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00:00Oh, fuck, oh, fuck.
00:02Ow!
00:03You and Coco, though.
00:04You know what you gotta do, bro?
00:05Get some cojones.
00:06How's it going?
00:07Back at the villa.
00:08We just slept and woke up.
00:11No, little.
00:12No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:13TJ's birthday?
00:14Yes.
00:15Edie's thing.
00:16Yes!
00:21I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:23I mean, they're having a group conversation right now
00:25and none of them are asking where we are
00:27or for us to join.
00:30Would you be open to, like, having, like, a conversation
00:32with, like, Pepe and stuff?
00:33He told me lies about TJ.
00:35I can't really, like, see past that.
00:37Why would you want to go to L.A.?
00:39There's a lot of opportunity there.
00:41So just fuck Oklahoma.
01:00I can't really see her fingertips.
01:01She's a hot topic.
01:02She's a hot topic.
01:04She's a hot topic.
01:05She's the one you'll never forget.
01:06Hi.
01:07Hi. I'm Hannah.
01:08Hi, I'm Paige.
01:09Nice to meet you.
01:10Nice to meet you.
01:11Where is Clark?
01:12I think she's just in the green room right now getting ready.
01:14Okay.
01:15Do you know how much?
01:16I think she said about 20 minutes.
01:18Are you a friend of hers?
01:19Yeah, I am.
01:20Oh, awesome.
01:20I'm here for moral support, but.
01:22Love that.
01:23Suggestion.
01:23Okay.
01:24I'm gonna get some test shots of me and my cat.
01:26You and your cat?
01:27Is this, you brought your cat?
01:28This is Paris.
01:30Oh, hi, Paris.
01:31Clark wanted to get some pictures done to further her modeling career.
01:36So I thought, why not take some pictures of my cat?
01:39I know Clark takes a long time to get ready, so I think she'll understand.
01:47We're ready for our glamour shot.
01:50She has about 30 seconds of patience.
01:53Okay.
01:53But my mom will kill me if I don't make a Christmas card.
01:55Sounds good.
01:56Are you ready, my superstar?
01:57Come on.
01:58Princess Paris Penelope.
02:00I named her after my idol, Paris Hilton, of course.
02:03Oh, my goodness.
02:04She has an outfit on.
02:06She's like me.
02:06She's a diva.
02:07You know?
02:08Like, she is my little diva.
02:10Would you mind closing us just in case?
02:12Oh, yes.
02:12Yeah, absolutely.
02:16That scared her.
02:18Paris.
02:19Oh, my gosh.
02:20Come here.
02:22Paris.
02:24Stop.
02:25Paris is on the naughty list.
02:27Got her.
02:28Okay.
02:29Okay.
02:29She got a little nervous.
02:32All right.
02:33Gorgeous.
02:34Cute.
02:35Coming a little closer.
02:36Hannah, what the hell going on out here?
02:38I need to make a Christmas card.
02:42Me, Paris?
02:42It's okay.
02:43I take forever.
02:44Wait.
02:44Grab her.
02:45Grab her.
02:45Grab her.
02:47She's had enough.
02:49So, what kind of shoot do you want to do today?
02:51I think when someone visits my social media page, I want, like, a more professional vibe.
02:56Okay.
02:59Gorgeous.
03:02Give us everything.
03:04Yeah, this looks great.
03:13Do you have management?
03:14Yeah.
03:15Okay.
03:15And how has it been?
03:17I mean, it is hard not being in L.A. because there's so much opportunity here.
03:20Do you want to live here, or?
03:22I'm definitely open to living here, but I think it's just a thing of weighing out my
03:27options.
03:28Doing this photo shoot, you know, it makes me excited for the opportunities out here in
03:33L.A.
03:33But in the back of my head, you know, I remind myself it's definitely going to make it more
03:38difficult in a long-distance relationship.
03:41Taylor has a ranch.
03:43She has the lifestyle figured out.
03:44He knows exactly what it is that he wants to do.
03:46But for me, it's going to take some figuring out.
03:48I'm just going to turn one light on over here.
03:51Sorry.
03:52So, when we were in the car on the way to Palm Springs, and you were saying how last
03:55Christmas was not it for you.
03:57I'm not going to lie.
03:57That pissed me off a little bit.
04:00Usually, you celebrate Christmas with, like, your family and friends.
04:03Last year, I was alone.
04:04Aww, Hannah.
04:05I wish I knew you last year.
04:07I know.
04:07I was really sad.
04:07I had a broken arm.
04:09Aww.
04:09I was like, damn, why couldn't I have known Hannah last year?
04:13Last Christmas, I had just gotten in a car accident, so I was, like, kind of bedridden.
04:17And then my family went up to Phoenix.
04:20They had to take, like, a two-hour drive, and I was not ready to be in the car yet.
04:23So, I just sat on the couch all day and watched Grey's Anatomy.
04:26The holidays are supposed to be fun.
04:27Like, it would be nice to, like, get the gang together.
04:29I agree.
04:30What if I, like, threw a Christmas party?
04:33But Love Island style, like, sexy, like, that theme.
04:36Me, yes.
04:36Hell yeah.
04:37Should I do it?
04:37Hell yeah.
04:38Care if Taylor comes in?
04:40Because...
04:40Girl.
04:42Has it been weird living with Taylor?
04:44Like, is that your vibe?
04:45Um, no.
04:47No.
04:47I feel like I was okay with spending so much long-term time with him because he was hurt,
04:53but I want to make sure that I have things going for myself.
04:56You need, like, that security that you can be independent.
04:59Yes.
05:00Since coming out of the villa, Clark has spent, like, every waking moment with Taylor,
05:04so I think Taylor thinks that Clark's world revolves around him.
05:08And now is a perfect opportunity to branch out and experience more things for her career.
05:12I don't want to be doing wifey things when we're not husband and wife.
05:15No wifey shit at a girlfriend's salary.
05:18Period, queen.
05:19Exactly.
05:33Long time no see.
05:35Basketball co-champ.
05:37What's good with you?
05:38Challenge, fam.
05:39Hey, how are you?
05:40Welcome to the yard.
05:40How are you?
05:41Good.
05:41Good.
05:42Come on in.
05:42Let me show you what you're going to be doing today.
05:47Oh, I already see some.
05:49Are we, wait, we're running?
05:52Well, I have an ab cramp.
05:53I'm just going to stretch.
05:58Look who it is.
06:01Yo!
06:05What's poppin'?
06:06What's poppin'?
06:07Look at this guy.
06:09I arrived in the villa the first week.
06:11They came in with the OG crew.
