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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 04
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00:17Destined and I know that you know I'm tiptoeing around
00:42I can't even lie I was
00:59expecting Jack to kiss me at some point in this process but this early on I'm
01:04like damn like he's really going for it I just love you Jackie his boundaries
01:09done broken gone you just went in the confessional like just me and him so we
01:20just talked to the camera or whatever I don't know whether he wants to talk
01:24about it or just pretend like it never happened but I think off of what I got to
01:28experience he's a good kisser and I wouldn't mind experiencing it some more
01:35too much going on right now
01:38mid what
01:49personally I thought that he would be the first one to break and he did so kudos to
01:55Carter if you ask me he's done like he might as well just go fully all the way
02:03I got you I got you he might want to go home with his girlfriend but after this shit I
02:08don't think
02:09his girlfriend's gonna want to go home with him let's be honest Carter's a good kisser but not better than
02:19Cheyenne
02:43I don't know
02:46They're vibing over there, bro. I don't think it's as close as we are here. There's no way. There's no
02:49way, bro
02:50Girls are like catfighty too. Yeah, and girls like fight and like they're fighting over my boyfriend
02:55Exactly. That's disgusting. I feel like he's doing good over there. Genuinely. I think he's doing good over there, too
03:00I think he'd be dumb if he did it to where I could like watch it
03:03I just had to scare him right before we left. I told him I said if he embarrasses me your
03:09friends are no longer off-limits
03:11Just so that way. You can't start fucking his friends. Hell no, that's crazy
03:14That would kill him that would break his heart. Is that what you're trying to do?
03:18No, I don't know what he's doing over there. I have like a little angel over here. That's like it's
03:23okay
03:24But then the devil's like he's fucking a bitch, you know
03:28Like one of the pettiest people I know
03:36How are you guys feeling about all this shit my term is like paranoia, I'm always paranoid. We know
03:42Yeah, I worry that I'm like out of sight out of mind, you know
03:45It's like you're not like in reality
03:47You're not like the only person they would ever like hook up with it, you know
03:51Yeah, look at the first bonfire was so traumatizing and kind of scarred from that
03:54That would be real
03:55My mouth was like on the floor when I saw your clip like I don't care how much money somebody
03:59had
03:59Bad she was bashing you. Do you care when she like shits on you like the bonfire like does it?
04:05Yeah, like yeah, your response even at the bonfire was a little like my response was more loud than yours
04:09and I was confused
04:10I feel like I've gotten like almost used to it and like that's not okay. That's not healthy
04:14Yeah, you got more to offer in life than being somebody's punching bag
04:18And that's the scary part. I feel like even coming into the house dude. I feel like I've held a
04:24lot of shit in
04:25My and Cheyenne's relationship has not been the most perfect thing. I
04:30Don't want to make her look like a bad person because at the end of the day
04:32I love her but a year or two into our relationship. She went out with a friend and you know
04:37got drunk and you know kissed
04:39Someone she had talked to in the past
04:43So hold on hold on hold on hold on
04:45So you're telling me so you're telling me she cheated before you cheated. Yeah, why didn't you say that?
04:51Because I didn't want to make her look like a bad person
04:53You retaliated I retaliated but I ended up cheating to the full extent isn't that so unfair to just like
05:00take all the
05:01Blunts of all the wrongdoings in your relationship. Yeah, it's crazy at the end of the day, dude
05:06I want her to be happy, but what about you?
05:09I am starting to be a little bit happier and like I wouldn't be telling you guys this if I
05:12didn't if I was something wasn't changing with me
05:15Me and Cheyenne when that all happened should have taken a break and we didn't and I feel like that's
05:19definitely where this resentment and shit didn't heal
05:22Over the years. I pushed my feelings to the side. I mean now that I'm here this experience
05:26It's bringing stuff out that I really didn't see was wrong and like hearing the guys and like the advice
05:30they give me
05:31I kind of see that now basically your ultimate test is like
05:35Are you and Cheyenne too far gone because of all that you've done to each other or can you guys
05:39make it work? Yeah?
05:47Yeah
05:49Getting some Sun had to bro. Yeah, we're working on our tan
05:54Wait, so have you ever had like a girlfriend? Not really like I honestly went through like a hoe phase
05:59And I was like 20 mm-hmm
06:01And then recently I just been like you know what I think that happens when we turn like 24 and
06:0525
06:06We're like this isn't fun anymore like the chase gets old see I wish I would have realized that sooner
06:10Yeah, I think some of summits friends are still not on that wavelength and that's like a problem because it
06:16gets in his head
06:16You think you'd like they do have a pretty good influence on him
06:20Yeah, I do not like a lot of his friends like when we broke up they made
06:24Him like a hinge within like three days
06:27And it like actually made me think that he just like
06:31Never cared about me because I was like why are you on a dating app?
06:34It's normal to have a relationship and that can be your number one priority. It's good to be in love
06:39like you're 25 years old
06:42Relationships are supposed to be like the light of your day and he is sometimes
06:48But there's other weeks where he's the thing that's dragging me down the most
06:53And I'm like is this person really the father of my kids or like
06:59I don't know it just messes with my head like with the father of my children like
07:06make me
07:08Feel this way
07:10My biggest fear is like being alone for the rest of my life. I don't want to spend my life
07:16alone. I want to have like a partner
07:25I'll be curious to see if our girlfriends are like reactive of us because if they start doing crazy shit,
07:30then we'll be like
07:30They definitely saw something in the last pond. I know well, yeah
07:34Which wouldn't have been bad, but they might have assumed it would you know what I mean? Right?
