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Cutting the Cord: Reborn as My Mom's High School Frenemy - Full EP
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00:00:001996, Texas.
00:00:02I suddenly jerk up from the sink, gasping for air.
00:00:05Water drips from my thick blonde hair.
00:00:06I stare at the mirror in shock.
00:00:08The face staring back at me is vibrant, beautiful, full of life.
00:00:10Vintage smoky eye makeup framing a chalky teenage face.
00:00:1318. You young, healthy, cancer-free.
00:00:16I've been thrown back into the dead-end Texas high school years
00:00:19my mom spent her entire life clawing her way out of.
00:00:22Suddenly, the bathroom door swings open.
00:00:25A familiar grapefruit perfume hits me instantly.
00:00:27It's Valerie, my 18-year-old mother.
00:00:30Her hair is pulled into a high-tony tail,
00:00:31high-waisted jeans hugging her hips,
00:00:33a white tam-top straight out of a 90s teen magazine.
00:00:36Come on, the pep lolly's about to start.
00:00:38She yanks me forward hard enough to make me stumble.
00:00:40But instead of following her, I freeze.
00:00:42Stare at the young face in front of me,
00:00:44untouched by wealth, untouched by surgery,
00:00:46untouched by the years that twisted her into a monster.
00:00:49Valerie, we're... friends?
00:00:51Uh, duh, we're best friends.
00:00:53Why are you being so weird today? Come on!
00:00:55She turns and keeps pulling me towards the door.
00:00:57Half a step behind her, I stare at her back.
00:00:59The confusion in my eyes vanishes instantly,
00:01:02replaced by something cold, something vicious.
00:01:04The school's public address system drones on from the loudspeakers overhead,
00:01:08buzzing with the daily lunch menu.
00:01:09Pizza slices, tater tots, and chocolate milk.
00:01:12Valerie pulls me through the crowded hallway,
00:01:14her hand warm and dry in mine.
00:01:16And then it hits me again,
00:01:18that sharp grapefruit perfume.
00:01:20The scent wraps around me so suddenly my breath catches.
00:01:24It was the smell I knew best as a child.
00:01:26Before I turned five, she used to hold me in her arms,
00:01:29humming old country songs and asking if I loved her.
00:01:32But after she ditched me to chase her high school sweetheart to the big city,
00:01:36that scent only ever showed up in my nightmares.
00:01:39Scarlet, you've been acting weird all day.
00:01:41Scarlet?
00:01:43God, even this body's name sucks.
00:01:45Carefully, I slip my hand out of hers.
00:01:47My eyes swamp across the hallway.
00:01:49The dented locker numbers,
00:01:50the faded football team pictures,
00:01:52the bulletin board plastered with fall semester 1996.
00:01:55Cheerleaders rush past us,
00:01:57ponytails flying,
00:01:58while some varsity asshole has a scrawny kid pinned against a logger,
00:02:01shaking him down for lunch money.
00:02:03This isn't a dream.
00:02:04I'm really back in the 90s.
00:02:06That's when a tall, lanky guy with glasses started walking toward us.
00:02:10Hector, my mother's first love.
00:02:12The man who ruined all our lives.
00:02:14Hey, this is my Scarlet.
00:02:15She just transferred it in.
00:02:16Scarlet, meet Hector.
00:02:17Straight A student, total teacher's pet,
00:02:19basically tutoring half the school.
00:02:21Hey, I'm Hector.
00:02:23Welcome to East Ridge.
00:02:24The second I hear his name,
00:02:26my stomach turns.
00:02:28I ignore his hand completely
00:02:29and scan the noisy hallway
00:02:31for the one person who should have been here.
00:02:33Where's my dad?
00:02:35Austin should be at this school too.
00:02:37Wait, Austin's not in your class?
00:02:39Austin?
00:02:40There's no Austin in this entire school.
00:02:44Austin Walker, my dad.
00:02:46He's not, he's not here?
00:02:49Your dad?
00:02:50Just as I'm scrambling for an excuse,
00:02:53a roar erupts from the end of the hallway and saves me.
00:02:55The pep rally's starting.
00:02:57You coming or what?
00:02:59Sunlight spills across her shoulders.
00:03:00For a second,
00:03:01she looks nothing like the woman
00:03:02who would one day watch me die without blinking.
00:03:05The gym is loud,
00:03:06humilded,
00:03:07packed wall to wall.
00:03:09Football players in red jerseys
00:03:10charge onto the court
00:03:11while cheerleaders shake palm balls
00:03:13under the flashing lights.
00:03:14The bleachers thunder
00:03:15with stomping feet
00:03:16and screaming students.
00:03:18This Friday,
00:03:19let's show East Ridge
00:03:20who really runs this town.
00:03:22The crowd explodes.
00:03:24She's radiant up there.
00:03:26Beside me,
00:03:26Hector adjusts his glasses,
00:03:28eyes fixed on her.
00:03:29She's gonna get out of this town someday.
00:03:31He says it like he already knows the future.
00:03:34I don't answer.
00:03:35I just stare at Valerie beneath the spotlight.
00:03:38After the rally,
00:03:39students pour out of the gym.
00:03:41The halls fill
00:03:42with slamming lockers
00:03:43and overlapping conversations again.
00:03:46People argue about Friday's game.
00:03:48Girls debate who's gonna win prom queen.
00:03:50Last period is study hall.
00:03:52Valerie sits one row ahead of me by the window.
00:03:55Her notes need enough to look typed.
00:03:57As she flips a page,
00:03:59something slips out from between her books.
00:04:01A pale green application packet.
00:04:03Harvard University.
00:04:05My breathing catches.
00:04:06She actually got an application.
00:04:08But later in life,
00:04:09she always says Harvard was never an option
00:04:11for someone like her.
00:04:12So that was a lie too.
00:04:13Valerie,
00:04:14your future turns out cheap and pathetic anyway.
00:04:16So why are you out here
00:04:17pretend to be some gifted golden girl right now?
00:04:19It makes me sick.
00:04:20I rise from my seat.
00:04:21Then,
00:04:22with one sharp shove of my elbow,
00:04:23I knock over the black coffee on her desk.
00:04:26The dark liquid spills perfectly
00:04:27across the application packet,
00:04:29soaking through the giant Harvard crest
00:04:31until the ink begins to bleed.
00:04:32I stare at her coldly,
00:04:34waiting for her to snap,
00:04:35waiting for the mask to fall off,
00:04:37waiting to finally see the real Valerie
00:04:39underneath all that fake sweetness.
00:04:41But her reaction throws me completely off.
00:04:46Oh God, Scarlet, are you okay?
00:04:49She grabs a stack of napkins
00:04:50and immediately starts swiping coffee off my hand.
00:04:52There's real concern in her eyes.
00:04:53No anger,
00:04:54no blame,
00:04:55not even irritation.
00:04:56It's wrong.
00:04:57She's too nice.
00:04:58So nice it scares me.
00:05:00Nice enough to make me wonder
00:05:01if the woman I remember
00:05:02was ever the real Valerie at all.
00:05:04Just then,
00:05:05the classroom door swings open.
00:05:07A Latino teacher steps inside
00:05:09and walks over to Valerie's desk.
00:05:11Hey Valerie,
00:05:12something came up with Scarlet's family.
00:05:14Kind of an emergency.
00:05:15Your parents called
00:05:16and asked if you could bring her home
00:05:17with you after school.
00:05:18An emergency?
00:05:20What the hell happened?
00:05:22By the time school lets out,
00:05:23the Texas sunset looks like
00:05:24the whole sky's on fire.
00:05:26Stadium lights flicker on
00:05:27one by one around the football field.
00:05:29The cheer squad is still practicing
00:05:30while snippets of 90s pop songs
00:05:32crack through the loudspears.
00:05:34Valerie walks a few steps ahead of me,
00:05:35her ponytail swaying softly behind her.
00:05:37She suddenly stops
00:05:38and turns to me gently.
00:05:39I heard about your parents.
00:05:41Scarlet,
00:05:41don't be scared, okay?
00:05:42You've still got me.
00:05:43We're best friends.
00:05:44Then she pulls me into a hug.
00:05:45I'm sorry for what happened.
00:05:46If you need a shoulder to cry on,
00:05:48I'll always be here.
00:05:48That faint grapefruit scent
00:05:50wraps around me again.
00:05:51And just like that,
00:05:52I break.
00:05:53In my last life,
00:05:54there were countless nights
00:05:55when I would have given anything
00:05:56for this exact embrace.
00:05:57As I sob into her shoulder,
00:05:59I deliberately smears and snot
00:06:00all over her pretty shirt.
00:06:01Petty revenge.
00:06:02Pathetic, tiny revenge.
00:06:04But her arms are warm
00:06:05exactly the way
00:06:06I remember from childhood.
00:06:07So how the hell
00:06:08did someone like this
00:06:09become the woman
00:06:10who wouldn't even save my life?
00:06:12A bicycle bell rings behind us.
00:06:14Hector catches up,
00:06:15pushing an old bike
00:06:15with a paper box of cupcakes
00:06:17sitting in the basket.
00:06:18He adjusts his glasses awkwardly.
00:06:20Sugar helps.
00:06:21A little, anyway.
00:06:22I watch the two of them
00:06:23walking side by side
00:06:24beneath the football field lights
00:06:25and something bitter
00:06:26twists in my chest.
00:06:27What, Hector?
00:06:28You gonna pick her up
00:06:29like this every day?
00:06:30Keep her stuck in this town
00:06:31and make her your wife someday?
00:06:32Hector stops walking,
00:06:33but when he looks at me,
00:06:35his expression is completely
00:06:36open and sincere.
00:06:37Valerie's meant for bigger things
00:06:39than this place.
00:06:39She's too talented
00:06:40to spend her life
00:06:41shrinking herself for some guy.
00:06:44That'd be...
00:06:45wrong.
00:06:47I freeze
00:06:47because I never imagined
00:06:49Hector would say
00:06:49something like that.
00:06:52I'm not getting stuck
00:06:53married with kids at 18.
00:06:55I want to see
00:06:56what's out there first.
00:06:57But you did have me at 18.
00:06:58You ended up trapped
00:06:59in a rotting trailer park
00:07:00full of violence
00:07:01and screaming
00:07:02and broken walls.
00:07:03Valerie,
00:07:03did your dreams betray you?
00:07:05The whole walk there,
00:07:07something about this timeline
00:07:08feels off in a way
00:07:09I can't explain.
00:07:11And then Valerie
00:07:12opens the front door.
00:07:15The smell of home-cooked food
00:07:16hits me instantly.
00:07:18So you're Scarlet, huh?
00:07:21Hi, Mr. Wyatt.
00:07:22Thanks for letting me stay over.
00:07:25He bursts out laughing
00:07:26and pulls me inside
00:07:27before I can even finish.
00:07:29The house is warm,
00:07:31spotless,
00:07:31lived in.
00:07:32There's a brand new pair
00:07:33of slippers waiting for me
00:07:34by the entryway
00:07:35along with folded pajamas
00:07:36set out they'd been
00:07:36expecting me for days.
00:07:38The living room walls
00:07:38are lined with plaques,
00:07:39commendations,
00:07:40and framed federal service award.
00:07:42On the TV,
00:07:43a local news station
00:07:44is covering a major
00:07:44drug trafficking case
00:07:45near the Texas border.
00:07:46A photo flashes on screen
00:07:48of two fallen narcotics agents.
00:07:49Your parents were good people, kiddo.
00:07:52Best partners I ever had.
00:07:54Real heroes.
00:07:55And from now on,
00:07:55this house is yours too.
00:07:57You hear me?
00:07:57That's when it finally hits me.
00:07:59The parents belonging
00:08:00to this body
00:08:01are already dead.
00:08:02Dinner is loud
00:08:03and warm
00:08:03and painfully alive.
00:08:05Grandpa keeps piling food
00:08:06onto plates.
00:08:07Grandma laughs at everything.
00:08:08A dog nudges against my legs
00:08:10beneath the table.
00:08:10The kitchen light glows so warmly
00:08:12it almost hurts to look at.
