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Every Year After Episode 7 HD Arctic Trending Series
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00:11Just because I'm not enough for you
00:25Doesn't mean I'm not enough
00:38What the fuck were you thinking?
00:40What happened to we're never going to tell Sam?
00:49I had to tell him
00:51Why?
00:52So you could ruin his life?
00:53No
00:54He don't understand
00:56He came to me
00:57And had broken up with Taylor
00:59He was talking about second chances
01:02He ended things with her because of me
01:03I couldn't let him do that without knowing the truth
01:06If he has any chance of happiness
01:08With Taylor
01:09So then I'm just collateral damage
01:11I know how complicated this makes your relationship
01:13Do you actually?
01:14Because I'm pretty sure Sam's never going to forgive me
01:16You swore this was going to stay between us
01:18I'm so sorry
01:21I really am
01:22But
01:24I just need to know
01:25Is Sam okay?
01:27If you truly care about his well-being
01:29You'll go back to Seattle
01:31Today
01:33You're fucking selfish, Percy
01:35And I'm not sure
01:38If love has
01:41May
01:51We're cool for the summer
02:07I can't believe you got dad's boat working again
02:12Isn't that hard really?
02:13Just a few repairs here and there
02:15I know it looks like shit from the outside now
02:17But I figure we sand it down and put on a fresh coat of paint
02:19Yeah, we're here to help
02:20Right, Sam?
02:28Uh, guys?
02:29What's happening?
02:30Oh, shit
02:36Okay, maybe I didn't fix dad's boat
02:38Yeah, what gave you that idea?
02:40So we're trapped out here?
02:41Oh, good thing we got oars
02:44Ready to get your workout on?
02:47I'll be coxing
02:50She said cock
02:51When will you ever grow up?
02:53Hopefully never
02:55All right
02:55All right, come on
02:56All right, put your back into it, boys
03:04I'm guessing the engine's flooded
03:06I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs
03:07I'll be back in a minute
03:10That's some impressive rope action
03:13You are easily embarrassed
03:15Cleet hitches pretty much a day walk full of stuff
03:18How lucky am I to have a boyfriend
03:20Who is both hot and smart?
03:22Yeah, you are very, very lucky
03:25Master of maritime knots
03:27Full scholarship to Stanford
03:30Valedictorian
03:30How does one address a boat expert?
03:34Valedictorian
03:34Captain
03:35Oh, so Captain Valedictorian
03:37No, no, no
03:37Captain's just fine
03:39But you still love my little old UW State School self
03:42When you're hundreds of miles away at fancy Stanford?
03:44Always
03:54I can't believe this is our last summer before college
04:01We need to make it epic
04:03And revisit all our greatest hits
04:05I think we start with a rewatch
04:07Of the entire Halloween series
04:08But this time we start with the H2O timeline
04:12You hate this idea?
04:14No, no, no
04:15I think it's great
04:15It's epic for sure
04:19Okay, something's going on with you
04:24So, Spell, what's up?
04:27I got into that summer intensive
04:31No way
04:33Okay, I'm officially changing your boyfriend position
04:35From hot and smart to hot and genius
04:38Didn't they only have room for like ten people?
04:40Yeah, and I get like six hours of college credit
04:42I didn't get it
04:44I'm so proud
04:47The only thing is
04:48It starts in two weeks
04:51Wait, for how long?
04:54For the whole summer
04:56Hold up
04:57So
05:00So you're telling me in two weeks
05:04You're leaving for good
05:05And we won't see each other until winter break
05:07Maybe Thanksgiving
05:08I know your parents said they might want to come into town
05:10Five months
05:10Yeah, but we still have two weeks
05:13Look, we can fit everything in on your list
05:15How long have you known about this?
