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The Luna and Her Shadow New
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00:00My sister was perfect, everyone said so. Our parents. My mate, my brother. Me. I was the one they forgot
00:07at my own mating ceremony. But Sarah's perfection was a lie. Her alpha credentials. Bought her. Illness. Faked to drain
00:15our parents dry. On the night she finally went too far. She grabbed a blade and turned it on them.
00:21Today was supposed to be my mating ceremony. The day Tristan Vane would mark me as his Luna. In front
00:27of the whole Asheville pack.
00:28We'd trained together since we were pups. Everyone said we would be the perfect match. Future Alpha and future Luna.
00:36Balanced. Predictable.Safe. I smoothed down the front of my cloak for the hundredth time. Glanced toward the entrance again.
00:44Still no one. Not a single soul had shown up. Not my parents. Not my brother Rafe. Not even Tristan.
00:51Just me that standing alone in the silence. I pulled out my phone. Checked for the fifth time. No new
00:57messages.
00:58My thumb hovered over Tristan's name before I called again. It rang twice. Then went to voicemail. I stared at
01:05the screen. Unsure whether to laugh or throw it against the stone wall. Then the pack announcement flashed across it.
01:12Welcome home Sarah Thornheart. A video autoplayed. And there they were my family all of them. Gathered at the arrival
01:20gates of the northern ridge. Where the Skycrafts landed. My father beamed. My mother teared up.
01:26Rafe had lifted Cira into a spinning hug. Even Tristan was there. Standing just behind her. Cira's golden hair glinted
01:34under the lantern lights. Her arm curled tightly around Tristan's. Like she belonged there she always did.
01:41My chest burned.
01:44My chest burned. A moment later. My phone buzzed again. This time it was Tristan. Stop being dramatic Kira.
01:52His voice came through dry. Like I'd called to complain about the weather.
01:59We'll do the ceremony later. He didn't even try to hide it.
02:03Sarah just got back from Alpha training at Wolfsbane Academy.
02:07The line cut. I stared at the screen. My claws itching to come out.
02:12Around me.
02:14The ceremonial hall remained silent.
02:17Filled only with the soft rustle of moonflower petals falling to the floor.
02:21I looked down at the cloak I'd spent hours sewing silver threads into.
02:25It pooled around me now like shed fur.
02:28Like something I didn't deserve to wear.
02:30I slipped it off.
02:32Left it there.
02:35The Ashvale pack buzzed with noise when I returned.
02:38Someone had roasted meat on the back grill.
02:41Cira's perfume floated through the halls.
02:43Rose and sweet leaf.
02:44Strong enough to push every other scent away.
02:47Laughter echoed from the main room.
02:49A celebration dot loud and thoughtless.
02:52No one noticed when I slipped inside through the kitchen door.
02:55I went straight to my room, sat on the edge of my bed.
02:59Stared at the list I'd written in my journal.
03:01A simple list.
03:02Every time I'd been forgotten, overlooked, passed over.
03:06I added another entry at the bottom.
03:08Mating ceremony no one came.
03:11A knock slammed against the door.
03:12It creaked open.
03:13Rafe stepped inside like he owned the place.
03:16His boots heavy on the floor.
03:18There you are.
03:19He looked me over.
03:21Took in the fur cloak now folded by my desk.
03:24The half-written letter to the council.
03:26Sarah wants your meatloaf.
03:28He said.
03:30Make it spicy.
03:30She says she missed the way you cook it.
03:33I stared at him, hands resting on my lap.
03:36You missed my mating ceremony.
03:37Rafe blinked, then shrugged like it didn't matter.
03:41It's just a ritual.
03:42He said.
03:43You and Tristan could next moon.
03:46Or the one after.
03:49Rafe picked up my journal from the desk.
03:51Flipped through it without asking.
03:54His eyes landed on the fresh page.
03:57You still writing this stuff down?
03:59At the top, in bold letters.
04:02Final warning.
04:03He snorted.
04:06What's that supposed to mean?
04:08You gonna run away?
04:11To be a rogue?
04:12He tossed the journal back onto the bed.
04:16Just make the meatloaf, Kira.
04:18I stood slowly, walked past him toward the kitchen.
04:21My hands stung as I pulled out the meat from the cold box.
04:25The new soap they'd brought back for me to use Sarah's favorite brand
04:28had left red blotches on my skin.
04:31Rafe leaned against the wall behind me, watching too closely.
04:36Why are you so quiet?
04:38He asked.
04:38Planning to poison her or something?
04:40Before I could answer.
04:42Her voice rang out from the main room.
04:44Rafe!
04:45The chestnuts!
04:47He rolled his eyes.
04:49Coming.
04:50He turned and left, without a second glance.
04:55I washed my hands under cold water.
04:58Watched the red fade into pale pink.
05:01My eyes drifted to the counter.
05:03There sat the ceremonial cake I'd ordered, still untouched.
05:07The bonding rings lay beside it, sealed in their velvet box.