06:16Tuck her up on three.
06:20You're welcome.
06:21Jane and I left the villa together, coupled up pretty quickly.
06:24I do feel like I was blindsided.
06:27I did send you a message saying like if you were planning on dating or hooking up with
06:33other people, if you could just let me know.
06:36And then, you didn't.
06:39What you been up to then?
06:40Just been doing more content stuff.
06:45Welcome home, Charles.
06:47Don Zoe, my Remy's right up.
06:49So I'm glad that Charlie's and cause like-
07:03has me hold his bags or something.
07:06That's usually what it is.
07:07He's like, man, I need an assistant for the day.
07:09Then like a lot of the costs of people.
07:11Yeah, Grayson.
07:12Grayson and I kick it pretty often.
07:14She's cool.
07:16What's up with that face?
07:18She missed me.
07:19Mm-hmm.
07:30We're gonna get some food.
07:32We want that guacamole tower right there.
07:34Salsas as well?
07:35Yes.
07:36I'm so excited for us to just be able to like sit down and chat.
07:39Mm.
07:40Yes, yes.
07:41What'd y'all do this weekend?
07:42I just recharged.
07:44After that trip, oh my gosh, that was the best trip, but that was a heavy one.
07:48Yeah.
07:49Actually, honestly, a very like beautiful connecting moment for all of us.
07:52Yeah.
07:53And I know we were all feeling kind of in the same boat, you know, feeling a little excluded
07:59in the doubt.
08:00Yeah.
08:00Yeah.
08:01I hope I'll be able to have that conversation with like some of the girls like Amaya and
08:04Iris and Hannah because like I enjoy being around them.
08:06We just want y'all to want us.
08:08Right.
08:08Like, you know, we're all grown women.
08:10Like, you know, we have respect for ourselves and we respect them.
08:13So it's not like we're gonna beg.
08:14Like, please, like, please hang out with me.
08:17Yeah, exactly.
08:18I want to spend time with those girls.
08:20Hello, hello, hello.
08:21Hi.
08:23You look gorge.
08:28Oh, shit.
08:29Hold on.
08:29Hold on.
08:29Hannah texted me.
08:31Salsa tower.
08:31Yeah, I'm about to tear this down.
08:32Thank you so much.
08:35Guys, Hannah just texted me.
08:37Come slay with me.
08:38Sexy Christmas love island style.
08:40And buy your friends a day or other islanders.
08:42Detail to follow.
08:44Oh, shit.
08:45Oh, my God.
08:45Christmas party.
08:48You're...
08:48Say less.
08:50Okay, so you're obviously bringing Chris as your date, aren't you?
08:55Actually, no.
08:57What the helly?
08:57Why you mean?
08:58I'm just kidding.
08:59Oh, I was like, damn.
09:00It was just so dramatic.
09:01I needed that.
09:03Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
09:04That's my guy.
09:05After Palm Springs, I feel like me and Chris are really on the same page in a way.
09:10Just having each other to lean on was special.
09:13I felt it so heavily.
09:16He made me feel like he was a safe space.
09:17Chris was even celibate for months.
09:19I mean, I don't know if he's celibate right now, but...
09:22Oh, I know.
09:23Yeah, so I don't...
09:24He's not, like, around being a hoe.
09:26I know Jeremiah and Austin weren't so...
09:30Jeremiah, you bringing a date?
09:31Yeah, dating in LA is just tricky for sure.
09:33You got to find, like, a library or a coffee spot.
09:35You ever seen, uh, Scott Pilgrim vs. The World?
09:37Yeah.
09:37Like, finding, like, Ramona at the library, like, some shit like that.
09:39That's what I want, bro.
09:40So you bringing Grayson?
09:42No, I know he made a face when it came to Grayson.
09:45We're genuinely, like, friends.
09:47Like, we're good friends.
09:48And I don't want to cross that line.
09:50I love Grayson to death.
09:51She's probably the girl I'm closest with.
09:53It's not like we're hooking up every time we're hanging out
09:56because the physicality stuff fizzled out.
09:58I more see it as, like, you know, friends with two or three times benefit.
10:04And also, like, I kind of like being a little bit of a hoe, you know what I'm saying?
10:09I don't know if Austin's a hoe, but at least bro's truthful about her shit.
10:12He's saying it, then go ahead, bro.
10:14Live your life.
10:15He is Austin a hoe.
10:16No, Austin's a slut.
10:16And, um, you know, we love him for it.
10:18I'm enjoying my time right now.
10:20I'll be 27 in a month.
10:21Maybe we'll reevaluate then.
10:23Come on.
10:24I'm really close with Austin.
10:26I don't know what's going on kind of with us right now.
10:31Wait.
10:31I'm sorry, but to look out for you, to look out for my girl.
10:36Um, Austin is also one of my best friends, too.
10:39Ooh.
10:40Has he not been talking to Rave since July?
10:42Are they still talking?
10:44To my knowledge, yes.
10:48Outside of the Islanders, Raven is my only friend here.
10:51I know her from Hawaii.
10:53We both moved out to LA together.
10:55She confides in me.
10:57Anything to do with Austin.
10:58Because I introduced them.
10:59Mmm.
11:00And to my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
11:04No.
11:14Wait.
11:15We're going to you and Austin.
11:16Has you not been talking to Rave since July?
11:20Are they still talking?
11:21To my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
11:26I do know that they met when we got right out of the villa.
11:29I do know that a month later, he told me that he, like, broke things off with her.
11:34Like, they were over.
11:35That was pretty much the last time I ever talked to him about her.
11:39So, I never knew that there was still a relationship going on.
11:42I just know that Rave talks about Austin all the time.
11:46Mm-mm.
11:46Oh, gosh.
11:47I just know that you've been around him and his family.
11:49Well, yeah.
11:50I have spent some time with his family.
11:52Oh.
11:52And I know that she has as well.
11:55Oh!
11:59I was not expecting that.
12:01I didn't realize that there was still something going on.
12:03But it's good to know.
12:04And maybe that's a conversation.
12:05And exclusivity is crazy.
12:06That you can ask him about.
12:07Exclusivity is crazy.
12:08Because I don't want to be speaking for him.
12:09Austin!
12:10Freaking Austin!
12:11What are you doing?
12:13I felt more emotionally connected to Austin than I have felt with, like, anyone in years,
12:20I'd say.
12:21We were spending so much time with each other that you could have told me you were in a
12:24relationship.
12:24You know, that would have cleared things up real fast.
12:27How physical was your relationship with Austin?
12:30I mean, we did have, like, a physical relationship.
