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90 Day Diaries Season 8 Episode 1
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00:00Hey, it's little bae.
00:01What?
00:01It's not bae.
00:02We have a really big secret that we have been keeping
00:05from everyone, and that is we are pregnant
00:08with baby number four.
00:10Chloe and I are going to tell the kids the big news.
00:13What big news, mom?
00:15It's all right.
00:17How are things with Dallas?
00:18Could be better.
00:19Me and my partner, Dallas, we've been together
00:22for almost three years, but I can't shake the feeling
00:26that something else is up.
00:27It's like 3.15 in the morning, and Dallas is parked
00:30down the street again.
00:31Is he cheating?
00:32It just feels like torture.
00:36These are the options.
00:37Let's see what Ashley thinks.
00:39Ashley, I need your help.
00:41Man, she has no idea what's coming.
00:43Look at that.
00:44I'm about to propose for Chantelle this weekend.
00:46I am so nervous.
00:48I just hope she says yes.
00:50Chantelle, I really, really gotta say this.
00:55We're on our way to our gate to go to Juarez.
00:58We started the visa process for Armando and Hannah
01:01to move to the United States,
01:02and they finally have their interview dates.
01:05How'd it go?
01:06Something that we weren't expecting was happening.
01:11No, because there's a mosquito center.
01:17Okay.
01:19Ma's mom and I don't have the best relationship.
01:22This woman is very detrimental,
01:24so I really want to prove that this is a new version of Jasmine,
01:28that whatever I do, she finds something wrong about it.
01:33Why do you keep leaving me alone with your mom?
01:36This is quite too much for me.
01:37I'm gonna lose it.
01:39It's been a long day, long night, fighting through.
01:42I'm not saying, hey.
01:43Uh-oh.
01:45It's getting serious here.
01:46Megan's got a baby coming,
01:47and I have doubts about being a father,
01:49so I'm getting a fraternity test.
01:51Swallowed.
01:52You're getting short for 100%.
01:54You're a sadistic person.
02:09Kelly, we're giving your mom a face.
02:13Leave it like this, and I will look so good.
02:17Yeah.
02:18My name is Jasmine.
02:19I'm 30-night years old,
02:21and I'm from Panama City, Panama.
02:23This is our daughter, Matilda.
02:25She's eight months old.
02:27And I am Matthew.
02:29I am 37, and I'm from Michigan,
02:33but now I live in Florida.
02:37I like how it feels, baby.
02:39Almost my whole life, I have a struggle with alopecia area,
02:43which is an autoimmune condition,
02:46and it causes bald patches on my hair.
02:49After I have Matilda, they were multiplying by the day,
02:53so I made a very drastic decision, which was to shave my head.
03:00Mat didn't shave his head as well.
03:03He has more hair than I do.
03:05Just to prove to me that he desires me, and he loves me regardless.
03:10Oh, no, I'm sure.
03:11He's the pretty best.
03:12But once after being excited about it and feeling so loved,
03:17my second reaction was like,
03:19dude, he's ugly with that hair.
03:23But I'm loving it.
03:26Every four to five days,
03:28Matt shaved my head,
03:30and it includes every time I massage,
03:34so I wake up happy when it is shaving head day.
03:40Okay, you know.
03:43Massage.
03:45Massage.
03:46See?
03:47The hair goes, but the attitude is not.
03:51Yeah.
03:52Comes with green hair, no?
03:53Yeah.
03:55My nightday began with Gino.
03:59We met on a sugar baby site.
04:02He was very handsome, and it was instant love,
04:05so I moved to the United States.
04:07Baby!
04:09Woo-hoo-hoo!
04:11Oh, my God!
04:13Ninety days later,
04:14I didn't marry him.
04:16Te amo?
04:17Te amo?
04:18Te amo?
04:18Muchísimo.
04:19Te amo.
04:21Then things started to go down the drain.
04:25He denied me of intimacy.
04:28I'm so desperate, Gino,
04:30to have some sort of validation from you
04:32like you're actually attracted to me,
04:34like my husband doesn't make love to me.
04:36We received therapy, and we both agree on having an open marriage.
04:42I decided that I want to go forward with it.
04:45Is it a yes?
04:46I need to take action.
04:48Yes.
04:48Matt was the person that we selected to be part of our open marriage.
04:53He was just supposed to be a
04:57just to have sex with me.
05:00But my husband got super jealous and accused me of cheating on him,
05:05which is not true.
05:07The phone records are showing you having this relationship with Matt
05:10four months before I agreed to open marriage.
05:12Because you didn't want to drive me to the gym.
05:15Matt offered himself to drive me back and forth.
05:18And I have to call him like,
05:19Hey, are you going to the gym?
05:21Come pick me up.
05:22I don't want to hear your explanations.
05:28We agree that getting divorced was the best for both of us.
05:32And then this dude is super fertile.
05:35He got me pregnant and we moved to Florida.
05:39We had our baby Matilda.
05:43I love you.
05:46Matilda is eight months now.
05:48And I was not planning to fell in love with Matt
05:51because honestly, he was just used for sex.