05:11I didn't cry.
05:13I just stood there for a long time, staring at all the things that were supposed to matter.
05:21My wolf had been quiet all day, but now her voice was sharp in my head.
05:27They've made their choice.
05:29So will we.
05:29Vela, my inner wolf, growled low.
05:32I looked toward the window.
05:35Beyond it, the dark trees of the northern woods swayed gently.
05:38Cera was back.
05:39She had everything.
05:41And me.
05:41I was done waiting.
05:45I set the meatloaf down on the long oak dining table.
05:48The scent wafted through the air.
05:50Like a forgotten promise.
05:52Laughter echoed from the living room.
05:54Father sat comfortably.
05:56Usually buried in Alpha Council meetings and Ashevale pack logistics.
06:00Today, he listened intently as Cera gushed about her time away.
06:05She said, her eyes shining.
06:06We practiced under the pack elder, Grayfing.
06:11He said I had the instincts of a born Alpha.
06:16Strong enough to lead any pack.
06:18Mother clutched Cera's hand, eyes shimmering with emotion.
06:23My sweet girl.
06:24She sniffled.
06:25You've lost weight, haven't you?
06:27You need more rest.
06:28Too much time and training will weaken your wolf.
06:31To all your senses.
06:33Rafe sat beside them, still dutifully peeling chestnuts.
06:36Like some beta servant.
06:38I stood quietly at the threshold, between the kitchen and the living room.
06:43Watching Dart never invited, that room was warm.
06:46Bright Dart, full of voices and attention.
06:48This room mine was quiet, dim, forgotten.
06:52Cera's voice rose with performative sweetness.
06:55Her head tilted.
06:58Kira.
06:59Why are you just standing there?
07:02Still mad at me for ruining your ceremony?
07:04The conversation screeched to a halt.
07:07Three pairs of eyes turned toward me.
07:09Like I was a problem that had just come back.
07:12Father's brow furrowed.
07:14Kira, come here.
07:15Mother gave me that impatient look.
07:17The one that always followed whenever Cera cried.
07:20Don't sulk.
07:22You're the one who picked that unfortunate date Cera had just landed.
07:27We were all exhausted from the airport run.
07:30You know that, don't you?
07:32Then came the dagger.
07:34If you're going to be petty with your sister, she said, then you're no daughter of mine.
07:41Cera gasped why Dash I'd full of foe concern.
07:44Mom.
07:45Don't be so harsh.
07:48Kira will feel hurt.
07:49But her smirk said otherwise.
07:51She knew my ceremony date.
07:53I told her a week in advance.
07:55She'd even replied.
07:57Can't wait.
07:58Got a surprise planned for you.
08:01Surprise, indeed, since we were pups.
08:04Cera had always managed to turn every situation into a test.
08:07One where the pack had to choose.
08:09They always picked her.
08:11Even my mate chose her.
08:12I should have felt something.
08:14Anger.
08:14Betrayal.
08:15Sadness.
08:16But there was only stillness.
08:18I'm not angry.
08:20Those three words sliced through the tension.
08:22Like claws through bark.
08:24Everyone stared.
08:25Father blinked.
08:26Mother narrowed her eyes.
08:28Cera tilted her head with a mock-confused pout.
08:31They'd expected a tantrum, not serenity.
08:34Which meant they knew what they did would hurt me.
08:36They just didn't care enough to stop.
08:38Father exhaled.
08:39Good.
08:40That's good.
08:41We're a pack.
08:42We don't hold grudges.
08:44Of course.
08:45I said it, nodding with perfect obedience.
08:47It was the same voice I used during full moon rituals.
08:53When addressing the elder wolves, the relief in their eyes was instant.
08:57They turned their attention back to Cera.
09:00Dinner began.
09:00The maid had added several dishes besides my meatloaf.
09:04Crab legs.
09:05Lemon garlic scallops.
09:07All Cera's favorites.
09:09Father murmured, piling food onto her plate.
09:12You're too thin.
09:14Eat more.
09:15You'll need your strength before the orchestral trial.
09:18Mother dabbed at her eyes again.
09:21Rafe chimed in with a grin.
09:24Don't worry.
09:25If any of those city wolves give you trouble...
09:28He cracked his knuckles.
09:30I'll rip their throats out.
09:33Cera laughed.
09:35No need.
09:37I've got this.
09:38They all chuckled.
09:40I ate in silence.
09:41The warmth of the meatloaf doing little to thaw the cold within me.
09:45Then, for the first time that evening, Mother glanced at me.
09:49She hesitated.
09:50Picked up a spoonful of meatloaf.
09:52Placed it on my plate.
09:54Try it.
09:56Don't think we don't care about you just because we fuss over Cera.
10:01I care about you too.
10:03The words felt rehearsed like a line from a script she'd used to often.
10:07I looked down at the food.
10:08It slowly set my utensils down.
10:11No.
10:12I'm full.
10:13What's wrong with you lately?
