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Temptation Island - Season 6 - Episode 09: Beginning of the End EngSub
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00:06you all chose to come to temptation island because you're obviously in loving relationships but like
00:12all relationships you find yourselves at a crossroads so we have a lot of trust issues
00:16i'm a little bit of a flirt oh maybe a lot of bit of a flirt i don't feel safe
00:21anymore i don't feel
00:22secure anymore i'm here to figure out a little bit of myself you know for the betterment of
00:26both of us do we need to walk away or keep fighting the beginning of our relationship
00:31when she was exclusive with two guys and i still have some of that resentment and i feel
00:36sometimes that i'm the second choice ultimately there's really only one question that matters
00:42are you truly meant to be together or not it sucks that it had to be me going through it
00:48and touching the fire to realize i don't want that in my life how far are you actually willing to
00:52go
00:57yeah it's gonna be a rough conversation with him he's gonna have to face the truth of what he's
01:02done the connection with k is it's exciting this island is facilitating something that i thought
01:08would never happen there was a moment where i realized my relationship is is over honestly this
01:16is my worst nightmare i have to find a way to fall out of love with him and back in
01:22love with myself
01:23i was forcing it because i thought it was the right thing to do and it was wrong
01:27for the first time in a while i'm not really thinking about ashley
01:31i like to think that i'm a good person and i wanted to see that in him why would the
01:35universe give me
01:35this like piece of shit man maybe it's not an us problem it's an individual problem i need to learn
01:41how to not need him but it just be like i want him holding those resentments above her is something
01:47that i needed to abolish from myself i've come to realize there's only one alexa i have decided to
01:54pop the question our time is coming to an end and the next time we're here you'll be reunited with
02:00the person you came to the island with and then make decisions about what your future will be
02:09is
02:10reflection
02:10gotta close my eyes rejection
02:17Voices in my head
02:20They're saying
02:21Look how sad you are
02:27When did I get lost inside you?
02:33How could I not see
02:37What you've done to me?
02:46Oh, hello ladies, hello
02:48Hi
02:49Do we look comfy?
02:52Pajama party, you know, everyone get a little comfy
02:54Bring it in
02:56How are the girls feeling?
02:57I love it, good, how are you?
02:59Comfy
02:59You guys look so comfy
03:00How do you look cozy?
03:02All good in the hair?
03:03You guys are gonna pajama on too
03:06Look at the pajamas
03:15The boys are back in town
03:17Hello
03:17Hey ladies
03:19Hi
03:19Hello ladies
03:21How was it?
03:22What is it?
03:23Hi
03:24I missed you
03:25I missed you too
03:27Are you okay?
03:28You look a little sad
03:36It's definitely nice having you to come home too, I'll say that
03:39Yeah
03:39After a night like that
03:40Well besides that, how are you feeling?
03:44Good, I'm excited for you and I
03:48Thanks for being here
03:49Of course
03:52Of course
03:59Um, so we do have to pick someone to go on a final date with
04:06What would you say to going on that date with me?
04:08I would love to
04:10Yeah?
04:10I would absolutely love to
04:13Absolutely?
04:14Absolutely
04:15Yes
04:15Let's do it
04:16Yay
04:26You know, I of course have all these thoughts of like
04:30Wow, this is getting like a little bit more serious
04:33Like I'm away from you for just a few hours and I'm like
04:35Oh my god, I miss it
04:37I'm like
04:38You really are like so incredible
04:41I'd never have met any guy like you before
04:44I really appreciate that
04:45And
04:46It's just crazy though
04:47Because like
04:48For someone like you
04:49It's just like
04:50I'm just
04:50I don't understand how that's possible
04:53No, I'm just being honest
04:55Like you are like
04:56Like I've said
04:57You're like a fucking light
04:58And so it's just crazy that
05:00You've been hidden long enough
05:02You know
05:03Waiting for you
05:04Yeah
05:05Wait, honestly
05:06It feels like that
05:08I get lost in my own feelings
05:13All of this has kinda come into a close
05:15Kinda land in this plane
05:16And I'm not sure exactly
05:19How I'm gonna land it
05:21So I'm gonna definitely take advantage of this time
05:24Being alone with Kay
05:24Before getting back into the
05:26Fire and flames of the bonfire
05:28Tonight I do want to ask you on my final date
05:31Of course
05:33Take me back to the start
05:37Where you took hold of my heart
05:40Thanks for asking on the date
05:42Thanks for saying yes
05:44And I found home in your arms
05:50I found home in your arms
05:55How can you go from a five-year marriage
05:57To jumping into a two-and-a-half-year relationship
06:01Situationship with me
06:02And then two weeks after another
06:06You know, it's like
06:07I think what he's trying to find right now
06:10Is in himself
06:11And he's trying to look for validation
06:12In other people
06:13Because he doesn't get it
06:15Yeah
06:15He doesn't get what he's trying to search for
06:17Is in himself
06:18And he just needs to do the work
06:20And like look in the mirror
06:21And not jump from person to person
06:22To get security validation
06:26Fulfillment
06:26Yeah, whatever it may be
06:28Yeah
06:28You could do some of your own releasing
06:32Yeah
06:33I am not by any means saying
06:35That I am falling in love with Yaman
06:37That he is my person
06:38That I'm riding off into the sunset
06:39Like Tyler is with Kay
06:40But there's just clear things
06:43That Yaman's been able to show me
06:44That I did not know existed
06:47And that does inspire me for the future
06:49It doesn't make me fearful or sad
06:51That someone's never going to choose me
06:53I think that
06:54It's just the honest truth
06:56It's just wild to me
06:58That I can love somebody
06:59For as long as I did
07:00And it just end up in this way
07:08I guess she stood on business so much
07:10I know the whole time
07:12I've not seen her talk to a guy
07:15All the clips are her talking to a female
07:19And just saying how much she loves me
07:20And how much I fucked up
07:22I'm like, damn
07:24I'm a dick
07:26I'm fighting for the relationship for me
07:29I want her
07:30She is a great woman
07:32She doesn't need me
07:33I want her
07:35So I just got to see if she still wants me
07:37I think she does from her words
07:38But I know I'm not trying to lose out on a great woman
07:42The last date, right?