12:34We were very affectionate with each other.
12:35If you hang out with someone, like, you have sex more than, like, you know, a couple times.
12:43He knew me front to back.
12:44I think the guys coming out of the villa are living in a fairy tale land.
12:50Go be a rock star.
12:52I know and love you.
12:53Yeah.
12:54And I know and love Raven.
12:55Exactly.
12:55And I know and love Austin, and that's not okay.
12:57Just try not to get involved with it.
12:59That's not my business.
13:00Right.
13:01Until I get there, because I'm no dumbass.
13:04Like, if I was this girl, I would be a little, like, red.
13:09Oh, this is messy as fuck.
13:19You know, big cars are like girls with really big asses.
13:22I kind of don't know what to do with it.
13:30Yeah, yeah, yeah.
13:32How you doing?
13:32How you doing?
13:34You too.
13:35See ya.
13:37She's pretty, too.
13:38No, IRL trollin' it.
13:39It's called being a man child, but I'll take notes.
13:42Yes, sir.
13:46Can I help you find anything?
13:48Yes.
13:48We have some noble fur over here, Douglas fur.
13:51These are silvertips.
13:52They're quite popular.
13:52What about this one?
13:54No, too big.
13:55I think we have a different opinion on Christmas trees.
13:58I like this one.
13:59Ours.
14:00Be fucking for real.
14:02Wait, what's wrong with it?
14:02It's easy to put ornaments on.
14:04I just love the things that people don't love, typically.
14:09Like me.
14:23Oh, my God.
14:24Hell, yeah.
14:25Watch out, slow post.
14:27Let me focus.
14:27Hold on.
14:28Let me get to the wall.
14:30It's cold.
14:31My toes are cold.
14:31Yeah, my nose is leaking.
14:32Where am I at?
14:33Did you not hear?
14:34She had to get, like, emergency surgery.
14:35For what?
14:36Like, I think she got, like, part of her intestine.
14:41Because she had told me, like, a couple days ago she was feeling good.
14:44In Palm Springs?
14:45No, like, right when we got back.
14:47That has to be, like, the worst pain ever.
14:49Damn, I didn't even know that.
14:51Amaya texted in our group chat to let us know what was happening.
14:54I wish her nothing but the best and all of the healing energy,
14:57because nobody wants to be alone during the holidays.
15:00We need to bring her, like, flowers and some papayas and some shuffled pasta.
15:04But I'm never complaining about anything ever again.
15:07You complain when you wake up with a scratchy comb.
15:09Okay.
15:29Oh baby, how are you?
15:33Oh my god, I'm doing way better now.
15:36Yo, your hair looks fire.
15:38Yes, Babiana!
15:40My bob is activated, baby.
15:42I was, like, in the hospital in L.A.,
15:43but I'm really happy to be feeling better again.
15:46I fucking hate the hospital,
15:48especially when you're, like, not in your city
15:50and you can't have, like, family come to you.
15:52Like, what is it if you're comfortable, like, talking about it?
15:55Yeah, no, so basically it's, like, it's Crohn's disease.
15:58So when I get flare-ups,
16:00it's like my intestines are going into each other,
16:02which causes abdominal cramping.
16:05I've been having abdominal pains since November 2024.
16:09After that, my flare-ups was three more times.
16:13Then in the summertime, I had a break.
16:14It snuck back on me like an ex.
16:16I felt like I was going to die earlier tonight,
16:18but I am nervous for tomorrow.
16:22So if I have some battle scars in my stomach,
16:26they're beauty scars.
16:28It definitely was, like, a very scary moment for me.
16:31I called 911 on my own
16:32and the EMS took me to the hospital
16:34in L.A.
16:36But with that time, it was just a reset
16:42because I didn't have time to be by myself
16:45for the longest of time.
16:47I've been literally living on a plane.
16:49Whenever I'm home, it's for two to three days,
16:51and then, boom, I'm back outside.
16:54I'm back, not back outside training,
16:55I'm back outside working.
16:56That probably was my body giving up
16:58and telling me, like, yo, chill.
16:59It was just like a reminder that if you don't have health,
17:03you don't have anything.
17:05Because I remember speaking to you,
17:06you were giving me so much advice,
17:08and you're like, bro, don't overwork yourself.
17:10Take it slow.
17:11And look what happened.
17:12Last year in the spring, we were filming me on the villa,
17:15and I was admitted to the hospital for, like, five to six days
17:19and had emergency surgeries on the kidney stones in my kidney.
17:22I have a stent in my kidney.
17:24So it's, like, a tube, basically,
17:25that's, like, allowing, like, helping me, like, pee.
17:28Wait, what?
17:29You peed through a pump.
17:31Honestly, like, I appreciate you so much for reaching out.
17:33We were two cents of gangsters.
17:36I told my mom and I told my dad,
17:38I was like, maybe I needed that to happen
17:40for me to just really gain my mental stability again
17:43and for me to be grounded.
17:45And in a way, I feel like, I feel blessed that that happened.
17:48If you need any help, you want to go out,
17:50have a wine at night.
17:51You know, I know you always are cooking,
17:53so, like, can you come over?
17:54Because I can come over.
17:55Yes, yes, baby.
17:57I'm going to come over and make some food.
17:59Mwah, mwah, mwah.
17:59Love you.
18:00Love you.
18:08What's good, man?
18:10How you doing?
18:11Good, how are you, man?
18:12Not too bad.
18:13How's your day been?
18:14I'm shopping right now, bro.
18:15Ho, ho, ho.
18:16Long time no see, though, bruh.
18:18I know, bro.
18:19Where have I been?
18:20I've been busy.
18:21I've been working a lot of work,
18:23which is in Miami, which is Art Basel,
18:25which I got a lot of great opportunities coming out of that.
18:28And now I'm home, home for the rest of the year.
18:31How's Palm Springs?
18:32Yeah, bro, I was kind of upset you didn't pull up, bro.
18:34I was excited to see you and shit.
18:36Where was you at?
18:36Bro, I had a whole mess of trouble.
18:39I was supposed to get home from Miami the day before.
18:42Yeah.
18:43Flight got canceled, so then I just, I got off the plane
18:45and just stayed in Miami one more night.
18:48That's good, bro.
18:48I understand.
18:49Jasmine, I saw you go out and swing, bro.
18:52You got to get right, man.
18:54You're an athlete for everything but that.
18:56I saw the grass fly.
18:58I didn't see the ball move.
19:03There's a little Christmas party,
19:05a little pop-up if you want to pull up, bro.
19:07Okay, I bet.