10:15Her expression shifted.
10:17Startled, then irritated.
10:18She started to say more.
10:22But Cera suddenly clutched her throat, eyes wide.
10:27Mom.
10:28I...
10:29I can't breathe.
10:30Her voice cracked, breath rasping.
10:33She staggered backward, knocking over her chair.
10:35Panic erupted instantly.
10:38Mother screamed.
10:40Father stood so fast the table shook.
10:43What's happening?
10:45Rafe was already at her side, sniffing her neck and face for signs of poison.
10:49His beta instincts glaring.
10:54Her sense spiking.
10:56Something's wrong.
10:57My heart thudded in my chest, not from fear, from the quiet, twisted irony of it all.
11:02In the chaos, no one noticed me standing completely still, just watching.
11:07Baila's voice stirred faintly in my mind.
11:10She's not choking, Kira.
11:12She's shifting.
11:14Something inside her is waking.
11:17Cera's rash bloomed across her skin, like a warning from the moon goddess.
11:22Astral's flaring, hovering over her convulsing form.
11:27Is this an allergic reaction?
12:00Kira, why would this happen now?
12:01You were so quiet, so obedient, and now this?
12:05His voice heavy with disappointment.
12:08You meant to harm Sarah.
12:11How did I end up with a sister like you?
12:13Enough!
12:14Father slammed his fist on the table.
12:16The sound reverberated like thunder.
12:18Get her to the healer, now!
12:19The room cleared in a blur.
12:21My parents and Rafe carrying Cera out, frantic and breathless.
12:26Like she was the moon's own fragile vessel.
12:28I was left alone, face throbbing, heart hollow.
12:32It wasn't me.
12:34I whispered the words aloud.
12:35They echoed off the silence like lies.
12:38They wouldn't believe me.
12:40They never did not after everything.
12:43I felt something wet and hot on my palm.
12:45The maid had returned, her eyes wide as she caught sight of my hands.
12:50Lady Cera, your hands, they're swollen.
12:58I looked down.
13:00Red lines bloomed across my skin, like fire veins.
13:03I'm fine.
13:05I lied, brushing past her.
13:07In my room, I reached for an old leather-bound notebook.
13:11As I opened its worn cover, the scent of old ink and pine dust rose.
13:16Memories not even the wolf in me wanted to recall.
13:19That winter, prey was scarce, rogues pushed at our borders.
13:23The council demanded more from Father than he could give.
13:26When resources thinned, when space and safety grew tight someone had to be sent away.
13:31I volunteered, the obedient daughter, the easy one to forget.
13:35The outpost clung to the cliffs beyond the pack's borders.
13:39A place carved for old warriors and outcasts, no pack song reached that far.
13:44Only wind and silence.
13:46There I learned everything.
13:47They visited once a year for solstice rites.
13:50Each time, they stayed less.
13:52Brought more gifts for Ceredot spoke less of me.
13:55When I finally returned, the Ashevale pack had grown stronger.
14:00Courts and galleries echoing with pride.
14:02My new quarters.
14:03A forgotten supply room near the rear exit, no windows.
14:07No warmth.
14:08Just a reminder, I wasn't part of the vision they'd built.
14:12I packed my things into a worn duffel.
14:15The wedding leave I'd once requested felt laughable now.
14:18I reached for my phone not ready to send a message to my superior at the outpost, requesting return.
14:26A name flashed on screen, Tristan, my mate, or at least the one fate had paired me with.
14:31What did you do to Cera?
14:32He demanded, skipping any pretense of concern.
14:36She's in the healer's hall.
14:39You poisoned her?
14:41It was an allergic reaction.
14:45Don't lie to me.
14:47You've always been jealous.
14:49How could you hurt your own blood like that?
14:52His words were fire, burning through any remaining illusion I had.
14:55Yes.
14:59I heard her.
15:01I'll apologize when she recovers.
15:05Are we done?
15:06He fell silent for a second.
15:08Stunned by my calm.
15:10We'd argued about Cera before dozens of times.
15:13He used to flirt with her under the pretense of concern.
15:16Ordered her favorite foods during our dinners.
15:19Ignored my needs.
15:20My wants.
15:22She's your sister.
15:23He always said, like that made everything acceptable.
15:26To my family, I was always the overreacting one, the unstable one.
15:31When Cera went to the Alpha training, I'd felt peace for the first time even Vela had been calmer.
15:37Now, the storm had returned.
15:39If anything happens to Cera again, Tristan warned.
15:44There will be no mating ceremony.
15:46Then the line went dead.
15:48I pictured him rushing into the healer's den, brushing hair from Cera's face, playing the hero to the girl he
15:54truly wanted.
15:55My claws threatened to unsheathe.
15:57Instead, I smirked.
15:59Hung up, called my mentor back at the outpost.
16:04Later that night, the front door creaked open.
16:07Mother and father returned.
16:09Exhaustion painted across their faces.
16:12Ray followed.
