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Love Island Beyond the Villa Season 2 Episode 4
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00:00:01I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
00:00:04And I want to apologize for that to your face.
00:00:06I could have done things 100% better.
00:00:09No, thank you, thank you.
00:00:11Look at all scrumptious.
00:00:13I miss you.
00:00:15Oh, I miss you too.
00:00:17I think we should get everybody together.
00:00:19Have a good time.
00:00:20Like a big reunion.
00:00:21I've never been to Palm Springs.
00:00:22Oh, I heard really good things.
00:00:24It's okay.
00:00:25I haven't spoken to Hana since the reunion.
00:00:27For me, the energy was just weird.
00:00:30Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
00:00:32You said Chris for sure, obviously, duh.
00:00:35Me and Chris did invite Charlie.
00:00:36Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:39over a man I knew for five days?
00:01:05Oh, my goodness.
00:01:07It's like so overwhelming.
00:01:08It's like Christmas.
00:01:12Hannah.
00:01:13Oh, my gosh.
00:01:14Can we try this on?
00:01:16Sanja.
00:01:17Oh, my gosh.
00:01:19You're kind of hot.
00:01:21Whoa.
00:01:21It looks real.
00:01:22Oh, my God, it looks so good.
00:01:24I look like Bob Ross.
00:01:26Give us your best Bob Ross.
00:01:28There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
00:01:31How do you want the surprise to go down, though?
00:01:33Like, what's the plan?
00:01:34Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross?
00:01:37And I'm like, TJ, go in the room so I can paint you.
00:01:39Yeah.
00:01:39Yeah.
00:01:40I'll distract him.
00:01:40You distract him.
00:01:41You dress up like Bob Ross.
00:01:42He will have no idea what's going on.
00:01:44I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
00:01:46because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
00:01:49Somebody call TMZ.
00:01:53I have beard in my mouth.
00:01:55Okay, so I think that the 80s section is back here.
00:01:58What is 80s?
00:01:59TJ always has his 80s playlist on,
00:02:01so I thought it would be fun to do, like,
00:02:02an 80s-themed birthday party.
00:02:03Everybody's together,
00:02:04and it's going to be a perfect moment for him,
00:02:07and I feel like he's going to really love it.
00:02:09Well, we definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
00:02:11Oh, yeah, I want to get him the mullet.
00:02:12And we need to get TJ an outfit.
00:02:14Oh, Iris.
00:02:15What?
00:02:16You have to wear this.
00:02:19We could get one for Amaya and Clark, too.
00:02:21Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
00:02:23She would.
00:02:24It's perfect.
00:02:24And it's so Amaya.
00:02:25Oh, my gosh.
00:02:27You should wear that.
00:02:27You look like a Christmas tree topper.
00:02:29Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:31Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:32Yeah, the 80s.
00:02:34I forgot some people dressed so suspiciously.
00:02:35See, I wasn't born in the 80s, so I don't know.
00:02:38So, how are you feeling about Charlie being at Palm Springs with us?
00:02:42I don't, like, hate him, but what I don't like is that he continues to, like, go on these podcasts
00:02:51and, like, talk about our four days together.
00:02:54What was actually going through your mind during that whole Hannah situation?
00:02:58All right.
00:02:59You leaving and then watching her.
00:03:02Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:03:02With another man after you guys were just, like, we're locked in.
00:03:05Does it feel good?
00:03:06No.
00:03:06I was completely taken out of the picture.
00:03:08Do you know what I mean?
00:03:08But then I do think, had I stayed there, what about if that started going down while I was in
00:03:14the room still?
00:03:14It's like, I feel like I'm collateral damage to, like, just doing what I wanted to do.
00:03:21I arrived to the island during a challenge.
00:03:28I was in a bit of a love triangle trying to figure out who I wanted to couple up with.
00:03:35Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
00:03:37Charlie.
00:03:40Sorry.
00:03:41But that decision was made for me by my fellow islanders.
00:03:44Oh, please, can I just...
00:03:47Somebody getting voted off the island felt like they were gonna die.
00:03:51You were never gonna see him again.
00:03:53I think he really gets the sympathy from, like, everyone being like, oh, Hannah did you dirty.
00:04:00And he takes that and he fucking runs across the world with it because he knows that, like, people are
00:04:05gonna eat that shit up.
00:04:05But, like, I have a boyfriend. Why are we still talking about four days of fucking Fiji?
00:04:11I know. Like, just move on.
00:04:13There's a reason that you're 28 years old and never had a girlfriend.
00:04:16Like, and it's not my fault.
00:04:18You know?
00:04:19Not having a girlfriend ever in your existence is just kind of a red flag for me.
00:04:23Because I feel like, you know, you kind of have to date to, like, understand a woman.
00:04:28I'm very complex.
00:04:30He was just never gonna understand me.
00:04:33I wish we had someone from the 80s that could come and help us.
00:04:36Who is from the 80s?
00:04:46What's up, y'all?
00:04:46We're making good progress.
00:04:48You know what I'm saying?
00:04:49Glasses on.
00:04:50Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
00:04:52I'll be right back.
00:04:52Who are you?
00:04:54I mean, behind the makeup, mascara and your back.
00:04:58Are all these your bikinis and stuff?
00:05:00Yes.
00:05:01I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
00:05:02It's gonna be a movie.
00:05:03I'm excited.
00:05:04I'm really excited.
00:05:05Yeah.
00:05:05I've been seeing you've been kicking in with Chris a lot lately.
00:05:08How do you feel about him being at the house?
00:05:11I'm not gonna lie.
00:05:11Chris is, like, one of the coolest guys ever.
00:05:13Like, he's ridiculous.
00:05:25How many underwear do you need for two days?
00:05:27You never know.
00:05:31TJ!
00:05:32What?
00:05:32You still have your tag on your pants.
00:05:35We're in Palm Springs!
00:05:37Road trip!
00:05:38Road trip!
00:05:39Road trip!
00:05:40I was really happy when Bryan brought up this idea to go to Palm Springs and invite everybody.
00:05:43We should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time, just like how we were
00:05:46in the villa.
00:05:47What's up, y'all?
00:05:48So I think this is the perfect time for me to get a little bit more of alone time with
00:05:51Coco.
00:05:53Jacuzzi.
00:05:54I'll do a clue.
00:05:55Jacuzzi.
00:05:56Views.
00:05:57I like it.
00:05:59The views are crazy.
00:06:01I'm excited for this weekend.
00:06:03Wait, I have an idea.
00:06:04I'm scared.
00:06:06Since we're going to Palm Springs, I want to see snow because I don't see snow ever.
00:06:12I feel it.
00:06:12Like, come on.
00:06:13Look at what I found.
00:06:14What?
00:06:15There's like a ski limp.
00:06:16Oh.
00:06:16And you go up the mountain.
00:06:18Look, snow.
00:06:19Now I'm more excited.
00:06:20I think if we make this small detour and meet up with everyone else later, we'll have the
00:06:25time of our life.
00:06:26Look at this.
00:06:26We can build a snowman.
00:06:27That's the snow.
00:06:28That's so cute.
00:06:29I love the snow.
00:06:30I love Christmas.
00:06:31I think it'll make it feel like Christmas in California.
00:06:33Are we going to fit all these suitcases in the car?
00:06:36We're going to make it fit like Jenga.
00:06:43Damn, you're out of breath.
00:06:45Fuck you!
00:06:48Oh.
00:06:49What the hell you got in this?
00:06:51You bringing Taylor?
00:06:52Where the hell is my stuff about to go?
00:06:54No, no.
00:06:55It'll fit.
00:06:56Trust me.
00:06:58I don't know why there's so many suitcases.
00:07:00We're only going for three days.
00:07:02Look.
00:07:03What the hell?
00:07:05It's going to fit.
00:07:05All you need to pack is some underwear, socks, some t-shirts, maybe a couple pants.
00:07:10Not maybe a couple pants.
00:07:11Pants.
00:07:13My check is here, right?
00:07:14I'm in bed.
00:07:15Okay.
00:07:16We're off to Palm Springs.
00:07:22It has been so long since I've been in that villa.
00:07:28So, I feel like this trip is going to have a similar feeling too.
00:07:31Just like everybody in the same place on the same type of timing.