05:54But that was before, baby.
05:56I still use him for that.
05:57But now I also love him.
06:00We have another big change coming here soon too.
06:03So.
06:04Are you pregnant?
06:13Yes, we are on our way to our first house.
06:17Officially homeowners.
06:19I'm so happy.
06:21I can't believe it.
06:22Please pinch me.
06:22Pinch me.
06:23This is not true.
06:24Oh, you are driving.
06:24Don't worry.
06:25I pinch my car.
06:27I fell in love with this house.
06:29Unfortunately for Matt, it went, you know,
06:33above the voucher that he proposed.
06:36But I told him, is this or nothing?
06:39Try my love.
06:41Gino taught her well.
06:45We are here.
06:50This is like the most beautiful house.
06:53These are happy tears.
06:56A kiss.
07:02Okay, Matilda.
07:04Are you ready?
07:06It's happening.
07:08You ready?
07:09I love this right here too.
07:10I love this tile.
07:11Everything is perfect.
07:13So beautiful.
07:16Coco.
07:17This is our house.
07:19From Coco.
07:20Go.
07:21Run.
07:21See, mommy?
07:23This is your castle, my princess.
07:26This is your castle, my princess.
07:27This house is perfect and it is exactly what I wanted.
07:30It feels like the home where I want to grow up our family.
07:35Open the door, baby.
07:37This is one of my favorite parts of the house.
07:41The pool.
07:42And it's beautiful.
07:44And I have a fence.
07:46So I can do a skinny dipping in the pool
07:48and my neighbors are not going to see me.
07:52Matilda.
07:53She's happy.
07:55She loves the pool.
07:57You have to drain those bushes.
07:59Yes.
08:00Okay.
08:01I'm going to show you the kitchen.
08:03It's so beautiful.
08:05Look at it.
08:07I want to live in the kitchen.
08:10I want to let you know that this is my hosting era.
08:16And I want to host our family for Thanksgiving.
08:22Have you ever hosted a Thanksgiving dinner?
08:24Have you made a turkey?
08:26Have you carved a turkey?
08:28I have seen turkeys.
08:31Matt is a very traditional father and he is very fixated into me being the traditional housewife.
08:39And I have had to change the way I dress.
08:42I did not show up like clever.
08:45All the sexy slottie clothes from Daddy Jasmine are gone.
08:50And I'm just baking, cooking and cleaning every freaking day.
08:55I feel like I went back in time.
08:58Instead of turkey, could it be chicken?
09:01No.
09:02It has to be a turkey.
09:03What do you mean?
09:04It's Thanksgiving.
09:05They are not going to notice.
09:06There is a difference between turkey and turkey.
09:08No, it's just a sign.
09:10No.
09:12I was vegan for 12 years, but when I got pregnant, mom didn't want me to follow my vegan lifestyle
09:19and diet.
09:20He's like, you have to eat meat for the baby.
09:22So I was like, you know what?
09:24Whatever.
09:24I eat meat.
09:25And I'm eating meat now.
09:27I'm a carnivore.
09:29My mom's going to want turkey.
09:31Because it's Thanksgiving.
09:33I'm going to make the turkey.
09:38Mom's mom and I don't have the best relationship.
09:41This woman is extremely religious, very detrimental.
09:46Mom, I lied about us being engaged.
09:50I wish you guys do the right thing to be saved in God's eyes and not to go to hell.
09:57I know, mom.
09:57I know.
09:58It's okay.
09:58It's okay.
09:59Relax, mama.
10:00Relax.
10:02She looked at me like I'm Jezebel, the woman that is responsible for dragging his innocent
10:08baby, Matt, to hell.
10:10And I really want to prove to his family that this is the new me.
10:14This is a new version of Jasmine.
10:16So if I have to cook a turkey for a whole Thanksgiving and have his family for a few days,
10:24which is a lot,
10:26**** it.
10:26I'll do it.
10:27I suck it up and put on a happy face.
10:31I have to be pretty sexy when you know who you are.
10:34Oh, do I know?
10:35You're going to stomp me like a donkey, but I'm your donkey.
10:39Stop.
10:39Stop.
10:51Well, I'm dressing very pretty to make dinner and bake bread before Matt arrived, but all
10:57I do is to talk to baby and my dog, so I need some human interaction.
11:02I'm gonna call my sister while I do some baking.
11:05My sisters are my best friend and I talk to them every single day with no exceptions.
11:13Hello, girl.
11:15Hello, girl. How are you?
11:17Hello, girl.
11:20I'm gonna put the girl to walk a little bit, Matilda.
11:25Oh, how beautiful.
11:27I have two sisters, but Suelen is the closest to me.
11:31She's literally my soulmate.
11:32She knows me better than I know myself.
11:37I have to cook for Matt.
11:40You know that he doesn't like to buy food on the street.
11:43When he comes from work, I have to have the food ready for him.
11:47Are you happy? Are you happy like that?
11:51Sometimes.
11:55He doesn't want me to put my clothes on the street.
