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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 06
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00:09you
00:45yeah, okay, I can't be on your side
00:47this is my side
00:51did you think coming into this experience he was sitting in a bed of some girl
00:57like there's a physical attraction but also like emotional and other stuff like
01:02it's hard to act like there's not something there
01:08looks like our bodies will make some waves
01:12I got the sexy size which you crave
01:18you look giant
01:21oh my god
01:30I want you
01:32I want you to come
01:35with me
01:37oh my god
01:39good job
02:02Preston and I had a little sleepover last night
02:11started off as just like the easiest guy to talk to in the house and I don't know it just
02:19turned into something crazy like overnight
02:21it's so weird like I'm about to be like back in the game that's crazy
02:25you are back in the game
02:26yeah
02:27I'm back in the game
02:30I have to learn how to like actually talk to guys
02:33okay I'll give you practice
02:36you're strengthening your arsenal
02:48hey
02:48how do you feel
02:53I feel shitty
02:55can you talk about it
02:56yeah
03:01let's just
03:02cut straight to the point
03:04I'm sorry
03:04because I feel like
03:06me going into the tent last night
03:08I was kind of running from my feelings
03:10a little bit
03:11and I feel like
03:12I did that
03:14because I was scared
03:16I just came to the realization that like
03:20I really fucked this up
03:23I just hope that
03:25you end up picking like
03:28yourself
03:30not at the end of this
03:31just in like everything that you do
03:33I think
03:33you haven't been the main character of your own life for so long
03:36and it's time for you to like
03:39make yourself
03:40that
03:41I'm starting to realize that
03:43it's scary
03:44I think I came to terms in like realization last night like
03:48Jack you're an idiot
03:49you're not an idiot though
03:50you are living the experience the way that you should
03:54you're answering questions and it's scary
03:57but at some point you got to answer the questions
04:00Jack is here to live his single life
04:03that's exactly why I wasn't upset that he went in the tent with Jessenia
04:08I think he needs to really find himself here first
04:12but it was so refreshing
04:15and like a breath of fresh air
04:16to hear him actually be emotional
04:20yeah I just want a hug
04:22I feel like you need a hug really bad
04:24I deserve better
04:26I'm not gonna settle
04:28I would rather walk away
04:31cause I know it's never gonna change
04:34and I know I'm the one to let go
04:37but it's cause I finally know my worth
04:54I like Sydney a lot
04:56and um
04:57I'm just looking forward to seeing uh
05:00more of a romantic or potential like physical situation
05:05I don't know
05:07something's falling into place
05:10you're buying a struggle
05:19you just needed a hug
05:21this could be the one you know you know
05:24what meant to be will be
05:27the kind of love that makes it all look easy
05:30this could be the future that we made
05:34while starting with today
05:36no matter what we do or where we go
05:41I was wondering when it was gonna happen
05:45but yeah
05:45it was great
05:47this love feels like home
05:52real
05:52real
06:01I'm fucking crying
06:03what are you crying about?
06:07did you just kiss me?
06:09I did
06:09I did
06:13I could see myself leaving
06:14Temptation Island with Xavier
06:19I'm crying
06:21Jesus
06:21you make me nervous
06:23you make me nervous
06:25this could be forever
06:31hit me
06:32that water looks so good
06:33hit me
06:39hi everybody
06:40oh here we go
06:43mark
06:44there he is
06:45what's up
06:46how are you
06:46what up
06:51hi
06:51hi
06:52hello
06:53I snuck up on you
06:55hi everybody
06:56how are you
06:58so the reason I dropped by is to let you know
07:01tonight uh
07:02I'm gonna see you at a bonfire
07:06should we say it together
07:07yeah
07:08tonight
07:08you have another bonfire
07:11tonight's another bonfire
07:15we're getting down to it
07:17and now
07:18well the stakes are higher
07:21right
07:22so
07:23you got the rest of the day to kind of
07:25get your head around that
07:26it's not something
07:27you should dread
07:28it's uh
07:29actually
07:29there's a point where
07:31you start leaning into it
07:32because
07:32it's less comfortable to not know
07:34than it is to get the answers that you need
07:36right
07:37even if it's painful to see it
07:38the only way out
07:41is through it
07:43I look forward to talking to you guys
07:45all right
07:45thank you mark
07:46thank you
07:47you're right
07:49thank you mark
07:50take it easy on us mark
07:52I'll take it as it comes
07:54I don't know why I'm like so anxious for this one
07:56I know
07:57I know
07:57I have like a pit in my stomach that I haven't had
08:00me too
08:01I can just see where what I've seen could escalate
08:03and that's what's freaking me out
08:04yeah
08:06yeah it gives you like a sick feeling for sure
08:08yeah
08:14I know dude
08:15I can't keep doing shit
08:16I know
08:17I think we're ready for this
08:19yeah
08:19we've got this
08:20and we got each other
08:21yeah
08:21most importantly
08:22yep
08:23look at it
08:25one two three
08:26bonfire
08:27oh god
08:28it's the worst cheer I've ever been a part of
08:30sucks
08:31ah
08:36burning the oil dry
08:38I am trying to survive
08:44I'm not worried about what Jack's gonna see
08:46he's gonna see me making out with Preston
08:49he's gonna see me going into the haven with Preston
08:51he's gonna see me and Preston having a sleepover
08:53and I can't wait
08:56holding on for hope
08:59but it's a slippery slippery slope
09:03the first two bonfires
09:05they haven't been comparable to some of the other guys
09:07but I think going into every bonfire
09:09you're still kind of shit in your pants
09:11since the last bonfire
09:13our light has gone off twice
09:15it's going to be a very difficult bonfire for everyone
09:21and especially
09:23I think one or two individuals
09:28I feel like it just gets worse and worse every time
09:30I'm obviously super stressed to what I'm gonna see
09:33but we're both here to figure out our relationship as a whole
09:37and I'm just gonna take everything with a grain of salt
09:39and keep my head high
09:57I definitely feel as if what I'm about to see is gonna bring emotions of jealousy
10:03I feel like the worst case scenario is seeing Sydney do some sexual shit
10:07it's like how you moving that fast
10:09I mean no sense
10:21don't you let it go
10:25welcome back to the bonfire
10:27by now you know what this is
10:30you're gonna see clips of your girlfriend's experience tonight
10:33and then we'll talk about it
10:37but tonight we're gonna do things a little different
10:44normally you'd watch a single clip of your girlfriend
10:47but tonight I'm gonna give you a choice
10:51after your first clip
10:53you'll have the option to go deeper
10:55a second clip
11:00you can choose to watch it
11:01if you think that'll help you
11:04you can choose not to watch it
11:05if you think that's something you'd like to avoid
11:08it's entirely up to you
11:14Jack we'll start with you tonight
11:16perfect
11:17you good?
