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00:01I want to get married, Weezer.
00:02And I do not believe in marriage.
00:04This whole time, I thought you were the one who saved me, but you were the one who hit me.
00:10The Northern police have two escaped convicts on the loose.
00:12Save him or you die.
00:14There's two bullet holes. There's one in his chest and there's one in his leg.
00:18They'll take you wherever you want to go.
00:19Why is his leg so big?
00:21The bullet nicked his femur. He's bleeding out.
00:22You said that she could help him. She made him worse. She killed him.
00:25You took someone I love. Now I'm gonna take someone you love.
00:28I can't run Jeremy's clinic. I can't be the one making life or death decisions for patients.
00:33Right here, right now, no questions and this will never happen again.
00:54What?
00:56What?
00:57What?
00:58Was it another nightmare?
01:00No, no, it's just my shoulder. I just can't get comfortable.
01:03I thought that was healing.
01:05No, no, it's fine. I need some water, okay?
01:07No, no, no, no.
01:08Uh, huh.
01:28My Hallelujah's bêning the Anything.
01:32Better
01:35upon me.
01:56You are going to get tips.
01:58I mean, I would hit on you.
02:00Lex, I had to hit on you.
02:02I had to save a waitress from an arterial bleed just to get your attention.
02:07You already had my attention.
02:09Did I?
02:09But no saving people today.
02:11Got it?
02:12Because I have burnout.
02:14And I don't get to be a hero anymore.
02:17I know how to restart a person's heart.
02:19You shouldn't be serving coffee in a place with bull riding and fake psychics.
02:24I was going to say no saving people today because your heroics are already in a committed relationship.
02:34Look, I know.
02:35I know I need to heal.
02:36It's just I should be in the field helping people.
02:40Steph, you got this, okay?
02:45It just takes time.
02:50I don't usually do this, but my parents died last year.
02:56And I just want to know if I'm doing the right thing for my brother.
03:05I can see the loss, how it weighs you down.
03:10But you're struggling with a secret, too.
03:12And the harder you try to protect it, the more secrets keep piling up.
03:17We can only avoid the light of truth for so long.
03:22But you have a good heart.
03:24And you try so hard to take care of the people that you love.
03:27So, try to take the moments of joy where you can, too.
03:32Okay.
03:34Babe, maybe you should get a reading for your first day.
03:37Eh, I prefer to be surprised.
03:39Come on, Steph.
03:40It could be fun.
03:41Yeah, my dad always says it's a good thing we don't know what's coming.
03:44Yeah, but psychics always want to talk about your love life.
03:46And our love life is great.
03:47I don't need no psychic to tell me.
03:50Hey, Steph.
03:51Can I get a latte and a coffee with milk and cinnamon?
03:56Yeah.
03:57Hey, can I have a reading?
03:59Sure.
04:04Interesting.
04:05This card is about rapid change, air travel, and important news.
04:10Well, I am a pilot.
04:13I think it's more than that.
04:14I think you'll get a call in the next 24 hours that will change your life.
04:20Wow.
04:21You hear that?
04:22Something big and exciting is coming.
04:24Hey, Steph.
04:26Can I grab a coffee with milk and a splash of cinnamon, please?
04:29Okay.
04:30I already got you one.
04:32I can grab my own coffee, thanks.
04:34Look, I know you don't like me, and you have every reason not to.
04:38You think buying me a coffee is going to help?
04:41You hit me with your car.
04:44I know I can't make it up to you.
04:46Excuse me.
04:47I don't usually do this, but I feel compelled to read for you.
04:51The cards want me to give you a reading, free of charge.
04:53Oh, no, no.
04:55No, ma'am.
04:57But I've already got bad luck, and I definitely don't need whatever this is.
05:05Three of swords.
05:08Oh, sweetie.
05:09What does that mean?
05:11It means you can try, handsome, but you can't avoid getting hurt.
05:21No one goes anywhere alone.
05:23We've had some security issues lately.
05:26Kidney was stolen off a plane, and there's been some other instances as well.
05:32I am getting cameras installed in the hangar, but we need to be alert in the field, too.
05:36So from now on, whenever a medic goes to get a patient, I want a pilot to accompany them.
05:41And what if the pilots have pre-flight checks to do?
05:43Checks can be done after the medics load the patients, and no one gets off the plane alone.
