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00:00I was born a liar, at least.
00:03That's the label mom slapped on me.
00:05As a diehard believer in data-driven parenting,
00:09she strapped truth bands on my twin sister Mia and me the day we were born.
00:14If we lied, the band flashed red, and mom would hit a remote to shock us.
00:20Mia's band was always green.
00:23She could shred mom's favorite dress to pieces, blame the cat,
00:27and her band would just glow a soft, gentle green.
00:34But for me, even if I just whispered,
00:38Mom, I'm hungry.
00:40My band would instantly explode into an angry red,
00:45followed by a piercing electric shock.
00:48I'm not a machine, Mom.
00:50I used to try to defend myself, but she'd always say,
00:55Machines don't lie. Pain is how you learn.
00:58I'm doing this for your own good.
01:00After thousands of shocks,
01:03I honestly started to believe I was just completely broken.
01:07New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:10New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:14On New Year's Eve, Mom was getting ready to take Mia to see the fireworks.
01:18A sudden, tearing agony hit my stomach.
01:23I curled up on the floor, begging,
01:26Mom, my stomach hurts so much.
01:29Please help me.
01:30But my band just frantically flashed red.
01:35She glared down at me, shivering in a cold sweat,
01:38cranked the shock dial to the absolute max, and spat.
01:42You're pretending to be sick just so you can come watch the fireworks with us?
01:45You never change!
01:47She turned, grabbed Mia, and slammed the door behind them.
01:52I couldn't help but think she was right.
01:54The band was red, so I must not actually be in pain.
01:58I was just making it up for attention again.
02:01I'm sorry, Mom.
02:03Next time around, I promise I'll be an honest kid.
02:06It hurts so much.
02:08I writhed in agony, my fingernails scratching pale marks into the floorboards.
02:19The doorknob turned.
02:22A glimmer of hope sparked in my eyes.
02:26Mom was back.
02:28She was a doctor.
02:29She must have realized something was horribly wrong and came back to save me.
02:34Are you done yet?
02:35What? The fireworks are about to start.
02:37Mia's getting impatient.
02:39Mom.
02:40I called out weakly, reaching a trembling hand toward the door.
02:44It really hurts.
02:45It feels like my intestines are tearing apart.
02:49She just glanced at the frantic red light flashing on my wrists.
02:53Squatting down, she pinched my chin, her voice dripping with venom.
02:58Lily, how long are you going to keep up this act?
03:01You're a pathological liar.
03:02You can stay home and think about what you've done.
03:05Honey, hurry up.
03:07The fireworks are about to start.
03:09If Singha doesn't want to go, fine.
03:11Should we leave her some food?
03:13Mom stood up and dusted off her hands like touching me had made her filthy.
03:18Leave her food for what?
03:20She has plenty of snacks in her room.
03:22She bought them with money she stole last time.
03:24She won't starve.
03:26Lock the door.
03:27Don't let her out until that bracelet turns green.
03:29But...
03:30But what?
03:31Spare the rob?
03:32Spoil the child?
03:33Look at Mia.
03:35She's perfectly honest.
03:36Her band is always green.
03:38Lily is rotten to the core.
03:39We have to correct her.
03:41But my closet was completely empty.
03:43Mia was the one who stole the cash, and she ate all the snacks.
03:49Mia had just stood there, her band glowing that soft green, and said,
03:56It wasn't me.
03:57And Mom believed her.
04:00When I tried to defend myself and said I didn't take it either, the red light flashed, and I got
04:07shocked.
04:07I watched Mom turn around to leave.
04:13Mia peeked through the crack in the door and stuck her tongue out at me.
04:18Bye, sis.
04:19We're going to see the pretty fireworks.
04:21Her band was glowing a vibrant green.
04:24It really was beautiful.
04:26The door slammed shut, followed by the heavy click of the deadbolt.
04:30The house went dead silent, leaving just me alone with the saw tearing through my stomach.
04:38It hurt so much.
04:41Mom was right.
04:42Machines don't lie.
04:44The band is red, so I must be making this up.
04:48I'm not in pain.
04:50I'm really not in pain.
04:52Tears streaming down my face.
04:55I tried to brainwash myself.
04:58I don't know how much time passed, but it actually started to hurt less.
05:04Using my last breath, I dragged myself to the desk.
05:09I had to write my punishment lines.
05:13Those were the rules.
05:15Whenever the red light flashed, I had to write,
05:19I am a liar a thousand times.
05:22Once I finished, Mom would forgive me, right?
05:26She'd take me to the hospital then.
05:28With trembling hands, I flipped open my crumpled diary.
05:33The pages were crammed with all my previous apologies.
05:40I used to always write,
05:42I'm sorry, I was wrong.
05:44I won't lie again.
05:46But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
05:50My vision blurred.
05:53Crying, I used every last ounce of my strength to write,
05:59Mom, I really do love you.
06:02It hurts so much.
06:04Why won't you just believe me?
06:06Mom, please, just believe me this one time.
06:10The moment I finished the last word,
06:13the excruciating pain in my stomach completely vanished.
06:17My body felt light, and I began to float.
06:20I looked down and saw myself slumped over the desk,
06:25arm dangling in the air, completely motionless.
06:29The band on my wrist was still frantically flashing red,
06:33so I was dead.
06:35But I still hadn't learned how to be an honest kid.
06:40I'm sorry, Mom.
06:42I was awakened by a burst of laughter.
06:45It was my dad, my mom, and my sister.
06:47The fireworks were so beautiful tonight,
06:50especially the smiley face one.
06:52It was as cute as our Mia.
06:54There was a tenderness in Mom's voice that I had never heard before.
07:00I floated in midair, watching the front door open.
07:03Now a soul, I instinctively drifted toward them,
07:06wanting to bring them their slippers like I used to.
07:10It was a people-pleasing instinct carved into my bones.
07:13Mom, I opened my arms,
07:16wanting to hug the woman still carrying the chill of the night.
07:19I don't hurt anymore.
07:21I'll be good from now on.
07:23Please don't be mad.
07:25But my hands passed straight through her body,
07:28like trying to catch the wind.
07:29Mom shivered and frowned.
07:31Why is it so cold in here?
07:33Is the heat off?
07:34I froze, staring at my transparent palm.
07:37That's right.
07:38I was already dead.
07:39The dead can't hug the living.
07:43Go check on Lily.
07:44That girl hasn't come out to eat either.
07:45Don't let her really starve.
07:46Dad mentioned it casually.
07:48Dad was still the better one.
07:50I looked at Mom expectantly.
07:52If she found out I was dead,
07:54would she be sad?
07:55Would she regret it?
07:57Mom snorted and slipped into her house shoes,
08:00walking toward my room.
08:02She'd deserve it if she starved.
08:03Faking illness for attention is a bad habit
08:06that comes from being spoiled.
08:07She pushed my door open.
08:10She pushed my door open.
08:12She didn't turn on the light.
08:15By the light from the living room,
08:16she saw me slumped over the desk,
08:19motionless, as if asleep.
08:21Oh?
08:23Still lying there?
08:24You think lying on the desk pretending to be pitiful
08:26will make me carry you to bed?
08:28Lily, you're ten years old, not five.
08:32Mom!
08:33I'm not pretending to sleep!
08:35I'm dead!
08:36Look at me!
08:37Touch me!
08:38My body is cold!
08:40But Mom couldn't hear me.
08:42She only believed what she chose to see.
08:45My sister slipped in under her arm
08:47and raised her wrist proudly.
08:49Big Sat is a lazy pig!
08:52Look!
08:52My bracelet is green!
08:54Hers is still red!
08:55She's always lying!
08:57She even lies in her dreams!
09:00Mom patted her head.
09:01Dad peeked in from behind.
09:03Maybe carry her to bed?
09:04It's freezing.
09:05Carry her?
09:05For what?
09:06Kids these days are spoiled.
09:08This bracelet manufacturer say
09:09this is when you apply cold treatment.
09:11She has to realize her own mistakes.
09:13Look at that red light.
09:14It shows she's still in a state of extreme resistance.
09:17She hasn't reflected at all.
09:18That's enough.
09:19Go to bed.
09:20We're visiting Grandma tomorrow.
09:21Mom turned briskly
09:22and pulled the door closed again.
09:24I hovered beside my body
09:26staring at the crimson light
09:28in the darkness.
09:29A sorrow deeper than death
09:30filling me.
09:31Mom,
09:32if you had just taken
09:33one step closer
09:35just touched my hand
09:36you would have known
09:37I was already cold.
09:39But you didn't.
09:40You trusted that cold machine
09:42more than the daughter
09:43you carried for ten months.
09:45Late at night
09:46a rat crawled out
09:47from the empty cabinet.
09:48I used to be terrified of rats.
09:51I would scream
09:52every time I saw one.
09:53But now
09:54I could only float near the ceiling
09:56and watch it roam freely
09:58over my corpse.
