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The Summer My Heart Stopped All Episodes
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00:00:00I had a crush on my best friend Alex. I'll go wherever you go. I always want you
00:00:05by my side. Alex hates me now. You're the reason Alex's dad died. Please somebody
00:00:10help! And you didn't even show up to testify. I was gonna go to the court but
00:00:14then I had another heart attack. Too bad you didn't just die. The case is closed
00:00:19and I'm not reopening it. I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies. Don't
00:00:25worry I'm going to die soon Alex. I don't think we should see each other again.
00:00:30If there's no new evidence to be presented then the court's ruling is I'm
00:00:35here I'll testify. See Alex promised I'd bring your dad's
00:00:39killers to justice. What happens it can't be undone. You know that you're my one
00:00:44and only. Where is Izzy? It's not too late Isabel. We can start over. I'm never
00:00:49gonna let you leave my side again. Alex I'm scared. Isabel you can't die.
00:01:00My name is Isabel Spencer. The summer I graduated high school in the sweltering June heat
00:01:07I died. In the days leading up to my death I recorded secret videos for my crush but he
00:01:14didn't see them until ten years later. And here is the story of my life.
00:01:24murder. How dare you show up to this school. Just leave. Yeah beat it. If you hadn't gotten
00:01:30caught up with those gangsters Alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you.
00:01:34You're the reason he died. He bled out on the street because of you. And the worst part is you
00:01:39didn't even show up to
00:01:40court to testify. So now his murders are walking free because of you. Alex was your
00:01:46best friend. His dad was like a father to you. I mean how could you do this to him?
00:01:50Don't you even feel a shred of guilt? Hey! We're talking to you. Answer me bitch.
00:02:00Nothing I say is gonna change your mind anyway. You selfish skink. I'm gonna put you in your place.
00:02:06For Alex.
00:02:27Alex. I was gonna go to the court but then I had another heart attack.
00:02:31So I had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks.
00:02:36Too bad you didn't just die.
00:02:41Maybe I should have just died right then and there.
00:02:50Due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of Mr. Stephen Brooks's
00:02:56death cannot be determined. The case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted.
00:03:04How could you not be here Isabel? Alex's dad died because of me.
00:03:19Alex. Want to share?
00:03:31Come on Izzy. You need to keep a heart healthy diet.
00:03:36Get some good shit out of here. Yeah. Here. Have mine.
00:03:45I get why you hate me. I just never thought I'd hurt this much.
00:03:49God what a dumbass. I mean the guy's a fireman for eight night at comp.
00:03:53Plus he wouldn't know with no weapon. He's basically asking to get stabbed to death.
00:04:03No one talked shit about my dad.
00:04:05Am I wrong though? If I could play the hero, pay the price.
00:04:08He got what he deserved. Fuck you.
00:04:23Alex, stop! Alex, stop!
00:04:30Alex, don't be like this. Your dad wouldn't want it. If you need to, Vin, just take it out on
00:04:35me.
00:04:35Take it out on you. Fine. Go fucking die, Isabel!
00:04:44Don't worry, Alex. I'll get your wish soon.
00:04:47Isabel, the surgery went well, but your heart can't handle the stress of any more procedures.
00:04:54You have about one month left to live, at most.
00:05:08Looking for these?
00:05:09Yes. Thank you.
00:05:10Do you seriously think that you can get away with murder by pretending to be Little Miss ER?
00:05:18No!
00:05:22If you needed them right, then lick them up.
00:05:29Is that the brand new phone?
00:05:31Who gave you the money for that?
00:05:33Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:05:36My mom gave it to me.
00:05:37Oh! Oh! Tachimaj! Why are we so nervous?
00:05:41Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:05:43All the videos I made for Alex are on there. I can't let him see those.
00:05:47Hi, Alex. I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:05:53I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so...
00:05:57Give it to me! Hold her! Hold her! Hold her!
00:06:00No!
00:06:01Oh! Let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:06:04I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:06:08Smile, sweetheart.
00:06:16Hi, Alex. I just wanted to say that...
00:06:22What are you doing?
00:06:24Alex, help.
00:06:30Alex, help.
00:06:32We were just trying to get back at her for you, bro.
00:06:35All right, this starts in five minutes.
00:06:37Get your asses to the pool.
00:06:39Right. Swim practice.
00:06:42I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:06:44You idiots want to get kicked off varsity? Go!
00:06:51Alex, can I join you for your swim practice?
00:06:55I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:07:02Coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:07:03You've already got an army of fangirls going.
00:07:06Doesn't matter if I go.
00:07:08You really don't know.
00:07:10Know what?
00:07:12I don't care about those other girls.
00:07:15I only want you cheering me on.
00:07:22Yeah, sure.
00:07:33Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:07:38I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:07:42Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:07:44I'm not going to give up.
00:07:46Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:07:52That's the judge.
00:07:56Jeez.
00:08:00Miss Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:08:05It's over.
00:08:06I'll testify.
00:08:07Just please reopen the case.
00:08:16Hey, Alex.
00:08:18So today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:08:21I tried to get him to reopen the case, but he said no.
00:08:25I'm not going to give up though.
00:08:27I promised you.
00:08:30And I'm going to keep my word.
00:08:35Hey, love bug.
00:08:36How was school?
00:08:39Oh my.
00:08:40What happened?
00:08:42Is someone bullying you at school?
00:08:44Well, I just fell.
00:08:46How?
00:08:46Everyone at school loves me.
00:08:48Listen, I have great news.
00:08:49The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:08:55We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:08:59That's creepy.
00:09:00I know, honey.
00:09:02Just unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:09:06You should tell Alex the good news.
00:09:10No, not yet.
00:09:10I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:09:13I know this is important to you, but don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:09:17Don't worry about me.
00:09:20I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:09:22When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:09:25All right, go get him, tiger.
00:09:27But no, I love you to the moon and back.
00:09:32I love you too, Mom.
00:09:34You know, some people, they say they have the best mom, but I really do have the best mom.
00:09:46Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:09:51I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:10:03I wish Alex was here.
00:10:23Whoa, why did he get so ripped?
00:10:27Don't pretend.
