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00:18The Narrow River killing refers to the brutal murder of Paul Sparling.
00:24Fellow student Shane Martin was arrested for first-degree murder,
00:27though it was widely believed his classmate Oliver St. Ledger was responsible for the crime.
00:34When I was in high school, a kid drowned.
00:36I was, um, involved.
00:38Paul just attacked Shane.
00:40And Shane just kept on pushing Paul's head underwater.
00:44Ciara, fucking liar.
00:45Ciara, what are you talking about?
00:47Don't follow me!
00:48Did you forget the restraining order, Sharla?
00:51You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away from my family.
00:53I don't know what you're talking about.
00:54Oliver St. Ledger is living with my little sister.
00:58Megan?
00:59What the fuck, Shyla?
01:01I am going to help you get rid of him.
01:03I'm gonna take care of it.
01:04No, you.
01:05Shyla, I need you to trust me that I'm gonna handle this on my own.
01:09Oliver, are you there?
01:10This woman, Ciara, is not who you think she is.
01:14It's Megan Martin.
01:16She's Shane's sister.
01:17It's okay, Dan.
01:19He knows.
01:34Anything they started off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
01:37I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car and he always has to
01:41do it when he's already late.
01:43You know, and somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply to all these private,
01:46out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse.
01:48And it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford any of them.
01:51Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
01:56You know, and also there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
01:59The Ivy's don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is gonna be a four, right?
02:03Whatever.
02:04I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes also pisses them off.
02:07You're so lucky.
02:08Yeah, I know you think so.
02:10I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
02:13Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
02:16St. Ledger University.
02:18Hey, shut up.
02:18Shut up, dude, please.
02:20I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other every five minutes over something you
02:26can't change and neither can they.
02:27Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of gotta care about it.
02:31You know?
02:31It's not that difficult.
02:33Well, I mean, any time mine won't stop caring so much, that would be great.
02:36But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
02:39My sister can't either.
02:40I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
02:42She's still trying to be my boss.
02:43Oh, hey.
02:44What I would give.
02:45Here we go.
02:46To be you for one day.
02:48Just one, just to try it, just to see.
02:49Not even for the money, just for the, like, silence.
02:59That guy might have told Paul we would be here.
03:01Whatever.
03:02He's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
03:03Nah, you say that every single time.
03:06Nah, he's just insecure.
03:07Yeah, I promise.
03:08If you hang in there, eventually it starts being such a dick.
03:11Prove it.
03:12What does that even mean?
03:13What's up, fuckheads?
03:18You gonna be okay?
03:19What's up?
03:19What's up as I fucking ran here?
03:21You're kidding.
03:22From Bridgefield?
03:22Yeah, that's right, shithead.
03:24Wow.
03:25I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
03:31You guys are so into this place.
03:33And it was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
03:37Jesus.
03:39And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
03:44There's no helipad.
03:45Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
03:47Would your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
03:50No, because I'm a peasant, right?
03:52A scholarship peasant?
03:53Yeah, I've been in there.
03:54Has your dad even lived in that house before?
03:56Like, uh, even when you were a baby?
04:00Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
04:04How would your dad even know that?
04:05Well, he's in global finance too, dude.
04:07People talk to each other.
04:08It's a network.
04:09Who cares?
04:10All these houses are fucking freezing and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
04:13Yeah.
04:16What the?
04:17Are you fucking kidding me?
04:18There's mosquitoes now?
04:19Come on.
04:20Is your mom in town?
04:21Is that why we can't go to your house?
04:23What's your fucking deal, dude?
04:24Uh, it's buggy and clammy here and it doesn't not smell like pee.
04:28Uh, you have a house too, dipshit?
04:30Yeah.
04:30Well, they're selling it.
04:33Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating.
04:39So...
04:40That's hard.
04:42I'm really sorry.
04:46Thanks.
04:49Hey, how is your mom doing?
04:50Shittily.
04:51Why?
04:52Just sucks.
04:53That's all.
04:55Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
04:58Yeah.
05:00Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking knows.
05:04Fuck you.
05:05She knows her.
05:06Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
05:08What are you even talking about?
05:09You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
05:12Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
05:16She saw it in the paper.
05:17Who reads the local news?
05:18No one.