00:07:35So, I'm looking forward...
00:07:36Same type of timing?
00:07:37Same type of timing as the villa?
00:07:39I mean...
00:07:40We're doing challenges?
00:07:41No.
00:07:41What do you mean same type of timing?
00:07:43We're playing spin the bottle?
00:07:44No, no, no.
00:07:45I feel like we're all going to be in one place and we're going to have to talk.
00:07:48You know?
00:07:49I'm going to let them talk.
00:07:50I'm trying.
00:07:57Wow.
00:07:58A mini villa in the meadow of Palm Springs.
00:08:01We're going to have so much fun.
00:08:09What are we getting the bags?
00:08:11Yay!
00:08:12Yes!
00:08:12To the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days.
00:08:16Ridiculous.
00:08:20Welcome to paradise.
00:08:22After you, brother.
00:08:23Wow!
00:08:27Nah, this is wild.
00:08:29Oh my gosh!
00:08:31This place looks even more fire in person.
00:08:33I'll say that.
00:08:34Period.
00:08:35Y'all did so good.
00:08:37The Jacuzzi!
00:08:38Oh yeah.
00:08:39I'm sweating my ass off.
00:08:41Oh my gosh.
00:08:42I feel like I'm in the villa again.
00:08:43It's so beautiful.
00:08:45The pools.
00:08:46The hot tub.
00:08:47The little hideaways.
00:08:48Like, this place is just sexy.
00:08:50I like this.
00:08:52Yo, Chris.
00:08:53I got the bed dressed for you, brother.
00:08:55For me?
00:08:55Yeah.
00:08:57Oh my gosh.
00:08:58The bunk beds.
00:08:59Your bed.
00:09:00Bro, I wouldn't even fish, bro.
00:09:01Oh my gosh.
00:09:02That's perfect.
00:09:03That's perfect.
00:09:06Charlie, when's the last time you've seen Hannah?
00:09:09Oh, the reunion.
00:09:11Really?
00:09:11Yeah, man.
00:09:12How do you feel about seeing her now?
00:09:15Uh, you know, it's not like there was ever anything after the show.
00:09:18It just kind of ended there and then, so that whole thing's like long gone, do you know what I
00:09:23mean?
00:09:23No, for sure.
00:09:24Yeah, at the reunion with Hannah, I just felt like her energy that day was very, like, cold with me,
00:09:29you know?
00:09:29And I was confused by that because I've done absolutely nothing to warrant that type of energy.
00:09:34So I don't even know what it's going to be like.
00:09:36I don't know how I'm going to feel.
00:09:37I don't know.
00:09:38It's just a lot more like, we'll see when it comes type thing.
00:09:41So, yeah, man.
00:09:43That's that, really.
00:09:44Yeah, that's that.
00:09:47Can we pull over?
00:09:48I'm having anxiety.
00:09:50You're probably a little bit nervous because you're about to do some big girl things over there.
00:09:54I know.
00:09:55But also, Charlie is a little bit, like, bickering too.
00:09:59You and Brian left the show together and he doesn't still talk about you on podcast.
00:10:05There's no point in talking and bringing extra negativity to us when we know all of us have gotten hate.
00:10:11So why would you drive more hate to someone?
00:10:15Especially when they don't deserve it and you know that I don't deserve it.
00:10:20I don't deserve it.
00:10:24Look at the mountains.
00:10:28Beautiful.
00:10:29This is so beautiful.
00:10:42There is so much oxygen up here.
00:10:44I know.
00:10:44I can feel like I could breathe.
00:10:46Wait, I thought it was less oxygen.
00:10:48I think the air is thinner.
00:10:49Ira's coming, TJ coming, Hannah coming,
00:10:53Clark is coming, Amaya coming,
00:10:55AJ coming, AJ coming, AJ coming, AJ coming, AJ coming.
00:10:59I want a raccoon, and I want to take it home
00:11:01and make it my baby.
00:11:03Being a southern girly, I didn't really
00:11:05know too much about Cali.
00:11:06So seeing the snow, I didn't know about all of this.
00:11:10But it's cute.
00:11:11Oh, my god.
00:11:16We don't want to do that.
00:11:20Oh, my god.
00:11:21Look at the picnic table.
00:11:22I feel like it's still white.
00:11:24Cheers, guys.
00:11:25Cheers to good vibes, friends, and family.
00:11:28You talking some shit?
00:11:30Right.
00:11:32Speaking of friendships, what do we
00:11:34think about Coco and Chris?
00:11:37I have to think I'm famous for this.
00:11:38I have been picking up that they're possibly dating.
00:11:41I saw them at Friendsgiving
00:11:43when we were doing the prayer.
00:11:44And they were going like this.
00:11:46And everyone else was like this.
00:11:47I know.
00:11:48And they were like that.
00:11:49And so I was like, hmm.
00:11:50And then I went go-karting.
00:11:52And I noticed that they were all cuddled out go-karting.
00:11:56Oh.
00:11:58So they're really dating.
00:12:00Well, maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris.
00:12:04She'll try some shit with you.
00:12:05Facts.
00:12:06And I know the last time that you guys spoke
00:12:08was from Friendsgiving.
00:12:10Yeah.
00:12:10OK, how did that conversation for you end up?
00:12:13As best as it possibly could.
00:12:15Yeah.
00:12:15When we were in the villa, I felt like you were, like,
00:12:17damn near, like, love bombing me.
00:12:18Like, you would say, like, Coco.
00:12:20No funny shit.
00:12:21Love bombing you?
00:12:22No, I'm not going to lie.
00:12:23That's not a little bit.
00:12:24Although I was understanding of why she would feel the way
00:12:27that she feels, I don't think she was reciprocating
00:12:30the understanding energy.
00:12:31We obviously are not going to be besties.
00:12:33And that's fine.
00:12:34But, you know, as long as we're respectful to one another,
00:12:37I'm just, like, forgive, let it go.
00:12:40Right.
00:12:40I'm really cold.
00:12:41Let's just go to the house.
00:12:42Let's blow this popsicle stand.
00:12:47Is it cold?
00:12:49Oh, my gosh, it's warm.
00:12:50Oh, we should get in.
00:12:51Who are you most excited to see today?
00:12:53Everyone.
00:12:53Everyone?
00:12:54Like, it's going to be nice that we're all in one place.
00:12:56Yeah, I appreciate it.
00:12:57Jesus Christ.
00:12:58He seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room.
00:13:02Let's just make this the guys' room.
00:13:05The guys' room?
00:13:05The guys' room?
00:13:05The four guys.
00:13:07Chris is like...
00:13:11Girl, it's OK, child.
00:13:12He's going to be all right.
00:13:13I think that's cute.
00:13:15You've got to keep him on their toes a little bit.
00:13:17He's so silly.
00:13:18Do you think he's going to try to sneak in?
00:13:19Oh, heck no.
00:13:20He better chill out.
00:13:21This is going to be so good for you guys,
00:13:22like, to just spend time together and, like,
00:13:24get to know each other more.
00:13:25Yeah.
00:13:25In this kind of setting, too.
00:13:26Like, it's just a vacation.
00:13:27Mm-hmm.
00:13:28This is the life.
00:13:29How you feeling about Maya coming?
00:13:32Not really stressing about it.
00:13:34Here for the good vibes.
00:13:35You and Coco, though.
00:13:36You haven't kissed her yet, right?
00:13:38No.
00:13:39This is usually not my MO.
00:13:43Nothing in my Love Island experience has shaped me to be this way.
00:13:46I think this is just kind of how I want to move outside the villa
00:13:49and going forward.
00:13:52You know what you got to do, bro?
00:13:53Get some cojones?
00:13:54And you know what you got to hit her with?
00:13:55Huh?
00:13:56When it's just y'all two, two words.
00:13:58Come here.
00:14:00That's all you got to say.
00:14:02That's all you got to say.
00:14:05Aim for the middle of the square.
00:14:07Yo.
00:14:07Yo.
00:14:08Period.
00:14:08Period.
00:14:10I'm actually nice.
00:14:11Okay, hold on.
00:14:12This place is sick.
00:14:13Yo, I like the flooring.
00:14:15Oh, my gosh!
00:14:17Yeah!