00:08:13And across from me
00:08:13sits Valerie,
00:08:14laughing freely
00:08:15while her parents dole on her
00:08:16like she's the center
00:08:17of their universe.
00:08:18My chest tightens so hard
00:08:20it feels unbearable.
00:08:21This is insane.
00:08:22Like some cruel cosmic joke.
00:08:24She grew up surrounded
00:08:25by this much love.
00:08:26So how the hell
00:08:27did she become someone
00:08:28who could watch me die
00:08:29without a single shred
00:08:30of kindness?
00:08:31Late that night,
00:08:32Valerie and I lay
00:08:33side by side in the dark.
00:08:35There's been this huge
00:08:37cartel case near the border
00:08:38lately.
00:08:39I keep having nightmares
00:08:40something's gonna happen
00:08:40to my parents.
00:08:42At 18,
00:08:43she looks so young,
00:08:44so fragile.
00:08:45Before sunrise,
00:08:46I wake to the sound
00:08:47of movement
00:08:48in the living room.
00:08:49Grandpa is sitting
00:08:49by the door
00:08:50pulling on his police boots.
00:08:51I run out barefoot
00:08:52and grab onto his sleeve
00:08:53before he can leave.
00:08:54Mr. Wyatt,
00:08:55please be careful out there.
00:08:57He smiles
00:08:57and ruffles my hair.
00:08:58I will, kiddo.
00:08:59Promise I'll come home safe.
00:09:01Then he and Grandma
00:09:01disappear together
00:09:02into the pale border fog
00:09:04of early morning
00:09:05and the dread
00:09:06in my chest
00:09:06only grows heavier.
00:09:10Valerie stumbles
00:09:11out of bed
00:09:12half asleep
00:09:12the next morning
00:09:13and stands in front
00:09:14of the mirror,
00:09:15completely lost
00:09:16trying to fix her ponytail.
00:09:17God, she's hopeless.
00:09:19I walk over
00:09:20and quietly redo
00:09:21her hair for her.
00:09:22It's the first time
00:09:23in both my lives
00:09:24that I've ever been
00:09:24this close to her.
00:09:26Scarlett,
00:09:26how are you so good
00:09:27at this?
00:09:28And suddenly I remember
00:09:29how, when I was little,
00:09:30she always hacked
00:09:31my hair off
00:09:32into awful tomboy cuts.
00:09:33Maybe it wasn't
00:09:34coldness after all.
00:09:35Maybe 18-year-old Valerie
00:09:36just barely knew
00:09:37how to take care of herself.
00:09:38A bicycle bell rings
00:09:39outside the yard.
00:09:40Hector,
00:09:41right on schedule.
00:09:42He hands me
00:09:42an ice-cold soda,
00:09:44then stares at my face
00:09:45for a little too long.
00:09:47Scarlett,
00:09:48is it just me
00:09:48or are you starting
00:09:49to look more and more
00:09:50like Valerie?
00:09:51A chill shoots
00:09:52straight through me.
00:09:52Right before I died
00:09:53in my last life,
00:09:54I was barely recognizable,
00:09:55skin and bones
00:09:56from the cancer.
00:09:57But the last time
00:09:57I looked in a mirror,
00:09:58I realized something horrifying.
00:09:59I hadn't taken over
00:10:00someone else's body.
00:10:01I came back
00:10:02wearing my own
00:10:0318-year-old face.
00:10:04Pretty girls always
00:10:05kind of look alike, right?
00:10:06Surrounded by all this warmth,
00:10:08I start wavering.
00:10:09It gets harder and harder
00:10:10to connect this version
00:10:11of Valini to the woman
00:10:12from my last life.
00:10:13This girl is kind,
00:10:15bright,
00:10:16alive.
00:10:16I finally begin
00:10:17to understand
00:10:18why my dad,
00:10:19Austin,
00:10:19spent his whole life
00:10:20loving her
00:10:20even when she never
00:10:21truly loved him back.
00:10:22Part of me even starts
00:10:23thinking that when I
00:10:23finally meet him
00:10:24in this timeline,
00:10:25maybe I should tell him
00:10:26to fall for somebody else.
00:10:28But I never imagined
00:10:29that just as I started
00:10:30letting my guard down,
00:10:31hell was already
00:10:32opening its doors.
00:10:33School lets out early
00:10:34that day.
00:10:35Hector and I stop
00:10:36by a taco truck
00:10:37on the corner.
00:10:38Valerie says she's tired
00:10:39and asks us to grab her
00:10:41a baked potato
00:10:41before heading home
00:10:43ahead of us.
00:10:44We're almost at her house
00:10:45when an old pickup truck
00:10:46with no plates
00:10:47suddenly comes flying
00:10:48backward out of the driveway.
00:10:51Several tattooed men
00:10:52in masks
00:10:52jump into the bed
00:10:53of the truck.
00:10:54Then, a scream
00:10:56tears through the air.
00:10:57It's Valerie.
00:11:01Hector and I
00:11:02sprint toward the house
00:11:03so fast
00:11:03my lungs feel like
00:11:04they're tearing apart.
00:11:06The front door
00:11:07hangs crooked
00:11:08on its hinges,
00:11:09creaking heavily
00:11:09as it swings loosely
00:11:10against the broken frame.
00:11:12The second we step inside,
00:11:14the smell hits me.
00:11:14Blood, sweat, whiskey.
00:11:16The living room
00:11:16looks like a battlefield.
00:11:17Furniture overturned.
00:11:18Glass shattered everywhere.
00:11:19Family photos
00:11:20ripped from the walls.
00:11:21Blood smeared across
00:11:22the wooden floorboards
00:11:22and long streaks
00:11:23like someone had been dragged.
00:11:24Grandpa and Grandma
00:11:26lie motionless
00:11:26on the ground.
00:11:27And in the middle of the room,
00:11:29Valerie,
00:11:30covered in blood,
00:11:31curled up on the floor.
00:11:32A tattooed man
00:11:33stands nearby,
00:11:34calmly fixing his belt
00:11:35like nothing happened.
00:11:38Hector roars
00:11:39and charges at him,
00:11:40only to get kicked hard
00:11:41across the room.
00:11:42The stranger turns
00:11:43toward me slowly.
00:11:44Then he grabs my collar
00:11:45and jerks me forward
00:11:46so violently
00:11:47my feet leave the ground.
00:11:48Hector!
00:11:50The stench of blood
00:11:51and cigarettes,
00:11:52floods my nose
00:11:53so hard I nearly gag.
00:11:55Well, damn.
00:11:56If it isn't
00:11:56Officer Miller's kid.
00:11:58Lucky day for you,
00:11:59sweetheart.
00:12:00Boss already told us
00:12:01to pull out.
00:12:02Otherwise,
00:12:03you'd have been
00:12:03a lot of fun, too.
00:12:04He spits onto the floor
00:12:06beside me
00:12:06and turns to leave.
00:12:08Behind him,
00:12:09Valerie curls
00:12:10tighter into herself,
00:12:11desperately clutching
00:12:12the ripped fabric
00:12:13over her chest.
00:12:14A broken sound
00:12:15escapes her throat.
00:12:16Something inside me
00:12:17snaps.
00:12:18I throw myself forward
00:12:19and grab the man's
00:12:20pant leg
00:12:20with both hands.
00:12:21Moonlight spills
00:12:22through the shattered window,
00:12:23sliding across
00:12:24the side of his face.
00:12:25That jawline.
00:12:26That scar near his mouth.
00:12:27That voice.
00:12:28My entire body freezes.
00:12:30The world goes
00:12:31completely silent
00:12:32around me
00:12:32because he isn't
00:12:34some random cartel thug.
00:12:35He's Austin.
00:12:37My father.
00:12:41Hector scrambles
00:12:42to the wall
00:12:43and grabs the landline,
00:12:44but the phone cord
00:12:45has already been cut.
00:12:49You brought this
00:12:50on yourself,
00:12:51you little bitch!
00:12:52He lunges at me
00:12:53and starts ripping
00:12:54at my clothes,
00:12:55yanking violently
00:12:56at my collar.
00:12:57Trying to save me,
00:12:58Hector throws himself
00:12:59at Austin again
00:13:00without a second thought.
00:13:01In the chaos,
00:13:02I catch a flash of murder
00:13:04in Austin's eyes.
00:13:05He suddenly pulls
00:13:06a hunting knife
00:13:07from the back
00:13:07of his waist hand
00:13:08and in that instant,
00:13:09I completely lose it.
00:13:11Without thinking,
00:13:12I grab the blade
00:13:13with my bare hand.
00:13:14My dad?
00:13:15How could this be my dad?
00:13:17Tears crash
00:13:17into the growing pool
00:13:18of blood beneath me.
00:13:20The man I loved most
00:13:21growing up.
00:13:22The father who raised me
00:13:23in that trailer park
00:13:24with nothing.
00:13:25How could it be you?
00:13:26You're a rapist now.
00:13:27A murderer.
00:13:28I can't take it.
00:13:29I feel like I'm losing my mind.
00:13:31But the sharp pain
00:13:32slicing through my palm
00:13:34and Valier's desperate sobbing
00:13:35remind me this is real.
00:13:37I clamp down on the knife
00:13:39with everything I have
00:13:40and scream hysterically
00:13:41at Hector.
00:13:42Hector, run!
00:13:43Go get help!
00:13:45Go!
00:13:46Now!
00:13:46Blood streams down
00:13:47Hector's face
00:13:48as he staggers toward the door
00:13:50and bolts outside.
00:13:51And the second he's gone,
00:13:53Austin completely snaps.
00:13:55With a vicious twist
00:13:57of his wrist,
00:13:57he jerks the knife free
00:13:59and points the blade
00:14:00straight at my throat.
00:14:03But just then,
00:14:05my grandmother,
00:14:06who had been lying motionless
00:14:07in a pool of blood,
00:14:09somehow forces herself
00:14:10back up
00:14:10with the last bit of strength
00:14:12she has left.
00:14:14Austin turns,
00:14:15ready to stab the next.
00:14:18No!
00:14:19I slam into him
00:14:20with everything I have.
00:14:21The blade plunges
00:14:22straight into my stomach.
00:14:24Warmth explodes
00:14:25through my body.
00:14:26Then comes the pain.
00:14:27Endless,
00:14:28crushing pain.
00:14:29I press both hands
00:14:30against the wound,
00:14:31holding onto the knife
00:14:32with everything I've got
00:14:33so Austin can't
00:14:34pull it back out.
00:14:35You can't kill them.
00:14:37You can't.
00:14:40I'm crying,
00:14:41choking as blood pours
00:14:42from my mouth
00:14:43in heavy bursts.
00:14:44But Austin just twists
00:14:45the knife cruelly
00:14:46inside me.
00:14:48The agony sends me
00:14:50collapsing to my knees
00:14:51in the blood.
00:14:51That's when Grandma
00:14:52suddenly wraps both arms
00:14:54around Austin's neck
00:14:55from behind
00:14:55and drags him to the floor
00:14:56with every ounce of strength
00:14:57she has left.
00:14:59My grandfather,
00:15:00already covered in blood,
00:15:01grabs onto Austin's leg
00:15:02and refuses to let go.
00:15:04Realizing he's about
00:15:05to get caught,
00:15:06Austin curses violently,
00:15:08kicks himself free from them
00:15:09and climbs out the window,
00:15:10disappearing into the darkness
00:15:11near the border.
00:15:12Scarlet!
00:15:14Scarlet, stay with me!
00:15:16Please don't close your eyes!
00:15:18Through my fading vision,
00:15:20I feel Valerie
00:15:21pulling me into her arms.
00:15:23My consciousness
00:15:24is already slipping away,
00:15:25sobbing controllably.
00:15:27With tears and blood
00:15:27all over my face,
00:15:28I still try to take off
00:15:29my jacket and cover her with it.
00:15:31But I'm too weak.
00:15:32My arm barely lifts halfway
00:15:33before it drops limply
00:15:35into the blood.
00:15:35In the distance,
00:15:36sirens scream through the night.
00:15:38I hear Hector crying
00:15:39as he rushes back inside
00:15:40with the police.