11:18I'm good
11:19okay let's take a look
11:24alright let me walk
11:25alright that was
11:26wanted to carry you there
11:36straight to it
11:37straight to it
11:37okay
11:48you good?
11:51you just know what to do
11:55okay
12:02what comes up for you
12:06finally
12:07honestly
12:13I'm not gonna even sit here and act like that doesn't hurt me
12:15because it does
12:16but
12:17I'm glad she did it
12:18I mean
12:21this is kind of what we both needed to get out of the toxic cycle we were in
12:26I find it interesting that your reaction to a pretty heavy clip is relief
12:33I mean
12:34it sucks
12:35it hurts
12:36like I don't
12:37like the thought of that is just
12:40mind boggling
12:41but
12:44and you can understand that she's probably had her mind boggled as well
12:49correct
12:50that says a lot too
12:52yeah
12:57let's run the second one
12:59okay
13:04did you think coming into this experience you'd be sleeping in a bed with some girl
13:09nope
13:14it's a hard watch
13:28fuck this chick
13:31it's all good
13:32honestly
13:34I'm not gonna even sit here
13:35like it's so hard to watch
13:36but
13:37I feel like this is like
13:38this is just what we needed
13:40okay
13:40like truthfully
13:41like I feel like I can just finally just be me
13:44and just focus on myself
13:45and
13:46really just do my own thing
13:47and I think I'll get a lot farther in life that way
13:50do you think there's any part of you that
13:52when you guys are at a final bonfire
13:54you'd be able to look across from one another
13:56and maybe as a couple
13:58find each other again
14:00I think
14:02in a perfect world
14:03uh
14:04yeah
14:05I mean
14:05I'm a very forgiving person
14:07if she could be
14:09forgiving of what I've done
14:10and we could move on
14:11and talk about it
14:13um
14:15I mean
14:16I love her to death
14:17I mean
14:18I would love to be with her
14:19but
14:20I just don't know
14:21if that's gonna end up happening
14:25I get it
14:26I get it
14:27and thanks for sharing
14:28and I'm sorry this was painful to watch
14:30no it's okay
14:33okay
14:34let's move on
14:35Cole
14:36you ready
14:37yep
14:38okay let's take a look
14:42I just think like energy is just such a big thing
14:45it is
14:46when I first started dating Cole
14:48he was like I've never heard the term energy
14:49I was like that's my life
14:52yeah
14:52you can only
14:54meet someone to the depth
14:56like they've met themselves
14:57that's literally it
14:58yeah
14:59Bradley I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe
15:04you're doing that
15:05I'm down for that
15:07I'm down for that
15:20I mean yeah what she brought up
15:22I've heard that story from her before
15:25she's all about energy
15:27the universe
15:28things like that
15:29I mean what she's kind of describing to him
15:31I mean it's not
15:33doesn't come off to me as like special though
15:34she said she wants to know be with me long term
15:37but she doesn't have
15:39that fiery connection
15:41you know that she's searching for
15:43and it hurts
15:44because she expressed it
15:45she had it in a prior relationship
15:47that was not good by any means
15:50and so it hurts
15:51I crossed every box for her
15:53except at times that like
15:55just fiery feeling
15:56well the fiery feeling is a big deal
15:58for sure
15:59and that it hurts that
16:00she had it with somebody else
16:02is a good sign
16:03yeah
16:04that it hurts you
16:05to think that somebody else
16:07lit the fire
16:10lets me know
16:11that there's an emotional part of you
16:13you've yet to
16:15really examine
16:18yeah
16:19do you want to see the second clip
16:25yeah let's rip it
16:27rip it
16:41your paint's gonna get all over my bikini
16:47he's like
16:49I see you
16:50he gets me
16:51and I'm like
16:53holy fuck
16:54like I don't have to settle
16:56exactly
17:04I don't like the term
17:05the word she used
17:06settle
17:07obviously
17:08you know
17:08I know the kind of man I am
17:10and what I you know
17:11bring
17:12to the table in the relationship
17:13and how good I do treat her
17:14and it sucks to be kind of hurt
17:16as you know
17:17something she'd be settling for
17:19what is the definition
17:20of the man you think
17:21you need to be
17:22I mean Scarlett
17:23a lot of times
17:24in our relationship
17:24uses this term
17:25masculine energy
17:26and she says
17:28in a good way
17:28or a bad way
17:29in a bad way
17:29she expresses
17:31that I don't have it
17:33I think masculinity
17:35is the wrong name for it
17:36and it's not fair to you
17:38because that's gonna send you down
17:40I'm alpha
17:40I climb mountains
17:42and slay dragons
17:43you know
17:43I'm that dude
17:44which you are
17:45yeah
17:46I suggest
