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Cutting the Cord Reborn as My Mom_s High School Frenemy Billionaire Romance
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00:00:021996, Texas. I suddenly jerk up from the sink, gasping for air. Water drips from my thick blonde hair. I
00:00:08stare at the mirror in shock. The face staring back at me is vibrant, beautiful, full of life. Vintage, smoky
00:00:13eye makeup framing a chalky teenage face. 18. You young, healthy, cancer-free.
00:00:17I've been thrown back into the dead-end Texas high school years my mom spent her entire life clawing her
00:00:23way out of. Suddenly, the bathroom door swings open. A familiar grapefruit perfume hits me instantly. It's Valerie, my 18
00:00:30-year-old mother. Her hair is pulled into a high-tony tail, high-waisted jeans hugging her hips, a white
00:00:35tam-top straight out of a 90s teen magazine.
00:00:37Come on, the pep lolly's about to start. She yanks me forward hard enough to make me stumble. But instead
00:00:42of following her, I freeze. Stare at the young face in front of me. Untouched by wealth. Untouched by surgery.
00:00:48Untouched by the years that twisted her into a monster.
00:00:50Valerie, we're... friends? Uh, duh, we're best friends. Why are you being so weird today? Come on! She turns and
00:00:57keeps pulling me towards the door. Half a step behind her, I stare at her back. The confusion in my
00:01:02eyes vanishes instantly, replaced by something cold, something vicious.
00:01:05The school's public address system drones on from the loudspeaker's overhead, buzzing with the daily lunch menu.
00:01:11Pizza slices, tater tots, and chocolate milk.
00:01:14Valerie pulls me through the crowded hallway, her hand warm and dry in mine. And then it hits me again.
00:01:20That sharp grapefruit perfume. The scent wraps around me so suddenly my breath catches. It was the smell I knew
00:01:26best as a child.
00:01:28Before I turned five, she used to hold me in her arms, humming old country songs and asking if I
00:01:33loved her.
00:01:34But after she ditched me to chase her high school sweetheart to the big city, that scent only ever showed
00:01:39up in my nightmares.
00:01:41Scarlet, you've been acting weird all day.
00:01:43Scarlet? God, even this body's name sucks.
00:01:46Carefully, I slip my hand out of hers. My eyes swamp across the hallway. The dented locker numbers, the faded
00:01:52football team pictures, the bulletin board plastered with fall semester 1996.
00:01:57Cheerleaders rush past us, ponytails flying, while some varsity asshole has a scrawny kid pinned against a logger, shaking him
00:02:03down for lunch money.
00:02:04This isn't a dream. I'm really back in the 90s.
00:02:08That's when a tall, lanky guy with glasses started walking toward us.
00:02:11Hector, my mother's first love. The man who ruined all our lives.
00:02:15Hey, this is my Scarlet. She just transferred it in.
00:02:18Scarlet, meet Hector. Straight A student, total teacher's pet, basically tutoring half the school.
00:02:22Hey, I'm Hector. Welcome to East Ridge.
00:02:26The second I hear his name, my stomach turns.
00:02:29I ignore his hand completely and scan the noisy hallway for the one person who should have been here.
00:02:35Where's my dad? Austin should be at this school, too.
00:02:38Wait! Austin's not in your class? Austin? There's no Austin in this entire school.
00:02:45Austin Walker, my dad! He's not- he's not here?
00:02:51Your dad?
00:02:53Just as I'm scrambling for an excuse, a roar erupts from the end of the hallway and saves me.
00:02:58The pep rally's starting.
00:02:59You coming or what?
00:03:01Sunlight spills across her shoulders.
00:03:03For a second, she looks nothing like the woman who would one day watch me die without blinking.
00:03:07The gym is loud, humilded, packed wall to wall.
00:03:11Football players in red jerseys charge onto the court while cheerleaders shake palm balls under the flashing lights.
00:03:16The bleachers thunder with stomping feet and screaming students.
00:03:20This Friday, let's show East Ridge who really runs this town!
00:03:24The crowd explodes.
00:03:26She's radiant up there.
00:03:28Beside me, Hector adjusts his glasses, eyes fixed on her.
00:03:31She's gonna get out of this town someday.
00:03:33He says it like he already knows the future.
00:03:36I don't answer.
00:03:37I just stare at Valerie beneath the spotlight.
00:03:39After the rally, students pour out of the gym.
00:03:43The halls fill with slamming lockers and overlapping conversations again.
00:03:48People argue about Friday's game.
00:03:50Girls debate who's gonna win prom queen.
00:03:52Last period is study hall.
00:03:54Valerie sits one row ahead of me by the window.
00:03:57Her notes neat enough to look typed.
00:03:59As she flips a page, something slips out from between her books.
00:04:03A pale green application packet.
00:04:05Harvard University.
00:04:07My breathing catches.
00:04:08She actually got an application.
00:04:10But later in life, she always says Harvard was never an option for someone like her.
00:04:14So that was a lie too.
00:04:15Valerie, your future turns out cheap and pathetic anyway.
00:04:18So why are you out here pretend to be some gifted golden girl right now?
00:04:21It makes me sick.
00:04:22I rise from my seat.
00:04:23Then, with one sharp shove of my elbow, I knock over the black coffee on her desk.
00:04:28The dark liquid spills perfectly across the application packet,
00:04:31soaking through the giant Harvard crest until the ink begins to bleed.
00:04:35I stare at her coldly, waiting for her to snap.
00:04:38Waiting for the mask to fall off.
00:04:39Waiting to finally see the real Valerie underneath all that fake sweetness.
00:04:43But her reaction throws me completely off.
00:04:49Oh god, Scarlet, are you okay?
00:04:51She grabs a stack of napkins and immediately starts swiping coffee off my hand.
00:04:54There's real concern in her eyes.
00:04:56No anger.
00:04:57No blame.
00:04:57Not even irritation.
00:04:58It's wrong.
00:04:59She's too nice.
00:05:01So nice it scares me.
00:05:03Nice enough to make me wonder if the woman I remember was ever the real Valerie at all.
00:05:07Just then, the classroom door swings open.
00:05:09A Latino teacher steps inside and walks over to Valerie's desk.
00:05:13Hey Valerie.
00:05:14Something came up with Scarlet's family.
00:05:17Kind of an emergency.
00:05:18Your parents called and asked if you could bring her home with you after school.
00:05:21An emergency?
00:05:23What the hell happened?
00:05:24What the hell happened?
00:05:24By the time school lets out, the Texas sunset looks like the whole sky's on fire.
00:05:29Stadium lights flicker on one by one around the football field.
00:05:31The cheer squad is still practicing while snippets of 90s pop songs crack through the loudspears.
00:05:36Valerie walks a few steps ahead of me, her ponytail swaying softly behind her.
00:05:40She suddenly stops and turns to me gently.
00:05:42I heard about your parents.
00:05:43Scarlet, don't be scared, okay?
00:05:45You've still got me.
00:05:46We're best friends.
00:05:46Then she pulls me into a hug.
00:05:48I'm sorry for what happened.
00:05:49If you need a shoulder to cry on, I'll always be here.
00:05:51That faint grapefruit scent wraps around me again.
00:05:54And just like that, I break.
00:05:55In my last life, there were countless nights when I would have given anything for this exact embrace.
00:05:59As I sob into her shoulder, I deliberately smears and snot all over her pretty shirt.
00:06:04Petty revenge.
00:06:05Pathetic, tiny revenge.
00:06:06But her arms are warm exactly the way I remember from childhood.
00:06:10So how the hell did someone like this become the woman who wouldn't even save my life?
00:06:15A bicycle bell rings behind us.
00:06:16Hector catches up, pushing an old bike with a paper box of cupcakes sitting in the basket.
00:06:20He adjusts his glasses awkwardly.
00:06:22Sugar helps.
00:06:23A little, anyway.
00:06:25I watch the two of them walking side by side beneath the football field lights,
00:06:28and something bitter twists in my chest.
00:06:29What, Hector?
00:06:31You gonna pick her up like this every day?
00:06:33Keep her stuck in this town and make her your wife someday?
00:06:35Hector stops walking.
00:06:36But when he looks at me, his expression is completely open and sincere.
00:06:40Valerie's meant for bigger things than this place.
00:06:42She's too talented to spend her life shrinking herself for some guy.
00:06:47That'd be... wrong.
00:06:49I freeze.
00:06:50Because I never imagined Hector would say something like that.
00:06:55I'm not getting stuck married with kids at 18.
00:06:58I want to see what's out there first.
00:07:00But you did have me at 18.
00:07:01You ended up trapped in a rotting trailer park full of violence and screaming and broken walls.
00:07:06Valerie, did your dreams betray you?
00:07:08The whole walk there, something about this timeline feels off in a way I can't explain.
00:07:14And then Valerie opens the front door.
00:07:17The smell of home-cooked food hits me instantly.
00:07:21So you're Scarlet, huh?
00:07:24Hi, Mr. Wyatt.
00:07:25Thanks for letting me stay over.
00:07:28He bursts out laughing and pulls me inside before I can even finish.
00:07:32The house is warm, spotless, lived in.
00:07:35There's a brand new pair of slippers waiting for me by the entryway,
00:07:38along with folded pajamas set out they'd been expecting me for days.
00:07:41The living room walls are lined with plaques, commendations, and framed Federal Service Award.
00:07:44On the TV, a local news station is covering a major drug trafficking case near the Texas border.
00:07:49A photo flashes on screen of two fallen narcotics agents.
00:07:53Your parents were good people, kiddo.
00:07:55Best partners I ever had.
00:07:56Real heroes.
00:07:58And from now on, this house is yours, too.
00:08:00You hear me?
00:08:00That's when it finally hits me.
00:08:02The parents belonging to this body are already dead.
00:08:05Dinner is loud and warm and painfully alive.
00:08:08Grandpa keeps piling food onto plates.
00:08:10Grandma laughs at everything.
00:08:11A dog nudges against my legs beneath the table.
00:08:13The kitchen light glows so warmly it almost hurts to look at.
00:08:16And across from me sits Valerie, laughing freely while her parents dole on her like she's the center of their
00:08:20universe.
00:08:21My chest tightens so hard it feels unbearable.
00:08:24This is insane.
00:08:25Like some cruel cosmic joke.
00:08:27She grew up surrounded by this much love.
00:08:29So how the hell did she become someone who could watch me die without a single shred of kindness?
00:08:34Late that night, Valerie and I lay side by side in the dark.
00:08:38There's been this huge cartel case near the border lately.
00:08:41I keep having nightmares something's gonna happen to my parents.
00:08:45At 18, she looks so young.
00:08:47So fragile.
00:08:48Before sunrise, I wake to the sound of movement in the living room.
00:08:52Grandpa is sitting by the door, pulling on his police boots.
00:08:54I run out barefoot and grab onto his sleeve before he can leave.
00:08:57Mr. Wyatt, please be careful out there.
00:09:00He smiles and ruffles my hair.
00:09:01I will, kiddo.
00:09:02Promise I'll come home safe.