05:48Am I understood?
05:50Understood, Captain.
05:51All right, thank you.
05:55New policy?
05:56Yeah, it's just some things I've been thinking about since the kidney was stolen.
05:59I was going to check with you on how you wanted to handle the medics.
06:02Yeah, I agree.
06:03We should definitely prioritize safety.
06:05Yeah.
06:07You know, I hate when you work at TCH when you don't get to fly together, but you have
06:10definitely given me a thing for a woman in sterile pajamas.
06:15Weezer, you didn't come back to bed last night.
06:18Yeah, I know.
06:18I'm fine.
06:19I slept on the couch.
06:20It's actually, um, it's better for my shoulder.
06:22Oh.
06:23Oh, actually, you know what?
06:24I got you something.
06:25You did?
06:26I did.
06:26What did you give me?
06:27Well, let me find it here.
06:29Oh, there it is.
06:32I got one for me, too.
06:34Is this a tracker?
06:35We work crazy hours, we get diverted on unexpected calls, and half the time we don't have cell
06:39service, so this way, we will always know where the other person is.
06:46Only if you're comfortable with that, of course.
06:49Well, you know what?
06:50I will put this in my phone so that I can have it at TCH, too.
06:56Awesome.
06:57I hope you have an amazing day.
07:00You, too.
07:00Thanks, babe.
07:01See you soon.
07:11Well, that will not happen again.
07:14Yeah, no.
07:14Until the next time, it doesn't happen again.
07:19Bye-bye, hot doctor.
07:22Dr. Highway, what was that?
07:25Oh, my God.
07:26Can we just pretend you didn't see that?
07:28Oh, so you're both adults.
07:29You're not doing anything wrong.
07:30I'm just...
07:31Zay's wrong.
07:32He's cocky and arrogant and hot and smart and funny.
07:39And it's been a while since anyone's challenged you the way Jeremy did.
07:43Zay is nothing like Jeremy.
07:45Jeremy actually cared about his patients.
07:47Zay is just self-centered and ambitious.
07:49Yeah, but even Jeremy wasn't always Jeremy, Chris.
07:53Look, all I'm saying is maybe Zay just needs a little grace to grow up, too.
07:59Dr. Highway, I just had my meeting with Frida on the North House Committee.
08:03Thanks again for suggesting me.
08:05I wanted to make sure Jeremy's clinic was in good hands.
08:08We'll connect later.
08:10Should be brief.
08:12I didn't know Baggett was assisting you at the clinic.
08:15He's gonna run it.
08:17What?
08:18Why?
08:18What happened?
08:19Crystal, running the clinic is your dream.
08:21And I'm not ready.
08:22I can't be responsible to make the medical decisions for the community.
08:25Crystal, what are you talking about?
08:27You were the perfect person.
08:28No, I'm not.
08:29I made the wrong decision with Jay, and he died.
08:32Crystal, that is not why Jay died.
08:35He was an escaped convict who refused to go to a hospital where you would have been able to examine
08:39him yourself.
08:40Haley, it's already done.
08:41I care too much about my community to stick them with someone who isn't ready for the job.
08:47Crystal.
08:51I know you're still mad at me, Wyatt,
08:53but you didn't need to throw me in front of you while the patient was heaving.
08:58Well, he was making weird noises, and the psychic told me that I was gonna get hurt today.
09:02And I didn't know if the guy was gonna barf or explode.
09:06Besides, I thought you said you wanted to find a way to make things up for me.
09:13Haley said there's extra flight seats upstairs.
09:30Oh, hey.
09:33Let's not make that fortune easy for that psychic cowboy.
09:36How about I help with the chopping?
09:42Is this how Brisco Bowler liked his apples?
09:45You remember my horse's name?
09:47Yeah.
09:48I mean, he said a lot about you.
09:50How you took care of him.
09:55I don't have bad luck, because I had to put Brisco down.
10:00I have bad luck, because it's my fault that he had to be put down.
10:06I don't know how much you know about ranching, but, um, things were always tight, you know.
10:14But Mom loves horses, so my dad took a chance,
10:16and he bought Brisco so that she could finally get into racing.
10:21He sank everything we had into that horse.
10:25But, one night when my parents were out of town,
10:28I decided I wanted to take Brisco for a joyride.