05:20When MPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
05:23I'm not saying it should be, but...
05:24She didn't think she was gonna need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands,
05:27so she was gonna go get one.
05:29I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
05:40You know what?
05:40I'm sorry.
05:42Yeah, I'm sorry too.
05:43Yeah.
05:44I'm sorry your mom's a bitch.
05:46You won't shut the fuck up.
05:47Fuck the...
05:50Man, what's your fucking problem?
05:51Fuck!
05:53Fuck!
05:55Hey, guys!
05:56Fuck you, bitch!
05:57Guys!
05:58Fuck you!
05:59Ow!
06:00Ow!
06:01Take a fucking sec.
06:02Take a sec, okay?
06:03Chill out.
06:04Fuck you!
06:11Take a sec.
06:22Don't call me!
06:23No!
06:23No!
06:23No!
06:23No!
06:24Stop!
06:24No!
06:25No!
06:26Stop!
06:27No!
06:27Stop!
06:29No!
06:54Let me go!
07:11Let me go!
07:48If I say it's self-defense...
07:50If I just tell them that it's self-defense...
07:52It doesn't work like that!
07:53They're gonna say that it's self-defense!
07:55It doesn't work like that!
07:56But if we just...
07:56Because it was you that did it!
07:58You weren't defending yourself!
08:01Look...
08:03We didn't go to the Narrows today after school.
08:05All right?
08:06And we didn't know Paul was gonna be there.
08:07He didn't ask me to hang out after practice...
08:09And he wouldn't have asked you anything...
08:11Because you're not even fucking friends!
08:14I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
08:17So you gave me a ride...
08:19And then you what?
08:23Say it!
08:24I...
08:27I went home...
08:30And I studied for chem...
08:33Until I got a headache...
08:35And then I...
08:35And then I went to bed...
08:45What about...
08:45What about your, um...
08:49Well...
08:50I...
08:50Yeah, I wiped out your scoring drills and...
08:52Someone must have stepped on me.
08:57I'm sorry.
09:00I'm sorry.
09:03I know you were just trying to help me.
09:07Save me.
09:10You probably did.
09:13Thanks.
09:42What are you doing?
09:44Nothing.
09:48Where were you?
09:51Those are dirty.
09:53Yeah, whatever.
09:54Why are you wet?
09:55I took a shower.
09:56When?
09:57Just now.
09:58When I thought I heard something outside.
10:01What did you do to your face?
10:03Nothing.
10:04You look like you...
10:04No, I don't!
10:05Megan!
10:12I got fouled at practice.
10:14Alright?
10:14And then I came home and I took a shower.
10:16And I'm back in here.
10:17With you.
10:18Like I have been this whole time.
10:21Are you okay?
10:26You know, I'm fine.
10:29I'm hungry.
10:31You wanna make stovetop s'mores?
10:32I'm hungry.
10:34I'm hungry.
10:48I'm hungry.
10:53I'm hungry.
10:58You go, I'm hungry.
11:00I'm hungry.
11:02I didn't have a room.
11:56Hey, Oliver.
11:57I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
12:00It has to be now.
12:03I'm sorry.
12:05It's really boring.
12:08I hope you think so.
12:10Okay.
12:17Hello?
12:18Can anyone hear us?
12:20Gretchen and Kenji, if you're on, get off.
12:24So what's so cloak and dagger?
12:26I killed someone.
12:27What?
12:30Who?
12:35Paul.
12:38Paul Sparling.
12:40You're sure he's dead?
12:50Yeah.
12:52We were at the Narrows.
12:55Who's we?
12:58Me, Shane Martin, and Paul.
13:01Who else?
13:02It was just us.
13:05Okay.
13:06Stop talking.
13:08I need to think.
13:17Oliver.
13:19I'm Detective Sheehan.
13:21My lieutenant's just getting off a call, but we can start.
13:24This being recorded, Jerry?
13:26I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
13:32Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
13:35But obviously, I want to hear it from you.
13:38Can you tell me about it?
13:40Just start wherever you're comfortable.
13:42If I have any questions, I'll ask.
13:48Yeah.
13:49I was, um...
13:51I was home.
13:52And I had been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up, and I didn't really understand the
13:57material.