07:44I feel like closest connection obviously has been you
07:46Mm-hmm
07:47I guess what's your thoughts and feelings?
07:49Even like in the last past day
07:51I feel like we've gotten a little bit closer
07:53Just like in our friendship
07:54And we've had like more real conversations
07:56So I'd love to go on that date
07:58Even the other day when you know
08:00You kind of said you weren't going to go on the date
08:04I like people who stand their ground
08:07And you know, stand up for what you think is right
08:09Mm-hmm
08:10Yeah, I just know that you're trying to grow
08:12And I know that you're trying to do better
08:14And I can see that in you
08:15You know?
08:16I've got days that bleed right into nights
08:19And it goes round and round
08:22You know, we had to make final date decisions
08:25So I was like, you know what?
08:28Third time's charm
08:29I think this would be good
08:31Okay
08:31Because you're very honest
08:32And that's what I need
08:34Okay
08:35I would be happy to go on a date with you
08:37I'm glad you appreciate my honesty
08:39Because I care about you, right?
08:41As a friend
08:41Yeah
08:41As a person, black woman
08:43Good
08:44100%
08:45Good
08:46Oh, shit
08:53I was thinking about kicking you out tonight
08:56But
08:58I don't think I'm gonna do that
08:59I don't think I'm ready to do that
09:02I'd be a little upset
09:03Yeah
09:04I figured
09:05I also figured you'd be upset if I don't take you on the overnight date
09:11Do you wanna go?
09:12Do you wanna come on my overnight date?
09:14Of course I do
09:15Good
09:16Of course I do
09:18I'm stoked
09:20I really am
09:21Good
09:21See the smile?
09:22Yeah
09:23It's good
09:24It's good
09:24100%
09:25You know
09:26Catching feelings for
09:27Just the way we look at each other
09:29Overall
09:30Like I get like butterflies
09:32I really do like you
09:33I really do like you too
09:35I've been looking out
09:39For somebody just like you
09:44Stop!
09:45Matching
09:47Yeah
09:48Come on
09:49There it is
09:50Another matching PJs right now
09:52Yeah
09:52This looks like a crazy Christmas card
09:54That's fine
09:55No!
09:56No man
09:56Yes
09:57No
09:58Stop
09:59Well Yaman
10:00Mmhmm
10:02I'll tell you where
10:03Our time is coming to an end
10:06And our final date is tomorrow
10:09And I just wanted to know if you wanted to go with me
10:11I would love to
10:12Yeah
10:13Yeah
10:14I feel like the vibes are good
10:16I want somebody that'll bring light and no pressure
10:19And just I don't know
10:22I feel like you're the best
10:24I'm excited
10:24I'm down
10:25Okay
10:25I'm happy to be asked
10:27Cool
10:27Yes
10:28I'm kind of scared
10:29The overnight portion of the date
10:32That's a little scary
10:34I have not spent the night with another man in two and a half years
10:39But you can't have a bad time with that man
10:42So just really excited
10:44I'm starting to feel a connection
10:47Yeah
10:50A connection between me and you
10:53I'm starting to feel a connection
10:56Yeah
10:56You've been really supportive
10:57You've helped so much
10:59And you've just been easy to talk to
11:00And that's really hard to get
11:02Like you're just a very
11:03All of us feel so comfortable with you
11:05I love that
11:06That's awesome
11:06Do you want to go on my final date?
11:08Yeah
11:08Hell yeah
11:09Come on
11:10Yeah
11:11Oh my God
11:12Full circle to you
11:13Full circle
11:13Thank God
11:14I was ready
11:15You gave me my bracelet and now you're here
11:16That's what I'm saying
11:17You know if I'm not going to be in love with someone
11:19I'm going to be a part of it you know
11:21Yeah
11:21You're watching a love movie and you're alone
11:22That's pretty sweet
11:23Right?
11:24So that's cool
11:25And then
11:31Have you been thinking about what you're going to say to her when you see her at the final?