00:14:19Would you leave this?
00:14:20Hold on a sec.
00:14:21Bro, what?
00:14:21Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
00:14:23Five.
00:14:26One thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool.
00:14:29So I'm going to get in that pool!
00:14:34You want me to dunk it?
00:14:39I got you.
00:14:40This shit lowers?
00:14:41My brother.
00:14:42Bro, I'm a runner, bro.
00:14:44Oh, yeah, yeah, right, right.
00:14:45Oh, there we go, there we go.
00:14:45Yeah, that's good.
00:14:46Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:14:49Hey!
00:14:50Boys, we're hungry!
00:14:52Should we cook up?
00:14:53All right, all right, all right.
00:14:54You know he's going to ask us to cook.
00:14:55He's going to piss me off.
00:14:57I think it's fair since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa.
00:15:04Oh, I like this.
00:15:04This sounds like a proposal.
00:15:06I think the woman should take care of the kids.
00:15:08Yeah, great idea.
00:15:10You know, I'm not opposed.
00:15:12Are we locking it in?
00:15:14Like, do y'all know how to make drinks for you?
00:15:15Yeah!
00:15:15Yeah!
00:15:25Welcome to the crib, man.
00:15:26Yo, this is nuts.
00:15:28It's all on Brian's carton.
00:15:29Let's go, Brian.
00:15:30Shout out, Brian.
00:15:31Wait, wait, wait.
00:15:31How many bedrooms are there?
00:15:32Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:15:33The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
00:15:36Oh!
00:15:39Where's that?
00:15:40We're everywhere!
00:15:42We're everywhere!
00:15:43We're everywhere!
00:15:44We're everywhere!
00:15:44We're everywhere!
00:15:45We're everywhere!
00:15:46We're everywhere!
00:15:48Miss Grayson, how are you, love?
00:15:49Isn't it so pretty?
00:15:50It's so, so, so cool.
00:15:52Hi!
00:15:52I know, it's gorgeous.
00:15:53I know.
00:15:53It looks so nice.
00:15:54We need a little inspiration.
00:15:57Sorry, love.
00:15:58Good?
00:15:58Good, good.
00:16:00We gave each other a hug and everything.
00:16:02So, like, that's cleared.
00:16:04Like, that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip.
00:16:07Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time at Palm Springs, I'm going to be waking up Tannen.
00:16:13I'm going to be minding my business, looking cute, taking my pictures, and calling my boyfriend all the fighting time.
00:16:19Brian is not even in my dot.
00:16:21He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
00:16:25I'm hangry.
00:16:27We're making, like, ground beef and all the teams.
00:16:34Let's go and check in.
00:16:36Mm-hmm.
00:16:36You straight?
00:16:37Mm-hmm.
00:16:37Oh, boy!
00:16:39It's dinner!
00:16:43How are you feeling about Charlie?
00:16:44I'm not going to acknowledge him.
00:16:46He's making it a little awkward.
00:16:48He's awkward.
00:16:48His presence just is like a dark cloud, and right now, I'm like, I just don't want to deal with
00:16:53it.
00:16:53I can't.
00:16:53I don't have the energy.
00:17:01Smooth?
00:17:02You live?
00:17:05Promise?
00:17:06Yeah, I'm all right.
00:17:08Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
00:17:10We don't know each other like that.
00:17:11We never became friends like that.
00:17:13Essentially, it's this weird situation because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
00:17:19So, trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way is tricky because it doesn't feel normal.
00:17:26Food is ready!
00:17:29How's seeing Hannah? Cool?
00:17:30Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other, to be honest.
00:17:33All right.
00:17:33Do you feel like, like there will be a conversation tonight, or?
00:17:40Tonight? I don't know.
00:17:43Let's go!
00:17:44Come on, guys!
00:17:45It's Taco Tuesday!
00:17:46Hey!
00:17:46I'm hangry!
00:17:55Oh, my God. Well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
00:17:59Buon appetito.
00:18:00Got blessed.
00:18:00I didn't even...
00:18:01Coco killed this.
00:18:02Thank you guys so much.
00:18:03You too!
00:18:03I just put things in both.
00:18:05And so did you.
00:18:06Thank you so much for dinner.
00:18:08Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
00:18:09Man, fucking good.
00:18:11I don't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
00:18:16Mmm, tacos.
00:18:25Nothing.
00:18:27Something's not right here.
00:18:29Jesus.
00:18:30That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
00:18:34Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
00:18:36Coco's looking around like, what's going on?
00:18:38Bella's like, is everything okay?
00:18:40I'm looking at Iris.
00:18:41Iris is looking at Hannah.
00:18:42Hannah's looking at me.
00:18:42I'm like, what's going on?
00:18:52Something's going on.
00:18:54Ready to rip off that bandaid and confront him?
00:18:57No.
00:18:58I know that I need to break the tension because it's a little awkward, but I'm scared.
00:19:07Well, guys, we're at the end of the year.
00:19:10What better way than to leave all of the tension in 2025?
00:19:15So I just want to start.
00:19:19Charlie, we have not spoken since the reunion.
00:19:25From what I've gathered, you are not happy with me.
00:19:40At the reunion.
00:19:42Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
00:19:44I will say I was not doing well.
00:19:46I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
00:19:48I'm sorry I was not thinking about you.
00:19:50I was thinking about how I would be okay.
00:19:52I accept your apology.
00:19:53You know what I mean?
00:19:54It is what it is.
00:19:54But you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
00:19:57And I was just like, this is a bit weird because...
00:19:59Because Iris is my best friend.
00:20:01And I think she was just being nice because, like, I was next to her.
00:20:04Like, during the reunion.
00:20:05Yeah.
00:20:06I was just needing somebody there for me in that time.
00:20:10And Pepe was, like, there for me.
00:20:11And I think that just shows, like, a testament to his character.
00:20:15I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
00:20:17I just, for me, I was like, it just left an impression where I felt, is this girl genuine?
00:20:21But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
00:20:24We just, like, weren't friends.
00:20:25It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
00:20:28I literally, as soon as that reunion ended, I was fucking sobbing.
00:20:31I think that's what I struggled with a lot, is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
00:20:37I needed to go.
00:20:38I was crying.
00:20:39Brian, you were there.
00:20:40I was fucking having a pan attack.
00:20:42She was having a pan attack.
00:20:43I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life.
00:20:46But I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight leash.
00:20:50And now I feel like it's making it hard for me to want to do things more.
00:20:55Harder for me to leave the house.
00:20:56I haven't really figured out how to handle it.
00:20:59But I will say, we weren't in a relationship.
00:21:02It was five days of my life.
00:21:03I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
00:21:06I'm now in a relationship.
00:21:08And, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like,
00:21:10oh, why is this man on a podcast still talking about you?
00:21:13Yeah, for sure.
00:21:14I get it.
00:21:15But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
00:21:18It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey to getting on the show.
00:21:22And then my time in the show.
00:21:23And my time in the show involved the majority of you as the storyline.
00:21:26They were always going to ask a question about you.
00:21:28Wait, hold on.
00:21:29Are we back in the holidays?
00:21:32Like, where's the podium?
00:21:33Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
00:21:36There's ways to, like, divert the situation.
00:21:38Because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
00:21:41And it's, like, I feel like you're fueling that.
00:21:43And that's, for me, what hurts.
00:21:44It doesn't feel good, but we all signed up for the public eye.
00:21:47Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
00:21:48You know what I'm saying?
00:21:49Like, podcasts have caused all of us.
00:21:51You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like, this villain for doing the damn thing.
00:21:57Doing what I needed to do.
00:21:58And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
00:22:01Not at all.
00:22:02Not at all.
00:22:02At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
00:22:05Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
00:22:08It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
00:22:11You know, that's, like, some kind of self.
00:22:13Like, she's annoyed with herself.
00:22:14It's clearly, like, things are being said because Austin went on a podcast and said that I'm a snake for
00:22:19how I did you.
00:22:20Hannah.
00:22:22Snake-ish.
00:22:23I don't like the way she did my boy, Charlie.
00:22:25But that's on Austin.
00:22:26So, like, that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
00:22:29That's his opinion and he's also my friend.
00:22:31The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her,
00:22:34he has an opinion on you for whatever reason.
