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Mommy, I Don't Lie Anymore HD 720p ASM
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00:00My mom called me a liar from the day I was born.
00:03Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing on my wrist, the Verity Band.
00:09Mom was obsessed with science-based parenting.
00:12So when my twin sister Emma and I were born, she strapped these bands on us.
00:17Green light means truth.
00:19Red light means you're manipulating reality.
00:22Emma's band?
00:23Always green.
00:24She could literally cut up mom's designer dress and blame the cat, and that little device
00:29would glow like a Christmas tree.
00:31Not me.
00:32She'd say.
00:33Green light.
00:34Believed.
00:35Me?
00:36I'd say.
00:37Mom, I'm hungry.
00:39And flash.
00:40Red light.
00:41Instant punishment.
00:43And mom's punishment wasn't gentle.
00:45No food.
00:47Locked in my room.
00:48Digital blackout.
00:50No phone.
00:51No Wi-Fi.
00:52Nothing.
00:53She'd say.
00:54The machine doesn't lie, Stella.
00:56Starve now.
00:57Learn later.
00:58I'm doing this for your own good.
01:00After 10 years of this, I started believing it too.
01:04Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:07New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:10New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:13Mom was getting ready to take Emma to see the ball drop in Times Square.
01:17And that's when the pain hit.
01:19Like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:21I collapsed on the floor, my skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:27Mom, please.
01:29It hurts.
01:30The band flashed red.
01:31She looked down at me, disgust in her eyes.
01:35Nice try, Stella.
01:36Faking sick to crash our night?
01:38Pathological.
01:39She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door.
01:43I wanted to scream.
01:45But part of me thought, maybe she's right.
01:48The band is red.
01:50So I must be lying.
01:52I must not actually be in pain.
01:54Sorry, Mom.
01:55I won't lie anymore.
01:56But the pain got worse.
01:59Way worse.
02:03The door handle turned.
02:05For one second, I thought, she's coming back.
02:08She's a doctor.
02:09She'll know something's wrong.
02:10Hurry up.
02:11The fireworks are starting.
02:12Emma's waiting.
02:14Please, something's really wrong.
02:17I feel like I'm dying.
02:19She glanced at my wrist.
02:21Red light flashing like crazy.
02:23She crouched down, grabbed my chin, forced me to look at her.
02:27Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:29Can't you just be honest?
02:31Stay here and think about what you've done.
02:34Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:37Mom stood up.
02:39Food?
02:40She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:42She won't starve.
02:43Brushing off her hands like I was dirt.
02:45Lock the door.
02:46When that band turns green, we'll talk.
02:49But...
02:50But what?
02:52Soft parenting is why she's like this.
02:54Look at Emma.
02:55Her band is always green.
02:58Stella's just a compulsive liar.
03:00She needs discipline.
03:01But my closet was empty.
03:03Emma stole that money.
03:05Emma ate those snacks.
03:07I tried to defend myself once.
03:10I didn't take it either.
03:12Red light.
03:13Three days locked up with nothing but bread and water.
03:17Emma peeked through the door, made a face at me.
03:20That's us.
03:21We're gonna see the pretty fireworks.
03:24The door locked.
03:25The house went silent.
03:27Just me.
03:29Alone.
03:30The pain was unbearable.
03:33But I kept thinking.
03:35Mom's right.
03:36The machine doesn't lie.
03:38The band is red, so I must be lying.
03:41I'm not in pain.
03:43I'm not in pain.
03:45I'm not in pain.
03:48I'm not in pain.
03:48I crawled to my desk.
03:50I had to write.
03:51That was the rule.
03:53If the band glowed red, I had to pen a thousand-word apology essay, or Mom would never let me
03:59out.
04:00I am a liar.
04:01I opened my journal.
04:04Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:07But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:11My vision blurred.
04:12I could barely see.
04:14My hand shook as I wrote.
04:16Mom, I really love you.
04:19It really hurts.
04:21Why won't you believe me?
04:23Please believe me just once.
04:26The moment I finished the last word, the pain vanished.
04:31Just... gone.
04:32I felt light.
04:34Weightless.
04:35I looked down.
04:37I was floating.
04:39And there, slumped over the desk, was my body.
04:43Motionless.
04:44The Verity band still flashing red on a dead girl's wrist.
04:48Oh.
04:50I'm dead.
04:51I heard laughter.
04:52Mom, Dad, Emma, coming through the front door.
04:57Tonight's fireworks were amazing.
04:59Especially that smiley face one.
05:02Just like our Emma.
05:04Mom's voice was so warm.
05:06I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
05:09I wanted to help them take off their coats.
05:11That's what I always did.
05:14Mom!
05:15I reached out to hug her.
05:17My arms passed right through her body.
05:19Like wind.
05:20She shivered.
05:22Why is it so cold in here?
05:24Is the heat off?
05:25I stood there, staring at my transparent hands.
05:29Right.
05:30Dead people can't hug the living.
05:33Should we check on Stella?
05:34Dad said casually.
05:35She hasn't eaten.
05:37If she finds me dead, will she be sad?
05:40Will she regret it?
05:51Still putting on an act?
05:53Think I'll carry you to bed?
05:55Stella, you're ten years old, not five.
05:58I screamed at her, only two feet away.
06:01Mom!
06:01I'm not playing!
06:03I'm dead!
06:05Look at me!
06:06Touch me!
06:07I'm freezing!