00:09:04Then he and Grandma disappear together into the pale border fog of early morning.
00:09:08And the dread in my chest only grows heavier.
00:09:14Valerie stumbles out of bed half asleep the next morning and stands in front of the mirror,
00:09:18completely lost trying to fix her ponytail.
00:09:21God, she's hopeless.
00:09:22I walk over and quietly redo her hair for her.
00:09:26It's the first time in both my lives that I've ever been this close to her.
00:09:29Scarlett, how are you so good at this?
00:09:31And suddenly I remember how, when I was little, she always hacked my hair off into awful tomboy cuts.
00:09:37Maybe it wasn't coldness after all.
00:09:38Maybe 18-year-old Valerie just barely knew how to take care of herself.
00:09:42A bicycle bell rings outside the yard.
00:09:44Hector, right on schedule.
00:09:45He hands me an ice-cold soda, then stares at my face for a little too long.
00:09:50Scarlett, is it just me or are you starting to look more and more like Valerie?
00:09:54A chill shoots straight through me.
00:09:56Right before I died in my last life, I was barely recognizable.
00:09:59Skin and bones from the cancer.
00:10:00But the last time I looked in a mirror, I realized something horrifying.
00:10:03I hadn't taken over someone else's body.
00:10:05I came back wearing my own 18-year-old face.
00:10:08Pretty girls always kind of look alike, right?
00:10:10Surrounded by all this warmth, I start wavering.
00:10:13It gets harder and harder to connect this version of Valini to the woman from my last life.
00:10:17This girl is kind, bright, alive.
00:10:20I finally begin to understand why my dad, Austin, spent his whole life loving her even when she never truly
00:10:25loved him back.
00:10:25Part of me even starts thinking that when I finally meet him in this timeline,
00:10:28maybe I should tell him to fall for somebody else.
00:10:31But I never imagined that just as I started letting my guard down, hell was already opening its doors.
00:10:36School lets out early that day.
00:10:39Hector and I stop by a taco truck on the corner.
00:10:42Valerie says she's tired and asks us to grab her a baked potato before heading home ahead of us.
00:10:47We're almost at her house when an old pickup truck with no plates suddenly comes flying backward out of the
00:10:53driveway.
00:10:54Several tattooed men in masks jump into the bed of the truck.
00:10:58Then a scream tears through the air.
00:11:01It's Valerie.
00:11:05Hector and I sprint toward the house so fast my lungs feel like they're tearing apart.
00:11:10The front door hangs crooked on its hinges, creaking heavily as it swings loosely against the broken frame.
00:11:16The second we step inside, the smell hits me.
00:11:18Blood, sweat, whiskey.
00:11:20The living room looks like a battlefield.
00:11:21Furniture overturned.
00:11:22Glass shattered everywhere.
00:11:23Family photos ripped from the walls.
00:11:25Blood smeared across the wooden floorboards in long streaks like someone had been dragged.
00:11:28Grandpa and Grandma lie motionless on the ground.
00:11:31And in the middle of the room, Valerie, covered in blood, curled up on the floor.
00:11:36A tattooed man stands nearby, calmly fixing his belt like nothing happened.
00:11:42Hector roars and charges at him, only to get kicked hard across the room.
00:11:46The stranger turns toward me slowly.
00:11:48Then he grabs my collar and jerks me forward so violently my feet leave the ground.
00:11:52Hector!
00:11:54The stench of blood and cigarettes floods my nose so hard I nearly gag.
00:11:59Well, damn.
00:12:00If it isn't Officer Miller's kid.
00:12:02Lucky day for you, sweetheart.
00:12:04Boss already told us to pull out.
00:12:06Otherwise, you'd have been a lot of fun, too.
00:12:09He spits onto the floor beside me and turns to leave.
00:12:12Behind him, Valerie curls tighter into herself, desperately clutching the ripped fabric over her chest.
00:12:18A broken sound escapes her throat.
00:12:20Something inside me snaps.
00:12:22I throw myself forward and grab the man's pant leg with both hands.
00:12:25Moonlight spills through the shattered window, sliding across the side of his face.
00:12:29That jawline.
00:12:30That scar near his mouth.
00:12:31That voice.
00:12:32My entire body freezes.
00:12:34The world goes completely silent around me.
00:12:37Because he isn't some random cartel thug.
00:12:39He's Austin.
00:12:41My father.
00:12:46Hector scrambles to the wall and grabs the landline.
00:12:49But the phone cord has already been cut.
00:12:53You brought this on yourself, you little bitch!
00:12:56He lunges at me and starts ripping at my clothes, yanking violently at my collar.
00:13:01Trying to save me, Hector throws himself at Austin again, without a second thought.
00:13:06In the chaos, I catch a flash of murder in Austin's eyes.
00:13:09He suddenly pulls a hunting knife from the back of his waist hand.
00:13:12And in that instant, I completely lose it.
00:13:15Without thinking, I grab the blade with my bare hand.
00:13:18My dad.
00:13:19How could this be my dad?
00:13:21Tears crash into the growing pool of blood beneath me.
00:13:24The man I loved most growing up.
00:13:26The father who raised me in that trailer park with nothing.
00:13:29How could it be you?
00:13:30You're a rapist now.
00:13:32A murderer.
00:13:33I can't take it.
00:13:34I feel like I'm losing my mind.
00:13:35But the sharp pain slicing through my palm and Valier's desperate sobbing remind me this is real.
00:13:41I clamp down on the knife with everything I have and scream hysterically at Hector.
00:13:47Hector, run!
00:13:48Go get help!
00:13:49Go!
00:13:50Now!
00:13:51Blood streams down Hector's face as he staggers toward the door and bolts outside.
00:13:56And the second he's gone, Austin completely snaps.
00:14:00With a vicious twist of his wrist, he jerks the knife free and points the blade straight at
00:14:05my throat.
00:14:08But just then, my grandmother, who had been lying motionless in a pool of blood, somehow
00:14:14forces herself back up with the last bit of strength she has left.
00:14:18Austin turns, ready to stab the next.
00:14:23No!
00:14:24I slam into him with everything I have.
00:14:26The blade plunges straight into my stomach.
00:14:29Warmth explodes through my body.
00:14:30Then comes the pain.
00:14:32Endless, crushing pain.
00:14:33I press both hands against the wound, holding onto the knife with everything I've got so
00:14:38Austin can't pull it back out.
00:14:40You can't kill them.
00:14:42You can't.
00:14:44I'm crying, choking as blood pours from my mouth in heavy bursts.
00:14:49But Austin just twists the knife cruelly inside me.
00:14:53The agony sends me collapsing to my knees in the blood.
00:14:56That's when Grandma suddenly wraps both arms around Austin's neck from behind and drags
00:15:01him to the floor with every ounce of strength she has left.
00:15:03My grandfather, already covered in blood, grabs onto Austin's leg and refuses to let go.
00:15:09Realizing he's about to get caught, Austin curses violently, kicks himself free from them and climbs out the window, disappearing
00:15:15into the darkness near the border.
00:15:17Scarlet!
00:15:19Scarlet!
00:15:19Scarlet, stay with me!
00:15:20Please, don't close your eyes!
00:15:23Through my fading vision, I feel Valerie pulling me into her arms.
00:15:27My consciousness is already slipping away, sobbing controllably, with tears and blood all over my face.
00:15:33I still try to take off my jacket and cover her with it, but I'm too weak.
00:15:37My arm barely lifts halfway before it drops limply into the blood.
00:15:40In the distance, sirens scream through the night.
00:15:43I hear Hector crying as he rushes back inside with the police.
00:15:46Then everything goes dark.
00:15:48Somewhere far away, voices echo around me as I'm lifted onto a stretcher.
00:15:53She's flatlining! Move! Get the defibrillator, now!
00:15:58When I finally open my eyes again, all I see is the pale white ceiling of a hospital room.
00:16:02Sitting beside my bed is Hector.
00:16:04When he ran for help, Austin's men caught him and beat him half to death.
00:16:06The second he sees me awake, arrogant genius, completely falls apart.
00:16:09He wipes his eyes while gripping to entail Sotanli.
00:16:12You were the last one to wake up.
00:16:13Do you have any idea how close you came to dying?
00:16:16You scared the hell out of us!
00:16:18He's crying so hard, it's a complete mess.
00:16:19Tears, snot, everything.
00:16:20At one point, he even spits on my face while talking.
00:16:22I let out a weak laugh.
00:16:24The anesthesia still hasn't fully worn over.
00:16:25I can't really feel pain yet, just a heavy numbness all over my body.
00:16:28I look at him anxiously.
00:16:29Valerie's parents and Valerie, are they okay?
00:16:32Her folks made it to the hospital just in time.
00:16:35If that knife had hit either of them, any worse.
00:16:38I struggle to sit up, desperate to see her,
00:16:40but before I can move, the hospital room door slowly opens.
00:16:43Valerie is standing there.
00:16:44Her eyes look hollow.
00:16:46And when she looks at me, there's something shattered in them I can't even begin to explain.
00:16:50I say her name softly.
00:16:51She nods faintly and walks over.
00:16:53Her cold fingers are mostly on my shoulder.
00:16:54Does it hurt?
00:16:56I shake my head.
00:16:57Looking at her red-rimmed eyes, I force a small smile.
00:17:00Have you been crying?
00:17:02She doesn't answer.
00:17:03She just holds my hand tighter and gently squeezes my cheek like she's afraid I'll disappear.
00:17:07And suddenly, she lowers her head and tears drip onto the back of my hand.
00:17:10Thank you, Scarlet.
00:17:11If it weren't for you, I would have lost my parents.
00:17:15I look at the 18-year-old version of my mother standing in front of me,
00:17:18her fate already completely changed because of me.
00:17:21I sniff hard, holding back tears.
00:17:23I don't say a single word.
00:17:24I just let her tears soak into my skin,
00:17:26before slowly lifting my free hand and placing it softly over the trembling hand resting on my shoulder.
00:17:34Valerie looks down at my hand covering hers,
00:17:37as if she understands the comfort in my eyes.
00:17:39She takes a deep breath.
00:17:43Tears still cling to her lashes,
00:17:44but for the first time in forever,
00:17:46her voice carries a little relief.
00:17:49I've got good news.
00:17:50The case is over.
00:17:51The cartel operation finally got busted.
00:17:53Every single person involved in the attack was caught near the border.
00:17:57My parents can finally rest for a while.
00:17:59The moment I hear Austin and the traffickers were all arrested,
00:18:02my entire mind goes blank.
00:18:04Relief crashes over me so hard,
00:18:06I almost shoot upright in the hospital bed.
00:18:07Wait, seriously?
00:18:08They caught all of them?
00:18:11Yes, seriously.
00:18:12Now stop moving before you rip your stitches open.
00:18:15The crushing weight that haunted me through both lifetimes
00:18:17finally disappears at that moment.
00:18:19Meanwhile, Hector,
00:18:20who has been sitting nearby this entire time,
00:18:22calmly peels a banana like nothing's happening.
00:18:24Doctor said you should eat this.
00:18:26You've already woken up a few times these past couple days.