05:20I found out end of April
05:21So for the past six weeks
05:23You've been hearing me talk about all the things we were going to do
05:26And you've been pretending
05:27I wouldn't say pretending
05:28But you knew they weren't going to happen
05:30Yeah, I guess I did
05:31It kind of makes me feel stupid
05:36I should have said something earlier
05:37But you were so excited and cute with all your ideas
05:39I didn't want to ruin what little time we had left
05:41So you were in our last two weeks together instead, cool
05:44I also sort of knew you might react this way
05:46Oh, so you're blaming me for you not telling me
05:49No, I was just dreading telling you
05:51Look, I know we don't have the entire summer
05:53But I promise we will make these next two weeks as epic as possible
05:5920 minutes max and we'll be back on water
06:03Yeah, maybe tomorrow
06:08Finally told her, huh?
06:23I'm really going to miss you
06:26I promise you I'm going to miss you even more
06:29I don't think that's possible
06:32Hey
06:34We'll FaceTime every night
06:36And text
06:37I'll even record all my lectures
06:38So you can pretend like you're there with me
06:40The perfect bedtime story is
06:42I'm going to be asleep in mere minutes
06:43I don't know
06:44Organic chem sounds pretty riveting
06:46I mean, the structural properties
06:48Of carbon-containing compounds
06:49Come on, right?
06:55Hey, we're going to talk so much
06:57You're going to think I'm right next door
06:59Except you'll be nine hours away
07:08Why does this goodbye feel so final?
07:12Hey, look at me
07:16We got this
07:19Okay?
07:33I'll say goodbye my own way
07:36I can't show my face at the funeral
07:39Charlie's right, it'll just complicate things
07:41Since when does Charlie Florek decide what you do?
07:44He doesn't, I think he's right
07:46Look, if you don't want to go to the funeral
07:48I get it
07:49We can leave whenever you want
07:51Thank you
07:52But what happened between you and Charlie
07:54Is not just on you
07:55Charlie was a part of it, too
07:56Look, he probably leaned in first to kiss me
08:00And then even if the kiss didn't even
08:03Leaned in to kiss you first
08:04Is, uh
08:07I'm just saying it's probably his fault
08:10You okay?
08:11About the
08:13Geordi of it all?
08:15Yes, sure, yeah, I don't know what's happening with me
08:21If Charlie hadn't walked up, I think my almost kiss would have been not so almost
08:27Are you
08:29Are you
08:30Into Geordi?
08:33Maybe
08:35I don't know
08:36No, no, I'm not
08:37I can't be
08:37I barely know
08:38No, no, I'm not
08:40Okay, well
08:43Coming from someone who made a rash decision that affected the rest of their life
08:47Just take a beat
08:50Before you blow up your relationship with Drew
08:55I am nothing if not rational
08:57Beat happening in perpetuity
09:01I don't want to talk about this anymore
09:02No
09:03No, I don't want to talk about this
09:05I
09:06Let's just talk about you
09:08I prefer to be the cross-examiner in this relationship
09:11Yeah, of course you do
09:13Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy here
09:16And it's not fair
09:19I hate that he won't have made his part in this
09:20I'm not sure he can, it's too painful
09:22For who?
09:23Percy, you cannot leave here without telling Charlie what he needs to hear
09:26What is the point?
09:29I just want to forget all about Charlie Florek
09:31No, no, that's one of the reasons that you're here in the first place
09:35Your whole life was torn up by this while he went off and made a shit ton of money
09:39With a good job and a gorgeous apartment
09:42The watch that he wears is 50k
09:44While you have spent the last decade stagnating in a dead-end job with hot but painfully stunted hookups
09:50And a shitty four-floor walk-up
09:51Hey, my apartment's cute
09:54The point is
09:55You have lived with regret for the last 10 years
09:58Maybe confronting Charlie will help with some part of that
10:01Help you move on, get unstuck
10:03What do you want me to do?
10:05What, yell at him on the day of his mom's memorial?
10:08No, I want you to yell at him today
10:09Tomorrow we're gonna be gone
10:11And you cannot let him push this false narrative
10:15If it were me, I would rip him a new one
10:21You know what?
10:24I will
10:26Yeah?
