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My Alpha Stepbrother Marked Me, Then Rejected Me New Ep 19 SM
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00:00The year I turned 18, I was drugged at a party and stumbled into my stepbrother Reed Sterling's
00:05room. He mocked me, against his will. It was a full moon night he lost control. All I remember
00:09is the pain. After that night, I was carrying his child. That was after the Sterlings learned the
00:14truth. The truth that adopting me had cost them their real bloodline. Ten years. It took them
00:19ten years to realize that the day they chose me, the daughter they'd been searching for was right
00:24there too. Ten years ago, five-year-old me smiled at Reed, and he chose me. The wrong choice,
00:29without question. So he hated me, couldn't stand me, and couldn't stand the thought of his child
00:33growing inside me. That day, I took his hand and placed it on my stomach. I thought he'd want to
00:38feel it. You know what? You disgust me. You stole my sister's life. Why didn't you die instead?
00:44His cold, hard rejection sent a pain through me I'd never felt before. I could feel something
00:49tearing away inside me. He got his wish. My baby died, and so did I. Before my eyes closed,
00:55I thought back on this life. From five to fifteen, I was truly happy. The Sterlings were good to me.
01:01The lakefront house in Bellevue always smelled like coffee in the morning. On Sundays, the warm scent
01:06of fresh laundry drifted from the laundry room. And Reed, we weren't even in the same grade. But he
01:11still took me to school and picked me up every day. When I was little, I'd do homework at the
01:15kitchen island, and he'd sit on the couch pretending to watch TV. He wasn't really watching. He was just
01:20there. By the time he started college, he was already 6'1", the kind of guy people just moved
01:25out of the way for. But with me, he was always close. Always put me first. I fell for him
01:30so
01:30easily, it was almost embarrassing. He was in my diary, locked behind a passcode no one could crack.
01:35Then one day, everything changed. Reed wasn't the Reed I loved anymore. After that night, he hated me
01:40even more. Before I died, I wasn't scared. Not even a little. I even thought it wasn't so bad. But
01:45somehow, I opened my eyes again. I was back to the day they came to the group home.
01:51Nola, what are you doing back here?
01:55Mrs. Linda, I don't want to go.
01:58Silly girl, it's the Steelers. If they pick you, you'll finally have a real home, sweetheart.
02:02Just smile, okay? That's all you have to do. Just one smile.
02:05One smile. I thought of Reed's eyes in my past life. Cold, hateful. The moment that black
02:10Range Rover pulled up, I hid in the storage closet. I don't know how long I sat in there.
02:14At some point, I fell asleep. By the time they found me, the Sterlings had already left. They
02:19didn't end up choosing anyone. I didn't know why. Didn't care either. Three other kids in the room,
02:24just like me. No family. I didn't know who the Sterlings' biological daughter was,
02:28the one who'd been taken from them. But in my past life, I'd overheard it on one of Ms. Linda's
02:33phone calls. The Sterlings believed she was here. In this group home, I didn't want anything to do
02:37with the Sterlings. Not this time. But in my last life, the first ten years with them,
02:41the Sterlings and Reed had been good to me. Really, genuinely good. If their real daughter
02:46could find her way back to them, we'd be even. But before I could do anything about it,
02:50the Sterlings came back a second time. All the girls around five or six were lined up for a DNA
02:54test. A cotton swab along the inside of the cheek dropped into a vial. This never happened in my past
02:59life. Word was, this DNA test had been requested by the Sterlings' young master himself. Could it be?
03:04Had Reed been reborn too?
03:08I lowered my head and stepped aside. Even though his wolf hadn't awakened yet, I could feel it.
03:13Something about him that made you not want to get too close. The next day, the girl who slept
03:17across from me, Iris, was gone. Iris never talked much. She cried all the time. A total crybaby.
03:24Turns out she was the Sterlings' biological daughter. Two days later, the Sterlings came back again. This
03:29time they said they wanted to adopt a girl to keep their daughter company. And this time I didn't hide.
03:32All of us, me included, lined up in a row, waiting for the Sterlings to come pick.
