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My alpha my enemy
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00:00entire pack 10 years ago i saved my fated mate is the one who destroyed my entire pack 10 years
00:05ago
00:05i saved his life now i am his prisoner i am the daughter of the silver moon alpha yet i
00:10have never
00:10awakened my wolf form my brother has set boundaries for me to protect forbidding me from stepping
00:15outside his territory but if this love is destined to be a cage i'd rather not have it after i'd
00:20run
00:20for near half an hour i ducked into the dense thicket to catch my breath before pressing onward
00:25it was then that a whimper reached my ears from not far off a primal sound or kind only ever
00:29uttered in the throes of unendurable utter agony that i followed the sound through the underbrush
00:34and came upon a young wolf shifter broken by grievous mortal wounds who are you don't come
00:39any closer i'm from a small wolf pack nearby out looking for food how did you get hurt no sooner
00:44had the words left his mouth than a silver arrow suddenly shot out from the pine forest ahead it
00:48was heading straight for me i was so scared that i froze on the spot that's when he suddenly lunged
00:55forward shoving me completely beneath his body panic surged through me i reached for the silver
01:00arrow in his shoulder only to be shoved away with the last of his strength run they're after me not
01:07you don't get caught up in this just then the shadowy figure caught up i grabbed his hand and
01:12pulled him along the narrow animal trail following the route i'd memorized from listening to the patrolling
01:16wolves chatter i ran towards the most remote edge of the territory i don't know how long i ran but
01:22finally we saw an abandoned hunter's hut hide here for now eat something but he would not take the
01:29food i offered that was when i remembered the map in my pack before i'd fled i'd secretly copied a
01:34topographic map of the land surrounding the silver moon wolf pack territory i'd drawn it up for my own
01:39escape but in that moment none of that mattered i pressed the map straight into his hands follow the
01:45route marked on here it'll lead you past the nearby wolf packs once you reach no man's land you can
01:49make
01:49it back to your own people why are you helping me why does there have to be a reason i
01:54saved you
01:55because the moon goddess is watching over you she doesn't intend for you to die here the hunters
02:02aren't here yet go this was my mother's moonstone purifies silver poisoning keep it with you and it'll
02:09slow the spread of the toxin if you get into trouble you can trade it for supplies too you got
02:15dragged
02:15into this because of me i'm not leaving you here alone come with me they're here for you not me
02:22forget about me i'll find a way to survive if you don't go now you'll never get the chance
02:29go don't look back
02:42jennica
02:45how did you know where to find me do you have any idea how dangerous it is out here
02:49how dare you sneak out if i hadn't gotten here in time you would have been taken by rogue wolves
02:53i'll never do it again come on we'll settle this when we get home i followed him out of the
02:59crumbling
03:00cabin before we left i glanced back at the direction the boy had vanished praying silently in my heart
03:05that the moon goddess would keep him safe i squeezed the half moonstone in my hand i had no idea
03:09if i
03:10would ever see him again if i would ever get the other half of the moonstone back that longing lasted
03:14for 10 whole years the moonstone pendant around his neck it was the exact same one i'd ripped in two
03:19with my own hands and pressed into that wolf boy's palm all those years ago was it him the boy
03:25from all
03:26those years ago was he ethan alpha of the dark flame pack the woman at his side wore a gown
03:32embroidered
03:32with the intricate dark flame clan pressed a mark only those closest to the alpha were permitted to bear
03:36she clung to ethan's arm looking up at him every few seconds she was declaring her status to everyone
03:41in the room the dark flame beta spotted me in the cage he ripped the long blade from his waist
03:46and
03:46charged straight for the cage the blade was inches from slamming into the cage when ethan suddenly
03:50lifted his hand and closed it around the sharpened steel kyle ethan walked straight toward the cage
03:56he reached through the bars his hand closing around my jaw forcing me to lift my head and look at
04:01him
04:04fated mate the blood debt the silver moon plaque owes us i will repay it a thousand times over
