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Full Moon Regret 20 Eps
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00:00I stay in this wild, unfamiliar world, all for Kyle.
00:04I farmed, hunted with the tribe, and mastered the art of making fire.
00:08I poured all my skills into the Shadow Mane tribe,
00:11taught them to farm and store grain,
00:13to survive and multiply in the icy wilderness,
00:15and personally raised Kale to the position of chief.
00:19Long before you became the chieftain, I made it clear to you,
00:22I would never bear children within this tribe.
00:25I don't care about children.
00:26What matters is that Elyra stays by my side.
00:38Kale!
00:42Elyra, her name is Lila.
00:46She was bullied by a rival tribe, and I saved her on the way.
00:49By tribal rules, an injured outsider female must be temporarily sheltered by the chief.
00:55She has no home to return to.
00:57I cannot abandon her.
01:00Once Lila recovers,
01:03I will send her to the safe rabbit tribe.
01:08I thought this was just an ordinary shelter,
01:10but I never imagined that after Lila recovered,
01:13she refused to leave,
01:14and Kale never mentioned sending her away again.
01:17Since then, every night,
01:20their intimate sounds Elysko from the next stone house.
01:25The promised day of departure is near.
01:33Here we go again.
01:41Don't touch me.
01:46Elyra, you're throwing a fit at me again.
01:49It's just a matter of reproduction.
01:52Why do you keep clinging to this?
01:54You are my only mate in name.
02:00When Lila gives birth next spring, I will send her away.
02:02That way I can explain to the tribe.
02:05Stop being willful.
02:06We will raise the child together then,
02:08and he will only recognize you as his mother.
02:15And this scene has played out every day since he brought Lila back to the tribe.
02:19I have lived in this fictional alien world for three years.
02:24It's backward and cold,
02:26completely unfit for living.
02:28If I hadn't met Kale,
02:29I would never miss the full moon night and stayed here.
02:34And as the bravest warrior in the tribe,
02:38Kale once gave me the most sincere response.
02:45But he broke his vow after all and betrayed me.
02:52Elyra,
02:53thank you.
02:55No matter whether you have a pregnancy or not,
02:57I, Kale,
02:58only have you as my newing for the rest of my life.
03:00I accept it,
03:01even if we have no offspring.
03:12A tainted heart.
03:14I want it no longer.
03:16The full moon night is coming.
03:24Elyra,
03:24I didn't mean to.
03:26I just wanted to help you.
03:28I didn't expect the seedlings would all die
03:30if I watered them a little too much.
03:42Elyra,
03:43can you not even retolerate Laya?
03:46Did you actually see what I did to her?
03:48Or can your eyes only see the truth you imagine?
03:55They're just a few seedlings.
03:57Lila meant well.
03:57Don't go too far.
04:01Just a few seedlings?
04:02With those words,
04:03he denied all my efforts.
04:06Before I came here,
04:07the tribe survived only by hunting.
04:09Untreated beast meat at every meal
04:11made the tribe's people suffer from frequent diarrhea and illness.
04:14I found the vegetable seeds and taught them to farm,
04:16slowly changing everything.
04:17I am not one of you.
04:18That's why Kale was supported as chief by the tribe's people.
04:21But now,
04:22he dismisses these seedlings
04:24and blindly defends Lila,
04:25who is in the wrong.
04:28Kale,
04:28my stomach hurts so much.
04:31Kale was never a thoughtful person.
04:33These gentle gestures,
04:34he learned little by little from me after being with me.
04:37When I was uncomfortable before,
04:38he would always stay by my side.
04:40But now,
04:41he gives all his tenders to another woman.
04:44I'll take Lila to the shaman.
04:46You...
04:47I hurt too,
04:48Kale.
04:51Blood.
04:52The last trace of attachment to Kale in my heart
04:55completely dissipate at this moment.
05:01She's pregnant!
05:06She has the strongest pregnancy mole in the tribe.
05:09She conceived a cub in just a few days.
05:13Congratulations, chief.
05:14You can prepare to welcome the child.
05:17So Kale wants a child this badly.
05:21All these years,
05:22I've been secretly using herbs to avoid pregnancy,
05:25never wanting to conceive a child in this world.
05:27In this world,
05:28every female has a red crescent birthmark.
05:31The brighter the mark,
05:32the stronger the fertility.
05:34But I'm a modern human.
05:35I don't have this mark at all.
05:37And I'm seen as an outsider,
05:39a defective.
05:40I never told Kaylee the truth.
05:41Once,
05:42I was foolish enough to think
05:44maybe I could do it for Kale.
05:48This child came at the worst possible time.
05:56She was severely frightened
05:57and has a weak constitution.
05:59She must rest well.
06:01According to tribal rules,
06:03I know what she means.
06:04Every cub in the tribe is a treasure.
