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Cutting the Cord: Reborn as My Mom's High School Frenemy - FULL EPISODE
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00:00:001996, Texas.
00:00:02I suddenly jerk up from the sink, gasping for air.
00:00:04Water drips from my thick blonde hair.
00:00:06I stare at the mirror in shock.
00:00:08The face staring back at me is vibrant, beautiful, full of life.
00:00:10Vintage smoky eye makeup framing a chalky teenage face.
00:00:1318. You young, healthy, cancer-free.
00:00:16I've been thrown back into the dead-end Texas high school years
00:00:19my mom spent her entire life clawing her way out of.
00:00:22Suddenly, the bathroom door swings open.
00:00:25A familiar grapefruit perfume hits me instantly.
00:00:27It's Valerie, my 18-year-old mother.
00:00:30Her hair is pulled into a high-tony tail,
00:00:31high-waisted jeans hugging her hips,
00:00:33a white tamtop straight out of a 90s teen magazine.
00:00:36Come on, the pep lolly's about to start.
00:00:37She yanks me forward hard enough to make me stumble.
00:00:40But instead of following her, I freeze.
00:00:42Stare at the young face in front of me,
00:00:44untouched by wealth, untouched by surgery,
00:00:46untouched by the years that twisted her into a monster.
00:00:49Valerie, we're... friends?
00:00:51Uh, duh, we're best friends.
00:00:53Why are you being so weird today? Come on!
00:00:55She turns and keeps pulling me towards the door.
00:00:57Half a step behind her, I stare at her back.
00:00:59The confusion in my eyes vanishes instantly,
00:01:01replaced by something cold, something vicious.
00:01:04The school's public address system drones on from the loudspeaker's overhead,
00:01:07buzzing with the daily lunch menu.
00:01:09Pizza slices, tater tots, and chocolate milk.
00:01:12Valerie pulls me through the crowded hallway,
00:01:14her hand warm and dry in mine.
00:01:16And then it hits me again,
00:01:18that sharp grapefruit perfume.
00:01:20The scent wraps around me so suddenly my breath catches.
00:01:24It was the smell I knew best as a child.
00:01:26Before I turned five,
00:01:28she used to hold me in her arms,
00:01:29humming old country songs and asking if I loved her.
00:01:32But after she ditched me to chase her high school sweetheart to the big city,
00:01:36that scent only ever showed up in my nightmares.
00:01:39Scarlet, you've been acting weird all day.
00:01:41Scarlet?
00:01:42God, even this body's name sucks.
00:01:44Carefully, I slip my hand out of hers.
00:01:47My eyes swamp across the hallway.
00:01:49The dented locker numbers,
00:01:50the faded football team pictures,
00:01:52the bulletin board plastered with fall semester 1996.
00:01:55Cheerleaders rush past us,
00:01:57ponytails flying,
00:01:58while some varsity asshole has a scrawny kid pinned against a logger,
00:02:01shaking him down for lunch money.
00:02:03This isn't a dream.
00:02:04I'm really back in the 90s.
00:02:06That's when a tall, lanky guy with glasses started walking toward us.
00:02:10Hector,
00:02:10my mother's first love,
00:02:12the man who ruined all our lives.
00:02:13Hey, this is my Scarlet.
00:02:15She just transferred it in.
00:02:16Scarlet, meet Hector.
00:02:17Straight A student,
00:02:18total teacher's pet,
00:02:19basically tutoring half the school.
00:02:21Hey, I'm Hector.
00:02:23Welcome to East Ridge.
00:02:24The second I hear his name,
00:02:26my stomach turns.
00:02:27I ignore his hand completely
00:02:29and scan the noisy hallway
00:02:31for the one person who should have been here.
00:02:33Where's my dad?
00:02:35Austin should be at this school too.
00:02:37Wait, Austin's not in your class?
00:02:39Austin?
00:02:40There's no Austin in this entire school.
00:02:44Austin Walker.
00:02:45My dad.
00:02:46He's not,
00:02:46he's not here?
00:02:49Your dad?
00:02:50Just as I'm scrambling for an excuse,
00:02:53a roar erupts from the end of the hallway
00:02:54and saves me.
00:02:55The pep rally's starting.
00:02:57You coming or what?
00:02:58Sunlight spills across her shoulders.
00:03:00For a second,
00:03:01she looks nothing like the woman
00:03:02who would one day watch me die without blinking.
00:03:05The gym is loud,
00:03:06humilded,
00:03:07packed wall to wall.
00:03:08Football players in red jerseys
00:03:10charge onto the court
00:03:11while cheerleaders shake palm balls
00:03:13under the flashing lights.
00:03:14The bleachers thunder
00:03:15with stomping feet
00:03:16and screaming students.
00:03:18This Friday,
00:03:19let's show East Ridge
00:03:20who really runs this town.
00:03:22The crowd explodes.
00:03:24She's radiant up there.
00:03:25Beside me,
00:03:26Hector adjusts his glasses,
00:03:28eyes fixed on her.
00:03:29She's gonna get out of this town someday.
00:03:31He says it like he already knows the future.
00:03:34I don't answer.
00:03:35I just stare at Valerie
00:03:36beneath the spotlight.
00:03:37After the rally,
00:03:39students pour out of the gym.
00:03:40The halls fill
00:03:42with slamming lockers
00:03:43and overlapping conversations again.
00:03:46People argue about Friday's game.
00:03:48Girls debate
00:03:48who's gonna win prom queen.
00:03:50Last period is study hall.
00:03:52Valerie sits one row ahead of me
00:03:53by the window.
00:03:54Her notes neat enough to look typed.
00:03:57As she flips a page,
00:03:58something slips out
00:03:59from between her books.
00:04:01A pale green application packet.
00:04:03Harvard University.
00:04:04My breathing catches.
00:04:05She actually got an application.
00:04:08But later in life,
00:04:09she always says Harvard
00:04:10was never an option
00:04:11for someone like her.
00:04:12So that was a lie too.
00:04:13Valerie,
00:04:14your future turns out cheap
00:04:15and pathetic anyway.
00:04:16So why are you out here
00:04:17pretend to be some gifted
00:04:17golden girl right now?
00:04:18It makes me sick.
00:04:19I rise from my seat.
00:04:21Then,
00:04:21with one sharp shove
00:04:22of my elbow,
00:04:23I knock over the black coffee
00:04:25on her desk.
00:04:26The dark liquid spills
00:04:27perfectly across
00:04:28the application packet,
00:04:29soaking through the giant
00:04:30Harvard crest
00:04:31until the ink begins to bleed.
00:04:32I stare at her coldly,
00:04:34waiting for her to snap,
00:04:35waiting for the mask
00:04:36to fall off,
00:04:37waiting to finally see
00:04:38the real Valerie
00:04:39underneath all that
00:04:40fake sweetness.
00:04:41But her reaction
00:04:42throws me completely off.
00:04:46Oh God, Scarlet,
00:04:48are you okay?
00:04:48She grabs a stack of napkins
00:04:50and immediately starts
00:04:51swiping coffee off my hand.
00:04:52There's real concern
00:04:52in her eyes.
00:04:53No anger,
00:04:54no blame,
00:04:55not even irritation.
00:04:56It's wrong.
00:04:57She's too nice.
00:04:58So nice it scares me.
00:05:00Nice enough to make me wonder
00:05:01if the woman I remember
00:05:02was ever the real Valerie at all.
00:05:04Just then,
00:05:05the classroom door swings open.
00:05:07A Latino teacher
00:05:08steps inside
00:05:09and walks over
00:05:09to Valerie's desk.
00:05:10Hey Valerie,
00:05:12something came up
00:05:13with Scarlet's family,
00:05:14kind of an emergency.
00:05:15Your parents called
00:05:16and asked if you could
00:05:16bring her home
00:05:17with you after school.
00:05:18An emergency?
00:05:20What the hell happened?
00:05:21By the time school lets out,
00:05:23the Texas sunset
00:05:24looks like the whole sky's on fire.
00:05:26Stadium lights flicker on
00:05:27one by one
00:05:28around the football field.
00:05:29The cheer squad
00:05:29is still practicing
00:05:30while snippets of 90s pop songs
00:05:32crack through the loudspears.
00:05:33Valerie walks a few steps
00:05:35ahead of me,
00:05:35her ponytail swaying
00:05:36softly behind her.
00:05:37She suddenly stops
00:05:38and turns to me gently.
00:05:39I heard about your parents.
00:05:41Scarlet,
00:05:41don't be scared, okay?
00:05:42You've still got me.
00:05:43We're best friends.
00:05:44Then she pulls me into a hug.
00:05:45I'm sorry for what happened.
00:05:46If you need a shoulder
00:05:47to cry on,
00:05:47I'll always be here.
00:05:48That faint grapefruit scent
00:05:50wraps around me again
00:05:51and just like that,
00:05:52I break.
00:05:53In my last life,
00:05:54there were countless nights
00:05:54when I would have given
00:05:55anything for this exact embrace.
00:05:57As I sob into her shoulder,
00:05:59I deliberately smears
00:06:00and snot all over
00:06:00her pretty shirt.
00:06:01Petty revenge.
00:06:02Pathetic,
00:06:03tiny revenge.
00:06:04But her arms are warm
00:06:05exactly the way
00:06:06I remember from childhood.
00:06:07So how the hell
00:06:08did someone like this
00:06:09become the woman
00:06:10who wouldn't even
00:06:11save my life?
00:06:12A bicycle bell rings
00:06:13behind us.
00:06:14Hector catches up,
00:06:15pushing an old bike
00:06:15with a paper box of cupcakes
00:06:16sitting in the basket.
00:06:18He adjusts his glasses awkwardly.
00:06:20Sugar helps.
00:06:21A little, anyway.
00:06:22I watch the two of them
00:06:23walking side by side
00:06:24beneath the football field lights
00:06:25and something bitter
00:06:26twists in my chest.
00:06:27What, Hector?
00:06:28You gonna pick her up
00:06:29like this every day?
00:06:30Keep her stuck in this town
00:06:31and make her your wife someday?
00:06:32Hector stops walking,
00:06:33but when he looks at me,
00:06:35his expression is completely
00:06:36open and sincere.
00:06:37Valerie's meant for bigger
00:06:38things than this place.
00:06:39She's too talented
00:06:40to spend her life
00:06:41shrinking herself
00:06:42for some guy.
00:06:44That'd be...
00:06:45wrong.
00:06:46I freeze
00:06:47because I never imagined
00:06:48Hector would say
00:06:49something like that.
00:06:52I'm not getting stuck
00:06:53married with kids at 18.
00:06:55I want to see
00:06:56what's out there first.
00:06:57But you did have me at 18.
00:06:58You ended up trapped
00:06:59in a rotting trailer park
00:07:00full of violence
00:07:01and screaming
00:07:01and broken walls.
00:07:02Valerie,
00:07:03did your dreams betray you?
00:07:05The whole walk there,
00:07:07something about this timeline
00:07:08feels off in a way
00:07:09I can't explain.
00:07:11And then Valerie
00:07:12opens the front door.
00:07:14The smell of home-cooked food
00:07:16hits me instantly.
00:07:18So you're Scarlet, huh?
00:07:20Hi, Mr. Wyatt.
00:07:22Thanks for letting me stay over.
00:07:24He bursts out laughing
00:07:26and pulls me inside
00:07:27before I can even finish.
00:07:29The house is warm,
00:07:31spotless,
00:07:31lived in.
00:07:32There's a brand new pair
00:07:33of slippers waiting for me
00:07:34by the entryway
00:07:35along with folded pajamas
00:07:36set out they've been
00:07:36expecting me for days.
00:07:38The living room walls
00:07:38are lined with plaques,
00:07:39commendations,
00:07:40and framed federal service award.
00:07:42On the TV,
00:07:42a local news station
00:07:43is covering a major
00:07:44drug trafficking case
00:07:45near the Texas border.
00:07:46A photo flashes on screen
00:07:47of two fallen narcotics agents.
00:07:49Your parents were good people,
00:07:51kiddo.
00:07:52Best partners I ever had.
00:07:53Real heroes.