03:36The first one out of the car was the Sterlings' little girl. The crybaby who used to cry over
03:40everything. Now treated like a princess by everyone around her. There was something around Iris I
03:44couldn't quite name. Not perfume. More like a warmth. The Sterling family's warmth.
03:50A bunch of kids rushed up to her. We were all young. A group home kids learn early. You learn
03:55to read
03:55adults. You learn to read a room. Everyone knew. If you got to leave with Iris today, you'd get to
04:00wear
04:00pretty dresses like hers. Live in a big house. Have your own room. But for some reason, Iris stopped
04:05in front of me. My stomach dropped. Before I even realized what I was doing, I shoved her away.
04:10Nola! Iris!
04:13That day, Ms. Linda made me stay in my room for three hours. No coming out. I thought there was
04:18no way the Sterlings would still want me after what I did. But three days later, I was sitting in
04:22that
04:23black Range Rover. Ms. Linda said the Sterlings had filed for my foster placement. The paperwork was
04:27already done. I froze. But it was already settled. All I could do was accept it. Iris, at least,
04:32was easy to be around. And the Sterlings, just like the first ten years of my past life, were kind
04:36to
04:36me. The coldest one in the house was Reed. He barely spoke to me. But sometimes, I'd catch him
04:41watching me in silence. A flash of gold in his eyes. Gone before I could be sure. A few days
04:45later,
04:45after dinner.
04:46Dad, the group home's furnace is ancient. It keeps breaking down every winter. Can we get them a new
04:51one?
04:51The truth was, I'd been trying to figure out the same thing. How to keep the group home from the
04:55disaster.
04:56In my last life, the group home caught fire. An old space heater short-circuited in the middle
05:01of the night. Those heaters were all second-hand donations, used for god knows how many years.
05:05And those kids, their wolves were still dormant. They didn't have the adult wolf instinct to sense
05:09danger in their sleep. Smoke. Temperature. Completely unaware in the haze. They were just like any normal
05:14child. The group home never had enough funding. A second-hand space heater could last ten years.
05:19You're right, I should have thought of that. They looked after Iris for years.
05:23The Sterlings replaced the group home's entire furnace, and donated a large sum on top of it.
05:28I hadn't expected Reed to do something like that. I still kept my distance from him. But honestly,
05:32I was grateful, setting aside everything between us from the past. Reed's rebirth had genuinely saved
05:37a lot of people from a terrible fate. In the blink of an eye, Iris and I were both old
05:43enough for
05:43high school. Reed was still in college, but he'd already started interning at the family firm. He and I
05:48still barely crossed paths. I kept my distance on purpose. And Reed was just as cold toward me as
05:53ever. The contrast with how he treated Iris couldn't have been more obvious. I knew the deal.
05:57The Sterlings adopted me to give Iris a companion. That was always the point. So for all those years,
06:01school and Iris, that was my life. When everyone found out I wanted to transfer from the PAC school
06:06to a human high school, the Sterlings, even Reed, looked at me in surprise.
06:11Norla, why would you want to transfer to a human school all of a sudden?
06:14Your grades are great, but you know there's no PAC support over there, right?
06:18No PAC support meant everything would be on me. But I didn't want to stay. This time,
06:22I wanted to live my own life. The Sterlings took turns trying to talk me out of it. I didn't
06:26budge.
06:26Let her go.
06:27The living room went quiet for two seconds. No one argued after that.
06:31One night during finals, I stayed in the library studying until almost eleven. By the time I came
06:36out, the school entrance was deserted. November. The wind was brutal. I walked along the sidewalk,
06:40shoulders hunched, streetlights flickering on and off in patches. The streets around the human
06:45school were nothing like Bellevue. No Sterling security. No one who knew my name.
06:52Where are you?
06:53I didn't answer.
06:54You're just now heading home?
06:56Yeah.
06:56Where are you?
06:58By the 7-Eleven near school.
07:00Don't move. I'm coming to get you.
07:01It's fine. I can-
07:04Ten minutes later, a black Mercedes turned the corner. He didn't kill the engine. Just
07:08rolled down the window and looked at me. I got in the passenger seat. I reached for
07:12the seatbelt. Pulled. It wouldn't budge. Reed reached over and yanked it free in one pull.
