00:07You never hold me back, I will say what I want
00:13You can say whatever you wanna say, so we go
00:20You don't know at this time, maybe when you find in my heart
00:25I want your love, I wanna know it all
00:36How do you initiate sex with a new partner?
00:41I mean, that's kind of a private question
00:46It's a bit embarrassing
00:49Whoa, it's way too soon for that kind of question
00:52Are you talking like, like, uh, uh
00:57So like when I first have sex with a new girl?
01:01When I have sex with a new guy?
01:03Hmm
01:07I always start with one night stands, preferably when I'm drunk
01:16It's been so long, I have no idea
01:18Hmm?
01:19Regrets when I wake up?
01:20Nope
01:22Why would I have regrets?
01:24Let, let me think about it a minute
01:26How do other people initiate it?
01:28Well, don't people start by kissing each other?
01:32A kiss is way too vague
01:34First, you both need to agree to it
01:36How do you agree to it?
01:37It's not like a business negotiation or something
01:39Hmm, it's just setting the right tone
01:42Fuck
01:45But not everyone feels the same way about it
01:47I know, it's a touchy subject
01:50Like, we might not feel the same as each other
01:52Can't have sex without even kissing
01:56Of course you wouldn't
01:58I hate complicated stuff
02:01If I want to get it on
02:02I just have to look at him and give him the signal
02:07If he gets the message, we go to town
02:09If not, well then we don't
02:10I haven't had sex in over two years
02:12But I'm still kicking
02:13It won't kill you
02:14I gotta say, I'm a big fan of kissing
02:17Yeah, me as well
02:19Sex I enjoy too
02:21Me too
02:22Is there someone out there who doesn't like kissing?
02:24I'm sorry, but who wouldn't like sex?
02:28I just asked him
02:29I was straightforward
02:30Oh god
02:31You have no idea how startled I was though
02:33It came up organically
02:34There's always a time and place, right?
02:36Oh yeah, they're
02:37They're an item
02:38So he's my cousin
02:39And also we work together
02:41And I know her as my cousin's girlfriend
02:44I'm friends with them both
02:45They've dated for what?
02:46Like 10 years?
02:47Or maybe 20?
02:48No, 5 years
02:49Anyway, I was the one who asked him first
02:51And I think it happened at exactly the right time and location
03:03So, hey
03:04Why do we always watch movies?
03:08When will we have sex?
03:10What?
03:13Uh, I...
03:20Popcorn!
03:23PopDC
03:32Yeah, I guess not for a while then
03:35Because now whenever we try to have sex
03:37I'll just be envisioning that popcorn
03:42Aww
03:43It's still so funny though
03:45I think of Kyung Jun every time I see popcorn
03:47So I pretty much directly asked her what she wanted
03:52Ah, I remember her wish list, hotel, white lisianthesis and a nice bottle of wine as old as they were.
03:58I was still in college back then.
04:00Yeah, he worked tons of part-time jobs so he could afford it all.
04:24Oh, sorry.
04:28Hey.
04:29Oh, my bad, my bad, my bad.
04:30Hyung-Joon, you need to unbutton me first.
04:34Oh.
04:34Yeah.
04:36Button.
04:37Oh yeah, now I see it.
04:39Got it unbuttoned.
04:57What?
05:01It's not funny.
05:11You're so cute.
05:12Let me just fix your hair.
05:18Cutie pie.
05:30Cutie pie.
05:33Hey.
05:35Hi.
05:56I don't know.
06:26I don't know.
07:00I don't know.
07:00That night, he was really clumsy and awkward.
07:03It was cute.
07:04I was a pro from the very start.
07:06He did a lot of research beforehand, but I could tell he was pretty lost.
07:09That day I found out that I'm like super good at it.
07:13We had such a night.
07:15He came up and asked, hey, you ever had sex before?
07:18He didn't give me anything useful.
07:20So I gave him tons of advice, taught him everything I knew.
07:22I guess you could say I was like his mentor.
07:25Why do guys brag and lie about sex so much?