06:09Emma squeezed past her, held up her wrist with that smug little grin.
06:14Look!
06:14My band's green!
06:16Stella's is still red.
06:18She's lying even in her dreams.
06:20Mom patted Emma's head.
06:22That's my good girl.
06:24Ignore the liar.
06:25Let her stay there.
06:26Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
06:28Dad peeked in.
06:30Should we at least put her in bed?
06:31It's freezing.
06:33Put her in bed?
06:33The parenting expert says cold treatment is the answer.
06:37Look at that red light.
06:38She's still in full defiance mode.
06:41Come on, we have to visit Grandma tomorrow.
06:43The door locked again.
06:45I floated next to my corpse, staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
06:51Mom, if you'd just stepped closer, if you'd just touched my hand, you'd know I was ice cold.
06:58But you didn't.
06:59That night, a rat crawled out of my empty closet.
07:02I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
07:05But now, I just floated by the ceiling, watching it scurry across my dead body.
07:10It bit into my toe.
07:12It's okay.
07:13You can't feel it anymore.
07:15It'll be over soon.
07:17The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window.
07:20No warmth reached my body.
07:22In the kitchen, I could hear Mom making breakfast.
07:26The smell of bacon and eggs crept under my door.
07:28My favorite.
07:30But Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
07:34So, I only ever got steamed broccoli.
07:36She was claying the pans extra loud on purpose.
07:39Trying to tempt me out.
07:42Trying to make me give in and apologize for things I never did.
07:46In the old days, I might have caved.
07:49But, I don't need food anymore.
07:53Stella still hasn't come out?
07:56Stella still hasn't come out?
07:57Dad asked, reading his paper.
08:00She is so stubborn.
08:01She can eat or not.
08:03I don't care.
08:05Emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air.
08:08Then, she screamed dramatically.
08:11Mom!
08:12Stella's room smells gross!
08:14Did she poop in it?
08:15Mom stormed over, pounding on the door.
08:18Stella!
08:19Are you an animal?
08:21The bathroom is right there.
08:23Did you seriously go on the floor just to spite me?
08:26I remembered being six.
08:27I had food poisoning.
08:29Couldn't make it to the bathroom in time.
08:31Soiled my pants.
08:33Mom didn't help me clean up.
08:34She made me stand in the yard.
08:37Pointed at me and told the neighbors.
08:38Look at this.
08:40She's such a mess, she can't even use the toilet by herself.
08:43Now she thought I was dirty again.
08:46Leave her.
08:47Mom said, waving her hand like she was swatting a fly.
08:50Let her sit in her own stink.
08:52But Dad stood up, frowning.
08:54That smells really bad.
08:56I should check.
08:58Could be a dead mouse or something.
09:00Dad, please, open the door!
09:03I'm right here!
09:04I waved my transparent arms frantically.
09:07Dad's hand touched the doorknob.
09:09His phone was ringing.
09:10Dad's face went pale.
09:13What?
09:13The server crashed?
09:15Okay, okay, I'm on my way.
09:17Honey, there's an emergency at work.
09:19I'll be gone for a few days.
09:21Wait, what about Stella?
09:23He was already out the door.
09:25If that call had come one second later, I would have been found.
09:29Maybe then, I wouldn't have brought it alone.
09:32That afternoon, Mom took Emma shopping.
09:34The house was empty except for my corpse.
09:38When they came back that night, loaded down with fancy lobster and gifts,
09:42the smell had gotten worse.
09:44Mom gagged the second she walked in.
09:47Stella, are you trying to turn this place into a dump?
09:50She didn't even open my door.
09:52She grabbed duct tape and sealed the gap at the bottom.
09:55You want to be disgusting?
09:57Fine.
09:57Stew in it.
09:58Don't stink up my house.
10:00She patted her hands together, satisfied.
10:03Then went to steam the lobster.
10:06I stared at that sealed door.
10:08My last shred of hope suffocated under that tape.
10:12By day three, even the duct tape couldn't contain the smell.
10:16Mom was arranging fresh flowers, trying to cover it up.
10:19But the stench of death is unmistakable.
10:23Sweet, rotten, oily.
10:26She cut a rose stem too hard.
10:28A thorn pierced her hand.
10:31She snapped.
10:32Stella!
10:33She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen, stormed toward my room.
10:37I'm done with you, you disgusting little brat.
10:41Time you learned what real pain feels like.
10:44Don't come in, Mom!
10:45Please!
10:46I'm decomposed!
10:47You'll be scared!
10:49Even though she never loved me, I didn't want her to see me like that.
10:54But she walked right through me.
10:56Ripped the tape off.
10:58Jammed the spare key in the lock.
11:01The door flew open.
11:04The smell hit her like a wall.
11:07She stumbled back, dry heaving.
11:10Stella, what are you doing?
11:12Mom screamed.
11:13Not a human sound.
11:15A raw, guttural shriek that tore through her throat.
11:19She stumbled backward, slammed into the bookshelf.
11:23A bass shattered.
11:24But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
11:26She just stared at me, eyes wide, unblinking.
11:30No.
11:31No, no, no.
11:32This is makeup.
11:33Special effects.
11:34Stella, get up!
11:35I'm not mad anymore!
11:37Stop scaring me!
11:38Her hand reached out, trembling to touch my arm.
11:41The second her skin made contact with my corpse, she recoiled like she'd been burned.
11:47That cold was too real.
11:50Mrs. Lisa from next door called 911.