00:07:54And from now on,
00:07:55this house is yours too.
00:07:56You hear me?
00:07:57That's when it finally hits me.
00:07:59The parents belonging
00:08:00to this body
00:08:01are already dead.
00:08:02Dinner is loud and warm
00:08:03and painfully alive.
00:08:05Grandpa keeps piling food
00:08:06onto plates.
00:08:07Grandma laughs at everything.
00:08:08A dog nudges against my legs
00:08:09beneath the table.
00:08:10The kitchen light glows so warmly
00:08:12it almost hurts to look at.
00:08:13And across from me
00:08:13sits Valerie,
00:08:14laughing freely
00:08:15while her parents
00:08:15dole on her
00:08:16like she's the center
00:08:17of their universe.
00:08:18My chest tightens so hard
00:08:19it feels unbearable.
00:08:21This is insane.
00:08:22Like some cruel cosmic joke.
00:08:24She grew up surrounded
00:08:25by this much love.
00:08:26So how the hell
00:08:27did she become someone
00:08:28who could watch me die
00:08:29without a single shred
00:08:30of kindness?
00:08:31Late that night,
00:08:32Valerie and I lay
00:08:33side by side in the dark.
00:08:35There's been this huge
00:08:36cartel case near the border
00:08:38lately.
00:08:39I keep having nightmares
00:08:40something's gonna happen
00:08:40to my parents.
00:08:42At 18,
00:08:43she looks so young,
00:08:44so fragile.
00:08:45Before sunrise,
00:08:46I wake to the sound
00:08:47of movement in the living room.
00:08:49Grandpa is sitting by the door
00:08:50pulling on his police boots.
00:08:51I run out barefoot
00:08:52and grab onto his sleeve
00:08:53before he can leave.
00:08:54Mr. Wyatt,
00:08:55please be careful out there.
00:08:56He smiles and ruffles my hair.
00:08:58I will, kiddo.
00:08:59Promise I'll come home safe.
00:09:00Then he and Grandma
00:09:01disappear together
00:09:02into the pale border fog
00:09:04of early morning.
00:09:05And the dread in my chest
00:09:06only grows heavier.
00:09:10Valerie stumbles out of bed
00:09:11half asleep the next morning
00:09:13and stands in front of the mirror,
00:09:14completely lost,
00:09:16trying to fix her ponytail.
00:09:17God, she's hopeless.
00:09:19I walk over
00:09:19and quietly redo her hair for her.
00:09:22It's the first time
00:09:23in both my lives
00:09:24that I've ever been
00:09:24this close to her.
00:09:26Scarlett,
00:09:26how are you so good at this?
00:09:28And suddenly I remember how,
00:09:29when I was little,
00:09:30she always hacked my hair off
00:09:32into awful tomboy cuts.
00:09:33Maybe it wasn't coldness after all.
00:09:35Maybe 18-year-old Valerie
00:09:36just barely knew
00:09:37how to take care of herself.
00:09:38A bicycle bell rings
00:09:39outside the yard,
00:09:40Hector right on schedule.
00:09:41He hands me an ice-cold soda,
00:09:43then stares at my face
00:09:45for a little too long.
00:09:47Scarlett,
00:09:48is it just me
00:09:48or are you starting to look
00:09:49more and more like Valerie?
00:09:51A chill shoots straight through me.
00:09:52Right before I died
00:09:53in my last life,
00:09:54I was barely recognizable,
00:09:55skin and bones from the cancer.
00:09:57But the last time
00:09:57I looked in a mirror,
00:09:58I realized something horrifying.
00:09:59I hadn't taken over
00:10:00someone else's body.
00:10:01I came back wearing
00:10:02my own 18-year-old face.
00:10:04Pretty girls always
00:10:05kind of look alike, right?
00:10:06Surrounded by all this warmth,
00:10:08I start wavering.
00:10:09It gets harder and harder
00:10:10to connect this version of Valini
00:10:12to the woman from my last life.
00:10:13This girl is kind,
00:10:15bright,
00:10:15alive.
00:10:16I finally begin to understand
00:10:18why my dad,
00:10:18Austin,
00:10:19spent his whole life loving her
00:10:20even when she never
00:10:21truly loved him back.
00:10:22Part of me even starts thinking
00:10:23that when I finally meet him
00:10:24in this timeline,
00:10:25maybe I should tell him
00:10:26to fall for somebody else.
00:10:28But I never imagined
00:10:29that just as I started
00:10:30letting my guard down,
00:10:31hell was already
00:10:31opening its doors.
00:10:33School lets out early that day.
00:10:35Hector and I stop by
00:10:36a taco truck on the corner.
00:10:38Valerie says she's tired
00:10:39and asks us to grab her
00:10:41a baked potato
00:10:41before heading home
00:10:42ahead of us.
00:10:43We're almost at her house
00:10:45when an old pickup truck
00:10:46with no plates
00:10:47suddenly comes flying backward
00:10:49out of the driveway.
00:10:50Several tattooed men in masks
00:10:52jump into the bed of the truck.
00:10:54Then a scream tears through the air.
00:10:57It's Valerie.
00:11:01Hector and I sprint toward the house
00:11:02so fast my lungs feel like
00:11:04they're tearing apart.
00:11:06The front door hangs crooked
00:11:07on its hinges,
00:11:09creaking heavily as it swings loosely
00:11:10against the broken frame.
00:11:12The second we step inside,
00:11:13the smell hits me.
00:11:14Blood, sweat, whiskey.
00:11:16The living room looks like a battlefield.
00:11:17Furniture overturned.
00:11:18Glass shattered everywhere.
00:11:19Family photos ripped from the walls.
00:11:21Blood smeared across the wooden floorboards
00:11:22in long streaks
00:11:23like someone had been dragged.
00:11:24Grandpa and Grandma
00:11:25lie motionless on the ground.
00:11:27And in the middle of the room,
00:11:29Valerie, covered in blood,
00:11:31curled up on the floor.
00:11:32A tattooed man stands nearby,
00:11:34calmly fixing his belt
00:11:35like nothing happened.
00:11:38Hector roars and charges at him,
00:11:39only to get kicked hard across the room.
00:11:42The stranger turns toward me slowly.
00:11:43Then he grabs my collar
00:11:45and jerks me forward so violently
00:11:46my feet leave the ground.
00:11:48Hector!
00:11:50The stench of blood and cigarettes
00:11:51floods my nose so hard I nearly gag.
00:11:54Well, damn.
00:11:55If it isn't Officer Miller's kid.
00:11:57Lucky day for you, sweetheart.
00:12:00Boss already told us to pull out.
00:12:02Otherwise you'd have been a lot of fun too.
00:12:04He spits onto the floor beside me
00:12:06and turns to leave.
00:12:08Behind him,
00:12:09Valerie curls tighter into herself,
00:12:11desperately clutching the ripped fabric
00:12:13over her chest.
00:12:14A broken sound escapes her throat.
00:12:16Something inside me snaps.
00:12:18I throw myself forward
00:12:19and grab the man's pant leg
00:12:20with both hands.
00:12:21Moonlight spills through the shattered window,
00:12:23sliding across the side of his face.
00:12:25That jawline.
00:12:26That scar near his mouth.
00:12:27That voice.
00:12:28My entire body freezes.
00:12:30The world goes completely silent around me
00:12:32because he isn't some random cartel thug.
00:12:35He's Austin.
00:12:36My father.
00:12:41Hector scrambles to the wall
00:12:43and grabs the landline.
00:12:44But the phone cord has already been cut.
00:12:49You brought this on yourself,
00:12:51you little bitch!
00:12:52He lunges at me
00:12:53and starts ripping at my clothes,
00:12:55yanking violently at my collar.
00:12:57Trying to save me,
00:12:58Hector throws himself at Austin again
00:13:00without a second thought.
00:13:01In the chaos,
00:13:02I catch a flash of murder in Austin's eyes.
00:13:05He suddenly pulls a hunting knife
00:13:06from the back of his waist hand.
00:13:08And in that instant,
00:13:09I completely lose it.
00:13:10Without thinking,
00:13:12I grab the blade with my bare hand.
00:13:14My dad?
00:13:15How could this be my dad?
00:13:16Tears crash into the growing pool of blood beneath me.
00:13:19The man I loved most growing up.
00:13:21The father who raised me in that trailer park with nothing.
00:13:25How could it be you?
00:13:26You're a rapist now.
00:13:27A murderer.
00:13:28I can't take it.
00:13:29I feel like I'm losing my mind.
00:13:31But the sharp pain slicing through my palm
00:13:34and Vallier's desperate sobbing
00:13:35remind me this is real.
00:13:37I clamp down on the knife with everything I have
00:13:40and scream hysterically at Hector.
00:13:42Hector, run!
00:13:43Go get help!
00:13:45Go!
00:13:45Now!
00:13:46Blood streams down Hector's face
00:13:48as he staggers toward the door
00:13:50and bolts outside.
00:13:51And the second he's gone,
00:13:53Austin completely snaps.
00:13:55With a vicious twist of his wrist,
00:13:57he jerks the knife free
00:13:59and points the blade straight at my throat.
00:14:03But just then,
00:14:05my grandmother,
00:14:06who had been lying motionless in a pool of blood,
00:14:08somehow forces herself back up
00:14:10with the last bit of strength she has left.
00:14:13Austin turns,
00:14:15ready to stab the next.
00:14:19I slam into him with everything I have.
00:14:21The blade plunges straight into my stomach.
00:14:24Warmth explodes through my body.
00:14:26Then comes the pain.
00:14:27Endless, crushing pain.
00:14:29I press both hands against the wound,
00:14:31holding onto the knife with everything I've got
00:14:33so Austin can't pull it back out.
00:14:35You can't kill them.
00:14:37You can't.
00:14:39I'm crying,
00:14:40choking as blood pours from my mouth
00:14:43in heavy bursts.
00:14:44But Austin just twists the knife cruelly inside me.
00:14:48The agony sends me collapsing to my knees in the blood.
00:14:52That's when Grandma suddenly wraps both arms
00:14:54around Austin's neck from behind
00:14:55and drags him to the floor
00:14:56with every ounce of strength she has left.
00:14:59My grandfather, already covered in blood,
00:15:01grabs onto Austin's leg
00:15:02and refuses to let go.
00:15:04Realizing he's about to get caught,
00:15:06Austin curses violently,
00:15:07kicks himself free from them
00:15:08and climbs out the window,
00:15:10disappearing into the darkness near the border.
00:15:12Scarlet!
00:15:14Scarlet, stay with me!
00:15:16Please don't close your eyes!
00:15:18Through my fading vision,
00:15:20I feel Valerie pulling me into her arms.
00:15:22My consciousness is already slipping away,
00:15:25sobbing controllably.
00:15:26With tears and blood all over my face,
00:15:28I still try to take off my jacket
00:15:30and cover her with it.
00:15:31But I'm too weak.
00:15:32My arm barely lifts halfway
00:15:33before it drops limply into the blood.
00:15:35In the distance,
00:15:36sirens scream through the night.
00:15:38I hear Hector crying
00:15:39as he rushes back inside with the police.
00:15:41Then everything goes dark.
00:15:43Somewhere far away,
00:15:44voices echo around me
00:15:45as I'm lifted onto a stretcher.
00:15:48She's flatlining!
00:15:49Move!
00:15:49Get the defibrillator!
00:15:50Now!
00:15:53When I finally open my eyes again,
00:15:54all I see is the pale white ceiling
00:15:56of a hospital room.
00:15:57Sitting beside my bed is Hector.
00:15:58When he ran for help,
00:15:59Austin's men caught him
00:16:00and beat him half to death.
00:16:00The second he sees me awake,
00:16:02arrogant genius,
00:16:03completely falls apart.
00:16:04He wipes his eyes
00:16:05while gripping to entice Sotanli.
00:16:06You were the last one to wake up!
00:16:08Do you have any idea
00:16:09how close you came to dying?
00:16:10You scared the hell out of us!
00:16:12He's crying so hard,
00:16:13it's a complete mess.
00:16:14Tears, snot, everything.