09:59I tried to shoo it away weakly
10:01but no sound came out.
10:03The rat bit into my toe
10:04dark purplish blood seeping out.
10:07I couldn't feel any pain.
10:09That was good.
10:09It finally
10:10didn't hurt anymore.
10:12I spoke to the pitiful shell below me.
10:14Don't be afraid.
10:15You can't feel pain anymore.
10:17It will all be over soon.
10:19The next morning
10:20sunlight
10:21washed over my corpse
10:23but it brought
10:24no warmth at all.
10:26Clattering sounds
10:27drifted in
10:28from the kitchen.
10:30Mom was
10:31making breakfast.
10:33The rich smell
10:34of frying
10:34bacon and eggs
10:36crept through the crack
10:38under my door.
10:39Normally
10:39that was the smell
10:40I craved the most
10:42but I was only ever
10:44allowed plain oatmeal
10:46because mom said
10:47liars didn't deserve
10:49good food.
10:50Today
10:50she was
10:51deliberately
10:52banging the spatula
10:53against the pan.
10:55I knew exactly
10:56what she was doing.
10:57She was trying
10:57to tempt me.
10:58She wanted me
10:59to give in
11:00to the hunger
11:01and crawl out
11:02to beg for
11:03forgiveness.
11:04In the past
11:05I might have
11:06actually confessed
11:08to things
11:09I never did
11:10just for a single
11:12bite of food
11:12but now
11:13I didn't need
11:14to eat anymore.
11:15Lily still hasn't
11:16come out?
11:16Dad asked
11:17reading the newspaper
11:19at the dining table?
11:20No.
11:21Stubborn as a mule.
11:23She's just spoiled.
11:24If she doesn't
11:25want to eat
11:26she can starve.
11:27Mia took a sip
11:28of her milk
11:29her eyes darting
11:30around mischievously.
11:32She intentionally
11:33ran over
11:34to my door.
11:35Mom!
11:36It smells so gross
11:37in Lily's room!
11:38Did she use
11:39the floor
11:40as a toilet?
11:41Floating by the door
11:42I looked at my sister
11:44with a bitter smile.
11:45I had already
11:46started to smell
11:47after just one night.
11:49Mom marched over
11:50her forehead
11:51deeply wrinkled
11:52in disgust.
11:53You actually
11:55soiled your own room?
11:56She pounded
11:57on the door
11:58and roared.
12:01You are
12:02unbelievable!
12:03You'd throw away
12:05your own dignity
12:06just to throw
12:07a tantrum at me?
12:08It reminded me
12:09of when I was
12:10little.
12:11Once I had
12:12severe stomach flu
12:13and couldn't make it
12:15to the bathroom
12:16in time
12:16messing my pants.
12:18She pointed at me
12:19and told the neighbors
12:20Look at this child
12:21dirty as a pig.
12:23And now
12:24she thought
12:25I was being
12:27filthy again.
12:28Just leave her!
12:30Mom waved her hand
12:31in disgust
12:32like shooing
12:33away a fly.
12:34Let her sit
12:34in her own
12:35stitch.
12:36See how she likes it.
12:38Dad put down
12:39his paper.
12:40The smell really
12:40is getting strong.
12:41Let me go check
12:42on her.
12:43Maybe a rat
12:43died in the walls.
12:45He stood up
12:46and walked
12:48toward my bedroom
12:48door.
12:49My ghost heart
12:50leaped into
12:51my throat.
12:53Dad!
12:54Hurry!
12:54Open the door!
12:55Please!
12:56Look at me!
12:57I'm right
12:59behind the door.
13:01If you just
13:02turn that knob
13:03you'll see
13:04I'm not moving
13:05anymore.
13:06You'll see
13:06my face
13:07has already
13:08turned bruised
13:09and dark.
13:10Dad's hand
13:11grasped
13:11the doorknob.
13:12His phone
13:13suddenly blared.
13:15What?
13:15It was his boss
13:16calling.
13:17The server's crashed?
13:18Okay, okay
13:19I'm on my way.
13:21Honey,
13:22there's a massive
13:22emergency at work.
13:23I have to go.
13:23I might not be back
13:24for a few days.
13:25Wait, what about Lily?
13:26I froze
13:27in mid-air.
13:29It was so
13:30incredibly close
13:32just one second
13:34away.
13:35If that call
13:36had come
13:37just a moment
13:38later
13:38they would have
13:39found me.
13:40Maybe then
13:41I wouldn't have
13:42to keep rotting
13:43in here.
13:44That afternoon
13:45mom took
13:46Mia out shopping
13:47leaving my corpse
13:48alone in the house.
13:50They came back
13:50in the evening.
13:51As soon as
13:52they walked in
13:53the stench
13:54hit them
13:54even harder.
13:55Are you trying
13:56to turn this house
13:57into a literal dumpster?
13:59Instead
13:59she grabbed
14:00a roll of duct tape
14:01crouched down
14:02and viciously
14:03sealed the crack
14:04under my door tight.
14:05Since you love
14:06the stench so much
14:06you can just
14:07sit in it!
14:07Mom dusted off
14:08her hands
14:09in satisfaction.
14:10Finally
14:11some peace
14:12and quiet.
14:13Watching that
14:14duct tape door
14:15the very last
14:16shred of hope
14:17in my heart
14:17suffocated
14:18right along
14:19with the seal.
14:20So this was it.
14:21In mom's mind
14:22my life and death
14:24mattered
14:24even less
14:26than a fancy dinner.
14:27She would rather
14:27seal me in
14:28like a tomb
14:29than check if
14:30I was actually
14:30dying inside.
14:31You win mom
14:32I will never
14:33bother you again.
14:35By the morning
14:35of the third day
14:36the warm winter sun
14:38spilled into
14:39the living room
14:40but it couldn't
14:41dispel the dark
14:42gloom hanging
14:43over the house.
14:44The thermostat
14:45was cranked
14:46way up to
14:47almost 80 degrees.
14:48the duct tape
14:50could no longer
14:51hold back
14:52the smell.
14:53It was
14:54a nauseating
14:56thick
14:57greasy
14:58stench
14:58of decay.
14:59Mom was trimming
15:00fresh flowers
15:01she had just bought
15:02but no matter
15:03how strong
15:04the floral scent
15:05was
15:05it couldn't
15:06mask the smell
15:07of a rotting corpse.
15:09Mom
15:10angrily
15:11snapped
15:11a rose stem
15:12letting a thorn
15:14prick her finger.
15:16She
15:16had finally
15:18reached her
15:19breaking point.
15:20In her
15:20twisted logic
15:21me not
15:23showering
15:23using the
15:24room as a
15:25toilet
15:25or
15:26even hiding
15:28dead rats
15:29in there
15:29it was all
15:30just an act
15:31of rebellion
15:31to disgust
15:32her and
15:32challenge
15:33her authority.
15:34Lily
15:35you are
15:35completely
15:36out of
15:37control.
15:38Mom
15:38stormed
15:39into the
15:40kitchen
15:40grabbed
15:41a heavy
15:41wooden spoon
15:42and marched
15:43furiously
15:44toward my
15:45room.
15:45Since
15:46the shock
15:46collar
15:47isn't
15:47working
15:48anymore
15:48maybe
15:49you
15:49need
15:50some
15:50old
15:50fashioned
15:51discipline.
15:53Floating
15:53right in
15:53front of
15:54her
15:54looking
15:55at
15:55her
15:55contorted
15:56furious
15:57face
15:57I
15:58waved
15:58my
15:58hands
15:59frantically
15:59to stop
16:00her.