04:11their air is still at large keeping this princess alive serves a purpose i wanted to ask him if he
04:17was the wounded boy from all those years ago but the words died on my lips he was the alpha
04:22of the
04:22dark flame pack the man who destroyed my people my enemy if you want revenge take it out on me
04:28i'm the silver moon princess please spare the others they never had anything to do with the war
04:35spare them when silver moon allied with three other packs to slaughter the dark flame they cut my
04:41father's head off and hung it from your territory marker for three whole days they didn't even leave
04:46him a body to bury did silver moon spare anyone back then later word came from the clan to pacify
04:52the
04:52remaining silver moon loyalists the dark flame elders had made a decision ethan would bind himself
04:57to me in the sacred fated mating bond ethan refused that was also when i learned the truth
05:02he'd already had a love a woman he'd been searching for all these years she'd gone missing so all these
05:08years i'd been the only one clinging to that memory that fleeting night in the woods on the day of
05:13the
05:13bonding ceremony i was locked in a sparse stone chamber deep in the heart of the manor no sacred
05:18chance from the clan elders no full moon hanging high in the sky everything a true mating ceremony was
05:23supposed to have this room had none a maid walked in carrying a vial of dark liquid heading straight
05:28for me without warning she grabbed the back of my neck holding me completely still in the dark flame
05:34pack a red birthmark is a mark of ill omen it must be covered i bowed my head letting her
05:40pour the
05:41liquid over the birthmark on my skin it was the only thing i had left the only thing tying me
05:46to the past
05:47the maid then brought in a crown she said the alpha had ordered it prepared for me i stared at
05:52the crown
05:52my chest filling with endless hollow bitterness and bitter mockery if he hated me so much why would he have
05:58something so precious made for me but i had no right to ask no right to refuse i could only
06:04let
06:04the maid place the crown on my head the maid supported me as i walked forward step by step
06:09molly
06:15is that you
06:17molly
06:21that crown was made for molly who dared put it on her of course he'd mistaken me for someone else
06:28he thought i was her the woman he'd loved the one he'd been searching for
06:34she made me do it she heard it was for lady molly and she threatened me to steal it for
06:41her
06:42he believed her without a single moment of hesitation he stormed forward his hand closing around my throat
06:48lifting me clean off the ground i couldn't breathe my face burned bright red my feet kicking desperately in
06:54the air my hands clawing at his arm but his grip was like iron unbreakable silver moon filth you think
07:01becoming my luna will make me spare your wretched clansman becoming your mate is the greatest shame of
07:07my life even if i die i will never be the dark flame luna just like my heart it had
07:14long frozen
07:14and shattered as the crown fell searing pain engulfed me i didn't know if he felt it but i saw
07:20his hand
07:21around my throat tremble slightly as if struggling against something inside him suddenly he fisted
07:26his hand in my hair his grip was so tight it felt like he would rip my scalp clean from
07:30my skull
07:31the pain was so intense tears threatened to fall but i bit down hard on my jaw refusing to beg
07:36he dragged me like that across the stone floor and threw me into the silver chamber
07:40the deepest most brittle torture chamber in the dark flame dungeons every inch of the room was
07:46forged from solid silver torture devices lined the walls cold metal to humans utter brutality to
07:52werewolves silver sears a wolf's skin and flesh suppresses our natural healing and leaves wounds
07:57that never fully heal the guards bound me to a silver torture rack silver chains locking around
08:02my wrists and ankles the second they touched my skin it burned like pressing my bare flesh to a red
08:07hot iron plate the chains quickly tore through my skin blood seeping out dripping down my arms and legs
08:13onto the silver floor below the bright cold metal reflected the dark pool of blood gathering beneath
08:18me outside the silver chamber in the master bedroom at the top of the manor ethan sat in a chair
08:23by the
08:24window one hand clenched so tight around the armrest his nails dug deep into the wood leaving five deep
08:29claw marks in their wake his other hand pressed hard against his chest his knuckles whitened veins bulged
08:34on his wrists brows furrowed tight through our faded bond every ounce of pain i endured in the silver
