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Let's dive deep into the dramatic emotional twists of "Every Year After" Season 1! In this video, we are breaking down the biggest moments between Percy and Sam, exploring that intense cliffhanger, and uncovering the major differences between the Prime Video series and Carley Fortune's original bestselling novel, "Every Summer After."
​From the devastating secret involving Sam's brother Charlie to the unexpected future of the Florek family tavern, we are analyzing everything that went down in Barry's Bay.
​What did you think of Sadie Soverall and Matt Cornett’s chemistry? Did the show's dark twists work better than the book? Let me know your thoughts in the comments below!
​Warning: Major spoilers ahead for Season 1!
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​Title Idea: Percy & Sam - "Every Year After" | Ultimate Second-Chance Romance Edit
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"I love you Sam... and I'll never stop loving you."
​A visual tribute to the heartbreaking, nostalgic, and beautiful love story of Percy Fraser and Sam Florek from the new hit romantic series "Every Year After." Spanning six unforgettable summers and one intense week in the present day, their journey is the definition of "right person, wrong time."
​Watch their transformation from childhood best friends into soulmates, through all the yearning, secrets, and second chances.
​Show: Every Year After (Season 1)
​Cast: Sadie Soverall, Matt Cornett, Michael Bradway
​Book Origin: Every Summer After by Carley Fortune
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00:11Just because I'm not enough for you
00:38What the fuck were you thinking?
00:40What happened to we're never going to tell Sam?
00:49I had to tell him
00:50Why?
00:51So you could ruin his life?
00:53No
00:54He don't understand
00:55He came to me
00:57And had broken up with Taylor
00:59He was talking about second chances
01:01He ended things with her because of me
01:03I couldn't let him do that without knowing the truth
01:06If he has any chance of happiness with Taylor
01:09So then I'm just collateral damage
01:11I know how complicated this makes your relationship
01:13Do you actually?
01:14Because I'm pretty sure Sam's never going to forgive me
01:16You swore this was going to stay between us
01:18I am so sorry
01:21I really am
01:22But I just need to know
01:25Is Sam okay?
01:27If you truly care about his well-being
01:28You'll go back to Seattle
01:31Today
01:33You're fucking selfish, Percy
01:36I'm not sure if love has left
02:06I can't believe this is going to be our whole summer
02:10I can't believe you got dad's boat working again
02:12Isn't that hard really?
02:13Just a few repairs here and there
02:14I know it looks like shit from the outside now
02:16But I figure we sand it down and put on a fresh coat of paint
02:19Yeah, we're here to help
02:20Right, Sam?
02:28Uh, guys?
02:29What's happening?
02:30Oh, shit
02:36Okay, maybe I didn't fix that's boat
02:37Yeah, what gave you that idea?
02:40So we're trapped out here?
02:41Oh, good thing we got oars
02:44Ready to get your workout on?
02:47I'll be coxing
02:50She said cock
02:51When will you ever grow up?
02:53Hopefully never
02:54All right, come on
02:56All right, put your back into it, boys
03:04I'm guessing the engine's flooded
03:06I'm going to go get some dry spark plugs
03:07I'll be back in a minute
03:10That's some impressive rope action
03:13You are easily impressed
03:15Cleet hitch is pretty much a day walk full of stuff
03:18How lucky am I to have a boyfriend who is both hot and smart?
03:22Yeah, you are very, very lucky
03:25Master of maritime knots
03:27Full scholarship to Stanford
03:30Valedictorian
03:30How does one address a boat expert?
03:34Valedictorian
03:34Captain
03:35Oh, so Captain Valedictorian
03:37No, no, no
03:37Captain's just fine
03:38But you still love my little old UW State School self
03:42When you're hundreds of miles away at fancy Stanford
03:44Always
03:53I can't believe this is our last summer before college
04:01We need to make it epic
04:02And revisit all our greatest hits
04:05I think we start with a rewatch of the entire Halloween series
04:08But this time we start with the H2O timeline
04:12You hate this idea?
04:14No, no, no
04:15I think it's great
04:15It's epic for sure
04:19Okay, something's going on with you
04:24So Spell, what's up?
04:27I got into that summer intensive
04:31No way
04:33Okay, I'm officially changing your boyfriend position from hot and smart to hot and genius
04:38Didn't they only have room for like 10 people?