07:37I don't think Kaylee's like that, but you just never know in these situations. This isn't normal. Yeah
07:43I wrote her a letter this morning and I want to start writing more
07:46So then like I can give them to her so she can read like a day in the life right
07:51versus like me
07:51Me trying to like explain everything at that
07:54Yeah, be like look like I was thinking this like I missed you coming back from like the restaurant and
07:58like I love you
07:59You know god, what did they see?
08:07I'm like a coffee connoisseur
08:09What's crazy is i'm not a huge fan of coffee, but i'm gonna i'm gonna try it potentially losing cheyenne
08:14and me
08:14Making a connection with another girl in the house is scary
08:17Oh, these are good. Here's your beautiful drink. Perfect. Thank you
08:19But at the same time being with carter definitely makes me feel like I can be my authentic self
08:23I have fun her presence is definitely making that this whole process a lot easier
08:28I want to like get you like a cool gift to remember
08:31You know just like the date overall
08:33Maybe this little hat. What are you feeling one to ten? What do you think ten? I like 12?
08:40Really? Yeah, 12 12 in my relationship. I'm not a huge romantic person at all
08:45Try this one. I lack taking cheyenne on dates. I lack you know getting gifts and stuff like that. Wow.
08:51Is that too big?
08:52No, I like it big
08:53But like that's definitely something I want to work on I think being here i'm kind of learning that what
08:59do you think?
09:00I like it. I think it looks good on you
09:02This is like a once in a lifetime thing
09:04When i'm with jack it feels like i'm literally just with like one of my best friends
09:11But we have like that physical connection too
09:16I don't know it's just so flirty it kind of gives me butterflies in my stomach a little bit
09:21I like how big it is like yeah, this is like my man's hoodie. That's what this is giving
09:27I think we're going in a really really good direction and i'm really excited to see what can happen in
09:33these next few days with him
09:41I don't know what's prettier the view or you
09:44Stop you're playing no i'm not getting this like one-on-one time with you is really nice
09:49No, i really appreciate you give me the biggest hug in the world
09:53I really appreciate you you're my favorite in the house really yeah say it again you're my favorite in the
10:00house
10:05Oh
10:07So why are you stressed out you and your ex no i mean sorry sydney i'm just so scared because
10:14i know
10:15She has this thing where it's really a double standard where if she does something it's okay
10:21But if i do something she looks like she'll leave like she threatens to leave so much like and
10:31I'm scared of losing her because that stem from like childhood stuff
10:35No this is just the first time in my life i've been loyal she's the only girl i've been with
10:39for like
10:40A year is not that long that's a long time no it's a year is a long time for me
10:45i was a hoe
10:47So like the way i move in here is like i'm petrified
10:50So i'm petrified to flirt you shouldn't want to be with somebody like that though
10:56Like y'all came here together to go through a process and experience dating other people
11:06This is the first time that mikey said he's ever been faithful in a relationship so i see why he's
11:12so emotional
11:14But he needs to figure out if this is the person that he wants to be with because if not
11:19she's gonna break his heart
11:21Even when i first had a conversation i was like sin is gonna leave me
11:25Like you want to be with somebody like that like you're literally saying it like you need to start writing
11:29this
11:29Shit down and read it it makes sense of why you're so emotional in here because god knows what she's
11:34doing over there like yeah
11:36You see what i'm dealing with you you see me
11:44What's up everybody oh my god what's up prepped up on you there sorry hi
11:50What's up everybody hey what
11:54Look this is an intense experience and you guys went through the bonfire and that stirs things up and you
12:02guys are
12:03Trying to make connections and you're all becoming a family
12:05But i think you need to dial it back and just get a little loose and you know go have
12:09some fun
12:10So i came here to tell you that tonight there's gonna be a group outing
12:17You need a break so it's a group outing
12:29Let's go y'all better be careful y'all stuck in here with me
12:35They did that who's the fattest who's the maddest who's the one you wanna i love going out like i
12:41love going to clubs like honestly
12:44The clubs just call my name every saturday
12:47i wanna know
12:50i'm excited to get out of the villa and like hang out with everyone like a group setting
12:55they're teaching me what i should and should not
13:00Stand for who's the fattest who's the maddest who's the one you wanna
13:05Everybody's about to have a great time about to have fun about to turn up i'm messy so i'm encouraging
13:10all
13:10Bullshit for the guys to do and if they do it hey i don't see
13:41it's so nice to get out of the villa i know
13:44the temptation girls are hitting the island
13:44Everybody now
13:54Add two to that for who you
13:58emmy
13:59jack is starting to understand what he wants and what he doesn't want in his life
14:03here he's realizing like there's no limits and i think part of him really does like that i'm a little
14:10worried for myself
14:15We and cheyenne have hit an area in our relationship where we need to figure out who we are as
14:20people
14:20because i feel like in the course of five years you know we've both lost ourselves
14:24you know is she happy as a whole am i happy like i i don't know if i'm happy and
14:28like having the
14:29conversation with the guys this morning uh has just really made me realize you know i gotta be authentic to
14:34myself
14:34She's got the devil
14:49The bigger checks potentially some better sex and always being hotter than your ex
15:00i don't know what i'm saying tonight we are keeping the energy high this is forever
15:04on three one two three this is forever
15:17tonight's the night the girls are looking good we're feeling good and we're looking good
15:27you're laughing so funny have you pumped about one in particular well i mean cindy's looking pretty bad
15:47i feel like we talk without saying and it's like it's just fun yeah because we're just like
15:53i know we get you get me i don't know if it's like an age thing or like what do
15:59you think it has a lot
16:00to do with it i think so we've been through similar yeah i'm sure you've been through like relationships
16:04that i've been through like similar stuff there is a level to that where it's like you just can't
16:10you're at different stages that's why like we're shy like i think she means well and like she's a good
16:14girl but like there's just nothing in common in common right i think i've learned the most about