08:39chamber transferred perfectly to him when a silver needle pierced my fingertip his finger twitched when
08:44silver chains burned my wrist an eerie red mark appeared on his but he didn't call it off he just
08:49sat there silently enduring the backlash of the mating bond holding on through sheer force of will
08:54fueled by nothing but hatred he didn't make a single sound no one knew we were fated mates
09:00that's when vivian arrived she wore an opulent deep red gown completely out of place in a damp dark
09:05silver chamber she walked slowly toward me with her foot and pressed it down hard on my already
09:09mangled hand the one the silver needles had pierced through she ground her heel into the wound hard
09:13my hand curled beneath her foot my fingers feeling like they were about to be crushed clean off cold
09:18sweat broke out across my entire body the pain so intense my vision went black and i nearly passed out
09:22again a fallen packs worthless filth a waste who can't even shift into her wolf form you dare to covet
09:28ethan you dare to compete with me today i'm gonna show you what true agony is you think ethan's gonna
09:34come save you he's wishing you die in here to him you're nothing not even a cheap replacement she
09:38let out a cold laugh and turned to leave the hem of her deep red gown brushed across my face
09:43carrying
09:43a gust of wind on its wake she insulted me to my face and she stole the pax territory max
09:50planning to
09:51leak our secrets to the enemy pax treat her well the guards eyes lit up with cruel bloodthirsty excitement
10:01and they stepped toward me one by one their smiles were grotesque ugly one of them had already half
10:06shifted into his wolf form his claws extending scraping against the silver floor with a high-pitched
10:11ear-splitting screech they grabbed my dress and ripped it clean off my body wolf claws raked across my skin
10:17slicing for flesh like butter blood spilling across the floor a scream for its way out of my throat
10:24a low rumbling wolf call echoed from outside the door every single guard froze in place stopping
10:30mid-movement it was ethan before the door could even be pushed open vivian grabbed a silver needle
10:35from the table beside her and drove it deep into her own arm ethan save me she stabbed me with
10:41the
10:41needle she even said molly's been dead for years that only she's worthy of being your luna and once
10:47again he believed her she turned to me his eyes blazing with a murderous all-consuming rage this is the
10:52great alpha of the dark flame pack are you really this stupid
11:04he spun around grabbing a thin silver needle pen from the table it was the sacred tool the dark flame
11:09pack used to ink permanent marks into a wolf's skin it's tip forged from pure silver capable of leaving
11:13a mark that would never fade no matter how hard we tried to heal it he walked toward me one
11:18hand slamming
11:18down on the back of my neck his grip so tight i couldn't breathe pressing my face hard into the
11:22cold stone floor his other hand held a silver needle pen the next second the needle drove down into my
11:27skin you're so desperate to mimic molly to be my luna then i'll give you what you want in that
11:35moment
11:36i knew i was the biggest joke in the entire world the man i'd saved all those years ago had
11:40become my
11:40tormentor my enemy the pain was so great i nearly blacked out i used the last of my strength to
11:46force
11:46out a few words i regret saving you what did you say say it again i opened my mouth but
11:55no sound
11:55came out the darkness swallowed me whole i passed out not long after vivian claimed she she'd lost
12:01the dark flame packs territory map it was one of the clan's most closely guarded secrets a map detailing
12:06the layout of the territory's wards if it fell into the wrong hands the entire pack safety would be at
12:10risk even leaving us open to attack from rival wolf packs that day i was in my stone chamber using
12:16warm
12:16water to clean the wounds covering my body i wanted to wash away the humiliation the exhaustion i just
12:21picked up a clean set of clothes when a piece of parchment slipped out from inside falling to the
12:25floor i bent down to pick it up it was a map this is it i knew she stole it
12:34in that instant i understood
12:36everything one of the maids assigned to wait on me had planted the map here to frame me they wanted
12:41to
12:41destroy me but i had no proof and in this place no one would ever believe me in this manner
12:47i was
12:47the daughter of the fallen silver moon alpha the hated child of the enemy and vivian was the woman