00:16:15At one point,
00:16:15he even spits on my face
00:16:16while talking.
00:16:17I let out a weak laugh.
00:16:18The anesthesia still hasn't
00:16:19fully worn over.
00:16:20I can't really feel pain yet,
00:16:21just heavy numbness
00:16:21all over my body.
00:16:22I look at him anxiously.
00:16:23Valerie's parents and Valerie,
00:16:25are they okay?
00:16:27Her folks made it to the hospital
00:16:28just in time.
00:16:29If that knife had hit
00:16:30either of them,
00:16:31any worse.
00:16:33I struggle to sit up,
00:16:34desperate to see her,
00:16:35but before I can move,
00:16:36the hospital room door
00:16:37slowly opens.
00:16:38Valerie is standing there.
00:16:39Her eyes look hollow,
00:16:40and when she looks at me,
00:16:41there's something shattered in them
00:16:43I can't even begin to explain.
00:16:44I say her name softly.
00:16:46She nods faintly
00:16:46and walks over.
00:16:47Her cold fingers
00:16:48are on my shoulder.
00:16:49Does it hurt?
00:16:50I shake my head.
00:16:51Looking at her red-rimmed eyes,
00:16:53I force a small smile.
00:16:55Have you been crying?
00:16:56She doesn't answer.
00:16:57She just holds my hand tighter
00:16:59and gently squeezes my cheek
00:17:00like she's afraid I'll disappear.
00:17:01Then suddenly,
00:17:02she lowers her head
00:17:03and tears drip onto
00:17:03the back of my hand.
00:17:04Thank you, Scarlet.
00:17:06If it weren't for you,
00:17:07I would have lost my parents.
00:17:10I look at the 18-year-old version
00:17:11of my mother
00:17:12standing in front of me,
00:17:13her fate already completely changed
00:17:15because of me.
00:17:15I sniff hard,
00:17:16holding back tears.
00:17:18I don't say a single word.
00:17:19I just let her tears
00:17:20soak into my skin
00:17:21before slowly lifting
00:17:22my free hand
00:17:22and placing it softly
00:17:23over the trembling hand
00:17:24resting on my shoulder.
00:17:28Valerie looks down
00:17:29at my hand covering hers
00:17:30as if she understands
00:17:31the comfort in my eyes.
00:17:34She takes a deep breath.
00:17:37Tears still cling to her lashes,
00:17:38but for the first time in forever,
00:17:40her voice carries
00:17:42a little relief.
00:17:43I've got good news.
00:17:44The case is over.
00:17:45The cartel operation
00:17:46finally got busted.
00:17:47Every single person involved
00:17:49in the attack
00:17:50was caught near the border.
00:17:51My parents can finally rest
00:17:52for a while.
00:17:53The moment I hear
00:17:54Austin and the traffickers
00:17:55were all arrested,
00:17:56my entire mind goes blank.
00:17:58Relief crashes over me so hard
00:18:00I almost shoot upright
00:18:00in the hospital bed.
00:18:01Wait, seriously?
00:18:02They caught all of them?
00:18:05Yes, seriously.
00:18:06Now stop moving
00:18:07before you rip your stitches open.
00:18:09Crushing weight that haunted me
00:18:10through both lifetimes
00:18:11finally disappears at that moment.
00:18:13Meanwhile, Hector,
00:18:14who has been sitting nearby
00:18:15this entire time,
00:18:16calmly peels a banana
00:18:17like nothing's happening.
00:18:18Doctor said you should eat this.
00:18:20You've already woken up
00:18:21a few times
00:18:21these past couple days.
00:18:22You've managed to pass gas,
00:18:24so now they're just waiting
00:18:24to see if you can finally
00:18:25have a bowel movement.
00:18:27Coming from someone
00:18:28usually this serious,
00:18:29it's so absurd
00:18:29I completely lose it.
00:18:30Unfortunately,
00:18:31the second I laugh,
00:18:32pain rips through
00:18:32the stitches in my abdomen.
00:18:33I immediately hiss in pain,
00:18:35clutching my stomach.
00:18:36Valerie starts laughing too,
00:18:37but after a few seconds,
00:18:38her laughter fades.
00:18:39Tears suddenly begin
00:18:39falling again without warning.
00:18:41She tries to cry quietly.
00:18:42She doesn't want
00:18:43either of us to notice.
00:18:44Hector's smile
00:18:45slowly disappears too.
00:18:47I wrap both arms tightly
00:18:48around this 18-year-old girl.
00:18:50At that moment,
00:18:51through my chest
00:18:52is no longer the hatred
00:18:53I carried in my previous life.
00:18:54Mom,
00:18:55if I had known
00:18:56my biologed father
00:18:57was the monster
00:18:58who destroyed your entire family,
00:18:59how could I ever
00:19:00have hated you?
00:19:01I would have only hated myself
00:19:03for ever being born,
00:19:04since fate gave me
00:19:05another chance.
00:19:06Then this time,
00:19:07I'll set you free.
00:19:11After surviving the nightmare,
00:19:13the little Texas town
00:19:13slowly comes back to life.
00:19:15Once I'm discharged
00:19:15from the hospital,
00:19:16my grandparents take me home.
00:19:18Grandpa proudly hands me
00:19:19a limited edition Barbie doll
00:19:20he brought back from New York.
00:19:21In my previous life,
00:19:22it was the only toy
00:19:23my mother had ever given me,
00:19:24but this time,
00:19:25somehow,
00:19:25it heals me first.
00:19:26Then Grandma completely hijacks
00:19:28what was supposed to be
00:19:28an emotional family dinner
00:19:29with giant sizzling Texas steaks,
00:19:31oversized cowboy hats
00:19:32and boots that look
00:19:33straight out of a Hollywood audition,
00:19:34and enough chaos
00:19:35to turn the whole night
00:19:36upside down.
00:19:37Even Hector,
00:19:38who normally acts
00:19:38way too composed for his age,
00:19:40finally laughs
00:19:40without holding back.
00:19:43But beneath the warm
00:19:44yellow glow of the dinner lights,
00:19:46the conversation
00:19:46eventually turns to goodbye.
00:19:48Hector's mother
00:19:48lifts her wine glass,
00:19:49eyes red and swollen,
00:19:50and quietly announces
00:19:51that they're moving back
00:19:52to Boston before Thanksgiving.
00:19:53She can't handle the danger
00:19:54near the border anymore.
00:19:56And in that moment,
00:19:57a misunderstanding
00:19:58from both my lifetimes
00:19:59finally unravels.
00:20:00In my previous life,
00:20:02Hector never left
00:20:03because he looked down
00:20:03on my mother's reputation.
00:20:05His mother had simply
00:20:06watched her son nearly die.
00:20:07Any parent would have wanted
00:20:08to run from this place
00:20:09after that.
00:20:10As an old country song
00:20:12crackles through the radio
00:20:13in the background,
00:20:14we start talking about the future.
00:20:16Valerie asks where I want
00:20:17to go to school someday.
00:20:18I look at her,
00:20:19the girl whose entire future
00:20:21was crushed fate
00:20:22in my previous life,
00:20:23an answer without hesitation.
00:20:25Harvard.
00:20:25Under the endless Texas night sky,
00:20:27with the Milky Way
00:20:28stretched above her
00:20:28like a dream,
00:20:29I finally understand
00:20:30the suffocating pain
00:20:31she carried in her previous life.
00:20:32I turn my head slightly
00:20:33and whisper so softly
00:20:34that only I can hear it.
00:20:35Mom,
00:20:35this time go live your life.
00:20:37Chase your dreams.
00:20:37Be yourself again.
00:20:38As for me,
00:20:39I'll stay behind
00:20:39in the darkness
00:20:40of this timeline.
00:20:41The day Hector leaves,
00:20:42the boy who has always
00:20:43been calm and restrained
00:20:44completely breaks down
00:20:45the moment he steps
00:20:46onto the bus.
00:20:47Clinging to the window,
00:20:48he cries so hard
00:20:49he can barely breathe.
00:20:50And then the bus
00:20:50slowly pulls away,
00:20:51kicking up clouds
00:20:52of Texas dust
00:20:53before disappearing
00:20:54at the end of the highway.
00:20:55Watching the bus
00:20:56vanish into the distance,
00:20:57I think life might
00:20:58finally return to normal.
00:20:59But fate still
00:21:00isn't done with me yet.
00:21:01Something happened to Valerie.
00:21:05After seeing Hector off,
00:21:07we head home
00:21:07through the bitter
00:21:07Texas winter wind.
00:21:09I cling tightly
00:21:09to Valerie's arm,
00:21:10trying my best
00:21:11to keep the mood light
00:21:11while talking excitedly
00:21:12about Christmas dinner plans.
00:21:13Mr. Wyatt's brisket
00:21:13has to be there.
00:21:14And Mr. Wyatt's
00:21:15smoked pulled pork too.
00:21:16No argument.
00:21:16This year,
00:21:17we are eating like royalty.
00:21:18I'm still rambling happily
00:21:19when Valerie's expression
00:21:20suddenly changes.
00:21:21Without warning,
00:21:22she jerks her arm
00:21:22out of my grasp.
00:21:23Like a frightened deer,
00:21:24she stumbles towards
00:21:25a trash can
00:21:26on the side of the road,
00:21:27bends over,
00:21:27and starts violently throwing up.
00:21:29She vomits so hard
00:21:30there's eventually
00:21:30nothing left
00:21:31except bitter dry humps.
00:21:33By the end,
00:21:34she can barely
00:21:34stay standing.
00:21:35She grips a freezing
00:21:36telephone pole for support,
00:21:38her whole body
00:21:39trembling violently,
00:21:40her face drained
00:21:41completely white.
00:21:42My mind goes blank.
00:21:43The smile freezes
00:21:44on my face.
00:21:46Watching her clutch
00:21:47her stomach
00:21:48and reek in pain,
00:21:49a terrifying cold realization
00:21:51crawls slowly up my spine
00:21:53like ice water.
00:21:56Those symptoms...
00:21:58No.
00:21:58No way.
00:22:04You...
00:22:05You're pregnant?
00:22:08Valerie instinctively
00:22:09places a hand
00:22:10over her stomach.
00:22:11Her eyes are filled
00:22:12with the kind of panic
00:22:13and confusion
00:22:14no 18-year-old girl
00:22:16should ever have to carry.
00:22:17What happened that night
00:22:18may have been stopped
00:22:19halfway through,
00:22:20but some nightmares
00:22:21had already rerouted
00:22:22themselves deep in the dark.
00:22:25She looks at me helplessly,
00:22:27tears trembling
00:22:28in her eyes.
00:22:29I...
00:22:30I don't know, Scarlett.
00:22:31I thought maybe
00:22:32it was just stress lately.
00:22:35I haven't had much appetite
00:22:37and I kept feeling nauseous.
00:22:39Come on.
00:22:40We're going to the clinic.
00:22:41Now.
00:22:41I don't even let her
00:22:42finish speaking.
00:22:43I grab her hand
00:22:45and practically drag her
00:22:46down the street
00:22:47toward the town's
00:22:47small community clinic.
00:22:51The doctor on duty
00:22:52is an elderly
00:22:52Cuban-American woman
00:22:54with silver hair,
00:22:55Dr. Ramirez.
00:22:56She isn't just
00:22:57the only general practitioner
00:22:58in town.
00:22:58She's also one of
00:22:59Grandma Wyatt's
00:23:00oldest friends
00:23:01and her child's
00:23:01alongside her years ago.
00:23:03The second Dr. Romero
00:23:04sees Valerie's face
00:23:05and the sheer panic
00:23:06in my eyes,
00:23:07her sharp,
00:23:08battle-worned gaze
00:23:09immediately narrows.
00:23:10Wasting another second,
00:23:11she starts ushering
00:23:12every remaining patient
00:23:14out of the clinic.
00:23:15The entire room
00:23:16falls into suffocating silence.
00:23:20Tell me what's going on.
00:23:21My scalp preckles
00:23:23with dread
00:23:23as I quickly explain
00:23:24Valerie's nausea
00:23:25and vomiting.