00:18:28You've managed to pass gas,
00:18:29so now they're just waiting to see if you can finally have a bowel movement.
00:18:33Coming from someone usually this serious,
00:18:35it's so absurd I completely lose it.
00:18:36Unfortunately, the second I laugh,
00:18:38pain rips through the stitches in my abdomen.
00:18:39I immediately hiss in pain, clutching my stomach.
00:18:41Valerie starts laughing too,
00:18:43but after a few seconds, her laughter fades.
00:18:45Tears suddenly begin falling again without warning.
00:18:47She tries to cry quietly.
00:18:48She doesn't want either of us to notice.
00:18:50Hector's smile slowly disappears too.
00:18:53I wrap both arms tightly around this 18-year-old girl.
00:18:56At that moment, through my chest,
00:18:58is no longer the hatred I carried in my previous life.
00:19:00Mom, if I had known my biologed father
00:19:03was the monster who destroyed your entire family,
00:19:05how could I ever have hated you?
00:19:07I would have only hated myself for ever being born,
00:19:10since fate gave me another chance.
00:19:12Then this time, I'll set you free.
00:19:18After surviving the nightmare,
00:19:19the little Texas town slowly comes back to life.
00:19:21Once I'm discharged from the hospital,
00:19:23my grandparents take me home.
00:19:24Grandpa proudly hands me a limited edition Barbie doll
00:19:26he brought back from New York.
00:19:27In my previous life,
00:19:28it was the only toy my mother had ever given me,
00:19:31but this time, somehow, it heals me first.
00:19:33Then Grandma completely hijacks
00:19:34what was supposed to be an emotional family dinner
00:19:36with giant sizzling Texas steaks,
00:19:38oversized cowboy hats and boots
00:19:39that look straight out of a Hollywood audition,
00:19:41and enough chaos to turn the whole night upside down.
00:19:43Even Hector, who normally acts way too composed for his age,
00:19:46finally laughs without holding back.
00:19:50But beneath the warm yellow glow of the dinner lights,
00:19:52the conversation eventually turns to goodbye.
00:19:54Hector's mother lifts her wine glass,
00:19:56eyes red and swollen,
00:19:57and quietly announces that they're moving back to Boston
00:19:59before Thanksgiving.
00:20:00She can't handle the danger near the border anymore.
00:20:02And in that moment,
00:20:03a misunderstanding from both my lifetimes
00:20:05finally unravels.
00:20:07In my previous life,
00:20:08Hector never left
00:20:09because he looked down on my mother's reputation.
00:20:11His mother had simply watched her son nearly die.
00:20:14Any parent would have wanted to run from this place after that.
00:20:17As an old country song crackles through the radio in the background,
00:20:20we start talking about the future.
00:20:22Valerie asks where I want to go to school someday.
00:20:25I look at her,
00:20:26the girl whose entire future was crushed fate in my previous life.
00:20:29An answer without hesitation.
00:20:31Harvard.
00:20:32Under the endless Texas night sky,
00:20:34with the Milky Way stretched above her like a dream,
00:20:35I finally understand the suffocating pain she carried in her previous life.
00:20:38I turn my head slightly and whisper so softly that only I can hear it.
00:20:41Mom,
00:20:42this time go live your life.
00:20:43Chase your dreams.
00:20:44Be yourself again.
00:20:45As for me,
00:20:45I'll stay behind in the darkness of this timeline.
00:20:47The day Hector leaves,
00:20:49the boy who has always been calm and restrained
00:20:51completely breaks down the moment he steps onto the bus.
00:20:53Clinging to the window,
00:20:54he cries so hard he can barely breathe.
00:20:56And then the bus slowly pulls away,
00:20:58kicking up clouds of Texas dust
00:20:59before disappearing at the end of the highway.
00:21:01Watching the bus vanish into the distance,
00:21:03I think life might finally return to normal.
00:21:06But fate still isn't done with me yet.
00:21:08Something happened to Valerie.
00:21:12After seeing Hector off,
00:21:14we head home through the bitter Texas winter wind.
00:21:16I cling tightly to Valerie's arm,
00:21:17trying my best to keep the mood light
00:21:18while talking excitedly about Christmas dinner plans.
00:21:20Mr. Wyatt's risk it has to be there.
00:21:21And Mr. Wyatt's smoked pulled pork too.
00:21:23No argument.
00:21:23This year, we are eating like royalty.
00:21:25I'm still rambling happily
00:21:26when Valerie's expression suddenly changes.
00:21:28Without warning,
00:21:29she jerks her arm out of my grasp.
00:21:30Like a frightened deer,
00:21:31she stumbles towards a trash can
00:21:33on the side of the road,
00:21:34bends over,
00:21:35and starts violently throwing up.
00:21:36She vomits so hard,
00:21:37there's eventually nothing left
00:21:38except bitter dry humps.
00:21:40By the end,
00:21:41she can barely stay standing.
00:21:42She grips a freezing telephone pole for support,
00:21:45her whole body trembling violently,
00:21:47her face drained completely white.
00:21:49My mind goes blank.
00:21:50The smile freezes on my face.
00:21:53Watching her clutch her stomach
00:21:55and reek in pain,
00:21:56a terrifying cold realization
00:21:59crawls slowly up my spine
00:22:00like ice water.
00:22:03Those symptoms.
00:22:05No.
00:22:06No way.
00:22:11You...
00:22:12You're pregnant?
00:22:16Valerie instinctively places a hand
00:22:18over her stomach.
00:22:19Her eyes are filled with the kind of panic
00:22:21and confusion
00:22:22no 18-year-old girl
00:22:23should ever have to carry.
00:22:24What happened that night
00:22:26may have been stopped halfway through,
00:22:28but some nightmares
00:22:29had already rerouted themselves
00:22:30deep in the dark.
00:22:32She looks at me helplessly,
00:22:34tears trembling in her eyes.
00:22:37I...
00:22:37I don't know, Scarlet.
00:22:39I thought maybe it was just
00:22:41stress lately.
00:22:43I haven't had much appetite
00:22:44and I kept feeling nauseous.
00:22:47Come on.
00:22:48We're going to the clinic.
00:22:49Now.
00:22:49I don't even let her finish speaking.
00:22:51I grab her hand
00:22:52and practically drag her down the street
00:22:54toward the town's
00:22:55small community clinic.
00:22:58The doctor on duty
00:22:59is an elderly Cuban-American woman
00:23:01with silver hair,
00:23:02Dr. Ramirez.
00:23:03She isn't just the only general practitioner
00:23:05in town.
00:23:06She's also one of Grandma Wyatt's
00:23:08oldest friends
00:23:08and her child's alongside her years ago.
00:23:10The second Dr. Romero
00:23:12sees Valerie's face
00:23:13and the sheer panic in my eyes.
00:23:15Her sharp, battle-worned gaze
00:23:16immediately narrow.
00:23:17Wasting another second,
00:23:19she starts ushering
00:23:20every remaining patient
00:23:21out of the clinic.
00:23:22The entire room
00:23:23falls into suffocating silence.
00:23:28Tell me what's going on.
00:23:29My scalp precles with dread
00:23:31as I quickly explain
00:23:32Valerie's nausea and vomiting.
00:23:34The old doctor says
00:23:35nothing after hearing me out,
00:23:37but a deep, piercing sorrow
00:23:38flashes through her eyes.
00:23:40She quietly takes Valerie
00:23:41into the examination room
00:23:42in the back.
00:23:44The moment the door closes,
00:23:45all the strength drains out of me.
00:23:47I collapse into the cold metal chair
00:23:49outside the office,
00:23:50shoving both hands deep
00:23:51into my hair.
00:23:52More than anyone else,
00:23:53I know exactly where I came from.
00:23:55And because of that,
00:23:56a horrifying truth
00:23:56finally pieces itself together
00:23:58in my mind.
00:23:58In my previous life,
00:23:59Austin, the man who raised me
00:24:01after storing Valerie's life,
00:24:02was actually released
00:24:03from prison early.
00:24:04After committing crimes like that,
00:24:05he still got out
00:24:06in less than 20 years.
00:24:07Back then,
00:24:08when the case went to court,
00:24:09Valerie must have stayed silent.
00:24:11Maybe to hide the shame
00:24:12of being pregnant
00:24:12as a teenager.
00:24:13Maybe to protect
00:24:14the Wyatt family's reputation.
00:24:16Whatever the reason,
00:24:17her silence
00:24:17helped set a monster free.
00:24:19The guilt of my own existence
00:24:20tears through me
00:24:21like a dull blade.
00:24:22This nightmare
00:24:22destroyed a brilliant girl
00:24:23who was supposed
00:24:24to go to Harvard.
00:24:24And the one thing
00:24:25it gave back to the world
00:24:26was a demon.
00:24:29Half an hour later,
00:24:30the exam room door
00:24:31slowly creaks open.
00:24:32Dr. Ramirez steps outside
00:24:34looking exhausted.
00:24:35She gently pats my shoulder.
00:24:38Scarlet,
00:24:40go get Mr. and Mrs. Wyatt
00:24:41for me.
00:24:44The moment the truth comes out,
00:24:46the house,
00:24:47which had barely survived
00:24:49one nightmare already,
00:24:50falls into dead silence
00:24:52all over again.
00:25:02Grandpa sits heavily
00:25:03on the couch.
00:25:04This massive,
00:25:06hard-nosed cop
00:25:07who once stared down
00:25:08cartel gunfires
00:25:09now looks hollowed out
00:25:10like a man aging
00:25:12ten years
00:25:12in a single night.
00:25:16He buries his rough,
00:25:18califafed hands
00:25:18over his face
00:25:19and says nothing.
00:25:22Meanwhile,
00:25:24Grandma holds
00:25:2418-year-old Valerie
00:25:25tightly in her arms,
00:25:27sobbing so hard
00:25:28she can barely breathe.
00:25:30We're packing tonight.
00:25:33We'll go straight to Boston
00:25:35and stay with Hector
00:25:36and his mother.
00:25:38I won't let that
00:25:39monster's family
00:25:41lay a finger on you
00:25:42ever again.
00:25:45Valerie stays curled up
00:25:46in the corner of the bed
00:25:47the entire time,
00:25:48silent as a porcelain doll.
00:25:50She doesn't say a word.
00:25:52She just keeps staring at me
00:25:53with those shattered,
00:25:54empty eyes.
00:25:55But somewhere inside them
00:25:57is still this helpless instinct
00:25:58begging for someone
00:25:59to save her.
00:26:00The sight tears me apart inside.
00:26:03I lower my head immediately,
00:26:06too ashamed to even look
00:26:07my own mother in the eye.
00:26:09And then things somehow
00:26:11get even worse.
00:26:13Austin's trashy parents,
00:26:14the grandparents I had
00:26:16in my previous life,
00:26:17somehow hear about
00:26:18Valerie's pregnancy.
00:26:19Right after the attack,
00:26:20those two cowards
00:26:21vanished completely
00:26:22to avoid being dragged
00:26:23into the police investigation.