00:10:28I saw you checking me out.
00:10:30You?
00:10:31No.
00:10:32No, I was just spacing out.
00:10:34Oh, really?
00:10:35Mm-hmm.
00:10:35You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool?
00:10:38You could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me.
00:10:41Yeah?
00:10:42Then let's put that to the test.
00:10:44Do it.
00:10:45I dare you.
00:10:46Okay.
00:11:12Oh, God, oh, God.
00:11:13I didn't see anything.
00:11:15Mom, I swear.
00:11:32Hey, Alex.
00:11:33I've got notes from chemistry.
00:11:35You missed it because of practice.
00:11:37Um, you know, you gotta study up if we're going to the same college.
00:11:47What are you?
00:11:54Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:12:00So, I made up my mind.
00:12:03I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad.
00:12:05And then Columbia for med school.
00:12:08And once I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:12:13What about you?
00:12:15I'll go wherever you go.
00:12:20I just wanted to help you study.
00:12:23Your mom wants you to go to a good school.
00:12:25My mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered.
00:12:32And the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened.
00:12:38And who do you think is responsible for that?
00:12:42Sorry.
00:12:42Sorry?
00:12:43You're sorry.
00:12:45You think that's enough?
00:12:47And sorry is going to bring my dad back.
00:12:49And sorry is going to help my mom.
00:12:52No, I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:12:56No, remember this.
00:12:57I will never forgive you.
00:12:59Not for the rest of my life.
00:13:11Alex Brooks.
00:13:13Alex Brooks.
00:13:14Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick.
00:13:17You practically killed his father.
00:13:20Now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine.
00:13:25She's right.
00:13:26I shouldn't even be here.
00:13:29Why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of me?
00:13:36Alex, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay out of your sight.
00:13:41Please, I know it hurts.
00:13:43And I know that you're mad.
00:13:45But don't give up on your own future.
00:13:48I know that you're in the middle of my life.
00:14:15Since when?
00:14:16Always has been, always will be.
00:14:19I always want you by my side.
00:14:21Beautiful.
00:14:23Great, congratulations.
00:14:26Great.
00:14:28Cheese.
00:14:29Awesome.
00:14:30Can I see?
00:14:31Oh, sure.
00:14:32That's perfect.
00:14:33Would I be able to get it, like, this big?
00:14:36That's, like, wedding picture big.
00:14:40For a funeral, actually.
00:14:43My funeral.
00:14:45Cory.
00:14:47A funeral.
00:14:48Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:14:52Because I'm about to die?
00:14:54Yeah, you've been saying that since fucking kindergarten.
00:14:56Come up with a new line already.
00:14:59Let's race.
00:15:00Whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy.
00:15:04I can't.
00:15:05My mommy died my heart to me.
00:15:07If I win, I'll die.
00:15:11Anyway.
00:15:12I'll never, ever race you again, Isabel.
00:15:15Please don't die.
00:15:17When I grow up, I'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever.
00:15:25If you are going to die, I don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven.
00:15:29So be a good girl and go to hell.
00:15:35Congratulations, everybody.
00:15:37Now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation's just around the corner,
00:15:43you are in the homestretch.
00:15:45But this is not the time for senioritis.
00:15:49Let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong.
00:15:53All right?
00:15:58Alex, where'd you get in?
00:16:01Um, Yale.
00:16:04Wow.
00:16:05Only the bets are my Alex.
00:16:08What are you going to major in?
00:16:09Pre-med.
00:16:10Oh, you want to be a doctor?
00:16:11How come?
00:16:15Uh, I'm going to become a doctor.
00:16:18I'm going to fix your arm.
00:16:20I won't let you die.
00:16:24I'm going to promise this.
00:16:31Tell my mom.
00:16:33At least Alex hasn't given up on his future.
00:16:36I'll be a nurse.
00:16:37We can work at the same hospital together.
00:16:39Ooh, who doesn't love a good nurse-doctor romance, huh?
00:16:43You guys would be perfect for each other.
00:16:59Forget that, freak.
00:17:01Hasn't she hurt you enough already?
00:17:14Hey, love book.
00:17:16It's me, Mom.
00:17:19I'm right here.
00:17:21Oh, thank God you're awake.
00:17:25Hey, Mom.
00:17:27I think it's okay if I...
00:17:29if I take a break from school.
00:17:31Yes, of course.
00:17:33I think your teachers will understand.
00:17:35This is great.
00:17:37Now I get to spend more time with my precious girl.
00:17:41If I don't go to school,
00:17:42maybe Alex can graduate in peace.
00:17:53Wait.
00:17:54What's Isabel's mom doing here?
00:18:02Isabel will be taking a leave of assets.
00:18:19Isabel, are you dropping out of school?
00:18:23Why do you care?
00:18:24I thought you didn't want to see me.
00:18:25Just answer me.
00:18:27Are you dropping out or not?
00:18:28Do you want to stay out of your sight?
00:18:30There you go again.
00:18:31Doing everything on your terms.
00:18:33You owe me.
00:18:34That means I decide how you repay me.
00:18:37Isabel,
00:18:38if you drop out,
00:18:39you are throwing your college dreams out the window.
00:18:42You think trashing your future
00:18:43is going to make up for my dad's death?
00:18:45It's not that damn simple.
00:18:47Isabel, Isabel.
00:18:48I'm going to take your medication.
00:18:49Wait, Isabel, are you at the hospital?
00:18:57Hey, Alex.
00:18:59Ten days till graduation.
00:19:01They keep poking me,
00:19:03so I have all these bruises.
00:19:06A few days ago,
00:19:07I went into heart failure again,
00:19:09so they put me on a resuscitation machine.
00:19:11People don't normally live past that,
00:19:13but I did.
00:19:14But I won't die,
00:19:16not until I bring your father's murderers
00:19:18to justice.
00:19:20Isabel?
00:19:26You here to see me?
00:19:32Why are you wearing a beanie in June?
00:19:34And what's wrong with your hair?
00:19:39Your hair.
00:19:46I was just trying a new look,
00:19:49that's all.
00:19:50You can admit it
00:19:52if you're here to see me.