16:01Don't
16:02go in
16:02mom
16:03please
16:04don't
16:04I
16:05look
16:05awful
16:05I'm
16:06rotting
16:06you'll
16:06be
16:06scared
16:08even
16:09though
16:09she
16:09didn't
16:09love
16:10me
16:10I
16:11still
16:11didn't
16:11want
16:11her
16:11to
16:12see
16:12me
16:12in
16:13such
16:13a
16:13horrific
16:13state
16:14but
16:15she
16:16walked
16:16right
16:17through
16:17my
16:17spirit
16:18and
16:19viciously
16:19ripped
16:19the duct
16:20tape
16:20off
16:20the
16:20door
16:21frame
16:21the
16:21sound
16:22of
16:22the
16:22adhesive
16:23tearing
16:24was
16:24piercing
16:25she
16:26jammed
16:27the
16:27spare
16:27key
16:28into
16:28the
16:28lock
16:29and
16:29twisted
16:30the
16:30door
16:31was
16:31violently
16:32shoved
16:33open
16:34a
16:35sickening
16:35wall
16:36of
16:36concentrated
16:37death
16:37hit
16:38her
16:38instantly
16:39like
16:40opening
16:40Pandora's
16:41box
16:42mom
16:43stumbled
16:43backwards
16:44gagging
16:45as the
16:45stench
16:46assaulted
16:46her
16:47Lily
16:48what the
16:49hell
16:49are you
16:49doing
16:50in here
16:50she
16:51looked
16:51up
16:51and
16:52saw
16:52me
16:52still
16:52slumped
16:53over
16:53the
16:53desk
16:54in
16:54the
16:54exact
16:55same
16:55position
16:56from
16:56three
16:56days
16:57ago
16:57my
16:58back
16:58to
16:58her
16:58completely
16:59motionless
17:00to
17:01her
17:02this
17:03was a
17:03silent
17:04provocation
17:05pure
17:06sheer
17:07arrogance
17:08are you
17:08deaf
17:09are you
17:10still
17:10playing
17:11dead
17:11blinded
17:12by rage
17:12she closed
17:13the distance
17:13in three
17:14steps
17:15raising the
17:16heavy wooden
17:16spoon
17:17high in
17:17the air
17:18but
17:19she didn't
17:19strike right
17:20away
17:20she wanted
17:21to yank
17:22me up
17:22first
17:23to see
17:24the stubborn
17:24expression
17:25she was
17:26sure
17:26was on
17:27my
17:27face
17:28get up
17:29she
17:30grabbed
17:31me
17:32roughly
17:32by
17:33the back
17:34of the
17:34collar
17:35her fingers
17:36digging
17:36into my
17:37skin
17:37the very
17:38next second
17:39she froze
17:40the moment
17:41she made
17:42contact
17:42time seemed
17:43to stop
17:45completely
17:45through the
17:47thin fabric
17:48of my
17:48pajamas
17:49her fingers
17:50didn't feel
17:51warm living
17:52skin
17:52or soft
17:54flesh
17:55instead
17:56she felt
17:57a block
17:58of ice
17:58cold
17:59rock hard
18:00dead meat
18:01it was
18:02a bone
18:03chilling
18:03unnatural
18:05cold
18:06entirely
18:07devoid
18:08of
18:09the warmth
18:10of
18:10life
18:11mom
18:13hesitated
18:13for a fraction
18:14of a second
18:15but her momentum
18:17carried through
18:18yanking backward
18:19with brute force
18:21my stiff body
18:23was pulled
18:23backward
18:24falling rigidly
18:26taking the
18:27heavy desk chair
18:28down with it
18:29crash
18:30the chair
18:31slammed loudly
18:33against the
18:33hardwood floor
18:34my corpse
18:36fell perfectly
18:37stiff
18:37like a toppled
18:39marble statue
18:40and finally
18:42my face
18:43was revealed
18:44i was no longer
18:46the timid little girl
18:48she knew
18:49my face
18:50was a bruise
18:51sickly purple
18:52my eyes
18:53bulging
18:54my features
18:56completely
18:58contorted
18:59from the sheer
19:00agony
19:01of my final moments
19:03dried white foam
19:05and dark
19:05crested blood
19:06stained the corners
19:07of my mouth
19:09and
19:10there
19:11on my
19:12blackened wrist
19:14was
19:15the truth band
19:16mom was always
19:17so damn proud of
19:19it hung there
19:21lifeless
19:22the skin underneath
19:24was scorched
19:25pitch black
19:26from the electricity
19:27the melted rubber
19:29fused directly
19:30into my charred flesh
19:32no more red lights
19:34no more green lights
19:36just dead
19:38heavy silence
19:39smack
19:41a soft thud
19:43my diary
19:44which had been
19:45pinned under
19:46my arm
19:47slipped out
19:48as my body
19:49fell
19:49it landed
19:51right at
19:51mom's feet
19:52it
19:53fell
19:54open
19:55facing
19:56her
19:57perfectly
19:58on that
20:00page
20:01my
20:02messy
20:03desperate
20:04handwriting
20:05stabbed
20:06into her
20:07eyes
20:08like
20:09daggers
20:09mom
20:10my stomach
20:11really hurts
20:12the band
20:12is broken
20:13i swear
20:14i'm not lying
20:15please don't
20:16shock me anymore
20:19it was
20:20a shriek
20:20that didn't
20:21even sound
20:22human
20:22piercing
20:23and guttural
20:24like her throat
20:25was tearing
20:26apart
20:27mom
20:28stumbled
20:28backward
20:29her lower
20:30back
20:31slamming hard
20:32against the
20:32bookshelf
20:33a glass
20:34vase
20:35crashed
20:35to the floor
20:36shattering
20:37into a million
20:38pieces
20:38but she
20:40didn't
20:40even
20:41flinch
20:41her eyes
20:43were wide
20:44with pure
20:45terror
20:45locked onto
20:46my body
20:47on the floor
20:48no
20:49no way
20:51she shook
20:52her head
20:53frantically
20:53her hair
20:54falling around
20:55her face
20:56like a mad
20:57woman
20:57you're still
20:58faking it
20:59this is
21:00makeup
21:00it's a
21:01trick
21:03lily
21:04get up
21:04right
21:05now
21:08mommy
21:09isn't
21:09mad
21:09anymore
21:10stop
21:10scaring
21:11me
21:11trembling
21:12violently
21:13she
21:14reached out
21:15trying to
21:16grab my
21:17stiff arm
21:17but
21:18the split
21:19second
21:20her fingertips
21:21brushed
21:22my freezing
21:23skin
21:23she
21:24recoiled
21:25like
21:26she just
21:27touched
21:28a hot
21:28stove
21:28that
21:30sensation
21:31it was
21:32undeniably
21:33real
21:34it was
21:35the temperature
21:37of death
21:38Martha
21:39her neighbor
21:40called the cops
21:41she had
21:43rushed over
21:44after hearing
21:45mom's screams
21:46took one look
21:47at the scene
21:48and collapsed
21:49right in the doorway
21:50sirens soon
21:52flooded the neighborhood
21:53the police
21:55swarmed in
21:56forensics
21:57followed
21:58crime scene
21:59tape went
22:00up
22:00I watched them
22:02hustle in
22:03in and out
22:03camera flashes
22:04exploding over
22:06my corpse
22:06a female
22:08officer had
22:09to drag mom
22:10out to the
22:11living room
22:11couch
22:12she
22:13was
22:14still
22:15babbling
22:16incoherently
22:17trying to
22:18defend
22:19herself
22:19officer
22:20I swear
22:21she was
22:21faking it
22:22she's been a
22:23liar since
22:24she was a
22:24kid
22:25the band
22:26was red
22:26the machine
22:27doesn't lie
22:28I was just
22:29disciplining her
22:30I was doing it
22:31for her own
22:31good
22:32nobody even
22:33looked at her
22:34everyone just
22:35stared at her
22:36like she was
22:37an absolute
22:37monster
22:38when the
22:40coroner tried
22:41to move
22:41my body
22:42they ran
22:43into a
22:43problem
22:44the truth
22:45band
22:46the truth
22:47band
22:47because it
22:49had discharged
22:50high voltage
22:51electricity
22:52for so long
22:53the intense
22:54heat had
22:55literally
22:55melted the
22:56rubber
22:57right into
22:57my skin
22:58it was
23:00basically
23:00fused
23:01to my
23:01flesh
23:02Jesus
23:03Christ
23:03he had
23:05to grab
23:06a pair
23:06of medical
23:08shears
23:08to force
23:09it off
23:09the sickening
23:11sound
23:11of skin
23:12tearing
23:13even though
23:14I was already
23:15dead