10:27I'm gonna yell at him and then I'm gonna leave here with my head held high
10:30Or at least less filled with shame and regret
10:33Good, good
10:35Okay, I'm gonna go get your stuff from Delilah's room
10:38And then I'm gonna pack the car
10:40Okay
10:41Okay
10:42Um, oh, just, uh, tread lightly
10:46She was pretty fragile last night after Whit kicked her out
10:52Good morning
10:54Um, hi
10:55Please come in
10:57I feel like I'm, uh, walking to a Jordan Peele film
11:01Um, there's no basement in here, right?
11:04You want an espresso?
11:06Whit had this ship from Milan and it was like one of his favorite things and now it's mine
11:12Uh, I actually just came to get Percy's stuff
11:15Are you, are you okay?
11:18I am
11:21Making myself okay
11:23Right
11:24Oh, you got the cups too, good job
11:26Thank you
11:27Learn through careful observation
11:31My dad was married three times
11:33So I've seen every variety of post-divorce meltdown
11:35That's helpful, I guess
11:37Oh, beyond
11:37First was my mother, she fell apart
11:39Cut all her hair off, gained 20 pounds
11:41And I'm pretty sure she's never had sex again
11:42Rough
11:43Mm-hmm
11:44Yes, and that will not be me
11:47Of course not
11:47Number two went scorched earth
11:49Bashed in the windows of his mint condition 1967 Porsche Spyder
11:55Wow, that's very Britney Spears
11:57I found it delightful
11:58I agree
11:59And then wife number three
12:03Masterful
12:04Mm-hmm
12:04Just stuffed her anger and sadness and hatred just way, way, way, way down
12:10Oh, that's healthy
12:11Always in a full face of makeup, clad in tasteful clothing with just a hint of sexiness
12:16And it drove him crazy that she seemed like she was doing better without him
12:19And you know what?
12:21What?
12:21She walked away with half of his money, the house in Bellevue, and both dogs
12:27Wow
12:29So if I just keep it together like Shannon
12:31Like, I think it was
12:33Sharon
12:37Shonda
12:37I don't
12:38If I keep it together like her
12:40I'm golden
12:42Another espresso?
12:43Yeah, thank you
12:51I, uh, pulled out some of dad's old ties
12:59Maybe we could both wear one to the memorial tomorrow?
13:03I think mom would have liked that
13:10I know you might never forgive me
13:12But I need you to know that I did not set out to hurt you
13:17My whole life was spent trying to protect you
13:20And
13:21I blew it all up in one night
13:24Everything you're thinking about me, I've thought of myself only worse
13:32So you're just gonna ignore me?
13:33Yes, I am
13:35Jordy said I could stay at the motel until after the funeral
13:37No, don't do that
13:39This is your home
13:40You were the one who always came back and took care of mom when I
13:43Selfishly lived your life exactly how you wanted, no matter who got hurt
13:48Like you always have
13:52I'll go
13:54Good
14:13Hey
14:15Uh, I came by to see if you needed help setting up for the memorial
14:23Is everything okay?
14:24Yeah
14:25Fine
14:26Perfect
14:28Okay, because you just seem like
14:29Like someone who's looking for the teal tablecloth that I ordered for your mother's memorial
14:32Yes, can you look in that box, please?
14:35I think they're on the table
14:37Those are aqua
14:38Are those not the same color?
14:39No, they're not
14:40To a discerning eye, they're very, very different
14:44Okay, look, I appreciate everything you're doing here
14:46But I wouldn't stress, I think those are just fine
14:47They're not fine
14:50Just details are very important and I ordered teal
14:54So
14:55Hey, I think maybe you need to relax for a second
15:01Come sit down
15:08Well, I had no idea
15:09That must, yeah, that must really hurt
15:13You know, when my dad died, all I wanted was to be a cardiologist
15:45So I could fix people's hearts
15:46I had sacrificed so much for just wasn't working
15:51So I threw myself into taking care of mom
15:54And I don't regret it
15:56Obviously, I'll always cherish the time I had with my mom
15:58But I do think that it was a little bit of a noble excuse to ghost the rest of my
16:04life
16:05Well, ghosting is kind of your M.O.