00:26:24But the second they hear
00:26:25Valerie is carrying
00:26:26Austin's child,
00:26:27they swoop in like
00:26:27vultures smelling blood.
00:26:29To them,
00:26:29this pregnancy is leverage,
00:26:31the perfect weapon
00:26:32to destroy the Wyatt family.
00:26:34We barely made it back home
00:26:35before the two of them
00:26:36show up outside the house
00:26:37with some sleazy lawyer
00:26:39they hired.
00:26:41The smell of cheap cigarettes
00:26:43and stale alcohol
00:26:44hits before they even
00:26:46step into the yard.
00:26:50My former grandfather,
00:26:51Silas Walker,
00:26:52doesn't show even
00:26:53a trace of shame.
00:26:55No guilt.
00:26:56No apology.
00:26:59Just this disgusting,
00:27:00smug arrogance.
00:27:05Standing in the yard,
00:27:06he bellows toward the house
00:27:07like he owns the place.
00:27:08Officer Wyatt,
00:27:10don't hide in there.
00:27:11My son Austin
00:27:12may be in prison,
00:27:13but he still has
00:27:14parental rights.
00:27:15That maybe is part
00:27:16of our family,
00:27:17and you're not taking
00:27:18our grandchild anywhere.
00:27:20The sleazy lawyer beside him
00:27:22adjusts his glasses
00:27:23and smirks coldly.
00:27:27If Ms. Yight refuses
00:27:28to drop the charges,
00:27:29we're fully prepared
00:27:30to drag this
00:27:31through family court
00:27:31for years.
00:27:32And trust me,
00:27:33once the media
00:27:34gets involved,
00:27:35everybody in Texas
00:27:36is going to know
00:27:36exactly what happened
00:27:37to your daughter.
00:27:41Then Mayabelle Walker,
00:27:43my former grandmother,
00:27:44blows out a stream
00:27:45of cigarette smoke
00:27:46and starts screeching
00:27:47at the house.
00:27:49You go testify
00:27:50in federal court,
00:27:51and we'll swear
00:27:52Valerie wanted it!
00:27:54We'll tell everyone
00:27:55you cops framed our son!
00:27:59We'll make damn sure
00:28:01every police department
00:28:02in Texas knows
00:28:03what kind of girl
00:28:04your daughter really is!
00:28:06You think those badges
00:28:07are going to survive this?
00:28:10We'll ruin your whole family!
00:28:16The police had kept
00:28:17the details of that night
00:28:19sealed tightly.
00:28:20Nobody in town knew
00:28:21what Valerie had actually
00:28:23suffered in the dark.
00:28:24But now,
00:28:24these two shameless monsters
00:28:26are ripping open
00:28:26her deepest traumata
00:28:27in public
00:28:28just to save their
00:28:29worthless son
00:28:29from federal prison.
00:28:30They stand outside
00:28:31with a damn megaphone,
00:28:33turning a survivor's
00:28:34private nightmare
00:28:35into some sick
00:28:36public spectacle
00:28:36about protecting
00:28:37the family bloodline.
00:28:38Before long,
00:28:39the whole town knows.
00:28:40But they don't actually
00:28:42want the baby.
00:28:43That's never been the point.
00:28:44What they want
00:28:45is pressure.
00:28:47They want to weaponize
00:28:48this conservative
00:28:49little town,
00:28:50the gossip,
00:28:51the judgment,
00:28:52the victim blaming
00:28:53until the Wyatts
00:28:54have nowhere left to run.
00:28:55And their terms
00:28:56are crystal clear.
00:28:57They want Valerie
00:28:58to change her testimony
00:28:59in federal court.
00:29:01They want her to claim
00:29:02Austin was just the driver
00:29:03and knew nothing
00:29:05about the attack.
00:29:06In exchange,
00:29:07the walkers will stop
00:29:08harassing the family
00:29:09and leave them alone.
00:29:10Hearing the whispers
00:29:12rising outside the fence,
00:29:13seeing neighbors stare
00:29:15with that fake sympathy
00:29:16hiding disgust underneath.
00:29:20Everything suddenly clicks
00:29:21into place inside my head.
00:29:24Now I understand
00:29:25exactly how Austin
00:29:26got that early release
00:29:27in my previous life.
00:29:29There had been a deal.
00:29:31And Valerie had been
00:29:32crushed into accepting it.
00:29:33Looking at those
00:29:34two smug bastards
00:29:35standing outside our home
00:29:36acting righteous.
00:29:37Every ounce of humiliation
00:29:38from my previous life
00:29:39and every drop of rage
00:29:40from this one
00:29:41finally explodes inside me.
00:29:43To hell with staying calm.
00:29:44I grab Grandpa's
00:29:45Louisville slugger
00:29:46from behind the front door
00:29:47and storm outside,
00:29:48gripping the bat so hard
00:29:49my knuckles go white.
00:29:50By then,
00:29:50all I can see is red.
00:30:07Right in front of everyone,
00:30:09I swing the bat.
00:30:10Crack, crack.
00:30:11The heavy end
00:30:11of the Louisville slugger
00:30:12smashes straight into Silas
00:30:14and Maybean's faces
00:30:15without a shred of hesitation.
00:30:16The sound of teeth breaking
00:30:17mixes with their screams
00:30:18as both of them stumble backward,
00:30:20clutching their bloody mouths
00:30:21before collapsing into the dirt.
00:30:22Your son is a convicted rapist!
00:30:25I point the bat
00:30:26directly at the two of them,
00:30:27shaking with rage.
00:30:28Where the hell
00:30:29was the talk about the La La
00:30:30when your psycho son
00:30:31was pointing a gun
00:30:32at federal officers?
00:30:33And now you want to come here
00:30:35and black rail cops?
00:30:38Gripping the bat
00:30:38with both hands,
00:30:39I swing as hard as I can
00:30:40into the lawyer's sedan
00:30:41parked by the curb.
00:30:42The windshield explodes
00:30:44instantly into a spider web
00:30:45of shattered glass.
00:30:46Then I whip around
00:30:47towards the neighbors
00:30:48gathering outside the fence,
00:30:49all of them whispering
00:30:50and staring.
00:30:51What are you all looking at?
00:30:53Anybody else wants to stand here
00:30:54screaming at a victim
00:30:55with these two pieces of trash?
00:30:57I raise the broken bat,
00:30:59splintered wood
00:30:59jouting from the barrel.
00:31:01I swear to God,
00:31:02the next swing
00:31:02straight goes through your skull!
00:31:04Get the hell away
00:31:05from the Wyatt house!
00:31:06All of you!
00:31:07Move!
00:31:07The hot border wind
00:31:09tears through the street.
00:31:10One look at the shattered bat
00:31:11in my hands is enough.
00:31:13The neighbors pale instantly
00:31:14and start backing away in fear.
00:31:16And then suddenly,
00:31:17Silas runges at me
00:31:18with a rusty switchblade
00:31:19in his hand.
00:31:20Drop the charges
00:31:21or I'll kill
00:31:21every last one of you!
00:31:26The gunshot detonates
00:31:28like thunder.
00:31:29The bullet slices
00:31:30past Silas's ear
00:31:31and blasts apart
00:31:32one of the wooden fence posts
00:31:33behind him.
00:31:34Everyone freezes.
00:31:35Grandpa Rick stands there
00:31:36gripping a cold python revolver.
00:31:38The barrel pressed directly
00:31:39against Silas's forehead.
00:31:41His voice is low and deadly.
00:31:42Officer Miller's daughter
00:31:43took a knife from my family.
00:31:45You touch her again
00:31:46and see what happens.
00:31:48The ringing echo
00:31:49from the gunshot
00:31:50leaves everyone stunned.
00:31:52Silas drops the knife immediately.
00:31:54It clatters onto the dirt
00:31:55beside him
00:31:56as he collapses in terror.
00:32:00He's gonna kill us!
00:32:02The cops are trying to murder us!
00:32:04But before she can say
00:32:05another word,
00:32:05another figure comes
00:32:06flying down the porch steps.
00:32:08Grandma.
00:32:10She moves like lightning.
00:32:11Grabbing a fistful
00:32:12of Maybella's brittle yellow hair,
00:32:14she yanks her sideways
00:32:15so hard the old woman
00:32:16nearly falls.
00:32:17Slap!
00:32:19Grandma backhands her
00:32:20across the face
00:32:20hard enough to send her
00:32:21crashing into the dirt,
00:32:22then plants a boot
00:32:24against her chest.
00:32:25Her eyes are pure steel.
00:32:27You think you can threaten
00:32:28my daughter's name?
00:32:29I'll go to prison smiling
00:32:30before I let your family
00:32:31destroy her life.
00:32:32Now get the hell
00:32:33off my property
00:32:34before I bury all of you
00:32:36out in the desert myself.
00:32:37Rick cocks the revolver once,
00:32:39never taking his eyes
00:32:40off Silas.
00:32:41You assaulted my family.
00:32:43As a police officer,
00:32:44I have every right
00:32:45to arrest you right now.
00:32:46Next time,
00:32:47you won't walk away
00:32:48this lucky.
00:32:49Now get out.
00:32:50The sheer violence radiating
00:32:52off the two retired
00:32:53narcotics officers
00:32:54terrifies everyone
00:32:55into Silas.
00:32:56The gossipy neighbors
00:32:57scatter immediately.
00:32:58Silas and Maybella
00:32:59scramble to their feet
00:33:00and flee down the road
00:33:01like stray dogs.
00:33:03But then suddenly,
00:33:04Grandpa Rick doubles over
00:33:06coughing violently.
00:33:07Fresh blood begins
00:33:08soaking through the white
00:33:09bandages wrapped
00:33:10around his torso.
00:33:17Grandpa's stitches tear
00:33:18open again,
00:33:18so Grandma rushes
00:33:19him back to the hospital.
00:33:20I stay behind
00:33:21to take care of Valerie.
00:33:22Standing outside
00:33:22her bedroom door,
00:33:23I force myself to breathe
00:33:24through the panic
00:33:24crushing my chest.
00:33:25I wipe the tears
00:33:26and blood off my face
00:33:26over and over
00:33:27with my sleeve
00:33:27until my skin burns raw.
00:33:29I can't let Valerie
00:33:29see me falling apart.
00:33:30Right now,
00:33:31I have to be strong for her.
00:33:32I shove the bedroom door
00:33:33open and lock it
00:33:34tightly behind me,
00:33:35shutting out the chaos
00:33:36outside.
00:33:37Then I walk straight
00:33:38towards her bed.
00:33:39The second I see her
00:33:40sitting there,
00:33:42pale, hollow, motionless,
00:33:45something inside me
00:33:45finally breaks completely.
00:33:49Valerie, let's leave.
00:33:51We can start over
00:33:52somewhere else.
00:33:53New York, California,
00:33:55anywhere.
00:33:55Please, just pack a bag
00:33:57and come with me, okay?
00:33:58I almost sound desperate.
00:34:00I grab her shoulders gently,
00:34:02trying to pull strength
00:34:03from the girl who,
00:34:04in another lifetime,
00:34:05would become my mother
00:34:0619 years later.