13:59But I, uh, I forgot to eat.
14:01Um, so, uh, after a little while, like, I got a headache, and, um, I set an alarm for early,
14:09so I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the morning.
14:13But then I, uh, I woke up, um, because someone was, um, was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
14:23And who was that?
14:26Um, that was, uh, Shane.
14:29Shane, Shane Martin.
14:31Shane Martin, okay.
14:34And this was what time?
14:37This was around midnight.
14:41Bless, Chance.
14:42No idea.
14:43You have no idea?
14:45No.
14:46You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about.
14:49Right, and I don't buy it.
14:50It's why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of what kind of buzzsaw we're about to
14:54walk into.
14:55You knock out some more streetlights or steal some shit your buddies think is nothing, but to regular people means
15:00real money.
15:01God, like you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
15:04Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
15:07Probably doesn't even know what one is.
15:08Oh, shh.
15:10So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
15:12Wow.
15:13Really.
15:13Well, when were you guys going to tell me that?
15:15After we talked to the cops, I guess?
15:17Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
15:19Could we just...
15:19Because I have no faith in my son, right?
15:21He's a good kid.
15:22So you're on with that whole narrative again that I have no faith in my son.
15:25He could have a better future.
15:31He could have a...
15:33Beth, hey, great to see you.
15:36Fabulous.
15:37You're a good two, you're a man.
15:39Listen, I want you to tell your father he said he wanted to fall in the sea.
15:44Please, I'm out of here.
15:48Stop, stop!
15:49Shane!
15:49What's up?
15:50Hey!
15:50Hey!
15:51Hey!
15:51Hey!
15:52Take his hands!
15:52Hey!
15:53Bring that string now!
15:54Stop it!
15:54Hey!
15:55Hold on!
15:56Stop!
15:56Come on!
15:56Get easy!
15:58Stop it!
15:59Get out of here!
16:00What's he doing?
16:01Hey, back inside.
16:05Hey, back inside.
16:11Hey, back inside.
16:13Hey, back inside.
16:19Hey, back inside.
16:22Hey, back inside.
16:23Hey, back inside.
16:23Hey, back inside.
16:23Hey, back inside.
16:23Hey, back inside.
16:25Hey, back inside.
16:26Hey, back inside.
16:49Oh, my God.
17:02Oh, my God.
17:35Oh, my God.
17:35Kind of close there, Otis.
17:38Hey, Oliver, a little bit.
17:39Seven minutes till morning announcements.
17:43If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day, too.
17:46But you're about to get one demerit for being late
17:48and another for ignoring me to my fate.
17:50Oh, my God. Are you all right?
17:52Hey, Oliver, can you open the door?
17:53Jesus, where's my...
17:55Where's my... We need to call 911.
17:56No, no, please. Please, please.
17:58No, please don't.
18:00Please.
18:03I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
18:05I feel way better now.
18:08I really do.
18:09All right.
18:11Still, an hour ago, you were passing out in your car.
18:17Uh, amoxicillin.
18:19Here.
18:21Take two.
18:22Maybe four.
18:24Why do you just have these?
18:26Dog bite.
18:27In the stop-and-shot parking lot?
18:30Yeah.
18:30Apparently, different tail waggings have different meanings.
18:33I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly.
18:36It does not.
18:39Yeah, I thought that, too.
18:40Yeah, well, now we both know better.
18:52Hey, what about your mom?
18:54What if we called her?
18:55No, I think it's, uh, I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
18:57Well, still wouldn't be past 11 p.m.
18:59I don't think that there's reception.
19:01There's going to be reception at a resort.
19:02Uh, she's off the coast.
19:04It's her friend's boat.
19:06Um, and the school knows.
19:07She told them.
19:08I'm going to have them mark you in excused absence.
19:11I'll say, I saw you and I sent you home sick.
19:14That's not even a lie.
19:18And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
19:20Take a couple more tonight.
19:23Look, I know.
19:26You're good friends with Shane and Paul.
19:29I know you're having a hard time right now.
19:32I wish you weren't having it alone.
19:34Go easy on yourself, okay?
19:37Understand that something terrible has happened to you, too.
19:44Try to give yourself a little grace.
