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Love After Lockup S7e10
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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:03Supposed to go pick Brady up in three days.
00:00:05He was the guy stealing off my truck.
00:00:07He was the guy telling us who was stealing off your truck.
00:00:11So he's going to go from street thug to prison to...
00:00:14To husband, yeah.
00:00:16I proposed to Garrison while I was in prison,
00:00:18and we got married by proxy on the phone.
00:00:20Your baby daddy's coming home.
00:00:22That's disgusting.
00:00:24She can't wait to get a hotel.
00:00:26Ew.
00:00:27I feel good.
00:00:28I'm ready to see my baby.
00:00:30I met Felicia on the pen pal site.
00:00:33I've been incarcerated since I was 17.
00:00:35You don't know how to be in no relationship.
00:00:37Don't break my girl's heart.
00:00:39I will come after you.
00:00:41All right, there's a van.
00:00:41This is going to be the first time we've ever seen each other in person.
00:00:45There she is.
00:00:49What idiot marries somebody in jail?
00:00:52Me and Haley met in high school.
00:00:54After I was incarcerated, we came back to each other.
00:00:56Didn't go through.
00:01:27I guess I am paying.
00:01:29I'm paying.
00:01:29They never even met each other in real life.
00:01:32Honestly, I think there's no chance that he's in love with Carrington.
00:01:38Who is Carrington?
00:01:43It has been a whole year since I've been dating my man Damar.
00:01:47Oh my God.
00:01:48I just love him.
00:01:49Like, I call him my twin.
00:01:50I think about Tuesday.
00:01:52Wow, I can't wait to see you for real.
00:01:53Don't lie to me.
00:01:55Me and Damar, it's like we're like twin flames or something.
00:01:57I'm so happy, babe.
00:01:58I can't wait to see you.
00:01:59I love Gigi and I love Bonita.
00:02:01I always said I wanted 10 children.
00:02:03I'm a big family man.
00:02:04So I do plan on me being a one big happy family.
00:02:09But they don't know about each other.
00:02:11So I'm actually telling one woman that I'm getting released on my actual release date
00:02:15and the other that I'm going to get released the next day.
00:02:17I want my buttercream cake.
00:02:19I want the icing on top.
00:02:21I want to eat it too, y'all.
00:02:35Wow.
00:02:36I don't know what to wear.
00:02:38I don't want to like overdress, but then I don't want to look basic.
00:02:43Like my man is coming home, dude.
00:02:47Call me ranch, because I be dressing.
00:02:49I got one thing on my mind.
00:02:52Too late, I just crossed the line.
00:02:53But I'm feeling good and looking fine.
00:02:56Hell yeah, that's right.
00:02:58Beth.
00:03:00Hi, Mitch.
00:03:03Where you at?
00:03:05Hi.
00:03:05Hi.
00:03:06You look cute.
00:03:10This is the gentleman.
00:03:12You always look cute.
00:03:13I need help.
00:03:14OK.
00:03:15I don't know what to wear.
00:03:17Jeez.
00:03:18Straight to her.
00:03:18You ready?
00:03:19Hopefully, I'll be picking Devon up tomorrow morning.
00:03:22And I still can't believe it.
00:03:25Just to be comfortable.
00:03:26But I don't know if I should be comfortable or look.
00:03:30You need to look good.
00:03:33I just want to do everything with him.
00:03:36I really want to wear this.
00:03:38Yes.
00:03:39OK, but what?
00:03:40With just a bra and a thong under it.
00:03:43I love that idea.
00:03:46The man want to rub a thigh.
00:03:47It's been three years, girl.
00:03:50It's been 13 months since I had sex.
00:03:53I know for a fact Devon is going to be a Minuteman.
00:03:56He's been gone for too long.
00:03:57But I told him he only got a couple passes,
00:04:00because I don't got time for that .
00:04:03Oh my gosh, I'll pick him up tomorrow.
00:04:06Let me see what my countdown say.
00:04:0811 hours, 16 minutes, and 20 seconds until Daddy's home.
00:04:1311 hours is crazy.
00:04:16Yay!
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:22I'll tell you first, yeah.
00:04:25All right.
00:04:25Yay!
00:04:28My baby!
00:04:30My baby!
00:04:36Give me some love here.
00:04:38How are you doing?
00:04:39All right.
00:04:40All right.
00:04:40Hello, hello, hello, hello.
00:04:42Momo was on his way home.
00:04:45I can't wait for him to get here tomorrow,
00:04:47and we'll be enjoying him.
00:04:49But I do feel guilty.
00:04:50As a woman, I feel guilty, yeah.
00:04:53Devon wants me to lie about the release date,
00:04:55so he can spend time with Gigi.
00:04:59I don't want to get in nobody else's business.
00:05:02I'm just going to be cordial, help Devon
00:05:04whenever he needs my assistance.
00:05:07And that's my plans.
00:05:10So how are you doing?
00:05:11You doing OK?
00:05:13Yeah, I mean, outside of me, just working.
00:05:15Trying to be there for the money.
00:05:16Yeah.
00:05:17And he's actually is on his way.
00:05:19How many times have we had this full circle going together?
00:05:21Man, it's been trying some time.
00:05:22I hope we break the chain.
00:05:23I hope we break the chain this time.
00:05:24Yeah.
00:05:25OK.
00:05:25Yeah, but I got faith in her.
00:05:30My mother, she know what to say, what not to say.
00:05:33Like, me and her are not rehearsing,
00:05:34but we talk about things on the regular.
00:05:37She don't got no bad intentions.
00:05:39She go and help until I can figure my out.
00:05:42That's all she be wanting, you feel me?
00:05:46I'm going to tell you something.
00:05:47I think on this go around...
00:05:49He ready.
00:05:50Oh, that's him?
00:05:52Uh-huh.
00:05:53Oh, wow.
00:05:54I'm excited.
00:05:55I'm scared that my man is falling home.
00:05:58I just really wish I had, like, a remote to fast forward time
00:06:00so I can just be outside the jail waiting for my man.
00:06:03Chop, chop.
00:06:04Chop.
00:06:07Hey, Maureen.
00:06:07I'm sitting here with your mother and Mr.
00:06:09Hey, son.
00:06:09How we in?
00:06:10Hey, hey.
00:06:12It's OK.
00:06:12How you doing there?
00:06:14Hey, son.
00:06:14That's going to work.
00:06:15Huh?
00:06:16They don't even play real, like, the doors open up,
00:06:19and they really need help me to come on this time to go.
00:06:22Yes.
00:06:23And I'm going to tell you the thing, too.
00:06:24You know, the thing that's going to always resonate with you
00:06:26is those bars shutting.
00:06:27For the last time.
00:06:29Oh, it's going to be definitely open.
00:06:30Yeah.
00:06:34What are you cooking?
00:06:36For the mine?
00:06:37He wanted lamb chops.
00:06:41Asparagus.
00:06:42And I think he said...
00:06:44Some henny.
00:06:45Yes.
00:06:46Don't forget the henny.
00:06:48You think his big mother's going to be cooking for him
00:06:50with somebody else?
00:06:51I'm going to kick his ass.
00:06:54It's only a matter of time before they find out
00:06:56what's going on.
00:06:57But I do plan on being in a pile of leadership.
00:07:02I hope they with this and daddy going line us all in.
00:07:06You feel me?
00:07:07Because we trying to make daddy happy.
00:07:09Hurry.
00:07:09What am I going to do?
00:07:11Share locations.
00:07:12If we trust each other, why would we have to do that?
00:07:17Comfort?
00:07:18Reinsurance?
00:07:19I don't know.
00:07:21I just know my man coming home.
00:07:24It's still 11 hours?
00:07:25I'm finna be on top of this table.
00:07:27I'm finna be like this.
00:07:28Get on it.
00:07:29I'm finna be like this.
00:07:30He finna be between my legs.
00:07:32Arch your back.
00:07:33Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:07:36Move, move, move, move.
00:07:38Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:07:40Auntie out of breath.
00:07:41Auntie.
00:07:44We have 60 seconds remaining.
00:07:46They're going to be between one and three on Tuesday.
00:07:50I want to make sure that both me and
00:07:52about the country, we'll be able to come to see after that.
00:07:55All right.
00:07:56I'll make sure that's happening.
00:07:57We can't wait to see you.
00:07:59We can't wait to see you.
00:08:00And we can't wait to see the next chapter.