00:34:08But Valerie never says a word.
00:34:10She just stays curled
00:34:11in the corner of the bed.
00:34:13The fading sunset
00:34:14filters through the blinds,
00:34:16strip by strip,
00:34:17dying slowly across her face.
00:34:19Then she finally lifts her head.
00:34:21And once again,
00:34:21she looks at me
00:34:22with those same shattered eyes.
00:34:24Empty, helpless,
00:34:26but still quietly begging
00:34:27someone to save me.
00:34:29Sight crushes my chest.
00:34:30For my entire previous life,
00:34:31I thought I had been born unwanted.
00:34:33But now I finally understand
00:34:34the truth.
00:34:34My birth was never love.
00:34:36It was a chain,
00:34:37a weapon crafted by a monster
00:34:38to trap my mother
00:34:39and destroy her family forever.
00:34:41I have never hated myself
00:34:42more than I do right now.
00:34:46Valerie, listen to me.
00:34:48This baby!
00:34:49Before I can finish,
00:34:50Valerie suddenly covers
00:34:51my mouth with her hand.
00:34:55I look up at her
00:34:58and suddenly the dam inside me
00:35:00completely breaks.
00:35:02Tears pour down my face
00:35:03as I collapse to my knees
00:35:05beside the bed.
00:35:06I pull her hand away
00:35:07from my mouth
00:35:08and finally scream out
00:35:09the truth that destroyed me
00:35:11for an entire lifetime.
00:35:13This baby is a stain
00:35:15that monster left on your life!
00:35:18You'll hate it forever!
00:35:20Every time you look at it,
00:35:22you'll remember him!
00:35:24You'll wish it had never been born!
00:35:27My voice cracks apart completely.
00:35:30It's better to end this now
00:35:32than let that child grow up
00:35:33trapped in pain and misery!
00:35:36I can barely breathe
00:35:37through the sobbing.
00:35:39No one can calmly beg
00:35:40their own mother
00:35:41to erase them from existence.
00:35:43But at that exact moment,
00:35:44Valerie,
00:35:45who has been sitting there
00:35:46lifeless and hollow
00:35:47this whole,
00:35:47whole time,
00:35:48suddenly trembles violently.
00:35:50It's like something inside her
00:35:52finally snaps awake.
00:35:53She bolts upright from the bed
00:35:55and throws her arms around me
00:35:56without warning,
00:35:57crushing me against her chest.
00:35:59She holds me so tightly
00:36:00her fingers dig painfully
00:36:02into my back.
00:36:03Hot tears spill onto my neck,
00:36:05burning against my skin.
00:36:06And then she completely breaks down.
00:36:09I never wanted you dead!
00:36:11Nora!
00:36:13Her voice is raw
00:36:15and shattered from crying.
00:36:17Not once!
00:36:19Not for a single second
00:36:21did I ever wish you were dead!
00:36:27That single sentence
00:36:28crashes through the room
00:36:29with the weight
00:36:30of two lifetimes behind it.
00:36:32Every ounce of pain,
00:36:34resentment,
00:36:35anger,
00:36:36and loneliness
00:36:36I carried inside me
00:36:37shatters instantly into dust.
00:36:40Because she called me Nora.
00:36:42Not Scarlet.
00:36:44Nora.
00:36:45In this timeline,
00:36:46nobody knows that name.
00:36:48Nobody except my mother
00:36:49from my previous life.
00:36:51I freeze in her arms,
00:36:52my mind going completely blank.
00:36:55She isn't just the 18-year-old Valerie
00:36:57who knows nothing about the future.
00:36:59She remembers, too.
00:37:01In this broken,
00:37:03twisted timeline,
00:37:04and near my find,
00:37:06my mother was reborn
00:37:07alongside me.
00:37:10I know.
00:37:11My entire body shakes
00:37:13as I cling to her shoulder
00:37:15her shoulder
00:37:15like a lost child.
00:37:19I know I was never
00:37:20supposed to be born.
00:37:22You had every reason
00:37:24to hate me
00:37:24because of that monster.
00:37:26Valerie suddenly grabs
00:37:28my face with both hands
00:37:29and forces me to look at her
00:37:30through her tears.
00:37:31How could a mother
00:37:32ever hate her child?
00:37:33After two lifetimes,
00:37:35inside this old Texas house
00:37:37in 1996,
00:37:38she finally tears open
00:37:39the truth she buried
00:37:40for decades.
00:37:41And through uncontrollable sobbing,
00:37:43my mother finally tells me
00:37:45why she stood beside
00:37:46my hospital bed
00:37:47and watched me die
00:37:47in my previous life.
00:37:52The reason I couldn't donate
00:37:54bone marrow
00:37:54was because I had
00:37:56terminal cancer, too.
00:37:58I wasn't eligible to donate.
00:38:00I wasn't abandoning you, Nora.
00:38:03How could I ever
00:38:04abandon my own daughter?
00:38:07Outside,
00:38:08the winter wind screams
00:38:09across the Texas borderlands.
00:38:11But inside this cold
00:38:13little room,
00:38:14a mother and daughter
00:38:15separated by two lifetimes
00:38:17finally find each other again
00:38:19in the ruins
00:38:20of everything they lost.
00:38:22Valerie clutches me
00:38:23so tightly,
00:38:24she's shaking.
00:38:24I never gave on you, Nora.
00:38:27I begged everyone
00:38:28I could for help.
00:38:29I borrowed money
00:38:30from anybody willing
00:38:31to listen
00:38:31because I wanted
00:38:32to save you.
00:38:33Every word tears
00:38:34out of her throat
00:38:35like it physically
00:38:35hurts to say it.
00:38:37Your bastard father
00:38:38wouldn't pay
00:38:38a single dime.
00:38:39The ICU bills
00:38:40kept piling up
00:38:41every single day.
00:38:42The hospital
00:38:42kept mailing notices
00:38:43until my bowel box
00:38:44was overflowing.
00:38:45In the end,
00:38:46I sold every apartment
00:38:47and every piece of property
00:38:48I owned in Boston
00:38:49just to barely cover
00:38:50your medical bills.
00:38:51Then her breathing
00:38:52completely falls apart.
00:38:53And Austin,
00:38:54that monster wanted
00:38:55to pull your ventilator
00:38:56out himself
00:38:57back at the trailer park.
00:38:58He lied to you.
00:38:59He actually convinced you
00:39:00that I was the one
00:39:01who abandoned you.
00:39:02She cries so hard
00:39:03she can barely breathe anymore.
00:39:05Decades of humiliation
00:39:06and buried motherhood
00:39:06finally exploding out
00:39:08all at once.
00:39:09Back then,
00:39:09I left with Hector's mother
00:39:10to work in the city
00:39:11because I needed money.
00:39:12I was trying to build
00:39:13enough of a life
00:39:13to come back
00:39:14and take you away
00:39:15from that rotting border town.
00:39:17But the second I left,
00:39:18Austin cut off
00:39:19every possible way
00:39:20for me to contact you.
00:39:21He guarded the trailer park
00:39:22with a gun
00:39:22and wouldn't even
00:39:23let me get near you.
00:39:24The only thing
00:39:26I could do...
00:39:28Her voice breaks
00:39:29completely.
00:39:31Was stand outside
00:39:32your school
00:39:33at the beginning
00:39:33of every semester
00:39:34and watch you
00:39:35from across the street.
00:39:40I bite down so hard
00:39:42on my little lip
00:39:43I taste blood.
00:39:44My vision is
00:39:46completely blurred
00:39:47by tears.
00:39:48And finally,
00:39:50I understand everything.
00:39:52Back then,
00:39:53she was only 18.
00:39:55A girl who had survived
00:39:56something horrific
00:39:57whose mind was already
00:39:58hanging by a thread.
00:40:00There was no way
00:40:01she could go back
00:40:01to that monster.
00:40:02For her,
00:40:04every step towards
00:40:05that trailer crant
00:40:06was like walking
00:40:06back into hell itself.
00:40:07But fate has always
00:40:09been cruel.
00:40:09By the time mom
00:40:10finally saved enough money
00:40:12and came back
00:40:12to fight for custody of me,
00:40:14Austin had already
00:40:15sensed something was coming.
00:40:16He grabbed me
00:40:17in the middle of the night
00:40:18and disappeared.
00:40:19And in the 1990s,
00:40:20before cell phones,
00:40:22databases,
00:40:23and internet tracking
00:40:24connected the world,
00:40:25we vanished
00:40:25into countless
00:40:26forgotten trailer parks
00:40:27scattered across America.
00:40:29She never found us again.
00:40:32Valerie cups my face
00:40:33with trembling hands.
00:40:38When you turned 18,
00:40:40you finally tracked down
00:40:41my private number.
00:40:42Her voice cracks apart.
00:40:44But by then,
00:40:47I'd already been diagnosed
00:40:48with terminal cancer.
00:40:51I didn't have much time
00:40:53left, Nora.
00:40:56Her tears mix with mine
00:40:58as they stream down
00:40:58our faces together.
00:40:59My body was falling apart
00:41:01day by day.
00:41:02I didn't want to drag you
00:41:03into that.
00:41:04I couldn't bear the thought
00:41:05of you watching me die
00:41:06in a hospital bed
00:41:07or inheriting all my debt
00:41:09after I was gone.
00:41:10That's why I acted cold
00:41:12on the phone.
00:41:13That's why I pretended
00:41:14I didn't know you.
00:41:15Everything inside my head
00:41:16goes completely blank.
00:41:21The mother I spent
00:41:22my whole life hating
00:41:23never abandoned me.
00:41:25Not once.
00:41:26With a body and soul
00:41:27shattered by a monster,
00:41:29she still fought
00:41:30through the filled
00:41:30and hopelessness
00:41:31of the 1990s
00:41:32with everything she had left
00:41:33just to keep loving me.
00:41:35We cling to each other
00:41:36in that dark little room
00:41:37and cry until there
00:41:38are no tears left.
00:41:40Finally,
00:41:41I wipe my face hard
00:41:43and force myself
00:41:43to look straight
00:41:44into her eyes.
00:41:45Mom,
00:41:47if we've really both
00:41:48been given another chance,
00:41:50then don't let me
00:41:51become your chance
00:41:51all over again.
00:41:53We can still fix this.
00:41:54We'll go to the hospital.
00:41:56Without me,
00:41:56you can finally
00:41:57live your own life.
00:41:58Valerie instantly
00:41:59shakes her head in panic.
00:42:01Stop!
00:42:01Don't say that!
00:42:02I can't do it!
00:42:03Nora,
00:42:04you are part of me!
00:42:05I will never let you go!
00:42:08She covers her face,
00:42:10crying uncontrollably,
00:42:11and seeing the pain
00:42:12and determination
00:42:13in her eyes,
00:42:14I can't force her anymore.
00:42:15The sunset over the Texas border
00:42:17paints the entire sky
00:42:18blood red.
00:42:20Hot wind rolls through the yard
00:42:21carrying dust and dry heat
00:42:23that makes my chest
00:42:24tighten with unease.