16:13His head low.
16:14My duffel sat by the door.
16:16I was ready to leave.
16:17From upstairs, I heard them speaking in hushed tones.
16:21Until the silence cracked open with betrayal.
16:24If only Tristan's family had better standing.
16:27Mother sighed.
16:28He's so good to Cera.
16:31Cera likes him, father added.
16:34Had I known, I never would have paired him with Cera.
16:37Mother continued.
16:38Still, Tristan and Cera are more suited.
16:42Let Cera chase her dreams.
16:43He can still chase care of her.
16:46Even as Cera's mate.
16:48The words sank like stones in my gut.
16:51Even now, they plan to keep Cera close to my mate, to my mate.
16:55I descended the stairs, my presence sudden, cutting off their whispers.
17:00Mother flinched as she saw me.
17:03Cera.
17:06You...
17:07You're still here?
17:09I said nothing.
17:10Just grabbed my bag.
17:13Vela stirred again.
17:14We were never one of them, Cera.
17:18But we are not alone.
17:20About giving up my mate, as if I were merely a placeholder in Selene's shadow.
17:25When I walked past her.
17:27Calm but cold her face stiffened with fear.
17:29I'm returning to the outpost.
17:31I said flatly.
17:33Ignoring the faint ache in my chest.
17:35The burn of betrayal that still lingered.
17:38Mother exhaled sharply.
17:40Realizing I wasn't about to explode.
17:42Father gave a curt nod, his approval silent.
17:45Good.
17:46Less trouble for the pack.
17:48Rafe, however, stepped forward.
17:51You're taking your thing?
17:53Are you really running away because we're upset about what happened to Sarah?
17:58You think that little apology call makes it okay?
18:01Their guilt from earlier so fleeting.
18:03Had already been replaced by righteousness.
18:06It always shifted like that.
18:07A second of shame.
18:09Then back to their cold duty.
18:12Your sister was hospitalized, Kira.
18:14Father growled.
18:15And you haven't even properly apologized.
18:17The air thickened, like wolves closing in on their prey.
18:21I could feel Vela pacing within me.
18:23Her for bristling.
18:24Lips curling in warning.
18:26Call her.
18:27Vela urged.
18:28Let them hear her lies for themselves.
18:31I took out my phone.
18:34Sarah picked up quickly.
18:36Her voice soft.
18:37Aswya Upy laced with smugness like a wolf who thought she'd won.
18:40Kira?
18:42Oh, is it because you found out Tristan is here with me?
18:46Are you angry?
18:48The silence that followed was immediate.
18:50Even Rafe flinched.
18:51My parents exchanged a glance.
18:53The perfect image they had of Sarah beginning to crack.
18:56I didn't react.
18:58I didn't need to.
18:59It's good he's here.
19:01You'll need someone at your side.
19:03Sarah hesitated.
19:05Do you really mean that?
19:07Of course.
19:08I replied coolly.
19:09I don't know what caused your reaction.
19:13But I'm sorry.
19:15I apologize.
19:17A pause.
19:17Then I ended the call.
19:19My family stood still dot shocked.
19:21Perhaps because I'd apologized without resistance.
19:24Perhaps because I hadn't played the dramatic, jealous wolf they expected.
19:29Lifting my duffel.
19:32Now am I allowed to leave?
19:34Their silence was answer enough.
19:36I turned, my heart lighter for the first time in days.
19:39Walked out the door.
19:41No longer their dutiful amiga.
19:42Let them sit with their doubts.
19:44Let Sarah play her little games.
19:46I was done begging for scraps of affection from a pack that never truly wanted me.
19:53This time, no one tried to stop me.
19:56Rafe's voice called out behind me.
19:58Faint and unsure.
19:59Why didn't you make a fuff this time?
20:01I didn't answer.
20:03There was nothing left to fight for.
20:05Back at the outpost.
20:06I shut everything out.
20:08Phone on airplane mode.
20:09Focus locked on the border.
20:11For 13 days, I trained hard.
20:14Took extra shifts on patrol.
20:16Keeping my head down, my thoughts quiet.
20:18The work was brutal.
20:20But steady.
20:21By the end of it, something inside me had settled.
20:24The next day, I turned on my phone.
20:27It vibrated non-stop.
20:28Messages crashing in from the pack.
20:31From Tristan or from people I'd once thought of as friends.
20:33I opened my friends' messages first.
20:36Dozens of them, all furious.
20:38All aimed squarely at Sarah and Tristan.
20:42One photo that made my blood still a family photo.
20:46Everyone was there.
20:47My parents, Rafe, Sarah, and Tristan.
20:51He stood beside her.
20:52His expressions soft dot familiar.
20:55Like someone who'd finally found his place.
20:57Like someone who'd always belonged at her side.
21:00The caption read.
21:01With my beloved family members.
21:04My friend had commented beneath it.
21:06Unable to hold back.
21:08Your sister's not even in the photo.