11:59And now that we're going to move, he's going to be reviewing my closet and he's going to see what
12:04clothes I can use.
12:06Well, as your sister, I'm sorry.
12:09I don't like that.
12:09Is to control your clothes.
12:14You're going to do your clothes.
12:14Matt is not going to accept to have a woman, her like the mother's mother, a woman that's not a
12:21sumisa.
12:24That is not a sumisa.
12:25Jasmine, you're going to do your clothes together.
12:27He's管 them.
12:31Ay, niña, pero lo que pasa es que él es de Romania,
12:35entonces ellos tienen esas ideas conservativas.
12:38Siento que si no me comporto así,
12:41su mamá va a ir y le va a buscar una mujer romaní
12:45que le va a dar lo que yo no le puedo dar.
12:48Y no quiero que eso pase.
12:51Aquí no es que no quieras perder,
12:54es que tú no pierdas tu esencia.
12:57Esto no es nada que yo estaba en el pasado.
13:00Dressing diferente, hablando diferente,
13:02hosting, cocinar, limpiar, limpiar,
13:04servirle, lo que sea, es algo que nunca ha hecho para nadie.
13:10Pero él es mi persona,
13:11y yo quiero decirle a él y a su familia
13:14que esto es el nuevo me.
13:15Esto es un nuevo versión de Justine.
13:18Pero, por otro lado,
13:19siento que no estoy siendo verdadero a mí.
13:22y estoy, como, holding con grandes canes
13:25y grandes canes dentro de mí.
13:28Y es, es, es, es becoming
13:31harder y harder para mí
13:33para tener, ¿sabes?
13:34You know,
13:36contain inside of me
13:38y, y es que me hagan.
13:39Me gusta mucho.
13:40Y te quiero ver feliz, de verdad.
13:43Niña, me tengo que ir
13:43porque ya los niños se vienen a la puerta.
13:45Sí, te quiero mucho.
13:46Saludame a los niños.
13:46Te amo.
13:47Te amo, niños.
13:48Chau.
13:51Hi.
14:03Normally,
14:04I pick the kids' clothes out
14:05the night before,
14:06but it was a crazy night last night,
14:08so we're running behind,
14:10very, very running behind, so.
14:13I'm Lauren.
14:14I'm 37 years old,
14:16and I'm from Hollywood, Florida.
14:18And I'm Alex,
14:19and I'm also 37 years old,
14:20and I'm originally
14:21from Nopagalil, Israel.
14:24Oh, my goodness.
14:25Whoa, whoa, whoa.
14:26Look at this.
14:27This is what I walked down to.
14:30She got it.
14:31They have all the fun,
14:32and I'm the one
14:33that has to go do all the work.
14:35So nice.
14:37Our 90-day journey
14:39begins on a birthright trip
14:41in Israel.
14:42I was the staff leader.
14:44I was the medic.
14:45And he didn't do anything.
14:46After a year and a half
14:48of dating,
14:48we went through
14:49the K-1 visa process,
14:50and we got married
14:52here and in Israel.
14:55We waited a few years
14:57and then popped out
14:58a few kids
14:59back to back to back.
15:01And here we are
15:0210 years later.
15:05Come here.
15:06What is that you're doing?
15:07And why are you eating cheese?
15:08No cheese right now.
15:09No after brushing.
15:11You know the rules.
15:12Our three kids are five,
15:14four, and three years old.
15:16Jai is the firstborn.
15:18He's five.
15:19Asher is the middle kid,
15:21and he's four.
15:22And Ariel is three years old.
15:24And Alex still to this day
15:26never guessed their name right
15:27on the first try.
15:28I get confused.
15:30We got to go.
15:31I'm leaving.
15:32Eva's leaving.
15:35No, I'm going to go to action.
15:38Life right now
15:39is pure chaos.
15:41Close the door, please.
15:42One, two, three, quickly.
15:43Being a mom is amazing,
15:45but I also want to feel productive
15:46and have a career
15:47outside of being just a mom.
15:49So with the kids getting older,
15:51I've started to slowly
15:52kind of go back
15:53to like my roots
15:54and marketing, advertising.
15:56I have a few clients,
15:58but I'm always trying
15:58to expand and get more.
16:00But it is challenging
16:01building this career again.
16:04Let's go.
16:05Let's go.
16:05Oh, my God.
16:06Go to the coffee.
16:07Come, this is a dead lizard.
16:13You guys are crazy
16:14this morning, huh?
16:15Do you think you were
16:16a good, great accent for Ema?
16:18No.
16:18Oh, okay.
16:19Well, at least you're on it.
16:23Oh, okay, guys.
16:24We're going to be quiet, okay?
16:26Hello?
16:28Hi, honey.
16:29Hi, Auntie Rona.
16:31Hi.
16:31Are you with the kids?
16:32I sure am with the kids.
16:34Okay, I have some
16:35really exciting news.
16:37Are you ready?
16:38The beauty brand
16:38that you've been working with
16:40for the past couple months,
16:42they are planning
16:43a really big Mother's Day campaign.
16:46Really?
16:46And they want you
16:48to be the face of it.