00:42:25Grandpa fires up the smoker
00:42:27in the backyard
00:42:27using a stash of oak wood
00:42:29he's been saving for years.
00:42:30Before long,
00:42:31the air fills with the smell
00:42:32of smoked brisket and ribs.
00:42:34Grandma and I spend
00:42:34the entire afternoon
00:42:35preparing dinner,
00:42:36wanting to give Mom,
00:42:37the girl who suffered so much
00:42:38in this timeline,
00:42:39the happiest 18th birthday possible.
00:42:40But just as Grandma
00:42:41wipes her hands clean
00:42:42and starts heading inside
00:42:43to call Valerie at a dinner.
00:42:53Officer Wyatt,
00:42:54we've got a problem.
00:42:56Austin escaped
00:42:56during transport
00:42:57to federal prison.
00:42:58He killed two federal marshals
00:43:00and stole a shotgun.
00:43:01Dispatch intercepted
00:43:02a report ten minutes ago.
00:43:03He's heading straight for town
00:43:04in a stolen pickup truck.
00:43:05The second I hear
00:43:06Austin's name,
00:43:07rage destinates
00:43:08inside my body.
00:43:09Every ounce of blood
00:43:10in my veins
00:43:11feels like it catches fire.
00:43:13He's coming here
00:43:14for revenge!
00:43:20That monster
00:43:21ruined my mother
00:43:22once already.
00:43:23Why the hell
00:43:24should he get another chance
00:43:25to destroy her life?
00:43:32While Grandpa and Grandma
00:43:33rush back inside
00:43:34in Scotch
00:43:35to grab their
00:43:36Remingston shoe duns,
00:43:37I move first.
00:43:45Without hesitation,
00:43:46I snatch up
00:43:47the heavy cleaver
00:43:48sitting beside
00:43:49the cutting board
00:43:49in the kitchen.
00:43:59I don't even look back
00:44:01at the house.
00:44:02Eyes burning red
00:44:03with hatred,
00:44:04I run straight
00:44:04into the blood-colored
00:44:06Texas dusk.
00:44:07Austin.
00:44:08Even if this drags
00:44:09my soul straight
00:44:10into hell,
00:44:10this time,
00:44:12I'm going to kill you myself.
00:44:17Night falls fast
00:44:19near the border.
00:44:20Freezing wind
00:44:21filled with sand
00:44:22cuts across my face
00:44:23like blades.
00:44:26I crouch silently
00:44:27in the shadows
00:44:28near the edge
00:44:28of the neighborhood,
00:44:29my palms slick
00:44:30with sweat
00:44:31around the handle
00:44:31of the clemver.
00:44:34But no matter
00:44:35how long I wait,
00:44:37Austin never appears.
00:44:38Then around midnight,
00:44:39a horrible instinct
00:44:40suddenly clenches
00:44:41around my heart.
00:44:43Valerie should have returned
00:44:44from the clinic
00:44:45hours ago,
00:44:46but she still
00:44:47isn't home.
00:44:47Headlights suddenly
00:44:48tear through the darkness.
00:44:50Grandpa's old
00:44:51pickup truck
00:44:52skids to a stop
00:44:52beside me.
00:44:53Scarlett, get in!
00:45:00Grandma and Grandpa
00:45:01both look pale
00:45:02with fear,
00:45:03gripping loaded
00:45:03Remington shoot guns
00:45:04tightly in their hands.
00:45:06We immediately
00:45:07start tracking tire marks
00:45:08and crushed brush
00:45:09along the bide side.
00:45:13Following every sign
00:45:14we can find,
00:45:15the search leads us
00:45:16all the way
00:45:16to the edge of town.
00:45:18Then the pickup engine dies.
00:45:19Silence.
00:45:20Nothing but cold
00:45:21desert wind
00:45:22and darkness.
00:45:23In front of us
00:45:24sits an abandoned
00:45:24trailer park
00:45:25that's been empty
00:45:26for years.
00:45:26We split up
00:45:27to search for Valerie.
00:45:28Let go of me!
00:45:29You're insane!
00:45:30Let me go!
00:45:33Let go of me!
00:45:34You're insane!
00:45:36Let me go!
00:45:38My mind goes blank.
00:45:40I know instantly
00:45:41there's no time
00:45:42to turn back
00:45:42for Grandpa.
00:45:45So I run
00:45:46toward Valerie's screams
00:45:47alone
00:45:49but somewhere
00:45:50during those few
00:45:51desperate seconds
00:45:52hearing my mother
00:45:53crying inside
00:45:54that trailer.
00:45:57Something strange
00:45:58happens.
00:45:59The panic inside
00:46:01my head
00:46:01suddenly disappears.
00:46:03Something strange
00:46:04happens.
00:46:04The panic inside
00:46:05my head
00:46:06suddenly disappears.
00:46:07Completely.
00:46:08As I sprint
00:46:09through the freezing dark
00:46:10I grip the heavy
00:46:11meat clever hidden
00:46:11beneath my coat
00:46:12so tightly
00:46:13my hand aches
00:46:14my palm
00:46:14is slipped
00:46:15with sweat
00:46:15but my eyes
00:46:17hold no fear
00:46:17anymore
00:46:18only calm
00:46:19and certainty.
00:46:21In that moment
00:46:22I finally understand
00:46:23why I came back
00:46:24to this world.
00:46:24I wasn't reborn
00:46:25to keep living
00:46:26as that monster's
00:46:27unwanted child.
00:46:28I crossed 28 years
00:46:29of time
00:46:30for one reason only
00:46:31to set my mother
00:46:32free
00:46:33even if it cost
00:46:34the life
00:46:34I was never supposed
00:46:35to have
00:46:35in the first place.
00:46:37I stare
00:46:38at the battered
00:46:39trailer door
00:46:39glowing faintly
00:46:40under the moonlight
00:46:41and I never
00:46:42slow down
00:46:43for even
00:46:43a second.
00:46:45You sick
00:46:46bastard!
00:46:47Die!
00:46:51Without hesitation
00:46:53I slam my foot
00:46:54into the flimsy
00:46:55aluminum trailer
00:46:56door.
00:46:57Using the momentum
00:46:58I throw myself
00:46:59straight at Austin
00:47:00from behind.
00:47:02Under the pale
00:47:03moonlight
00:47:03I raise the heavy
00:47:04cleaver high over
00:47:05my head
00:47:06and bring it down
00:47:07with every ounce
00:47:07of hatred
00:47:08from both lifetimes
00:47:09behind it.
00:47:11Austin lets out
00:47:12an animalistic scream
00:47:14but I underestimated
00:47:15what kind of monster
00:47:16he really is.
00:47:20I'm gonna rip you apart!
00:47:21A man who survived
00:47:23years of cartel violence
00:47:25along the border
00:47:25doesn't go down easily.
00:47:28The pain only drives
00:47:29him insane
00:47:30but before I can swing
00:47:32again
00:47:32agony shoots through
00:47:33my arm
00:47:33like the bone
00:47:34is about to snap.
00:47:36I'm gonna kill you!
00:47:39The clever
00:47:40is ripped out
00:47:40of my hands
00:47:41instantly.
00:47:42Clang!
00:47:43The weapon
00:47:43crashes to the floor
00:47:44as Austin slams me
00:47:45hard against the ground
00:47:46inside the trailer.
00:47:51Under the dim
00:47:52moonlight leaking
00:47:52through the broken
00:47:53trailer walls
00:47:54Austin finally
00:47:55sees my face
00:47:56clearly.
00:48:00You little
00:48:01bitch again.
00:48:02You just keep ruining
00:48:04everything!
00:48:05He roars hysterically
00:48:06and raises the
00:48:07clember over his head.
00:48:08Then it comes down.
00:48:10Again.
00:48:11And again.
00:48:12The blade
00:48:13flashes silver
00:48:14through the cramped trailer.
00:48:16Each strike
00:48:17tears violently
00:48:18into my stomach
00:48:18and chest
00:48:19without mercy.
00:48:25Warm blood
00:48:26immediately floods
00:48:26from my mouth
00:48:27soaking my clothes.
00:48:31Strangely
00:48:33I keep
00:48:34feeling pain
00:48:35anymore.
00:48:38My mind
00:48:39is terrifyingly
00:48:40clear.
00:48:41Only one thought
00:48:42keeps screaming
00:48:42inside my head.
00:48:44Don't let him go.
00:48:45Don't let him
00:48:46get to Valerie.
00:48:46No!
00:48:48Please!
00:48:48Stop!
00:48:49Let her go!
00:48:53No!
00:48:56Please!
00:48:57Stop!
00:49:04And the second
00:49:05I see him turning
00:49:06toward my mother again
00:49:08something inside me
00:49:09snaps.
00:49:10Using every last
00:49:11ounce of strength
00:49:12from both my lives.
00:49:14I throw myself
00:49:15onto him
00:49:15from behind.
00:49:16and lock my arms
00:49:17around his body
00:49:18like a steel trap.
00:49:28No matter how
00:49:29violently he punches
00:49:30me.
00:49:32No matter how
00:49:33many times
00:49:33the blade
00:49:34carves into my flesh.
00:49:35I grit my teeth
00:49:37so hard I taste blood
00:49:38and hold on anyway.
00:49:40Even as blood
00:49:41pours from my mouth
00:49:42I use my dying
00:49:44body weight
00:49:44to keep him
00:49:45pinned in place.
00:49:46You want to hurt her?
00:49:49Then you'll have to
00:49:50cut me into pieces
00:49:51first.
00:49:52Then you'll have to
00:49:53cut me into pieces
00:49:54first.
00:49:56A deafening shotgun
00:49:58blast erupts
00:49:58through the trailer.
00:50:00Austin!
00:50:01Blinding police
00:50:02spotlights flood the darkness
00:50:04flood the darkness
00:50:04as grandpa storms
00:50:05inside roaring.
00:50:07The blast tears
00:50:08straight through
00:50:09Austin's skull.
00:50:10The impact stops
00:50:11the monster cold.
00:50:12His body jerks
00:50:14violently before
00:50:14collapsing to the floor
00:50:16like dead weight.
00:50:17Scarlet!
00:50:18Finally,
00:50:19the demon falls silent
00:50:20and with the last bit
00:50:21of life draining
00:50:22from my body
00:50:23I collapse into
00:50:24the blood beside him.
00:50:30Scarlet!
00:50:31Scarlet!
00:50:35Scarlet, wake up!
00:50:37Please!
00:50:39Mom's begging you
00:50:40please wake up!
00:50:42My mother's screams
00:50:44tear through
00:50:44the freezing
00:50:45Texas night.
00:50:46Raw.
00:50:47Desperate.
00:50:48Sharp enough
00:50:48to rip the sky apart.
00:50:50I want to lift my hand.
00:50:53Wipe the blood
00:50:54off her face
00:50:54like I always do.
00:50:56Pull her into my arms
00:50:57one last time.
00:50:58But my arm feels
00:50:59filled with concrete.