11:35Yeah
11:36Nervous
11:37Obviously
11:37But excited
11:38Definitely going to cry
11:39Definitely going to talk about the things that needed to be addressed
11:43And what we worked on and grew
11:45And after that hopefully surprise her and propose
11:52Pop out the big ring
11:54Ah
11:55We're all cheering you on
11:56We're like your little cheerleaders
11:58Yeah
11:59Yeah
11:59So coming to the last like final date I definitely wanted to have you come with me
12:04Aww
12:05That's so sweet
12:06And help me go ring shopping and stuff so
12:08Yeah
12:08Well I would love to and I feel like that'd be fun
12:10I'm so excited to see her
12:12I'm so excited to profess my love to her
12:15If I came in here with extreme doubts and resentment
12:19And didn't work through it then I wouldn't be in this position
12:22So
12:24After the bonfire
12:26Starting to become real tonight and I wanted to pull you guys in
12:29And officially announce that I'm going to propose to Alexa at the end of this
12:32All right
12:33Yeah buddy
12:34That's what's up
12:36Congrats man
12:37Let's fucking go
12:38Oh yeah
12:39We love to hear it
12:40Congrats
12:41Thanks man
12:42He has made the decision
12:44Appreciate you guys
12:45Couldn't have done it without you guys
12:46Congrats
12:47That was one
12:48That was one man
12:49Let's get it
12:49Appreciate you guys
12:50Where's the shots?
12:52Shots
12:52I believe it
12:54Am I dreaming
12:56Can you feel it
12:58The moment that we fell in love
13:01Can you keep a secret
13:03When you're the first minute
13:05When I saw you I was finished
13:08You were gonna be the one
13:11When I'm with you tonight
13:15Heaven's on my mind
13:16I can't even lie
13:19My heart's imploding
13:22Have you gotten a little bit more clarity about what your decision will be?
13:25Just
13:26You're still like really gonna pull at game time
13:28Just
13:29When I tell y'all like
13:32Genuinely like we were planning to get married like engaged next year
13:36Yeah
13:36So
13:37The love isn't going away
13:40That I have for him
13:42I'm just curious if he's gonna own up to the things that he's done
13:46Out of respect for me at this point
13:48If you didn't want to show respect by your actions you at least can respect me by telling me what
13:52happened
13:52Yeah
13:53But it's not only that he cheated
13:55It's that other girls are also seeing how disrespectful he is
13:58Yeah
13:58Yeah
13:59And that's what hurt yesterday
14:00Yeah
14:01I know you don't want to be in this position to have to make this choice
14:05Yeah
14:05But you are being forced to
14:07Yeah
14:07You were being forced to and he forced you to do this
14:09Yeah
14:09And he has to live with that and I know that hurts you
14:12Yeah
14:13Yeah
14:13But you gotta think of a bigger picture
14:15Yeah
14:15You can't
14:16I know
14:18I know that
14:20I know my worth
14:22I've always known my worth
14:23It's just hard when you love someone
14:25And they do something
14:28So bad
14:34I just keep defending him when the outside noise comes in
14:37And it's kind of scary because I know that's just coming off as me being like manipulated
14:41And I hate that he put me in this position
14:44Because he knows he knows I love him
14:46And that's that's hard
14:50How are y'all feeling?
14:51I'm like sad to see people go
14:53Yeah
14:54We still have all of each other
14:56Yeah
14:56End of it
14:57And we have all of
14:58Yeah
14:59All of our boyfriends
15:00There we go
15:01You ready?
15:02Yeah
15:03Let's live
15:08Every time that I think I'm through
15:11There's another memory of you
15:15I'll do the grass
15:17It's kind of iconic
15:18The grass is crazy
15:21Bye guys
15:22No
15:24We're leaving
15:26Really?
15:27We just pitched perfect all of our bags in the house
15:29Bye
15:30Bye guys
15:31I miss you so much
15:32I'm really gonna miss you
15:33Bye Madina
15:34I love
15:35See you later
15:36I know
15:37I'm so sad
15:38I miss you
15:43I miss you too
15:44Brion has come a long way since the beginning
15:47He's one of the guys I was closest with in the house
15:50And there are a few things I think he still needs to work through
15:53But I'm hopeful that once he is reunited with Shantae
15:57They can have some pretty open conversations
15:59And come to an understanding between them two
16:02Or else
16:05As a collective
16:06We just wanna say
16:08You're all so special in your own ways
16:09So good luck the rest of the time
16:11Have so much fun on your last dates
16:13And we'll see you guys soon
16:15Love you guys
16:17Thanks so much
16:24We just wanted to do a little toast to say goodbye
16:28Um
16:29I did not come into this thinking I would have a family after this
16:34And you all know like I didn't come into this thinking what happened would happen
16:39And even in that all of you have been so supportive
16:43And so sweet and so respectful
16:45And I'm very grateful for each of you
16:48So cheers to that
16:50Cheers to y'all
16:52I love y'all
16:53This is very, very, very bittersweet
16:57I think a lot of people outside looking in will be like
17:00There's some sort of bad blood between Danny and myself
17:02Or malice from my point of view towards Ashley
17:07But there's none of that
17:09I don't wanna say goodbye
17:15I'm happy that those two were able to kind of figure that side of things out
17:20And it's been a journey
17:22That's our family
17:23I gotta hug everybody
17:24Anybody else get something in their eye?
17:27One, two, three, family
17:29There it is
17:30It's been real
17:32Logan Paulson
17:33We'll be leaving the villa now
17:35Cause I don't wanna say goodbye
17:38We love you
17:39We love you guys
17:40Love you boys y'all
17:41Love you guys so much
17:43Love y'all
17:43Finish the journey strong, come on
17:46It sucks cause we're a family
17:47And we just broke up the family
17:49But, um, very grateful for all
17:53That's rough
17:54Now it's just you guys
17:56Awww
17:57Awww
17:58Baby
18:13Hey, Al
18:15Hey, Lina
18:16How are you?
