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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 09 EngSub
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00:00:08I found myself in a thirsty land
00:00:16Now I am drowning in love
00:00:36Hi Cole
00:00:37How are you doing?
00:00:38Hi
00:00:38I'm good
00:00:41How are you feeling?
00:00:48Um, I'm okay
00:00:49Okay
00:00:50Heart's pounding, she looks beautiful
00:00:54So, it's good to see her
00:00:59Okay
00:01:00Let me just say, both of you have been on separate journeys
00:01:04Both of you had separate agenda of what you want to learn about yourself
00:01:10And so now it's important that each of you gets to speak from your heart and feel that they've been
00:01:16heard
00:01:17So the way we'll do this, Cole, Scarlett, is that you'll take turns
00:01:21One of you will go first, say whatever you need to say that's on your heart
00:01:26And I'll ask the other person to only listen
00:01:30Don't respond, don't interject, but just give that space
00:01:35And then once that's done, then you can have a dialogue
00:01:39And that's the place where you can ask questions about each other's journey
00:01:43After you feel that you have talked it out
00:01:45I'll ask each of you individually how you'd like to leave the island
00:01:52You can leave the island together as you came
00:01:55You may choose to leave the island alone
00:02:00Or maybe you've made a connection here and you want to leave the island with somebody new
00:02:06So, Cole, I'm going to let you speak first
00:02:08And I'm going to remind you, Scarlett, just to listen, okay?
00:02:19Um, we came onto this island, um, obviously what I felt like was, you know, these boundaries that me and
00:02:26you had in place
00:02:29And as bonfire videos went on and the weeks went on, I saw those boundaries start to, on your side
00:02:39at least, unwind to a place that I don't know how far they've gone
00:02:46And it pained me, every video I saw
00:02:51And not knowing where you stood and seeing you form emotional connections from which I saw was the first guy
00:02:58you took on a date on day one
00:02:59And I'm sitting there like, well, we had conversations prior to this
00:03:03Like, don't go on multiple dates with the same person
00:03:05And don't do this and don't do that
00:03:06And I was abiding by those things because I cared how you felt
00:03:09And so I felt like you were doing it on your own agenda
00:03:11Knowing it would still hurt me, and it did hurt me
00:03:13You know, it just brought a ton of confusion
00:03:15And I would read your letters you wrote me
00:03:17And start to question things
00:03:21And every time I would read those letters, I started believing them less and less
00:03:24And it, um, brought me more pain and more confusion
00:03:29Because I feel like the roles were kind of reversed here
00:03:31We're here, I'm the one that's insecure
00:03:33I'm stressed out, I'm like, what's going on?
00:03:35I don't feel safe
00:03:38I'm proud of how I've handled myself here
00:03:40I really had to reinvent myself by all the pain and everything that I experienced here
00:03:45And I know I can make you feel safe by telling it to you straight
00:03:49And to me, that's what I figured out in myself
00:03:51Is like the depth that I have from sitting in this pain and feeling those emotions
00:03:54And being able to express myself more
00:03:57Which I had not been able to do in the past
00:03:59And that's kind of what I've taken from this process
00:04:05I'm sorry you've hurt
00:04:07Genuinely
00:04:08Yeah
00:04:08Are you done?
00:04:10Yeah
00:04:11Okay
00:04:12Great job
00:04:13Thank you
00:04:14Scarlett, you listened and you heard what he had to say
00:04:17And now it's your turn to speak your heart
00:04:20And Cole, I'll remind you, this is where you just listen, okay?
00:04:24Yeah
00:04:25I want to start from where we left off
00:04:28And that was a relationship with literally no trust
00:04:34No foundation
00:04:36Really, like, no communication
00:04:39I feel like we can't even speak to one another yet
00:04:42I've known you for so long
00:04:45And, you know, I know, like, we came in so strict on, like, the physical boundaries
00:04:50Like, that was what we were more concerned about, you know
00:04:53Was like, don't do this, don't do that
00:04:56And then it's, you know, neither one of our journeys were about cheating
00:05:00Like, that's just not what it was
00:05:02There are just pieces in our relationship missing that I can't, like, compromise
00:05:12Would we really go back and would you really never lie to me again?
00:05:16Would you really be so truthful to me?
00:05:19Because I can't keep hurting that way
00:05:22Like, the relationship was bringing outside to me that I don't like
00:05:25And I felt, you know, disconnected from myself
00:05:28I felt disconnected from my spirituality
00:05:30I felt disconnected from peace
00:05:33And since being here, I seriously feel like scarlet
00:05:37Again, like, pieces of me that have been missing have come back
00:05:40I feel at peace
00:05:41I feel connected spiritually
00:05:43Like, I just feel like
00:05:48I feel like I've just really grown and learned a lot
00:05:52And know what I do and don't deserve
00:05:54And you, what you do and don't deserve as well, too, you know
00:05:58Like, we both deserve someone that can fully see it
00:06:02Fully be in it
00:06:04And just be so raw with one another
00:06:11I'm done
00:06:12Okay
00:06:13You both had a chance to speak your truth
00:06:16But now's the chance for you guys to have a real conversation
00:06:23It's been a very hard process for me
00:06:26It's been traumatizing at times
00:06:29After every bonfire, I would not sleep at night
00:06:31My mind would race
00:06:33I would just not know what was going on
00:06:36But your third bonfire clip was
00:06:39Probably the hardest one for me
00:06:41But it really started to show that you were hanging out with Bradley more
00:06:46So that's kind of where I started to, like, put myself into a little bit of a tailspin
00:06:51And think, like, what's going on
00:06:52Like, imagine if roles were reversed
00:06:54And we came in with these boundaries
00:06:56And then I shifted them on
00:06:57I wouldn't do that to you
00:06:59Because I wouldn't want to hurt you
00:07:01Okay, we never set a boundary that we couldn't get close to someone
00:07:06That's, what did you think?
00:07:07You told me to not, like, you were like
00:07:09I know we said, we were like, let's not go on multiple dates with the same person
00:07:13But our boundaries were physical
00:07:16Like, you know we had to dive in and get close to people
00:07:18And instead of talking to the whole villa
00:07:21I saw more benefit in diving in with one person who understood what I was actually saying
00:07:25For sure, I understand that
00:07:27Like, it ate me alive
00:07:29But at the end of the day, I saw where growth would come in
00:07:31And it was through diving in like that
00:07:33Yeah
00:07:36And, I mean
00:07:37You know, you say you've met, like, depths of yourself that you never had before
00:07:45But, like, Cole, I haven't, I haven't seen much
00:07:50I mean
00:07:55I mean, how I've grown one way is that
00:07:58I'm not the same Cole before this
00:08:00I'm
00:08:00The Cole before this was
00:08:04Insecure
00:08:05Fear of losing you
00:08:06Fear to tell you the full truth
00:08:08Or
00:08:09Spin it around in a way that wasn't that
00:08:13I want that raw, that deep, just, like, safe
00:08:16We can tell each other anything
00:08:18Because I want you to feel like you're the safest thing in my life
00:08:21And you are as with me
00:08:22It will then allow for that emotional connection to open up more
00:08:28And to be in places that I know you want to feel
00:08:31Do you know what emotional connections are?
00:08:35I feel them with you, yeah
00:08:38When I speak of depth, do you understand what that looks like?
00:08:45I just wonder if we even speak the same language
00:08:53I need someone that can communicate with me
00:08:57Someone that I can, you know, bounce off of
00:08:59And have deep conversations
00:09:02I need someone that is just willing to be transparent
00:09:07Without me having to ask
00:09:08How many times have you heard me say that?
