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00:01Good day, everyone. My name is Odette, and I'm in the 10th grade.
00:06They say you can tell a lot from someone's face. Mine says, please look away.
00:12I'm an only child with only child parents, meaning I have no aunts or uncles.
00:19My life is boring. My parents are calm and reasonable in that polite, suburban way.
00:26I always believed even my face looks boring.
00:29You know, Odette, it's time to have some purpose in your life.
00:33Well, I'm just waiting for the tragic twist in my life arc, because you guys didn't give me a dramatic
00:39backstory to work with.
00:41Okay, maybe start with a job?
00:45Yeah, Sharon, lead with that next time. Don't make it sound philosophical. You just want another income stream.
00:52Whatever, I'm going to my room.
00:54Where did we go wrong with our one and only?
00:57A few days later, I started babysitting. It was the worst decision of my life.
01:03I got an email from a woman saying she had a disabled daughter and needed someone to start immediately.
01:09She'd already left for work, but there was a note on the fridge with a list of instructions and $300
01:14on the kitchen table.
01:15The daughter was quiet, sweet even. I gave her food, helped her to the bathroom, and for a few hours,
01:22everything was fine.
01:23Then, I started noticing things. Shadows in the hallway, footsteps behind me, you know, classic horror movie nonsense.
01:32Long story short, she wasn't disabled. She was just pretending for fun.
01:37People are weird. Yeah, I think my purpose in life can wait. Maybe my purpose was to find a boy
01:45instead.
01:46I saw my classmates getting boyfriends and having cute relationships. Except me.
01:51I have this friend in particular. Her name is Lila, and she genuinely loves boys.
01:57God created Adam and noticed he was bored. Imagine being in heaven and still feeling bored. So Eve was made
02:04to entertain him.
02:05Can't you see it? We girls are men's heaven. All you have to do is just smile and entertain them.
02:13But Odette, you're a frowny, boring little creature. Smile, so you attract good energy. And by that, I mean boys.
02:20But I didn't know how to smile to attract boys. I didn't have it in me. Whenever I saw a
02:26boy, I'd just frown and keep my head down and walk away.
02:30I once tried with the new boy. He was wearing sunglasses indoors. I don't know if he thought he was
02:36famous or had an eye infection. Either way, I decided to smile.
02:41Are you sneezing or threatening me with your face?
02:45I stared at him, frozen.
02:47Okay, I'm calling you Snarly. Like Charlie, but with a snarl.
02:52People laughed. Even me. That was Rafe. He went from being the new student to the popular one instantly.
03:00He had this annoying way of making fun of you and still making you laugh. From that moment on, he
03:07kept showing up in my life.
03:09Unfortunately, so did the name Snarly. Every girl tried to be his girlfriend, especially Lila.
03:17Oh, the heck she tried.
03:19He said he was waiting for someone special to have a relationship with. What does that even mean? He's a
03:25teenager. A popular, cool one. Just hang out with the prettiest girl in the school. Which is me. But seriously,
03:33what's wrong with him?
03:34Maybe romantic guys do exist.
03:36Ugh, you're so naive. Anyway, what did your mom cook today?
03:40I smelled... meatloaf? So, that.
03:45Again?
03:45Hey, beggars can't be choosers.
03:48Hey, you. First of all, I really don't want to stay with that ugly stepmom of mine.
03:53Second of all, I'm doing you a favor. It's not like you found a better friend.
03:57The heck, you only have me. So shut up and get me some meatloaf.
04:01Lila didn't exactly have a calm life. Her dad was a useless, handsome man who somehow got tricked into divorcing
04:09her goddess of a mom thanks to a stepmom so ugly she could curdle milk.
04:14Her real mom either ran away or fell into depression. We don't know. What we do know is that Lila
04:20never saw her again.
04:21Then one day, Rafe was playing in the final, super important basketball game of the year. Everyone was cheering for
04:29him. Some girls were even crying.
04:32If they lose, I'll spit on their faces. Except Rafe. He can spit on mine if it helps him release
04:37some of that frustration.
04:39Do you not have even a shred of self-respect? Everyone glared at me. Apparently, I was the fun killer.
04:46And an idiot.
04:47Why are you like this? You don't have to take life so seriously. Just chill and enjoy the vibe.
04:53Then Rafe scored the final shot and our school won. The crowd went feral. People were chanting his name. They
05:02lifted him up on their shoulders like he was a national hero.
05:05But then Rafe asked them to put him down. His face was weirdly serious. He turned and looked directly at
05:14me.
