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00:06have you ever thought that you're not remembering for a reason that your mind is trying to protect
00:10you my mind wants answers we are grieving we're just not good at it grieving over a loss or the
00:19fact that she's not around anymore to bail you out Penny is spending twice her budget and Bess
00:25skating along the edge of zero that money was for our daughters how long have you been robbing them
00:30get the fuck off this island dad just asked me to marry him with Nan's ring I'm so sorry but
00:37you hate me
00:37I think you're hot you're not mutually exclusive Raquel wasn't here today you went to go pick her
00:44up at the vineyard I went to break up with her do you remember Johnny's tennis friends from last year
00:49who the fuck invited them have you ever done anything bad in your life I mean like really bad
00:54there was an incident at Johnny's school they fucking deserved the time that you would not like
00:59associated with this and clearly and now I do need you she unlocked my phone and she gave it to
01:05my
01:05mother who does that just tell me the fucking truth you want to know the truth Cadence maybe
01:09everything that happened to you was my fault okay somebody please get some fucking help
01:35you crazy I guess I can't have some secrets I'm sick of the fucking victim card once upon a time
01:43there was a mythical land where it was always summer there was a princess a cursed princess I think
01:52or maybe maybe here it is there was once a three-headed serpent
02:01no there was once a wicked witch yes a witch no there was once a cruel prince used to having
02:12his every whim indulged
02:25I'm so sick of fucking fairy tales
02:42I'm so sick of fucking fairy tales
02:43oh
02:45oh
03:46My mom made me go to Claremont this morning, dressed all respectably, to tell Harris how much I love Gran's
03:52jade jewelry collection.
03:54Did you tell him?
03:55He gave me this hairpin, making it clear it's a gift for me and not my mother.
04:00Mom says she needs to get back on his good side.
04:04She, like, enlisted me.
04:08So what are you, uh, what are you doing up here? The weather's gonna turn soon.
04:13Just thinking, I guess.
04:17Ed finally left last night. He's at a hotel at the Vineyard.
04:20It's weird being here without him.
04:24I feel like a stranger at Red Gate.
04:28Everything just, everything feels messed up.
04:36Almost everything.
04:51The universe is really huge right now.
04:53It needs something to hold on to.
05:00Hey, kids.
05:04Have you seen Maren?
05:06She's on a cuddle down.
05:07I thought that...
05:09Is that my mom's hairpin?
05:13I told my dad yesterday that it was my favorite.
05:16Who said that you could have that?
05:26Oh, for fuck's sake!
05:29Break your nail?
05:30What are you doing?
05:31Trying to close the lighthouse so the rain doesn't ruin all of you.
05:34All right, all right, all right.
05:35Don't break the door.
05:36What are you doing?
05:38I'm, uh, helping.
05:46Wow.
05:47That's so impressive.
05:48I must have you now.
05:50Well, you know, some girls like a guy who can fix things.
05:53Just saying.
05:54Yeah.
05:55Some guys like to fix things that aren't broken.
05:58Some girls don't know how to say thank you.
06:01Seriously, what are you doing here?
06:03Ah, working-ish.
06:05I just dropped your grandpa's conciliaria off for lunch.
06:09That's Thatcher, his lawyer?
06:11Oh, sure, sure.
06:12No, I went to take off, but they, uh, they ordered a shelter in place.
06:16So I turned around.
06:17I tied up to your service dock.
06:22So?
06:24You wanna?
06:25I wanna what?
06:28Shelter.
06:29Shelter.
06:37Mom, when's I gonna be back?
06:41You said he'd take me to get the new Zelda.
06:44Um, I can take you when the weather clears.
06:47But I want Ed to take me.
06:49Lay off the wall.
06:51They broke up.
06:55So when's he coming back?
06:56He's not.
06:57Johnny.
06:59So learn to entertain yourself for five seconds for fuck's sake.
07:02Johnny, you just...
07:04Stop.
07:06Wash up for lunch.
07:08I'm washed.
07:11Don't be smart with me right now.
07:12When he's gone, you won't even tell me what happened.
07:14Was it because of me, Mom?
07:16Because you seem pretty...
07:17Johnny, just stop.
07:18No.
07:18No, you don't get to just let him leave without telling us.
07:21I get to do whatever I choose.