19:08If I'm being honest with you,
19:09I hope that when I'm not there
19:10that there's no cloud hanging over people's heads about me
19:13and hoping we could go into the holiday party
19:16and mend these things so we can be in the same rooms together.
19:19Who all's going to be there?
19:20Everybody's going to show up?
19:21Yeah, everybody should be there.
19:22Okay, I bet.
19:23I would like to talk to Iris and TJ
19:24because obviously we were all in that triangle relationship
19:29with Iris at the top.
19:30All I want for Christmas is some peace.
19:33Yeah, bro, we'd love to see you, fam.
19:35Yeah, I'm all full up.
19:36It'll be a good time, bro.
19:51You know, I wanted to bring you out here
19:53when it was sunny and whatnot,
19:55but I don't control the weather.
20:08I appreciate it.
20:09Okay.
20:11I wish we could be together every day.
20:14Me too.
20:15Well, you know that's...
20:16Not realistic.
20:18Mmm, I haven't.
20:22Me and Taylor haven't spent longer
20:23than two weeks apart from each other.
20:25I'm definitely excited to have Taylor here for Hannah's party.
20:29Hello.
20:30What up?
20:31Hannah's throwing a Christmas party.
20:34So can you fly in?
20:35Yes, I will be there.
20:37Okay.
20:37As time goes on, the time apart grows and grows and grows.
20:41So it's like, I need more quality time.
20:45How do you like in LA?
20:47I like it a lot.
20:49It does remind me of a bigger Charlotte, obviously.
20:52Like, it's very similar.
20:53It's just, there's more people here.
20:55There's more companies and brands here.
20:58More photographers out here.
21:00I think I just want to spend more time, like,
21:05building up my image
21:09and exploring the different ways that that could look.
21:13Making appearances here and there
21:14at different brand events.
21:17There's, like, opportunity for me to do something all the time.
21:20You know?
21:20I feel it.
21:22If Taylor wants to live in Oklahoma, that is A-okay.
21:25But I definitely want to build something for myself.
21:29I can see myself living here.
21:32That's more of the speed.
21:33Yeah.
21:34The hustle culture in LA embodies who I am as a person.
21:38I'm always working towards something
21:39and wanting to better myself as a person.
21:41Do you like it?
21:43What?
21:43I mean, it's cool periodically, like, for a week.
21:47Two weeks?
21:48You might be pushing it.
21:51What don't you like?
21:53I like the quiet life.
21:55I mean, it's pretty chill right here.
21:58I like quietness, peace, my own space.
22:03Okay.
22:05Of course it's sad being apart from each other doing the long distance deal.
22:09You know, we both know we're busy people and we're going to make it a priority to see each other.
22:13But I definitely feel being compromising.
22:16You know, me wanting to be country, her wanting to be city, and just finding a middle ground.
22:22You think you'll be able to survive with the cost of living here?
22:25With the way you want to live?
22:29Perfect.
22:29Thank you so much.
22:32I appreciate it.
22:35We're going to see.
22:36We're going to figure it out.
22:37I mean, I say go forward.
22:40I'm going to support you regardless.
22:43You know, my eyes ain't moving here.
22:45This ain't my speed, but I got two more years of school.
22:50So, you know, you can have your little time in LA.
22:53My little one-two?
22:54Yeah.
22:54Get it?
22:54One-two years?
22:57Just as long as you happy, I'm happy.
23:00Period.
23:24The very next day, you gave it away.
23:29You look great.
23:31Sleigh party day!
23:33I have a big snow globe that you can stand in.
23:36You can go inside of it.
23:37Oh, shit!
23:38Get in there!
23:39Yay!
23:40I have snow machine.
23:42I have spiked hot chocolate.
23:45I have a kissing booth.
23:47Cookies that are dressed like little islanders.
23:50They have, like, little boobs.
23:52More boobs than me.
23:54We're going to make sure that no little grinches are stealing my Christmas.
23:58You could write your name on the naughty or nice.
24:00Oh, yeah!
24:01TJ, you're going to be naughty?
24:02No!
24:06You're with the candy cane.
24:08Oh, shit!
24:09Buddy the Elm showed up!
24:10How are you?
24:11Iris, how are you?
24:11Good to see you.
24:12Good to see you, too.
24:13What up, Po?
24:14You good?
24:16I need a drink.
24:17You want some hot cocoa?
24:19I know you want some cocoa.
24:24Wow!
24:25I feel like I'm back in Love Island.
24:26Hi!
24:27Hi!
24:29Hi, guys!
24:30Hello!
24:31I'm the ghost.
24:32Hey, again!
24:33I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you.
24:36You look amazing.
24:40Welcome!
24:41Yay!
24:42Wait, are we wearing the same dress?
24:44I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you.
24:47Wait, really?
24:48Is it?
24:48No.
24:48Definitely.
24:49Definitely.
24:49It's not the same?
24:50No, no.
24:50Mine's like bathing suit material.
24:52Chris looks so adorable tonight.
24:55Honestly, I helped him pick it out.
24:57How are you?
24:58I love that.
24:59This is the tallest elf in L.A., okay?
25:05J Money!
25:06Jerry!
25:06Wow, Jerry.
25:08You go get food?
25:09I ain't remember, bro.
25:12I can't believe you.
25:13This is very cute, see?
25:14No, this is cute.
25:15Andrina's shirt.
25:17Oh, and Grayson, too.
25:18Yay!
25:19Look!
25:19We're twinning!
25:20We are twinning!
25:21So cute!
25:22I'm so glad at least someone else did the whole Santa thing.
25:25You know when Santa Claus loses his pants in the chimney?
25:28That's, like, Grayson.
25:30Gorgeous.
25:30I would've matched, too, when my stuff didn't come in time.
25:32Oh, your pink panties didn't come in time?
25:34I'm freezing my ass off, and at least I got bottoms on.
25:37She definitely probably feels a draft.
25:38Has anyone seen Grayson's pants?
25:41Sit down, Santa.
25:43Do I take your seat, Santa?
25:44No, I can sit on Santa's staff.
25:46Come on, baby.
25:49So, like, Austin and I are kind of, like, going through some weird stuff right now.
25:52Yeah.
25:53He's gonna be here, I believe.
25:55So, like, I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard.
26:00And honestly, it probably won't be, like, as big of a deal, because you know how I am.
26:03Is it more of a conversation or, like, a confrontation?
26:06It's a little of both.
26:07I'll try to keep it light, but I just want you to know, like, if I'm over there, like, ruin
26:12this fucking party.
26:13I don't even care.
26:14Honestly, ruin it, because I'll be sitting there like, yeah!
