00:01Over and over again, the most intimate, embarrassing, deeply humiliating, impersonal things that I've survived are used against me every
00:11day.
00:13Over and over again, it's torture. I'm in so much pain emotionally.
00:22I just wanted him to leave me alone. I wanted to move on with my life.
00:30And he won't let me.
00:34It's torture. It's torturous. Why don't you have to do that?
00:40I want to move on with my life.
00:44I have a baby. I want to move on. I want to move on. I want Johnny to move on,
00:48too.
00:50I want him to leave me alone.
00:56That I don't want to call myself a victim. I don't like to think of myself as a victim.
01:00And I don't want him to think I'm attacking him or blaming him.
01:04I'm pointing out I didn't cooperate with the police.
01:07That I didn't want to get him in trouble.
01:12That I didn't want to hurt him. I don't want anything from him.
01:16Just don't call me a liar. It's all I said. Just don't call me a liar.
01:21Just don't say this isn't real.
01:25I was begging Johnny to not make me prove what I've had to sit on the stand in front of
01:35all of you and prove and talk about.
01:39I was begging not to do this and have to sit where I'm sitting today.
01:45I didn't want this. I don't want to be here. I didn't want to be there then.
01:51To use what I've lived through and what I've survived, calling it fake, saying that I'm harming Johnny with this.
02:03I'm harming the public with this. This is what I've lived through.
02:07And to say that it's a hoax, that these aren't even real things.
02:13I mean, after everything I've lived through and survived.
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