10:32But he fell, and
10:37broke his leg.
10:46This is so stupid.
10:49Why?
10:50It was my fault. We had to put him down.
10:58That's why I deserve this bad luck.
11:01We lost everything because of me.
11:15I'm sorry.
11:19And
11:19I'm so sorry I hate you.
11:22I'm so sorry I messed things up, because, Wyatt, I really like you.
11:29You like me?
11:31Yeah.
11:43You like me?
11:46I need it
11:48Make you say
11:49Oh, yeah, yeah
11:52Get you something
11:53I gotta go
12:00What is it?
12:02I've just gone to a fight, I have to go
12:04Hey, hey, hold on, let me come with you
12:06I can help you
12:07I know you know what it's like
12:09To think you let your family down
12:10But I can't let Finn down again
12:22Dating senior is trash
12:24I have to see one more photo of a dead fish
12:28Or a snowmobile
12:29Or a dead fish on a snowmobile
12:32Whatever
12:32It's not like I've had the greatest track record
12:35When it comes to relationships
12:38Wow
12:39That felt like an unsolicited fishpick reaction
12:43Are you okay?
12:45No
12:46Maybe
12:47I don't know
12:51It's from Novak
12:53There's a new ground school opening up at Air Canada
12:56And he wants to walk my resume
12:58Lexi, that's amazing
13:00Hey, you think that's that call
13:02That's going to change your life like the psychic said
13:04This is just
13:07It's coming so soon
13:09A lot sooner than I expected
13:11I don't know if I'm ready
13:15Hey
13:15Okay, hold on
13:16Tires cap
13:17See you out there
13:21Hey goose
13:21How are the skies up there?
13:23I have some news
13:24Maybe
13:26Novak wants to walk my resume into Air Canada
13:28And what if I'm not ready?
13:31Dad
13:31I just went captain up here
13:33Slow down, Lex
13:36You're the girl who begged me to take you flying every weekend since you were four
13:41I know I am ready
13:44I know I am ready
13:45You are
13:45And whether you go to Air Canada now or later
13:48I know this for sure
13:50One day my baby's gonna fly for a major airline
13:53And whatever airline that is
13:55Wherever that first flight she's flying is going
13:58I'm gonna be on it
13:59Thanks dad
14:01I love you
14:02I gotta run
14:03Maya and I have a call
14:04Love you too, goose
14:09Look good
14:10Rested
14:11Hey
14:13Do they teach you to make these little pictures on the phone?
14:16We don't need to make small talks then
14:17Oh thank god
14:18And I didn't want to bring it up but
14:20I have no idea what I would do if I couldn't go in the field
14:23I would be losing my mind
14:25It would be torture
14:26Are you gonna get your fortune right?
14:28Oh, uh
14:30No
14:31They just say something generic to give you permission to want the thing you want
14:34Or do the thing you were gonna do anyway
14:36I don't need a card to give me permission
14:39And I know what I want
14:41Two of sorts
14:43There's a fork in the road
14:44You made a decision recently
14:46But you aren't sure it was the right one
14:49Some people might think I'm letting them down
14:52But I'm trying to do the right thing
14:57See this blindfold?
14:59It means there's something you aren't seeing clearly
15:02Or maybe you're choosing to stay in the dark
15:05Because it feels safer than change
15:12Sorry
15:16Hey, ready to go? We got a call
15:18You bet, sounds like fun
15:20Here
15:21Thanks
15:22See you, Steph
15:29Can I get another coffee when you have a minute?
15:31You got it
15:31Friends of yours
15:32Uh, yeah
15:34Coworkers
15:36I'm a paramedic
15:37Oh, that's exciting
15:40There was
15:42I mean, a little too exciting
15:46I had to go on break
15:48I really miss it, though
15:50Sounds like the perfect time for a reading
15:53I don't tell anyone anything bad
15:55And I only read what could happen
15:56Not necessarily what will happen
15:59It's always up to you to make your own choices
16:02Yeah, I don't
16:03I don't mean to be rude
16:04I just
16:05I don't think there's anything in there
16:06That could help solve my problems
16:10Does it matter if what I do is real or not
16:12The problems my clients come to me with are real enough
16:15Just as real as yours
16:18A lot of what I do is listen
16:20It could be the best day of someone's life or the worst
16:24But they all want to be heard
16:26And they all want to feel that someone's there trying to help
16:30Even if it's just reading cards
16:34You know, that's what I did in my job, too
16:36Try to help people on the worst day of their lives
16:42I think I will try the lemon meringue next
16:46To a dessert day, huh?
