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The path of secrets
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00:00the world was wrong. If I'd known every time the car hit a bump, my 18-year-old stepson's
00:07burning hand pushed another inch up under my skirt. I bit down on the blanket, terrified
00:13to make a sound because my 50-year-old husband was sitting less than two feet in front of
00:18us, humming along to the radio, driving like nothing in the world was wrong. If I'd known
00:24what the backseat of that road trip was about to become, I would have died before ever saying
00:29a word. To save money, Richard had crammed every single supply for our beach cabin road
00:38trip into the passenger seat and the trunk. He hadn't left out so much as a bulk pack of
00:43discount toilet paper.
00:52Richard, there's so much stuff in the car, there's nowhere for me to sit.
00:56Then just leave her home with the rest of the crap.
00:59Absolutely not. Olivia takes such good care of us. Well, Olivia, honey, there really isn't
01:04room back there. You'll just have to sit on Lucas's lap.
01:12You want her sitting on my lap? Are you serious?
01:16He just turned 18. Tall, solid, radiating something dangerous. The kind of raw male energy that filled
01:23a room before he did. Normally, he wouldn't even look at me. He clearly decided I was some
01:28nobody home care worker who'd married his dad just to leech off that pathetic retirement check.
01:33Richard didn't notice. He just pulled the back door open for me, like it was the most natural
01:38thing in the world. And that's how I ended up folded into Lucas's lap, knees pressed together,
01:44wedged into a sliver of space.
01:47I shifted, trying to find a way to sit that didn't feel so close.
01:57Hold still. Don't move.
02:00Lucas's hand clamped down on my waist. His palm hot enough to burn through the fabric.
02:05Every muscle in my body went rigid, and I tried to keep as much air between us as I could.
02:10Honestly, I was a little afraid of him. I just hoped he wouldn't hate having me this close.
02:15But that kind of tension burns out fast. I couldn't keep it up. The midday sun was brutal.
02:21Inside the car, the air was dead. My body slowly started to soften. My eyelids kept slipping shut.
02:26I was seconds from sleep.
02:28Then, the tire fell apart for the horse.
02:31I dropped. I sucked in a sharp breath.
02:35My body locked up. Because something hard was pressing against my thigh.
02:42That thing, pinning into me through the thin fabric of my dress.
02:47It was no accident. It took me a long beat to realize what it was.
02:53Partly because I refused to believe it.
02:56How could he possibly be thinking about me like that?
03:02But an image forced its way to the front of my mind.
03:05Two weeks ago, late at night, I'd gotten up to use the bathroom and walked in on Lucas hunched over
03:09the sink,
03:10quietly washing out a pair of his own boxers.
03:12He was in nothing but thin gray sweatpants.
03:14The front was pulled tight, straining, obvious.
03:18He'd glared at me with pure fury and slammed the door.
03:21But that image had burned itself into my brain.
03:24I was a grown woman.
03:25I knew exactly what it meant.
03:28And now that same hardness was wedged right up against the inside of my thigh.
03:33Was it because of me?
03:34The thought hit me like a live wire.
03:37Guilt and thrill tangling together.
03:39I couldn't help it.
03:40My eyes flicked to the rearview mirror.
03:42Richard was focused on the road.
03:45Oblivious.
03:45The crow's feet around his eyes.
03:47The gray creeping in at his temples.
03:49I'd never noticed them this clearly before.
03:52For three years now, out of sheer gratitude, I had played the part of the dutiful wife.
04:10But last night, I'd lain there, gripping the sheet, feeling him move against me.
04:17Until he rolled over with that same guilty mumble.
04:20I'm sorry, Olivia.
04:22I'm just so tired.
04:23Within minutes, his heavy snoring filled the bedroom.
04:26And I stayed flat on my back on the other side of the bed, staring up at the ceiling, dying
04:32inside.
04:32Under the covers, my skin was on fire.
04:35I clenched my jaw.
04:37My hand was trembling when it slipped under the waistband of my nightgown.
