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00:00In just 10 minutes, we'll be interviewing the guy who stole Girls Hearts worldwide, Ryan Mitchell.
00:05His third album has sold over 3 million copies in 24 hours.
00:08No, thank you.
00:09I was looking forward to watching that.
00:11What are you doing here?
00:12Easy. Don't take it out on the bread.
00:17Nervous.
00:18I don't know why. It is my second year teaching, and I am more nervous than when I started.
00:22You'll be fine. The kids love you.
00:24It is about leaving them, isn't it? They're only coming to mind.
00:27I know. It is just...
00:28Don't worry. They love you.
00:30Speaking of, where are they?
00:31Mummy!
00:32Good morning to you, too.
00:34Are we going to Uncle Jake's house today?
00:36You are? Mummy's starting work again, and tomorrow you're starting playgroup.
00:40With Gray?
00:41Mummy! Uncle Jakey!
00:43There is my girl!
00:44Nearly 5 years ago, I gave birth to my twins. Noah came first.
00:47Gray survived 9 minutes later. A complete surprise.
00:50Their father wasn't there. He hasn't been here since.
00:52Relax. Everything's fine.
00:54I'll be at yours around 5.
00:56I put everything in their bags. You have my number. Their medicine.
01:00It is not the first time I've looked after them, Emma.
01:02I just hate leaving them. Be good for Uncle Jake, okay?
01:06Yes, Mommy!
01:07I built this life from nothing. I have everything I need. Almost everything.
01:14Thank you, everyone.
01:18I teach music at the same school I graduated from. At first it was strange. Reliving the good and the
01:24bad.
01:25But nothing really changes. High school will always be high school.
01:30Guess who?
01:31Emma!
01:32Damn! Every time!
01:34Hey, Emma.
01:35Excited for the new year?
01:36Always. You?
01:37Why not?
01:39Okay. Class. First day of a new school.
01:42Scary older kids watching your every move. Not knowing anyone. Wanting to run home.
01:47Am I getting it right? I've been through it. Don't worry. It gets better today.
01:51Since it is our first class, I want you to get to know each other and feel comfortable here.
01:54Sound fair? I'll start.
01:55My name is Miss Clark. I have two beautiful children and I love music. My favorite instrument is the piano.
02:01Your turn, okay?
02:03My name is Remy. I went to St. Peter's. I have a little sister who's six. And someday I hope
02:09to change the world.
02:10I believe you will.
02:14Mommy! Uncle Jake promised to take me swimming.
02:17Hey, kid. Did he eat now?
02:19Maybe eat.
02:20Always making promises.
02:21Mommy! Mommy!
02:23The tickle monster wants to play.
02:31What did I miss?
02:33My wedding photos finally came through.
02:35That is amazing.
02:36You brought them.
02:36Not yet. Still looking through them. I promise I'll bring them over.
02:39I'll hold you to that. So, what is new?
02:42Well, um, you know, maybe...
02:47What?
02:49Jake and I are moving the wedding forward.
02:50To when?
02:52I thought December.
02:53Two months forward.
02:54October.
02:55Seriously?
02:56Can you get everything done by then?
02:57That's what I have you girls for.
03:04No.
03:06Sir, the tour schedule has been set.
03:08I said no.
03:10My client isn't happy with the current schedule. We can tweak it, of course.
03:15When would you prefer?
03:17Mid-January.
03:19My boss will need a reason, sir.
03:24Family matter.
03:26This meeting is over.
03:28Total waste of time.
03:29But you got what you wanted.
03:31Vincent, I never want anything.
03:33The crowd's getting bigger since you arrived.
03:36Let's just get this over with.
03:38Five years of fame.
03:39I loved most of it.
03:41My first single hit number one in two days.
03:43I was dizzy.
03:45Tours, signings, sharing stages with idols.
03:48Two years flew by.
03:49But when it all fell quiet, I was alone.
03:55Hello?
03:56Hey, brother.
03:57Jack.
03:58Been a while.
03:58Listen, I'm moving the wedding up to October.
04:00Need my best man there early.
04:01I'll drive back tomorrow.
04:03Ryan, there's something I need to talk to you about when you get here.
04:05What is it?