07:28That's a turnoff for women.
07:29Hey, dummies, innocence isn't bad.
07:31It's hot.
07:32What's important to us girls isn't stamina, it's their soul.
07:35I totally agree with whoever said that.
07:37No way.
07:37I prefer stamina.
07:39The soul's invisible after all.
07:41Don't let them fool you.
07:42For women, soul's just code for your technique.
07:45Soul equals technique.
07:47Okay?
07:51I gave everything.
07:53I gave everything I had to her.
07:58Poor boy gave his body and soul to that chick.
08:02Okay.
08:33The waves are looking really good today.
08:37Let's get a sneak peek of that sky.
08:39Let's see.
08:44What?
08:46Where am I?
08:47But I'm...
08:49Yeah, no, I'm pretty sure I slept by the sea yesterday.
08:54Whoa, whoa, whoa.
08:56Who is that?
08:59A dream?
09:02Is...
09:04Baby, I would not lose you, too.
09:09Let me openly steal your heart, yeah.
09:14And you can take it, take it with you, said I want you.
09:21I said I want you.
09:22Come on out now.
09:23Driving practice.
09:24I want you to take it.
09:27Oh, man.
09:30Those faces.
09:31Baby, baby, baby.
09:32You're my love.
09:34Okay, so why am I here?
09:35I definitely got your permission.
09:37My permission for what?
09:38Baby, I'm probably...
09:48This is my lap, okay.
09:53I can't see shoes.
09:56I'm sorry.
10:06today right not fair i was half asleep that's cheating still answered me you said yes in your
10:14sleep god by the way how did you find this place i also practiced my driving here but the school
10:21closed and is private property now then what are we doing here it's a great place for practicing
10:25we should hurry then since i'm not a qualified teacher and we're trespassers
10:29you're fully awake right okay let's practice some driving hey you got this thing you just gotta get
10:37a grip uh i mean at this point i'm wide awake and all but you're awfully confident about this
10:45whole breaking the law thing what do i do for starters put on your seat belt now do you see
10:51the car key step on the brake and start the car yeah i knew that
10:58good now make sure to drive along the s-shaped line
11:02wait when did you find time to draw that come on let's go let's go
11:06most important thing is you need to make a big turn to keep the trailer inside the lines
11:10we're talking a big right turn at work keep driving this way all right turn coming up you're doing
11:16great you're on the line i said make a big turn what happened to that okay big turn make a
11:21big turn
11:22what the heck are you angry no i never get angry actually you just need to make another big turn
11:28is all i'm saying turn yeah turn yeah big turn you're doing great no no this time the turn was
11:36too big careful you cross the line it's too narrow i'm serious no it's not i drew it just like
11:42the
11:42driving test this actually isn't that hard see it's way too narrow no it's really not it's too narrow
11:47even for a motorcycle you're doing great i have a good feeling i think you'll pass what do you mean
11:57i'm not so sure about this anymore this is all really hard you did awesome i was a great teacher
12:02so i'm sure you'll pass get down wait what what's going on what we just broke the law back there
12:13trespassing on private property but you were totally okay with it when we were practicing how in the
12:18world would i be okay with it especially in front of the police uh can't believe that you and i
12:22both
12:23whoa whoa that's right there
12:27are you kidding me what are you oh for real now
12:34hey come here come here oh oh oh they were there right there i swear oh
12:44i'm sorry that really hurts my ears bleeding
13:02oh
13:04oh
13:05oh
13:05oh
13:05oh
13:05oh
13:08oh
13:08oh
13:08You're right, so I told them
13:16And no words said
13:21But I could tell
13:26Let all be your daughter now
13:40It needs to be burnable and slightly curved
13:42Oaks are going to be way too bumpy
13:50Can you pin a sheeting?
13:51Just leave it here
13:52I'll take care of it
13:53It's fine
13:53Now I want to do it
13:56Let's go
13:59Why did you name her dog?