04:41And the second my fingers touched skin, the heat hit me like a slap.
04:45I grabbed the pillow with my free hand, knuckles white.
04:49My back arched before I could stop it.
04:52Every muscle in me pulled tight as wire.
04:54Faster.
04:55Harder.
04:56Rougher.
04:57It didn't work.
04:58No matter how I moved my fingers, the emptiness only got worse.
05:02My own fingers weren't going to cut it.
05:06I just stared at the dark ceiling, panting.
05:10My head full of Lucas at that bathroom sink.
05:13The hot, aggressive stink of young male sweat I hadn't been able to stop thinking about.
05:20A scent I had no business craving.
05:22And now...
05:29It was pressed right up against me.
05:33I wasn't sleepy anymore.
05:35My brain was locked onto one thing.
05:37Lucas, rock hard, pressed right against me.
05:41The more I pictured what sick thoughts had to be running through his head, the dizzier I got.
05:46Dizzy?
05:47No.
05:47I was burning alive.
05:49The one man on this planet who should never, ever think about me like that was.
05:55It was wrong.
05:57It was twisted.
05:58It was too much to resist.
06:00And something inside me flipped like a switch.
06:03I tilted my head slightly.
06:05Lucas was leaning back against the seat.
06:08Eyes closed, breathing slow and even.
06:11He looked asleep.
06:12And right then, the car rolled over a patch of loose gravel and jolted.
06:17My body launched up and came down hard.
06:21Right onto that same rigid heat.
06:24A bolt of pleasure shot straight to my skull.
06:28Months of pent-up need got slammed right into him in one violent second.
06:33I soaked right through my underwear.
06:36He was asleep.
06:37Richard was focused on the road.
06:39Nobody would ever know.
06:41That thought, that terrible, reckless thought, cracked me wide open.
06:46I didn't pull away.
06:47I leaned in.
06:48The next time the car bounced, I let my hips meet him on the way down.
06:52I bit down on my lower lip hard enough to taste copper.
06:56My waist started moving on its own.
06:59Through that thin layer of fabric, I ground myself against him, over and over.
07:04Every pass sent me closer to losing it.
07:07The relief, after all this time, broke me completely open.
07:11I pressed down harder, harder, pretending, just for a second, that he was inside me.
07:18What was I even thinking?
07:20Getting myself off on my stepson's body, with my husband three feet away.
07:25That was sick.
07:26That was fucked up.
07:27But the windows were open, and Richard was a good driver.
07:31I knew him.
07:32I knew he wouldn't take his eyes off that road.
07:34I lost myself in it completely.
07:36So completely that I didn't feel those hands close around my thighs until they were already sliding up under my
07:42skirt.
07:45My heart skipped.
07:47Lucas was awake.
07:48He'd been awake the whole time.
07:50He'd felt every move I made.
07:53I froze.
07:55And then, right next to my ear, he let out a sound.
07:59Low.
08:01Low.
08:01Furious.
08:02Barely contained.
08:09The car had gone dead silent.
08:11Just the hum of the road.
08:14Richard didn't know.
08:15He was right there, and he didn't know.
08:18He'd caught me.
08:20Grinding on my own stepson in his sleep.
08:23He was going to destroy me.
08:26Humiliate me.
08:27Tell Richard.
08:29Both.
08:30Either way, by the time we pulled up to that cabin, I was done.
08:35Reality hit me.
08:38Shame.
08:39Panic.
08:40Whatever was left of my conscience.
08:42I couldn't do this to Richard.
08:45He was the man who'd pulled me out of the gutter.
08:47He gave me a home.
08:49A name.
08:50A life.
08:51And look at what I was doing with it.
08:54I tried to pull away.
08:56Put space between us.
08:58Salvage whatever dignity I had left.
09:00But the car was too cramped.
09:02There was nowhere to go.
09:04And my clumsy squirming didn't create distance.
09:07It just turned into a slower, worse kind of grinding.
