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my suffocating fate
my suffocating fate dailymotion
my suffocating fate dailymotion
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00:03i died in there my brothers didn't remember me until they returned from the hospital with my
00:08stepsister three days later little did they know i had already suffocated to death she hasn't made
00:15a sound for a long time i died in a cellar due to asphyxiation by the time i woke up
00:21again i found
00:22that my soul had reappeared next to my three older brothers the three of them had just returned to
00:27our huge villa the eldest ian haldeman and the second eldest will haldeman were holding our
00:34stepsister lorelei surridge's hands in a kind voice one of my brothers began thank goodness we got you
00:40to the hospital just in time otherwise it might take you a longer time to recover harry haldeman
00:46my third eldest brother sounded really concerned the doctor has said that you're still weak
00:51you need to gain more nutrients by having nutritious meals he scooped a big piece of
00:56meat onto lorelei's plate while saying that a maid standing at the side could no longer bring
01:01herself to stay silent mr ian miss rebecca has been locked inside the cellar for three days now
01:08she hasn't made any noise for an extended period ian snorted and cut her off we're celebrating
01:15lori's discharge from the hospital today why are you bringing that girl up the maid wanted to say
01:20something more but she stopped upon receiving girls and harry's stony gaze that awful wench must
01:26be aware that lori has a seafood allergy so she purposely made that seafood porridge i thought she
01:33was finally going to learn to accept lori's presence now it turned out she had come up with this nasty
01:38scheme lori and i adopted a fearful expression and said hesitantly rebecca was punished because of me
01:45wouldn't she be angry about having been locked inside the teller for so many days when we let her
01:50out later on ian had a frigid look on his face don't worry lori it's our fault for spoiling her
01:57too
01:57much not educating her properly in the past she won't bully you anymore after we've punished her this
02:04time he took his phone out reflexively and started refreshing the chat window with my name on it
02:09however only messages from three days ago and oldest were shown in our chapter street during the
02:16past three days i had not sent him a message nor given him a call his eyes burned with rage
02:22that awful
02:23wench it's been so many days and she hasn't even sent a message to ask about lori's condition
02:29lorelei grasped ian's hand her voice thick with sob i don't want rebecca to misunderstand me
02:35i just wanted her company i never meant to take anything away from her ian quickly set his phone
02:41aside and gently patted lorelei's head he replied lori you are far too kind unlike rebecca she is utterly
02:51heartless and ungrateful a cold grin flashed in will's eyes as he thought of me exactly she'd hurt her own
02:58family just to get more attention it's absolutely malicious harry nodded in agreement a sneer curling
03:04his lip she's been locked in the cellar for three days now if she still won't admit her mistake and
03:09get on her knees to apologize to lori i'm kicking her out of this house for good standing to the
03:14side
03:15listening to my brother's words i felt only the weight of the absurd i opened my mouth to defend
03:21myself but no sound came out for i was already dead silent tears streamed down my ethereal cheeks
03:27hitting the floor without leaving a trace they couldn't see me crying they couldn't see me trembling
03:32and they certainly couldn't see that my heart had already been ground into dust our parents passed
03:37away from illness when i was very young back then i didn't understand what death meant i only knew that
03:43mom and dad were never coming back i cried all night and it was my brothers who took turns holding
03:48me
03:49promising they would never leave me from that moment on my three brothers poured all their devotion into me
03:55i thought that was forever i thought they would always love me like that i had only wanted a
04:00companion my own age i was just so lonely i just wanted the house to be filled with a little
04:06more
04:06laughter i never imagined that this simple request would become the grave i dug for myself and so my
04:13brothers eventually found lorelei at an orphanage to keep me company i still remember the day she arrived timid
04:19wearing a faded old dress her eyes ringed with red i took her hand and told her don't be afraid
04:27from now on this is your home and i am your sister by treating her like a sister i had
04:32effectively
04:33handed her the dagger myself allowing her to carve away my brother's love for me one piece at a time
04:39i no longer remember what mom and dad looked like i only remember mom smelled faintly sweet like freshly
04:46baked cookies every time she hugged me i would bury my face in her neck and breathe in deeply i
04:53only
04:53remember that had broad shoulders sitting on them made me feel so tall he could lift me high above his
05:00head and spin me around until i laughed so hard i couldn't speak the day they left i didn't cry
05:06not because i
05:08wasn't sad but because i didn't understand what never coming back meant i thought they were playing
05:15hide and seek with me and would come back to hug me soon but that night ian held me and
05:20cried harder
05:21than i did he was only 13 years old rebecca mom and dad aren't coming back he held me tightly
05:27his voice
05:28breaking from today on big brother will take care of you we'll sat by my bed holding my hand singing
