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We Are All Trying Here (2026) S01E06 English Dubbed Korean Drama Series
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00:00:15I love you.
00:00:48I should have fallen in love.
00:00:51Instead of wrestling with a script that wouldn't come together,
00:00:54I should have fallen in love.
00:00:57Now all those lines I used to force onto the page
00:01:00are pouring out faster than I can get them down.
00:01:03It's like some kind of engine inside me just turned on.
00:01:07Vroom.
00:01:09And now everything's falling into place without any effort.
00:01:14Vroom.
00:01:15I never realized I had such a powerful engine inside me.
00:01:18I should have fallen in love.
00:01:21How come you didn't tell me you got a girl?
00:01:24Vroom. Vroom.
00:01:25Vroom.
00:01:30I'm pretty sure it's true.
00:01:32A few days ago, someone threw a rock through Ajit's window.
00:01:36Turns out it was Una.
00:01:37Why would she do that?
00:01:39Kyungse was bashing you in the director's group chat
00:01:41and you were fighting.
00:01:42I guess it happened then.
00:01:48Oh, shit.
00:01:50She's awesome, isn't she?
00:01:52Oh, she's on a one.
00:01:53Oh, shit.
00:02:18Oh, shit!
00:02:20Oh, shit!
00:02:26Oh, shit! Damn it!
00:02:30When are you going to get married?
00:02:34When I was a child, the girls who were seated next to me in class would cry.
00:02:38But now a woman shiny as a blade has come into my life, and there's nothing I can't do.
00:02:45What can I do for you? What enemy do you want me to vanquish?
00:02:51I really just don't understand. What about Dongman could possibly appeal to you?
00:02:56Don't try to understand. You don't have to. Why do you need to know? Don't be a control freak.
00:03:01When I say it doesn't make sense, it's because I'm not a fan.
00:03:04Exactly. Just say you're not a fan of him. Why do you keep saying you don't understand?
00:03:10Say it straight. I'd much rather you just be honest with me, all right?
00:03:17Why are you giving me attitude?
00:03:18Hey, you picked a fight first.
00:03:21All it takes is one word or one wrong look to ruin someone's day.
00:03:25You know very well just how fragile people can be.
00:03:28In spite of that, you act like it's nothing.
00:03:35I won't tolerate it.
00:03:39Hey!
00:03:42My hair's pretty damn thick, Hyojin.
00:03:45If you're going to start a fight and pull it, get prepared to lose your fingers.
00:03:54Thank you
00:04:07Did you know that
00:04:09I've always envied the telephone poles
00:04:12Standing in front of your place
00:04:14Not to mention that smug little
00:04:16Gim-bop sold here sign
00:04:17Hanging from your window bars
00:04:20If only I could watch over you all day
00:04:22Like that pole
00:04:24Or hang from your front window every night
00:04:27Like that Gim-bop sold here sign
00:04:31I wish I could just
00:04:33Boom
00:04:33Blow myself apart
00:04:34Like all the matter in the Big Bang
00:04:36So I could be everywhere around you
00:04:40Especially
00:04:41That damn Gim-bop lying there on its back
00:04:44Getting rolled tight in your hands
00:04:47If I were that Gim-bop
00:04:57So snug
00:05:00Hmm
00:05:02Hmm
00:05:10Wow
00:05:11Whoa
00:05:35You know, when all I think about is getting back at someone or getting revenge,
00:05:39I can go forever. I can keep myself focused for hours, like I'm wearing blinders.
00:05:45When I imagine good things, though, all my brain power's scattered.
00:05:49Why's that? Because I've never been happy before?
00:05:55And when my head feels all scattered, I get really anxious,
00:05:59like I want to stay anxious till I make it all work.
00:06:06Is your brother home?
00:06:13He went to Taekwalyong to work in the Napa cabbage fields.
00:06:18Hmm. Napa cabbage?
00:06:21He does odd jobs when he's not welding.
00:06:24That's good.
00:06:27Why are you asking about him?
00:06:34Oh, my grandma made some kimchi jim, and I thought I'd bring you some.
00:06:39There's enough for both of you.
00:06:56So...
00:06:57Then, why don't we eat it together?
00:07:00Why don't we eat it together?
00:07:07Sounds great.
00:07:10Sounds great.
00:07:57Wow, careful, it's hot.
00:08:17No, what?
00:08:22You said you wouldn't be here.
00:08:24You have to pick cabbage.
00:08:25Next week, I told you.