16:21myself through bradley being here we do have great conversation and that is something that i want
16:27in my relationship with cole i like i hope your boyfriend like does this like talks to girls
16:34me too i know that's what you need yeah what else why would you come here yeah all right everyone
16:41um
16:42can you guys hear me all right all right i just wanted to get up here play a little song
16:47you know
16:48dedicated to sydney real quick hey hey hey some slice some slice some slice some slice i hope you guys
16:55enjoy
16:55it seems like sydney has never been treated like the prize in any of her past relationships so even
17:11like when i'm without her i'm thinking about like something i can do for her wait this is like the
17:16start of the rest of their lives i'm just really blessed with the opportunity to be able to like
17:21show up for her and uh she appreciates it which i love i appreciate all y'all thank you thank
17:28you
17:30you wanted me to know that it was about me i love that what can i say
17:46wait i think i've asked you this but like what is your type in person of guy of guy
17:53i just like when a guy like views the world the same as i do and can laugh at the
17:58same thing
17:59it's like those two things but you laugh at everything it's just because i'm so funny
18:05you are so funny like you think really i think you're so funny i always think that i'm funny but
18:11sometimes i question myself i question myself too because i'm like no you're funny i'm officially
18:16telling you that you're funny it doesn't really matter what we're talking about i enjoy the presence of
18:24julianne the most everything i say she's got like this clever witty little like response and it's just
18:33it's very enjoyable it just goes back to this idea of like always being attracted and drawn to like
18:39the newest next shiny item and you know it's hard to like truly fully commit to one person it's just
18:47really hard i keep trying to beautiful explore but you're just my favorite
18:56i do think you're pretty i like i do tell me again i'm not saying it again
19:01and i you know i feel like you know there's really nothing to hold back anymore because i've already said
19:06it no it's some real shit and i'm starting to feel like i'm not scared to show that you know
19:13what i mean
19:14yeah and i kind of have to forget about the outside life for a little bit
19:26i don't really know where i where i fit in and all this you get what i'm saying and
19:35i know i fit into having good conversations with you
19:43oh god
19:45i like in the past like a bad guy like i'm like oh my god like i crave that attention
19:50you don't think
19:51like where did that give me mikey's he's a good person but in terms of a relationship he is not
19:58what i genuinely want ever to do i understand that now i get that from here on out i like
20:03have a
20:03minimal list you gotta meet these you you got to meet this i'm very happy to be here with you
20:14um
20:14it's like actually like a beautiful thing to be sitting right here with you like it's actually
20:18amazing amazing like i love it and i hope you know what you want to do
20:48my mother the house is finally not bible camp anymore for the first few days it was like nobody
20:54touch each other hands to yourselves but now i feel like the guys are finally letting loose a lot more
20:59wait i have sambas that have like a pink stripe in them and they'd be really cute like that oh
21:04sick
21:04would they fit my feet though no no they'd be like yes welcome to the club man
21:10the guys are finally taking their tails from in between their legs and actually letting it waddle a
21:16little bit y'all ain't give me no compliments today bro what we've been complimenting you all night
21:21y'all ain't give me no car y'all ain't glaze me enough today bro y'all supposed to glaze
21:26they're slow burners but do i think one of them might you know crack under pressure or it might get
21:32cracked i don't know but we'll see yeah what do you want not that want tequila yeah
21:46turn up the tent and dancing
21:56honestly it's been the best night so far where the hell does that come from right now i'm realizing
22:02that i am okay without jack
22:06i'm having so much fun not worrying about him spending the time apart that we have spent apart
22:12i'm feeling good i'm having a blast honestly
22:22i'm gonna go
22:24why didn't you make attention
22:29with xavier i definitely feel like there's something more there um and i'm interested to explore it
22:40i love who he is as a person and i love what he's showing me and as long as it
22:45keeps heading in that
22:46direction who knows what could happen oh my gosh you're living lavish so what do you think about this
22:54tension between us the tension between us oh my god that's that's hilarious that you asked that
23:03you know i definitely feel like it's there yeah okay
23:13here you can read this i just don't want to say it out loud i'm sharing my life with you
23:17and i need
23:17you to understand that appreciate it i have a perfect smile yes you do you do have a perfect smile
23:32no
23:32you have a really nice smile thank you with sydney i'm being real delicate on that speed but like
23:39we're going there like the feasibility of a kiss it doesn't sound too unrealistic but seeing like
23:45the potential of like bonding like a like a genuine romantic partner who like shows up the way like
23:50sydney does it's um it's surprising but like also like beautiful that like seems like it's within my
23:59grasp i just want to know you i just want to hear your voice again baby come closer
24:12show me who you are under that skin good night you guys love you all
24:18and i've waited for some time now just to hear you say i love you and i've waited for some
24:29time now
24:30baby would you let me love you i just want you know like at the end of the day i
24:36look at you
24:37and i read you i could say nothing you know exactly what the fuck i'm thinking about
24:43yeah no i do jack is about to fold tonight he's been yeah but he's about to go ballistic do
24:52you
24:52want to go to bed running from your life yeah sure with me sure let's go
25:07temptation comes in everyday life and i feel like if you're going to fall into temptation you're going
25:12probably falling into it here as much as this sounds crazy if you don't feed into this you're
25:18not going to find any answers for your relationship as a whole i'm answering a lot of questions for
25:24jack he is getting to know me he is connecting with me and he feels comfortable enough to get
25:30physical with me at the end of the day close his blinds really quick
25:36you've gone you've gone too far like i'm in better than ming when there's a girlfriend it's kind of fun
26:12like i'm in better than that
26:15else, I feel like it was different, because I'm just, like, so used to sleeping next to
26:22Cheyenne.