23:16my phantom
23:17wrist
23:17throbbed
23:18the band
23:19finally came
23:20off
23:20taking a
23:21chunk
23:21of my
23:22charred
23:22flesh
23:23with it
23:23a detective
23:24picked up
23:25my diary
23:26from the
23:26floor
23:27flipping
23:28through it
23:28with gloved
23:29hands
23:30his face
23:31growing
23:32darker
23:32by the
23:33second
23:33mom's
23:35eyes
23:35locked
23:35onto
23:36the
23:36notebook
23:36suddenly
23:38she
23:38lunged
23:40at
23:40the
23:40detective
23:41like
23:41a rabid
23:42dog
23:43trying
23:43to
23:44snatch
23:44it
23:44those
23:46are her
23:46punishment
23:46lines
23:47she
23:47definitely
23:48wrote it
23:48in there
23:48she
23:48admitted
23:49she
23:49was
23:49lying
23:49read
23:50it
23:50she
23:50confessed
23:51the
23:52detective
23:53shoved
23:53her
23:53back
23:54hard
23:54and
23:55dropped
23:55the
23:55diary
23:56into
23:56an
23:56evidence
23:57bag
23:57he
23:58glared
23:59at her
24:00with
24:00eyes
24:01as cold
24:01as ice
24:02looking at
24:03her like
24:03she was
24:04pure
24:04garbage
24:05we'll decide
24:06who was
24:06lying
24:07right
24:08then
24:08dad
24:09finally
24:10rushed
24:11back
24:11he saw
24:12the
24:13black
24:14body
24:14bag
24:14being
24:15carried
24:15out
24:15the
24:16door
24:16that
24:17long
24:17zipper
24:18sealing
24:19away
24:20my
24:20entire
24:21miserable
24:22life
24:22dad's
24:23legs
24:24gave
24:24out
24:25he
24:26collapsed
24:26onto
24:27the
24:27lawn
24:27literally
24:28wetting
24:29his
24:29pants
24:29in
24:30shock
24:30Mia
24:31was
24:32standing
24:32to the
24:32side
24:33sobbing
24:34in
24:34fear
24:34she
24:36didn't
24:36even
24:37fully
24:37grasp
24:38what
24:39was
24:39happening
24:39she
24:40just
24:40pointed
24:41at
24:42the
24:42bloody
24:42band
24:43left
24:44on
24:44the
24:44table
24:45and
24:45asked
24:46mommy
24:47why
24:47is
24:48lily's
24:48band
24:48black
24:49and
24:49is
24:50still
24:50green
24:50she
24:51held
24:52up
24:52her
24:52wrist
24:53the
24:53little
24:53green
24:54light
24:54still
24:54blinking
24:55cheerfully
24:56it
24:57was
24:58a
24:58massive
24:59sickening
25:00irony
25:01the
25:02police
25:02began
25:03an
25:03impromptu
25:04interrogation
25:05in the
25:06living room
25:07mom
25:08acted
25:09like she
25:09just
25:09found
25:10her
25:10lifeline
25:11she
25:12pointed
25:12sharply
25:13at
25:13my
25:13bloody
25:14band
25:14her
25:15voice
25:15shrill
25:16and
25:16desperate
25:17check
25:17the
25:18band
25:18you
25:18have
25:19to
25:19check
25:19the
25:19band
25:19it
25:20proves
25:20she
25:20was
25:20lying
25:21red
25:22means
25:22lie
25:23i only
25:23ever
25:23shocked
25:24her
25:24when
25:24it
25:24turned
25:24red
25:25i'm
25:26not
25:26abusive
25:26the
25:27machine
25:27told
25:27me
25:28to
25:28do
25:28it
25:28i was
25:28just
25:29teaching
25:29her
25:29a
25:29lesson
25:30the
25:30the
25:31detective
25:31scowled
25:32at
25:32her
25:32completely
25:34disgusted
25:35ma'am
25:36your
25:37daughter's
25:38body
25:38is
25:40covered
25:40in
25:40old
25:41repetitive
25:42electrical
25:42burn
25:43scars
25:43that
25:44was
25:44discipline
25:45it
25:45was
25:46education
25:46mom
25:47shrieked
25:48cutting
25:49him
25:49off
25:49desperate
25:51to
25:51prove
25:51she
25:52was
25:52right
25:52desperate
25:53to
25:54prove
25:54she
25:54wasn't
25:55a
25:55murderer
25:56she
25:57suddenly
25:58made
25:59the
25:59most
25:59insane
26:01demand
26:02you
26:02don't
26:03believe
26:03me
26:03that
26:04machine
26:04is
26:05flawless
26:05i'll
26:06put it
26:06on
26:06right
26:06now
26:07i'm
26:07telling
26:08the
26:08truth
26:08so
26:08it's
26:09going
26:09to
26:09be
26:10green
26:10she
26:11lunged
26:11for
26:11the
26:12table
26:12snatching
26:13up
26:13the
26:13band
26:14that
26:14was
26:14still
26:15coated
26:15in
26:15my
26:15burnt
26:16skin
26:16and
26:17blood
26:17completely
26:18ignoring
26:19the
26:19gore
26:20her
26:20hands
26:21shook
26:21wildly
26:22as
26:23she
26:23forced
26:23the
26:24strap
26:24around
26:24her
26:25own
26:25wrist
26:26i'll
26:26show
26:27you
26:27i'm
26:27innocent
26:28if
26:28it's
26:29green
26:29it
26:29means
26:29everything
26:30i've
26:30said
26:30is
26:30true
26:31trembling
26:32she
26:33snapped
26:34the
26:34blood
26:34soap
26:35device
26:35into
26:36place
26:36locked
26:38tight
26:38the
26:40freezing
26:40rubber
26:41pressed
26:41against
26:42her
26:42skin
26:43sticky
26:44and
26:44slick
26:45with
26:45my
26:45blood
26:46mom
26:47took
26:47a
26:47deep
26:48breath
26:49trying
26:49to
26:50force
26:50herself
26:50to
26:50calm
26:51down
26:51she
26:52was
26:53so
26:53desperate
26:53to
26:54prove
26:54i
26:54deserve
26:55to
26:55die
26:56to
26:57prove
26:57her
26:57twisted
26:58parenting
26:58was
26:59flawless
27:00she
27:01held
27:01her
27:02wrist
27:02up
27:02to
27:02the
27:03cops
27:03a
27:04gleam
27:04of
27:05manic
27:05confidence
27:06in her
27:07eyes
27:07watch
27:08closely
27:09my name
27:10is
27:10evelyn
27:11i am
27:12lily's
27:12mother
27:12it
27:13was
27:13a
27:13pure
27:14fact
27:14the
27:15absolute
27:16truth
27:17but
27:18then
27:19a
27:20sharp
27:20ear
27:21piercing
27:21alarm
27:22instantly
27:23shrieked
27:23from
27:24the band
27:24the
27:25long
27:25dead
27:25red
27:25light
27:26violently
27:27exploded
27:27to
27:28life
27:28mom
27:29was
27:29stunned
27:29her
27:30cocky
27:30expression
27:31froze
27:31instantly
27:32she
27:33smacked
27:34the band
27:35hard
27:35like hitting
27:36a glitching
27:36tv remote
27:37what the hell
27:38is it
27:38broken
27:39i'm telling
27:40the truth
27:41i am
27:42evelyn
27:42panic
27:43started
27:43setting
27:44in
27:44her words
27:45spilling
27:45out
27:46faster
27:46it has
27:47to be
27:48broken
27:48that
27:49coroner
27:49must
27:50have
27:50busted
27:50it
27:52let me
27:53try
27:53again
27:54i'm
27:54going
27:54to
27:55say
27:55it
27:55again
27:55she
27:56swallowed
27:57hard
27:57her
27:57voice
27:58pitching
27:58up
27:58in
27:58hysteria
27:59i did
28:00not
28:00abuse
28:01my
28:01child
28:01i was
28:02doing
28:03it
28:03for
28:03her
28:03own
28:03good
28:04i
28:04loved
28:05her
28:05the
28:06red
28:06light
28:06flashed
28:07even
28:07more
28:07violently
28:08blurring
28:09into
28:09a solid
28:09block
28:10of
28:10furious
28:10red
28:11and
28:11because
28:12it
28:12detected
28:13an
28:14extreme
28:14spike
28:15in
28:15heart
28:15rate
28:16the band
28:16automatically
28:17triggered
28:18a mild
28:18electric
28:19shock
28:19mom
28:20jolted
28:20her
28:21entire
28:21arm
28:22spasming
28:22as she
28:23flinched
28:23hard
28:24it
28:24hurt
28:25even
28:26just
28:26a
28:26low
28:27level
28:27shock
28:27was
28:28enough
28:28to
28:29cover
28:29her
28:29in
28:29goosebumps
28:30it
28:31suddenly
28:31hit
28:31her
28:32how
28:32i felt
28:33at
28:3310
28:34years
28:34old
28:34being
28:35hit
28:35with
28:35the
28:36absolute
28:36maximum
28:37voltage
28:38curling into
28:39a ball
28:39on the floor
28:40biting through
28:40my own lip
28:41just to keep
28:42from crying
28:42out
28:43so
28:43this was how
28:44much it hurt
28:45mom completely
28:46lost her mind
28:48why is it red
28:49why
28:50i'm telling
28:52the truth
28:52stupid thing
28:53i'm telling
28:54these
28:54things
28:57turn green