00:08:28And you're already drinking, really?
00:08:31You could have at least cleaned up a little.
00:08:33This place is a dump.
00:08:43Hey, how are you?
00:09:06Are those matching watches?
00:09:14Why are they both bright red?
00:09:19Hey, maybe eat something other than booze.
00:09:22Our guest deserves some gratitude.
00:09:39What's your purpose in life?
00:09:59What kind of person do you want to turn into?
00:10:01Not career ambitions or whatever.
00:10:04A lot of folks with successful careers are morons.
00:10:07What I mean is, this is how I want to live my life.
00:10:10That purpose.
00:10:14It's okay.
00:10:15Just eat.
00:10:21To be a strong mother.
00:10:27Huh.
00:10:28I want to be a strong mother in the future.
00:10:32I don't want to be strong because of money or status.
00:10:37I want to stay grounded, unwavering.
00:10:42And centered no matter what.
00:10:44I want to...
00:10:46To be the kind of person who makes everyone calmer.
00:10:50I want to work toward that.
00:10:58My grandma's like that.
00:11:15What?
00:11:17What is it?
00:11:22What?
00:11:35Name.
00:11:55Thank you very much.
00:12:13I really appreciate it.
00:12:21I'm already compromising on everything else.
00:12:23What else do I have to put up with?
00:12:25I'm not doing it.
00:12:27So what?
00:12:27We drop it?
00:12:28Yeah.
00:12:29There's no point trying to work with assholes.
00:12:31We've got bossing you around on day one.
00:12:33I'm done.
00:12:38Oh, shit.
00:12:39I thought OTT was bagging him on the show.
00:12:42Am I wrong?
00:12:43Or did National Stress Management Department get greenlit?
00:12:46Yeah, it did.
00:12:47It's just...
00:12:47So what's the deal?
00:12:48Jeez.
00:12:49The thing is, it's eight episodes.
00:12:50They think it's too much for him to do alone.
00:12:52They want to bring on another writer.
00:12:55Oh, of all the battles you shouldn't pick.
00:13:00You can't mess with a man's writing like that.
00:13:03What, now two writers means it goes twice as fast?
00:13:06Some nerve telling me how to write my own scripts?
00:13:09It's unprofessional.
00:13:10Because they're paying, I gotta listen.
00:13:12That's right.
00:13:13I can take it somewhere else, then.
00:13:14It's my project.
00:13:15It's my idea.
00:13:16Where would you go?
00:13:18By all means, try.
00:13:19See if anyone else is willing to give you this much.
00:13:22They're putting up billions, so their opinion means nothing?
00:13:24Listen, it'll be your first series.
00:13:26They want you to have some help from someone with TV credits.
00:13:29Why is that so crazy to you?
00:13:30Exactly, that's just it.
00:13:31Here's the thing.
00:13:32Why are they so desperate for a second set of hands?
00:13:34Because they think I'm not good enough.
00:13:36Oh, gee.
00:13:38As if you've never been...
00:13:39Screw them.
00:13:40I'm the director.
00:13:43No, I'm writing the entire thing start to finish.
00:13:45A Park Kyung-se project should be written by me.
00:13:48You're being eaten alive, huh?
00:13:51All directors have the same insecurities.
00:13:54You're so damn desperate to make it big,
00:13:56but of course you think getting help makes you weak,
00:13:59like it ruins your perfect vision.
00:14:00It really is a pathetic way of seeing things.
00:14:04And I'm just trying to keep our payroll going
00:14:06to get our rent squared away,
00:14:08and you know I'll take any help I can get on that front.
00:14:11I'll take help from anyone with open arms,
00:14:13because I'm not proud.
00:14:14I'm desperate for it!
00:14:23Listen.
00:14:26The thing is,
00:14:28you're old.
00:14:32Outdated.
00:14:41And you have been for a while.
00:14:43How many movies have you directed that fell apart
00:14:45because you couldn't stick the landing?
00:14:47That's why people say you skim the surface
00:14:49and never go deep.
00:14:53At least with the two-hour feature,
00:14:55you can cover it up somehow.
00:14:56A series exposes your problems, though.
00:14:59You can't hide,
00:14:59and if this project fails,
00:15:01you'll be done for.
00:15:02Kyung-se,
00:15:03don't be an idiot.
00:15:05People want to help you.
00:15:07How could you be so harsh?
00:15:11Is there any love in your heart?
00:15:18We've been together two decades.