26:23I think that's the hard part, is, like, you know, figuring out what you need for yourself,
26:27but at the same time, like, if I'm doing this, there's a possibility she's doing this, and
26:33I feel like that's, you know, that's hard to, like, process, and I feel like, you know,
26:39yeah.
26:50How are you feeling?
26:52I'm feeling good.
26:53Good.
26:54Yeah, I don't know why I, like, worry or, like, have so much stress back home, but I freaking
27:02do.
27:02I just want him to prove to me so badly that he can be open, so then, even if it's
27:08something
27:08little, I just, like, lose my shit.
27:10Yeah.
27:11I do think Cole needs to open up just a tad.
27:14Me too, because that's, like, a part of our relationship where we are truly disconnected.
27:19You know, my friends have said it's just, like, really hard to get to know him, and, you know,
27:25I want someone to where I feel like we can both, like, have that energy and, like, show up and,
27:32you know, be talkative, and I don't want to feel like I'm, like, having to carry conversations.
27:37I noticed that, I mean, in the few, like, interactions I had with him.
27:41Yeah.
27:41Like, he would just be like, yeah.
27:43Cool.
27:44Yeah.
27:44Like, and it was like this, we have something to talk about here.
27:47Like, I was, like, excited to relate.
27:48Like, you know, like, he's just such a solid human, but it's just, like, figuring out all
27:56of the missing pieces that are there right now.
27:58Step into my world.
28:01Let me show you what I see.
28:05I know, obviously, you have your boundaries, and none of us are going to cross it, but
28:10we are here to, like, offer you opinions that maybe your boys couldn't give you.
28:14You can be more in the experience without completely disrespecting yourself, her, or
28:19your relationship.
28:20It's kind of the dynamic of our relationship.
28:23Like, girls can escalate things in my relationship because she doesn't trust me, so it already just
28:29kind of stigmatizes, like, can make things, like, worse, you know?
28:33Like, even how platonic it is or my intentions, you know?
28:37There's not a lot of grace, for sure.
28:38I give her a lot of grace, I feel like.
28:40She either needs to, like, just come to terms with, like, the past, and we need to forgive
28:44each other.
28:44Yes.
28:45And she...
28:45That's the only way.
28:46She knows that I'm apologetic about it, and it is, like, a big deal.
28:49It's like, if she just let me, if she just let her guard down and let me be free, I
28:53would
28:53be more comfortable out of fear knowing, I'd be like, yeah, babe, like, I went to the
28:58beach, and there was ten girls there.
28:59Like, you're telling little white lies out of fear that if you say the truth, you're
29:03the truth, even if it's not something bad, she's going to flip out.
29:06And she's gotten...
29:07She'll get mad at me for the truth sometimes because she doesn't believe me.
29:09So now I'm like, I tell the truth, you're mad, I lie, I'm mad.
29:11So it's like a lose-lose for me.
29:14It feels good to obviously just get, like, different perspectives from, you know, other
29:18girls, but I'm always in a constant state of, like, surveillance and, like, when's the
29:23next bad thing she's going to get mad about?
29:25And that's like, you don't want to live like that.
29:27I'm just tense all the time.
29:29You obviously love her so much.
29:32I think you guys could have something really wonderful.
29:34It's just a matter of, like, working through those issues.
29:44What's up, everybody?
29:46Hello, Mark.
29:47How are you?
29:48Want to have a chat, ladies?
29:50Sure.
29:51Come on, let's go over these chairs.
29:53Fellas, it'll only be a minute.
29:55What's up, guys?
29:57Oh, shit.
29:58Shit.
29:59I'm here tonight to tell you what's coming up.
30:03So, tonight, it's time for another bonfire.
30:10Oh.
30:11I was not expecting that.
30:13I thought something else was going to be coming our way.
30:16Oh, God.
30:17That was fast.
30:19Look, the whole point of the bonfire is to inform you not so much of what's going on
30:23on the other side of the island, but how you feel about what you see.
30:26At this point in the journey, you've now had plenty of time to be an individual.
30:30The information you may see, I don't know what it is, could be harder now, but who you
30:34are now is different.
30:36And I want to remind you that when I met you, you came here as a couple, and as much
30:41as you love the guys you came with, it wasn't firing on all pistons.
30:47So, looking at the clips may be difficult, but are you feeling any different about yourself
30:52having been an individual for a while?
30:56I'll see you tonight, okay?
30:57All right.
30:58Thanks, Mark.
30:59I'll see you soon.
31:04I just can only imagine what we're about to see, honestly.
31:08Oh, God.
31:09I think we're going into this one with a different mindset.
31:12We're not in denial of our issues anymore, but it's still scary.
31:16It's so scary.
31:18Well, we got each other, you know?
31:20Yeah.
31:21I need a drink.
31:23I also would.
31:24Yeah, me too.
31:26All right, let's go.
31:29I don't know, dude.
31:30I feel like coming in here, like, you know, I did break my boundaries overall.
31:36You know, I came here wanting to leave with Cheyenne, and I just know, like, based off
31:39what I've already done here.
31:41You put that at Jeopardy?
31:42Yeah.
31:43You feel like that?
31:45Yeah.
31:45Once fooled, twice burned.
31:50Roll me down when I can crawl.
32:02Going into this bonfire, I have a different mindset.
32:06If I see Jack having fun, that's okay.
32:09Being here, I haven't kissed, I haven't touched, I haven't done any of that.
32:13And I should be able to let him experience what I'm also experiencing, but still be in
32:20a healthy relationship.
32:29I'm 29 years old.
32:31I'm not at a place where I want to be wasting any time.