04:40Yeah, and I get like six hours of college credit
04:42I didn't get it
04:44I'm so proud
04:47The only thing is it starts in two weeks
04:51Wait, for how long?
04:53For the whole summer
04:56Hold up, so
05:00So you're telling me in two weeks
05:04You're leaving for good and we won't see each other until winter break
05:07Maybe Thanksgiving
05:08I know your parents said they might want to come into town
05:10Five months
05:10Yeah, but we still have two weeks
05:13Look, we can fit everything in on your list
05:14How long have you known about this?
05:20I found out end of April
05:21So for the past six weeks
05:23You've been hearing me talk about all the things we were going to do
05:26And you've been pretending
05:27I wouldn't say pretending
05:28But you knew they weren't going to happen
05:30Yeah, I guess I did
05:31Kind of makes me feel stupid
05:36I should have said something earlier
05:37But you were so excited and cute with all your ideas
05:39I didn't want to ruin what little time we had left
05:41So we're in our last two weeks together instead, cool
05:44I also sort of knew you might react this way
05:46Oh, so you're blaming me for you not telling me
05:48No, I was just dreading telling you
05:51Look, I know we don't have the entire summer
05:53But I promise we will make these next two weeks as epic as possible
05:5920 minutes max and we'll be back on water
06:03Yeah, maybe tomorrow
06:08Finally told her, huh?
06:23I'm really going to miss you
06:26I promise you I'm going to miss you even more
06:28I don't think that's possible
06:32Hey
06:34We'll FaceTime every night
06:36And text
06:37I'll even record all my lectures
06:38So you can pretend like you're there with me
06:40The perfect bedtime story is
06:42I'm going to be asleep in mere minutes
06:43I don't know
06:44Organic, Kim, sounds pretty riveting
06:46I mean, the structural properties of carbon-containing compounds
06:50Come on, right?
06:55Hey, we're going to talk so much
06:57You're going to think I'm right next door
06:59Except you'll be nine hours away
07:07Why does this goodbye feel so final?
07:12Hey, look at me
07:16We got this
07:18Okay
07:33I'll say goodbye my own way
07:36I can't show my face at the funeral
07:38Charlie's right, it'll just complicate things
07:41Since when does Charlie Florek decide what you do?
07:44He doesn't, I think he's right
07:46Look, if you don't want to go to the funeral
07:48I get it
07:49We can leave whenever you want
07:51Thank you
07:52But what happened between you and Charlie is not just on you
07:54Charlie was a part of it too
07:56Look, he probably leaned in first to kiss me
07:59And then even if the kiss didn't even
08:02Leaned in to kiss you first
08:07I'm just saying it's probably his fault
08:09You okay?
08:11About the majority of it all?
08:15Yes, sure
08:16Yeah
08:17I
08:18I don't know what's happening with me
08:21If Charlie hadn't walked up
08:23I think my almost kiss would have been not so almost
08:27Are you into Geordie?
08:32Maybe?
08:35I don't know
08:36No, no, I'm not
08:37I can't be
08:37I barely know
08:38No, no, I'm not
08:40Okay
08:41Well
08:43Coming from someone who made a rash decision that affected the rest of their life
08:47Just take a beat
08:50Before you blow up your relationship with Drew
08:55I am nothing if not rational
08:57Beat happening in perpetuity
09:01I don't want to talk about this anymore
09:02No
09:03No, I don't want to talk about this
09:04I
09:06Let's just talk about you
09:08I prefer to be the cross-examiner in this relationship
09:11Yeah, of course you do
09:13Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy here
09:16And it's not fair
09:18I hate that he won't have made his part in this
09:20I'm not sure he can, it's too painful
09:22For who?
09:23Percy, you cannot leave here without telling Charlie what he needs to hear
09:26What is the point?
09:28I just want to forget all about Charlie Florek
09:31No, no, that's one of the reasons that you're here in the first place
09:35Your whole life was torn up by this while he went off and made a shit ton of money
09:39With a good job and a gorgeous apartment
09:41The watch that he wears is 50k
09:43While you have spent the last decade stagnating in a dead-end job with hot but painfully stunted hookups
09:50And a shitty four-floor walk-up
09:51Hey, my apartment's cute
09:54The point is
09:55You have lived with regret for the last 10 years
09:58Maybe confronting Charlie will help with some part of that
10:01Help you move on, get unstuck
10:03What do you want me to do?