28:58you stupid
28:59thing
28:59you broken
29:00piece of
29:01trash
29:01you're setting
29:02me up
29:03no matter
29:04how loud
29:05she shrieked
29:05the red light
29:07just kept
29:07frantically
29:08blinking
29:08that's enough
29:10you know
29:11what happens
29:12if that thing
29:12goes off
29:13a forensics
29:15tech
29:15standing
29:15nearby
29:16finally
29:16spoke up
29:17his voice
29:18ice cold
29:19he
29:19honestly
29:20couldn't
29:21stomach it
29:22anymore
29:22stop trying
29:24that thing
29:25isn't a lie
29:25detector
29:25lady
29:26he grabbed
29:27the instruction
29:27manual
29:28they'd found
29:29during the search
29:29and slammed
29:30it onto
29:31the coffee
29:31table
29:32it's a cheap
29:32glavinic skin
29:33response and
29:34heart rate monitor
29:34how it works
29:35is simple
29:35when someone
29:36is nervous
29:37anxious
29:38terrified
29:38or in extreme
29:40pain
29:40their heart rate
29:41spikes
29:41they sweat
29:42their skin
29:43conductivity jumps
29:44and the light
29:44turns red
29:45right now
29:45you are panicking
29:46you're terrified
29:48and your heart
29:48is racing
29:49of course
29:50it's flashing red
29:51the tech
29:51took a slow
29:52step toward mom
29:53who is now
29:55slumped on the
29:55floor
29:56every word he
29:57spoke dropped
29:58like a sledgehammer
29:59onto her skull
30:00think about it
30:01your daughter's
30:02appendix burst
30:03she was ringling
30:04on the floor
30:04do you have any
30:06idea how agonizing
30:07a ruptured organ
30:08is
30:08how fast do you
30:10think her heart
30:10was beating
30:11how terrified
30:12do you think
30:12she was
30:13but to you
30:14the more pain
30:15she was in
30:15the faster her
30:16heartbeat
30:17and the brighter
30:18that red light
30:18got
30:19you just assumed
30:20she was lying
30:21harder
30:21so you cranked
30:22up the voltage
30:23the shock
30:24caused more pain
30:25which made her
30:26heart race faster
30:26which made the
30:27light even brighter
30:28she was begging
30:29you for help
30:30and you turned
30:31it into a
30:31torture device
30:32you tortured
30:33your own daughter
30:34to death
30:34while she was
30:35begging you
30:35to save her
30:36mom's entire
30:37reality shattered
30:38into a million
30:39pieces
30:39she sat
30:41paralyzed
30:41on the floor
30:42staring blankly
30:44at the red light
30:45flashing on her
30:45wrists
30:46finally
30:46it clicked
30:47for the last
30:48ten years
30:49every single
30:51time
30:51my band
30:52flashed red
30:53it was just
30:54because I was
30:55scared
30:55terrified of
30:56her getting mad
30:57terrified of
30:58being misunderstood
30:59terrified of
31:00the food she
31:01forced down
31:01my throat
31:02I was in
31:03pain
31:03in so much
31:04pain
31:04my heart
31:05was racing
31:06and I was
31:06drenched in
31:07cold sweat
31:08I was yearning
31:09desperate for
31:11her to hug
31:11me
31:11just once
31:13the way she
31:14hugged Mia
31:14every single
31:16flutter of my
31:16heart had been
31:18twisted into
31:18proof of a lie
31:23she started
31:24tearing frantically
31:25at the band
31:25on her wrist
31:26get off
31:28me
31:31but the clasp
31:33jammed from
31:34being forced
31:35on and
31:35damaged from
31:36melting
31:37was completely
31:38stuck
31:39locked around
31:40her wrist
31:41like a shackle
31:41no matter how
31:42hard she clawed
31:43at it
31:44it wouldn't
31:44budge
31:45I'm sorry
31:46I'm so sorry
31:47Lily
31:48take it away
31:50mommy is
31:51sorry
31:52I can't even
31:52handle this
31:53little bit of
31:54pain mom
31:54I had to live
31:55with it for 10
31:56years
31:57to establish
31:58the details
31:59of the abuse
32:00and build
32:01a solid case
32:03the police
32:05opened the
32:05diary
32:05now officially
32:07labeled as
32:09key evidence
32:10right in front
32:11of mom and dad
32:11that notebook
32:13I used for 10
32:14years
32:15filled with blood
32:16tears
32:16and pure
32:17humiliation
32:18the female
32:19officer's voice
32:20was soft
32:21but every single
32:22word cut
32:23like a knife
32:24February 14th
32:26sunny
32:27mom made me
32:28eat celery
32:29I'm allergic
32:30it makes my
32:30throat swell up
32:31and I can't
32:32breathe
32:32I told her
32:34I didn't want
32:34it
32:34I didn't want
32:36it
32:36that I felt
32:37sick
32:38I don't care
32:39if you're sick
32:39you will eat
32:40that celery
32:41and the band
32:42turned red
32:43mom said I was
32:44just being a
32:45picky liar
32:45and forced me
32:46to eat the
32:47whole plate
32:48that night
32:49I threw up
32:49blood
32:49my throat
32:50felt like
32:51it was on
32:51fire
32:52mom saw
32:53it
32:53said I
32:54sneaked
32:54tomato juice
32:55to fake
32:56being sick
32:56and shocked
32:57me for another
32:5810 minutes
32:59mom covered
33:00her mouth
33:01her entire
33:02body trembling
33:03violently
33:04that night
33:06she honestly
33:07thought it
33:08was just
33:08tomato juice
33:10she hadn't
33:11even given
33:12my vomit
33:13a second
33:13glance
33:14before turning
33:15around to
33:15read me
33:16a bedtime
33:17story
33:17it
33:18turned out
33:19it was
33:20blood
33:21blood
33:22from
33:23my
33:24swollen
33:25ruptured
33:26throat
33:26the officer
33:28turned the
33:29page
33:29and kept
33:30reading
33:31June 1st
33:32children's day
33:33Mia cut up
33:34mom's favorite
33:35dress
33:35Mia's heartbeat
33:36was slow
33:37so she got a
33:38green light
33:39I was so frantic
33:40to explain
33:41terrified of
33:42being beaten
33:42so I only
33:43got red
33:44mom shocked
33:45me for 10
33:46minutes
33:46the dial
33:47was on level
33:475
33:48it hurt
33:49so much
33:50but I
33:50didn't dare
33:51cry
33:51because crying
33:52makes your
33:53heartbeat
33:53foster
33:54mom would
33:55think I
33:55was being
33:56defiant
33:56and shock
33:56me even
33:57harder
33:57I just
33:58held my
33:59breath
33:59and pretended
34:00it didn't
34:00hurt
34:00mom said
34:02see
34:02she's not
34:03even making
34:04a sound
34:04it doesn't
34:05even hurt
34:05she's definitely
34:07faking
34:07dad finally
34:08couldn't listen
34:09anymore
34:10this man
34:11who had
34:12been
34:13completely
34:14invisible
34:15in this
34:15house
34:16for years
34:17who had
34:18turned
34:18a blind
34:19eye
34:19to my
34:19suffering
34:20just for
34:21some peace
34:22and quiet
34:23suddenly
34:24lunged
34:25forward
34:27you
34:28absolute
34:29monster
34:29look at
34:30what you've
34:31done
34:31she slapped
34:32mom across
34:33the face
34:33with everything
34:34he had
34:35mom was
34:36knocked
34:36to the
34:36floor
34:37that
34:38was your
34:39own
34:39daughter
34:40you treated
34:41her like
34:41an animal
34:42but
34:43she didn't
34:44fight back
34:45and she
34:46didn't cry
34:46she just
34:48mumbled
34:48to herself
34:49her eyes
34:50completely
34:51unfocused
34:54it was
34:55Mia
34:55her band
34:56was always
34:57green
34:57she was
34:58the honest
34:59one
34:59she misled
35:01me
35:01if I didn't
35:02have her
35:03green light
35:03if I didn't
35:04have her
35:04to come to
35:05I wouldn't
35:06have trusted
35:06the red
35:06light so much
35:07every eye
35:09in the room
35:09snapped
35:10to Mia
35:10the little
35:11princess
35:12who had
