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breaking free after my rebirth
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00:00You're the one I should have married. You're the one I should have cherished.
00:02He raised his head, his eyes bloodshot, his voice breaking with sobs.
00:06Can you give me another chance? Let's start over, okay?
00:09I looked at his disheveled, pathetic state and felt neither hatred nor pain, only complete calm.
00:15It was like looking at a complete stranger.
00:17Sebastian, do you know why I wrote Vivian's name on the marriage application back then?
00:21He froze. It wasn't because I wanted to help you two be together.
00:25It was because I didn't want to have anything to do with you ever again.
00:28After being reborn, I decided to write my sister's name on the marriage application.
00:32This time, I would help Sebastian Holtz achieve his wishes.
00:36I personally helped my sister Vivian try on the wedding dress, adjusting the veil with a soft smile.
00:42Vivian, you look beautiful. Sebastian will be stunned when he sees you.
00:48I let her wear the wedding dress first and slipped the engagement ring onto her finger myself.
00:53Vivian looked at me with surprised eyes.
00:55Rachel, how can I possibly accept this?
00:59This is your wedding. You and Sebastian?
01:02I smiled softly.
01:04Of course you can. You two are the ones who are truly meant to be together.
01:08I personally orchestrated every encounter between Sebastian and my sister.
01:12When he took her to the capital city, I stood at the door and said calmly,
01:17Go ahead, Seb. Take Vivian with you. She's never been to the capital before. I'll be fine.
01:23When he took her to the capital city, I headed to Southport University without a second thought.
01:28In my previous life, even when I was over 50 years old, he and our son still knelt before me.
01:34Sebastian's voice was hoarse as he begged.
01:36Rachel, please sign the divorce date.
01:40Our son Albert lowered his head.
01:47Mom, you're inferior to Aunt Vivian in every way. Just let Dad go.
01:53This time, I would fulfill his long-cherished wish and give him the romance he truly desired.
01:58Just fill in your name and give it to me.
02:01Sebastian Holt impatiently tapped the table.
02:04I stared at the marriage application,
02:06my fingertips gently rubbing the rough edges of the paper as my thoughts drifted.
02:11In my previous life, I solemnly filled in my own name as if I were handling a sacred decree,
02:17then excitedly dragged Sebastian to buy our wedding things.
02:20All I ended up getting was a harsh scolding from him
02:23because he was rushing back to take care of Vivian Hayes during her period.
02:27Now, I just responded dismissively.
02:29I got it.
02:30I glanced up at his anxious expression and that hand that kept checking his watch.
02:35He was wearing a white shirt today with sleeves rolled up to his elbows,
02:38revealing his well-defined forearms.
02:40I remembered that Vivian loved this look on him most.
02:44She said it made him look clean and refreshed.
02:46I said, suppressing the bitterness rising in my heart while feigning nonchalance.
02:51If you use as imbergent to Minterally, go ahead.
02:54I'll samily back Tinker to deceasers.
02:57Don't worry.
02:58Since we're getting married, I'll take responsibility for you.
03:01But stop being jealous of Vivian from now on.
03:03If others find out, it'll damage her reputation.
03:06He said nothing more and hurriedly turned to leave.
03:09I took a deep breath, trying to calm my erratic heartbeat, but my mind could not stop replaying
03:14scenes from my previous life.
03:16On our wedding night, he used the excuse of caring for my sick sister and never came home.
03:22Later, when his military posting required relocation, he only took Vivian along,
03:27saying she had never been to the Capitol before.
03:30Even on the day our son was born, Sebastian was not available as he was busy comforting
03:35Vivian through her divorce.
03:36Right up to my deathbed, our son, Albert Holt, still earnestly pleaded,
03:40Mom, just divorce Dad.
03:42You're inferior to Aunt Vivian in every way.
03:45Dad has suffered by being with you all these years, so let him go.
03:49I lay weakly in the hospital bed, my body frail and trembling.
03:52Turning my head with great effort, I looked at my indifferent husband sitting beside me.
03:57My voice was hoarse and barely above a whisper.
04:01Sebastian, do you also think this way?
04:04Do you also believe I've made you suffer all these years?
04:08Sebastian remained silent.
04:10He didn't look at me.
04:11His eyes stayed fixed on the floor, his face expressionless.
04:15The long, deathly silence was his only answer.
04:18Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.
04:20With the last bit of strength I had, I said softly,
04:24I understand.
04:25I bit down hard on my lower lip until I tasted blood, then slowly released it.
04:31No, I would not repeat the same mistakes in this lifetime.
04:35I picked up the pen and slowly wrote two words in the applicant column.
