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00:00My mother called me a liar from the day I was born.
00:03Not that I lied or anything.
00:05Because of that thing on my wrist.
00:07The wrist of truth.
00:08My mother was obsessed with scientific education.
00:12My twin sister Ece and I had these bracelets put on our arms when we were born.
00:17Green light means honesty.
00:19If it's red, it means distorting the truth.
00:22Ece's light was always green.
00:24He would tear my mother's expensive dress to shreds and blame the cat.
00:28That little device would make it shine like a Christmas tree.
00:31And he would say, "I didn't do it."
00:33The green light meant everything was alright.
00:36What about me?
00:36I would say "Mom, I'm hungry" and my bracelet would light up red.
00:39And then the punishment would come immediately.
00:43My mother's punishments were never light, either.
00:46No food, just being locked in the room.
00:48Phones, internet, everything is banned.
00:52And he always said this:
00:53Machines don't lie, Yasemin.
00:56Go hungry and see if you learn your lesson.
00:58It's all for your own good.
01:00After a decade like that, I started to believe too.
01:03Maybe I was truly born flawed.
01:07But everything changed on New Year's Eve.
01:10Everything changed on New Year's Eve.
01:13My mother was getting ready to take Ece to the celebrations in Times Square.
01:17At that moment, a sharp pain shot through my stomach, like a knife being plunged in.
01:22I collapsed to the ground.
01:24My frail body doubled over.
01:27Mom, please, it hurts so much.
01:30The bracelet turned red.
01:32She looked at me with disgust, her eyes filled with hatred.
01:34That's a good attempt, Yasemin.
01:36Are you faking it to ruin our night?
01:38You are sick.
01:40He took Ece's hand and headed towards the door.
01:43I wanted to scream.
01:45But a voice inside me said...
01:47Maybe he's right.
01:49The bracelet is red.
01:50So I'm lying.
01:52So, it turns out I'm not actually in pain.
01:54I'm sorry, Mom, no more lies.
01:57But the pain intensified even more.
02:03The doorknob turned.
02:04For a moment I thought he was coming back.
02:06After all, he was a doctor.
02:08I thought he would realize something was wrong.
02:10Hurry up.
02:11The flares are starting in the air.
02:12Ece is waiting.
02:14Please.
02:15Something is very wrong.
02:17I feel like I'm dying.
02:19He looked at my wrist.
02:21The red light was flashing like a tongue.
02:24He crouched down and held my chin.
02:26Jasmine.
02:27How much longer are you going to behave like this?
02:29Can't you be honest?
02:31Stay here and think about what you've done.
02:34Could we at least leave some food alone?
02:37My mother stood up.
02:39He has a stock of snacks that he bought with stolen money.
02:42He won't go hungry.
02:43He shook his hands as if I were dirt.
02:46Lock the door.
02:47We'll talk when the bracelet turns green.
02:49But...
02:50But what?
02:52Your lax attitude is what brought him to this state.
02:54Look at Ece, her bracelet is always green.
02:56Yasemin is an incorrigible liar.
02:59Discipline is essential.
03:01But my closet was completely empty.
03:03Ece stole that money.
03:05He was the one who ate the snacks too.
03:07I tried to defend myself once.
03:10I didn't buy it.
03:12Red light.
03:13As a result, I was locked up for three days.
03:15Just dry bread and water.
03:17Ece peeked through the door.
03:18He winced.
03:19Goodbye, brother.
03:21We're going to watch the fireworks.
03:24The door is locked.
03:26Silence fell over the house.
03:27I was all alone now.
03:29And the pain...
03:30I had made it unbearable.
03:32But still, I kept repeating the same thing to myself.
03:37My mother was right.
03:38The machine wouldn't lie.
03:40If the bracelet was red, I was lying.
03:42So, it means I'm not in pain.
03:44It doesn't hurt me.
03:46It doesn't hurt me.
03:48I crawled towards my desk.
03:50I needed to write.
03:52That was the rule.
03:53If the bracelet turns red
03:54I should have written a thousand-word apology.
03:56Otherwise, my mother wouldn't have let me go.
03:58And I was a liar.
04:00I opened my diary.
04:01Page after page was filled with apologies.
04:04He absorbed the sentences I'd been writing for years.
04:06But this time
04:08I wanted to write the truth.
04:11My vision was blurring.
04:13My hand was trembling.
04:14I managed to write this with great difficulty.
04:16Mother
04:17I love you very much.
04:19But it really hurts.
04:21Why don't you believe me?
