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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 06
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00:16To be continued...
00:42To be continued...
01:00You know, if she wanted other stuff, like, it's hard to act like there's not something there.
01:08It's like our bodies want to make some waves.
01:13Oh, I got that sexy song to switch and crave.
01:19You're a giant.
01:21Oh, my God.
01:37Oh, my God.
01:39Good job.
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04:09i think he needs to really find himself here first but it was so refreshing and like a breath of
04:16fresh
04:16air to hear him actually be emotional yeah i want to i just want a hug i feel like you
04:23need a hug
04:23really bad
04:45are you talking about me i told you that
04:50i know you i know you're talking about me i like sydney a lot and um i'm just looking forward
04:58to
04:58seeing uh more of a romantic or potential like physical situation
05:07something's falling into place
05:10am i in trouble
05:19you just needed a hug
05:41i was wondering when it was gonna happen yeah it was great
05:47this love feels like home
05:52real
06:01i'm fucking crying
06:03what are you crying about
06:07did you just kiss me
06:08i did i did
06:13i could see myself leaving temptation island with xavier
06:19i'm crying
06:21jesus you make me nervous
06:23you make me nervous
06:31hit me
06:31that water looks so good
06:33hit me
06:37oh no
06:39hi everybody
06:40oh here we go
06:43mar
06:44there he is what's up how are you
06:50hi
06:51hi
06:53i snuck up on you
06:55hi everybody how are you
06:58so the reason i dropped by is to let you know
07:01tonight uh i'm gonna see you at a bonfire
07:06should we say it together
07:07yeah
07:08tonight
07:08you have another bonfire
07:11tonight's another bonfire
07:15we're getting down to it
07:17and now
07:17well the stakes are higher
07:21right
07:22so
07:23you got the rest of the day to kind of get your head around that
07:26it's not something
07:27you should dread
07:28it's uh actually
07:29there's a point where
07:30you start leaning into it
07:32because it's less comfortable to not know
07:34than it is to get the answers that you need
07:36right
07:37even if it's painful to see it
07:39the only way out
07:40is through it
07:43i look forward to talking to you guys
07:45all right
07:45thank you mark
07:46thank you
07:47you're right
07:47thank you mark
07:49take it easy on us mark
07:51i'll take it as it comes
07:54i don't know why i'm like so anxious for this one
07:56i know
07:57i know
07:57i have like a pit in my stomach that i haven't had
08:00i can just see where what i've seen could escalate
08:03and that's what's freaking me out
08:04yeah
08:06yeah it gives you like a sick feeling for sure
08:08yeah
08:14i know dude
08:15i can't keep doing shit
08:16i know
08:17we're ready for this
08:18yeah
08:19we've got this
08:20and we got each other
08:21yeah
08:21most importantly
08:22yep
08:23look at it
08:25one two three
08:26bonfire
08:27oh god
08:28it's the worst cheer i've ever been a part of
08:30sucks
08:31ah
08:36burning the oil
08:43i'm not worried about what jack's gonna see
08:46he's gonna see me making out with preston
08:49he's gonna see me going into the haven with preston
08:51he's gonna see me and preston having a sleepover
08:53and i can't wait
09:03the first two bonfires
09:05they haven't been comparable to some of the other guys
09:07but i think going in every bonfire you're still kind of shit in your pants
09:11since the last bonfire
09:13our light has gone off twice
09:15it's going to be a very difficult bonfire for everyone
09:21and especially i think one or two individuals
09:28i feel like it just gets worse and worse every time
09:30i'm obviously super stressed to what i'm gonna see
09:33but we're both here to figure out our relationship as a whole
09:36and i'm just gonna take everything with a grain of salt
09:39and keep my head high
09:56i definitely feel as if
09:58what i'm about to see is gonna bring emotions of jealousy
10:03i feel like the worst case scenario is seeing sydney do some sexual shit
10:07it's like how you moving that fast
10:09i mean no sense
10:15y'all sup sup sup sup
10:25welcome back to the bonfire
10:27by now you know what this is
10:30you're gonna see clips of your girlfriend's experience tonight
10:33and then we'll talk about it
10:37but tonight we're gonna do things a little different
10:44normally you'd watch a single clip of your girlfriend
10:47but tonight i'm gonna give you a choice
10:51after your first clip
10:52you'll have the option to go deeper
10:55a second clip
11:00you can choose to watch it if you think that'll help you
11:04you can choose not to watch it if you think that's something you'd like to avoid
11:08it's entirely up to you
11:14jack we'll start with you tonight
11:16perfect
11:17you good i'm good okay let's take a look