10:05What, yell at him on the day of his mom's memorial?
10:07No, I want you to yell at him today
10:09Tomorrow we're gonna be gone
10:11And you cannot let him push this false narrative
10:14If it were me, I would rip him a new one
10:21You know what?
10:24I will
10:26Yeah?
10:27I'm gonna yell at him and then I'm gonna leave here with my head held high
10:30Or at least less filled with shame and regret
10:32Good, good
10:34Mm-hmm
10:35Okay, I'm gonna get your stuff from Delilah's room
10:38And then I'm gonna pack the car
10:40Okay
10:40Okay
10:42Um, oh, just, uh, tread lightly
10:46She was pretty fragile last night after Whit kicked her out
10:52Good morning
10:53Um, hi
10:55Please come in
10:57I feel like I'm, uh, walking to a Jordan Peele film
11:01Um, there's no basement in here, right?
11:03You want an espresso?
11:06Whit had this shift from Milan
11:08And it was, like, one of his favorite things
11:09And now it's mine
11:12Uh, I actually just came to get Percy's stuff
11:15Are you, are you okay?
11:18I am
11:21Making myself okay
11:23Right
11:24Oh, you got the cups too, good job
11:26Thank you
11:27Learned through careful observation
11:31My dad was married three times
11:33So I've seen every variety of post-divorce meltdown
11:35That's helpful, I guess
11:36Oh, beyond
11:37First was my mother, she fell apart
11:39Cut all her hair off, gained 20 pounds
11:40And I'm pretty sure she's never had sex again
11:42Rough
11:43Mm-hmm
11:44Yes, and that will not be me
11:46Of course not
11:47Number two, went scorched earth
11:49Bashed in the windows of his mint condition 1967 Porsche Spyder
11:54Wow, that's very Britney Spears
11:57I found it delightful
11:58I agree
11:59And then wife number three
12:01And then wife number three
12:03Masterful
12:03Mm-hmm
12:04Just stuffed her anger and sadness and hatred
12:08Just way, way, way, way down
12:10Oh, that's healthy
12:11Always in a full face of makeup
12:12Clad in tasteful clothing
12:14With just a hint of sexiness
12:16And it drove him crazy that she seemed like she was doing better without him
12:19And you know what?
12:21What?
12:21She walked away with half of his money
12:23The house in Bellevue
12:25And both dogs
12:27Wow
12:28So if I just keep it together like Shannon
12:30I think it was
12:33Sharon
12:37Shonda
12:37I don't
12:38If I keep it together like her
12:39I'm golden
12:42Another espresso?
12:43Yeah, thank you
12:51I, uh
12:53Pulled out some of Dad's old ties
12:59Maybe we could both wear one to the memorial tomorrow
13:02I think Mom would have liked that
13:10I know you might never forgive me
13:12But I need you to know that I did not set out to hurt you
13:17My whole life was spent trying to protect you
13:20And
13:21I blew it all up in one night
13:24Everything you're thinking about me
13:25I've thought of myself
13:26Only worse
13:32So you're just gonna ignore me?
13:33Yes, I am
13:35Jordy said I could stay at the motel until after the funeral
13:37No
13:38Don't do that
13:39This is your home
13:40You're the one who always came back and took care of Mom when I
13:43Selfishly lived your life exactly how you wanted no matter who got hurt
13:47Like you always have
13:52I'll go
13:53Good
14:12Hey
14:16Uh, I came by to see if you needed help setting up for the memorial
14:23Is everything okay?
14:24Yeah
14:25Fine
14:26Perfect
14:27Okay, because you just seem like
14:29Like someone who's looking for the teal tablecloth that I ordered for your mother's memorial
14:32Yes
14:33Can you look in that box, please?
14:35I think they're on the table
14:37Those are aqua
14:38Are those not the same color?