06:07When a female in the family is pregnant,
06:09other women must help care for her.
06:11But she can't bring herself to say it.
06:14I brought farming and vitality to the tribe.
06:17And I'm deeply respected by the clansmen.
06:20No one has the heart to ask me to condescent
06:22to serve another female.
06:25It's fine.
06:26Ilyra can do it.
06:27This is her child, too.
06:28She has no reason to refuse.
06:29He actually wants me to take care of Lila?
06:33I refuse.
06:35What did you say?
06:37Ilari, this is our child, too.
06:38How can you be so...
06:39He is not my child!
06:43Kale, is a child that important?
06:46What did you promise me when you begged me to stay by your side?
06:52I forgot.
06:53Kale and I were never from the same world.
06:55He was raised with the idea of continuing the bloodline.
06:57How could he ever change for me?
06:58I was so stupid to want to stay in this world forever for him.
07:01I'm not stupid anymore.
07:02Kale, it's okay.
07:04Ilyra has done so much for the tribe.
07:07I'm just a wandering female.
07:10I don't deserve this.
07:11I'll give birth to the child and leave quietly.
07:14If you refuse to care for her,
07:16then leave this place.
07:20Where do you want me to move to?
07:22The Chief Stonehouse is the safest residence in the tribe,
07:25and there are no vacant stonehouses in the tribe now.
07:27Is he going to drive me away?
07:30Yes, Kale, there are no vacant stonehouses in the tribe now,
07:33and Ilari still needs to take care of the tribe's farmland.
07:36Where can she go?
07:37I remember there are a few vacant stonehouses on the mountain.
07:40But those are...
07:44That's where the helpless, lone beasts go.
07:46Kale is going to abandon me completely.
07:49It's only temporary.
07:51After Lai gives birth, I'll pick you up, but if you're willing...
07:53Okay.
07:55I mean, if you're willing to stay and take care of Lila, you won't have to...
07:59I'll live on the mountain.
08:02Help me move my luggage tonight.
08:08Ilyra, why won't you back down from me just once?
08:12I don't want to back down again and again.
08:15This is my bottom line, Kale.
08:21Ilyra, the road down the mountain is not easy.
08:24From now on, I'll send food up in fixed amounts.
08:27After Lila gives birth, I'll pick you up.
08:30It's been three days since I moved to the mountain.
08:33Kale only sent fixed food on the first day.
08:36He wanted to approach me, but I refused firmly,
08:39and finally went down the mountain with a dark face.
08:43Since then, I haven't seen him again.
08:46The grass basket for food is already empty.
08:50Maybe he forgot.
08:52Maybe he was held back by Lila.
08:55Yes.
08:55The firewood in the corner is damp,
08:57and I don't even have the strength to make a fire.
09:01Tonight is the full moon night.
09:03Due to long-term contraception,
09:06this pregnancy is extremely difficult.
09:08Plus, the temperature on the mountain
09:10is several times lower than at the foot of the mountain.
09:12I'm afraid I can't keep this child.
09:16I actually abandoned my family
09:18who loved me deeply for a man,
09:20staying in this destillate and cold alien world.
09:30Fine.
09:31Go away, child.
09:33Kale doesn't deserve to be your father.
09:35And I'm going home.
09:45Kale?
09:46What's wrong?
09:48I...
09:53Kale?
09:54What name should we give our child when he's born?
09:56If it's a boy, I want to name him Luna.
09:59If it's a girl...
10:00Luna.
10:00Luna?
10:01Let's name her Isla.
10:10Chief!
10:11Chief!
10:11Something terrible has happened!
10:15Chief's wife.
10:17She...
10:18disappeared.
10:19multiplied.
10:19Peered.
10:24Kale!
10:31Kale!
10:32Impossible!
10:33This is impossible!
10:39Shaman!
10:43Tell me what kind of blood is this?