05:14Then he started walking toward me. Everyone fell silent. Even me. He looked deep into my eyes and said,
05:23Would you go out with me, Odette?
05:25The crowd gasped. But not the cute, supportive kind. More like an, is-this-a-prank gasp.
05:34Rafe, nice one.
05:35But Rafe didn't laugh. He just kept looking at me with this soft, serious expression. I wanted to laugh it
05:44off. I really did.
05:45But something about the way he looked at me made my stomach flip. Some girls laughed nervously and touched his
05:52shoulder.
05:52A few boys joined in, filming the whole thing. One guy grabbed Lila's hand.
05:58Will you be my girlfriend? Oh no, wait. What did Rafe say? Oh yeah. Would you go out with me,
06:04Lila?
06:06Then out of nowhere, Rafe shoved him hard. The laughter died instantly. Then he just turned back to me, calm
06:15as ever.
06:16So?
06:17Just say yes for now. Let's see where this goes.
06:21Yeah, I'll go out with you, Rafe.
06:23He grinned from ear to ear, picked me up on his shoulder and carried me away.
06:30Everyone just stood there, blinking, whispering, filming, trying to figure out what had just happened.
06:36And from that day on, my life changed forever. For a while, everything felt perfect. Rafe and I became that
06:46couple, walking the halls hand in hand, skipping class to sit behind the gym and share terrible vending machine snacks.
06:54My parents were totally against me dating Rafe. I don't get it. He's handsome, funny and successful.
07:02Yeah, but something's off. Like how he just sat in our living room with his feet on the coffee table.
07:08Little things like that say a lot.
07:10Oh, come on, Daddy.
07:12Listen to your old man, daughter. He's no good news.
07:16For God's sake. Last time I checked, you're an accountant living a boring life with dead parents, no siblings, and
07:23zero friends. Since when are you a psychologist, David?
07:27Oh, Dad, come on, honey. It's his vibe, his aura.
07:31Are you a psychologist?
07:33No.
07:34Do you read psychology books? Human behavior? Facebook posts don't count. No.
07:40Then please, just let me have this one. Finally, finally someone notices me. And he's not just anyone. He's the
07:48most popular boy in the entire school. Maybe the whole city.
07:52That's what makes it even more fishy. Why would he choose you?
07:57Honey, that's not how we agreed to phrase. Aha! So it is because he chose me, not his aura or
08:04his feet on the coffee table. Why am I not even surprised? Can we please, please never talk about this
08:11again?
08:13Lila was the happiest for me.
08:16Look, I know most besties would be super jealous if their average, boring-looking friend got the hottest guy in
08:22school. Especially when that bestie is as pretty and fun as me. But trust me, I'm proud of you.
08:29Thanks. But why are you spraying that pink stuff on your feet?
08:33Oh, I've got a date with this rich guy. He's a couple years older than us. Well, maybe a couple
08:38years on top of those couple years. He's five years older, okay?
08:43But love doesn't care about age. I just want everything to be perfect, including my feet.
08:48So you're gonna tell him, nice to feet you?
08:51Ha ha. You're actually so stupid sometimes. I love it.
08:56So, how's everything with Rave?
08:58It's fine, I guess. But there's this nagging feeling. Like something's off. I don't know.
09:05I know that feeling. It's called insecurity. Just live in the moment, babe. Stop overthinking.
09:11Oh, and I just had meal-oaf. But brace yourself. It was actually good today. Like, edible.
09:16Anyway, I gotta go. Love ya.
09:19Maybe Lila was right. Maybe it was all in my head. Maybe I just needed to loosen up.
09:25Until things took a different turn. I started spending more and more time with Rave.
09:31He was sweet and generous, but he never invited me to his house.
09:36I kept asking. Then I started nagging. Finally, he agreed to take me there.
09:42I was surprised by how old and worn down the house looked. The front porch creaked under her feet.
09:49Just as Rave opened the door, a glass flew past us and shattered onto the street. Rave yanked me back.
09:56Where did you put the money, you useless witch?
09:59I bought food with it. Wait, you want me to leave money here so you can waste it on more
10:03cigarettes, you junkie?
10:04Well, welcome to my house.
10:07We stepped inside. The place was a mess. Dark, musty, with dishes piled up and clothes tossed over furniture.
10:17His mom looked pale and worn out. His dad looked like he hadn't showered in weeks.
10:23Mom, dad, this is Odette, my girlfriend.