07:26I am your mom, and I signed up for it.
07:35But...
07:36But Ed didn't.
07:46What if I spoke to him?
07:49Okay?
07:50I'll tell him it was my fault.
07:51I'll tell him what happened at school.
07:52No.
07:53You cannot tell anyone.
07:56Do you understand me?
07:58If you want to help, you can prove to Harris that you can be an asset to the family.
08:05He's the one keeping the roof over our heads right now.
08:07And if it ever got out, what you did, he'd never forgive either of us.
08:25The land value is skyrocketing.
08:28We're sitting on a gold mine.
08:31Thatcher, you say that every year, and every year, my parents tell you they would never sell
08:35Beechwood.
08:36Your mother said that.
08:37Of course she did.
08:38It's your legacy.
08:39For your grandchildren.
08:42Hmm.
08:44Let me know if I can get you anything else.
08:46Thanks, Lydia.
08:47Thank you, Lydia.
08:48Where are the little ones?
08:50Playing a board game.
08:51Trying to get them entertained in this kind of weather.
08:53A nightmare.
08:55I can imagine.
08:56With all the valuables around.
09:00Oh.
09:01Is that ivory?
09:02They were my favorites.
09:04Mom actually said that they would be perfect for Red Gate.
09:08There's no way that she said that.
09:09They belong where they are.
09:10I am not dead.
09:12Yet.
09:15You will want to include them in an asset inventory, though.
09:19What asset inventory?
09:21Thatcher and I have been going over the estate plan.
09:23Um.
09:24You're changing your will?
09:25To account for new circumstances.
09:28Isn't ivory illegal, granddad?
09:34I don't mean that illegal is a bad thing.
09:38No.
09:38You just need to know how to get it.
09:40Never take no for an answer.
09:42You know, this little slip of a china girl sold those to us in Shanghai.
09:46Um, they're illegal for a reason, right?
09:51Um, maybe you could auction the statues off and use the money and donate it to a wildlife conservatory or
09:59something.
10:00Cadence, you're not to tell me what to do with my earnings.
10:03Your grand loved ivory.
10:05And luckily, orientals, they care far more about money than they do legalities.
10:10I mean, you, you can't say oriental.
10:14Oriental?
10:15Or a china girl.
10:17Mm-hmm.
10:18Oriental.
10:19It's an academic term.
10:21Just ask Edward Said.
10:23Your generation is so damn eager to be offended.
10:26It's true.
10:28Outrage addiction.
10:29It's an epidemic.
10:32I blame TikTok.
10:36You could have had my back.
10:38You know what he said was wrong.
10:39I didn't say it.
10:41I didn't fucking say it.
10:42Okay?
10:43Also, it's not like he's racist, okay?
10:44He's just old.
10:45Just need to stay on his good side.
10:46If he says that kids these days are a bunch of woke freaks,
10:49then there's no harm in nodding and smiling.
10:51Maybe this isn't about granddad.
10:53You've been acting like a jerk all summer.
10:55Picking fights, acting shady.
10:57Me acting shady?
10:58Yeah.
10:59You two are acting shady.
11:01Dude, don't yell at her.
11:02What, are you guys, like, together now?
11:04Cute.
11:05Boys, when Stormy's getting close,
11:08make sure the boats are secured.
11:09Yes, sir.
11:29Can I help you find something, Dad?
11:30No, flashlight batteries.
11:32Oh.
11:34I got them from the service building
11:36as soon as I saw the forecast.
11:38Mom always used to, so I...
11:43I was hoping to talk to you
11:45about something important.
11:49Brody and I...
11:50Hey, Mom.
11:51Have you seen Will?
11:52Um...
11:53No, no, no, no, no.
11:54Do not get mud on Gran's rugs.
11:56We need him.
11:57Stormy weather is perfect for summoning
11:58the ghosts of the wailing captain's widow.
12:01Well, I think he's at Redgate, so...
12:03Go, go, go.
12:04Go.
12:05I presume you claim the rugs
12:07in your sister's battle for heirlooms.
12:09Well, I...
12:10I do love them, but...
12:15Anyway...
12:15Listen, Daddy.
12:18Brody needs to pay back his clients
12:19if he's gonna stay out of trouble.
12:22What he's trying to stay out of
12:23is federal prison.