19:53Uh, wait, uh, uh, please, wait.
20:01And you're what again?
20:02Uh, guidance counselor?
20:04School counselor.
20:05What kind of backgrounds is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
20:09Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
20:13But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
20:19And what makes you think my son needs your help?
20:22Uh, uh, I'm not saying it has to be me.
20:29But, from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it,
20:37he's gonna need therapy from someone.
20:40And what amount of detail would that be, exactly?
20:45Clinically.
20:47Enough?
20:49Enough for what?
20:52It's enough to know what really happened.
20:57Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me,
21:01I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
21:13Mom?
21:16Yeah?
21:21Do you want tea?
21:25No.
21:33I understand this may be weird at first.
21:40It's okay.
21:41You do this too.
21:42You know, you see people outside of school.
21:45My real life goal was always this.
21:49So, I'm your first patient?
21:53Yeah.
21:54You kind of are.
21:58Don't you have to be able to come clean?
22:03Tell the truth, you know.
22:06Be honest.
22:08What are you saying?
22:09You haven't been honest with me?
22:12You didn't tell me the truth?
22:15Of course I have.
22:16Yes, I did.
22:19Okay then.
22:21It's gonna work.
22:23Hey, it's already working.
22:31Hey.
22:36Huh?
22:39Huh?
22:49Huh?
22:52Oh, my God.
23:20Yo, Shiloh, you want to meet us at the crib?
23:23No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
23:29Hello?
23:30Hey, McGaggy.
23:31Hi, Shai.
23:33Hello?
23:34It's not Shane, Mom.
23:36Don't tie up the phone.
23:39She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she?
23:41They're not going to let him call her again today.
23:43I doubt she knows what day it is.
23:46When are you coming home?
23:4820 minutes.
23:49I'm leaving work right now.
23:50Just do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
23:55Okay.
23:59You're packed.
24:01You travel Tuesday, right?
24:04Why?
24:05Orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
24:08A lot of new people.
24:10A new living situation.
24:16What?
24:17What are you thinking right now?
24:21That you were right.
24:24That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
24:33That I can't.
24:36Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
24:43No.
24:49Well, you need to, Ollie.
24:53Call him.
24:56And tell him.
24:59I can't.
25:01You want me to do it?
25:05Please.
25:05Yes.
25:07Okay.
25:11Oliver St.
25:12Ledger.
25:13He dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
25:15Are you aware Mr. St.
25:16Ledger says he did not see your brother after school until Shane came to his house after midnight?
25:22Yes, I am.
25:22But it's not true.
25:24Because...
25:24What the hell are you doing?
25:25Are you...
25:26Are you playing at trial or something?
25:28Is it...
25:28No.
25:29Is it supposed to be funny?
25:30No.
25:30Because it isn't.
25:32I know.
25:33I did see him.
25:36Shane didn't come right home after practice.
25:38He didn't come home until later.
25:39And when he did, I saw him.
25:43I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
25:45I can't believe you're doing this right now.
25:46I cannot believe you can't see how wrong it is for you to do this right now.
25:51It's not like that.
25:52It's really true.
25:53It's never like that.
25:54Right?
25:56Like when your teacher kicked you.
25:58Like when the woman in the stop and shop tried to kidnap you.
26:00It's never about you wanting attention.
26:02It's always true.
26:03The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
26:07Remember?
26:08They're all sitting in a room talking about whether they're going to send your brother to prison for life.
26:18Now, I'm sorry that we are all so terrified of that, that we can't put our attention on you.
26:23I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing that's ever happened in the world.
26:27And you still have to make it about you.
26:41The people of the state of Rhode Island versus Shane Martin.
26:45Verdict, count one, voluntary manslaughter.
26:49We, the jury, find the defendant guilty.
27:07Six minutes, 11 seconds, actually.
27:12Very good for my age, huh?
27:14For anybody's age.
27:17Where were you last time you were in the pool?
27:21Uh, 317.
27:22What the fuck?
27:24You're going backwards now.
27:26Are you even practicing?
27:29I'm not really sleeping lately.
27:36Since the verdict.
27:40I get it.
27:42All the more reason to stay disciplined.
27:45Here's the thing.
27:46Practice.
27:47You have to do it every day.