16:50No.
16:51Really?
16:51Yes.
16:53Availability.
16:53Hold on one second.
16:55Let me pull over for a second.
16:57I'm going to talk to
16:58Auntie Rona now, okay?
17:01Okay, tell me.
17:01Okay, so here's the deal.
17:02They want you to be the face
17:04of the Mother's Day campaign
17:05and they want the kids involved.
17:11Interesting.
17:12This is the vision.
17:13You are a busy mom.
17:14Get ready with me
17:15in the morning
17:16to leave the house.
17:17I don't have more than
17:1830 seconds
17:19to look like a human being
17:21before I run out of the house
17:22and see the kids
17:23and grab the kids and go.
17:26I love that.
17:27It's going to be,
17:27yeah, yeah.
17:28That's the realness, though.
17:29That's like the reality, right?
17:31I would really love
17:33to film a little sigil wheel
17:34just so it's
17:35that we have
17:36in our back pocket.
17:37Okay.
17:39You know,
17:39I've worked with Rona
17:40a lot in the past.
17:41She's also
17:42one of my best friends.
17:43So when she comes to me
17:44with this amazing opportunity
17:46with a client
17:48that I know
17:49and I've had
17:49an ongoing relationship with,
17:51like, they know my family,
17:52they know my kids,
17:53so it really does
17:54make it appropriate
17:55to do a Mother's Day campaign
17:57around me
17:58with the kids
17:59because I'm just
18:00a mom when they go.
18:02Listen, I'm for it.
18:04I just have to
18:04get Alex
18:06something bored with it.
18:07Okay, perfect.
18:08Let me know when
18:08and I'll make myself available.
18:10This is so perfect,
18:12but Alex has always
18:13been against
18:14the kids participating
18:15in stuff on social media.
18:17He thinks that
18:18they're too young,
18:18they don't understand it,
18:20but the reality is
18:21if they don't want to do it,
18:22they're not going to do it.
18:23So I definitely think
18:24that I can get him
18:25on board with them
18:26being a part of the campaign.
18:28All right,
18:29I will talk to you later.
18:30Bye, honey.
18:31Love you.
18:31Love you.
18:32Bye.
18:32Bye.
18:33Bye.
18:41Hello.
18:42Hi, guys.
18:44Hi.
18:45Hello, hello.
18:47Auntie Rona's here.
18:48We're going to film
18:49some stuff
18:50while Alex is not here.
18:53So after thinking
18:54about it for a little bit,
18:56I've decided
18:56that I'm just going
18:57to go ahead
18:58and shoot the sizzle reel
18:59behind Alex's back.
19:01Alex is at work right now,
19:02and I know
19:03if I ask him first,
19:05it's going to be
19:05an immediate no.
19:06Hi.
19:08This is a big opportunity
19:09for the kids
19:10if they want to explore
19:11this kind of job
19:11in the future.
19:12And it can also help
19:13with their college finds, too.
19:15So I'm just going to ask
19:16for forgiveness
19:17before permission.
19:20So explain to me,
19:21like, what is a sizzle?
19:23I mean, essentially,
19:24I'm just going to take
19:25a few videos
19:26just getting a feel
19:28of the kids' personalities
19:29so I can take this
19:30over to my clients
19:31and give them something
19:32that they can get a feel
19:34for each one of them.
19:35Okay.
19:35Like, their energy,
19:36their personality.
19:37Exactly.
19:38All right.
19:39You want to give it a try, ma'am?
19:40Are you ready?
19:42Here's the thing.
19:43I know my husband
19:44like the back of my hand,
19:45and I know that
19:47if he sees this sizzle
19:48and he sees how happy
19:49the kids are
19:50and how much fun
19:51they're having,
19:51like, he's definitely
19:52going to be on board
19:53with them being a part
19:54of this campaign.
19:55I have to get
19:56this video done first.
19:58Oh, you're on your bench.
20:00Move over.
20:01How many people
20:01can we fit in here?
20:02Oh, there goes my mirror.
20:03What we're going to do
20:05is we're going to get
20:05Mommy the Gretty, okay?
20:08So, wait,
20:08when I'm going to step up,
20:09we're going to brush her hair,
20:10okay?
20:11And we're going to say,
20:12Mommy, let's use
20:13this beautiful purple serum.
20:15Can you say serum?
20:16Serum.
20:17There you go.
20:18She's in.
20:19Okay, thank you.
20:22Rona walks in,
20:23and the kids are going crazy.
20:25Like, they're so excited,
20:26but you can see
20:27that they're so tired,
20:28and I'm a little nervous
20:30to see how it's
20:31going to go today.
20:31Ashley, you can give me
20:32the headband.
20:33Can you give me the serum?
20:34Okay, can I have the serum?
20:36I'll open it.
20:36No, you can't open it.
20:37I can open it.
20:39And who's going to put
20:39a headband on my hair?
20:40Okay.
20:41Okay.
20:41Because I have it.
20:42Okay.
20:43He's taking the brush
20:44that you just broke.
20:46Oh, there goes
20:47my phone.
