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00:01:28The past, everything that went before is a dry leaf fallen from a dead tree.
00:01:35The tree's been cut down, the leaf crushed by feet and ground into earth.
00:01:41So now, there's only the memory of trees.
00:01:48I am the disease that rots the bark of trees.
00:01:52I am rust and gravity.
00:01:57In my dreams we are all together again, and my mom is happy.
00:02:02But then the leaves all fall off the trees, and my dad is gone.
00:02:08I call out to him, but wherever he is, he can't hear me.
00:02:17Oh, my booze.
00:02:18Mr. Clark, please, this is AP English.
00:02:21If you can't extend a modicum of respect to your classmates, you are free to go right on down the
00:02:25hall to auto shop.
00:02:27Sorry.
00:02:28Okay, thank you.
00:02:31Miss Denning, how do you feel about that piece of writing?
00:02:36Miss Denning, how do you feel about that piece of writing?
00:02:38Anyone else praise criticism for Miss Denning's poem?
00:02:48It's very nice.
00:02:49Good work.
00:02:51Anyone interested in vying for the Discovery Award for Young Poets?
00:02:57We will be discussing the details today after school in Poet's Circle, room 302.
00:03:02And just in case the $3,000 scholarship doesn't entice you,
00:03:07the finals are held in Florida over spring break.
00:03:11Journal through the box.
00:03:23Miss Denny, you can go deeper.
00:03:31You're not staying?
00:03:33I have to take care of my sister.
00:03:35Do you want me to pick up an application for you?
00:03:37You're not going to pick me.
00:03:39Officer's judging the finals.
00:03:41What do you say to you?
00:03:43Nothing.
00:03:48A man in Mexico bursts on the eardrums with a pencil and so does I live shut.
00:03:55He says because the government is deaf and blind to people's pain.
00:03:59Lily, shut up.
00:04:01Look.
00:04:03Drop it.
00:04:23You better stay in there, you little brat.
00:04:34Where's Lily?
00:04:40Megan?
00:04:42I didn't do anything.
00:04:45Sorry.
00:04:48Open the door.
00:04:54What's it going to take?
00:04:56Huh?
00:04:58Get ready for bed.
00:05:01It wasn't my fault.
00:05:02I expect you to take care of her when I'm gone.
00:05:06Get a babysitter.
00:05:07I can't afford a babysitter.
00:05:10You do have a responsibility to this family.
00:05:14You had her.
00:05:15You take care of her.
00:05:18What did you say?
00:05:23Get out of my sight.
00:05:51It's going to get infected.
00:05:52It's going to get infected.
00:06:00You've got to stop hurting yourself, Lily.
00:06:10It's going to get me.
00:06:35Mr. Blazick, channeling Bukowski, very good.
00:06:40Mr. Capo, I believe blowjob is two words,
00:06:45or maybe it's a hyphen.
00:06:48Miss Denning.
00:06:54Mr. Sattler, another adventure story.
00:07:02Mr.Off
00:07:03hereamy, Mr.
00:07:04Yes.
00:07:18Mr.
00:07:31This is
00:07:31a pathetic way.
00:07:32Crap!
00:07:46Want a ride?
00:07:48No, it's okay.
00:07:50Come on.
00:08:10So, you're starting to look for colleges?
00:08:13Oh, I think I'm just gonna stay here and go to Sinclair.
00:08:19Well, there are scholarships, you know, in addition to the contest.
00:08:23Well, I just got a job, so I'm kinda busy.
00:08:28Okay.
00:08:34Have your parents ever read your work?
00:08:37My mom has school after her work, so she's kinda busy and I don't really see my dad.
00:08:46Hmm. Ever?
00:08:51Birthdays and Christmas and...
00:08:54He and my mom don't really get along, so it's kind of easier that way.
00:09:00Easier for you?
00:09:08We're the building, up on the... on the right.
00:09:17I'd like you to enter the poetry contest.
00:09:20I can give you my lunch hour a few days a week to help you prepare.
00:09:23But I'm not a poet.
00:09:24Not yet.
00:09:35You missed the bus?
00:09:37You see me on it?
00:09:39No.
00:09:41Draw your own conclusions.
00:09:45Where'd you get those?
00:09:49Did you take them from the storage space?
00:09:51Draw your own conclusions.
00:09:56Put them away before mom comes home.
00:10:01Who's this?
00:10:04Dad.
00:10:05No, the baby.
00:10:07Duh.
00:10:10I wasn't an angel.
00:10:12It's not me.
00:10:14You have his face.
00:10:15Same chubby cheeks, same eyes.
00:10:18They look just like him.
00:10:25I don't want to make the bus.
00:10:26But let me guide you around.
00:10:27I'm just kidding.
00:10:29I'm just kidding.
00:10:33I don't really need to do that.
00:10:34I don't need to do that.
00:10:45You can't I eat anything moans.
00:10:49It's just a joke.
00:10:59Lily, you better be ready to leave in two minutes!
00:11:10Why are you all dressed up?
00:11:12Do you have your lunch?
00:11:14No, I don't want it.
00:11:16Why are you wearing Mom's shirt?
00:11:18Why are you such a pest?
00:11:23That's his house.
00:11:25Oster's?
00:11:26Yep.
00:11:27He won some big award for writing a long time ago.