12:51closest to his heart i stared at the parchment in her hand and my mind flashed back to that night
12:5610 years ago to the map i pressed into his hand with my own two hands in that tiny hunter's
13:01cabin
13:01i lunged forward desperate to make him remember my voice came out cracked trembling almost too quiet
13:06to hear that night in the cabin the map i gave you do you remember it shock flashed across his
13:15face
13:15gone in an instant his lips moved but no sound came out i could feel his breath coming fast ragged
13:21unsteady what did you say but before he could say another word vivian ran to his side ethan don't
13:26believe her lies she's just using molly's name to trick you she's the silver moon princess she's just
13:35trying to use your feelings for molly to make you spare her and he believed her again the faint warmth
13:41in his eyes vanished in an instant replaced by a bone deep freezing cold that caught right through me
13:45he ripped his hand out of mine the force was so great i slammed back into the stone floor again
13:49the back of my head hitting the hard rock my vision going black once more bring me the silver moon
13:54alpha and luna kill them hang their bodies from the territory marker on the border for all to see
14:01panic surged through me pure unadulterated terror my father and mother were still locked in the dark
14:07flame dungeons i dropped to my knees hard the stone slamming into my kneecaps i crawled to his feet my
14:12hands clutching tight to the legs of his pants tears streaming down my face as i slapped myself again and
14:17again hard i was wrong i know i was wrong please spare them i'll take every punishment all of it
14:25alone i'll never speak out of turn again please just spare them through the mating bond he could feel
14:32every ounce of my fear my utter despair as clear as day i felt his breath catch unsteady he stormed
14:37forward his head closing around my throat again lifting me off the ground i couldn't breathe my face
14:43burning bright red my consciousness slipping away i closed my eyes waiting for the final blow
14:47my heart was completely calm maybe this would be better no more pain no more humiliation if i died
14:55i'd finally be free but just then the moonstone i'd hidden against my chest slipped out of my dress
15:00falling to the floor glowing with a faint soft light ethan froze
15:06his hand fell away from my throat i could feel his fingers starting to tremble uncontrollably vivian
15:11panicked she scrambled to her feet and grabbed ethan's arm hard ethan kill her kill her now avenge
15:17our clansmen but he didn't answer he just stared at me unblinking take her away lock her up under
15:24heavy guard no one is to go near her without my explicit order and no one is to harm her
15:30ever again
15:34then he bent down picked up the half moonstone from the floor and turned to leave he left vivian
15:39behind him screaming and wailing hysterically the guards took me away locking me in a clean
15:43quiet stone chamber someone brought me clean clothes and a healing salve for the silver burns covering my
15:49body i had no idea if he'd recognized me if he'd finally remembered that i was the girl who'd saved
15:53his life all those years ago later i learned what had happened he'd ordered a full investigation into my
15:58past into every single thing that had happened 10 years prior they'd combed through every old
16:02archive in the silver moon manor even tracked down the old craftsman who'd forged the moonstone pendant
16:06for the silver moon alpha's daughter all those years ago this moonstone was one of a kind there was no
16:11other like it in the world he'd also learned that 10 years prior i had indeed snuck out of the
16:15silver
16:15moon territory into the no man's land beyond the ward and the girl he'd been searching for all these
16:20years molly was the girl who'd saved him but the cruelest most devastating truth of all was this
16:25i was molly and he nearly killed me with his own two hands
16:29he ran for my chamber like a man possessed the door slammed open with a deafening crash
16:33there was a stone wall behind it he stormed inside and then dropped to his knees right in front of
16:38me
16:38his eyes were red bloodshot swollen shut from crying it was the first time i'd ever seen him cry
16:44he took out two half moon stones from his pocket then put them together and showed them to me but
16:48i
16:49didn't even glance at them he reached out like he wanted to grab the hem of my dress his hand
16:53was shaking
16:54so hard he could barely hold on even his voice was broken i'm sorry it was all my fault i'm
17:00so sorry