00:23:26The old doctor
00:23:27says nothing
00:23:28after hearing me out,
00:23:29but a deep,
00:23:30piercing sorrow
00:23:30flashes through her eyes.
00:23:32She quietly takes Valerie
00:23:33into the examination room
00:23:34in the back.
00:23:36The moment the door closes,
00:23:37all the strength
00:23:38drains out of me.
00:23:39I collapse into the
00:23:40cold metal chair
00:23:41outside the office,
00:23:42shoving both hands
00:23:43deep into my hair.
00:23:44More than anyone else,
00:23:45I know exactly
00:23:46where I came from.
00:23:47And because of that,
00:23:48a horrifying truth
00:23:48finally pieces itself
00:23:49together in my mind.
00:23:50In my previous life,
00:23:51Austin, the man
00:23:52who raised me
00:23:53after destroying
00:23:53Valerie's life,
00:23:54was actually released
00:23:55from prison early.
00:23:56After committing crimes
00:23:57like that,
00:23:57he still got out
00:23:58in less than 20 years.
00:23:59Back then,
00:24:00when the case went to court,
00:24:01Valerie must have
00:24:02stayed silent.
00:24:03Maybe to hide the shame
00:24:04of being pregnant
00:24:04as a teenager.
00:24:05Maybe to protect
00:24:06the Wyatt family's
00:24:07reputation.
00:24:08Whatever the reason,
00:24:09her silence helped
00:24:10set a monster free.
00:24:11The guilt of my own
00:24:12existence tears through
00:24:13me like a dull blade.
00:24:14This nightmare
00:24:14destroyed a brilliant girl
00:24:15who was supposed
00:24:16to go to Harvard,
00:24:16and the one thing
00:24:17it gave back
00:24:18to the world
00:24:18was a demon.
00:24:21Half an hour later,
00:24:22the exam room door
00:24:23slowly creaks open.
00:24:25Dr. Ramirez steps outside
00:24:26looking exhausted.
00:24:27She gently pats my shoulder.
00:24:30Scarlet,
00:24:32go get Mr. and Mrs. Wyatt
00:24:33for me.
00:24:36The moment the truth
00:24:37comes out,
00:24:38the house,
00:24:39which had barely
00:24:40survived one nightmare
00:24:41already,
00:24:42falls into dead silence
00:24:44all over again.
00:24:53Grandpa sits heavily
00:24:55on the couch.
00:24:56This massive,
00:24:57hard-nosed cop
00:24:58who once stared down
00:24:59cartel gunfires
00:25:00now looks hollowed out,
00:25:02like a man aging
00:25:03ten years
00:25:04in a single night.
00:25:07He buries his rough,
00:25:09caliphate hands
00:25:10over his face
00:25:11and says nothing.
00:25:14Meanwhile,
00:25:15Grandma holds
00:25:16eighteen-year-old
00:25:17Valerie tightly
00:25:18in her arms,
00:25:18sobbing so hard
00:25:20she can barely breathe.
00:25:22We're packing tonight.
00:25:25We'll go straight
00:25:26to Boston
00:25:26and stay with
00:25:27Hector and his mother.
00:25:30I won't let
00:25:31that monster's family
00:25:32lay a finger
00:25:34on you
00:25:34ever again.
00:25:36Valerie stays
00:25:37curled up
00:25:38in the corner
00:25:38of the bed
00:25:39the entire time,
00:25:40silent as a
00:25:40porcelain doll.
00:25:42She doesn't say
00:25:42a word.
00:25:43She just keeps
00:25:44staring at me
00:25:45with those
00:25:45shattered,
00:25:46empty eyes.
00:25:47But somewhere
00:25:48inside them
00:25:48is still this
00:25:49helpless instinct
00:25:50begging for someone
00:25:51to save her.
00:25:52The sight tears
00:25:53me apart inside.
00:25:55I lower
00:25:56my head
00:25:56immediately
00:25:58too ashamed
00:25:58to even look
00:25:59my own mother
00:26:00in the eye
00:26:00and then
00:26:01things somehow
00:26:02get even worse.
00:26:04Austin's trashy
00:26:05parents,
00:26:06the grandparents
00:26:07I had in my
00:26:07previous life
00:26:08somehow hear
00:26:09about Valerie's
00:26:10pregnancy.
00:26:11Right after the
00:26:11attack,
00:26:12those two cowards
00:26:13vanished completely
00:26:13to avoid being
00:26:14dragged into
00:26:15the police investigation.
00:26:16But the second
00:26:16they hear Valerie
00:26:17is carrying
00:26:17Austin's child,
00:26:18they swoop in
00:26:19like vultures
00:26:20smelling blood.
00:26:20To them,
00:26:21this pregnancy
00:26:22is leverage,
00:26:22the perfect
00:26:23weapon to
00:26:24destroy the
00:26:24Wyatt family.
00:26:25We barely
00:26:26made it back
00:26:27home before
00:26:27the two of
00:26:28them show up
00:26:28outside the
00:26:29house with
00:26:29some sleazy
00:26:30lawyer they
00:26:31hired.
00:26:33The smell
00:26:34of cheap
00:26:34cigarettes and
00:26:35stale alcohol
00:26:36hits before
00:26:37they even
00:26:37step into
00:26:38the yard.
00:26:41My former
00:26:42grandfather,
00:26:43Silas Walker,
00:26:44doesn't show
00:26:44even a trace
00:26:45of shame.
00:26:46No guilt,
00:26:48no apology,
00:26:50just this
00:26:51disgusting,
00:26:52smug arrogance.
00:26:56standing in the
00:26:57yard,
00:26:57he bellows
00:26:58toward the
00:26:58house like
00:26:58he owns the
00:26:59place.
00:27:00Officer Wyatt,
00:27:01don't hide in
00:27:02there.
00:27:02My son Austin
00:27:04may be in
00:27:04prison,
00:27:05but he still
00:27:05has parental
00:27:06rights.
00:27:07That maybe is
00:27:07part of our
00:27:08family,
00:27:08and you're
00:27:09not taking
00:27:09our grandchild
00:27:10anywhere.
00:27:11The sleazy
00:27:12lawyer beside
00:27:13him adjusts
00:27:13his glasses
00:27:14and smirks
00:27:14coldly.
00:27:18If Miss
00:27:19Yight refuses
00:27:20to drop the
00:27:20charges,
00:27:20we're fully
00:27:21prepared to
00:27:21drag this
00:27:22through family
00:27:22court for
00:27:23years.
00:27:24And trust
00:27:24me,
00:27:24once the
00:27:25media gets
00:27:26involved,
00:27:26everybody in
00:27:27Texas is
00:27:27going to
00:27:27know exactly
00:27:28what happened
00:27:28to your
00:27:29daughter.
00:27:33Then
00:27:33Mayabelle Walker,
00:27:34my former
00:27:35grandmother,
00:27:36blows out a
00:27:36stream of
00:27:37cigarette smoke
00:27:37and starts
00:27:38screeching at
00:27:39the house.
00:27:39you go testify
00:27:41in federal
00:27:42court and
00:27:43we'll swear
00:27:43Valerie wanted
00:27:44it.
00:27:45We'll tell
00:27:45everyone you
00:27:46cops framed
00:27:47our son.
00:27:50We'll make
00:27:51damn sure
00:27:52every police
00:27:53department in
00:27:54Texas knows
00:27:55what kind of
00:27:55girl your
00:27:56daughter really
00:27:57is.
00:27:57You think
00:27:58those badges
00:27:58are going to
00:27:59survive this?
00:28:01We'll ruin
00:28:02your whole
00:28:03family!
00:28:07The police
00:28:08had kept the
00:28:08details of
00:28:09that night
00:28:09sealed tightly.
00:28:11Nobody in
00:28:12town knew
00:28:12what Valerie
00:28:13had actually
00:28:13suffered in
00:28:14the dark.
00:28:15But now,
00:28:15these two
00:28:16shameless
00:28:16monsters are
00:28:17ripping open
00:28:17her deepest
00:28:18traumata in
00:28:18public just
00:28:19to save
00:28:19their worthless
00:28:20son from
00:28:20federal prison.
00:28:21They stand
00:28:22outside with
00:28:23a damn
00:28:23megaphone,
00:28:24turning a
00:28:24survivor's
00:28:25private nightmare
00:28:26into some
00:28:26sick public
00:28:27spectacle about
00:28:28protecting the
00:28:28family bloodline.
00:28:29Before long,
00:28:30the whole town
00:28:31knows.
00:28:31But they don't
00:28:32actually want
00:28:33the baby.
00:28:33That's never
00:28:34been the point.
00:28:35What they
00:28:36want is
00:28:36pressure.
00:28:38They want to
00:28:38weaponize this
00:28:39conservative
00:28:40little town,
00:28:41the gossip,
00:28:42the judgment,
00:28:43the victim
00:28:43blaming,
00:28:44until the
00:28:44Wyatts have
00:28:45nowhere left
00:28:45to run.
00:28:46And their
00:28:47terms are
00:28:47crystal clear.
00:28:48They want
00:28:49Valerie to
00:28:49change her
00:28:50testimony in
00:28:50federal court.
00:28:52They want
00:28:53her to claim
00:28:53Austin was
00:28:54just the
00:28:54driver and
00:28:55knew nothing
00:28:55about the
00:28:56attack.
00:28:57In exchange,
00:28:58the walkers
00:28:58will stop
00:28:58harassing the
00:28:59family and
00:29:00leave them
00:29:00alone.
00:29:01Hearing the
00:29:02whispers rising
00:29:03outside the
00:29:03fence,
00:29:04seeing neighbors
00:29:05stare with
00:29:06that fake
00:29:06sympathy hiding
00:29:07disgust
00:29:08underneath.
00:29:11Everything
00:29:11suddenly clicks
00:29:12into place
00:29:12inside my
00:29:13head.
00:29:15Now I
00:29:15understand
00:29:16exactly how
00:29:16Austin got
00:29:17that early
00:29:18release in my
00:29:18previous life.
00:29:20there had
00:29:20been a deal
00:29:22and Valerie
00:29:22had been
00:29:23crushed into
00:29:23accepting it.
00:29:24Looking at
00:29:25those two
00:29:25smug bastards
00:29:26standing outside
00:29:26our home
00:29:27acting righteous,
00:29:28every ounce of
00:29:29humiliation from
00:29:29my previous
00:29:30life and
00:29:30every drop of
00:29:31rage from
00:29:31this one
00:29:31finally explodes
00:29:32inside me.
00:29:33To hell with
00:29:34staying calm.
00:29:35I grab
00:29:36grandpa's
00:29:36Louisville slugger
00:29:37from behind the
00:29:37front door and
00:29:38storm outside,
00:29:39gripping the
00:29:39bat so hard my
00:29:40knuckles go
00:29:40white.
00:29:41By then,
00:29:41all I can see
00:29:42is red.
00:29:58Right in
00:29:58front of
00:29:59everyone,
00:29:59I swing
00:29:59the bat.
00:30:00Crack,
00:30:01crack.
00:30:01The heavy
00:30:02end of the
00:30:02Louisville slugger
00:30:03smashes straight
00:30:03into Silas and
00:30:04maybe in spaces
00:30:05without a shred
00:30:06of hesitation.
00:30:06The sound of
00:30:07teeth breaking
00:30:08mixes with
00:30:08their screams
00:30:09as both of
00:30:09them stumble
00:30:10backward,
00:30:10clutching their
00:30:11bloody mouths
00:30:11before collapsing
00:30:12into the dirt.
00:30:13Your son is
00:30:14a convicted
00:30:15rapist!
00:30:15I point the
00:30:16bat directly
00:30:16at the two
00:30:17of them,
00:30:17shaking with
00:30:27rage.
00:30:28Gripping the
00:30:29bat with
00:30:29both hands,
00:30:30I swing as
00:30:30hard as I
00:30:31can into
00:30:31the lawyer's
00:30:32sedan parked
00:30:32by the curb.
00:30:33The windshield
00:30:33explodes instantly
00:30:34into a spider
00:30:35web of
00:30:35shattered glass.