18:17It's great to see a bright smile
18:19Good seeing you too
18:20How are you?
18:21Doing well
18:21I wanted to give you an update on this whole journey and experience
18:25Okay
18:25I've come to you know a lot of realizations it's been really hard being away from Alexa for so long
18:31but I wanted to come to you man to man and first off thank you for raising such a beautiful
18:37and
18:38kind woman and I wanted to get your blessing and ask for it like to say in a marriage
18:48that's great news Lindo as long as you love my baby girl unconditionally
18:55and always always treat her with respect of course um yeah my blessings thank you so much
19:02she's the most important thing to me and I know she's very important to you too so absolutely
19:11I will we'll see you guys soon and we'll celebrate okay okay thank you love you thank you love you
19:25you too it is time for the final date
19:41out on the free road we made it out
19:50I've done the road sorry you're very distracting
19:59this is the best way to end this whole thing
20:11literally unreal experience of a lifetime
20:13a little agua
20:17I feel like Yeaman is helping me to find what happiness looks like and I don't know he's making
20:23it really easy to move forward and continue knowing what I do deserve chocolate fondue in the middle
20:43with Brion so many thoughts going on in my brain right now for a second I'm like oh I wonder
20:50what he's doing on his final date or is he going to be honest about his final date so there's
20:55just a lot of different things rolling through my head so that is a little nerve wracking
21:03wow I've always wanted the tree house no me too oh my gosh the view is so pretty I came
21:10in here thinking I was you know a great boyfriend and now it's a lot more like looking at myself
21:16like kind of looking in the mirror like what have I not done what can I do better you know
21:20and I can say all these things but at the end of the day it's going to come down to
21:23action I got my incredible bed here I can't wait to sleep in tonight you're not sleeping in the bed
21:27no you're going to sleep on the beanbag
21:29you're going to say Brion and I'm going to wake up to the beautiful sunset
21:39for Alexa you said she likes gold right she does like gold bands so immediately that one's catching my eye
21:46I was never the type of guy to think about my engagement think about my marriage and now being here
21:52I think I'm feeling all the emotions
21:54it's all becoming so real now so I know we have this a similar skin tone it pops
22:04this is what we needed after a long few weeks to the end of a beautiful island adventure it's the
22:11beginning of a new one let's go
22:20I'm not gonna lie I don't know if I entirely know how to cut up a mango it's hard it's
22:25like actually super hard there you go
22:28how's it good it's firm are you more like a salty or sweet person salty I have recently taken a
22:35baking so that sucks
22:36no I will eat your baked goods 100% I'm not kidding food is the weight of my heart
22:42and you have food on your face
22:45can't help but daydream a little bit sitting here with Natalie I mean she's a beautiful girl and she's soft
22:51and she's nurturing and she's caring and I'd be lying if I said that I haven't thought about asking her
22:57to leave the island with me
23:15oh my god I feel like now that I'm alone with Danny there's more pressure in my mind of like
23:22what I want out of this situation
23:24and I ran away from love but it found me where I was with that look in your eyes
23:31but having a alone time together I think I will be tempted by Danny tonight
23:35oh I think I'm ready with that look in your eyes
23:39that look in your eyes
23:41it's whether I will cave or not so
23:44love found me right on time
23:49oh
23:50I'm caught off guard but now I'm falling fast
23:55oh
23:58experience is coming to an end so it's definitely bittersweet
24:02I don't know tonight is just a night that we can really get on the same page and you know
24:07just see what the horizon looks like
24:10oh
24:11finally peace and quiet
24:14only thing I need is this moment
24:20and I'll sing it to you
24:26do you think he's doing the same thing about me?
24:28no cause he's not he's a guy
24:30I think he's just flirting it up with the girl right now and just waiting to leave with her huh?
24:34not you
24:35no
24:36I'm kidding I'm kidding
24:37with the doubting thing I mean he's been good for all the bonfires
24:41yeah
24:42so far
24:43all I'm wondering is that like in these last few days from that bonfire with that clip until now
24:49until when I see him
24:51has he still been resisting all the temptation
24:54I have so much on my mind
24:56questions
24:57things that I want to tell Lino
24:59you know experiences that I want to share
25:00and I'm trying to process how to explain to him
25:05how much I've learned about myself
25:07and what I really want out of this
25:09cheers to a happy ending and also a happy beginning
25:13aww
25:13cheers
25:14let's finish the glass
25:15okay you want me to down this?