16:09I had a front row seat to your breakups with Percy
16:11All of them
16:14Yeah, you did
16:17She took it really hard, Tim
16:29We were supposed to have the whole summer and now it's just gone
16:34You're being dramatic
16:35I can see why you and Sam work
16:37And you still have the whole summer
16:39It's not with him
16:40Yeah, I'm stuck with you
16:43Tragic
16:43But this is my last summer before I have to put on a suit and rot in some corporate office
16:48That'll hopefully pay me a fuckton of money
16:50I'm not gonna waste it watching you mope about Sam
16:56Empathy's really your strong suit
16:59I'm just saying
17:00Don't let him ruin your summer
17:03Or mine
17:14You need to do something very un-Sam-like to get out of your funk
17:20Why don't you help me fix the boat
17:25Yeah, manual labor's definitely not Sam's first choice in summer activities
17:31Cool, you'll be here tomorrow at 8am
17:33I didn't know your species could function before noon
17:35Only for you, purse
17:40I have to go to a clam bake tonight
17:42Oh, a clam bake
17:43Where are we, the Hamptons?
17:45Yeah, I know
17:48These Seattle tech girls are throwing it
17:51I didn't have the heart to tell them that up here we're all about the oysters
17:53Well, we all know you don't have a heart, Charlie Florek
17:57God damn it
18:10How'd you even find me?
18:13Tried calling and it went straight to voicemail
18:16Figured this is where I'd find you
18:18Why are you even here?
18:20We have nothing more to say to each other
18:21Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?
18:24You may have nothing more to say, but I do
18:28You know what?
18:30I don't want to hear it
18:30You know what?
18:31You don't have a choice
18:33Percy, just go
18:34No, I'm gonna say what happened
18:35No, don't let it
18:38Shut
18:40Fuck
18:41Wait, wait
18:42It still has the outdoor lock thingy only?
18:44Mm-hmm
18:45So we're locked in here?
18:47You mean you locked us in here?
18:50Don't you dare blame me for this
18:52Yeah
18:54No, I'll see you in the keys
18:55Thanks, man
18:55Okay, bye
18:58Uh, I just closed $40 million worth of business
19:01Congrats
19:02Yeah, uh, we-we bonded over our mutual love of fishing
19:05You mean what you did for the first time yesterday?
19:09Yeah, it turns out that having interests outside of work is actually an advantage
19:13Like maybe there's something to this work-life balance thing
19:17You want work-life balance so you can get more work?
19:20Exactly
19:23You're leaving?
19:25Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can-I-I got it
19:29Yeah, I was going to combine a bit to check out
19:32You can't
19:34I can't?
19:35No
19:35Why?
19:36Oh, did Percy already do it?
19:38No
19:39Uh, yeah, okay
19:41Geordi, about last night
19:43Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that
19:44It's about your final task of the official Geordi Worth Lake Life Seminar
19:49Well, tasks are my happy place, as are seminars
19:53Mm-hmm
19:54Assuming certificates of completion are also your thing
19:57Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy and maybe a goat seal
20:00Okay, what is the final task?
20:02You gotta jump in the lake
20:03Oh, no
20:04No, no, I-I-I don't do water that is below 95 degrees
20:08Can you give that to me in Celsius?
20:09You know, I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind
20:13But, uh, no, I could not give you your temperature if my life depended on it
20:16Suffice to say, though, I don't do water that's warm
20:19It has to be scalding hot
20:20You know, that certificate might even come with some sort of frame
20:23Hmm, it's tempting
20:24You know you want to
20:27Uh, maybe
20:29The lake is calling
20:30Me
20:31You
20:32The water
20:33Just us
20:34No distractions
20:40Hey, uh, Delilah
20:42Geordi and I were just talking about going to the lake
20:45Would you want to join us?
20:47The more the merrier, right?
20:50You should just come with us
20:51That's a very kind offer
20:53No, I have a lot of organizing to do
20:55I have to get more hangers for my more delicate fabrics
20:57Although I agree that the hangers here are subpar
21:00Because, well, they are
21:02You should just come with us
21:08Okay, yeah
21:09I'll just get my bathing suit
21:12Great
21:16Help! Hello!