11:24all right let's take a look
11:25all right let me get you there
11:36straight to it okay
11:48you good
11:51you just know what to do
12:02what comes up for you
12:06finally
12:07honestly
12:13i'm not gonna even sit here and act like that doesn't hurt me because it does but
12:17uh i'm glad she did it i mean
12:21this is kind of what we both needed to get out of the toxic cycle we were in
12:26i find it interesting that your reaction to a pretty heavy clip is relief
12:33i mean it sucks it hurts like i don't like the thought of that is just mind boggling but
12:44and you can understand that she's probably had her mind boggled as well
12:48correct
12:50that says a lot too
12:52yeah
12:57let's run the second one
12:59okay
13:04did you think coming into this experience you'd be sleeping in a bit with some girl
13:14it's a hard watch
13:18like giant
13:28fuck this chick dude
13:31it's all good
13:32honestly
13:33i'm not gonna even sit here like it's so hard to watch but
13:36i feel like this is like this is just what we needed
13:39okay like truthfully like i feel like it can just finally just be me
13:43and just focus on myself and really just do my own thing and i think i'll get a lot farther
13:49in life that way
13:50do you think there's any part of you that when you guys are at a final bonfire
13:54you'd be able to look across from one another and maybe as a couple
13:58find each other again
14:00i think in a perfect world uh yeah i mean i'm a very forgiving person if she could be forgiving
14:10of what i've done and we could move on and talk about it
14:15um i mean i mean i love her to death i mean i would love to be with her but
14:19i just don't know if that's gonna end up happening
14:25i get it
14:26i get it and thanks for sharing and i'm sorry this was painful to watch
14:29no it's okay
14:33okay let's move on
14:35cole you ready
14:36yep
14:37okay let's take a look
14:42i just think like energy is just such a big thing
14:45it is
14:46when i first started dating cole he was like i've never heard the term energy
14:49i was like that's my life
14:52yeah
14:52you can only
14:54meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves
14:57that's literally it
14:58yeah
14:59bradley i dare you to kiss scarlet's toe
15:04you're doing that
15:05i'm down for that
15:07i'm down for that
15:20i mean yeah what she brought up i've i've heard that story from her before
15:25she's all about energy uh the universe things like that
15:29i mean what she's kind of describing to him i mean it's not
15:32doesn't come off to me as like special though
15:34she said she wants to you know be with me long term
15:37but she doesn't have that fiery connection
15:41you know that she's searching for
15:43and it hurts because she expressed it she had it in a prior relationship
15:47that was not good by any means and so it hurts
15:51i crossed every box for her except at times that like just fiery feeling
15:56well the fiery feeling is a big deal
15:58for sure
15:59and that it hurts that some she had it with somebody else is a good sign
16:03yeah
16:03that it hurts you to think that somebody else lit the fire
16:10lets me know that there's an emotional part of you
16:13you've yet to really examine
16:17yeah
16:19do you want to see the second clip
16:25yeah let's rip it
16:27rip it
16:33just make me look sick yeah yeah it does
16:42your paint's gonna get all over my bikini
16:47he's like i see you he gets me what you're going through
16:52and i'm like holy fuck like i don't have to settle
17:04i don't like the term the word she used settle obviously
17:08you know i know the kind of man i am and what i you know bring
17:12to the table in the relationship and how good i do treat her
17:14and it sucks to be kind of hurt as you know something she'd be settling for
17:18what is the definition of the man you think you need to be
17:22i mean scarlet a lot of times in our relationship uses this term
17:25masculine energy and she says in a good way or bad way
17:29in a bad way she expresses that i don't have it
17:33i think masculinity is the wrong name for it and it's not fair to you
17:38because that's going to send you down i'm alpha
17:40i climb mountains and slay dragons you know i'm that dude
17:43which you are
17:45yeah
17:56i'm not really sure what else i can do at this point like i'm just being i'm just being cold
18:01a lot of cold is fantastic i appreciate it i just want to access another level to save your relationship
18:09because i believe you love her a lot
18:12yeah
18:15okay uh summit
18:17yeah let's let's get into it my stomachs all right let's take a look
18:20in knots
18:26so remember how you said you wanted me to write you those affirmations
18:28mm-hmm
18:29so i wrote you a couple
18:32i don't need to change a thing to be amazing
18:35you're so sweet you're literally like the sweetest man ever