04:06Can't say over the phone.
04:07Just be prepared.
04:08Tomorrow, I want to help out.
04:10Besides, it's been years.
04:13I think that's a great idea.
04:17Come with me.
04:18And I don't want the paparazzi bothering you.
04:21I love how you protect me.
04:35Get some rest.
04:36Long day tomorrow.
04:38Five years ago, I left her.
04:40I made a promise, and I broke it.
04:43Tomorrow, I'm going back to that town.
04:45Where it all began.
04:47Where it all fell apart.
04:50Emma, I need to tell you something.
04:52Okay.
04:53Um, I, uh...
04:55Why is everyone doing this?
04:56This?
04:57Doing what?
04:58Then you hesitate.
04:59Then you change the subject or just run off.
05:00You.
05:01Jack.
05:02Lily.
05:02Fiona.
05:02All of you.
05:03What are you hiding from me?
05:04Oh, that.
05:06I was hoping you could cover Mr. Henderson's English class for me on Thursday.
05:09He teaches English.
05:10And there's a Schoolably on Thursday.
05:12I know.
05:12Please.
05:13I'm asking as a friend.
05:14And if you say no, I'm ordering you as the head of the music department.
05:16You can't refuse that.
05:17Fine.
05:18Can I ask why?
05:19No.
05:20Why not?
05:21I don't want to be the one who tells you.
05:23Remind me again why I, a music teacher, am covering an English class?
05:26Because you love me and you're willing to do me a favor.
05:28That's not a good enough reason.
05:35Does anyone know what's going on in the music department today?
05:37Some celebrity is speaking at the assembly.
05:39Great.
05:40And I'm stuck in here.
05:42Weather's so nice.
05:43We don't want to be stuck in a class.
05:44Tell you what.
05:45Go outside and write a one-page story about your summer vacation.
05:48Fair?
05:48Yeah.
05:50Miss Clark, why won't Mr. Market let you go to the assembly?
05:54I'd like to know that too.
05:55Then let's sneak in and see.
05:57I can't let you sneak into an assembly.
05:59Fine.
05:59We'll just stay outside and work on our assignments.
06:01Very seriously.
06:08I caught your three little swordsmen sneaking into my assembly.
06:11I told them not to go.
06:12I'm sure you did.
06:14He's so handsome.
06:16I can't believe the school got him.
06:17He's super famous.
06:19Who is the guest speaker?
06:20See you tomorrow.
06:22What is wrong with everyone?
06:24Honey, wake up.
06:25We're here.
06:27I'm up.
06:27Sort out your hair.
06:29I'm so excited seeing where you grew up, where you went to school.
06:32She hadn't met my parents yet.
06:34They've been doing better the last five years, but they barely spoke to me.
06:37Like they were angry at me for something I couldn't name.
06:39Ryan, tomorrow you are the guest speaker at your old school's music assembly.
06:43Sure.
06:44Aren't you excited to see your old friends?
06:47Some of them.
06:48I'm not sure how they'll react to me being back.
06:50It'll be fine.
06:51Just stock.
06:52Probably.
06:54My old locker, right next to hers.
06:57The football field where we celebrated after the big game.
06:59Every corner of this place holds a piece of her.
07:01Ryan, you okay?
07:03I am ready.
07:05Please welcome, Ryan Mitchell!
07:10Welcome back.
07:11Six years ago, I was sitting in that crowd.
07:13Now look at me.
07:13Famous.
07:14Successful.
07:15Completely lost.
07:16It's an honor to have you back, Ryan.
07:17It is a pleasure to be back, sir.
07:21That went well?
07:22Yeah, it did.
07:24She wasn't there.
07:25Part of me was relieved.
07:27The rest of me was terrified of what that meant.
07:29Thanks for coming early, man.
07:31Lily's been stressing about everything.
07:33That's what best men are for.
07:37It's the florist.
07:38I gotta take this.
07:39Come on, buddy.
07:39Let's go inside.
07:42Ryan, could you keep an eye on Grace?
07:43Sure.
07:45Grace?
07:46Grace?
07:46Where are you?
07:48Grace?
07:50Jake's gonna kill me.
07:52Grace?
07:53Grace?
07:54Grace, what are you doing up there?