07:16When his fingers brushed past my collarbone, my whole body flinched toward the door. He didn't
07:20say anything.
07:24Are you afraid of me?
07:27In my past life, I was at the pack school. Those kids always knew which side to be on.
07:32A girl splashed milk on me.
07:35Sorry.
07:36I pulled myself out of those memories.
07:38The car had already turned into the Bellevue neighborhood. There was a faint scent in the
07:42car. Cedar and rain. My wolf was still dormant. I shouldn't have been able to pick up on it.
07:46But it was there.
07:49The car pulled into the garage. He killed the engine. I stared at the clock on the
07:53dashboard. It's 1147. He pulled the key, pushed the door open, and got out.
08:00I followed behind. Two, three steps back.
08:04After that night, everything was swallowed up by schoolwork. Every night, I sat hunched
08:08over my desk doing homework until my eyes burned. Iris' college was already set.
08:13Nora, I thought once summer started, you'd finally hang out with me. You're seriously
08:16doing a summer program? It is what it is. But it's been so long since we've done anything
08:20together. It's fine. Have fun. Send me pictures of everything. Cool stuff, good food, all of
08:25it. It'll be like I went too. After Iris left, I started spending every day after school in
08:29the library until the staff kicked me out. Then I'd walk to the McDonald's on the corner,
08:33order a coffee, and sit there until late. Catherine wasn't happy at first, me coming home so late
08:39every night. But in the end, she didn't say much about it.
08:45Senior year, a whole week off. Iris came to pick me up from school the second it started,
08:49but when I walked out, Reed in the driver's seat. I thought about what Catherine always
08:53said. How after all these years, Reed still hadn't sensed his mate.
08:57Nona! Noah! We're right here!
09:00Every time she brought it up, Iris would volunteer to find him a boyfriend.
09:04Reed, I want to go to that new steakhouse in Belleville.
09:07When we got there, Reed gave a name. The hostess took us straight to a window table.
09:14Nora! What do you want to eat?
09:15I shifted in my seat, a little uneasy.
09:17I'm good with anything.
09:19Mushroom soup and herb crust filet instead.
09:21I quietly let out a breath.
09:25My stomach had been bad lately. I'd been trying to eat on time every day, but when the pain
09:29hit, after dinner we headed back to Bellevue. My stomach kept getting worse. I dug out some
09:34Pepto and took two. I was trying to finish a paper due right after spring break. I used
09:40up every last bit of energy I had. When I got home, I crashed and didn't wake up until
09:43the next day. It was the stomach pain that woke me up. I was about to go find something
09:47to eat. I opened the door, and there was Reed, leaning against the hallway wall. We both
09:51froze for a second. His eyes flashed gold. Then he looked away.
09:56Mom says come down for food.
09:57Iris pushed a sandwich she'd made for me across the table.
09:59Nola, you're seriously amazing. You're going to get what you want. I know it.
10:05April, college offers started rolling in. The day results came out. The whole Sterling
10:09family stayed home. I sat on the couch in the living room and logged into the application
10:13portal.
10:16The page loaded for two seconds.
10:22Oh my god! Nola!
10:24My hands were shaking. I hugged her back. I'd gotten offers from several schools, East Coast,
10:29West Coast. But I chose Boston. Five-hour flight from Seattle. Three-hour time difference.
10:34If he was on the west side, then I'd go east. Catherine wasn't happy about it. She nearly
10:38backed out of the graduation trip we'd already planned. Iris talked her mom around. Again,
10:42Iris. She was so good. She didn't always understand my choices. But she always respected
10:46them.
10:47April. Prom season. The hallways were full of promposals. Within one week, three different
10:53guys asked me to be their prom date. One slipped a note into my locker. One did it at lunch
10:58in
10:58front of the entire cafeteria. One sent a friend to ask on his behalf.
11:04Sorry, I can't. I turned them all down. After that, Iris and I went to Europe together.
11:10Just the two of us. Our own trip. When we got back, I made one more stop. The group home
11:15in Portland. Ms. Linda still remembered me. When she heard I'd gotten into college, she
11:20almost cried.
11:20Good. Good sweetheart.