26:16Get his ass!
26:17Get his ass!
26:17And then, like, I find out at brunch that he has a girlfriend.
26:22What?
26:22He has a girlfriend?
26:24Like, they're dating.
26:25Boyfriend, girlfriend.
26:26Like, they're exclusive.
26:27I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together.
26:30This is the first time hearing of all of this, but I don't slut shame around here.
26:34I won't say anything about Austin, because I've seen worse.
26:38I'm from Arizona, guys.
26:39Keep going.
26:40It's not a big deal.
26:41But anyways, I just think that, like, we just need to talk a little.
26:43Austin doesn't have a girlfriend.
26:44No.
26:45Yeah.
26:45And obviously, like, I never wanted to go there.
26:47Like, because we decided not to do it on camera, but here we are.
26:51I know nothing about Austin and Grayson.
26:53Of course the situation turned into Friends with Benefits.
26:56He's a womanizer.
26:57That hurts.
26:58And I know that hurts.
26:59And I don't want you to think, like, that you deserve that.
27:02Yeah.
27:03You know?
27:05They're like, we're done with this.
27:08Got my zinging like, oooooh.
27:15Wishin' I could kiss you.
27:17Merry Christmas.
27:19Hello, Charlie.
27:20You look great.
27:20Thank you very much for the invite.
27:22You're welcome.
27:23Thank you very much.
27:24I'm so glad I got to see you.
27:26I've been excited as hell to do this.
27:28I think so.
27:28Austin shows up.
27:29His abs are out.
27:30Kinda looks like he made his own vest.
27:31If I was wearing what Austin was wearing right now,
27:33I would be freezing my ass off.
27:36Hey.
27:36Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, okay, sir.
27:38Whatever.
27:38I'm rating that.
27:40Oh, the cane.
27:41You're with the cane.
27:42How you doing, man?
27:43I'm Charlie.
27:43Messing me up.
27:44Come here, come here.
27:45Grayson, that's a bullshit.
27:46I don't know why.
27:47Like what?
27:49Actually, Iris, you were there.
27:50Come here.
27:50What was Grayson talking about?
27:52Okay, so she wanted to have a talk tonight.
27:54I've been wanting to have a talk with her,
27:56because, I mean, there's some stuff we need to get straight.
27:58This is my first event, you know, seeing everybody.
28:01It's supposed to be a fun night.
28:02So the fact that, you know, Grayson doesn't have any pants on,
28:07it just seems like this serious conversation should wait
28:09till, you know, we're both a little more appropriately clothed.
28:13Are you freezing?
28:15Stay strong, brother.
28:16What's up, brother?
28:17Hey.
28:18You ripping some shots or what?
28:20Okay.
28:20Oh, God.
28:25Ho, ho, ho.
28:26What up, baby?
28:27How you doing, Clark?
28:28Hey, good. How are you?
28:29Good to see you.
28:29Oh, that's fluffy.
28:30Good to see you.
28:34Oh, my gosh.
28:36Good to see you.
28:38Good to see you.
28:39Damn, how?
28:40Wait, this is real.
28:42What do you mean it's real?
28:43That shit hurts when you touch it.
28:45It's sequins.
29:01No.
29:02Pepe.
29:02Pepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe.
29:03No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
29:04Oh, my God.
29:06I really don't know why he would show up tonight.
29:08It's Hannah's party.
29:09Walking in alone, you know what?
29:11Respect to the man.
29:12Shit, I'm happy he came.
29:14Last time me and Pepe were under the same roof,
29:16I called him a pussy.
29:17So I'm surprised he wants round two.
29:20Okay.
29:21I've been waiting for this.
29:22The night.
29:26It's the first time.
29:36Tepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe.
29:40What up, dad?
29:42It's great, bro.
29:43You good?
29:43You came all black.
29:44Oh, my God.
29:46No, no, no.
29:47Hey, what do you want me to do?
29:48I just don't wanna talk to him.
29:50Okay, showing up to my party though, it's crazy. That is crazy. That is pretty crazy. It's crazy. I wonder
29:56who invited him. No couches?
30:00These knee brace
30:02No, just knee brace? That's it? That's it bro. I'm not cool with Pip at this point because he's nothing
30:07but her iris, her TJ
30:09You go to shake Jeremiah's hand and it's like the TJ incident all over again
30:15Kind of like a turtle night all over
30:17What's up? I was hoping that Jeremiah would accept it as just plain respecting but now I know the vibe
30:23we're on
30:24I don't want like my sugar to see me get mean
30:27Because I'm like so sweet
30:29Show him Hurricane Hannah
30:33She's ripping through the party
30:36Hi Austin
30:38In the spirit of Christmas, I just hope Austin and I can come to some sort of understanding
30:44I think that there is like a lot of miscommunication going on
30:48You're the only other eccentrically dressed person like me here
30:53I'm going to hear Austin out before I just kick him in the jingle bells
30:57I'm a sexy elf
31:00Is it going to happen?
31:01Is it going to happen?
31:02Is it asking who invited Pepe?
31:03I told him what we were doing. I said, if you want to pull up, pull up
31:05I'm actually shocked that Pepe pulled up, but I'm also proud of him
31:09And he went through that same experience with all of us and we shouldn't count him out
31:13I know that you didn't have any ill-intention
31:15I'm not trying to be messy
31:16That's not even how you are
31:18Maybe he came here to have hard conversations
31:21Maybe he's finally going to own up to some banks
31:24I want to throw a fucking drink in his face and tell him that he is fucking chopped and unk
31:30I think Pepe needs to fuck off and get out of my space
31:33Remember how we were talking about me putting myself out there and trying to shake hands and make peace and
31:39whatever?
31:40I just tried to deal with Jeremiah
31:41What'd he say?
31:42He was like, nah, I'm good
31:43He's fucking evil
31:43They're not going to do that
31:44And I'm like, get behind me
31:45I don't know why not
31:46As a man, you're not shaking a man's hand
31:49They feel their own way though
31:50And I feel my way too
31:52You're acting like I don't have a reason to feel the way I feel
31:54They're acting like I gotta kiss their asses
31:57I think you going up to them and be like, yo, we gotta talk
32:00They would demand much more respect
32:04But you're going to have to bite the bullet
32:05I'm not doing it
32:07You have to
32:09I've been in Pepe's shoes
32:10I know how it is to walk into somewhere where you kinda know a lot of people probably don't want
32:14you there
32:15Early on, I had the tough conversations, I put my pride to the side
32:19So we'll see how it goes for them
32:21How are you?
