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00:00Oh
05:41It's a lot of towels.
05:43But I'm tired.
05:46That's right.
05:49It's normal.
05:50Yes.
05:51It's normal.
06:11Let's go.
06:13Let's go.
06:42Let's go.
07:11Let's go.
07:26Let's go.
07:27Why?
07:30Why?
07:33I'm interested.
07:34I'm interested.
07:43Okay.
07:43Yes, I'm sorry.
08:14It's here.
08:20Okay, let's go.
08:29Let's go.
08:38Ah, it's okay.
08:40Yes.
08:59Okay, let's go.
09:05Do you want to drink anything?
09:07No, I don't have anything.
09:08There's no alcohol.
09:10Eh?
09:12Eh?
09:14Do you like a drink?
09:16Yes.
09:17Do you like a drink?
09:18Yes.
09:19It's great.
10:02Are we looking at this?
10:05Yes, I am.
10:07Usually you can't see the景色 as the usual thing.
10:10Maybe it's a景色.
10:16I liked that.
10:16I'd rather be using it as a景色 to represent it.
10:18Oh.
10:22I think this is a景色.
10:31I don't know how long it is, but I don't know if it's 100 years old, isn't it?
10:37Yes.
10:39That's why you can't see it, and you can't see it, and you can't see it.
10:46And you can't see it.
10:50Yes.
10:54But actually, I don't have to go anywhere else.
11:00I don't have to go anywhere else.
11:03I don't have to go anywhere else.
11:10I've spent a lot of time in my life.
11:17I don't have to go anywhere else.
12:01I don't have to go anywhere else.
12:25I don't have to go anywhere else.
12:37I don't have to go anywhere else.
13:00I don't have to go anywhere else.
13:39I don't have to go anywhere else.
13:42I don't have to go anywhere else.
13:46I don't have to go anywhere else.
13:47I don't have to go anywhere else.
14:04I don't have to go anywhere else.
14:06I don't have to go anywhere else.
14:13I don't have to go anywhere else.
14:23I don't have to go anywhere else.
14:57確実に。
15:00I don't have to go anywhere else.
15:20I don't have to go anywhere else.
15:51I don't have to go anywhere else.
15:52I don't have to go anywhere else.
15:55I don't have to go anywhere else.
16:01I don't have to go anywhere else.
16:03Alright, let me go there.
16:15Thanks So please,
16:17can you just ask me to ask me briefly?
16:24Is everyone curious in my life.
16:27I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
16:28What do you know?
16:29I don't know.
16:32I don't know.
16:34I'm not sure.
16:36I'm not sure.
16:36I'm not sure.
16:37What do you think?
16:40I'm not sure.
16:44I'm not sure.
16:48I'm not sure.
16:49What kind of question is that,
16:50what kind of question?
16:51Is there a friend?
16:52Yes, what kind of question is there you haven't been?
17:01If you don't know,
17:05it's an interim.
17:07I don't know.
17:08I already know I'm missing.
17:12I don't know.
17:14You are not sure?
17:15I'm not sure?
17:20I don't know.
17:21I don't know.
17:22Why? Why?
17:24Because of the reason?
17:24I don't know.
17:26I didn't know.
17:27I don't know.
17:31So, if you're not comfortable,
17:34I don't know.
17:37I don't know.
17:40I'm not sure.
17:42I'm scared.
17:45I'm just gonna go back.
17:47What?
17:48What's that?
17:52What's that?
17:54Just...
17:58Hi.
18:12Hello.
18:23Hi.
18:26Hi.
18:30Hi.
19:02Hi.
19:05Hi.
19:05Hi.
19:06Hi.
19:09Hi.
19:09Hi.
19:11Hi.
19:14Hi.
19:15Hi.
19:15Hi.
19:27Hi.
19:27Hello.
19:32Well, anyway, I can stop, but I don't have any interaction. Okay? Of course, okay.
19:49Okay.
19:50Okay.
20:21Okay.
20:31Okay.
20:32Okay.
20:36Okay.
20:38Okay.
20:39Okay.
20:40Okay.
20:41Okay.
20:42Okay.
20:43Okay.
20:44Okay.
20:44Okay.
20:45Okay.
20:45Okay.
20:45Okay.
20:46Okay.
20:46Okay.
20:47Okay.
20:47Okay.