04:39Vivian Hayes.
04:40Since Sebastian loved Vivian so much, he should have it his way.
04:44I handed the completed application to the clerk, took the marriage certificate, and left the
04:49city clerk's office.
04:50I felt no sadness instead.
04:52There was an indescribable sense of liberation.
04:55In my previous life, Vivian and I were adopted by the Holt family after our parents died in
05:00the line of duty.
05:01Vivian had a silver tongue and knew exactly how to charm people, winning over Sebastian's
05:06parents so completely that they treated her better than their own daughter.
05:11Mom, you treat me even better than my own mother did when she was alive.
05:16I'm really so lucky to be your daughter in this lifetime.
05:20Dad, I heard you haven't been feeling well lately.
05:23This is especially for you, the soup.
05:25You have to drink a few more bowls, okay?
05:27I hope you stay healthy and strong.
05:29Sebastian's mother, Penelope Cain, even harbored early hopes of having Vivian marry Sebastian.
05:35However, with just one simple statement from Vivian,
05:39Sister is my only family.
05:43I don't want to compete with her.
05:44She managed to make Sebastian willingly choose me instead.
05:48In reality, Vivian was just stringing Sebastian along.
05:52After all, Sebastian was merely a captain at the time.
05:54She wanted to wait for someone better.
06:02Seb, you actually didn't stay with my sister and came back specially to accompany me.
06:09Will she get angry?
06:10Sebastian naturally wrapped his arm around her waist,
06:13his palms slowly sliding down the side of her waist, his tone low and intimate.
06:18Is her anger important?
06:19Every time you get your period, your face turns pale from the pain.
06:24How could I possibly leave you alone at home?
06:26His fingertips traced lazy circles around her waist dimple.
06:30Vivian's body trembled slightly, but she didn't pull away.
06:33Instead, she leaned even closer into his embrace, a hint of triumph flashing in her eyes.
06:39Then, Sab, after you marry my sister, will you still treat me this well?
06:45Will you stop wanting me?
06:47Sebastian lowered his head to look at her.
06:50His hand slowly traveled upward from her waist, tracing inch by inch along her spine,
06:55finally stopping at the back of her neck where he gently pinched it.
06:59Silly girl.
07:00Who else would I treat well if not you?
07:02If your sister dares to bully you, I'll divorce her.
07:06Do you believe me?
07:07Vivian's cheeks flushed red.
07:09She glared at him coquettishly and reached out as if to push him away,
07:13her palm pressing lightly against his chest, but without any real strength.
07:20I took a deep breath, composed myself, and walked into the house as if nothing had happened.
07:28Sebastian and Vivian both froze on the spot.
07:31They stared at me with faces full of shock and disbelief.
07:41I hummed indifferently and turned to head to my room.
07:44In my previous life, I fought with him countless times over their inappropriate intimacy.
07:49In this lifetime, I refused to waste my time and energy.
07:52He called out to me from behind.
07:54Seeing my calm and indifferent reaction, his face instantly darkened.
07:59Unable to maintain his composure, he spoke with a mix of shame and anger.
08:03You don't need to be jealous of your sister!
08:06If I really wanted to marry her, I would have done it long ago.
08:10You wouldn't even be in the picture.
08:13I stopped in my tracks, turned around, and looked at him.
08:17My expression remained completely calm without the slightest ripple.
08:21Hmm, you're right.
08:22So you don't need to explain anything to me either.
08:26Rachel, how about we buy some wedding favors
08:30to distribute to the other military wives in the housing complex?
08:34I looked at him with surprise,
08:35then realized this was probably his way of compensating for my unusual silence.
08:39No need.
08:41There's no point in such formalities.
08:43He was stunned, probably finding it hard to imagine I would refuse such a proposal.
08:48Are you angry because Seb took care of you, Rash?
08:51Vivian emerged from her room with a face full of grievance and innocence.
08:55She was wearing the dress I had bought explicitly for our wedding photos,
08:59something I saved up half a year for in my previous life but never dared to wear even once.
09:04Seeing my gaze, Vivian frantically explained,
09:06I saw this beautiful outfit by your bedside today and wanted to try it on.
09:11I forgot to change out of it.
09:14She lowered her head, wringing her fingers like a child who had done something wrong.
09:18Sebastian instinctively began,
09:20Rachel, don't.
09:22I interrupted him calmly.
09:23It looks good on you.
09:25Keep it.
09:26I've never worn it anyway.
09:28I still remembered the faint smell of blood and sweat on that dress
09:32and how I ran home crying in the middle of the night.
09:35The memory disgusted me now.