00:08:02That part.
00:08:03The next chapter for sure.
00:08:04We believe in you.
00:08:06All right?
00:08:07We definitely believe in you.
00:08:07You got to stay strong this time around.
00:08:09Stay grounded.
00:08:10All right.
00:08:11I miss you.
00:08:12I miss you too.
00:08:12I'll see you when I see you, Vic.
00:08:16What's it been like for you guys to have to hold this secret?
00:08:19Truthfully, it bothers me.
00:08:20But for the sake of peace, you know, I'm willing to be silent,
00:08:26cordial, you know.
00:08:27And once he gets home, hey, he's on his own.
00:08:30Yeah.
00:08:32Oh, come in home.
00:08:34Oh, come in home.
00:08:35Oh, come in home.
00:08:37Woo!
00:08:38Yay!
00:08:45Oh, wait, there's a van.
00:08:47Yes!
00:08:47Yes!
00:08:48There she is!
00:08:50Oh, there, there.
00:08:51That's the van.
00:08:52Woo!
00:08:54Woo!
00:08:56Woo!
00:08:56Woo!
00:09:00Woo!
00:09:01Woo!
00:09:02Woo!
00:09:05Woo!
00:09:05Woo!
00:09:07Woo!
00:09:07Woo!
00:09:08Woo!
00:09:08Woo!
00:09:08Woo!
00:09:08Woo!
00:09:09Woo!
00:09:13Woo!
00:09:15Felicia engaging with her family.
00:09:17I'm loving all of it, man.
00:09:19I love you.
00:09:21Let's go, sister.
00:09:23I waited six years to see her.
00:09:25I need to hold my mom and dad, y'all.
00:09:27Her family's been waiting longer.
00:09:30I'm letting them all enjoy this moment, you know?
00:09:39I know.
00:09:43I know.
00:09:44I know.
00:09:47to be free finally after nine years.
00:09:50I know.
00:09:52It's just too good to be true.
00:09:54It's just, it don't even feel like it's real.
00:09:56I love you.
00:09:57I love you.
00:10:00The single thing I missed most, spending time with my family.
00:10:06Hey, mom, I look like you.
00:10:08My mother and father didn't visit me while I was in prison
00:10:11because they had warrants.
00:10:14Everything was virtual.
00:10:17So now I just want to hug my mama.
00:10:23Oh, God. Oh, God. I'm so happy.
00:10:27Oh, God. I'm so happy.
00:10:31We fought for so long.
00:10:34God.
00:10:35It was a fight.
00:10:36It was a fight to get here.
00:10:40She got caught up at the wrong place the wrong time,
00:10:43and that child had to spend 10 years.
00:10:46Her first offense.
00:10:48Who does that?
00:10:49Mm-mm.
00:10:50No judge.
00:10:52No judge.
00:10:52Does that?
00:10:53Not to a 17-year-old girl.
00:10:55I love you beautiful.
00:10:57I love you so much, God.
00:11:01I just don't know.
00:11:03I've been getting into trouble since I was born.
00:11:06If I was a vegetable, I think I'd be a red pepper
00:11:08because I just got so much spice to me.
00:11:11So since I was younger, like, even in elementary school,
00:11:15I would throw fits.
00:11:16I love you.
00:11:18I love you.
00:11:19I love you.
00:11:21I love you.
00:11:22I love you.
00:11:22I love you.
00:11:22At least these are good tears.
00:11:23You know?
00:11:24Tears are joy.
00:11:25For sure.
00:11:25Like, for real.
00:11:27The relief.
00:11:28Yeah.
00:11:29Growing up in New Orleans, I got deeper into the crowds
00:11:32and the street and the nightlife and things like that.
00:11:35And nine years ago, I was 17 when I caught my own robbery charge.
00:11:40The person that ended up getting robbed
00:11:42was somebody I went to school with.
00:11:46Not only did he say he was out at gunpoint,
00:11:48he also stated that I'm the one who set him up and called him.
00:11:52In the state of Louisiana, you 17, you're considered an adult.
00:11:56If I would have took it to trial,
00:11:58I could have got any time between 10 to 99,
00:12:01so I'm just going to take my 10 years and just move forward.
00:12:05Hey, beautiful man.
00:12:08Hey.
00:12:10Hey.
00:12:12Hey.
00:12:15Hey.
00:12:17Hey.
00:12:18Hey.
00:12:19Hey.
00:12:20Hey.
00:12:21Hey.
00:12:22Hey.
00:12:25Hey.
00:12:32Hey.
00:12:32Hey.
00:12:33Hey, a little bit.
00:12:34She's very gorgeous.
00:12:39Eyes, hair, a booty.
00:12:43Even in them damn sweats, man.
00:12:46She look beautiful.
00:12:47Hey, this is my boy DJ right here.
00:12:49Hey, nice to meet you.
00:12:50Nice to meet you.
00:12:51Especially under the circumstances.
00:12:53That's true.
00:12:53This is good.
00:12:54Yeah, let's go.
00:12:56I think Rach is an amazing person.
00:13:00I'm so glad you're here.
00:13:02Thank you so much.
00:13:04The most exciting thing is being next to him and my family.
00:13:07Hey, y'all forgot I got released?
00:13:10Oh, yes, yes!
00:13:11Letting them relearn me and see me as a woman now.
00:13:14Them embracing that, and me embracing my family and him.
00:13:17All right, listen, what's, like, the first thing you want to eat?
00:13:20Like, have you thought about that?
00:13:22I don't know what I want.
00:13:23Girl, like, that's crazy.
00:13:25I'm going to take up anything you put in front of me.
00:13:26No, yeah, for sure.
00:13:27I'm just blessed to be free.
00:13:29And we all here.
00:13:30How about we all go to the Italian restaurant
00:13:33about 20 minutes down, and I'm going
00:13:35to ride with y'all to the restaurant,
00:13:37and then I'm going to ride with you to New Orleans.
00:13:40So that's what we're going to do.
00:13:43I want to get on with that Dalton.
00:13:45That's a .
00:13:45I got a question.
00:13:46That's a .
00:13:49I need to learn how to drive.
00:13:50I need to go get my car.
00:13:52Like, I've never had a job.
00:13:54I've never paid a bill.
00:13:57I've never wrote a check.
00:13:58I'm going to see you at the restaurant.
00:14:00I love you, baby.
00:14:00All right, well, we'll love you.
00:14:02Rich is the man of my dreams.
00:14:03I do want to wait and see what the future holds,
00:14:06because he could change that opinion.
00:14:07But as of right now, yes, he is the man of my dreams.
00:14:09And I can't wait to get truly get to know who he is inside and out.
00:14:15Woo-hoo!
00:14:17I'm home.
00:14:23My ankle monitor is going off.
00:14:25I'm on my way home.
00:14:27I'm going to get sent back to prison for what?
00:14:29I got bad news.
00:14:31Don't be mad.
00:14:32How the does that make any sense?
00:14:35Y'all are going to see a demon.
00:14:37So how do you feel about meeting me for the first time?
00:14:40I need to be hanging out with you, because I need to be gone.
00:14:43Oh my god.
00:14:44It is kind of nerve-breaking to go to somebody's house, meet them
00:14:48for the first time.
00:15:00I'm excited, but I'm, like, this is the first time in six years
00:15:05that we're not going to have, like, prison guards watching us,
00:15:07you know?
00:15:08And I'm just excited, but scared.
00:15:11Like, nervous, I guess is a better word.
00:15:25We've got to be quick-moving with today in the halfway house.
00:15:28They give these passes.
00:15:29They give you eight hours, more or less,
00:15:31to get somewhere, to go do things.
00:15:35And so it'll be nice for him to get to experience
00:15:37what the kids are like, you know, in their own space,
00:15:40when they're comfortable, and kind of what living with us
00:15:44would look like.
00:15:47My relationship with Mike is unique,
00:15:49because we've known each other our whole lives.
00:15:51This isn't just some random guy that I decided
00:15:54I'm going to write online.
00:15:56Michael and I have known each other since high school,
00:15:58and then we reconnected when he went to prison.
00:16:01We were together for two years before we finally got married.
00:16:04We've been married for three.
00:16:05I figured if you marry an inmate, there's
00:16:08nowhere else to go but up.
00:16:10The $20,000 you think I sent him is actually $42,000.
00:16:15That's a down payment on a house.
00:16:17My husband does not help me pay any bills.