10:27Oh, so now it's mom, dad, and not dad mom. Why is she first, huh? You stinking little disappointment.
10:34You can't tell me how to speak. I said what I said. What are you going to do? Hit me?
10:39Burn me? Go ahead.
10:40What do you even want from us? Why are you still alive?
10:44Oh, trying to show off in front of your girlfriend? Like you're the man of the house? Joke's on you.
10:50She's not even pretty.
10:51Don't listen to him, sweetheart. Don't talk about her like that.
10:54Fine. Let's talk about you then. Hey, bimbo, this kid you're dating still wets the bed. His mom dragged him
11:01to every doctor in town, but some people are just born failures.
11:05How dare you?
11:06She grabbed a rolled up newspaper and smacked him across the head. I stood there, frozen. Rafe took my hand
11:13without saying a word, and we walked out.
11:15Well, I guess I'll never complain about the boring life my parents gave me again.
11:21Yeah, I get it. Now you know why I never wanted you to meet them. I'm sorry you had to
11:26see all that.
11:27Don't be, Rafe. I'm your girlfriend. I'll accept you no matter what.
11:32Cool. I like acceptance. So, not leveling up yet? You know, like, love? Because, Odette, I love you.
11:40Finally! What took you so long?
11:44It's been, like, a few weeks, but, yeah, I mean, you're amazing. I'm lucky to have you. And when I
11:50become this huge, successful basketball player, I'll give you the best life.
11:55He was ambitious. He had dreams, and I liked that about him. Then, he leaned in to kiss me, and
12:03my stomach flipped. But just then, my phone rang. Ugh, it's my mom.
12:08Don't answer, Snarly. Let me kiss you, and take you to your favorite diner.
12:13Rafe and I were only getting closer, which I didn't want my parents to know about, so I kept lying
12:20more and more to them.
12:21My grades slipped, but I told myself it was fine. I'd catch up later. I just needed time. Time to
12:28be with Rafe. To support him. To listen to his rants. To calm him down when he got angry for
12:34no reason, and swore he wasn't actually mad.
12:36We had a routine. After school, I'd meet him behind the gas station near the edge of town. We'd sit
12:42on the curb, share a soda, and talk about how fake everyone else was.
12:46He said I was the only real person he knew. He started asking for little favors. Borrowing my phone. Asking
12:54me to cover for him when he missed something. Lying to his mom.
12:57I did it all. That's what you do when someone loves you, right? Sometimes he disappeared for a day or
13:04two. And when he came back, he acted like nothing happened. And so would I.
13:09I stopped hanging out with Lila as much. You've been ditching me like you're in a full-time relationship with
13:15a ghost. He's just going through stuff.
13:17Right. And you're the emotional support animal. You're the one who told me to follow my heart and live in
13:22the moment.
13:23Yeah, the moment. Not the weeks. Not the months. Odette, your parents call me all the time asking where you
13:29are. I lie and say you're with me. Or studying in the library. It sucks. I hate lying to them.
13:35Then don't. If covering for me is such a burden, maybe you weren't a good friend to begin with.
13:41Whoa. Since when do you talk to me like that? Oh, wait. Since you started hanging out with Rafe. Open
13:48your eyes, Odette. Don't lose yourself.
13:51Oh, please. Says the girl dating some guy five years older than her just because he's rich? You want to
13:57talk about self-respect?
13:59You know what? I'm done with this conversation. I'm leaving.
14:02No, wait. Stay. You love my parents. They love you. You feel sorry for them, right?
14:07You can play the perfect daughter they wish they had. I'm leaving.
14:11We have SATs coming up, Odette. Don't you care? You're ruining everything for yourself over that dumb jerk.
14:18Surprisingly, Lila got a good score on the SATs. I got an acceptable grade, but not good enough to get
14:25into nursing school like I'd always planned.
14:28Rafe didn't even take the test. He overslept that day. I can't believe Lila scored higher than me. I mean,
14:36yeah, she's not dumb, but I've always been the one with the better grades.
14:41Now I can't even apply to nursing school. I should have studied more. I told you we didn't need to
14:46go to the movies every single night, Rafe.
14:48Oh, so now it's my fault, Snarly? Babe, what's done is done, okay? Don't beat yourself up. Come on. I'll
14:55get you some pancakes. That always cheers you up.
14:57Rafe, where do you even get all this money from? I mean, yeah, I lend you some sometimes, but it's
15:05not enough to cover everything we do.