09:36Under their astonished gazes, I returned to my room and locked the door.
09:43I pulled out the folder containing my acceptance letter from Southport University.
09:47In my previous life, I wanted to live in Southport.
09:50Especially Southport University offered my dream major in finance and economics.
09:55In my past life, I gave up my education to support Sebastian and willingly stayed home to care for his
10:01parents.
10:01This time, I still had a chance.
10:03So I wanted to live only for myself.
10:06I flipped through the calendar.
10:07Looking at the marked date, I whispered softly to myself,
10:11Only ten more days.
10:14Just ten days and I can finally leave this place.
10:17A sudden knock interrupted my thoughts and I opened the door impatiently.
10:22Sebastian stood there holding a bowl of noodles, his tone gentle as he said,
10:26You must be hungry.
10:28I made you some instant noodles.
10:29I was dazed for a moment.
10:31In my previous life, he was either cold as ice toward me or only spoke harshly.
10:36I had not seen Sebastian acting this tender and affectionate in a long time.
10:40No need.
10:41I already ate outside.
10:44How is that possible?
10:46Aren't you always reluctant to spend money?
10:49His words stung.
10:51I used to be reluctant to spend money, living frugally and spending most of my part-time earnings to buy
10:56him things.
10:57Now that I was going to university, there would be plenty of expenses.
11:01So every penny needed careful planning.
11:03I looked up at him, my tone calm as I said,
11:06I remember a few days ago, I gave you the money to buy wedding supplies.
11:11You didn't seem to buy anything.
11:13Give me the money back.
11:15He froze, then awkwardly explained.
11:18That money.
11:19Well, I already bought Leah those for Viv with me.
11:22I could not help but curl my lip.
11:24How predictable.
11:25It was the same old story.
11:27Well, if there's nothing else, I'm closing the door.
11:30I want to sleep.
11:31I'll give you the money tomorrow.
11:32His tone carried some irritation.
11:35We're husband and wife.
11:37Do you really need to be so petty?
11:40I could not help but snort coldly.
11:42So after you use my hard-earned savings to buy things for someone else?
11:46I'm not even allowed to be annoyed.
11:48Knowing he was in the wrong, he still muttered stubbornly.
11:51You're so unreasonable.
11:52I could not be bothered to argue further and slammed the door shut.
11:57Over the next few days, I sold off some worthless possessions mementos from my previous life that once held meaning.
12:04Now they seemed like nothing but cheap junk.
12:07I packed them all up and sold them to a scrap dealer for a pittance.
12:10That afternoon, while continuing to pack, Sebastian appeared before me holding some money.
12:15He stiffly said,
12:16Here's your money.
12:18I took the money and nodded.
12:20Thanks.
12:21He looked at me with mixed emotions, his gaze falling on my packed luggage.
12:26I'm planning to have Viv come with me to the capital.
12:28You don't need to pack.
12:29I did not stop packing and simply nodded.
12:32He seemed unaccustomed to this attitude from me, appearing somewhat uneasy.
12:37What's wrong with you lately?
12:38You're like a completely different person.
12:40I turned around impatiently.
12:42I did not want any complications.
12:44Although Sebastian did not love me, if he discovered that Vivian's name was on the marriage license,
12:50he might very well divorce her and marry me for her sake.
12:53I wanted no further entanglement with this despicable pair.
12:57Nothing.
12:57I just want to organize my thing so I can move back to the countryside, after you go to the
13:02capital.
13:03He breathed a sigh of relief and explained,
13:06It's not that I don't want you to tag along.
13:08It's just that Viv has never seen the capital and wants to visit.
13:11I'll bring you there in a few months.
13:13I nodded absentmindedly.
13:15I still remember the day I stepped off the train.
13:17The capital was cold and magnificent, yet I stood alone at the station with a worn-out suitcase,
13:23watching him force a smile while his eyes were full of exhaustion and regret.
13:27He never once held my hand that day.
13:30In my previous life, he never sent for me for eight whole years.
13:33Only after Vivian married a high-ranking general's son from the capital did he bring me there in despair.
13:39He watched me with unease.
13:40Usually, I would talk his ear off about everything and anything when we were alone.
13:45Now that I was barely speaking, he seemed on edge.
13:49Didn't you always want to take wedding photos?
13:52Let's go to the photo studio tomorrow.
13:53That would not work for me as I planned to buy university supplies tomorrow.
13:57Just as I was about to make an excuse, Vivian walked in and affectionately hugged Sebastian's arm.
14:04Sab, what photo studio? I want to take pictures to.
14:09Sebastian smiled and patted Vivian's head.