25:16let's go
25:19I envision in my heart that Lino and I will walk away together
25:24I feel like I'm ready
25:27and I just I need to see if he is too
25:29let's go to bed
25:30let's go to bed
25:31let's go to bed
25:35not together
25:35not together
25:41I started to draft
25:42this is basically
25:44what came to mind initially and I just wrote it
25:47mm-hmm
25:47like our favorite memories
25:49how we met
25:50and then also
25:52her loving nature
25:53she taught me how to love
25:54and I don't think I knew how to love before that
25:57so I think that's very important
25:59and special for me
26:00I do hope she is your first and last love
26:02me too
26:03and I think she will be
26:05from the heart at the end of the day
26:06so I can't really mess up
26:08yeah
26:08you could literally be talking gibberish
26:09I don't think she's gonna really be comprehending it
26:11she's just gonna be like
26:12oh my god oh my god oh my god
26:13yeah
26:14I feel
26:15I'm gonna be like oh my god oh my god oh my god
26:26definitely know this has been a whirlwind
26:29and
26:29of a journey for you
26:31journey
26:31after the first week I'm like she won't even say hi to me
26:34I come around after a while
26:36like three days ago
26:38three days ago
26:39I have been fun okay
26:43how you feeling about the uh
26:45the final bonfire
26:47um
26:47it's gonna be such a fun conversation I can't wait I'm so excited
26:52really you're not looking forward to it
26:53I feel like he brought me here and he just assured me that things are gonna be all fine and
26:58dandy
26:58and then
26:59I had to go through all this emotional turmoil
27:02yeah
27:03and it's like I feel like he
27:05needs to know that
27:06to know that he hurt me
27:10how do y'all move past it as friends or in a couple
27:16from Shantae's perspective I can understand why it's not so black and white
27:20but like I think that she's kind of holding on
27:23to what she knows versus what her heart's telling her
27:26you know maybe she's like maybe if I let go of something good
27:29I may not be able to find it again
27:31but like as a friend I just weren't really happy
27:33all right cheers to a good decision
27:36and cheers to a decision that makes you happy
27:45okay let's see what this uh situation is
27:48oh this is just for you
27:52oh my gosh
27:53what do you mean
27:54oh my gosh do you see the floor it's giving
27:58no it's not it's not it's not
28:01it's definitely an ego check for me through this whole process
28:04from the first bonfire first week I was here until now
28:07I'm scared of fully committing in one-on-one relationships
28:10I'm scared of fully committing when I'm having sex
28:12this is nice though
28:14ah
28:16get out
28:16I just realized that's that's not right
28:19that's just me being scared of myself
28:20this is Shantae this is for you
28:23perfect
28:24that's me not wanting to give my full heart
28:26give my full self and holding back
28:29and I'm just kind of done with that you know
28:32I'm ready to give my full self to Shantae
28:33my full love my full intimacy
28:37and you know I don't I don't want anyone else
28:40I don't want another person
28:41don't let the bed bugs bite
28:43literally stop
28:45or do
28:45don't
28:56I really appreciate how feminine and soft you are
29:03you are like soft in a confident way
29:08you know like you know who you are type of soft
29:12and all that shit is just very attractive to me
29:15so
29:16that makes me really happy to hear
29:18I appreciate that
29:19and I think that's a beautiful thing
29:20I feel like I'm blushing a little bit
29:24no
29:25yeah
29:25thank God
29:28mmm
29:30that was sweet
29:30mmm
29:31no I mean it though
29:32I really do
29:34I felt like I lost my way over this past year
29:37I think I've let too many negative opinions get to me
29:40and kind of write a script
29:41in my life that I've been living by
29:43that has been completely false and untrue
29:46and I feel like through this process
29:48I've been able to break the chains
29:49and truly thrive
29:59I wish I could spend a lot of day with you tomorrow
30:03yeah
30:04no I can't
30:07you got business to take care of
30:09I make the rules around here
30:10you got decisions to make business to take care of
30:13I actually do have
30:15you know I don't want to get ahead of myself with anything
30:18but
30:19I think maybe him leaving alone would be kind of
30:24confusing
30:24I guess I just don't want to get my hopes up
30:26and then feel disappointed or feel stupid
30:28if he decides to leave alone
30:29because I truly would understand that as well
30:33we'll watch the tide come in and out
30:37we'll watch the sun go up and down
30:41I want to stay in this moment with Kay as much as possible
30:45and stay in this present moment
30:47and kind of ignore you know the responsibility that I have tomorrow
30:53oh the best part of the day
30:56this must be what it's like to have it all
31:01so
31:03you know hopefully this will be the longest night of my life
31:07this must be what it's like to have it all
31:13I haven't had good sushi in a long time
31:15how are you feeling about things?
31:18like where's your head at
31:20with today
31:21with
31:23our connection
31:24like
31:26yeah everything
31:27you know
31:28I'm extremely happy that
31:31you're the one that was brought into my life
31:35obviously I'd love to pursue what we have going on
31:38like I'm willing to go as far into this as you are
31:43I feel like right now we're in this like bubble
31:45yeah
31:46and I am open to seeing where things go afterwards
31:50I just don't know what that looks like
31:52I don't know if it's something I can figure out right now
31:56but like right now I'm enjoying my time with you
31:59and I'm happy you're here
32:00and I think we'll just see where it goes
32:07right now where I'm at
32:08I think I would probably leave the island alone
32:12because I have a point to prove to myself that
32:16I don't need Grant
32:17but I also don't need to jump into the next relationship
32:19but at the same time like if it's meant to be it'll be
32:22we'll see
32:23we'll see
32:25we'll see
32:26but cheers to living in this moment
32:28cheers to living in the moment
32:40oh this is perfect
32:41this is so pretty
32:44oh my god
32:46this is amazing
32:50alright let's see how this bed feels
32:53okay it's actually really good
32:54is it?
32:55ready?
32:56one, two
32:59most definitely looking forward to being alone
33:02with Grant in this dome
33:05because we have not had a chance to like fully be alone
33:08should we start with a while?
33:10yes
33:10most definitely
33:12so this experience just made it seem more real for me
33:16and like what our connection would actually feel like outside of the island
33:19how do you feel about tonight kind of being our final date night?