00:15:41Then everything goes dark.
00:15:43Somewhere far away,
00:15:44voices echo around me
00:15:46as I'm lifted onto a stretcher.
00:15:48She's flatlining!
00:15:49Move!
00:15:49Get the defibrillator!
00:15:50Now!
00:15:53When I finally open my eyes again,
00:15:55all I see is the pale white ceiling
00:15:56of a hospital room.
00:15:57Sitting beside my bed is Hector.
00:15:58When he ran for help,
00:15:59Austin's men caught him
00:16:00and beat him half to death.
00:16:01The second he sees me awake,
00:16:02arrogant genius,
00:16:03completely falls apart.
00:16:04He wipes his eyes
00:16:05while gripping to entice
00:16:06Sotanli.
00:16:06You were the last one
00:16:07to wake up!
00:16:08Do you have any idea
00:16:09how close you came to dying?
00:16:11You scared the hell out of us!
00:16:12He's crying so hard,
00:16:13it's a complete mess.
00:16:14Tears, snot, everything.
00:16:15At one point,
00:16:15he even spits on my face
00:16:16while talking.
00:16:17I let out a weak laugh.
00:16:18The anesthesia still
00:16:19hasn't fully worn over.
00:16:20I can't really feel pain yet,
00:16:21just a heavy numbness
00:16:22all over my body.
00:16:22I look at him anxiously.
00:16:23Valerie's parents?
00:16:25And Valerie,
00:16:25are they okay?
00:16:27Her folks made it
00:16:28to the hospital
00:16:28just in time.
00:16:29If that knife had hit
00:16:31either of them any worse.
00:16:33I struggle to sit up,
00:16:34desperate to see her,
00:16:35but before I can move,
00:16:36the hospital room door
00:16:37slowly opens.
00:16:38Valerie is standing there.
00:16:39Her eyes look hollow,
00:16:40and when she looks at me,
00:16:42there's something shattered in them
00:16:43I can't even begin to explain.
00:16:45I say her name softly.
00:16:46She nods faintly
00:16:47and walks over.
00:16:47Her cold fingers
00:16:48are on my shoulder.
00:16:49Does it hurt?
00:16:51I shake my head.
00:16:51Looking at her red-rimmed eyes,
00:16:53I force a small smile.
00:16:55Have you been crying?
00:16:57She doesn't answer.
00:16:58She just holds my hand tighter
00:16:59and gently squeezes my cheek
00:17:00like she's afraid I'll disappear.
00:17:01Then suddenly,
00:17:02she lowers her head
00:17:03and tears drip
00:17:03onto the back of my hand.
00:17:05Thank you, Scarlet.
00:17:06If it weren't for you,
00:17:07I would have lost my parents.
00:17:10I look at the 18-year-old version
00:17:12of my mother
00:17:12standing in front of me,
00:17:13her fate already
00:17:14completely changed
00:17:15because of me.
00:17:16I sniff hard,
00:17:17holding back tears.
00:17:17I don't say a single word.
00:17:19I just let her tears
00:17:20soak into my skin
00:17:21before slowly lifting
00:17:22my free hand
00:17:23and placing it softly
00:17:23over the trembling hand
00:17:24resting on my shoulder.
00:17:28Valerie looks down
00:17:29at my hand covering hers
00:17:30as if she understands
00:17:32the comfort in my eyes.
00:17:34She takes a deep breath.
00:17:37Tears still cling to her lashes,
00:17:39but for the first time
00:17:40in forever,
00:17:41her voice carries
00:17:42a little relief.
00:17:43I've got good news.
00:17:44The case is over.
00:17:45The cartel operation
00:17:47finally got busted.
00:17:48Every single person
00:17:49involved in the attack
00:17:50was caught near the border.
00:17:51My parents can finally
00:17:52rest for a while.
00:17:53The moment I hear
00:17:54Austin and the traffickers
00:17:55were all arrested,
00:17:56my entire mind goes blank.
00:17:58Relief crashes over me
00:17:59so hard I almost
00:18:00shoot upright
00:18:01in the hospital bed.
00:18:02Wait, seriously?
00:18:03They caught all of them?
00:18:05Yes, seriously.
00:18:06Now stop moving
00:18:08before you rip
00:18:08your stitches open.
00:18:09The crushing weight
00:18:10that haunted me
00:18:11through both lifetimes
00:18:11finally disappears
00:18:12at that moment.
00:18:13Meanwhile, Hector,
00:18:14who has been sitting nearby
00:18:15this entire time,
00:18:16calmly peels a banana
00:18:17like nothing's happening.
00:18:18Doctor said you should eat this.
00:18:20You've already woken up
00:18:21a few times
00:18:21these past couple days.
00:18:22You've managed to pass gas,
00:18:24so now they're just waiting
00:18:25to see if you can finally
00:18:26have a bowel movement.
00:18:27Coming from someone
00:18:28usually this serious,
00:18:29it's so absurd
00:18:29I completely lose it.
00:18:31Unfortunately,
00:18:31the second I laugh,
00:18:32pain rips through
00:18:33the stitches in my abdomen.
00:18:34I immediately hiss in pain,
00:18:35clutching my stomach.
00:18:36Valerie starts laughing too,
00:18:37but after a few seconds,
00:18:38her laughter fades.
00:18:39Tears suddenly begin
00:18:40falling again without warning.
00:18:41She tries to cry quietly.
00:18:43She doesn't want
00:18:43either of us to notice.
00:18:45Hector's smile
00:18:45slowly disappears too.
00:18:47I wrap both arms tightly
00:18:49around this 18-year-old girl.
00:18:50At that moment,
00:18:51through my chest
00:18:52is no longer the hatred
00:18:53I carried in my previous life.
00:18:55Mom,
00:18:56if I had known
00:18:56my biologed father
00:18:57was the monster
00:18:58who destroyed
00:18:58your entire family,
00:18:59how could I ever
00:19:00have hated you?
00:19:01I would have only hated myself
00:19:03for ever being born,
00:19:04since fate gave me
00:19:05another chance.
00:19:06Then this time,
00:19:08I'll set you free.
00:19:11After surviving the nightmare,
00:19:13the little Texas town
00:19:14slowly comes back to life.
00:19:15Once I'm discharged
00:19:16from the hospital,
00:19:16my grandparents
00:19:17take me home.
00:19:18Grandpa proudly hands me
00:19:19a limited edition Barbie doll
00:19:20he brought back from New York.
00:19:21In my previous life,
00:19:22it was the only toy
00:19:23my mother had ever given me,
00:19:24but this time,
00:19:25somehow,
00:19:25it heals me first.
00:19:26Then Grandma
00:19:27completely hijacks
00:19:28what was supposed to be
00:19:28an emotional family dinner
00:19:29with giant sizzling
00:19:30Texas steaks,
00:19:31oversized cowboy hats
00:19:32and boots that look
00:19:33straight out of
00:19:34a Hollywood audition,
00:19:34and enough chaos
00:19:35to turn the whole night
00:19:36upside down.
00:19:37Even Hector,
00:19:38who normally acts
00:19:39way too composed
00:19:39for his age,
00:19:40finally laughs
00:19:40without holding back.
00:19:43But beneath the warm
00:19:44yellow glow
00:19:45of the dinner lights,
00:19:46the conversation
00:19:46eventually turns to goodbye.
00:19:48Hector's mother
00:19:48lifts her wine glass,
00:19:49eyes red and swollen,
00:19:50and quietly announces
00:19:51that they're moving back
00:19:52to Boston before Thanksgiving.
00:19:54She can't handle
00:19:54the danger near the border anymore.
00:19:56And in that moment,
00:19:57a misunderstanding
00:19:58from both my lifetimes
00:19:59finally unravels.
00:20:00In my previous life,
00:20:02Hector never left
00:20:03because he looked down
00:20:04on my mother's reputation.
00:20:05His mother had simply
00:20:06watched her son nearly die.
00:20:07Any parent would have
00:20:08wanted to run
00:20:09from this place after that.
00:20:10As an old country song
00:20:12crackles through the radio
00:20:13in the background,
00:20:14we start talking
00:20:15about the future.
00:20:16Valerie asks
00:20:17where I want to go
00:20:17to school someday.
00:20:18I look at her,
00:20:20the girl whose entire future
00:20:21was crushed fate
00:20:22in my previous life.
00:20:23An answer without hesitation.
00:20:25Harvard.
00:20:26Under the endless
00:20:26Texas night sky,
00:20:27with the Milky Way
00:20:28stretched above her
00:20:29like a dream,
00:20:29I finally understand
00:20:30the suffocating pain
00:20:31she carried in her
00:20:31previous life.
00:20:32I turn my head slightly
00:20:33and whisper so softly
00:20:34that only I can hear it.
00:20:35Mom, this time
00:20:36go live your life.
00:20:37Chase your dreams.
00:20:38Be yourself again.
00:20:38As for me,
00:20:39I'll stay behind
00:20:40in the darkness
00:20:40of this timeline.
00:20:41The day Hector leaves,
00:20:42the boy who has always
00:20:43been calm and restrained
00:20:44completely breaks down
00:20:45the moment he steps
00:20:46onto the bus.
00:20:47Clinging to the window,
00:20:48he cries so hard
00:20:49he can barely breathe.
00:20:50And then the bus
00:20:51slowly pulls away,
00:20:52kicking up clouds
00:20:52of Texas dust
00:20:53before disappearing
00:20:54at the end of the highway.
00:20:55Watching the bus
00:20:56vanish into the distance,
00:20:57I think life might
00:20:58finally return to normal.
00:20:59But fate still
00:21:00isn't done with me yet.
00:21:01Something happened
00:21:02to Valerie.
00:21:05After seeing Hector off,
00:21:07we head home
00:21:07through the bitter
00:21:08Texas winter wind.
00:21:09I cling tightly
00:21:09to Valerie's arm,
00:21:10trying my best
00:21:11to keep the mood light
00:21:11while talking excitedly
00:21:12about Christmas dinner plans.
00:21:13Mr. Wyatt's brisket
00:21:13has to be there.
00:21:14And Mr. Wyatt
00:21:15smoked pulled pork too.
00:21:16No argument.
00:21:16This year,
00:21:17we are eating like royalty.
00:21:18I'm still rambling happily
00:21:19when Valerie's expression
00:21:20suddenly changes.
00:21:21Without warning,
00:21:22she jerks her arm
00:21:23out of my grasp.
00:21:24Like a frightened deer,
00:21:25she stumbles towards
00:21:25a trash can
00:21:26on the side of the road,
00:21:27bends over,
00:21:27and starts violently throwing up.
00:21:29She vomits so hard
00:21:30there's eventually
00:21:31nothing left
00:21:31except bitter dry humps.
00:21:33By the end,
00:21:34she can barely
00:21:34stay standing.
00:21:35She grips a freezing
00:21:36telephone pole
00:21:37for support,
00:21:38her whole body
00:21:39trembling violently,
00:21:40her face drained
00:21:41completely white.
00:21:42My mind goes blank.
00:21:43The smile freezes
00:21:45on my face.
00:21:46Watching her clutch
00:21:47her stomach
00:21:48and reek in pain,
00:21:49a terrifying cold
00:21:51realization
00:21:52crawls slowly up
00:21:53my spine
00:21:53like ice water.
00:21:56Those symptoms...
00:21:57No, no way.
00:22:04You...
00:22:05You're pregnant?
00:22:08Valerie instinctively
00:22:09places a hand
00:22:10over her stomach.
00:22:11Her eyes are filled
00:22:12with the kind of panic
00:22:13and confusion
00:22:14no 18-year-old girl
00:22:16should ever have to carry.
00:22:17What happened that night
00:22:18may have been stopped
00:22:19halfway through,
00:22:20but some nightmares
00:22:21had already rerouted
00:22:22themselves deep in the dark.
00:22:25She looks at me helplessly,
00:22:27tears trembling
00:22:28in her eyes.
00:22:29I...
00:22:30I don't know, Scarlett.
00:22:32I thought maybe
00:22:33it was just stress lately.
00:22:35I haven't had much appetite
00:22:37and I kept feeling nauseous.
