00:02All right, let's go.
00:03Ah, hello.
00:04How's it going?
00:05How's it going?
00:06Yeah, sure.
00:07We're here.
00:10Have you been here often?
00:11No.
00:12It's the first time.
00:14We're in the first time.
00:14We're in the first time.
00:15And then it's a complete surprise.
00:17How it looks like.
00:18Where we're standing.
00:19I'm going to get out of here.
00:21Okay.
00:22It's all a little bit.
00:24But I'm going to get it.
00:26I thought it was yesterday.
00:28Yesterday?
00:28Yesterday?
00:28Yesterday?
00:30Yeah.
00:31Yeah.
00:31It's a big deal for me.
00:34It's a big step.
00:35It's a big stage.
00:37It's a big stage.
00:38It's a big stage.
00:38It's a big stage.
00:39It's a big stage.
00:40That's new for me.
00:41Can I get out of here?
00:43Can I get out of here?
00:44No.
00:45It's just calm.
00:46I'm going to stop at the open.
00:47Oh, okay.
00:51Is it hard to stop this scene?
00:54Yes.
00:56Yes.
00:57Yes.
00:57It's a big stage.
00:59It's a big stage.
01:00It's a big stage.
01:02It's a big stage.
01:03Yes.
01:05It's a big stage.
01:09Yes.
01:18Of alcohol.
01:20It means...
01:24It sounds like a joke.
01:26Yeah?
01:27Yeah.
01:29In English it sounds like a joke.
01:32Maybe I don't know.
01:33Yeah, and then it comes out.
01:39It's a way I can show a lot of people what I do.
01:43And work on my set.
01:45And work on who I am.
01:47Who I want to become.
01:48So it's a lot of great.
01:50And it's been my life for these two or three months.
01:54It's completely broken.
01:56I'm focused.
02:10I have a lot of excitement.
02:12I'm busy with...
02:16What do I want to do?
02:18I'm going through the set.
02:19I'm going through my head.
02:20Okay, this is what I do.
02:23What do I do with my feet?
02:23I'm going through my head.
02:26I'm going through my head.
02:28I'm going through my head.
02:53Two-
03:00Hey.
03:02Yes.
03:03They're on in five minutes.
03:05Yeah.
03:05Five minutes.
03:06Only five.
03:07Only five.
03:08Holy fuck.
03:09Yeah.
03:10Yeah.
03:11I'll leave you to it.
03:13Yeah.
03:13Take it easy.
03:16See you.
03:17Yeah.
03:57It was a big reset, because I, in my opinion, was a very different person,
04:06was, voordat deze tour begon, ehm,
04:10ik heb best wel een lange tijd gestruggled met de verslaving.
04:17En, ehm, ja, ik ben mezelf daar best wel in verloren voor bepaalde periodes.
04:22Het is sommige periodes beter gegaan, sommige periodes wat minder.
04:27En ik heb eigenlijk de maanden, of ja, 1 Ã 2 maanden voor de tour,
04:32en toen wist ik nog niet dat ik op de tour ging.
04:36Heb ik besloten om dat aan te gaan pakken.
04:40In behandeling te gaan.
04:42Ehm, ja, aan mezelf te gaan werken.
04:46En, ehm, alle dingen die me in de weg zaten.
04:49In stappen zetten.
04:50En beslissingen maken.
04:53Ehm, ja, om daarin te gaan groeien.
04:56En, ehm, mezelf eerlijk in de ogen te kijken.
04:59En, het is echt hard te gaan werken aan, aan wat ik, wat ik wil.
05:05We are here, my vangers.
05:08Hey!
05:10We zitten achter.
05:11Dat is de fam.
05:12Dat is de fam.
05:14Dus de hele fam is erbij.
05:16Het hele gezin.
05:17Het is eigenlijk voor mij in ieder geval gekomen,
05:18op het moment dat jij ergens van een gig kwam,
05:21bijna in tranen.
05:22Of een of andere bedrijfsding ofzo.
05:24Dat je, weet je wel, je kon de auto niet kwijt.
05:25Je kreeg niks te eten.
05:26Je had gekleed te komen.
05:27Oh ja.
05:28En ergens.
05:29Alleen lopen sjouwen.
05:30Ja, en toen heb ik ook gezegd van, oké.
05:32Klaar.
05:33Dat gaan we niet meer doen.
05:34Dat ga je gewoon niet alleen doen.
05:35Je belt mij of je belt ja of whatever.
05:38Maar dit moet anders.
05:39No matter hoe ver je eigenlijk in de shit zit.
05:44Als je daar wel gewoon eerlijk over bent.
05:47Bij de juiste mensen.
05:49Dat dat heel veel verlicht.
05:53En dat daar ook hulp uit ontstaat.
05:56Dat je het dan niet alleen hoeft te doen.
05:58Je hoeft daar niet alleen doorheen.
06:00Dus ik heb heel erg geleerd om anderen bij dit proces te betrekken.
06:06En dat is puur en alleen de reden dat ik op dit moment nog steady ga.
06:12En ook door erover te delen.
06:16Zet ik het steeds iets verder van me af ofzo.
06:17En dan is het steeds meer iets wat was.
06:21En nu niet meer per se is.
06:23En ja.
06:26Het is gewoon wie ik ben.
06:29Reetje ja.
06:30Fucking shit.
06:33En met mij zoveel anderen weet je wel.
06:35En zoveel mensen waar eigenlijk niemand ook van weet.
06:38Dat die ook gewoon door een similar shit heen gaan.
06:40Ik wil dankjewel iedereen hier.
06:43Voor zijn hier.
06:44Voor zijn hier.
06:46Voor geven allemaal dat positieve, fun,
06:48young, happy energie.
06:50Durant de hele tour.
06:51Ja.
06:51Ja.
06:53Ja.
06:54Ja.
07:02Ja.
07:04Ja.
07:04Ja.
07:09Ja.
07:09Ja, erg bedankt.
07:10Ik voel me ontzettend vereerd dat Jack gekozen heeft voor mij om mee te mogen op die Tour.
07:20And I look forward to it with a lot of days.
07:37In the time that it was bad, I was not connected with myself.
07:43Not with myself.
07:44I was not connected with myself.
07:46I was not connected with my emotions.
07:50I was not happy.
07:51I was not angry.
07:52I was not angry.
07:53Things were just...
07:57...and so I couldn't feel the happiness of others.
08:01I couldn't feel the excitement of others.
08:04It wasn't inside.
08:06And now...
08:09...I feel enthusiasm for people.
08:12I was like, that's what I do.
08:13That's what I do.
08:14That's what I do.
08:17That's what I do.
08:19That's what I do.
08:20And...
08:21I tried to take it in my heart.
08:24But I didn't feel it.
08:27And now I feel it really.
08:28I don't do everything.
08:30I've lost it.
08:34It's over.
08:35Give me...
08:37What did you...
08:38I don't hate me, man.
08:43Why?
Comments