16:47Yep
16:48Tell you what
16:49Bring me a slice of something new every hour
16:52I want to try them all while I can
16:54Alright
16:55I'll do my best
16:59I actually am good at DIY
17:01Or I was until this stupid wall fell on me
17:04Yeah, not the best start to building a new nursery, huh?
17:07Well, my wife and I only have a couple months before the baby gets here
17:10Lily and I both had big corporate gigs
17:12We had good titles, good money
17:14But when we found out we were pregnant, we moved up here to downsize
17:18You did all that just for Junior?
17:20My parents weren't really around when I was growing up
17:22It just always felt like their jobs came first, you know?
17:26As a third kid of two doctors, I do know
17:29I want to be there for my kid
17:32I want them to know I'm always going to pick them up when they fall
17:37Oh, oh God, my arm
17:39She's tachycardic
17:42Cyanosis in the nail beds
17:43Can you feel that?
17:44No, no, my arm's tight
17:45We'll take a look
17:47Pink and swollen
17:49No radial pulse
17:50It's compartment syndrome, she needs a fasciotomy
17:52What does that mean?
17:53Sometimes after a crushing injury, the pressure can build up
17:56It restricts blood flow
17:57We're going to take that pressure off to reduce nerve damage and limb death
18:01Are you saying I could lose my arm?
18:03Crystal is going to make an incision to relieve the pressure
18:07Hey, it's going to be okay
18:10We got you
18:18Crystal
18:19No
18:20No, we can't do this
18:21What do you mean?
18:22No, it's outside our scope of practice
18:24Crystal, you're practically a doctor
18:26No, it's our job to get Kendra to the hospital so actual doctors can treat her
18:29Well, that's bullshit
18:31She needs her arms so she can hold her kid
18:33It's under 12 hours since the injury
18:35She's in the window, they can deal with this properly at TCH
18:37Crystal, every minute we wait, she loses use of her arm
18:40No, we have to make the safest decision for the patient
18:44Have dispatch call TCH, tell them to prep an OR
18:47Copy that
18:48Dispatch, it's 5-9-1-1
18:50We have an OR
18:55Say, what the hell are you doing?
18:57I'm saving her arms so she has a chance to hold her baby
19:0035-year-old woman, right arm crushed under a beam
19:03Developed compartment syndrome in transit
19:04We performed a fasciotomy
19:06Well done, you may have just saved her arm
19:07A-G-O-R, let's go
19:09You're going to be okay
19:12She's going to be okay, Crystal?
19:14No, you took a dangerous risk
19:15That's all you've done since you've got up here
19:17Look for excuses to play
19:18This isn't a game, Zay
19:20These are people
19:21This is their lives
19:22And her life would be a lot different without an arm
19:26You could have performed that fasciotomy
19:28Easy
19:29Don't get mad at me because you lost your nerve
19:32This isn't about nerve
19:33If we made a mistake
19:34We both know you don't make mistakes
19:36Yes, I do
19:38This is a mistake
19:39Zay, you are a mistake
19:40And I'm not willing to lose a patient
19:42Over your ego
20:00No wonder you can't get a girlfriend
20:02Aim like that
20:08How's that for aim?
20:09Hey, thing one and thing two
20:10Safety first
20:11Got it?
20:12No horsing around
20:14Oh, we're in trouble
20:17That is a glass slide waiting to happen
20:20You're still thinking like a paramedic
20:22Think like a bartender
20:23People playing darts drink
20:25And
20:25The higher the bill, the higher the tip
20:27You know
20:29I see so many real injuries in my job
20:32People you really want to help, but can't
20:36It's hard going from that to
20:38Watching jokers make dumb choices
20:41Is that why you had to step away?
20:44The people you wanted to help
20:46And couldn't?
