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00:01This is Radio Free Boston with an update.
00:04You know you have a 4-0-3.
00:06The meeting Boston was unsuccessful.
00:10We're fighting for you.
00:13For everyone still inside, keep your head down and stay safe.
00:16For our main A-E-R-O behind the lines, tonight's messages are on mute.
00:20Turn your dial to 101.6.
00:2399.2.
00:26This is Radio Free America.
00:27Forever the sound of freedom.
00:30There is a possibility of raising sanctions against the Gilead State.
01:01The Cairns of the Fire Department is a specialaczone.
01:16you want to know what it was like for me growing up in Gilead
01:22i'm ashamed to say that i believed in Gilead once
01:25i guess it's easier to accept a story even a childish one
01:30rather than believe that the people around you are monsters
01:39blessed morning Agnes in this story i'm telling i'm not really sure what year it was
01:46sorry it's hard to remember actual dates because girls were forbidden to have calendars
01:52just reading one could cost you a finger
02:04you learn to mark time in other ways
02:08i know i still had my dollhouse
02:10it looked just like our real house
02:14it had my bedroom and the dining room
02:17a wife's parlor even an attic where the martha slept
02:20they're in the badlands looking for me
02:23we're in the sand getting out of the freaks
02:26put the jukebox back on me
02:30i'm free
02:35i was a plum
02:38i didn't have my period yet
02:40in my world then
02:42i made all the difference
02:45it was all we wanted
02:47and it also terrified us
02:54and i didn't have my room
02:55i can't hear it
02:55i know what to do
02:58now that i've got a man like you
03:01it's all it's hard
03:03it can be so cool
03:05baby don't look cool
03:07i know what to do
03:12Now that I've got a man like you
03:15So I'm tired
03:17It can be so cool
03:19Baby, don't look cool
03:23Baby, don't look cool
03:27The Commander doll was always doing very important work
03:30Just like my father
03:32Keeping us safe from heretics and Mayday terrorists
03:51The Martha dolls were always busy
03:54But at night they would let the little girl
03:56All sit in the kitchen with them
03:59They would make her cinnamon toast
04:00And they would all talk
04:09There is a wife doll
04:11In blue, of course
04:13That would be Paula
04:15Who was my new stepmother then
04:18Blessed morning, Agnes, dear
04:20Rosa, how's your leg?
04:21Please tell me it's better
04:22Yes, ma'am
04:25It's kind of you to ask
04:26Praise be his mercy
04:30The high dusting is catching up with us, I'm afraid
04:32Yes, ma'am
04:33I'll do that after the Commander's meeting
04:40Thank you, Zilla
04:42Zilla was new
04:44Her tongue was removed as punishment before she was posted with us
04:48Probably for blasphemy
04:50That was a big one for some wives
04:53Well, she's certainly an improvement
04:55That last one we had was a chatty Cathy
04:58Sometimes when I was playing with the dollhouse
05:00I would lock the Paula doll in the attic
05:04Which was not nice
05:06The Paula doll would pound on the door and scream
05:08But the little girl doll would pay no attention
05:11And sometimes she would laugh
05:13Is that the new skirt?
05:17Up then
05:21Well, don't you look pretty as a picture
05:25Thank you
05:28Mother
05:31I was worried to make you look gawky
05:33But no
05:40Praise be his mercy
05:42For not making me look too gawky
05:46I'm an irritant to Paula
05:50She wants me married and gone
05:53I was born in the sinful before world
05:57Please keep the counter clean, guys
05:59We don't want to get hands again
06:00Yes, ma'am
06:05Don't slouch, dear
06:07Slouching girls get fat husbands
06:30Under his eyes, sweetie
06:31Bye, Rosa
06:49Once when we were pinks
06:51I smiled at a boy on the playground
06:53Leon's taped my mouth shut
06:55And made me stand in the dining hall for two days
06:57Holding the sign for a slut
06:59That was for smiling
07:01I wonder what would happen
07:02If I kissed one
07:40When we became plums, we started going on the field trips.
07:45They were fun.
07:47Some parts more than others.
08:00I got you!
08:07When I met you in a restaurant,
08:12I couldn't tell I was no damn good talk.
08:21You asked me what's my pleasure.
08:24Come along, girls.
08:27Come on, girls.