15:07Wow. So you think I can't survive without your little charity coins?
15:11First of all, they're not little coins. Oh, come on. I'm joking. You know I don't mind helping. I was
15:20just asking.
15:22No, you weren't. You were judging me, belittling me. Why do you care where the money comes from? I take
15:28care of you, don't I? I feed you. I spoil you. Isn't that enough?
15:32I'm sorry, babe. You're right. I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry, okay? Tell me what I can do
15:38to make it up to you.
15:39You can come with me on a country tour. I got this RV from my uncle. We'll travel, see the
15:44world, hit every state. Just you and me.
15:47But what about college and my parents?
15:51What about them? I'm sure your parents don't mind you having fun and taking a break from all the stress.
15:56And in college, you said yourself, you're not doing nursing anymore. Take an online course, finance or something. That's a
16:04good career too, babe.
16:05I told my parents I needed time to think about my future. They begged me to stay, but I'd already
16:11made up my mind.
16:12Two weeks later, I was packing my bags and climbing into the RV, ready for my freedom.
16:18At least, that's what I thought it was. It was amazing. They went to places I'd only seen on TV.
16:27Nevada desert, Hollywood, coastal cities with overpriced ice cream, and strangers who looked at us like we didn't match.
16:34People stared, sometimes whispered, like they couldn't believe a guy like Rafe would be with someone like me.
16:41Once, a pretty girl asked for his number. He smiled and shook his head.
16:46Already got the best girl in the world.
16:48She scoffed and walked off. He never saw me watching. But for the rest of the day, I couldn't stop
16:55smiling.
16:56I once posted a picture of us eating instant noodles on the RV steps. The caption said,
17:02Love in the little things. It got a lot of likes.
17:06My parents still called. Sometimes I answered. And sometimes they were just yelling, begging me to come back.
17:13Eventually, I stopped picking up. Once, in Wyoming, there wasn't much to do. I went to sleep early.
17:22When I woke up, Rafe wasn't next to me. I called him many times, and it went straight to voicemail.
17:29Evening came, and still nothing. I decided to look around for him.
17:34Just as I stepped out of the RV, a police officer, a woman, was walking up, about to knock.
17:39Miss Odette, you're under arrest. Anything you say or do can be used against you in court.
17:44What the actual heck? She flipped me around and cuffed me.
17:48I tried to resist. Tried to ask what was happening. She didn't answer. Just shoved me in the car.
17:57The RV is stolen. I mean, what else do you think we deal with out here? The Wall Street crash?
18:02What? It's not even mine.
18:04No kidding. That's exactly the problem. The guy who actually owns it just reported it's stolen, and he says you
18:11were the one driving it around.
18:13Can I make a phone call? I'm allowed one, right?
18:15Ugh, these movies. Everyone thinks they get one call.
18:19Fine, go ahead. Call the president if you want.
18:22I called my parents, and I prayed they'd come to help me out.
18:26What do you mean, arrested?
18:27Odette, where are you?
18:29Wyoming.
18:30Is that in Japan?
18:31No, honey. Give me the phone. Sweetie, that's like seven hours away from here.
18:36Yeah, and I'm your only daughter.
18:39We're coming, honey. Just stay strong.
18:42Just then, Rafe showed up.
18:44Where the heck were you?
18:46I ran to him, hitting his chest with both fists.
18:50The officer stepped in and pulled me back into the cell.
18:53You don't have to lock her up.
18:55I talked to my uncle. He's coming to sort this out.
18:58That jerk filed a report because I'm behind on paying him back.
19:02Where were you, Rafe?
19:04You've disappeared before, but this time I was alone in a strange place, scared.
19:10And your uncle reported you?
19:12Nothing about this adds up.
19:14I'm sorry, but I called my parents.
19:17I think... I think I'm going to stay with them for a while.
19:21No, babe.
19:21Please, don't say that. Don't give up on me. You're all I have.
19:26Please. I can't be without you. Don't make me beg.
19:30You already are begging. Is that part of your dream, too?
19:34The one where you become a famous basketball player and give me the perfect life?
19:38Yeah. How's that going so far?
19:41Funny thing. I once had someone beg like that.
19:44I didn't give him a chance.
19:46Thought I was being smart.
19:47And then I lost him. Not saying what you should do, but some things haunt you.
19:52I hated how much that got to me.
19:55The thought of losing him, of him disappearing forever, made my stomach twist.
20:01I wasn't strong enough yet.
20:03Fine. I'll call my parents.