14:39No, they're not
14:40To a discerning eye, they're very, very different
14:43Okay, look, I appreciate everything you're doing here
14:45But I wouldn't stress
14:46I think those are just fine
14:47They're not fine
14:50Just details are very important
14:52And I ordered teal, so
14:55Hey, I think maybe you need to relax for a second
15:01Come sit down
15:03Oh, I had no idea
15:09That must
15:09Yeah, that must really hurt
15:13You know, when my dad died
15:14All I wanted was to be a cardiologist
15:16So I could fix people's hearts
15:18But
15:20After all the studying
15:21I finally realized that
15:24You can't really save someone from heartbreak
15:28Nope, you can't
15:30I had worked so hard
15:32To forget about Percy
15:33To get out of Barry's Bay
15:37But
15:37You know, I really think that I was just
15:41Trying so hard not to admit to myself
15:43That this
15:44Big adult life
15:46That I had sacrificed so much for
15:48Just
15:49Wasn't working
15:51So I threw myself into taking care of mom
15:54And I don't regret it
15:56Obviously I'll always cherish
15:57The time I had with my mom
15:58But
15:59I do think that
16:01It was a little bit of a noble excuse
16:03To ghost the rest of my life
16:05Well, ghosting is kind of your M.O.
16:09I had a front row seat
16:10To your breakups with Percy
16:11All of them
16:14Yeah, you did
16:17She took it really hard, Sam
16:29We were supposed to have the whole summer
16:31And now it's just gone
16:34You're being dramatic
16:35I can see why you and Sam work
16:37And you still have the whole summer
16:39It's not with him
16:40Yeah, I'm stuck with you
16:42Tragic
16:43But this is my last summer
16:45Before I have to put on a suit
16:46And rot in some corporate office
16:47That'll hopefully
16:48Pay me a fuckton of money
16:50I'm not gonna waste it
16:51Watching you mope about Sam
16:56Empathy's really your strong suit
16:59I'm just saying
17:01Don't let him ruin your summer
17:03Or mine
17:13You need to do something very un-Sam-like
17:15To get out of your funk
17:19Why don't you help me fix the boat
17:25Yeah, manual labor's definitely not Sam's first choice
17:28In summer activities
17:31Cool
17:31You'll be here tomorrow at 8 a.m.
17:33I didn't know your species could function before noon
17:35Only for you, Purse
17:39I have to go to a clam bake tonight
17:41Oh, a clam bake
17:43Where are we, the Hamptons?
17:45Yeah, I know
17:48These Seattle tech girls are throwing it
17:51I didn't have the heart to tell them
17:52That up here we're all about the oysters
17:53Well, we all know you don't have a heart
17:55Charlie Florek
17:57God damn it
18:09How'd you even find me?
18:13Tried calling and it went straight to voicemail
18:16Figured this is where I'd find you
18:18Why are you even here?
18:19We have nothing more to say to each other
18:21Well, that's just not fucking true
18:23Is it?
18:24You may have nothing more to say, but I do
18:28You know what?
18:29I don't want to hear it
18:30You know what?
18:31You don't have a choice
18:32Percy, just go
18:34No, I'm going to say what happened
18:37Shut
18:40Fuck
18:41Wait, wait
18:41It still has that outdoor lock thingy only
18:43Mm-hmm
18:45So we're locked in here?
18:47You mean you locked us in here?
18:50Don't you dare blame me for this
18:52Yeah
18:53No, I'll see you in the keys
18:54Thanks, man
18:55Okay, bye
18:58Uh, I just closed $40 million worth of business
19:01Congrats
19:02Yeah
19:02Uh, we bonded over our mutual love of fishing
19:05You mean what you did for the first time yesterday?
19:09Yeah, it turns out that having interests outside of work is actually an advantage
19:14Maybe there's something to this work-life balance thing
19:17You want work-life balance so you can get more work
19:20Exactly
19:23You're leaving?
19:25Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can-I-I got it
19:29Yeah, I was going to combine a bit to check out
19:32You can't
19:32I can't
19:34No
19:35Why?
19:36Oh, did Percy already do it?
19:38No
19:39Uh, yeah, okay
19:41Jordi, about last night-
19:43Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that
19:44It's about your final task of the official Jordi Worth Lake Live seminar
19:50Well, tasks are my happy place, as are seminars
19:53Mm-hmm, assuming certificates of completion are also your thing
19:56Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy and maybe a goat seal
20:00Okay, what is the final task?
20:02You gotta jump in the lake
20:03Oh, no
20:04No, no, I-I-I don't do water that is below 95 degrees
20:08Can you give that to me in Celsius?