35:13always been
35:14held in
35:14the palm
35:15of mom's
35:16hand
35:16a detective
35:18walked over
35:19to her
35:19he
35:20unclasped
35:22the green
35:22band
35:23from her
35:23wrist
35:24pulled out
35:25a screwdriver
35:26and pried
35:27it open
35:27right there
35:28on the spot
35:29the plastic
35:31casing
35:31split open
35:32there were
35:33no complex
35:34sensor chips
35:35inside
35:36no heart
35:37rate
35:37monitors
35:39just
35:39two cheap
35:40LED lights
35:41and a couple
35:42of button
35:42batteries
35:43the circuit
35:44board was
35:45hardwired
35:46as long
35:47as it had
35:48power
35:48it would
35:49only ever
35:50shine green
35:51this is a
35:52two dollar
35:52plastic toy
35:53your younger
35:54daughter's band
35:55was factory
35:56set to stay
35:57green permanently
35:58no matter
35:59what she says
36:00or does
36:00she could
36:01commit murder
36:01and set a
36:02house on fire
36:02and it would
36:03still be green
36:04your so-called
36:05data-driven
36:06parenting
36:06is nothing
36:07but a
36:07complete
36:08biased joke
36:09mom stared
36:10at the pile
36:11of plastic
36:12shards
36:13the truth
36:15she had
36:16blindly
36:17believed in
36:17for 10 years
36:19the sole
36:20evidence she
36:21used to
36:22sentence me
36:22to death
36:23it was just
36:25a toy
36:25all along
36:26my 10 years
36:28of torment
36:29were dictated
36:31by a cheap
36:32toy
36:32a rig
36:34game
36:34where
36:35I lived
36:35in hell
36:36and my
36:37sister
36:38lived in
36:39heaven
36:39so
36:40I wasn't
36:42a liar
36:43I wasn't
36:44a bad
36:45kid
36:45then
36:46what the
36:47hell was
36:48all my
36:48suffering
36:49for
36:49I laughed
36:51and as I
36:51laughed
36:52I started
36:53to cry
36:53it turns out
36:55ghosts
36:56have tears
36:57too
36:57the final
36:59page
37:00of the
37:00diary
37:01was turned
37:01the female
37:03officer's
37:04voice
37:04choked up
37:05the handwriting
37:06is a mess
37:07she must
37:08have written
37:08this right
37:09before she
37:10died
37:10mom
37:11if I die
37:12will the
37:13band finally
37:14turn off
37:14will you
37:15hug me
37:16then
37:16I'm really
37:17not lying
37:18my stomach
37:19hurts so
37:19bad
37:20like there
37:20are knives
37:21twisting
37:21inside
37:22mom
37:23please
37:23don't make
37:24me wear
37:24the band
37:25in my
37:25next life
37:26I'm begging
37:27you
37:27I just
37:28want to
37:28be a
37:28normal
37:28kid
37:29I want
37:30to eat
37:30your
37:30braised
37:31pork
37:32mom
37:33stared
37:33at the
37:34broken
37:34plastic
37:35pieces
37:36her
37:38unquestionable
37:39honest
37:40green
37:41light
37:41nothing
37:42more than
37:43a cheap
37:44plastic
37:44toy
37:45because
37:46of this
37:47toy
37:47she
37:48spoiled
37:49Mia
37:49for
37:5010
37:50years
37:50and
37:52because
37:53of that
37:53damn
37:54red
37:54light
37:54she
37:55tortured
37:55me
37:56for
37:5610
37:56years
37:57mom
37:58suddenly
37:58burst
37:59into
37:59laughter
38:00a shrill
38:02horrifying
38:02laugh
38:03that looked
38:04worse
38:05than
38:05sobbing
38:06she
38:06snapped
38:07this
38:08time
38:08she
38:09truly
38:09went
38:10insane
38:11my
38:12death
38:12became
38:13the biggest
38:13news
38:13story
38:14in the
38:14city
38:15Martha
38:16our
38:16neighbor
38:17was
38:18kind
38:18hearted
38:19but
38:20she
38:20also
38:20had
38:21a
38:21huge
38:21mouth
38:21she
38:22posted
38:22everything
38:23she
38:24saw
38:24that
38:24day
38:25online
38:26the headline
38:27was
38:28shocking
38:29the girl
38:30shocked
38:30to death
38:31by a
38:31pseudoscience
38:32band
38:32the article
38:34detailed
38:35the gruesome
38:35state
38:36of my
38:36corpse
38:37and the
38:38band
38:38melted
38:39right into
38:40my flesh
38:40it went
38:41completely
38:42viral
38:43the internet
38:44exploded
38:45in
38:46absolute
38:47fury
38:47mom got
38:48completely
38:49doxed
38:50electric
38:51demon
38:52murderer
38:53doesn't
38:54deserve
38:55to be
38:55a mother
38:56countless
38:57death
38:57threats
38:58and
38:58insults
39:00flooded
39:01in
39:01like an
39:01avalanche
39:02our
39:03front
39:03door
39:04was
39:05splashed
39:05with
39:06red
39:06paint
39:07with
39:07the word
39:08die
39:09scrawled
39:09all over
39:10it
39:10dad
39:11was also
39:12taken
39:12in
39:12by the
39:13police
39:13investigated
39:14for
39:14criminal
39:15negligence
39:15and
39:16child
39:17endangerment
39:17although
39:18his
39:18alibi
39:19saved
39:19him
39:19from
39:19serious
39:20jail
39:20time
39:21he
39:21lost
39:22his
39:22job
39:22and
39:23his
39:23reputation
39:24was
39:24completely
39:24ruined
39:25his
39:25company
39:26fired
39:26him
39:27immediately
39:27to
39:28avoid
39:28the
39:28PR
39:29nightmare
39:29our
39:30family
39:31went
39:31bankrupt
39:31they
39:32had
39:32to
39:33sell
39:33the
39:33house
39:33and
39:34the
39:34cars
39:35just
39:36to
39:36cover
39:37the
39:38legal
39:38fees
39:39and
39:39settlements
39:40unable
39:40to
39:41stand
39:41the
39:41crazy
39:41woman
39:42mom
39:42had
39:42become
39:43dad
39:43took
39:44the
39:44last
39:44bit
39:44of
39:45money
39:45and
39:45left
39:46with
39:46Mia
39:46even
39:47if
39:47Mia
39:47was
39:48a
39:48bad
39:48seed
39:49she
39:49was
39:49his
39:50only
39:50living
39:51bloodline
39:52left
39:53before
39:53leaving
39:54Mia
39:54tried
39:55to
39:55grab
39:56her
39:56green
39:57band
39:57dad
39:58stomped
39:58it
39:59into
39:59pieces
39:59what
40:00the
40:00hell
40:00do
40:00you
40:00want
40:00this
40:00piece
40:01of
40:01trash
40:01for
40:02Mia
40:02was
40:03dragged
40:04away
40:05crying
40:06mom
40:06was
40:07released
40:07on
40:08bail
40:08because
40:09psychiatric
40:10evaluations
40:11showed
40:12she was
40:12suffering
40:12from
40:13severe
40:13schizophrenia
40:14and
40:15PTSD
40:15she
40:16was
40:16left
40:16alone
40:17in
40:17a
40:18cheap
40:18stinking
40:19rental
40:19apartment
40:20filled
40:21with
40:21the
40:21memory
40:21of
40:22my
40:22rotting
40:23corpse
40:23her
40:24mental
40:24state
40:25deteriorated
40:26rapidly
40:26she
40:27constantly
40:29hallucinated
40:30that I was
40:31still in
40:32the house
40:32she
40:33absolutely
40:34refused
40:35to take
40:35off
40:35my
40:36red
40:36band
40:36in
40:37fact
40:37she
40:37became
40:38addicted
40:39to
40:39it
40:39because
40:40she
40:40realized
40:40that
40:41only
40:41by
40:42wearing
40:42it
40:42feeling
40:43the
40:43weak
40:44sting
40:44of
40:45the
40:45electric
40:45leaks
40:46I
40:46floated
40:47in
40:47the
40:47room
40:47watching
40:48her
40:49daily
40:49descent
40:49into
40:50madness
40:50she
40:52would
40:52cook
40:53a
40:53full
40:54table
40:55of
40:55food
40:56and
40:56yell
40:57into
40:57thin
40:57air
40:58Lily
40:58time
40:59to
40:59eat
40:59I
41:00didn't
41:00put
41:00celery
41:00in
41:01it
41:01today
41:01it's
41:02all
41:02braised
41:03pork
41:03your
41:04favorite
41:04then
41:04she
41:05would
41:05pick
41:05up
41:06a
41:06piece
41:06of
41:06meat
41:06her
41:07hands
41:07shaking
41:08violently
41:09triggered
41:09by
41:09her
41:10anxiety
41:10the
41:11band
41:11would
41:12flash
41:12red
41:13mommy
41:13doesn't
41:13deserve
41:14to
41:14eat
41:14liars
41:15must
41:15be
41:15punished
41:16she
41:16would
41:17put
41:17down
41:18her