00:22:37Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her, like, yo, like, TJ's too young anyway.
00:22:41Like, it wouldn't have worked.
00:22:42I'm glad you're with Pepe.
00:22:44And you're my friend, bro.
00:22:46What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying, though,
00:22:49that his TikToks were putting you off?
00:23:02And I said, maybe, do you know what, though? He's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently.
00:23:06No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks. I said, get your back, TJ.
00:23:09Yeah, that's not how it went down in the conversation.
00:23:11Yeah, how the fuck did it go down?
00:23:13They were both talking about how your TikToks were cringing them on, yeah, and putting them off.
00:23:19Well, that's not like...
00:23:20I mean, we, yeah, we talked about...
00:23:23That's not, like, that big of a deal.
00:23:25Mmm.
00:23:26Let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
00:23:29We're losing the plot here.
00:23:31At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong,
00:23:34when deep down all this time, all this shit was going on,
00:23:36why didn't you just fucking end it, do you know what I mean?
00:23:38Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
00:23:41You're trying to make her seem like she is wrong for that.
00:23:43You met TJ.
00:23:44No, just stop.
00:23:44You clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship,
00:23:47where you feel manipulated and you don't know how to navigate that,
00:23:49so don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation
00:23:52that she didn't know how to get out of.
00:23:53It is not her fault.
00:23:54It's a unique situation.
00:23:55I get that it's a unique situation.
00:23:58I get that it's a unique situation.
00:23:59Absolutely not.
00:24:00They just keep going in circles, and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig,
00:24:05and he's digging himself deeper and deeper and deeper,
00:24:08I honestly want to just, like, be like, stop.
00:24:11Shhh.
00:24:11Yeah, we should focus on the initial problem and then solve that shit and then move on, bro.
00:24:15Y'all, we're just talking in circles.
00:24:17Let's just, like, drop this conversation.
00:24:19Point.
00:24:19You were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story.
00:24:21Iris is a part of my story.
00:24:22So how are you going to come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
00:24:25It was them that were coming at you for the...
00:24:26But we weren't coming at him for it.
00:24:28You're, like, totally going too far.
00:24:32This is intense.
00:24:34He's having a hard time explaining himself,
00:24:36and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
00:24:39I'm just glad that this is not me and Clark, you know what I mean?
00:24:42Because that would have been ghetto as hell.
00:24:43You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
00:24:46I think what he's just trying to clear up is that he only said that about you
00:24:49because they mentioned you in what you were posting,
00:24:51and he said that in a way of trying to console her and make her feel like
00:24:55maybe she was possibly making the right decision.
00:24:57He's probably not trying to come for you,
00:24:58and he is probably your friend for real.
00:25:01I feel like we've been lacking, like, a lot of love and, like,
00:25:05empathy and, like, understanding and, like, care.
00:25:07Like, I feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky,
00:25:10and, like, it's already bad enough, like,
00:25:12we all feel like the world is against us.
00:25:13Well, that's what I think is happening.
00:25:15I do think you were saying it to be supportive and to be a good friend.
00:25:19I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
00:25:22The world is against us.
00:25:24The public is against us.
00:25:25And so it makes us look at each other different ways.
00:25:29Yeah.
00:25:29When, in actuality, we were all good.
00:25:32We were all fine, you know?
00:25:33And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way.
00:25:38And...
00:25:38It's caused a division in our entire cast.
00:25:40It's caused a division.
00:25:40And everybody's scared to do certain things.
00:25:42It's all, like, a big mind trip.
00:25:44And this is what I'm saying.
00:25:45I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform to be able to explain a bit more.
00:25:49Yeah.
00:25:50And it's like, it can be frustrating because if you never speak, you're just going to have to set the
00:25:55narrative that people see.
00:25:56Exactly.
00:25:57That's so real.
00:25:58Yeah.
00:25:58And I also say, going off of that, I was the first one out of the villa and I was
00:26:03offered a lot of different podcast opportunities, you know?
00:26:07The truth of it is, like, Hannah, you were Charlie's villa experience.
00:26:11Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know, I only had one person from my villa experience, too.
00:26:17And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like, that name is always brought up because that was, like, my
00:26:22experience.
00:26:23I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts was ever in a way to, like, bring you down.
00:26:29That's taken and clipped and blown up because you are the only person he's been associated with.
00:26:36It's just, like, for me, it's hard because, like, like, I don't even want to leave my house.
00:26:43Like, I don't leave my house.
00:26:45Don't worry, baby.
00:26:46It's very good.
00:26:47We all put ourselves out there and it can be very fucking great for us after.
00:26:51Our lives have all changed.
00:26:53We're all doing great things.
00:26:54You know what I mean?
00:26:55But it does come at a cost.
00:26:58I'm going to call my boyfriend.
00:27:02Hi.
00:27:05I'm just having a lot of anxiety.
00:27:11She probably needs a breather.
00:27:12All right.
00:27:13Should we, uh, should we clean up?
00:27:16Yeah.
00:27:16Yeah.
00:27:18Yeah.
00:27:19No, not really.
00:27:20How you doing, Chris?
00:27:21Not a piece.
00:27:22I don't want to just chime in, you know what I mean, when it's not my place.
00:27:26It's hard being away from home.
00:27:31I know.
00:27:32It's just hard when you're not here.
00:27:35Are you in there?
00:27:36Yeah.
00:27:40Anna?
00:27:41I'm in here.
00:27:43Where's she going?
00:27:44I don't know.
00:27:45I was looking at the wrong fucking door.
00:27:49I'm just getting overwhelmed.
00:27:53Don't worry.
00:27:54You said it all in a very mature way.
00:27:57Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
00:27:59Of course.
00:27:59I've been lefty in that, and no one backed me up.
00:28:03I have trouble.
00:28:04Like, I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch, but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how
00:28:10I'm feeling.
00:28:11You're not.
00:28:12You're standing up for yourself.
00:28:18It's just massive.
00:28:20Just the mass.
00:28:24Sorry, guys.
00:28:25I was trying to, like, bring the mood down.
00:28:40The bikini is later on, right?
00:28:43There it is.
00:28:43I probably need, like, five minutes.
00:28:44Me too.
00:28:47What?
00:28:48Daddy!
00:28:49There she is.
00:28:51There she is.
00:28:51There she is.
00:28:51There she is.
00:28:51There she is.
00:28:55She dropped the egg!
00:29:00You call him white chocolate?
00:29:01Nah, this girl, she ain't called him white chocolate.
00:29:04Look at Shy now.
00:29:06I kind of like it.
00:29:07You love it.
00:29:08That's okay.
00:29:08It makes me feel cool.
00:29:11He should have came.
00:29:12He should have had finals week last week.
00:29:14It was either come and...
00:29:15And fill everything?
00:29:17Get zeros?
00:29:18Yeah, fill all my glasses.
00:29:20Welcome.
00:29:22We've already go shopping and get dressed and let's go.
00:29:24It's a new day.
00:29:25New energy.
00:29:27Everyone's going to split up, go their separate ways.
00:29:29I think everyone just needs...
00:29:32Time to breathe.
00:29:34Come on.
00:29:35Coco Chanel.
00:29:36Here we go.
00:29:39What are you guys doing?
00:29:40Let's go.
00:29:41We got a tee time.
00:29:42Tee time.
00:29:44What the hell are you guys wearing?
00:29:46Bro, I didn't bring no golf.
00:29:48Bro, do I look like a motherfucker?
00:29:49I've been golfing one time.
00:29:51I don't really own no golf gear.
00:29:54You see how me and Chris showed up.
00:29:55Take us out the hood.
00:29:56Can't take the hood out of us.
00:29:57Let's go.
00:30:06Who's ready to golf right now?
00:30:08Let's go.
00:30:09My goal today is to get a hole in one.
00:30:11Oh.
00:30:12Why are you laughing?
00:30:13You want to style me?
00:30:15Yeah, I got you.
00:30:15Give me right, give me right.
00:30:16I got you.
00:30:17Yeah, yeah.
00:30:18Swagger, bro.
00:30:19Like some design, son.
00:30:21What size is this?
00:30:22How long you been golfing?
00:30:23Since I was born.
00:30:25Oh, really?