20:48Okay.
20:56Okay.
21:04Okay.
21:12Okay.
21:24Okay.
21:26Okay.
21:27It's a tree.
21:30090 1834
21:32Gnyo gnyo gnyo gnyo
21:37KUSHITO
22:14疾悪
22:15Manchester Mary
22:17Theoured
22:18We've
22:19heard the poster of the backyard. Every time
22:20we shared before theiffure It's
22:22strange, a letter that
22:23It's weird, but I know I'm not a friend of Ayana.
22:30I'm writing this letter.
22:35Hello.
22:53Ah?
22:54Ah! eeことa nai da… Ah! eeことa?
23:09Ayano so…
23:10Un?
23:12Ahana ee karei si nai nane?
23:15E? yu leke do?
23:18E?
23:19Ah? e?
23:20I nai deyo?
23:22E?
23:22Hey, you didn't have a friend. You didn't have a friend.
23:27Yes, I didn't have a friend.
23:29Hey, today?
23:32I'm here.
23:34Well, I didn't have a friend.
23:37I didn't have a friend.
23:38What was that?
23:41No, I didn't have a friend.
23:46Hey?
23:47Hey?
23:49That's when I met you.
23:50What's your friend?
23:52He's a friend.
23:55He's a friend.
23:58Hey?
24:01Have you ever had a friend?
24:03Yeah.
24:05I'm surprised.
24:06Hey?
24:08What are you doing?
24:11I don't have a friend.
24:16I don't know.
24:18I don't have a friend.
24:28If you were to go to the house, you wouldn't have to go to the house.
24:32Eh? Ah, he came here.
24:41I'll come here.
24:44Then.
24:46Then.
25:02I won't be a threat for you.
25:05I won't be a threat.
25:08If I know I won't be a threat.
25:12I don't know.
26:05だから本当は、もう誰とも付き合いたくなんてないのに。相手のすべてを知ってしまっても、好きで居続けることはできるのだろうか。
26:17そんなことを考えながら、私はまた人を好きになる。失うことを恐れながら。
26:26だから私は好きにならない人を好きになる。
26:56ご視聴ありがとうございました。ご視聴ありがとうございました。
27:13全然、全然。ありがとうございます。レモンサワー。レモンサワー。適当に頼んでいた焼き鳥とか。ありがとうございます。
27:18今日は何してたんですか?今日
27:29?うん。今日は天気が良かったので、ぼんやりしてた。ぼんやり。うん。
27:45で、洗濯して、川沿いを歩いて、河原で野球してる少年たちをぼけーっと眺めたりして。で、日が暮れるくらいのタイミングで家に帰って、洗濯戻し忘れてるのに気づいた。
27:46最悪。押したの?さっき押した。で、今ここ。アホじゃん。タイヤ無駄にした。まあ、でも俺が浴びたから。あと、散歩してる犬に吠えられたりして。なんか、前も吠えられてませんでした。なんなんだろうね。吠えられる。バレてるんじゃないですか。何が
28:14?良くない人間だって。
28:28怖い。お待たせしました。うん。ありがとうございます。はい。はい。ビビってやるからかな
28:29?犬に?うん。怖いんですか、犬
28:38?怖い。うーん、それはなぜ
28:39?犬が怖い理由
28:41?うん。
28:47分かんない。病少期のトラウマとか。
28:58うん。そういうのはない。うん。なんかさ、土田さんはトラウマとかってどう扱ってる
28:59?小説書くと。まあまあ使う
29:02?意識する?
29:17うーん、どうだろう。避けようとは思わないかな。避けてますよ。うん。俺は結構疑ってるかも。うーん。それはどうして?
29:34何だろう。過去があって、今があるっていうのは間違いないんだけどさ。うん。うーん。分かんない。ベタになるのが怖いのかな。ベタ?