18:39these are things that you should believe within yourself
18:41i'm made to think that i'm like too much or not enough of this and too much of that
18:48was that summit that made you feel the way
18:50yeah
18:51it's just like a mind to fuck
18:54like there was a night where i was like in his room beside myself and his friends were outside
19:00with some random girls and he was like i'm gonna go hang out with them left me crying in his
19:07room
19:08went outside i watched him through the window where he was like dancing having so much fun
19:14while your girlfriend's sitting upstairs sobbing how can you do that to someone you love
19:30uh yeah i mean it's right on theme with my last two bonfires
19:35i'm here to like make sure kaylee's the one and it sounds like she's here because she's
19:40i'm not fulfilling her
19:43and so it's like we're both just super unsure in the relationship and that sucks and that's scary
19:49feels like pressure doesn't it yeah it does
19:53do you think you're ready for forever
19:56well that's why i'm here you know is to decide if i am ready for forever
20:00i just don't want to like blink and it's all over and i want to squeeze the juice out of
20:05life as much
20:06as humanly possible and it's scary thinking that you know i'm just like not tied down tied down is
20:13the wrong word there's no wrong words as a matter of fact whatever comes out of your mouth first
20:18is what we work with so just don't edit okay tied down it's just i like kaylee every second i
20:26love
20:26kaylee every second that i need is what i'm trying to figure out you can't will commitment
20:36do you want to see more
20:41i don't probably want to see it though no okay mikey what's up what's up how are you i'm great
20:51thanks
20:52for asking let's let's work on you let's take a look
21:02god damn
21:08very intimate
21:11you're buying trouble
21:16you just needed a hug
21:22what the fuck
21:24what the fuck
21:32oh
21:33oh
21:42um
21:50wow
21:53wow
21:55wow
22:01wow
22:01my life is my life is going to be different and that's okay it's okay for my life to be
22:07different
22:24i thought this was it for me i thought it was i thought it was going to be me and
22:30sydney running
22:31into the sunset and sometimes you have to go through certain things to know if she's the one
22:39i don't want to offer false hope right because i don't know how things go
22:45but i can tell you the only chance you have
22:47in life
22:49is to keep doing what you're doing to discover more about you
22:52and at the end when you get to talk to one another
22:55we'll see if that makes a difference
22:57yes sir
22:58do you want to see the other clip
23:01let's do it
23:02you sure
23:03positive
23:05okay let's take a look
23:13i put a big ass heart on your back
23:15hey that's all i need come on now
23:17i don't even know what to say about xavier anymore like everything with him feels so natural
23:21everything feels so genuine
23:23he just makes me feel like seen in her and i feel like that's all a girl wants and then
23:29that's all i do
23:31watching hilarious
23:35oh shit oh oh shit oh yeah okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay
23:49yeah it's sexual um it's a very sexual connection there and it just kind it hurts like she's she's
24:00she's like two weeks ago she sat front row at my sister's wedding and she sat right next to my
24:05mom
24:06and she looked my mom in her eyes and said i love your son and that's not a woman that
24:10would do that to some like somebody that she loves
24:16i just want you to just be honest with me do you think it it do you do you think
24:21it's time
24:22for me to shut that door i just don't think it's that simple okay do i think she's experiencing
24:28a real connection with somebody mikey i think she is but do i think you shut a door hell no
24:40when we show up at these final bonfires if you've done the work you're a different person
24:47yeah that conversation doesn't resemble the conversations you've had in the past
24:53they're at another level yeah i'm just finally happy to to know what it is like
24:59she's not thinking about the gaining of the trust within the relationship she's gaining
25:03she's gaining something deeper from what i see with somebody else the thing about this place
25:09you come here saying these are the problems in my relationship
25:14i hate to tell you it's never what brings you here that's the actual problem yeah at least i can
25:20say i'm
25:21growing and learning and i wish there was a softer easier path for you yeah me too this is painful
25:28but it's okay well it's it's gonna be okay there you go all right gentlemen you've made it through
25:36another bonfire it's a lot to process god damn i'm gonna let you go but there are some changes i
25:43need
25:43to let you know about when you come back to the villa tonight the temptation haven will be gone