11:52I heard a scream!
11:53She'd heard the screaming.
11:54When she saw what was in my room, she collapsed in the hallway.
11:58Within minutes, sirens.
12:00Police.
12:00A medical examiner.
12:02They pulled up the crime scene tape.
12:04Cameras flashed over my body.
12:07Mom sat on the couch, a female officer's hand on her shoulder.
12:10She was babbling.
12:12She was faking.
12:13She always lies.
12:15The band was red.
12:16Machines don't lie.
12:18I was just teaching her.
12:20I was doing it for her own good.
12:22No one responded.
12:23They all looked at her like she was a monster.
12:26The medical examiner crouched next to my body.
12:29He muttered under his breath.
12:31Severe malnutrition.
12:33Organ failure.
12:34This kid was starved for at least a month.
12:36He carefully tried to remove the Verity band.
12:39But it had...
12:41Fused.
12:42Damn.
12:43He cursed.
12:44He had to use tools to pry it off.
12:47Even dead, my soul flinched.
12:55A cop picked up my journal.
12:58Put on gloves.
12:59Started reading.
13:00Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
13:03Suddenly, she lunged for it.
13:05That's her confession.
13:07She admits she lied.
13:08Look.
13:08She wrote it herself.
13:10The officer pushed her back.
13:12Slid the journal into an evidence bag.
13:14We'll determine what's true.
13:16That's when Dad got home.
13:18He saw the black body bag being wheeled out on a stretcher.
13:21Saw the long zipper that sealed away my entire life.
13:25His legs gave out.
13:27He collapsed.
13:29Wet himself.
13:30Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
13:34She pointed at the blood-stained Verity band on the evidence table.
13:38Why is Stella's band black?
13:40Mine's still green, see?
13:43She held up her wrist.
13:44The green light blinked cheerfully.
13:46It was grotesque.
13:48The cops started questioning Mom in the living room.
13:51She grabbed the Verity band off the table like it was a life raft.
13:55Test it.
13:56That band proved she was lying.
13:58Red light means lie.
14:00I never abused her.
14:02The machine told me.
14:03I was just educating her.
14:05The officer looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
14:08Ma'am, the victim shows signs of extreme malnutrition.
14:13That's discipline.
14:14That's teaching her to be honest.
14:16Mom was shrieking now.
14:18Then she did something insane.
14:21You don't believe me?
14:23Fine.
14:23I'll wear it.
14:25I'm not lying.
14:26Watch.
14:26It'll be green.
14:27She snatched the band, still stained with my blood and bits of skin, and jammed it onto
14:34her own wrist.
14:35Click.
14:36Locked.
14:38The rubber pressed against her skin.
14:40Sticky.
14:41Cold.
14:43She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself.
14:46She needed to prove she was innocent.
14:49Needed to prove her parenting was right.
14:52She held up her wrist, eyes wild.
14:55Watch.
14:56I'm Rachel.
14:57I'm Stella's mother.
14:58That's a fact.
15:00Absolute truth.
15:02The red light exploded.
15:04Bright.
15:05Violent.
15:06Like a fresh wound tearing open.
15:09Mom's confident expression shattered.
15:12She slapped the band like it was a broken TV.
15:15What?
15:16No.
15:16I said the truth.
15:18I am Rachel.
15:20She started talking faster, panic rising in her voice.
15:24It's broken.
15:25The examiner broke it.
15:26Let me try again.
15:27I never abused her.
15:29I did it for her own good.
15:31I love her.
15:32The red light flashed faster.
15:34And suddenly, she remembered.
15:37Me.
15:38Ten years old.
15:39Getting the maximum punishment.
15:41Curled on the floor.
15:43Biting my lip so I wouldn't scream.
15:45Is this what it felt like?
15:48Mom lost it completely.
15:50She started screaming at the band.
15:52Spit flying.
15:54Why is it red?
15:55I'm telling the truth.
15:57Turn green, you piece of junk.
15:59You're framing me.
16:00But the red light kept flashing.
16:03Like it was mocking her.
16:05You're a liar.
16:06You're a liar.
16:08You're a liar.
16:10Enough.
16:11A tech officer stepped forward.
16:13He'd had enough of this circus.
16:15Stop.
16:16That device isn't a lie detector.
16:18He picked up the user manual they'd found during the search.
16:21Slammed it on the coffee table.
16:23This is a basic biometric monitor.
16:25It measures skin conductivity and heart rate.
16:27When you're nervous, scared, in pain, your heart rate spikes.
16:31The light turns red.
16:33That's it.
16:34He walked toward Mom, who was still on the floor.
16:36And his voice turned cold.
16:38Think about your daughter.
16:39Ruptured appendix.
16:41Organ failure.
16:42The pain must have been unbearable.
16:44Her heart was racing.
16:45She was terrified.
16:46And what did you see?
16:48A red light.
16:49So you punished her more.
16:51Which made her more scared.
16:53Which made her heart beat faster.
16:56Which made the light redder.
16:58You turned her cries for help into a torture device.
17:02You starved your daughter to death.
17:04Boom.
17:05Mom's world collapsed.
17:07She sat there, staring at the flashing red band on her wrist.
17:11And finally understood.
17:13For ten years.
17:14Every red light wasn't because I was lying.
17:17It was because I was scared.
17:20Scared of her anger.
17:21Scared of being misunderstood.
17:24Scared of eating food I was allergic to.
17:27I was in pain.