00:30:36Then I whip
00:30:37around towards
00:30:38the neighbors
00:30:38gathering outside
00:30:39the fence,
00:30:39all of them
00:30:40whispering and
00:30:40staring.
00:30:42What are you
00:30:42all looking at?
00:30:43Anybody else
00:30:44wants to stand
00:30:45here screaming
00:30:45at a victim
00:30:46with these two
00:30:46pieces of trash?
00:30:47I raise the
00:30:48broken bat,
00:30:49splintered wood
00:30:50jouting from
00:30:50the barrel.
00:30:51I swear to
00:30:52God,
00:30:52the next
00:30:52swing straight
00:30:53goes through
00:30:53your skull!
00:30:54Get the
00:30:55hell away
00:30:55from the
00:30:55Wyatt House!
00:30:56All of
00:30:57you,
00:30:57move!
00:30:58The hot
00:30:59border wind
00:30:59tears through
00:31:00the street.
00:31:00One look
00:31:01at the
00:31:01shattered
00:31:02bat in
00:31:02my hands
00:31:02is enough.
00:31:03The neighbors
00:31:03pale instantly
00:31:04and start
00:31:05backing away
00:31:05in fear.
00:31:06And then
00:31:06suddenly,
00:31:07Silas
00:31:08runges at
00:31:08me with
00:31:09a rusty
00:31:09switchblade
00:31:09in his
00:31:10hand.
00:31:10Drop the
00:31:11charges or
00:31:11I'll kill
00:31:12every last
00:31:12one of
00:31:13you!
00:31:16The gunshot
00:31:17detonates
00:31:17through the street
00:31:18like thunder.
00:31:19The bullet
00:31:19slices past
00:31:20Silas's ear
00:31:21and blasts
00:31:21apart one
00:31:22of the
00:31:22wooden fence
00:31:22posts behind
00:31:23him.
00:31:24Everyone
00:31:24freezes.
00:31:25Grandpa
00:31:25Rick stands
00:31:26there gripping
00:31:26a cold
00:31:27knife and
00:31:27revolver,
00:31:28the barrel
00:31:28pressed directly
00:31:29against Silas's
00:31:30forehead.
00:31:30His voice
00:31:31is low and
00:31:32deadly.
00:31:32Officer Miller's
00:31:33daughter took
00:31:34a knife from
00:31:34my family.
00:31:35You touch her
00:31:36again and see
00:31:37what happens.
00:31:38The ringing
00:31:39echo from
00:31:39the gunshot
00:31:40leaves everyone
00:31:40stunned.
00:31:42Silas drops
00:31:42the knife
00:31:43immediately.
00:31:44It clatters
00:31:44onto the dirt
00:31:45beside him
00:31:46as he
00:31:46collapses in
00:31:47terror.
00:31:50He's gonna
00:31:50kill us!
00:31:51The cops are
00:31:52trying to
00:31:53murder us!
00:31:54But before
00:31:54she can say
00:31:55another word,
00:31:55another figure
00:31:56comes flying
00:31:57down the
00:31:57porch steps,
00:31:58Grandma.
00:31:59She moves
00:32:00like lightning.
00:32:01Grabbing a
00:32:02fistful of
00:32:02Maybella's
00:32:03brittle yellow
00:32:04hair,
00:32:04she yanks
00:32:04her sideways
00:32:05so hard
00:32:06the old
00:32:06woman nearly
00:32:06falls.
00:32:07Slap!
00:32:08Grandma
00:32:09backhands her
00:32:09across the
00:32:10face hard
00:32:10enough to
00:32:11send her
00:32:11crashing into
00:32:12the dirt,
00:32:12then plants
00:32:13a boot
00:32:13against her
00:32:14chest.
00:32:15Her eyes
00:32:15are pure
00:32:16steel.
00:32:16You think
00:32:17you can
00:32:17threaten my
00:32:18daughter's
00:32:18name?
00:32:19I'll go
00:32:19to prison
00:32:20smiling before
00:32:20I let your
00:32:21family destroy
00:32:21her life.
00:32:22Now get
00:32:23the hell
00:32:23off my
00:32:24property before
00:32:24I bury
00:32:25all of you
00:32:25out in the
00:32:26desert myself.
00:32:27Rick cocks
00:32:28the revolver
00:32:28once,
00:32:29never taking
00:32:30his eyes
00:32:30off Silas.
00:32:31You assaulted
00:32:32my family.
00:32:33As a police
00:32:34officer, I have
00:32:34every right to
00:32:35arrest you right
00:32:35now.
00:32:36Next time,
00:32:37you won't walk
00:32:38away this
00:32:38lucky.
00:32:39Now get
00:32:39out.
00:32:40The sheer
00:32:41violence radiating
00:32:42off the two
00:32:42retired narcotics
00:32:43officers terrifies
00:32:44everyone into
00:32:45Silas.
00:32:46The gossiping
00:32:47neighbors scatter
00:32:47immediately.
00:32:48Silas and
00:32:49Maybel scramble
00:32:50to their feet
00:32:50and flee down
00:32:51the road like
00:32:52stray dogs.
00:32:53But then
00:32:53suddenly,
00:32:54Grandpa Rick
00:32:55doubles over
00:32:56coughing violently.
00:32:57Fresh blood
00:32:58begins soaking
00:32:58through the
00:32:59white bandages
00:33:00wrapped around
00:33:00his torso.
00:33:06Grandpa's
00:33:07stitches tear
00:33:07open again,
00:33:08so Grandma
00:33:08rushes him
00:33:09back to the
00:33:09hospital.
00:33:09I stay
00:33:10behind to
00:33:10take care
00:33:10of Valerie.
00:33:11Standing
00:33:11outside her
00:33:12bedroom door,
00:33:12I force
00:33:12myself to
00:33:13breathe through
00:33:13the panic
00:33:13crushing my
00:33:14chest.
00:33:14I wipe
00:33:15the tears
00:33:15and blood
00:33:15off my
00:33:16face over
00:33:16and over
00:33:16with my
00:33:17sleeve
00:33:17until my
00:33:17skin burns
00:33:18raw.
00:33:18I can't
00:33:18let Valerie
00:33:19see me
00:33:19falling apart.
00:33:20Right now,
00:33:20I have to be
00:33:21strong for her.
00:33:21I shove
00:33:22the bedroom
00:33:23door open
00:33:23and lock
00:33:23it tightly
00:33:24behind me,
00:33:25shutting out
00:33:25the chaos
00:33:25outside.
00:33:26Then I walk
00:33:27straight towards
00:33:28her bed.
00:33:29The second
00:33:29I see her
00:33:30sitting there,
00:33:31pale,
00:33:32hollow,
00:33:33motionless,
00:33:34something inside
00:33:34me finally
00:33:35breaks completely.
00:33:37Valerie,
00:33:39let's leave.
00:33:40We can start
00:33:41over somewhere
00:33:41else.
00:33:42New York,
00:33:43California,
00:33:44anywhere.
00:33:45Please,
00:33:46just pack a
00:33:46bag and come
00:33:47with me,
00:33:47okay?
00:33:48I almost
00:33:48sound desperate.
00:33:49I grab
00:33:50her shoulders
00:33:51gently,
00:33:51trying to
00:33:52pull strength
00:33:52from the
00:33:53girl who,
00:33:53in another
00:33:54lifetime,
00:33:55would become
00:33:55my mother
00:33:5619 years
00:33:56later.
00:33:57But Valerie
00:33:58never says
00:33:59a word.
00:33:59She just
00:34:00stays curled
00:34:01in the
00:34:01corner of
00:34:02the bed.
00:34:02The fading
00:34:03sunset filters
00:34:04through the
00:34:05blinds,
00:34:05strip by
00:34:06strip,
00:34:06dying slowly
00:34:07across her
00:34:07face.
00:34:08Then she
00:34:09finally lifts
00:34:09her head,
00:34:10and once
00:34:11again she
00:34:11looks at me
00:34:12with those
00:34:12same shattered
00:34:13eyes,
00:34:14empty,
00:34:15helpless,
00:34:15but still
00:34:16quietly begging
00:34:17someone to
00:34:17save her.
00:34:18Sight crushes
00:34:19my chest.
00:34:19For my entire
00:34:20previous life,
00:34:21I thought I
00:34:21had been
00:34:21born unwanted,
00:34:22but now I
00:34:23finally understand
00:34:23the truth.
00:34:24My birth was
00:34:24never love.
00:34:25It was a chain,
00:34:26a weapon crafted
00:34:27by a monster to
00:34:28trap my mother and
00:34:29destroy her family
00:34:29forever.
00:34:30I have never hated
00:34:31myself more than I
00:34:32do right now.
00:34:35Valerie,
00:34:36listen to me.
00:34:38This baby...
00:34:39Before I can
00:34:39finish,
00:34:40Valerie suddenly
00:34:41covers my mouth
00:34:41with her hand.
00:34:44I look up at her,
00:34:46and suddenly the
00:34:47dam inside me
00:34:49completely breaks.
00:34:51Tears pour down
00:34:52my face as I
00:34:52collapse to my
00:34:53knees beside the
00:34:54bed.
00:34:54I pull her hand
00:34:56away from my
00:34:56mouth and finally
00:34:57scream out the
00:34:58truth that destroyed
00:35:00me for an entire
00:35:00lifetime.
00:35:01This baby is a
00:35:04stain that monster
00:35:05left on your life!
00:35:07You'll hate it
00:35:07forever!
00:35:09Every time you
00:35:10look at it,
00:35:11you'll remember
00:35:12him!
00:35:13You'll wish it
00:35:14had never been
00:35:15born!
00:35:16My voice cracks
00:35:17apart completely.
00:35:19It's better to end
00:35:20this now than let
00:35:21that child grow up
00:35:22trapped in pain and
00:35:23misery!
00:35:25I can barely
00:35:26breathe through
00:35:26the sobbing.
00:35:27No one can
00:35:28calmly beg their
00:35:29own mother to
00:35:30erase them from
00:35:30existence.
00:35:31But at that exact
00:35:32moment, Valerie,
00:35:33who has been
00:35:34sitting there
00:35:34lifeless and hollow
00:35:35this whole,
00:35:36whole time,
00:35:37suddenly trembles
00:35:38violently.
00:35:39It's like something
00:35:40inside her finally
00:35:41snaps awake.
00:35:42She bolts upright
00:35:43from the bed and
00:35:44throws her arms
00:35:45around me without
00:35:45warning, crushing
00:35:46me against her
00:35:47chest.
00:35:48She holds me so
00:35:49tightly her fingers
00:35:50dig painfully into
00:35:51my back.
00:35:51Hot tears spill
00:35:53onto my neck,
00:35:54burning against
00:35:54my skin.
00:35:55And then she
00:35:56completely breaks
00:35:57down.
00:35:57I never wanted
00:35:58you dead.
00:36:00Nora.
00:36:02Her voice is
00:36:03raw and shattered
00:36:04from crying.
00:36:06Not once!
00:36:08Not for a single
00:36:09second did I ever
00:36:10wish you were
00:36:11dead!
00:36:15That single
00:36:16sentence crashes
00:36:17through the room
00:36:18with the weight of
00:36:18two lifetimes
00:36:19behind it.
00:36:20Every ounce of
00:36:21pain, resentment,
00:36:23anger, and
00:36:24loneliness I
00:36:25carried inside
00:36:25me shatters
00:36:26instantly into
00:36:27dust.
00:36:28Because she
00:36:29called me
00:36:30Nora.
00:36:30Not Scarlet.
00:36:32Nora.
00:36:33In this timeline,
00:36:34nobody knows
00:36:35that name.
00:36:36Nobody except
00:36:37my mother from
00:36:38my previous life.
00:36:39I freeze in
00:36:40her arms, my
00:36:41mind going
00:36:42completely blank.
00:36:43She isn't just
00:36:44the 18-year-old
00:36:45Valerie who knows
00:36:46nothing about the
00:36:47future.
00:36:48She remembers
00:36:49too.
00:36:50In this broken,
00:36:51twisted timeline,
00:36:53and ne'er
00:36:53my find, my
00:36:55mother was
00:36:55reborn alongside
00:36:56me.