00:09:11Yeah, like, when stuff comes up
00:09:13I should just tell you it
00:09:14And I should tell you it immediately
00:09:16And you shouldn't have to ask
00:09:17And I've realized that here
00:09:19And I can honestly say leaving this island
00:09:22I would never lie to you about something again
00:09:24And something I want to get off my chest and disclose to you
00:09:28After seeing your video that you sent me
00:09:32It put me into like
00:09:34Like a fight or flight kind of mode
00:09:36You know, I got scared
00:09:37And so
00:09:39When I went over to your guys' house
00:09:41I looked at your journal
00:09:43I know that is sacred to you
00:09:45And I take accountability for doing that
00:09:46And that was wrong
00:09:48Why did you do that?
00:09:49I did that because
00:09:51What's like the number one thing at home?
00:09:53I've never looked in your journal
00:09:55I've never looked at anything
00:09:56In your...
00:09:57I don't think I've ever looked at anything
00:09:59I don't believe that if you would do it on camera
00:10:01That you're not doing that behind my back at home
00:10:03I've never looked at your journal at home whenever
00:10:05But the reason why I did it is because
00:10:07I was looking for some type of like
00:10:09Letter or something about
00:10:11Me to like reassure me that like
00:10:13You still loved me
00:10:14Or like we were still on track to like
00:10:16I think that's so disrespectful
00:10:18For sure
00:10:19And it's
00:10:20An invasion of privacy
00:10:21And
00:10:23I just think that that shows how
00:10:25Little trust we have in this relationship
00:10:28But the old Cole
00:10:29Might not have told you this
00:10:31Like I tell you
00:10:31I'm not afraid to tell you
00:10:33Of course it was on camera
00:10:35But I'm owning...
00:10:36I'm not hiding those
00:10:37I'm disclosing them to you
00:10:38And that's a hard thing for me to do
00:10:40And that's the honesty
00:10:41I want to continue in this relationship
00:10:43When we leave this island
00:10:44And if I was going to do something
00:10:46Along the lines of that level again
00:10:48I'm not afraid to tell you that
00:10:51And you wouldn't have to ask
00:10:58Yeah, I don't know
00:11:05Okay
00:11:07Is there anything that you haven't said
00:11:09That you want to say?
00:11:10If you guys feel complete
00:11:13Yes, Scarlett?
00:11:14Mm-hmm
00:11:14Cole?
00:11:16All right
00:11:17We're going to get to
00:11:18What may be very difficult
00:11:22I'm going to ask each of you individually
00:11:23What you'd like to do
00:11:24Do you want to leave the island together
00:11:26As you came here?
00:11:28Or
00:11:29Have you decided that maybe
00:11:30Some time alone
00:11:31Is the best thing
00:11:32And you want to leave the island alone?
00:11:34Or
00:11:35Do you want to leave the island with someone else?
00:11:37Cole, we'll start with you
00:11:39You can tell Scarlett
00:11:40What you've decided
00:11:46I want to leave the island with you
00:11:51And I love you so much
00:11:56Okay
00:11:58So Scarlett
00:11:59Now I'm going to ask you
00:12:00To do what you need to do for you
00:12:02Do you want to leave the island with Cole?
00:12:05Do you want to go home alone?
00:12:07Or is there a connection you made here
00:12:09That you'd like to commit to?
00:12:14Coming into this
00:12:16Tonight
00:12:17I
00:12:20Was like
00:12:21Really struggling
00:12:23And I
00:12:25Feel
00:12:28More clear
00:12:29After the conversation
00:12:31That
00:12:33I think for now
00:12:34I do want to leave alone
00:12:38There's no way
00:12:39There's no way
00:12:39Things would be drastically different
00:12:42I have to choose myself right now
00:12:45You don't think
00:12:46The work we've done here
00:12:48Apart from not communicating with each other
00:12:49Has shown that
00:12:50I don't
00:12:51I don't think so
00:12:52Why not?
00:12:53I need
00:12:55Someone I can trust with
00:12:58My life
00:13:00And right now
00:13:00I'm not willing to sacrifice
00:13:02My peace
00:13:03To go back
00:13:04And stress anymore
00:13:05Like it breaks my heart
00:13:08But like
00:13:09For right now
00:13:10I just need to protect me
00:13:17Hey
00:13:21Come on
00:13:23Just know like
00:13:24I'm here
00:13:25And I'm hurting too
00:13:27I know you are Scar
00:13:28But like
00:13:29We like
00:13:29Both deserve to like
00:13:32Feel safe
00:13:34That's what I came here to do
00:13:35To show you that after this
00:13:37But I don't even have the opportunity to now
00:13:40I mean we live together
00:13:41I know
00:13:42What am I supposed to do?
00:13:43We will cross that bridge
00:13:45When we get there
00:13:49Okay
00:13:50Cole I hope you heard everything she said
00:13:53I did yes
00:13:56And
00:13:56While the outcome isn't what you came here for
00:13:59And it's painful
00:14:00And I get it
00:14:01The other end of this
00:14:03Is growth that's going to serve you
00:14:05And who knows where the two of you end up
00:14:07Okay?
00:14:09Do you guys feel comfortable saying a goodbye to one another?
00:14:14Goodbye
00:14:24I miss you so much Scarlet, it's insane
00:14:29I know
00:14:34Okay
00:14:36Scarlet, you've declared what you want to do
00:14:38But your time on the island has come to an end
00:14:40Thank you
00:14:43Bye
00:14:47I'm sick of believing
00:14:51How it all seems
00:14:52Truth is elusive
00:14:55But it never deceives
00:14:57Am I moved by the stillness within me
00:15:01Or have I been asleep?
00:15:08I feel like I made the right decision
00:15:12In the moment sitting there with Cole
00:15:14I was going back and forth
00:15:16But then, you know, I was hearing things that I've heard for months
00:15:21I'm sure he has grown
00:15:23But I don't think that he has grown to a place where we could work
00:15:31I feel strong
00:15:34I feel confident in knowing exactly what I want
00:15:37I am proud of who I am right here
00:15:41I'll never hope
00:15:44Like there's a missing piece outside of me
00:15:48That'll make me feel whole
00:15:54What are you feeling right now?
00:15:58I mean...
00:15:59Sad
00:16:00I feel like I have put in the work here and I've really tried
00:16:04I love that girl and I respect her and I want to be with her
00:16:08I know how hard you've worked
00:16:09I'm going to argue that you've only taken the first step in discovering all the things that are great about
00:16:15you
00:16:16Which is going to make you stop doing the things that you don't love about you
00:16:25All right, pal
00:16:27It's time to go home
00:16:29All right, thank you, Mark
00:16:30Thank you, pal
00:16:31Appreciate it
00:16:38Everything I need
00:16:40Why is my heart scared so leaving?
00:16:44This process has been hell and back for me
00:16:47And for her to downplay that really hurts
00:16:50Because I actually learned things here, dived into the process without cheating on her
00:16:53But it's like still not good enough for her for some reason
00:16:56Didn't say how she's grown, it's always just I feel unsafe because of you
00:16:59I feel like she never looked into like maybe the reason why she actually feels unsafe or insecure
00:17:03Maybe that's something deeper something from her childhood. I don't know
00:17:06I think I couldn't have handled myself any better than I have here
00:17:09Yeah, sure. I couldn't have lied about this or I could have been more transparent on this
00:17:13Which I admit to but it's like
00:17:16There's a deeper issue with her man. It's something that I can't fix
00:17:23There's not another person in this world that would love for the way I do
00:17:25And if she doesn't see that that's her loss. I mean, I don't know what else to say
00:17:29Holdin' on to our forever
00:17:50I'm very emotional, I'm sad
00:17:55But I'm ready to get some answers from Sydney
00:17:59On where her heart is and where her mind is
00:18:02Because I'm just confused on her whole experience here
00:18:06When did we get here?
00:18:10I just want to know why
00:18:12Because when you truly love somebody, you would never move on that quick
00:18:17And if you truly did not love me, then what was our purpose for coming here?