33:25it makes me sad
33:26I feel like I'm going to be really sad like leaving this island and leaving you
33:32I am too
33:33but you know I have my final bonfire
33:37so
33:40how are you feeling about that?
33:43I don't know
33:44you're someone I could see myself being with
33:48so I think about what like realistically what life would be like
33:54if we were to leave this island together
33:58what does that mean?
33:59actually I'm really glad we're having this conversation
34:02because I was thinking about this earlier
34:03I like that it's lighthearted
34:05I like that this is like comfortable and fun and good
34:09because I know that's what you need right now
34:12and that's also what I need right now
34:14I know
34:15it doesn't feel so lighthearted
34:21and that's scary
34:24I think I've been the most vulnerable about my situation with Ashley
34:28and my life and my goals and dreams and those sorts of things
34:33but now that I'm having to be vulnerable with how I feel about her
34:37it's a little scarier
34:40so then what do we do?
34:46I can't let myself like go there with you
34:51like I can't
34:53until like you close those doors
34:57tonight could absolutely make or break my decision
35:00I mean
35:01this will really
35:03tell me whether or not
35:05I should completely close the door with Ashley
35:11but I don't regret building the connection that I have with Natalie
35:14and I do have to ask myself
35:16what if I'm falling and this is the first time I land
35:22and obviously if I do land that would be incredible
35:25and that would be everything I've been looking for
35:32how did I get here?
35:36it's crazy
35:39it is crazy
35:49just the way like Danny and I look at each other
35:51I don't know
35:52I feel like I've never dated a guy with really good eyes
35:54but it just
35:56I don't know it just clicks
35:57and I'm just in it
35:58I'm into it
35:59if I belong to you
36:03all the things that I would do
36:09if I belong to
36:11if I belong to
36:13if I belong to
36:18if I belong to
36:20if I belong to
36:29make a wish
36:30make a wish
36:31you have to make a wish
36:31ready?
36:35what'd you wish for?
36:36how about I'll tell you when it comes true
36:38how about that?
36:39okay, deal
36:44it's definitely a little bit scary
36:45especially because how real the feelings have gotten
36:47in the last few days
36:48and now having to separate
36:50and kind of having to let him figure out his thing
36:53without me being there
36:54or
36:56having any idea what's even going on
37:00but I feel like
37:01the scary things
37:02and the riskier things
37:03are usually the most worth it
37:06you ready?
37:08ready as I'll ever be I guess
37:11you know I feel like
37:12we're just trying to
37:14emotionally cope with what's about to happen
37:16and saying goodbye
37:19so
37:20I'm honestly just feeling sad
37:24because the truth is I do not want this to end
37:27this is it
37:34this is it
37:35this has been the best experience of my life
37:52good morning
37:53oh, well look who it is
37:55how are you?
37:57good, buenos dias
37:58good morning, good morning, good morning
38:00what are you doing?
38:02a little bit of breakfast
38:03we got some eggs
38:06just had a final bonfire
38:07she has to go to tonight
38:08and right now
38:10she's 100% Tay
38:12you know she's locked and loaded
38:13and I don't think
38:15her ex is prepared
38:16for her at all
38:20I guess we have to say goodbye
38:26my heart's beating so fast
38:38it'll be okay
38:39yeah
38:40ready?
38:42no
38:59how did you sleep last night?
39:01um, it was tough
39:02I think
39:04just kinda uneasy
39:05about what her decision's gonna be
39:07if I'm...
39:08I know I came here with the girlfriend
39:10I came here with the best friend
39:11and knowing that that could be over
39:12is very unsettling
39:14um, so a lot of tossing and turning
39:16I definitely feel regret for what I did
39:19I regret how...
39:22for me
39:23to make the conclusions
39:24that I don't wanna have threesomes
39:26that I don't need all that wild behavior in my life
39:28I had to go that far to understand that
39:30I wish there was a way
39:32where I could've came to that conclusion
39:33without having to, you know
39:35have those actions
39:36definitely scared
39:37um, of what my future's gonna look like
39:39I've seen you grow a lot
39:41in your relationship
39:42and as a man
39:43and I just hope that
39:44she does show you grace
39:45in some way or another
39:57if you could ask one question for me
39:59what would it be?
40:00I wouldn't even ask a question
40:02I would walk in
40:02be like, Mark
40:04honestly I have nothing else to say
40:06I have not made like a full final decision
40:09as of right now
40:10for you, I think you do have the opportunity
40:12to have a, uh
40:14a mic drop
40:16I don't know
40:17I think she knows what she needs to do
40:20but I think she's
40:21it's an inner battle with herself
40:22just to like, figure out
40:24if she
40:27has the strength to do it
40:28I think
40:29I think you know what you have to do
40:31or should do
40:32yeah
40:32I think she's gonna leave by herself
40:34I just pray as a friend
40:35that she doesn't fall back into that trap with him
40:38get what you need to off your chest
40:39you know
40:40I got your back for whatever you need
40:41you know
40:42outside of this
40:43I appreciate it
40:43all your harsh honesty
40:53honestly I'm happy
40:54it's such a beautiful day
40:55for my last day here
40:56to leave, yeah
40:57when you first came to the island
40:59did you think you'd be leaving here
41:01asking her to marry you?