20:48Uh, kind of
20:50I thought I could handle it
20:52You know, everyone I know
20:53All my friends, everyone I work with
20:55They can all handle it
20:57I guess I couldn't
20:58That's why I'm here
21:02I see a lot of hurt people in my job, too
21:05There were some I could give closure or hope
21:09But
21:11Those aren't the ones that stay with you
21:14Every once in a while you meet someone who is really struggling
21:20There was this, uh, woman
21:23Who used to see me
21:26Her daughter disappeared
21:29Beautiful eight-year-old girl
21:31Just gone from the backyard without a trace
21:36And her mother
21:38Was in tremendous pain
21:44She came every week
21:46Hoping I could see something
21:48Um, what happened?
21:54One day
21:54She just stopped coming
22:00Those are the ones
22:02Who stay with me
22:06That's why today is special
22:09It's my last day doing readings
22:11Sure you don't want one?
22:14Um
22:16I probably shouldn't
22:17It's starting to get busy, so
22:24Thank God you're still here, Hayley
22:26I need your help
22:27My brother fell
22:27I think his wrist might be broken
22:30Let me get his medical info
22:31What's his date of birth?
22:33Uh, you know, I, um
22:35I was actually hoping we could do this off the books
22:39I had a really hard time getting custody of him
22:41Because family social services thought I was too young to handle it
22:46But if it goes on record
22:47That he got hurt under my care
22:50Well, if his arm's broken, he'll need x-rays
22:52And anytime there's paperwork, like imaging
22:54It's actually really hard to keep it out of the system
22:57But Piper, you're doing a great job with Finley
22:59They'll see that
23:01Fin fell because he got into a fight with some other kids
23:05If family social services finds out that he got hurt in a fight
23:08I mean, they'll question my parenting
23:12They might take him away
23:17Imaging owes me a favor
23:18I'll see what I can do
23:27It was dumb
23:28There were some guys at the basketball court
23:30And they were picking on this little kid
23:32I got mad
23:33And I tried to stop them
23:35But, um, one of the jerks pushed me
23:37And I tripped
23:39Does that happen a lot?
23:41Stuff making you mad?
23:42No
23:43Why?
23:44Does it matter?
23:46You know what I just thought?
23:47Um, imaging never has enough positioning rings
23:49But I always keep spare pillows in the ER supply closet
23:52Do you want to grab those to take down?
23:54Just so they feel more like doing us a favor?
23:58Sure
24:03Your sister really wants to protect you, Fin
24:05But you're not in any trouble
24:07I just thought we could have a minute alone
24:08In case there was anything you wanted to talk to me about
24:10Like, like what?
24:12Anything
24:14Problems at school
24:16Problems at home
24:22I lost my mom when I was around your age
24:26It's really hard
24:27And going into foster care
24:29That must have been tough
24:33You know, your sister really wants you to stay with her
24:36Do you feel safe living with her?
24:40I want to be with Piper
24:42Okay?
24:43I'm the one who asked her to take me
24:44Okay
24:45No one's, no one's trying to take you away from her
24:49I mean, have a look at your elbow, okay?
24:51Wait
24:52Are those cigarette burns?
24:58Fin
24:59Please don't tell Piper that you know
25:07Ah, the devil
25:08I know, that might seem dramatic
25:10But it's not literal
25:12No, no
25:12I've already met the devil
25:14I see
25:15You felt trapped for a long time
25:18But now
25:19You're in charge of your own life
25:23And you won't be controlled ever again
25:26But be careful
25:27Dancing with the devil
25:29Even your own devils can
25:31Tempt you too far the other way
25:40I'm sorry
25:40I have to take this
25:45Hey, it's done?
25:47He signed?
25:47Not yet
25:49He changed his mind, Maya
25:51He wants the ring back
25:54I'm sorry
25:57No, my sister made that ring
25:58She was the jeweler
25:59All he did was buy the stalls
26:00I know
26:01But we both know how difficult it's been
26:03To get the divorce proceedings to this point
26:05I know the ring has sentimental value
26:07Oh, sentimental value?
26:09That is the only thing I have left with my sister
26:11You're so close to having this done, Maya
26:13You're so close to being free
26:15If you give him what he wants
26:17This is a...
26:18I did that for five years
26:20I am not doing it anymore
26:27What a beautiful day for flying
26:31You okay?
26:32You're quiet
26:33Yeah, fine
26:35You know what?