00:15:19You're just tossing out a cliche like,
00:15:21is there love in your heart,
00:15:22and somehow you think you should write this alone?
00:15:25I wouldn't say all of this
00:15:27if I didn't love you anymore.
00:15:29So since I do love you,
00:15:31then I'm doing it for your own good, okay?
00:15:34Think carefully here.
00:15:37You know Pyong-nu-na is a magician with rewrites.
00:15:40Now Dong-man's working with her.
00:15:41So you can either be the director
00:15:43who flopped with Sister Vengeance
00:15:45and watch Dong-man finally make his breakout feature,
00:15:47or put something new out there, quickly.
00:15:51The end.
00:16:07Sorry, I didn't know my brother was there.
00:16:09Must have felt awkward.
00:16:11It was nice.
00:16:13I had no idea I had such a clear goal in life.
00:16:17He asked me out of the blue,
00:16:18and I responded without thinking.
00:16:24I've noticed that when you speak,
00:16:26a vacuum is created everywhere around you.
00:16:30You said you wanted to be a strong mother earlier,
00:16:32and suddenly, poof.
00:16:36Like the three of us had left the planet.
00:16:39We were in space eating dinner.
00:16:43Yeah, it's funny to think about.
00:16:44A nice space meal.
00:16:57Looks like it's an emotion watch notification.
00:16:59From the agency, I guess.
00:17:00Hi, customer 4,000.
00:17:03Your software update is scheduled for Friday.
00:17:06Oh.
00:17:07They only made 4,000, right?
00:17:08So you're the last one.
00:17:09Yeah, I made the cut.
00:17:11They gave me number 38.
00:17:14Lucky number 38.
00:17:16Ooh.
00:17:17So you got in early.
00:17:19Nice to have luck on your side.
00:17:21You got it made.
00:17:22I don't know.
00:17:23Number 4,000 feels luckier somehow.
00:17:25I like to get it right under the wire, you know.
00:17:30Oh my gosh.
00:17:32Feels like winter's coming.
00:17:34You're not a fan of winter?
00:17:36No, but I like the wind, though.
00:17:37No matter the season,
00:17:39I love when it's windy.
00:17:44Hello?
00:17:48Um, hello?
00:17:50Hello, Xiong?
00:18:03It's, uh, your mother.
00:18:26Wrong number. All good.
00:18:28Oh.
00:18:46Isn't it weird? The leaves are all falling.
00:18:48And still, there's napa cabbage growing in Kangwon-do.
00:18:56I think it is.
00:19:06Does Pyun Si-yeon sound better than Oona?
00:19:08Pyun Oona's much better, really. Pyun Si-yeon's trying too hard.
00:19:12You changing your name? Nope.
00:19:15Pyun Oona's the winner. I'm serious. I am.
00:19:21A while ago, my brother, he'd say the names are tricky, just can't overdo them.
00:19:31He didn't want his kid to stand out, so he named his daughter Yong Si.
00:19:36But our family name's Hwang, so it's Hwang Yong Si. Sounds so tough.
00:19:43Yang Si. It's good. I like it.
00:19:49Your brother's daughter is how old?
00:19:55Probably...
00:19:56Fourteen?
00:19:58Around there.
00:20:09Oh, let's go.
00:20:15It's cold.
00:20:23Good night, then.
00:20:26Oh. Good night.
00:20:29Here.
00:20:53Don't be smug.
00:21:09It's mom.
00:21:10Give me a call.
00:21:25What's going on?
00:21:28How come you're hammered already? It's early.
00:21:34You just heading home now?
00:21:44Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:21:46Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't.
00:21:47Oh.
00:21:49Ten points.
00:21:58So was it nice and peaceful in my absence or what?
00:22:03Well, sucks to suck, because that's about to end.
00:22:10Well, it's all good, all good, guys.
00:22:16I accept your apology.
00:22:19Hmm?
00:22:25Oh, look at this place. I missed it like crazy.
00:22:28Great to be back. Oh, sweet home.
00:22:33Over the past 20 years,
00:22:35our club has decided to break up and get back together more times than I can count.
00:22:40Hey, how about you sit down? You're making me nervous.
00:22:44Dong Man left us, and we dragged him back into the fold.
00:22:47The A-Club's been reunited,
00:22:49but who knows when our group will be fractured again.
00:22:52Hold on a minute.
00:22:53We're here because of you and you're late.
00:22:56Sorry.
00:22:57Oh, jeez.
00:22:58Hey, sit over there, next to Gyeongse.