29:50そう。うーん。犬に追いかけられた経験がなくても、犬が怖い人はいるよ。うーん。親の夫婦仲が良くても、結婚とか恋愛がよく分かんない人もいるでしょ。なんか不仲にしがちじゃない
30:04?あとは片親とか。うん。
30:13はい。山田さんはご両親仲良かったんですか
30:14?え?土田さんはご両親仲良かったんですか
30:19?は
30:20?どういう意味?いや、特には。仲良かったですよ、両親。父はもう亡くなってますけど。そっか。うん。
30:52うーん。明日は
30:54?明日?明日は特に。うん。なんで
31:02?ううん。
31:27よくないと。山田線。よくないと。山田線。よくないとわかっていて、なんで私と会うの
31:31?と言われ、よくないのかと思う。
31:35何考えてるの?何考えてるの
31:51?今。と言われ。いや、よくないのかと思って。と答えると。だって謝ったよね、こないだ。帰り際。と言われ。ああ、謝ったなぁと思う。最初にそういうことになった日。
32:04飲みながら、飲みながらさまざまな話をした。でも、話したいくつもの言葉よりも、沈黙になって。沈黙になるたびに、相手の顔色を謎に探り合って。
32:26探り合うというよりも、なんだ、見つめ合うというか、視線のじゃれ合いというか、そういう時間が何度もあって。もう店を出るか出ないか、みたいな瞬順を何度も繰り返して。こういう時間が一番あれだね、とか言って。あれって何
32:27?って言われて。
32:44あれは、きっとエロいってことで。でも、薄いすぎるから、あれと言って楽しむ。なんか、あれだね、こういうの。あれ
32:53?うん。あれって何?いや、うーん。
33:17もう一杯だけ頼んでいい?もちろん。すいません。はい。レモンサワー。レモンサワーで、かしこまりました。なに
33:21?なんでもない。
33:45なに?ほんとやだ。ずるいよね。ずるいです。です。と掲げもずるくね。お待たせいたしました。レモンサワです。どうも。
33:55え?え
33:57?もう何
34:06?これはもう本音を話せってことよね。本音を話す場ってことでいい
34:11?うん。
34:12me
34:12I
34:15do
34:18and
34:18can
34:18do
34:19you
34:31you
34:49Well, I'll tell you what I'm saying.
34:56There's something.
34:58There's something.
35:01There's something.
35:04I'm...
35:06I'm...
35:13I don't know.
35:15I thought it was too late, but...
35:18Yes.
35:19But...
35:20We're both...
35:22We're both...
35:24We're both...
35:24We're both...
35:27We can't do anything.
35:33Yes.
35:35Yeah.
35:36And...
35:37How'd you say,
35:40I didn't want to say anything.
35:49I was trying to say I don't want to say any more.
36:00Yeah.
36:02And I feel like...
36:04I...
36:07I felt like I was like, I'm going to drink my hand.
36:09I'm going to say that I'm going to talk about it.
36:13I'm going to talk about it.
36:14I'm going to talk about it.
36:24I'm going to talk about it.
36:28But...
36:30I feel like I'm being thrown.
36:33That's true.
36:39I feel like that.
36:53Just wait.
36:55Where else?
36:59I'm talking about my own behavior, but what's that?
37:07Do you have a little bit of me?
37:17Yes.
37:20Really?
37:21Yes.
37:26That's right.
37:30That's right.
37:32It doesn't have to be like this.
37:34Yes.
37:39But you've never seen it before, right?
37:45Yes.
37:47Wait a minute.
37:58ってかダメだねこりゃ。
38:04本当にダメでしょ。
38:14あなたの口から発されたいくつもの運は、一番嘘のない音に感じた。
38:26それは、好きという言葉よりも、惹かれているという言葉よりも、もっともっと多くの美しさを含んでいる気がした。
38:30二人は照れて笑う。
38:32ダメだね、これは。
38:33本当ダメでしょ。
38:43私は最後に注文したレモンサワーにほとんど口をつけずに店を出て、15分後にはホテルの部屋にいて。
39:00でも、キスをするわけでもなく、体に触れるわけでもなく、ホテルの1階に直結している、コンビニで買った缶ビールとポテトチップスなどを口にしながら、たわいのない話をする。
39:12嘘じゃん。
39:13うん。
39:18下じゃん、キス。
39:21うん。
39:22捜索逃げだ。
39:25うん。
39:37いや、逃げてないから。てか、全部フィクションだし。
39:39全部フィクション?え、今、全部フィクションって言いました?
39:44言ってないよ。
39:45言ったよ。
39:47言っただろ。
39:48怖ぇ。
39:49言った。
39:50言った。
39:56絶対赤くなってるし。
40:00乗るよ、それ血が通ってんだから。
40:17土田さんはさ、今も彼氏以外の人と会ったりしてるの?俺以外にも。
40:20うん。
40:21そっか。
40:23それは寝たりもしてるってこと?