27:49You're staying on it, right?
27:51Grow your capacity.
27:52Your number of growth is like anything.
27:55Just keep at it.
27:57Let me know.
28:06Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane, but that's stupid because you can't call, so...
28:12No, you can't call.
28:15I tried to go see him.
28:17To be put on his visitors list or whatever.
28:25When, um...
28:26When did you do this?
28:28I don't know.
28:29A month ago.
28:31They said he said no.
28:34Oh, wow.
28:37That's understandable, too, though, right?
28:42If he said yes, would, uh...
28:45So I tried to write it in a letter.
28:51I am disappointed.
28:53It didn't feel like this was something you could talk over with me first.
28:57It felt like I could, I could start with, with this.
29:04Uh, but then, but then I felt like if I send it, is he even gonna open it?
29:14And if he doesn't open it, then maybe sending it at all is still the point.
29:20I don't...
29:22I don't...
29:23I don't know.
29:23Okay.
29:24Okay, what about this?
29:27Shane knows me from school.
29:30What if I has to be put on his visitors list?
29:33You know, I don't say why.
29:36But I take that with me.
29:39And I read it.
29:42Out loud.
29:43And whatever happens next is up to him.
29:55I'm just sorry I couldn't make myself do it before.
29:59And I know it won't make me a good person to do the right thing now, but still.
30:06I'm gonna fix everything.
30:10I promise.
30:18You look a little...
30:19Yeah, the food's pretty bad here.
30:21Yeah.
30:21They serve it at weird times, whatever.
30:25I don't know why I didn't think you'd actually come.
30:27I don't know why it took me so long to ask.
30:29I mean, we didn't ever talk all that much in school, so...
30:33Oof.
30:33I'm sorry.
30:34I'm saying that for, like, blame.
30:35No, I know you're not.
30:36It just doesn't reflect very well on me, though.
30:41So, can I ask how you are?
30:48I'm so sorry about all of this.
30:51It's just...
30:52It's really terrible.
30:54Yeah.
30:55Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
30:56Yeah.
31:00In full disclosure, and I know I should have said this up front when I first asked to come
31:04see you...
31:05Are you gonna try and write a book or something?
31:07Oh.
31:09Uh...
31:09No.
31:13I'm working with Oliver.
31:18Working with him how?
31:19Just counseling him.
31:21As his therapist.
31:24So you're with him, then?
31:26Yeah, I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you.
31:29No.
31:31Although, obviously, that's a very logical first question to ask.
31:35What does he need therapy for, huh?
31:38Does he feel bad for what he did?
31:39Actually, yeah, he does.
31:41Which part?
31:42Killing Paul?
31:44Killing me?
31:47I understand.
31:48It must feel...
31:50unbelievable.
31:51What must?
31:52I don't know.
31:54How the world...
31:56just...
31:57still turning.
31:59Like you were never even in it.
32:03Like all I am...
32:05is this thing I didn't do, you mean?
32:08All because I was stupid and tried to help my friend.
32:12Do you guys talk about that?
32:14In your little fucking therapy sessions?
32:16What he did to me for trying to help him?
32:19Because if anything else,
32:21you're just another person getting paid
32:22to listen to him lie.
32:26Shane...
32:27It doesn't matter what Oliver's told me.
32:30My job isn't to judge what the truth is.
32:33And I wouldn't be in charge of anything,
32:35even if it was.
32:37It's more that his pain
32:39has made me think about yours.
32:42And how I just...
32:44I can't imagine what you're going through.
32:46Or the strength I know you'll need to find.
32:49For what?
32:51I have strength.
32:52I know you do.
32:53See, I remember that about you.
32:55Like you said, we didn't talk much,
32:56but still I could tell
32:57you had character,
32:59integrity,
33:00that those things matter to you.
33:07just...
33:11before I came to Bridgefield,
33:13I was a social worker.
33:14This was in Connecticut.
33:16And a lot of my clients
33:17were in your situation.
33:19With public defenders
33:20who were no match for white shoes.
33:22And?
33:23One of my clients.
33:26Dawn.
33:28Uh...
33:28Her husband was doing
33:2915 to life in McDougal.