00:23:00Uh-uh.
00:23:01Uh-uh.
00:23:02Go on.
00:23:02Oh, hey, hey.
00:23:03Why?
00:23:04Go.
00:23:05Over there, right now.
00:23:06Why?
00:23:06You need to be next to Gyeongse.
00:23:08It'll be easier because you can't really see each other.
00:23:10Go.
00:23:11Whatever.
00:23:12Oh, you're ridiculous.
00:23:14These two can't even look at each other, you know?
00:23:17You put them across from each other, it's a bloodbath.
00:23:21Oh, wow.
00:23:23Boy, it's nice to be looking away.
00:23:25I would love to not have to hear his voice.
00:23:28Hey, get me some glue.
00:23:30I should seal their mouths, too.
00:23:32These are your seats from now on.
00:23:34This way, you don't have to look at each other, got it?
00:23:36To think, you guys used to be best friends.
00:23:39Let's not rewrite history, Gyeongse.
00:23:40Just because we were roommates, you think we got along?
00:23:43Really?
00:23:43Yeah.
00:23:44Like Frodo and Sam, but gay.
00:23:46Hey.
00:23:47What?
00:23:48Jeez.
00:23:49You would be up all night watching movies,
00:23:51but when somebody would ask what you saw,
00:23:53you could never answer because you were watching porn together till dawn.
00:23:56Hey.
00:23:57Frodo and Sam were best buddies till the end, right?
00:24:00You guys both kind of look like hobbits, too.
00:24:02Just saying.
00:24:04Anyway, I dare you to squabble again.
00:24:06There's a lot more dirty laundry from your past.
00:24:09All right?
00:24:09Understand?
00:24:10Ponzi made all its nob.
00:24:12They saw crappy times, shares over the phone, and nonkyom-dong.
00:24:15Hey, come on.
00:24:17We heard you.
00:24:18Someone toast already.
00:24:20To Frodo and Sam finally being reunited.
00:24:23Hear, hear!
00:24:24Hear, hear!
00:24:29You should all be writing while you're still young and up to it.
00:24:33Once you're my age, you can't take a crap, much less write.
00:24:37Seriously.
00:24:38You know when you have to push out a shit,
00:24:39script writing takes the same kind of strength.
00:24:41Ah, in the old days.
00:24:45I'd say this could be tough on my asshole, but I gotta blast it out.
00:24:50I'd brace myself and go for it, and it would come out.
00:24:53At this point, I wouldn't even dare.
00:24:56It could go so wrong.
00:24:57It's the same with writing.
00:24:58Even if I stay up straining three nights in a row, I'm still constipated.
00:25:02Hmm.
00:25:04That's because you're trying to force it out of you, know what I mean?
00:25:08Get the engine started, get things moving, then it just comes out on its own.
00:25:12It might hit you while you're sleeping, or taking a shit, but one way or another, it will just pour
00:25:17out.
00:25:18We all got it inside us.
00:25:20The engine, right?
00:25:21So how exactly do you turn it on, though?
00:25:26I'm not sure, actually.
00:25:28I don't know.
00:25:29It just turned on.
00:25:31I didn't know I had my own engine.
00:25:33He's saying you need to fall in love.
00:25:36No, I'm not.
00:25:37It's not that simple.
00:25:39Everyone has it.
00:25:41Beethoven had it deep down, and I have it, too.
00:25:45Uh-huh.
00:25:46I once read this biography of Beethoven, and I never understood anything in it.
00:25:50Beethoven wants a drink while he's writing, so he has his servant heat up some milk.
00:25:54He puts the cup to his lips and drinks, but it's totally cold, so he chews out the servant.
00:25:59I wanted it hot.
00:26:00Why is the milk cold?
00:26:01But here's the thing, it turns out.
00:26:02It actually was hot earlier.
00:26:04He was so absorbed in his work that it went cold without him noticing.
00:26:09I remember thinking, how could you be so oblivious to something like that?
00:26:14Then guess what?
00:26:15Last night, I was writing like crazy, and suddenly I thought, ooh, some coffee would be really nice.
00:26:22So I got up, but then, it was already there.
00:26:28And it was cold, too.
00:26:30I completely forgot that I made it.
00:26:33Beethoven and I shared a connection, I thought.
00:26:36I'm like him.
00:26:37Come on, you wouldn't forget if Ramyun was on the table, would you?
00:26:41What's wrong with you?
00:26:43Trying to bring me down, aren't you?
00:26:44You know why we hate each other, Gyeongse?