20:48Here's why.
20:49This video,
20:50so far,
20:51it's not going well.
20:53What are you doing in there?
20:55I'm directing you.
20:56I'm telling you what to do.
20:56Oh, you're putting me in jail?
20:58Getting ready with me.
20:58I'm not putting this on.
21:00Well, I've got to put you down.
21:01You're in jail.
21:01I think next time we film,
21:04we'll film after nap time
21:05and they'll be a little bit
21:06more focused.
21:08Oh, do I need one more thing?
21:09Go ahead.
21:09Go ahead.
21:10Put it on.
21:10Go get ready with me.
21:13Now I'm super beautiful.
21:16The kids were a little slap-happy,
21:18but you could see
21:19that they were having fun.
21:20It wasn't forced.
21:21Like, they were genuinely
21:22enjoying themselves,
21:23so I will take this as a win.
21:25Did you like it?
21:26Yeah.
21:27Who do you think did the best?
21:28Thanks.
21:29And now the reality is
21:30I have to tell Alex about this,
21:32and I don't know
21:33how he's going to take it.
21:34I don't know if he's going
21:35to be more angry
21:36that I did it
21:37behind his back.
21:38I don't know if he's going
21:38to be more angry
21:39that there's this video now.
21:40Like, I don't know.
21:43All right, we did it.
21:44It's a wrap.
21:59I know I need to come clean
22:01to Alex about doing
22:02this sizzle with the kids.
22:03I'm hoping that he'll be open
22:05to the idea of them
22:06potentially doing campaigns,
22:08but I'm nervous to tell him.
22:10I don't know
22:11how he's going to react.
22:12It's always been
22:13a hard note from him,
22:14and I'm hoping that changes
22:15and I can use these clips
22:17and this video
22:18to show Alex
22:19that the kids love it
22:20and that that can kind of
22:22move us into the next phase
22:25of my job
22:26and even work for the kids.
22:28What's going on?
22:30Well, I had a crazy day
22:32with the kids,
22:32and they're all nothing,
22:33so I figured,
22:34let me just take a minute
22:36for myself.
22:37That's amazing.
22:38What do you do?
22:41Basically,
22:42a company
22:43that I've worked with
22:44in the past
22:45reached out
22:46because they want me
22:48to be the face
22:49of a Mother's Day campaign,
22:51but they want
22:52the kids involved.
22:57Like, I don't know.
22:58I'm not for it right now.
22:59They're on TV
23:00from their birth.
23:02I'm not sure
23:03I want to have them
23:04in all of it.
23:05They're in it
23:06already enough.
23:09Well,
23:10Rona came over today
23:12and we filmed content
23:14with the kids.
23:18I'm really glad
23:18that you're doing it
23:19while I'm at work.
23:20You understand?
23:22It's behind my back
23:23you're doing this stuff.
23:25Lauren has a pattern
23:27on when she feels like
23:28I might say no
23:29to something,
23:30then she just does it
23:31and it's just sneaky
23:32to do it that way.
23:33It's, you know,
23:34it pisses me off.
23:35Hear me out.
23:36It's not,
23:37I hear you out.
23:38There's nothing to hear out.
23:40Listen,
23:40if they don't want to do it,
23:41I'm not going to be...
23:42No, that's for sure.
23:43You're not going to force them.
23:44That's for sure.
23:46But...
23:46Lauren,
23:47when I try to say a sentence,
23:48you need to shut up.
24:07You gave me the chance
24:08so now I'm over you
24:12I am on my way
24:14to get my hair and makeup done
24:15for my celebratory
24:16single AF boudoir photo shoot.
24:18I decided to do something
24:19that is totally
24:20out of character for me
24:21because it's a new me,
24:23a new life,
24:25a new everything.
24:25So I just wanted to
24:28test my boundaries.
24:30My name is Ariella.
24:31I am 34 years old.
24:33I'm from Princeton, New Jersey,
24:34but I currently live
24:35in Las Vegas, Nevada.
24:36I'm a little bit introverted,
24:37so for me to do
24:38a boudoir photo shoot
24:39is a little out of
24:40my comfort zone,
24:41but it's just going to be
24:43like hanging out with friends
24:44with a camera.
24:45And a little less close.
24:46Yes.
24:48My 90-day journey
24:49began seven years ago
24:51when I met Vinny
24:52in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia.
24:55When I first saw Vinny,
24:56I thought, wow,
24:57he's really good looking,
24:58but I can't necessarily
25:00always trust my own judgment
25:01because I have
25:02terrible eyesight.
25:05But we quickly fell in love.
25:07I got pregnant
25:08and we decided
25:10to do the K-1 visa
25:11so we could move together
25:12to the United States.
25:14Arie, Arie,
25:16that's for you.
25:16Welcome to the U.S.
25:18And then 90 days later,
25:20we got married.
25:21The same.
25:22Yes, your wife.
25:23It all happened so quickly.
25:26It was a whirlwind,
25:27but there was some infidelity
25:29on his part.
25:31Multiple infidelities.
25:33We thought that trying
25:35couples therapy
25:35at a resort would help.