25:49so what's next tomorrow you'll have the chance to record a 30 second video message for your girlfriend
25:57now you can choose to do it where you can choose not to do it it's entirely up to you
26:02okay
26:04and so you know i'm giving the women the exact same choice which means some of you could receive
26:10a message from your girlfriends and some of you may not the decision will be theirs
26:16all right that's it guys good night i didn't see i didn't see this coming
26:26came here in love but that's not how we'll leave them
26:31ah damn it i'm hurt i came in here i set my boundaries and i stuck with them
26:40and looks like sydney fell for temptation
26:43i'm kind of past the tears point of this because i'm like i got the answers i needed like
26:47it's black and white you can't fake that words you can you feel me get a little misconstrued but
26:54action she stood on business
27:03yeah i'm feeling hurt annoyed sad angry she was telling me not to hurt her little heart and crying
27:11and she's obviously doing things to hurt my heart and i don't even know if i'm on her mind when
27:16she's going through this process with whatever bradley so it's for sure it's tough my girlfriend
27:22called me a sociopath did she say that word yeah how is that sociopath i wish i had your problems
27:28how am i a sociopath like i'm like very endearing and caring and i treat her like a princess and
27:35i do so much to try and make that woman happy and it doesn't work i don't know what to
27:42do
27:42i can't believe she's calling me a sociopath
27:49what hit hardest for me was just the fact that when i cheated she knows how i felt and
27:59i don't really see that in her i feel like she just took everything we've ever done together
28:04for granted and doesn't care go back to the crib i just want to go home every bonfire so far
28:25i feel
28:26like has been the exact same i have gotten no clarity and no answer so i just still really feel
28:31like i'm
28:32in the dark what i've wanted from this is the accountability but so far i haven't seen anything
28:39along those lines so it's really hard it's crazy how like your perspective changes as that's what
28:49scares me yeah at least i'm not going into this one blindsided yeah at least i'm not going into it
28:56like
28:56he's gonna cheat i know he's gonna cheat like i know what i'm gonna see yeah i'm
29:01going into this bonfire prepared i know jack was the one who set those red lights off
29:06i can't tell y'all what this man's capable of he's capable of it all
29:21obviously there's a fear that i'm gonna see something from summit that i don't want to see
29:26i think i've been just like working on myself to improve our relationship and if i'm not seeing
29:33that from him i'm gonna be really frustrated
29:41honestly i feel like after the first bonfire you know i stated that i was done with mikey and i
29:46was
29:46i said that because i wanted to be able to stand on that but it's always hard going back to
29:51these bonfires
29:51you know hearing him talk hearing him laugh seeing him smile like all those things that would
29:58usually bring me joy don't anymore
30:09good to see you all good to see you too welcome back to the bonfire you guys have done some
30:16amazing work
30:17in the bonfires we've had coming up to today tonight's gonna be a little different
30:25here's how it's gonna work you're gonna see a clip just like we've done before
30:29and we'll talk about it just like we've done before and then after that you're gonna have an option
30:35you can choose to see more
30:40a second clip
30:45got it got it got it we'll start with kaylee
30:53it feels like i'm sacrificing a lot yeah to like be in the relationship with kaylee like i just don't
31:00really know what i can do differently to be like yeah appreciated it's like go out there and find this
31:08like perfect boyfriend that you keep talking about yeah clearly it's not me right instead
31:13of putting me through this and trying to change me and more like why are you dating me if i'm
31:16such
31:17a shitty boyfriend yeah it's exhausting
31:24okay okay he's said that to me many times it shows me that he is still in denial of where
31:34the
31:34relationship is lacking and he's not learning anything what have you defined you want
31:41your relationship to be are you ready for that next level of forever is that why you're that's
31:47what you want yes of course i want someone that wants to be with me and wants to put in
31:53the effort
31:54to make that work not someone that just takes the back seat and wants it to be easy it looks
32:00like he
32:01doesn't want to put in that hard work to make it work and it makes me wonder like
32:06do you love me enough if that's so hard for you to do the bare minimum it's not a lot
32:15to ask no okay
32:20have you seen enough
32:25i'll see another one okay let's watch the next clip
32:34oh my god
32:37Go, Toby!