40:29知ってるっていうか、知ってたかな。
40:31最近はあんまそういうのないかも。
40:33そう。
40:36なんで?
40:41いや、別に。
40:46私、山田さんには全部話してるよ。
40:47うん。
40:59いや。
41:02うん。
41:05うん。
41:07うん。
41:09うん。
41:20うん。
41:21うん。
41:22うん。
41:23うん。
41:27うん。
41:31うん。
41:34うん。
41:35うん。
41:36うん。
41:36うん。
41:36うん。
41:36うん。
41:36うん。
41:36うん。
41:36うん。
41:37うん。
41:37うん。
41:37うん。
41:37うん。
41:38うん。
41:39うん。
42:09What?
42:10And then you say, you know what I'm doing, right?
42:15And then you say, you know, you don't want to do it, right?
42:21And you say, you know, you don't want to do it.
42:26But you've done it, right?
42:28You were so happy, right?
42:30You said, you're not a man.
42:34Why?
42:35You're doing it, right?
42:38You're doing it, right?
42:39You're doing it, right?
42:44You're doing it.
42:45What's that?
42:48I don't know.
42:52I don't know.
42:54I don't think I'm going to do it.
42:57I don't think I'm going to do it.
42:59I don't know.
42:59I want to do it.
43:01I want to do it.
43:04But...
43:07You wanted it.
43:09You wanted it.
43:14You didn't need it.
43:18I want to do it.
43:20You can be more than enough.
43:20You don't want to do it.
43:24I want to hold on.
43:32You didn't do it.
43:34it goes
43:35Can't make it
43:42What the hell?
43:46It's what I wanted
43:49I don't know
43:50My hair is too cold
43:50It's just
44:19What are you thinking?
44:23Now?
44:25Yeah
44:30What do you think?
44:34You have two things?
44:38What?
44:42It's okay
44:44It's okay
44:46It's okay
44:49It's okay
44:52It's okay
44:52Even if her job makes her
45:01It's not okay
45:06It's okay
45:07It's okay
45:08It's okay
45:09It's okay
45:10It's sorry
45:12I don't know
45:15Oh
45:15Well, you know?
45:18So?
45:21Yes.
45:28It's fun...
45:30It's fun...
45:33It's fun...
45:35It's fun...
45:35It's fun...
45:36It's fun...
45:38It's fun...
45:39It's fun...
45:42It's fun...
45:42It's fun...
45:43It's fun...
45:44It's fun...
45:49It's fun...
45:51It's fun...
45:53It's fun...
45:56It's fun...
45:58It's fun...
45:59It's fun...
46:00It's fun...
46:03It's fun...
46:06It's fun...
46:09I don't know.
46:12But it's not true.
46:15It's not true.
46:20I don't think it's true.
46:23It's not true.
46:31What do you think?
46:34What do you think?
46:37The one who works.
46:39What do you think?
46:44You don't want to lie.
46:46No.
46:48It's the one who wants to lie.
46:50It's the same thing.
46:54There's no other one.
47:00One more one.
47:20Why?
47:23Why?
48:01Why?
48:02It's time to go back to the end.
48:05Yeah.
48:08Can I go back?
48:10What?
48:11Can I go back?
48:13I have to go back.
48:16I'll go back.
48:20I'll go back.
48:27I'll go back.
48:48I'll go back.
48:49I'll go back to the end.
48:50I'm back.
48:57It's so cool.
48:58Yeah, it's so cool.
49:04It's so cool.
49:06Yeah, it's so cool.
49:07It's so cool.結局、山田さんの洗濯物は無事に乾いたのだろうか。そんなことをぼんやりと思いながら、私はユキオの洗濯物を干す。
49:44ありがとう、洗濯。うん、私のも少しあるし。今日夜は
49:51?今日夜、自分家帰る。じゃあ、行ってきまーす。いらっしゃい。
50:09冬の光の中で、私は考えてもわからないことをずっと考え続けている。
50:15それが我慢することを説明します。そこで、私は水を入れているんだ。このように、水を用意したり、風を冷蔵庫にしていないことに、私は水を入れていたので、私は水を入れることがあって、私は水に入れることを知っていました。
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