00:11:29You know that leather book he carries around?
00:11:31Yeah.
00:11:32It's his novel.
00:11:34How would you know?
00:11:35My parents used to be friends with him.
00:11:38If he told you to enter the contest, you're in it.
00:11:45Sorry.
00:11:45Oh, no.
00:11:47Please.
00:11:48Nothing.
00:11:50Please.
00:12:12Great poets touch the hidden place.
00:12:15The hidden nerve.
00:12:20So, we need a map of your nerve centers.
00:12:23If you're going to reveal them in your work, you need to know where they are.
00:12:30It's for later.
00:12:37What, uh, was the memory of trees about?
00:12:45You said, I am rust and gravity.
00:12:50What does that mean?
00:12:52That I felt bad.
00:12:53Was there a particular time when you felt bad?
00:12:57Or you just felt bad in general?
00:13:02I don't know.
00:13:08All right.
00:13:09What was the poem about?
00:13:13My dad.
00:13:16Leaving.
00:13:19So, what happened when your dad left?
00:13:24Was it day or night?
00:13:27Night.
00:13:29Did he say goodbye to you when he left?
00:13:35Miss Denning, I want you to write about that day.
00:13:37In detail.
00:13:38Write about the weather.
00:13:39Write about what you were wearing, what you were thinking.
00:13:41Be specific.
00:13:44A whole world emerges from little details.
00:13:53For example, when we buried my son, I had forgotten to put in my contact lenses.
00:14:01And I stood over him before they closed the coffin, trying to fix him in my memory.
00:14:09I could see the, uh, the red from his sweater and, uh, his blue pants.
00:14:17And there was a scab on his forehead, um, that, uh, it hadn't healed.
00:14:22It was from a bicycle accident.
00:14:23And I could feel that scab when I kissed him.
00:14:26But when I looked at him, he was, well, he was out of focus.
00:14:34So, when your dad left, what were you doing?
00:14:41I don't remember.
00:14:44Okay.
00:14:48Forget that I'm here.
00:14:50Okay?
00:14:50I'm not here.
00:14:51Just close your eyes.
00:14:58Where are you standing?
00:15:03By my window.
00:15:06In my room.
00:15:08Uh, did your dad leave, uh, in a van or a taxi?
00:15:13A car.
00:15:14A car.
00:15:17What color was the car?
00:15:20Blue.
00:15:23Okay.
00:15:24Go on.
00:15:26You're on a voyage across an uncharted sea.
00:15:29You must believe that there is land beyond the horizon.
00:15:31What land remains is a question mark.
00:15:33But that is the mystery, the joy of discovery.
00:15:38He doesn't write that stuff to me.
00:15:40Maybe he'll ask you to the prom.
00:15:42Shut up.
00:16:05Hey!
00:16:07Mom wants to talk to you.
00:16:13Hi.
00:16:17She won't, she's on a hunger strike.
00:16:22Well, I can't make her.
00:16:56Hello?
00:17:01I thought your class was only till nine.
00:17:10Whatever.
00:17:33What the hell was if you were still?
00:17:42Good job.
00:17:43What was it?
00:17:44What was it?
00:17:44I'll be right back.
00:18:09Meg?
00:18:29Okay, you tell me.
00:18:35I don't know.
00:18:37Why not?
00:18:42What's funny?
00:18:45Nothing.
00:18:46Why did you laugh?
00:18:50I don't know.
00:18:52Are you afraid I'm going to tell you that your work stinks?
00:18:57Does it?
00:18:58What do you think?
00:19:01Probably. I don't know.
00:19:08Come back when you do.
00:19:12It doesn't stink.
00:19:17There's a line that I like.
00:19:21Which one?
00:19:25Lost leaves spin past the glass, but the trees don't go.
00:19:31They stay by my window.
00:19:34What about the rest of it?
00:19:36I could go deeper.
00:19:39Good for you.
00:19:42So, Meg, how are things going over at Seymour and Cedar?
00:19:46Fine.
00:19:49Did they say they were happy with her?
00:19:51Well, Steve hasn't called.
00:19:53Well, I guess that's good.
00:19:57You don't have school tomorrow. Do you know?
00:20:00No, honey, my interview is tomorrow.
00:20:04Why?
00:20:05Well, I just have this thing, this writing contest where we are going to read our stuff.
00:20:12What time?
00:20:14Um, after school.
00:20:17I don't know if I'll be able to make it.
00:20:19I don't know when I'll be done.
00:20:23I didn't call to confirm.
00:20:25It's all right. I talked to him this afternoon.
00:20:27Oh. Well, um, did he say who else he was considering?
00:20:30Hmm?
00:20:31Somebody in plastics.
00:20:33Hmm. A man or a woman?
00:20:36Dan, stop.
00:20:40Then you'll have to take the bus to Mrs. Rand's tomorrow, okay?
00:20:49Maybe when I get this job, we can all go out and celebrate, huh?
00:20:52The four of us?
00:20:59You sent down a thank you note?
00:21:01No.
00:21:02Oh, please do that.
00:21:03I didn't have to help you get that job.
00:21:09I'd like to read your story.
00:21:11It's not a story.
00:21:13Oh, well, I thought you said that.
00:21:14It's a poem.
00:21:16Well, I would like to read it.