11:23Once she'd pulled herself together, she asked if the Sterlings had been treating me well.
11:26I nodded. Yeah. Really well. This life, I really had been lucky.
11:33The night Iris flew to England, I packed my bags too. Catherine couldn't understand why I wanted
11:39to leave for school so early. That night, walking past Catherine's room, I heard her voice through
11:45the door. She's never going to see us as her real family. No matter what we do, she's always
11:50going to leave. I went back to my room. Didn't turn on the light. Just sat there in the dark
11:58until morning. The next day, the Sterlings drove me to SeaTac. Call us if you need anything.
12:04Don't forget to eat. We're always here. Okay, Mom.
12:09At the airport, I said goodbye to each of them. I reached for the suitcase in Reed's hand.
12:13Let's go.
12:18Then board the same plane. He sat down next to me.
12:24What?
12:25Then he slipped a gray neck pillow behind my head. When his fingers grazed the back of my neck,
12:29my whole body was stiff. I kept my earbuds in. Sat rigid the entire time. Didn't sleep
12:34for a single second. After we landed, Reed carried my luggage all the way from the parking lot
12:39to the dorm. My roommates thought he was my boyfriend. After he left, they found out he
12:46was my brother. Every single one of them came at me for his Instagram.
12:48Girl, that is not a brother faith.
12:54The truth is, in this life, Reed and I barely interacted at all. I knew he didn't like me.
12:59So I always kept my distance. Not once. And it wasn't just him. I kept my distance from everyone.
13:04In my past life, he hated the smile I gave him when I was five. I never understood why.
13:09But that day, at the group home, he looked at every girl in the line. And in the end, he
13:12walked over to me.
13:13All because I smiled at him. He chose me. And Iris was left behind. The reborn Reed. He probably
13:19hated my smile, too. So in the Sterling house, I was always guarded. Always careful. The only time
13:26I could relax was around Iris. Now that I was in Boston, I didn't have to face any of them
13:30anymore.
13:31I could finally breathe. The only hard part was Christmas. Every year, I had to come up with a new
13:36excuse not to go back. The first year, Iris FaceTimed me. She looked a little hurt. The second year, I
13:41still
13:41didn't go back. Nola? What's going on with you? I feel like you didn't just go to college. You left
13:47us. For good.
13:49Iris waited for a long time. Then she hung up. That night, I made myself a cup of hot cocoa.
13:54That gray neck pillow was still at the bottom of my closet. Some nights, a trace of cedar and rain
13:58would
13:59drift through. I was never sure if I was really smelling it. Or just remembering.
14:06The truth is, in this life, Reed and I barely interacted at all. I knew he didn't like me. So
14:11I always
14:11kept my distance. Not once. And it wasn't just him. I kept my distance from everyone. In my past life,
14:17he hated the smile I gave him when I was five. I never understood why. But that day, at the
14:21group home,
14:22he looked at every girl in the line. And in the end, he walked over to me. All because I
14:26smiled at him.
14:26He chose me. And Iris was left behind. The reborn Reed. He probably hated my smile too.
14:33So in the sterling house, I was always guarded. Always careful. The only time I could relax
14:38was around Iris. Now that I was in Boston, I didn't have to face any of them anymore. I could
14:43finally breathe. The only hard part was Christmas. Every year, I had to come up with a new excuse
14:48not to go back. The first year, Iris FaceTimed me. She looked a little hurt. The second year,
14:53I still didn't go back. Nola? What's going on with you? I feel like you didn't just go to college.
14:58You left us. For good. Iris waited for a long time. Then she hung up. That night,
15:04I made myself a cup of hot cocoa. That gray neck pillow was still at the bottom of my closet.
15:08Some
15:08nights, a trace of cedar and rain would drift through. I was never sure if I was really smelling
15:13it or just remembering. I finished the hot cocoa and lay in bed. The dorm was almost empty,
15:23not a single person in the hallway. I forced my eyes shut. Then my phone buzzed.
15:34Iris? Nola, come downstairs!