25:37You betrayed me.
25:38You lied to me.
25:40I can't keep it inside anymore.
25:41Are you coming
25:42for fixing this relationship?
25:44I came to tell the truth.
25:44Are you coming for fixing this life?
25:45I thought we would come
25:46and you would tell the truth.
25:48So we are half his life.
25:49I don't swear
25:49on my son's life,
25:50not like you.
25:52you.
25:53I was committed to doing
25:55everything possible
25:56to fix our marriage,
25:57but unfortunately,
25:58Vinny wasn't.
26:00Well, my hair
26:01already looks amazing.
26:04I mean, really.
26:06Currently,
26:06Vinny and I
26:07are separated.
26:07We are living
26:09in different apartments,
26:10living different lives,
26:11but we are still married
26:13because Vinny refused
26:14to sign the divorce papers,
26:17and he refuses
26:19to talk to me
26:19about it at all.
26:21You're done.
26:23Wow, wow, wow.
26:24This is some
26:25of your best work yet.
26:26I feel like
26:27I'm to cross between
26:28like a Swedish
26:29swimsuit model,
26:30a mermaid,
26:32what do you,
26:32what do you think?
26:33I don't know.
26:33All of it, no?
26:34No.
26:35But as soon as Vinny
26:36signs these divorce papers,
26:38we will be exes,
26:39and I am so ready
26:42to start my life
26:44as a single person.
26:45In celebration
26:46of my single AF-ness,
26:48I'm wearing whites
26:49as I'm getting unmarried.
26:50Exactly.
26:51After years
26:52of being Q-Jean,
26:53myself seemed
26:54to take a major hit.
26:55I didn't feel
26:55worthy of love,
26:56and I just don't
26:57want to feel
26:57that way anymore.
26:58Okay, let's get it.
27:06I am ready
27:07to feel confident
27:09and to be better
27:10and stronger.
27:12God damn, girl.
27:13You look really good.
27:15I cannot twerk,
27:17but I can move it
27:18like this.
27:19I am determined
27:20to move on,
27:21and I am ready
27:22to start diving back
27:23into the dating world.
27:25Whoa!
27:27Honestly,
27:27I'm single
27:28and ready to mingle.
27:34Who needs a divorce paper
27:35when you have
27:36a smashed cake, right?
27:41I am getting ready
27:43to go on my date,
27:45which sounds so weird
27:47and feels so weird.
27:48I literally could not
27:49decide what to wear,
27:50and this is what happened.
27:52So tonight,
27:53I'm going on a blind date,
27:54which was set up
27:55by my rabbi,
27:56of all people.
27:57I have somebody in mind
27:58that you might like.
28:00He's here in Las Vegas.
28:01Okay.
28:02Yes.
28:04And I don't really know
28:05what to expect.
28:06What do people do
28:07on first dates?
28:08It's like,
28:08are people kissing
28:09on first dates?
28:10It's like,
28:10what is expected
28:11on a first date?
28:12I'm just like
28:13second-guessing my clothes,
28:14my hair,
28:15my shoes,
28:16everything.
28:17My anxiety's
28:18just through the roof.
28:19I just want to be me,
28:21right?
28:22Because if someone's
28:23going to like me,
28:24they're going to have
28:25to like me for me.
28:26So here goes nothing.
28:33I'm a nervous wreck
28:34right now.
28:35What if me and this guy
28:36have nothing in common?
28:36What if I say
28:38the wrong thing?
28:43Hi.
28:44Thanks to me.
28:48Ezra,
28:49he's good looking.
28:50He's cute.
28:51He is very tall.
28:53I mean,
28:53everybody's very tall to me,
28:54but he seems pretty tall.
28:59So, first...
29:00I should probably
29:00open this door, right?
29:03It would be impressive
29:04if he could do it
29:05upside down.
29:05It would be impressive
29:07if I could read
29:07upside down.
29:08How are you?
29:09Good, how are you?
29:09Wonderful, thank you.
29:12We're in a tourist place.
29:14I mean,
29:14I feel like you have
29:15to go with a book here.
29:17Perfect.
29:17Thank you so much.
29:19It was really nice.
29:22I changed so many times.
29:24I wasn't thrilled
29:24the way I always knew
29:25that to myself.
29:26Why are you?
29:28It's the first date.
29:29First date.
29:29I haven't been on a date
29:32since...
29:32I don't even remember.
29:34So,
29:34now I'm realizing,
29:36like,
29:36oh,
29:37no.
29:38I don't know
29:38what to do.
29:40Is this your first,
29:41first date
29:41since the support
29:42podcast?
29:43Uh, yeah,
29:45this is my first
29:46year of having
29:48even kissed
29:49anybody.
29:49Haven't kissed
29:50anybody?
29:51Since when?
29:52Since out of my life.
29:54Even then,
29:55we didn't have
29:56even kissed
29:57anybody.
29:59I haven't had
30:00sex with anybody
30:00since I broke
30:02up with my ex-boyfriend.
30:04So,
30:05a year plus.