00:18:21I need to know
00:18:23I need to know
00:18:26I need to know
00:18:27I need to know
00:18:28I need to know
00:18:29I know tonight's gonna be hard
00:18:32Because we came here together
00:18:36We told each other nothing would break us
00:18:39But being on this journey, I've realized I deserve so much more
00:18:45No more begging for my knees
00:18:48I love that girl
00:18:50I know when I see her, all those feelings are gonna come back
00:18:53And I don't want to be blinded by my love for her
00:18:56I'm just so confused
00:19:02How could you let this go?
00:19:09I am really nervous to see Mikey because there is going to be hurt and pain in his eyes
00:19:16But on the other side of that, I need him to understand and realize where I'm coming from
00:19:24Tonight, no matter what happens, I'm walking out with my head held high
00:19:29Being the strong woman that I know I am
00:19:31I need to know
00:19:33How we walked through the fire we didn't burn
00:19:37Tonight will be one of the most difficult nights of my life
00:19:41How you let me in pieces shatter the door
00:19:47How could you let this go
00:19:53How you doing, Mikey?
00:19:54Going on, Mark
00:19:56How you feeling?
00:19:57I feel okay, man
00:19:59I'm glad to see you
00:20:00Good to see you
00:20:04You okay?
00:20:05No
00:20:06I know your heart's really heavy, buddy
00:20:09No, I've been hurting
00:20:10I just know me and her came here with love
00:20:12And I just want to make sure we leave here
00:20:14With at least love and respect for each other, so
00:20:18Yeah
00:20:18I love that, Mikey
00:20:21Are you ready to talk to Sydney?
00:20:23Yeah
00:20:23Okay, man
00:20:24We'll bring her out right now
00:20:43Hi, Mikey
00:20:43What's up?
00:20:48You good?
00:20:49You good?
00:21:00Hi, Sydney
00:21:01Hi
00:21:01Welcome to your final bonfire
00:21:03Thank you
00:21:08Alright, so
00:21:10Here's how this is going to go down, okay?
00:21:13Final bonfire is a place where
00:21:16You get to share with one another what you've learned
00:21:18You get to ask each other what questions you still have
00:21:22And ultimately you'll declare
00:21:24What you want the immediate future to be
00:21:29It's important that both of you feel heard
00:21:32So, I'm going to give one of you a chance to speak to the other
00:21:35And I'm going to ask that the other person doesn't interrupt
00:21:38And then we'll switch
00:21:41But what I will tell you is that after each of you have had a chance to speak uninterrupted
00:21:46Then you can have a dialogue
00:21:47Which I think is very important
00:21:52Mikey, I'm going to let you speak first
00:21:55So, speak your mind
00:22:03First and foremost, I just want you to know
00:22:06We came here with love
00:22:07No matter what happens, I want to leave here with love
00:22:11I respect you
00:22:12I respect any decision you made here
00:22:15And I just want to start my conversation off with that
00:22:17I appreciate that
00:22:21I've been miserable as hell in there
00:22:23And I've been making everybody else around me
00:22:25And they're miserable as hell
00:22:27Because I've been so worried about you
00:22:30And I'm going to keep it hot
00:22:33When we came here, you said 98%
00:22:36Was going to be us going home together
00:22:40And then you said the 2% is going to be because of me
00:22:43And I'm safe to say, I did nothing in there
00:22:47I stay true to you
00:22:49I said, Ayo, everybody here, I know what I want
00:22:52I want to be with Sydney
00:22:53But I'm going to learn from y'all
00:22:54So I can be better
00:22:56But I got to give you your flowers
00:22:57Because I bought it
00:23:00Like, you got me here
00:23:00Like, I came here
00:23:01I came here thinking that we came here for trust
00:23:06And communication
00:23:08The whole time, my trust got broke
00:23:09The first bonfire
00:23:11And I'm just like, like for one
00:23:13You biting your lip while somebody playing a guitar
00:23:16I'm like, what is you, like, you feel me?
00:23:17Like, I'm just like, come on, bruh
00:23:21I've been going through hell through this
00:23:24Going through hell
00:23:25Like, I had to sit here for three weeks
00:23:28And watch you fall in love with somebody else
00:23:31That hurt
00:23:38But I get it, you had your, you had your fun
00:23:43But I thought you loved me for it, like, I thought you loved me for it
00:23:46Like, I thought you loved me for it
00:23:46I might not be perfect, but
00:23:50Shit, I was yours
00:23:51And I'm not trying to, I'm not trying to talk shit on you
00:23:53But I've grown through this process
00:23:55I became strong
00:23:56I had to watch you fall in love with somebody every single day
00:24:00Every day
00:24:04That'll break them
00:24:05I ain't did shit
00:24:06I ain't kissed a girl
00:24:06I ain't did nothing
00:24:19Okay, Mikey
00:24:22Sydney, your turn
00:24:31Okay
00:24:34When we first came to Temptation Island, I only had one goal
00:24:38That was to walk in here with you, or walk out with you
00:24:43We came in here, and every single guy coming up to me is asking me the same question
00:24:50What brought you and Mikey here?
00:24:53And in telling them
00:24:56What all we had been through
00:24:57They was like, wait, Sid
00:24:59He did what?
00:25:01He made you feel like what?
00:25:02You don't feel like you deserve that?
00:25:04No, you don't deserve that
00:25:05You're better than that
00:25:06Like, we see the woman you are
00:25:09You might not see it now
00:25:10You never fucking showed me off
00:25:16You never fucking put me first
00:25:23I started to realize that I was making myself smaller in our relationship so you could shine
00:25:34I feel like you loved the idea of me, but you never really loved me
00:25:43Throughout this whole journey
00:25:45I found something deeper within myself
00:25:48I found strength within myself
00:25:49And I didn't look for it in other people
00:25:52And in doing that, I have grown a connection with somebody
00:25:55I never filled your head up with lies
00:25:59I was true to you, I wanted to be with you
00:26:03But at the end of the day, I had to realize that I was settling
00:26:10I choose myself
00:26:14I'm done
00:26:15Okay
00:26:18You both said a lot
00:26:20Now I'm gonna give you a chance to have a dialogue
00:26:22And this is the time where you need to say what you need to say
00:26:24And get complete on what you need to get complete on
00:26:27Alright guys
00:26:29I hear everything you're saying
00:26:30I respect you too
00:26:33I messed up
00:26:34I'm not saying I was perfect
00:26:39But I was worth it
00:26:42I proved through this whole experience
00:26:44College Mikey gone
00:26:45He dead
00:26:46Not even a glimpse of it
00:26:50But it don't mean that the past pain doesn't still live
00:26:53I know
00:26:54The person you are is still repeating in my head
00:26:58I have specific fucking triggers
00:26:59I know
00:27:01And I understand that
00:27:02But I'm saying through that
00:27:03Temptation teaching me things that I messed up in our relationship in the past
00:27:07You get what I'm saying?
00:27:08Like I'm learning how to communicate better with you
00:27:11I got to listen to understand
00:27:12Not listen to respond
00:27:14Mikey this is the first real conversation we have ever had
00:27:17Do you understand that right now?
00:27:19No we have not
00:27:20No we have not
00:27:21This is the first real conversation we have ever had
00:27:24Where you can sit here and actually be real with me
00:27:27And it's not, you're not smiling at me
00:27:29You know how you be smiling at me when we having a, when I be dead serious?
00:27:32You remember when we do that?
00:27:33Can I tell you why?
00:27:34Why?
00:27:36I was running from my true feelings
00:27:38Yeah exactly
00:27:38I was running from you
00:27:39I'm aware, I know that
00:27:40I was running from you
00:27:41Yeah
00:27:42We have been dating for over a year and some change
00:27:46And you're telling me this is the first time you felt comfortable not to run from your feelings and sit
00:27:50down and have a real conversation with me?