12:27What do you think about all of us
12:29moving into the Boston house in the fall?
12:31No, no, no, no.
12:32I don't like noise.
12:33It's so big, and without Mom...
12:36Dad.
12:36Dad, look at me!
12:39I didn't know what was going on.
12:42I had nothing to do with it.
12:45I don't know which is worse,
12:46the idea that I raised a criminal
12:48or an absolute fool.
12:53But you loved him too, Dad.
12:55Because I trusted your judgment!
12:57Carrie, Penny, no, but you...
13:00I had faith in.
13:01I...
13:02I was mistaken.
13:05Penny.
13:06Oh, uh, don't mind me.
13:07I'm just gonna give the dogs their thunderpills
13:09and put them in the laundry room
13:10so they don't pee on that beautiful rug.
13:12Cadence was entirely out of line today.
13:14In front of company.
13:16I don't know what she's reading,
13:17but I will...
13:18She was just trying to impress Gad.
13:20Maybe you've been too distracted
13:22to notice them getting all cozy this summer, Penn.
13:30This is an interesting spot for a studio.
13:34Yeah, I used to paint my grandmother's study,
13:36but now it just feels kind of weird.
13:41I want to submit one
13:43to the SoundSedge Gallery.
13:46That's where my grandmother used to take me all the time
13:48when I was little.
13:50It's my favorite one on the vineyard.
13:53Hmm.
13:54That's cool.
13:56Hey, don't touch.
13:58My medium takes weeks to dry.
14:02So, should we just, um, take our clothes off?
14:05Oh, look at this.
14:05This is the, uh...
14:07This is you from the ferry, right?
14:09You know I'm not, like, trying to go on a date or anything.
14:12Yeah, that's pretty.
14:14So if you're gonna be here,
14:15you might as well make yourself useful.
14:17All right, I'm not a sex object.
14:18I need to be wooed.
14:20Oh.
14:20Now, shush.
14:21I'm looking at art.
14:25Well, what do you think, then?
14:27Other than pretty cool grunt.
14:31Yeah.
14:33I mean, look, you're...
14:38very technically skilled.
14:42Technically skilled?
14:43Yeah.
14:44So you think I have no imagination.
14:46You think I'm a bored, rich girl
14:48as a generic hobby.
14:50I don't think that.
14:53You think that?
14:54Probably every night,
14:55just before I fall asleep.
14:57I think art should be, like, messy.
15:02Messy as people are.
15:05I don't know.
15:06I don't know.
15:06Maybe you don't have a mess.
15:09Are you kidding?
15:11You know my mom is sleeping around on my dad,
15:13who is a thief, apparently.
15:16But I blame my mother
15:17because she's the one that's so obsessed
15:18with everything being perfect all the time.
15:20And perfect is expensive.
15:25My whole family didn't notice
15:27I didn't show up to lunch today.
15:30Which makes sense
15:31because I'm practically
15:32just the spare to their heirs.
15:35Katie is
15:36gat this, gat that
15:37all the time
15:39and I don't remember
15:40the last time
15:40she asked me anything
15:41about my personal life.
15:44I lost my virginity
15:45to some random
15:46and my technically good portfolio
15:48is never gonna get me anywhere.
15:50Fuck!
15:56You should wait out the storm
15:57in the pothouse.
15:58I would like to have
15:58my temper tantrum alone, please.
16:01Erin.
16:03What?
16:15Oh, it's him.
16:19Bob.
16:33The person I was angry with
16:35was to myself.
16:36Luckily, my sponsor
16:37picked up on the first ring.
16:39Thank you for sharing, Fania.
16:41Does anyone else have anything?
16:43Uh, I do.
16:45Hi.
16:48I'm sorry.
16:49I'm on mute, I think.
16:51You are not.
16:54Go ahead.
16:54Good.
16:55Uh-huh.
16:59I'm Carrie.
17:00I'm a drug addict.
17:01Hi, Carrie.
17:03I have 10 years sober.
17:07I've not been to a meeting
17:08in ages.
17:12But I really needed this.
17:18Um...
17:20This summer,
17:22so far,
17:23I have lost my mother
17:27and did things with my partner.
17:30Not because I wanted to.
17:32And it's all been really hard
17:34on my sons.
17:42Oh, God.
17:43Oh, God.
17:45Oh, God.