00:26:47It's like when you see your flaws more clearly in someone else.
00:26:50We're alike.
00:26:52We're both shallow, our work is safe and superficial.
00:26:56Our writing barely skims the surface.
00:26:58No deep dives, no dangerous waters.
00:27:01But now, I can explore the entire ocean.
00:27:04I'm going to scoop up pearls from the seafloor.
00:27:07I'm not one of your kind anymore.
00:27:12Bye!
00:27:22Watermelon would do you good.
00:27:23Man, eat the good part for once, you know?
00:27:26Stop licking the rind.
00:27:27Taste what's underneath.
00:27:37All hands, brace for impact.
00:27:39Brace for impact.
00:27:51Watch me.
00:27:52Because I'm going to catch a wave.
00:28:03This book's good.
00:28:06So many lines there are brilliant.
00:28:08They make you stop and take them in.
00:28:10Pick ten expressions you like and memorize them.
00:28:13And then one of them will occur to you at the perfect moment.
00:28:19That's when people will begin to see you as unique.
00:28:23Did you finish the book I gave you last time?
00:28:27Stop scrolling.
00:28:28Be present.
00:28:30Another person's talking now.
00:28:31Someone who claims to have gone to school with your biological daughter.
00:28:37They even posted a photo of her as a kid.
00:28:39Remember, when they were dating to school with your wife?
00:28:41Same, doesn't it?
00:28:42How are you?
00:28:42For the first time, don't you.
00:28:42Remember, when they go to school with your wife?
00:28:57Good night.
00:28:59Good night.
00:29:16I don't think staying silent is an option anymore.
00:29:20We should do an exclusive interview and then put it out immediately.
00:29:23Yum's waiting on our word. We can call him whenever.
00:29:26I'll have everything set up at the office so you can do the interview after we finish up today.
00:29:30No, don't. I'll tell the public on my own.
00:29:32Everybody in Korea will hear me speak the truth.
00:29:35If we don't address this till after the awards ceremony, the public is going to think-
00:29:38Don't forget, people with nothing better to do love to watch celebrities embroiled in scandals.
00:29:43They can enjoy it a little longer.
00:29:48Thank you, Mr. Huang.
00:29:49Yep, good work.
00:29:53Mr. Huang?
00:29:55Yeah?
00:29:55You want to grab lunch?
00:29:57I have a script to revise tonight.
00:29:59I better push hard because I want to be fully cast by next week.
00:30:03It's wild.
00:30:04My script's going to get read by actors.
00:30:06I hope that you invite me to the very first screening.
00:30:10You better believe it.
00:30:12Bring your whole family.
00:30:13Best seats in the house.
00:30:14Put you right by the actors.
00:30:15That'd be amazing.
00:30:16Let's go.
00:30:17Yeah.
00:30:29Sir.
00:30:31You got this.
00:30:33No, you got this.
00:30:36See ya.
00:30:37Bye.
00:30:37Bye.
00:30:39Bye.
00:30:49Bye.
00:30:53Woo!
00:30:54Whew.
00:31:11Hey.
00:31:14On a day like this, it feels good to be alive.
00:31:17If you have gone far away,
00:31:20it would be a good day to come back.
00:31:27Hi. My
00:31:38my friend,
00:31:38is my come
00:31:38on. Can he be
00:31:39risk?
00:31:45I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:42I don't know.
00:33:10I don't know.
00:34:03I don't know.
00:34:04I'm sorry.
00:34:05Something came up at home.
00:34:06I don't think I can come to work today.
00:34:08I don't know.
00:34:40Where are you going?
00:34:43Where do you think?
00:34:44To work.
00:34:46I don't know.
00:34:47I don't know.
00:34:54I don't know.
00:34:55I don't know.
00:34:56I don't know.
00:35:05I don't know.
00:36:42What a shock. She chews me out instead.
00:36:45She calls me up first thing this morning.
00:36:47She starts yelling, how dare you give my daughter a script like this?
00:36:50She's just taking it out on me.
00:36:52This is exactly what I told you.
00:36:54Stop handing out scripts to talent independently.
00:36:58The CEO of the company doesn't even know which actor got which script.
00:37:01Does that make sense?
00:37:04I'm sorry, sir.
00:37:05I hope you guys get ripped apart by an actor today.
00:37:08See how it feels.
00:37:10I think it's her.
00:37:30Oh, it's John Miran.
00:37:32It's John Miran.
00:37:32Oh, that's her.