32:38Go, Toby!
32:40Go, Toby!
32:41Go, Toby!
32:42Hey!
32:57She's good.
32:58She's good.
32:59Oh, my god.
33:05Disrespectful.
33:07That is not showing me him making any effort at all
33:11towards the relationship.
33:12And that makes you feel how?
33:15Makes me feel worthless.
33:18Hmm.
33:19You're not worthless.
33:20You're not worthless.
33:23You're not worthless.
33:25You are a prize.
33:27You are somebody's forever.
33:30And you started the process of defining it, recognizing it,
33:35making space for it, and demanding it.
33:38Yes.
33:39I will demand that.
33:42I'm-
33:42I'm gonna have a lot of questions for that boy when I see him.
33:46And I-I did call him a boy for a reason.
33:48Oh!
33:49Oh!
33:52Okay.
33:53Cheyenne?
33:55Yeah.
33:56You ready?
33:57I'm ready.
33:59Let's take a look.
34:00Yeah.
34:03Would you go in there with me?
34:06Oh, my god.
34:08Is anyone gonna see us?
34:11That's so messy.
34:12Let's go.
34:14Let's hurry up.
34:19Oh, my god.
34:23This is so bad, Jack.
34:26You're crazy.
34:28No.
34:30Are you trying to come to me?
34:34I'm wrong.
34:36Jack, you're crazy.
34:47That's Jack.
34:48I mean, he showed me that since the first bonfire.
34:51So, I'm not surprised that I'm continuing to get the same shit from him.
34:56This is what I get with him, and I'm glad that he's showing the whole world who he is,
35:01because this is Jack.
35:03So, who's Cheyenne?
35:06I don't know.
35:08Well, what have you learned so far about you?
35:12Um, I've learned...
35:16You're the coolest person I've ever met.
35:18She's a fucking mess.
35:19Like, what?
35:20Well, the girls make me feel like I'm, like, the best person ever.
35:23Because you are.
35:24They make it, yeah.
35:25I don't know.
35:26I'm realizing that I am fun, and I can have fun without Jack, and there's way more out there.
35:34Besides these three women supporting you, anybody else in the house helping you through
35:39this?
35:41Oh, Mark.
35:45Um, yeah, so I have a BFF of the house.
35:49His name's Preston, and yeah, he's been helping me get through it.
35:51I'm maybe 20 feet from you, but I can feel you blushing from here.
35:55I'm not.
35:58Okay.
35:58I'm not.
35:59No, yeah, he's just a great guy.
36:00He's your BFF.
36:01He's my BFF.
36:02Yeah.
36:03Yeah.
36:03So, I know you've thought about not, I think I'm falling in love with Preston.
36:08I want to be with him.
36:09I think you've thought about, what would it be like with a guy like that?
36:12Mm-hmm.
36:12So, what do you want in a partner?
36:15What have you discovered that you want that you're not getting?
36:19I want respect.
36:20I want my partner to respect me and love me and provide for me and just make me feel like
36:27I'm the most beautiful person in the world.
36:29I want him to scream my name from the mountain tops and make me feel like I'm worth more
36:35than what Jack does.
36:38And I think I'm already starting to know that there's other people out there that are better
36:42than him.
36:44So, are you done or do you want to see more?
36:52I'm good.
36:52I've seen everything that I need to see.
36:54Jack has hurt me enough.
36:56These clips stick with me for like the next days after, and I don't want to see any more.
37:02I don't want to see him, period.
37:03Like, I don't ever.
37:05I don't want to see him ever again.
37:07I've seen enough.
37:09Your decision.
37:10I honor your decision.
37:12That's my decision.
37:14Sydney.
37:15You ready?
37:16I'm ready.
37:18Let's take a look.
37:26What they know?
37:26Oh.
37:27OK.
37:28I'm scared of India.
37:31Bad news.
37:32Bad news.
37:33You got to resist temptation.
37:36And you got to see the temptation in order to resist.
37:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it.
37:41That's real.
37:42That's true.
37:43That's real.
37:43And I feel like I saw the temptation and I resisted it.
37:48That's good.
37:49I'm glad that he has, you know, respect in what our values were in terms of not touching.
37:56But at the end of the day, it doesn't change anything.
37:59Could it be that subconsciously you were looking for a reason to say, I'm done?
38:07Honestly, Mark, not at all.