17:47true masculine energy
17:49is the courage
17:50is the courage
17:50to be completely vulnerable
17:53yeah
17:57I'm not really sure
17:57what else I can do
17:58at this point
17:59like
17:59I'm just being
18:00I'm just being cold
18:01a lot of cold
18:02is fantastic
18:04I appreciate it
18:05I just want to access
18:06another level
18:07to save your relationship
18:09because I believe
18:10you love her
18:11a lot
18:12yeah
18:14okay
18:15uh
18:15summit
18:16yeah
18:17let's get into it
18:18my stomach
18:19alright
18:19let's take a look
18:20and not
18:25so
18:26you remember
18:27how you said
18:27you wanted me
18:27to write you
18:28those affirmations
18:29so I wrote you
18:30a couple
18:32I don't need
18:33to change a thing
18:34to be amazing
18:35you're so sweet
18:36you're literally
18:37like the sweetest man
18:38ever
18:39these are things
18:40that you should
18:40believe within yourself
18:42I'm made to think
18:43that I'm
18:44like too much
18:45or not enough
18:46of this
18:47and too much
18:47of that
18:48was that summit
18:49that made you feel
18:50yeah
18:51it's just like
18:52a mind fuck
18:54like there was
18:55a night where
18:55I was like
18:56in his room
18:57beside myself
18:58and his friends
19:00were outside
19:00with some random
19:01girls
19:02and he was like
19:03I'm gonna go
19:04hang out with them
19:05left me crying
19:07in his room
19:07went outside
19:09I watched him
19:10through the window
19:10where he was like
19:12dancing
19:13having so much fun
19:14while your girlfriend
19:15sitting upstairs
19:16sobbing
19:17how can you
19:18do that
19:18to someone you love
19:20it's like
19:21sociopath
19:30yeah I mean
19:31it's right on theme
19:33with
19:33my last two bonfires
19:35I'm here to like
19:37make sure Kaylee's the one
19:38and it sounds like
19:39she's here
19:40because she's
19:40I'm not fulfilling her
19:43and so it's like
19:44we're both just super
19:45unsure
19:46in the relationship
19:47and that sucks
19:48and that's scary
19:49feels like pressure
19:50doesn't it
19:51yeah it does
19:53do you think
19:54you're ready
19:54for forever
19:56well that's why
19:57I'm here
19:57you know
19:58is to decide
19:59if I am ready
19:59for forever
20:00I just don't want
20:02to like
20:02blink and it's all over
20:04and I want to squeeze
20:05the juice out of life
20:05as much as
20:06humanly possible
20:07and it's scary
20:09thinking that
20:10you know
20:10I'm just like
20:11not tied down
20:12tied down
20:13is the wrong word
20:15there's no wrong words
20:16as a matter of fact
20:17whatever comes
20:17out of your mouth
20:18first
20:18is what we work with
20:20so just don't edit
20:21okay tied down
20:23it's just
20:24I like Kaylee
20:25every second
20:26I love Kaylee
20:27every second
20:28that I need
20:29is what I'm trying
20:30to figure out
20:30you can't will
20:33commitment
20:36do you want
20:37to see more
20:41I don't
20:42probably want
20:42to see it
20:43no
20:44okay
20:46Mikey
20:47what's up
20:49what's up
20:49how are you
20:51I'm great
20:52thanks for asking
20:52let's
20:53let's work on you
20:54let's take a look
21:02god damn
21:08very intimate
21:11am I in trouble
21:16you just needed a hug
21:22what the fuck
21:24what the fuck
21:32oh
21:33what the fuck
21:41um
21:49wow
21:52wow
21:55wow
22:01Wow, my life is, my life is going to be different, and that's okay, it's okay for my life to
22:07be different.
22:12Look, I love her so much.
22:24I thought this was, I thought this was it for me.
22:28I thought it was, I thought it was going to be me and Sydney running into the sunset, and sometimes
22:34you have to go through certain things to know if she's the one.
22:39I don't want to offer false hope.
22:41Right.
22:42Because I don't know how things go, but I can tell you the only chance you have in life is
22:49to keep doing what you're doing to discover more about you, and at the end when you get to talk
22:53to one another, we'll see if that makes a difference.
22:57Yes, sir.
22:59Do you want to see the other clip?
23:01Let's do it.
23:02You sure?
23:03Positive.
23:05Okay, let's take a look.
23:13I put a big-ass heart on your back.
23:15Hey, that's all I need.
23:16Come on now.
23:17I don't even know what to say about Xavier anymore.
23:19Like, everything with him feels so natural, everything feels so genuine.
23:23He just makes me feel, like, seen and heard, and I feel like that's all a girl wants, and then.
23:30Fucking hilarious.
23:32Yeah.
23:33Oh.
23:35Oh.
23:35Oh.
23:36Shit.
23:37You know what?
23:38Yeah I want to do it man.
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, we'll do it again.
23:40Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
23:42Chill.