00:21:23Georgia in the contest, too?
00:21:25Yeah.
00:21:27Well, maybe her mom can drop you off at Mrs. Rand's.
00:21:30I don't want to go there, Mom. Her house stinks.
00:21:32Thanks.
00:21:34Don't start.
00:21:37Don't go into a lot of trouble to get into this interview, and if I get that job, it'll be
00:21:41a lot more money for all of us.
00:21:42So, come. Don't be a pimp.
00:21:44Wish me luck.
00:21:46Good luck.
00:21:47Good girl.
00:21:59This is called Blue Car.
00:22:03I rode my bike past her old house.
00:22:06A rusty chair keeps your place on the lawn.
00:22:10Lily cuts holes in herself to hurt you.
00:22:13But you just won't bleed.
00:22:15Now she won't eat.
00:22:18Since you left, Mom doesn't say your name.
00:22:22But even gone, I remember your face.
00:22:25The way the sun stays bright when I shut my eyes.
00:22:29The way a torch whipping the dark leaves a long red scar.
00:22:34Some nights when I wake up, I forget where we are.
00:22:40From our apartment, I can't see the stars or the horizon.
00:22:46Only the road.
00:22:48I know it goes to wherever you are.
00:22:54Miss Denning?
00:22:56Do you have a second?
00:22:58Sure.
00:23:14Losing a contest doesn't mean you lack talent any more than winning one makes you Ezra Pound.
00:23:23Do you understand that?
00:23:29All of your life you'll be judged.
00:23:31Some people will love you.
00:23:33Some will say you stink.
00:23:36None of it matters.
00:23:38The opinions of these judges, your friends, your mother, me.
00:23:42What matters is the condition of your soul.
00:23:45That it remain intact.
00:23:48And that you stay strong and you keep doing the work no matter what.
00:23:52I will.
00:23:54No matter what?
00:23:56I will.
00:23:58I have to go.
00:23:59So, congratulations.
00:24:05I won?
00:24:06Yes, you did.
00:24:09So now, we have to talk about how to get you to the finals.
00:24:14Florida?
00:24:15Are you going to be there?
00:24:17Yeah, I'll be there.
00:24:22Okay.
00:24:23Miss Pound, you can go.
00:24:29I would actually be reporting directly to Don.
00:24:32Though, Frank would be my boss.
00:24:35So, when do you hear?
00:24:37Could be as soon as Monday.
00:24:45I know you've been picking up the slack lately.
00:24:48How does sperm get into the egg to fertilize it?
00:24:55I have some books at home.
00:24:56I've read those books.
00:24:58If the sperm is in the man's penis and then the egg is in that woman's urethus, so how do
00:25:05they come together?
00:25:34Did I give you permission to borrow my glass?
00:25:36But still, it is morning again this day.
00:25:38In the flowering trees, the birds take up their indifferent, elegant cries.
00:25:43Look around.
00:25:44Perhaps it isn't too late to make a fool of yourself again.
00:25:47Perhaps it isn't too late to flap your arms and cry out.
00:25:50To give one more cracked rendition of your singular aspirant song.
00:25:59Is this where they have it?
00:26:02Yep.
00:26:06Oh, you can hold on to that if you'd like.
00:26:12No lunch?
00:26:14No.
00:26:15Come on, here.
00:26:16Oh, no thanks.
00:26:17No, no, I will be offended if you don't.
00:26:24What kind of bread is this?
00:26:26Um, it's a rosemary.
00:26:28You've never had it before?
00:26:30Mm-mm.
00:26:33Um, tell your mom if she has any questions, she can call me.
00:26:40Do you think she'll be able to come with you?
00:26:43I, um, I haven't asked her yet.
00:26:46Well, if your family can't afford to send you, the school might consider.
00:26:49We can afford it.
00:26:52Blue car.
00:26:56Do you think I could win?
00:26:59The girl wants to win.
00:27:01Maybe I should write that here on the application.
00:27:04Well, no, maybe I should change my poem.
00:27:06Like, write about America.
00:27:08Write about something nice.
00:27:09No.
00:27:11You write what you care about.
00:27:18Can you read me some of your novel?
00:27:21What do you mean, my novel?
00:27:22Georgia told me.
00:27:25Oh.
00:27:26I'm not going to copy you or anything, you know, just for inspiration.
00:27:29Hmm.
00:27:34Um, okay.