21:09But her fiancée's doing a great job playing her brother and her mate.
21:13Huh.
21:14I replied to her briefly.
21:16Told her not to waste her energy.
21:18Then I went through the rest of the messages.
21:20They all blamed me.
21:22For letting someone challenge Sarah.
21:24For making her look bad.
21:25For upsetting the image she'd carefully crafted.
21:28I responded to each with a polite, distant apology.
21:31Then I locked the screen.
21:35Kira!
21:36Rafe called.
21:38His voice tight with concern.
21:41Finally.
21:42What have you been doing?
21:43But in the background I heard Sarah laughing.
21:46Dad!
21:47Mom!
21:50Tristan!
21:51Their voices were light, carefree.
21:53This carousel is so cute!
21:56Like none of them had ever driven someone away.
21:59You were worried?
22:01I asked calmly.
22:02Silence.
22:03We couldn't reach you.
22:06We wanted to invite you along, you know.
22:08It's not our fault.
22:10Your friend's comment really upset Sarah.
22:13She cried for hours.
22:15We had to take her out to cheer her up.
22:17But I already apologized.
22:19I said dot more silence.
22:20Then a weak reply.
22:22It's for the best.
22:24I guess you've learned your lesson.
22:26Then Tristan took the phone.
22:27Kira, did you tell your friend to post that?
22:29You're disgusting.
22:31I've said it before, Sarah's your sister.
22:34I'm just taking care of her for you.
22:36That's what your family does too.
22:38But you, you're always jealous.
22:40Always playing the victim.
22:42Maybe you should think about why no one chooses you.
22:44The words were cold, delivered with purpose.
22:48The words didn't sting not anymore.
22:53Because 13 days ago,
22:56I'd heard the truth from the Alpha and Luna of our bloodline.
22:59Tristan had never wanted me.
23:01He was playing a part.
23:03Just like the rest of them.
23:05If I'd stayed quiet, he would have kept pretending.
23:08You were never the choice, Kira.
23:11Vela's voice murmured inside me.
23:14Only the placeholder.
23:17A few seconds passed.
23:21His voice softened.
23:22He realized, maybe that he'd gone too far.
23:26But I was already looking at the flight details my classmate had sent me.
23:31Tristan, we're done.
23:32What?
23:33I'm not your shield anymore.
23:37Or a substitute.
23:40The line went quiet after my words.
23:43Then came Tristan's low chuckle.
23:44Confident in all the wrong ways.
23:46Kira, are you serious?
23:50After everything we planned for the mating ceremony?
23:53You're really ending it over a tantrum?
23:56I exhaled slowly.
23:59So you do remember how long this has been arranged?
24:03He still thought I was bluffing.
24:05Come on.
24:06You're just upset.
24:09I said I'd make it up to you.
24:13Acting cold won't change how I feel.
24:15I didn't need to explain anymore.
24:17When I heard Rafe arguing with him in the background, I hung up.
24:20Then I blocked every number tied to the Ashevale pack, Tristan included.
24:25That night, I slept through the night for the first time in weeks.
24:29And I dreamed out in the dream.
24:30I saw a young girl curled on the floor of a cold outpost barrack.
24:34Her uniform was too big, her hands covered in healing scrapes.
24:38She scribbled something into a journal.
24:40Half numbers.
24:41Half thoughts, never full sentences.
24:44A quiet record of everything she swallowed down.
24:47Today, I covered someone else's patrol again.
24:50No one said thanks.
24:52But I didn't want trouble.
24:53Today, I trained with a broken rib no one noticed.
24:57Maybe they wouldn't care even if they had.
25:00Today, I was told to smile more, be softer.
25:03Don't make others uncomfortable with my silence.
25:05The journal wasn't a countdown.
25:07It was survival.
25:09Note she left herself to remember that it wasn't her fault.
25:12In the last entry, she wasn't wearing a wedding dress or anything dramatic.
25:17Just her worn boots.
25:18A cloak that smelled of the wild wind in her hair.
25:21Her shoulders lighter.
25:23I should have walked away sooner, she whispered.
25:26I stood beside her, older and unflinching.
25:30But you're walking now.
25:34I didn't leave the outpost.
25:38I stayed through the cold, through the silence.
25:41Through the rough edges of pack life on the border.
25:44No one held my hand.
25:45No one asked if I was okay.
25:47But that was fine.
25:48I didn't need them to.
25:50While others gathered around bonfires or joked during downtime, I trained harder.
25:56Took extra shifts.
25:58Learned everything I could.
25:59Territory lines.
26:02Emergency signals.
26:05How to hold my ground when no one came to back me up.
26:08I became someone useful.
26:10Someone who didn't flinch when things got hard.
26:13Not the overlooked daughter.
26:14Not the broken bond.
26:19Just a wolf doing her job.
26:21And doing it well.
26:24One night.
26:26During a rare chat with a friend back in the pack she messaged with a grin I could almost
26:30feel through the screen.
26:31Kira.