21:18No one's coming, you know that, right?
21:19You could at least try calling someone
21:22With what service
21:35Oh man, yes
21:37Oh, no, no, no
21:38That is
21:38That's beyond disgusting
21:40How are you going to be a doctor
21:41If you can't watch someone
21:42Get their face eaten off?
21:43Okay, that is not
21:44In the purview of a cardiologist
21:46This is pretty much
21:47A face-eating free zone
21:49Hey, uh, Derek
21:50Hold up
21:50Did you finish that
21:51Satch problem set?
21:53It's gnarly, right?
21:55Hey, uh
21:56I gotta go talk to my buddy for a sec
21:57Can we finish this tomorrow night?
21:59Yeah, sure
22:00Although you might have to
22:07Hello?
22:12I got your black
22:14Extra hot coffee
22:16Do you realize
22:17This is the order of a 75-year-old man?
22:20Shh
22:21Caffeine first
22:22Talk later
22:23Okay, but it's like
22:23Third degree burning juicing hot
22:27Mm-hmm
22:28It's just how I like it
22:31All right
22:33You ready?
22:34Yeah
22:36Socket wrench
22:36It's the one with the round
22:37I know what a socket wrench is
22:42You're a cool girl
22:43Thank you
22:43I know that too
22:52It's over
22:54It's over
22:55It's over
22:55I'm circling
22:56These vultures
22:57Got my brain
22:58And this hunger
23:00I'm feeling something rotten
23:02Last time I saw you
23:05Say what's up
23:06And push right through
23:07Then I tried to catch you
23:10But we're always on the move
23:12Now it's sober
23:14Now it's sober
23:14Sober
23:15Symptoms of the culture
23:17And the night ain't getting younger
23:19Last cause around the corner
23:22Feeling kind of tilted
23:24And I'm pouring out the truth
23:27Just fading out these talkers
23:29Cause now all I want is you
23:32Staying high
23:36It's all right
23:41It's all right
23:46It's all right
23:57Hey Sam
23:58Leave a message
24:02Let me guess
24:04My doofus brother isn't answering the phone
24:06No, I was just calling my mom
24:08Oh, really?
24:10Mm-hmm
24:10Isn't she teaching a seminar today?
24:13Okay, fine, I'm pathetic
24:14You're not pathetic
24:15He is
24:17He's just
24:19Really busy right now
24:20Too busy to call or text?
24:22Sometimes
24:22And what's the ratio for
24:24I can't talk now
24:25To not talking at all?
24:27Pretty high
24:32Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
24:34Or
24:35About what's going on?
24:37Come on, you have to know something
24:39Like at least
24:41Just from being a guy
24:46I don't know what's going on with him
24:49I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:52But
24:52He shuts down when things get hard
24:54I don't know what's going on with him
25:00That's right
25:01A year from now
25:03We're long
25:04Be gone
25:05All our friends
25:07Will move
25:08Away
25:09And they're going
25:13To better places
25:15But our friends
25:18Will be
25:19Gone
25:20Away
25:34I've been talking about the way things change
25:45And my family lives in a different state
25:53Then we will not relate
26:25I've been talking about the way
26:36You know, at some point, Chantal will realize I never came back, but that could be ours
26:40Yeah, and Sam doesn't give a shit where I am. No one does
26:42Oh, boo-fucking-oo
26:45You have nobody because you're a selfish asshole. You did this to yourself
26:48I did this? You did this? You happy now?
26:51No, I will not let you do this to me
26:55I may have shut that door today
26:57But how we got here, that's on both of us
27:00I've spent the last ten years beating myself up
27:04And I sure as hell I'm not gonna
27:15I'm not gonna
27:18Purse?
27:25Purse, are you okay?
27:28What's happening?
27:30Are you having a heart attack?
27:35Help!
27:36Somebody help me!
27:38Help!
27:41Damn it!
27:44Okay, just breathe
27:48I got you
27:49I got you
27:54I can't
27:55I can't
27:57I actually don't think I've ever really been in the lake before
28:02How's that even possible?