15:39Iris had already spotted me. And it wasn't just Iris. David, Catherine, even Reed. All
15:43of them standing there. Catherine was holding a bag of groceries. David had a little table
15:47top Christmas tree. Nola! I suddenly felt like I'd been so selfish. I knew it. I knew
15:55you missed us. In that moment, wrapped up in Iris' arms, I felt a gaze settle on me. That
16:01night, Catherine cooked Christmas dinner in the communal kitchen on my floor. A big pot of
16:05pasta, garlic, olive oil, parmesan. The whole floor smelled like it. It's picnic-style
16:10Christmas. Halfway through eating, Iris noticed something was off. I couldn't stop shaking.
16:15She touched my forehead. You're burning up! Iris dragged me to the ER. When the blood work
16:21came back, they said I couldn't go home. If we hadn't come, how long were you gonna let
16:25yourself burn like that? She always showed up when I needed her most. Everything went black.
16:33When I opened my eyes again, I was in the ICU. The doctors at the human hospital said it was
16:39acute kidney failure. But the pack doctor the Sterlings brought in, after reviewing all
16:43my charts, pulled David and Catherine into the hallway. I caught fragments through the
16:47door. Incomplete first shift, her wolf tried to emerge but failed. The shift damaged her organs
16:52on the way out. My wolf had finally tried to wake up. But she was too weak. The shift stalled
16:56halfway. Never completed. My kidneys were torn apart in the process. Dialysis at the human
17:00hospital could only buy time. The pack doctor said I needed to be transferred to the pack hospital
17:04in Seattle. But it didn't matter. Human hospital or pack hospital. The conclusion was the same.
17:08The only way I'd survive was a kidney transplant. I stared at the ceiling. I didn't understand.
17:13I'd been trying so hard. So hard to break free from the Sterlings. To build my own life.
17:16I'd gotten into a good school. Two more years and I'd be working. And now, everything had gone dark.
17:23I was transferred to the pack hospital in Seattle. I saw Iris. Eyes swollen from crying.
17:28Her school was about to start. She didn't go. Took a leave of absence. Refused to leave my side.
17:34And the pack doctor said that because my kidneys were damaged by an incomplete shift,
17:37a human kidney might not be compatible. A wolf's kidney would be best. The pool of potential donors
17:42shrank to almost nothing. What I didn't expect was that Iris went behind everyone's backs
17:45and got herself tested. And she was a match.
17:52I lay in the hospital bed, listening to Catherine's voice in the hallway.
17:56Iris, have you thought about this? If you give up a kidney, what happens to you for the rest of
18:01your life?
18:02Stop telling me you'll be fine with one kidney. You don't know that. I won't allow it.
18:07Do you hear me? I won't allow it. Tears rolled down my face.
18:12Iris, I won't let you do this either.
18:14I waited until no one from the Sterling family was around.
18:17Then I packed my things and left the hospital.
18:20I had nowhere to go. And I didn't want the Sterlings to find me.
18:24I couldn't even fly. The pack hospital had my information on file.
18:28The second I booked a ticket, the Sterlings would know.
18:31I called a car from outside the hospital. Told the driver to keep heading south.
18:40Sacramento. A city I'd never been to before.
18:43I'd always planned to pay the Sterlings back, every dollar they'd spend on me over the years.
18:48But now, that was clearly never going to happen. This life I'd always owe them.
18:54I found a tiny studio on a quiet side street. Craigslist listing. Cheap rent. Everything old.
19:02To keep myself looking somewhat normal, I got a job at a flower shop wrapping bouquets.
19:07The owner was a Mexican lady in her sixties. She didn't ask many questions.
19:10She looked at me once, and told me to come in at nine the next morning.
19:13The hours weren't long. Six a day. It wasn't hard work.
19:22But every time I came back to that little studio, I felt lonely.
19:30Valentine's Day. The flower shop was slammed until late.
19:33By the time I clocked out, it was almost one in the morning.
19:36Sacramento was quiet at night. The last bus was long gone.
19:40All I could do was walk home.
19:44But on the way, I kept feeling like someone was behind me.
19:48Up ahead was a narrow stretch. No streetlights. No one around.
19:52I started walking faster. And faster.
19:55But the footsteps behind me, they sped up too.
19:58I panicked. Tripped. Hit the ground.