07:55What's your name?
07:56Ryan, now will you come down?
07:57Nope.
07:58Who are you?
07:59I'm here for the wedding.
08:00I'm the best man.
08:01Oh, the pig man.
08:02Pig man?
08:03That's what mummy calls you.
08:04She calls you other names too, but I'm not allowed to repeat those words.
08:07Right.
08:08Now please come down.
08:09I haven't seen you before.
08:10No.
08:11First time home in five years.
08:12Why?
08:13I've been busy.
08:14No.
08:14You had the chance.
08:15You just didn't take it.
08:16Everybody has a choice.
08:17You just have to look harder and make room.
08:19You had the chance.
08:20You chose not to.
08:21How old are you?
08:21One, two, three, four, four.
08:24Grace!
08:24Crap, please come down.
08:25Fine.
08:26I can't.
08:26I'm too hard.
08:27Grace, what did your mother tell you about climbing trees?
08:30I'm sorry.
08:30I want to come down.
08:33Okay, sweetie.
08:33Turn around.
08:34Put your foot in the hole in the tree.
08:36Can you do that?
08:40Thanks, Ryan.
08:44She needs stitches.
08:46Let's go.
08:48Now.
08:54Doctor, we need a doctor here.
08:58I need to make a call.
09:00Be right back.
09:05Who are you?
09:06Sorry, kid.
09:07I've been gone five years.
09:09Will Grace be okay?
09:11Don't worry.
09:12She'll be fine.
09:13Maybe a little scar.
09:14Mom is gonna be so mad.
09:18Don't remind me.
09:19She's gonna kill me.
09:20When's mom coming?
09:22Any minute now.
09:26How's Grace?
09:27She's fine.
09:28Just a few stitches.
09:30What is he doing here?
09:32He just got back yesterday.
09:33You're in big trouble.
09:35Emma will freak off when she sees him.
09:37Mom!
09:41Help me.
09:42Where is she?
09:43What happened?
09:44Is she okay?
09:44She's fine, Emma.
09:46She climbed a tree, fell, got a scratch.
09:48They're stitching her up now.
09:49A scratch, Jake?
09:50You call that a scratch?
09:54Okay.
09:58What is he doing here?
09:59Why is he here?
10:01Emma, I-
10:02Don't!
10:03Mom, what's wrong?
10:04Mommy's fine.
10:05Let's see your sister.
10:08This is what you've been hiding from me.
10:10What a mess.
10:20My baby, does it hurt?
10:23Mommy, my leg really hurts.
10:25It's okay.
10:26Don't be scared.
10:28You're very brave.
10:31I told you, don't climb trees.
10:33That uncle saved me.
10:35Which uncle?
10:37That piggy uncle.
10:39When I fell, he caught me.
10:48Is she okay?
10:49Not good.
10:50Twelve stitches.
10:51I'm sorry, I got distracted for just a second.
10:53I told you, no climbing that tree.
10:54I know, I already feel terrible.
11:06As long as he can walk.
11:07He arrived yesterday.
11:08He's my best man.
11:09The wedding camp-
11:09Why didn't you tell me?
11:10Tell you, would you have been okay with it?
11:12Definitely not, but I had a right to know.
11:14You, Lily, Fiona, Marcus, all of you, treating me like I'll shatter.
11:17He just didn't want to hurt you.
11:19I don't need protection.
11:20I need honesty.
11:21He doesn't know about the twins.
11:23What?
11:23He doesn't know the kids are yours.
11:25He doesn't know he has a son and a daughter.
11:28Good.
11:29He can never know.
11:31Do you mind?
11:32You do?
11:39Okay.
11:39You've got some nerve showing up here.
11:41Jake invited me.
11:42I'm his best man.
11:43I'm not talking about the wedding, Ryan.
11:45I'm talking about right now.
11:46Sitting here, in her space.
11:48I didn't know the kids were-
11:49Hers, yeah.
11:50They are.
11:52She has kids.
11:53Twins.
11:54She does.
11:54She raised them on her own.
11:56At 18.
11:57She looks-
11:58She looks good.
12:00Don't!
12:00Don't you dare sit here and-
12:02Don't you dare sit here and-
12:04Hi, pig man.