18:05plan to do that by turning into your grandfather what like that's a bad thing it's really not a
18:09good thing i get it okay you don't like me or my family anymore you think i haven't heard your
18:15shitty comments all summer you went to india you got enlightened and now you're too good for us
18:20way to level up fucking congrats that's not true you and the liar you and i got thrown together
18:26on an island when we're eight years old dad and little kids they make friends based on proximity
18:31right well let's face it dude we don't have shit else in common
18:36if we met in school now we wouldn't even be friends
18:42i think eventually we're gonna grow apart and i guess eventually is now
18:50it's no big deal dude get the canoes put away
18:57oh yeah the green one's out there the red one wasn't on the beach
19:01listen i'm sorry like what you sure it wasn't under the dark
19:06no just the green one why
19:12oh fuck what what will he he wanted to go by this morning and i blew him off
19:17fuck okay go go shit
19:21wait
19:24hey mom have you seen gat no mercury poisoning
19:28what
19:29has the chef over shellfish you
19:32i'm sorry what
19:33maybe you're a changeling maybe while i slept an evil witch swapped out my chronically well-behaved
19:40kid for a demon pain in the ass because my kid would never intentionally provoke her grandfather when
19:47i specifically the word he used was one absolutely must correct harris sinclair one does it in absolute
19:54privacy and pro tip katie you never absolutely must correct him you are 16 and he is one of
20:02forms most powerful i am trying to be a better person ah i'm trying to call out injustice when i
20:08see it and use my
20:10privilege for good oh sweet merciful jesus look i get it you know i was also an idiot around cute
20:17boys when i was your age
20:19i know you've been spending a lot of time with gat
20:21yeah every summer for the last eight years you know when i was your age my dad made a rule
20:28no boys overnight on beachwood
20:32gat didn't count but clearly things have changed between you
20:38maybe with ed gone it isn't appropriate for him to be here you can't send him away sinclair ladies have
20:43discretion and best saw you two on the beach best wow okay well she's one to talk about discretion
20:53stop sit
21:01spill oh my god i'm shaking you can do it
21:07okay yeah there you go
21:11yeah oh my god i love it have i lost it i have absolutely snapped
21:22oh this one it's taken me so long with the underpainting and the glow of the lights
21:28i feel like i'll never be finished it's my masterpiece
21:44oh
21:46It's a song that we both knew
21:48And now my eyes are closed
21:51But my body's walking
21:53Oh, whoa, not the uniform
21:55And even though I'm scared of heights
21:58I'm running on this wild
22:02Oh, yes
22:05Damn
22:34Damn
22:44That Windermere doesn't leak
22:45Just you and Cadence in that big house
22:48While I'm stuck tripping over the twins
22:49In this haunted shack
22:51It was my turn to renovate
22:53And you know it
22:54Well, if Dad sells beach wood
22:56Cuddledown would be a teardown anyway
22:58In the meantime
22:59You could get your roof fixed with a barter
23:02You know, trade your body
23:04For a good caulking
23:06Excuse me?
23:07Your sidepiece is an actual handyman
23:10Put him to work
23:12Your daughter saw you with Salty Dan
23:16Boobs out in the boathouse
23:18I mean, no mind for discretion at all
23:25But if you ever
23:28Throw my kid under the bus
23:30To get into Dad's good graces again
23:32Ever
23:34I won't have any discretion either
24:02Fuck, I don't see anything
24:04Wait, that's saying it's the harbor red, isn't it?
24:07Who could it make it that far?
24:08Don't
24:09Don't say that to you
24:10Yeah, you know it's the South
24:11Fuck, shelter
24:12Yeah
24:13The coals, the coals
24:14Go, go, go
24:16Look, I know earlier
24:18I might have been a bit rude
24:20I understand you didn't intend on being bigoted
24:23So I'm very, very sorry
24:26Annabelle
24:29I'm out of St. Adeline Reserve
24:30I just restocked it, Mr. Sinclair
24:32Well, it's not here
24:33One of your maids must take a foot there
24:35St. Adeline Reserve
24:37Watch the rug
24:37Mom loves it more than she loves us
24:39Have you seen Will Grandad?