23:49yeah sexual um it's a very sexual connection there and it just kind it hurts like she's she's
24:00she's like two weeks ago she sat front row at my sister's wedding and she sat right next to my
24:05mom
24:05and she looked my mom in her eyes and said i love your son and that's not a woman that
24:11would do that
24:11to some like somebody that she loves i just want you to just be honest with me do you think
24:18it it do
24:20you do you think it's time for me to shut that door i just don't think it's that simple okay
24:27do i think
24:27she's experiencing a real connection with somebody mikey i think she is but do i think you shut a door
24:38hell no when we show up at these final bonfires if you've done the work you're a different person
24:47yeah that conversation doesn't resemble the conversations you've had in the past
24:53they're at another level yeah i'm just finally happy to to know what it is like
24:59she's not thinking about the gaining of the trust within the relationship she's gaining
25:04she's gaining something deeper from what i see with somebody else the thing about this place you
25:10come here saying these are the problems in my relationship i hate to tell you it's never what
25:18brings you here that's the actual problem yeah at least i can say i'm growing and learning and i wish
25:23there was a softer easier path for you yeah me too this is painful but it's okay well it's it's
25:31gonna be
25:32okay there you go all right gentlemen you've made it through another bonfire and it's a lot
25:38to process god damn i'm gonna let you go but there are some changes i need to let you know
25:44about
25:44when you come back to the villa tonight the temptation haven will be gone so what's next
25:52tomorrow you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your girlfriend
25:57now you can choose to do it where you can choose not to do it it's entirely up to you
26:02okay and so
26:05you know i'm giving the women the exact same choice which means some of you could receive a message from
26:11your girlfriends and some of you may not the decision will be theirs all right that's it guys good night
26:34i'm hurt i came in here i set my boundaries and i stuck with them and looks like sydney fell
26:42for
26:42temptation i'm kind of past the tears point of this because i'm like i got the answers i needed like
26:47it's black and white you can't fake that words you can you feel me get a little misconstrued but
26:54action she stood on business
27:03yeah i'm feeling hurt annoyed sad angry she was telling me not to hurt her little heart and crying
27:11and she's obviously doing things to hurt my heart and i don't even know if i'm on her fucking mind
27:16when
27:16she's going through this process with whatever bradley so it's for sure it's tough my girlfriend
27:22called me a sociopath did she say that word yeah how is that sociopath i wish i had your problems
27:28how am i a sociopath like i'm like very endearing and caring and i treat her like a princess and
27:34i do so much to try and make that woman happy and it doesn't work i don't know what to
27:42do
27:42i can't believe she's calling me a sociopath
27:49what hit hardest for me was just the fact that when i cheated she knows how i felt and
27:59i don't really see that in her i feel like she just took everything we've ever done together
28:04for granted and doesn't care go back to the crib i just want to go home if it's goodbye for
28:11me
28:11and you then it's goodbye for good
28:24every bonfire so far i feel like has been the exact same i have gotten no clarity and no answer
28:29so i just
28:30still really feel like i'm in the dark what i've wanted from this is the accountability but so far
28:38i haven't seen anything along those lines so it's really hard
28:45it's crazy how like your perspective changes as that's what scares me yeah at least i'm not going
28:51into this one blindsided yeah at least i'm not going into it like he's gonna cheat
28:58i know he's gonna cheat like i know what i'm gonna see yeah i'm going into this bonfire prepared
29:04i know jack was the one who set those red lights off i can't tell y'all what this man's
29:08capable of
29:08he's capable of it all
29:21obviously there's a fear that i'm gonna see something from summit that i don't want to see
29:26i think i've been just like working on myself to improve our relationship and if i'm not seeing
29:33that from him i'm going to be really frustrated
29:41honestly i feel like after the first bonfire you know i stated that i was done with mikey and i
29:46was
29:46i said that because i wanted to be able to stand on that but it's always hard going back to
29:51these
29:51bonfires you know hearing him talk hearing him laugh seeing him smile like all those things that
29:57would usually bring me joy don't anymore
30:09good to see you all good to see you too welcome back to the bonfire you guys have done some
30:16amazing
30:16work in the bonfires we've had coming up to today tonight's gonna be a little different
30:25here's how it's gonna work you're gonna see a clip just like we've done before
30:29and we'll talk about it just like we've done before
30:32and then after that you're gonna have an option you can choose to see more
30:40a second clip
30:45got it got it we'll start with kaylee
30:53it feels like i'm sacrificing a lot yeah to like be in the relationship with kaylee like i just don't
31:00really know what i can do differently to be like yeah appreciated it's like go out there and find
31:08this like perfect boyfriend that you keep talking about yeah clearly it's not me right instead of
31:13putting me through this and trying to change me and more like why are you dating me if i'm such
31:17a
31:17shitty boyfriend yeah it's exhausting
31:25okay okay he's said that to me many times it shows me that he is still in denial of where
31:34the
31:34relationship is lacking and he's not learning anything what have you defined you want your
31:42relationship to be are you ready for that next level of forever is that why you're that's what you want
31:48yes of course i want someone that wants to be with me and wants to put in the effort to
31:54make that
31:55work not someone that just takes the back seat and wants it to be easy it looks like he doesn't
32:01want
32:01to put in that hard work to make it work and it makes me wonder like do you love me
32:07enough
32:08if that's so hard for you to do the bare minimum it's not a lot to ask no
32:19okay have you seen enough
32:26i'll see another one okay let's watch the next clip
32:35oh my god oh my god
33:04disrespectful
33:07That is not showing me him making any effort at all
33:10towards the relationship.