00:16:20Pay anything
00:16:22That doesn't stop you from, what, asking for money?
00:16:25Do you think he's using me?
00:16:26I told you not to marry him.
00:16:29Oh my god, OK, my husband's out of prison.
00:16:31OK.
00:16:34I love you.
00:16:36Mike is currently living in the halfway house.
00:16:38We've only been able to spend an hour or two together
00:16:41just to, like, run errands.
00:16:43How does it feel to eat your first real burrito?
00:16:46Oh, amazing.
00:16:47Is it better than what you've had for the last six years?
00:16:50Oh, man, come on, I cooked some good food while I was in prison.
00:16:53Come on.
00:16:54What is this better?
00:16:55The sauce is better.
00:16:57What?
00:16:59Yeah.
00:17:00Sure, it's just the sauce.
00:17:03I'm excited to have sex with Michael.
00:17:05The last time was in high school.
00:17:09I'm hoping it's as good as I remember it.
00:17:12But he's also been in prison for six years,
00:17:14so it's probably not going to be as long as I remember it either.
00:17:18With him having more time out, there is an opportunity,
00:17:22because I have to tell him something.
00:17:25I've been keeping a secret from him,
00:17:27and I think when he finds out, he's going to be pissed.
00:17:31He thinks that he's going to walk out with this great credit score
00:17:34and have all these opportunities.
00:17:36And I mean, welcome to being married, I guess.
00:17:42Mike has asked me to open up credit cards and bank accounts in his name
00:17:46to help build his credit while he's in prison.
00:17:48But he doesn't know I maxed out his credit cards.
00:17:53Mike should have known when he married me.
00:17:55I'm not cheap.
00:17:57I have expensive taste.
00:17:59Champagne taste on a beer budget.
00:18:00I bought myself a new car.
00:18:02Look at my new baby.
00:18:05Oh, she's a beauty.
00:18:07$37,000 later, but worth it.
00:18:10I definitely shield Mike from my finances.
00:18:13And hell no, I'm not honest about them,
00:18:15because I figured when he got out, I would have it all figured out.
00:18:20Finances are a big deal to him, because he's never had financial security.
00:18:25So, I think that's going to be our biggest battle.
00:18:32Where is he?
00:18:37Oh my God, there he is.
00:18:38Okay.
00:18:39Jesus.
00:18:39Took long enough.
00:18:41Hi, honey.
00:18:42Hi, baby.
00:18:43How are you?
00:18:44Good, how are you?
00:18:45I smell good.
00:18:46I hope so.
00:18:49Okay.
00:18:50You took too long.
00:18:51Get in the car.
00:18:54My name is Michael.
00:18:55I'm 34.
00:18:57I spent 33% of my life so far in prison.
00:19:01I was incarcerated for possession with intent to distribute
00:19:05and possession of a firearm and furtherance of a drug offense.
00:19:08I was incarcerated for eight years.
00:19:09Let's go.
00:19:11Go, go, go, go.
00:19:12All right, I'm going.
00:19:13I still have a whole year left in the halfway house.
00:19:16We gotta get the out of here.
00:19:19I mean, it feels great to finally get my freedom back, but it's short-lived.
00:19:23Like, the moment that they said they were going to start giving me freedom,
00:19:26they slapped a collar around my ankle.
00:19:35What the is going on?
00:19:36My ankle monitor is going off.
00:19:41Mike's ankle monitor is going off,
00:19:43and I immediately think the first thing that's going to happen is we're going to get pulled over,
00:19:47and we're going to have to start from square one.
00:19:58How long have y'all been actually talking?
00:20:01I was married at first, so since I've been divorced.
00:20:04Hold on.
00:20:05What?
00:20:06Was he not divorced?
00:20:07Was he not married?
00:20:08Did he not get divorced?
00:20:09Like, what is it?
00:20:10What did you make that come in right then?
00:20:12Because I caught it.
00:20:13You know how much I like you.
00:20:15I don't want you for myself, to be honest.
00:20:17He's a big temptation in my life at the moment.
00:20:20You look good.
00:20:21I missed him!
00:20:23Wow!
00:20:25I definitely feel like I'm small enough to pull this off.
00:20:27I just got to stay 10 steps in here.
00:20:30What the hell?
00:20:31Oh!
00:20:31Oh!
00:20:38I really like the view from up here, and things are so clear now.
00:20:44I can do a back clip.
00:20:46That's a prep clip.
00:20:48What are you guys doing?
00:20:50I don't want to go to the ER.
00:20:53Have you ever heard of what happened to the monkey who jumped on the bed?
00:20:57He broke his head.
00:21:05So, I got to tell you guys something.
00:21:08What?
00:21:08Brady's coming home.
00:21:10Hey!
00:21:10Can we see him?
00:21:12You'll be able to see him, but it'll be probably a couple weeks after he gets out,
00:21:17but I have to drive up there to go get him.
00:21:20I have no doubts that Brady can effectively lead a family.
00:21:24I think that he is going to be an excellent father.
00:21:27The girls have actually asked, like, why he does not ever contact them.
00:21:31Really?
00:21:33Brady and his kid's mom, their relationship was pretty toxic, but they were super, super young,
00:21:38and they were trying to navigate having twin daughters together.
00:21:42You're young and dumb, and you're kind of learning as you go.
00:21:46I'll pack him a hoodie just in case.
00:21:49Hey, guys.
00:21:51Is that your Mimi?
00:21:53Yeah.
00:21:54Hi, Mimi.
00:21:56My relationship with my mom, we are very close.
00:22:00Let's go see mama.
00:22:00Hi, Lola.
00:22:01She's there for me.
00:22:03She helps with my kids tremendously.
00:22:05What are you doing?
00:22:08Well, I just found out that Brady's getting out, so now I have to get all of his stuff ready,
00:22:14and I'm going to end up needing help with the kids.
00:22:19Growing up, my mom did support the household pretty much completely on her own.
00:22:26Unfortunately, my dad does struggle with drug addiction, and it got the best of him, and he ended up in
00:22:33prison.
00:22:33He is currently in prison in Colorado.
00:22:36Brady differs from my dad a lot.
00:22:39Brady has aspirations.
00:22:41My father had no goals.
00:22:43Brady is very emotionally connected to me.
00:22:46My father was hard.
00:22:48He was stoic.
00:22:49So they are polar opposites.
00:22:51They are not similar at all.
00:22:54So you're dropping everything and leaving?
00:22:57Yeah.
00:22:58It's not going to be cheap to drive there, eat all your meals out.
00:23:01You're going to have to have a hotel somewhere.
00:23:03You're going to wind up having to rent a car because yours doesn't work.
00:23:05How much is this whole entire trip going to cost you?
00:23:09Probably $1,000, which is pretty much my entire savings, so hopefully I have enough.
00:23:15Otherwise, I'll sleep in my car, I guess, and hope and pray that Brady gets a job and starts working
00:23:22very...
00:23:22And lunch at all.
00:23:22Hopefully, I don't know.
00:23:25Oh my gosh, Kirsten.
00:23:27What?
00:23:28When Brady is released, he has to be in Wichita at the halfway house 300 miles from home.
00:23:35With him being so far away, it's kind of hard to make things like getting a job happen.
00:23:42But Brady's definitely going to try his best.
00:23:45There's a lot of questions that I don't have answers to right now, but I mean, I have to do
00:23:50it. What am I going to do? Just like leave him in prison and tell him to figure out how
00:23:54to get home?
00:23:54He's got a mama.
00:23:58He's got a mama.
00:24:08He has a wife, too.
00:24:10I don't know.
00:24:11Well, I mean, I would hope that you don't judge him before knowing him.
00:24:17Because we all have a past.
00:24:18Yeah, well, you're my daughter and those are my grandbabies.
00:24:21Do you think I would have somebody around my kids that isn't good for my kids?
00:24:25I didn't think that you would marry someone in prison.
00:24:31Yeah, I did do that.
00:24:32But, you know, what's done is done.
00:24:36Like, you guys are all looking at, like, the negative things.
00:24:39But, like, Brady's not a punk.
00:24:42He's not a maggot.
00:24:43He's not institutionalized.
00:24:45Brady has no desire to have a criminal life.
00:24:49He wants me to live a soft life.
00:24:51He wants to be able to take care of me and the kids
00:24:53and maybe be able to work part-time if possible.
00:24:56And that's great.