41:02I had the thought in my mind
41:03but I truly didn't know
41:05if I was ready
41:06and now
41:07feeling the way I do
41:08I know from
41:10no shadow of a doubt
41:11that
41:12it is the right decision
41:13so
41:13and it makes my heart warm and fuzzy
41:15to see that you're
41:16about to take a step
41:17that will give you happiness
41:18for the rest of your life
41:19I know, it's crazy
41:20it's
41:20I came in as a
41:21a boy
41:22and I'm leaving
41:23a man
41:24heck yeah
41:25yeah
41:26there's no stopping it now
41:28tonight's final bonfire
41:29I have to collect myself
41:31start breathing
41:32hit a little gusa
41:34and
41:35prepare
41:36mentally
41:36physically
41:37and emotionally
41:38this
41:39will be the biggest decision
41:40of my life
41:41I'm gonna do great
41:42bye
41:44good luck
41:45you're gonna kill it
41:46I'll walk out
41:46and next time I see you
41:47you'll be Mr. and Mrs. Troisi
41:49ha ha
41:50yes we will be
41:51we could be forever
41:53cause you are my love
41:56you are my first love
41:58I've been
42:00envisioning this final bonfire
42:02since I first got here
42:03and thinking about it
42:05literally since I first got here
42:06I bet
42:07and
42:08I honestly feel
42:10like
42:11if he can't get over
42:13the past
42:15and
42:16having this guilt over me
42:18and
42:19if he didn't find any clarity
42:21then
42:22all of this was a waste
42:24then
42:26I would have no choice
42:27but to leave alone
42:29in my heart
42:30want to leave with Lino
42:32but
42:33obviously my brain kicks in
42:34and
42:35if there's some things that are
42:36left unanswered
42:37or that I don't feel right about
42:39then I
42:40I can't put myself through that
42:42we have a whole life together
42:44and
42:45and a future that I envision my mind
42:47and this conversation holds so much weight
42:49into me making that decision
42:50I'm very blessed and lucky to have spent time here with you
42:53and
42:53be a part of your love journey
42:55I just
42:57I can't believe we've gotten so close
42:59in a short time
43:00and I am
43:01so grateful for you
43:04I'm gonna miss you
43:05I'm gonna miss you
43:06come here
43:07last hug
43:08our last goodbye
43:11bye to you
43:12take care
43:20hey you
43:22good morning
43:22good morning
43:23how are you?
43:24so good
43:25I had so much fun with you last night
43:26me too
43:27this has been like so romantic
43:29and fun
43:30and
43:31I don't know
43:31just like
43:32a taste of
43:33being with Grant
43:34waking up with Natalie does feel natural
43:37and it feels good
43:38and I wouldn't mind
43:39waking up to her
43:40in the future again
43:41but
43:42you know
43:42I have some big decisions to make
43:44how are you feeling
43:46about the final bonfire?
43:47I'm not even like
43:48thinking about the bonfire
43:50I'm just like
43:53I'm thinking that
43:54I'm probably gonna miss you
43:55honestly
43:57I'm scared
43:58and excited at the same time
44:00yeah
44:01I don't blame you
44:03I'm also scared
44:04but I'm excited too
44:06what are you scared of?
44:08that I might never see you again
44:17I'm feeling sad that the experience is ending
44:20I'm feeling anxious that the bonfire is approaching
44:23and
44:23I'm feeling
44:24you know
44:25a little confused about
44:26the decisions I'm gonna have to make
44:29you flash those
44:31it's a final goodbye to the island
44:32one
44:34two
44:35three
44:40goodbye island
44:42goodbye island
44:43goodbye island
44:56no matter what decision you make
44:59I'll always be here
45:01for you
45:02for you
45:02with whatever you need
45:04if you need some
45:05emotional support
45:07somewhere to go
45:08escape Florida
45:08you know
45:09like
45:09see me
45:11just know that I'm always here for you
45:13and I'm not gonna
45:15think any differently
45:16of you
45:17no matter what you think
45:19just like
45:21definitely not ready to say goodbye
45:22but
45:24we'll figure it out
45:26we'll figure it out
45:28some things are just never easy
45:32but
45:33I've never been here before
45:38is this the last time that you meet me
45:42I came into this so
45:45broken
46:01there's points where like I just absolutely didn't see the light at the end of the tunnel
46:06and to come here and do like a complete turnaround
46:13it's just like mind-blowing and I just can't believe I'm here and I just feel like so grateful
46:21obviously Danny plays like a huge factor in that
46:24this isn't the end
46:26it's not the end
46:27it's just a different chapter
46:33what can I do
46:39without you
46:42oh
46:43so what'd you guys do?
46:44my favorite time
46:45the boys
46:46why are you grinning it so big?