10:51say it's it's blood from a miscarriage
11:06let's all disperse
11:10did ilira leave where did she go
11:14silly boy where else can she go but home didn't they say she can't go back
11:19that's all to comfort the chief the chief is probably completely crazy now
11:25ilira do you want an apple
11:33these three years i was trapped in another world and my parents turned their hair white looking for
11:39me even the police gave up but they never believed it sold all their family appity and looked for me
11:45for three whole years here ilira
11:49ilira does it hurt somewhere stomach discomfort don't cry don't cry mom will call the right away
11:55a few days ago i appeared in my bedroom covered in blood my parents just froze for a moment
12:01then sent me to the hospital immediately after i woke up they didn't ask anything
12:05pretended nothing happened and took care of me by the bed all day i don't feel any pain mom
12:10tell mom if you feel uncomfortable don't hold it in
12:14i know these days that my parents refused the police's statement for me
12:17they think i was traumatized after being abducted
12:21don't want to pierce my pain so pretend nothing is wrong
12:24don't cry i don't hurt at all mom i really missed you
12:31i'm a complete fool to abandon my parents who love me the most for kale
12:36ilira send a message when you go out it's been so long mom just rest assured
12:43remember to call if something happens come back early
12:51it's been a year since i was discharged from the hospital
12:55my parents have kept a close eye on me and i rarely go out alone to reassure them
13:00but i can't stay at home forever it's time to let them let go of their worries slowly
13:06people come and go on the street i feel like a lifetime away
13:10the three years living in another world have faded many of memories
13:14and everything modern is particularly fresh to me
13:20wow what a handsome man is he finally dressed like that for film
13:24how could it be kale how did he get here
13:44how did you get here
13:46my heart is irritable i can't wait to turn around and leave immediately
13:55but reason tells me that if i leave him alone he will cause trouble later and i will be the
14:00one with a headache
14:00fine i don't care how you got here
14:03don't let me see you again
14:05wait here i'll be right back
14:07compared to before kale is much thinner now
14:10i don't know what he has been through this year but it has nothing to do with me anymore
14:23put these on first go back where you came from
14:36lira don't go please i've regretted every moment this year
14:41i'm sorry to you sorry to our child
14:46i don't beg you to forgive me
14:48just don't drive me away
14:49okay i'm here to atone for you
14:53no need for atonement
14:55everyone has an unpassable past but i no longer care about you or everything in the other world
15:03lira
15:05don't care nothing about me
15:06hate me okay just hate me
15:08if you want to vent hit me i won't dodge really not at all
15:18honey
15:22ilira
15:22what are you doing here
15:28you bastard
15:35kale is a lion tribe warrior
15:36powerful in skill
15:37cousin is no match for him
15:38fighting will only suffer in vain
15:40kale knows what honey means
15:42when we were intimate before
15:43i always called him that in his ear
15:44he's curious and asked
15:46i told him my exclusive name for love i most disorname
15:49you bum
15:50if i see you again
15:51i'll call the police to arrest you
15:54honey
15:55let's go home
15:56our son is waiting for us
16:05since then
16:05kale never appeared in front of my eyes
16:08i thought i would never see him again in my life
16:11i understand instantly
16:14kyle has been staying near my home never leaving
16:22alira
16:23stripped of animal hides in the halo of chief
16:25he wears a faded undershirt and a construction site safety helmet
16:30except being extra strong he is no different from an ordinary worker
16:33my heartbeat is steady
16:35no pain
16:36no itch
16:37no more waves
16:38ilira
16:39people here told me that if you want to be together
16:41you need a ring
16:45i don't mean anything else
16:47i know you're married here and have children
16:48i i just want to give this to you
16:51alira
16:52if you want i don't mind you're married
16:53you can just take me as a companion
16:56kale
16:57i'm not like you
16:58i have only one true heart
16:59i can't split it into two
17:03stop dreaming
17:04kale do you know how annoying and disgusting you look now
17:07you should have stayed in that world and raised your child well with lila
17:10then i would have respected you a little more
17:11never appear in front of me again
17:13otherwise
17:15do you believe i'll disappear from your eyes again
17:21no more children
17:22never again
17:23i've cut everything off with my own hands
17:25i will only have our children with ilira
17:44that was three years ago
17:46right after i taught kale to carve words on animal bones with flint
17:50he stayed up three nights carving stroke by stroke by the bonfire
17:57this is the sacred object worn by husbands and wives in the shadow main tribe
18:03once ilira puts it on
18:06she will be mine forever
18:11now things have changed
18:12in just four short years it feels like a lifetime apart
18:15there is not a single ripple in my heart
18:18no hatred
18:19no resentment
18:20not even a faint stir
18:22it's like reading a story written by a stranger that has nothing to do with me
18:27ilira
18:27freshly cut mangoes
18:29your favorite maverick
18:34mom why did you come in without knocking
18:36i knocked you just didn't hear
18:42is is it something from over there
18:44something sent by an irrelevant person
18:46it's nothing
18:49but nibra
18:50this is your jai
18:52within your bob and what is there
18:54no one can appeal anymore
18:55no one can again more anymore
18:57mom
18:57actually i still have nightmares sometimes