08:28Go away, go away.
08:29And tell you of my dreaming.
08:35Dreaming is free.
08:37Quiet, quiet, quiet.
08:38Dreaming.
08:41Dreaming is free.
08:43I don't want to live on charity.
08:50Pleasure's real or is it fantasy?
09:00gross hold it enough god's justice is beautiful i'm sorry aunt vidala friends
09:08these men do you know what crime they committed
09:15yes shin am i rape avidala that's what the red x is for it's for rape praise be
09:23friends these men these horrible men these rapists you say rapists rapists yes
09:34thank you shin am i not raper i didn't know that friends it's a ghastly story
09:41these men stole a young girl much like yourselves this young girl was a kind of like being the center
09:48of attention spirited girl that kind of girl often earns a violent end for herself praise be his
09:56judgment these men saw this girl and they were overcome by their urges they came in the night and
10:05took her from her own bed what about her guardians some of them were her guardians
10:14the urges of men are terrible things those urges must be curbed that is the burden that god has
10:20personally laid upon each of you just by existing we are mortally dangerous to otherwise perfectly good
10:27men they were helpless to resist us even us the daughters of commanders the most godly of girls
10:57i was a precious flower
11:01then why did i sometimes feel like a prized pig
11:05so
11:20so
11:21so
11:36At the Aunt Lydia school, pink dresses were for little girls.
11:40Plum dresses were for older girls like us.
11:43Predestined to marry high Gilead commanders once, we became eligible,
11:47which only happened if God blessed us with a period.
11:51Then, we became greens, and got pins.
11:56Unless it be the fruit.
11:59You're insane. The skirt looks fine.
12:01May the Lord open, don't bother.
12:03Even God knows Paula has no taste.
12:06Come along, Prince!
12:09Becca was the first person I met when we moved here from Colorado.
12:12She was my best friend, except we weren't allowed to have best friends.
12:16The Aunt said that best friends led to keeping secrets, and secrets led to disobedience.
12:21And disobedient girls became women who were immoral, obviously.
12:25We've been sent good weather.
12:27This blessing?
12:29You have your address for me?
12:30Be moving, girls. Let's go.
12:32After lunch.
12:33Becca was already green.
12:34She was getting ready to be matched.
12:37She was moving on without me.
12:39But we didn't talk about that.
12:41This will be our third seamstress.
12:43My mother thinks if she gets the bodice just right, everyone will forget my dad's a dentist.
12:48Maybe you should dress as a tooth.
12:50Blessed day.
12:51Blessed day.
12:52We've been sent good weather.
12:53Thought I received with one.
12:55Very, very cute hair.
12:57Yeah, I definitely agree.
12:58Thanks.
12:59New Martha.
13:00Blessed be yours, too.
13:01Seriously.
13:01My Martha socks.
13:02I look like I have a bad head.
13:04Phunemite.
13:04Chitter, chatter, chitter, chatter.
13:06Flap your tongue around and you're likely to lose it.
13:09Yes, Aunt Badala.
13:10Have a graceful day, girls.
13:12More haste.
13:14Blessed be.
13:17Aunt Lydia was a legend.
13:19Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
13:20She had been worshipped, then vilified.
13:22Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
13:23Then worshipped again.
13:25Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
13:26In the four years since the War of Massachusetts, the purges had happened.
13:31As always, those remaining were able to shape history as they liked.
13:35Some people were hung.
13:37And some had schools named after them.
13:43At one time, we, too, were foolish, disobedient, deceived, and enslaved by all kinds of passions and envy.
13:51We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.
13:55But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us.
14:01Not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy.
14:06He saved us through the wall.
14:07White was for the Pearl Girls.
14:09They were new arrivals from outside of Gilead.
14:12Converts to our godly struggle.
14:14We might become heirs having the hope of eternal life.
14:16Aunt Lydia and her missionaries gathered them from all over the world.
14:20They were mostly runaways.
14:22Of course they had to be young.
14:24And possibly fertile.
14:27Weirdos.
14:28I waited patiently for the Lord.
14:34The aunts said the Pearl Girls came eager for a new start.
14:38They were even more eager to prove their godliness by telling on you to the aunts.
14:42We all knew someone who had been ratted out by a Pearl Girl.
14:46Amen.