28:03Hmm?
28:04You've been coming here for years, right?
28:05I've basically only really waited in
28:07Because I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl
28:09But my priority was looking cute
28:12For Charlie
28:14What? And having wet hair wouldn't have accomplished that
28:16I also don't think that any of my bathing suits can actually get wet
28:18They're strictly decorative
28:21Yeah, um
28:22I have a rule where I don't swim in places where I can't see the bottom
28:25Yeah, it's a lake
28:27I understand that
28:28I just don't know what's under there
28:30And it's murky
28:30And murky scares me
28:31Which is why I like the law
28:33Because it's clear cut
28:33Yeah
28:38Well, I'm going in
28:39Oh, and he's up
28:43He's off
28:47We're not really doing this, right?
28:48Ah!
28:52Screw it
28:57Yes!
28:58No!
28:59You've got to come all the way in
29:00Otherwise you'll have to count
29:01I'm scared
29:02Come on, you too, Chantal
29:04Yeah, you better
29:06Fine
29:17Oh my god, how did you just do that?
29:20Oh my god
29:24Let's get into the water
29:26Are you ready?
29:28No
29:28Yes, go on
29:29On the count
29:29On the count
29:32One, two, three
29:38Woo!
29:43Delilah?
29:45Are you okay?
29:53You sure you're okay?
29:54Yeah, I just need to find my phone
29:56No, no, no, I'll catch up
29:59Well, that was a delightful afternoon
30:06Almost as delightful as that moment in a negotiation
30:08When the lawyer across the table
30:10Realizes that I have him by the balls
30:11And then he caves
30:13I think I'm glad to hear that
30:14Yeah, you would be if you were my client
30:17Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate that you told me about?
30:20Well, do you want better?
30:21How about we go get drinks?
30:26Dee, you okay?
30:29Hey, what's wrong?
30:33Stepmother number three
30:34Actually, um
30:36She ended up in rehab
30:39And her name was Siobhan
30:40It wasn't Shannon or Sharon
30:42It was Siobhan
30:42And I
30:43I don't know
30:44I just
30:44I should have remembered that
30:46Because she deserved
30:47A lot better
30:51I should have remembered it
30:53Come on
30:54Let's get you back to your room
30:57I really don't know what I would do without you, Jordy
31:00Come on
31:00You just have a golf partner worthy of you
31:02Stay
31:08It's a call of my courage
31:12To walk away
31:20Oh
31:37Hey, it's me
31:41I think we need to talk
31:47You sure you're okay?
31:50Yeah
31:50I'd offer you some water
31:52But
31:53I don't have anything in here
31:55I'll be okay
31:58What just happened?
32:01Panic attack
32:02Do you get those often?
32:04Often enough
32:06They started after
32:09I
32:10We
32:13Ruined everything
32:18It was both of us
32:20I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you
32:22I guess I just didn't want to admit my part
32:25Because then I'd have to admit why I did it
32:30Why did you?
32:32Beside the fact that you've always been the coolest girl I know
32:37Three, two, one
32:41Yes
32:43She lives
32:45We did it
32:46Yeah
32:48Tomorrow we'll set her free
32:49Hey, should we smash a bottle of champagne on the hull?
32:52Fuck yeah
32:55You know, most people wouldn't have stuck with this all summer
32:58Yeah, well I'm not most people
33:00No, you're not
33:03You know, this has ended up being a really good summer
33:18Percy, I've been thinking about you so much
33:21But this summer's been hard
33:23When we talk
33:23I can hear your disappointment in me
33:25I hate that
33:26I hate disappointing you
33:28But
33:28I have to succeed here
33:30And I need to focus
33:31This is so much more challenging than I thought
33:34So I think it's best if we stop talking
33:36Otherwise you'll be all I think about
33:38I'm so sorry
33:39I thought I could handle it
33:45Sam's phone
33:46Who is this?
33:47Oh, Joe
33:48Who's this?
33:49I'm Sam's girl
33:51Where's Sam?