00:36:58I know.
00:37:00My entire body
00:37:01shakes as I
00:37:02cling to her
00:37:03shoulder, her
00:37:03shoulder like a
00:37:04lost child.
00:37:07I know I was
00:37:08never supposed to
00:37:09be born.
00:37:10You had every
00:37:11reason to hate
00:37:12me because of
00:37:13that monster.
00:37:15Valerie suddenly
00:37:15grabs my face
00:37:16with both hands
00:37:17and forces me
00:37:18to look at her
00:37:18through her
00:37:19tears.
00:37:19How could a
00:37:20mother ever
00:37:20hate her
00:37:21child?
00:37:22After two
00:37:23lifetimes,
00:37:24inside this
00:37:24old Texas
00:37:25house in
00:37:251996, she
00:37:27finally tears
00:37:27open the
00:37:28truth she
00:37:28buried for
00:37:29decades.
00:37:29And through
00:37:30uncontrollable
00:37:31sobbing, my
00:37:32mother finally
00:37:32tells me why
00:37:33she stood beside
00:37:34my hospital bed
00:37:35and watched me
00:37:35die in my
00:37:36previous life.
00:37:39The reason I
00:37:40couldn't donate
00:37:41bone marrow was
00:37:43because I had
00:37:43terminal cancer
00:37:44too.
00:37:45I wasn't
00:37:47eligible to
00:37:47donate.
00:37:48I wasn't
00:37:49abandoning you,
00:37:49Nora.
00:37:50How could I
00:37:51ever abandon
00:37:52my own daughter?
00:37:54Outside, the
00:37:56winter wind
00:37:56screams across
00:37:57the Texas
00:37:57borderlands.
00:37:59But inside
00:38:00this cold
00:38:00little room, a
00:38:02mother and
00:38:02daughter separated
00:38:03by two
00:38:03lifetimes finally
00:38:05find each other
00:38:06again in the
00:38:07ruins of
00:38:08everything they
00:38:08lost.
00:38:09Valerie
00:38:10clutches me so
00:38:11tightly she's
00:38:11shaking.
00:38:12I never gave
00:38:13on you, Nora.
00:38:14I begged
00:38:15everyone I
00:38:16could for
00:38:16help.
00:38:17I borrowed
00:38:17money from
00:38:18anybody willing
00:38:18to listen
00:38:19because I
00:38:19wanted to
00:38:20save you.
00:38:21Every word
00:38:21tears out of
00:38:22her throat like
00:38:23it physically
00:38:23hurts to say
00:38:24it.
00:38:24Your bastard
00:38:25father wouldn't
00:38:25pay a single
00:38:26dime.
00:38:27The ICU
00:38:28bills kept
00:38:28piling up
00:38:28every single
00:38:29day.
00:38:30The hospital
00:38:30kept mailing
00:38:30notices until
00:38:31my bowel
00:38:31box was
00:38:32overflowing.
00:38:33In the end,
00:38:33I sold every
00:38:34apartment and
00:38:35every piece
00:38:35of property I
00:38:36owned in
00:38:36Boston just
00:38:37to barely
00:38:37cover your
00:38:38medical bills.
00:38:39Then her
00:38:39breathing
00:38:39completely
00:38:40falls apart.
00:38:41And Austin,
00:38:42that monster
00:38:43wanted to pull
00:38:43your ventilator
00:38:44out himself
00:38:44back at the
00:38:45trailer park.
00:38:46He lied to
00:38:46you.
00:38:47He actually
00:38:48convinced you
00:38:48that I was
00:38:49the one who
00:38:49abandoned you.
00:38:50She cries so
00:38:50hard she can
00:38:51barely breathe
00:38:51anymore.
00:38:52Decades of
00:38:53humiliation and
00:38:53buried motherhood
00:38:54finally exploding
00:38:55out all at once.
00:38:56Back then, I
00:38:57left with Hector's
00:38:58mother to work in
00:38:58the city because
00:38:59I needed money.
00:39:00I was trying to
00:39:00build enough of a
00:39:01life to come back
00:39:02and take you away
00:39:02from that rotting
00:39:03border town.
00:39:04But the second I
00:39:05left, Austin cut
00:39:06off every possible
00:39:07way for me to
00:39:08contact you.
00:39:08He guarded the
00:39:09trailer park with
00:39:10a gun and
00:39:10wouldn't even let
00:39:11me get near you.
00:39:12The only thing I
00:39:13could do...
00:39:16Her voice breaks
00:39:17completely.
00:39:19Was stand outside
00:39:20your school at the
00:39:21beginning of every
00:39:22semester and watch
00:39:22you from across the
00:39:23street.
00:39:27I bite down so
00:39:29hard on my lip, I
00:39:30taste blood.
00:39:31My vision is
00:39:33completely blurred
00:39:34by tears.
00:39:35And finally, I
00:39:37understand everything.
00:39:39Back then, she was
00:39:41only 18.
00:39:42A girl who had
00:39:43survived something
00:39:44horrific, whose mind
00:39:45was already hanging
00:39:46by a thread.
00:39:47There was no way she
00:39:48could go back to
00:39:48that monster.
00:39:49For her, every step
00:39:51towards that trailer
00:39:52crant was like walking
00:39:53back into hell itself.
00:39:55But fate has always
00:39:56been cruel.
00:39:56By the time Mom
00:39:57finally saved enough
00:39:58money and came back
00:39:59to fight for custody
00:40:01of me, Austin had
00:40:02already sensed
00:40:02something was coming.
00:40:03He grabbed me in
00:40:04the middle of the
00:40:05night and disappeared.
00:40:06And in the 1990s,
00:40:07before cell phones,
00:40:09databases, and
00:40:10internet tracking
00:40:11connected the world,
00:40:12we vanished into
00:40:13countless forgotten
00:40:14trailer parks scattered
00:40:15across America.
00:40:17She never found us
00:40:18again.
00:40:19Valerie cups my face
00:40:20with trembling hands.
00:40:25When you turned 18,
00:40:27you finally tracked down
00:40:28my private number.
00:40:29Her voice cracks apart.
00:40:32But by then, I'd already
00:40:35been diagnosed with
00:40:36terminal cancer.
00:40:38I didn't have much time
00:40:40left, Nora.
00:40:43Her tears mix with mine
00:40:45as they stream down our
00:40:46faces together.
00:40:47My body was falling apart
00:40:48day by day.
00:40:49I didn't want to drag you
00:40:50into that.
00:40:51I couldn't bear the
00:40:52thought of you watching
00:40:53me die in a hospital bed
00:40:54or inheriting all my
00:40:56debt after I was gone.
00:40:57That's why I acted cold
00:40:59on the phone.
00:41:00That's why I pretended I
00:41:01didn't know you.
00:41:02Everything inside my head
00:41:03goes completely blank.
00:41:07The mother I spent my
00:41:09whole life hating never
00:41:10abandoned me.
00:41:11Not once.
00:41:12With a body and soul
00:41:14shattered by a monster,
00:41:15she still fought through
00:41:16the filled and hopelessness
00:41:18of the 1990s with
00:41:19everything she had left
00:41:20just to keep loving me.
00:41:22We cling to each other
00:41:23in that dark little room
00:41:24and cry until there
00:41:25are no tears left.
00:41:27Finally, I wipe my face
00:41:29hard and force myself
00:41:30to look straight into
00:41:31her eyes.
00:41:33Mom, if we've really
00:41:34both been given
00:41:35another chance, then
00:41:37don't let me become
00:41:38your change all over
00:41:39again.
00:41:39We can still fix this.
00:41:41We'll go to the hospital.
00:41:43Without me, you can
00:41:43finally live your own
00:41:44life.
00:41:45Valerie instantly
00:41:46shakes her head and
00:41:47panes.
00:41:47Stop!
00:41:48Don't say that!
00:41:49I can't do it!
00:41:50Nora!
00:41:51You are part of me!
00:41:52I will never let you go!
00:41:55She covers her face,
00:41:56crying uncontrollably.
00:41:58And seeing the pain
00:41:59and determination
00:41:59in her eyes,
00:42:00I can't force her anymore.
00:42:02The sunset over the
00:42:03Texas border paints
00:42:04the entire sky blood red.
00:42:06Hot wind rolls
00:42:07through the yard,
00:42:08carrying dust and dry
00:42:09heat that makes my chest
00:42:10tighten with unease.
00:42:12Grandpa fires up the
00:42:13smoker in the backyard
00:42:14using a stash of oak wood
00:42:15he's been saving for years.
00:42:17Before long,
00:42:18the air fills with the
00:42:18smell of smoked brisket
00:42:19and ribs.
00:42:20Grandma and I spend the
00:42:21entire afternoon
00:42:22preparing dinner,
00:42:23wanting to give mom,
00:42:23the girl who suffered so
00:42:24much in this timeline,
00:42:25the happiest 18th birthday
00:42:26possible.
00:42:27But just as grandma
00:42:28wipes her hands clean
00:42:29and starts heading inside
00:42:30to call Valerie at a dinner,
00:42:39Officer Wyatt, we've got a problem.
00:42:42Austin escaped during
00:42:43transport to federal prison.
00:42:44He killed two federal
00:42:45marshals and stole a shotgun.
00:42:47Dispatch intercepted a report
00:42:49ten minutes ago.
00:42:49He's heading straight for town
00:42:50in a stolen pickup truck.
00:42:52The second I hear Austin's name,
00:42:54rage destinates inside my body.
00:42:56Every ounce of blood in my veins
00:42:57feels like it catches fire.
00:42:59He's coming here for revenge!
00:43:06That monster ruined my mother
00:43:08once already.
00:43:09Why the hell should he get
00:43:11another chance to destroy her life?
00:43:18While grandpa and grandma
00:43:20rush back inside in Scotch
00:43:21to grab their Remingston shoe duns,
00:43:24I move first.
00:43:31Without hesitation,
00:43:33I snatch up the heavy cleaver
00:43:34sitting beside the cutting board
00:43:36in the kitchen.
00:43:46I don't even look back
00:43:47at the house.
00:43:48Eyes burning red with hatred,
00:43:50I run straight into
00:43:51the blood-colored Texas dusk.
00:43:53Austin,
00:43:54even if this drags my soul
00:43:55straight into hell,
00:43:57this time,
00:43:58I'm going to kill you myself.
00:44:03Night falls fast near the border.
00:44:06Freezing wind filled with sand
00:44:08cuts across my face
00:44:09like blades.
00:44:12I crouch silently in the shadows
00:44:14near the edge of the neighborhood,
00:44:15my palms slick with sweat
00:44:17around the handle of the clemver.
00:44:20But no matter how long I wait,
00:44:23Austin never appears.
00:44:24Then around midnight,
00:44:25a horrible instinct
00:44:26suddenly clenches around my heart.
00:44:29Valerie should have returned
00:44:30from the clinic hours ago,
00:44:32but she still isn't home.
00:44:34Headlights suddenly tear
00:44:35through the darkness.
00:44:36Grandpa's old pickup truck
00:44:37skids to a stop beside me.
00:44:39Scarlett, get in!
00:44:46Grandma and Grandpa
00:44:47both look pale with fear,
00:44:49gripping loaded Remington
00:44:50shoot guns tightly in their hands.
00:44:52We immediately start tracking
00:44:54tire marks and crushed brush
00:44:55along the bide side.
00:44:59Following every sign we can find,
00:45:01the search leads us all the way
00:45:02to the edge of town.
00:45:04Then the pickup engine dies.
00:45:05Silence.
00:45:06Nothing but cold desert wind
00:45:08and darkness.
00:45:09In front of us sits
00:45:10an abandoned trailer park
00:45:11that's been empty for years.
00:45:12We split up to search for Valerie.
00:45:14Let go of me!
00:45:15You're insane!
00:45:16Let me go!
00:45:19Let go of me!
00:45:20You're insane!
00:45:21Let me go!
00:45:23My mind goes blank.
00:45:26I know instantly
00:45:27there's no time
00:45:28time to turn back
00:45:28for Grandpa.