00:19:55Picking up some meds from my mom.
00:19:57Your mom?
00:19:58Mm-hmm.
00:19:59Okay.
00:20:00Well, you should go.
00:20:01You probably,
00:20:01you don't want to keep her waiting.
00:20:03Isabel,
00:20:05are you really dropping out of school?
00:20:06Why don't you lay around the hospital
00:20:08when everyone knows
00:20:09you're not actually dying?
00:20:11Playing the victim, I guess.
00:20:13Just as always.
00:20:15How'd you lose so much weight in a week?
00:20:17Is she actually sick?
00:20:20Are you worried about me dying?
00:20:22Maybe she's tricking me again.
00:20:23Worried about you dying?
00:20:25As if pain in asses like you
00:20:27don't die that easily.
00:20:29My dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow.
00:20:32So you better be there
00:20:33and testify.
00:20:34No more vanishing acts.
00:20:37Don't worry.
00:20:38We'll let you down.
00:20:48Your Honor,
00:20:49in the previous trial,
00:20:51our key witness to the murder
00:20:52of Mr. Stephen Brooks,
00:20:53Isabel Spencer,
00:20:54was not able to testify
00:20:55due to medical reasons.
00:20:56But today,
00:20:57she's here.
00:21:01Mr. Logan,
00:21:02where is your witness?
00:21:04She promised she'd be here.
00:21:05Please,
00:21:05just wait a little longer.
00:21:07Classic Isabel.
00:21:09I knew I shouldn't have trusted her.
00:21:10If there's no new evidence
00:21:12to be presented,
00:21:15then the court's ruling is...
00:21:21I'm here.
00:21:22I'll testify.
00:21:26I,
00:21:27Isabel Spencer,
00:21:29promise that my testimony
00:21:30is the truth,
00:21:31the whole truth,
00:21:31and nothing but the truth.
00:21:33On the night of June 18th,
00:21:35I was walking home alone.
00:21:39It was them.
00:21:40I never forget their faces.
00:21:42They tried to assault me.
00:21:43Help!
00:21:45But Mr. Brooks,
00:21:47he saved me.
00:21:51Help!
00:21:57Did he lost his life?
00:22:00Help!
00:22:01Please!
00:22:02Please,
00:22:02somebody help!
00:22:04He died trying to save me?
00:22:08Based on the new witness's testimony,
00:22:11the court finds defendants
00:22:13Brad Baker
00:22:14and Robert Ross.
00:22:20The court finds defendants
00:22:22Brad Baker
00:22:23and Robert Ross
00:22:24guilty of murder
00:22:26in the second degree
00:22:27and sentences them
00:22:29to 20 years
00:22:30in state prison.
00:22:33See, Alex?
00:22:34I meant what I said.
00:22:35I promised I'd bring
00:22:36your dad's killers
00:22:37to justice.
00:22:51Hey, thanks.
00:22:52No.
00:22:54Sorry.
00:22:54I-I should have been here
00:22:55the first time.
00:22:56My mom was
00:22:57unusually lucid today.
00:22:59She said that I shouldn't
00:23:01resent you anymore.
00:23:02Do you still resent me?
00:23:03I don't know.
00:23:06But every time
00:23:07that I look at you,
00:23:08it reminds me
00:23:09of how my dad died
00:23:11and how my mom fell apart.
00:23:14I don't think
00:23:15we should see
00:23:15each other again.
00:23:17Okay.
00:23:20I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:23:22So don't worry.
00:23:24This is the last time
00:23:25you'll ever have
00:23:25to talk to me.
00:23:27Okay.
00:23:32I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:23:42I don't think
00:23:42we should see
00:23:43each other again.
00:23:45Okay.
00:23:49This is the last time
00:23:50you'll ever have
00:23:51to talk to me.
00:24:19Hey, hon.
00:24:20How you feeling?
00:24:24I feel good.
00:24:29Mom, what day is it?
00:24:31June 9th.
00:24:31Why?
00:24:34Do you have a date
00:24:35to the dance?
00:24:37No.
00:24:38What?
00:24:39Hey, what if we just
00:24:40went together?
00:24:42Is that like
00:24:43a formal invite?
00:24:45I mean,
00:24:46if it was,
00:24:48what would your answer be?
00:24:51Yes.
00:24:52Cool.
00:24:53I'll see you
00:24:54at the day of the dance then.
00:24:57Cool.
00:24:58Bye.
00:25:05Today's a crowd dance.
00:25:07I have to go.
00:25:08Oh, Isabel,
00:25:09your heart.
00:25:10Mom, please.
00:25:11This might be the only
00:25:13dance I ever get to go to.
00:25:16I know I can't actually
00:25:17dance, but maybe,
00:25:19maybe I can watch?
00:25:22Fine.
00:25:22I'm not going to stop you
00:25:23from seeing Alex,
00:25:24but take it easy,
00:25:25all right?
00:25:27We've had enough
00:25:27close calls at the ER.
00:25:29Thank you, Mom.
00:25:30I love you.
00:25:32I love you.
00:25:43You seriously still
00:25:44struggling with this?
00:25:45It's so easy.
00:25:47Maybe I just want you
00:25:48to tie my bow ties
00:25:49for the rest of my life.
00:25:52Dummy.
00:26:02What happened to Isabel?
00:26:04I haven't seen her
00:26:05in a week.
00:26:25Alex?
00:26:26Whoa.
00:26:38Have a nice life, Alex.
00:26:41Now you can say goodbye
00:26:42to me forever,
00:26:43just like you wanted.
00:27:02Come on.
00:27:03Dance it this way.
00:27:07Izzy!
00:27:08Izzy!
00:27:09Oh, my God!
00:27:10Hey, Mom.
00:27:11I'm going to take you
00:27:12to the hospital.
00:27:14Izzy.
00:27:15Izzy!
00:27:16Oh, my God!
00:27:18Oh, my God!
00:27:33Oh, my God!
00:27:36Oh, my God!