32:22Good, how are you doing?
32:23I'm good
32:23You cold?
32:24Yeah, it's cold
32:27Um, respect, you showing up today
32:29Of course
32:30I know it's a lot
32:31I think you've got some conversations to have
32:34No
32:35No?
32:36I don't like that
32:37It's weird
32:38We're supposed to hear each other out
32:39But like, nobody wants to hear my side of this
32:41And it's like
32:42Can I say something harsh?
32:43Yeah, go for it
32:45I think that if you leave here today
32:49Without having those conversations
32:51That's you tucking your tail between your legs
32:53And that's cowardly
32:55Coming here for a second time
32:57Even though the first time turned out a certain way
32:59With Hannah saying I'm a pussy
33:00And then coming here now
33:02I took the risk
33:04Okay
33:05But you've got two feet in right now
33:08And you just need to keep taking those steps
33:10I really, really, really encourage you
33:14Be that man
33:15Now or never
33:17I don't know if that's fully what Pepe wanted to hear
33:20But I really do believe in accountability
33:24And I hope that Pepe came to own up to where he went wrong
33:29Otherwise, Pepe
33:31You might be in some trouble
33:33Cheers to him
33:34Great night
33:35Happy holidays to all our fans
33:36Happy holidays
33:38Yeah, baby
33:40How many fucking cookies is that?
33:42I mean, you gotta slow down
33:44You've had like five cookies
33:45At the end of the day
33:46I know Austin will always hear me out
33:48But right now, Austin's distracted by the ginger boobs
33:51He's on my lane, yes
33:54Austin, put down the cookies
33:55We need to talk
33:56Excuse me
33:58What have you been preaching?
33:59What have you been preaching?
33:59All December, what have you been preaching?
34:00Don't know
34:01A mistletoe
34:02I found some!
34:04Let's go find some mistletoe
34:06I don't know
34:07Wait
34:08Wait, what?
34:10Oh, my stinky little stinky
34:12You hella silly
34:14And I feel like this is the perfect time
34:15Is it?
34:16Coco is gorgeous, bro
34:19Like, she looking all
34:20Ugh
34:21Ugh
34:21Mood is right
34:22Time is right
34:29So you don't wanna have a special moment for the mistletoe?
34:32I think you have a special moment
34:35Boy's been pushing the mistletoe thing for
34:37I mean, like, since Thanksgiving
34:39I'm like, okay
34:40We have some mistletoe
34:53I just wanted our first guest to be a little more intimate
34:55A little more private
34:56But he wanted so bad
34:57Here
34:59Yay!
35:00Woo!
35:01Oh, nah
35:02I see y'all doing it
35:04There it is
35:05There it is
35:06There it is
35:06There it is
35:06There it is
35:06There it is
35:06There it is
35:08I noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses
35:12After we made out with 17 million men this summer
35:23Come on guys, give us a little more
35:25They shared a first kiss
35:26Thank you
35:28Honestly, I was really surprised that you invited me to this
35:30Like, it made me pretty happy
35:32Well, you know, we're probably gonna have to talk at some point
35:34They are
35:34Obviously, he's not cool with anybody here
35:37So I think that that would take a lot for him to step into a place like this
35:43And he has expressed that he wants to have conversations
35:47If he does wanna have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies
35:51Absolutely
35:52But wait, can I play devil's advocate for a second?
35:54No
35:54I'll fucking go up to this bitch ass
35:56No, TJ
35:56TJ
35:57We're going together
35:58I'm gonna let him know all the bullshit and lies he said about me
36:02I got receipts
36:03I got text messages
36:04I got screenshots
36:05I feel like I studied for an exam
36:07And I'm walking in to ace this test
36:08Yo, Pep
36:10What's up, bro?
36:11How you doing?
36:12I think we got some shit to speak about
36:13What's up
36:13We doing?
36:14Yeah
36:15Wanna speak here?
36:16Wherever you want
36:16We can all sit in for this conversation
36:18I'm gonna be honest with you
36:19Can I speak with him if that's okay with you?
36:21No, he's my boyfriend
36:22Okay
36:23What did you, uh
36:24What you wanna talk about?
36:26Um
36:27I just wanna know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro
36:35What you wanna talk about?
36:42I just wanna know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro
36:45What?
36:46What did I say about your name?
36:48Okay, so
36:48You told her that I told you
36:51That she cheated on you with me in Koreatown that night
36:53You got caught
36:54I never once told her
36:56Yes, you did
36:57You wanna see the text?
36:58There's a text message
36:58Yeah
37:00Iris, and you sucked TJ's dick and went to see him without taking me out
37:03That is not me
37:03Okay
37:04And here's number two
37:06Pull up your phone with the actual
37:07My battery's done
37:08Yo, can we get a charger? For real?
37:10Can we get a charger?
37:11He said that when her and TJ met up, TJ told him that Iris sucked his dick
37:17And that's why it was a cheating scandal
37:18But that never happened
37:19So TJ's like, why did you say this?
37:21And then also, he told Iris that Grayson and TJ had sex
37:26Which didn't happen
37:26Which didn't happen
37:27His eyes are tallying up
37:29Oh, to be a fly on the wall in that conversation
37:33TJ, all I gotta say is
37:35You better work, bitch
37:38I just said you know TJ
37:39And then you said, number one, he said otherwise
37:41And he didn't say that
37:42He said otherwise
37:43I wasn't talking about you
37:44Who were you talking about, bro?
37:46I heard a lot of things from that night
37:48And I don't know of any of this truth
37:49You told her that I had sex with Grayson
37:51Did you say that?
37:52Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party
37:55Was telling her
37:56I was like, look, I heard that he's doing his thing
37:58He's having a good time
38:00And that's it
38:01I'm not gonna let you just sit here and gaslight us
38:03And try to make us believe that you're telling the truth right now
38:05Sorry, like, and I'm making her upset
38:07You wanna know why I'm upset?
38:08It's because you went on a podcast
38:09And you said that I had a cheating scandal
38:11Word for word, cheating scandal
38:12We got off the island
38:13And she had a cheating scandal
38:16Iris did?
38:17Uh-huh
38:18Did I know that you guys were meeting up together that night?
38:20Yes
38:20You knew
38:21I'll show you the text
38:22I'll show you the text
38:23I told you, don't text him
38:25Either talk to him in person or call him
38:27So you knew
38:27But I didn't know you went that night
38:29That's what I'm saying
38:29I didn't know you went that night
38:32Did you tell Pepe that you were going straight from the airport to meet up with TJ?
38:38Yeah
38:38I think I told Pepe
38:42What did I tell him?