09:10Rubbing on me like that, and I won't be responsible for what happens next.
09:18Lately still, but the heat under my skin wasn't going anywhere.
09:22It was getting worse.
09:23Lucas reached down and pulled a blanket over both our laps.
09:25Under the blanket, his hands started moving.
09:28Unhurried, unafraid.
09:29Sliding up the inside of my calf.
09:31Disappearing under my skirt.
09:32Wherever his fingers touched, I burned.
09:34I bit down on my lip hard enough to hurt.
09:37Choking back the sound in my throat.
09:38My body didn't care.
09:40It melted into him.
09:41His fingers climbed higher, tracing slow lines up my thigh.
09:45When he brushed the front of my underwear, I couldn't stop the soft, desperate sound that
09:49slipped out.
09:50My hips rocked toward his hand before I could stop him.
09:53This was horrible.
09:54This was disgusting.
09:55This was sick.
09:56So why did it feel so good?
09:58Why couldn't I tune out his voice?
09:59Richard was right there, hands at 10 and 2, humming to himself.
10:03And all I could think about was how much Lucas looked like he wanted to wreck me.
10:07His fingers pressed in through the soaked fabric.
10:09Finding the exact spot that made me see stars.
10:12I should have pushed him away.
10:13My body wouldn't listen.
10:16Already this wet?
10:17The old man's right there driving and you're back here making a mess on my hand.
10:21Christ, Olivia, what a fucking slut.
10:24Say it.
10:25Who's got you shaking like this?
10:28Bet he can't even get you wet.
10:31I looked over his shoulder at Richard's oblivious silhouette.
10:35And something inside me just gave.
10:39Just this once.
10:41He'll never know.
10:42Whatever was left of my resistance collapsed.
10:45I leaned back, let my full weight settle into Lucas' burning palm.
10:49His breathing went ragged.
10:51His eyes went dark.
10:52And his finger hooked into the edge of my underwear.
10:56The brakes let out a long, tired squeal.
10:58When the spell inside the car snapped, my back went cold with sweat.
11:02Everything else was on fire.
11:03Lucas didn't pull his hand back.
11:05He used the brake as cover.
11:06Dragged it up one more time.
11:08Slow.
11:08Pressing.
11:09Deliberate.
11:09That one drag made me feel full.
11:11Like he was still inside me.
11:13Like I was going to shatter.
11:25There's a gas station up ahead.
11:26Let's stop so we can use the vest room.
11:29Olivia, why are you so flushed?
11:31Are you feeling cars sick, honey?
11:34I'm fine.
11:37Just stuffy in here.
11:38Feeling a little off.
11:41Stunky.
11:42We're worked up.
11:44Richard didn't catch the meaning.
11:45He just snapped at Lucas for being rude.
11:47But I understood exactly what he was saying.
11:50My body was still humming.
11:51Still strung tight.
11:52Still aching for a release it never got.
11:55I was going to lose my mind.
11:58Richard was still telling me with concern that I could just go out and get some fresh air.
12:04I exhaled.
12:06With Richard watching, Lucas wouldn't dare pull anything.
12:10I felt his hand withdraw from between my thighs.
12:13The sudden emptiness made me shudder.
12:16I should have felt safe.
12:17Instead, my legs shook worse.
12:20He'd left me on the edge.
12:22Somehow I dragged myself off his lap.
12:25I staggered out of the car on wobbly knees and practically ran for the gas station bathroom.
12:31The lock clicked behind me and I collapsed against the door gasping.
12:36I looked down.
12:38My thin cotton underwear was drenched through.
12:41My hand was shaking as I pushed it up under my skirt.
12:44Up the inside of my thigh.
12:46To the heat of me.
12:47Already soaked.
12:49The second I closed my eyes, I was back at that bathroom sink two weeks ago.
12:53Lucas.
12:54And that unmistakable bulge straining against his sweatpants.
12:58And then his voice from 30 seconds ago.
13:00That low, rough threat in my ear.
13:03I didn't even realize I'd said it out loud.