00:22:39Come on.
00:22:40We're going to the clinic.
00:22:41Now.
00:22:42I don't even let her
00:22:43finish speaking.
00:22:43I grab her hand
00:22:45and practically drag her
00:22:46down the street
00:22:47toward the town's
00:22:48small community clinic.
00:22:51The doctor on duty
00:22:52is an elderly
00:22:53Cuban-American woman
00:22:54with silver hair,
00:22:55Dr. Ramirez.
00:22:56She isn't just the only
00:22:57general practitioner in town.
00:22:58She's also one of
00:22:59Grandma Wyatt's
00:23:00oldest friends
00:23:01and her child's
00:23:02alongside her years ago.
00:23:03The second Dr. Romero
00:23:04sees Valerie's face
00:23:05and the sheer panic
00:23:06in my eyes,
00:23:07her sharp,
00:23:08battle-worned gaze
00:23:09immediately narrows.
00:23:10Wasting another second,
00:23:11she starts ushering
00:23:13every remaining patient
00:23:14out of the clinic.
00:23:15The entire room
00:23:16falls into suffocating silence.
00:23:20Tell me what's going on.
00:23:22My scalp precles with dread
00:23:23as I quickly explain
00:23:24Valerie's nausea
00:23:25and vomiting.
00:23:26The old doctor
00:23:27says nothing
00:23:28after hearing me out,
00:23:29but a deep,
00:23:30piercing sorrow
00:23:30flashes through her eyes.
00:23:32She quietly takes Valerie
00:23:33into the examination room
00:23:35in the back.
00:23:36The moment the door closes,
00:23:38all the strength
00:23:38drains out of me.
00:23:39I collapse into the
00:23:40cold metal chair
00:23:41outside the office,
00:23:42shoving both hands
00:23:43deep into my hair.
00:23:44More than anyone else,
00:23:45I know exactly
00:23:46where I came from.
00:23:47And because of that,
00:23:48a horrifying truth
00:23:48finally pieces itself
00:23:49together in my mind.
00:23:50In my previous life,
00:23:52Austin,
00:23:52the man who raised me
00:23:53after destroying Valerie's life,
00:23:54was actually released
00:23:55from prison early.
00:23:56After committing crimes like that,
00:23:57he still got out
00:23:58in less than 20 years.
00:23:59Back then,
00:24:00when the case went to court,
00:24:01Valerie must have stayed silent.
00:24:03Maybe to hide the shame
00:24:04of being pregnant
00:24:04as a teenager.
00:24:05Maybe to protect
00:24:06the Wyatt family's reputation.
00:24:08Whatever the reason,
00:24:09her silence
00:24:09helped set a monster free.
00:24:11The guilt of my own existence
00:24:12tears through me
00:24:13like a dull blade.
00:24:14This nightmare
00:24:14destroyed a brilliant girl
00:24:15who was supposed to go to Harvard.
00:24:17And the one thing
00:24:17it gave back to the world
00:24:18was a demon.
00:24:21Half an hour later,
00:24:22the exam room door
00:24:23slowly creaks open.
00:24:25Dr. Ramirez steps outside
00:24:26looking exhausted.
00:24:28She gently pats my shoulder.
00:24:30Scarlet,
00:24:32go get Mr. and Mrs. Wyatt for me.
00:24:36The moment the truth comes out,
00:24:38the house,
00:24:39which had barely survived
00:24:41one nightmare already,
00:24:42falls into dead silence
00:24:44all over again.
00:24:53Grandpa sits heavily on the couch.
00:24:56This massive,
00:24:58hard-nosed cop
00:24:58who once stared down
00:24:59cartel gunfires
00:25:01now looks hollowed out
00:25:02like a man aging
00:25:03ten years in a single night.
00:25:08He buries his rough,
00:25:09califafed hands
00:25:10over his face
00:25:11and says nothing.
00:25:14Meanwhile,
00:25:15Grandma holds
00:25:1618-year-old Valerie
00:25:17tightly in her arms,
00:25:19sobbing so hard
00:25:20she can barely breathe.
00:25:22We're packing tonight.
00:25:25We'll go straight to Boston
00:25:26and stay with Hector
00:25:28and his mother.
00:25:30I won't let that monster's family
00:25:32lay a finger on you
00:25:34ever again.
00:25:36Valerie stays curled up
00:25:38in the corner of the bed
00:25:39the entire time,
00:25:40silent as a porcelain doll.
00:25:42She doesn't say a word.
00:25:43She just keeps staring at me
00:25:45with those shattered,
00:25:46empty eyes.
00:25:47But somewhere inside them
00:25:48is still this helpless instinct
00:25:50begging for someone
00:25:51to save her.
00:25:52The sight tears me apart inside.
00:25:55I lower my head immediately,
00:25:58too ashamed to even look
00:25:59my own mother in the eye.
00:26:01And then things somehow
00:26:03get even worse.
00:26:05Austin's trashy parents,
00:26:06the grandparents I had
00:26:07in my previous life,
00:26:09somehow hear about
00:26:09Valerie's pregnancy.
00:26:10Right after the attack,
00:26:12those two cowards
00:26:13vanished completely
00:26:14to avoid being dragged
00:26:14into the police investigation.
00:26:16But the second they hear
00:26:17Valerie is carrying
00:26:18Austin's child,
00:26:19they swoop in like
00:26:19vultures smelling blood.
00:26:21To them,
00:26:21this pregnancy is leverage,
00:26:23the perfect weapon
00:26:24to destroy the Wyatt family.
00:26:25We barely made it back home
00:26:27before the two of them
00:26:28show up outside the house
00:26:29with some sleazy lawyer
00:26:31they hired.
00:26:33The smell of cheap cigarettes
00:26:35and stale alcohol
00:26:36hits before they even
00:26:37step into the yard.
00:26:41My former grandfather,
00:26:43Silas Walker,
00:26:44doesn't show even a trace
00:26:45of shame.
00:26:46No guilt.
00:26:48No apology.
00:26:50Just this disgusting,
00:26:52smug arrogance.
00:26:56Standing in the yard,
00:26:57he bellows toward the house
00:26:58like he owns the police.
00:26:59Officer Wyatt,
00:27:01don't hide in there.
00:27:03My son Austin
00:27:04may be in prison,
00:27:05but he still has
00:27:06parental rights.
00:27:07That baby is part
00:27:08of our family,
00:27:08and you're not taking
00:27:09our grandchild anywhere.
00:27:11The sleazy lawyer beside him
00:27:13adjusts his glasses
00:27:14and smirks coldly.
00:27:18If Miss Yight refuses
00:27:20to drop the charges,
00:27:21we're fully prepared
00:27:21to drag this
00:27:22through family court
00:27:23for years.
00:27:24And trust me,
00:27:25once the media
00:27:25gets involved,
00:27:26everybody in Texas
00:27:27is going to know
00:27:28exactly what happened
00:27:29to your daughter.
00:27:33Then Mayabelle Walker,
00:27:34my former grandmother,
00:27:36blows out a stream
00:27:37of cigarette smoke
00:27:38and starts screeching
00:27:39at the house.
00:27:40You go testify
00:27:41in federal court,
00:27:43and we'll swear
00:27:44Valerie wanted it!
00:27:45We'll tell everyone
00:27:46you cops framed our son!
00:27:51We'll make damn sure
00:27:52every police department
00:27:53in Texas knows
00:27:55what kind of girl
00:27:56your daughter really is!
00:27:57You think those
00:27:58badges are going
00:27:59to survive this?
00:28:02We'll ruin
00:28:03your whole family!
00:28:07The police had kept
00:28:08the details of that night
00:28:10sealed tightly.
00:28:11Nobody in town
00:28:12knew what Valerie
00:28:13had actually suffered
00:28:14in the dark.
00:28:15But now,
00:28:15these two shameless monsters
00:28:17are ripping open
00:28:17her deepest traumata
00:28:18in public
00:28:19just to save
00:28:20their worthless son
00:28:20from federal prison.
00:28:21They stand outside
00:28:22with a damn megaphone,
00:28:24turning a survivor's
00:28:25private nightmare
00:28:26into some sick
00:28:27public spectacle
00:28:27about protecting
00:28:28the family bloodline.
00:28:29Before long,
00:28:30the whole town knows.
00:28:31But they don't actually
00:28:33want the baby.
00:28:34That's never been the point.
00:28:35What they want
00:28:36is pressure.
00:28:38They want to weaponize
00:28:39this conservative
00:28:40little town,
00:28:41the gossip,
00:28:42the judgment,
00:28:43the victim blaming,
00:28:44until the Wyatts
00:28:45have nowhere left to run.
00:28:46And their terms
00:28:47are crystal clear.
00:28:48They want Valerie
00:28:49to change her testimony
00:28:50in federal court.
00:28:52They want her to claim
00:28:53Austin was just the driver
00:28:55and knew nothing
00:28:56about the attack.
00:28:57In exchange,
00:28:58the walkers will stop
00:28:59harassing the family
00:29:00and leave them alone.
00:29:01Hearing the whispers
00:29:03rising outside the fence,
00:29:04seeing neighbors stare
00:29:06with that fake sympathy
00:29:07hiding disgust underneath.
00:29:11Everything suddenly
00:29:12clicks into place
00:29:13inside my head.
00:29:15Now I understand
00:29:16exactly how Austin
00:29:17got that early release
00:29:18in my previous life.
00:29:20there had been a deal
00:29:22and Valerie
00:29:23had been crushed
00:29:23into accepting it.
00:29:24Looking at those
00:29:25two smug bastards
00:29:26standing outside our home
00:29:27acting righteous,
00:29:28every ounce of humiliation
00:29:29from my previous life
00:29:30and every drop of rage
00:29:31from this one
00:29:32finally explodes inside me.
00:29:33To hell with staying calm.
00:29:35I grab grandpa's
00:29:36Louisville slugger
00:29:37from behind the front door
00:29:38and storm outside,
00:29:39gripping the bat so hard
00:29:40my knuckles go white.
00:29:41By then,
00:29:41all I can see is red.
00:29:58Right in front of everyone,
00:29:59I swing the bat.
00:30:00Crack, crack.
00:30:01The heavy end
00:30:02of the Louisville slugger
00:30:03smashes straight into Silas
00:30:04and Maybean's faces
00:30:05without a shred of hesitation.
00:30:06The sound of teeth breaking
00:30:08mixes with their screams
00:30:09as both of them
00:30:10stumble backward,
00:30:11clutching their bloody mouths
00:30:12before collapsing
00:30:12into the dirt.
00:30:13Your son is a convicted rapist!
00:30:15I point the bat
00:30:16directly at the two of them,
00:30:18shaking with rage.
00:30:19Where the hell
00:30:19was the talk about the La La
00:30:21when your psycho son
00:30:22was pointing a gun
00:30:23at federal officers?
00:30:24And now you want to come here
00:30:25and black rail cops?
00:30:28Gripping the bat
00:30:29with both hands,
00:30:30I swing as hard as I can
00:30:31into the lawyer's sedan
00:30:32parked by the curb.
00:30:33The windshield explodes
00:30:34instantly into a spider web
00:30:35of shattered glass.
00:30:36Then I whip around
00:30:37towards the neighbors
00:30:38gathering outside the fence,
00:30:40all of them whispering
00:30:40and staring.
00:30:41What are you all looking at?
00:30:43Anybody else wants
00:30:44to stand here
00:30:45screaming at a victim
00:30:46with these two pieces of trash?
00:30:47I raise the broken bat,
00:30:49splintered wood
00:30:50jouting from the barrel.
00:30:51I swear to God
00:30:52the next swing
00:30:53straight goes through your skull!
00:30:54Get the hell away
00:30:55from the Wyatt House!
00:30:56All of you!
00:30:57Move!
00:30:58The hot border wind
00:30:59tears through the street.
00:31:01One look at the shattered bat
00:31:02in my hands is enough.
00:31:03The neighbors pale instantly
00:31:04and start backing away in fear.
00:31:06And then suddenly,
00:31:07Silas runges at me
00:31:08with a rusty switchblade
00:31:10in his hand.