00:27:42in one creative thought a thousand nights of love revive filling it with sublimity and exaltation
00:27:52and those who come together in the night in a rocking delight do an earnest work and gather
00:27:59sweetnesses gather depth and strength for the song of some coming poet who will arise to speak
00:28:07of ecstasies beyond telling and though they err and embrace blindly the future comes all the same
00:28:18it's beautiful
00:28:24sorry yeah i know what's up can i have some money for lunch
00:28:33hey this is uh this is my son rob big hi thanks
00:28:44i never realized here's your son that's my son ready or not the future comes all the same
00:28:59where's mom she took me to the doctor what do you do the usual
00:29:10we met dawn afterwards did she get the job
00:29:20so
00:29:29so
00:29:32so
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00:29:43so
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00:30:17i don't look like anyone
00:30:20not even myself
00:30:25he said not to indulge her when she gets hungry enough she'll he's a quack mom she hasn't had anything
00:30:31but water in two weeks
00:30:33she's probably eating at school
00:30:37maybe we could take her to florida over spring break it's a really good place for sick people
00:30:42i cannot afford the bills i have megan i can't take you on a vacation
00:30:47well if you get the job
00:30:48i'm not getting the job
00:30:54angels don't fall out of the sky
00:30:56they emerge from
00:30:57there is an angel within each one of you and he is your personal bridge to heaven
00:31:04this is the body of christ
00:31:08this is the body of christ
00:31:15blessed are the pure at heart for they shall see god
00:31:18i'm an angel
00:31:19the lord knows you are my child
00:31:25the body of christ
00:31:32the body of christ
00:31:44the body of christ
00:31:48the body of christ
00:32:24mr oster
00:32:27it's meg denning
00:32:30i'm sorry to bother you
00:32:33well i just wanted to talk
00:32:37my sister's not doing very well
00:32:41mr castron
00:32:41yeah
00:32:42i have a family emergency
00:32:43is it okay if i go home early
00:32:44my dad's here
00:32:45are there any customers upstairs
00:32:47no
00:32:47go ahead
00:32:48thank you
00:32:53megan she's gonna be okay
00:32:56i don't know
00:32:57no she will
00:32:58she's in the hospital now
00:33:00and they're gonna take very good care of her
00:33:07it's okay
00:33:08she's gonna be fine
00:33:12i'm gonna take her to florida
00:33:14everything's gonna be fine
00:33:17i'm not gonna listen to my mom
00:33:32you're gonna be okay
00:33:34yeah
00:33:38sorry if i um
00:33:40got stuff all over your shirt
00:33:43it's not a problem
00:33:50why are you so nice to me
00:33:55i mean i'm glad
00:34:01thanks for coming
00:34:04anytime
00:34:17where the hell have you been
00:34:18i forgot my backpack
00:34:19where were you
00:34:21work
00:34:23i called work
00:34:24they said that you were left with your father
00:34:26how did you get home
00:34:29a friend
00:34:32i've been driving around for two hours looking for you
00:34:36i called your father and he had absolutely no idea what i was talking about
00:34:41you want to go to florida
00:34:42i can't even trust you two miles from home
00:34:44get in
00:34:44you can go to school
00:34:48and to work
00:34:50and to the hospital
00:34:51that's it
00:34:53you will come straight home after work
00:34:55and if you don't
00:34:56then you don't get to work
00:34:57do you understand me
00:34:59when i find out who your little boyfriend is
00:35:01i'm gonna tell his parents
00:35:02he's an inconsiderate little brat
00:35:11unfortunately we do need your mother to co-sign for any withdrawals
00:35:14but it's my account
00:35:16that's the way the account was originally set up
00:35:20thank you
00:35:21i'm gonna tell him
00:35:23my husband
00:35:24i'm gonna tell him
00:35:43that's it
00:35:44thank you
00:35:45thank you
00:36:00I wish that you could stay with us.
00:36:02Do you guys drive?
00:36:03No, we fly.
00:36:05Unless Pat goes.
00:36:06But he's on Pearl, thank God.
00:36:10The four of us in one car for ten hours is basically hell.
00:36:13You know, you probably could stay with us.
00:36:16I don't think Tampa's very far from Siesta Beach.
00:36:18That way, all you'd have to do is pay for the airline ticket.
00:36:23I don't know these people.
00:36:25They're really nice.
00:36:29Did they invite us or is this just Georgia?
00:36:33Georgia said that she was going to ask her family.
00:36:37If you need to work, then, you know, I could take Lily and you can have a break.
00:36:41I don't know, Megan.
00:36:43I just...
00:36:47Hello?
00:36:49Could you close that door, honey?
00:36:52Yeah.
00:36:54Because I don't need you.
00:36:56No.
00:36:58You...
00:37:00What about my thing?
00:37:16Here.
00:37:19I got you some chocolate, too.
00:37:22Your favorite.
00:37:28They can make you disappear in the night.
00:37:32They break the doors and windows, and then they amputate the wings.
00:37:38Can you see them?
00:37:40What?
00:37:42Wings.
00:37:44They won't grow because there's invisible food in the tubes.
00:37:51Lily, you don't need wings.
00:37:54We're going to fly to Florida in a plane.
00:37:59The ceiling's too low.
00:38:17What do they say?
00:38:20They're going to move her.
00:38:22Where?
00:38:24The psychiatric wing.
00:38:34Hey.
00:38:35Everything okay at home?
00:38:36Oh, yeah.
00:38:37Yeah, everything's fine.
00:38:38Um, I was just wondering if it'd be possible to get my pay in cash this week.
00:38:43That could probably be arranged.
00:38:44Thanks a lot.
00:38:45You bet.
00:38:59When did you purchase these?
00:39:01A couple weeks ago.
00:39:02Mm-hmm.
00:39:03They were like $40 each.
00:39:05You bought them here?
00:39:06Yeah.
00:39:07This isn't our stock.
00:39:09Perhaps if you can find your receipt.
00:39:11I got them at the Beermans in Oak Meadow.
00:39:13I'm afraid I can't help you.
00:39:26No, no, no, no.
00:39:29No, no, no.
00:39:29You told me you were going to move it.