19:02i dream i'm still in that cold stone house
19:04my lower admin throbbing with pain
19:06but every time i open my eyes
19:08i see you sitting by my bed
19:10your eyes bloodshot
19:11i wasted three years over there for a man
19:13hurt my body and broke my heart
19:15almost lost my life
19:16mom i know
19:17i've let it go long ago
19:18really
19:18look at me
19:19i'm fine now
19:19my studio is about to open
19:20and soon i'll make a lot of money to support you and dad
19:22who needs you to support us
19:24as long as you're safe and sound
19:25that's better than anything
19:29way to go ilira
19:30a year ago you were a girl
19:32fresh out of the hospital
19:33who was too scared to even leave the house
19:35and now you're a big boss
19:37well i have to thank you cousin
19:39if you hadn't stepped up
19:40and acted in that play for me last time
19:41i never would have gotten rid of that trouble
19:42speaking of which
19:43has that man bothered you again
19:47i was working at the construction site a while back
19:49and i heard there's a guy who's been wandering around here like a lost soul
19:52asking everyone about a girl named delira
19:54he's huge
19:55covered in scars
19:57scary as hell
19:59i know
20:00that's kale
20:01he never really left
20:02ever since i used you as a shield
20:04and yelled honey to get rid of him in that alley
20:05he's been hiding him where i can't see him
20:07watching me secretly
20:08more than once on my way home from work
20:10i felt a burning gaze on my back
20:11but when i turn around there's only the bustling crowd
20:14nothing there
20:15ilira did you know this all along
20:16why didn't you tell me
20:17what if he hurts you
20:19he can't hurt me
20:20he feels so guilty about what he did
20:22that he'd never lay a finger on me
20:23he'll just keep atoning for his unforgivable sins
20:26in his own self-righteous way
20:28all those thick overlapping scars on his arms
20:30fresh ones
20:31faded ones
20:32aren't from fights
20:33he carved every single one into himself
20:37everyone back in the tribe says he lost his mind
20:39completely snapped after he came down from that stone house on the mountain
20:43he'd stay up till the dead of night
20:45slashing his arms with broken glass
20:47muttering my name over and over
20:49and the name of our baby that never got to be born
20:55the old shaman who crossed over with kale told me all this
21:04lady i'm so sorry
21:06it's all my fault
21:07i should have stopped the chief back then
21:10you never should have had to go through all that pain
21:13please get up the floor's cold
21:15let's sit down and talk okay
21:17have a seat
21:19what happened to the shadow main tribe after i left
21:21the night you left
21:23the full moon night
21:24the chief tore through that stone house on the mountain like a madman
21:28he clung to that pool of blood from your miscarriage
21:30and cried so hard he could barely breathe
21:32he camped out on that mountain for three straight days and nights
21:35no food no water
21:36wouldn't listen to anyone
21:37three days and nights
21:38no food no water
21:39he wouldn't leave
21:40the warriors finally had to carry him down kicking and screaming
21:44after that he was never the same
21:46in front of the whole tribe he handed the baby to the oldest elder
21:49his voice colder than ice
21:51this child will be raised by the tribe
21:53to guy kale will only ever have alera as my mate
21:55i will only ever claim the children she bears
21:58lila lost it right then and there screaming and lunging at him
22:02but he just pushed her away gently
22:04the elders chewed him out for going against the tribe's most sacred law of reproduction
22:09and banded together to strip him of his chief title
22:14he didn't care about being chief at all
22:17every day he'd just hold that blood-stained animal hide you left behind
22:22sit in front of the stone wall
22:23trace over those symbols you drew with animal blood
22:26and mutter your name over and over
22:28he was locked up there for six months
22:30every single day he'd study those symbols
22:35then on the full moon night a year ago
22:37that bone ring you left on the stone bed
22:39suddenly glowed bright white
22:41wrapping the whole stone house in light
22:44when the tribesmen broke down the door
22:46the place was empty
22:47nothing left but those blood-covered symbols
22:49covering the walls
22:50i know
22:51i got caught up in that white light too
22:53and ended up here
22:56lady the chief
22:57he really knows he messed up
22:59he says he doesn't beg for your forgiveness
23:02all he wants is to be able to watch over you
23:16shaman you've got it wrong
23:17he's not clinging to me
23:18never has been
23:18he's linked you to his own
23:20he's clinging to her guilt
23:21and that stupid regret
23:22he only feels now that he's lost everything
23:25none of this can be fixed with a simple i'm sorry
23:30shaman go back and tell him this
23:31there's no atoning for what he did
23:34what he owes me
23:35what he owes our baby
23:36what he owes my parents
23:37he can never pay it back
23:38not in this life
23:39not in the next
23:40tell him to stop following me around
23:42and stop doing all these useless things
23:44the only way he can make this right
23:45is to disappear from my life completely
23:48and never come back
24:01i never did throw this ring away in the end
24:03not because i still care about him or anything
24:07but it reminds me that once
24:10i lost myself for someone who wasn't worth it
24:12almost lost my life too
24:15and it reminds me that for any girl
24:17the people you should love most in this life
24:19are always yourself and your family
24:23all the old ghosts and broken dreams
24:26are gone with the waves
24:29from now on
24:30across mountains and seas
24:33i live only for myself
24:35you
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