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Love Island Beyond the Villa S02E08 The Cant Be Friends Zone 1 H 264
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00:08¡Gracias!
00:30Let's do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:33We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:36I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:43I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya. How are you?
00:51Hi. Sorry.
00:52Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone
00:59if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:04Jeez.
01:05Hey, y'all. I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair.
01:11So you pick the name.
01:14Grayson.
01:15Are you good, though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody,
01:38including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:54I'm not thinking, mm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days, and, like, the times that we are together,
02:11maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:31And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:41We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:47I'm not gonna be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:51Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, that's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling the Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:01Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to, obviously, be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
03:08be friends with Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker, but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend,
03:22so she's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:36Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:37Yeah.
03:37Not...
03:38I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40They don't want to be, like, your friend because of mine, obviously.
03:43Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:51Like, we not over here talking shit on him or, like, don't want to be around him, like...
03:54I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not... I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out
04:02of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys.
04:28And it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you. I think you all are great people.
04:35But I have my own things to deal with.
04:39I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present.
04:46But it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:50People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:05You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't gotta be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:18You know, it's just, like, be a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word.
05:25So it's two-way street.
05:26But that's what I'm saying.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We connected her. I can't say, what's up? Nothing. She looked away.
05:32What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:45Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:00I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their bodies.
06:11Why do you feel isolated? Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone and, like, there are also others that don't do that well
06:22at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone, that's singling me out.
06:29It's also putting other people here and other people here when you could raise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other. Simple as that.
06:40I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:43But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs. That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend. Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh. I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:57but I think she always tries to bring everybody together
08:01and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing
08:08is on the withhold right now because of the friendships
08:11and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason
08:21that I had been in the same spaces in the same rooms as your exes
08:25is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:28I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it,
08:33but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Bryan.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya. I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup,
08:47I was supposed to have a brand deal with Bryan for $20,000,
08:50and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her,
08:56and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:59I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not, like,
09:11completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's gonna push a mean girl narrative
09:15that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just... I have a flight, and I'm gonna leave.
09:20You can leave. That's fine.
09:22Goodnight, everyone.
09:29Exhibit A.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out,
09:38it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
09:42She does have a flight, though.
09:44But, like, that doesn't feel good to just get up
09:45while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad, and I'm not somebody that's, like,
09:55when I'm having a hard time,
09:56I can fake it with a smile on my face,
09:58and that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess,
10:02but I just kind of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say I agree.
10:26I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say I agree.
10:28I'm not standing for that.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much
10:29because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
10:36and I give her so much grace,
10:38but I'm not part of the situation,
10:40and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel
10:43because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything, like,
10:55to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know. I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling now? How are you feeling?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night. Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16Or catch-all.
11:18Come on, get your ass out.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:25I feel like I'm turning you into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like,
11:31that's me, a volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You've seen Sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
11:36And if everyone fucking hates me,
11:37at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:45We're tired, sweet air.
11:47One breeze, not a single care.
11:50Deep blue.
11:51Oh, it's done.
11:52And I feel like I'm in the air.
11:53Brrr.
11:54Big brrr.
11:55Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
11:57I wouldn't want to miss.
12:00Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
12:02I'm feeling quite like this.
12:06Hmm.
12:08Isn't it so pretty?
12:09It is.
12:10You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we're gonna have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery
12:23before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:27So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York and I like L.A., but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home, continue to work towards the goals I had for myself before all
12:45of this was introduced.
12:46The life coaching in school and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just gonna stay in North Carolina, travel to New York and L.A. for work, and I'm going to
12:56continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So, with content creation, social media, this will all help me be able to pay for school and be comfortable
13:07in doing that.
13:08I think you got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:13I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:20Clark decided to stay in North Carolina.
13:24Showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture and not just trying to, you know, live in
13:27the moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of a slower pace.
13:32Not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:37A sip scene.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:49Yeah.
13:50Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs.