30:07I was just very
30:08open about his life,
30:09his past,
30:10his everything.
30:11It's not often
30:12that you meet
30:13somebody like that,
30:14and it puts me
30:15at ease.
30:16But I am worried
30:17that once he finds
30:18out that I'm not
30:18officially divorced,
30:20he's going to see
30:20that as a red flag.
30:24Actually,
30:25I do have to
30:26mention something.
30:27Okay.
30:27Pass out the
30:28bag.
30:28Let's hear it.
30:29Well,
30:31I'm not
30:31actually divorced yet.
30:34Okay.
30:35In the process?
30:36I mean,
30:37I haven't submitted
30:38the paperwork yet,
30:39but I have a lawyer.
30:40Okay.
30:41And apparently,
30:42it's very quick
30:42to get a divorce
30:43with a daughter.
30:50I was divorced,
30:51and when I first
30:53started dating,
30:54my marriage
30:55wasn't finalized
30:56yet,
30:56either.
30:59I was nervous
31:00when you had a good
31:03time.
31:03Me too.
31:04It was fun.
31:05You're very easy
31:06to jump to.
31:09So am I allowed
31:10to ask if you
31:10would go on a second
31:11date with me
31:12if you had the
31:13option?
31:17Yes,
31:17it was definitely
31:18a very good date.
31:19I would do it again.
31:21to have a guy
31:23interested in me
31:24and interested in
31:25hearing what I have
31:26to say.
31:26I feel hopeful,
31:28happy.
31:29I'm so glad
31:30I put myself out there.
31:34I have such a good
31:35diet.
31:38I didn't realize
31:39how much I missed
31:40this.
31:41I'm happy,
31:42and I can't wait
31:43to see what happens
31:54next.
31:58I can't wait.
32:03I can't wait.
32:05I can't wait.
32:12Like the last time that we told, she told me that they were going to come at 4, around 4
32:19today.
32:20So I have the whole day to organize everything.
32:25It's so frustrating.
32:27Mad family just arrived.
32:29It's Thanksgiving Day.
32:30They are drugging their suitcases, yelling, arguing among each other.
32:35They woke up the baby.
32:36They woke me up.
32:37You know, it was like actually the horror Thanksgiving version.
32:42You know, like literally, I was invaded in my house.
32:47And no, I haven't told Matt about the turkey yet.
32:52When I show you what the I thought it was a turkey, it's not a turkey.
32:56And why they put it together a turkey?
33:03Like this a thing.
33:05I thought it was a turkey.
33:08It's not a turkey.
33:10It was a turkey.
33:15I feel like a lot of people were having it.
33:18And I feel like it was a turkey.
33:21It was like, oh, it looks inhabited.
33:23It's not a sale.
33:25It looks like what's ahead.
33:28It's a hat.
33:31Happy Thanksgiving.
33:33Everyone.
33:34Can I make myself a coffee?
33:36Yeah.
33:37I'm going to skip it.
33:38If you want, I can make it for you.
33:40If you want.
33:41No, I don't.
33:42Okay.
33:43I really hope that things go smoother during the day because my anxiety is already over the rules.
33:51And I just don't want to have a s*** first thing given.
33:58They overflow a little bit, the customer comes.
34:02This is so much fuck.
34:04Oh, my God.
34:05Okay, give me, give me this.
34:07It's time to work.
34:09Before it gets safe, people feel good.
34:13Max's mom and I don't have the best relationship.
34:16This woman is extremely religious, very judgmental,
34:21and she disagrees with everything I do, the way I dress,
34:25the fact that we're not married, that we're having sex,
34:27that we have Matilda.
34:29Whatever I do, she finds something wrong about it.
34:49I have so much pressure to make this work,
34:55and I'm not feeling well after Matt's family invasion.
34:59All I need is for her to get the heck out of my way
35:04and let me do my thing.
35:06Is that too much to ask?
35:08No.
35:10Close the door, please.
35:11Yeah, what's up?
35:13And lock it.
35:14Okay.
35:15Your mom is going to come.
35:16Okay.
35:17Why do you keep leaving me alone with your mom?
35:21What do you want me to do?
35:22You've complained about this in the past, too.
35:23I don't know what you want me to do.
35:24You have to make it clear, Matt.
35:26This is way too much for me.
35:28You know how she is now.
35:29Don't be dead.
35:31She's only seen my mom a couple times, right?
35:33And you're already in over there.
35:35And it's just annoying.
35:36You know what she's asking this morning?
35:39If I have sex with you.
35:41If I'm taking her account.
35:42I know.
35:43She likes to ask those things.
35:44Like, how is she asking if we have sex?
35:46Like, what do you do?
35:48I mean, we're going to live together.
35:49We have a daughter.
35:50We, I mean, we just bought a house.
35:52This is a holiday, and I'm trying to keep it together.
35:56So to avoid arguments, because I'm going to lose it.
35:59I am asking, you know, to leave me alone with it.
36:01That's what I'm asking.
36:03Like, I know my mom can be texturized and annoying.
36:08I know my mom can be difficult, but I love my mom.