12:06Hi, Grace.
12:07Grace, we're going home.
12:09Emma-
12:09Thank you for catching my daughter.
12:10We're even now.
12:11Goodbye.
12:12Emma, wait.
12:12Please.
12:14I know I don't deserve a single second of your time,
12:16but I'm going to be here for the wedding.
12:18We're going to see each other.
12:19Can we-
12:19At least what?
12:20Be civil?
12:21Fine.
12:21We'll be civil.
12:22But don't mistake that for forgiveness.
12:28She's stronger than you think.
12:29She had to be.
12:30Because you weren't there.
12:32She was a mother.
12:33She'd built an entire life without me.
12:35And I'd missed all of it.
12:36Mommy, is the pig man staying?
12:39For a little while.
12:40For Uncle Jake's wedding.
12:41He was nice.
12:42He caught me.
12:43I know he did, baby.
12:45Why don't you like him?
12:46It's complicated, sweetheart.
12:48Grown-up stuff.
12:49Did he make you sad?
12:51A long time ago.
12:53But I have you and Noah now,
12:55and you make me the happiest mommy in the world.
12:57Mommy?
12:58Yes, sweetheart?
12:59That man at the hospital.
13:00He looked at me funny.
13:02Like he knew me.
13:02He's just Uncle Jake's friend.
13:04He hasn't been home in a long time.
13:05Does he know daddy?
13:07Why do you ask that?
13:08Grace has daddy's eyes.
13:10That man has the same eyes.
13:12You have a big imagination, mister.
13:14Get some sleep.
13:20Hey, how's Grace?
13:21Twelve stitches.
13:22She'll be fine.
13:22Fiona?
13:23He's here.
13:25I know.
13:25I'm sorry we didn't tell you.
13:27Noah noticed his eyes.
13:28He asked if Ryan knows his dad.
13:29Oh, Emma.
13:30What do I do?
13:30He's going to be here for weeks.
13:31The wedding, the preparations.
13:33He's the best man.
13:33I can't avoid him forever.
13:34You don't have to tell him anything you're not ready to tell him.
13:37But the kids, they look just like him.
13:39Grace is his mirror images.
13:40Anyone with eyes can see it.
13:41Then you deal with it when it comes,
13:43and we'll be right beside you.
13:44I spent five years building a life without him.
13:46I can't let him walk back in and destroy it.
13:48He won't.
13:48You're stronger than that.
13:54This is so wonderful.
13:56I've never seen an English countryside wedding before.
13:59I can't wait.
14:00So glad you could come.
14:04Ryan, the best man arrangements are set.
14:06Fitting for the suits next week.
14:07No problem.
14:08Anything else you need me to do?
14:09Just help out with the day-to-day stuff.
14:11And don't upset my sister.
14:14Sister, Jack.
14:15I've never heard you mention a sister before.
14:20Emma is my sister.
14:25You never mentioned this.
14:29Never had a chance to.
14:43So beautiful here.
14:45No wonder you love it.
15:00Is that Jack's sister?
15:01Yeah.
15:04She's beautiful.
15:05The little girl looks just like you.
15:07What?
15:08Eyes, she looks like she could be-
15:09Don't be ridiculous.
15:10Impossible.
15:11I saw it clearly.
15:13I'm not stupid.
15:14That child.
15:16Is clearly his mirror emission.
15:19You were hidden.
15:20No wonder.
15:21Yeah.
15:40No wonder.
15:41Why are you here?
15:41No wonder.
15:42Oh, sorry.
15:44Yes.
15:45No wonder.
15:46No wonder.
15:47No wonder.
15:48No wonder.
15:48.
16:18.
16:18.
16:26Hey.
16:27His girlfriend commented on my daughter's eyes, Fiona.
16:29My daughter's eyes.
16:30Which are his eyes.
16:31She doesn't know.
16:32How long before she figures it out?
16:34How long before he does?
16:35Grace is his carbon copy.
16:36What do you want to do?
16:37I want to get through this wedding and then never see him again.
16:40And if he finds out before then?
16:42Emma, I love you.
16:44But those kids are going to start asking questions.
16:45Noah already has.
16:47You can't run from this forever.