20:06Then let's go, babe. Before they get here.
20:08As we walked out, the officer leaned in and whispered in my ear.
20:12How'd you land someone that hot? Good for you, girl.
20:16You know what might even make him hotter?
20:18Liking this video and subscribing to MSA like everyone else?
20:22I called my parents, but they had already booked their flight and were heading to the airport.
20:27When they landed and kept calling, I let it ring.
20:30Then I let it ring again.
20:32And then I stopped checking.
20:34Two months went by, and the fun life I'd been living started to feel... dull.
20:40My parents barely called anymore.
20:42I opened Instagram and saw that Lila had gotten into the nursing school I always wanted.
20:48She even posted a picture of her engagement to that rich, successful guy.
20:53Funny how I used to be the one with the bright future.
20:56While she came from a messy home and had this weird obsession with impressing men.
21:01That night, someone knocked on our door.
21:04Rafe started acting weird, like he didn't want me to see who it was.
21:08But I pushed past him and opened the door.
21:10And saw a bunch of dangerous looking guys with tattoos on their faces.
21:14Why am I not even surprised at this point?
21:17Babe, it's not what it looks like.
21:19I just borrowed some money and they're being dramatic.
21:21You're saying it like we just met you yesterday.
21:24You've been working for us for years.
21:27Now, are you paying up?
21:29Or can I take a closer look at your pretty little girlfriend?
21:34Don't touch her!
21:35I mean, babe, he thinks you're pretty and not boring?
21:38Don't touch her, you idiot!
21:40How much do you owe them?
21:42Just $25,000.
21:44Add a zero to that.
21:47$250,000?
21:49U.S. dollars?
21:50And just like that, my stomach flipped.
21:53I gagged and nearly threw up on the mafia guy's boots.
21:57Whoa!
21:58She's so shocked she's about to hurl.
22:01I'm pregnant, you idiot!
22:02Rafe looked shocked, but also happy.
22:07His eyes lit up.
22:08Then he turned to the mafia guy and said,
22:11So, no baby discount?
22:13Are you seriously negotiating right now?
22:15I started hitting him and one of the mafia guys actually pulled me away.
22:20Relax, miss.
22:22It's not good for the baby.
22:24For the next few days, Rafe was acting super nice.
22:29It was almost humiliating how hard he tried to please me.
22:32Cutting my toenails, kissing my feet.
22:35And deep down, I felt sorry for him.
22:38With that dysfunctional family and the belittling jerk daddy had,
22:42I was sure it all made him the way he is.
22:45But I also believed I had lost so many years with him.
22:50I knew what was happening was wrong.
22:53It was just too hard to let go.
22:56That night, I left while Rafe was asleep.
22:59I had contacted Lila on Instagram sometime earlier and we'd agreed to meet up.
23:04When I saw her, she didn't even look happy to see me.
23:08She was cold and dry.
23:10What?
23:11You want money now that you know I'm engaged to that rich guy?
23:14Whoa!
23:15You've changed a lot in the past two years.
23:17What the heck, Lila?
23:19Okay, fine.
23:20That was too much, I know.
23:21But still, why did you want to meet up?
23:23Considering your poor life choices.
23:26I know you've had problems ever since that thing happened when we were kids.
23:31And you can't carry a baby.
23:33So, I'm offering you something.
23:35Please don't take it as charity.
23:38I'm pregnant.
23:39And I thought, maybe you'd want to adopt the baby.
23:43Lila looked shocked.
23:45Then, her eyes lit up.
23:47She smiled wide and hugged me.
23:50Oh my god.
23:51My man doesn't even know I can't have kids.
23:53I've been too afraid to tell him.
23:55He'd probably leave me.
23:57But this?
23:58This is perfect.
23:59I'll just fake being pregnant.
24:01And when you give birth, I'll take the baby as mine.
24:03Wait.
24:04You don't mean legally?
24:06You don't want the papers to show I'm the biological mom?
24:10Who cares?
24:11You always said your life was boring.
24:14Abandoning a baby just fits you.
24:16I know this might feel hard.
24:17Because, well, having a baby might be your only achievement in life.
24:20But, babe, if cats can do it, it's not that deep.
24:23Let me get this straight.
24:25You think this is about achievement?
24:28Do you even know how hard it is to give up a baby that came from your own body?
24:32Not so hard for you, apparently.
24:34I mean, you're handing the baby away the second you found out you had one.
24:38What kind of mother does that?
24:40And, bam!