00:45:30So I run toward
00:45:31Valerie's screams
00:45:32alone.
00:45:35But somewhere
00:45:36during those few
00:45:37desperate seconds,
00:45:38hearing my mother
00:45:39crying inside that trailer,
00:45:42something strange happens.
00:45:45The panic inside my head
00:45:47suddenly disappears.
00:45:48Something strange happens.
00:45:50The panic inside my head
00:45:51suddenly disappears.
00:45:53Completely.
00:45:54As I sprint
00:45:55through the freezing dark,
00:45:55I grip the heavy meat clever
00:45:57hidden beneath my coat
00:45:58so tightly my hand aches.
00:45:59My palm is slipped
00:46:01with sweat.
00:46:01But my eyes hold
00:46:02no fear anymore.
00:46:04Only calm.
00:46:05And certainty.
00:46:07In that moment,
00:46:08I finally understand
00:46:09why I came back
00:46:09to this world.
00:46:10I wasn't reborn
00:46:11to keep living
00:46:12as that monster's
00:46:13unwanted child.
00:46:14I crossed 28 years of time
00:46:15for one reason only.
00:46:17To set my mother free,
00:46:19even if it cost the life
00:46:20I was never supposed
00:46:21to have in the first place.
00:46:23I stare at the
00:46:24battered trailer door
00:46:25glowing faintly
00:46:26under the moonlight.
00:46:27And I never slow down
00:46:28for even a second.
00:46:31You sick bastard!
00:46:32Die!
00:46:37Without hesitation,
00:46:38I slam my foot
00:46:39into the flimsy
00:46:40aluminum trailer door.
00:46:42Using the momentum,
00:46:44I throw myself
00:46:44straight at Austin
00:46:45from behind.
00:46:47Under the pale moonlight,
00:46:48I raise the heavy cleaver
00:46:50high over my head
00:46:51and bring it down
00:46:52with every ounce
00:46:53of hatred
00:46:53from both lifetimes
00:46:54behind it.
00:46:56Austin lets out
00:46:57an animalistic scream,
00:46:59but I underestimated
00:47:00what kind of monster
00:47:01he really is.
00:47:05I'm gonna rip you apart!
00:47:06A man who survived
00:47:08years of cartel violence
00:47:10along the border
00:47:10doesn't go down easily.
00:47:13The pain only
00:47:14drives me insane.
00:47:16Before I can swing again,
00:47:17agony shoots through my arm
00:47:18like the bone
00:47:19is about to snap.
00:47:21I'm gonna kill you!
00:47:24The clever is ripped
00:47:25out of my hands
00:47:26instantly.
00:47:27Clang!
00:47:28The weapon crashes
00:47:29to the floor
00:47:29as Austin slams me hard
00:47:31against the ground
00:47:31inside the trailer.
00:47:35Under the dim moonlight
00:47:37leaking through
00:47:37the broken trailer walls,
00:47:39Austin finally
00:47:40sees my face clearly.
00:47:44You little bitch again.
00:47:47You just keep
00:47:48ruining everything!
00:47:50He roars hysterically
00:47:51and raises the clember
00:47:52over his head.
00:47:53Then it comes down.
00:47:55Again.
00:47:56And again.
00:47:57The blade flashes silver
00:47:59through the cramped trailer.
00:48:00Each strike
00:48:01tears violently
00:48:02into my stomach
00:48:03and chest
00:48:04without mercy.
00:48:10Warm blood
00:48:10immediately floods
00:48:11from my mouth,
00:48:12soaking my clothes.
00:48:16But strangely,
00:48:18I keep feeling pain
00:48:19anymore.
00:48:23My mind
00:48:24is terrifyingly clear.
00:48:25Only one thought
00:48:26keeps screaming
00:48:27inside my head.
00:48:28Don't let him go.
00:48:30Don't let him
00:48:30get to Valerie.
00:48:31No!
00:48:32Please!
00:48:33Stop!
00:48:34Let her go!
00:48:37No!
00:48:40Please stop!
00:48:48And the second
00:48:50I see him turning
00:48:51toward my mother again,
00:48:52something inside me snaps,
00:48:55using every last ounce
00:48:56of strength
00:48:56from both my lives.
00:48:58I throw myself
00:48:59onto him
00:49:00from behind
00:49:00and lock my arms
00:49:01around his body
00:49:02like a steel trap.
00:49:12No matter how violently
00:49:14he punches me,
00:49:16no matter how many times
00:49:18the blade carves
00:49:19into my flesh,
00:49:20I grit my teeth
00:49:21so hard I taste blood
00:49:22and hold on anyway.
00:49:24even as blood
00:49:25soars from my mouth,
00:49:27I use my dying
00:49:28body weight
00:49:28to keep him
00:49:29pinned in place.
00:49:31You want to hurt her?
00:49:33Then you'll have to
00:49:34cut me into pieces first.
00:49:37Then you'll have to cut me
00:49:38into pieces first!
00:49:40A deafening shotgun blast
00:49:42erupts through the trailer.
00:49:44Austin!
00:49:46Blinding police spotlights
00:49:47flood the darkness
00:49:48as Grandpa storms
00:49:49inside, roaring.
00:49:51The blast tears
00:49:52straight through
00:49:53Austin's skull.
00:49:55The impact
00:49:55stops the monster cold.
00:49:57His body jerks violently
00:49:58before collapsing
00:49:59to the floor
00:50:00like dead weight.
00:50:01Scarlet!
00:50:02Finally,
00:50:04the demon falls silent
00:50:05and with the last bit
00:50:06of life draining
00:50:06from my body,
00:50:07I collapse
00:50:08into the blood
00:50:09beside him.
00:50:14Scarlet!
00:50:15Scarlet!
00:50:19Scarlet, wake up!
00:50:21Please!
00:50:23Mom's begging you,
00:50:24please wake up!
00:50:26My mother's screams
00:50:28tear through
00:50:28the freezing Texas night.
00:50:30Raw,
00:50:31desperate,
00:50:32sharp enough
00:50:32to rip the sky apart.
00:50:34I want to lift my hand,
00:50:37wipe the blood
00:50:37off her face,
00:50:38like I always do,
00:50:40pull her into my arms
00:50:41one last time.
00:50:42But my arm feels
00:50:43filled with concrete.
00:50:44My body is getting
00:50:45colder by the second,
00:50:45and the voices around me
00:50:47sound farther and farther away,
00:50:48like they're trapped
00:50:49beneath deep water.
00:50:50The whole world
00:50:51is slowly drifting
00:50:51out of reach.
00:50:52I lie there helplessly
00:50:53in the cold,
00:50:54moldy blood
00:50:54pooling across the floor
00:50:56of the abandoned trailer.
00:50:57I see Grandpa and Grandma
00:50:58rushing toward me.
00:51:00Grandpa's hands,
00:51:02the same steady hands
00:51:03that held a gun
00:51:04his entire life
00:51:05without trembling once.
00:51:06He presses so hard
00:51:08his knuckles turn white,
00:51:09but the blood still
00:51:10keeps pouring
00:51:11through his fingers.
00:51:13Grandma collapses
00:51:14beside me,
00:51:15covering her mouth
00:51:16as sobs wreck her body.
00:51:19The whole world
00:51:20is slowly drifting
00:51:21out of reach.
00:51:23I know then
00:51:25I'm never going
00:51:26to wake up again.
00:51:29That monster
00:51:30who haunts
00:51:31both of my lives,
00:51:32like a curse
00:51:33carved into my bones.
00:51:36Austin Walker
00:51:37is finally killed
00:51:38that night
00:51:38by Grandpa's shotgun.
00:51:40The blast tears
00:51:41straight through his head.
00:51:42His blood,
00:51:44his violence,
00:51:44his evil.
00:51:45All of it
00:51:46splatter across
00:51:47the rusted trailer walls
00:51:48and sinks into the mud
00:51:49of the Texas borderlands.
00:51:51Justice comes late.
00:51:52The law never even
00:51:53gets the chance
00:51:54to put him on death row.
00:51:55Fate beats it to the punch.
00:51:57Brutal, bloody,
00:51:57and absolute.
00:51:59After two lifetimes
00:52:00of suffering,
00:52:01the debt is finally paid.
00:52:03But the devil's death
00:52:04doesn't bring life
00:52:05back to our family.
00:52:06A few days later,
00:52:07an unusual storm
00:52:08rolls across the border.
00:52:09Cold rain mixes
00:52:10with sand and dirt,
00:52:11turning the whole town
00:52:12gray, muddy,
00:52:12and bitterly cold
00:52:13as if the sky itself
00:52:14is mourning everything
00:52:15we've lost.
00:52:16The Wyatt House
00:52:17falls silent.
00:52:17The kitchen that once
00:52:18smells of barbecue
00:52:19and fresh coffee
00:52:20never lights up again.
00:52:21Valerie becomes a ghost.
00:52:23She barely speaks.
00:52:25Barely moves.
00:52:26Like someone winds her up once
00:52:28and then forgets
00:52:29to do it again.
00:52:30Late one night,
00:52:31after the rain
00:52:32finally stops,
00:52:33she stumbles
00:52:34into my room alone.
00:52:35Dust has already settled
00:52:36across everything
00:52:37I leave behind.
00:52:38With trembling hands,
00:52:39she folds my faded jeans,
00:52:41picks up my
00:52:42unfinished notebooks,
00:52:43smooths out the wrinkles
00:52:44in the blanket
00:52:44on my bed.
00:52:46And the moment
00:52:47her fingers touch
00:52:47those cold sheets,
00:52:49the ones that will
00:52:49never hold my warmth again,
00:52:51something inside her
00:52:52finally breaks.
00:52:53Tears hit the hardwood floor
00:52:54one after another,
00:52:56soft,
00:52:56heavy.
00:52:58Nora,
00:52:59can mom come find you
00:53:00in heaven?
00:53:04Valerie drops to her knees
00:53:06beside the bed.
00:53:07She buries her pale face
00:53:08deep into my old pillow,
00:53:10the one I never get around
00:53:11to washing.
00:53:12There's still the faint smell
00:53:14of cheap shampoo
00:53:15lingering in the fabric,
00:53:16the last trace of her daughter
00:53:18left in this world.
00:53:19She clutches the sheets
00:53:21so tightly
00:53:21her fingers cramp,
00:53:23crying like a child
00:53:24who loses everything
00:53:25in the middle of the desert.
00:53:28The news of the border shooting
00:53:30reaches Boston overnight.
00:53:33Hector and his mother
00:53:34immediately cancel everything
00:53:36and drive back to Texas.
00:53:38Neither of them
00:53:39asks questions.
00:53:41They simply stay beside
00:53:43my grandparents
00:53:44and help them
00:53:44hold themselves together
00:53:45long enough
00:53:46to bury me.
00:53:49The funeral is held
00:53:50in the little cemetery
00:53:51outside town.
00:53:53For once,
00:53:54there is no sandstorm.
00:53:57White roses cover my grave.
00:53:59Hector stands
00:54:00at the very back
00:54:01of the crowd.
00:54:02The boy who once
00:54:03looked so calm
00:54:04and untouchable
00:54:05now has eyes
00:54:07darkened with grief
00:54:08and rage.
00:54:09He stares at the photo
00:54:10on my headstone,
00:54:12my 18-year-old smile
00:54:13frozen forever in time,
00:54:15and clenches his fists
00:54:16so hard
00:54:17his knuckles turn pale.
00:54:21After the funeral,
00:54:22the atmosphere
00:54:23inside the Wyatt house
00:54:24feels suffocating.
00:54:26Grandpa and Grandma
00:54:27sit silently
00:54:28at the dinner table,
00:54:30exhaustion and grief
00:54:31etched into every line
00:54:32on their faces.
00:54:34Hector sits alone
00:54:35on the old bench
00:54:35near the living room window,
00:54:37staring out
00:54:37at the empty Texas highway.
00:54:39He struggles with himself
00:54:40for a long time
00:54:41before finally standing
00:54:42and walking over to Valerie.
00:54:44He crouches down
00:54:45in front of her carefully,
00:54:46like he's afraid
00:54:47she might shitter
00:54:47if he moves too fast.