33:52He just went to get us some beers
33:54He'll be back
33:54Just give him this message for me
33:58Tell him this is Percy
33:59His ex-girlfriend
34:00And you can't break up with someone over fucking email
34:08When Sam hurt me, I would lash out
34:11I would kiss other boys
34:14And shove a new boyfriend in his face
34:17Sleep with his brother
34:21I did this to you
34:23Because I was too insecure to
34:26Stop beating yourself up
34:28We made a terrible mistake
34:30And I'm still trying to figure out why I did it
34:34Was I jealous of Sam
34:36Of what the two of you had
34:38And that I couldn't truly commit to anyone
34:43I don't know
34:45And I might never know
34:47But one thing I am clear on
34:50Is that this was not your fault
34:52Because you weren't the only one
34:54Who was there that night
35:09Hey
35:10You're never gonna believe it
35:11But I actually got the radio to work
35:15Oh shit
35:18What happened
35:24Sam broke up with me
35:25Sam broke up with me
35:40I'm in
35:41Wow
35:44Cheers
35:50You know what gets me
35:54He robbed me of my last summer
35:59Our last summer
36:02I know he's my brother
36:04But fuck him for that
36:05An email breakup
36:07I mean that is a total cowardly dick move
36:12You deserve better
36:14And when he's back in town
36:15I'm gonna kick his ass
36:16Fuck him
36:18You know what if it wasn't for you
36:19I would have spent this entire summer
36:22Obsessing over him
36:24Parsing every email
36:25Checking every text
36:28Checking my phone constantly
36:30So thank you
36:32For saving me
36:34From myself
36:36I try
36:39No really
36:40I had fun
36:43You're fun
36:44I mean
36:46It's kind of my thing
36:48And you're annoyingly good at it too
36:54Sam and I
36:55We weren't fun
37:00We used to be
37:04Politely everything's been so heavy and serious
37:08Summer and serious should never be used in the same sentence
37:11Agreed
37:12This summer for the first time in a long time
37:15I remembered what it was like to just
37:18Be here
37:22And to be fun
37:25I'm glad
37:32I'm glad to
37:38So thank you
37:43Saving my summer
37:50Percy
38:06What about
38:07I don't care
38:08And I'm so used to your kisses
38:11All the others seem strange
38:14Used to your loving
38:17And I don't wanna change
38:19I hate to lose you
38:22I'm so used to you now
38:27I left the next morning
38:31Pretty much didn't come back for years
38:35I missed so much time
38:36With Sam
38:43And my mom
38:46Sorry
38:50I just didn't know how to cope
38:54So I threw myself into work
38:55And convinced myself that
38:58If I supported Sam and his dreams
39:00That
39:01It would make up for what I did
39:05I found it pretty hard to cope too
39:09That's why my parents sold the house
39:11What happened
39:12I
39:16I don't know
39:18I don't
39:19Know
39:23I started having these
39:27Episodes where I
39:29Felt like I couldn't breathe
39:37And then
39:39My mom had these pills
39:41And I thought
39:41Maybe if I
39:43Took a bunch
39:44I wouldn't
39:45Feel so much
39:48So
39:50I
40:02My parents were terrified
40:04They thought
40:05This place was bad for me
40:07You know
40:07Dangerous
40:11This place
40:13Or
40:14Us
40:18I guess both
40:19You know
40:20So
40:21We left
40:21But the panic never left
40:26And I guess it's because
40:27I never really
40:29Dealt with what I
40:31Did
40:32I never
40:33Mercy
40:34You have to forgive yourself
40:38How can I ever forgive myself
40:40When I know Sam never will
40:42How can I ever move on
40:44When I love him
40:46I'm
40:46Always gonna love him
40:48Okay
40:49Okay
40:49Okay
40:49So good
40:53No
40:55No
40:59I love you.
41:26In the summer, my house will love to hold the same fire
41:34And I went home
41:41Home
41:49Home
41:50Home
41:51Home
41:51Home
41:53Home
41:58Home
42:02Home
42:04Home
42:07Home
42:08Home
42:08Home
42:10Home
42:10Home
42:19Home
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