17:28Pain that made my heart race and sweat pour down my face.
17:32I was desperate.
17:34Desperate for a hug.
17:35For her to hold me the way she held Emma.
17:38Every single signal from my frightened heart.
17:41She interpreted as proof of my lies.
17:45No.
17:45Mom suddenly screamed.
17:47She clawed at the band.
17:49Get it off.
17:49Get it off.
17:50It's red.
17:51I'm not a liar.
17:52I'm not.
17:53But the clasp was jammed from her violent struggle.
17:56Wouldn't budge.
17:57I can't get it off.
17:59Stella, take it back.
18:00I'm sorry.
18:01It's all my fault.
18:03This little bit of pain.
18:04And she was breaking.
18:07Mom.
18:07I suffered for ten years.
18:10The cops needed evidence for charges.
18:12And you better stop.
18:13So they opened my journal in front of my parents.
18:16February 14th.
18:17Sunny.
18:18Mom put celery on my plate.
18:20I'm allergic.
18:21My throat swells.
18:23I can't breathe.
18:24I said I can't eat it.
18:25But because I was scared of making her angry,
18:27my heart raced.
18:29Red light.
18:30Mom said I was picky.
18:32Lying.
18:33Made me eat the whole plate.
18:35That night I threw up blood.
18:38My throat felt like it was on fire.
18:40Mom saw it and said I'd snuck tomato juice.
18:43That I was faking.
18:44She punished me for ten more minutes.
18:47Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
18:49She was shaking violently.
18:51She remembered that night.
18:53The officer turned the page.
18:55June 1st.
18:56Children's Day.
18:57Emma cut up Mom's dress.
18:59Emma's heart rate is always slow.
19:02Green light.
19:03I tried to explain, but I was scared of getting beaten.
19:06So my heart raced.
19:08Red light.
19:09Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:11This man who'd been invisible for ten years, who always stayed out of it.
19:17He snapped.
19:18Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:20This man who'd been invisible for ten years, who always stayed out of it.
19:25He snapped.
19:26He lunged at Mom and slapped her across the face.
19:30You monster.
19:31What did you do?
19:33That was your daughter.
19:35You treated her like an animal.
19:37Mom fell to the floor.
19:39Blood at the corner of her mouth.
19:41But she didn't fight back.
19:43Didn't cry.
19:44She just stared into space, muttering,
19:46Not my fault.
19:48Not my fault.
19:50Not my fault.
19:50Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
19:54It's her.
19:55It's Emma.
19:56Emma's band was always green.
19:58Emma was the good one.
20:00If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her, I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
20:05This is Emma's fault.
20:07All eyes turned to Emma.
20:09That little princess we'd all protected.
20:12The cop walked over.
20:13Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
20:16Took out a screwdriver.
20:19Pried it open right there.
20:20Crack.
20:21The plastic shell split.
20:24Inside?
20:25No sensors.
20:26No chips.
20:27No heart rate monitor.
20:29Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
20:32The circuit was hardwired.
20:34Power on.
20:35Green light.
20:37That's it.
20:38This is a $2 toy.
20:40Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
20:44No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
20:49Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
20:53A sick, biased joke.
20:56I laughed.
20:58Laughed until I cried.
21:00Turns out, ghosts can cry too.
21:03The officer turned to the last page of the journal.
21:06Her voice broke.
21:08Her voice broke.
21:09The handwriting was a mess.
21:11Clearly written while dying.
21:14Mom, if I die, will the band stop glowing red?
21:17Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
21:22I'm not lying.
21:23My stomach hurts so much.
21:26My stomach hurts so much.
21:26Like knives.
21:28Next life, please don't make me wear the band.
21:31Please.
21:32Mom stared at the shattered pieces of plastic on the table.
21:36That green light she trusted without question?
21:39A cheap piece of junk.
21:43Mom started laughing.
21:45Her voice cracking with every sound.
21:48But it was the laugh of someone breaking.
21:50Worse than crying.
21:52Fake.
21:53All fake.
21:55I killed my honest daughter.
21:57And I worshipped a liar.
21:59She'd lost her mind.
22:00For real this time.
22:04My death became front page news.
22:06Mrs. Lisa, the neighborhood gossip, posted everything online.
22:12Title.
22:12Girls Starved to Death by Fake Science Band.
22:16She described my corpse in detail.
22:19The band fused to rotting flesh.
22:22The internet exploded.
22:25Monster.
22:26Murderer.
22:27She doesn't deserve to be a mother.
22:29Comments poured in like an avalanche.
22:33Someone doxxed mom.
22:34Our address got leaked.
22:36People threw red paint on our door.
22:39Wrote death in huge letters.
22:42Dad got arrested too.
22:44Neglect.
22:45Failure to protect.
22:47He wasn't there when I died, so he got off light.
22:50But his company fired him immediately to avoid the PR nightmare.
22:55Our family went bankrupt.
22:57Sold the house, the car, everything to pay legal fees.
23:02Dad couldn't stand living with that psycho anymore.
23:06He took what little money was left, and Emma, and disappeared.
23:11Emma was a bad seed, sure.
23:13But she was still his blood.
23:16Before they left, Emma tried to take her green band.
23:19Dad stomped on it.
23:21Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
23:23Emma cried as he dragged her away.
23:26Mom got out on bail.
23:28The psych eval said she had severe PTSD and psychosis.
23:32They left her alone in that rental apartment.
23:35The one that still smelled like death.