33:12And that makes you feel how?
33:15Makes me feel worthless.
33:18Hmm.
33:19You're not worthless.
33:20You're not worthless.
33:23You're not worthless.
33:25You are a prize.
33:27You are somebody's forever.
33:30And you started the process of defining it,
33:34recognizing it, making space for it,
33:37and demanding it.
33:38Yes.
33:39I will demand that.
33:42I'm going to have a lot of questions for that boy
33:44when I see him.
33:46And I did call him a boy for a reason.
33:52Okay.
33:54Cheyenne?
33:56You ready?
33:57I'm ready.
33:59Let's take a look.
34:00Yeah.
34:04Where did you go?
34:05In there with me?
34:07Oh, my God.
34:08Is anyone going to see us?
34:11That's so messy.
34:13Let's go.
34:14Let's hurry up.
34:19Oh, my God.
34:24This is so bad, Jack.
34:26You're crazy.
34:27No.
34:30Are you trying to swim?
34:31Of course.
34:34I'm a bra.
34:36Jack.
34:37You're crazy.
34:46That's Jack.
34:48I mean, he's showed me that since the first bonfire,
34:51so I'm not surprised that I'm continuing to get the same shit from him.
34:56This is what I get with him,
34:58and I'm glad that he's showing the whole world who he is,
35:01because this is Jack.
35:03So who's Cheyenne?
35:07I don't know.
35:08Well, what have you learned so far about you?
35:12Um, I've learned...
35:16You're the coolest person I've ever met.
35:18She's a fucking mess.
35:19Like, what?
35:20Well, the girls make me feel like I'm, like, the best person ever.
35:23Because you are.
35:24They made it, yeah.
35:25I don't know.
35:26I'm realizing that I am fun,
35:29and I can have fun without Jack,
35:32and there's way more out there.
35:34Besides these three women supporting you,
35:37anybody else in the house helping you through this?
35:41Mark.
35:45Um, yeah, so I have a BFF of the house.
35:49His name's Preston,
35:49and, yeah, he's been helping me get through it.
35:52I'm maybe 20 feet from you,
35:53but I can feel you blushing from here.
35:55I'm not.
35:58Okay.
35:58I'm not.
35:59No, yeah, he's just a great guy.
36:00He's your BFF.
36:01He's my BFF.
36:02Yeah.
36:03So I know you've thought about
36:06not, I think I'm falling in love with Preston.
36:08I want to be with him.
36:09I think you've thought about
36:10what would it be like with a guy like that?
36:12So what do you want in a partner?
36:15What have you discovered that you want
36:17that you're not getting?
36:19I want respect.
36:20I want my partner to respect me
36:23and love me and provide for me
36:26and just make me feel like
36:28I'm the most beautiful person in the world.
36:29I want him to scream my name from the mountaintops
36:32and make me feel like I'm worth
36:35more than what Jack does.
36:38And I think I'm already starting to know
36:41that there's other people out there
36:42that are better than him.
36:44So, are you done or you want to see more?
36:52I'm good.
36:52I've seen everything that I need to see.
36:54Jack has hurt me enough.
36:56These clips stick with me
36:57for, like, the next days after.
37:00And I don't want to see any more.
37:02I don't want to see him, period.
37:03Like, I don't ever.
37:05I don't want to see him ever again.
37:07I've seen enough.
37:09Your decision.
37:10I honor your decision.
37:12That's my decision.
37:15Sidney, you ready?
37:16I'm ready.
37:18Let's take a look.
37:22All right, then we got to get him.
37:23Yes!
37:25Oh, oh, oh!
37:26What'd they know?
37:26Oh.
37:27Okay.
37:28I'm scared of India.
37:30Hey, hey!
37:31Bad news.
37:32Bad news.
37:33You got to resist temptation.
37:36And you got to see the temptation
37:38in order to resist.
37:39You have to see the temptation
37:40in order to resist it.
37:41That's real.
37:42That's true.
37:43That's real.
37:43And I feel like I saw this temptation
37:45and I resisted it.
37:48That's good.
37:49I'm glad that he has, you know,
37:52respect in what our values were
37:54in terms of not touching.
37:56But at the end of the day,
37:57it doesn't change anything.
37:59Could it be that subconsciously
38:02you were looking for a reason
38:03to say, I'm done?
38:07Honestly, Mark, not at all.
38:09Because he's not being
38:11who I need him to be.
38:12The first thing he said
38:14in the first two days
38:15was, I'm, my biggest fear
38:17is falling for one of you.
38:18I'm going to shoot my shot with India.
38:20And I'm like, whoa,
38:21that's not what we came here for
38:22and that's not what you told me.
38:23How much of your ability to say that
38:25has to do with what you've found?
38:30So much.
38:31Let's just start there.
38:33The night after,
38:34I believe it was the first bonfire,
38:36the guys made us some cards.
38:38And my card from Xavier,
38:40like, you could tell
38:41he had took his time
38:42designing it and everything.
38:44And it was a little prize.
38:45And I had told him, like,
38:46I always, I want to be the prize.
38:48And it was like, peel here.
38:50I peeled it back.
38:51And it said,
38:52you're the prize, Sydney.
38:54Oh.
38:55So, like, seeing that,
38:56it's like,
38:57thank you for seeing me.
38:59Like, Jesus, it's amazing.
39:01So now,
39:02no pressure on you,
39:04but
39:06could this be a real thing?