32:35Cole and I came here for a reason, and I'm just really hoping that he is putting in as
32:40much effort as I am to get to the bottom of our problems, to grow and come out stronger.
32:47Love's a crime, but soon you'll be a slave for me.
32:57My anxiety from 1 to 10, I'm going to rate it at 100 right now.
33:00It's shitty to say, but you know, I really hope that she's done something similar to
33:04I have, because maybe it wouldn't make me feel so bad.
33:15I remember how the first bonfire went.
33:17I feel like scared shitless.
33:19Like, I don't know what she's doing, and I can't talk to her, so I'm definitely worried.
33:32I'm going to break free.
33:34It's not going to break me.
33:36Not going to break me.
33:38Like, I just feel uneasy.
33:40My heart tells me that Kaylee hasn't done anything that would really hurt me, but
33:45I know I've done things that Kaylee's not going to love to see.
33:56I'm scared that she's going to press the limits to the point where there is no return,
34:01and that's going to hurt.
34:02And I don't want to believe that she doesn't care about me.
34:06What's up, fellas?
34:07What's up, what's up, what's up?
34:08How's it going?
34:08Mark.
34:09How we living?
34:13Well, you look good.
34:15Feel good.
34:15Good.
34:17Let's get into it.
34:18We'll start with Jack.
34:19Okay, Jack, you ready?
34:21As much as I can be.
34:22All right, buddy.
34:23Let's take a look.
34:25You and Jack came here for a reason, so do you feel like you are truly happy with him?
34:31No, no.
34:32I don't feel like we are truly happy.
34:34I don't trust him.
34:34He knows how bad he hurt me, too, like, whenever he went that far with her.
34:39And so it's like, I just don't know.
34:41It almost makes me feel like he's just been filling my head full of bullshit.
34:47This relationship's so fucked.
34:48It is so toxic.
34:50But it's just because we've been together for so long, so it's like that comfort.
34:56I'm realizing that I am okay without Jack.
34:59I'm having so much fun, not worrying about him, spending the time apart that we have spent
35:04apart.
35:05I'm feeling good.
35:06I'm feeling like I'm having a blast, honestly.
35:13Um, you know, seeing that clip, I'm really not caught by surprise at all.
35:18I feel like, you know, she's speaking her emotions.
35:20And, you know, over the course of five years, we've had a rough patch.
35:23And, you know, I feel like that honeymoon stage has faded in our relationship.
35:29And the happiness has kind of faded as well.
35:32And, you know, what she is saying, uh, it's hard to hear.
35:35Um, but I can't agree, um, with a little bit of that.
35:41Be more specific.
35:42What did you hear that you can agree with that's hard to hear?
35:44We're not happy in the relationship.
35:47What I've learned while being here is how to be myself again.
35:52I've talked to the girls in the house and I feel like, you know, they've kind of made me
35:55feel a certain way about what I've been through and kind of where, what I'm missing, um, in
36:00myself.
36:00And I, overall, you know, they've been really honest with me about, you know, that I've
36:05probably lost myself.
36:06I feel like I have lost myself, you know?
36:08Is there any, any one particular person, Jack?
36:11You know, I think Carter is a big one.
36:13Um, it's something I didn't expect.
36:16And, uh, yeah, it's a little bit scary too, just because, you know, I've, I've been in
36:21a relationship for so long.
36:22So, uh, I think overall, like, what I really have noticed is there's no judgment.
36:27I feel like, you know, in my relationship, I've, you know, been judged in weird ways.
36:31You know, these guys are getting me through it as well.
36:33You know, having these bonfires and kind of seeing the way that she's opening up and
36:36talking about me, that just seems unfixable to me.
36:39Like, that's kind of what I'm realizing.
36:42I'm sure it's hard to hear, you know, the person you came to the island with kind of
36:47run you down a little bit.
36:49And then in true Jack form, you take responsibility for it.
36:54Yeah.
36:55I feel like I've just kind of been walked all over.
36:58And I'm just, I'm just tired of it.
37:05Okay, that's rough.
37:06And I'm, I'm happy you're discovering things about yourself and reigniting ways of being
37:13that you'd forgotten about.
37:15All right, Cole, let's see what's going on in your world.
37:21I just want him to prove to me so badly that he can be open.
37:26So then even if it's something little, I just like lose my shit.
37:29Yeah.
37:30I do think Cole needs to open up just a tad.
37:33Me too, because that's like a part of our relationship where we are truly disconnected.
37:38You know, my friends have said it's just like really hard to get to know him.
37:42I noticed that, I mean, in the few like interactions I had with him.
37:46Yeah.
37:46He would just be like, yeah, cool.
37:49This is fun.
37:49Yeah.
37:50Because we're just like.
37:51The same.
37:52I know, we get.
37:53You fucking get me.
37:54I know.
37:54I think I've learned the most about myself through Bradley being here.
37:59We do have great conversation and that is something that I want in my relationship.
38:11I mean, it makes me feel sad.
38:15We came into this island, you know, with a relationship that I thought and what she's expressed to me
38:20that, you know, feel was really good.
38:23Obviously, we had our problems, but I have been a very loyal boyfriend.
38:28And, you know, before coming here, I have hundreds of letters from her saying how much
38:32she loves this relationship and, you know, how much I mean to her.
38:36So, yeah, I mean, I think that video just made me kind of sad.
38:39That's what I can say about that.
38:41But maybe these are the questions to ask the girls in the house.
38:44Why do I think things are cool if she doesn't seem to think they're cool?
38:48What can you tell me about me that I may not know about me?
38:52Yeah.
38:52And then be willing to hear it.