17:01i stared at him and not a single ripple stirred in my chest all those days all that torture all
17:05that humiliation all that pain had carved deep unhealing scars into my heart into my bones
17:10how could i ever forgive him with just a single i'm sorry i pulling the hem of my dress out
17:15of his
17:15grasp don't touch me i'm janik your enemy not molly his hand froze in midair his lips trembled
17:22like he wanted to say something but not a single word came out
17:33every single day he sat outside the door of my stone chamber like a child who'd done something
17:38terribly wrong he didn't dare come inside but he refused to leave sometimes when i woke up in the
17:43middle of the night i could see him through the iron bars of the window sitting against the stone
17:47wall moonlight fell across the side of his face the half piece of moonstone in his hand glowed
17:51with a faint soft blue white light the other half was clenched tight in the palm of my hand
17:55two halves of the same stone separated by a single door singing to each other across the distance like
18:00two stars in the night sky staring at each other forever out of reach he even cooked for me himself
18:05the great alpha of the dark flame pack standing awkwardly in the kitchen cutting meat his knife skills
18:11were terrible a perfect cut of venison was hacked into uneven lumpy chunks full of nicks and gashes
18:16hot oil splattered onto his hand leaving a red burn in its wake a wolf's healing ability would have
18:20fixed the wound in an instant but he still flinched wiping his hand carelessly on his sleeve before
18:24going back to cutting when he set the dishes down in front of me some were so salty they were
18:27bitter
18:28some were completely bland and some were just straight up burned black and charred beyond recognition
18:31but he still set them down in front of me carefully his eyes filled with quiet hopeful anticipation
18:36like a wolf bringing prey back to his mate waiting for me to take even just one bite
18:40he even tended to my wounds himself he held the dark flame special silver burn salve in his hand
18:45spreading it gently over the wounds on my wrists and ankles the blackened burns left by the silver
18:49chains were slow to heal his movements were so gentle like he was touching thin ice that would
18:53shatter at the slightest pressure his rough fingertips spread the salve evenly across my skin and every
18:58time he touched a wound his brow would furrow tight and he'd whisper apologies over and over again
19:02it's all my fault i've made you suffer too much he told me everything that had happened in those 10
19:08years
19:08how he'd searched for me how badly he'd wanted to find me he said he'd worn that half of the
19:14moonstone against his skin every single day for 10 years never once taking it off he'd held it in his
19:19hand every night rubbing it again and again until the rough surface of the stone had been worn smooth
19:24and warm under his fingers he said that every full moon he'd shift into his wolf form and run alone
19:29across the moors howling up at the moon begging the moon goddess to help him find molly he called me
19:35molly he said because that night he'd seen the jasmine birthmark on my neck he said he dreamed
19:41of me countless times dreamed of the girl who'd saved him in the grass the girl who'd ripped her
19:46mother's moonstone in two pressed half of it into his hand and smiled at him saying live he said every
19:51time he woke up from those dreams he'd be clutching the moonstone tight in his hand the stone warm from
19:57his
19:57body heat but the spot beside him was empty and his heart was empty too watching him do all this
20:03i'd be lying if i said my heart didn't stir even just a little but i couldn't forget i couldn't
20:09forget the cold in his eyes when he threw me into the silver chamber i couldn't forget the murderous
20:14rage in his eyes when he nearly ordered my parents killed i couldn't forget that between us there was a
20:20blood debt that could never be repaid just when the tension between us had softened just the tiniest
20:25bit new word arrived vivian had learned the truth she'd learned what we really were to each other
20:32that i was the girl he'd been searching for for 10 years that i was his faded mate she couldn't
20:37accept
20:37it for 10 years she climbed her way up the ranks of the dark flame pack holding herself up as
20:43ethan's
20:43future luna and now a faded mate had appeared out of nowhere the very same fallen alpha's daughter
20:49she'd framed and tortured over and over again what she couldn't have no one else would ever get
20:55she allied with the pack's elders and they decided to have me executed when ethan found out