00:27:53You can't expect me to wait for you to do things Mikey, that's not how life works
00:27:59I know, I know you're hurt, trust I know you're hurting right now, I know you're hurting right now, I
00:28:04know you're sorry, I know you are but I'm not gonna keep going in this fucking cycle of doing the
00:28:08same shit, I'm not doing that
00:28:10I know it
00:28:11I know, I know, I know
00:28:13I know
00:28:14I can't keep taking on your pain as mine
00:28:17I know what you're doing
00:28:19I know what you're doing
00:28:22I'm sorry
00:28:25I'm sorry, but I know sorry nothing will cut you
00:28:28It's not
00:28:30While I look at you, you deserve a world
00:28:33I know I can't provide that, but I can see it's too late.
00:28:41Mikey, let me say this to you.
00:28:43I don't think either of you are wrong in this.
00:28:45There's no right and wrong in this, okay?
00:28:48What I'm going to tell you, Mikey, is what I've witnessed here is you've grown into a man.
00:29:00Mikey?
00:29:02I need you to hear me.
00:29:05You're going to be okay.
00:29:11You have a choice, and it's not even about how it's reciprocated, but it's important for you to say one
00:29:17of three things.
00:29:18Sidney, I want you to come home with me.
00:29:21Sidney, I found somebody new.
00:29:23Or, Sidney, I'm going home alone.
00:29:31You know what I want to say.
00:29:33You know what I want to say.
00:29:35You know what I want to say.
00:29:37I got to go.
00:29:38I got to go.
00:29:40You know that's not what I want to say.
00:29:43I got to go home alone.
00:29:52Sidney, what have you decided you want to do?
00:29:56Um...
00:30:07I'm leaving with Xavier.
00:30:16Okay.
00:30:19Mikey, anybody who's been in love, and has had their heart broken, knows what this feels like.
00:30:29This pain, what you're feeling, redefines for you what it means to be in love so that you can have
00:30:34it on a deeper level than you even experienced with Sidney.
00:30:38Do you feel me?
00:30:39Always.
00:30:39Okay.
00:30:42Mikey, your time on the island is done, and you can head on home.
00:30:49Fighting with the voices in your head that keep on telling you to give up.
00:30:54Please be careful.
00:30:57We know how I've got you.
00:30:58Alright.
00:31:02There's a reason you're still breathing, and your waist and heart keeps beating.
00:31:16That's the love of my life.
00:31:17And she gone.
00:31:18And it hurts.
00:31:20It's what we love.
00:31:23That's what I ever want.
00:31:24I just want to be loved.
00:31:27I've always just wanted to be loved, and I just pray that whoever she ends up with takes care of
00:31:34her, looks at her how I looked at her every day for this past year.
00:31:38I love that girl so much.
00:31:43I love that girl.
00:31:45I love that girl.
00:31:46It's my best friend.
00:31:48She gone.
00:31:51This is not your story.
00:31:53Not your story.
00:31:59I think it's undeniable that you've made an incredibly strong connection here on the island.
00:32:04Are you ready to bring Xavier out?
00:32:06Let's do it.
00:32:08Okay, here he comes.
00:32:31Xavier, welcome to Bonfire.
00:32:34Yeah, this is a verse.
00:32:36Sidney and I have had a long talk.
00:32:38Sidney and Mikey had a long talk.
00:32:41And Sidney's made a choice about what she wants for at least the near future.
00:32:44Mm-hmm.
00:32:45You want to tell him what you're thinking?
00:32:47Yeah.
00:32:47Um, I know we've had a lot of conversations, you know, about, um, like, what's next after this.
00:32:57Um, and, you know, I would love to leave here with you if you would do me the honor.
00:33:05Of course, what do you mean?
00:33:09What do you mean?
00:33:15What do you mean right now?
00:33:16What do you mean?
00:33:17My makeup's on your face.
00:33:19I don't care about that.
00:33:21Honestly, like, it's just so nice to have somebody who sees me for who I am and is always there
00:33:30to give me a different perspective and tell me, like, what they see in me and what I deserve and
00:33:38show up like that every single day.
00:33:39You have been consistent.
00:33:40You have been the same man that I met on the first day.
00:33:44And I would be lying if I didn't tell you, like, I genuinely have fallen in love with you.
00:33:56Yeah.
00:33:57Crazy.
00:33:59I've been loving you for some time, so you make it really easy.
00:34:03Yeah.
00:34:05Like, I want you in my life.
00:34:06I know I'm going to have you in it.
00:34:08And, um, I look forward to continuing to grow with you because I feel the same.
00:34:14There's moments like this where I love my job.
00:34:17I wish you both the best.
00:34:19Thank you, Mark.
00:34:20Thank you, Mark.
00:34:21So, I'm happy to tell you, new couple who have fallen for one another.
00:34:27Yeah.
00:34:28This island has served you.
00:34:30There's nothing left for you here.
00:34:32Time to go home.
00:34:33Did I see the love?
00:34:36Ah.
00:34:42See you later, Mark.
00:34:43Bye, Mark.
00:34:55Temptation Island has been a blessing.
00:34:57I didn't know I needed, and, um, I'm so truly blessed.
00:35:03This is genuinely just the beginning of our journey.
00:35:05I'm so excited to see what that looks like outside of here.
00:35:08I came in here, um, with my light dim, and I just know I'm walking out glowing.
00:35:16Shining.
00:35:36Call you up, I know I shouldn't.
00:35:49This experience has just taught me that I was trying to be someone I wasn't because I loved
00:35:55her, but I wasn't putting myself first.
00:35:59I came to Temptation Island to know if Jack was truly my person, but he showed me the complete
00:36:05opposite.
00:36:06Jack completely crushed me throughout this process, and I know that I probably did the
00:36:11same back to him, but I think Cheyenne's going to be very upset with my actions, but I don't
00:36:26think I have anything to apologize for.
00:36:28Just based off the way that she's talked about me and who I am as a person, I've never stuck
00:36:34up for myself, and I've just been walked all over.
00:36:36We both hurt each other, and I don't want to go back to the toxic cycle we were in before.
00:36:40Feels like we're going in circles.
00:36:46Circles.
00:36:48I don't know what I'm supposed to say to him.
00:36:50I don't know how I'm going to feel.
00:36:51I mean, I know the emotions are going to come to me whenever I see him, but I just, I
00:36:56can't
00:36:56let those emotions get to me.
00:36:59Jack lost something that he will never get back, and I don't think that he realizes
00:37:04it, but he will tonight.
00:37:09Hi, Mark.
00:37:10Hi, Cheyenne.
00:37:17Welcome to your final bonfire.
00:37:18How are you feeling?
00:37:20Um, I'm feeling nervous.
00:37:23Doesn't feel real.
00:37:25Like, I didn't think I would ever get to this point.
00:37:27And I'm just ready to get it started.
00:37:32Well, if you're ready, I'll bring Jack out now.
00:37:36I'm ready.
00:37:37Okay.
00:37:50Hi, Jack.
00:37:52Mark.
00:37:53What's up?
00:37:59Cheyenne.
00:38:00How are you?
00:38:03You look beautiful.
00:38:11Jack, welcome to your final bonfire.
00:38:13We're here.
00:38:14Final bonfire is a chance for each of you to be heard.
00:38:16And then after you've both been heard, you get to have a dialogue, get answers for what's
00:38:22been burning, and clarify what you feel like needs to be clarified.
00:38:28So, I think I'm going to let Jack speak first.
00:38:32Whatever you need to say, now's your time.
00:38:36So?
00:38:48It's so hard.
00:38:50It's so hard to see you.
00:38:51And it's so hard with the way that this is going.
00:38:58It was hard not getting a video back from you, but I understand why I didn't get a video
00:39:04back from you.
00:39:06You know, I know you didn't want to come here.
00:39:08I'm sorry that I put you through this.
00:39:10But I think we were put here in this position for a reason.
00:39:16Me and you weren't happy.
00:39:19I think we were stuck.
00:39:22I wouldn't take back the past five years for anything.
00:39:30You know, I can't say that I don't love you, because I'd be lying if I said that.
00:39:38You know, no, you won't believe me, because you haven't believed in me in the past.
00:39:50Feel complete?