05:35the
05:35lullaby mom used to sing while tears streamed down his face he sang off key but i didn't say anything
05:42harry was only eight then he didn't know how to comfort anyone he just stood at the door holding a
05:48box of paints and said something very childish rebecca i'll use all my paints on you and draw a new
05:56mom for you okay that night the three of them squeezed into my small bed ian held me will held
06:02my
06:02hand and harry curled up at the foot of the bed like a lost puppy i didn't sleep at all
06:08not because
06:09i was scared but because i was afraid that if i fell asleep they would disappear too but i knew
06:15they were there because all night long ian gently putted my back just like mom used to do big brother
06:23is here he kept repeating that sentence even when i grew up they still protected me like that ian learned
06:31to cook because i didn't like the food the maids made he cut his hands many times but never let
06:36me
06:36know he always let me taste the soup first and ask does it taste good i always said it was
06:43delicious
06:44even when it was too salty too bland or even burnt because it was made by my brother will would
06:51suddenly
06:51stop practicing songs late at night and come check on me if i wasn't asleep he would sit by my
06:57bed
06:57and sing his new songs to me you're the first person to hear this song little sister i would
07:03always clap and say it was beautiful harry would show me his paintings one by one and let me choose
07:09my favorite whichever one i liked he would hang it in the most visible spot in the living room little
07:14sister's taste is the best those days i thought it would never change i thought my brothers would love
07:20me forever but fate told me nothing lasts forever it was the third week after lorelei came to our home
07:27i still remember the sun was shining brightly that day lorelei took my hand and said sister
07:33let's play together i was very happy i thought she was finally willing to accept me she picked up a
07:39limited edition doll that ian had brought back from abroad for me i had never even opened it but when
07:45lorelei said she wanted to play with it i gave it to her sister this doll is so beautiful i
07:51went to the
07:52kitchen to pour her some juice when i came back the doll was lying on the floor smashed into pieces
07:58lorelei was squatting beside it crying hysterically ian walked in at that moment what happened lorelei threw
08:08herself into ian's arms sobbing sister said i didn't deserve to play with such an expensive toy
08:16she she smashed the doll i didn't rebecca yans voice turned cold he looked at me with disappointment i had
08:25never seen before this is your favorite doll if you didn't want to let her play with it you could
08:29have
08:29told me why did you smash it big brother i didn't enough ian picked up lorelei and left without looking
08:37back lori don't cry big brother will buy you a new one i stood there frozen still holding the glass
08:45of
08:45juice from that day on ian's eyes toward me carried something new it wasn't hatred it was disappointment
08:53something even more terrifying than hatred it was the night before will was supposed to release his
08:58new song i knew he was under a lot of pressure several new songs had been rejected by the producers
09:04i felt sorry for him that night i stayed up all night and finished the harmony for his unfinished tracks
09:11i listened and revised them over and over until dawn the next morning i handed him the usb drive
09:17second brother this is the harmony i fixed for you see if it works will smiled rarely
09:24thank you little sister that afternoon will burst into my room face red with fury rebecca
09:33what did you do what all the files on the usb are gone i have to submit the song tomorrow
09:42do you know that that's impossible i clearly enough will smash the usb drive on the ground the pieces
09:49scattered everywhere you're jealous of lorea jealous that mom and dad love her so you deliberately ruined
09:57my song right lorelei stood at the door eyes red sister i'm sorry i shouldn't have told second brother
10:07but you really shouldn't have deleted those files i looked at her in shock later i found out that while
10:13i was in the bathroom lorelei had formatted the usb drive and then told will i had tampered with his
10:18computer will believed her he always believed her the limited edition paintbrush harry loved most
10:26was something i spent three months of my allowance to buy from abroad i knew harry had been looking for
10:32it
10:32for a long time i placed it on his desk with a note third brother always likes beautiful colors
10:39this brush is for you i hope you stay happy forever the next day harry came to me with a
10:45dark face
10:48rebecca why did you ruin my paintbrush what that limited edition brush i searched for so long to get it
10:56and you broke it and you broke it i didn't that brush was bought by me enough harry threw the
11:05broken brush
11:06in front of me lorelei told me everything shiesa we ose neya know my studio and deliberate tell
11:13snapped the tip lorelei stood at the door head lowered sister i know you wanted that brush too
11:20but you shouldn't have broken it that brush was a gift for you i spent three months of allowance
11:27what are you talking about that was lorelei bought it for me she saved up for a long time
11:34how long are you going to keep lying harry looked at me with disappointment for a whole month during
11:39that month he wouldn't sit with me at meals wouldn't ride in the same car and wouldn't even look at
11:45me