20:09You know, I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind
20:13But, uh, no, I could not give you your temperature of my life depended on it
20:16Suffice to say, though, I don't do water that's warm
20:19It has to be scalding hot
20:20You know, that certificate might even come with some sort of frame
20:23Hmm, it's tempting
20:24You know you want to
20:27Uh, maybe
20:28The lake is calling
20:30Me, you, the water, just us, no distractions
20:40Hey, uh, Delilah, Jordi and I were just talking about going to the lake
20:45Would you want to join us?
20:47The more the merrier, right?
20:50You should just come with us
20:51That's a very kind offer
20:52No, I have a lot of organizing to do
20:54I have to get more hangers for my more delicate fabrics
20:57Although I agree that the hangers here are subpar
21:00Because, well, they are
21:02You should just come with us
21:07Okay, yeah
21:09I'll just get my bathing suit
21:12Great
21:16Help! Hello!
21:17No one's coming, you know that, right?
21:19You could at least try calling someone
21:22With what service?
21:26Help!
21:27What the hell's that?
21:28Front door
21:29What the fuck are they doing?
21:31I'll find out
21:35Oh, man, yes!
21:37Oh, no, no, no, that is, that's beyond disgusting
21:39How are you going to be a doctor if you can't watch someone get their face eaten off?
21:43Okay, that is not in the purview of a cardiologist
21:46This is pretty much a face-eating free zone
21:49Hey, uh, Derek, hold up
21:50Did you finish that sass problem set?
21:53It's gnarly, right?
21:55Hey, uh, I gotta go talk to my buddy for a sec
21:57Can we finish this tomorrow night?
21:58Yeah, sure
21:59Although you might have to
22:07Hello?
22:12I got your black, extra-hot coffee
22:16Do you realize this is the order of a 75-year-old man?
22:20Shh, caffeine first, talk later
22:23Okay, but it's like third-degree burn-inducing hot
22:26Mm-hmm
22:28It's just how I like it
22:31All right
22:33You ready?
22:34Yeah
22:35Socket wrench, it's the one with the round
22:37I know what a socket wrench is
22:42You're a cool girl
22:42Thank you, I know that too
22:52It's over, it's over
22:55I'm circling these vultures
22:57Got me praying and this hunger
23:00I'm feeling something rotten
23:02Last time I saw you
23:05Say what's up and push right through
23:07Then I tried to catch you
23:10But we're always on the move
23:12But now it's sober
23:14We're sober
23:15Symptoms of the culture
23:17And the night ain't getting younger
23:19Last cause around the corner
23:22Feeling kind of tempted
23:24And I'm pouring out the truth
23:27Just fading out these talkers
23:29Cause now all I want is you
23:32Saying hey
23:36It's all right
23:41Yeah, it's all right
23:45Yeah, it's all right
23:57Hey, Sam
23:58Leave a message
24:02Let me guess
24:04My doofus brother isn't answering the phone
24:06No, I was just calling my mom
24:08Oh, really?
24:09Mm-hmm
24:10Isn't she teaching a seminar today?
24:13Okay, fine, I'm pathetic
24:14You're not pathetic
24:15He is
24:17He's just really busy right now
24:20Too busy to call or text?
24:22Sometimes
24:22And what's the ratio for
24:24I can't talk now
24:25To not talking at all?
24:27Pretty high
24:31Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
24:34Or about what's going on?
24:37Come on, you have to know something
24:39Like at least just from being a guy
24:46I don't
24:46I don't know what's going on with him
24:49I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:52But he shuts down when things get hard
24:54I don't know what's going on with him
24:59Only he is
25:02But he says he's also
25:02We're long gone
25:05All our friends will move away
25:10And they're going to better places
25:15But our friends will be gone away
25:26Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
25:35Been talking about the way things change.
25:45And my family lives in a different state
25:53Then we will not relate
26:24And my family lives in a different state
26:28And roads, rivers, till I reach you
26:34God, how the hell?
26:35Get out of here!
26:37You know, at some point, Chantal will realize I never came back, but that could be ours.
26:40Yeah, and Sam doesn't give a shit where I am. No one does.
26:42Oh, boo-fucking-oo.
26:45You have nobody because you're a selfish asshole. You did this to yourself.
26:48I did this? You did this? You happy now?
26:51No! I will not let you do this to me.
26:54I may have shut that door today,
26:57but how we got here, that's on both of us.
27:00I've spent the last ten years beating myself up
27:04and I sure as hell I'm not gonna...
