00:00i want to end it so bad damn damn it's got to that point you want to end it so
00:06bad
00:07yo whatever you're going through please don't end it you feel me you feel me please don't end it we
00:15need you here in this world you feel me we need you here in this world i don't know why
00:20we need
00:20you here but just know we need you here you feel me you got a purpose you feel me keep
00:24searching
00:25for your purpose and you are gonna find it you feel me don't end it you feel me okay it
00:29says it's
00:30not like i'm depressed or anything i don't mind my life actually hold on you're not depressed you
00:37don't mind your life why do you want to end it let's keep finding out okay so it said but
00:41what's
00:42the point of living i don't have any actual reason to it's been very boring and annoying damn this
00:49nigga this nigga asking what's the point of living bro the only time i ask what's the point of living
00:54is when i am at my lowest lowest lowest lowest lowest lowest lowest lowest of low you feel me
01:00that's the only time i ask what's the point of living and plus sometimes when i ask myself what's
01:05the point of living you feel me a wise man gave me an advice that always stick to me you
01:11feel me he
01:11told me life is like a mystery to live not a puzzle to solve you feel me yeah so a
01:16wise man once told
01:18me that life is like a mystery to live not a puzzle to solve you feel me so every time
01:22i think about
01:23shit like that it's like yeah you feel me this shit is a mystery you feel me i gotta keep
01:27going
01:27i i gotta keep going i gotta see how this shit gonna end out you feel me but yeah okay
01:32so he
01:32says okay it's too much work to be alive hey he ain't lying about that part you feel me he
01:39ain't
01:39lying about that part you feel me it's too much work being alive you feel me there is no work
01:44at
01:45all being dead not saying i want to be dead hell nah you feel me i don't want to you
01:52feel me i want
01:53to be above the ground and above the water you feel me i don't want to be below the ground
01:57you
01:58feel me but he ain't lying though you feel me it's too much work being alive bro you feel me
02:02yes i
02:03have caring parents and my caring friends who will maybe miss me but i don't really care you have
02:11caring friends and you have caring parents that's gonna miss you but you don't really care savage
02:16savage this dude is a savage bro at the end of the day don't and don't end it bro you
02:21feel me
02:22do not end it you feel me do not end it this is the reason why i told you guys
02:27send me y'all
02:27confession so you feel me so i can go ahead and you know just just be like a priest you
02:33feel me
02:34even though i'm not on date i can be like a priest and i can be like no don't do
02:37that you shall be
02:39blessed my child everything shall be well with you my child but nah don't end it man you feel me
02:43okay he says you don't really care you feel me
02:48i don't really care don't get me wrong i love my friends but deep down i don't care about anyone
02:55damn he said he love his friends but he don't care about anyone i act i act nice and care
03:02for them but
03:02i really really don't care hey listen man hey i ain't gonna lie man i've been down that road you
03:07feel me i've been down that road sometimes you feel me it's just some people you just gotta pretend act
03:12nice and caring to them even though you genuinely don't give a fuck about your feelings or you don't
03:17give a fuck about that you feel me but enough with that man you feel me he said okay the
03:22only reason
03:23i haven't yet is because my mom will be alone and she will be sad you think you think your
03:30mom will be
03:30alone first of all your mom ain't gonna be alone my boy you feel me your mom is not gonna
03:34be alone
03:35you feel me yeah your mom your mom might cry for the few weeks the second week the third week
03:40you
03:40feel me but at some point you feel me she's gonna get her groove back you feel me remember when
03:45stella got her groove back at some point she's gonna get her groove back and i tell you what man
03:50she's gonna hit them clubs she's gonna hit them dancing john you feel me she's gonna find somebody
03:56and next thing you know one thing gonna leave to another and she's gonna have another baby you feel
04:02me and all you are gonna be is a freaking memory so don't do that shit you feel me don't
04:08do that
04:09okay he says i think it's just because i don't have any real hobbies to make myself feel like
04:16i am accomplishing something but even back when i did i wouldn't have mine dying then damn this
04:25this guy man this guy bro this guy said maybe because the reason is he doesn't have a hobby or
04:32something you feel me to make him feel fulfilled that might want to make him accomplish something
04:39but back then even when he did he still thought about that's crazy bro that's crazy bro that's crazy
04:49yo yo that shit is never the option bro that shit is never the easy way out bro i'm telling
04:58you bro
04:58like that shit is never never bro you feel me bro over here we on earth bro everything litty bro
05:06you
05:06feel me don't get it wrong you feel me don't get it twisted you feel me this shit is like
05:10a roller coaster
05:11you feel me you got your highest of highs you got your lowest of lows but at the end of
05:17the day that's
05:17what life is all about my nigga you feel me we don't know what the hell is on the other
05:23side
05:23you don't know what's on the other side you feel me don't try to be rushing to go try to
05:28go find out
05:29you feel me nah you don't want to do that you feel me you don't know what's on the other
05:34side you don't
05:34know what's waiting for you chill my nigga stay over here you feel me live to at least 500 years
05:42old if
05:42you can you feel me at least 700 years old if you can you feel me before then you can
05:48be like okay you
05:49know what i'm ready to check out but you feel me in the meantime nah bro life is good my
05:55nigga you
05:55feel me it might not be good at this moment in time but believe me trust me when i say
06:01this it gets
06:02better it gets great you feel me you just gotta put in some work that's all okay so he says
06:08well i
06:09honestly don't see anything bad about it you don't see anything bad about checking out you don't see
06:15anything bad about checking out bro i can list so many things bad about checking out you feel me
06:20the first things is number one you you you finna go pay for your sins bro you feel me all
06:26the sins
06:26you been committing on this earth you finna go pay for that shit and that's that's just not the part
06:31you feel me that's just not it you feel me the main one two is you're gonna be laying six
06:37feet
06:37underground with maggots all in your asshole maggots all in your asshole you feel me you don't want
06:45that at least that one is your time you feel me that one is your time you feel me honestly
06:50i don't
06:51see anything bad about it what's stopping me from just doing it right now i think i will help my
06:57mom
06:58for a while until she's good on her own then go through with it savage savage yeah he's not gonna
07:06do
07:06it man he's not gonna do it after all the words of encouragement i just gave him he's not gonna
07:11do
07:11it man you feel me because the fact that he's over here talking about he's gonna wait for his mom
07:16for
07:17a while until she's gonna feel good he's gonna he's not gonna do it man you feel me because i
07:21and plus i
07:22kind of like that you feel me i like the fact that he's not gonna do it i'm rooting for
07:26him i don't
07:26want him to do it you know and in the long run you know in the long run the more
07:31his mom keeps
07:32doing better keeps doing great you know he's gonna find all the joyful meaning in his life
07:37especially if he do get a partner you feel me that really really loves him cares about him and you
07:44feel me it's also there to cherish his life with him he's not gonna go through with it you feel
07:49me
07:49and i also genuinely don't want him to go through with it you feel me but yeah man this is
07:56the end of
07:57the episode man you feel me this is the confession show go ahead and send me your confession let me
08:02tell you it shall be well with you everything shall be good with you better yet send me your
08:08deepest darkest secret let me read them out to the internet you feel me to the internet the internet
08:16might judge you you feel me but i ain't gonna judge you you feel me this is a judgment-free
08:21zone
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