00:39:30And then the floor...
00:39:33Oh, God.
00:39:35Oh, God.
00:39:41It's...
00:39:41It's Lily then.
00:39:44the window it was open and she fell
00:39:49oh jesus god no we deliver her up to you oh lord to your arms and your mercy the 23rd
00:39:58psalm
00:39:58the lord is my shepherd i shall not want he makes me lie down in green pastures
00:40:04he leads me beside still waters he restores my soul he leads me in right paths for his name's sake
00:40:13133 psalm bless the lord all my soul and all that is
00:40:37i don't belong here
00:40:39stay away
00:40:39and who's fault is that
00:40:46exactly am i the one trying to turn the kids
00:40:49you just know that any part of our lives you never did
00:40:52stay away from us
00:40:54and you don't know what you're doing
00:40:56you don't know what you're doing
00:40:57you don't know what you're doing
00:40:57you don't know
00:41:11you don't know what you're doing
00:41:13you don't know what you're doing
00:41:14you see
00:41:14um
00:41:19you
00:42:14I'm going to work.
00:42:30I'm going to work.
00:43:12I'm going to work.
00:43:22Get out of my store.
00:43:24I need my money.
00:43:24Yeah, you should have thought of that before you stole from me.
00:43:26What are you talking...
00:43:27I didn't steal anything.
00:43:28Come on, get out of here anyway.
00:43:29No, I didn't steal anything.
00:43:31Asshole!
00:43:49What are you doing?
00:43:50Where are they?
00:43:52The things you stole.
00:43:54I didn't steal anything.
00:43:56I thought we were done with this.
00:43:59Get out of my room!
00:44:01When you contribute to the rent of this place, then it'll be your room.
00:44:06Hey, hey, that's my stuff.
00:44:10Go ahead, ground me.
00:44:12You're never even home.
00:44:13What are you going to do, hire an armed guard?
00:44:16I'm going to Florida or wherever else I want to go.
00:44:18It's none of your business.
00:44:20Then maybe you better find someplace else to live.
00:44:25Fine, I'll go live with Dad.
00:44:27Oh, good.
00:44:28You do that.
00:44:28You do that.
00:44:29You think he is so wonderful?
00:44:30You go see how you like it over there.
00:44:31At least he doesn't try to control everything I do.
00:44:34Your father doesn't give a shit about you.
00:44:38How many times did he come around here last year?
00:44:40What, three?
00:44:40He doesn't come here because of you!
00:44:42He can't even manage to pay the lousy $60 a week in child support he owes me!
00:44:47I am up to here, in debts, trying to give you a life I can't afford!
00:44:51I go to work 12 hours a day, and I go to school at night so that I can make
00:44:55life nice for you,
00:44:56and all that I ask is that you respect the few rules that I lay down.
00:44:59And when I stick my neck out to get you a job,
00:45:02you don't embarrass me in front of my friends.
00:45:05That's all you care about, isn't it?
00:45:07What?
00:45:08Your stupid friends!
00:45:09Stupid Dawn!
00:45:12You're an ungrateful brat.
00:45:37What do you think you're doing?
00:45:39You can't just pack her away into a storage unit like you did with Dad.
00:45:43Put her back in here.
00:45:44She's not yours, you fucking bitch!
00:46:15She's not yours!
00:46:23I'm sure your mother feels a tremendous grief, and, you know, to lose a child is, uh, well, my son
00:46:34Lucas was only four.
00:46:41Do you want to tell me how you feel?
00:46:47I don't know.
00:46:54How do you think your sister would feel if she lost you?
00:47:02Sad.
00:47:03Yeah.
00:47:06I don't know.
00:47:10Mad at her.
00:47:13Who would she be mad at?
00:47:17My mom.
00:47:20Well, why would she be mad at your mom?
00:47:27Do you think your mom could have saved her?
00:47:32Maybe I...
00:47:36Maybe I could have...
00:47:37This is not your fault.
00:47:40It's not your fault.
00:47:42I don't know.
00:47:42Come here.
00:47:44Frankie.
00:47:53I'm alive though.
00:47:54.
00:48:16You are very beautiful and you are
00:48:25and you are very...
00:48:33Listen, I should take some time, take all the time you need and you can stay here.
00:48:56Okay. All right. We'll be home in half an hour. All right. Bye.
00:49:01It's okay. You can stay with us.
00:49:03Every time we have a break, he comes...
00:49:07You ladies have a full evening planned? Huh? Sex, drugs and rock and roll?
00:49:12Pat's a delinquent. Pat's a delinquent.
00:49:15Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah.
00:49:17Do I detect a fellow fuck-up?
00:49:21So I was lifting credit cards because nobody ever checks that shit.
00:49:25I'd buy some stuff, okay, and I'd sell it for cash.
00:49:30Yeah. I've done a bunch of fucked-up shit that I'm not really proud of in my life,
00:49:33but, you know, now I'm really trying to make it up to the people I hurt, like my parents.
00:49:37They're so fucking cool. I'm sorry. But the fucking feds, okay, bust my ass in Vegas
00:49:41because some chick at the bank is supposed to tell the casino
00:49:43that I got some sort of line of credit set up, but instead she fucking bones me.
00:49:47Yeah. Do you believe that shit?
00:49:49She's my fucking French.