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed.
13:56That, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:59They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe,
14:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much more.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my texts with Grayson.
14:30December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah.
14:32And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:35Did you guys squash it?
14:36I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in, like, you know,
14:44because what was I doing the night of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home,
14:50and I still made it a point to make sure she was still okay.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them,
15:03and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back and always listening to me
15:13and always being there for me and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:18And I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:21I love you, too.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody,
15:40and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love Iris!
16:19I like Spider-Man!ấn
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21:41que no lo que se muestran en el momento de que no hay.
21:45No quiero nada,
21:49especialmente...
21:50Brian.
21:53Boundaries, confusión,
21:54a destruir esta hermosa historia que hay que ahora mismo.
21:59Dije un abrazo en Palm Springs, ¿verdad?
22:01¡Ahí, boom!
22:02¡Ahí está!
22:03¿Cómo se ha en el amor?
22:05¿Good?
22:05¡Muy bien!
22:07No, no, no, no.
22:09No, no, no, no, no.
22:11We know that like we we both went through that like with the villa thing
22:14I'm not trying to say that you came in there with a tension of trying to be malicious or anything
22:19like that
22:19But what I'm saying is that before we were just saying hi keeping it casual
22:24But now as my relationship is progressing it's like I don't even want to say hi to you
22:28And that's fine I was just confused
22:29You're the one that pulled me for a trad right now
22:31No I know just because it was like this is the last day on the trip
22:33Like I was just confused as in like if I really OD'd, disrespected it or something like that
22:37That is being disrespectful
22:38Okay then I apologize for that that won't happen again
22:41Well you go that way I'll go this way and that's cool like that's what it is
22:45That's literally what it is
22:46Yes
22:46It's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect her relationship
22:50Uh I hope that works out like I really do have wished her nothing but the best
22:56God bless
22:57God bless
23:01That is literally the clarity I need book is closed
23:05And it's sent away
23:06I'm happy that that was clear a lot whatever the fuck happened right there
23:10Yeah
23:11Because motherfucker don't even fucking come near me
23:13Yeah
23:13Are you crazy?
23:14You see how long my motherfucking hair is?
23:16When I flip it that's how far you gotta stay back away from you
23:19Back the fuck up from me and my wee bitch
23:23What the fuck
23:27Can I jump and go?
23:28Yeah he needs something
23:29Okay no
23:30Christopher please be careful do you have gloves?
23:32No let me gloves
23:33I'm such a mom let me just relax
23:36He's nuts
23:37He's literally nuts
23:39No
23:42Shit's so weird bro
23:44He was like I've always been clear we're friends
23:46What he said that?
23:47Yeah I'm like I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit
23:50The day before the bar he kissed me
23:53Yeah
23:53I never said that to make him look bad
23:55Yeah
23:55So how you
23:58Gotcha
23:58Oh my god
24:00Too late
24:01Okay I'm your best friend
24:02But you kissed me two days ago
24:04But not only just kissing me
24:06But also being all over me
24:09I think he's trying to protect his image
24:13You've never escalated it
24:14Even though we're flirting
24:16At the end of the day like I know we're just friends
24:17I'm not gonna like do something to jeopardize that
24:20Has she ever tried to escalate things with you?
24:24No
24:24I have all the test messages
24:26It's always him testing me
24:27I'm like if we're friends we don't need to talk every day
24:29He's like hey just checking on you
24:31Don't fucking check on me
24:31Yeah
24:32Me and Tito are friends
24:33He's not checking on me
24:34You should sometimes
24:37I'm ready
24:40I just graced it with my life
24:42I forgot how to start it already
24:43I'm not even gonna hold you
24:44I forgot how to start it already y'all
24:46Keep walking over here
24:47Okay
24:49You're talking
24:50Yeah
24:51Bye
24:54This is getting dilla all over again
24:56At the end of the day
24:57I think that when you use words and say things like
25:00I let you or I allow you
25:03It gives a false perception
25:04That it was one-sided
25:06I never said that
25:08I said you're always the one
25:09To initiate everything
25:11And I follow
25:13Like I do it back
25:42Yeah that feels like different than like mutual though
25:49At first I didn't understand where Anjun is coming from because I was like I'm telling you we're just friends
25:54how are you getting mixed signals but if I'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not
25:58just friends that's how you get mixed signals
26:01Come on
26:01Come on
26:02Come on
26:02Come on
26:03It's my hair messed up I can't even see anything
26:05I can't even see you
26:06What are you gonna do?