36:11And I don't know how to explain it to Jasmine that she's just an old person.
36:16Like, have some patience.
36:18I don't know why everything has to make your blood boil, you know?
36:22I'm sorry, I'm not perfect.
36:24My family's not perfect.
36:25I don't know what to tell you.
36:27Don't you want me to be perfect, though?
36:30Okay, do you want me to watch her while you start cooking, or what are we doing?
36:33Just as a matter of fact, I didn't buy the turkey.
36:37You're joking.
36:41Honestly, I'm not surprised.
36:44What do you mean?
36:44What am I surprised?
36:46I knew it.
36:47I knew you were going to say something.
36:48I'll never have to trick you or something.
36:50I don't know why.
36:51I didn't learn about it.
36:54So I won the fancy.
36:56No, but at least be in a nice mood.
36:59Like, can we at least be in a nice mood?
37:04Dude, Jesus Christ.
37:06Why would you live in a mansion, and I have everything?
37:08You say, like, eh, my mom.
37:10Yay.
37:11Yay.
37:12There's no reason to be crabby.
37:14It's Thanksgiving.
37:28Listen, if they don't want to do it, I'm not going to be...
37:31No, that's for sure.
37:32You're not going to force them.
37:33That's for sure.
37:34I'm also not going to...
37:35Lauren, when I try to say a sentence, you need to shut up.
37:39I just told Alex that I shot some content of me and the kids for a potential Mother's Day campaign.
37:46This is a big opportunity for me.
37:48And to have the kids involved with it, like, I think this is the perfect fit.
37:51And I was really hoping that he would be more open to it, but it is not going well.
37:58I have clearly taken on the role of momager, and if I am able to fully pursue being this
38:05momager and this agent for our family...
38:07You and your momager.
38:09Be momager.
38:10The kids.
38:11It's a different story.
38:12Well, I filmed some stuff with them.
38:15I know you filmed some stuff with them, and you told me you filmed the drone.
38:18I know you did already do something.
38:20It's a pleasure, yeah.
38:21You can show me, but it doesn't mean that we're going to use it and take this campaign
38:24or whatever.
38:25Okay.
38:26You understand?
38:27You understand?
38:28All right, so show me.
38:30I'm going to have the TV for you.
38:41So, wait, when I'm going to step out...
38:43You're going to pressure here.
38:44Okay.
38:45Here we go.
38:47Look at how much fun they're having.
38:51You can't see all of them in here.
38:54They're having fun.
38:55I don't like begging them to do it.
39:00This is what we do.
39:02You make your video, cut it together or whatever.
39:05We'll show it to the kids.
39:07And we'll tell them, hey, kids, do you want to get in more videos?
39:12But if they say no, that is it.
39:16I don't have a problem.
39:19This whole social media thing is going to be an ongoing thing, I'm sure.
39:22But what bothers me more is that we're not on the same page.
39:25So, moving forward, we've got to be a team in this.
39:28You're right.
39:29Moving forward, I will be better at that.
39:31It's just that this could be huge for my career.
39:37But for what it's worth, I will never force our kids to do something they don't want to do.
39:42I promise.
39:43All right.
39:45Yeah.
39:47All right, Carla, I'm going to change you.
39:50Love you.
39:53Well, I think that went well.
39:55Here's the thing.
39:57Give my guess what Emo wants.
39:59Good morning.
40:00How you doing?
40:01Good morning.
40:02Glad to be back in San Diego.
40:03Bring your A-game.
40:06Gino style.
40:12Oh, my God.
40:13Good morning.
40:20Here we go.
40:21Time to get ready.
40:22Today, I'm going on a date with Stephanie.
40:25Yeah.
40:26I hope I don't blow it.
40:28I would love to worship you.
40:30On that note.
40:33I have a gigantic man-child bitching at me.
40:37I'm sick of being belittled and taking advantage of.
40:40So I'm going to have to decide if I want to stay in this marriage or not.
40:44I think you take me for granted.
40:45I've spoiled you.
40:47No.
40:50I want to get married in Florida so my friends and family can go.
40:54He's like, oh, I want to go to Aruba.
40:56I want to go to Turks and Caicos.
40:58Not only does my fiance, Phillip, want a destination wedding, he also wants it to be a dry wedding.
41:03I'm not allowed to have fun or drink with my friends.
41:06Well, I don't want to see you embarrassing yourself.
41:09You always go out and stuff.
41:11You go meet with your friends.
41:13You go for one great day.
41:14I don't want you to boss me around every day and tell me what to do.
41:17I don't like the way that you are.
41:18I continue to lecture me.
41:19I feel like a prisoner in my own home.
41:21So I don't know how much longer I can do this.
41:24I'm over it.
41:28Before Matt's mom left, she handed me this envelope.
41:33Dear Jasmine, I cannot give you a map.
41:36My blessing.
41:37All of this could have been avoided if Matt had chosen a remaining girl.
41:42Matt's mom is getting my last f***ing nerve.
41:46And these words, they cut like knives into my heart.
41:51And these words, they cut like knives into my heart.
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