26:36You're right
26:37It is a beautiful day
26:38And we're totally free up here
26:39So let's do something fun
26:40Let's do some low-level flying
26:42Maya, we don't do that
26:43Not with a patient on board
26:44Oh, come on
26:45It's perfect conditions
26:48And for your last chance
26:49You're going to a major airline
26:50No one's going to a major airline
26:52Yet
26:56Maybe some other time
26:58On a leg without a patient
27:03Beginning approach
27:04You know, I don't feel purple
27:07But my hands are round
27:09Tim, were you okay?
27:11Huh?
27:12Yeah
27:12I feel, uh
27:14Oh, I feel
27:16He doesn't sound okay
27:18He's only going to Thompson
27:19For an oncology consult
27:20Hey, Tim
27:21There's nothing in your chart
27:22Did you take anything
27:24Before you got on the plane?
27:26Yeah
27:26Well, I don't like flying
27:28So I took some anti-nausea stuff
27:32Yeah, how many did you take?
27:35One
27:37But after a couple minutes
27:38It wasn't really working
27:40So I took another one
27:41And then another couple minutes later
27:43It still wasn't doing anything
27:45So I took two more
27:46Nah, that sounds like too many
27:48Okay, yeah
27:49That's definitely too many
27:50I'm going to give you some
27:50Physis stigma, okay?
27:51No, I don't really need
27:52Any fizzy stigma
27:53I think I'm just going to
27:55I think I'm just
27:56I'm going to walk it off
27:57Tim, Tim
27:57Yeah?
27:58I need you
27:59I need some help back here
28:00This is your landing
28:01You have control
28:02I need help
28:02I have control
28:03I need help back here
28:04Help, help
28:05All right, all right
28:06Let's go
28:06Gear down
28:07Three green
28:09Props, flip forward
28:10Foot down
28:11Power back
28:21Maya
28:21Going around
28:28What the hell was that?
28:29I had to go around
28:29What?
28:30Why?
28:31What's wrong?
28:31Something happened?
28:32Let's get this patient
28:33On the ground, Maya
28:33Now?
28:34Pronto
28:36What the hell were you thinking?
28:38I wasn't thinking anything
28:40It was a go around
28:41You did a low and over
28:42With a patient on board
28:43Oh, the patient was fine
28:45Perfectly healthy
28:46It was just dripping balls
28:47Maya
28:48Something like that
28:49Could have gotten
28:50All of us hurt
28:50If you'd screwed up
28:52And you made a mistake
28:52That close to the ground
28:53I wasn't stunting
28:54It was a go around
28:55I was fully configured to land
28:57But then I saw movement in the trees
28:58And it looked like a deer
29:00And I
29:00You are out of control
29:02Okay?
29:03This isn't my first rodeo, Maya
29:05I know what you did
29:06You wanted to push the envelope
29:07And I told you
29:08No
29:09And that's my call as captain
29:11But you didn't listen
29:12Because you don't like anyone
29:13Telling you what to do
29:14So you lost control
29:15And you acted out
29:16What do you know
29:17About being out of control?
29:18Huh?
29:19Your dream job
29:20Is right in front of you
29:21And you are scared of it
29:22You won't take any chances
29:23Without a friend like Novak
29:24Or me pushing you
29:25To make a move
29:27You are waiting for permission
29:28To live your life
29:33We might be friendly
29:35Maya
29:38But I am not your friend
29:40I'm a captain first
29:41And I'm reporting you
29:42To the chief pilot
29:44Lexi
29:44You know I already have
29:45One strike with Weezer
29:46Yeah
29:47And you knew that too
29:48Which makes what you did today
29:49Extra stupid
29:50You can't tell Weezer
29:51You should have thought about that
29:52Before you pulled this crap
29:54First thing tomorrow
29:55I'm reporting you
29:56No
29:57Lexi
29:59No
29:59No
30:00No
30:00No
30:12No
30:14No
30:14No
30:20No!
30:47What?
30:50Hayley, what are you doing? Stop!
30:54Piper, what is going on?
30:56Why is Finn listed as missing and...
30:59Why does he have burns on his arms?
31:01No one can know that he's here, Hayley.
31:03Don't know you looked him up.
31:05You don't have custody, do you?
31:07Finn said that you took him.
31:08I thought that meant that you got custody.
31:11You just took him, it's not what you think.
31:17Okay, Piper, I think you're in a lot of trouble here.