00:31:10Drop the charges
00:31:11or I'll kill
00:31:12every last one of you!
00:31:16The gunshot
00:31:17detonates
00:31:17complete like thunder.
00:31:19The bullet slices
00:31:20past Silas's ear
00:31:21and blasts apart
00:31:22one of the wooden fence posts
00:31:23behind him.
00:31:24Everyone freezes.
00:31:25Grandpa Rick stands there
00:31:26gripping a coal pipe
00:31:27on the revolver.
00:31:28The barrel pressed
00:31:29directly against Silas's forehead.
00:31:30His voice is low
00:31:31and deadly.
00:31:32Officer Miller's daughter
00:31:33took a knife
00:31:34from my family.
00:31:35You touch her again
00:31:36and see what happens.
00:31:38The ringing echo
00:31:39from the gunshot
00:31:40leaves everyone stunned.
00:31:42Silas drops the knife
00:31:43immediately.
00:31:44It clatters onto the dirt
00:31:45beside him
00:31:46as he collapses in terror.
00:31:50He's gonna kill us!
00:31:51The cops are trying
00:31:53to murder us!
00:31:54But before she can
00:31:54say another word,
00:31:55another figure comes
00:31:56flying down the porch steps.
00:31:58Grandma.
00:32:00She moves like lightning.
00:32:01Grabbing a fistful
00:32:02of Maybella's
00:32:03brittle yellow hair,
00:32:04she yanks her sideways
00:32:05so hard
00:32:06the old woman nearly falls.
00:32:07Slap!
00:32:09Grandma backhands her
00:32:10across the face
00:32:10hard enough
00:32:11to send her crashing
00:32:12into the dirt,
00:32:12then plants a boot
00:32:14against her chest.
00:32:15Her eyes are pure steel.
00:32:17You think you can
00:32:17threaten my daughter's name?
00:32:19I'll go to prison
00:32:20smiling before I let
00:32:21your family destroy her life.
00:32:22Now get the hell
00:32:23off my property
00:32:24before I bury
00:32:25all of you out
00:32:26in the desert myself.
00:32:27Rick cocks
00:32:28the revolver once,
00:32:29never taking his eyes
00:32:30off Silas.
00:32:31You assaulted my family.
00:32:33As a police officer
00:32:34I have every right
00:32:35to arrest you right now.
00:32:36Next time,
00:32:37you won't walk away
00:32:38this lucky.
00:32:39Now get out.
00:32:40The sheer violence
00:32:41radiating off the two
00:32:42retired narcotics officers
00:32:44terrifies everyone
00:32:45into silence.
00:32:46The gossiping neighbors
00:32:47scatter immediately.
00:32:48Silas and Maybella
00:32:49scramble to their feet
00:32:50and flee down the road
00:32:51like stray dogs.
00:32:53But then suddenly,
00:32:54Grandpa Rick
00:32:55doubles over
00:32:56coughing violently.
00:32:57Fresh blood
00:32:58begins soaking
00:32:59through the white bandages
00:33:00wrapped around his torso.
00:33:07Grandpa's stitches
00:33:07tear open again
00:33:08so Grandma
00:33:08rushes him back
00:33:09to the hospital.
00:33:10I stay behind
00:33:10to take care of Valerie.
00:33:11Standing outside
00:33:12her bedroom door
00:33:12I force myself
00:33:13to breathe through
00:33:13the panic crushing
00:33:14my chest.
00:33:14I wipe the tears
00:33:15and blood off my face
00:33:16over and over
00:33:16with my sleeve
00:33:17until my skin
00:33:17burns raw.
00:33:18I can't let Valerie
00:33:19see me falling apart.
00:33:20Right now I have
00:33:21to be strong for her.
00:33:22I shove the bedroom
00:33:23door open
00:33:23and lock it tightly
00:33:24behind me
00:33:25shutting out the chaos
00:33:25outside.
00:33:26Then I walk straight
00:33:27towards her bed.
00:33:29The second I see
00:33:30her sitting there
00:33:31pale, hollow,
00:33:33motionless,
00:33:34something inside me
00:33:35finally breaks
00:33:35completely.
00:33:37Valerie,
00:33:39let's leave.
00:33:40We can start over
00:33:41somewhere else.
00:33:42New York,
00:33:43California,
00:33:44anywhere.
00:33:45Please,
00:33:46just pack a bag
00:33:47and come with me,
00:33:47okay?
00:33:48I almost sound
00:33:49desperate.
00:33:50I grab her shoulders
00:33:51gently,
00:33:52trying to pull strength
00:33:53from the girl
00:33:53who,
00:33:54in another lifetime,
00:33:55would become my mother
00:33:5619 years later.
00:33:58But Valerie never
00:33:59says a word.
00:34:00She just stays curled
00:34:01in the corner of the bed.
00:34:03The fading sunset
00:34:04filters through the blinds
00:34:05strip by strip,
00:34:06dying slowly
00:34:07across her face.
00:34:08Then she finally
00:34:09lifts her head
00:34:10and once again
00:34:11she looks at me
00:34:12with those same
00:34:13shattered eyes,
00:34:14empty,
00:34:15helpless,
00:34:15but still quietly
00:34:17begging someone
00:34:17to save her.
00:34:18Sight crushes my chest.
00:34:19For my entire previous life
00:34:21I thought I had been
00:34:21born unwanted,
00:34:22but now I finally
00:34:23understand the truth.
00:34:24My birth was never love.
00:34:25It was a chain,
00:34:27a weapon crafted
00:34:27by a monster
00:34:28to trap my mother
00:34:29and destroy her family forever.
00:34:30I have never hated myself
00:34:31more than I do right now.
00:34:35Valerie,
00:34:36listen to me.
00:34:38This baby.
00:34:39Before I can finish,
00:34:40Valerie suddenly covers
00:34:41my mouth with her hand.
00:34:44I look up at her
00:34:46and suddenly the dam
00:34:48inside me
00:34:49completely breaks.
00:34:51Tears pour down my face
00:34:52as I collapse to my knees
00:34:54beside the bed.
00:34:55I pull her hand away
00:34:56from my mouth
00:34:57and finally scream out
00:34:58the truth
00:34:59that destroyed me
00:35:00for an entire lifetime.
00:35:02This baby
00:35:03is a stain
00:35:04that monster
00:35:05left on your life.
00:35:07You'll hate it forever.
00:35:09Every time you look at it,
00:35:11you'll remember him.
00:35:13You'll wish
00:35:14it had never been born.
00:35:16My voice cracks apart
00:35:18completely.
00:35:19It's better to end this now
00:35:20than let that child
00:35:21grow up trapped
00:35:22in pain and misery.
00:35:25I can barely breathe
00:35:26through the sobbing.
00:35:27No one can calmly
00:35:29beg their own mother
00:35:30to erase them
00:35:30from existence.
00:35:31But at that exact moment,
00:35:33Valerie,
00:35:33who has been sitting there
00:35:35lifeless and hollow
00:35:35this whole,
00:35:36whole time,
00:35:37suddenly trembles violently.
00:35:39It's like something
00:35:40inside her
00:35:41finally snaps awake.
00:35:42She bolts upright
00:35:43from the bed
00:35:44and throws her arms
00:35:45around me
00:35:45without warning,
00:35:46crushing me
00:35:47against her chest.
00:35:48She holds me so tightly
00:35:49her fingers dig painfully
00:35:51into my back.
00:35:52Hot tears spill
00:35:53onto my neck,
00:35:54burning against my skin.
00:35:55And then she completely
00:35:56breaks down.
00:35:57I never wanted you dead.
00:36:00Nora.
00:36:02Her voice is raw
00:36:04and shattered from crying.
00:36:06Not once,
00:36:08not for a single second
00:36:10did I ever wish
00:36:11you were dead.
00:36:15That single sentence
00:36:17crashes through the room
00:36:18with the weight
00:36:18of two lifetimes
00:36:19behind it.
00:36:20Every ounce of pain,
00:36:22resentment,
00:36:23anger,
00:36:24and loneliness
00:36:24I carried inside me
00:36:26shatters instantly
00:36:27into dust.
00:36:28Because she called me
00:36:30Nora.
00:36:31Not Scarlet.
00:36:32Nora.
00:36:33In this timeline,
00:36:34nobody knows that name.
00:36:36Nobody except my mother
00:36:38from my previous life.
00:36:39I freeze in her arms,
00:36:41my mind going
00:36:42completely blank.
00:36:43She isn't just
00:36:44the 18-year-old Valerie
00:36:46who knows nothing
00:36:46about the future.
00:36:47she remembers too.
00:36:50In this broken,
00:36:51twisted timeline,
00:36:53a near my find,
00:36:55my mother was reborn
00:36:56alongside me.
00:36:58I know.
00:37:00My entire body shakes
00:37:01as I cling to
00:37:02her shoulder,
00:37:03her shoulder
00:37:04like a lost child.
00:37:07I know I was never
00:37:09supposed to be born.
00:37:10You had every reason
00:37:12to hate me
00:37:13because of that monster.
00:37:14Valerie suddenly grabs
00:37:16my face with both hands
00:37:17and forces me to look
00:37:18at her through her tears.
00:37:19How could a mother
00:37:20ever hate her child?
00:37:22After two lifetimes,
00:37:24inside this old
00:37:24Texas house in 1996,
00:37:26she finally tears open
00:37:28the truth she buried
00:37:29for decades.
00:37:29And through uncontrollable
00:37:31sobbing,
00:37:32my mother finally tells me
00:37:33why she stood beside
00:37:34my hospital bed
00:37:35and watched me die
00:37:36in my previous life.
00:37:39The reason I couldn't
00:37:41donate bone marrow
00:37:42was because I had
00:37:44terminal cancer too.
00:37:46I wasn't eligible
00:37:47to donate.
00:37:48I wasn't abandoning you,
00:37:50Nora.
00:37:50How could I ever
00:37:52abandon my own daughter?
00:37:54Outside,
00:37:55the winter wind screams
00:37:57across the Texas borderlands.
00:37:59But inside this cold
00:38:01little room,
00:38:02a mother and daughter
00:38:03separated by two lifetimes
00:38:05finally find each other again
00:38:06in the ruins
00:38:07of everything they lost.
00:38:09Valerie clutches me
00:38:10so tightly,
00:38:11she's shaking.
00:38:12I never gave on you,
00:38:14Nora.
00:38:14I begged everyone
00:38:16I could for help.
00:38:17I borrowed money
00:38:18from anybody willing
00:38:19to listen because
00:38:19I wanted to save you.
00:38:21Every word tears
00:38:22out of her throat
00:38:23like it physically
00:38:23hurts to say it.
00:38:24Your bastard father
00:38:25wouldn't pay a single dime.
00:38:27The ICU bills
00:38:28kept piling up
00:38:29every single day.
00:38:30The hospital kept
00:38:30mailing notices
00:38:31until my bowel box
00:38:32was overflowing.
00:38:33In the end,
00:38:33I sold every apartment
00:38:35and every piece of property
00:38:36I owned in Boston
00:38:37just to barely cover
00:38:38your medical bills.
00:38:39Then her breathing
00:38:39completely falls apart.
00:38:41And Austin,
00:38:42that monster wanted
00:38:43to pull your ventilator
00:38:44out himself
00:38:44back at the trailer park.
00:38:46He lied to you.
00:38:47He actually convinced you
00:38:48that I was the one
00:38:49who abandoned you.
00:38:50She cries so hard
00:38:51she can barely breathe anymore.
00:38:52Decades of humiliation
00:38:53and buried motherhood
00:38:54finally exploding out
00:38:55all at once.
00:38:56Back then,
00:38:57I left with Hector's mother
00:38:58to work in the city
00:38:59because I needed money.
00:39:00I was trying to build
00:39:01enough of a life
00:39:01to come back
00:39:02and take you away
00:39:03from that rotting border town.
00:39:04But the second I left,
00:39:06Austin cut off
00:39:07every possible way
00:39:07for me to contact you.
00:39:09He guarded the trailer park
00:39:10with a gun
00:39:10and wouldn't even
00:39:11let me get near you.