14:01Maybe because she's a dog
14:05Come on, girl
14:06Let's go
14:21Hey, have some snacks
14:28We should wait
14:29Ben went to the bank
14:29Rawa went with him
14:31Those two went on a little date
14:33Now that we have the place to ourselves
14:35Let's eat some snacks and slack off
14:36Okay, sure
14:38You want to slack off?
14:41Then you know
14:43It's not really slacking off without beer
14:46I'll open it for you
14:47Okay
14:54Watermelon looks delicious
14:55For you
14:57Cheers
14:57Cheers
14:58Cheers
15:02Yeah
15:04Yeah
15:05Yeah
15:10When did you start making surfboards?
15:16About two years ago
15:17I started learning how to do it
15:18I picked up more and more each time I came
15:20And I'm still learning, honestly
15:23You come here a lot?
15:24I met Robert and Ben at Jeju Island
15:26Back when I was in college
15:27I hung with them quite a bit back then
15:29When they lived in Jeju
15:30But it's my first time visiting here
15:32I was busy with work
15:33Wow, you must have surfed for a long time
15:37It's that much fun?
15:39It's a blast
15:42But not everyone feels the same way
15:45Why?
15:46You saying you're interested?
15:50I'm going to try it once I feel up to it
15:51I really want to
15:52But you told Robert you're scared of water
15:56From now on
15:57I won't ever let myself be scared, embarrassed, or reluctant
16:01No longer doubtful and decisive or hesitant
16:03I decided not to be that anymore
16:06I'm slowly trying to cut down on speaking and thinking that way
16:09One day
16:10I'll stop saying I'm afraid, all right?
16:12Once you manage to do that
16:13I'll teach you how to surf
16:14Just say the word
16:15Okay
16:19You hear me?
16:20I wasn't hesitant just now
16:28How long are you planning to stay?
16:30I also stopped making plans
16:31So I don't know
16:33When did you get here?
16:35A month ago
16:36What did you do before coming here?
16:38Don't you have a job or a career to go back to?
16:41Don't ask
16:43I'll leave here thinking about what I'm going to do once I get back to Seoul
16:47Then maybe in Seoul, you and I can meet up
17:04What you doing?
17:06I think I'm not scared anymore
17:08That fear's conquered
17:09Congrats
17:11Now can you teach me how to surf?
17:12One, two, relax your arm
17:15You're doing great
17:17Awesome now
17:18Be sure to put your arms deep in the water like that
17:20Okay, good
17:21Good
17:22Chin up
17:24Good job
17:25There you go
17:34Hey
17:37Are you okay?
17:38You scared?
17:39A little
17:40Don't be scared
17:41I'm right here
17:43I'll be here the whole time and catch you whenever you fall
17:45So don't worry
17:46Just focus on the waves, alright?
17:48You're my only focus right now
17:49Okay?
17:51I think so
17:52Let's try again
17:54Start paddling
17:55One
17:56Two
17:57You're doing great
17:58One
17:59Two
18:00Keep
18:04You're okay
18:05You're fine
18:06Good job
18:26It's coming
18:28Get ready
18:29Start paddling
18:30Here we go
18:31Push
18:35Paddling
18:36Up
18:38Push
18:39Up
18:49It's coming
18:51Ready?
18:52Alright
18:54Get ready
18:55Keep paddling
18:57You got this
18:58You got this
18:59Push
18:59Up
19:00Stand up
19:03Oh
19:03Oh
19:04Oh
19:04Oh
19:04Oh
19:04Oh
19:04Oh
19:07That was a hard ball
19:08Hope she's alright
19:15You can do it
19:16I can
19:16Start paddling
19:20Push
19:22Up
19:28Yeah
19:29Yeah
19:29You did it
19:29Yeah
19:30You go
19:30You go
19:31You got
19:38Sona
19:45Sona
19:46Sona
19:47Sona
19:47Sona
19:47Are you okay?
19:48Okay
19:50Wait a minute
19:52You
19:56You're really alright?
19:57Oh yeah
20:14Did you
20:15Did you see me out there?