14:47The passion of the converted.
14:50What a pain in the ass.
15:14Nice work, Constance.
15:16Constance.
15:18Nice work, Constance.
15:19Nice work, Constance.
15:30Pretty daisies, Hilda.
15:33Really?
15:34Thank you, Aunt Estee.
15:35They're actually black-eyed Susan.
15:37Should you be thanking me?
15:39No.
15:40No, thank him.
15:42Aunt Estee.
15:43Making me able, and for the flowers he made, and the thread.
15:49Pray forgive me.
15:50You are forgiven.
15:52Just be mindful around all the dollar.
15:57Aunt Gabana.
15:59Blessed morning.
16:05Agnes.
16:06Aunt Lydia would like to speak with you.
16:13Come along.
16:16Agnes, get up, please.
16:18I'm sure it's good news.
16:20Back to work.
16:21I'll be back.
16:55By tradition, only dead people are allowed to have statues.
17:00I have been given one while still alive.
17:04Praise be your works, Aunt Lydia.
17:07I have been prematurely petrified.
17:15Agnes Mackenzie, how the time goes by.
17:20I have been watching you for quite a while now.
17:24Why, Aunt Lydia?
17:26Soon to be eligible.
17:28May God make me truly worthy.
17:31Ah, you will be rewarded.
17:33If you are free of sin, of course.
17:36Do you know why this statue was erected?
17:41So you can always be watching over us?
17:44Yes.
17:45We inspire the world with our good works, Agnes.
17:48Do you agree?
17:49Yes, Aunt Lydia.
17:51Excellent.
17:52I have good work that needs doing.
17:54Helping a new friend feel welcome.
18:03Agnes, this is Daisy.
18:06One of my precious, precious pearls recently arrived.
18:10Daisy may be joining your class.
18:14She's going to be a plum?
18:16Perhaps.
18:17I'd like you to show her around.
18:19Make her feel comfortable.
18:21Be her shepherdess.
18:23It's an honor for you, Agnes.
18:26Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
18:28Daisy, be a good girl and stay with Agnes.
18:30Lambs, don't stray.
18:33Yes, Aunt Lydia.
18:34Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
18:37Wonderful.
18:39Go in grace.
18:51Blessed fruit.
18:52May the Lord open.
19:03Painting and sketching.
19:11Music classroom.
19:19Comportments this way.
19:20Domestic management is upstairs with Aunt L'Oreal.
19:23Hospitality.
19:24Decorating.
19:25Culinary arts.
19:27Fiber arts, like embroidery.
19:29Lace making.
19:31You can make a tablecloth, if you dare.
19:34And scripture class.
19:36Praise be his word.
19:39Weirdo.
19:42Aunt Lydia didn't tell me much about you.
19:46Did she tell you anything about me?
19:50Nothing.
19:51Miss Agnes.
20:02Did she ask you to watch me?
20:06Of course.
20:07Miss Agnes.
20:10To learn how to behave properly.
20:15Discipline and corrections are in the on-swing.
20:17You only go there when you earn it.
20:24And lunch.
20:25Blessed be his bounty.
20:32This is the dining room.
20:33Pretty obviously.
20:36Let's eat.
20:40You cannot be mistress of a house unless you are the mistress of yourself.
20:46Do you understand me, girls?
20:48Yes, Amphadala.
20:51It is an offense to God to waste food with poor preparation.
20:55If your meal is unacceptable, speak firmly to your Martha.
21:00Do you understand me, girls?
21:03Yes, Amphadala.
21:04Friends, let us give thanks to him.
21:12And?
21:13God is great, God is good.
21:16Thank you, God, for our food.
21:18By his blessings we are fed.
21:20Give us, Lord, our daily bread.
21:22Amen.
21:27Girls, you may socialize.
21:45What is all this, then?
21:47This is Daisy.
21:49Aunt Lydia asked me to make her feel welcome.
21:50Hey.
21:53It's a blessing to meet you all.
21:57Get out.
22:07We're enjoying very fine weather.
22:10By God's blessing.
22:14It's a high-pressure system, I think.
22:18Daisy.
22:20Pray.
22:20Where do you hail from?
22:22Toronto.
22:24Canada.
22:25Miss.
22:26Shunami.
22:26Hi.
22:28That's a beautiful name.