26:08Shit
26:08She knows the type of conversation we need to have
26:10She's already texting me this morning crying
26:12We don't need to do this if you don't want to
26:14She was basically giving me an out
26:15Like dead ass she gonna take that shit bad either way
26:17But how would you plan to do it in the first place?
26:19Off camera
26:20Coco
26:20He keeps telling me to do it off camera like talk to her off camera
26:24I know my boy Chris is scared to talk to Coco because he's scared that Courtney might come
26:30out but I think he should just rip the bandaid off instead of like having it lingered on because
26:34As long as it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore the real Courtney gonna
26:40come out
26:40I hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse
26:43Respect your wishes because if you don't she'll get more mad at you for not respecting her wishes
26:46That's what I'm saying
26:48Okay all right guys I'm ready to go back to be honest with you
26:51Yeah
26:53I'm starving
26:54I'm cold
26:58I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully
27:02I really had such a great time
27:04It was so fun
27:10Time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here
27:18Oh my god it's time to go back home
27:25I didn't even get to wear my fur
27:29Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end
27:32I feel like the division just grew more prominent
27:37And I hate that for us
27:43Guys quick we're gonna miss the sunset
27:47I had a great time in Tahoe
27:49There were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird but we're a big family at the end
27:56of the day we went through a very unique experience together and I'm just so happy to have these friendships
28:14I think we got a good this is eight bars from last time and I think we got a nice
28:22little record here honestly
28:24I'm excited
28:25My team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer because we want to make sure that
28:31all of the girlies all the papayas are you know what the dads could dance to it too
28:35Want a taste of this papaya come and sip it up
28:49Since you were sick in Tahoe did you even get to talk to Grayson?
28:52Wait how was that for you though seeing her?
28:54It was fine
28:54We're both just kind of at the understanding now it's just not like gonna happen
28:59You're gonna kick with her?
29:00Oh yeah like I mean she's a really great friend you know what I mean?
29:05Andrina just texted me
29:06What did Andrina say?
29:08I love you I miss you where you at?
29:11No I'm just kidding
29:11I'm gonna give it ten minutes till the flight and stuff
29:13Fuck off
29:14Want a taste of this papaya come and sip it up
29:22Are you ready?
29:24Yeah
29:24Uh
29:25Yeah
29:26Do the ball shake
29:28Do the ball shake
29:29Do the ball shake
29:29Thank you
29:30Enjoy
29:31Listen up gather round
29:33We be working
29:33Working
29:34All day every day
29:35Yeah we be working
29:36Working
29:38What's up brother?
29:39How we doing bro?
29:40Good to see you bro
29:41Long time no see
29:41My name is Nick Vance
29:43I'm from Jacksonville Florida
29:44You might know me from season seven Love Island
29:52I'm a mom
29:54Mamacita
30:01Quick hurry up get in
30:03What the fuck?
30:05You might not
30:06And if you don't
30:08My name is Nick Vance
30:09Cheers bro
30:10Good to see you man
30:11You as well
30:12How's wifey?
30:13How's life you?
30:14Great bro
30:14We're now dating and everything so
30:16Sick
30:17Yeah I've been staying with her for a little while
30:19I'm with Jeremiah all the time
30:20I'm with Hannah, Iris
30:21Pepe all the time?
30:22No he honestly hasn't been showing up
30:24Really?