26:32You won't believe this.
26:34The Asheville pack are losing it without you even Tristan.
26:37Total meltdown.
26:38I blinked then smiled faintly.
26:41Why would they care?
26:42No clue.
26:43But they're trying every trick to reach you.
26:46Guess they finally noticed the silence.
26:48A moment later.
26:49My phone buzzed with a call from an unknown number.
26:52I almost declined.
26:54But something told me to answer.
26:56My mother's voice came through tight with forced warmth.
27:00Kira.
27:01Thank the moon goddess.
27:03We've been trying to reach you.
27:05Why did you block us?
27:06We thought something happened.
27:08We...
27:08We weren't fair to you.
27:10I know that now.
27:13Come home.
27:14We'll celebrate your birthday properly this time.
27:18I went still.
27:19They found it not the notebook, but what it meant.
27:22The record of everything I never said out loud.
27:25All the moments they ignored.
27:27All the wounds they couldn't see or didn't want to too late.
27:31I don't like birthdays.
27:32There was a long pause on the other end.
27:34A silence that sounded more like guilt than love.
27:37She asked again.
27:38At least...
27:40Come home.
27:41I looked around my small dorm room.
27:44The scent of coffee clung to my worn blanket.
27:49My boots were muddy from the last field run.
27:54A door-geared book rested beside my pillow.
27:58All mine.
27:58This was peace.
28:00This was mine.
28:01I am home.
28:04I said and hung up.
28:08I made my rejection clear.
28:11But it didn't matter.
28:12They came anyway.
28:13I returned from patrol to boots still caked in dust and ash.
28:17Only to find them waiting outside the outpost gates.
28:20For shadows I had no use for anymore.
28:23My father.
28:24My mother Dot Rafe.
28:25And Tristan.
28:26The Ashevale Pax Corps.
28:28They lit up like they'd found something they'd lost.
28:32Kira!
28:34You're back!
28:36Before Rafe could block him.
28:38He looked wrecked bloodshot eyes.
28:40Shaky hands.
28:43Long time.
28:44No see.
28:45He said softly.
28:46The kind of desperation that used to stir something in me now.
28:49It just made me tired.
28:52We're over.
28:53I said flatly.
28:55Why are you here?
28:57His mouth twitched, trying to hold something in.
29:00I didn't agree to that.
29:02I don't need your permission to leave.
29:04It was just a fight.
29:06I didn't raise my voice.
29:07The truth was enough.
29:09When I looked past him to the others I saw them flinch.
29:11Small reactions.
29:13But they were there.
29:14I heard what you said that day.
29:16I added.
29:18My mother looked away.
29:19My father's jaw clenched.
29:21Even Rafe didn't meet my eyes.
29:23Tristan was never meant for me.
29:25He loved Sarah from the start.
29:27But his bloodline wasn't good enough for her.
29:29So you gave him me instead.
29:32I was a placeholder.
29:34A distraction.
29:36A Luna decoy.
29:40That's not...
29:41My mother tried.
29:42But even she didn't sound convinced.
29:45We didn't know.
29:47Rafe muttered.
29:48I didn't need to hear the rest.
29:50Yes!
29:51I liked Sarah before!
29:52But that changed!
29:54Tristan's voice cracked next.
29:58We were bonded!
30:00Of course I cared for you!
30:03I nodded once, and his eyes lit up.
30:05Until I said...
30:07But you didn't show up for our mating ceremony.
30:11That was your last chance.
30:13There won't be another.
30:15There can be another!
30:16He blurted.
30:17I already ordered your new bonding robes!
30:20Same maker!
30:22Your favorite fabric!
30:25The ceremony can be redone!
30:28It can be better!
30:30Please, Kira.
30:32I never stopped caring.
30:34He reached for me, hands desperate.
30:36I just...
30:37Didn't think you'd really leave.
30:41I was stupid.
30:43I was scared.
30:45Once, I would have leaned into it now.
30:47It only reminded me how much colder he'd made me feel.
30:51You say you love me.
30:52But love doesn't use someone to patch up a broken past.
30:55Love isn't guilt.
30:56It's not obligation.
30:58You leaned on my loyalty like it owed you something.
31:00You knew what I wanted.
31:02I wanted to be chosen.
31:04I wanted someone who would choose me.
31:06Even if no one else did.
31:07His hands dropped.
31:08His body curled inward.
31:10Like I'd taken something vital.
31:12I didn't reach out.
31:13He wasn't my mate anymore.
31:15And I wasn't his shield I turned to go.
31:17Only to be blocked by the rest of them.
31:19Right.
31:20The rest of the story.
31:23I crossed my arms.
31:25He came here for redemption.
31:29What about you three?
31:30My father cleared his throat.
31:32Looked down at the cracked earth.
31:34After reading your journal...
31:36He started.
31:37We realized the pain you went through.
31:39He tried to explain about Sira's childhood illness.
31:43About how they'd poured all their care into her.