00:30:27It's water.
00:30:29Really?
00:30:31Wow.
00:30:31Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
00:30:34You guys are good, thank you.
00:30:35No, you want matcha, please.
00:30:36It's a new day.
00:30:37You know, Charlie, you know, went through a lot last night.
00:30:39I don't want him to feel alone or isolated,
00:30:41so it's time to check in, see what's going on,
00:30:43see how he's feeling and just, you know,
00:30:44try to really understand where he's at.
00:30:47And then can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
00:30:49Yeah.
00:30:52What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
00:30:54It is.
00:30:55You look amazing.
00:30:56Holy crap.
00:30:57Yeah, you look good.
00:30:58Yeah, you do look good.
00:30:58I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
00:31:01Yes.
00:31:02Edie's theme.
00:31:03Yes.
00:31:03Yes.
00:31:04Back to my mommy day.
00:31:05Yes.
00:31:07I got more accessories and stuff,
00:31:08so it's at my mom's house.
00:31:10I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here
00:31:11because of the surprise.
00:31:13He's going to come back home.
00:31:14I'm going to blindfold him.
00:31:16I'm going to take him to the room.
00:31:17I'm going to change and then I'm going to open up the blinds
00:31:20and everything's going to be set up out here.
00:31:22Okay.
00:31:22When I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
00:31:24Oh babe, of course.
00:31:25There's no question about that.
00:31:27I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
00:31:29Okay.
00:31:29I will go change.
00:31:31Okay.
00:31:31A lot of you might have.
00:31:32I will.
00:31:33Yes.
00:31:33Texas, you guys need anything.
00:31:34Okay.
00:31:35You guys, look who's here.
00:31:36Hello.
00:31:37Hello.
00:31:39I feel like I'm always late to everything.
00:31:41Hello.
00:31:41I'm going to get changed.
00:31:42I'll be back.
00:31:43You see how beautiful this is?
00:31:45This is our castle.
00:31:46Our villa.
00:31:46This is our villa.
00:31:48This week is insane.
00:31:50I have like four photo shoots.
00:31:53And I'm also trying to squeeze punch frames because I want to spend time with my people
00:31:58celebrating TJ.
00:32:00Hannah, you should tell me what happened.
00:32:02What happened?
00:32:03Charlie had went on a podcast and was like still talking about like our four day fucking
00:32:08getting to know each other.
00:32:09And so I just want to be like, can I set the boundary that like we don't do that anymore?
00:32:13Like, do you know how the hate is?
00:32:15Like, you don't need to fuel to that.
00:32:16And he just started taking it like way too far.
00:32:19And like he start comes for Iris and TJ.
00:32:22I've never seen that coming though.
00:32:24But Hannah, you did a really great job saving up for yourself yesterday.
00:32:26And the thing is, you can, whatever, disrespect me.
00:32:29I'll fucking take it.
00:32:30But talk about my friend.
00:32:31And that's when I be asked.
00:32:34Okay, accessories.
00:32:38How you feel?
00:32:39I'm all right, mate.
00:32:40Last night was, uh, right a little bit.
00:32:43Mmm.
00:32:44A little bit of a hand.
00:32:44Is that all right?
00:32:45That's really good, yeah.
00:32:45You okay?
00:32:46Is that, does it cut the LA, LA level that you used to?
00:32:49It's pretty good, honestly.
00:32:49It's unique.
00:32:50Like, I do feel like their takes on last night weren't, weren't justified really.
00:32:55I get that you don't want someone to speak about you, especially now that you've got a part.
00:32:58I completely understand that.
00:32:59But the way it sounded was that I've been, you know, going on about her for the entire,
00:33:04like, since it's happened.
00:33:06And then the whole thing of me being, trying to play victim is ridiculous.
00:33:10Yeah, I wish I could have done more to mediate it.
00:33:12Cause I can, I see both sides.
00:33:13So I'm just like, if y'all just went point by point and said, okay, Charlie's not victimizing
00:33:18himself.
00:33:19He finally got a platform to speak.
00:33:20We understand that.
00:33:21Okay, boom.
00:33:21Moving forward, Hannah would like if you didn't talk about, um, her on podcast.
00:33:25Okay, boom.
00:33:26Done, done.
00:33:27And you both are happy.
00:33:27Like, Hannah and Charlie arguing definitely puts me in a tough position, but I'm going to be
00:33:31there for both.
00:33:31Not playing both sides, but holding both my friends accountable in ways that I see.
00:33:36And then just, you know, being for them in any way possible after.
00:33:39As long as you feel like you squashed it and you feel heard, that's what I care about.
00:33:45I'd rather just be with people that I think give me good energy, uplift my spirit and that.
00:33:50Do you know what I mean?
00:33:55All right, here we go.
00:33:56Yeah.
00:33:56Whoa.
00:33:57Good, good, good.
00:34:00Oh shit.
00:34:02Wow.
00:34:03Yeah.
00:34:08Wow.
00:34:08Wow.
00:34:10See that TJ?
00:34:11Yeah, it looks good.
00:34:12It's not in the hole though.
00:34:14Somebody's making this.
00:34:15I can feel it.
00:34:16Hey TJ, how's your, how's your mental doing bro from last night?
00:34:19Good enough to putt this in one try.
00:34:21That's for sure.
00:34:23That was pretty game set.
00:34:24I'm not going to lie.
00:34:27That looks perfect.
00:34:29Everything good with you and Charlie bro?
00:34:31Yeah bro.
00:34:31I honestly wasn't expecting to like have a combo or like be involved in it.
00:34:35Yeah.
00:34:36I think you kind of got looped into it cause I think Charlie really wanted to have that conversation
00:34:40with just Hannah.
00:34:41Yeah.
00:34:42And Iris kind of jumped in and he kind of felt annoyed by it in a sense.
00:34:45And then obviously you got some of that.
00:34:47He acted a little out of line with some of the things he said.
00:34:50Yeah.
00:34:50So, you know, I'm going to say my piece, but I like Charlie.
00:34:54I don't think he had like a bad intentions with what he said.
00:34:58I think he felt like very attacked.
00:35:00You know, I didn't want him to, you know, say what he thought happened.
00:35:03And then the rest of y'all sitting at the table, leave like that story.
00:35:07Iris and I, we spoke to Charlie after too.
00:35:10Yeah.
00:35:10Bro, you know, I felt with you, bro, like, but obviously that's not a nice thing to hear.
00:35:15Do you know what I mean?
00:35:16From your perspective.
00:35:17For that, like, I apologize, but it was never a anti-TJ, let's bash him down type thing, bro.
00:35:24No, I appreciate it.
00:35:25So that conversation went well?
00:35:27Yeah, it was good.
00:35:28Productive.
00:35:29Yeah, rest of the trip, we're good.
00:35:31Unless he said some other bullshit.
00:35:39It's weird because, bro, so much has changed.
00:35:41We're living life so crazy right now.
00:35:43We're doing amazing things, man.
00:35:44And then at the same time, there's been so many crazy changes back home as well.
00:35:48Yeah.
00:35:48And it's like, damn, so much is going on.
00:35:50You haven't had a home in months.
00:35:51On top of that, I lost two grandparents within the space of six months, man.
00:35:54Still haven't been able to process that.
00:35:56Yeah.
00:35:56You've been living out of your suitcase being, you know, you're not with your family so it's
00:36:00just like, it's just tough on you.
00:36:03It's difficult.
00:36:04I lost my grandma just two months before I went into season seven.
00:36:08And then I lost my granddad a week before the violin games.
00:36:11I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents.
00:36:14And then now, like, my parents are moving out of the family home.
00:36:18Soon it's not going to be like, oh, okay, do you know what, I'll go home.
00:36:22I just feel like I have to accept it.
00:36:24I'm in my later 20s and this is life.
00:36:25When you're stressed, like, your brain literally shuts down certain parts of your brain so it
00:36:29can work on the stress.
00:36:31That ties into the swallowing food thing that I developed around that fear of choking on
00:36:34food.
00:36:35Really?
00:36:35I noticed I was just hyper-focusing on chewing on food.
00:36:39I tried to swallow my food.
00:36:42My throat was tightened up, felt like I was choking.