14:11Sure. We'll all go together tomorrow.
14:14You two go ahead.
14:15I have something to do tomorrow.
14:17Sebastian frowned.
14:19What could be more important than taking wedding photos?
14:21Let's take the photos first.
14:24Then I'll go shopping with you.
14:25His tone was firm and did not allow for refusal.
14:29Vivian pooted playfully.
14:30Exactly, Ratch.
14:31You're not avoiding this because of me, are you?
14:34I did not want to argue further and agreed to go.
14:37Early the next morning, I heard Sebastian coaxing Vivian to get out of bed in gentle pleading tones from her
14:43room.
14:44The circle on the calendar reminded me that there were four days left.
14:47In four days, I could completely escape this life.
14:51Just when my patience was wearing thin, they finally emerged from the room,
14:55taking their sweet time.
14:57Sebastian attentively took some water and personally washed Vivian's face.
15:01Lost in thought, I watched as Sebastian approached me awkwardly, clutching a ring.
15:06Mrs. Gilbert reminded me to buy you a wedding ring.
15:09Here it is.
15:10I did not take it.
15:11In my previous life, this ring never existed.
15:14The moment Vivian saw it, she pooted.
15:16It's so pretty!
15:18I want one too!
15:19I generously offered.
15:21Then take it.
15:22Sebastian's face darkened immediately.
15:25Stop fooling around.
15:26This is our wedding ring.
15:28Vivian snatched the ring and slipped it onto her finger, waving it at Sebastian.
15:33Seb, does it look good on me?
15:34Sebastian gazed at Vivian with pure adoration, nodding with a foolish grin.
15:39Then he turned to me guiltily and whispered,
15:41I'll buy you another one next time.
15:44I nodded indifferently.
15:46I had heard his promises countless times, yet he never kept them.
15:51At the photo studio, Vivian went first, even taking several couple shots with Sebastian.
15:56When it was my turn with Sebastian, the photographer raised his camera but awkwardly lowered it again.
16:01Oh dear, I'm sorry.
16:04I'm out of film.
16:06I secretly rejoiced while maintaining a neutral expression.
16:09Oh well, forget it then.
16:12Outside the studio, Sebastian pulled a train ticket from his pocket and handed it to me.
16:16It was a standing room ticket to the Capitol, departing in four days.
16:20I didn't mean to abandon you.
16:23I'll get settled first and wait for you in the Capitol.
16:25The journey to the Capitol would take three days and nights.
16:29I could not fathom how he expected me to stand the entire way,
16:32especially since there was only one military dependent slot available.
16:36Where would I even live once I got there?
16:38However, asking now would not yield any satisfactory answers.
16:42Seeing me accept the ticket, Sebastian visibly relaxed.
16:46Don't worry.
16:47Even if you don't live in military family housing, you're still my only wife.
16:52I'll treat you well from now on.
16:54I only see Vivas as a sister.
16:58Suddenly, a car shot out from around the corner, heading straight for us.
17:02Sebastian instinctively pulled Vivian into his arms and dodged to safety.
17:05In the chaos, someone pushed me hard from behind.
17:08The car was bearing down on me.
17:10My body froze in terror.
17:13Seb!
17:13Watch out!
17:14The vehicle swerved sharply at the last second, but still struck me,
17:18sending me flying before dragging me along the rough pavement.
17:22Intense pain exploded throughout my body.
17:24Darkness crept into my vision as cold sweat poured down my face.
17:28The driver frantically jumped out of the car, his face pale with panic.
17:33Miss, are you okay?
17:34Oh my god, I'm so sorry.
17:35I didn't see you.
17:37Someone call an ambulance!
17:38A crowd quickly gathered around, pointing and whispering.
17:42Through the sea of onlookers, my gaze fixed steadily on Sebastian.
17:46At this moment, he was still tightly holding Vivian, gently stroking her back to comfort her.
17:51He was completely oblivious to the fact that I had been hit.
17:54Seb, I'm so scared.
17:57My legs feel weak.
17:59Don't be afraid.
18:00I'm right here.
18:01Are you hurt anywhere?
18:02Let me check you properly.
18:03Perhaps he had noticed, or perhaps he simply did not care.
18:07I smiled bitterly.
18:08The last trace of hesitation in my heart vanished completely.
18:13So this is what you meant by I'll treat you well from now on.
18:16Sebastian froze.
18:18He opened his mouth, then took a step forward, wanting to come over.
18:21At that moment, Vivian suddenly reached out and grabbed Sebastian's arm tightly, her voice soft and trembling.
18:27Seb, it hurts.