20:16Did you see me catch that wave?
20:19Yeah
20:19I saw you
20:20I was there remember
20:21Yeah
20:22Yeah you were there
20:23That's right
20:25I'm proud
20:26I did well today
20:28And it was really only my second day
20:31Oh yeah
20:33You did great
20:34And you were fearless in the water
20:38The wave was
20:39Was so beautiful
20:42I was scared
20:43But it was awesome
20:47I'm telling you
20:47When I finally got up
20:48And I
20:49I stood there
20:50Riding that wave
20:52I
20:53Felt
20:55Felt like I might just be on top of the world
20:59Amazing
21:00That's why people surf
21:02I'm so glad I decided not to be scared anymore
21:05Let's do it tomorrow
21:06I want to get good at it
21:08I really enjoy surfing
21:15But
21:16It must have hurt a lot
21:29A bit I guess
21:31But it was really fun
21:34I'm gonna surf tomorrow
21:35And the day after that
21:37I'm going to surf every day
21:44Your whole body will ache tonight
21:47It's gonna be sore
21:48Quite a bit
21:50I don't care if my body's shattered
21:52Because it was fun
21:57Let's try you off first
22:37Let's try you off first
25:23No?
25:29Hey, I told you before.
25:32I'm done saying no.
25:53I love you.
26:02I thought it might be too early to say it,
26:04but I said it anyway.
26:06I couldn't help myself.
26:08I love you.
26:12She didn't say anything.
26:15Instead, she just smiled mysteriously.
26:22In that moment, that was enough.
26:25I thought we had all the time in the world.
26:28And I guess I was pretty confident.
26:31She'd love me back.
26:37It's all the life.
26:39So many days to come.
26:55I was completely sincere.
26:57Whether he was sincere or not doesn't matter.
26:59I mean, yeah, we'd only spent a week together,
27:01but that week really meant a lot to me.
27:03It was a spur-of-the-moment thing.
27:05Ah.
27:06But now it eats away at me all the time.
27:09As she didn't say it back.
27:19Oh, she didn't say it was
27:41quite a bit.
27:50Son!
27:52Hey!
28:01Hey, you!
28:23What?
28:27I'll see you later, alright?
28:29Wait a minute.
28:30Hold on.
28:32Was it all a lie?
28:34To be honest, it's really hard to explain this feeling.
28:37Whoa.
28:39It just really felt like she basically pulled a fast one.
28:42You know what?
28:43I bet she always planned to toy with me and throw me away.
28:50One time.
28:51I'm not really sure what the big deal is about this.
28:54But it wasn't just once though.
28:57Wait, is she also doing an interview with you guys?
29:00I know Jaewon's doing it as well.
29:02I also know things like where he lives.
29:05And where he works.
29:06If she's also participating in this interview,
29:08then you better say to her,
29:09Hey.
29:11You're a terrible girl.
29:14People might think this is overreacting or out of left field,
29:17but she'll know exactly why I'm saying it.
29:19You're a really terrible person.
29:21A terrible girl.
29:23He's right.
29:25Yeah, I'm a terrible human being.
29:27I totally seduced you, had sex with you,
29:29and dumped you once I was done, okay? Happy?
29:32It's been so long since I last had a lover's quarrel.
29:37At this point, if she's a living, breathing woman,
29:39I'll take it.
29:43You see?
29:47I did what I did to him that morning,
29:50because everything Jaewon knew about me was fake.
29:54You know already.
29:55My name isn't Yoon Seon Ah.
29:59My name is Lee Eun Oh.
30:03It's not Yoon Seon Ah.
30:06The girl that Jaewon met,
30:08wasn't the real me.
30:16I don't know.
30:17Eat up, come on.
30:20You don't want to?
30:24Guess not.
30:25I have no words to say.
30:29I have no words.
30:43I have no doubts with you.
30:47I have no doubts.
30:51But if you,
30:53I have no doubts with me.
30:55I have no doubts.
31:00I can't believe in the future.
31:02While we're leaving…
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