00:39:12The only thing
00:39:13I could do...
00:39:16Her voice breaks
00:39:17completely.
00:39:19...was stand outside
00:39:20your school
00:39:21at the beginning
00:39:21of every semester
00:39:22and watch you
00:39:23from across the street.
00:39:27I bite down so hard
00:39:29on my lip
00:39:30I taste blood.
00:39:32My vision is
00:39:33completely blurred
00:39:34by tears.
00:39:35And finally,
00:39:37I understand everything.
00:39:39Back then,
00:39:41she was only 18.
00:39:42A girl who had survived
00:39:44something horrific
00:39:44whose mind was already
00:39:45hanging by a thread.
00:39:47There was no way
00:39:48she could go back
00:39:48to that monster.
00:39:49For her,
00:39:51every step towards
00:39:52that trailer crant
00:39:53was like walking back
00:39:54into hell itself.
00:39:55But fate has always
00:39:56been cruel.
00:39:57By the time mom
00:39:57finally saved enough money
00:39:59and came back
00:40:00to fight for custody of me,
00:40:01Austin had already
00:40:02sensed something was coming.
00:40:04He grabbed me
00:40:04in the middle of the night
00:40:05and disappeared.
00:40:06And in the 1990s,
00:40:07before cell phones,
00:40:09databases,
00:40:10and internet tracking
00:40:11connected the world,
00:40:12we vanished
00:40:13into countless
00:40:13forgotten trailer parks
00:40:15scattered across America.
00:40:17She never found us again.
00:40:19Valerie cups my face
00:40:21with trembling hands.
00:40:25When you turned 18,
00:40:27you finally tracked down
00:40:28my private number.
00:40:29The voice cracks apart.
00:40:32But by then,
00:40:34I'd already been diagnosed
00:40:35with terminal cancer.
00:40:38I didn't have much time left,
00:40:40Nora.
00:40:43Her tears mix with mine
00:40:45as they stream down
00:40:45our faces together.
00:40:47My body was falling apart
00:40:48day by day.
00:40:49I didn't want to drag you
00:40:50into that.
00:40:51I couldn't bear the thought
00:40:52of you watching me die
00:40:53in a hospital bed
00:40:54or inheriting all my debt
00:40:56after I was gone.
00:40:57That's why I acted cold
00:40:59on the phone.
00:41:00That's why I pretended
00:41:01I didn't know you.
00:41:02Everything inside my head
00:41:03goes completely blank.
00:41:07The mother I spent
00:41:09my whole life hating
00:41:09never abandoned me.
00:41:11Not once.
00:41:13With a body and soul
00:41:14shattered by a monster,
00:41:15she still fought
00:41:16through the filled
00:41:17and hopelessness
00:41:18of the 1990s
00:41:19with everything
00:41:19she had left
00:41:20just to keep loving me.
00:41:22We cling to each other
00:41:23in that dark little room
00:41:24and cry until there
00:41:25are no tears left.
00:41:27Finally,
00:41:28I wipe my face hard
00:41:29and force myself
00:41:30to look straight
00:41:31into her eyes.
00:41:32Mom,
00:41:33if we've really both
00:41:35been given another chance,
00:41:37then don't let me
00:41:37become your chains
00:41:38all over again.
00:41:40We can still fix this.
00:41:41We'll go to the hospital.
00:41:43Without me,
00:41:43you can finally
00:41:44live your own life.
00:41:45Valerie instantly
00:41:46shakes her head
00:41:47in panic.
00:41:47Stop!
00:41:48Don't say that!
00:41:49I can't do it!
00:41:50Nora!
00:41:51You are part of me!
00:41:52I will never let you go!
00:41:55She covers her face,
00:41:56crying uncontrollably.
00:41:58And seeing the pain
00:41:59and determination
00:41:59in her eyes,
00:42:00I can't force her anymore.
00:42:02The sunset
00:42:03over the Texas border
00:42:04paints the entire sky
00:42:05blood red.
00:42:06Hot wind rolls
00:42:07through the yard
00:42:08carrying dust
00:42:09and dry heat
00:42:10that makes my chest
00:42:11tighten with unease.
00:42:12Grandpa fires up
00:42:13the smoker in the backyard
00:42:14using a stash
00:42:15of oak wood
00:42:16he's been saving
00:42:16for years.
00:42:17Before long,
00:42:18the air fills
00:42:18with the smell
00:42:19of smoked brisket
00:42:20and ribs.
00:42:20Grandma and I
00:42:21spend the entire afternoon
00:42:22preparing dinner,
00:42:23wanting to give Mom,
00:42:24the girl who suffered
00:42:24so much in this timeline,
00:42:26the happiest 18th birthday
00:42:27possible.
00:42:27But just as Grandma
00:42:28wipes her hands clean
00:42:29and starts heading inside
00:42:30to call Valerie at a dinner,
00:42:39Officer Wyatt,
00:42:40we've got a problem.
00:42:42Austin escaped
00:42:43during transport
00:42:43to federal prison.
00:42:44He killed two federal marshals
00:42:46and stole a shotgun.
00:42:47Dispatch intercepted
00:42:48a report 10 minutes ago.
00:42:49He's heading straight for town
00:42:50in a stolen pickup truck.
00:42:52The second I hear
00:42:53Austin's name,
00:42:54rage destinates
00:42:55inside my body.
00:42:56Every ounce of blood
00:42:57in my veins
00:42:57feels like it catches fire.
00:42:59He's coming here
00:43:00for revenge!
00:43:06That monster ruined
00:43:08my mother once already.
00:43:09Why the hell
00:43:10should he get another chance
00:43:12to destroy her life?
00:43:18While Grandpa and Grandma
00:43:20rush back inside
00:43:21in Scotch
00:43:22to grab their
00:43:23Remingston shoe duns,
00:43:24I move first.
00:43:31Without hesitation,
00:43:33I snatch up
00:43:33the heavy cleaver
00:43:34sitting beside
00:43:35the cutting board
00:43:36in the kitchen.
00:43:46I don't even look back
00:43:47at the house.
00:43:48Eyes burning red
00:43:49with hatred,
00:43:50I run straight
00:43:51into the blood-colored
00:43:52Texas dusk.
00:43:53Austin.
00:43:54Even if this drags
00:43:55my soul straight
00:43:56into hell,
00:43:56this time,
00:43:58I'm going to kill
00:44:00you myself.
00:44:03Night falls fast
00:44:05near the border.
00:44:06Freezing wind
00:44:07filled with sand
00:44:08cuts across my face
00:44:09like blades.
00:44:12I crouch silently
00:44:13in the shadows
00:44:14near the edge
00:44:14of the neighborhood,
00:44:15my palms slick
00:44:16with sweat
00:44:17around the handle
00:44:18of the clemver.
00:44:20But no matter
00:44:21how long I wait,
00:44:23Austin never appears.
00:44:24Then around midnight,
00:44:25a horrible instinct
00:44:27suddenly clenches
00:44:28around my heart.
00:44:29Valerie should have
00:44:30returned from the clinic
00:44:31hours ago,
00:44:32but she still isn't home.
00:44:34Headlights suddenly
00:44:35tear through the darkness.
00:44:36Grandpa's old
00:44:37wake-up truck
00:44:38skids to a stop
00:44:39beside me.
00:44:39Scarlett, get in!
00:44:46Grandma and Grandpa
00:44:47both look pale with fear,
00:44:49gripping loaded
00:44:49Remington shoot guns
00:44:51tightly in their hands.
00:44:52We immediately
00:44:53start tracking tire marks
00:44:54and crushed brush
00:44:55along the bide side.
00:44:59Following every sign
00:45:00we can find,
00:45:01the search leads us
00:45:02all the way
00:45:03to the edge of town.
00:45:04Then the pickup engine
00:45:05dies.
00:45:06Silence.
00:45:06Nothing but cold desert wind
00:45:08and darkness.
00:45:09In front of us
00:45:10sits an abandoned
00:45:10trailer park
00:45:11that's been empty
00:45:12for years.
00:45:12We split up
00:45:13to search for Valerie.
00:45:14Let go of me!
00:45:15You're insane!
00:45:16Let me go!
00:45:19Let go of me!
00:45:20You're insane!
00:45:21Let me go!
00:45:23My mind goes blank.
00:45:26I know instantly
00:45:27there's no time
00:45:28to turn back
00:45:28for Grandpa.
00:45:31So I run toward
00:45:32Valerie's screams
00:45:33alone.
00:45:35But somewhere
00:45:36during those few
00:45:37desperate seconds,
00:45:38hearing my mother
00:45:39crying inside
00:45:40that trailer,
00:45:42something strange
00:45:44happens.
00:45:45The panic inside
00:45:46my head
00:45:47suddenly disappears.
00:45:48Something strange
00:45:49happens.
00:45:50The panic inside
00:45:51my head
00:45:51suddenly disappears.
00:45:53Completely.
00:45:54As I sprint
00:45:55through the freezing
00:45:55dark,
00:45:56I grip the heavy
00:45:57meat cleaver
00:45:57hidden beneath my
00:45:58coat so tightly
00:45:58my hand aches.
00:45:59My palm is slipped
00:46:01with sweat.
00:46:01But my eyes
00:46:02hold no fear
00:46:03anymore.
00:46:04Only calm
00:46:05and certainty.
00:46:07In that moment,
00:46:08I finally understand
00:46:09why I came back
00:46:10to this world.
00:46:10I wasn't reborn
00:46:11to keep living
00:46:12as that monster's
00:46:13unwanted child.
00:46:14I crossed 28 years
00:46:15of time for one
00:46:16reason only.
00:46:17To set my mother
00:46:18free, even if it
00:46:19cost the life I was
00:46:20never supposed to
00:46:21have in the first
00:46:22place.
00:46:23I stare at the
00:46:24battered trailer
00:46:25door glowing faintly
00:46:26under the moonlight.
00:46:27And I never slow
00:46:28down for even a
00:46:29second.
00:46:30You sick
00:46:31bastard!
00:46:33Die!
00:46:37Without hesitation,
00:46:38I slam my foot
00:46:40into the flimsy
00:46:40aluminum trailer
00:46:41door.
00:46:42Using the momentum,
00:46:44I throw myself
00:46:44straight at Austin
00:46:46from behind.
00:46:47Under the pale
00:46:48moonlight, I raise
00:46:49the heavy cleaver
00:46:50high over my head
00:46:51and bring it down
00:46:52with every ounce
00:46:53of hatred from
00:46:54both lifetimes
00:46:55behind it.
00:46:57Austin lets out
00:46:58an animalistic
00:46:59scream, but I
00:47:00underestimated what
00:47:01kind of monster
00:47:02he really is.
00:47:05I'm gonna rip
00:47:06you apart!
00:47:07A man who
00:47:08survived years of
00:47:09cartel violence
00:47:10along the border
00:47:11doesn't go down
00:47:11easily.
00:47:13The pain only
00:47:14drives me insane.
00:47:16Before I can
00:47:17swing again,
00:47:17agony shoots
00:47:18through my arm
00:47:19like the bone
00:47:19is about to snap.
00:47:21I'm gonna kill
00:47:23you!
00:47:24The clever is ripped
00:47:25out of my hands
00:47:26instantly.
00:47:27Clang!
00:47:28The weapon
00:47:28crashes to the floor
00:47:29as Austin slams me
00:47:31hard against the ground
00:47:31inside the trailer.
00:47:36Under the dim
00:47:36moonlight leaking
00:47:37through the broken
00:47:38trailer walls,
00:47:39Austin finally
00:47:40sees my face
00:47:41clearly.
00:47:44You little
00:47:45bitch
00:47:46again.
00:47:47You just
00:47:48keep ruining
00:47:49everything!
00:47:50He roars
00:47:51hysterically and
00:47:51raises the
00:47:52clember over his head.
00:47:53Then it comes
00:47:54down.
00:47:55Again.
00:47:56And again.
00:47:57The blade
00:47:58flashes silver
00:47:59through the cramped
00:48:00trailer.
00:48:00Each strike
00:48:01tears violently
00:48:02into my stomach
00:48:03and chest
00:48:04out of her side.