00:24:57I hope that it does work out that way.
00:25:00Because I do need help.
00:25:03It's hard doing everything alone.
00:25:05I know.
00:25:07I work two jobs.
00:25:09I take care of individuals in their home in an independent, supported living.
00:25:13And then I also bartend.
00:25:18A soft life for me would just be not to struggle for the bills to be paid
00:25:22and not have to wonder, am I going to have to go without the internet this month
00:25:26to be able to pay the lights?
00:25:28And that's the situation that I've been in.
00:25:30I just don't want to see you get hurt again.
00:25:33Like, you haven't even spent a minute alone with him outside of the prison walls.
00:25:37I get that. And it's...
00:25:39I just want you to be aware of what can go wrong.
00:25:43I can't wait to have a baby with Brady.
00:25:45I would like to be able to take the time off work and have a husband who can provide so
00:25:50I can do that.
00:25:51You've never been on a date.
00:25:53You've never been alone for 20 minutes with a man.
00:25:58Kirsten has financially supported me while I was in prison.
00:26:01The last two years, I would say she's probably spent $2,500, $3,000, if not more.
00:26:07Whatever I need, she makes it happen.
00:26:09After my release, I would love to have a real wedding, get married on the beach, and then go on
00:26:13a cruise.
00:26:14It's crazy, but I do crazy things.
00:26:17Yeah.
00:26:18We all know that.
00:26:25We have one minute left.
00:26:30Oh.
00:26:32I love you, and I'll talk to you soon.
00:26:35Bye.
00:26:37Why do you want to put yourself through this?
00:26:39When you're in a relationship, you have trials.
00:26:41You have tribulations.
00:26:43It's up to you if you're wanting to stay in it and fight for it.
00:26:47And I just really hope I'm not looking stupid.
00:26:49Well, this is the life you chose.
00:26:52You chose to stay with them.
00:26:53You chose to keep them, so...
00:26:55I can live around the way you take me.
00:27:01Do y'all think Karen Tan has Zay Zay's best entrance?
00:27:06Absolutely not.
00:27:08Hold on, let me get the door.
00:27:11Hey, Karen!
00:27:13What?
00:27:14Look at Kendra!
00:27:18I'm Zay's lover for life.
00:27:20Been since 2017.
00:27:23And that's it.
00:27:24That's the story.
00:27:25Catch us up!
00:27:26Girl, how you feeling?
00:27:28I'm feeling.
00:27:29Okay, I need to see when, when, what's the day?
00:27:31We hoping for next week.
00:27:32Yeah, right now we just playing a waiting game.
00:27:35I've been playing a waiting game.
00:27:37Kendra!
00:27:38Oh my God!
00:27:39Girl, we missed you, girl.
00:27:40I know, that's right.
00:27:41I miss y'all.
00:27:43Zay, before he went into the penitentiary, he was with McKenna.
00:27:48And they had a very tight relationship.
00:27:51They were like best friends before anything.
00:27:54I really don't care for no female, but if it's gonna be any female, I choose McKenna.
00:28:00And, and that's because she's showed her loyalty over and over and over again.
00:28:07I've been keeping up with him the whole time.
00:28:09The whole time I link up, send him some money.
00:28:12He, he actually been doing real good, like.
00:28:14He, he, he sound, he sound like so much like.
00:28:16He looks straight.
00:28:18And he met this girl, her name is Carrington.
00:28:21And they've been talking.
00:28:23Does she know what jail talk is?
00:28:26Oh, clearly not.
00:28:27If I had one message from this girl, it's gonna have to be you, and you gonna see about me.
00:28:34And that's mine.
00:28:35When I heard a conversation between him and her, she was just like, you're so sweet and I wanna feel
00:28:41on your arms.
00:28:42I just know you're taller than me and your arms are bigger than me.
00:28:45I'm gonna rub on your head.
00:28:49I don't get thumped on your head, don't even try that.
00:28:53When Zay comes home, the goal is wifey, wifey status.
00:28:59Hold up, hold up, hold up.
00:29:01Y'all forgot.
00:29:01Y'all forgot.
00:29:02Y'all forgot the girl's letter with my girl!
00:29:04Y'all forgot the girl's letter with my girl!
00:29:05Y'all forgot the girl's letter with my girl!
00:29:08What?!
00:29:09That's mine, that's me, that's me.
00:29:11When Zay gets released, I'm gonna be there, she might be there, and she gonna drive home.
00:29:18Very sad.
00:29:19Very sad.
00:29:20Sad to sale.
00:29:26How the f*** are you $42,000 in debt and you just bought a brand new car?
00:29:30Where the f*** did the money come from?
00:29:31I 100% know Kaylee is hiding her true financial situation.
00:29:35I want to see exactly where this debt is coming from.
00:29:38Got bad news. Don't be mad.
00:29:40How the f*** does that make any sense?
00:29:43Y'all are going to f***ing see a demon.
00:29:44What if he's still married?
00:29:45Do you think you could investigate that for me?
00:29:48She's on some h*** right now.
00:29:49I feel f***ing blindsided.
00:29:51Talk about it later.
00:29:51I'm not talking about no f***ing divorce.
00:29:57Baby, the world is ours.
00:29:59I want to miss you.
00:30:05All right, I'm going to ride with y'all to the restaurant and then I'm going to ride with you
00:30:09to New Orleans.
00:30:10Let's ride.
00:30:12Yeah.
00:30:14Why are we going to an Italian restaurant?
00:30:16Is that Italian?
00:30:18It's the city.
00:30:25It's the city.
00:30:26Look at my ID, Dad.
00:30:28Yes, it's the D, baby.
00:30:29Oh, I forgot.
00:30:30It's only 20 miles an hour.
00:30:31Me and Pawnsha got some fat-ass faces.
00:30:33I told everyone, if you have a baby, that baby going to have a fat face.
00:30:37When I was 11 years old, my father was incarcerated.
00:30:41I don't remember when my dad was incarcerated for because I was so young.
00:30:44I just knew my dad was in jail.
00:30:47And that's what led to my mom being a single mother and taking care of me and my siblings.
00:30:51I was 12 years old when she got arrested for drugs and stuff and we got taken away from her
00:31:00and brought into state's custody.
00:31:03I stayed in foster care until I was 17.
00:31:06My dad, I don't think he ever imagined coming home.
00:31:11And eight months later, I go to jail and get sentenced to 10 years.
00:31:17I think God had you in there for a reason.
00:31:22So nothing would you out here.
00:31:26Being in foster care, I just rebelled because I was angry because it's like, this isn't my family.
00:31:31This isn't my home.
00:31:32I would run away and I had to learn how to survive.
00:31:36Stalling cars, stealing out of stores.
00:31:38Not because I had to, because I had a choice, but literally I had to.
00:31:43Oh, God.
00:31:45What's wrong?
00:31:47I love her so much and I just feel like, you know, I feel like I failed her when she
00:31:53was young, you know?
00:31:54Why, Mom?
00:31:55Because I feel like if I would have took her when she was a kid, she wouldn't have went to
00:31:58prison and all, you know?
00:32:00I know, you loved her more than me.
00:32:02No, really, I love you too. You're my child.
00:32:04No, I'm just joking, Mom.
00:32:05I just always was so close to Felicia.
00:32:07I know.
00:32:08When she called and asked me to get her out of that group home, I tried and it just didn't
00:32:14work out.
00:32:14I just said, it hurts me so bad.
00:32:16Mom, you don't hold that on you. Don't hold that on you, what us kids do. Don't do that. Don't
00:32:21do that.
00:32:25I'm getting hungry. Are you hungry?
00:32:26Yes.
00:32:30Lock it up.
00:32:31Yeah.
00:32:31Beep-beep.
00:32:32You ready to go eat?
00:32:35Where's, um, we got to wait on your boy?
00:32:37Oh.
00:32:37Yeah, we can't forget your bull .
00:32:39Oh, we forgot your bull .
00:32:39Oh, we forgot your bull .
00:32:40Felicia, man, seeing her in person, she's looking good. She got that glow on her right now, you know?
00:32:46What's up, Mom?
00:32:48She decided to ride with her parents to lunch, but, um, she's spending the night with me tonight.
00:32:57It smells good, honey.
00:32:59Yeah, yes.
00:33:00We finally made it here, huh?
00:33:02Yeah.
00:33:03It smells good.
00:33:05Don't be funny, but I do want a salad.