30:25Is there beef?
30:26There's a bunch of stuff he said
30:27Took away from Iris and I's relationship
30:29But uh
30:30We're not on the same page
30:32We uh
30:33You know we'll just
30:34We're just not gonna be friends
30:36I'm not that surprised
30:37That you know that there's tension
30:38Since the beginning of time
30:40Girls will make men go crazy
30:42Pepe and I are boys
30:43I just support both of my boys at the end of the day
30:46Like I stay out of it
30:47Where'd you get that thing bro?
30:49Well Andrew got it for me for Christmas
30:50Oh really?
30:50That's fire
30:51Bro he's dancing
30:52He's dancing
30:52I gave her a present and um
30:54I like filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever
30:56And people started like crashing out like
30:59Why?
30:59The I guess like the Louis box was
31:01It was small
31:02Oh
31:03But like people were like
31:04Oh like he didn't get her shit
31:06Yeah yeah yeah
31:06Oh my god
31:08I got her something good but
31:09That's like some of the toughest things
31:11Yeah
31:12Like since the villa
31:13Like dealing with the public
31:14And like everyone watching everything
31:16And like having an opinion
31:17I think it's like
31:17It's crazy
31:18Yeah
31:19Cause like you kinda control like
31:20The narrative in a little bit of a way
31:22Like I only let people see like 10%
31:25I think there is some things that we keep private
31:28But we post every day basically
31:30It's just a part of our daily life
31:31So the public knows
31:33Majority of what's going on in our lives
31:35So I saw
31:36Alandria went to the Golden Globes
31:40Yeah yeah
31:41You couldn't make it or something?
31:43I never got the invite in the mail
31:44Oh yeah?
31:44Oh shit
31:44Cause my car kept moving
31:46That's my home address
31:47Yeah yeah
31:48No but next year
31:49I really wanna get into acting
31:51And like
31:51Yeah
31:52What's your plans?
31:52You think you're moving out here or anything?
31:54I don't know like
31:55The DJing's so time consuming
31:57And like
31:57I go back and forth every other day
31:59It's
32:00Dude I've been
32:01I've been debating it for
32:02Forever
32:03But I don't know
32:04It's kinda not my vibe
32:05Here?
32:06Yeah
32:06You talk about long distance
32:08Like is that hard for you?
32:09Yeah I mean
32:10Like it's literally the opposite sides of the country
32:12Yeah
32:13What about you?
32:14She's in Houston
32:14So it's like
32:15Only two and a half hours away
32:17Oh yeah
32:17But at the same time
32:18It's like
32:19She is never in Houston
32:21And I'm never in Florida
32:22So it's like
32:23You guys are so busy and everything
32:24How do you make time for each other?
32:26It's rough
32:28I mean
32:28I'm in a club
32:29Like probably Wednesday through Saturday
32:31And she's 99% doing a shoot throughout the week or whatever
32:35But honestly our schedules have been like aligning up
32:38Oh really?
32:39Pretty nicely
32:39Like she coincidentally was in LA yesterday
32:42So we got dinner
32:43Chilled, kicked it
32:44Nice
32:45I mean you just pray that it aligns
32:47Iris and I are the same way
32:48But you know she has a lot more going on than I obviously do
32:51But I have more with like the real estate and the stuff over in Tampa
32:55So that's kinda like where we are like a little off schedule
33:01I've never really done a long distance relationship before
33:03So it's very new to me
33:05And there's a lot to learn
33:07And it's a lot to balance
33:09But Iris and I were making the long distance work
33:11I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day
33:14So when we are together
33:15We're making sure that it's quality time spent
33:18Good to see you bro
33:19Yeah
33:19Thank you for coming out
33:20Of course
33:38Honey I'm
33:39Hi!
33:40Oh you look good
33:41Yeah I like this necklace
33:43Thank you
33:44Thank you
33:45You look cute
33:50Thank you
33:52Thank you
33:52So you and TJ how are you guys doing?