00:49:51But these motherfuckers, I'm sorry,
00:49:54cuff me, haul my ass down to jail, and my parents, they gotta fucking bail me out.
00:49:58Now, let me tell you something. You put that shit out there, it's coming back.
00:50:01You gotta set it straight. Seriously, it's like a boomerang.
00:50:04Well, I've done some things. Stole some things.
00:50:08Yeah? Well, you know, you just gotta try and find a balance.
00:50:11You know, you see a hungry guy? You give him some food, you know?
00:50:17Now, if I gotta take something from somebody, you know,
00:50:21I just gotta try and find a way to give something back.
00:50:23It's a give and take sort of thing.
00:50:26Yeah, I was trying to go to Florida.
00:50:29You going with my folks?
00:50:31No, no, I was trying to get the money so I could take a bus.
00:50:35You ever been on a bus before? Huh?
00:50:37Yeah, you're gonna sit beside some fat fucking bat, sorry, some fat guy, okay, for 14 hours.
00:50:44Forget about it, I'll take you.
00:50:45I'm heading down to the Bahamas, so when do you need to go?
00:50:49Well, I have this thing, this contest in a couple of days.
00:50:52Okay, I'll tell you.
00:50:54I don't have any money, but I could share the driving.
00:50:57Hey, don't worry about it, okay?
00:50:58If I need a favor, you know, you'll do it for me, right?
00:51:04What's the name on the prescription?
00:51:06Uh, Gross. G-R-O-S-S.
00:51:10Her first name is Doris.
00:51:12Um, do you know when he called it in?
00:51:14This morning.
00:51:16Um, hang on.
00:51:32You all right?
00:51:33Yeah, yeah.
00:51:34You sure?
00:51:35Let's go over here, see what you got.
00:51:37All right.
00:51:38Show me the goods.
00:51:40We got Vicita.
00:51:41Nice.
00:51:42Good score.
00:51:43People pay a lot of money for it.
00:51:45Oxycontin.
00:51:46Oh man, this stuff is so good, you know why?
00:51:48It fucks you up, okay?
00:51:51Xenocal.
00:51:52Fat people love this stuff, and that kind of...
00:51:55What the...
00:51:55I have no idea what the hell that is.
00:51:57Come on, look in here.
00:51:59We got Viagra and contraception diaphragm.
00:52:03Nice.
00:52:05I don't know what these people are up to, huh?
00:52:07Good job, partner.
00:52:10Let's go to the bank.
00:52:29The day I started GA, some dude says to me,
00:52:31going straight takes falls.
00:52:33So I got me some.
00:52:35There you are.
00:52:36Mad money for the lady.
00:52:40Give and take.
00:52:42Oh, my.
00:52:45Oh, my.
00:52:48Oh.
00:52:49Oh, my.
00:52:49What's up?
00:52:52Oh, my.
00:52:55Oh, my.
00:52:56Oh, my.
00:52:57Oh, my.
00:53:19You have the, uh, hour to write, um, then please put your journals in the box, and, uh,
00:53:27uh, bon vacance.
00:53:45I was gonna leave you a note.
00:53:57Guess I'll just see you in Florida.
00:54:07Is something wrong?
00:54:14I tell you everything.
00:54:22Did I do something?
00:54:27Come here.
00:54:59I wish I could show you how I feel.
00:55:18Hey!
00:55:19Hey!
00:55:19Whoa!
00:55:19Um, thank you for helping me.
00:55:22Yeah, that's great.
00:55:23Uh, well, I tie, uh, it's real nice.
00:55:26I'm gonna have to get myself a shirt.
00:55:28So what are we leaving?
00:55:29Crack it on.
00:55:30Okay.
00:55:30Okay.
00:55:31Yeah, so why don't you get your bonnets to bed?
00:55:33All right.
00:55:34Good night.
00:55:34Good night.
00:55:35Good night.
00:55:52Good night.
00:55:52When was the last time you saw him?
00:55:55Last night.
00:55:56Did he give you any, uh, indication as to where he was going?
00:56:00No.
00:56:02So just the, uh, the jewelry, uh, coins, and the car.
00:56:07Anything else?
00:56:08Some silver.
00:56:13Oh, my stupid idiot brother.
00:56:15What happened?
00:56:16He skipped his parole.
00:56:18So maybe he's gonna come back.
00:56:20He's not coming back.
00:56:21He took my dad's watch collection and my mother's heirloom silver.
00:56:26What time are you guys going to the airport?
00:56:29We're not going.
00:56:50Oh.
00:57:00Yeah.
00:57:11Look it up.
00:57:13Hey, man.
00:57:13Oh, my God.
00:57:26I'll give you 75.
00:57:28That's with the jacket and the bike.
00:57:30That's a diamond.
00:57:32Yeah, but see that little brown spot?
00:57:34That ain't worth nothing.
00:58:06That ain't worth nothing.
00:58:17Just a cock.
00:58:47That ain't worth nothing.
00:58:51Everywhere the world is calling hell.
00:58:55You keep your head and don't look down.
00:59:00You don't look down.
00:59:02No, you just fly.
00:59:04You keep your head and don't look down.
00:59:16Is this where the poaching contest is?
00:59:17Yes, it is.
00:59:18How much are the rooms?
00:59:19They start at about $189.