16:49Watch me.
16:50I'm fine.
16:51Let's go back in.
16:51So, entertainment.
16:53Emma's playing piano during the ceremony.
16:55You still play?
16:56Every day.
16:58That's great.
16:58You're always incredible.
16:59Thanks.
17:00Right, so Jake, bachelor party.
17:01When are we doing this?
17:02Two weeks before the wedding.
17:03Perfect.
17:04You're the best man.
17:04It's literally your job.
17:05Me?
17:06I'll sort something out.
17:07And we need to plan your hen night.
17:08Now we're talking.
17:09I vote spa weekend.
17:10I vote wine tasting.
17:11Why not both?
17:13Her laugh.
17:14I'd forgotten what it sounded like.
17:15No.
17:16I'd forced myself to forget.
17:18Because remembering her laugh meant remembering everything I walked away from.
17:23How did you get in here?
17:24Marcus.
17:25He said you'd be here.
17:26I'm gonna kill him.
17:28You teach here now?
17:29Music.
17:29Yes.
17:30That's perfect for you.
17:34This was Mrs. Patterson's room.
17:35It's mine now.
17:36What were you playing?
17:37Something I wrote.
17:38It was beautiful.
17:39Don't do that.
17:39Do what?
17:41Be nice.
17:41Like we're old friends catching up.
17:43We're not.
17:44I know we're not.
17:46Emma, I know what I do.
17:46You promised you'd come back and you didn't.
17:48That's what you did.
17:49I wanted to come back.
17:50Every single day.
17:50You didn't.
17:51Every single day.
17:52For five years.
17:52I was scared.
17:54You were scared.
17:55I was 18.
17:55Pregnant and alone.
17:56You don't get to talk to me about scared.
17:59Pregnant.
18:00Get out.
18:01Emma.
18:01Get out!
18:02Are they, are they mine?
18:04Emma.
18:05Please.
18:06Are Wilson and Grace?
18:08Their names are Noah and Grace.
18:09And you don't get to ask me that.
18:11You lost that right five years ago.
18:13Please.
18:14Don't touch me.
18:18How was your day?
18:20It was good, thank you.
18:26Are they my children?
18:33Noah and Grace, are they mine?
18:39Emma.
18:41She let it slip.
18:42Jake, answer me.
18:45Yes.
18:48She found out she was pregnant after you left.
18:51She was 18.
18:52No job, no degree, all alone.
18:54She was going to put them up for adoption.
18:56I convinced her to keep them.
18:59Why did no one tell me?
19:02Because you left.
19:03You changed your number, disappeared, started a new life, and never looked back.
19:07Ryan, she raised them alone.
19:09The fevers, the sleepless nights, the first steps, the first words.
19:13She was there for all of it, alone.
19:14I have children.
19:15I'm a father.
19:16You're their biological father.
19:18A real father shows up.
19:20I want to know them.
19:22I want to be there for them.
19:23Then go earn it.
19:25Starting with Emma.
19:27I went to the school.
19:28And then Jake's.
19:29And?
19:30The twins.
19:31Noah and Grace.
19:32They're mine.
19:33I know.
19:34What?
19:35I've known since I saw that little girl through the cafe window.
19:38She has your face, Ryan.
19:39Your exact face.
19:40I was just waiting for you to tell me.
19:41Stella, I'm sorry.
19:42I didn't know-
19:43I believe you.
19:44But you know now.
19:45So what are you going to do?
19:46I want to be in their lives.
19:48And Emma?
19:49What about her?
19:50Do you still love her?
19:52I love you.
19:53That's not what I asked.
19:56I'm not going to compete with a ghost, Ryan.
19:58I've spent two years with you.
20:00I know when you're thinking about her.
20:01It's in the way you flinch at certain songs.
20:04The way you stare at nothing.
20:06The way you kissed me on our first date and whispered the wrong name.
20:09Stella!
20:10You corrected yourself so fast you thought I didn't notice.
20:12But I did.
20:13I've always noticed.
20:15That was two years ago.
20:16Things changed.
20:17Did they?
20:17Because from where I'm standing,
20:19you just found out you have two children with the love of your life.
20:22And you look more alive than I've ever seen you.