38:54You know, I've realized some things in our relationship that, you know, obviously I want
38:58to fix, but there was some things of, you know, her being half in, half out early in
39:02the relationship.
39:03Obviously, she broke up with me the first time.
39:05I think it really damaged, you know, my confidence and sense of worth, which I think could have
39:10fed into, like, some of the white lies that then proceeded.
39:13Okay.
39:13Out of fear, you know?
39:15So, now that you're starting to see why your behavior might be connected to a feeling of
39:21insecurity or not feeling supported, now let's look at the gap between your perception of how
39:28things are and her perception of how things are.
39:33It sounds like things are stirring up for you, and that's the start of the process, Cole, so good for
39:38you.
39:39Yeah.
39:40All right.
39:42Mikey?
39:43What's up?
39:44What's up?
39:44How you feeling?
39:45Feeling good.
39:46How you feeling?
39:46So good.
39:47All right.
39:48Let's take a look.
39:54Two, three.
39:55Oh, shit.
40:00Like, I'm super comfortable.
40:02I'm not gonna lie.
40:03You make it so easy.
40:04No, I like it.
40:05Yeah.
40:06No, you make it pretty easy, too.
40:10We're dating.
40:11Like, you know, we're exploring.
40:13We're experiencing.
40:14I'm experiencing new feelings.
40:16Like, I don't know.
40:17Is it smooth if I blow your hand?
40:21I love how you ask.
40:23Yeah.
40:24Now I'm big on this.
40:26Meeting a guy like Xavier has just, like, opened my eyes to all of the possibilities of what, like,
40:33love should look like, what a relationship should look like, what a man truly looks like.
40:41Okay.
40:45She looks beautiful, by the way, first and foremost.
40:47I love that girl.
40:49I miss that girl.
40:51And I'm gonna be real.
40:52Nothing I saw made me uncomfortable.
40:54I mean, you told us that we're supposed to be in here to figure out some things, figure out some
41:01questions.
41:01And if that's the guy for her, I commend her on that.
41:05And if I'm not the guy for her, I have to understand that.
41:10And I mean that.
41:12Okay.
41:13It's a little bit of a change from the last time I saw you, which is like, you know, if
41:18I lose her, I'll be devastated kind of vibe.
41:21Seeing everything right here, I have no problem with it.
41:24She's living in her truth.
41:25And that's all she can do.
41:26What if her truth ends up being that she needs to be with him and not you?
41:30What can I say?
41:31I'm happy for her.
41:32Like, that's my best friend, so I support her right or wrong.
41:35And if that's right for her, I support that.
41:38Straight talk?
41:39It doesn't feel like you're feeling much.
41:41Like, you're cool with it.
41:42It's fine.
41:43And that wasn't the emotional guy I saw about a week ago.
41:46And if you see the girl you say you love to death like you do, and it looks like she
41:51might be feeling somebody else and maybe be gone, I'm surprised that you're just like, whatever.
41:58I mean, what can I do?
42:00You can feel something.
42:02I grew up with a mother that said, don't want nobody that don't want you.
42:06So the day got to go on.
42:08The sun going to come up.
42:10The sun going to go down.
42:12So.
42:13Look, I don't disagree with anything you're saying, Mike.
42:16I just think there's something to explore about the fact that you're seeing the girl you came here with saying
42:22we're dating with some other guy, and you're like, I'm happy for her.
42:27It's all good.
42:28Truthfully, I wish that was me.
42:31I do.
42:31I wish I was experiencing these moments with Sidney.
42:35But I'm not.
42:36And that's something I got to live with.
42:39Well, that statement you just said was the closest thing to something I'll buy that you've said.
42:43That feels real to me.
42:45Yeah.
42:45Everything else feels a little bit like if I don't acknowledge it, I'm going to be cool.
42:51Right?
42:51Oh, no.
42:52Not at all.
42:53I'm going to be honest.
42:54If I felt, if I felt some time, I can't hide my emotions.
42:57Yeah, that's true.
42:58That's true.
42:58I can't hide them.
43:00That's true.
43:01And, yeah, that just, that just didn't do it for me.
43:05Like, I'm sorry.
43:06No, don't be sorry.
43:07That's a huge answer to a question.
43:09Well, yeah, I'm growing for real.
43:11I know when to be serious, when it's time to be serious.
43:13I know how to joke when it's time to joke.
43:15Okay.
43:16And big shout out India for helping me through that.
43:19Like, my journey would not be where it's at right now if it was not for India.
43:22So.
43:22Well, that's great.
43:23I'm cool.
43:25Okay.
43:27Summit?
43:29I, yeah, hopefully I can be as cool.
43:31I don't know.
43:33Let's take a look.
43:35Do you want him to be something other than what he is?
43:38I just want him to, like, be a fucking good boyfriend.
43:41Yeah.
43:42Like, you want your partner to, like, love you and accept you for all of you.
43:45At some point, you have to realize, like, you are enough, though.
43:49Like, at what point does the breaking point happen?
43:51Because, I mean, all the disrespect, I mean, it builds up.
43:55Like, no one should feel like their partner is, like, belittling them.
43:59I don't understand, like, why he does it.
44:02Like, I don't know what he gets out of, like, making me feel bad about myself.
44:07Is this person really the father of my kids?
44:11Or, like, I don't know, it just messes with my head.
44:14Like, would the father of my children, like, make me feel this way?
44:29Um, yeah.
44:31I mean, obviously, it's on theme with the clip I got at the first bonfire.
44:37This theme of me not making her feel as amazing as she is and deserves to feel.
44:44And it, it sucks that clearly I'm not making her feel that way.
44:49It's almost, like, just so frustrating because I, I guess I don't fully understand, like, what I'm doing to make
44:55her feel so unsupported.