38:09Because he's not being who I need him to be.
38:12The first thing he said in the first two days was, I'm, my biggest fear is falling for one of
38:18you.
38:18I'm going to shoot my shot with India.
38:20And I'm like, well, that's not what we came here for and that's not what you told me.
38:23How much of your ability to say that has to do with what you found?
38:29So much.
38:31Let's just start there.
38:32The night after, I believe it was the first bonfire, the guys made us some cards.
38:38And my card from Xavier, like, you could tell he had took his time designing it and everything.
38:43And it was a little prize.
38:45And I had told him, like, I always, I want to be the prize.
38:48And it was like, peel here.
38:49I peeled it back.
38:50And it said, you're the prize, Sydney.
38:53Oh.
38:55So, like, seeing that, it's like, thank you for seeing me.
38:58Like, Jesus, it's amazing.
39:01So now, no pressure on you, but could this be a real thing?
39:09Yeah.
39:10It definitely could be a real thing.
39:12It could.
39:13I would love that.
39:14He's a great guy.
39:15Just exploring our connection, I feel more comfortable.
39:19And it definitely could turn into something real.
39:22All right.
39:22Let's see where that goes.
39:24Want to see more?
39:32I've seen what I needed to see, what I came to the island to see.
39:36And I'm good where I'm at.
39:39Promise.
39:39I'm good where I'm at.
39:41All right.
39:42That leaves Scarlet.
39:44Let's see where Cole's at.
39:48I feel like she just hasn't got me, you know?
39:51And she always prides herself on my team and, like, getting each other's backs.
39:55And I'm just like, I don't feel like she has my back right now.
39:57I have hers.
39:59Yeah.
40:01It hurts, bro.
40:02Yeah.
40:03I just feel like she doesn't care.
40:05Just fucking rubs me the wrong way, man.
40:10I'm solid with that chick.
40:12I have so much to give, so much to offer.
40:16My girlfriend's like, I don't just know if they fucking even see that.
40:19Yeah.
40:21I'm sick of just every night going to bed, just staring at the fucking ceiling.
40:23And crying.
40:24Can't fall asleep for, like, hours.
40:25And then waking up in the morning, food doesn't even look good.
40:28Like anything, I'm just like, yeah, what are we doing?
40:30So I can just take my, hopefully take my mind off it.
40:32And I just hope the sun goes down and I can fall asleep and wake up next day and just
40:35keep ticking off days now.
40:36I'm clear.
40:46I mean, kind of what I've been saying all along.
40:50I mean, since being here, like, one of the things that has become so clear when I talk about the
40:54missing piece, like, that's it.
40:56Like, I just want to see if he can go deeper and, like, express to him that, like, I have
41:01pinpointed, I think this is the root of everything.
41:05And, like, can you meet me there?
41:07And then, you know, if he can't, then that's the answer I don't think will ever align on it.
41:11Where does that leave you?
41:13I'm confused.
41:15Because he has so many amazing qualities that I do love.
41:19What do you do?
41:20Do you give up lack of depth for someone that truly just loves you with their entire being?
41:29Or do you have someone that half-ass loves you but goes deeper?
41:33Are those our only choices?
41:35No.
41:36So what you're saying is there's no one else who's going to love you as deeply as that?
41:40I mean, there probably is, but I don't want to go looking.
41:47Then one might argue that you're playing it as surface as he appears to be.
41:55I think it's just scary.
41:57So before I go any further, do you want to see more?
42:06Okay.
42:08I have some thoughts.
42:10The thing I get most worried about in any relationship is acquiescence.
42:14He's pretty great.
42:17Yeah.
42:18He leaves me feeling worried every time he leaves the house, and I can't have a deep conversation with him,
42:24and I'm never sure if I can trust him.
42:27But he's pretty great.
42:28And he really, really loves me.
42:31Okay.
42:32Yeah.
42:32Not what I want.
42:34So what do you want?
42:36I want my soul to be set on fire.
42:40Okay.
42:42I'm down for that.
42:43Yeah.
42:44Is Cole the guy who can set your soul on fire?
42:51It says a lot that you don't have an answer for that yet.
42:54I don't have the answer.
42:57Well, you've got some choices to make.
43:01Okay, you guys, we made it through another one together.
43:04Good for you.
43:05When you return to the villa tonight, there's gonna be a little change, okay?