00:36:45But it's something that through connecting with other people, I've learned that it's actually
00:36:48way more common and it's getting on the better side.
00:36:51Yeah.
00:36:51When I was back home and I was chilling, I was relaxed, it was back to normal, do you know
00:36:54what I mean?
00:36:54And it's going to be like that.
00:36:55It was like that when I was at Austin's, you know what I mean?
00:36:57Yeah.
00:36:58I haven't really spoken about that because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable
00:37:01and I'm quite embarrassed about it.
00:37:02Nah, it's real, bro.
00:37:03But you know, things are only embarrassing if you let it be.
00:37:05Yeah.
00:37:06I'm glad for you to get back.
00:37:07You'll have me and Austin in L.A. and we'll be able to just work out together, go get
00:37:10food together, process your grief together, you know what I'm saying?
00:37:12You're going to have all that support system once you're back.
00:37:15How's that bacon?
00:37:16I saved one.
00:37:19Today's going to be good, but we're going to go.
00:37:20We're going to enjoy this party.
00:37:21We're going to get some funny-ass, goofy-ass outfits.
00:37:24So I'm excited.
00:37:25You've been good to me, bro.
00:37:27You've been really, really good to me.
00:37:30You have.
00:37:31It doesn't go to notice.
00:37:46The sun is kicking my ass.
00:37:49It is.
00:37:50How's my body looking?
00:37:52Berry tea.
00:37:53Duh, we knew that.
00:37:54I want to see you when I wake up in the morning.
00:37:57Big.
00:37:59Eww.
00:38:00Okay.
00:38:01What do you think you want?
00:38:02Ooh, they're from Bali.
00:38:04You know, I wonder, like, if something like that could pass for 80s.
00:38:07No.
00:38:08No, sister.
00:38:10Oh, wow.
00:38:10These are gorgeous.
00:38:11So, um, how's it going?
00:38:13Back at the villa?
00:38:14It's going great.
00:38:15I know it's going real good.
00:38:17Ew.
00:38:18What do you mean by that?
00:38:20You creep.
00:38:21I know it's going real good.
00:38:23I know what I saw.
00:38:25What the fuck?
00:38:26You saw nothing.
00:38:27Obviously, y'all slept in the room.
00:38:30Yeah.
00:38:31So, like, how is that?
00:38:32Bro, it's just like in the villa, child.
00:38:33It was chill.
00:38:34It was normal.
00:38:35We just slept and woke up.
00:38:37No little?
00:38:38No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:38:41Really?
00:38:41A kiss is very special and it's very intimate.
00:38:44It is an exchange of energy and, like, it's that gateway into, like,
00:38:47dang, do we really, like, hit it off, hit it off.
00:38:50I like that we're so attached to the hit even right now, like.
00:38:54Emotionally.
00:38:54Emotionally.
00:38:55Just, like, really just getting each other and, like, being there for one another and hearing
00:38:58each other out.
00:38:58And, like, he just always makes it such a safe space for me.
00:39:00Yeah.
00:39:05Oh, shit.
00:39:05Yeah, you should have left on the last one.
00:39:07Fuck.
00:39:07All right.
00:39:08TJ, how do you think we did with this trip, bro?
00:39:09You guys, we gave you and Iris the best room.
00:39:11Yeah, that's just right.
00:39:15And today was great.
00:39:16Did you plan this, too?
00:39:17Yeah, man.
00:39:18Everything.
00:39:18Shit.
00:39:19We got more in plan.
00:39:20More in store?
00:39:21More.
00:39:21Shit, what are we doing?
00:39:22You'll find out.
00:39:24The fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard is the definition of free will.
00:39:32Ready?
00:39:32Yeah.
00:39:34Oh, shit.
00:39:36Do I have to keep going?
00:39:38What's the rule of a mini golf?
00:39:39Keep going until you make it.
00:39:42Okay, that's two.
00:39:45Hey, three.
00:39:46So how are you feeling with your ex being here?
00:39:49Wait, hold on.
00:39:49Let me try to make this.
00:39:51Let me focus before we get into deep details.
00:39:55Oh, fuck.
00:39:56Oh, fuck.
00:39:58Oh, fuck.
00:40:02Like, is it weird for you, like, with all of us, like, you know, chatting it up with him?
00:40:07Or are you like...
00:40:08Oh, girl, I don't give a fuck.
00:40:09Yeah.
00:40:09There's not even a fuck to find in the world for me to give.
00:40:12I still don't expect any of my girls to be buddy buddies with him, but having a conversation
00:40:17with him, out of respect, I really don't care.
00:40:20The only girl I know that hangs out with him is Bella.
00:40:22If she is going to continue on building a relationship with my ex, then I don't think
00:40:27that's a girl's friend.
00:40:29The only thing that had bothered me was, like, yesterday.
00:40:31I feel like she was, like, so quick to, like, defend Charlie's, like, actions.
00:40:35I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts was ever a way to, like, bring you down.
00:40:41Don't even, like, join in the conversation if you're gonna, like, invalidate my feelings.
00:40:45Yeah, yeah, I see what you're saying.
00:40:46If you're trying to, like, validate the people who are hurting me over, like, my feelings,
00:40:52especially in a moment where I was clearly, like, not having an easy time,
00:40:58that kind of shows me where you stand.
00:41:00It's all about respect, and, yeah, it's not that fucking deep,
00:41:05but I don't even care how deep it is.
00:41:07It could be a fucking centimeter, and if I feel a way about it, I feel a way.
00:41:10Valen, did you lose the ball?
00:41:12I did.
00:41:13Damn, girl.
00:41:18What a good day of golfing, huh?
00:41:20Thank you guys so much for today.
00:41:23I felt like it was really refreshing, and honestly, like, I needed this.
00:41:28I felt like, you know, I was just a little sister here today.
00:41:31I feel like I'm kind of a little excluded sometimes by some of the girls.
00:41:37Why do you feel that way, Bella?
00:41:38I think coming out of the villa, I was friends with everybody.
00:41:42But I think wanting to be friends with everybody almost creates a division in everybody else's minds.
00:41:52For me, I'm the type of person who I will always try to make everybody feel included.
00:41:57If you guys haven't been able to tell, you know?
00:41:59I always want everybody there.
00:42:01The more, the merrier.
00:42:02And I'm just never that thought for other people.
00:42:07I have a hard time there.
00:42:08And I honestly think that comes from some other deep-rooted issues that I've dealt with growing up
00:42:14and dealing with people just kind of dropping me as a friend.
00:42:21I mean, I come from a family of eight kids, but it was pretty much just me and my brothers
00:42:28for a long time.
00:42:30I've got three other sisters, but they kind of live their own lives, so.
00:42:34Really?
00:42:35Yeah, and they kind of casted me aside a little bit, so.
00:42:39To me, like, in my eyes, of course, like, I'm a great friend.
00:42:43Like, why doesn't anybody want to be friends, you know?
00:42:46Anyways, yeah, it's just, it's tough, I guess.
00:42:51You always got an invite with me.
00:42:52You can always kick it with us.
00:42:54I appreciate that.
00:42:56Just being included by the guys does make me feel so much better.
00:43:00I don't feel like I'm cast aside or cast away.
00:43:03You know, they let me in on their jokes.
00:43:06This helped fill my cup today, guys.
00:43:08Cheers to that.
00:43:11Bella and the boys.
00:43:13I feel like, do we need to give him a present?
00:43:16Look!
00:43:17Looky!
00:43:17I don't know much about girls, but I'm clearly not good at it.
00:43:21What's up, sexy ladies?
00:43:23Hi, it's Eew, Eew, Eew!
00:43:25Hi, guys!
00:43:25I think that we should call Iris.
00:43:28Okay.
00:43:29Because it's already getting pretty late.
00:43:31Yeah.
00:43:31I think we need to set up and she's still not bad.
00:43:33And we need to set up and she's still not bad.
00:43:33Oh, yeah.
00:43:34I miss her.
00:43:34I miss her for, like, five minutes.
00:43:36Literally.
00:43:36No even.
00:43:37I'm gonna call her.
00:43:39Hi, princess!
00:43:40Aww, you look so gorgeous!
00:43:42You look so cute!
00:43:43So cute!