33:55You guys said I love you like officially?
33:57Yeah we were in bed so I was like oh I love you
34:00Aw
34:01He's always there for me
34:02Like you know Sebastian like he's always like there for you
34:05And always has your back
34:06That's what we needed this whole time
34:09When are you going to Aruba?
34:10During Valentine's Day
34:12I told myself no more cold places
34:14I like Tahoe though
34:15It was beautiful
34:16It was really beautiful
34:17I was just going through it
34:19Yeah and I felt like everybody was kind of like attacking you
34:21The thing is I was just not having like I was not doing good
34:25And like I feel like that's okay
34:26I feel like my friends would like know that
34:30We know
34:31I just feel like people don't understand how I deal with things because it's different than the way that they
34:38deal with things
34:38Like I'm doing my best and it's just really hard that like I feel like everybody's just going against me
34:45I always say like you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want to be around
34:51you and the people that don't don't you know
34:52Yeah
34:53And like that's okay
34:54Doesn't this spot on my set kind of look like a penis?
34:58It does
34:59It does
35:00That one's a penis
35:01I was staring at her right now I was like
35:03I feel dirty
35:14So cute
35:23Hi baby
35:24How are you?
35:26How are you?
35:35Hi guys
35:36Hi
35:37You look good girl
35:38Yeah you look good
35:39I'm like a twilight vampire right now
35:41Come on
35:41Literally
35:42We love the little Edward moment though
35:44Um
35:45Oh
35:46We all got the same thing
35:48Thank you so much
35:48Thank you
35:50Wow these look good
35:51That breather was great right?
35:53Yeah I haven't really talked to many since the trip but I mean it's only been like a week so
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit but
36:01Yeah me too
36:02She was kind of nice she kind of was like in her corner a little bit
36:05I just wish there was like no animosity no tension
36:09Obviously like Hannah asked me so it's like if you're gonna ask me I have to speak on it
36:14I understand what you're saying but I'm also really happy that you did speak your mind because otherwise that's something
36:20that you would have been like holding in
36:22Yeah
36:24All of that aside have you spoke to Chris lately? How have you guys been?
36:30Girl
36:31Mmm
36:31I feel like
36:33Mmm
36:34What's that look?
36:36Don't piss me off
36:37I mean I sent him a message and I let him know that things are off
36:40I'm not sure why but if we need to call it quick we can
36:43Yeah
36:50I mean I sent him a message and I let him know that things are off
36:54I'm not sure why but if we need to call it quick we can
36:57Yeah
36:57You know so I was looking for him to fix it and it didn't feel like that
37:02It felt almost like a drag
37:04Yeah
37:05Felt like
37:06He was just sweeping out of the rug
37:08During the trip in Tahoe I realized I wasn't gonna get what I needed from him in a relationship
37:13There was still certain attentiveness that he lacked
37:16Hey watch my board bruh
37:18Watch the board?
37:19I gotta handle something
37:21Oh my god
37:23I'm having a hard time
37:25I'm not a baby but at the same time when I'm with a man I'm his baby
37:31So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
37:33We did it was very inconsistent communication
37:36And now we've kind of like called things off
37:39So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah we're done
37:43I don't like the story
37:44The ending was better in my head
37:47Girl me too but no babes
37:49I have a word
37:52I ain't going nowhere
37:53I know
37:54I know
37:55I know
37:56I ain't going nowhere
37:57I have a word
37:58Oh
38:00What's going on brother?
38:02What up Ryan?
38:02Big dog for a big guy
38:04I know
38:04Big guy
38:05We got boundaries brother
38:06Boundaries
38:08Hey hi
38:09Hi Maria how are you?
38:10Hi sorry no
38:12Oh you got makeup?
38:12No it's just that my relationship and boundaries
38:16Hey
38:17Hi that phone
38:18You stupid
38:20You good though?