38:43I think I told him in the villa
38:44From what I understand
38:46He feels like he supported me in that situation with the scandal
38:51Pepe was actually the one that said
38:53I'm happy with whatever you choose to do
38:55And he said
38:56You should actually go meet up with him in person
38:58You wanna squash this all?
39:00Apologize
39:01Literally just apologize
39:02So what are you trying to prove right now?
39:04Hold on
39:04The next day out at the villa
39:05I wanted to make sure that there was not gonna be any backlash
39:08Cause were you not nervous about it?
39:10When like TMZ posted that on Twitter
39:11Yeah, I mean like it's the first time in my life I've ever been like
39:14Right
39:14And so I'm over here
39:15Exactly
39:16Anyone would be nervous
39:17Of course
39:18And so I'm trying to make sure that
39:19Okay, if she's nervous
39:20I don't want you to like
39:21So yeah, even though I didn't know that you went physically
39:24You did, no
39:25I promise you
39:26I know you're telling me I didn't know
39:27I didn't know
39:28This is stupid
39:29I didn't
39:29I think the best thing to do
39:32So for me
39:32There's a whole lot of shit bro
39:33Like we literally just showed you text messages of you trying to tell her that I told you
39:37She cheated on you and me
39:38Like let's not skip over that bro
39:40I just showed you that
39:41I think tonight or tomorrow I'm gonna talk to TJ
39:44And Hannah at some point whatever whatever
39:46I said up to you
39:47So we kept going
39:48Okay, you knew
39:49So listen
39:50Hold on, hold on
39:50Hold on
39:52I'm gonna walk away from this
39:53You can
39:54Hold on
39:55I'm gonna tell you
39:56I'm sorry for everything that happened
39:57You don't deserve anything
39:59I don't deserve anything
40:00I don't think anybody deserves shit
40:01Okay
40:02I'm gonna tell you
40:03I'm sorry that you thought that I said anything bad about you
40:06I hope you guys are happy
40:08And I really
40:09I truly do
40:10Okay
40:10And that's literally all I have to say
40:12That's all I came here to say
40:15I'm gonna walk away from this
40:16Yeah, alright
40:16Because like
40:17Go talk to Hannah real quick
40:18This is too much
40:19Yeah, I feel like Pepe's apology was fake
40:22And I think he's just doing it to save face
40:24I don't think that his apology is genuine
40:26It's
40:29I just want to be done with this
40:31Yeah
40:31I just like I can't fucking do this
40:33Like this is stressful as fuck
40:36I just don't want to do this anymore
40:40We were pretty close in the villa
40:42I don't know where
40:42You know
40:43And I'm honestly hurt
40:44Cause like
40:45I really thought we were fucking close bro
40:47You played the fuck out of me in the villa
40:48That's crazy
40:49You played the fuck out of me
40:52Yeah
40:52I fucking hate this
40:56You're a cat
40:56It's gonna be fine
40:59It's a man thing
41:00It's fucking
41:00It's like their ego
41:01It's like obviously they're gonna hack it out
41:02It's like let it go
41:03Let it fucking go
41:04Like just be done
41:05Good riddance bro
41:06Like get the fuck out of here now
41:07Yeah
41:08I think that he just needs to leave
41:11Iris is very overwhelmed
41:13Pepe showing up
41:14Really put a damper on our moods
41:16And she doesn't want to be in the middle of it anymore
41:25Come on
41:26I'm gonna go pick my fucking hair and makeup
41:28I look like him like Anderson right now
41:31If you gotta go, I gotta go too
41:33Alright get out of here now
41:34I don't think there was one point in the whole conversation
41:44Where he was like I fucked up
41:45I take accountability
41:46And I'm like cut the fucking bullshit
41:48You had all this time to reach out to everybody
41:49But you wait until
41:50We're on camera
41:51We're filming this show
41:53Bullshit
41:54I did whatever I could do
41:56I told them I'm sorry
41:57I told them that
41:58I hope they are happy together
42:00But let's be honest
42:01I wish she had like understood how I felt
42:03As well
42:04You know
42:04Especially going back to like
42:05Her and TJ TMZ night
42:07I felt like that betrayal
42:10It is what it is
42:12Iris is telling me I knew she was gonna go to TJ
42:14That's fucking insane
42:16Everybody's just lying
42:22Cheers
42:22Cheers
42:23Is that water?
42:24No this is actually a tequila shot
42:26Really?
42:27Yeah I needed this
42:28Not what I love about this time of year
42:30Understand me
42:31I'm so happy when my family's here
42:33For all the reasons
42:35Hey y'all
42:36What?
42:36Oh lord have mercy
42:37Hey what is going on?
42:38What?
42:39When anybody says hey y'all
42:40It's serious
42:41I was gonna just ride the bros out to Oklahoma man
42:43Bro!
42:45Really?
42:45Please bro
42:45How does it rather?
42:47Chill ride some horses
42:49Yeah
42:50I rode a horse once in my life
42:51Never again though
42:52Taylor's a professional
42:53And he got hurt
42:54So what the fuck
42:55I look like doing it bro
42:57Hey you ready?
42:59Yeah
42:59Wait you get him a stallion
43:03I want the guys to come to Oklahoma
43:04Just to be able to see my world
43:06I think they think it's just boring
43:07And so when they see it
43:09They be like
43:09I see why you don't want to leave
43:11Like this shit hurt
43:12Hell yeah
43:13Hey you remember the tits and grits stories Charlie?
43:15Tits
43:16Tits and grits?
43:16Austin will go to the strip club for breakfast
43:18What the fuck is tits and grits?
43:20It's a brunch
43:21It's a brunch strip club
43:22Awesome awesome
43:23Tell them about tits and grits
43:24Tell them about tits and grits
43:25Tell them about tits and grits
43:25Tits and grits
43:28Alright
43:29Grayson wants to talk to me
43:31I'm getting out of here
43:33Can everybody hear me?
43:35Can we go over by the snow globe?
43:37I want to have a speech
43:39Okay
43:42A year ago I spent Christmas alone
43:45And I was sad
43:46Six months ago
43:47I met my best friends
43:49And I met my person
43:50And I'm happy
43:51Christmas is really important to me
43:53I want to rewrite traditions for myself
43:55I want to make memories
43:57And I've never had a white Christmas before
44:00So
44:01I thought
44:02Why not bring a white Christmas
44:04To LA
44:06And
44:09Give it a second
44:11Get away from the snow
44:14Oh my God
44:16Oh my God
44:16Oh my God
44:19Let's come in
44:21No
44:21Let's get it
44:22Let's get it
44:23Get it a little stronger
44:26Come here baby
44:29Come stand in the snow
44:36This is my first Christmas like really being in love and I got my white Christmas and I think the
44:43holidays are such a cute and fun time
45:06I'm so insecure and I don't know what it's for. I'm just fine and I'm not hiding.