00:43:43I'm tied up right now because I had to pick up the other stuff, the clothes and stuff,
00:43:47but I have it right here.
00:43:48Okay.
00:43:48Okay.
00:43:49I'm gonna come back and help them set up.
00:43:51The vendors?
00:43:52I need you guys to help to, like, let them in and, like, set up.
00:43:54Okay, okay.
00:43:55It's gonna be freaking amazing and I'm so excited.
00:43:59Last thing, do not let TJ see anything.
00:44:02I'm gonna be like, TJ, what the fuck are you on about?
00:44:04You're not that special.
00:44:08Hello?
00:44:10All right, guys, so are we going to start setting up?
00:44:15Hey, I am dead.
00:44:16Girl!
00:44:16These balloons are bigger than me!
00:44:18They want you to, like...
00:44:19They're just suffocating.
00:44:20You need help?
00:44:22Hey, Hannah, make sure you're in the bottom.
00:44:24You got the nice fish?
00:44:25Yeah.
00:44:25I'mma do it just like that, da, da, da, da.
00:44:30Just like that, da, da, da.
00:44:31Do you guys think Iris is almost here?
00:44:33Oh!
00:44:34Oh!
00:44:36Oh!
00:44:36Oh!
00:44:37Oh!
00:44:37Oh!
00:44:37Oh!
00:44:37Oh!
00:44:39Oh my God!
00:44:39Oh my God!
00:44:40Oh my God!
00:44:41This is the party decorations, hey, he's 42!
00:44:46Oh!
00:44:49Oh!
00:44:50Oh!
00:44:51Oh!
00:44:53Oh!
00:44:54Oh!
00:44:54Oh!
00:44:54Oh!
00:44:55Oh!
00:44:56Oh!
00:44:57Oh!
00:44:59Oh!
00:45:01Oh!
00:45:01Can I have a first hug?
00:45:07Yeah, come with me. All right, I'll see you guys.
00:45:13Shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
00:45:15You have to put this on. Are you dead ass? Yes.
00:45:18These are noise canceling. Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
00:45:21Just put this on.
00:45:24Can you see anything? How many fingers are we holding up?
00:45:26Uh, three. Okay.
00:45:28Lay down. This way. Come here.
00:45:30On the pillow. Like you're going to bed.
00:45:35Wait a second. What is going on?
00:45:36There's cameras everywhere.
00:45:39Iris, what are you doing?
00:45:40Put this on. Yo. No, TJ.
00:45:42I'm not easily satisfied.
00:45:53Iris, I swear to God, what are you doing?
00:45:56Just leave it.
00:45:58What are you doing right now?
00:46:10Put this on. Yo. No, TJ.
00:46:13I'm not going to lie, this is weird as fuck.
00:46:18Oh my God, whenever I think about the 80s,
00:46:20I just be thinking about that chuggy move, that buggy move.
00:46:24Just like, uh, uh.
00:46:2780s. Um, hair. Hairspray.
00:46:31Eyeshadow.
00:46:31To be honest, I had to borrow clothes and I basically looked like I was in the 90s.
00:46:35They wore lime green thongs, like I'm wearing right now.
00:46:39Obviously, as you can tell by the swagger, I'm trying to mix whatever I got going on with the 80s
00:46:43right now.
00:46:44I'm just throwing a bucket hat.
00:46:45I'm lost as shit in this 80s party.
00:46:48Don't hate on the fucking way.
00:46:50Yeah.
00:46:51Oh, I'm hating.
00:46:51He's a blonde baddie, man.
00:46:57You guys are ready to go.
00:46:58Let's go.
00:46:59Let's go.
00:47:03This is some bullshit.
00:47:05I genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video.
00:47:08That's what it looks like.
00:47:09It's so TJ Brandon.
00:47:11What is going on right now?
00:47:14Can I take this off?
00:47:17What the fuck?
00:47:19What are you wearing?
00:47:22I have an outfit for you too.
00:47:24Wait, what is this for?
00:47:26This is yours, so you need to change into this.
00:47:29I don't question it.
00:47:31Just, just, just, just.
00:47:32The second we make eye contact, happy birthday.
00:47:35One, two, three.
00:47:49Oh, shit.
00:47:50Is this a birthday date?
00:47:51Yeah.
00:47:51Oh, shit.
00:48:04Yeah, hold on.
00:48:05Oh, shit.
00:48:06Oh, shit.
00:48:08Yo, wait, limbo, limbo, limbo.
00:48:10Hold it up to one another band.
00:48:13Oh, shit.
00:48:13We're trying to get away into the night.
00:48:16And then you put your own around me and I'm telling you to go around and let you stay.
00:48:27We in the villa, looking like colors, not Michael Jackson, but we in a thriller.
00:48:33You already know this is for TJ's.
00:48:36TJ's, there ain't no BJ's.
00:48:38Hey!
00:48:39I'm so tired.
00:48:39I'm so tired.
00:48:41We in the villa, looking like colors, not Michael Jackson, but we in a thriller.
00:48:49I always did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday.
00:48:52Yo, thank you guys for coming.
00:48:54Appreciate it.
00:48:56I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good.
00:48:58I can see you in the next Kendall movie.
00:49:00Yeah, yeah?
00:49:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:49:01Do I look like a gangster with this shit?
00:49:03For sure, bro.
00:49:04You do?
00:49:05This is like an action film.
00:49:06You're using a chain.
00:49:07A chain like Charlie's.
00:49:09Oh, yeah.
00:49:09I need a big one.
00:49:10I would like to sit down.
00:49:11Let's go.
00:49:15Can you hold me?
00:49:16I can hold you.
00:49:18Ah!
00:49:29My 5'5 ass is like...
00:49:31You snort?
00:49:33Sometimes.
00:49:33You know that already.
00:49:35That was cute.
00:49:35I didn't take the time to kiss Coco or go after her because there's a time and place for everything.
00:49:39And when you have that first kiss, you want to feel it, like, going into it.
00:49:44When you look into somebody's eyes, you're like, okay, I'm about to kiss her.
00:49:46Like, I didn't get that yet.
00:49:47Like, I can tell we're almost there, but we're not there yet.
00:49:56Can I sit here with you guys?
00:49:57Of course.
00:49:58Yes, baby, baby.
00:49:59We all are three girls that just need to be proposed to.
00:50:02Oh, that we are.
00:50:03So, you know that thing where you are scared about marrying the wrong person?
00:50:08Like, you know, that's an actual phobia?
00:50:09Yeah.
00:50:10I feel like I had that phobia.
00:50:14Oh, steal that air guitar.
00:50:15But with TJ, I feel like he's actually, like, the guy that I've been looking for and been wanting.
00:50:24See, that's good because I don't have that fear because I think being an ex-wife is kind of, like,
00:50:28chic.
00:50:28Ex-wife is kind of fire.
00:50:30It's kind of chic.
00:50:30Yeah, that's my ex-husband.
00:50:32Fuck you, ex-husband.
00:50:39You know what?
00:50:40I actually like how rough that was.
00:50:42It just feels authentic.
00:50:44Bella is such a sweetheart, but she's also, like, not a pushover.
00:50:47I like that about her.
00:50:48And I feel like we recently have, like, gotten a little closer.
00:50:52So, I was one of the boys for the day.
00:50:54Here you are.
00:50:55And I'm telling you, the energy, it wasn't, like, there was no feeling of exclusion in the air at all.
00:51:04I'm like, where's all my friends?
00:51:06You look good as fuck.
00:51:07Good outfit choice.
00:51:09I wish there was more room than this.
00:51:12Hi, love.
00:51:14You guys are great.
00:51:15So good, yeah.
00:51:16What's going on with y'all?
00:51:17Shut it up.
00:51:18Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about not feeling as included in this whole
00:51:26group dynamic.
00:51:27Yeah.
00:51:27Oh, gosh, no.
00:51:29No, don't.
00:51:30No, she's not.
00:51:31Delilah Kendall.
00:51:36I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time.
00:51:40I'm feeling the same thing.
00:51:42I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:51:44I mean, they're having a group conversation right now, and none of them are asking where we are or for
00:51:49us to join.
00:51:51Will you marry?
00:51:52Yes.
00:51:52I knew it.
00:51:58Keep my wife's name out your goddamn mouth.