24:41I slapped her.
24:42She slapped me back.
24:44This'll slap you back to reality.
24:46You were my safest place, idiot.
24:48Look at you now.
24:49Take this.
24:50Do you hear yourself?
24:51Wake up, you stupid witch.
24:52Take this, and this, and this.
24:55So, what are you going to do?
24:57If you can't adopt my baby, then maybe adopt me?
25:02Odette, nothing is forcing you to stay with him.
25:04But, he loves me.
25:07And, let's be honest, Lila.
25:09Girls like me don't exactly get love stories.
25:12That's a lie Rafe told you to believe.
25:15You're lovable.
25:16You just forgot.
25:17And sometimes love destroys people, Odette.
25:19Especially when it's too much.
25:21When it blinds you.
25:22But he's a victim, Lila.
25:24He grew up with an abusive dad and a wrecked home.
25:27That messed him up.
25:29Maybe so.
25:30But your support has to stop when it starts destroying you.
25:33Don't turn yourself into the victim of your own choices.
25:36I don't even know why I gave him another chance.
25:38Maybe I didn't have the strength to leave.
25:41Or, maybe I was afraid of being pregnant and alone.
25:44Maybe I believed him when the tears came and he promised he'd change.
25:48In the next months, Rafe came home bruised, limping.
25:53Once even from jail.
25:54Other times, he just didn't come at all.
25:57I spent nights alone at the hospital while he lost track of time.
26:02And when he did show up, it was with apologies and bruised knuckles.
26:07Not flowers.
26:08Then one evening, I came home from a long hospital checkup to find him sitting outside the RV, staring into
26:16nothing.
26:16I have to sell it.
26:17The RV.
26:18I owe them and they want their money.
26:20Wait, what?
26:21No, don't sell it.
26:23I think...
26:24I think I can help.
26:25He looked at me like I was a ghost.
26:28Then grinned.
26:29You're gonna borrow money from your parents?
26:31Borrow.
26:34As if we'd ever pay them back.
26:36I didn't answer.
26:37What, are you gonna rob a bank or maybe call a friend that hates me?
26:41Just wait for tonight.
26:42You'll know.
26:43I love you, Snarley.
26:44What would I do without you?
26:46That night, I messaged Lila.
26:48Asked her to meet me halfway.
26:50I told her I needed to go home.
26:53And she came.
26:54And didn't ask me any questions.
26:56The drive was mostly silent.
26:59I watched the highway lights.
27:01She hummed softly.
27:03When we reached my parents' house, I braced for anger and shame.
27:08Instead, Mom opened the door, saw my swollen face and belly, and pulled me into an embrace
27:15so tight, it cracked everything I'd been holding in.
27:19Oh, sweetie.
27:21Welcome home.
27:22We missed you so much.
27:24I thought being loved meant being useful.
27:27I mean, why else would a handsome guy love someone like me?
27:32Dad draped my old blanket, the one I'd sworn I didn't need, over my shoulders.
27:38The next morning, I enrolled in online classes.
27:42Nothing grand.
27:43Just something manageable with a baby coming.
27:46And a life to rebuild.
27:48Weeks passed.
27:49I got bigger.
27:51Slower.
27:52Tired.
27:52And then, the baby came.
27:55It was a long night.
27:57Too long.
27:59I was sweaty, shaking, crying, maybe screaming.
28:03I don't remember half of it.
28:05But when the nurse placed him in my arms, everything went quiet.
28:09He was so tiny.
28:11Red.
28:12Wrinkly.
28:13Angry at the world already.
28:15His eyes didn't even open yet.
28:17But mine did.
28:18I looked at him, and I swore, I'm going to give you the life I never had.
28:24The love I spent years begging for.
28:27You won't have to earn it.
28:29You'll just have it.
28:31I found out sometime later that Rafe had been arrested for attempting some robbery.
28:36I guess he'd gotten desperate to pay off his debts.
28:40I almost felt relieved.
28:42He was better off in jail than being killed by some criminal on the streets.
28:46And he was no longer my problem.
28:49Because some people just can't be helped.
28:52But my mom was by my side, holding my hand.
28:56My dad brought me soup.
28:58And Lila sent a message that just said,
29:01I'm proud of you, idiot.
29:02And for the first time in years, I didn't feel like running.
29:07I was exactly where I was meant to be.
29:10Sometimes, the bravest kind of love is the one you give yourself.
29:22Sometimes, the bravest kind of love is the one you give yourself.

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