23:38Her mental state deteriorated fast.
23:41She started talking to me like I was still there.
23:44And she refused to take off the red light band.
23:46To punish herself, she'd added a shock device to it.
23:51One that delivered a jolt the second the light flashed red.
23:55She said the small shocks were the only thing that eased her guilt.
23:59She'd cook a whole table of food, then talk to the empty air.
24:03She'd pick up a piece of meat.
24:06Her hands shook.
24:07The band flashed red.
24:09She was anxious.
24:11She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
24:14Mom's heart is racing.
24:16Mom's lying.
24:18Liars don't deserve food.
24:24It hurts.
24:27It hurts.
24:28It hurts.
24:30Is this what Stella felt?
24:32I'm sorry.
24:34Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
24:37I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
24:40So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood, then swallowed it back down.
24:47I was locked in isolation.
24:49So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood, then swallowed it back down.
24:50So she locked herself in my old room, lights off, and bowed to my photo until her forehead bled.
24:56Over and over.
24:58Blood on the floor.
25:01Late at night, she'd see the red glow of the band reflected on the wall.
25:05To her, it looked like my bloody eyes watching.
25:09She scribbled in red pen on the back of my journal.
25:13I'm sorry.
25:14I was wrong.
25:15Red light means pain.
25:17Red light means love.
25:19Please come back and say it hurts one more time.
25:22I'll save you.
25:23I promise.
25:25Too bad I'm dead.
25:27Dead people can't cry for help.
25:30Eventually, the state intervened.
25:33Mom's self-harm got so extreme, she nearly killed herself, that they committed her.
25:39She ended up in a psychiatric facility.
25:41She was the strangest patient there.
25:45She'd found a red plastic ring somewhere and wore it around her neck like a collar.
25:49Her, home-made band.
25:52If anyone tried to remove it, she'd bite them like a rabid dog.
25:57Don't touch my light.
25:59Stella's watching.
26:00She'll be mad if you take it.
26:02She developed a Pavlovian response.
26:05Rachel, time to eat.
26:07Mom would touch her neck, then start convulsing, screaming.
26:11Red light!
26:12Red light!
26:13Don't punish me!
26:14I'll eat!
26:14I'll eat!
26:15Even if the food was scalding hot, she'd gulp it down, burning her esophagus.
26:21Wouldn't spit it out.
26:23She was reenacting my final moments.
26:26Living my hell on repeat.
26:29Years later, Emma grew up.
26:31Without proper guidance and with a trail of infamy behind her, she ended up at the bottom
26:36of society.
26:37When she ran out of money, she remembered.
26:40Mom's still in that facility.
26:41She showed up one day.
26:44Not for love.
26:45For cash.
26:53Hey, crazy lady.
26:55Dad's dead.
26:56Give me your hidden stash.
26:59Disgusting.
27:00Just like your dead daughter.
27:02If you don't give me money, I'll pull your tubes and send you to join her.
27:06For a moment, Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
27:09She looked at Emma and suddenly remembered.
27:13That band.
27:15That always green toy.
27:17That decade of deception.
27:20It was you.
27:21Mom's voice was gravel.
27:23You lied.
27:25You're the fake green light.
27:27You killed Stella.
27:29Give her back.
27:30Give her back.
27:32The last shred of maternal love twisted into vengeance.
27:37Mom lunged.
27:38Grabbed Emma by the throat.
27:40Die.
27:41You should have died.
27:43Not her.
27:43You.
27:44Help!
27:45Emma thrashed, but couldn't break free from a mad woman's grip.
27:50Orderlies rushed in.
27:51Sedated Mom.
27:52Pulled her off.
27:54Emma stumbled out of the room.
27:56Terrified.
27:56They're all insane.
27:59She bolted for the exit.
28:03A truck plowed into her.
28:05She survived.
28:06Barely.
28:07Both legs shattered beyond repair.
28:10Wheelchair for life.
28:11A total wreck.
28:13Meanwhile, Mom was strapped to a bed, staring at the ceiling.
28:18Tears streaming.
28:19In her dreams, she finally saw me.
28:23I was ten again.
28:24No band.
28:25White dress.
28:27Smiling.
28:28Mom!
28:29She reached for me, crying with joy.
28:32Stella!
28:33But her hands sparked with electricity.
28:36The second she touched me, I burst into flames.
28:40Turned to ash.
28:42No!
28:42She woke up screaming.
28:45Heart rate through the roof.
28:46If she'd been wearing that band, it would have been blood red.
28:50Eternal torment.
28:53I stood in the void, watching it all.
28:56Mom in the facility.
28:58Emma in a wheelchair, begging on the streets.
29:02Dad, drunk and dead in some gutter.
29:05I felt... nothing.
29:08No satisfaction.
29:10Just a flat, dead calm.
29:13Next to me was an old dog.
29:15Buddy.
29:16My childhood pet.
29:18Mom threw him out years ago.
29:20He'd been waiting for me at the boundary.
29:22Buddy nuzzled my leg.
29:24Barked twice.
29:25As if to say,
29:27Let's go.
29:28Don't look back.
29:30Yeah.
29:31Time to leave.
29:33This life was too bitter.
29:35Nothing worth holding onto.
29:38I floated to Mom's hospital room one final time.
29:41She looked ancient.
29:43Hair completely white.
29:45Frail as paper.
29:47She sensed something.
29:50Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air.
29:53Right where I stood.
29:55Stella?