43:11The temptation haven will be gone.
43:14But thank the Lord.
43:16For some of you, it served its purpose.
43:19And for others of you, it hasn't served at all.
43:21But nonetheless, it's done.
43:24So, what's next?
43:27It's time to decide if there's something on your heart.
43:32Something you want to share with your boyfriend.
43:35Because tomorrow, you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your boyfriend.
43:42Now, you can choose to do it.
43:45Or you can choose not to do it.
43:47That decision is entirely yours.
43:50And just so you know, I'll be giving the same choice to the men.
43:53So, you may receive a video clip or you may not.
43:58That decision will be theirs.
44:00I appreciate all four of you.
44:02That's it.
44:04Thank you, Mark.
44:05Good night, you guys.
44:06Good night.
44:06Good night.
44:10Good night.
44:13I'm just like really struggling with the thought right now that Cole and I might not be meant for one
44:18another.
44:18I feel like Bradley and I communicate without even speaking and Cole and I, I mean, we can't even communicate
44:27with words.
44:28I know Cole means well, but some things you can, you just can't force and that is a soulful connection.
44:42Was it an illusion?
44:47Like, it's just like you're sitting there enjoying yourself, like, running around naked having so much fun.
44:54Like, I'm just glad that...
45:10I feel like a slap in the face.
45:12It's like, when are you gonna step up?
45:17You can keep your excuses.
45:22Mikey's a good person.
45:23You know what I'm saying?
45:24Yeah.
45:24In the sense of like him, like, resisting that.
45:27But it's like, choose me every fucking time.
45:29Yeah.
45:29Seeing the clips is like showing me that I'm moving on and that I don't feel the same way.
45:36I accepted the bare minimum for a very long time from Mikey and I want more for myself.
45:44Wait, do you guys think he's gonna send me a video?
45:47Oh, yeah. I think he will.
45:50I am realizing with this experience that Jack was never worth my time.
45:54I've been looking for someone in Jack that he just... he can't get.
46:18I really hope that I can see, like, some sort of proof
46:24that he has been putting in the work
46:26and digging a little deeper.
46:28I'm tired of feeling like I'm fighting for this relationship
46:32so much more than he is.
46:34I still am holding on to so much hope.
46:37And I still think that there is a chance for this to work.
46:43I'm just at my point of, like, knowing what my line is
46:46for when I'm not going to go forward.
46:49But that doesn't stop me from still loving him
46:53and hoping for the best.
46:56OK.
47:07Baby girl, I love and miss you beyond words.
47:12Not a moment passes by where I don't think of your big, beautiful blue eyes
47:15and your little head nestled up on my chest.
47:18This experience is more emotional than I ever could have imagined.
47:22The clips I've seen during the bonfire make it nearly unbearable.
47:26I'm proud that I've never put you down.
47:28That's why it makes it all the much harder to see the way you speak of me so poorly.
47:34I'm worried that you're not proud of the man I am.
47:37I don't care about our past.
47:39I just care about us and our future.
47:41I just want us to be happy.
47:59I love Summit so much, but if he's saying the past is the past, then I don't know if he
48:05has fully, you know, realized, like, the future.
48:10The things that you have said and done to me will leave a scar on me for the rest of
48:16my life.
48:17I want him to just admit, like, what I did was in the past was not right, and I'm going
48:25to be a better man now.
48:29That's all I want.
48:31Like, tell me you're just going to be better.
48:35Things might not work out the way that I had hoped.
48:48The weight of this video message today, it could make or break our relationship.
48:53I just want to be enough for somebody.
48:55But from what I've been seeing from the bonfires, I don't love the things she's saying about me.
49:00I just don't get how it's constructive.
49:03I don't get what we're working on here.
49:06Sometimes it feels like, as hard as it is, the only way out is out.
49:18Hi, Summit.
49:21I have been seriously taking this opportunity to reflect on myself and learn so much.
49:29And I have such a new outlook on life.
49:32And I'm so excited for you to see that side of me.
49:34But I also want you to remember what we came here for.
49:39This isn't just about resisting temptation.
49:43We came here together to dig a little deeper and realize why things aren't working and figure out how to
49:51make them work.
49:52And so far, I just feel like I haven't seen that from you.
49:57I'm so tired of feeling like I am fighting so much harder than you are for this relationship to work.