00:48:10Warm blood
00:48:11immediately floods
00:48:11from my mouth,
00:48:12soaking my clothes.
00:48:16But strangely,
00:48:18I can't feel
00:48:19pain anymore.
00:48:23My mind
00:48:24is terrifyingly
00:48:25clear.
00:48:25Only one thought
00:48:27keeps screaming
00:48:27inside my head.
00:48:29Don't let him go.
00:48:30Don't let him
00:48:31get to Valerie.
00:48:32No!
00:48:33Please!
00:48:33Stop!
00:48:34Let her go!
00:48:37No!
00:48:40Please stop!
00:48:49And the second
00:48:50I see him
00:48:51turning toward
00:48:51my mother again,
00:48:52something inside
00:48:53me snaps,
00:48:55using every
00:48:55last ounce of
00:48:56strength from
00:48:57both my lives.
00:48:58I throw myself
00:48:59onto him from
00:49:00behind and lock
00:49:01my arms around
00:49:02his body like
00:49:03a steel trap.
00:49:12No matter how
00:49:13violently he
00:49:14punches me,
00:49:16no matter how
00:49:17many times the
00:49:18blade carves
00:49:19into my flesh,
00:49:20I grit my teeth
00:49:21so hard I taste
00:49:22blood and hold
00:49:23on anyway.
00:49:25Even as blood
00:49:26pours from my mouth,
00:49:27I use my dying
00:49:28body weight to
00:49:29keep him pinned
00:49:30against the place.
00:49:31You want to
00:49:31hurt her?
00:49:33Then you'll have
00:49:34to cut me
00:49:35into pieces first.
00:49:37Then you'll have
00:49:38to cut me
00:49:38into pieces first!
00:49:41A deafening
00:49:42shotgun blast
00:49:42erupts through
00:49:43the trailer.
00:49:45Austin!
00:49:46Blinding police
00:49:47spotlights flood
00:49:48the darkness
00:49:48as Grandpa
00:49:49storms inside,
00:49:50roaring.
00:49:51the blast
00:49:52tears straight
00:49:53through Austin's
00:49:54skull.
00:49:55The impact
00:49:55stops the
00:49:56monster cold.
00:49:57His body
00:49:58jerks violently
00:49:59before collapsing
00:49:59to the floor
00:50:00like dead weight.
00:50:01Scarlet!
00:50:02Finally,
00:50:03the demon
00:50:04falls silent,
00:50:05and with the
00:50:05last bit of life
00:50:06draining from my
00:50:07body,
00:50:07I collapse
00:50:08into the blood
00:50:09beside him.
00:50:14Scarlet!
00:50:15Scarlet!
00:50:19Scarlet,
00:50:20wake up!
00:50:21Please!
00:50:23Mom's begging
00:50:24you,
00:50:24please wake up!
00:50:27My mother's
00:50:27screams tear
00:50:28through the
00:50:28freezing Texas
00:50:29night,
00:50:30raw,
00:50:31desperate,
00:50:32sharp enough
00:50:33to rip the
00:50:33sky apart.
00:50:34I want to
00:50:35lift my hand,
00:50:37wipe the blood
00:50:38off her face,
00:50:38like I always
00:50:39do,
00:50:40pull her
00:50:40into my arms
00:50:41one last time,
00:50:42but my arm
00:50:42feels filled
00:50:43with concrete.
00:50:44My body
00:50:44is getting
00:50:45colder by the
00:50:45second,
00:50:46and the voices
00:50:46around me
00:50:47sound farther
00:50:47and farther
00:50:48away,
00:50:48like they're
00:50:49trapped beneath
00:50:49deep water.
00:50:50The whole world
00:50:51is slowly
00:50:51drifting out
00:50:52of reach.
00:50:52I lie there
00:50:53helplessly in
00:50:54the cold,
00:50:54moldy blood
00:50:55pooling across
00:50:55the floor
00:50:56of the abandoned
00:50:56trailer.
00:50:57I see Grandpa
00:50:58and Grandma
00:50:58rushing toward
00:50:59me.
00:51:01Grandpa's
00:51:01hands,
00:51:02the same steady
00:51:03hands that
00:51:03held a gun
00:51:04his entire life
00:51:05without trembling
00:51:06once.
00:51:06He presses so
00:51:07hard his
00:51:08knuckles
00:51:08turn white,
00:51:09but the blood
00:51:10still keeps
00:51:10pouring through
00:51:11his fingers.
00:51:13Grandma
00:51:13collapses beside
00:51:14me,
00:51:15covering her
00:51:16mouth as
00:51:16sobs wreck
00:51:17her body.
00:51:19The whole world
00:51:20is slowly
00:51:21drifting out of
00:51:22reach.
00:51:23I know then,
00:51:25I'm never
00:51:26gonna wake up
00:51:26again.
00:51:30that monster
00:51:31who haunts
00:51:31both of my
00:51:32lives like a
00:51:33curse carved
00:51:33into my
00:51:34bones.
00:51:36Austin Walker
00:51:37is finally
00:51:38killed that
00:51:38night by
00:51:39Grandpa's
00:51:39shotgun.
00:51:40The blast
00:51:41tears straight
00:51:42through his
00:51:42head.
00:51:43His blood,
00:51:44his violence,
00:51:45his evil.
00:51:46All of it
00:51:46splatter across
00:51:47the rusted
00:51:47trailer walls
00:51:48and sinks into
00:51:49the mud of
00:51:50the Texas
00:51:50borderlands.
00:51:51Justice comes
00:51:52late.
00:51:52The law never
00:51:53even gets the
00:51:53chance to put
00:51:54him on death
00:51:54row.
00:51:55Fate beats
00:51:56it to the
00:51:56punch.
00:51:57Brutal,
00:51:57bloody,
00:51:58and absolute.
00:51:59After two
00:51:59lifetimes of
00:52:00suffering,
00:52:01the debt is
00:52:01finally paid.
00:52:03But the
00:52:03devil's death
00:52:04doesn't bring
00:52:05life back to
00:52:05our family.
00:52:06A few days
00:52:06later, an
00:52:07unusual storm
00:52:08rolls across
00:52:08the border.
00:52:09Cold rain
00:52:10mixes with
00:52:10sand and
00:52:11dirt,
00:52:11turning the
00:52:11whole town
00:52:12gray,
00:52:12muddy,
00:52:13and bitterly
00:52:13cold as
00:52:14if the
00:52:14sky itself
00:52:14is mourning
00:52:15everything
00:52:15we've
00:52:16lost.
00:52:16The
00:52:16Wyatt House
00:52:17falls silent.
00:52:18The
00:52:18kitchen that
00:52:18once smells
00:52:19of barbecue
00:52:19and fresh
00:52:20coffee never
00:52:20lights up
00:52:21again.
00:52:22Valerie
00:52:22becomes a
00:52:22ghost.
00:52:23She
00:52:24barely
00:52:24speaks,
00:52:25barely
00:52:25moves,
00:52:26like someone
00:52:27winds her
00:52:28up once
00:52:28and then
00:52:28forgets to
00:52:29do it
00:52:29again.
00:52:30Late one
00:52:31night,
00:52:31after the
00:52:32rain finally
00:52:32stops,
00:52:33she stumbles
00:52:34into my
00:52:34room alone.
00:52:35Dust has
00:52:36already settled
00:52:36across everything
00:52:37I leave
00:52:37behind.
00:52:38With trembling
00:52:39hands,
00:52:39she folds
00:52:40my faded
00:52:40jeans,
00:52:41picks up
00:52:42my unfinished
00:52:42notebooks,
00:52:43smooths out
00:52:44the wrinkles
00:52:44in the
00:52:44blanket on
00:52:45my bed.
00:52:46And the
00:52:46moment her
00:52:47fingers touch
00:52:48those cold
00:52:48sheets,
00:52:49the ones
00:52:49that will
00:52:49never hold
00:52:50my warmth
00:52:50again,
00:52:51something
00:52:51inside her
00:52:52finally breaks.
00:52:53Tears
00:52:53hit the
00:52:54hardwood
00:52:54floor
00:52:54one after
00:52:55another,
00:52:56soft,
00:52:56heavy.
00:52:58Nora,
00:52:59can mom
00:53:00come find
00:53:00you in
00:53:01heaven?
00:53:04Valerie
00:53:05drops to her
00:53:05knees beside
00:53:06the bed.
00:53:07She buries
00:53:08her pale face
00:53:08deep into
00:53:09my old
00:53:09pillow,
00:53:10the one I
00:53:11never get
00:53:11around to
00:53:12washing.
00:53:13There's still
00:53:13the faint
00:53:14smell of
00:53:14cheap shampoo
00:53:15lingering in
00:53:16the fabric,
00:53:16the last
00:53:17trace of her
00:53:17daughter left
00:53:18in this
00:53:18world.
00:53:19she clutches
00:53:20the sheets
00:53:21so tightly
00:53:21her fingers
00:53:22cramp,
00:53:23crying like
00:53:23a child
00:53:24who loses
00:53:24everything
00:53:25in the
00:53:25middle
00:53:25of the
00:53:26desert.
00:53:28The news
00:53:29of the
00:53:30border
00:53:30shooting
00:53:30reaches
00:53:31Boston
00:53:31overnight.
00:53:33Hector
00:53:33and his
00:53:34mother
00:53:34immediately
00:53:35cancel
00:53:35everything
00:53:36and drive
00:53:37back to
00:53:37Texas.
00:53:39Neither
00:53:39of them
00:53:40asks
00:53:40questions.
00:53:41They simply
00:53:42stay beside
00:53:43my grandparents
00:53:44and help
00:53:44them hold
00:53:45themselves
00:53:45together
00:53:46long enough
00:53:47to bury
00:53:47me.
00:53:49The funeral
00:53:50is held
00:53:50in the
00:53:50little cemetery
00:53:51outside town.
00:53:53For once,
00:53:54there is no
00:53:55sandstorm.
00:53:57White roses
00:53:58cover my
00:53:58grave.
00:53:59Hector stands
00:54:00at the very
00:54:00back of the
00:54:01crowd.
00:54:02The boy
00:54:03who once
00:54:03looked so
00:54:04calm and
00:54:04untouchable
00:54:05now has
00:54:06eyes darkened
00:54:07with grief
00:54:08and rage.
00:54:09He stares
00:54:10at the photo
00:54:11on my
00:54:11headstone,
00:54:12my 18-year-old
00:54:13smile frozen
00:54:14forever in
00:54:14time and
00:54:15clenches his
00:54:16fists so
00:54:17hard his
00:54:17knuckles
00:54:18turn pale.
00:54:21After the
00:54:22funeral,
00:54:22the atmosphere
00:54:23inside the
00:54:24Wyatt house
00:54:24feels suffocating.
00:54:26Grandpa
00:54:27and Grandma
00:54:27sit silently
00:54:28at the
00:54:29dinner table,
00:54:30exhaustion
00:54:30and grief
00:54:31etched into
00:54:32every line
00:54:33on their
00:54:33faces.
00:54:34Hector sits
00:54:35alone on
00:54:35the old
00:54:35bench near
00:54:36the living
00:54:36room window,
00:54:37staring out
00:54:37at the
00:54:38empty Texas
00:54:38highway.
00:54:39He struggles
00:54:40with himself
00:54:40for a long
00:54:41time before
00:54:41finally standing
00:54:42and walking
00:54:43over to
00:54:43Valerie.
00:54:44He crouches
00:54:45down in
00:54:45front of
00:54:45her carefully,
00:54:46like he's
00:54:47afraid she
00:54:47might shitter
00:54:48if he moves
00:54:48too fast.
00:54:54Valerie,
00:54:54come with
00:54:55us.
00:54:55Leave this
00:54:56place behind.
00:54:57We can
00:54:58start over
00:54:59somewhere else.
00:55:00Okay?
00:55:01His voice
00:55:02is barely
00:55:02above a
00:55:03whisper.
00:55:03He doesn't
00:55:04even dare
00:55:04touch her.