31:45Out of fear.
31:46He said they didn't know how to love me once I came back.
31:49Said they hadn't seen what Sira was doing.
31:52My mother spoke next.
31:54Barely above a whisper.
31:56The allergic reaction wasn't your fault.
31:58It was the peanuts.
32:00I accused you.
32:02I...
32:03Hit you.
32:05I'm sorry.
32:08Did it...
32:09Hurt?
32:12Once.
32:12I would have dreamed of this.
32:14Them admitting it.
32:15Seeing me saying the things I needed to hear.
32:18But now...
32:18It was too late.
32:20I wasn't that girl anymore.
32:22Not the one waiting by the door for someone to pick her.
32:26Their faces fell when I didn't answer.
32:29My mother looked like she might cry.
32:31My father tried again.
32:33Rafe hovered like he didn't know where to stand.
32:36But I was done carrying their shame for them.
32:39Are you done?
32:40I asked.
32:42Kira, don't be like this.
32:44Rafe started.
32:46Don't waste my time.
32:47I cut in.
32:49I've got better things to do than hand out forgiveness just because you feel guilty now.
32:54This isn't a waste of time.
32:56Rafe snapped.
32:57We came all this way to apologize.
32:59I looked at him.
33:00Really looked Rafe.
33:01My golden-eyed brother.
33:03Once my favorite person in the world.
33:07You want to know why it's like this?
33:09I said my voice stayed even.
33:11Because I used to love you all too much.
33:14Then I turned and walked away.
33:15They didn't follow.
33:16Maybe it was the finality in my voice that froze them.
33:20Or maybe they didn't know what to say when everything they thought they could rely on crumbled in front of
33:24them.
33:25They gave me space.
33:26For a while.
33:28But eventually, the attempt started again.
33:30Sometimes, I found packages outside my door.
33:33Venison stew, wild berries.
33:36Bundles of herbs wrapped with care.
33:38There were no notes, just their scent.
33:40I never took them.
33:41I passed the food to others in the den.
33:44Those who hadn't yet turned their backs on second chances.
33:47I didn't need to give them a chance.
33:49Not anymore.
33:52A few months passed.
33:54The attempt slowed, then stopped.
33:56I found my rhythm at the outpost.
33:58Patrol shifts.
33:59Training sessions.
34:01Quiet meals in my dorm room.
34:02The young wolves there started to recognize me.
34:05Not as the alpha's forgotten daughter.
34:07But as the one who didn't complain.
34:09The one who showed up.
34:11The one who could handle anything.
34:13One evening, a package appeared outside my door different from the others.
34:17No venison.
34:18No berries, just a plain envelope.
34:21Inside a single photograph.
34:23It had fallen out of someone's wallet during the chaos of Sarah's departure.
34:27I recognized the angle immediately.
34:29Someone at the Wolf Spain Academy had taken it.
34:32The time stomp on the corner told me, when the same week as my mating ceremony.
34:37In the photo.
34:38Sarah.
34:39Laughing on someone's lap, not Tristan's.
34:42Someone else's.
34:43The note beneath was brief.
34:45She wasn't who you thought.
34:47Neither was her training aid.
34:48I stared at the photograph for a long time.
34:51Then I filed it away.
34:53Evidence.
34:53For a storm I knew was coming.
34:57The rumors started subtly.
34:59First through packed communication channels.
35:02Whispers about the Wolf Spain Academy.
35:04An investigation had been launched.
35:06Something about falsified credentials.
35:08I didn't seek out the details.
35:11I didn't need to.
35:12My ally at the outpost kept me informed.
35:15The reports came in fragments.
35:17Sarah had returned to the Academy after leaving Ashvale.
35:20But her time there it hadn't been what she claimed.
35:23Those stories about the pack Elder Greyfang.
35:26Her instincts of a born alpha.
35:28Fabricated all of it.
35:29She'd bought her way through.
35:31Used charm.
35:32Used favors.
35:33Used Tristan's name like a key to doors that should have stayed locked.
35:37When our parents sent money for her training expenses.
35:40She'd spent it on herself.
35:42On clothes.
35:43On parties.
35:44On the kind of life that left trails of damage no one could see yet.
35:48Then she'd come home.
35:49Play the victim.
35:50The golden child.
35:52The one who could do no wrong.
35:53My parents believed every word.
35:55They emptied their savings for her.
35:57Again and again.
35:59Until the money ran out.
36:00And Sarah needed more.
36:03The breaking point came on a night when our parents finally traveled to Wolfsbane.
36:08Unannounced.
36:09Worried they'd been sending money to an address that no longer existed.
36:12When they arrived at the Academy what they found was chaos.
36:16Empty dorm rooms.
36:17Unpaid tuition bills.
36:19A trail of forged documents stretching back months.
36:22And Sarah dash gone.
36:23No one knew where.
36:24It took three days to track her down.
36:26When they did.
36:28They walked into a scene that would haunt our bloodline forever.