24:43Uh, no
24:44No, not for some time
24:45He's nowhere
24:46He's somewhere
24:47It's an island
24:48We've literally looked everywhere
24:52Annabelle
24:54Have the staff fan out along the permitted path
24:56But, but do you think he's
24:57Where are you going?
24:57The water
25:11William!
25:13William, Jenny!
25:15Dad!
25:16Dad, what on earth are you doing?
25:19The boat's gone
25:20I think the boys are too
25:22Call the Coast Guard in the marina
25:24They're fine tempered
25:25They don't
25:26No
25:27No, goddammit
25:28Carrie!
25:29Find Carrie, go
25:30William!
25:31William!
25:34Oh my god
25:35I'll sneak you up to my room
25:36When you can shower there, okay?
25:37You know, I'm still at a sex object
25:40No
25:41You're my muse
25:42No, no, I'm serious
25:43I'm trying to be serious
25:44I like you
25:47I'll eat you for some time
25:48For real
25:51Heaven, you barely know me
25:53I know, yeah
25:53I've driven you for three summers
25:56You're funny
25:56And you're interesting
25:58And you're so freaking weird
26:01I like it
26:03I like you
26:05So you were spying on me, then
26:11Mirror and Sinclair Sheffield
26:13Oh, sorry
26:14Hey, we were looking at her paintings up there
26:16You need to leave
26:17Mom, this is Eben
26:19Eben, leave
26:20Please
26:22Thank you
26:24Now
26:28Yeah, I'll see you around
26:39Mom, Carrie
26:40Come on, Carrie
26:51Carrie?
26:54Carrie?
26:55Carrie?
26:56Carrie?
26:57Yeah
26:57Yeah
26:58Yeah
26:59Will's missing
27:01The beaches
27:02We have to get to the shore
27:03No, we already checked
27:03They're not there
27:04Katie
27:05Call it
27:19Okay
27:20Johnny
27:21Faster
27:22I see it
27:24Okay
27:26Please be okay
27:26Please be okay
27:27Please be okay
27:28Oh, hey
27:30What happened?
27:31I don't know
27:32We won't move
27:33The propeller's caught on something
27:34I can't get the boat close enough
27:37Fuck
27:38The boat jump in
27:40No
27:40Stay with the boat
27:41What are you doing?
27:42Wait, wait
27:48I'm on the fucking swim team
27:55Oh, come on
28:06Will
28:08Will
28:09Will
28:11Will
28:12Will
28:13Johnny
28:15I'm sorry
28:16It's okay
28:16You're gonna be okay
28:17You're gonna be okay
28:18You're putting this on
28:20No, it's okay
28:21It's okay
28:22You're gonna be okay
28:23You're okay, buddy
28:24You did good
28:25You did really good
28:27Okay
28:27Okay
28:28I'm really tired
28:29It's okay
28:29I've got
28:37It's okay
28:38Are you trying
28:43To ruin my life?
28:45I'm guessing that's a rhetorical question
28:47My entire life
28:48Is about making things perfect
28:49For other people
28:50I drive you to art class
28:52I pack your sister's lunch
28:54And recitals
28:55And field hockey games
28:57And charity gals
28:59Oh, the galas
29:00The galas
29:00They must be awful
29:01I've got the one time
29:02That I do something
29:03That I want
29:04The one fucking time
29:08My private life
29:10Is not your gossip
29:13Is this about salty Dan?
29:22Oh my god
29:23If you need some me time
29:25Get a hobby
29:27What?
29:28Finish your degree
29:29Maybe
29:30Or divorce dad
29:32And then run away to Paris
29:33Because at least there's honor in that
29:35Cheating on him in open air
29:37Isn't self-care
29:38It's fucking disgusting
29:40God damn it
29:42If Penny doesn't spill this to Harris
29:46In some self-righteous fit
29:48She's gonna hold this over my head
29:51Until we are in our grave
29:53Can't be fucking told
29:55Your grandfather
29:56Was our only way out of this mess
29:58That your father made
29:59What do you think happens next, Mirren?
30:01You think you're gonna go up to art school?
30:04When we are tens of millions of dollars in debt?