00:27:44is he what the hell Alex why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with
00:27:52don't call her that
00:28:02what's wrong
00:28:11Spencer Alex Alex where are you
00:28:24no no no this can't be real
00:28:35Isabelle you can't die
00:28:48Isabelle young man you can't be in here you need to leave no no I'm not leaving that's my
00:28:53Isabelle that's my Izzy I need to see her
00:29:07no this can't be real
00:29:29is his chauffeur a young lady
00:29:31don't
00:29:32it's not her
00:29:40please Spencer please just pick up
00:29:47excuse me do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in
00:29:52she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes a kind you never forget
00:29:59Alex
00:30:02looking for me
00:30:07wait what
00:30:09Isabel
00:30:12what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die
00:30:15are you okay
00:30:18my mom she's so over dramatic I just had a minor surgery
00:30:21so completely fine
00:30:25do you think this is funny or something
00:30:28what
00:30:28Jesus Christ isabel what you you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death
00:30:35what's next huh
00:30:36you don't invite me to your fake fucking funeral
00:30:39this is not what happened
00:30:40no no don't call me again
00:30:42not even on your deathbed
00:30:44because I don't care anymore
00:30:45that one fucking bit
00:31:04Isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:31:11what's that Alex
00:31:13baby I'm sorry I called him
00:31:15I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure
00:31:19it's okay mom
00:31:21it doesn't matter
00:31:23can we go home
00:31:25I really don't want to die
00:31:38hey Alex
00:31:40five days till graduation
00:31:43you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but I know you didn't mean them
00:31:51sometimes I just get sad
00:31:53thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:58but I want you to be happy
00:32:02and so I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:32:10do you remember this?
00:32:13you left it here
00:32:16it means a lot to me
00:32:37wait
00:32:39Isabel you?
00:32:41you sure you want this?
00:32:43100%
00:32:45I don't want to die a virgin
00:32:47yeah but
00:32:49why me?
00:32:52because you're my best friend
00:32:55the only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:57the only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request
00:33:01yeah
00:33:03great okay
00:33:03then um
00:33:06how do you want to get started?
00:33:09you tell me
00:33:10you tell me
00:33:11I'm the virgin here
00:33:11well uh
00:33:14actually you're not the only
00:33:15virgin here
00:33:17now what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:33:20that was just a rumor Izzy
00:33:22I'm not the hook up kind of guy
00:33:26actually I've been waiting
00:33:30waiting for what?
00:33:34I've been waiting for you Izzy
00:33:36I wanted you to be my first
00:33:38uh
00:33:40nothing
00:33:42I'm ready if you are
00:33:59I'm ready too
00:34:06I'll be gentle
00:34:07I promise
00:34:18I promise
00:34:19that was my first kiss
00:34:20mine too
00:34:39oh my god
00:34:40am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:47what the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:51homework?
00:34:55this is the last thing you gave me
00:35:01so now it is time to give it back
00:35:17alex?
00:35:19anyone home?
00:35:38so he got into Princeton too
00:35:44since we were five
00:35:45alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:49playing games
00:35:51building blanket forts
00:35:54all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:57but I never come in here anymore
00:36:00not since alex's dad died
00:36:11my eyes are up here
00:36:13yeah sorry
00:36:16just uh
00:36:17people at school said you have
00:36:18three nipples
00:36:21and I was just curious
00:36:23you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:36:26you could have just asked me
00:36:27yeah
00:36:29sorry
00:36:29you're right
00:36:31definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:36:36you know what?
00:36:38just to prove the gossip wrong
00:36:40I'll show you
00:36:42what?
00:36:42what?
00:36:48so?
00:36:50how many do I have?
00:36:52two
00:36:53two
00:36:55perfect
00:36:55one
00:37:03this will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room
00:37:11goodbye alex
00:37:17goodbye alex
00:37:19oh my god alex
00:37:21you're finally showing me your room
00:37:23will I be the first girl who's seen it?
00:37:32wow
00:37:33I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:37:40sorry it's late I think you should leave
00:37:43don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:45I have a surprise for you
00:37:47come on
00:37:47come on
00:37:47come on
00:37:50come on
00:37:57yes
00:37:58so I
00:37:59I should definitely
00:38:00leave
00:38:01you sure you want me to leave?
00:38:03you said your parents are out
00:38:04which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:38:07come on
00:38:11I can do anything that you want alex
00:38:14a mirror is
00:38:19see?
00:38:20I'm already wet for you
00:38:30yes
00:38:31oh that's it
00:38:32oh that's it baby
00:38:37Alex do you want me?
00:38:38yes
00:38:39Izzy wants you
00:38:41did alex just say my name?
00:38:45what did you say?
00:38:47did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:51I uh
00:38:53Izzy?
00:39:07what are you doing in my closet?
00:39:13Alex I'm
00:39:15I'm so sorry I didn't know you'd be back
00:39:17what the fuck?
00:39:19what the fuck?
00:39:19Izzy what are you doing here?
00:39:20what else?
00:39:21she's being a creepy stalker as usual
00:39:24seriously Izzy?
00:39:25hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:39:28Alex no that's not what I was doing
00:39:30I just
00:39:30I just
00:39:31returned something to you
00:39:33it's yours
00:39:36what the hell is that?
00:39:40a raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:43Alex is this yours?
00:39:54you sure you want this?
00:39:56100%
00:40:00what?
00:40:01you think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:40:04no that's not what
00:40:06Alex do you even want this?
00:40:18why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:40:21means nothing to me
00:40:25hear that?
00:40:26get the fuck out
00:40:28Alex doesn't want you here
00:40:33she's right
00:40:35you should leave
00:40:42don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:44I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:40:49I can help you forget all about her
00:40:52sorry stop I'm not in the mood
00:40:53oh wait we can try something else then
00:40:57you'll love it
00:41:00Zoe
00:41:01I'm serious stop
00:41:02stop resisting
00:41:03it's gonna feel amazing
00:41:05I promise
00:41:08I said no
00:41:10leave me the fuck alone
00:41:11what the fuck is wrong with you Alex?
00:41:14you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak Isabelle
00:41:16I fucking hate you asshole
00:41:25damn it Isabelle
00:41:26why do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:44where is it? should be right here
00:41:46looking for this?
00:41:51looking for this?