22:30It is.
22:33I imagine Canada is very different from Gilead.
22:37Toronto has been forsaken by God and defiled by Satan.
22:43It is suffocating in sin.
22:48So do you miss it?
22:52I pray it will be swallowed whole by the earth.
23:00May he hear your prayer.
23:10Daisy, do you like soft serve ice cream?
23:15Food is one of his miracles.
23:17They have it here.
23:18Strawberry and vanilla.
23:20Hold up, we'll take you.
23:22Yeah, I can make you a swirl cone.
23:24I'm sort of an expert.
23:26Aunt Lydia urged me to stay with Miss Agnes.
23:28Ice cream is definitely one of his miracles.
23:32And you wouldn't want to insult God.
23:37You should get some.
23:39Come on.
23:56They stuck you with the pearl girl.
23:58What did you do wrong?
23:59She didn't do anything.
24:01This is unprecedented.
24:03So what did Aunt Lydia say?
24:05She said she's new here.
24:08I'm just supposed to be a shepherdess.
24:09I don't like her.
24:10She didn't seem very nice.
24:11Well, you can't trust her.
24:13She'll tell Aunt Lydia everything.
24:14She's a pearl girl.
24:17Becca?
24:18Your Martha is here to collect you.
24:21Yes, on this day.
24:25Am I fitting?
24:27Pray for me.
24:28I wish I was green this season.
24:30I wish we all were together.
24:34It's starting to move very, very fast.
24:38It's a dress.
24:39Not a husband.
24:42Not yet.
24:43Well, I can't wait to have a husband.
24:45Becca, pray.
24:46Come along.
24:46Shake a leg.
24:48Go with Grace.
24:51In Grace, I go.
25:10You should tell Aunt her.
25:12You're a pearl girl.
25:14For what?
25:15Just say that she gossips, or has a foul tongue.
25:18Sure.
25:18Or that she ran off to go get ice cream.
25:20That could be plausible.
25:21She'd be punished.
25:22She'd be punished.
25:23You're an awful person.
25:24Stop.
25:25I didn't say to make her a gender traitor or anything.
25:28Just something small.
25:32Agnes.
25:33I know that you are very, very nice.
25:36But it's time to plumb up.
25:37And get her before she can see you.
25:59Cinnamon toast.
26:01Praise be his bounty.
26:07Is it awful?
26:10God never sends us more than we can bear.
26:13Sometimes we just get close, though.
26:18Becca had her final fitting.
26:20She must be happy to be getting a new dress.
26:24I'm sure she looks perfect.
26:26She's a beautiful girl.
26:29She could get an offer from a commander at the dance.
26:33Her dad could.
26:36She could marry one who lives in Wyoming.
26:39Or anywhere.
26:42Not Maryland.
26:44She won't move far if she marries a high commander.
26:47They need to live near the Capitol.
26:49She could marry one who doesn't let his wife have any friends.
26:55Try not to think about it.
26:59Rosa, how did you meet your husband?
27:03Before, I mean.
27:08We met in a bookstore.
27:12Almost everyone we knew then was meeting online on Tinder, Bumble.
27:16Bumble.
27:18We met in the cookbook section.
27:21What's Tinder?
27:24It's not something you're ever going to need to know, Pumpkin.
27:28Last evening, ma'am.
27:34The commander will be home Thursday.
27:35Has some things for the Marthas to do.
27:38You said your leg was better.
27:41It is, ma'am.
27:44Good.
27:46Head up to the third floor.
27:47We'll start there.
27:51Yes, ma'am.
28:01I grew up riding.
28:03When a horse would come up late, my father would shoot it.
28:09It was hard.
28:12But it was the merciful thing to do.
28:15Haven't I told you that story?
28:18No, mother.
28:24I learned that sometimes you have to be hard.
28:29Sometimes you have to cut off weak branches and bothersome ones.
28:35You'll understand when you're running your own household.
28:37The ghost is gone.
28:40About a daily profit.
28:43Hello.
28:49Hello.
29:01Hello.
29:03Hello?
29:04Hello?
29:04Hello?
29:04Hi.
29:07Who is the son of the slave?
29:07Your son of 메� sm희.
29:39Assembly time, my plums. Two lines. Two lines. Posture, Agnes. I'm sorry, Abba Dahmer.