45:17Hello. I'll get a vanilla latte. Yeah, please.
45:21Is that for here to go?
45:22Oh, for here. Hello, hello.
45:26Hi. You look nice.
45:28You look nice. I was going to say.
45:29People like the dress. I like the dress.
45:31Thank you. Is it a long drive for you?
45:34Yeah, a long haul. What'd you get?
45:38Um, a latte.
45:42The one thing I'm nervous about is that Austin tries really hard not to hurt me, so I don't want
45:47him to tell me what I want to hear or fabricate anything.
45:51I need him to stand on business. Like, I need the full scoop right now so we can all understand
45:56what the hell is going on.
45:57So?
45:59Do you want to just get into it?
46:01We can get into it, yeah.
46:13Do you want to just get into it?
46:15We can get into it, yeah.
46:18Um, so, like, obviously, we've talked here and there, but every time we've talked, it's been, like, high emotion, like,
46:27high pressure.
46:29And in the beginning, I basically said that I was trying my best to, like, be open and get to
46:38know the people, right?
46:39This all started because I said, I care about Austin, I have a connection with Austin, so it's tough for
46:46me to try to be open when that's, like, in the back of my mind.
46:50And I told you I went to brunch with Bella, and you got brought up in the conversation, Bella said,
47:01Austin, like, he has a girlfriend.
47:05News to me, but continue.
47:07Yeah.
47:07News to me as well.
47:08You're telling me you're not ready for Canada, which is okay, but then I'm hearing you're in a commitment, which
47:12just kind of felt like a lie at the time.
47:15And, yeah, so, and it also hurt me, duh.
47:18Like, I was like, ugh.
47:20And if you would have just told me I'm seeing someone, I would have been like, oh, okay, like, good
47:23for you.
47:24The thing is, I'm definitely not, uh, seeing anyone seriously like that.
47:28That's why I was like.
47:29It's just weird, because it's like, why, why is her, like, best friend, like, why would Bella be telling me
47:35that?
47:36I don't know why Bella would be telling me that.
47:38Yes, I've spent a lot of time with Raven.
47:40I, see, this is, this is where Bella is completely off.
47:43She's not there.
47:44She knows what Raven tells her.
47:46I can't, thank you so much.
47:47I can't control what Raven tells Bella.
47:50Like, I, I really can't.
47:51And plus, she knows too.
47:53Like, I've told you, I'm, I'm kind of in a little bit of a hoe.
47:56Like, and, like, it's been, I've said that multiple times.
47:59One thing with Grayson is I'm, I'm very honest and upfront.
48:02And I told her, you know, I'm not in a place to be in a relationship or anything.
48:07So that's why I am a little bit taken aside that she's so, like, like, heartbroken.
48:12And also the fact is Grayson and I talk so much that it's like you would know if I was
48:19in a relationship.
48:20Like, you would know this.
48:21Like, there would be no possible way for you not to know.
48:24Like, you talk to my sisters.
48:25You talk to my mom.
48:27Like, bro, that's not on a romantic level.
48:29That's like, man, you're my fucking friend.
48:31My family loves you.
48:32Like, Austin, you seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all?
48:35I, no, I don't get, I don't pick up a romantic vibe.
48:40Of course, if you wanted to interpret it like that.
48:43No, Grayson, I've been so.
48:44I'm sorry.
48:45I'm trying not to.
48:45I'm sorry because, like, I'm sorry.
48:47It's blowing my mind that you're sitting here and saying that you're acting like there
48:49was, like, literally nothing between us at all.
48:53Every time that we've hung out, though, it hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung
48:57out.
48:59Like, that's what I, that's what I'm not understanding.
49:01Okay, just because we're, like, not hooking up doesn't mean it's not, like, romantic to
49:04me.
49:04I go to dinner with Charlie, too.
49:06You know what I mean?
49:07We're not dating.
49:07But you don't touch Charlie.
49:11Sorry.
49:11You know what I mean?
49:12No, I get it.
49:13Like, we obviously are affectionate with each other, but that's why the dynamic of the
49:16friendship has to change because I can't do that to myself.
49:18You understand there are feelings involved.
49:20No, I understand that.
49:20You're acting like you've got no feelings involved.
49:22Of course I have feelings in, like, I, there's feelings there.
49:26Come on.
49:27I come from a small little southern town.
49:31And in my town, when you go and meet the family, that means something.
49:34So, like, honestly, it kind of hurts.
49:36I'm not trying to chain you to a fence post.
49:39I'm not asking you to sit around or play around.
49:41That's fine.
49:41I've never said.
49:42I wouldn't want to start something if I know that, like, I couldn't put my all into it.
49:46I can't be open and try to move on if I'm spending all of my time onto you.
49:53So, moving forward, I can't do that anymore because I have to make space for somebody else.
49:58I feel bad because I know Grayson wants to be loved and to care about someone and someone
50:04to care about her.
50:05I mean, she's a great girl.
50:06She'll find her person.
50:08I know she will.
50:09It's just, right now, it's not me.
50:11I genuinely, like, do love you, Grayson.
50:14Like, I have so much love for you.
50:18It makes me sad because I, you know.
50:21Fuck.
50:22You had to cry and I hurt you.
50:24God.
50:28Why are you making it so hard?
50:30Like, it's just because I'm not ready, man.
50:32I get it.
50:33And that's fine.
50:33Like, I'm just, I don't want to hurt you.
50:35It hurts me even seeing you cry right now.
50:38I just have a hard time going to that place.
50:43I understand that.
50:44That's why I get emotional because I just, I see sometimes you struggle.
50:49It hurts me.
50:50I want to be there for you and I know that I can't be in a way that I wish
50:53I could be.
50:54Okay.
50:58I'm always going to be there for you regardless.
51:01I'm always going to be there for you too.
51:03No matter what.
51:07Next time on Love Island Beyond the Velas.
51:11I am going to surprise him.
51:13I love that.
51:14Oh my God.
51:15What the fuck?
51:16Yeah, bro.
51:16You saw what we did here.
51:18I'm about to break this horse.
51:20Are you happy?
51:21Are you proud of me?
51:24If I say the wrong thing with the wrong tone or the wrong word, like, she turned into Courtney real
51:29quick.
51:33What the hell?
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