00:41:56I mean don't think it means something whatever
00:42:00I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it
00:42:19good morning sunshine
00:42:20I made pancakes
00:42:24hey mom
00:42:26I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom
00:42:30don't worry I'll be back soon
00:42:33Miss Brooks
00:42:35sorry it took me so long to visit
00:42:37I know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:42:40if it wasn't for me then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together
00:42:44happily in love like before
00:42:51I have missed you my love
00:42:53I have been thinking about you all day
00:42:56even when training new recruits?
00:42:58even while putting out fires and rescuing that old ladies cat out of a tree
00:43:05gross
00:43:06Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love, and then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:43:13If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that night.
00:43:17Don't cry, my dear. You ruined your pretty face.
00:43:21Okay, I'll stop. Good news. Alex got into Princeton.
00:43:27And what about you, my dear?
00:43:29I'm not going anywhere. Ever.
00:43:32I'll probably die here. Be buried here.
00:43:36For all eternity.
00:43:39What are you talking about?
00:43:42Alex, I was just visiting your mom. I didn't know you'd be here, too.
00:43:45What are you saying?
00:43:47You know she's on one. You know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:50Alex, I...
00:43:51It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:53You really need to drag my mom into this, too.
00:43:57Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:44:01Are those for me?
00:44:03Yes, Mom.
00:44:05They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:44:07Your favorite.
00:44:08Remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:44:15Steven!
00:44:16Steven, you're back!
00:44:19Oh, I missed you so much.
00:44:21You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:44:27Isabel.
00:44:33I've been thinking about it, about my parents, and about us.
00:44:38I think I figured it out.
00:44:41I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:43Really?
00:44:44But what happened...
00:44:47It can't be undone.
00:44:49I can't go back to how things were.
00:45:01So, after graduation, I'm taking my mom, and we're leaving this town.
00:45:06And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:45:10Including you.
00:45:13You see?
00:45:17This is a goodbye, Alex.
00:45:20Forever.
00:45:23Goodbye, my Izzy.
00:45:34Steven, let's go!
00:45:51I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:58It's not just brilliant, it's ridiculously hot.
00:46:05Hello, everybody.
00:46:07Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:46:08For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:46:13Alright, so that's all from me.
00:46:15If there are no further questions, you're free to go.
00:46:22Actually, I did have a question.
00:46:24Are you from after work?
00:46:28Shelly, right?
00:46:29Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:46:30I'm busy.
00:46:32And this is a hospital.
00:46:34Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:46:40Dude, that was harsh.
00:46:41Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:43I've known you since college.
00:46:45I've never even seen you go on a date with that single girl.
00:46:48Yeah.
00:46:50Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:46:52I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:53Fuck off, man.
00:46:54Mind your own business for once.
00:46:59Yo, Alex.
00:47:00How you been, man?
00:47:01Our ten-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:47:04You going?
00:47:06I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:47:08And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:47:11Including you.
00:47:12You see?
00:47:15Isabel, are you going to be there?
00:47:27Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:47:28Hey, man.
00:47:31Look who's here, everyone.
00:47:33The legend of Evergreen High.
00:47:36The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:47:41I envy you.
00:47:42You disappeared for ten years, and everybody still loves you.
00:47:45Was everyone invited?
00:47:46Yeah.
00:47:47I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:47:49Oh, except for Zoe.
00:47:50She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:52And, uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:56Why?
00:47:57Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:59No one.
00:48:01Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:48:03After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:48:08Oh!
00:48:11I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:48:13Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:48:15What do they call her?
00:48:16Little Miss, uh, Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:48:19Hey, don't call her that.
00:48:22Dude.
00:48:23Come on, man.
00:48:24Don't be so butt hurt.
00:48:27Your little Izzy's dead.
00:48:28Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:48:31What the fuck did you just...
00:48:32Whoa, whoa.
00:48:33Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:48:34Hey, man.
00:48:35You were drunk.
00:48:35Back off.
00:48:36I ain't drunk.
00:48:37Shit, I've never been more sober in my life.
00:48:40Remember that one time by the swimming pool when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:44Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:48:46No, no, no.
00:48:46Let them finish.
00:48:49Attention, everyone.
00:48:50It's show and tell time.
00:48:52And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:48:56See this?
00:48:57It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:49:00Things I want to do before I die.
00:49:02Number one, travel to Paris.
00:49:03Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:49:05No, no, no, no, no.
00:49:06That's my bucket list.
00:49:07Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:49:09Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:49:14Everybody shut up.
00:49:17Alex, I...
00:49:18Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:49:21Go home and take her to pound town.
00:49:26How embarrassing.
00:49:28It only makes me hate you even more.
00:49:36See that?
00:49:37Alex hates you.
00:49:39And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:49:43You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:49Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:53How about we're in the pool?
00:49:55No.
00:49:55I can't swim!
00:50:00Alex.
00:50:04Help me.
00:50:06God, what did I do?
00:50:07I could have saved her.
00:50:10Man.
00:50:11That was fun.
00:50:12I think she got sick for like a month after that.
00:50:15And her health just got worse and worse.
00:50:19And before long, she was dead.
00:50:22Dunzo.
00:50:26You asshole!
00:50:27How could you do that?
00:50:28She has a heart condition!
00:50:31You piece of fucking shit!
00:50:35What the fuck?
00:50:36Man, you don't act like you weren't a part of this.
00:50:39Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:41Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:44It means nothing to me.
00:50:59Too bad you didn't just die.
00:51:02You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:51:09You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:51:14I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:51:17You said you invited everybody.
00:51:20Where is Izzy?
00:51:21Dude, do you really not know?
00:51:24Not know what?
00:51:27Alex, Isabelle died ten years ago, right after graduation.
00:51:36Now you're messing with me, man.
00:51:38I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:40I'm not messing with you.
00:51:42Alright, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:45He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:48I don't believe it.
00:51:49There has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:52My Izzy is not dead.
00:52:12She must have moved.
00:52:14She must have moved.
00:52:20The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:26The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:29The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:38No. No, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:41I'm gonna find her.
00:52:43Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:57Who sent this to my house?
00:53:08Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:53:11Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:53:13Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:53:16They're just fake rumors, right?