44:59Like, am I really such a shitty boyfriend?
45:02I, I, I guess I, I have a hard time acknowledging that.
45:06I think you're on the right track.
45:08I think the fact that you say, I don't know why she feels this way is, in essence, asking the
45:15question.
45:16So, let's talk about it.
45:20It's, I'm just, like, a very independent person, I feel like.
45:23And I like to do my own thing.
45:25And, like, we don't need to, like, be together, like, be each other's absolute rock 24-7, seven days a
45:33week.
45:34I, I don't, maybe I'm just not ready for a relationship still.
45:38I don't fucking know.
45:38That may be.
45:39Oh, I didn't think you would say that.
45:42But you're, you're on the right track.
45:44And you know what I love about you?
45:46You're trying so hard to get it.
45:48I'm trying, Mark.
45:49Buddy, I get that.
45:51It's foreign to you because you've had two relationships.
45:54Give yourself a break.
45:57What relationship in your life, parents or others, have you witnessed that you thought they've got it together?
46:04It wouldn't be my parents.
46:06I, I was raised by a single mom.
46:09Um, yeah, no dad.
46:12Do you have a relationship with your father?
46:14Do you mind me asking?
46:14I do not.
46:15My mom's my everything.
46:17She's my rock.
46:18She's mom and dad, super mom, my hero.
46:21Anytime anyone asks, like, who is your role model?
46:24Who are you the most proud of in your life?
46:27It's always my mom.
46:28But as children, we take our cues from what we've, we've witnessed.
46:33You haven't really seen an example of a love relationship other than the love relationship of a mother to her
46:38son and vice versa.
46:40Right?
46:41Yeah.
46:43However, if you reframe it, you can use what you know to create a good relationship with a girlfriend.
46:48Your relationship with your mom, was it fair to say you'd do anything for her?
46:52Absolutely.
46:53Yeah.
46:53Is it fair to say you don't criticize anything even when you see things that aren't really so great?
46:58Yeah.
46:58Me and my brothers joke all the time.
47:00There's things about it like, I can't believe mom's nuts, but you don't want to say, mom, I really, you
47:04know what?
47:04You know what type of mom I want?
47:05I want a mom like that mom.
47:07Oh, I would never.
47:08Right, but you're doing that with Kaylee.
47:10Yeah.
47:12So she's not saying you're a shitty boyfriend.
47:14Maybe those are the words.
47:16But what she may be sharing is what she needs that she's not getting from you and how much she
47:21loves you and wants you to give her that.
47:24Because that's a healthy relationship.
47:28Okay?
47:29Thank you, Mark.
47:31Okay.
47:32Thank you, buddy.
47:33All right.
47:35I think we're done for the night.
47:36You made it through another bonfire, guys.
47:40Tomorrow and coming up will be more dates, so think about who you want to go on dates with.
47:43When you go back to your villa tonight, you will see an addition to your villa.
47:49It's called the Temptation Haven.
47:52It's an area where you can go whenever you want, with whomever you want.
47:57There are no cameras in there.
47:59It's a chance for you to further experience temptation or connection without everybody's eyes on you.
48:08There's a temptation haven in the other villa as well.
48:12Whenever anyone goes into the haven, a light goes on in the other house to let everybody know that somebody
48:19has entered the temptation haven.
48:21You will not know who or what's going on, but you'll know that something's going on.
48:26And vice versa.
48:28Got it?
48:28Sure.
48:29Got it.
48:29We appreciate you.
48:30I appreciate you guys, man.
48:32This is not easy.
48:33It's not.
48:34It's not easy, and I acknowledge that.
48:36So give yourselves a bit of a break, head on out, and I will see you soon.
48:40Love you, Martin.
48:44They say a window opens whenever her door closes.
48:50For her to question, you know, if I should be the father of her children, like, those are just such
48:55intense words.
48:57I hate this.
48:58Tough.
48:59It's so tough.
49:00Not to gasp my own tires, but, like, I know someone out there would, like, love me so much for
49:05me and appreciate me so much for me.
49:07So if she doesn't appreciate me for me and everything I bring to the relationship, I don't really know what
49:14we're doing here.
49:14I heard that time can heal a wound and fix up what is broken.
49:21I know the bonfire was tough for some of us.
49:25You know, I expect her to be having a good time, but I have not and would not be saying
49:30that, you know, about Scarlett.
49:32So I guess that's maybe what sucked the most.
49:36From what I'm hearing from her side, she's coming to the realization that she doesn't really need me anymore.
49:41It changes my overall thought process on, like, where me and her stand.
49:46I see that Sidney has found somebody that she cares about, and I want to respect it.
49:59Maybe one day I'll get what I want instead of what I need.
50:12It's just hard to watch.
50:18I just thought Sidney loved me, and I thought that her love for me would have been stronger than this
50:26experience.
50:29It's all I've been wanting.
50:30Maybe one day I'll stay in my arms instead of what we're doing.
50:54Whatever we are shown, it's like that is maybe the truth that we're looking for.
51:00It's for a reason.
51:01Yeah.
51:02Yeah.
51:02Exactly.
51:04I'm more scared for this one than the first one.
51:07I feel like Cole maybe hasn't gone this deep with his emotions and feelings.
51:12I'm just bracing myself.
51:15Guys, I get nervous thinking about all of each other's bonfire experience.
51:20It's like, it makes me feel even more, like, stressed and just, like, emotional.
51:24It just doesn't even feel real.
51:26It doesn't.
51:27Not at all.
51:28I hope Summit remembers that I am on the other side of things, and I am going to see what
51:34he does.
51:36If I see something that I'm really uncomfortable with, I'm going to need to take a step back and reevaluate
51:41how I move on with the process.