33:32Dave had a carpet laying business
33:34with his cousin
33:34and the cousin had a shady side thing
33:37where a guy ended up
33:38getting killed over money
33:39and the cousin
33:39took a plea
33:41saying it was all Dave.
33:45And Dave just thought
33:47he didn't do it
33:48and that would prevail.
33:52He did not have to stop
33:54his frustration and rage
33:55from getting him into situations
33:57that just added more years
33:58to his sentence
34:00or how to live
34:01knowing he was only in prison
34:03in the first place
34:04off a lie
34:05from someone he trusted.
34:08And compared to you,
34:11he was lucky.
34:14He wasn't up against people
34:16with enough money
34:17to make the world
34:18exactly the way they want it.
34:25So what happened to Dave?
34:28Is he still in prison?
34:31No.
34:34When did he get parole?
34:39He did.
34:41I'm not gonna go into details
34:44if it's okay,
34:45just out of respect.
34:47I'm just never,
34:48never gonna forget
34:49that phone call.
34:54There was one
34:55tiny silver lining,
34:57craziest that is to say.
34:59Dave's family didn't think so,
35:00but I know Dave would have.
35:03It's something called
35:04the doctrine of abatement.
35:06look, if you're convicted at trial
35:08even for murder
35:09and you die in prison
35:10before all your appeals
35:11are exhausted,
35:12your conviction's automatically
35:13set aside
35:14and your indictment
35:16is dismissed
35:16like it never even happened.
35:19When he died,
35:21because he died,
35:22as far as law
35:24and the world
35:24were concerned,
35:26Dave was an innocent man.
35:33Hey,
35:34finally no line
35:35at the vending machines.
35:36I'm gonna get a soda.
35:37You want one?
35:58They wouldn't just say
35:59this is the prison calling, okay?
36:01It's that this is ACI calling
36:03and we're sorry to...
36:04Okay,
36:04but that doesn't make
36:05any sense, Mom, okay?
36:05So are they gonna call us back?
36:07He wouldn't do that to himself.
36:08He wouldn't do it to me.
36:09He would never do that.
36:11I'm going to call them
36:11and I'm going to find out
36:12who called us, okay?
36:13Wherever the guards ring,
36:14we're supposed to be watching them.
36:15Where are they?
36:18It's terrible.
36:18It's a terrible thing.
36:20It's hard to even think about
36:22the kind of desperation
36:23behind a choice like Dad.
36:26Makes you think about
36:27all your own choices
36:28in life, right?
36:30All the things you've done
36:31or haven't done.
36:37Hey.
36:38Hey.
36:39Hey, hey.
36:40Hey, you know the Navy SEALs
36:41use this thing
36:42to help them calm down?
36:44They're just crazy, right?
36:45These elite warriors,
36:46they train and they practice
36:47and still they panic.
36:49Even Navy SEALs
36:50have to make themselves
36:51remember to breathe.
36:52In for four,
36:54hold for four,
36:54out for four,
36:56hold for four.
36:57It's called box breathing.
36:59Box has four sides.
37:00You just focus on the numbers
37:01and the sides
37:02and that's it.
37:03Four by four.
37:04Do it with me.
37:04Come on.
37:05Let's build a box together
37:06right now.
37:20Out.
37:32What the fuck did you say to my brother?
37:35Excuse me?
37:36To show up out of nowhere,
37:37get in his mind,
37:38say who the fuck knows what
37:39until suddenly he thinks
37:40he has no way out of...
37:42Oh, my God.
37:45Can I just...
37:47I was so sorry
37:49when I heard what happened.
37:50Why were you even there,
37:51hmm?
37:52You didn't exist for Shane at school
37:53and I know that.
37:54He never mentioned you once.
37:55To be fair,
37:56seeing the counselor
37:57is not always going to be something
37:59the student talks about at home,
38:01right?
38:02You're telling me
38:03he fucking came to see you?
38:05HIPAA requirements
38:06say I can't tell you anything.
38:08I'm sorry.
38:10But whether he did or didn't,
38:12with the student body
38:13of 600 kids
38:14being generally aware
38:16of all of them
38:17and their various struggles,
38:20yeah,
38:21that was my job.
38:24Why'd you go to the prison?
38:26To offer my support.