00:59:21The front desk is this way.
00:59:22Oh, no, it's okay.
00:59:23I'm at another hotel.
00:59:24You keep your head and don't look down.
00:59:24I'm at another hotel.
00:59:27I'm at another hotel.
00:59:41I'm at another hotel.
00:59:44There's room to come.
00:59:44I'm at another hotel.
00:59:46You're on the hotel.
00:59:50And you're on the hotel.
00:59:54You're on the hotel.
00:59:54Oh, my God.
01:00:32Oh, it's great.
01:00:33I should go in.
01:00:35It's great.
01:00:36Here.
01:00:37I can do it.
01:00:38No, you never do.
01:00:39Hi.
01:00:41Hey.
01:00:42Miss Denning.
01:00:45You all know one another?
01:00:47Miss Denning's in my AP English.
01:00:50Oh.
01:00:51You're here for the contest?
01:00:52Yeah.
01:00:53Would you like to join us?
01:00:55Huh?
01:00:56Yeah, come on.
01:00:57Here.
01:00:57Pull up a towel.
01:00:58I don't know if that's allowed, Tony.
01:01:01Fraternizing with the contestants before the big event.
01:01:03I am the very soul of objectivity.
01:01:06Right.
01:01:08I'm Delia.
01:01:09Pleased to meet you.
01:01:10Come along, little fish.
01:01:12Now?
01:01:13Get your water wings on.
01:01:14Come on.
01:01:24When did you get here?
01:01:26Oh, just last night.
01:01:29You missed the gala opening night festivities.
01:01:32Yeah.
01:01:34I missed seeing you there.
01:01:40You don't like the sun?
01:01:41I like it too much.
01:01:47Your ex seems nice.
01:01:49She can be.
01:01:53You're a little wimpy boy.
01:01:55Please.
01:01:57Okay.
01:01:58Let's have some drinks.
01:02:01Rob.
01:02:02The barrage.
01:02:04All the beer.
01:02:06Oh, I'm sorry.
01:02:07What's your name?
01:02:08Meg.
01:02:09Meg.
01:02:10Here.
01:02:10Why don't you and Meg go in search of drinks?
01:02:13And Meg can change.
01:02:16Okay.
01:02:27Okay.
01:02:46Let the relaxation begin.
01:02:50Who wants to play a game?
01:02:53You're going to cheat like you always do?
01:02:54Oh, I never cheat.
01:02:56I've never cheated in my life.
01:02:57I'm constitutionally incapable of cheating.
01:03:01Of course, I am a sore loser.
01:03:02Yeah.
01:03:03That's different.
01:03:08So what kind of things do you write?
01:03:10Holmes?
01:03:12Holmes?
01:03:13Holmes.
01:03:15Dear, it's pronounced poem.
01:03:18Delia.
01:03:19What?
01:03:21I thought she'd want to know.
01:03:23Oh, I'm sorry.
01:03:24You're her teacher.
01:03:28Well, I'm sure Meg would like to go swimming with you.
01:03:31Darling.
01:03:33Darling.
01:03:47Would you like me to walk you home?
01:03:50Sure.
01:03:51Okay.
01:03:52Just let me get a sweater.
01:03:54Bye.
01:04:09What time are you going out tonight?
01:04:12Night.
01:04:14You boys are going to behave yourselves.
01:04:16Probably not.
01:04:28You okay?
01:04:34Right as rave.
01:04:36Fine as what?
01:04:38Finish it.
01:04:41All right.
01:04:53You're a lovely girl.
01:04:56Thanks.
01:04:58You're welcome.
01:05:01Good luck in the contest tomorrow.
01:05:08I'm sure you'll do very well.
01:05:18I might do a little work.
01:05:21Bravo.
01:05:26Your wife seems really smart.
01:05:29She is.
01:05:31She's also extremely unhappy.
01:05:36We've known each other for a long time.
01:05:41Well, since we were children, really.
01:05:44Younger than you.
01:05:49Does that make you feel uncomfortable?
01:05:52No.
01:05:55You should put this sweater on.
01:05:56You look cold.
01:06:14All right.
01:06:25What's funny?
01:06:27I don't know.
01:06:31It just feels funny.
01:06:34Good.
01:06:35Funny.
01:06:41I have a friend who, uh, is going to come down tomorrow.
01:06:45He edits the art in review.
01:06:47I'm going to talk to him about publishing your new improved blue car.
01:06:53I have something for you.
01:06:55What?
01:06:56It's kind of stupid, but...
01:07:00What is this?
01:07:05I have a tie.
01:07:07I probably don't even wear ties.
01:07:13I don't even wear ties.
01:07:33I don't even wear ties.
01:07:58Is this for you, right?
01:08:04No, okay, yeah, yeah
01:08:29You warm now?
01:08:31Yeah
01:08:32Yeah?
01:08:44Oh, you are so beautiful
01:09:02Come here
01:09:04You alright?
01:09:10Yeah
01:09:40Will you lie down with me?
01:10:03Are you okay?
01:10:04Yeah
01:10:08Do you want me?
01:10:11No
01:10:12Do you want me?
01:10:18Say yes
01:10:20Say yes
01:10:21Say yes
01:10:24Do you want me?