36:31I got the report from an ally.
36:33Read it in my dorm room.
36:35With Vela silent beside me.
36:37Even she had no words for this.
36:39The Ashevale pack had arrived at a cheap rental in the city.
36:43Found Sarah surrounded by people I didn't recognize.
36:46Bottles scattered across the table.
36:48Her eyes wild.
36:49Her hair tangled.
36:50She wasn't the golden child anymore.
36:53She was something broken.
36:55Something dangerous.
36:57You always loved me.
36:58She'd shouted at them.
37:00Her voice raw.
37:01Cracking at the seams.
37:03Then she grabbed a blade.
37:04So why did you send all your money to that bitch, Kira?
37:09Everything happened fast after that.
37:11Too fast for anyone to stop.
37:13The blade flashed.
37:15Rafe moved without thinking.
37:16Trying to protect our parents.
37:18Trying to protect everyone.
37:20Like he always had the blade found his side.
37:22He crumpled.
37:23The healing that should have fixed him in moments didn't come.
37:26Or rather.
37:27It came wrong.
37:29Something about the wound.
37:30Something she'd put on that blade.
37:32His wolf form would never be the same.
37:34His strength.
37:35Dulled.
37:36Permanent.
37:37Cira ran.
37:38Disappeared into the city.
37:40Left her brother bleeding on the floor.
37:42Left our parents holding each other.
37:44Wondering how their golden child had become a stranger.
37:47Rafe survived barely.
37:49But the brother I'd known the one who peeled chestnuts and protected.
37:52Cira and forgot my birthday would never be whole again.
37:56That was when everything broke.
37:57Finally.
37:58Our parents had to see her for who she really was.
38:01They cut her off.
38:02But Cira didn't disappear.
38:04She found someone new to feed off.
38:07Tristan.
38:07He took her in.
38:08Despite everything.
38:10Despite what he'd promised me.
38:12Despite every warning I'd ever given him.
38:14But she never told him.
38:16What she'd caught during those nights at Wolfsbane.
38:19During all those reckless flings with whoever would have her.
38:22A disease that burned through the blood.
38:24Silent at first.
38:26Then not.
38:26She gave it to him.
38:28Without knowing.
38:29Or maybe knowing.
38:29Not caring.
38:33In a fit of rage.
38:34When he discovered what she'd done.
38:36When he realized she'd played him the same way she'd played everyone.
38:39Tristan killed her.
38:41Cira de Ra.
38:42Once the darling of the Thornheart family.
38:44Died in blood.
38:46By the hand of the man who should have been my mate.
38:49Rafe was left broken.
38:50His wolf slowed.
38:51His strength dulled.
38:53And Tristan.
38:54Imprisoned for murder.
38:55I stared at the names in the report.
38:58But I felt nothing.
38:59I closed the file.
39:01Turned back to my work.
39:02I didn't return to the Ashevale pack.
39:05I stayed at the outpost.
39:06Where my strength was earned.
39:08Not inherited.
39:09Here.
39:09I wasn't just a shadow.
39:11I was Kira.
39:12The warrior they respected.
39:14The wolf who didn't need to rely on anyone else.
39:17They gave me space to grow.
39:19To rise as I always should have.
39:20They respected me.
39:22Not because of my bloodline.
39:24But because of what I could do.
39:27When my name appeared in the trade reports my family came to find me.
39:32They couldn't even get past the gates.
39:34The guards turned them away.
39:36An Alpha's daughter.
39:37A beta's sister.
39:39The former mate of a convicted murderer.
39:41None of it mattered here at the outpost.
39:43You earned your place or you didn't enter.
39:46I watched from the watchtower as they argued with the guards.
39:49My father's voice carried in the wind frustrated.
39:52Desperate my mother was crying.
39:54Rafe stood apart.
39:55His posture wrong.
39:57His wolf struggling against a body that no longer moved the way it should.
40:01And Tristan wasn't there.
40:03Locked in a cell somewhere.
40:04Knowing what he'd done.
40:06Knowing what he'd lost.
40:07They mourned the daughter they had tried to silence.
40:10The sister who had once begged for their love.
40:13The wolf they thought they controlled.
40:14They would mourn me forever.
40:18The one who no longer needed their name to rise.
40:22Vela pressed close against my ribs.
40:24Warm, steady, fierce.
40:26We made our choice.
40:28She said the same words from that first night.
40:30But now they meant something different.
40:33Then not a surrender.
40:34A declaration.
40:36I looked out over the northern ridge.
40:38The moon hung full and bright above the tree line.
40:41Somewhere out there, a pack was falling apart.
40:44But here in this outpost on the edge of the world I had built something real.
40:48Something that belonged to me.
40:50Something no one could take away.
40:52Not their daughter.
40:54Not their mate.
40:55I said softly.
40:59Not their shadow.
41:01Vela's approval hummed through my bones.
41:04Their warrior.
41:05She said.
41:06Their alpha.
41:07Our own.
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