29:55Is that you?
29:57Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
30:00Mom destroyed the band.
30:01I don't believe in it anymore.
30:03Come back please.
30:05I'll cook for you.
30:06No celery.
30:07I'll buy you new dresses.
30:09Not Emma.
30:10Tears rolled down her face.
30:12I looked at the red marks on her neck from the homemade band.
30:16I sighed.
30:18Reached out.
30:20My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
30:23Sleep, Mom.
30:25In sleep, there's no pain.
30:27A breeze blew through the room.
30:29The old journal on her nightstand flipped open.
30:33The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
30:38But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines.
30:42Written by Mom during a lucid moment.
30:45Next life, let me wear the band.
30:48Let me be the liar.
30:50Punish me however you want.
30:52Just don't leave me.
30:54I stared at those words.
30:56Felt nothing.
30:58Too late.
31:00Repentance means nothing to the dead.
31:03Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
31:06But I don't love you either.
31:09Let's not meet again.
31:11I turned away.
31:13Buddy wagged his tail.
31:14In the distance, a door of light appeared.
31:18The gateway to the next cycle.
31:21I looked at my wrist.
31:23The Phantom Verity Band.
31:25Still there.
31:27Even in spirit form.
31:29I grabbed it.
31:30It shattered into stardust.
31:33I felt weightless.
31:34Free.
31:36No red light.
31:37No hunger.
31:39No lies.
31:40Just freedom.
31:42Morning came.
31:43A nurse pushed open the door.
31:45Rachel, time for your meds.
31:47No response.
31:48She walked closer.
31:49Rachel's hand clutched the torn journal.
31:52A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
31:55On the heart monitor, the wavy line had gone flat.
31:59Passing through the light wasn't violent.
32:01No spinning.
32:02No chaos.
32:03Just warmth.
32:04Like sinking into a spring stream.
32:07Even the lingering ache in my soul, the phantom pains, started to fade.
32:12Buddy pressed into my palm.
32:13His fur wasn't translucent anymore.
32:15It was soft.
32:17Warm.
32:18Real.
32:19This was the living, breathing connection I'd craved as a kid.
32:23Come on, boy.
32:24I held his paw and walked toward the brightness.
32:26Behind me, the old life faded like a worn photograph.
32:30Mom's final tear.
32:31The red glow of the band.
32:33Blood on the diary pages.
32:35All of it blurred.
32:36Dissolved.
32:37I didn't look back.
32:39That ten-year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
32:42When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
32:46Wrapped in soft blankets.
32:49Someone was humming.
32:50A woman's voice.
32:52Gentle, off-key, but full of love.
32:55Her fingers brushed my cheek.
32:58The scent of gardenias.
32:59Not the sterile hospital smell of my old mom.
33:03Not the cold, clinical distance.
33:05I blinked up at her.
33:07She had kind eyes.
33:09A soft smile.
33:11She cradled me like I was made of glass.
33:14Grace is awake.
33:15She murmured.
33:17Honey, come quick!
33:18Our daughter just blinked!
33:19A man appeared.
33:21Tall.
33:22A little awkward.
33:23But his face lit up when he saw me.
33:25He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
33:28His voice was deep.
33:30Warm.
33:31Hey Grace.
33:32I'm your dad.
33:34Grace.
33:35Not Stella.
33:36No weight.
33:37No chains.
33:38No lies.
33:39Just Grace Sterling.
33:41A name that meant something light.
33:43Something cherished.
33:45This house was small.
33:47But clean.
33:49Cozy.
33:50Cartoon stickers on the walls.
33:52Plants on the balcony.
33:54Sunlight pouring through the windows.
33:56Warm on the floor.
33:58I realized fast.
34:00This family was nothing like the last one.
34:03They never forced me to do anything.
34:05There were no Verity bands.
34:08I grew.
34:10Learned to crawl.
34:11To talk.
34:12And when I was three, Mom made sautéed celery.
34:16The green stalks on the plate triggered me.
34:18I flashed back to choking.
34:21Throat swelling.
34:22Vomiting blood.
34:23I stumbled backward.
34:25Shaking.
34:27Tears came without permission.
34:29Mom immediately put down the spatula.
34:32Crouched.
34:33Pulled me into a hug.
34:34Grace.
34:35What's wrong?
34:36You don't like celery?
34:37I couldn't speak.
34:39Just shook my head.
34:41Sobbing.
34:42Dad knelt too.
34:44Rubbed my back.
34:45Hey.
34:46It's okay.
34:47You don't have to eat it.
34:49Can you tell us why?
34:50Their eyes were patient.
34:52Gentle.
34:54Finally, I choked out.
34:56It hurts my throat.
34:58Makes me bleed.
35:00They didn't say, the machine doesn't lie.
35:03They didn't accuse me of faking.
35:05They took me to the doctor immediately.
35:08Turns out, I really do have a celery allergy.
35:12Mild, but it can flare up with stress.
35:15After that, celery never appeared in the house again.
35:18Mom even added it to her phone notes.
35:21Grace's allergies.
35:23Celery.
35:23Mango.
35:24She checked every time she shopped.
35:27I lay in her arms that night, smelling gardenias, and realized,
35:31this is what it feels like to be believed.
35:34Love isn't measured by a machine.
35:36It's listening.
35:38Even when the story sounds impossible.
35:40When I was four, preschool had a health screening.
35:43Blood draw.
35:44I saw the needle and lost it.