11:45and i never had a chance to explain i drifted through the villa no one could see me no door
11:53could stop me i passed through walls stairs and rooms i was once forbidden to enter finally i returned
12:01to my own room nothing had changed the old doll mom bought me was still on the bed my unfinished
12:08homework
12:08was still on the desk and the calendar was still marked it was ian's birthday i had planned a surprise
12:15for him i sat on the bed and reached out to touch the doll my fingers passed right through it
12:21i couldn't
12:21even touch a doll anymore you know what i used to be really afraid of dying when mom and dad
12:27left i was
12:28scared that if i died one day my brothers would be sad the doll remained silent now i know they
12:35won't be
12:35sad because they won't even notice i'm gone i smiled my laughter was hollow echoing in the empty room
12:44i had treated lorelei with nothing but sincerity ever since she came to our home however she lied to my
12:50brothers and slandered me time and time again making my brothers grow distant from me gradually it was the
12:56same at that time my brothers locked me inside the tiny narrow cellar without giving me a chance to
13:02explain myself i pushed against the door with all my might yet i could only feel the air inside the
13:07cellar growing thin i pounded on the cellar's door and begged my brothers desperately to let me out
13:13yet my brothers scolded me expressionlessly instead what are you shouting now for you got what you
13:19deserved if it weren't for what you did laurie wouldn't have had to suffer from an allergic reaction
13:24it's because we've been too nice to you that you keep bullying lorenie you should stay in there and
13:29repent for your mistakes we'll tied the chains around the door himself whereas harry placed a
13:35heavy object to block the door they removed the slightest bit of possibility i had at self
13:39preservation my dear brothers please don't lock me in here i'm the most obedient sister you could
13:46ever have ian's footstep paused as if he had heard my desperate cry a surge of joy rose in my
13:52heart
13:52i pressed myself against the door watching as ian's hand reached toward the lock lorelei tugged
13:58ian's sleeve and said pitifully don't be angry ian it's my fault for being allergic to seafood
14:05i'm sure rebecca didn't do it on purpose you shouldn't blame her anymore ian's expression grew
14:11even colder and harder he lowered his hand and at that same moment my heart turned cold as well he
14:18replied frigidly we've been too lenient on that awful wench that's why she's grown to be so rude and
14:25overbearing will's eyes blazed with anger she's become more and more narrow-minded with age if it
14:31weren't for her lori wouldn't have ended up looking like this lorelei purposely showed the brothers the
14:38part of her body where the symptoms of her allergic reaction had not gone away there were still some red
14:44marks on her skin with a pained look in his eyes harry lightly caressed the part of her skin that
14:50had
14:50those faint red marks does it still hurt lori lori lowered her head her voice was shaking a lot
14:59as though she would burst into tears at any moment it doesn't hurt it doesn't hurt at all
15:06will's anger boiled over he exploded lori's life might have been in jeopardy if we hadn't arrived at
15:12hospital any later than we did yet that girl hasn't sent a message to ask about her after so many
15:18days
15:18have passed she hasn't shown any signs of repentance get that girl here to apologize to lori right now
15:25we'll see if she'll still stubbornly refuse to apologize to her will added she's only been able
15:30to act stubbornly because she has our backing now that she's done something wrong she has to be punished
15:36accordingly harry turned his eyes to the maid and barked why are you still standing there hurry
15:41and bring that wench here now also bring us our whip if it weren't because rebecca added seafood into
15:48the porridge intentionally lori wouldn't have had to stay at the hospital for three days it's time we
15:54teach her the proper marriage and etiquette a howden should have the maid dared not defy my brother's
15:59orders she hurried off to where i was confined right away i let out a bitter chuckle ian and the
16:05others concluded that it was my fault without even investigating the incident when i was dying my last
16:11shred of consciousness remained on the cellar wall i used my fingers to write on the wall there was no
16:17light so i couldn't see what i wrote i just kept scratching over and over on the dusty surface brother
16:25brother brother brother i wrote it many many times even when my fingers were worn raw and bleeding
16:31i didn't stop it was as if writing those words would make them come but no one came i curled
16:38up in the
16:38corner burying my face in my knees no i don't want to die my voice was so small it was
16:47almost inaudible
16:49i'm still so young i'm only 13 i haven't graduated yet i haven't fallen in love yet i haven't seen
16:55my
16:56brothers get married i don't want to die yet in the very end i thought of mom when mom passed
17:02away did
17:02she feel the same surrounded by darkness with no one to save her walking toward death all alone
17:11mom i opened my mouth but the sound was so faint even i could barely hear it i'm coming to
17:17find you
17:19will you still recognize me my hand dropped weakly my breathing stopped my heartbeat stopped but my
17:26eyes remained open open staring toward the direction of the cellar door toward the tiny gap until the very
17:34last second i was still waiting waiting for that door to open waiting for my brothers to come save me