00:37:34It is her.
00:37:35Oh, my God.
00:37:37Oh, my God.
00:37:37Oh, my God.
00:37:39She's so beautiful.
00:37:42Oh, she's so cute.
00:37:43She's so cute.
00:37:44Woo!
00:37:46Woo!
00:37:47Woo!
00:37:47Chang Miran!
00:37:48Chang Miran!
00:37:49Chang Miran!
00:37:51Chang Miran!
00:37:52Chang Miran!
00:37:52Woo!
00:37:54Ah!
00:37:54Uh, Miran, here.
00:37:56After you.
00:37:58We love you!
00:37:59She's absolutely gorgeous.
00:38:04You're here.
00:38:05It's so hot.
00:38:11Look.
00:38:13I worked like a dog on a film and it reached 300,000 people.
00:38:16Then I'm singing at a random wedding and it gets 5 million views.
00:38:19Maybe I should just quit acting.
00:38:21Who, who are you?
00:38:23Oh, uh, this is Pyun Eunha from Che Films.
00:38:25She's a producer I work with.
00:38:27It's a pleasure to meet you.
00:38:28Uh-huh.
00:38:30You're too cute to produce.
00:38:31You should be an actor.
00:38:33Huh.
00:38:34Actually don't.
00:38:35It's a bad move.
00:38:37In junior high, there was a period where I couldn't sleep.
00:38:40I had no appetite, no sense of what day it was.
00:38:42It was truly awful.
00:38:43I went to all these doctors, but they couldn't figure out what was wrong.
00:38:46Then I went to a shaman.
00:38:48They told me I had a divine calling.
00:38:49I was possessed with the spirit of a shaman.
00:38:53Apparently it's quite similar to an actor's spirit, so basically I had to become a shaman or an actor.
00:39:01I bet on the wrong horse.
00:39:03It's so much more difficult.
00:39:04Shamans don't have to soft their own arms.
00:39:07I cut off a limb once in a movie, now my whole career's that.
00:39:10Chop a guy with an axe.
00:39:11Stab yourself with scissors.
00:39:13Junhuan, I'm disappointed.
00:39:15You were stylish.
00:39:16I liked you, you know.
00:39:18So why is your script so gross and brutal?
00:39:26Putting actors in this position is really unfair, right?
00:39:29I mean it.
00:39:30You guys should be more considerate.
00:39:38Cutting off an arm or a leg isn't the issue.
00:39:42The bigger mismatch is with the kind of characters you've spent your career playing, Miss Zhang.
00:39:47They have brains.
00:39:48They're shrewd.
00:39:52But you're not built like that.
00:39:55Every time I watch you in a movie your character has a refinement that just doesn't suit you somehow
00:39:59and it drives me absolutely crazy.
00:40:01The thing is, in real life you've got this raw magnetism.
00:40:05So why pretend to be smart the minute the camera starts rolling?
00:40:09We want to see you play someone part human and part beast giving complete reign to your impulses.
00:40:15We don't want a movie about someone who's like us, who has to act much smarter than they are.
00:40:25This character is not clever.
00:40:28She doesn't think or ponder or calculate her moves.
00:40:32Truth is, she operates from her heart alone.
00:40:39That's what makes her scary.
00:40:43This might actually be the first part that has ever fit you well.
00:40:55You can find her, Miss Zhang.
00:40:56You know, Miss Zhang is a cat who's like us, too.
00:40:56I'm like, she's truly a cat who's like us, too.
00:40:56But you're like, she's like, she's like us, too.
00:40:58And he's like me, you know, not what's going on.
00:41:20She's the axe, right?
00:41:21The bitch who got screwed for running her mouth.
00:41:31Hey, put that bitch on the phone.
00:41:33Just put that bitch on!
00:41:44Yes?
00:41:45Hey.
00:41:46You pick up the phone when I call.
00:41:48I promise if you kiss my ass to win me over, we're done.
00:41:58What'd she say?
00:41:59She's in. I think she'll do it.
00:42:07I think she'll be open to me.
00:42:33She'd appreciate it.
00:43:26She'd appreciate it.
00:43:40She'd appreciate it.
00:44:09She'd appreciate it.
00:44:33She'd appreciate it.
00:44:36Don't worry about this section.
00:45:06So at the time, the mother's sole consent was sufficient.
00:45:12How about the location of the house?
00:45:14Help me out. Could you just give me an address?
00:45:18To not know where your child's been living, that's just plain cruel.