00:33:07A salad?
00:33:08I'm not a salad girl, but, like, I just want vegetables.
00:33:13Angel, you're not getting anything green, except for if you get money on your books.
00:33:17That's it. You get no vegetables, no fruits, no protein, no milk. You hit.
00:33:28So, um, what y'all plans, y'all two?
00:33:32Okay, so...
00:33:33I mean, in life, you and Rich.
00:33:36Huh.
00:33:37That's my concerns right now.
00:33:38Is that the talk?
00:33:39Yeah, I'm worried about the .
00:33:41We're a little interested in our daughter's future.
00:33:44Yeah, she's... Don't tell me.
00:33:53Good things. I don't... There's plans.
00:33:57Uh, we're gonna figure it out, but there's a lot in the store.
00:34:01They have a lot of things we can put together.
00:34:04How long have y'all been actually talking?
00:34:13Yo.
00:34:14It's been a while.
00:34:15Yeah, because I was married at first.
00:34:18Right.
00:34:19But I got... Yeah, I got divorced, so since I've been divorced...
00:34:22Really?
00:34:23Yeah. Yeah. You ain't even know.
00:34:25The things I find out about my friends every day.
00:34:27This is why.
00:34:30Hold on.
00:34:32What part is new and why are we lying?
00:34:35Or, if it is new, why is it new to you?
00:34:38Everything is mind-blowing right now.
00:34:40I'm going to the bathroom.
00:34:41Yeah, we can do this.
00:34:42Bye.
00:34:43Yeah.
00:34:47I'm about to go with her.
00:34:53So, like, did you catch that?
00:34:55Like, was he...
00:34:56Was he not divorced?
00:34:57Was he not married or...
00:34:58Was he...
00:34:58Didn't he not get divorced?
00:34:59Like, what is it?
00:35:00What did you make that come in right then?
00:35:01Because I caught it.
00:35:02I think you need to ask.
00:35:03I caught it.
00:35:05I did, too.
00:35:05I'm not going to ask now.
00:35:07Because my people.
00:35:08I'm not going to do that.
00:35:08Yeah, yeah.
00:35:09I'm going to let them keep...
00:35:10I'm going to let them keep asking him questions.
00:35:11And keep digging with him.
00:35:13And everything I pick up, I'm going to ask about it.
00:35:16I think you should.
00:35:17All right.
00:35:18And we're definitely going to talk.
00:35:19We need to.
00:35:20Okay.
00:35:21DJ didn't know that Rich was even married.
00:35:24It's a whole thing right now.
00:35:25We're trying to figure it out without asking him in front of everybody.
00:35:29And I don't know if he'll ever say anything.
00:35:31Because I think that's the biggest secret that he's hiding,
00:35:33that I couldn't put my finger on the first night that I met him.
00:35:36What kind of words do you do?
00:35:37I'm doing love with everything right now.
00:35:39There's no reason why you should be keeping secrets from somebody that was in jail
00:35:42you know everything about.
00:35:44And you're meeting us.
00:35:46We're going to figure this out.
00:35:48You know what you're thinking about?
00:35:49A lot.
00:35:55Are you getting out?
00:35:57I'm going to see what I can do.
00:35:58I'm going to talk to him.
00:35:59This is the biggest that I have ever dealt with in my entire life.
00:36:04My wife.
00:36:05Jittery.
00:36:06I feel like I'm about to explode with emotion.
00:36:09I just got to stay 10 steps ahead of Bonita.
00:36:13Move!
00:36:1310 steps ahead of Gigi.
00:36:15Come on, go!
00:36:16Oh, that's her.
00:36:27What the f*** is going on?
00:36:29Oh, f***.
00:36:30Yeah, hi, Jeffrey.
00:36:32This f*** my ankle monitor is going on.
00:36:34It's hard work.
00:36:36Dedication.
00:36:38Dedication.
00:36:40I'm on my way home.
00:36:47I put all the arteria in yesterday.
00:36:50No, it is a home pass.
00:36:52If they look at it right now, it's in my thing.
00:36:57Okay, thank you.
00:36:58All right, bye.
00:37:02What'd they say?
00:37:03They're like, okay, no, you're good.
00:37:04Just call us throughout the day.
00:37:06Okay.
00:37:07They're treating me like a little chihuahua
00:37:09and tighten this little leash around my neck.
00:37:11Mike is stressing, like, crazy stressing right now.
00:37:15And I hate that he's stressing.
00:37:18I feel really bad.
00:37:19But, I mean, on the comedic side of things,
00:37:22he hasn't even noticed the new car.
00:37:24The kids are with my mom right now.
00:37:26Oh, so we got a little bit.
00:37:28We have some time.
00:37:29I'm hoping that we can kind of slide right away
00:37:31from that for a while.
00:37:33Are you wearing panties?
00:37:35I am not.
00:37:37Oh, so there's only one layer.
00:37:38A bodysuit.
00:37:39Yeah.
00:37:42The faster you get to your house...
00:37:44I'm going as fast as I can.
00:37:46The last time me and Kaylee had sex,
00:37:48I was about 19.
00:37:50We're home now.
00:37:51Okay, so this is the house.
00:37:52This is the house.
00:37:54I mean, it's kind of awkward,
00:37:55because, like, I've never been able
00:37:57to make out with my wife.
00:38:00Welcome home.
00:38:01What do you think?
00:38:02Okay.
00:38:03Yeah, it's cute.
00:38:04That's nice.
00:38:04But when you spend every bit
00:38:09of four or five years
00:38:11writing somebody a letter,
00:38:13getting their letter,
00:38:15calling them every day,
00:38:17helping their kids with the homework,
00:38:18helping them with their problems,
00:38:20you just develop a bond with them.
00:38:23You have a backyard, a pool, kitchen.
00:38:25Girls, oldest and youngest.
00:38:28Well, come here.
00:38:29I want to see my tattoo.
00:38:31I've sat there for six years
00:38:33going through sex books,
00:38:35talking dirty to my wife,
00:38:36talking about everything
00:38:37that we're going to do.
00:38:38And this is the room, right?
00:38:39Yeah.
00:38:40But you can sit down
00:38:41on the couch.
00:38:43Oh, look at this.
00:38:44There's a bed in here.
00:38:45I mean, I hope so.
00:38:46Where do you think I sleep?
00:38:46The floor?
00:38:47What are we...
00:38:49Honestly, though,
00:38:49like, I don't think my wife
00:38:51is ready for the level
00:38:52of the things that she said
00:38:53she wants to do.
00:38:55What do you need still
00:38:56when you get out?
00:38:57Um, I'd like to see you
00:39:00bend over affecting my tattoo.
00:39:02My inmate, MBRJR.
00:39:05But I'm going to put that
00:39:06to the test,
00:39:07and we're going to find out.
00:39:11What's under these pants?
00:39:13Everything.
00:39:14All right.
00:39:15You guys got to go.
00:39:16You guys got to give me
00:39:17time with my wife.
00:39:19Come here.
00:39:21You can't film this part.
00:39:23Have a good day.
00:39:26Yeah.
00:39:38Hi, Kitty.
00:39:40Tomorrow,
00:39:42my man will be home,
00:39:42and I feel like
00:39:43the dynamic of my life
00:39:44is about to change.
00:39:45For the better.
00:39:46Hopefully, not for the worse.
00:39:47For the better.
00:39:47Gotta keep moving forward.
00:39:50Looking for that evil.
00:39:52Of course,
00:39:53I'm thinking about
00:39:53the happy stuff now.
00:39:54The bad stuff is starting
00:39:55to sit in.
00:39:55Not bad stuff like
00:39:58he did anything, per se,
00:39:59but just the negative talk
00:40:00of what's going to happen.
00:40:02Was it jail talk?
00:40:03Is he really serious?
00:40:04Me and Damone,
00:40:04we've been in each other
00:40:05for seven and a half years now.
00:40:07The thing that's scary this time
00:40:08is I feel 100%
00:40:10that it's going to work.
00:40:10I don't have no doubt.
00:40:11Does that strike me as weird?
00:40:13Hell yeah.
00:40:14That strikes me as weird.
00:40:15It does.
00:40:17Then I feel like
00:40:18I'm conditioned by the mind
00:40:19because why is that weird
00:40:20for somebody just to
00:40:21be doing everything?