35:47Flashes of the band burning my wrist.
35:50Flashes of starvation.
35:52I screamed.
35:53Clung to Dad's leg.
35:54The teacher sighed.
35:56Grace, it's just a little poke.
35:59All the other kids were brave.
36:00I couldn't stop shaking.
36:02Don't punish me.
36:04I'm not lying.
36:06Dad immediately scooped me up, shielding me from the nurse.
36:10Sorry.
36:11He said firmly.
36:13She's got trauma.
36:14We'll skip this for now and take her to a pediatric psychologist.
36:18On the drive home, Dad didn't scold me for being weak.
36:22He just asked gently.
36:25Grace, did someone hurt you before?
36:28I buried my face in his shoulder, tears soaking his shirt.
36:32Mom.
36:34Band.
36:36Red light.
36:37I couldn't explain it clearly.
36:39But he listened.
36:41Nodded.
36:42You've been through hell, haven't you?
36:45It's okay.
36:46Dad's here now.
36:48No one's ever hurting you again.
36:51From then on, they took me to a child therapist regularly.
36:55Severe PTSD, the doctor said.
36:59My parents never complained.
37:01Never made me feel like a burden.
37:03They played honesty games with me.
37:05Where I could say anything, true or false, and they'd just listen.
37:10Guide me gently toward the truth.
37:13They bought me colorful bracelets, but never forced me to wear them.
37:17These are just accessories, Grace.
37:19Wear them if you want.
37:21Take them off if you don't.
37:22We'll love you either way.
37:24Slowly, I started to heal.
37:26I could say, I don't like this, without fear.
37:30I could say, I'm scared.
37:32I could say, I want that.
37:36I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being evidence of a lie.
37:40I started sharing my preschool stories with them.
37:44I cried when I didn't get a toy.
37:46I laughed when I got praise.
37:49I was finally just a kid.
37:51A normal, loved kid.
37:54When I turned seven, I started elementary school.
37:57There was a girl in my class, Annie Sullivan.
38:00She looked exactly like Emma.
38:03Same eyes.
38:04But her hair was shorter.
38:06And she was timid.
38:09Scared.
38:10The first time I saw her, my heart clenched.
38:14Flashbacks.
38:15Emma's smug grin.
38:17The green light mocking me.
38:19I stepped back instinctively.
38:21Annie noticed.
38:23She looked down, voice barely a whisper.
38:26I'm Annie.
38:28Do you want to be friends?
38:30Her tone was so careful.
38:32So desperate to please.
38:34Just like I used to be.
38:36I glanced at her wrist.
38:38She wore a cheap green cartoon bracelet.
38:41My stomach turned.
38:43Later, I found out, Annie's mom was strict too.
38:47Demanded honesty.
38:49Locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
38:52One day, Annie accidentally broke the teacher's mug.
38:55She was trembling.
38:57Too scared to admit it.
38:59I saw her face.
39:00Red rimmed eyes.
39:02Barely holding back tears.
39:04I remembered myself at that desk.
39:06Writing, I'm a liar.
39:08A thousand times.
39:10I walked over.
39:12Took her hand.
39:13Annie, it's okay.
39:14Accidents happen.
39:16Let's tell the teacher together.
39:18She won't be mad.
39:20Annie looked at me.
39:21Shocked.
39:22But mom says liars are bad kids.
39:25Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
39:28It's about owning up when you do.
39:30And even if you tell the truth, you shouldn't be punished for it.
39:34If the teacher yells, I'll protect you.
39:36If your mom yells, come to my house.
39:39My parents will help.
39:41I gave her the courage I never had.
39:44She confessed.
39:45The teacher forgave her.
39:47Told her to be more careful next time.
39:49From that day on, we were best friends.
39:52I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
39:55She saw how warm they were.
39:57How they didn't yell.
39:59Didn't punish over little things.
40:02I told her,
40:03You don't have to make everyone happy.
40:06You're allowed to feel things.
40:09Say things.
40:11One day, Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
40:14She saw us together and her face twisted.
40:19She grabbed Annie's hand.
40:21Did you mess up again?
40:22Is Grace covering for you?
40:24Annie immediately looked down.
40:27I stepped in front of her.
40:29Ma'am, Annie didn't do anything wrong.
40:33She's a good kid.
40:35You shouldn't always assume the worst.
40:38She's scared of you.
40:39The mom froze.
40:41Looked at me.
40:43Then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
40:47Her expression softened.
40:49That night, she called my mom.
40:53Thanked her.
40:54You're welcome.
40:54Said I'd opened her eyes.
40:57Over time, Annie's mom got gentler.
41:01Started listening instead of yelling.
41:03And Annie, she blossomed.
41:06We had a great day at school.
41:07Confident.
41:08We learned about the blue chain.
41:09Happy.
41:10I watched her laugh freely one day.
41:13And felt this warmth in my chest.
41:16I didn't get saved in my last life.
41:19I suffered alone in the dark.
41:22But this time, I could save someone else.
41:26I could stop another Stella from happening.
41:29Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
41:33The ability to see pain.
41:36And to heal it.
41:39When I was ten, my parents took me to visit grandma in the countryside.
41:43There was an old tree in her yard.
41:45Just like the one at my old grandma's house.
41:48I sat under it, watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
41:52Buddy dozed next to me.
41:54Then I saw her.
41:56An old woman.
41:58White hair.
41:59Hunched over a cane.