39:09Yeah.
39:10It definitely could be a real thing.
39:12It could.
39:13I would love that.
39:14He's a great guy.
39:15Just exploring our connection,
39:17I feel more comfortable
39:19and it definitely could turn
39:21into something real.
39:22All right.
39:22Let's see where that goes.
39:24Want to see more?
39:32I've seen what I needed to see,
39:34what I came to the island to see,
39:36and
39:37I'm good where I'm at.
39:39Promise.
39:39I'm good where I'm at.
39:41All right.
39:42That leaves Scarlett.
39:44Let's see where Cole's at.
39:49I feel like she just doesn't got me,
39:50you know?
39:51And she always prides herself
39:52on my team
39:53and, like,
39:54getting each other's backs.
39:55And I'm just like,
39:56I don't feel like she has my back right now.
39:57I have hers.
39:59Yeah.
40:01It hurts, bro.
40:02Yeah.
40:03I mean,
40:04just feel like she doesn't care.
40:05It just fucking rubs me
40:06in the wrong way, man.
40:10I'm solid with that chick.
40:12I have so much to give,
40:14so much to offer.
40:16My girlfriend's like,
40:17I don't even know
40:17if they fucking even see that.
40:19Yeah.
40:21I'm sick of just every night
40:22going to bed,
40:22just staring at the fucking ceiling,
40:24can't fall asleep for, like, hours,
40:25and then
40:26waking up in the morning,
40:27food doesn't even look good.
40:28Like, anything,
40:29I'm just like,
40:29yeah, what are we doing
40:30so I can just take my,
40:31hopefully take my mind off it.
40:32And I just hope the sun goes down
40:34and I can fall asleep
40:34and wake up next day
40:35and just keep ticking off days now.
40:36Yeah.
40:47I mean,
40:48kind of what I've been saying all along.
40:51Since being here,
40:52like, one of the things
40:52that has become so clear
40:53when I talk about
40:54the missing piece,
40:55like, that's it.
40:56Like, I just want to see
40:58if he can go deeper
40:59and, like, express to him
41:00that, like,
41:00I have pinpointed,
41:02I think this is the root
41:03of everything
41:05and, like,
41:05can you meet me there?
41:07And then, you know,
41:08if he can't,
41:09then that's the answer
41:09I don't think
41:10we'll ever align on it.
41:11Where does that leave you?
41:13I'm confused
41:15because he has
41:16so many amazing qualities
41:17that I do love.
41:19What do you do?
41:20Do you give up
41:22lack of depth
41:24for someone
41:24that truly just
41:25loves you
41:27with their entire being?
41:29Or do you have someone
41:30that half-assed loves you
41:32but goes deeper?
41:34Are those our only choices?
41:35No.
41:36So what you're saying is
41:38there's no one else
41:38who's going to love you
41:39as deeply as that?
41:40I mean, there probably is,
41:42but I don't want to go looking.
41:47Then one might argue
41:49that you're playing it
41:50as surface as he appears to be.
41:55I think it's just scary.
41:57So before I go any further,
41:58do you want to see more?
42:07Okay.
42:08I have some thoughts.
42:10The thing I get most worried about
42:12in any relationship
42:13is acquiescence.
42:16He's pretty great.
42:17Yeah.
42:19He leaves me feeling
42:21worried every time
42:22he leaves the house
42:22and I can't have
42:23a deep conversation with him
42:24and I'm never sure
42:25if I can trust him,
42:27but he's pretty great
42:28and he really, really loves me.
42:32Yeah.
42:33Not what I want.
42:34So what do you want?
42:36I want my soul
42:38to be set on fire.
42:40Okay.
42:42I'm down for that.
42:43Yeah.
42:44Is Cole the guy
42:45who can set your soul on fire?
42:51It says a lot
42:52that you don't have
42:52an answer for that yet.
42:54I don't have the answer.
42:57Well, you've got
42:58some choices to make.
43:02Okay, you guys,
43:02we made it through
43:03another one together.
43:04Good for you.
43:05When you return
43:06to the villa tonight,
43:07there's going to be
43:07a little change, okay?
43:11The temptation haven
43:13will be gone.
43:14Thank the Lord.
43:16For some of you,
43:18it served its purpose
43:19and for others of you,
43:20it hasn't served at all,
43:22but nonetheless,
43:22it's done.
43:24So, what's next?
43:27It's time to decide
43:28if there's something
43:30on your heart,
43:32something you want
43:33to share with your boyfriend,
43:35because tomorrow,
43:37you'll have the chance
43:38to record a 30-second video message
43:40for your boyfriend.
43:42Now, you can choose to do it
43:45or you can choose
43:46not to do it.
43:47That decision
43:48is entirely yours.
43:50And just so you know,
43:52I'll be giving
43:52the same choice to the men,
43:54so you may receive
43:55a video clip
43:56or you may not.
43:58That decision
43:59will be theirs.
44:01I appreciate all four of you.
44:02That's it.
44:04Thank you, Mark.
44:05Good night, you guys.
44:06Good night.
44:07Good night.
44:07Good night.
44:13I'm just, like,
44:14really struggling
44:14with the thought right now
44:16that Cole and I
44:16might not be meant
44:17for one another.
44:18I feel like Bradley
44:20and I communicate
44:21without even speaking,
44:22and Cole and I,
44:25I mean,
44:25we can't even communicate
44:27with words.
44:29I know Cole
44:31means well,
44:32but some things
44:34you just can't force,
44:36and that is
44:39a soulful connection.