38:21What's happening man?
38:22This is Koda bro
38:23Hi then Koda
38:24Koda's already tired?
38:26He went to the park earlier
38:27Yeah that's
38:28You done for the day huh?
38:29No
38:30Koda need to hop on the gluten free dairy free diet
38:34For a little bit out here that they do in LA
38:36He old for real?
38:37Yeah he about to be 8
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill
38:39That's what I'm saying bro like
38:41He not about to be shredded
38:43I'm going to be officially moved out here in February
38:46Word?
38:46Yeah
38:47Did you find a spot?
38:48Yeah
38:48Oh shit okay
38:49I went Hollywood
38:50Being in LA the past few months
38:52And going from the east coast to the west coast
38:55There's definitely been an adjustment
38:56But I can't lie
38:57I can't deny this weather and the views
39:00Yeah I'm loving Cali I'll say that
39:01It's just about that time
39:02All the brands and stuff work out here too so
39:05Yeah
39:06You want to chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah bro
39:08I think Koda need a break
39:11Huh Barry
39:11I'm hella excited bro moving out here
39:13Yeah me too bro
39:14And then going to spend the summer out here and stuff like that
39:16So
39:17How are you though bro since Tahoe?
39:19Since that whole situation and everything?
39:22Really good bro
39:23Really?
39:24Honestly
39:24Like that was like
39:26Cause obviously we left off like
39:28When we first talk it was cool and everything
39:30And then Tahoe kind of like everything switched
39:32Yeah
39:32But like it was more so like we're cordial
39:34Like that chapter's been closed
39:36I feel like I closed the chapter in some part of my life bro
39:39And I'm opening up a brand new chapter out here in LA
39:41Yeah
39:41Starting fresh and stuff like that so
39:43Yeah
39:43How you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot
39:47How's stuff with you and Koko?
39:50We're done
39:52Really?
39:53Yeah I told her we should just be friends bro
39:56I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has
39:59Just where I am in life right now bro
40:01Yeah
40:02I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done
40:07Koko was raised by a single dad
40:09And you know
40:09He instilled some expectations and treatment that you know
40:13A man should be giving her
40:14Which any dad should do
40:15I would do that for my own daughter
40:17I think when you're on the other side
40:19And you're actually dating the girl
40:20That has those expectations from her father
40:23I think it's a little tough
40:24What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping bro
40:31Another one bites the dust
40:32Wait so you guys are like
40:34Done
40:35You called it quits
40:36I gave him some space
40:37And then kinda reached out
40:39I kinda let him know like
40:40Hey I'm gonna keep it a band with you
40:42I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent
40:44In the beginning I feel like you were really
40:47Invested and excited to get closer to me
40:49But I feel like now I'm not really sure how you feel
40:52And then I go on Instagram and like he's outside
40:56With Brian
40:57He went to the club over the weekend without you?
41:01I was just like
41:02Oh well maybe he's just
41:04Dealing with whatever personal things he has going on
41:06And then I
41:06Dealing with it at the club?
41:08Go on Instagram and I'm like
41:08Oh you're at the club
41:10In a section
41:11You're outside
41:13And I'm inside waiting for your text
41:15Did you speak with him after the club?
41:18Or did you just see him in the club?
41:19I did, I did
41:19And say like
41:20Okay so you kinda confronted him about that
41:21I did, I sent him a message
41:22I know I kinda brought it up the other night
41:24But I'm bringing it up again
41:25Because it's kind of weighing on me
41:27I want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really really like
41:31And if this is truly not that
41:33We don't have to do this
41:34The reason he gave didn't feel legitimate
41:37And we both agreed like let's just call it a quid
41:39I really wish we would've just stayed friends
41:41He doesn't have the experience of having like a girlfriend right in front of him that
41:46He has to court regularly
41:48You know what I mean?