20:24I'm going to stay for the wedding.
20:26I like Jake and Lily.
20:27But you and I both know this changes everything.
20:34Mummy?
20:35Yes, sweetheart?
20:36The other kids at playgroup have daddies.
20:38Tommy's daddy picks him up every day.
20:40And Sadie's daddy coaches football.
20:42How come we don't have a daddy?
20:43Yeah, mummy.
20:44Where's our daddy?
20:45Your daddy had to go away.
20:48Before you were born.
20:49Why?
20:49He had a job.
20:50A very important job.
20:51And he had to go far away to do it.
20:53Does he know about us?
20:54He does now.
20:54Is he coming back?
20:55I don't know, baby.
20:56I honestly don't know.
20:57Is it the pig man?
20:58Why would you say that?
20:59He has my eyes heads.
21:00And Uncle Jake calls him his best friend like daddy was.
21:02And he caught me when I fell.
21:04Daddy's catchy when you fall.
21:05You two are too smart for your own good.
21:07Is that a yes?
21:08Yes.
21:10But listen to me.
21:11Just because someone is your daddy doesn't mean-
21:13It doesn't mean things will change right away.
21:15Okay?
21:15I need you to trust mummy.
21:16We trust you, mummy.
21:18Always.
21:19I had five years protecting them from this moment.
21:21And a four year old figured it out in three days.
21:26Are you following me?
21:28Jake told me you'd be here.
21:29I asked permission.
21:31Permission?
21:32That's new for you.
21:33Can we talk?
21:34I'm busy.
21:35Five minutes.
21:36Please.
21:38Go play with no one for a minute, sweetheart.
21:40Talk.
21:40I want to be in their lives.
21:41No.
21:42Emma.
21:42You don't get to show up after five years and play father.
21:44They have a life.
21:45They have stability.
21:45They have me.
21:46I know that.
21:47And I'm not trying to take anything from you.
21:49I just- I want to know them.
21:50I want them to know me.
21:51They already know about you.
21:52Grace figured it out herself.
21:53She's four and she's smarter than both of us.
21:55She's incredible.
21:56They both are.
21:56No thanks to you.
21:57I deserve that.
21:58I deserve all of it.
21:59But I'm here now and I'm not leaving.
22:00You said that before.
22:01I know.
22:01And I broke that promise.
22:02I'll spend the rest of my life making up for it if you let me.
22:04Here's what's going to happen.
22:05You can spend time with them.
22:06Supervised.
22:07At Jake's house.
22:08With me or someone I trust present.
22:09You don't make promises you can't keep.
22:11You don't buy their love.
22:12And if you hurt them,
22:13if you disappear again,
22:14I will make sure you never see-
22:16I understand.
22:17And Ryan,
22:17this isn't forgiveness.
22:19This is me doing what's right for my children.
22:21Thank you, Emma.
22:22I won't waste this.
22:35Mr. Piggy.
22:36Grace,
22:37don't call him that.
22:38His name is Ryan.
22:40Can I secretly call him Mr. Piggy?
22:43Whatever you want.
22:44Noah.
22:45Noah, this is Ryan.
22:47He's Uncle Jack's friend.
22:48He wants to play with you today.
22:50Mommy will stay with you, okay?
22:55Do you play soccer?
22:57I used to be on my school's soccer team.
23:01Really?
23:02Of course.
23:03Want me to teach you a few moves?
23:10Okay.
23:15Noah, kick it hard.
23:17No, the other way.
23:20He's good with kids.
23:23It's only been one afternoon.
23:27He looks like a father.
23:29He is a father.
23:30He just never understood it before.
23:35Ryan, will you come back tomorrow?
23:40If your mom says yes...
23:45We'll see.
23:51We'll see you later.