30:07That money was your only ticket
30:10You are nothing without it
30:12None of us are
30:13Oh god damn it
30:15You are not an artist
30:18You are a dilettante
30:20And you're a child
30:21I'm your child
30:23I didn't ask for you to waste your life on me
30:27And neither did the twins
30:31You chose to be a mother
30:33You chose
30:37It's not our fault
30:39That you decided to hate it
30:57No
31:04Jesus Christ
31:31You will listen to me
31:32Keep that vest on
31:33I'm going to get out
31:35I'm going to get out
31:36Go
31:40Don't leave me
31:45You don't leave
31:46No
31:48No
31:48No
31:51No
31:52No
31:54No
31:56No
31:59No
32:01No
32:02No
32:03No
32:11No
32:12Please
32:19Hang on to the ring, all right? Don't let go!
32:23A bullet's in!
32:38I'm sorry. I can't. It's not safe.
32:40Give me your keys and tell your boss I stole the boat.
32:42I can't. It's not safe. I'm sorry.
32:44Hey, Mirren, Gat and Johnny are-
32:45Oh, Gat, shut up about Gat. I don't care about his drama.
32:48No, you're not listening to us, Mirren.
32:49I've heard it all summer.
32:50You're not listening to us.
32:51I've been there, and I kept your secrets,
32:54and the one time I tell you something in confidence,
32:56you go and tell your mother?
32:58Mirren, they are-
32:59You're such a selfish bitch.
33:01They are gone, Mirren.
33:03Who? Who?
33:03Gat and Johnny, the boys, they took the boat and Will is missing.
33:07Hey, they're fine.
33:09They're good, the three of them. They're all fine.
33:11Coast Guard's got them. They're fine.
33:16This selfish bitch better go tell everyone our family didn't drown.
33:20Fuck.
33:43You're scared of me.
33:45I don't remember what I'm scared of.
33:52Your mom has your pills.
33:56She's worried about you. We all are.
33:58Look, I'm sorry for yelling at you. I'm sorry for everything.
34:03But I don't know how you ended up in the water.
34:05And I don't know how you got hurt, but I know I didn't hurt you.
34:08That is the truth.
34:10Then why lie?
34:23Come on.
34:35Look, I did some things that I don't want to talk about.
34:38But it has nothing to do with you. I swear.
34:52Wait.
34:56What did I miss while I was out of it?
34:59Well, um, the sexy air ambulance guy who strapped you to a gurney, for one.
35:06The Vineyard Regatta.
35:08Tisbury Street Fair.
35:10We jumped Sunset Bluffs.
35:12That was a rush.
35:13Also, Mirren's art has been considered for a gallery.
35:17She's so nervous she puked.
35:20Maybe you can hop her up a little.
35:25What about Gat?
35:28He's moping around reading sad poetry.
35:37Okay.
35:40Okay.
35:48I don't think you're a psychopath.
35:52I don't think you're any of the things I said you were.
36:06Woo!
36:08Uh...
36:08Mirren, are you okay?
36:10You look a little pale.
36:11This is such a bad idea.
36:16It's making me nauseous, so...
36:19It'll be fun.
36:21All right.
36:21Who's jumping first?
36:23Nope.
36:24No, no. Nobody's jumping, right?
36:26Too dangerous.
36:26No, no, no. Wait.
36:28Johnny said you all jumped while I was sick.
36:30One of the many things I missed out on.
36:33Or is that a lie?
36:34No.
36:35Once is enough.
36:36And they're rocks, Katie, and you're not feeling well.
36:38I feel better.
36:39Actually.
36:40I don't want to be the only one missing out.
36:42Katie, don't.
36:43Please, don't.
36:44Don't do it.
36:45Don't do it for me.
36:47Don't be such a buzz kill, okay?
36:50Like, we're here.
36:51Even the moms jumped when they were teenagers.
36:53They didn't have brain trauma.
36:55It doesn't matter, okay?
36:55If you're precise and you go exactly when that wave comes
36:58and you jump where it's deep, then it's fine, okay?
36:59Katie, you're fine.
37:00Johnny, can I talk to you for a second, please?
37:01No.
37:02You know what?
37:02It wasn't even that fun.
37:05Honest.
37:08Whatever happened to Eben?
37:09He's not driving the water taxi anymore.
37:13I thought I told you.
37:15I'm seeing someone new.
37:19Eben was...
37:20Whatever.
37:22Heights make me so queasy.
37:25Your stomach hurts when you have a secret.
37:29You've been sick.
37:30That's what you just said.
37:33You said you were done asking about last year.