00:53:19Message me back when you see this.
00:53:29Izzy?
00:53:31Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:34Oh, hi, Mom.
00:53:35Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:37Uh, yeah, I will.
00:53:57It's for a funeral, actually.
00:53:59My funeral.
00:54:01A funeral?
00:54:01Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:54:052016?
00:54:07Isabel sent me this ten years ago.
00:54:08Once again just I have a funeral today.
00:54:11If you're in a building, you're waiting to see the house, the house.
00:54:13But not like this.
00:54:20You're waiting to see the house.
00:54:23and it's starting to see the house in the house.
00:54:36I'm redoing the house right now.
00:54:38series for you tomorrow we are one year away from graduation and I'm gonna make
00:54:47you a video every single day and then on graduation I will give them all to you
00:54:52and tell you I have a crush on you don't you remember Isabel I told you how I feel about
00:54:59you
00:55:05I told you I wouldn't let you drown Isabel I like you
00:55:17I know we've been saying that since you were like fired no I mean
00:55:32oh my god is he hard right now
00:55:48got you now you brats
00:55:56I'm sorry Isabel
00:55:59I didn't let you drown but I let you down
00:56:04I might have been a little bit braver
00:56:06but just a little bit more persistent
00:56:09I could have told you how I felt
00:56:13hi Alex 275 days till graduation
00:56:16I know you want to go to Princeton with me
00:56:21so what's this
00:56:22come on and you are still smiling like it's nothing
00:56:28hi Alex it is now 211 days until graduation
00:56:33today I snuck in tears for me and I saw Zoe
00:56:37she just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress
00:56:41and to make matters worse
00:56:43you hugged her back
00:56:45I'll be honest I was so jealous
00:56:47but then you gave me your trophy
00:56:50so I guess I'll forgive you
00:56:52admit it
00:56:54you like me too
00:56:58hey Alex
00:56:59hey Alex
00:57:00hey Alex
00:57:03that was the day of dad's funeral
00:57:07hey Alex
00:57:08I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral
00:57:11I know you don't want to see me
00:57:12I mean it's my fault he died
00:57:15I know I'm too many to you
00:57:17I wish it was me who died instead
00:57:25Alex
00:57:31you were invited
00:57:37I thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:39just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:41you're not welcome here
00:57:43my dad saved your life
00:57:45and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:47if he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:49it should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:52I'm sorry
00:57:55just fucking leave
00:57:58go
00:57:59I'm sorry
00:58:06fuck
00:58:08fuck I was so stupid
00:58:15when you were rushing to the hospital for a heart attack
00:58:18when you were dying on the operating table
00:58:20I didn't believe you
00:58:25I told you to go die
00:58:29I'm so sorry
00:58:38hi Alex
00:58:39one date to graduation
00:58:42I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:44I tried to do my makeup
00:58:46but I couldn't even look at the brush
00:58:50but I mean
00:58:52I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:54so it's
00:58:55whatever
00:58:58Alex I'm scared
00:59:00I don't want to die
00:59:01I want to go to college with you
00:59:04it's not really up to me
00:59:06maybe God just hates me
00:59:08like you do
00:59:10Alex
00:59:11I don't know if there's an afterlife
00:59:14but if there is
00:59:14I really hope to see you there
00:59:16that is if
00:59:18you and God
00:59:19can forgive me for my sins
00:59:33hi Alex
00:59:34happy graduation
00:59:36this is my last video
00:59:38you left town today
00:59:41I saw you packing up
00:59:44but I know you didn't want to see me
00:59:46so I hid behind the curtains
00:59:49and then you looked up at me
00:59:52and you almost thought
00:59:53that you were going to come and say goodbye
00:59:57but then you drove away
00:59:59at least I know you still haven't forgiven me
01:00:02it's okay
01:00:08Isabel
01:00:09Isabel
01:00:12no
01:00:12you can't be dead
01:00:14you can't be dead
01:00:15you must be doing this
01:00:16because you hate me
01:00:18Isabel
01:00:25Zoe
01:00:28oh my God
01:00:30Alex
01:00:30it's been forever
01:00:31I rushed over as soon as I heard
01:00:33you were back in town
01:00:41yikes
01:00:42looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:45don't worry
01:00:45I can help you spruce it up
01:00:47what are you doing
01:00:48why so cold Alex
01:00:50weren't we a thing back in the day
01:00:52we just hooked up
01:00:54okay we were never official
01:00:56it's still a heartbreaker I see
01:00:58well
01:00:59I was super into you back then
01:01:02okay
01:01:03I'm not really in the mood
01:01:04for visitors tonight
01:01:07hmm
01:01:09what's that
01:01:13no
01:01:15nothing
01:01:16oh
01:01:18so
01:01:18even Alex Brooks
01:01:20watches porn every now and then
01:01:22huh
01:01:22I get it
01:01:23you've been single
01:01:25for all these years
01:01:26you
01:01:26need to meet your needs
01:01:27somehow
01:01:30no I haven't forgotten about you Alex
01:01:32you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:34let me fill those needs
01:01:39get out
01:01:41seriously Alex
01:01:43been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:52so you came back for Isabel
01:01:55I
01:01:55seriously don't understand
01:01:58why are you not over a bitch
01:01:59who's been dead for 10 years
01:02:00she's not dead
01:02:02stop spreading lies about her
01:02:04you're crazy
01:02:06me get your head fucking checked
01:02:11why
01:02:12does everyone say that you're dead
01:02:14they're lying
01:02:16right
01:02:16and where are you Izzy
01:02:23so that's where you are
01:02:26I'm coming Izzy
01:02:35hello Mrs. Spencer
01:02:38Alex
01:02:42thanks
01:02:43it's been ages
01:02:45what have you been up to all these years
01:02:47I became a heart surgeon
01:02:48a heart surgeon
01:02:49that's fantastic
01:02:51you found a great career
01:02:52it was Isabel's dream to be
01:02:54working with
01:02:55Doctors Without Borders
01:02:57if she was still around
01:02:58I bet she'd be in some
01:03:00foreign place
01:03:01saving lives
01:03:02if
01:03:03she was still around
01:03:06holy shit
01:03:06is Mrs. Spencer in on this too
01:03:09is she helping Izzy hide from me
01:03:11Mrs. Spencer
01:03:13do you know where
01:03:14Isabel's living now
01:03:16I
01:03:17have something I need to talk to her about
01:03:21Isabel
01:03:21are you in there
01:03:41sorry Mrs. Spencer
01:03:42I gotta get going
01:03:44I'll see you again soon
01:03:48no
01:03:49no it's a lie
01:03:50she can't be dead
01:03:51I promised I would become a doctor
01:03:53and I'd fix her heart
01:03:54I'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:56he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:59yes
01:03:59Isabel Spencer
01:04:01how could I forget her
01:04:02it's been almost a decade
01:04:04since anybody mentioned her
01:04:05has she not gotten treatment for a decade
01:04:07she was a stubborn girl
01:04:08she once insisted on being discharged
01:04:11right after surgery
01:04:12said something about needing to
01:04:14testify in court for a friend
01:04:18I don't think we should see each other again
01:04:22you were in so much pain
01:04:24but I didn't see it
01:04:25come to think of it
01:04:27I remember you now
01:04:29you used to come visit her when she was sick
01:04:32but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:04:35toward the end
01:04:37you're full of us too
01:04:42it's not true
01:04:43it's not true right is he
01:04:46you can't be dead
01:04:47Alex
01:05:29how is it?