00:39:51As complete as I can be.
00:39:54Jack, now it's your turn to listen.
00:39:56Give her that space.
00:39:58And Cheyenne, say what you need to say.
00:40:06I don't think that you thought about me through this experience one time.
00:40:10You know the reasons that you brought me here, and you didn't follow them whatsoever.
00:40:16I truly don't understand what I have done to you to make you do this to me.
00:40:22You told me that you would never make me feel these feelings ever again.
00:40:28And then you did it when you knew that I was going to watch it right there on the screen.
00:40:39I don't understand why you just didn't love me enough to end the relationship if you were so unhappy.
00:40:48I was constantly fighting for you.
00:40:51You know damn well that I wanted to be with you.
00:40:54It has taken me, what, two years now to finally get over what you did?
00:41:02I did not want to come here because I knew deep down how this was going to end.
00:41:06A whole month before we came here, I feel like I was dealing with the heartbreak before I even got
00:41:12here.
00:41:13So I'm going to tell you thank you.
00:41:15Thank you for showing me who you truly are and showing me that you can never be the man that
00:41:22I deserve.
00:41:25I can't even look at you the same.
00:41:32Okay.
00:41:34Now's your chance to actually have a dialogue.
00:41:37And the only thing I would say to you is, as you're talking to one another, remember how much you
00:41:43have meant to one another.
00:41:45But you need to say what you need to say.
00:41:48So have at it.
00:41:53So obviously we were together the longest out of everybody here.
00:41:57Longest.
00:41:58And you did me the dirtiest.
00:42:00You made me look like a fool.
00:42:02The guys in the house were telling me that I wasn't opening up.
00:42:07There was pretty much no reason for me to be here because I was standing ten toes for you.
00:42:12And then the second bonfire, I see that you're already getting physical with another girl
00:42:16when that is the one thing that you told me you weren't going to do while being here.
00:42:20And you did it.
00:42:25Did you forget the life that we built?
00:42:27Did you forget our two dogs?
00:42:29Did you forget how you've watched my nephews grow up?
00:42:33Did you?
00:42:34No?
00:42:34I talked about it all the time.
00:42:36Yeah.
00:42:36So why would you do it?
00:42:37Why would you do it to me?
00:42:39Why would you do it to us?
00:42:42That's the thing.
00:42:43We've gone back and forth.
00:42:44You'll hurt me.
00:42:45I'll hurt you.
00:42:46And it's unhealthy.
00:42:47You know, there was days that you wanted nothing to do with me.
00:42:51You wanted nothing.
00:42:52Because you gave nothing.
00:42:54Half the debt exactly gave nothing.
00:42:55Why would you want to be with someone that gave nothing?
00:42:57You were unhappy.
00:43:02We were so codependent on each other.
00:43:05We never spent a single second apart.
00:43:07Because I always knew those doubts that I had were true.
00:43:10And you showed that to me.
00:43:12The reason that I didn't send you a video is because you didn't deserve that from me.
00:43:18You don't deserve my energy.
00:43:20You don't deserve any more tears.
00:43:22You don't deserve any part of the new version of me.
00:43:26I think we see eye to eye with that.
00:43:29Because I feel like I've learned a lot while being here.
00:43:31I was scared to be alone.
00:43:34And I found out that I don't need to be scared to be alone.
00:43:40You're failing to understand that you were unhappy as well.
00:43:43We were both just scared to admit it.
00:43:45We are each other's best friends.
00:43:47We were each other's best friends.
00:43:48That's why we spent every living day together.
00:43:53Yeah.
00:43:54For you to do that.
00:43:55I know you were unhappy.
00:43:57I know you were.
00:44:02I'm not going to sit here and argue with you.
00:44:04It's fine.
00:44:10The anger you're feeling, I understand.
00:44:13I think it's valid.
00:44:16But I think it's important to acknowledge both of you.
00:44:18You met when you were very young and you've grown each other up to this point.
00:44:22There are things that you may not be aware of right now
00:44:26that you've done for each other, not to each other.
00:44:30Do you think there's anything you'd want to say to one another
00:44:33as a thank you for the time that you've spent together?
00:44:36I'm just asking.
00:44:37I'm not forcing you.
00:44:38I'm asking you.
00:44:40It's not too much.
00:44:44As shitty as this has been,
00:44:46I do thank you for everything that you've done for me.
00:44:50All the things that you've helped me out with throughout our relationship.
00:44:53We've both been shitty at times,
00:44:56but we've also both been so happy at times.
00:45:00And I know that time is going to heal.
00:45:04Hopefully, whenever time does heal us,
00:45:07we can...
00:45:13I don't know.
00:45:16Thank you for being my backbone
00:45:19the past five years
00:45:22through thick and thin.
00:45:25Once I grow and
00:45:28be the man that I saw you talking about that you want,
00:45:31you never know what can happen.
00:45:34No matter
00:45:36how tonight ends,
00:45:37I am leaving here
00:45:39a better version of myself.
00:45:41And
00:45:42I couldn't be more grateful
00:45:44for that.
00:45:47Okay.
00:45:49Thank you for that.
00:45:50And now,
00:45:51the question in front of you is,
00:45:53do you want to leave together?
00:45:55Do you want to leave alone?
00:45:57Or have either of you
00:45:59or both of you
00:45:59found somebody else
00:46:00that you have connected with
00:46:01that you'd like to leave the island with?
00:46:04Jack,
00:46:04I know you've thought about this.
00:46:07Do you have a decision?
00:46:08Yeah, I do.
00:46:09All right.
00:46:10Why don't you tell Cheyenne
00:46:11what you've decided?
00:46:15I'm going to leave alone.
00:46:22Okay.
00:46:23You've made some connections here,
00:46:26but none that you feel
00:46:27that you want to continue
00:46:28right now?
00:46:29No.
00:46:30Not at all.
00:46:31All right.
00:46:32You've heard what he's declared.
00:46:33And Cheyenne,
00:46:34I know you've put a lot
00:46:35of thought into this.
00:46:36You've also made connections here
00:46:37that have mattered to you.
00:46:38They've been deep.
00:46:39What have you decided
00:46:40you want to do?
00:46:50As much as I did
00:46:52make a connection
00:46:54and he truly did show me
00:46:56what I deserve in a person
00:46:58and made me know my worth
00:46:59throughout all of this.
00:47:00We've been together
00:47:01for five years
00:47:02and we've spent
00:47:03every single second together.
00:47:05And it's time
00:47:06to focus on myself
00:47:07and I'm going to be
00:47:08leaving the island alone.
00:47:14Okay.
00:47:15Well, you've heard
00:47:17from each other.
00:47:19You've answered questions.
00:47:20You've acknowledged
00:47:21what you've been
00:47:22to each other.
00:47:24And your time
00:47:25on the island
00:47:27has come to an end.
00:47:29Cheyenne,
00:47:30I wish you the best.
00:47:32You're free to go.
00:47:34Thank you, Mark.
00:47:36Tell me what were you after?
00:47:39Your lies are playing out.
00:47:42Now I'm caught in disaster.
00:47:44So la-da-da-da-dee-da
00:47:46Don't need a rerun.
00:47:48La-da-da-da-dee-da
00:47:50Don't want to love you again.
00:47:52I am so happy
00:47:54with my decision
00:47:54to leave by myself.
00:47:56I just feel happy.
00:47:58I cannot wait
00:47:59to take all of the energy
00:48:00that I was putting into Jack
00:48:02and truly just focus on me.
00:48:04I couldn't be more grateful
00:48:05for this experience.
00:48:06I didn't think
00:48:07that I was going to
00:48:08make it all the way through.
00:48:10And I did.
00:48:11And I came out stronger
00:48:13than I ever thought
00:48:14I would.
00:48:16I don't want
00:48:17to love you again.
00:48:19I don't want
00:48:21to love you again.
00:48:23I don't want
00:48:23to love you again.
00:48:24I don't want
00:48:25to love you again.