46:48because it was
46:49amazing
46:51sensational
46:51yeah we started off the date
46:54been a
46:551950s Porsche Speedster
46:57and we had the final bonfire coming up
47:00and there really wasn't a moment in that car ride where I even thought about it
47:03you know we were just like so in the moment
47:05that's great
47:06I'm happy for you Tyler
47:07I feel very well equipped at walking into the conversation tonight to set things straight
47:12and I'm just going to have to do what I'm going to do tonight
47:16man you know I'm kind of nervous going into the night just
47:20again I'm going to try to explain myself
47:22apologize
47:24tell her what I've learned
47:25learned
47:25yeah
47:26how I've grown as a man
47:27and hopefully you know
47:29Maya said hopefully she offers you grace
47:30and gives you an opportunity to
47:32you know
47:33do right from here on
47:35you got everything you need going into tonight
47:36yeah
47:37at this point
47:38me
47:38my heart
47:40that's all you need though
47:41that's all I can bring
47:41just speak from the heart
47:43hopefully it's enough
47:44yeah
47:45and let yourself be vulnerable
47:46yeah
47:46sure
47:47nice
47:49um
47:50I don't know exactly what I'm going to do yet
47:53I know that I'm going to go into the bonfire with Ashley
47:56and I'm going to apologize for not being the man that I thought I was
47:59regardless of whether she's receiving of it or not
48:02and she might not be
48:03she deserves to hear her she deserves an apology so that's what I'm going to do
48:06I don't know if I'm going to ask Natalie to leave the island with me or not
48:11I really need to think about it
48:14um
48:15but she's an amazing girl and
48:17she deserves love just as much as anyone else
48:20so
48:21regardless I'm happy I met her and I'm happy for this experience and I don't regret a single thing
48:25great
48:26happy to hear that Grant
48:27you've come a long way man
48:29it's been a rollercoaster
48:30thank you brother
48:32yeah well
48:33for myself
48:34I'm really ready to go in there and
48:36knock it out the park tonight
48:38hell yeah man
48:39appreciate it guys
48:40we all got uh
48:41some big things coming up
48:44and Lino
48:45excited for you
48:46I appreciate you guys
48:48alright guys
48:48let's get a group hug
48:50let's see
48:51big night
48:53let's see you guys soon
48:54last time
48:55last one
48:56last one
48:56let's go
49:03hi guys
49:04how are you
49:05good
49:06how was everyone's dates
49:08oh
49:08good
49:09how are y'all feeling
49:11I mean I won't probably won't get to see you all
49:13so
49:13I know I can't believe that this is our last time all together
49:18like so many goodbyes in one day
49:20but I feel like we got close really quickly all
49:24four of us
49:25right here
49:26it's a bond that you can never recreate
49:30with any other four girls
49:32my fondest memory of us all together and I know it's a sad memory too
49:36is when all of your hearts broke with mine at the second bonfire and all of you were there with
49:42me
49:43that's how I could tell that this is real you know
49:48I just can't wait to see where everyone's lives are in like a year
49:51right
49:52dude
49:52hopefully at alexa's wedding
49:55right
49:56ma'am
49:56fingers crossed
49:57oh boy
49:58you guys want a hug
50:00yes
50:00you guys want a hug
50:02can we hug
50:03can we go out there and walk
50:05yeah let's do it
50:05bring it in
50:07hi guys
50:08hi guys
50:08hi guys
50:08hi guys
50:09hi guys
50:10hi guys
50:11hi guys
50:13hi
50:16hi guys
50:17hi
50:19hi
50:19hi
50:19hi
50:19hi
50:19hi
50:21Destroying the love that we both built
50:24Did I deserve it?
50:27All of the trauma that I felt
50:30I knew the walls would start to cave
50:34I felt it all and chose to stay
50:39Anyway
50:41Through this experience, I've learned that our issues
50:46are really my issues
50:50I thought, you know, love was
50:52Making her laugh, keeping her happy, buying things
50:54But love is giving her an opportunity to be heard
50:58I've learned to understand the things I went through
51:01As a child and how I used, you know, other women
51:05To fill the spots of love that I didn't have growing up
51:08So I realized this wasn't about Shantae at all
51:10This really became my personal journey
51:13I'm proud of myself
51:14And I'm ready to show Shantae
51:17I should have known, I should have laughed
51:19No matter what you always say
51:23You couldn't keep your promises
51:25Throughout this journey, I have definitely noticed my own poise
51:31I know that I can handle whatever conversation Breonna and I end up having
51:36And regardless of what happens
51:39I do think that honesty is going to be the best way to handle the conversation I have with Breonna
51:51In our secret garden, everything was perfect
51:55Planting seeds to intertwine
51:59Hoping for a future, but underneath the surface
52:02I knew it wasn't right
52:06I thought we'd be together till the end of time
52:13You played your part so well, but that was just a lie
52:19I have to make the best decision for myself
52:22I have to stand my own ground
52:24Know what I want for my future
52:26It's like, do you take that risk and just trust that he says things are going to be okay?
52:32I don't know
52:33And that's scary
52:49I am anxious ahead of this bonfire
52:52You know, I've crossed a boundary
52:56I regret it, I've made a mistake
52:57I hope she can give me an opportunity to be the man that she wants
53:00But it could be too late
53:02I should've known, I should've known
53:05I should've known that you break my way
53:10I should've known, I should've known, I should've known, I should've known
53:16I should've known, I should've known
53:19Hi
53:20Hi, Mark
53:26Kind of weird, just you and me, isn't it?
53:28I know, like, where are my girls at?
53:30They're with you in spirit, for sure
53:31Um, I'm glad to see you, how are you feeling?
53:34I'm okay
53:35I'm just trying to prepare myself for the conversation, but I'm okay
53:44I told you all my secrets
53:46But you couldn't keep it
53:48Did we really have a chance?
53:52Should've kept my walls up
53:53Welcome, Breonna
54:05I'm sorry
54:14You're beautiful
54:15Thank you
54:16Thank you
54:17I should've known that you put you first
54:20I should've known that it break your head
54:24I should've known that you put you first
54:28I should've known that you break my way
54:31I should've known, should've known, should've known, should've known, should've known
54:37I should've known better
54:39Oh, my God.
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