00:40:22So that's why I'm like
00:40:22kind of at like a
00:40:23standstill with myself
00:40:24because it's like
00:40:25I don't want to condition
00:40:25my mindset to think
00:40:26a certain way
00:40:27or program myself.
00:40:29I'm just happy that
00:40:29he's going in a positive
00:40:30direction.
00:40:34There you go.
00:40:36All right.
00:40:37Hold on.
00:40:39I should have said
00:40:41I need that meat
00:40:42for my taco.
00:40:45No.
00:40:45Moo Moo is free.
00:40:46It's perfectly fine.
00:40:48All right.
00:40:48Oh my gosh.
00:40:49It's officially official.
00:40:51Damone is coming home.
00:40:53My nerves are
00:40:55all over the place.
00:40:57I have butterflies.
00:40:59I want a different
00:41:00kind of life.
00:41:01I'm tired
00:41:01of being a strong bitch.
00:41:04I don't want to be
00:41:05putting shelves
00:41:06and together,
00:41:07hanging pictures
00:41:08on the wall,
00:41:08mounting TVs.
00:41:10I want to be pretty
00:41:11with my robe,
00:41:12my hair,
00:41:13my lip gloss
00:41:14and I'm cooking
00:41:15and I got champagne
00:41:16and I'm...
00:41:18That's the type of stuff
00:41:19that I want to be doing.
00:41:20Oh, you know what
00:41:21I'm going to do?
00:41:22I'm going to run
00:41:22into that market
00:41:23and get that cheese
00:41:24that I need
00:41:24for that macaroni
00:41:25and cheese.
00:41:28Damone wants me
00:41:29to make lamb chops,
00:41:32baked macaroni
00:41:33and cheese.
00:41:37Broccoli,
00:41:38buttermilk biscuits
00:41:39and shrimp.
00:41:41Hella food
00:41:42in the bag.
00:41:43I got to get
00:41:44like four more things
00:41:44than I'm done.
00:41:47I'm so like excited
00:41:48but I got anxiety
00:41:50for real
00:41:50because I'm coming
00:41:51home to the unknown.
00:41:53Like, I'm going to be
00:41:54able to finally
00:41:54get back to my children.
00:41:56I'm going to finally
00:41:57be able to be the father
00:41:58that I love to be
00:41:58but I got to make sure
00:42:00I ain't in the doghouse.
00:42:01I love the love
00:42:02that Gigi and Bo need to give.
00:42:04I'm going to have to keep
00:42:05both women separate.
00:42:06There's going to be a lot
00:42:07that I got to figure out.
00:42:08You feel me?
00:42:10I am a bad bitch
00:42:12and I look good for my man.
00:42:15I look good for me.
00:42:17I think I'm just nervous.
00:42:19He think I'm the most
00:42:21beautifulest thing walking
00:42:22so I don't even know
00:42:23why I'm so nervous.
00:42:23Did you look good as s**t?
00:42:27And your ass is
00:42:27poking in.
00:42:28It was just so big.
00:42:32There you go.
00:42:33Yeah.
00:42:35Hello?
00:42:36What you doing?
00:42:37You ready to be mad as s**t?
00:42:39I'm about to.
00:42:42Man, they talking about
00:42:43I'm not going to probably
00:42:43be in the city
00:42:44and she's at the three.
00:42:46Okay.
00:42:47Like, they're not going to
00:42:48get me from here
00:42:49to the Baltimore
00:42:50until three o'clock.
00:42:51This is why I smoke weed.
00:42:52It's like three o'clock.
00:42:53s**t like this.
00:42:54I ain't around here.
00:42:56Like.
00:42:56I've been up early all night.
00:42:57I ain't going to sleep yet.
00:42:58I just got to know
00:42:59what's going on for real.
00:43:00This s**t is so ridiculous.
00:43:02All right, I love you.
00:43:03It's all right.
00:43:03You still about to be home.
00:43:06Yes, for real.
00:43:10All right, it's time.
00:43:13It's time.
00:43:16I'm s**t nervous.
00:43:17Like, this is my first time
00:43:19interacting with him
00:43:21on this type of time.
00:43:22Kissing him, hugging him.
00:43:23Like, I never did no s**t like this.
00:43:24I barely talked to that man.
00:43:26I only talked to him
00:43:27when he would come
00:43:28and get his hair done.
00:43:29All right, shake it off.
00:43:30Shake it off.
00:43:31So it's like, this s**t is new to me
00:43:33and somebody been in my space.
00:43:35I haven't had a man in my space
00:43:36in three years.
00:43:37It's just been me and my children.
00:43:39See you later.
00:43:44I don't even know
00:43:45what the s**t
00:43:47that jail was made.
00:43:52Ma.
00:43:53You know what time it is?
00:43:55You got to let's go.
00:43:56Why are you leaving so late?
00:43:57I'm on my way now.
00:43:59You want to bring your phone?
00:44:00Yeah, I'm in a car.
00:44:02I made a sign and everything.
00:44:03I'm about to go, though.
00:44:04I'm going to call you back.
00:44:04You going to keep me posted?
00:44:06Yeah.
00:44:19Hey, y'all.
00:44:23I'm looking for my wife, man.
00:44:26Where she at?
00:44:28Where my wife at?
00:44:31I'm trying to.
00:44:33I'm really happy
00:44:34that I'm back out here
00:44:35to freedom.
00:44:36Build some fresh air, for real.
00:44:39I just want you
00:44:39hollering back
00:44:40to get down here.
00:44:41Like, I was waiting so long.
00:44:43I'm trying to go.
00:44:44Like, I've been up
00:44:45for, like, three ages.
00:44:49Right now,
00:44:50I feel like it's still, like,
00:44:50a dream.
00:44:51I feel like I'm still
00:44:52dreaming, for real.
00:44:54Gigi can't see this.
00:44:55I'm going to make sure
00:44:56she don't see everything
00:44:57that's in this bag.
00:44:57I got about 1,000
00:44:59pictures of Bonita in here
00:45:01and I got about
00:45:02500 pictures of Gigi in here.
00:45:04I'm going to hold
00:45:05this bag real close.
00:45:07Right now,
00:45:08I'm what you call
00:45:09fresh meat.
00:45:11Gigi, I'm going to
00:45:11give her a chance first.
00:45:14If she don't hurry up,
00:45:15it's not no telling
00:45:16who I might call.
00:45:17Oh, my gosh.
00:45:19You need to hurry
00:45:19your ass up,
00:45:20like, for real.
00:45:22I'm about to find out
00:45:24what it's like
00:45:25to be with Demar.
00:45:27I need birthing.
00:45:35You want to ask them
00:45:37anything?
00:45:38Huh.
00:45:40My first impression
00:45:41of Rich
00:45:42is not what I expect.
00:45:45Like, are you getting
00:45:46cold feet?
00:45:47I mean, you're pretty much
00:45:49like your mom.
00:45:50You want to talk
00:45:51about moms?
00:45:51Yeah.
00:45:52Okay, you know what?
00:45:53You can have this
00:45:54because you're married
00:45:55to yours.
00:45:56You should be in
00:45:57the up Olympics.
00:45:58Okay.
00:46:11I just like to look cute.
00:46:13Some earrings on
00:46:14or something.
00:46:15Yes.
00:46:23Oh, I look good.
00:46:26I cannot believe
00:46:27in one week
00:46:28Zay gets out of prison.
00:46:30It does make me
00:46:32100% nervous
00:46:33to tell him things
00:46:35I have not even mentioned
00:46:36or I haven't told
00:46:37the whole truth about.
00:46:40I'm not conning
00:46:42Zay,
00:46:42but I am withholding
00:46:44information from him.
00:46:49Damn.
00:46:51Damn.
00:46:53You look good.
00:46:54I look good.
00:46:54You know you always
00:46:55turning heads, woman.
00:46:58Look, you cannot tell me that.
00:47:00You cannot tell me that.
00:47:01So what's up?
00:47:01What's the tea?
00:47:02What's up with you?
00:47:03I'm just in here
00:47:04watching TV right now.
00:47:06Mm-hmm.
00:47:07I need to be hanging
00:47:08out with you.
00:47:08That's what I need
00:47:09to be doing.
00:47:10Oh!
00:47:11Oh, gee.
00:47:15London is a nice,
00:47:17handsome gentleman
00:47:18that I've met
00:47:19about two years ago
00:47:21on a dating site.
00:47:22We realized,
00:47:23okay, you know,
00:47:24this is just a platonic
00:47:25friendship.