27:15I'm not...
27:17Purse?
27:25Purse, are you okay?
27:28What's happening?
27:30Are you having a heart attack?
27:34Help! Somebody help us!
27:37Help!
27:39Ah!
27:41Damn it!
27:44Okay, just breathe.
27:48I got you.
27:49I got you.
27:54I can't.
27:56I can't.
27:57I actually don't think I've ever really been in the lake before.
28:02How's that even possible?
28:03You've been coming here for years, right?
28:05I basically only really weighed it in
28:07because I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl,
28:09but my priority was looking cute for Charlie.
28:14What? And having wet hair wouldn't have accomplished that.
28:16I also don't think that any of my bathing suits
28:18can actually get wet.
28:18They're strictly decorative.
28:21Yeah, um...
28:22I have a rule where I don't swim in places
28:24where I can't see the bottom.
28:25Yeah, it's a lake.
28:27I understand that.
28:28I just don't know what's under there
28:29and it's murky and murky scares me,
28:31which is why I like the law,
28:33because it's clear-cut.
28:33Yeah.
28:37Well, I'm going in.
28:42Oh, and he's, uh, he's off.
28:47We're not really doing this, right?
28:52Screw it.
28:57Yes!
28:58No!
28:59You've got to come all the way in,
29:00otherwise you'll have to count.
29:01I'm scared!
29:02Come on, you two.
29:03Chantel!
29:04Yeah, you better!
29:05Fine.
29:11Oh!
29:13Oh!
29:16Oh!
29:17Oh my God, how did you just do that?
29:19Oh my God.
29:24Skid into the water.
29:27Are you ready?
29:27No!
29:28Yes, go on.
29:29On the count.
29:29On the count.
29:29On the count.
29:30It's Delilah.
29:30Come on.
29:32One, two, three.
29:34Oh my God.
29:43Delilah?
29:45Are you okay?
29:53Are you sure you're okay?
29:54Yeah, I just need to find my phone.
29:56I'll catch up.
30:03That was a delightful afternoon.
30:06Almost as delightful as that moment in negotiation when the lawyer across the table realizes that
30:10I have him by the balls and then he caves.
30:13I think I'm glad to hear that.
30:14Yeah, you would be if you were my client.
30:17Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate that you told me about?
30:20Well, do you want better?
30:21All right, how about we go get drinks?
30:26Dee, you okay?
30:29Hey, what's wrong?
30:33Stepmother number three, actually, um, she ended up in rehab and her name was Siobhan.
30:40It wasn't Shannon or Sharon.
30:42It was Siobhan and I, I don't know.
30:44I just, I should have remembered that because she deserved a lot better.
30:51I, I should have remembered it.
30:53Come on, let's get you back to your room.
30:57I really don't know what I would do without you, Jordy.
31:00Come on, you just have a golf partner worthy of you.
31:37Hey, it's me.
31:42I think we need to talk.
31:47You sure you're okay?
31:49Yeah.
31:51I'd offer you some water, but I don't have anything in here.
31:55I'll be okay.
31:58What just happened?
32:00Panic attack.
32:02Do you get those often?
32:04Often enough.
32:06They started after I...
32:10We?
32:13We ruined everything.
32:18It was both of us.
32:20I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you.
32:22I guess I just didn't want to admit my part.
32:25Because then I'd have to admit why I did it.
32:29Why did you?
32:32Beside the fact that you've always been the coolest girl I know.
32:36Three, two, one.
32:41Yes!
32:43She lives!
32:45We did it.
32:46Yeah.
32:48Tomorrow we'll set her free.
32:49Should we smash a bottle of champagne on the hull?
32:52Fuck yeah.
32:55You know, most people wouldn't have stuck with this all summer.
32:58Yeah, well, I'm not most people.
33:00No, you're not.
33:03You know, this has ended up being a really good summer.
33:18Percy, I've been thinking about you so much.
33:21But this summer's been hard.
33:22When we talk, I can hear your disappointment in me.
33:25I hate that.
33:26I hate disappointing you.
33:28But I have to succeed here.
33:30And I need to focus.
33:31This is so much more challenging than I thought.
33:34So I think it's best if we stop talking.
33:36Otherwise, you'll be all I think about.
33:38I'm so sorry.
33:38I thought I could handle it.
33:45Sam's phone.