00:48:30So, Jack,
00:48:33what are you feeling
00:48:34right now?
00:48:35Definitely sadness,
00:48:36but a lot of relief.
00:48:38I feel I can
00:48:40be myself again.
00:48:42And I haven't done
00:48:43that in so long.
00:48:44It has been
00:48:45quite a ride for you.
00:48:47I hope you and Cheyenne
00:48:49find some peace
00:48:51between you,
00:48:51some space.
00:48:52Yeah.
00:48:53But your journey
00:48:55on the island
00:48:55is done
00:48:56and you can head home.
00:48:57Appreciate you, Mark.
00:48:58Thank you for everything.
00:48:59You're welcome, pal.
00:49:00I've been walking
00:49:01on eggshells
00:49:02cutting you
00:49:02with edges of my soul.
00:49:05Trying to be the hero
00:49:06all along.
00:49:07I was the one
00:49:07that needed help.
00:49:08In this journey,
00:49:09we both learned
00:49:10stuff about ourselves.
00:49:11We were both
00:49:12unloyal to each other
00:49:13while being here.
00:49:15And two wrongs
00:49:16don't make a right.
00:49:17The man that you've
00:49:18been getting
00:49:19ain't the man
00:49:20that you deserve.
00:49:21And the love
00:49:22that you've been given
00:49:24ain't the love
00:49:25that I've returned.
00:49:26I deserve to find
00:49:28that person
00:49:28that respects me
00:49:29for me
00:49:29and I don't have
00:49:30to feel like
00:49:30I have to walk
00:49:31around eggshells
00:49:32around her.
00:49:33Moving forward,
00:49:34I'll look at life
00:49:34in a different light
00:49:35and I'll find people
00:49:37that love me
00:49:38for who I am.
00:49:39Baby, I still got
00:49:40a lot to learn
00:49:41about love.
00:49:43I still hate
00:49:44the fact that
00:49:45it is too late
00:49:46to take touch.
00:49:48Oh, it's love
00:49:49the ways
00:49:50and how I thought
00:49:51it ended up.
00:49:52But I still got
00:49:54a lot to learn
00:49:55about love.
00:50:02You said a lot
00:50:03of things
00:50:04I wish you
00:50:05wouldn't have
00:50:06and didn't say
00:50:07the things
00:50:08I wish you
00:50:08would have.
00:50:10When I first
00:50:11got to Temptation
00:50:12Island, I just knew
00:50:13the only place
00:50:14that I felt happy
00:50:15was with Summit.
00:50:16That's not a healthy
00:50:17relationship.
00:50:18And along the way,
00:50:20I learned that
00:50:21I am enough
00:50:22and when your needs
00:50:24are not met
00:50:24and someone doesn't
00:50:25want to meet them,
00:50:26it shows that
00:50:27they don't respect you.
00:50:30I learned what I want
00:50:32out of a woman
00:50:32and how I can change
00:50:34in the relationship.
00:50:35And I feel like
00:50:36going into this
00:50:36final bonfire,
00:50:37I want to see that
00:50:38from her, you know?
00:50:39For her to say
00:50:41that I'm the sociopath
00:50:42and she's not sure
00:50:42if I should be
00:50:43the father of her
00:50:43children,
00:50:44if that's how
00:50:45she truly feels,
00:50:46I don't know,
00:50:48you know,
00:50:49if we're that
00:50:49perfect couple
00:50:50that I always
00:50:50imagined myself
00:50:51being in.
00:51:01I feel ready
00:51:03for this
00:51:04final bonfire,
00:51:04but I also
00:51:06feel nervous.
00:51:07I know
00:51:08my needs now
00:51:09and I need
00:51:11Summit to meet
00:51:12them.
00:51:12We could leave
00:51:13together,
00:51:15a stronger,
00:51:16better couple,
00:51:16or we leave
00:51:17apart.
00:51:18I have no idea
00:51:19what to expect.
00:51:21Throughout this
00:51:22entire process,
00:51:23my heart
00:51:24and my head
00:51:25change dramatically.
00:51:26I know
00:51:27where my heart
00:51:28is leaning,
00:51:29but I just
00:51:30won't truly know
00:51:31until I sit
00:51:31across from Kaylee
00:51:32at that final
00:51:33bonfire.
00:51:35You heard me
00:51:37bad,
00:51:38bad,
00:51:39I'm
00:51:40his
00:51:41thing.
00:51:47How you doing,
00:51:48Summit?
00:51:51I'm nervous.
00:51:52I'm excited
00:51:52to see Kaylee.
00:51:55Yeah,
00:51:55I'm just trying
00:51:56to keep
00:51:56my composure.
00:51:58All right.
00:51:59You ready
00:51:59to talk to Kaylee?
00:52:00As ready
00:52:01as I'll ever be,
00:52:02yes.
00:52:02Okay.
00:52:03I'm ready.
00:52:04Let's bring her out.
00:52:06Let's bring her out.
00:52:07I just
00:52:08want to know
00:52:09you.
00:52:11I just
00:52:12want to hear
00:52:13your voice
00:52:14again.
00:52:16Love you
00:52:17forever,
00:52:19love you
00:52:19all over
00:52:20again.
00:52:25Hi, Mark.
00:52:26Hi, Kaylee.
00:52:27Remember that guy?
00:52:28I do.
00:52:30I, Summit.
00:52:32Look,
00:52:33I'm easy.
00:52:34Mm-hmm.
00:52:49Hey,
00:52:49do this.
00:52:52Let's do this.
00:52:57Welcome,
00:52:58Kaylee,
00:52:59to your final
00:52:59bonfire.
00:53:00How you feeling?
00:53:01I feel ready.
00:53:03Good.
00:53:04Kaylee,
00:53:05I'm gonna let you
00:53:05speak first.
00:53:06Okay.
00:53:07Summit,
00:53:08do your best
00:53:08just to listen.
00:53:11Gosh,
00:53:12Summit.
00:53:14This has been
00:53:15one of the
00:53:16most
00:53:17challenging
00:53:18yet rewarding
00:53:19experiences
00:53:20of my life.
00:53:23I came
00:53:24into this
00:53:25not knowing
00:53:26who I was
00:53:27anymore.
00:53:28In our
00:53:29relationship,
00:53:30I wasn't
00:53:31always the
00:53:31happiest,
00:53:33stemming from
00:53:33a place of
00:53:34me not being
00:53:35happy in my
00:53:36own life.
00:53:37I really
00:53:38leaned on
00:53:39you to
00:53:39find happiness
00:53:40and that
00:53:41wasn't fair
00:53:42and I'm
00:53:43sorry for
00:53:44that.
00:53:45But I
00:53:45have a lot
00:53:46of needs
00:53:46that don't
00:53:47always feel
00:53:48like they're
00:53:48being met
00:53:49in our
00:53:49relationship.
00:53:51I
00:53:52just don't
00:53:54feel like
00:53:54the priority
00:53:55in your
00:53:55life because
00:53:57I just
00:53:57feel like
00:53:58I'm a
00:53:58chore.
00:53:59I feel like
00:53:59I'm something
00:54:00that you
00:54:00just have
00:54:02to get
00:54:02done and
00:54:03like push
00:54:03away.
00:54:04And I
00:54:05just don't
00:54:05want to
00:54:06feel like
00:54:06that anymore.
00:54:08And I
00:54:08also just
00:54:11feel like
00:54:11you don't
00:54:12always make
00:54:13me feel
00:54:13worthy of
00:54:14your love.
00:54:15love and
00:54:16that hurts
00:54:17a lot.
00:54:19And I've
00:54:20just realized
00:54:20like if my
00:54:23needs feel
00:54:23like too
00:54:24much for
00:54:24you then I
00:54:25just I
00:54:26don't know
00:54:26where we
00:54:27can go.