37:36We've all been saying things.
37:50We're waiting for you, it's very late.
37:52You're listening.
37:55What's there?
37:56and we are very late...
38:13Are we waiting?
38:16Are we waiting?
38:18We haven't been waiting for this.
38:19I'm waiting for you.
38:21Come on, let's go.
38:24Jesus Christ.
38:46I'm gonna go wait by the dock.
38:47No, come on, go run. No, look.
38:49The Coast Guard.
38:50Said don't bring them back when it's safe.
38:53Keep your children.
38:54It's gonna be okay.
38:57Okay.
39:01Mom?
39:02Mom?
39:03Mom!
39:03Oh, no!
39:04Oh, shit!
39:10I'm gonna be okay.
39:11Oh, God.
39:12I'm so sorry.
39:14What happened to me?
39:19What happened?
39:20John?
39:21Oh, God.
39:26How did you-
39:27It's just a matter. They're safe.
39:33Are you all right?
39:43Well, can we, uh, can we get you something?
39:46Are the boat's waiting for me to get back?
39:50You sure?
39:55I'm sure.
40:00Ed?
40:12Hey, granddad. Don't ever, ever, ever do that again, okay?
40:16I'm okay.
40:20Let's get you one.
40:30It's all yours.
40:35Gat, um, I would have been fucked today without you.
40:52Hey, what the hell happened out there?
40:55You just gave up once Will was safe.
41:01Just tell me what's going on.
41:09Beaumont and his teammates pissed in our lockers during a tournament.
41:13Okay, gross. And?
41:15And I decided to get revenge.
41:18There was a cold snap, and so I rented a water truck with my emergency Amex.
41:25Fuck, how much did that even cost?
41:27We flooded their indoor courts.
41:31We left all the doors open so the breeze would come through and it would ice over.
41:37And then this kid, Seb Delgado, he busted us and I kicked his ass.
41:48And I left him there.
41:51In the fucking cold.
41:54And I wasn't thinking about the cold.
41:58When I found out he was in the hospital, I called my mom and she fixed it.
42:05All her matches were canceled for the ice, but Seb didn't knock on me.
42:09She paid him off?
42:10Yeah.
42:12Jesus.
42:13His family, his teammates, the paramedics.
42:17But Beaumont has a video and it'll go viral if I don't pay.
42:25Harris Sinclair's heir destroying the family name.
42:30Look, it was an accident.
42:32An accident?
42:32Are you even listening to me?
42:34The team wanted to run.
42:36I wanted to stay.
42:38I wanted to fight.
42:41I don't know why.
42:42Delgado's a good kid.
42:44He's a scholarship kid.
42:46The kind of kid that you'd want to be friends with Gat.
42:51But I, um, you know, I saw red.
43:01I remember when I was little, my, uh, when my dad would flip out on my mom and I.
43:09That's what she used to say.
43:11She used to say, um, just go to your room, Johnny.
43:15It's okay, he's just, he's just seeing red.
43:19Johnny, you're not your dad.
43:21Yeah, I'm not Harris Sinclair either.
43:23I'm the shitty thing in between.
43:26I'm not a good person.
43:28I'm fucked up.
43:30And I'm pissed off.
43:31And I'm, I'm privileged in all the worst ways.
43:35And yeah, you've been right about me all summer.
43:40Johnny.
43:46So, Dad, I read Cadence the riot act, obviously.
43:51She does know better.
43:52Oh, Cadence was very helpful today.
43:55She's a responsible young woman.
43:58Here you go, Dad.
44:01You want anything else?
44:02No, thank you.
44:03Okay.
44:05Hi.
44:06Um, Annabelle said to tell you that she found your gin.
44:11In Grant's closet.
44:16It's not opened.
44:17I swear.
44:18Johnny, you really scared us today.
44:21You really should have found an adult.
44:23Oh, time was crucial.
44:26Johnny did just as I would have.
44:28It was admirable.
44:32Thank you, sir.
44:37Carrie.
44:38Hmm?
44:40Why are you wearing the pearls?
44:42Have you had those this whole time?
44:45I was, um, putting Nan's ring back in Mom's...
44:48with her things, and I...
44:50Carrie.
44:50I forgot. I didn't mean to keep you...
44:51How? Christ. Why your kids went missing?