00:51:00My body is getting
00:51:01colder by the second
00:51:01and the voices around me
00:51:03sound farther
00:51:03and farther away
00:51:04like they're trapped
00:51:05beneath deep water.
00:51:06The whole world
00:51:07is slowly drifting
00:51:07out of reach.
00:51:08I lie there
00:51:09helplessly
00:51:09in the cold
00:51:10moldy blood
00:51:11pooling across
00:51:11the floor
00:51:12of the abandoned trailer.
00:51:13I see grandpa
00:51:14and grandma
00:51:14rushing toward me.
00:51:17Grandpa's hands
00:51:18the same steady hands
00:51:19that held a gun
00:51:20his entire life
00:51:21without trembling once.
00:51:22He presses so hard
00:51:24his knuckles
00:51:24turn white
00:51:25but the blood
00:51:26still keeps pouring
00:51:27through his fingers.
00:51:29Grandma collapses
00:51:30beside me
00:51:31covering her mouth
00:51:32as sobs
00:51:33wreck her body.
00:51:35The whole world
00:51:36is slowly drifting
00:51:37out of reach.
00:51:39I know then
00:51:41I'm never gonna
00:51:42wake up again.
00:51:46That monster
00:51:47who haunts
00:51:47both of my lives
00:51:48like a curse
00:51:49carved into my bones.
00:51:53Austin Walker
00:51:53is finally killed
00:51:54that night
00:51:55by grandpa's shotgun.
00:51:57The blast tears
00:51:58straight through his head.
00:51:59His blood,
00:52:00his violence,
00:52:01his evil.
00:52:02All of it
00:52:03splatter across
00:52:03the rusted trailer walls
00:52:05and sinks into the mud
00:52:06of the Texas borderlands.
00:52:07Justice comes late.
00:52:08The law never even
00:52:09gets the chance
00:52:10to put him on death row.
00:52:12Fate beats it to the punch.
00:52:13Brutal, bloody
00:52:14and absolute.
00:52:15After two lifetimes
00:52:16of suffering
00:52:17the debt
00:52:18is finally paid.
00:52:19But the devil's death
00:52:20doesn't bring life
00:52:21back to our family.
00:52:22A few days later
00:52:23an unusual storm
00:52:24rolls across the border.
00:52:25Cold rain mixes
00:52:26with sand and dirt
00:52:27turning the whole town
00:52:28gray, muddy
00:52:29and bitterly cold
00:52:30as if the sky itself
00:52:31is mourning everything
00:52:32we've lost.
00:52:32The Wyatt House
00:52:33falls silent.
00:52:34The kitchen
00:52:34that once smells
00:52:35of barbecue
00:52:35and fresh coffee
00:52:36never lights up again.
00:52:38Valerie becomes a ghost.
00:52:40She barely speaks.
00:52:41Barely moves.
00:52:43Like someone
00:52:43winds her up once
00:52:44and then forgets
00:52:45to do it again.
00:52:46Late one night
00:52:47after the rain
00:52:48finally stops
00:52:49she stumbles
00:52:50into my room alone.
00:52:51Dust has already
00:52:52settled across
00:52:53everything I leave behind.
00:52:55With trembling hands
00:52:56she folds
00:52:56my faded jeans,
00:52:57picks up
00:52:58my unfinished notebooks,
00:53:00smooths out the wrinkles
00:53:00and the blanket
00:53:01on my bed.
00:53:02And the moment
00:53:03her fingers touch
00:53:04those cold sheets
00:53:05the ones that will
00:53:06never hold my warmth again
00:53:07something inside her
00:53:08finally breaks.
00:53:09Tears hit the hardwood floor
00:53:11one after another
00:53:12soft, heavy.
00:53:14Nora?
00:53:15Can mom come find you
00:53:17in heaven?
00:53:21Valerie drops
00:53:22to her knees
00:53:22beside the bed.
00:53:24She buries her pale face
00:53:25deep into my old pillow
00:53:26the one I never
00:53:28get around to washing.
00:53:29There's still the faint smell
00:53:31of cheap shampoo
00:53:32lingering in the fabric
00:53:33the last trace
00:53:34of her daughter
00:53:34left in this world.
00:53:36She clutches the sheets
00:53:38so tightly
00:53:38her fingers cramp
00:53:39crying like a child
00:53:40who loses everything
00:53:42in the middle
00:53:42of the desert.
00:53:45The news of the border
00:53:47shooting reaches
00:53:47Boston overnight.
00:53:49Hector and his mother
00:53:51immediately cancel everything
00:53:52and drive back to Texas.
00:53:55Neither of them
00:53:56asks questions.
00:53:58They simply stay beside
00:54:00my grandparents
00:54:00and help them hold
00:54:01themselves together
00:54:02long enough to bury me.
00:54:05The funeral is held
00:54:07in the little cemetery
00:54:08outside town.
00:54:10For once
00:54:11there is no sandstorm.
00:54:13White roses cover
00:54:15my grave.
00:54:16Hector stands
00:54:16at the very back
00:54:17of the crowd.
00:54:18The boy who once
00:54:20looked so calm
00:54:21and untouchable
00:54:22now has eyes
00:54:23darkened with grief
00:54:25and rage.
00:54:25He stares at the photo
00:54:27on my headstone
00:54:28my 18-year-old smile
00:54:30frozen forever in time
00:54:31and clenches his fists
00:54:33so hard
00:54:34his knuckles
00:54:34turn pale.
00:54:38After the funeral
00:54:39the atmosphere
00:54:40inside the Wyatt house
00:54:42feels suffocating.
00:54:43Grandpa and Grandma
00:54:45sit silently
00:54:45at the dinner table
00:54:46exhaustion and grief
00:54:48etched into every line
00:54:50on their faces.
00:54:51Hector sits alone
00:54:52on the old bench
00:54:53near the living room window
00:54:54staring out at the empty
00:54:55Texas highway.
00:54:56He struggles with himself
00:54:57for a long time
00:54:58before finally standing
00:54:59and walking over to Valerie.
00:55:01He crouches down
00:55:02in front of her carefully
00:55:03like he's afraid
00:55:04she might shitter
00:55:05if he moves too fast.
00:55:11Valerie, come with us.
00:55:12Leave this place behind.
00:55:14We can start over
00:55:16somewhere else.
00:55:17Okay?
00:55:18His voice is barely
00:55:19above a whisper.
00:55:20He doesn't even dare
00:55:21touch her.
00:55:22He just looks at her
00:55:23with quiet heartbreak
00:55:24in his eyes.
00:55:25Valerie doesn't answer.
00:55:27She sits there
00:55:28in the shadows
00:55:28clutching my faded
00:55:30denim jacket
00:55:30against her chest
00:55:31like it's the last oxygen
00:55:33left in the world.
00:55:36That night
00:55:36after everyone
00:55:38finally falls asleep
00:55:39from sheer exhaustion
00:55:40the old house
00:55:41sinks into silence.
00:55:48and Valerie wanders
00:55:50back into my room
00:55:51again.
00:56:07She doesn't turn
00:56:08on the lights
00:56:08in a room
00:56:10without me
00:56:10even the light
00:56:11feels like a mockery.
00:56:17She kneels alone
00:56:18on the cold floor
00:56:19organizing my belongings
00:56:21one piece at a time
00:56:22under the pale moonlight
00:56:23coming through the window.
00:56:32my textbooks
00:56:33full of notes
00:56:37my erasers
00:56:38worn down
00:56:39to almost nothing
00:56:40then finally
00:56:43my old backpack
00:56:44the cheap one
00:56:45with frayed edges
00:56:46and fading fabric
00:56:47she pulls it
00:56:49into her arms
00:56:49and buries her face
00:56:50against it
00:56:51breathing in
00:56:52what little remains
00:56:53of my scent
00:56:58then her hand
00:56:59brushes against
00:57:00something hidden
00:57:00deep inside
00:57:01the torn inner lining
00:57:11paper
00:57:12a folded envelope
00:57:13slips loose
00:57:14and falls softly
00:57:15into her lap
00:57:16on the front
00:57:17is only one word
00:57:20those are the words
00:57:21I want to say
00:57:22across two lifetimes
00:57:24the words
00:57:25I never managed
00:57:25to say out loud
00:57:26before I die
00:57:35Valerie freezes
00:57:36her whole body
00:57:38stiffens
00:57:38as her trembling fingers
00:57:39slowly tear
00:57:40the envelope open
00:57:43she's shaking
00:57:43so badly
00:57:44her fingernail
00:57:45slices the edge
00:57:46of the paper
00:57:47and draws blood
00:57:48but she doesn't
00:57:49even notice
00:57:50then she sees
00:57:51the first line
00:57:53and the moment
00:57:54she reads
00:57:54the name buried
00:57:55deepest inside
00:57:56her heart
00:58:01her breathing
00:58:02stops
00:58:09mom
00:58:10mom
00:58:12if you're reading this
00:58:14I'm probably
00:58:14already gone
00:58:21don't cry for me
00:58:24from the first day
00:58:26I came back
00:58:26to this timeline
00:58:27I already make up
00:58:30I already make up my mind
00:58:30I'm going to trade my life
00:58:33for your freedom
00:58:36under the moonlight
00:58:38Valerie's eyes
00:58:39instantly turn red
00:58:41she covers her mouth
00:58:42tightly
00:58:43to stop herself
00:58:45from sobbing out loud
00:58:46and keeps reading
00:58:49during those 28 filthy years
00:58:51in my first life
00:58:54I hated you so much
00:58:56sometimes
00:58:56living in that moldy trailer park
00:58:58I wonder every day
00:58:59why everyone else
00:59:00has a loving mom
00:59:01except me
00:59:02why you left me alone
00:59:04in hell
00:59:04but in this life
00:59:05I finally learned the truth
00:59:07my mother loves me
00:59:08more than anyone ever could
00:59:10you burn your whole life away
00:59:12trying to protect me
00:59:13and honestly mom
00:59:15being loved by you like that
00:59:17is already enough
00:59:17you're brilliant
00:59:19beautiful
00:59:21grandpa and grandma
00:59:23love you so much
00:59:25Hector's mom once says
00:59:26you're meant to soar
00:59:27high above the clouds
00:59:28not rot away
00:59:29in border town dirt
00:59:30because some rapist
00:59:31destroys your life
00:59:33please let me go mom
00:59:34don't give birth to me again
00:59:35as long as the name
00:59:37Nora exists
00:59:38Austin Walker's shadow
00:59:39will always haunt you
00:59:40this time don't look back
00:59:42promise me
00:59:43go somewhere cleaner
00:59:44higher
00:59:44better
00:59:45go live the life
00:59:47you're supposed to have
00:59:48be free
00:59:49by the end of the letter
00:59:51Valerie has completely
00:59:52collapsed onto the floor
00:59:53she presses those pages
00:59:55against her chest
00:59:55like they're the last pieces
00:59:56of my heartbeat
00:59:57left in the world
00:59:58and cries so hard
00:59:59she can barely breathe
01:00:00curled up beside the bed
01:00:02in the darkness
01:00:02she breaks apart completely
01:00:05and in that winter night
01:00:06of 1996
01:00:08in a world without her daughter
01:00:11my mother lets out
01:00:12the most shattered
01:00:13guilt-raden
01:00:14heartbroken sobs
01:00:16of both our lifetimes
01:00:21that night
01:00:22the Texas winter wind