31:20And I want to help you, but you have to tell me what's going on.
31:23I don't have custody of my brother, okay?
31:27After our parents died, I was still in nursing school.
31:30I didn't have a job, I didn't have money.
31:31Family social services thought I couldn't handle taking care of Finn.
31:35They wanted to place him with my aunt and uncle.
31:37I wanted him to be with family, so I agreed.
31:40But I didn't know them very well.
31:43I didn't know that my uncle has a temper.
31:47I tried to get him out of there, but there's so much red tape.
31:50There's so much we have to prove.
31:52It's my fault, Hayley.
31:53I was the one who put him in there.
31:55No, Piper, it is not your fault.
31:57And I know you want to protect Finley, and I do too.
32:00And I also want to protect you.
32:02I think you know that this isn't the way.
32:06Let me help you.
32:07Please.
32:10The x-ray shows it's broken,
32:12but when Crystal's back in tomorrow,
32:14she can give you an air cast without the paperwork.
32:19You've done...
32:20a lot.
32:21I want to make some calls tonight
32:23and get some more information for you, off the record.
32:26I know we can find a way to figure this out.
32:29I don't want to drag you into this.
32:31Um, I'll take Finn home after that.
32:38Why don't you stay here tonight?
32:39Both of you.
32:40I mean, I'll be worried if you go home and FSS shows up.
32:44And this room's empty and there's security,
32:46so no one can get to you without me knowing about it.
32:49I'm gonna text Crystal to make sure she can come in first thing.
32:51Okay.
32:52Okay?
32:53It's okay.
32:54You hungry?
32:56Yeah.
32:57I'll get something to eat, okay?
33:09Yes!
33:10Fifty bucks.
33:11I get a bullseye for this throw.
33:13You don't have fifty bucks, man.
33:15I took all your money already.
33:16Well, then I'll win it back with this throw.
33:18Yeah, it's your mortgage.
33:23Okay, hang on.
33:23I'm a medic.
33:24Whatever you do, don't.
33:25Hold on.
33:26I'm coming.
33:28I got this.
33:29Oh, okay.
33:30It's okay.
33:30It's okay.
33:31I got it, Steph.
33:32Good hustle, though.
33:34Okay, buddy.
33:34Here we go.
33:35Nice and easy.
33:42You were right.
33:44The chocolate cake was best for last.
33:51What?
33:51Yoli, this is way too much.
33:53It's a tip for keeping me company today.
33:56What?
33:57Bringing me pie doesn't feel as important as helping drunk dart players.
34:02I want to help people.
34:03I need to help.
34:05It's who I am.
34:06But I can't do that anymore.
34:08Because it's hurting me.
34:10And I don't know who I am or what to do if I'm not...
34:15If I can't...
34:16You've put this off long enough.
34:18You need a reading.
34:30Oh, God.
34:31My career is really over.
34:33It's not literal, hun.
34:35And death is a beautiful card.
34:39Death isn't the end.
34:41It's the beginning.
34:43The death of one thing always means the birth of something else.
34:46But it's in reverse.
34:49You're fighting it.
34:50You and I are a lot alike.
34:53I've spent my whole career, my whole life,
34:56trying to help people even though it was hurting me.
35:00It's hard.
35:02Carrying so much hurt and suffering.
35:08Don't do what I did.
35:10Don't burn yourself out until there is nothing left.
35:13Find a different way to help.
35:15One that doesn't hurt you.
35:21What if I can't?
35:25Sometimes, letting go and giving up,
35:29sometimes that isn't failure.
35:35Sometimes, death can be a gift.
35:46Keep these.
35:47What?
35:48Maybe they'll help you find your way.
35:50Don't you want to keep them for the memories?
35:53I'm ready to let go of them.
36:01Um, thank you.
36:03I'm glad I was your last reading.
36:06Me too, sweetie.
36:25Yoli, wait.
36:27No one's done your reading.
36:41You said today was a special day,
36:45and you told me you wanted to try all the desserts while you could.
36:51And that stack of cash you just left me as a tip.
36:55I have a feeling that was all the money you made today.
36:58You're enjoying things one last time,
37:00and you're giving away the things you won't need anymore.
37:11You told me about a mother who still haunts you.