38:28No, I want to know
38:29what kind of apocalyptic shit
38:30you said to him.
38:31Besides that fucking Oliver St. Ledger
38:33sees you for therapy,
38:34which is,
38:35I just don't really know
38:36how to wrap my mind around that.
38:37So he told you that
38:37but he didn't tell you
38:38what else we talked about?
38:39Okay, he's figuring things out.
38:40He's taking fucking classes
38:41and then here you are
38:42and a month later
38:43he kills himself.
38:47And you think talking to me
38:49had something to do with that?
38:51I do.
38:52And I think I have a lot of questions
38:53that I'm going to ask
38:54to whoever's responsible
38:55for you having a license
38:56to talk to anybody, okay?
38:57So just know
38:58that's what's going to be happening.
39:00Well, then maybe also ask them
39:01if they think someone
39:02without a baseline
39:02of mental instability
39:03and a history
39:04of emotional detachment
39:05of the home
39:06can be goaded into suicide
39:07by one casual conversation
39:09with a sympathetic relative stranger.
39:14Oh, this is such an awful thing.
39:17Look, I understand
39:20needing to explain it away somehow
39:22but when an already
39:23mentally vulnerable person
39:25is put into such
39:26a challenging environment
39:28at an age
39:29where they're still struggling
39:30with coping skills
39:32and with the idea
39:32that the future even exists
39:34not to mention
39:35a support system at home
39:37that just isn't up to the task
39:38in a real...
39:40Oh, my goodness.
39:42Fuck!
39:47So,
39:49as soon as court opens tomorrow
39:51I'm going to file
39:52a temporary ex parte
39:53order of protection
39:54against you
39:55and just to make it final...
39:57Fuck you!
39:57Okay!
40:09Fuck you!
40:10Okay!
40:11Did Mom go to sleep?
40:14She went to her room.
40:15Sure, she's not sleeping.
40:17Nobody sleeps in this house.
40:18Obviously.
40:20Okay.
40:30Talk show.
40:31Old movie.
40:32Infomercial.
40:33Where do you think
40:33Shane is now?
40:36Shit.
40:38I'm going to need
40:38a drink or ten
40:39for that conversation.
40:41Megan,
40:41I don't want to talk
40:42about heaven
40:43or whatever, okay?
40:45Because you don't think
40:46he is...
40:46If there is a place
40:47he is,
40:48I hope that everything
40:49makes sense to him.
40:51That he doesn't hurt anymore.
40:53Okay?
40:55Me too.
40:57Also, I wish
40:58it was a place like that
40:59for Mom to go.
41:03Yeah, I mean,
41:04Mom's still alive,
41:05but I get what you're saying.
41:09I saw him that night.
41:13What does that mean?
41:17Mom and Dad
41:17Dad went to Holy Spirit
41:18first bingo
41:19and he was supposed
41:20to come home
41:21after practice
41:22and make dinner.
41:23But he didn't.
41:26So I made it.
41:28And I saw him
41:29get dropped off
41:32by a car that I saw.
41:36Whose car it was.
41:40And, okay,
41:41well, did Shane know this?
41:43Yes.
41:44When?
41:46Right when he came inside.
41:47Okay, and what did he say?
41:49He said he was home
41:50the whole time.
41:51And he never asked you
41:51to say anything
41:52later to anybody,
41:53ever?
41:56He thought he would.
41:59He was waiting,
42:00but he never did.
42:05Why did he want me to?
42:09You know what?
42:09Maybe he was
42:12afraid.
42:13Yeah.
42:14Of you bringing Oliver
42:15into it,
42:16of Oliver's family.
42:18Of what they might do
42:19to us, to you.
42:20I mean, who knows?
42:23With people who can be
42:25what they are,
42:28you feel guilty
42:29for not saying
42:33don't.
42:34Okay?
42:36It wouldn't have
42:36made any difference.
42:38It still would have
42:39all happened
42:39the exact same way
42:41and you couldn't
42:41have stopped it.
42:42So please,
42:43please,
42:45don't let it
42:46de-brill your life.
42:49Okay?
42:51Come here.
43:21Ms. Martin?
43:23One of them?
43:26Which one are you?
43:29Shiloh.