18:28My waist hurts so much.
18:30Sebastian's body immediately stopped.
18:32He looked back at Vivian, his expression full of concern and hesitation.
18:36In the end, he didn't take another step toward me.
18:39The driver helped carry me into the car and rushed me to the hospital.
18:43After a thorough examination, I learned it was fortunately just external injuries and minor internal displacement.
18:49I lay in the hospital bed, aching all over, yet my heart felt strangely calm.
18:54The driver, who had been waiting anxiously outside, finally came in.
18:58He looked guilty and uneasy as he asked,
19:01Miss, are you feeling a little better?
19:03Do you have any family members I can call for you?
19:06I can contact them right away so they can come take care of you.
19:08I slowly shook my head, my voice weak but calm.
19:12None need.
19:13I don't have any family.
19:14The driver was stunned for a moment, his expression turning even more apologetic.
19:19He opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, eventually just nodding awkwardly and leaving the room quietly.
19:25I lay in the hospital bed, staring at the white ceiling.
19:28A faint, bitter smile appeared on my lips.
19:30Late into the night, Sebastian walked in with a weary face.
19:34Seeing that I was awake, panic flashed across his features.
19:38Rachel, how are you feeling?
19:40Any better?
19:41I looked at him coldly without speaking.
19:43He rubbed his hands together, explaining uneasily.
19:46Viv was a bit traumatized by the shock.
19:49I've been staying with her, so…
19:52He awkwardly fell silent under my stare.
19:54Rachel, listen to me.
19:55The situation was so urgent and Viv was closer to me.
19:59I instinctively…
19:59I didn't know you would get hit.
20:01She's Stivon Gat.
20:02He paused, seemingly searching for the right words.
20:05I interrupted him.
20:07When are you leaving for the capital?
20:09He answered cautiously.
20:11Tomorrow.
20:13I see.
20:14I want to rest now.
20:16Please leave.
20:17I closed my eyes, dismissing him.
20:19Sebastian wanted to say more, but he ultimately had the sense to leave.
20:23Our mom, Penelope, came to visit the next day.
20:25She carried a thermos with her, her face beaming with a smile.
20:29Rachel, dear.
20:31Sebastian asked me to take care of you.
20:34Are you feeling better?
20:35Much better.
20:37Thank you, Mom.
20:38While ladling soup for me, she chattered on,
20:41Sebastian is so glumpsy.
20:42I don't know if he take proper care of Viv.
20:45Halfway through, she seemed to suddenly realize something and awkwardly closed her mouth.
20:50Mom.
20:50Vivian's name on the AMR I-Ridge license to Sebastian.
20:54Penelope froze, taking a long moment to process this.
20:58What did you say?
20:59The marriage application I submitted had Vivian's name on it.
21:02Of course the marriage license belonged to the them.
21:05Penelope's face revealed shock before it transformed into pure joy.
21:09Rachel, you're such a good girl.
21:11I knew you were the most sensible one.
21:14She excitedly gripped my hand.
21:16Rachel, thank you.
21:18Thank you for making their happiness possible.
21:21I smiled faintly without responding.
21:25Making their happiness possible, I was only securing my own freedom.
21:29She had always favored Vivian anyway.
21:32In my previous life, despite all my devoted care for her,
21:35she still left her entire inheritance to Vivian in her old age.
21:39Mom, don't tell Sebastian and Viva about this yet.
21:42Penelope beamed.
21:43Of course, of course I understand.
21:46So, what are your plans now?
21:49I'm leaving in a few days too.
21:51Penelope wanted to ask more,
21:53but she still patted my hand gently and said with rare softness,
21:56Rachel, you've always been a good and sensible child.
22:00Mom will remember your kindness.
22:02I smiled faintly and replied calmly,
22:05As long as you and the family are well, that's enough for me.
22:08Penelope wanted to ask more,
22:10but her mind was completely occupied with their wedding.
22:12I simply closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.
22:18On the day I was discharged, I did not notify anyone.
22:22Before leaving, I wrote a letter to Sebastian.
22:25Sebastian, by the time you read this letter,
22:28I'll already be on a train heading south.
22:30I know you've always loved Viv,
22:32so I'm making your wishes come true.
22:35Our fate together has run its course.
22:38I wish you both happiness.
22:39I sealed the letter together with the train ticket to the Capitol
22:43and the marriage certificate in an envelope,
22:45then mailed it to his address in the Capitol.
22:47Dragging my suitcase, I headed straight for the train station.
22:50Vamos to see you again next time.
22:51Take care.
22:52Bye.
22:52Okay.
22:54Bye.
22:54Bye.
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