13:06It came out sweet.
13:07Breathy.
13:08Pathetic.
13:09I stopped fighting.
13:11I let myself go.
13:12Those weren't my fingers between my legs.
13:14They were his.
13:14And what I was grinding down on wasn't my hand at all.
13:18Lucas.
13:21It was him.
13:22Young.
13:23Thick.
13:24Hard enough to hurt.
13:26Pushing into me.
13:29The toilet was yellowed with age.
13:31And the whole stall reeked of stale piss.
13:34But I was too far gone to care.
13:37I sank down onto it.
13:39Completely boneless.
13:40I'd bitten a perfect imprint of my own teeth into the back of my hand.
13:44My thighs wouldn't stop twitching.
13:46My fingers were slick.
13:48Coated in me.
13:50Eyes shut.
13:52All I could see was the size of them.
13:56Two weeks ago.
13:58Straining through that thin, gray cotton.
14:02I imagined his heat.
14:04I imagined those hands.
14:07The same hands that had just been tracing my thighs.
14:12Holding me down.
14:14Opening me up.
14:16I was grinding against my own fingers shamelessly now.
14:20Hunting for that thick, full feeling.
14:22And my brain was static.
14:25Lucas's breath in my ear.
14:27The aggressive, masculine smell of him.
14:30Richard's oblivious, worried eyes watching me in the rearview mirror.
14:34All of it was fuel.
14:36It hit fast.
14:37It hit hard.
14:38My heart was slamming against my ribs.
14:40I couldn't breathe.
14:42I was almost there.
14:45Outside the bathroom, the sun was bleaching the pavement white.
14:48Everything was silent.
14:50Not even wind.
14:51Just the far-off scuff of Richard's footsteps on gravel.
14:55Inside the stall, the air was thick and sour.
14:58My sundress was stuck to my back with sweat.
15:00And then it hit.
15:02Everything I'd been holding back ripped through me at once.
15:05I clawed at the filthy yellow door, curled my toes into the concrete, and seized up from head to toe.
15:14I couldn't keep it in.
15:16A short, sweet, broken cry tore out between my teeth.
15:21The gas station was dead silent.
15:23Just heat and concrete.
15:26And the sound that had just come out of my mouth.
15:28That sound was filth.
15:30I clapped a hand over my mouth, and felt my own wetness smear across my lips.
15:36I slumped back against the wall.
15:38The aftershocks wouldn't stop.
15:41My heart was slamming hard enough to split my chest open.
15:44I had just come.
15:46In a public restroom.
15:48Thirty feet from my husband.
15:50Fantasizing about his son.
15:52The guilt and the pleasure hit me at once.
15:55I burned from the inside out.
15:58My legs barely worked.
16:05Liquid was sliding down the inside of my thigh.
16:12Somehow I made it to the sink and turned the cold tap on full blast.
16:16You're a cunt.
16:19You're a cunt.
16:20And you enjoy it.
16:22The woman in the mirror was flushed pink.
16:25Her eyes couldn't focus.
16:27She looked like a cheap whore somebody had dragged off the highway.
16:31I should have been disgusted with myself.
16:35But somewhere underneath the shame, there was something that felt a lot like excitement.
16:40And I couldn't tell them apart anymore.
16:44My body had won.
16:46I didn't have the willpower left to care.
16:49Honestly, I was already thinking about getting back in that car.
16:53About what he might do to me next.
16:55I wanted that feeling again.
16:57I splashed cold water on my face, trying to drown the shame.
17:01But the woman in the mirror stared right at me and said...
17:05When I stepped back outside, Richard was crouched by the tires, checking the pressure.
17:10He looked up, concern all over his face.
17:13And Lucas was slouched against the far side of the car, an unlit cigarette dangling from his mouth.
17:19He glanced at me.
17:21Then at the bathroom door behind me.
17:25Already quiet again.
17:31My face caught fire.
17:33I couldn't meet his eyes.
17:35I'd come with his name in my mouth.