42:01Wearing a faded blue shirt.
42:02The second I saw her face, I froze.
42:06She looked exactly like Rachel.
42:09My old mom.
42:11Grandma noticed me too.
42:12Walked over slowly.
42:14Her eyes were hazy, but there was something familiar in them.
42:18What's your name, child?
42:20Grace Sterling.
42:22She repeated it softly.
42:24Grace.
42:25That's a beautiful name.
42:27She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair.
42:29Then hesitated.
42:31Pulled back.
42:32Like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
42:34My mom came over, studied her.
42:37Mom, this is our daughter.
42:40Grace.
42:41So she was my grandma in this life.
42:44Over the next few days, grandma watched me constantly.
42:48Her expression unreadable.
42:50One day, she brought me a bowl of steak burger.
42:53Grace, eat up.
42:54This used to be your favorite.
42:56I stared at the bowl.
42:57In my last life, I wrote in my dying breath.
43:01I want to eat mom's steak burger.
43:04And here was grandma, saying those exact words.
43:08Tears blurred my vision.
43:10This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
43:13It was real.
43:14Right in front of me.
43:16I picked up a piece.
43:18Bit into it.
43:19Tender.
43:20Sweet.
43:21Perfect.
43:23Grandma smiled.
43:24A tired, guilty smile.
43:27That night, lying in bed with Buddy curled at my feet,
43:30I thought about Rachel's last words.
43:33Next life, let me be the one punished.
43:37Just don't leave me.
43:38I thought about her final tear.
43:40The torn journal.
43:42Honestly?
43:43I didn't hate her anymore.
43:46Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past.
43:49Chewing on pain forever.
43:51This life's happiness had already washed away the bitterness.
43:55I just felt...
43:57Sad.
43:57Grandma stayed for a month.
43:59Then went back home.
44:01Before she left, she held my hand.
44:03Grace.
44:04Live well.
44:06Be happy.
44:07Her voice was soft, but heavy with meaning.
44:10I nodded.
44:12You too, Grandma.
44:14I watched her walk away.
44:16And I felt...
44:17Nothing.
44:18No anger.
44:20No grief.
44:20The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves.
44:24Blown away by the wind.
44:26I wasn't Stella anymore.
44:28The girl trapped by a red light.
44:31I was Grace Sterling.
44:33Surrounded by love.
44:34Free.
44:36At 13, I graduated elementary school.
44:39Got into the best middle school in the city.
44:41My parents took me to the beach to celebrate.
44:44I stood at the edge of the ocean, wind in my hair, salt on my lips.
44:49I stretched out my arms, feeling the freedom.
44:52For a moment, I saw her.
44:55My ghost self.
44:56Floating.
44:58Desperate to hug someone, but passing right through.
45:01Grace, what are you thinking?
45:04Dad handed me a soda.
45:05I smiled.
45:08Just...
45:08I'm grateful.
45:10To be alive.
45:11To be with you guys.
45:13Mom hugged me.
45:15Silly girl.
45:16We're the lucky ones.
45:18Buddy chased the waves, barking joyfully.
45:21I looked at my parents.
45:22My dog.
45:24My future.
45:25I finally understood.
45:27The suffering of my past life taught me to treasure this one.
45:31The pain taught me what love really means.
45:34I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
45:38I didn't need to fear red lights.
45:40I could laugh.
45:42Cry.
45:43Speak freely.
45:45I had parents who loved me.
45:47A best friend.
45:48A healthy body.
45:50A bright future.
45:52This was the life I died wishing for.
45:55That night, I wrote in my journal.
45:57Not the blood-stained confessions of my old life.
46:00This one was full of happiness.
46:03Growth.
46:04Love.
46:06I wrote,
46:07Today I saw the ocean.
46:10It's huge.
46:12Blue.
46:13Free.
46:15I thought about my past self.
46:17That little girl locked in a room.
46:20Desperate to be loved.
46:21She'd never believe that I could be this happy.
46:25Mom and Dad loved me.
46:26They taught me honesty and bravery.
46:30Annie's my best friend now.
46:32She's confident and bright.
46:35Grandma's healthy.
46:36She calls me often.
46:38Buddy's still a goofball.
46:40Always nudging my hand.
46:42I don't hate anyone anymore.
46:45I don't cling to the past.
46:47Those painful memories are like footprints in the sand.
46:51Washed away by waves.
46:54But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
46:57I know my old mom, sister, and dad got what they deserved.
47:02And I finally broke free.
47:05I found real freedom.
47:07I don't want to see them again.
47:09I don't want to relive that life.
47:12I just want to be Grace Sterling.
47:15Simple.
47:17Happy.
47:18Loved.
47:20The ocean was beautiful.
47:22Life was beautiful.
47:24I closed my journal.
47:26Looked out the hotel window.
47:29Moonlight shimmered on the water like a thousand stars.
47:33Buddy's breathing was soft and steady beside me.
47:36I smiled.
47:37This life, I finally became who I wanted to be.
47:43No red lights.
47:45No starvation.
47:46No lies.
47:48Just love.
47:50Freedom.
47:51Happiness.
47:53And those scars from my past?
47:55They became badges of survival.
47:58Reminders that no matter how much darkness you face,
48:01if you don't give up on the light,
48:04you'll find your way to warmth.
48:06To freedom.
48:08The road ahead is long.
48:10But I'll walk it with courage.
48:13With joy.
48:14Toward something even brighter.
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