24:06promise me something anything at all when you make it big and you will don't forget about me
24:13not a chance emma clark you're the best thing that ever happened to me
24:17then you'll come back right always i promise
24:28i got the record deal i leave next week i love you more than music
24:36i'll come back for you wait for me i love you more than music more than fame more than anything
24:43in
24:43this world always yours ryan you promised i waited days turned into months till one day i saw him on
24:50tv a new life a smile i didn't recognize i stopped waiting i started living to lily who somehow
24:56convinced jake clark to commit to lily i didn't convince him he convinced me eventually after
25:02how many years of you playing hard to get it was called quality control okay truth time lily when
25:07did you know jake was the one when he drove three hours in a snowstorm to bring me soup because
25:10i
25:10had a cold he showed up soaking wet holding a thermos and said i couldn't let my girl be sick
25:14alone that's disgustingly adorable your brother has his moments don't tell him that his ego's big
25:20enough so how are things with ryan he's been seeing the kids supervised it's fine he's trying i'll give
25:29him that noah's warming up to him grace already has him wrapped around her finger and you what
25:32about me how are you doing with all of this i'm angry i'm tired and sometimes when i watch him
25:36with
25:36the kids i forget to be angry and that makes me even angrier it's okay to feel more than one
25:39thing
25:39at once i know i just i spent five easier when he was a villain now he's here and he's
25:43being
25:43decent and i don't know what to do with decent maybe decent is a start exactly tonight isn't about
25:49me tonight is about lily becoming mrs clark so let's stop being deep and start being drunk
25:54now we're talking to jake the bravest man i know because marrying into that family requires serious
26:01courage watch it speech from the best man jake clark is the best friend i've ever had he took
26:07me in when my own family couldn't handle me he trusted me with his home his friendship and
26:11the people he loves most i didn't deserve that trust and i let him down but he still asked me
26:15to stand beside him on the most important day of his life that says everything about who he is
26:19to jake to jake good speech meant every word i know you did jake i need to ask you something
26:25go
26:25ahead when emma was pregnant was she okay no she was terrified she was 18 alone and the guy she
26:31loved
26:31had vanished she almost gave them up for adoption ryan she was sitting in that hospital holding two
26:36babies she didn't expect and she almost signed the papers what stopped her me i told her she wouldn't
26:42be alone that we'd all help and mom walked in saw those babies and that was it the whole family
26:47showed
26:48up she looked around that room and decided to keep them i should have been in that room yeah
26:52you should have but you're here now that counts for something don't waste it i won't i swear on my
26:58life don't swear to me swear to them this is mommy this is noah this is uncle jack and this
27:13is becky
27:13that's amazing grace and who is this in this drawing
27:18it's you
27:22is that me you're our family now mommy says family are those who stay by your side and you're always
27:29there i'll always be with you i promise mommy says don't make promises lightly
27:37your mommy is right that's right if i had known would you have stayed i would never have left
27:43can i call you daddy of course son yes son you can call me daddy are you okay not at
27:55all
27:55but the kids are fine that's all that matters
28:03what are you doing can't you tell
28:07stella
28:09today the kids called you dad jack told me i'm not angry rayon i'm just sad
28:15for two years i've hoped you'd look at me the way you look at her but you never have
28:19that's not you love her you always have you just buried it under fame distance and me you were
28:25never a consolation or a crutch stella you matter to me immensely i know but it's not enough
28:34i'll stay at a hotel in the next town i promised lily i'd be at her wedding but after that
28:38i'm going
28:39home there was never an us rayon never you were just trying to forget her and i i kept pretending
28:45not
28:45to see go be the father your kids actually need and please don't wait any longer tell her how
28:57where's stella she had to leave early she sends her love
29:01as the guy who introduced these two idiots i'd like to take full credit for this wedding
29:05you introduced us at a football game i spilled beer on her and then he spent 20 minutes apologizing
29:09while i tried to tell him i didn't even like the shirt romance at its finest to jake and lily
29:14to jake and lily i remember the time he had to give a speech in the third grade and his
29:18pants fell
29:18down following me again old habits stella left i noticed she said i never stopped loving you