21:03the dark flame territory descended into chaos instantly the elite warriors sent by the council
21:09of elders had blocked every single exit from the territory he kept me shielded behind his back one hand
21:14gripping his long blade the other holding my hand so tight our fingers were laced together
21:19like he'd never let go a warrior's blade swung toward me straight for my throat ethan didn't hesitate
21:26for a single second he spun around putting himself between me and the blade the steel sliced deep into
21:32his arm but he didn't even pause he just looked back at me his dark gray eyes filled with nothing
21:38but
21:38fear and worry for me jenica are you all right then he turned back and kept fighting through the mating
21:45bond i felt every bit of his pain clear as day but he didn't make a single sound he just
21:51bit down on
21:52his jaw swinging his blade again and again cutting a bloody path through the warriors carving out a way
21:57to freedom for us moonlight fell across his back as he fought silver light tangled with dark dripping
22:03blood the half moonstone hanging around his neck was stained bright red with blood flickering in the
22:08dark of the night singing to the other half pressed tight against my chest in that moment the ice
22:14around my heart cracked just a little more we fled to a hidden valley deep in the mountains he said
22:21he
22:21wanted to live here with me to make up for every mistake he'd ever made to ease every bit of
22:25pain he
22:26put me through to help me forget the past and start over i didn't answer but i wasn't as cold
22:32to him as i'd
22:33been before but fate had another cruel sick joke to play on us my brother dorian wasn't dead the
22:39night the silver moon pack fell he'd escaped all these years he'd gathered the remaining silver moon
22:45clansmen and allied with three other wolf packs who hated the dark flame just as much as he did
22:50and they were coming ethan knew this was a fight he couldn't outrun he looked at me his eyes filled
22:57with
22:57guilt and sorrow his hand brushing gently through my hair janita i'm sorry for dragging you into this
23:04again i promise you i'll keep you safe when this fight is over we'll come back here we'll live here
23:10quiet and peaceful together wait for me to come home i stared at him and said nothing i knew he
23:17was
23:17truly sorry i knew he truly wanted to make it up to me but some wounds would never heal not
23:24in this
23:24lifetime he left me in the valley and went back to the dark flame territory alone ethan led the dark
23:31flame warriors into battle against dorian's army i had no way of knowing how the war was going who
23:37was winning but through the mating bond i felt the sharp searing pain of ethan's wounds again and again
23:43the pain slammed into my chest so hard i dropped to my knees wrapping my arms around myself my whole
23:48body trembling uncontrollably in the end ethan won he pushed back dorian's army and defended
23:54the dark flame pack but he'd sustained a fatal wound the dark flame pack strength was decimated
24:00too dorian retreated with the remaining silver moon clansmen to go home and rebuild their pack
24:05i ran from the valley like a woman possessed when i found ethan i dropped to my knees beside him
24:11and lifted him gently into my arms his blood soaked through my dress quickly thick and warm he slowly
24:18opened his eyes looking up at me a soft relieved smile tugging at the corner of his mouth janica
24:26you finally forgive me don't you i shook my head tears streaming down my face
24:33i haven't forgiven you i just don't want you to die i have so many questions to ask you so
24:39many scores to
24:40settle with you you can't die like this you still owe me you haven't paid it back he smiled softly
24:48his
24:49eyes filled with love and endless crushing guilt he lifted his hand trying to brush my cheek his fingers
24:56trembling but before he could touch my face his hand fell limply back down i'm so sorry jania i owe
25:03you
25:03too much if there's a next life i'll never mistake you for anyone else again we could still be faded
25:10mates
25:11please all the strength left my body i collapsed over him my mouth open but not a single sound came
25:18out
25:18only silent tears falling again and again later dorian found me he wanted to take me back to the silver
25:26moon pack he'd brought our mother and father home safe and sound but i refused i stayed in that
25:33valley alone every full moon i look up at the night sky and whisper to the moon soft and quiet
25:39ethan if there's a next life let us never meet again
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