43:30Is your mom Christy?
43:31Is she here too?
43:32She's not here
43:33at the moment.
43:34You live here
43:35with her?
43:36Rub it in,
43:37why don't you?
43:39So,
43:39you're Shane's sister.
43:41Hey,
43:42can I ask a question?
43:43Yes,
43:44we are here
43:44to ask people
43:45questions about
43:46a guy named
43:46Oliver St. Ledger.
43:48Specifically
43:49about the possible
43:50revenge killing
43:51of a guy named
43:51Oliver St. Ledger.
43:53We spoke to
43:53Annette Sparling.
43:54She gave us
43:54your address.
43:55Does your sister
43:56live here too?
43:58Megan or
43:59Ciaro Wise?
44:00Which one
44:01do you call her?
44:04Look,
44:04I don't know
44:05where Megan lives.
44:06Okay?
44:08I don't even
44:08know where she is.
44:11Or if she's
44:12ever coming back.
44:31Ray.
44:37I've just been
44:38sitting here
44:38watching you breathe.
44:42you're Megan.
44:45You're Shane's
44:46sister.
44:49Yeah.
44:56The day that
44:57Paul Sparling died,
45:00I saw you.
45:03and I knew
45:04that you were lying.
45:08But I was no one
45:09compared to you
45:10and your family.
45:15And there was
45:15nothing that I could
45:16do.
45:20And it just
45:21kept spinning out
45:22of control
45:23my whole life.
45:25Even so many years
45:26later,
45:27spinning out of control.
45:29and I wanted to
45:30hurt you.
45:33I really,
45:34really wanted
45:35to hurt you.
45:38And so I made
45:39a plan.
45:43But then I started
45:44to know you.
45:46And I saw
45:48how lonely
45:49you were.
45:52That I didn't
45:53need to do anything
45:53to ruin your life
45:54because you were
45:55doing that on your own.
46:02I really wanted
46:03to tell you
46:03the truth.
46:06I had so many
46:07opportunities
46:08to tell you
46:08the truth
46:09and I didn't.
46:18I'm sorry.
46:23I am sorry.
46:25He was my best friend.
46:28And your brother,
46:29he didn't deserve that.
46:34Your brother
46:35didn't do anything.
46:36It was me.
46:41I know that.
46:45But I knew that.
46:51Thank you for saying
46:52that.
46:53Because I think
46:54I really needed
46:56you to say that
46:57to me.
47:05God, I'm so in love
47:06with you.
47:09I'm so in love
47:10with you.
47:11Yeah.
47:13Yeah.
47:39I can't say that I am
47:40surprised that you're a Tom Petty fan,
47:42but if I hear another Tom Petty song
47:43in the next million years,
47:44it'll be too fucking soon.
47:46When was Tom Petty
47:48bothering you?
47:48When I was driving
47:49and you were sleeping
47:50or when I was driving
47:52and you were sleeping?
47:56So do we think
47:58Meghan Martin
47:59slash
48:00Sierra Wise
48:01is somewhere
48:02in the world
48:03with or without
48:04Oliver Kennedy?
48:06Yeah, we don't know that.
48:08I said we think
48:10not we know.
48:12But you do agree
48:13that that's the first road
48:14we should go down from.
48:15Okay, yeah,
48:16it's the first road,
48:17but it's not the only one.
48:18Oh, my God!
48:19Ah!
48:26Wow.
48:45You better watch
48:46what you say
48:49You better watch
48:51what you do to me
48:52Don't get carried away
48:57Girl, if you can do
48:59better than me
49:01Go!
49:05Yeah, go!
49:08Well, remember
49:09What a love
49:11is hard to find
49:13What a love
49:16is hard to find
49:18You got lucky things
49:21You got lucky things
49:25When I found you
49:35You put a hand
49:37You put a hand
49:37on my cheek
49:39And then you
49:41turn your eyes away
49:43If you don't feel complete
49:48If I don't take you
49:50on the way
49:51I'm feeling cold
49:54Yeah, cold
49:58But remember
50:00What a love
50:02is hard to find
50:04What a love
50:06is hard to find
50:08You got lucky, babe
50:11You got lucky, babe
50:14When I found a woman
50:17Well, I found a woman
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