00:00I'm not familiar with that term until, you know, it was used at the reunion.
00:03I never stepped out physically in my marriage.
00:06He has stepped out of the marriage while we were together.
00:10What does that mean? Like kissing?
00:11You know, I know she talks about this video, which I've never seen.
00:17Am I guilty of inappropriate behavior? Absolutely.
00:21But I'm talking about, like, leaning in to, you know, talk to someone at a loud, noisy club.
00:27And, you know, if someone just happens to glance over and look at me, look, I'm a very personable, extroverted,
00:35flirty guy.
00:37You know, I'll own that. Too flirty for a married man, yes.
00:42I don't know if that was a product of or byproduct of my unhappiness.
00:48But oftentimes, you know, if I'm acting out, I'm, like, also kind of feeling upset and annoyed.
00:56And neglected.
00:58And, yeah, you know, if someone's paying attention to me, it's kind of nice to have a conversation with someone
01:04out and about.
01:05So I'm not trying to make excuses.
01:07Like I said, I regret my actions.
01:10But I was never, like, it was not like this physical affair where I'm physically stepping out of the marriage.
01:18I acted out by staying out too late.
01:22And on occasion, which we discussed at the reunion, was inappropriate.
01:26I think from a bystander's perspective, could it have looked like I was kissing someone?
01:31I suppose.
01:32I was not.
01:35I still stand by that.
01:37And apparently the other instance that, you know, I had asked someone if I could kiss them, you know, clearly
01:44I was inebriated because that's a very awkward question.
01:47But, no, I mean, I have a lot of regrets, you know.
01:51And I think, unfortunately, you know, when you're kind of at that place in a marriage, you're not making the
01:59best decisions.
01:59And, you know, my judgment was off and my, you know, I definitely have some regrets.
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