00:47:26We talk a lot.
00:47:27We'll call, like,
00:47:28every other day.
00:47:29It's on the phone,
00:47:30catch up with life.
00:47:31And the crazy thing is,
00:47:33I've never met London
00:47:34in person either.
00:47:36How's the truck driving
00:47:37and stuff going?
00:47:38It's going good.
00:47:39Everything going good.
00:47:40You know, it's ups and downs
00:47:41and everything.
00:47:42It is, yeah.
00:47:43It's just taking life,
00:47:43you know, one day at a time.
00:47:45With London,
00:47:46it's not intent
00:47:47that I have not seen him.
00:47:49Every time I plan something,
00:47:51he's busy on the road driving.
00:47:53Every time London and I
00:47:54get ready to plan something,
00:47:56it just never works out.
00:47:59That's amazing.
00:47:59What about you high school?
00:48:01Life is going great,
00:48:02and, you know,
00:48:04I'm still talking to Zay.
00:48:07How has y'all relationship been?
00:48:09His sisters is just, like, weird.
00:48:13I don't think they like me at all.
00:48:15They don't text me.
00:48:16They don't respond to my texts.
00:48:17It's so weird.
00:48:18You, like, you're hard not to love.
00:48:21You know what I'm saying?
00:48:21You're bubbly.
00:48:22You're sweet.
00:48:23You know?
00:48:24They must hate their own life
00:48:25if they don't love you.
00:48:26Oh, London.
00:48:28Zay is definitely the jealous type,
00:48:30and he wouldn't want me
00:48:32talking to any other men.
00:48:34It makes me feel guilty
00:48:35because he would never be
00:48:37entertaining another woman,
00:48:39but it is hard to feel loved
00:48:43and appreciated
00:48:45when you don't have
00:48:47your partner around,
00:48:48especially when they're in prison.
00:48:50because we have to communicate
00:48:51through his sister, Carly,
00:48:54and so it's just, like,
00:48:55a waiting game around the phone.
00:48:57You know how much I like you, woman.
00:49:00I don't respect your relationship,
00:49:01but I don't want you for myself,
00:49:03to be honest.
00:49:04You said you want me for yourself?
00:49:06Of course.
00:49:08Hold on.
00:49:08I've been wanting you for myself,
00:49:10so why would it change me?
00:49:11Oh.
00:49:14You're my baby, Carrington.
00:49:16You've been my baby for a long time.
00:49:19Why you got me off here blushing?
00:49:21Like, you are so charming.
00:49:23I think that's what just gets me, like,
00:49:25but I love Zay.
00:49:27Like, yeah.
00:49:28It stops because Zay be in trouble.
00:49:29He'd come home to nothing.
00:49:31Oh!
00:49:35Oh, London, why you say that?
00:49:38Oh, my God.
00:49:41Oh, London, let me get this.
00:49:42Okay, I'll talk to you later.
00:49:44Talk to you later.
00:49:45Bye.
00:49:47Oh, my goodness.
00:49:48That man said for Zay come home
00:49:50to nothing, it's crazy work.
00:49:52Jesus, why would he say that?
00:49:53He's a big temptation in my life at the moment.
00:49:59I just got to keep my distance from London
00:50:00until Zay gets out.
00:50:08I want to, like, run up,
00:50:09but then, like, I'm hesitant
00:50:10because I'm like, what if it's the wrong person?
00:50:12What do you mean, the wrong person?
00:50:14Well, because I haven't seen him.
00:50:16I didn't even know that was a thing.
00:50:18Are you going to have a sign that says,
00:50:19I'm Cyrus?
00:50:20He knows what I look like.
00:50:23I need to prove, like, you're the more.
00:50:26What?
00:50:26I got to have what Valerie's going to trust you.
00:50:28Like, documentation?
00:50:28Now she got me up.
00:50:31Find me the proof.
00:50:32Give me the proof.
00:50:33Come on.
00:50:33Oh, what the hell?
00:50:35I'm not over-touching, huh?
00:50:47Hey.
00:50:48Oh, my God.
00:50:50I overslept.
00:50:51Your car's not going to make it,
00:50:53so I dropped that rental car off last night.
00:50:54I appreciate it.
00:50:55Let me get the kids.
00:50:56Hold on one second.
00:50:58Phoenix, riot!
00:50:59Daddy's here to get you guys.
00:51:01I got to go get Brady.
00:51:03Bye, Mommy.
00:51:04Drive safe.
00:51:05Don't crash.
00:51:06I'll try my best not to.
00:51:07You guys ready?
00:51:08All right.
00:51:09I love you guys.
00:51:11Bye.
00:51:11I love you.
00:51:13I appreciate you.
00:51:14Bye.
00:51:21The most important thing that I have to pack for Brady is his wedding ring.
00:51:28And our rings match.
00:51:30His is super similar.
00:51:31It has, like, the asteroid from the galaxy in there.
00:51:36And super important to him.
00:51:38This is the one thing that he wants immediately as soon as he gets out,
00:51:42as soon as he walks out of the prison gates.
00:51:45One more day, 24 hours, and then my husband is going to be home.
00:51:49He's going to be out of prison.
00:51:50And I can hardly stand just the waiting and the anticipation.
00:51:58I think we're good to go.
00:52:01It's an eight-hour drive to Illinois to pick him up from the prison.
00:52:04And then once I pick him up from the prison,
00:52:06I have to drive another eight hours to Wichita, Kansas.
00:52:10And then from Wichita, I have to drive six or seven hours back to West Plains.
00:52:16We are finally on the road.
00:52:20But it's going to be worth it.
00:52:24I am super excited to go get my husband.
00:52:26I feel like there's going to be an entire weight lifted off my shoulders.
00:52:32But the time crunch kind of sucks.
00:52:35I'm working with nine hours to get him from the prison to the halfway house.
00:52:41So I have to make sure that I have enough time to do what we need to do at the
00:52:45hotel
00:52:46and have our little sexy time and then get him to the halfway house.
00:52:51I'm just hoping that this all goes smoothly without a hitch.
00:52:56Brady going to Wichita does kind of suck.
00:52:59That wasn't the original plan.
00:53:00The original plan was for him to be in Springfield, Missouri, which is much, much closer to home.
00:53:05I would have been able to spend a lot more time with Brady.
00:53:09But in the meantime, I really want to have sex with my husband.
00:53:12That's very, very important to both of us.
00:53:14It's what we've been looking forward to most.
00:53:17I mean, me and Brady have had our moments over the phone.
00:53:20And if he's going to do everything that he says, then I think it'll be great.
00:53:25And I can't wait.
00:53:29So I've been on the road all day long.
00:53:32But whenever I get to the hotel, I have to get everything ready.
00:53:36I have to get all the balloons blown up.
00:53:39I have to put the rose petals on the bed.
00:53:43We will not be using any protection.
00:53:45I'm not on birth control and I didn't bring any condoms.
00:53:48So there is a chance that I can get pregnant tomorrow.
00:53:53I just have to wait a couple more hours and then I'll have him.
00:54:01Thank you for using.
00:54:03Hi, baby.
00:54:05Hi, honey.
00:54:06What are you doing?
00:54:08Nothing on my way to come see you.
00:54:12I'm super excited.
00:54:14I'm excited too, baby, but...
00:54:16It's a lot...
00:54:16I've got bad news, so don't be mad.
00:54:19What do you mean?
00:54:20No, what do you mean you have bad news?
00:54:24Um...
00:54:24Are you getting out?
00:54:26Yes, I'm getting out.
00:54:27But look, the halfway house may want me there tomorrow by 4 o'clock instead of 6.30.
00:54:33I don't think we're going to have time to go to the hotel.
00:54:36How the f*** does that make any sense whenever you're supposed to be leaving the prison at 8 a.m.
00:54:43and it's a nine-hour drive?
00:54:45I don't know.
00:54:46I'll just do what they tell me you do.
00:54:47Like, I feel like you're better off taking, like, a f***ing bus.
00:54:51Like, was this a wasted trip at this point?
00:54:53Because, like, I'm not even going to get any time to be alone with you and have sex with my
00:54:58husband for the first time.
00:55:00Like, let me finish.
00:55:01That's not quality time.
00:55:03I'm going to see what I can do.
00:55:04I'm going to talk to him.
00:55:06I love you.
00:55:08Bye, baby.
00:55:09Bye, baby.