20:03Someone was coming toward me. I screamed, scrambled backward.
20:06The headlines started flooding in. Rape. Murder.
20:09The body found three days later in a ditch.
20:11A hand closed around my wrist.
20:13Please. Please let me go. Please.
20:15I'm sick. I swear. I don't have any money.
20:18Please. Just let me go.
20:22Help!
20:23I kicked and hit at whoever was in front of me.
20:26Then someone pulled me in. Held me tight.
20:29Nola. Nola. It's me. I'm here. It's me.
20:36I froze for one second. That scent came back. In the dark. It wrapped around me completely.
20:46After a long time, I pulled myself free and went back to the little studio.
20:50I didn't know how Reed found me here.
20:54I didn't want to know why he came after me.
20:56In our past life, he hated me. So why?
20:59Over the next few days, Reed was just there. Following me. Quietly.
21:02He didn't talk. Didn't explain. Didn't get too close.
21:06He was just there. He sat in the cafe across the street.
21:09Pretending to look at his phone.
21:10When I walked home after work, he walked behind me.
21:13Half a block back, I didn't want to deal with it. Didn't want to ask.
21:18But the flower shop owner noticed. She glanced out the window at Reed sitting in the cafe.
21:23Then looked back at me.
21:24Boyfriend trouble?
21:28I didn't answer.
21:32Just walked out in silence.
21:36I refused to take anything from the Sterlings.
21:39Not anymore.
21:41One time, Reed showed up outside my building again.
21:45I couldn't hold it in.
21:47I walked up to him.
21:51Let me go. Clean.
21:54Is that too much to ask?
21:55His eyes changed. Gold.
21:57Deep gold.
21:58Not the usual flash that came and went.
22:01His wolf had surfaced completely.
22:03But he didn't move.
22:07Nola.
22:09I'm sorry.
22:10He just stood there.
22:12Eyes full of grief.
22:16My condition was getting worse.
22:18The next time I ended up in the ICU, I was transferred back to the pack hospital in Seattle.
22:26Iris sat at the edge of my bed again.
22:29She held my hand.
22:31Pressed her forehead against the back of it.
22:33Her shoulders were shaking.
22:36Nola, please.
22:37Let me do this.
22:39Let me save you.
22:40Please.
22:45You're my sister.
22:46Do you hear me?
22:49Do you hear me?
22:50You're my sister.
22:51That was the first time Iris ever said that to me.
22:54I held her hand.
22:56Weak.
22:57Shook my head.
22:58I was happy she said it.
22:59But no matter how many times she did,
23:02I couldn't let Iris give me her kidney.
23:04Before, the reason I refused was because I couldn't go through it again.
23:08What if something happened to Iris because of me?
23:10I couldn't imagine how the Sterlings would treat me after that.
23:12But now, the reason was different.
23:14I simply couldn't ruin the rest of Iris' life.
23:16She was young.
23:17Her wolf had only just awakened.
23:18Losing a kidney, no one knew what that would do to her wolf.
23:21Catherine had aged so much these past weeks.
23:25The elegant Alpha's wife.
23:27Now with lines carved deep around her eyes.
23:30I knew she regretted it.
23:32After what she'd said, Iris still refused to speak to her.
23:36Catherine blamed herself.
23:37Thought she'd been a terrible mother.
23:40That her selfishness had made my condition worse.
23:42But I never blamed Catherine.
23:44Not really.
23:45Because I knew.
23:46It wasn't just Iris who went and got tested.
23:49Catherine did too.
23:50She just wasn't a match.
23:51And she never told anyone she'd tried.
23:53Then, just when everyone was about to lose hope,
23:56the PAC hospital called.
23:58They'd found a kidney for me.
24:03I made up an excuse.
24:05Told them there was a problem at the West Coast branch.
24:07Said I had to fly out.
24:09Mom gave me grief for it.
24:10Said Nola had finally gotten a donor match.
24:12She was about to go into surgery.
24:14And me, her brother, couldn't even be bothered to care.
24:17Then she started...
24:18You remember Iris' birthday every single year.
24:20Every single year.
24:22But Nola's you've never once remembered.
24:25She's your sister too.
24:28But you're the only one in this family who's always treated her like an outsider.