33:46Who is this?
33:47Oh, Joe.
33:48Who's this?
33:49I'm Sam's girl.
33:51Where's Sam?
33:52He just went to get out of some beers.
33:54He'll be back.
33:54Just give him this message for me.
33:58Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend,
34:00and you can't break up with someone over fucking email.
34:05No!
34:08When Sam hurt me, I would lash out.
34:11I would kiss other boys.
34:14Shove any boyfriend in his face.
34:17Sleep with his brother.
34:21I did this to you because I was too insecure to...
34:25Stop beating yourself up.
34:28We made a terrible mistake.
34:30And I'm still trying to figure out why I did it.
34:34Was I jealous of Sam, of what the two of you had?
34:38And that I couldn't truly commit to anyone?
34:43I don't know.
34:45And I might never know.
34:47But one thing I am clear on.
34:50Is that this was not your fault.
34:52Because you weren't the only one who was there that night.
35:09Hey.
35:10Hey.
35:10You're never gonna believe it, but I actually got the radio to work.
35:14Oh, shit.
35:18What happened?
35:23Sam broke up with me.
35:39Oh.
35:40I'm in.
35:42Wow.
35:44Cheers.
35:51You know what gets me.
35:54He robbed me of my last summer.
35:58Our...
36:00last summer.
36:02I know he's my brother, but fuck him for that.
36:05An email breakup?
36:07I mean, that is a total cowardly dick move.
36:12You deserve better.
36:14And when he's back in town, I'm gonna kick his ass.
36:16Fuck him.
36:18You know what?
36:19If it wasn't for you, I would have spent this entire summer obsessing over him.
36:24Parsing every email, checking every text.
36:27Checking my phone constantly.
36:31So thank you for saving me from myself.
36:36I try.
36:39No, really.
36:41I had fun.
36:43You're fun.
36:45I mean, it's kind of my thing.
36:48Yeah, you're annoyingly good at it, too.
36:51Huh.
36:54Sam and I, we weren't fun.
37:00We used to be.
37:04Politely, everything's been so heavy and serious.
37:07Summer and serious should never be used in the same sentence.
37:11Agreed.
37:12This summer, for the first time in a long time, I remembered what it was like to just...
37:18be here.
37:21And to be fun.
37:25I'm glad.
37:32I'm glad, too.
37:37So thank you.
37:43Saving my summer.
37:50Percy.
38:05What about?
38:07I don't care.
38:09And I'm so used to your kisses.
38:12All the others seem strange.
38:14Used to your loving.
38:17And I don't want to change.
38:20I hate to lose you.
38:23I'm so used to you now.
38:27I left the next morning.
38:31Pretty much didn't come back for years.
38:34I missed so much time.
38:37With Sam.
38:43And my mom.
38:46Sorry.
38:50I just didn't know how to cope.
38:53So I threw myself into work.
38:55And convinced myself that if I supported Sam in his dreams, that it would make up for what I did.
39:05I found it pretty hard to cope, too.
39:09That's why my parents sold the house.
39:12What happened?
39:13I...
39:17I...
39:18I don't know.
39:18I don't...
39:19know.
39:23I started having these...
39:26episodes where I felt like I couldn't breathe.
39:37And then my mom had these pills and I thought maybe if I took a bunch, I wouldn't feel so
39:47much.
39:49So...
39:52I...
39:57I...
40:02My parents were terrified.
40:04They thought this place was bad for me, you know, dangerous.
40:11This place or us?
40:18I guess both, you know, um, so we left, but the panic never left.
40:26And I guess it's because I never really dealt with what I did.
40:32I never...
40:33Percy, you have to forgive yourself.
40:38How could I ever forgive myself when I know Sam never will?
40:42How could I ever move on when I love him?
40:46I'm always going to love him.
40:47Okay.
40:49Okay.
40:49It's okay.
41:03It's okay.
41:05I'm always going to love you more with every turn of summer.
41:10My hands will learn to hold you still.
41:15Father, we're done.
41:17I'm happy you're here.
41:19Oh, my heart will try to love you more with every turn of summer.
41:26My hands will learn to hold you still.
41:33I'm always going to hold you still.
41:34Father, we're done.
41:36Oh, my heart.
41:41Oh, my heart.
41:49Oh, my heart.
41:56Oh, my heart.
42:03My heart
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