00:54:29Throughout
00:54:29this process
00:54:30I have
00:54:32learned that
00:54:33I am like
00:54:33a strong
00:54:34beautiful
00:54:35independent
00:54:36woman and
00:54:37I deserve
00:54:38someone that
00:54:39makes me feel
00:54:40like that every
00:54:40single day.
00:54:41I want to
00:54:43feel like
00:54:44I am the
00:54:44prize loved
00:54:46for every
00:54:47piece of
00:54:47me without
00:54:48having to
00:54:49ask for it.
00:54:56Complete?
00:54:58Okay.
00:55:00All right
00:55:01Summit I
00:55:02hope that you
00:55:03heard everything
00:55:03she said and
00:55:04now it's your
00:55:04turn to tell
00:55:05her what you
00:55:06want her to
00:55:06know.
00:55:07Thank you
00:55:07Mark.
00:55:11Yeah I
00:55:12mean everything
00:55:13you said I
00:55:14understand it.
00:55:16This experience
00:55:17has been one
00:55:19of the most
00:55:19challenging
00:55:20difficult things
00:55:21of my entire
00:55:22life.
00:55:22The things
00:55:23you said
00:55:24about me
00:55:24throughout
00:55:25the process
00:55:26and that I
00:55:27had to watch
00:55:27on the bonfire
00:55:28it just
00:55:29hurt so
00:55:30bad.
00:55:32I was a
00:55:33little shocked
00:55:33I guess I
00:55:34didn't know
00:55:34that you
00:55:35really felt
00:55:36that way
00:55:36about me.
00:55:38Ultimately I
00:55:39just don't
00:55:39want the
00:55:39person I
00:55:40love to
00:55:41look at
00:55:41me like
00:55:42that.
00:55:43And you
00:55:44know if
00:55:44that's what
00:55:44you think
00:55:45of me
00:55:46it's hard
00:55:47for us
00:55:48to go
00:55:48anywhere.
00:55:51But you
00:55:52know with
00:55:52all of that
00:55:52said I
00:55:54acknowledge
00:55:54you know
00:55:59with all of
00:55:59that said
00:56:00I acknowledge
00:56:01what you
00:56:02are saying.
00:56:03I understand
00:56:04what you
00:56:04are saying.
00:56:06and I'm
00:56:06done you
00:56:07know having
00:56:07one foot
00:56:08in the
00:56:08relationship
00:56:09and one
00:56:09foot out
00:56:09that's not
00:56:10commitment
00:56:11and it's
00:56:11not fair
00:56:12to you.
00:56:13Regardless
00:56:13of what
00:56:14happens
00:56:14like you
00:56:14deserve
00:56:15the best
00:56:15and I
00:56:16just hope
00:56:17you know
00:56:17that.
00:56:24Okay.
00:56:25I think
00:56:26you've said
00:56:26some really
00:56:26wonderful
00:56:27things.
00:56:28and if
00:56:29you felt
00:56:29like there
00:56:30was more
00:56:30you needed
00:56:30to say
00:56:30now is
00:56:31your chance
00:56:31to have
00:56:31a dialogue.
00:56:35Okay.
00:56:36You know
00:56:36I hate
00:56:36to be
00:56:37that guy
00:56:38but I
00:56:38just
00:56:38I haven't
00:56:39seen you.
00:56:40I see
00:56:41bonfire clips
00:56:41but I
00:56:42just have
00:56:42to ask
00:56:42like did
00:56:43you make
00:56:45a physical
00:56:46connection
00:56:46with anyone?
00:56:47No.
00:56:48Did you?
00:56:49No.
00:56:50I just
00:56:50need to get
00:56:51that out of
00:56:51the way.
00:56:52I saw
00:56:52you on
00:56:53a date
00:56:53with someone
00:56:53like three
00:56:54times in
00:56:55a row
00:56:55and I
00:56:56started to
00:56:57question
00:56:57things.
00:56:59Her name
00:57:00is Julian
00:57:01and she
00:57:02is an
00:57:03amazing
00:57:03woman.
00:57:04She's so
00:57:04cool and
00:57:05my experience
00:57:07with her
00:57:07is really
00:57:08just I
00:57:09was learning
00:57:09about myself
00:57:11but at
00:57:12the end
00:57:12of the day
00:57:12it was just
00:57:13a friendship
00:57:13and she
00:57:15knows that.
00:57:16Yeah.
00:57:17I did not
00:57:18make any
00:57:19like emotional
00:57:20deep connections.
00:57:22I made
00:57:23a lot of
00:57:24amazing friends
00:57:25that taught
00:57:26me so much
00:57:26about myself
00:57:27and they
00:57:28taught me
00:57:30what I
00:57:31deserve
00:57:31in love
00:57:33and where
00:57:33I'm missing
00:57:34those pieces
00:57:36but at the
00:57:37end of the
00:57:38day like
00:57:38I don't
00:57:39always feel
00:57:40like I'm
00:57:40getting what
00:57:41I want
00:57:42from the
00:57:42relationship
00:57:43because
00:57:44some days
00:57:45it feels
00:57:45like I
00:57:46am putting
00:57:47in way
00:57:47more
00:57:48and it
00:57:49just feels
00:57:49like I
00:57:50want this
00:57:50to work
00:57:51so much
00:57:51harder
00:57:52and I
00:57:53feel like
00:57:53we have
00:57:54a lot
00:57:54of work
00:57:54to do
00:57:55on our
00:57:56relationship
00:57:57in order
00:57:58for it
00:57:59to work
00:57:59and make
00:57:59us both
00:58:00feel fulfilled
00:58:01because I
00:58:02don't want
00:58:02to feel
00:58:02like I'm
00:58:03like dragging
00:58:03you along
00:58:04on a leash
00:58:05that you
00:58:06don't want
00:58:06to be
00:58:06attached to.
00:58:11do you
00:58:11think I'm
00:58:12a sociopath?
00:58:14No.
00:58:15Oh well
00:58:15you said
00:58:16that in
00:58:16a bonfire.
00:58:18I don't
00:58:18remember
00:58:18saying that.
00:58:19Okay well
00:58:20what was
00:58:21the context?
00:58:22You were
00:58:22talking to
00:58:23some guy
00:58:24and you
00:58:25said it's
00:58:26just nice
00:58:26to feel
00:58:27like appreciated
00:58:28and someone
00:58:28shows empathy
00:58:29because
00:58:29Summit
00:58:30doesn't do
00:58:31that.
00:58:32There was
00:58:32this one
00:58:32time where
00:58:33Summit
00:58:33I was
00:58:33crying
00:58:34and Summit
00:58:34left
00:58:34and went
00:58:35and hung
00:58:35out with
00:58:35his friends
00:58:36while I
00:58:36was crying
00:58:37and you
00:58:38know he's
00:58:38like a
00:58:39sociopath
00:58:40and you
00:58:41know that
00:58:41one just
00:58:42I don't
00:58:42think you're
00:58:43a sociopath
00:58:43I definitely
00:58:44said that
00:58:45like out
00:58:45of anger
00:58:46and I'm
00:58:46sorry.
00:58:47I mean that
00:58:48situation
00:58:48that I'm
00:58:49describing
00:58:50sucked
00:58:51and it
00:58:51hurts so
00:58:52much when
00:58:53someone's
00:58:54hurting and
00:58:55you just
00:58:55like don't
00:58:55care
00:58:57if that
00:58:58makes sense.