50:04And I'm tired of feeling like I have to prove myself over and over again.
50:11I need to see more from you.
50:14I want us to come out of this as the amazing Kalian Summit that I know we can be.
50:22And that's not going to happen if we don't start to make some changes.
50:25And I do not want this to all be for nothing.
50:49This is just kind of, you know, some of the best I've felt.
50:54I have gotten clarity on what I need to do the rest of this process.
50:59I need to better myself for her and for me.
51:03And if at the end we like the people we've become, then we're going to be perfect and happy and
51:11live together forever and get a wiener dog and move in together.
51:14If we don't like how we've changed and who we've become, we cut ties right there and then we move
51:22on.
51:23All I know is what I must have changed.
51:29I mean, I'm pretty anxious. Obviously, there's a lot on the line.
51:32Like, I love this girl. And so I hope in the video it's nothing like wishy-washy.
51:36It's like definitely get some insight into where her head's at.
51:39I mean, I've never felt this far from her, you know, ever.
51:42I think if she really loves me and she wants to be with me, yeah, this video message from her
51:48needs to really portray that.
51:59Cole, I want to start this by saying everything I say, I say with love.
52:05I truly wish coming into this that we had not set such strict boundaries.
52:12I feel that you've been so hyper fixated on the no cheating that you're actually missing the big picture.
52:21This is a huge opportunity for growth.
52:24You know, I have been expressing for months that I feel that we are lacking in trust and transparency and
52:31communication and in depth.
52:33I just feel let down to see that there has been no inner work.
52:38There's been no accountability. There's been no depth in your journey here.
52:44I am diving in over here. I am getting to know people.
52:48And through getting to know these people, I'm getting to know myself.
52:52We can't leave here as a couple if we leave the same way that we arrived.
52:57So please put in the effort. Know I'm doing the same. And I love you.
53:06I don't want to look back and wonder why.
53:12And it hurts like hell to know how hard we tried.
53:16I was hoping her message would be a little more heartfelt and more like, I miss you.
53:20At the end of the day, it's like, I'm a good guy. I treat you well. I love you.
53:24Like, what else am I supposed to do? You know, like, I bring a lot to the table.
53:27Let's not stay here. Let's just stay here. And make believe that we're okay here.
53:41Cole and I both deserve to feel fully fulfilled. The last few days I have had a lot more clarity.
53:51I would love if we came back together and like there was all of this depth and growth.
53:58But I just don't know how much could have actually changed.
54:05Is it just is what it is. I'm not ready to call it quits.
54:13Hi, my most precious angel. This process has been one of the hardest things I've ever gone through emotionally.
54:19And I just want you to know there's been so much depth and growth in this experience.
54:22And I can't wait to show you. I miss you so much.
54:26I want you to know that my loyalty lies with you.
54:28And your most precious heart has always been top of mind in all the decisions that I've made.
54:33I've seen some things in the bonfire that have definitely caused some pain and suffering and confusion to me.
54:39But just know how much I love you and how much I want us.
54:42I just miss your scent. I miss your smell. I miss your touch.
54:45I just see us in our kitchen right now listening to our favorite Shania Twain song, dancing around,
54:50going for a walk, snuggling in bed with our little ankle wrap.
54:53I love you so much and I can't wait to see you soon. Always, Colt.
54:58I'm losing control. You played your role. Didn't take it. You stole this part of me.
55:07We never fit the mold. This love won't grow. Cause we laid it to rest.
55:13Where hearts don't beat.
55:15Seeing Cole and just hearing his voice, it actually broke my heart.
55:24He obviously still really wants this.
55:28Meanwhile, like I've realized what is truly missing.
55:32Oh God.
55:35Are you okay?
55:37Oh my God.
55:39I don't know. I think like the reality of everything is setting in and like I truly don't know.
55:47I don't know what's next. And I think that that just like hurts my heart.
55:51I'm scared I'm not getting things right. Of who I really am on the inside. What if hell would it
56:04I feel sick. Denying myself.
56:09Like you looked sad?
56:11And I think I'm so tired.
56:16Just makes me feel like...
56:20Love is back and forth. There's too many doors. Has anyone found what they're looking for?
56:28Oh my God.
56:29I want to feel free.
56:37But the more that I try, a part of me does.
56:42Cause being alive always feels like it's killing me
56:47Cause being alive always feels like it's killing me
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