00:52:02Yeah, I hope you saw that.
00:52:04The motion of the ocean, baby.
00:52:09She's out here!
00:52:13I'm not trying to, like, start something that's not there, but it's hard to see them laughing and, like, they're
00:52:18literally, like, laughing and having a really good time.
00:52:20And, like, I wish we could all share that together.
00:52:22It's difficult because, you know, every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you closest with?
00:52:27Amaya, Hannah, Iris.
00:52:29Yeah.
00:52:31And if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they would ever, like, mention my name out.
00:52:48Every person used to ask me, you know, who are you closest with?
00:52:51You know, Amaya, Hannah, Iris.
00:52:54And if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they would ever, like, mention my name out.
00:53:01For a long time, I was only closest with Hannah.
00:53:03Right.
00:53:04When we left the villa, I thought we had a really good friendship.
00:53:07Then, you know, Hannah, her and Iris got really close.
00:53:10They would go and hang out.
00:53:11We're all in L.A.
00:53:12And I would never get a call to hang out with them.
00:53:15It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:53:16And I always try to include them.
00:53:18And it just hasn't been reciprocated.
00:53:20Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa.
00:53:24I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off.
00:53:27But it does make me really sad.
00:53:30And I feel like there's been just a stop to it.
00:53:33Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people.
00:53:38Like, I wonder if she's even noticed.
00:53:40I thought that this trip would kind of, like, feel like summer camp.
00:53:43I had high hopes.
00:53:45Like, bring us all back together.
00:53:46And it's hard to see.
00:53:48The fact that we're CASA girls, I don't think that we share the same relationship.
00:53:55Like, we all want to be cool girls.
00:53:57We are cool girls.
00:53:58So, to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler, it doesn't feel good.
00:54:05I just think, like, they've got each other and they're good.
00:54:07And they don't, they're not looking to, like, build more friendships.
00:54:12But it's hard because, like, we already had that, like, those friendships.
00:54:15Right.
00:54:16They already insisted.
00:54:17Yeah.
00:54:17Especially with you.
00:54:18Yeah.
00:54:18The vibe I get from him is, like, you can't sit with us.
00:54:21Yes, that's how it feels.
00:54:23Exactly.
00:54:24Oh, I had a really deep talk with Charlie.
00:54:26Just about everything he's been going through and, you know, trying to get a visa and his
00:54:29grandparents and the journey he's been on.
00:54:32I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that.
00:54:35So, I just gave him grace.
00:54:36Wait, he, he, his grandparents?
00:54:38He lost two of his, he lost, um, two of his grandparents within six months.
00:54:42Oh, right.
00:54:43Yeah.
00:54:43I'll give Charlie grace because I understand.
00:54:46It can be difficult, especially when everything's chaotic and a mess.
00:54:50But we all go through things.
00:54:52I just don't think it's an excuse to be, like, a shit person.
00:55:02I just killed it tonight.
00:55:07But it means a lot when everyone could come together and we could celebrate something.
00:55:11Like, just being in this house alone with everyone, you know, brings some good times
00:55:15and memories back.
00:55:17I'm just grateful that we could all be together and celebrate.
00:55:20It means a lot.
00:55:21So cute.
00:55:22See you next time.
00:55:27Come on, come on.
00:55:28Let's go.
00:55:29All right.
00:55:29Bye, girl.
00:55:30Good night, bro.
00:55:31See you next time.
00:55:31Bye, bye.
00:55:32You guys are moving on.
00:55:33I'm going to get you on.
00:55:34Yeah.
00:55:35Do you want to come?
00:55:36Okay, I'm going to get you on.
00:55:37Good night, love.
00:55:41Put your love on me.
00:56:10Are you okay?
00:56:11Yeah, you're good.
00:56:12Are you good?
00:56:13Yeah.
00:56:14I'm sad.
00:56:15I'll be leaving you today.
00:56:16It's our last day here.
00:56:18Oh.
00:56:18Ass out, stuns out.
00:56:22Let's do it.
00:56:24I just want to get that drive home.
00:56:26I don't know if I'm...
00:56:27I don't know if I'm...
00:56:28It might be traffic.
00:56:31Hello.
00:56:33Hi, babe.
00:56:33Hi, sugar.
00:56:34What are you doing?
00:56:35Chilling in a floatie.
00:56:38I wanted to give you an update.
00:56:40That you've been a busy girl?
00:56:41Busy woman.
00:56:43So at dinner, I told Charlie, like, not to go on podcasts talking about me anymore.
00:56:47And I felt like maybe there was, like, some resolve.
00:56:50At least, like, you know, obviously we're not going to be, like, best buds.
00:56:54But, like, cordial, you know?
00:56:56Especially if I'm going to have to be in situations where he's around.
00:56:58I don't hold grudges.
00:57:00Once it's, like, done and it's spoken about, there's no reason for me to, like, loiter on it
00:57:05and, like, try to be, like, make myself more upset.
00:57:07I think that does not help my anxiety.
00:57:10The past is in the past.
00:57:11Let it go.
00:57:12I don't have to see you ever again in my life if I don't want to.
00:57:15And that's all.
00:57:16I will say, by the end of the night, I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs.
00:57:20It's less awkward.
00:57:26Ah!
00:57:26I hope you saw that.
00:57:27The motion of the ocean, baby.
00:57:30But, like, also, I don't need to be friends with him.
00:57:33I don't really care.
00:57:34But, like, I don't want to feel, like, awkward every time he's around, you know?
00:57:39Yeah, so you don't need to be his friend, but you don't need to be his enemy either.
00:57:41Yeah.
00:57:45Today is the last day.
00:57:47We're all together.
00:57:48Wait, that's so sad.
00:57:48I know.
00:57:54Y'all ready to go?
00:57:55It's like herding turtles.
00:57:56Come on.
00:57:56It's like my baby's working.
00:57:58I'm going to drop safe.
00:58:03I want to have a baby.
00:58:05You want to have a baby?
00:58:06Yeah.
00:58:07I just want to hold one.
00:58:09I am going to.
00:58:10No, it's good.
00:58:11I'm manifesting.
00:58:14Right, people.
00:58:15I'm going to bounce.
00:58:16The difficult conversations, they've got to be hard.
00:58:19If you can communicate the uncomfortable stuff, then you're obviously making progress.
00:58:24You're breaking through.
00:58:25You're not bad blood.
00:58:27I'll lay down.
00:58:28I'll see you tomorrow.
00:58:29Yeah.
00:58:30See you tomorrow.
00:58:31Yeah, for a flight.
00:58:31Thank you for being here.
00:58:33Good night.
00:58:33I'm safe.
00:58:34Bye.
00:58:34No worries, no worries.
00:58:35It was really, it was really, really nice to see you.
00:58:37We'll see you soon, okay?
00:58:39Bye, Charlie.
00:58:40Take care.
00:58:41Good night.
00:58:42Aw.
00:58:43Charlie's face.
00:58:44That brings me so much joy.
00:58:45Not to see them on good terms, but just be like, yo, a lot of shit happens.
00:58:49It's good.
00:58:50There's still respect for each other because of what we went through together.
00:58:53So they hug and he leaves.
00:58:55I'm just like, you know what I'm saying?
00:58:56I felt a little proud I helped out a little bit have fun be safe. I feel that me and
00:59:01Charlie can be civil
00:59:02I don't want to like be his best friend, but being in a room together. It's not doesn't have to
00:59:06be weird
00:59:07That's it London man is out. You know it was rough before it got smooth
00:59:12But seeing Hannah and Charlie hug goodbye on the last day is exactly what this is about
00:59:19Charlie has left the villa
00:59:29I
00:59:30Next time on love island beyond the villa I thought why not bring a white Christmas to LA
00:59:40I just want to know why the fuck you lying on my name, bro
00:59:43Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party. I'm gonna walk away. This
00:59:48is too much
00:59:48I just
00:59:51How you like in LA? I like it a lot. I definitely put me in for compromising
00:59:57You know me want to be country her want to be city. I'm really close to Austin
01:00:00I don't know what's going on with us right now. Wait, has you not been talking to rave since July?
01:00:08I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe. I've said that multiple times
01:00:14Why are you making it so hard
01:00:16You
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