41:18chopsticks
41:19and
41:20pick up
41:21the
41:21remote
41:21and
41:22press
41:22it
41:23against
41:23her
41:24own
41:24neck
41:25even
41:25though
41:26the
41:26battery
41:26was
41:27almost
41:27dead
41:28she
41:29always
41:29managed
41:30to find
41:30fresh
41:31ones
41:31to put
41:32in
41:32the
41:32intense
41:33voltage
41:34would
41:34make
41:34her
41:35convulse
41:36and
41:37foam
41:37at the
41:38mouth
41:44she
41:47started
41:48replicating
41:48the
41:49punishments
41:49from my
41:50diary
41:50on
41:51herself
41:51i
41:52was
41:52shocked
41:53for
41:53not
41:53eating
41:54celery
41:54so
41:55she
41:55forced
41:56herself
41:56to
41:57eat
41:57rancid
41:58spoiled
41:59food
41:59even
42:00when
42:00she
42:01vomited
42:01blood
42:01she
42:02swallowed
42:02it
42:03back
42:03down
42:03i
42:04was
42:04locked
42:05in
42:05the
42:05dark
42:05so
42:06she
42:06would
42:07lock
42:07herself
42:07in
42:08the
42:08bedroom
42:08without
42:09the
42:09lights
42:09on
42:10repeatedly
42:11bang
42:11her
42:12head
42:12on
42:12the
42:12floor
42:13in
42:14front
42:14of
42:14my
42:14memorial
42:15photo
42:15thud
42:16thud
42:17until
42:18her
42:18forehead
42:19was
42:19a
42:19bloody
42:19mess
42:20leaving
42:21bloody
42:21prints
42:22all over
42:22the
42:23floor
42:23boards
42:23deep
42:24in
42:24the
42:24night
42:25she
42:25would
42:26see the
42:26red light
42:27reflecting
42:27on the
42:28wall
42:28like my
42:29bleeding eyes
42:29staring right
42:30back at her
42:31on the back
42:32of the diary
42:33she
42:34would
42:34frantically
42:35scribble
42:35in
42:36red
42:36ink
42:36i'm
42:37sorry
42:37mom
42:38was
42:38wrong
42:39red
42:40is
42:40pain
42:41red
42:41is
42:42love
42:42please
42:43come
42:43back
42:43just
42:44say
42:44it
42:44hurts
42:45one
42:45more
42:45time
42:46mommy
42:46will
42:46definitely
42:47save
42:47you
42:48what a
42:48shame
42:48i
42:49was
42:50already
42:50dead
42:51and
42:52dead
42:52girls
42:52can't
42:53feel
42:53pain
42:54mom
42:54was
42:54eventually
42:55locked
42:55up
42:56in
42:56a
42:56psychiatric
42:57ward
42:57her
42:58severe
42:58self
42:59harm
42:59reached
43:00the
43:00point
43:00where
43:00she
43:00nearly
43:01electrocuted
43:02herself
43:02to
43:02death
43:03at
43:03home
43:03adult
43:04protective
43:05services
43:05forced
43:06an
43:07intervention
43:07and
43:08had
43:08her
43:08committed
43:09she
43:10was
43:10the
43:10most
43:10bizarre
43:11patient
43:12in
43:12the
43:12entire
43:13facility
43:14somehow
43:15she
43:16had
43:17found
43:17a
43:17red
43:18plastic
43:18ring
43:19and
43:19jammed
43:20it
43:20tight
43:20around
43:21her
43:21neck
43:21it
43:22was
43:22her
43:22homemade
43:23truth
43:24band
43:25if
43:26anyone
43:26tried
43:27to
43:27take
43:27it
43:27off
43:27she
43:28would
43:28bite
43:29them
43:29frantically
43:30like
43:30a
43:31rabid
43:31dog
43:31don't
43:32touch
43:32my
43:33light
43:33lily
43:33is
43:34watching
43:34if
43:35you
43:35take
43:35it
43:35off
43:35she'll
43:36get
43:36mad
43:36she
43:37had
43:37developed
43:38a
43:39horrifying
43:39conditioned
43:40reflex
43:41whenever
43:42a nurse
43:43asked
43:44her
43:44Evelyn
43:45have
43:45you
43:45eaten
43:45she
43:46would
43:47touch
43:47her
43:47neck
43:48first
43:48then
43:49convulse
43:49and scream
43:50red
43:51light
43:51red
43:52light
43:52don't
43:53shock
43:54me
43:54I'll
43:55eat
43:55I'll
43:56eat
43:56even
43:56if
43:57it
43:57was
43:57boiling
43:57hot
43:58porridge
43:58she
43:59would
43:59swallow
44:00it
44:00in one
44:00gulp
44:01even
44:01as
44:02it
44:02blistered
44:03and
44:03burned
44:03her
44:04esophagus
44:05she
44:05didn't
44:06dare
44:06spit
44:06it
44:07out
44:07she
44:08was
44:09mimicking
44:10me
44:10right
44:11before
44:12I
44:12died
44:13she
44:13was
44:14using
44:14this
44:14to
44:15experience
44:15my
44:16personal
44:16hell
44:17over
44:18and over
44:18again
44:19years
44:20later
44:20Mia
44:21grew up
44:22and
44:23she
44:24went
44:24completely
44:25off
44:26the rails
44:27with
44:27with
44:28no
44:28discipline
44:29and
44:29carrying
44:30that
44:30infamous
44:31reputation
44:32she
44:33ended
44:33up
44:33scraping
44:34by
44:35at
44:35the
44:35very
44:36bottom
44:36of
44:36society
44:37when
44:38she
44:38ran
44:39out
44:39of
44:39money
44:39she
44:40remembered
44:40her
44:41mother
44:42sitting
44:42in
44:42the
44:42psych
44:43ward
44:43she
44:44came
44:44to
44:45the
44:45hospital
44:46for
44:46a
44:46visit
44:47not
44:47out
44:48of
44:48love
44:48but
44:49for
44:49cash
44:50listen
44:51you
44:51old
44:51lunatic
44:52dad's
44:52dead
44:53give
44:53me
44:53the
44:53secret
44:54stash
44:54of
44:54money
44:54you
44:55hid
44:55Mia
44:55was
44:56caked
44:56in
44:56heavy
44:57makeup
44:57her
44:58face
44:58dripping
44:59with
44:59hostility
45:00looking
45:01at
45:01the
45:01absolute
45:02ghost
45:02her
45:03mother
45:03had
45:03become
45:04she
45:05spat
45:05on
45:05the
45:05floor
45:06in
45:06disgust
45:08you're
45:08disgusting
45:10just
45:10like
45:10your
45:11dead
45:11brat
45:11of
45:11a
45:11daughter
45:13if
45:13you
45:13don't
45:14give
45:14me
45:14the
45:14money
45:14I'll
45:15pull
45:15your
45:15plug
45:15and
45:15send
45:16you
45:16to
45:16keep
45:16her
45:16company
45:17mom
45:18who
45:19had
45:19been
45:19completely
45:19catatonic
45:20suddenly
45:21snapped
45:22her
45:22head
45:22up
45:22at
45:22those
45:23words
45:23her
45:24cloudy
45:24eyes
45:25suddenly
45:25cleared
45:26for a
45:26fraction
45:27of a
45:27second
45:27the
45:28moment
45:28she
45:28locked
45:28onto
45:29Mia
45:29she
45:30remembered
45:30that
45:31plastic
45:31toy
45:32band
45:32that
45:33always
45:33shone
45:34green
45:34the
45:35green
45:35light
45:36that
45:36had
45:36deceived
45:37her
45:37for
45:37ten
45:37years
45:39it
45:40was
45:40you
45:41you
45:42lied
45:42to
45:42me
45:43you
45:44were
45:44the
45:44fake
45:44green
45:45light
45:45you
45:46killed
45:46Lily
45:47give
45:47my
45:47Lily
45:48back
45:48to
45:48me
45:49her
45:49final
45:50lingering
45:51shred
45:52of
45:52maternal
45:53love
45:53twisted
45:54into
45:54the
45:55fangs
45:55of
45:55pure
45:56vengeance
45:56mom
45:58suddenly
45:58lunged
46:00throwing
46:00herself
46:01at
46:01Mia
46:01and
46:02locked
46:04her
46:04hands
46:04in a
46:05death
46:05grip
46:06around
46:06her
46:07throat
46:07die
46:08go
46:09to
46:10hell
46:10it
46:10should
46:10have
46:11been
46:11you
46:11help
46:12Mia
46:13thrashed
46:14in
46:14terror
46:15but she
46:15couldn't
46:16break
46:16the brute
46:16strength
46:17of a
46:17madwoman
46:18it took
46:19doctors
46:20rushing in
46:21and injecting
46:21a heavy
46:22sedative
46:22to
46:23finally
46:23pry
46:24mom
46:24offer
46:24Mia
46:26scared
46:27completely
46:28out of
46:28her mind
46:29scrambled
46:30away
46:31and bolted
46:32maniacs
46:33you're all
46:33crazy
46:34blinded by
46:35panic
46:36she sprinted
46:37wildly
46:38out the
46:38hospital's
46:39front doors
46:40a speeding
46:41delivery truck
46:42couldn't
46:42break
46:43in
46:43time
46:43Mia
46:45was
46:45sent
46:46flying
46:47through
46:48the air
46:48she
46:49survived
46:50but
46:51both her
46:52legs
46:53were
46:53completely
46:53shattered
46:54condemned
46:55to
46:56spend
46:57the rest