01:00:23howls so hard
01:00:24it nearly tears
01:00:25the old wooden house
01:00:26apart
01:00:28Valerie clutches my letter
01:00:30against her chest
01:00:31and cries until her voice
01:00:33gives up
01:00:36in that letter
01:00:37I beg her to let me go
01:00:38beg her not to look back
01:00:40beg her to chase her dreams
01:00:42and finally become the free person
01:00:44she deserves to be
01:00:46but staring into my empty room
01:00:48something reignites in her hollow
01:00:50lifeless eyes
01:00:54a fire
01:00:56a stubbornness
01:00:57stronger than grief itself
01:01:00Valerie whispers
01:01:02hoskily into the darkness
01:01:05you silly girl
01:01:07how could a mother
01:01:08ever stop loving her child
01:01:10she can't do what I ask
01:01:14because she had already
01:01:15told me once before
01:01:18I will never let you go
01:01:22you are part of my body
01:01:24part of my life
01:01:29a few days later
01:01:30Hector and his mother
01:01:31help my exhausted grandparents
01:01:35finish arranging everything
01:01:44then carrying unbearable grief
01:01:47with them
01:01:48the entire family
01:01:49leaves Texas
01:01:50for Boston
01:01:57the day the bus
01:01:58pulls away
01:01:59kicking up yellow dust
01:02:01behind it
01:02:03Valerie stands
01:02:04by the window
01:02:05and takes a deep breath
01:02:07of cold New England air
01:02:11this time
01:02:12she isn't running
01:02:13as a victim
01:02:14buried under shame
01:02:16this time
01:02:17she's a mother
01:02:18determined to rewrite fate itself
01:02:20and bring her daughter
01:02:22back into the world
01:02:23with every ounce of love
01:02:25she has
01:02:28time moves quickly
01:02:30beneath Boston's blue skies
01:02:34Valerie throws every ounce
01:02:36of grief and pain
01:02:37into study
01:02:40fueled by the determination
01:02:42of two lifetimes
01:02:43she works through
01:02:45endless nights
01:02:45until she's accepted
01:02:48into Harvard
01:02:48with near perfect
01:02:50scores
01:02:52and Hector
01:02:53the boy who once cries for me
01:02:55at that Texas bus station
01:02:58finally achieved
01:02:59his own dream too
01:03:02earning a place
01:03:03at one of the country's
01:03:04top medical schools
01:03:07textbooks become
01:03:08Valerie's shelter
01:03:09and the child
01:03:10growing inside her
01:03:11the child once used
01:03:13by monsters
01:03:14as black man
01:03:15is finally being nurtured
01:03:17in warmth
01:03:17and love
01:03:19the following autumn
01:03:20beneath golden maple leaves
01:03:23and the bright lights
01:03:24of a Boston maternity room
01:03:26a baby girl
01:03:27enters the world
01:03:28with a loud
01:03:29healthy cry
01:03:31Valerie lies exhausted
01:03:33against the hospital bed
01:03:34tears blurring her vision
01:03:35as she smiles wider
01:03:36than she ever has before
01:03:37with trembling arms
01:03:39she holds the tiny newborn
01:03:41against her chest
01:03:42and kisses her forehead gently
01:03:48this time
01:03:49there's no moldy trailer park
01:03:51no violence
01:03:52no shadow left behind
01:03:54by monsters
01:03:55sunlight pours
01:03:56through the hospital windows
01:03:57onto a warm nursery crib
01:03:58grandpa and grandma
01:04:00show up crying
01:04:00and carrying brand new
01:04:02Barbie dolls
01:04:02Hector adjusts his glasses
01:04:05and smiles softly
01:04:06beside him
01:04:07and this version of Nora
01:04:09is finally born into love
01:04:13after that
01:04:14life slowly finds its way
01:04:16onto the right path
01:04:17without the suffering
01:04:19and burdens
01:04:19of the first timeline
01:04:20Valerie and Hector
01:04:22both reach the futures
01:04:23they are always meant to have
01:04:24Hector becomes
01:04:26one of the country's
01:04:27leading surgeons
01:04:28saving countless lives
01:04:29Valerie becomes
01:04:31a legendary attorney
01:04:33known across America
01:04:35dedicating her career
01:04:36to protecting women
01:04:37and children
01:04:38through civil rights law
01:04:39and the new Nora
01:04:41grows up
01:04:42beneath Harvard's
01:04:43golden autumn trees
01:04:44surrounded by love
01:04:45instead of fear
01:04:46she is bright
01:04:48confident
01:04:50happy
01:04:52the cancer that once
01:04:54destroys my body
01:04:56never appears in hers
01:05:01as little Nora grows up
01:05:03she watches Valerie
01:05:05and Hector
01:05:06eventually fall in love
01:05:07and build a quiet
01:05:08beautiful family together
01:05:10their life isn't glamorous
01:05:12but the love they give her
01:05:14overflows far beyond
01:05:15what most families
01:05:17could ever offer
01:05:17and somewhere inside
01:05:19the golden evening light
01:05:20the version of me
01:05:22that crosses time itself
01:05:23the wandering soul
01:05:25carried away by the wind
01:05:27finally smiles
01:05:28at the end of her autobiography
01:05:30my mother writes
01:05:31one final dedication
01:05:34every achievement
01:05:35and honor in my life
01:05:36belongs to a girl
01:05:37named Nora
01:05:38my daughter once
01:05:39tears open the darkness
01:05:41with her own life
01:05:42and I spend the rest of mine
01:05:43bringing her back
01:05:44into the light
01:05:45I lean quietly
01:05:46against my mother's knee
01:05:47in that final memory
01:05:49and whisper softly
01:05:50in my heart
01:05:52mom
01:05:54this time
01:05:55you get everything right
01:05:56and at last
01:05:57those two wounded souls
01:05:59walk hand in hand
01:06:00towards the endless stars
01:06:01waiting beyond the clouds
01:06:05my boyfriend burns
01:06:06the admission letter
01:06:07I just got
01:06:08and hasn't opened yet
01:06:09he says
01:06:10one of us should go to college
01:06:11while the other covers
01:06:12the tuition fee
01:06:13he calls it teamwork
01:06:15I smile and nod
01:06:16the admission letter
01:06:18he burned
01:06:18is his own
01:06:19I'm more than happy
01:06:20if he's going to cover
01:06:21my tuition fee
01:06:23Finn
01:06:24did you see an admission letter
01:06:25on the table?
01:06:26when I come home
01:06:27with a bunch of bags
01:06:28I notice my boyfriend
01:06:29is already there
01:06:30we live next to each other
01:06:32we grew up together
01:06:33and started dating
01:06:34when we're older
01:06:35my parents are away
01:06:36all the time
01:06:37and Finn's divorced parents
01:06:38ignores him
01:06:39feeling heartbroken for him
01:06:41I gave him a copy
01:06:42of my house key
01:06:43so he could come over
01:06:44anytime he wanted
01:06:45right now
01:06:46he's sitting on the sofa
01:06:47and eating takeout
01:06:48as he fiddles
01:06:49with his lighter
01:06:50Finn looks very calm
01:06:52something's off
01:06:53he should have read
01:06:54the admission letter
01:06:55by now
01:06:55the letter belongs to him
01:06:57out of respect
01:06:58when it was delivered
01:06:59this morning
01:07:00I didn't open it
01:07:01I left it in plain sight
01:07:03on the table
01:07:04as a surprise for him
01:07:05Finn's admission letter
01:07:06came early
01:07:07and he aced the SAT
01:07:09with flying colors
01:07:10I think he got into
01:07:12an elite college
01:07:13I want to celebrate
01:07:14his success
01:07:15yes I usually watch my spending
01:07:17but I went out
01:07:18and bought some nice food
01:07:19and a small cake
01:07:21so we could celebrate together
01:07:22no I didn't see it
01:07:24surprisingly
01:07:25Finn shakes his head
01:07:27thing is
01:07:28I know I left it on the table
01:07:30before I went out
01:07:30I have a good memory
01:07:32I know I'm right
01:07:33it can't be
01:07:34I left an admission letter
01:07:36before going out
01:07:38I'm very confused
01:07:39I'm about to search
01:07:40when he speak
01:07:41I remember now
01:07:42Finn suddenly grabs my hand
01:07:44and says with unease
01:07:45I burned it
01:07:46he points at the kitchen trash can
01:07:48still smoking
01:07:49what?
01:07:51why would you burn
01:07:52an admission letter?
01:07:53I rush into the kitchen
01:07:55and reach out to salvage
01:07:56the burning letter
01:07:57half of it is scorched
01:07:58but I have to do what I can
01:08:00Finn studied long and hard
01:08:02to get this
01:08:03I can't let it go up in flames
01:08:04I just can't
01:08:06it's already ruined
01:08:07don't hurt yourself
01:08:08I'll be worried
01:08:10acting concerned
01:08:11Finn grabs my burned hand
01:08:13and drags me to the couch
01:08:14despite my protests
01:08:15the fire in the kitchen
01:08:17trash can dies down
01:08:18the black smoke
01:08:20thinning
01:08:20why Finn?
01:08:22why did you do that?
01:08:23I'm utterly confused
01:08:24he's always said
01:08:26he had a lousy family
01:08:27and he needed to get into a college
01:08:29to change his life
01:08:30for the better
01:08:31why would he burn
01:08:32his admission letter?
01:08:34one of us going to college
01:08:35is enough
01:08:36after I keep pressuring him
01:08:38he finally tells me
01:08:39what he really thinks
01:08:40he must have realized
01:08:41how despicable he had been
01:08:43after all
01:08:44he doesn't dare
01:08:45to meet my gaze
01:08:45what do you mean?
01:08:47I think I heard it wrong
01:08:48what does he mean by that?
01:08:50what about me then?
01:08:52we aced the SAT
01:08:53we can attend college
01:08:55instead of working
01:08:56that's stupid
01:08:57why doesn't he take
01:08:59the easy way?
01:09:01he didn't burn his own
01:09:02admission letter
01:09:03just to go to work
01:09:04did he?
01:09:04has he got a screw loose?
01:09:06I just don't get it
01:09:07I just told you
01:09:09college costs a lot
01:09:10one of us should keep
01:09:12studying for a bright future
01:09:13while the other
01:09:14covers the tuition fee
01:09:15it's teamwork
01:09:16are you cool with that?
01:09:18Flushed Finn makes
01:09:19a cruel request
01:09:20eager to go to college
01:09:22when his parents
01:09:23divorced
01:09:24he chose independence
01:09:25then
01:09:26he got an old house
01:09:27and $50,000
01:09:29from them
01:09:29now
01:09:30the money
01:09:31is nearly gone
01:09:33he doesn't have money
01:09:35and he doesn't want
01:09:36to be shamed
01:09:37for working
01:09:37while in college
01:09:38college
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