00:45:31I'm not even hoping for success.
00:45:34I just don't want to be miserable.
00:45:37Don't worry about it.
00:45:43I'm not sure what you have to do.
00:45:44I'm not sure what you have to do.
00:45:49Don't worry about it.
00:46:05I'm not sure what you have to do.
00:46:06I don't want to be a person.
00:46:18what did your engine die
00:46:24would you rather we all succeed together
00:46:28or all go down together
00:46:30going down together would be easier
00:46:35yeah well
00:46:36at least we have each other
00:46:46man it's funny cuz I find when I'm
00:46:51struggling with my emotions you don't
00:46:54seem bad when I'm really happy I don't
00:46:59hate you and when I'm really sad I don't
00:47:33hate you
00:47:50Shhh.
00:47:52Shhh.
00:48:13Shhh.
00:48:17Shion Hai.
00:48:19This is Una.
00:48:22Pionuna.
00:48:24Your name used to be different.
00:48:30I wasn't aware your father passed away.
00:48:33But you don't need to worry anymore.
00:48:35You've got me now.
00:48:38Now, uh...
00:48:39Your future is yours.
00:48:40Whatever you want to do.
00:48:42You could, uh...
00:48:44You could go back to school.
00:48:47Or study abroad.
00:48:50Anywhere you want to go, just tell me.
00:48:53I'll make it happen.
00:48:54Why would you?
00:48:56Are you ashamed of me?
00:48:59Do you want me to go abroad and disappear?
00:49:01Or maybe...
00:49:03You want to save your career?
00:49:05Using the daughter you abandoned?
00:49:07I would never abandon you.
00:49:09I made a choice to leave your dad.
00:49:11If I'd known he was dead, I would have come back for you right away.
00:49:15Because you would have been my little girl again.
00:49:17Not your father's daughter.
00:49:19I'm sure you're backed into a corner.
00:49:21Just don't ask your little girl to rewrite our history.
00:49:25Don't pretend like you have a maternal bone in your body.
00:49:28Your nine-year-old child packed her own lunch for school field trip so nobody would suspect she was alone.
00:49:34I moved on and lived quietly.
00:49:36I changed my name to erase that little girl.
00:49:40So please, don't let anyone know I'm the poor unfortunate child that Oh Jung-hee abandoned.
00:49:50And I won't tell anyone either.
00:50:09We're here, ma'am.
00:50:44Fine, leave.
00:50:45You've lived your whole life leeching off my name anyway.
00:50:57Hyo-chang.
00:51:00Hyo-chang!
00:51:14And the award for Best Actress in a Leading Role goes toβ¦
00:51:23My mother, Oh Jung-hee!
00:51:26Congratulations!
00:51:52Thank you so much.
00:51:56Actors are happy just to be on stage, even for a background role as a tree.
00:52:01It would have been enough to have a career as a tree.
00:52:04And yet, I wound up here.
00:52:05Part of me is amazed, but at the same time, it feels like it was inevitable.
00:52:10Like there was some path laid out for me and I followed it with every step.
00:52:15My heart feels torn as I accept this award.
00:52:18I feel two separate and distinct emotions.
00:52:21It's astounding that I was able to achieve this.
00:52:24And, of course, I did.
00:52:27I also feel joy and guilt at the same time.
00:52:31I feel deeply proud, but I know these awards are one at the expense of another's hard work and sacrifice.
00:52:40I certainly took advantage of our crew's efforts.
00:52:44And I am.
00:52:48I feel like I took away the happiness of my daughter.
00:52:52Because I couldn't raise her all the way through.
00:52:56And I'm deeply sorry that my guilt prevented me from loving my child.
00:53:03Miran deserved better.
00:53:08I took on this film hoping that it would bring some comfort to mothers like me who certainly have the
00:53:14regrets.
00:53:15And to those daughters who always put up with their mothers no matter what.
00:53:21I dedicate this to mothers and their daughters everywhere that have come through trauma and pain.
00:53:29That have struggled and persevered.
00:54:27Ma'am, are you okay?
00:54:29Let's get you down, alright?
00:54:31Nice and snug.
