was leaving him, Theo.
00:59:08That's why we were in the street.
00:59:09I was ending it and he...
00:59:16Where is my son?
00:59:18Where is he?
00:59:22Beckett.
00:59:22Beckett Hale.
00:59:23He was brought in a car.
00:59:24Hit him.
00:59:25Where is he?
00:59:27You.
00:59:27What happened?
00:59:28What did you do?
00:59:29Mrs. Hale.
00:59:29My son is in surgery because of you.
00:59:31Whatever this thing is between you.
00:59:32Whatever you dragged him into.
00:59:33That's not fair.
00:59:35Beckett pushed Elliot out of the way of a car.
00:59:36He saved his life and they lose his.
00:59:38I want him away from my son.
00:59:40Do you understand?
00:59:40Away.
00:59:44He's out of surgery.
00:59:46There's significant swelling.
00:59:47Traumatic brain injury.
00:59:49The next 72 hours are critical.
00:59:51Is he conscious?
00:59:53No.
00:59:54He's in a coma.
00:59:56We won't know the extent of the damage and...
01:00:0472 hours.
01:00:05He's strong.
01:00:07You know he is.
01:00:27You absolute idiot.
01:00:29You stupid, reckless, beautiful idiot.
01:00:31You don't get to leave me.
01:00:33You hear me?
01:00:35You don't get to say I love you for the first time and then die.
01:00:38That's not how this works.
01:00:46Excuse me.
01:00:47You can't be in here.
01:00:48Sir?
01:00:49Sir?
01:00:52Sir?
01:00:53You can't be in here.
01:00:54Sir?
01:00:59Please, just let me stay.
01:01:02They told me to go home.
01:01:04But home was in that room, unconscious.
01:01:07With a machine breathing for him.
01:01:15Three months.
01:01:1792 days since the intersection.
01:01:19Since the rain.
01:01:21Since his blood on my hands.
01:01:23People say time heals.
01:01:26People are liars.
01:01:28Time just teaches you how to function while broken.
01:01:42Breakfast?
01:01:43Had some.
01:01:45Liar.
01:01:45Liar.
01:01:46Sit.
01:01:54Your color's coming back.
01:01:56I should know I've been monitoring my own like a paint swab.
01:02:00How was yesterday's blood work?
01:02:01Dr. Reeves used the word animative.
01:02:04I told him I'd accept nothing less than miraculous.
01:02:08You're carrying too much, sweetheart.
01:02:10You know that, right?
01:02:11I'm fine.
01:02:12You're 17.
01:02:13Fine isn't supposed to look like this.
01:02:23You eat today?
01:02:25Why does everyone keep asking me that?
01:02:27Because you look like a Victorian ghost and I care about you.
01:02:30Quiz me on calculator?
01:02:33Hey.
01:02:34Hey.
01:02:34Any updates?
01:02:35Same.
01:02:36Stable.
01:02:37Lorraine won't return my calls.
01:02:39Theo?
01:02:39He visits.
01:02:40Beckard's awake more now, apparently.
01:02:42Physical therapy started last week.
01:02:44But the restraining order's still active, so I get everything secondhand.
01:02:47That's not fair.
01:02:48None of this is fair.
01:02:50Elliot.
01:02:52Sit down a minute.
01:02:55I went to that meeting again.
01:02:58The one at the community.
01:02:59The P. Blake meeting?
01:03:00There was a father there.
01:03:01His son's about your age.
01:03:02He said something that stuck with me.
01:03:05He said he spent two years mourning a version of his kid that never existed.
01:03:09And by the time he stopped, he'd almost lost the real one.
01:03:13I don't want to be that father, Elliot.
01:03:15I'm not good at this.
01:03:16But I'm trying.
01:03:18I know, Dad.
01:03:21Elliot.
01:03:23He's awake.
01:03:24Like, really awake.
01:03:26Talking.
01:03:26Sitting up.
01:03:27You said that last week.
01:03:28No.
01:03:29Listen to me.
01:03:30He grabbed my arm today and said exact words.
01:03:32Where's Elliot?
01:03:32Tell him to come.
01:03:34Give me the restraining order.
01:03:36Screw the restraining order.
01:03:37Theo.
01:03:38He asked for you.
01:03:39He's been asking for you.
01:03:40Lorraine can file whatever she wants.
01:03:42You need to be there.
01:03:43Then let them arrest me.
01:03:4792 days of being good, of following rules, of dying quietly.
01:03:52Enough.
01:04:01There.
01:04:02Almost presentable.
01:04:04Hey.
01:04:04You okay?
01:04:06Yeah.
01:04:07I'm okay.
01:04:07I'm sorry I made you wait so long.
01:04:10Don't be.
01:04:11I'd wait forever.
01:04:12He was the last person I ever wanted to fall for.
01:04:16The arrogant, insufferable, beautiful Elliot who moved in next door and ruined my entire summer.
01:04:21He made me furious.
01:04:23He made me brave.
01:04:24He loved me even when I couldn't love myself.
01:04:35The person I hated more than anyone in the world became the one I couldn't live without.
01:04:39The person I hated more than anyone in the world became the one I couldn't live without.
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