00:58:59No it
00:58:59does make
00:59:00absolute
00:59:00sense and
00:59:01as much
00:59:02as that
00:59:02clip hurt
00:59:03me the
00:59:04message I
00:59:05received was
00:59:05like
00:59:06show more
00:59:07empathy
00:59:08you know we
00:59:09came into
00:59:09this process
00:59:10basically saying
00:59:10I want to
00:59:11change you
00:59:12you want to
00:59:12change me
00:59:13ultimately what
00:59:14I found
00:59:15is by me
00:59:16saying you
00:59:17know I wish
00:59:17you were more
00:59:18like me or I
00:59:18wish you were
00:59:19different
00:59:20all that I'm
00:59:21doing is saying
00:59:22that you're not
00:59:23enough and
00:59:24that's not fair
00:59:25because you are
00:59:26enough Kaylee
00:59:26you are everything
00:59:28that any guy on
00:59:30the planet would
00:59:31want and you
00:59:31shouldn't change
00:59:32for anyone
00:59:33because you
00:59:34are enough
00:59:35you know
00:59:36who are you
00:59:38what
00:59:38what'd you
00:59:39do to him
00:59:40I didn't do
00:59:41anything he
00:59:42did it
00:59:42this whole
00:59:43process I
00:59:44kept saying
00:59:45I just need
00:59:46to see growth
00:59:47from Summit
00:59:48like I
00:59:49need to see
00:59:50that he
00:59:51understands me
00:59:52better and
00:59:53that he
00:59:53wants to
00:59:54do these
00:59:54things not
00:59:55because he
00:59:56knows I
00:59:56want them
00:59:57but because
00:59:57he wants
00:59:59to for
00:59:59himself
01:00:00yeah
01:00:00and I
01:00:01feel like
01:00:01I'm seeing
01:00:02that
01:00:05I
01:00:05I'm
01:00:06good
01:00:06I
01:00:06would love
01:00:07to show
01:00:07you
01:00:09okay
01:00:10anything else
01:00:11you want to
01:00:11say before
01:00:12we get into
01:00:12the decisions
01:00:13I mean I
01:00:14could talk
01:00:15all night
01:00:15Mark so
01:00:16well
01:00:17depending on
01:00:17how things
01:00:18go you
01:00:18may get
01:00:18a chance
01:00:19each of
01:00:20you has
01:00:20the opportunity
01:00:21to declare
01:00:21your choice
01:00:22of what
01:00:22you'd like
01:00:23the future
01:00:23to be
01:00:24Kaylee
01:00:25what have
01:00:26you decided
01:00:26you'd like
01:00:27to do
01:00:29well I
01:00:30coming in
01:00:31here had
01:00:31no idea
01:00:32what to
01:00:33expect
01:00:33but seeing
01:00:35him as
01:00:36this like
01:00:37changed
01:00:37man who
01:00:39just owns
01:00:39up to
01:00:40everything
01:00:40and wants
01:00:42to be
01:00:42better
01:00:42like I'm
01:00:44so proud
01:00:45of you
01:00:45so I
01:00:47would be
01:00:47a freaking
01:00:47idiot
01:00:48if I
01:00:49didn't leave
01:00:50with you
01:00:51so
01:00:53I choose
01:00:54to leave
01:00:55with Summit
01:00:56now you
01:00:57get to
01:00:57make a
01:00:57choice
01:00:58based on
01:00:58your
01:00:58journey
01:00:59what
01:00:59would
01:00:59you
01:00:59like
01:00:59to
01:01:00do
01:01:01yeah
01:01:02I mean
01:01:04commitment
01:01:04that's been
01:01:05my whole
01:01:06thing
01:01:07and I'm
01:01:08just done
01:01:08being
01:01:10in a
01:01:10position
01:01:11in life
01:01:12in a
01:01:12relationship
01:01:13where I
01:01:14am not
01:01:14all in
01:01:15but I'm
01:01:16ready to
01:01:17dive head
01:01:17first
01:01:17into that
01:01:18with you
01:01:19and I
01:01:19want
01:01:20to commit
01:01:21everything
01:01:22I have
01:01:22every fiber
01:01:23in my
01:01:23being to
01:01:24you
01:01:24I love
01:01:25you
01:01:25Kaylee
01:01:26I love
01:01:26you so
01:01:27much
01:01:27and I
01:01:28want to
01:01:28leave the
01:01:28island
01:01:28with
01:01:29Kaylee
01:01:29well look
01:01:30at that
01:01:31I also
01:01:32just to
01:01:34make you
01:01:35reassured
01:01:35and safe
01:01:36and everything
01:01:37I got us
01:01:38this
01:01:41hold on
01:01:41just pay
01:01:42attention
01:01:44I want
01:01:45to get
01:01:45a dog
01:01:46together
01:01:46together
01:01:48we've
01:01:49always
01:01:49talked
01:01:49about
01:01:49I
01:01:52love
01:01:53you
01:01:53so
01:01:53I
01:01:53love
01:01:53you
01:01:54so
01:01:54much
01:01:54there's
01:01:55also
01:01:55one
01:01:55other
01:01:55thing
01:01:56on
01:01:56there
01:01:59what's
01:02:00this
01:02:01it's a
01:02:01key
01:02:02for what
01:02:03it's a
01:02:04key to
01:02:04my heart
01:02:04no I'm
01:02:04just kidding
01:02:05it's
01:02:05symbolic
01:02:07I
01:02:07want
01:02:07to
01:02:08move
01:02:08in
01:02:08together
01:02:10I'm
01:02:10serious
01:02:10really
01:02:11I want
01:02:12to move
01:02:12in
01:02:12together
01:02:12and I
01:02:12want
01:02:13to get
01:02:13a dog
01:02:14let's
01:02:15do it
01:02:15this is a
01:02:15girl's
01:02:16dream
01:02:16come
01:02:16true
01:02:16so
01:02:17are you
01:02:17going
01:02:18to move
01:02:18in
01:02:18together
01:02:18yeah
01:02:18you
01:02:19didn't
01:02:19really
01:02:19answer
01:02:19yes
01:02:20okay
01:02:22oh
01:02:26god
01:02:28I
01:02:28did it
01:02:35I'm happy
01:02:38for you
01:02:38guys
01:02:39I
01:02:39wish you
01:02:40all the
01:02:41best
01:02:41I don't
01:02:41have a
01:02:42concern
01:02:42in my
01:02:42heart
01:02:43for you
01:02:43too
01:02:43and I
01:02:44look
01:02:44forward
01:02:45to
01:02:45keeping
01:02:45in
01:02:45touch
01:02:45so
01:02:46let me
01:02:47just
01:02:47say
01:02:47that
01:02:48you
01:02:48put
01:02:48in
01:02:49the
01:02:49work
01:02:49you
01:02:50made
01:02:50it
01:02:50through
01:02:51and
01:02:52your
01:02:52time
01:02:53on
01:02:53the
01:02:53island
01:02:54is
01:02:55done
01:03:00I'll
01:03:01call
01:03:01you
01:03:01all
01:03:02right
01:03:04oh
01:03:05man
01:03:05coming
01:03:06into
01:03:06Temptation
01:03:07Island
01:03:07we were
01:03:08just
01:03:08innately
01:03:08different
01:03:09people
01:03:09and
01:03:10it
01:03:10was
01:03:11so
01:03:11hard
01:03:11to
01:03:11understand
01:03:12each
01:03:12other
01:03:12but
01:03:12through
01:03:13Temptation
01:03:13Island
01:03:14our
01:03:14love
01:03:15grew
01:03:15immensely
01:03:16and
01:03:16now
01:03:17we
01:03:17understand
01:03:17each
01:03:17other
01:03:18like
01:03:18more
01:03:18than I
01:03:19ever
01:03:19could have
01:03:19imagined
01:03:21you okay
01:03:24I'm
01:03:24so much
01:03:25better
01:03:25this
01:03:30right
01:03:30here
01:03:31is
01:03:31symbolic
01:03:31of
01:03:32the
01:03:32commitment
01:03:32that
01:03:33I've
01:03:33been
01:03:33wanting
01:03:34and
01:03:34I
01:03:35can't
01:03:35believe
01:03:35you
01:03:36really
01:03:36got
01:03:37this
01:03:37and
01:03:38you
01:03:38really
01:03:38mean
01:03:38this
01:03:39I
01:03:39know
01:03:40I
01:03:41never
01:03:41thought
01:03:42I
01:03:42would
01:03:42move
01:03:42in
01:03:42with
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