01:05:31disgusting
01:05:32liar
01:05:34no
01:05:34but if you really want to taste
01:05:36I have the perfect solution
01:05:37what's that?
01:05:42well
01:05:43how was it?
01:05:44disgustingly sweet right?
01:05:45I think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:50Isabel
01:05:50how could you just die?
01:05:52how could you disappear just like that?
01:05:55maybe it's really true
01:05:56maybe she really is
01:05:57gone
01:06:01Isabel
01:06:03Isabel
01:06:04Isabel
01:06:11Isabel
01:06:12I knew it was you
01:06:13I knew you weren't dead
01:06:16Alex
01:06:18I'm time to see
01:06:24why is everyone saying that you died
01:06:26the summer you graduated high school
01:06:28I had to leave the city
01:06:31leave all the pain behind
01:06:35hey
01:06:37ended up back here in the end
01:06:39Alex
01:06:40have you forgiven me?
01:06:42I told you
01:06:43I told you
01:06:44I don't hate you anymore
01:06:44listen I was
01:06:45so young and dumb back then
01:06:47okay
01:06:47for the last 10 years
01:06:49I have thought about you
01:06:50every day
01:06:51hell
01:06:51every minute
01:06:52every second
01:06:53me too
01:06:55it's not too late
01:06:55Isabel
01:06:56we can start over
01:06:58I'm never gonna let you
01:06:59leave my side again
01:07:01sorry about the mess
01:07:03no one's been in this house
01:07:04for years
01:07:04but you can stay here
01:07:06with me now
01:07:11how are you?
01:07:12how's your heart?
01:07:14I've been good
01:07:15yeah
01:07:16my health has improved
01:07:17a lot
01:07:17still not perfect
01:07:19my mom moved in with my grandma
01:07:20and then
01:07:21I left for college
01:07:22came back after graduation
01:07:25so why didn't you just
01:07:26move back into your old house?
01:07:27or cause it
01:07:29is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:31I just needed somewhere
01:07:33close to work
01:07:35why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:44so you know everything?
01:07:46I am so sorry
01:07:47Isabel
01:07:48I should have protected you
01:07:50been there
01:07:51for you
01:07:52and I treated you terribly
01:07:54do you hate me?
01:07:55I could never hate you
01:08:03sorry
01:08:05just really excited to see you
01:08:08it's fine
01:08:09it's okay
01:08:09don't worry about it
01:08:11I just got back too
01:08:13it's pretty
01:08:13empty in here
01:08:15how about we go get some of the
01:08:16things to eat?
01:08:17yeah?
01:08:18okay
01:08:25what can I get you sir?
01:08:28pancakes
01:08:30definitely pancakes
01:08:31definitely pancakes
01:08:31you're probably craving them as usual
01:08:32it's been ten years
01:08:34I'm surprised you remember
01:08:35how could I forget
01:08:37I'll take a burger
01:08:38and pancakes for the lady
01:08:49hey there handsome
01:08:51I'm alone too
01:08:52you mind if I slide in?
01:08:55uh yeah
01:08:56we do mind
01:08:58we?
01:08:59me and the beautiful girl
01:09:00sitting right in front of me
01:09:02she's the only girl I like
01:09:04and that's how it's been for a long
01:09:06long time
01:09:08weirdo
01:09:09could have just said no
01:09:14it's crazy
01:09:16I also like the guy sitting across from me
01:09:19and I have for a long long time
01:09:26your total for today comes out to $55.43
01:09:30you want to get that to go?
01:09:32it'll make a good midnight time
01:09:35sir I don't mean to pry but
01:09:37who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:39uh
01:09:42my girlfriend
01:09:44but sir there's
01:09:45no one there
01:09:48what do you mean?
01:09:57oh
01:09:59there she is
01:10:05be right back
01:10:10what you feeling for dinner Izzy?
01:10:12and don't say pancakes again
01:10:16isabel?
01:10:21we have a picture of one on target
01:10:24there goes no more
01:10:25she's got you
01:10:29sorry I didn't mean to wake you
01:10:30I wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:33I hope
01:10:36promise you'll never leave my side again
01:10:38I promise
01:10:40when you saw my videos
01:10:41you know that you're my one and only
01:10:48you already missed out on a decade
01:10:50and I don't want to waste any more time
01:10:51are you saying that
01:10:52you want to be official?
01:10:54if I am
01:10:56then what's your answer?
01:10:58yes
01:10:59a thousand percent yes
01:11:03must be together always
01:11:04forever
01:11:06till we get old and grey
01:11:34what are you watching?
01:11:35a shiny
01:11:36you're actually really scaring
01:11:39you're so one
01:11:42she's six
01:11:45how do people watch this?
01:11:48you're not scared?