00:55:05He just
00:55:06looks at
00:55:06her with
00:55:06quiet heartbreak
00:55:07in his eyes.
00:55:08Valerie doesn't
00:55:09answer.
00:55:10She sits
00:55:10there in
00:55:11the shadows,
00:55:12clutching my
00:55:12faded denim
00:55:13jacket against
00:55:13her chest like
00:55:14it's the last
00:55:15oxygen left in
00:55:16the world.
00:55:19That night,
00:55:20after everyone
00:55:20finally falls
00:55:21asleep from
00:55:22sheer exhaustion,
00:55:23the old house
00:55:24sinks into
00:55:24silence.
00:55:31And Valerie
00:55:32wanders back
00:55:33into my
00:55:33room again.
00:55:49She doesn't
00:55:50turn on the
00:55:50lights.
00:55:51In a room
00:55:52without me,
00:55:53even the light
00:55:53feels like a
00:55:54mockery.
00:56:00She kneels
00:56:01alone on the
00:56:01cold floor,
00:56:02organizing my
00:56:03belongings one
00:56:04piece at a
00:56:04time under
00:56:05the pale
00:56:05moonlight coming
00:56:06through the
00:56:06window.
00:56:15My textbooks
00:56:16full of
00:56:16notes.
00:56:20My erasers
00:56:21worn down to
00:56:22almost nothing.
00:56:23Then finally,
00:56:25my old
00:56:26backpack,
00:56:27the cheap
00:56:28one with
00:56:28frayed edges
00:56:29and fading
00:56:29fabric.
00:56:30She pulls
00:56:31it into her
00:56:31arms and
00:56:32buries her
00:56:32face against
00:56:33it,
00:56:34breathing in
00:56:35what little
00:56:35remains of
00:56:36my scent.
00:56:40Then her
00:56:41hand brushes
00:56:42against something
00:56:42hidden deep
00:56:43inside the
00:56:44torn inner
00:56:45lining.
00:56:54Paper.
00:56:54A folded envelope
00:56:56slips loose
00:56:56and falls softly
00:56:57into her lap.
00:56:58on the front
00:56:59on the front
00:56:59is only one
00:57:00word.
00:57:02Those are the
00:57:03words I want
00:57:03to say across
00:57:04two lifetimes.
00:57:06The words I
00:57:07never managed to
00:57:07say out loud
00:57:08before I die.
00:57:17Valerie freezes.
00:57:19Her whole body
00:57:20stiffens as her
00:57:20trembling fingers
00:57:21slowly tear the
00:57:22envelope open.
00:57:23skin.
00:57:24She's shaking
00:57:25so badly,
00:57:26her fingernail
00:57:27slices the
00:57:28edge of the
00:57:28paper and
00:57:29draws blood,
00:57:30but she
00:57:30doesn't even
00:57:31notice.
00:57:32Then she
00:57:33sees the
00:57:33first line,
00:57:35and the
00:57:35moment she
00:57:36reads the
00:57:36name buried
00:57:37deepest inside
00:57:38her heart,
00:57:43her breathing
00:57:44stops.
00:57:51mom,
00:57:53if you're
00:57:54reading this,
00:57:55I'm probably
00:57:56already gone.
00:58:03Don't cry
00:58:04for me.
00:58:06From the
00:58:07first day I
00:58:08came back to
00:58:09this timeline,
00:58:10I already
00:58:11make up my
00:58:12mind.
00:58:13I'm going to
00:58:14trade my
00:58:14life for
00:58:15your freedom.
00:58:18Under the
00:58:19moonlight,
00:58:20Valerie's eyes
00:58:21instantly turn
00:58:22red.
00:58:23She covers
00:58:23her mouth
00:58:24tightly to
00:58:25stop herself
00:58:26from sobbing
00:58:27out loud and
00:58:28keeps reading.
00:58:31During those
00:58:3228 filthy
00:58:33years in my
00:58:33first life,
00:58:35I hated
00:58:36you so much
00:58:37sometimes.
00:58:38Living in that
00:58:39moldy trailer
00:58:39park, I wonder
00:58:40every day why
00:58:41everyone else has
00:58:42a loving mom
00:58:42except me.
00:58:44why you left
00:58:45me alone in
00:58:46hell.
00:58:46But in this
00:58:47life, I finally
00:58:47learned the
00:58:48truth.
00:58:49My mother loves
00:58:50me more than
00:58:50anyone ever
00:58:51could.
00:58:52You burn your
00:58:53whole life away
00:58:54trying to protect
00:58:54me.
00:58:55And honestly,
00:58:56mom, being
00:58:57loved by you like
00:58:58that is already
00:58:59enough.
00:58:59You're brilliant,
00:59:01beautiful.
00:59:03Grandpa and
00:59:04grandma love you
00:59:05so much.
00:59:06Hector's mom
00:59:07once says you're
00:59:08meant to soar
00:59:08high above the
00:59:09clouds, not rot
00:59:10away in border
00:59:11town dirt because
00:59:12some rapist
00:59:12destroys your
00:59:13life.
00:59:14Please let me
00:59:15go, mom.
00:59:16Don't give birth
00:59:16to me again.
00:59:17As long as the
00:59:18name Nora exists,
00:59:19Austin Walker's
00:59:20shadow will
00:59:21always haunt you.
00:59:22This time, don't
00:59:23look back.
00:59:23Promise me.
00:59:24Go somewhere
00:59:25cleaner, higher,
00:59:26better.
00:59:27Go live the life
00:59:28you're supposed to
00:59:29have.
00:59:29Be free.
00:59:31By the end of
00:59:32the letter, Valerie
00:59:33has completely
00:59:33collapsed onto the
00:59:34floor.
00:59:35She presses those
00:59:36pages against her
00:59:37chest like they're
00:59:37the last pieces of
00:59:38my heartbeat left in
00:59:39the world and cries
00:59:40so hard she can
00:59:41barely breathe.
00:59:42Curled up beside the
00:59:43bed in the darkness,
00:59:44she breaks apart
00:59:45completely.
00:59:47And in that winter
00:59:48night of 1996, in a
00:59:50world without her
00:59:51daughter, my mother
00:59:53lets out the most
00:59:54shattered, guilt-radened,
00:59:56heartbroken sobs of
00:59:57both our lifetimes.
01:00:02That night, the Texas
01:00:04winter wind howls so
01:00:05hard it nearly tears
01:00:06the old wooden house
01:00:07apart.
01:00:09Valerie clutches my
01:00:10letter against her
01:00:11chest and cries
01:00:13until her voice
01:00:14gives up.
01:00:17In that letter, I
01:00:18beg her to let me
01:00:19go, beg her not to
01:00:21look back, beg her to
01:00:22chase her dreams and
01:00:23finally become the free
01:00:24person she deserves to
01:00:26be.
01:00:27But staring into my
01:00:28empty room, something
01:00:30reignites in her hollow,
01:00:31lifeless eyes.
01:00:35a fire, a stubbornness
01:00:38stronger than grief
01:00:39itself.
01:00:41Valerie whispers
01:00:43hoskily into the
01:00:44darkness.
01:00:46You silly girl, how
01:00:49could a mother ever
01:00:49stop loving her child?
01:00:51She can't do what I
01:00:52ask, because she had
01:00:56already told me once
01:00:57before.
01:00:59I will never let you
01:01:01go.
01:01:03You are part of my
01:01:05body, part of my
01:01:06life.
01:01:10A few days later,
01:01:12Hector and his mother
01:01:13help my exhausted
01:01:14grandparents finish
01:01:16arranging everything.
01:01:25Then, carrying unbearable
01:01:27grief with them, the
01:01:29entire family leaves
01:01:31Texas for Boston.
01:01:38The day the bus pulls
01:01:40away, kicking up yellow
01:01:41dust behind it, Valerie
01:01:45stands by the window and
01:01:47takes a deep breath of
01:01:48cold New England air.
01:01:52This time, she isn't
01:01:54running as a victim
01:01:55buried under shame.
01:01:57This time, she's a
01:01:59mother determined to
01:02:00rewrite fate itself and
01:02:02bring her daughter back
01:02:03into the world with
01:02:04every ounce of love she
01:02:06has.
01:02:09Time moves quickly
01:02:10beneath Boston's blue
01:02:12skies.
01:02:14Valerie throws every
01:02:16ounce of grief and
01:02:17pain into studying.
01:02:21Fueled by the determination
01:02:22of two lifetimes, she
01:02:24works through endless
01:02:26nights until she's
01:02:28accepted into Harvard
01:02:29with near-perfect scores.
01:02:33And Hector, the boy who
01:02:35once cries for me at that
01:02:36Texas bus station, finally
01:02:39achieved his own dream,
01:02:40too.
01:02:42Earning a place at one of the
01:02:44country's top medical schools.
01:02:48Textbooks become Valerie's
01:02:49shelter, and the child
01:02:51growing inside her.
01:02:52The child once used by
01:02:54monsters as black man, is
01:02:56finally being nurtured and
01:02:58warmth and love.
01:03:00The following autumn, beneath
01:03:02golden maple leaves and the
01:03:04bright lights of a Boston
01:03:05maternity room, a baby girl
01:03:08enters the world with a loud,
01:03:09healthy cry.
01:03:12Valerie lies exhausted
01:03:13against the hospital bed,
01:03:14tears blurring her vision as
01:03:16she smiles wider than she ever
01:03:17has before.
01:03:18With trembling arms, she holds
01:03:21the tiny newborn against
01:03:22her chest and kisses her
01:03:24forehead gently.
01:03:25Noah, welcome to the world,
01:03:28baby.
01:03:29This time, there's no moldy
01:03:31trailer park.
01:03:32No violence.
01:03:33No shadow left behind by
01:03:35monsters.
01:03:35Sunlight pours through the
01:03:37hospital windows onto a warm
01:03:38nursery crib.
01:03:39Grandpa and grandma show up
01:03:41crying and carrying brand new
01:03:42Barbie dolls.
01:03:44Hector adjusts his glasses and
01:03:46smiles softly beside him.
01:03:48And this version of Nora is
01:03:50finally born into life.
01:03:53After that, life slowly finds
01:03:56its way onto the right path.
01:03:58Without the suffering and
01:03:59burdens of the first timeline,
01:04:01Valerie and Hector both reach
01:04:02the futures they are always
01:04:04meant to have.
01:04:04Hector becomes one of the
01:04:07country's leading surgeons,
01:04:08saving countless lives.
01:04:11Valora becomes a legendary
01:04:12attorney known across America,
01:04:15dedicating her career to
01:04:17protecting women and children
01:04:18through civil rights law.
01:04:20And the new Nora grows up in
01:04:22Harvard's golden autumn trees,
01:04:24surrounded by love instead of
01:04:26fear.
01:04:27She is bright, confident,
01:04:30happy.
01:04:32The cancer that once destroys my
01:04:35body, never appears in
01:04:38hers.
01:04:42As little Nora grows up, she
01:04:44watches Valerie and Hector
01:04:46eventually fall in love and
01:04:47build a quiet, beautiful family
01:04:49together.
01:04:50Their life isn't glamorous, but
01:04:53the love they give her overflows
01:04:55far beyond what most families
01:04:57could ever offer.
01:04:58And somewhere inside the golden
01:04:59evening light, the version of me
01:05:02that crosses time itself, the
01:05:04wandering soul, carried away by
01:05:07the wind, finally smiles.
01:05:09At the end of her autobiography, my
01:05:11mother writes one final dedication.
01:05:14Every achievement and honor in my
01:05:16life belongs to a girl named Nora.
01:05:18My daughter once tears open the
01:05:20darkness with her own life, and I
01:05:22spend the rest of mine bringing her
01:05:24back into the light.
01:05:25I lean quietly against my
01:05:27mother's knee in that final
01:05:28memory, and whisper softly in my
01:05:31heart, dearly tears.
01:05:33Mom, this time, you get
01:05:35everything right.
01:05:36And at last, those two wounded
01:05:38souls walk hand in hand towards
01:05:40the endless stars waiting beyond
01:05:41the clouds.
01:05:42I'm calling you
01:05:44them.
01:05:44You
01:05:44X
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