41:49Yeah
41:49I just don't have the energy to teach a 27 year old man how to do that
41:54No
41:55There's nothing wrong with that at all
41:57Like you know exactly what you want
41:59And if you weren't getting exactly what you want
42:02Like you're not trying to waste your time
42:04You're not trying to waste his time
42:05And it's not even a one
42:06It's just a bare minimum
42:07You know when you get to know somebody
42:09It's dating
42:10It's going out and like courting properly
42:12And like being attentive
42:14And like because you want to pay attention to what this person does
42:16And how this person is
42:18I just I require that kind of attentiveness
42:22Shay I mean you tried
42:24Yeah I did
42:25I really tried
42:26I stepped up romantically
42:30I handle situations in a grown manner in my opinion
42:34With me dating Coco for these last 2-3 months
42:37I think it gave me a new perception on what I want for my future
42:41It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate
42:45What I will put up with
42:47And what I will accept
42:49And also what I want going forward
42:51I think I need a day older
42:53Someone who's more established
42:55I want a queen bro I don't want a princess
42:58That make sense?
42:59Like I want my girl to have her own
43:01I want my girl to be established with her career
43:04And what she wants in life
43:05Knows what she wants and how she wants to go about it
43:08Like a real woman
43:11Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment
43:16All the time
43:17Damn sheesh
43:18That's really a lot fam
43:20Granted see how you feel bro
43:22Shit
43:23It didn't really work out
43:24I think for now it's single Chris all 26
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time
43:30What I want to do
43:31Where I want to go
43:31Okay
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open
43:33Riding dirty
43:34Yes
43:36Enough about me honey
43:37What?
43:38Y'all peep this off
43:39Oz what do you mean?
43:42Girl she talking about Austin child
43:45Oh boy
43:47You know seeing Austin post his relationship
43:51With the girl that he had told me
43:54He wasn't going in that direction with
43:56It was kind of a shock
43:59But at the same time
44:00No it wasn't
44:01Because I always knew that there was something going on
44:04He just kind of made me feel like I was crazy
44:06And it's like
44:09Baby I mean
44:09Clearly I wasn't
44:10Clearly she wasn't
44:12I really just want Austin to be happy
44:14And if this makes him happy
44:16Then I'm happy for him
44:18So I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him
44:21It was just kind of like
44:25People lost us
44:26And that's not our loss
44:28But we have each other
44:29And we found each other
44:30Yeah
44:30Through our hearts
44:32Yeah
44:33And like I'm so grateful
44:34Like I see you guys at my wedding
44:36Like I see you guys going through life experiences
44:38Stop I won't cry stop
44:39But do you know what I mean?
44:41Yeah
44:41Like you know it's really special
44:42Like and we're so lucky
44:43Because this is what we wanted through it
44:45You know
44:46And just because we didn't find it with everyone
44:48How lucky are we to have found it with even just us?
44:51Oof
44:52So don't cry
44:53Don't cry
44:56Don't cry
44:56That's when I came into the Love Island experience
44:59Like hoping for
45:02Girl
45:02You know
45:03Don't make me cry
45:04And
45:09Maybe we're silly
45:10For having our heart
45:12As much as we did
45:13But
45:14Yeah
45:14I'm just
45:14I'm glad
45:16Like
45:16At least we have each other
45:18No matter where you go
45:20You are never alone
45:37Oh my god damn
45:40This is way more work than I expected
45:44Aw
45:45My nursing graduation cat
45:47I'm gonna put this here for now
45:51Oh my gosh
45:53To finally be in my own place
45:56My own apartment
45:56My own castle
45:58It feels so free
46:00And Papa Papaya approves
46:03I don't like this
46:04It's like a flower
46:06Growing out of power shit
46:08I still can see the look in his face
46:11That he doesn't want to let his little papaya go
46:14But he does approve
46:15And he knows that I'm safe
46:17Which is the most important part
46:19This is crazy
46:20Like how much the lip gloss a girl needs
46:26Ahhhh
46:27I'm Miss Clarkies
46:30Amaya
46:31What's up baby girl
46:32I miss you
46:33I miss you more
46:35I'm at my castle
46:37And no matter how much I unpack bro
46:39The boxes just keep coming big
46:42It's like a bad nightmare
46:43There's always more
46:44There's more
46:45There's more
46:47But no honestly like I'm really happy that
46:50I just finally have a place where I could call home
46:53Just a place where I feel like I've worked for
46:56You know
46:57I'm so happy for you
46:59Oh my god
46:59Wait do you want to see
47:00Do you want to see the apartment?