29:27ryan don't i need to say this i've been carrying it for five years and it's killing me and what
29:32about what i've been carrying you don't get to unload your guilt and call it love it's not guilt it's
29:36the truth i loved you then i love you now i never stop love doesn't leave ryan love doesn't change
29:41its number and disappear love shows up at 3 a.m when your daughter has a fever love holds your
29:45hand when you're giving birth to twins you didn't expect you don't get to call what you did love
29:49you're right what i did wasn't love it was cowardice but what i feel right now standing here that's real
29:55and i'll spend the rest of my life proving it if you let me i can't do this tonight tomorrow
29:59is about
29:59jake and lily how do i look like the luckiest woman alive and my brother is the luckiest man don't
30:06make me cry my makeup took an hour you look incredible i'll lose it when he sees you thank
30:11you for everything for the planning the decorations the music for being my sister before i even
30:15officially became one you've been my sister since the day you made my brother smile again how do i
30:20look like you're about to throw up helpful you look great man she's gonna love it ryan i want to
30:25thank
30:25you for being here for stepping up with the kids for trying you don't need to thank me yeah i
30:30do five
30:31years ago i wanted to kill you today i'm glad you're standing next to me gentlemen it's time
30:45you're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen
30:50you're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen don't make me cry i just told emma not to make me
30:54cry
31:00jake do you take lily to be your wife to love and to cherish in sickness and in health till
31:06death do
31:07you part i do lily do you take jack to be your lawfully wedded husband i do willingly the rings
31:20pronounce you husband and wife
31:37jack you deserve every beautiful thing in this world and lucky for him that was supposed to be
31:43my title today he became better because of you to the happy couple
31:48to the happy couple
31:53daddy dance with me
32:05dance with me
32:06no just one for jack and lily's sake that's all
32:18one dance
32:27you played beautifully today
32:30thank you
32:31the song you wrote what's it called
32:35waiting
32:35am i
32:36i wrote it the year you left
32:38i played it every night hoping you'd hear
32:41hoping you'd come home
32:42i'm so sorry
32:44i know you are and i believe you mean it
32:46but sorry doesn't feel five years
32:48then what will
32:49time
32:50being there
32:51every day
32:52not just the big moments
32:53school runs
32:54bedtime stories
32:55skin means nightmares all of it
32:57i want all of it
32:58your life is in la private planes sold out arenas ours is here
33:02school runs grocery lists
33:03what if i chose the ordinary
33:14show me
33:16don't just say it
33:17take your time
33:18ryan the label needs you back by friday the january tour dates are locked press jug it start
33:23cancel them
33:23excuse me
33:24cancel the press jug it's push the tour to march i'm not coming back yet
33:27ryan you can't
33:28i can
33:28i'm not retiring vincent i'm restructuring
33:30i'll record remotely i'll do the tour in spring
33:32but right now i need to be here
33:33this is about the girl isn't it
33:35it's about my children
33:36and their mother
33:37and the life i should have had
33:40you've got until march
33:41after that the label won't wait
33:42that's all i need
33:50what are you doing here
33:52school run
33:53if you'll let me
33:54you don't even know where the school is
33:56that's why i need you to show me
33:57daddy are you taking us to school
33:59if mummy says yes
34:02fine
34:02but i'm driving
34:04daddy
34:04do you know the alphabet song
34:06i think so
34:07sing it
34:08now i know my a b c
34:09d e f g
34:11you're terrible
34:12i know
34:12that's why i sing other songs instead
34:15will you pick us up too
34:17every day
34:17if i can
34:20you pushed your tour back
34:21jake told you
34:22jake tells me everything
34:23eventually
34:24i meant what i said
34:25i choose sandwiches
34:29pick them up at three
34:30don't be late
34:53noah drew a family portrait at school today
34:56you were in it
34:57standing right next to me
34:58he's never drawn a father before
35:00grace told her teacher
35:00you're a famous singer
35:01who gave it all up
35:02just to get sandwiches
35:03the teacher was so confused
35:05ryan i need to say something
35:06go ahead
35:07i can't forgive you yet
35:09not completely
35:10maybe not for a long time
35:11but you've been here
35:12every day
35:13every hard moment
35:15and the kids
35:15they love you
35:16so much
35:17i love them too
35:18more than i ever knew i could
35:20i know
35:21dad
35:23i'm here son
35:26you're not leaving again are you
35:27i'm not leaving
35:30promise
35:31why not ryan
35:35why not now
35:40six months
35:42i know
35:45can you answer me now
35:49ask me
35:50is there a chance for us
36:00noah daddy's kissing mom
36:02who am i
36:05some loves end in goodbye
36:08ours
36:10begins again
36:11you
36:12you