17:37My knees buckled.
17:39I'd checked myself in the mirror three times before walking out.
17:42It didn't matter.
17:44Olivia, what took you so long?
17:46I thought I heard you calling out in there.
17:47Are you okay, sweetheart?
17:48I think it's just car sickness.
17:50My eyes kept going to my skirt.
17:52Looking for a stain.
17:54Something he'd catch.
17:56My eyes burned.
17:57I bit the inside of my cheek and kept my head down.
18:04My face burned hotter.
18:06I still couldn't look at him.
18:09Between Lucas' mockery and the aftermath of what I'd just done, I genuinely did look like a woman about to
18:14faint.
18:15Richard believed every word.
18:17He even offered to run into the mini-mart for motion sickness pills.
18:21He'd seen some on the shelf.
18:23What a coincidence.
18:25Same here.
18:26I told him no.
18:28That's when Lucas stepped in.
18:30Voice low.
18:32Amused.
18:37I looked up.
18:38He was staring at me straight on.
18:41Hips squared forward.
18:43Practically putting himself on display.
18:45The front of his jeans had a damp patch, darker than the rest.
18:49It could have passed for sweat.
18:51It wasn't sweat.
18:53That wasn't sweat.
18:54That was him.
18:56From earlier, when I'd been grinding on him through my skirt, I'd made him leak through his jeans.
19:03My pupils blew wide open.
19:06He'd done the same thing I'd done.
19:07Just on the other side of that wall.
19:09That single thought set me on fire all over again.
19:13Richard had no idea what we were really talking about.
19:16He just assumed his wife and his son were both a little car sick.
19:20Sweet.
19:20Must be the rough road.
19:22Normal.
19:23Nothing to worry about.
19:25Get in.
19:26It's only getting bumpier from here.
19:28Richard?
19:29How about I drive the rest of the way?
19:31You can rest for a bit.
19:32Sweetheart, you're the one who needs to rest.
19:34It's all gravel from here.
19:36I'm not letting my sick wife drive that.
19:38If it gets too rough, just have Lucas hold on to you.
19:42So I got back in.
19:43This time, Lucas didn't wait for Richard to say anything.
19:46He pulled me straight into his lap, bold as brass.
19:50Bad road.
19:51Hold tight.
19:53That's my boy.
19:55Looking out for your mom.
19:57Richard started the engine and hit the gas.
19:59The car lurched, and I was thrown straight down onto the inside of Lucas' thigh.
20:05That sudden wave of heat hit me so hard, I couldn't catch the sound that escaped me.
20:10I slapped both hands over my mouth.
20:12From the front seat, it must have looked like I was about to throw up.
20:23Honey, are you feeling better?
20:25I told you, you need the pills.
20:28He slammed the brakes.
20:29The whiplash threw me forward, then flung me right back into Lucas, mashing our bodies together.
20:36Lucas let out a low, choked grunt.
20:40Richard saw my white face, then Lucas' red ears, and muttered.
20:48You two are really going through it.
20:50Let me grab those pills, be right back.
20:52He swung his door open and walked toward the store.
20:55And that fact, that we were alone now, made my whole body go liquid.
21:00Our breathing tangled in the sealed up cabin of the car.
21:03I could feel the heat of his exhale against my neck.
21:05His thumb brushed my bottom lip, right over the bite mark.
21:09That's it.
21:10Keep it up, or I make this hurt.
21:13You.
21:14I should have pulled away.
21:16My body wouldn't move.
21:18I watched, dazed, as his fingers slipped past my lips.
21:22And then he pushed further, dragging his thumb across my tongue.
21:25Slow and filthy, mimicking the rhythm he'd been grinding against me with.
21:29His fingers didn't taste clean.
21:31Salty.
21:32Bitter.
21:32Something distinctly male.
21:34I was fairly sure this was the hand he'd used on himself in that bathroom.
21:37I still sucked.
21:39My tongue curled around the knuckle.
21:40His breath went ragged.