47:02Did I show you?
47:02Yes
47:02Give me a tour
47:03Okay let me give you a tour
47:05This is one of my closets
47:06We're trying to do one of the sunset
47:08Period period
47:09This is the bathroom
47:10I'm going to make this into like
47:12Old Hollywood country style
47:14And I also have a balcony
47:16You can see the water
47:17Wait literally
47:18You can see the water from here
47:19And then that's the city
47:21Oh my god
47:23The fact that I'm here
47:24Been in my home together
47:25It's like wow
47:27I can't believe it
47:28I can't believe it
47:30I'm just very very proud of myself
47:31And I am happy to basically just make that little girl in me smile
47:36I just also wanted to say thank you
47:39You were such a great support system on this journey
47:42It really does mean a lot
47:43And I really do have a lot of love for you
47:45Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things
47:49And accomplish these crazy goals
47:51It's very motivating
47:53And I have so many things that I want to accomplish
47:55Putting myself back into the cheer world
47:57Owning multiple businesses
48:00And just continuing to grow into the best version of myself
48:05What's tea, what's next for Amaya Papaya?
48:10Um
48:11I'm just going to continue on following my journey
48:18I'm so proud of you
48:20You're doing big things
48:21And even bigger it's coming up
48:23They don't even know Amaya
48:25When somebody calls your name you just have to go for it
48:29You know?
48:29It's your passion
48:30This past year just taught me a lot of resilience
48:33And to keep on having faith
48:35And when life give you lemons make the fucking lemonade
48:38I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping
48:41Men who are gynecologist kind of freak me out
48:44You know I got a 97 on my vagina exam
48:48We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji
48:51But this ending is better
48:53Yeah
48:53This is so cute
48:54Will you be my girlfriend?
48:55Oh yes
48:56TJ
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be
48:59And look at us now
49:00Look at us now
49:01We made it
49:02We made it!
49:08Who is this?
49:11Taylor!
49:14Taylor!
49:15I never would have thought I could be doing long distance
49:18I don't think anybody would choose this
49:23It's strengthened our relationship
49:25It has made me more like hopeful for what the future looks like for us
49:32Christmas PJs to Friendsgiving
49:34My life in a year should have been my life over the span of like six years
49:40There are so many opportunities that lie ahead
49:42I want to travel the world, have fun, get married, and have babies
49:48You know I met somebody yesterday and she told me
49:51I'm gluten free
49:53Fuck is gluten
49:54My first time in the west coast was this past summer
49:56And now I'm moving here
49:57It's so crazy
49:59And this experience
50:00It forced me to change in a lot of ways
50:01That I needed to change
50:03And uh
50:03Hearing
50:07People like my mom say I changed
50:09It means a lot
50:14Neverending midnight
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy ass show and got you
50:21It means it
50:22And guess what?
50:24We have more crazy ass memories to be more made, okay?
50:26So get prepared
50:27Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up
50:32Neverending midnight
50:37Why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.
50:42Christmas!
50:45Tomorrow night, a new bomb soon enters the village
50:48Yeah guys, like I got a few properties
50:56That was good
50:58Yep
50:58Good day
50:59No
50:59No
50:59No
51:00No
51:01No
51:02No
51:02No
51:02No
51:02No
51:03No
51:04No
51:04No
51:04No
51:04Gracias.
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