44:42Was it an illusion?
44:47Like, it's just like
44:48you're sitting there
44:49enjoying yourself,
44:50like, running around naked,
44:52having so much fun.
44:55Like, I'm just glad
44:56that...
44:56It made me feel
44:57like I didn't exist.
44:59Whenever I ask
45:00for an ounce of more effort,
45:03that's what I'm met with,
45:04is go find someone else
45:06that can give you that.
45:08And to hear him
45:09still saying that
45:10is just, like,
45:11a slap in the face.
45:12It's like,
45:13when are you
45:13gonna step up?
45:22Mikey's a good person.
45:23You know what I'm saying?
45:24Yeah.
45:24In the sense of, like,
45:25him, like,
45:26resisting that,
45:27but it's like,
45:28choose me every fucking time.
45:29Yeah.
45:30Seeing the clips
45:31is, like,
45:32showing me
45:33that I'm moving on
45:34and that I don't feel
45:35the same way.
45:36I accepted the bare minimum
45:38for a very long time
45:40from Mikey,
45:41and I want more
45:42for myself.
45:44Wait,
45:45do you guys think
45:45he's gonna send me a video?
45:47Oh, yeah.
45:48I think he will.
45:50I am realizing
45:52with this experience
45:52that Jack was never
45:53worth my time.
45:55I've been looking
45:56for someone in Jack
45:58that he just,
45:59he can't get.
46:18I really hope
46:20that I can see, like,
46:21some sort of proof
46:24that he has been
46:25putting in the work
46:26and digging a little deeper.
46:28I'm tired of feeling
46:30like I'm fighting
46:31for this relationship
46:32so much more than he is.
46:34I still am holding
46:36on to so much hope,
46:37and I still think
46:38that there is a chance
46:41for this to work.
46:43I'm just at my point
46:44of, like,
46:45knowing what my line is
46:46for when I'm not
46:47gonna go forward.
46:49But that doesn't stop me
46:51from still loving him
46:53and hoping for the best.
46:56Okay.
47:07Baby girl,
47:09I love and miss you
47:10beyond words.
47:12Not a moment passes by
47:13where I don't think
47:14of your big,
47:15beautiful blue eyes
47:15and your little head
47:16nestled up on my chest.
47:18This experience
47:19is more emotional
47:20than I ever
47:20could have imagined.
47:22The clips I've seen
47:23during the bonfire
47:24make it nearly unbearable.
47:26I'm proud that I've
47:27never put you down.
47:28That's why it makes
47:29it all the much harder
47:30to see the way
47:31you speak of me
47:32so poorly.
47:34I'm worried that
47:35you're not proud
47:36of the man I am.
47:37I don't care about
47:38our past.
47:39I just care about
47:40us and our future.
47:41I just want us
47:42to be happy.
47:59I love Summit so much,
48:02but if he's saying
48:03the past is the past
48:04and I don't know
48:05if he has fully,
48:07you know,
48:09realized,
48:09like,
48:10the things that you
48:12have said and done
48:12to me will leave
48:14a scar on me
48:15for the rest of my life.
48:17I want him to just
48:18admit, like,
48:21what I did was
48:22in the past
48:24was not right
48:25and I'm going to be
48:26a better man now.
48:29That's all I want.
48:31Like, tell me
48:32you're just going to
48:34be better.
48:35Things might not work
48:37out the way
48:37that I had hoped.
48:48The weight of this
48:49video message today,
48:51it could make or break
48:52our relationship.
48:53I just want to be
48:54enough for somebody.
48:55But from what I've been
48:57seeing from the bonfires,
48:58I don't love the things
48:59she's saying about me.
49:00I just don't get how
49:02it's constructive.
49:03I don't get what
49:05we're working on here.
49:06Sometimes it feels like
49:08as hard as it is,
49:09the only way out
49:10is out.
49:18Hi, Summit.
49:20Um, I have been
49:23seriously taking
49:24this opportunity
49:25to reflect on myself
49:27and learn so much
49:28and I have such
49:30a new outlook on life
49:31and I'm so excited
49:33for you to see
49:33that side of me.
49:34But I also want you
49:37to remember
49:37what we came here for.
49:39This isn't just about
49:41resisting temptation.
49:43We came here together
49:45to dig a little deeper
49:46and realize
49:47why things aren't working
49:49and figure out
49:50how to make them work.
49:52And so far,
49:53I just feel like
49:54I haven't seen that
49:56from you.
49:57I'm so tired of feeling
49:58like I am fighting
50:00so much harder
50:01than you are
50:02for this relationship
50:03to work
50:04and I'm tired
50:05of feeling like
50:06I have to prove myself
50:07over and over again.
50:11I need to see
50:12more from you.
50:14I want us to come
50:16out of this
50:16as the amazing
50:18Kalian Summit
50:19that I know
50:20we can be
50:22and that's not
50:23going to happen
50:23if we don't start
50:24to make some changes
50:25and I do not
50:27want this
50:28to all be
50:29for nothing.
50:36What can I say
50:38to make you
50:40see my side?
50:44What can I do
50:46to show you now?
50:49This is just
50:50kind of, you know,
50:51some of the best
50:52I've felt.
50:54I have gotten
50:55clarity on what
50:57I need to do
50:58the rest of this process.
51:00I need to better
51:01myself for her
51:02and for me
51:03and if at the end
51:05we like the people
51:06we've become
51:09then we're going
51:10to be perfect
51:10and happy
51:11and live together
51:12forever
51:12and get a wiener dog
51:13and move in together.