46:57of her
46:58miserable
46:58life
46:59in a
46:59wheelchair
47:00reduced
47:01to
47:01an
47:02absolute
47:03cripple
47:04as
47:05for
47:05mom
47:06she
47:07was
47:07strapped
47:08to
47:08a
47:09restraint
47:09bed
47:10tears
47:10silently
47:11rolling
47:12down
47:12her
47:12face
47:13as
47:13she
47:13stared
47:14at
47:14the
47:14ceiling
47:14in
47:15her
47:16dreams
47:16she
47:17finally
47:18saw
47:18me
47:18the
47:19dreamy
47:20was
47:20still
47:2010
47:21years
47:21old
47:21wearing
47:22a
47:22white
47:23dress
47:23with
47:24no
47:24truth
47:24band
47:25on
47:25my
47:25wrist
47:26running
47:27toward
47:27her
47:27with
47:28a
47:28bright
47:28smile
47:29overjoyed
47:30she
47:30opened
47:31her
47:31arms
47:31to
47:32catch
47:32me
47:32only
47:33to
47:33realize
47:34her
47:34hands
47:34were
47:35sparking
47:35with
47:36electricity
47:36the
47:37second
47:37she
47:38touched
47:38me
47:39my
47:40body
47:40burst
47:41into
47:41flames
47:41like
47:42dry
47:42paper
47:42crumbling
47:44into
47:45ash
47:45she
47:46jolted
47:46awake
47:47from
47:47the
47:47nightmare
47:48sobbing
47:48her
47:49heart
47:49rate
47:50spiking
47:50dangerously
47:51high
47:51if
47:52she
47:52still
47:53wore
47:53the
47:53band
47:53it
47:54would
47:54undoubtedly
47:55be
47:55a
47:55blinding
47:56piercing
47:56crimson
47:57right
47:57now
47:58it
47:59was
47:59an
48:00eternal
48:01inescapable
48:02pain
48:02I
48:03stood
48:04in
48:04the
48:04void
48:05watching
48:06it
48:06all
48:07unfold
48:07watching
48:09mom
48:09tortured
48:10in
48:10the
48:10psych
48:10ward
48:11watching
48:12Mia
48:12begging
48:13with
48:13shattered
48:13legs
48:14watching
48:15dad
48:16drink
48:16himself
48:17into
48:17an
48:17early
48:18pathetic
48:19grave
48:20yet
48:20in
48:21my
48:21heart
48:22I
48:23felt
48:23absolutely
48:24no
48:25thrill
48:26of
48:26revenge
48:27just
48:27complete
48:28peace
48:29standing
48:30next to
48:31me
48:31was
48:32an
48:32old
48:32dog
48:33it
48:34was
48:34Snowball
48:35the puppy
48:36I had
48:37when I
48:37was
48:37little
48:38before
48:38mom
48:39threw
48:39him
48:39away
48:40he
48:40had
48:40been
48:41waiting
48:41for me
48:41in the
48:42spirit
48:42world
48:43Snowball
48:44nudged
48:45my leg
48:45and gave
48:46two
48:46soft
48:47barks
48:47as if
48:48saying
48:49let's go
48:50don't look
48:51anymore
48:52yeah
48:53it
48:54was
48:54time
48:55to
48:55go
48:55this
48:56life
48:57had
48:57been
48:57too
48:57bitter
48:57there
48:58was
48:58nothing
48:59left
48:59to
48:59hold
48:59on
49:00to
49:00I
49:00floated
49:01to
49:01the
49:02window
49:02of
49:03mom's
49:03hospital
49:04room
49:04it
49:05was
49:05for
49:06one
49:06final
49:06goodbye
49:07mom
49:08lay
49:08on
49:09the
49:09bed
49:09looking
49:10like
49:10a
49:10skeletal
49:11ghost
49:12her
49:12hair
49:13completely
49:13white
49:14sensing
49:15something
49:16her
49:16cloudy
49:17eyes
49:17shifted
49:18to
49:19an
49:19empty
49:19spot
49:20in
49:20the
49:20air
49:20the
49:21exact
49:21spot
49:22where
49:22I
49:23was
49:23standing
49:23Lily
49:25is
49:26that
49:26you
49:26she
49:27reached
49:27out
49:28with
49:28a
49:28trembling
49:29hand
49:30grasping
49:31blindly
49:31at
49:32the
49:32void
49:33mommy
49:34smashed
49:34the
49:34band
49:35mommy
49:36doesn't
49:36believe
49:36in
49:36that
49:37anymore
49:37please
49:38come
49:38back
49:39okay
49:39mommy
49:40will
49:41cook
49:41for
49:41you
49:41no
49:42celery
49:43mommy
49:44will
49:44buy
49:44you
49:45a
49:45new
49:45dress
49:45I
49:46won't
49:46buy
49:47Mia
49:47one
49:48tears
49:49slip
49:49from
49:49the
49:50corners
49:50of
49:50her
49:50eyes
49:51soaking
49:51into
49:52the
49:52pillow
49:52I
49:53glanced
49:54at
49:54the
49:54bloody
49:54ring
49:55of
49:55scars
49:55around
49:56her
49:56neck
49:56and
49:57let
49:58out
49:58a
49:59soft
49:59sigh
50:00I
50:01reached
50:01out
50:02pressing
50:02an
50:03ice
50:03cold
50:03finger
50:04against
50:05her
50:05forehead
50:05it
50:06was
50:07the
50:07last
50:08ounce
50:08of
50:09mercy
50:10I
50:10had
50:11for
50:11her
50:11let
50:12her
50:12sleep
50:13when
50:14you're
50:14asleep
50:15it
50:15doesn't
50:16hurt
50:16anymore
50:17she
50:18quieted
50:18instantly
50:19her
50:20heavy
50:20eyelids
50:21drooping
50:22shut
50:22as she
50:23fell
50:23into
50:24a
50:24deep
50:24sleep
50:25a
50:26gust
50:26of
50:26wind
50:27blew
50:27the
50:28room
50:28flipping
50:29open
50:30the
50:30battered
50:31diary
50:31on
50:31the
50:31bedside
50:32table
50:32the
50:33one
50:33possession
50:34the
50:34police
50:35had
50:35returned
50:35to
50:35her
50:36on
50:37the
50:37very
50:37last
50:38page
50:38right
50:39below
50:39my
50:40dying
50:40words
50:41were
50:42a
50:42few
50:42new
50:43lines
50:44of
50:45jagged
50:45handwriting
50:46written
50:47by mom
50:48during
50:48a rare
50:49moment
50:49of
50:49clarity
50:50next
50:51life
50:51let
50:51mommy
50:52wear
50:52the
50:52band
50:53let
50:54mommy
50:54be
50:54the
50:54liar
50:55you
50:56can
50:56punish
50:56me
50:57as
50:58long
50:58as
50:58you
50:58don't
50:58abandon
50:59mommy
50:59mommy
51:00will
51:00do
51:00anything
51:01i
51:02looked
51:02at
51:02those
51:03words
51:03feeling
51:04absolutely
51:05nothing
51:05it
51:06was
51:07too
51:07late
51:08in
51:08the
51:09face
51:09of
51:09death
51:10all
51:10the
51:11repentance
51:11in
51:11the
51:12world
51:12is
51:12pale
51:13and
51:13useless
51:13mom
51:14i
51:15don't
51:15hate
51:15you
51:16anymore
51:16but
51:17i
51:17don't
51:17love
51:17you
51:18either
51:18ma
51:19let
51:20them
51:20wear
51:20me
51:20stir
51:20the
51:21ever
51:21i
51:22turned
51:22around
51:23walking
51:24alongside
51:25snowball
51:26a door
51:27of pure
51:28light
51:28appeared
51:29in the
51:29distance
51:30the gateway
51:31to the
51:32next
51:33reincarnation
51:34i raised
51:36my wrist
51:36the phantom
51:38truth band
51:39that had bound
51:40my soul
51:41the nightmare
51:42that had imprisoned
51:43my entire life
51:44i clenched
51:45my fist
51:46tight
51:46it
51:47shattered
51:48dissolving
51:50into
51:51stardust
51:52and vanishing
51:53into the air
51:54i felt
51:55an
51:55unprecedented
51:56sense
51:57of relief
51:57no
51:58red
51:59lights
51:59no
52:00shocks
52:01no
52:02lies
52:03just
52:04freedom
52:04i walked
52:06into the
52:06light
52:07without
52:08ever
52:08looking
52:09back
52:12the
52:13morning
52:13sun
52:13spilled
52:14into
52:15the
52:15hospital
52:15room
52:16a
52:17nurse
52:17pushed
52:18the
52:18door
52:18open
52:19for
52:19morning
52:19rounds
52:20evelyn
52:21time
52:21for
52:22your
52:22meds
52:22no
52:23response
52:24the
52:25figure
52:25on
52:25the
52:26bed
52:26was
52:26completely
52:27still
52:27the
52:28nurse
52:29stepped
52:29closer
52:29to
52:30check
52:30mom's
52:32hands
52:32were
52:32tightly
52:33clutching
52:33that
52:34broken
52:34diary
52:35a
52:36single
52:36crystalline
52:38tear
52:39hung
52:40at the
52:40corner
52:40of her
52:41eye
52:41and
52:43on
52:43the
52:44heart
52:44monitor
52:45next
52:45to
52:45the
52:46bed
52:46that
52:47jagged
52:48green
52:49wave
52:50representing
52:51life
52:51had
52:53flattened
52:54into
52:55one
52:56long
52:56straight
52:57line
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