44:54It wasn't her fault, actually. It was me.
44:57I'm the reason Will ran off.
45:00And I didn't save him.
45:01I wasn't admirable.
45:02I wasn't strong enough, and I forgot the water safety you taught us.
45:05Grandad, but Gat remembered.
45:07And Ed ran to the pier, and he caught the Coast Guard leaving.
45:10He showed them where he thought Will would be
45:11from all the times he took us out canoeing.
45:19Ed and Gat saved us both.
45:23I just screwed up.
45:27That's the truth.
45:27I was.
45:29I was.
45:31I was.
45:43You're in the house.
45:45What?
45:45I was.
45:46I was.
45:46I was.
45:47I was.
45:47I was.
45:48I was.
45:48I was.
45:54I was.
46:16I thought I saw you come in here.
46:18Emergency fruit delivery.
46:22The fuck?
46:23It happened in a year.
46:38And the spousal support?
46:45Yes, I understand.
46:48Sam's investigator is digging up old skeletons.
46:56Yes, enough, Thatcher.
46:58I am not paying you to list my various sins.
47:01I was present when they were committed.
47:03I am paying you to make them go away.
47:17I'm going to do better, Mom.
47:18I promise.
47:18I'm going to do better, Mom.
47:31I promise.
47:34I promise.
47:34I promise.
47:34I'm going to do better, Mom.
47:45Hi.
47:48Kat.
47:50Are you okay?
47:58Yeah, this is just a rope burn.
48:19I don't want to talk to you right now.
48:21I don't know what you were trying to do all day, but fuck, I am so fucking done with being
48:25scared for you.
48:26When you have amnesia, memories can get triggered by your own body chemistry.
48:30If you're in the same physical state as you were when the trauma happened, the same heart
48:34rate, the same adrenaline rush can bring you right back to that moment.
48:37So to remember the accident, you wanted to nearly drown again?
48:40I wanted to see if it would work, but it didn't.
48:42The more you remember, the worse you get.
48:43I sat by your bed while you had fever dreams and you took pills.
48:46I didn't ask you to be there.
48:47What the fuck else am I going to be there?
48:48I don't know.
48:48Where were you all here when I needed you most?
48:50It keeps coming back a bit.
48:51It'll always come back to that, Kat.
48:54I didn't just come back here because I wanted to know how I got hurt.
49:00I came back here because I needed to know why you didn't care about me anymore.
49:04How can you say that?
49:05You know.
49:06I don't know anything.
49:07You know how I feel.
49:09I don't.
49:12I don't remember.
49:21Fine, maybe you don't remember, but you must feel it.
49:25I feel it when we're together.
49:32Katie, I feel all of it.
49:42I was so scared.
49:44I was going to lose you.
49:45You won't lose me.
49:47I feel like I am.
49:51Because you don't love this place anymore.
49:55You want more.
49:58And you should.
50:05I don't blame you.
50:07Cadence, I want you.
50:15You said you hated yourself for it.
50:17I didn't mean it.
50:19I hate myself for a lot of things.
50:21I hate myself for a lot of things.
50:22Stealing from a bodega, being a burden to my mom, being with Raquel, even though I never
50:29stop missing you.
50:37I don't hate myself for loving you.
50:58I don't hate myself for loving you.
51:04I love you.
51:06I love you.
51:07And you could see it coming.
51:09And time is always running.
51:10And time is always running.
51:13I love you, too.
51:15I love you, too.
51:15And it's like a fire is rising.
51:20And it's rising.
51:22I wanna be around.
51:36And it's like a fire is rising.
51:46I love you, too.
51:51And it's like a fire is rising.
51:52And it's like a fire is rising.
51:56And it's like a fire is rising.
51:57Just give me a second.
52:23Help me.
52:55Are you sure?
52:59Yeah, I'm sure.
53:23Blue.
53:26My favorite place.
53:30Lying with you.
53:33And I'll always be your shadow.
53:41Take a photo.
53:44Make it real.
53:48You're the stardust.
54:03You're the only thing that matters.
54:29So I am a very good guy.
54:29you're the only things that hits you next to me this week so I might show up.
54:29Open a table around the corner and このグランドです!
54:29So I want to make an example.
54:30My heart ties the right?
54:50And I'm so sed ICEC all together.
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