01:10:38Come on
01:10:39Come on
01:10:41Come on
01:10:53Come on
01:10:54Come on
01:10:54Come on
01:10:59Come on
01:11:00Come on
01:11:30So, let's go.
01:12:30So, let's go.
01:12:33Let's go.
01:13:04Do you need me to walk you home?
01:13:06No, it's okay.
01:13:14What's your book about?
01:13:20It's about an old man who falls for a young girl.
01:13:25Really?
01:13:28You don't believe me?
01:13:31How does it end?
01:13:37They make love and he is transformed.
01:13:44Make me proud tomorrow.
01:13:47No.
01:13:49Strike that.
01:13:51Make yourself proud.
01:13:54And fame and fortune will follow.
01:14:10Good night, Debbie.
01:14:12Good night.
01:14:13Good night.
01:14:17Are you sure you don't want something to eat?
01:14:21No, thanks.
01:14:22I'm fine.
01:14:23Hey, Ricky.
01:14:24Yeah?
01:14:24Make me some pancakes, will ya?
01:14:26And put some bacon on the side.
01:14:28Do you like bacon?
01:14:29It's okay.
01:14:30I'm not hungry.
01:14:31And real syrup, too.
01:14:32None of that fake crap.
01:14:43Oh, wait, I need that.
01:14:44The napkin?
01:14:45Oh, I'm sorry, honey.
01:14:46I'm just trying to get some of this stuff out of your way.
01:14:49I never got a check.
01:14:51Oh, don't worry about it.
01:14:56Meg Dunning?
01:14:59Sue Axman?
01:15:03Sally Janet?
01:15:04Amy Parker.
01:15:10It's him.
01:15:15It's him.
01:15:41Good luck.
01:15:46So do not look up to me, my friend.
01:15:49For now, I realize that growing up is nothing more than knowing your own size.
01:15:56Thank you, guys.
01:16:24This poem, poem, is for Mr. Oster.
01:16:36It's called Now That I've Read Your Book.
01:16:41I've memorized the lines.
01:16:43It was easy.
01:16:45The dirty white pages, a margin of fancy designs.
01:16:49You draw outlines of inverted hearts.
01:16:54But mine's real.
01:16:56Not a valentine.
01:17:01As for the details...
01:17:14As for the details...
01:17:17Fiction, fiction, fiction, lies, lies.
01:17:20I am the coming poet who will arise.
01:17:23Crippled Phoenix, I fly up from your bed of ashes.
01:17:27When my dad left...
01:17:30I cut off my hands and sewed up my eyes.
01:17:35But that didn't keep me from reaching for you.
01:17:39Thank you for the gold star and your leaving.
01:17:43Blue car, gold star, the leaving is a gift I will always hang on to.
01:19:06Oh, this is it.
01:19:40Hello?
01:19:41Hi, um, is my dad there?
01:19:45Hello.
01:19:47Hi, dad, it's, um, it's Meg.
01:20:09I called dad.
01:20:12I know.
01:20:15Maybe it'll be better for a while.
01:20:19I'm sorry.
01:20:23Me too.
01:20:24I know.
01:20:25I know.
01:20:49I know.
01:20:52I know.
01:20:55I know he's not perfect, but I need him too.
01:20:59I know.
01:21:01I know.
01:21:01I know.
01:21:21I know.
01:21:28I know.
01:21:29I know.
01:21:31I know.
01:21:44I know.
01:21:50I know.
01:21:51I know.
01:21:52I know.
01:21:52I know.
01:21:53I know.
01:21:54I know.
01:21:57I know.
01:22:23That it?
01:22:25Yeah.
01:22:30Do you remember when we drove into the country that one time, to the place where they
01:22:36sell penny candy, and it was you, me, Lily, and Mom, and we were driving over the bumps
01:22:46on the road so fast it felt like we were flying?
01:22:53I like this car.
01:23:01This old car likes you too.
01:23:20Today the sun almost shines.
01:23:26Can you feel the sun?
01:23:30Have you been bleeding all this time?
01:23:36Soon spring will come, is a trick of mind.
01:23:45Can you feel the sun?
01:23:50Today the sun almost shines.
01:23:56Can you feel it?
01:24:01And I am awake, on your side?
01:24:12That you may not believe
01:24:18And I know it's better
01:24:26An insane ride
01:24:31But I'm always on your side
01:24:37I'm always on your side
01:24:41I'm always on your side
01:24:52If we should go this time
01:24:58Then the living's done
01:25:01We should go this time
01:25:08I'm always on your side
01:25:12We should give up, try
01:25:18Then the living's done
01:25:22We should go this time
01:25:27And what's the use been
01:25:33And I am always on your side
01:25:43That you may not believe
01:25:53And I know it's better
01:25:58An insane ride
01:26:02But I am always on your side
01:26:08I am always on your side
01:26:13I am always on your side
01:26:18I am always on your side
01:26:23I am always on your side
01:26:33I am always on your side
01:26:38I am always on your side
01:26:42I am always on your side
01:26:47I am always on your side
01:26:53I am always on your side
01:26:58I am always on your side
01:27:07I am always on your side
01:27:12I am always on your side
01:27:16I am always on your side
01:27:17I am always on your side
01:27:17I am always on your side
01:27:17I'm always on your side
01:27:22I'm always, I'm always on your side
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