51:14If we don't like
51:16how we've changed
51:18and who we've become
51:20we cut ties right there
51:21and then we move on.
51:23All I know
51:25is what I've lost
51:27has changed
51:29I mean I'm pretty anxious
51:31obviously there's a lot
51:31on the line
51:32like I love this girl
51:33and so I hope
51:34in the video
51:34it's nothing like
51:35wishy-washy
51:36it's like
51:36definitely get some
51:37insight into where
51:38her head's at.
51:39I mean I've never
51:39felt this far from her
51:41you know ever.
51:42I think if she really
51:43loves me
51:44and she wants
51:44to be with me
51:46yeah this video
51:47message from her
51:48needs to really
51:50portray that.
51:58Cole
51:59I want to start
52:01this by saying
52:02everything I say
52:03I say
52:04with love.
52:05I truly wish
52:07coming into this
52:08that we had not
52:09set such
52:10strict boundaries.
52:12I feel that you've been
52:15so hyper fixated
52:16on the no cheating
52:18that you're actually
52:19missing the big picture.
52:21This is a huge opportunity
52:23for growth.
52:24You know I have been
52:26expressing for months
52:27that I feel that we are
52:28lacking in trust
52:30in transparency
52:31in communication
52:32and in depth.
52:33I just feel let down
52:36to see that there
52:37has been no inner work
52:38there's been no
52:39accountability
52:40there's been no
52:42depth in your journey
52:43here.
52:44I am diving in
52:45over here.
52:46I am getting to know
52:47people and through
52:48getting to know
52:49these people
52:50I'm getting to know
52:51myself.
52:52We can't leave here
52:53as a couple
52:54if we leave
52:55the same way
52:56that we arrived.
52:57So please
52:58put in the effort
52:59know why I'm
53:00doing the same
53:01and I love you.
53:06I don't want to
53:07look back
53:08and wonder why
53:12And it hurts like hell
53:14to know how hard
53:15we try
53:16I was hoping her message
53:17would be a little
53:17more heartfelt
53:18more like I miss you.
53:20At the end of the day
53:21it's like I'm a good guy
53:22I treat you well
53:22I love you
53:23like what else
53:25am I supposed to do
53:26you know
53:26like I bring a lot
53:27to the table.
53:41Nicole and I both
53:42deserve to feel
53:44fully fulfilled.
53:46The last few days
53:47I have had
53:49a lot more clarity.
53:51I would love
53:52love if
53:53we came back together
53:55and like there was
53:56all of this depth
53:57and growth
53:58but I just don't know
54:01how much could have
54:02actually changed.
54:05If it just is
54:07what it is
54:08I'm not ready
54:10to call it quits
54:13Hi, Mom,
54:14my most precious angel.
54:15This process
54:16has been one of
54:17the hardest things
54:17I've ever gone through
54:18emotionally
54:19and I just want you
54:20to know there's been
54:20so much depth
54:21and growth
54:21in this experience
54:22and I can't wait
54:23to show you.
54:24I miss you so much.
54:26I want you to know
54:27that my loyalty
54:27lies with you
54:28and your most precious
54:29heart has always been
54:30top of mind
54:31in all the decisions
54:31that I've made.
54:33I've seen some things
54:34in the bonfire
54:35that have definitely
54:35caused some pain
54:36and suffering
54:37and confusion to me
54:39but just know
54:40how much I love you
54:41and how much I want us.
54:42I just miss your scent,
54:43I miss your smell,
54:44I miss your touch.
54:45I just see us
54:46in our kitchen right now
54:47listening to our favorite
54:48Shani Twain song
54:49dancing around
54:50going for a walk
54:51snuggling in bed
54:52with our little ankle wrap.
54:53I love you so much
54:55and I can't wait
54:56to see you soon.
54:57Always, Colt.
54:58I'm losing control
55:00You played your role
55:02Didn't take it
55:04You stole
55:04This part of me
55:07We never fit the mold
55:09This love won't grow
55:11Cause we laid it to rest
55:14Where hearts don't beat
55:15Seeing Cole
55:17and just
55:18hearing his voice
55:20it actually broke my heart.
55:24He obviously
55:25still really wants this.
55:29Meanwhile, like,
55:30I've realized
55:30what is truly missing.
55:32Oh, God.
55:35Are you okay?
55:37Oh, my God.
55:39I don't know.
55:40I think, like,
55:41the reality of everything
55:44is setting in
55:46and, like,
55:46I truly don't know
55:47I don't know
55:48what's next
55:48and I think that
55:49that just, like,
55:50hurts my heart.
55:53I'm scared
55:53I'm not getting
55:55things right
55:56Of who I really am
55:59On the inside
56:02What if hell
56:04I feel sick
56:05Denying myself
56:09Like, you looked sad
56:11And I think
56:14I'm so tired
56:17Just makes me feel like
56:19Love is back and forth
56:22There's too many doors
56:24Has anyone found
56:26what they're looking for
56:28And I
56:32I want to feel free
56:35I want to feel free
56:36But the more that I try
56:40A part of me does
56:42Cause being alive
56:45Always feels like
56:46It's killing me
56:53Cause being alive
56:56Always feels like
56:58It's killing me
57:00The last place
57:01I don't know
57:02I don't know
57:03I don't know
57:03But the more that I care
57:04Want to be whitezystic
57:05know I don't
57:06know Cause staying I
57:09know I don't
57:09know I don't
57:09You
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