00:55:15I'm going to be f***ing pissed if I don't get any time with my husband intimately.
00:55:19I've been waiting for two years, and if it doesn't happen, I'm going to be f***ing angry.
00:55:25I'm just so over this s***.
00:55:27I'm so overwhelmed.
00:55:28I'm so over it.
00:55:29I just want all this s*** to be over with.
00:55:37It's the last thing I need is this kind of f***ing stress in my life.
00:55:45Am I getting time with my husband tomorrow?
00:55:47If I don't, y'all are going to f***ing see a demon.
00:55:54It says, Carrington, this is f***ing one of Zay's friends.
00:55:58I feel like it's a scam.
00:56:00Bang.
00:56:00Where you at?
00:56:01I'm Santa Girls.
00:56:03I'm ready to have a tea party with them.
00:56:05Answer the face time.
00:56:08Why the f*** is not coming through?
00:56:09Stop f***ing playing with me.
00:56:18I think Rich is definitely hiding something.
00:56:20Okay.
00:56:21I'm going to let them keep asking him questions and keep digging with him.
00:56:24And everything I pick up, I'm going to ask about it.
00:56:26I think you should.
00:56:27Should I get you open?
00:56:29I don't know who you are.
00:56:35So, I'm going to get out these jail clothes.
00:56:37Ma, if you want to get my shoes and stuff.
00:56:39Yes.
00:56:40Also, I have something for you.
00:56:42Here's a phone.
00:56:43Oh!
00:56:43To get in contact with everybody.
00:56:46Thank you, girl.
00:56:46Hello.
00:56:47Hello.
00:56:48Hello.
00:56:48From dad, mom, whatever.
00:56:50Till you get something better.
00:56:54I didn't bring Felicia anything for her release.
00:56:57I'm going to go, hold this for me.
00:56:59I'm going to change.
00:57:01I don't really want to be caught up in, you know, bringing a certain gift or anything like
00:57:05that.
00:57:05You know, I want to make sure this is a genuine connection.
00:57:09Really, my presence is the present.
00:57:13Look at you, girl.
00:57:14Look how cute you look, girl.
00:57:15I feel so small.
00:57:17Why?
00:57:17You look good, Felicia.
00:57:18I think you look so cute.
00:57:20I love it.
00:57:22I was expecting Rich to have something for me.
00:57:25Can I order some wine?
00:57:28Red.
00:57:29You and my Izzy?
00:57:30She wants to show you that ID badge.
00:57:32I've left it in the car, but I'm grown.
00:57:36You got to know, like, not to come in the hand.
00:57:39It's kind of like going to somebody's wedding.
00:57:41Why did you not bring anything?
00:57:48She's going to drink wine with a straw.
00:57:49Oh, you fancy, baby.
00:57:50I'm not doing this and y'all in jail.
00:57:52You're not in jail no more, baby.
00:57:53Yeah, but you'll see some stuff, and I don't trust it.
00:57:56Taste that and see if it's sweet.
00:57:59Yeah.
00:58:01Ain't no worse than the hooch.
00:58:02Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:58:03Yeah, yeah.
00:58:05What they call it in the feds?
00:58:07White lightning?
00:58:11It's crazy.
00:58:12Crazy, crazy.
00:58:18You want to ask them anything?
00:58:22Huh.
00:58:24Rich is, I mean, he's respectful to the family.
00:58:27I think that he holds back a lot, and I know that my family and Felicia's family will sniff that
00:58:32out in a second.
00:58:34I can just tell he's not being himself.
00:58:36He looks phony to me.
00:58:42Okay, so I want to thank all y'all for coming here and supporting me.
00:58:47It's a lot, you know, especially me coming home after doing all this time, but I know it's for a
00:58:52bigger purpose, and I really love y'all for being here and support me.
00:58:56You know, I appreciate y'all.
00:58:58We love you.
00:58:58We love you.
00:58:59We love you.
00:58:59We love you.
00:59:00Thank you, baby, for coming and being, supporting me, too, through this, because I know this is a lot for
00:59:06you, too.
00:59:09Sure.
00:59:09Yeah.
00:59:10Sounds.
00:59:11Yeah.
00:59:12All right.
00:59:14Salud.
00:59:15Salud.
00:59:16My first impression of Rich is not what I expect.
00:59:21I love y'all.
00:59:22I love you.
00:59:22I love you.
00:59:23He looks the same person, but it's like, it's not him.
00:59:28Like, are you getting cold feet?
00:59:30It's getting too real for you?
00:59:31Is this not something you want anymore?
00:59:33Because if it is, you need to speak up, not sit there and be quiet like a bump on the
00:59:38log.
00:59:39Don't do that.
00:59:40On to the next chapter.
00:59:45I love you.
01:00:00You just see how I got assed up, like, for real.
01:00:10Deep Irving.
01:00:16I hope that she don't ride past.
01:00:19I see DeMar.
01:00:22Look how he was looking at me.
01:00:24Come on, go!
01:00:25Stupid!
01:00:27Ah, damn.
01:00:29I knew that's her.
01:00:34I missed you!
01:00:41I saw you breaking your mouth.
01:00:44Look how I missed you.
01:01:01I've been incarcerated for three years for possession of a handgun.
01:01:06Mm-hmm.
01:01:08I ain't real, Mr. .
01:01:09I missed you too.
01:01:11My 30 years on this Earth, I know I done spent at least nine,
01:01:15ten years in prison.
01:01:16And that ends now.
01:01:19Damn, you took all my breath away.
01:01:22God, y'all.
01:01:23I love you.
01:01:24I love you too.
01:01:25And I can smell a fresh air.
01:01:27I can actually .
01:01:29You smell good as .
01:01:31I feel like cotton candy.
01:01:33Cotton candy?
01:01:34When I was younger, I had got in trouble because I wanted to be in the streets.
01:01:40I done came up.
01:01:42We just eating syrup sandwiches, drinking sugar water.
01:01:45Money on growing treats.
01:01:46You feel me?
01:01:47And I had to go and make it happen.
01:01:51But they done got too much time out of me.
01:01:53I'm good on that.
01:01:55I got hands up.
01:01:56Don't shoot tatted on my hands.
01:01:57I'm done.
01:01:59I don't want no problems.
01:02:02I ain't seen you from behind no glass no more.
01:02:06Yeah, I'm really on your ass.
01:02:08I'm blessed because, well, I was locked up.
01:02:11Gigi helped me get through everything.
01:02:13She, like, my best friend.
01:02:15I been waiting for you.
01:02:17Now I'm really feeling her, like, man.
01:02:21Almost.
01:02:22Going crazy.
01:02:23Ugh.
01:02:24Right then and there.
01:02:25Like, I ain't even getting nothing yet.
01:02:26I just almost.
01:02:28Woo!
01:02:29Oh, I am.
01:02:31I'm .
01:02:34Where this all ain't.
01:02:36I'm ready right here.
01:02:38My .
01:02:41You ready?
01:02:42Come on.
01:02:43Let's go to the house.
01:02:45My man's finally home.
01:02:48We finna, uh.
01:02:49Make a movie.
01:02:50Yeah.
01:02:52We finna do a whole lot of knocking the boots.
01:02:55The boots gonna be knocking.
01:02:57They gonna be swinging.
01:02:59I feel like I could be here for the rest of my life.
01:03:02I feel like we gonna be here for the rest of our life.
01:03:05At the end of the day, like, she mine.
01:03:07She ain't going nowhere.
01:03:08And I ain't going nowhere.
01:03:09You feel me?
01:03:11It ain't nothing but love.
01:03:16I am in love with Gigi.
01:03:19I'm in love with the person that she is.
01:03:21I'm excited and I'm happy to spend time with her.
01:03:24Get my rocks off.
01:03:26Help I get her rocks off.
01:03:27And then I'm gonna go ahead and start mentally preparing for my release all over again with Bonita tomorrow.
01:03:39Do you need that?
01:03:41Yeah, I need that.
01:03:43I definitely feel like I'm smart enough to pull this off.
01:03:45I just gotta stay 10 steps ahead.
01:03:48That's my important things.
01:03:5010 steps ahead of Bonita.
01:03:5210 steps ahead of Gigi.
01:03:54You don't gotta worry about what's in here.
01:03:56So I gotta stay 20 steps ahead.
01:03:59What the hell?
01:04:01Oh, .
01:04:01What in the world?
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