01:11:49oh yes
01:11:50scared to death
01:11:52I'm sorry
01:11:56hold it any tighter
01:11:57and I think you're going to snap it in half
01:12:00I'm sorry
01:12:01it's okay
01:12:02it's okay
01:12:02I just said you were holding it tight
01:12:04not that I want you to stop
01:12:06I like the way you touch me
01:12:16I want you with me
01:12:18I like the way you touch me
01:13:00Want a drink?
01:13:11Scared me for a sec.
01:13:13Almost let you rap.
01:13:20I'm not going anywhere.
01:13:22I told you I'd stay with you.
01:13:24Remember?
01:13:25Isabel.
01:13:27Let's get married.
01:13:30Like nothing more.
01:13:50Hey, Alex.
01:13:52I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:57Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:14:01Can you come?
01:14:03It's this Sunday at the church.
01:14:07What's wrong?
01:14:08Who's on the phone?
01:14:10Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:14:12Who is it?
01:14:13Uh, nothing.
01:14:14Just a scam.
01:14:16As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:14:24Alex, please.
01:14:26I'm sorry.
01:14:26It's nothing.
01:14:30June 23rd.
01:14:32The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:36Can I go with you this time?
01:14:39Yeah.
01:14:40I'd love that.
01:14:48Hey, Dad.
01:14:50It's me.
01:15:02I've been good.
01:15:05Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:15:07You don't need to worry.
01:15:08You'd want me to move on.
01:15:10Let go of my resentment.
01:15:11I finally have.
01:15:15Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:15:20We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:36Hey, let's come.
01:15:44I...
01:15:44Sorry, I...
01:15:46I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:48I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:50It's okay.
01:15:51You don't have to look.
01:15:53Okay?
01:15:53Let's go.
01:15:58Sorry.
01:15:59I didn't mean to scare you.
01:16:01I just...
01:16:02I didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:16:04It's okay.
01:16:07How about a massage?
01:16:09I don't know.
01:16:21You selfish bitch.
01:16:23Go to hell.
01:16:32I don't know.
01:16:34I don't know.
01:16:42I don't know.
01:16:43I don't know.
01:16:43I don't know.
01:16:45I don't know.
01:16:45I'll see you again.
01:16:50Isabel?
01:17:06Isabel!
01:17:14Isabel!
01:17:15Isabel?
01:17:18Isabel?
01:17:19Didn't you hear me yelling? Why didn't you answer me?
01:17:21Listen up. I can't breathe.
01:17:23Isabel, I'm sorry.
01:17:26I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:17:28What's wrong?
01:17:29Nothing. Just a nightmare.
01:17:33Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:35Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:39I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:42To be with you always.
01:17:43Like, day and night, year after year.
01:17:46Okay.
01:17:47Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:51Great. All right, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:53And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:56Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:59Hey, Mom.
01:18:00I'm getting married.
01:18:01To Izzy.
01:18:03The wedding's tomorrow.
01:18:05Same place you and Dad got married.
01:18:07Hoping to make it.
01:18:19Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:18:22We're just early.
01:18:23We'll be here soon.
01:18:28Mom.
01:18:31Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:34No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:38Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:40Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:43Yeah, of course. She's right in front of me.
01:18:47Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:48Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:51When?
01:18:54They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:56Huh.
01:18:59Hallucinations? What are you talking about?
01:19:01Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:19:03She's right, she's right here in front of me.
01:19:04I'm not hallucinating her.
01:19:05Deep down, you already know the truth.
01:19:08Don't you?
01:19:09You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:19:12To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:19:17No, Mom, why would you say that?
01:19:19She's alive and well.
01:19:20Why would you say that she's-
01:19:27Isabel!
01:19:29Isabel!
01:19:30No.
01:19:32No.
01:19:33No, no, no, she has to be here.
01:19:34She-
01:19:35She scared her off.
01:19:36She scared her off.
01:19:37That's a-
01:19:37Wake up, Alex.
01:19:39Isabel is dead.
01:19:41How long are you gonna keep lying to yourself?
01:19:44No, no, Mom.
01:19:45She's not.
01:19:46She's alive.
01:19:47She is.
01:19:48She really is.
01:19:49You think she's alive?
01:19:50I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:58Take a good look.
01:20:00What does it say?
01:20:08No.
01:20:10Oh, no.
01:20:12Isabel.
01:20:14No, anything.
01:20:15Anyone but her.
01:20:17Anyone but Isabel.
01:20:17No.
01:20:18Anyone but you.
01:20:20No, please no.
01:20:21No.
01:20:22No.
01:20:27No.
01:20:39Alex.
01:20:41I'm here to take you.
01:20:43We can finally be together.
01:20:57Why didn't you go leave, mother?
01:20:59Alex?
01:21:02Alex?
01:21:06Miss Spencer.
01:21:08Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:21:11Yeah, I'm uh, no.
01:21:13I'm fine.
01:21:14I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:21:19Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth,
01:21:22but Isabel...
01:21:25Isabel's dead.
01:21:27She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:31I can't accept that. You'll never accept that.
01:21:34How can I accept it?
01:21:36The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:39Those horrible things to her,
01:21:41and those words echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:45I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:49How can I forgive myself?
01:21:51I love her.
01:21:53And I never got to tell her.
01:21:56Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:58Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:22:01How can you be so sure?
01:22:03But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:22:05What is the point of going on living?
01:22:12When I was organizing Isabel's banks, I found this.
01:22:16This is her last words to you.
01:22:18I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:26Hey, Alex.
01:22:29My time on Earth was short.
01:22:32But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:34Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:39You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:40I hope that in a world without me,
01:22:42you'll be able to find your own path forward
01:22:44and live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:47Love, Isabel.
01:23:03Need something for you.
01:23:08What are you proposing to me?
01:23:10It's a friendship ring.
01:23:12Dummy.
01:23:17How did I miss this, all these years?
01:23:23Hey, Isabel.
01:23:24I came to say goodbye.
01:23:26It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders
01:23:28to treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:31Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:33I'll leave for Sedan soon.
01:23:34I'm gonna take the love you gave me
01:23:37and live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:40Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:43I love you.
01:23:45I love you.
01:24:04I love you.
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