17:42but the door never opened no one came my consciousness began to fade like a lump slowly going out before
17:50the light completely extinguished my final thought was so this is what being forgotten feels like
17:58then i felt nothing at all three days ago lorelei wanted to have some porridge i offered to cook it
18:06for
18:06her since i wanted to get on her good side she gave me a packet of seasoning and told me
18:11to add it to
18:12the porridge i tasted the porridge when it was done and it was just an ordinary seafood porridge yet i
18:19did not
18:19expect that it would be an allergen for her ian who was considered an elite in the business circle could
18:25not even tell that this was lorelei's trick to gain their favor it just came to show how much he
18:31favored
18:31her over me to ian and the others i would never be as important as lorelei was in their hearts
18:37i had this
18:38sad hollow feeling in my chest anyhow it did not matter anymore i had died in that cellar my brothers
18:46could now give lorelei as much preferential treatment as they wanted mr ian we called for
18:54miss rebecca however she hasn't responded to us at all we tried to listen from outside and we
19:01couldn't hear any sound of her breathing ian knitted his brows and shot to his feet his face darkened
19:07what's she playing at this time does she think it's too humiliating for her to apologize to laura
19:12does she even realize that she's nearly killed her this time lorelei tugged the hem of ian's shirt
19:18lightly and said dejectedly it's all right ian i'm just an orphan i don't have the right to have
19:26rebecca apologize to me ian sanger flared up he took a deep breath clenching his fists so tightly
19:33that his knuckles turned white does she really think i can't tell she's used that cheap trick
19:38to win our favor she thinks she can pretend nothing's happened by staying silent that's just her wishful
19:46thinking i guess the punishment still isn't severe enough ian let out a cold bitter laugh his eyes
19:56narrowing as he thought of rebecca hiding in the cellar like a coward let's go she won't be able to
20:02avoid us if we drag her out of the teller i want to see the look on her face when
20:07she has nowhere to
20:08run we must get her to kneel and apologize to laura i had no control over my movements as my
20:17soul
20:18followed behind my three brothers the hollow feeling in my chest intensified my brothers stormed toward
20:24the cellar and arrived at the door fairly quickly rebecca halden do you think you can avoid your
20:29punishment if you just keep quiet and hide in there however no sound came from inside the cellar
20:35afterward will's expression darkened rebecca what tricks are you trying to pull this time
20:41come out and kneel before lori so that you can apologize for what happened don't think you can
20:46deny having harmed lori by hiding in there turning off your phone and not contacting us perry's eyes
20:52blazed with fury he said angrily you think you're all grown up now huh you're keeping quiet now because
20:58you're upset about us being nice to lori am i right did you really think you could make us give
21:04in first
21:04if you hid inside the cellar and ignored us still they did not hear any sound coming from inside the
21:10cellar ian directed his gaze to the maids who were shaking as they stood at the side he said in
21:16a
21:16monotonous voice why are you all shaking like that be honest did rebecca bribe any of you did you guys
21:23secretly let her out of the cellar will gave us not with that nasty temper of hers she probably had
21:28these maids let her out once we were gone since she couldn't stand the environment in the cellar
21:32harry's eyes reflected his disappointment you nearly had lori killed yet you wouldn't even admit
21:39to your mistakes are you still the rebecca that i know do you honestly think you're the only sister
21:45we have one of the maids began in a shaky voice mr ian none of us would let miss rebecca
21:51out of the
21:52cellar without your permission miss rebecca has really been locked inside the cellar for three days now
21:58harry cast a glance at the quiet cellar a look of unease flashed in his eyes he stepped forward and
22:04pulled on the cellar's door forcefully rebecca stop playing around i've already unlocked the door
22:10you're pulling on the door now because you don't want to come out am i right
22:14i smiled bitterly as i looked at the inside of the door which was distorted while i was suffocating inside
22:21the cellar i tried ramming into the door over and over again out of a strong will to live however
22:26the door was exceptionally sturdy i could not even make the door open for just a small crack
22:33in the end i died of suffocation inside my dear brothers when you found my body could you show me
22:40just a tiny bit of your love and bury me next to our mom and dad harry got more and
22:45more agitated
22:45and he started kicking the door heavily the distorted door finally opened by a crack an awful
22:52stench walked it up from the cellar one of the maids trembled uncontrollably it smells like the smell of
22:59a dead body ian and will stormed toward the door what do you mean by the smell of a dead
23:03body she's
23:04clearly escaped the cellar and left a dead rat in there to scare us rebecca do you think all of
23:11us are
23:11fools all three of them were visibly annoyed and frustrated they kicked the door almost simultaneously
23:18causing it to shake finally with a loud thumb the door was kicked open this time the rotten stench
23:24grew even more intense everyone finally had a view of the dark narrow cellar
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