29:53Plums, please assemble in the dining hall.
29:55Hurry along. Pames, to your classes. Cha-cha.
30:25Pames, to your classes.
30:32I'm sorry, Abba Dahmer.
30:33I'm sorry, Abba.
30:33I'm sorry, Abba Dahmer.
30:37I'm sorry, Abba Dahmer.
30:49Blessed day.
30:51How was it?
30:52May the Lord open.
30:54Fine.
30:56Shut up.
30:58It was fine.
30:59I feel like puppy sleeves.
31:08Blessed day, graceful friends.
31:10We need your energy.
31:12Because we have some difficult work to do today.
31:16For him.
31:23Are you ready?
31:24Yes, I'm a best one, I say.
31:36Hello, someone's in trouble.
31:39Good.
31:39He's the gross one.
31:42This man is a sinner.
31:44Hidden amongst us.
31:45He was found touching himself.
31:48Abusing himself.
31:49On school grounds.
31:52Gilead trusted him to protect you.
31:54God's most precious girls.
31:58Instead, he chose wickedness.
32:01We do not play with the power of creation.
32:05What are they going to do to him?
32:07Quiet.
32:08He deserves our judgment.
32:10Do not relish in it.
32:12You are not blameless, girls.
32:15Shame upon any of you that tempt a man.
32:19Now, this is your decision.
32:21You will have to make many difficult decisions when you are wives.
32:27So what do you say, girls?
32:30Should this man go unpunished?
32:33Hey.
32:35Punished.
32:35Or should he pay?
32:38Quiet!
32:40Quiet!
32:42Quiet!
32:42Quiet!
32:44Quiet!
32:45Quiet!
32:47Quiet!
32:49Quiet!
32:51Quiet!
32:53Quiet!
33:06Quiet!
33:07Quiet!
33:10Quiet!
33:25Oh my God.
33:29Oh my God.
33:33Oh my God.
33:39Oh, my God.
33:41Craig, are you okay?
33:43I'm fine.
33:45Praise be your concern.
33:47I told you.
33:47Oh, my God.
34:09Daisy?
34:10Daisy?
34:14Fuck.
34:16What the fuck was that?
34:17He broke the rules.
34:19They cut it off.
34:20I saw his arm.
34:22Jesus Christ, he was fucking wide awake.
34:24For fuck's sake.
34:25Jesus, what the fuck?
34:31I'm sorry.
34:33Agnes.
34:35Agnes.
34:36Don't.
34:37Don't tell.
34:39Oh, sweetie.
34:41Agnes, help Daisy get cleaned up.
35:01How do you feel?
35:07They told us about assemblies.
35:12I didn't think it'd be like that.
35:15Like what?
35:26I didn't think it'd be like that.
35:27Thank you for taking care of me.
35:32When Aunt Lydia gives you an assignment, you do it.
35:37Miss Agnes, I am so sorry.
35:40I committed blasphemy.
35:43You were unwell.
35:45I took his name in vain.
35:47Agnes, there is no excuse.
35:51I know I must confess.
35:54Okay.
35:57Aunt Lydia is in charge of punishing pro girls.
36:02Okay.
36:06Prairie's be her discipline.
36:09I need to learn.
36:17Do you think she'll cut out my tongue?
36:21There are stories.
36:24Prairie, no.
36:25Not for this.
36:26Probably not.
36:30Okay.
36:33If it's God's will.
36:35If it's God's will.
36:37If it's God's will.
36:38If it's God's will.
36:40I can't.
36:40Agnes, I can't.
36:42It's okay.
36:43You don't have to.
36:46You don't have to.
36:48It was just us.
37:06God sees our sins.
37:14We'll pray together.
37:16We'll show contrition.
37:20God is merciful.
37:24Beyond's not so much sometimes.
37:28Are you sure?
37:33Our secret.
37:43Shunemite said Daisy was dangerous.
37:46She was right, of course.
37:48She said you should never, ever trust a pro girl.
37:52But that was exactly what I did.
38:05Blessed night, my pearls.
38:08May God protect you.
38:17I don't want to do so much nothing lives.
38:19It's not a for God.
38:20Food.
38:21What?
38:38I don't want to do so much stuff.
39:40That's it for tonight.
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