00:54:53Valerie,
00:54:54come with us.
00:54:55Leave this place behind.
00:54:57We can start over
00:54:58somewhere else.
00:55:00Okay?
00:55:01His voice is barely
00:55:02above a whisper.
00:55:03He doesn't even dare
00:55:04touch her.
00:55:05He just looks at her
00:55:06with quiet heartbreak
00:55:07in his eyes.
00:55:08Valerie doesn't answer.
00:55:10She sits there
00:55:11in the shadows,
00:55:12clutching my faded
00:55:12denim jacket
00:55:13against her chest
00:55:14like it's the last oxygen
00:55:15left in the world.
00:55:18That night,
00:55:20after everyone
00:55:20finally falls asleep
00:55:21from sheer exhaustion,
00:55:23the old house
00:55:24sinks into silence.
00:55:31and Valerie wanders
00:55:33back into my room again.
00:55:49She doesn't turn on
00:55:50the lights.
00:55:51In a room without me,
00:55:53even the light
00:55:53feels like a mockery.
00:56:00She kneels alone
00:56:01on the cold floor,
00:56:02organizing my belongings
00:56:03one piece at a time
00:56:04under the pale moonlight
00:56:06coming through the window.
00:56:15My textbooks
00:56:16full of notes.
00:56:20My erasers worn down
00:56:21to almost nothing.
00:56:23Then finally,
00:56:25my old backpack,
00:56:26the cheap one
00:56:28with frayed edges
00:56:28and fading fabric.
00:56:30She pulls it
00:56:31into her arms
00:56:32and buries her face
00:56:33against it,
00:56:34breathing in
00:56:35what little remains
00:56:35of my scent.
00:56:40Then her hand
00:56:41brushes against
00:56:42something hidden deep
00:56:43inside the torn
00:56:44inner lining.
00:56:53paper.
00:56:54A folded envelope
00:56:56slips loose
00:56:56and falls softly
00:56:57into her lap.
00:56:58On the front
00:56:59is only one word.
00:57:02Those are the words
00:57:03I want to say
00:57:04across two lifetimes.
00:57:06The words
00:57:06I never managed
00:57:07to say out loud
00:57:08before I die.
00:57:17Valerie freezes.
00:57:18Her whole body
00:57:19stiffens
00:57:20as her trembling
00:57:21fingers slowly
00:57:21tear the envelope
00:57:22open.
00:57:24She's shaking
00:57:25so badly
00:57:26her fingernail
00:57:27slices the edge
00:57:28of the paper
00:57:28and draws blood
00:57:30but she doesn't
00:57:31even notice.
00:57:32Then she sees
00:57:33the first line
00:57:34and the moment
00:57:36she reads the name
00:57:37buried deepest
00:57:37inside her heart.
00:57:43Her breathing
00:57:44stops.
00:57:51Mom,
00:57:53if you're reading
00:57:54this,
00:57:55I'm probably
00:57:56already gone.
00:58:03Don't cry for me.
00:58:06From the first day
00:58:07I came back
00:58:08to this timeline,
00:58:10I already make up
00:58:11my mind.
00:58:13I'm going to trade
00:58:14my life for your freedom.
00:58:18Under the moonlight,
00:58:20Valerie's eyes
00:58:21instantly turn red.
00:58:22She covers her mouth
00:58:24tightly
00:58:24to stop herself
00:58:26from sobbing out loud
00:58:27and keeps reading.
00:58:31During those 28 filthy years
00:58:33in my first life,
00:58:35I hated you so much
00:58:37sometimes.
00:58:38Living in that
00:58:39moldy trailer park,
00:58:40I wonder every day
00:58:41why everyone else
00:58:41has a loving mom
00:58:42except me.
00:58:44why you left me
00:58:45alone in hell.
00:58:46But in this life,
00:58:47I finally learned
00:58:47the truth.
00:58:49My mother loves me
00:58:50more than anyone
00:58:50ever could.
00:58:52You burn your whole
00:58:53life away
00:58:54trying to protect me.
00:58:55And honestly,
00:58:56mom,
00:58:57being loved by you
00:58:58like that
00:58:58is already enough.
00:58:59You're brilliant.
00:59:01Beautiful.
00:59:03Grandpa and grandma
00:59:04love you so much.
00:59:06Hector's mom once
00:59:07says you're meant
00:59:08to soar high
00:59:08above the clouds,
00:59:10not rot away
00:59:10in border town dirt
00:59:11because some rapist
00:59:12destroys your life.
00:59:14Please let me go,
00:59:15mom.
00:59:16Don't give birth
00:59:16to me again.
00:59:17As long as the name
00:59:18Nora exists,
00:59:19Austin Walker's shadow
00:59:20will always haunt you.
00:59:22This time,
00:59:22don't look back.
00:59:23Promise me.
00:59:24Go somewhere cleaner,
00:59:26higher,
00:59:26better.
00:59:27Go live the life
00:59:28you're supposed to have.
00:59:29Be free.
00:59:31By the end of the letter,
00:59:32Valerie has completely
00:59:33collapsed onto the floor.
00:59:35She presses those pages
00:59:36against her chest
00:59:37like they're the last
00:59:38pieces of my heartbeat
00:59:39left in the world
00:59:39and cries so hard
00:59:41she can barely breathe.
00:59:42Curled up beside the bed
00:59:43in the darkness,
00:59:44she breaks apart completely.
00:59:46And in that winter night
00:59:48of 1996,
00:59:50in a world without
00:59:51her daughter,
00:59:52my mother lets out
00:59:54the most shattered,
00:59:55guilt-raden,
00:59:56heartbroken sobs
00:59:57of both our lifetimes.
01:00:02That night,
01:00:03the Texas winter wind
01:00:04howls so hard
01:00:05it nearly tears
01:00:06the old wooden house apart.
01:00:09Valerie clutches
01:00:10my letter
01:00:10against her chest
01:00:12and cries
01:00:13until her voice
01:00:14gives up.
01:00:17In that letter,
01:00:18I beg her
01:00:19to let me go,
01:00:20beg her not
01:00:20to look back,
01:00:21beg her to chase
01:00:22her dreams
01:00:23and finally become
01:00:24the free person
01:00:25she deserves to be.
01:00:27But staring
01:00:28into my empty room,
01:00:29something reignites
01:00:30in her hollow,
01:00:31lifeless eyes.
01:00:34a fire,
01:00:37a stubbornness
01:00:38stronger than grief itself.
01:00:41Valerie whispers
01:00:42hoskily into the darkness,
01:00:45you silly girl.
01:00:48How could a mother
01:00:49ever stop loving her child?
01:00:51She can't do what I ask.
01:00:55Because she had already
01:00:56told me once before.
01:00:59I will never let you go.
01:01:03You are part of my body,
01:01:05part of my life.
01:01:09A few days later,
01:01:11Hector and his mother
01:01:12help my exhausted
01:01:14grandparents
01:01:15finish arranging
01:01:17everything.
01:01:25Then carrying
01:01:26unbearable grief
01:01:27with them,
01:01:28the entire family
01:01:30leaves Texas
01:01:31for Boston.
01:01:38The day the bus
01:01:39pulls away,
01:01:40kicking up
01:01:41yellow dust
01:01:42behind it,
01:01:44Valerie stands
01:01:45by the window
01:01:46and takes a deep breath
01:01:48of cold New England air.
01:01:52This time,
01:01:53she isn't running
01:01:54as a victim
01:01:55buried under shame.
01:01:57This time,
01:01:58she's a mother
01:01:59determined to rewrite
01:02:00fate itself.
01:02:02and bring her daughter
01:02:03back into the world
01:02:04with every ounce
01:02:05of love she has.
01:02:09Time moves quickly
01:02:10beneath Boston's
01:02:11blue skies.
01:02:14Valerie throws
01:02:15every ounce of grief
01:02:16and pain
01:02:17into studying.
01:02:21Fueled by the determination
01:02:22of two lifetimes,
01:02:24she works through
01:02:25endless nights
01:02:26until she's accepted
01:02:28into Harvard
01:02:29with near-perfect
01:02:31scores.
01:02:32And Hector,
01:02:34the boy who once
01:02:35cries for me
01:02:35at that Texas
01:02:36bus station,
01:02:38finally achieved
01:02:39his own dream too,
01:02:42earning a place
01:02:43at one of the country's
01:02:44top medical schools.
01:02:47Textbooks become
01:02:49Valerie's shelter
01:02:49and the child
01:02:51growing inside her.
01:02:52The child once used
01:02:54by monsters
01:02:54as blackmail
01:02:55is finally being nurtured
01:02:57in warmth
01:02:58and love.
01:02:59The following autumn,
01:03:01beneath golden maple leaves
01:03:03and the bright lights
01:03:04of a Boston maternity room,
01:03:06a baby girl
01:03:07enters the world
01:03:08with a loud,
01:03:09healthy cry.
01:03:11Valerie lies exhausted
01:03:13against the hospital bed,
01:03:14tears blurring her vision
01:03:16as she smiles wider
01:03:16than she ever has before.
01:03:18With trembling arms,
01:03:20she holds the tiny newborn
01:03:21against her chest
01:03:22and kisses her forehead
01:03:24gently.
01:03:25Noma,
01:03:27welcome to the world,
01:03:28baby.
01:03:29This time,
01:03:30there's no moldy trailer park,
01:03:31no violence,
01:03:33no shadow left behind
01:03:34by monsters.
01:03:35Sunlight pours
01:03:36through the hospital windows
01:03:37onto a warm nursery crib.
01:03:39Grandpa and Grandma
01:03:40show up crying
01:03:41and carrying
01:03:41brand new Barbie dolls.
01:03:44Hector adjusts his glasses
01:03:45and smiles softly
01:03:47beside her.
01:03:48And this version of Nora
01:03:49is finally born into life.
01:03:53After that,
01:03:55life slowly finds its way
01:03:56onto the right path.
01:03:58Without the suffering
01:03:59and burdens
01:03:59of the first timeline,
01:04:01Valerie and Hector
01:04:02both reach the futures
01:04:03they are always meant to have.
01:04:05Hector becomes
01:04:06one of the country's
01:04:07leading surgeons,
01:04:08saving countless lives.
01:04:10Valarer becomes
01:04:11a legendary attorney
01:04:13known across America.
01:04:15Dedicating her career
01:04:16to protecting women
01:04:17and children
01:04:18through civil rights law.
01:04:20And the new Nora
01:04:21grows up
01:04:22in Harvard's
01:04:23golden autumn trees
01:04:24surrounded by love
01:04:25instead of fear.
01:04:27She is bright,
01:04:28confident,
01:04:30happy.
01:04:32The cancer that once
01:04:34destroys my body
01:04:36never appears in herpes.
01:04:41As little Nora grows up,
01:04:44she watches Valerie
01:04:45and Hector
01:04:46eventually fall in love
01:04:47and build a quiet,
01:04:48beautiful family together.
01:04:50Their life isn't glamorous,
01:04:52but the love they give her
01:04:54overflows far beyond
01:04:55what most families
01:04:57could ever offer.
01:04:58And somewhere inside
01:04:59the golden evening light,
01:05:01the version of me
01:05:02that crosses time itself.
01:05:04The wandering soul,
01:05:05carried away by the wind,
01:05:07finally smiles.
01:05:09At the end of her autobiography,
01:05:10my mother writes
01:05:11one final dedication.
01:05:14Every achievement
01:05:15and honor in my life
01:05:16belongs to a girl
01:05:17named Nora.
01:05:18My daughter once
01:05:19tears open the darkness
01:05:21with her own life,
01:05:22and I spend the rest of mine
01:05:23bringing her back
01:05:24into the light.
01:05:25I lean quietly
01:05:26against my mother's knee
01:05:27in that final memory
01:05:29and whisper softly
01:05:30in my heart,
01:05:31Do you agree?
01:05:33Mom,
01:05:34this time,
01:05:35you get everything right.
01:05:36And at last,
01:05:37those two wounded souls
01:05:39walk hand in hand
01:05:40towards the endless stars
01:05:41waiting beyond the clouds.
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