37:16A mother that you couldn't help,
37:19no matter how much you wanted to,
37:20or how much it hurt to watch her suffer.
37:25You feel like you failed her.
37:28And I have a feeling that's just one of the stories you could have told me.
37:35I think they all weigh on you.
37:39Maybe too heavily for you to keep going,
37:42or to keep carrying them.
37:47You told me that after tonight, you're done with readings.
37:53And you gave me these cards because you don't see any other way forward.
38:01Death is a gift.
38:05Yoli, I know that you want to help people,
38:08but helping, caring the way that you do,
38:12it hurts too.
38:16It hurts so much that it could just pull you down with it.
38:21The pain, the grief, the weight.
38:26You only know one way to make it stop.
38:30By getting out.
38:33By taking the only exit that you think you have.
38:38And Yoli,
38:41I'm afraid that you're planning to take that exit.
38:56How can you see all that?
39:00You didn't even flip the cards over.
39:07It's just like you said.
39:09We get to make our own choices.
39:12So you get to decide.
39:16Death isn't the gift, Yoli.
39:19Rebirth.
39:21Change.
39:22Starting over.
39:24That's the gift.
39:30You've spent your life helping other people.
39:35It's okay if you need help too.
39:39So please, I know it feels like there aren't any other options,
39:43but there are.
39:45Let me help you get the help you need to find it.
39:55Maybe you still need these.
40:07Maybe I do.
40:13But you give a pretty good reading yourself.
40:29We are!
40:33Harry!
40:38Hey, you okay?
40:40Yeah, I'm fine.
40:42Yeah, it's just a dream.
40:47Have you been up all night?
40:48Yeah, there's a situation with one of my medics.
40:51And I'm worried if I don't find a good solution,
40:54she will do something reckless.
40:56Yeah, I should probably get up and do some work too.
40:59Riley's coming tomorrow for an inspection.
41:02I'm worried she's gonna fight me on the cost of this new security system.
41:11After what you went through, you know it's normal to feel unsafe.
41:18You were held at gunpoint.
41:21And you got shot.
41:23And you won't talk about it, but you keep having nightmares.
41:26And you're worried about the security at the hangar.
41:28You're worried about me.
41:29You wanna talk about me?
41:31Why don't we talk about what's going on with you, Hayley?
41:34You tell me how much you wanna get married.
41:36You practically give me an ultimatum, and then when I ask you to marry me,
41:41you say no.
41:43What am I supposed to do with that, Hayley?
41:45Huh?
41:46How am I supposed to just, like, go on like nothing happened,
41:49like everything's totally normal?
41:50Weezer, that wasn't the right time.
41:52That wasn't the right way.
41:55Okay.
41:55So now you're supposed to know the exact way to do it too, huh?
42:00It's late, and we have work tomorrow, and this conversation is a lot more complicated than this,
42:04so why don't we just take a pause on this for now?
42:06Hayley, what is it? Because you're the one that wanted me to talk.
42:09So do you want me to talk or not?
42:10Weezer, I always want you to talk, but not like this.
42:22Mmm, babe. Something smells amazing.
42:27You definitely picked up some new tricks at the whiskey hatch.
42:30Yeah, I learned more than I thought I would.
42:32So it's not a total waste of time.
42:34No. I think I want to take some classes at UCN.
42:38You know, maybe psychology or social work.
42:42You'd be good at that, babe.
42:44It feels like it lines up with what we do, you know?
42:46Just another way to help people.
42:50Maybe you could practice on me.
42:52I could use a pep talk before I talk to Weezer about Maya.
42:56I know it's the right thing to do.
42:58It's my job to do it if someone is being unsafe or crossing a line.
43:04But...
43:04Maya was starting to feel more like a friend than a co-pilot.
43:08And now I have to switch to boss mode and drop the hammer.
43:13Well, as...
43:16It's my dad.
43:18Dad, I've been trying to call you.
43:20Lexi?
43:21Mom?
43:22Why are you calling on dad's phone? Everything okay?
43:25You need to come home.
43:27Your dad's in the hospital.
43:28What?
43:30Lexi.
43:31They don't think he has much time.
43:40Piper? Finn?
43:41I brought good coffee from the crew house.
43:56If you want home.
44:02I've got a little bit of fun.
44:02Damn it, creeper.
44:36Transcription by CastingWords
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