00:54:37if you could erase memories from your childhood and finally be done with this pain
00:54:42would you choose that route
00:54:48no
00:54:51if i could make this pain vanish then
00:54:57that woman would be innocent
00:55:23that woman would be innocent
00:55:29unknown i'm pretty sure i haven't had that one
00:55:32oh you might not have noticed it it's happened twice so far
00:55:36the first time was on october 29th
00:55:41weird doesn't ring a bell at all
00:55:43when you experience an unknown the device records some audio from that encounter
00:55:48since some participants might not recall the emotional circumstances
00:55:52i could play it for you right now
00:56:01yo
00:56:04what are you doing
00:56:07were you drinking
00:56:10come on down
00:56:14it's okay come on
00:56:19it's because you didn't eat
00:56:22i'll make fried rice for us come down
00:56:31uh looks like there was another instance pretty recently
00:56:35would you like to listen to it
00:56:41uh
00:56:48uh
00:56:50uh
00:56:50uh
00:56:51uh
00:56:51uh
00:57:06oh i'm sorry
00:57:11so what emotion might you associate with that
00:57:16i don't know
00:57:17i
00:57:20i'm not sure what i would call it
00:57:23hmm
00:57:26one other participant has an emotional pattern similar to this one actually
00:57:33could you pull out file number 38
00:57:36they gave me number 38
00:57:37lucky number 38
00:57:39lucky number 38
00:57:4138 this participant seems to have
00:57:44hmm
00:57:45they have a history of childhood neglect
00:57:47and when they're put in a similar situation they experience this emotion
00:57:51looks like it happens fairly often about once or twice a month
00:57:57uh this person said the emotion they experienced felt like an implosion of sorts
00:58:02i've been calling it implosion
00:58:12so what about you how exactly would you describe that feeling
00:58:17can you think of a name for how it affected you
00:58:23does some kind of inner implosion capture it
00:58:29according to our data it's a little different from typical anger or frustration
00:58:33there's some sort of bitter desperation mixed in about seven percent
00:58:41are you okay
00:58:43why don't we come back to this
00:58:44you can tell us about it in more detail later
00:58:54i need your help
00:58:59it's a cry for help
00:59:05that seven percent of desperation
00:59:09that's a cry for help
00:59:12i need your help
00:59:16that's something
00:59:19i've never been able to say in my life
00:59:23i need your help
00:59:40remember i said there's another participant who's showing the same emotional patterns as you
00:59:46it's number four thousand
00:59:49hi customer four thousand
00:59:51oh
00:59:52they only made four thousand right
00:59:54so you're the last one
00:59:55that person's showing the same pattern once again
00:59:59it has the same characteristics as that feeling when you get a nosebleed
01:00:03that person offered the following description of it
01:00:08a cry for help
01:00:11an inner voice saying i need you
01:00:14like a desperate cry for some form of support
01:00:17does that sound right?
01:00:41i want to know what
01:00:44what they said made them feel like that
01:00:46you will help me
01:00:47can't believe
01:00:51that
01:00:51i can't believe
01:00:55i want to know
01:00:59you
01:00:59i will help you
01:00:59i can't believe
01:01:04you
01:01:06you
01:01:06you
01:01:06you
01:01:06The shape has forgotten me
01:01:11You gave me a step away
01:01:17I'm going to take a step away
01:01:24I can't touch my eyes
01:01:29I can't touch my eyes
01:01:36Oh
01:02:06I love you.
01:02:07I love you.
01:02:12I love you
01:02:38Now I'm in the middle of my life
01:02:45I'm like a dream
01:02:48I'll never forget
01:02:51I'll never forget
01:02:52I'll never forget
01:03:18I'm sorry.
01:03:21I'm sorry.
01:03:24I'll have a drink.
01:03:29We both help each other out already.
01:03:33Don't you think?
01:03:46We're in sync.
01:03:55We're in sync.
01:03:56We're in sync.
01:04:37We should...
01:04:44We should find Yongshu.
01:05:14We should find Yongshu.
01:05:34What kind of weather should I make for you?
01:05:38Just tell me and I'll make it happen.
01:05:41Whatever you like, Una.
01:05:44I love wind.
01:05:46Any wind, no matter the season.
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01:07:11So complete.
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01:07:56But you get it right away, where my head needs to be to really get moving.
01:08:02Can I use Youngsil as my pen name?
01:08:06I'm not code-writing, so why'd you go and set this up?
01:08:09You're the funniest director I've ever met.
01:08:13People in age don't have this kind of energy.
01:08:15So who licks who?
01:08:18Whenever I feel like I'm being abandoned, my whole body starts to hurt and I get nosebleeds.
01:08:23The first person to mark me with an ex, my mom.
01:08:27The first person to mark me with an ex, my mom.
01:08:35The first person to mark me with an ex.
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