24:33I smiled bitterly.
24:34The truth was, when it came to Nola, I never knew how to face her.
24:38Every time I saw her, my past life came rushing back.
24:41What I did to her, I always knew.
24:44Deep down, I knew.
24:45Iris' death in our past life had nothing to do with Nola.
24:48But back then, we were all drowning in grief.
24:51None of us could see straight.
24:52So I watched.
24:53Every time Nola was bullied, humiliated, I clenched my jaw and looked the other way.
24:57Iris was dead.
24:59Nola should be in pain too.
25:00I even went out of my way to say things that would cut her.
25:03Until that party.
25:05The one where someone slipped something in Nola's drink.
25:08I heard about it at school that day.
25:10I went after her immediately.
25:12What I didn't expect was Nola clinging to me the moment she saw me, refusing to let go.
25:18I lost control.
25:20My wolf broke free for the first time.
25:23He chose her.
25:24And from that night on, he never went quiet again.
25:28Afterward, the regret was instant.
25:30When I found out Nola was pregnant.
25:34That day she begged me, pleaded, said no, please no, I didn't listen.
25:39I rejected her.
25:41Brutally.
25:42And that's when I finally understood what I was.
25:45A complete and utter piece of shit.
25:50In this life, I brought Iris back.
25:52And I brought Nola back too.
25:53I thought I was making things right.
25:55But slowly, I started to realize.
25:58Nola wasn't happy.
26:00It's not like I didn't notice.
26:01Back at the group home, she was already hiding from us.
26:04But I told myself, the Sterlings could give her a better life.
26:07And besides, in our past life, we owed her.
26:09So this time around, when Nola wanted to go to a human high school,
26:13I convinced the family to let her.
26:15When she wanted to go to a school five hours away, by plane, I convinced them again.
26:20What Nola didn't know, was that over her two years in Boston, I flew out to see her more than
26:25once.
26:26The lecture halls, the library, even outside her dorm.
26:30Every time, I suppressed my scent.
26:33Every time, my wolf fought me.
26:36He wanted to get closer.
26:38I wouldn't let him.
26:40Then one day, she was suddenly in the hospital.
26:44Incomplete first shift.
26:46Her wolf had finally tried to wake up.
26:48But she was too weak.
26:50The shift never finished.
26:52Her kidneys were damaged in the process.
26:54I watched Mom fight Iris on the kidney donation.
26:58I also watched Mom quietly get herself tested.
27:01Then dragged Dad to get tested too.
27:04Neither matched.
27:05So I went and got tested on my own.
27:08My kidney was a match for Nola.
27:14I used the West Coast branch as my excuse.
27:17I went into surgery first.
27:19Before they wheeled me in, I looked down the hallway.
27:22The light above the door of the next OR was on.
27:25She was behind that door.
27:27I knew.
27:28I stopped the doctor before we went in.
27:31Take care of her.
27:32Whatever it takes.
27:41The surgery went well.
27:44I was transferred to a different hospital to recover.
27:47My family was happy.
27:48Messages kept coming in, one after another.
27:51The surgery was a success.
27:54Nola's numbers were improving.
27:55No one knew whose kidney it was.
27:58And me, I realized that missing a kidney didn't really change much.
28:02If it weren't for the scar, I'd sometimes forget there was something missing inside me.
28:07Once I was healed up, I went back to doing what I'd always done.
28:13Flying to Boston to see Nola.
28:15After that, Nola went back to Boston to finish school.
28:18I knew her grades were good.
28:20I knew she'd gotten into a top research lab by her senior year.
28:23One day, I saw Nola walk out of the campus gate.
28:26There was a guy next to her, walking close.
28:28And Nola's eyes, that look she had, shy, bright.
28:33A smile she couldn't hold back, even if she tried.
28:36I'd never seen her smile like that.
28:38Not once.
28:39Not at me.
28:40Not at anyone in our family, never.
28:43And it hurt so bad I couldn't breathe.
28:44I thought to myself, maybe the surgeons made a mistake last time.
28:48Maybe they gave Nola half my heart along with the kidney.
28:51Because what else could explain this kind of pain?
28:53.