51:57I just want to know that we're still choosing each other every day, and we're not just going through the
52:02motions.
52:07I don't know how I'm going to feel when I see my key pop up on the screen, but seeing
52:12what I saw last time, this time I'm like, I expect the absolute worst.
52:18I just want to know, did I waste my time on something real, or was it all fake?
52:23I'm going to be a surprise.
52:28I'm going to be a surprise.
52:30Hello, friends.
52:31Hi.
52:32Hi.
52:32How you doing?
52:34Good.
52:34Pretty good.
52:36Welcome to your next bonfire.
52:38At this point, you're in it.
52:40Hopefully, you've learned some stuff about yourself.
52:42Hopefully, you've had some chance to reevaluate what's working in your relationship and what's not working.
52:51I know that sometimes looking at these clips can be painful, but we'll get through it together.
52:58Here we go, ladies.
53:00We're good.
53:02We're going to start with you, Scarlett.
53:04Let's take a look.
53:11I give her a lot of grace, I feel like.
53:13She then needs to just come to terms with the past, and we need to forgive each other.
53:17And she knows that I'm apologetic about it, and it is a big deal.
53:21If she just let her guard down and let me be free, I would be more comfortable knowing.
53:25I mean, yeah, babe, I went to the beach, and there was 10 girls there.
53:27She'll get mad at me for the truth sometimes because she doesn't believe me.
53:30So now I'm like, I tell the truth, you're mad.
53:32I lie, I'm mad.
53:32So it's like a lose-lose for me.
53:35When we do end up coming back together, it's like we've got to figure out how to clean up these
53:39trust issues.
53:40But it's like if you can't get over the past, I can't make you trust me, no matter if I'm
53:43honest to you or not.
53:44You know?
53:45Right.
53:45You have to just let it go, and it's like we can't keep going back on it, you know?
53:59I think it's hard to let it go when it's happened as recently as the week before we got here.
54:08He says, you know, trust issues that are in the past, but we've never worked through them, so they're still
54:14present.
54:15Can you tell me what happened recently?
54:17He told me he was going to the track with his friend, and that was it.
54:22That's all I ever heard of it.
54:23I just had a feeling, and so I said, who's going to the track?
54:27And he said, well, this girl DM'd me, and, you know, I told her that we were going to the
54:33track.
54:33Someone going to the track, that's fine.
54:35But when we're already in such a fragile state, and then it seems like that information was being withheld, it's
54:41like I'm just tired of asking.
54:43I don't want to have to ask to hear these things.
54:45This is a tough question to ask you, but do you think trust can ever be earned?
54:50I do.
54:51I just need the consistency of transparency.
54:56You know, of course there are traits that I wish Cole had, more depth, deeper conversations.
55:03Then I also question, you know, would anyone ever check all 100 of my boxes?
55:09I'm going to let you in on a secret.
55:12There are people that check all the boxes, and part of it is because they check more boxes, and there
55:19are a bunch of boxes that you don't even need to have on your page anymore.
55:21When you have that connection, do you understand?
55:27What I don't want to see you do is return to what you had, because you're going to end up
55:31talking to your girlfriends every day about it.
55:33I don't know where he is, and you're going to need something, and he's going to need.
55:36I don't know why she's always on my back.
55:38I don't cheat on her.
55:39I don't cheat on her.
55:39She's always on my back, and that's not a relationship.
55:42Right.
55:45So get your soul filled up.
55:48Okay.
55:48I appreciate you.
55:53Hello, Cheyenne.
55:55Hello.
55:56Are you ready?
55:58I think the clips will speak for themselves, so I'm just excited to just, just to see what he's been
56:04up to.
56:05I don't know, just hearing his voice makes me happy, so I'm like, turn it on.
56:09All right, well, let's look.
56:10Here we go.
56:14Do you feel like our connection, like, scares you at all?
56:18I mean, yeah, I'll be, yeah, I'll be honest.
56:20It's just weird how, how easy it is to talk to you.
56:23You know, things are moving so fast, and I feel like we've known each other forever.
56:26Yeah.
56:27I think we both know what our connection is and how it's, like, different from anything else.
56:35No, yeah, it is.
56:36You know, that is truthfully how I feel like.
56:38I feel like I don't really have to act a certain way.
56:39Yeah.
56:57Is this the button you choose?
56:59Is this the button you choose?
57:01Yes, it is.
57:06Shut the fuck up.
57:09Shut the fuck up.
57:10Shut the fuck up.
57:12You're so dirty.
57:15Do you want to get something to eat and go to bed?
57:18Yeah, sure.
57:19With me?
57:22Sure.
57:24Wow.
57:28Close his blinds really quick.
57:30Are you fucking hitting me?
57:34Like, I'm in bed with a man who has, like, grown, right?
57:38It's kind of fun, though.
57:43Did he fuck her?
57:45What the fuck does close the blinds mean?
57:54This is what I mean.
57:55I have given this man so many times to redeem himself and prove to me that he wants to be
58:05with me.
58:06And this five years, five years, five years, five years to fucking publicly humiliate me, it's one thing to know
58:17about it, it's another thing to see it.
58:19And he did it knowing that I was going to see it.
58:24He's a piece of shit.
58:26I'm off the shit.
58:27Like, I'm done.
58:28I'm sorry.
58:29I'm sorry.
58:30I'm fucking leaving.
58:33Is this real fucking life?
58:36No, is this real life?
58:40Like, is this real fucking life?
58:44A party fuck?
58:46In the time
58:48You made up your mind
58:52Were you ever mine
58:54Cause it's looking like you went too far
58:59So don't try to lie
59:02It's all come to lie
59:05What you did in the time
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