04:23Please, believe me just once, please.
04:26The moment I finished the last word
04:28The pain suddenly disappeared.
04:30He just left.
04:33I feel lighter.
04:34I had no weight left.
04:36I looked down.
04:37It was floating in the air.
04:39And there it is, on the table.
04:41My slumped body lay there.
04:43And it was motionless.
04:44The truth bracelet was still glowing red.
04:47Even on the arm of a dead girl.
04:49So, that means I was dead.
04:51And I heard laughter.
04:53Mom, Dad, and Ece
04:55He entered through the front door.
04:57The fireworks tonight were amazing.
05:00Especially the one with the smiling face
05:02Just like our Ece.
05:03My mother's voice was very warm.
05:05When you talk to me
05:07He had never heard anything like it before.
05:09I instinctively reached for their coats.
05:12Because that's what I always did.
05:14Mother!
05:15I wanted to hug her.
05:17But my arms slipped right through.
05:19Like a wind.
05:21He suddenly felt a chill.
05:22Why is it so cold?
05:24Is the heating off?
05:25I was left speechless.
05:27And I looked at my transparent hands.
05:29Of course.
05:30The dead could not embrace the living.
05:32Should we check on Yasemin?
05:34My father just said that casually.
05:35I haven't eaten anything either.
05:37If he finds me dead
05:38I wonder if he would be very upset.
05:40Would he regret it?
05:50Are you still faking it?
05:53Should I carry you to bed?
05:55Yasemin, you are ten years old.
05:57Not five.
05:58Even when she's right next to him
05:59I screamed with all my might.
06:01Mother!
06:01I'm not kidding.
06:03I'm dead.
06:05Look at me!
06:06Touch me!
06:07I'm freezing, Mom!
06:09Then Ece entered the room.
06:10He saw me and said:
06:13Look, mine is green.
06:15Yasemin's is still red.
06:17Yasemin is a liar, even in her dreams.
06:20My mother stroked Ece's head.
06:24Well done, leave the liar where he is.
06:26He should learn to be honest.
06:28My father looked inside.
06:30Should we put him in his bed?
06:31The air is freezing.
06:32Should we put her in bed?
06:34According to experts, the solution is to act cold.
06:37Look at that red light.
06:39He's still being stubborn.
06:40Come on, we're going to Grandma's tomorrow.
06:43She locked the door again.
06:45It glided beside my corpse.
06:47I looked at that single red light in the darkness.
06:51I wish my mother were closer to me.
06:54I wish he could touch my hand.
06:56I would know I was freezing.
06:58But I didn't.
06:59That night a mouse came out of my empty closet.
07:02He came over to me.
07:04I used to scream if I saw a mouse.
07:06But now I was floating in my pan.
07:08I was watching my dead body being carried around.
07:10It bit my toe.
07:12It's okay, you don't feel it anymore.
07:15It will all be over soon.
07:17I said to myself.
07:19The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window, but no warmth reached my body.
07:25My mother was preparing breakfast.
07:28The smell of eggs was coming from under my door.
07:30It was my favorite thing.
07:31But my mother always said liars don't deserve meat.
07:34So all he would give me was boiled broccoli.
07:37She was banging the pans, making a particularly loud noise.
07:39He was trying to get me out of the room.
07:42He was expecting me to give up and apologize for the things I hadn't done.
07:46I might have given up in the past.
07:49But I don't need food anymore.
07:53Has Yasemin still not come out?
07:55Has Yasemin still not come out?
07:57My father asked while reading his newspaper.
08:00It's up to him.
08:02I don't care whether he eats it or not.
08:04Ece came to the door.
08:06He sniffed the air and wrinkled his nose.
08:08And then she screamed.
08:11Mother!
08:12Yasemin's room smells awful.
08:14Did he do it inside?
08:15Come here!
08:16My mother came in a huff and started banging on the door.
08:19Jasmine!
08:20Are you some kind of animal?
08:22The sink is right there.
08:23Did you really pee on the floor just to drive me crazy?
08:25I remembered a day when I was six years old.
08:28I was poisoned and couldn't make it to the toilet in time.
08:31I had wet myself, basically.
08:33My mother didn't help me clean.
08:34He made me wait in the garden.
08:36He showed it to the neighbors and said:
08:39Take a look at this.
08:40He's so unhygienic he can't even manage to use the toilet properly.
08:43Now he thought I was dirty.
08:45Leave it alone.
08:46My mother kept going without slowing down at all.
08:50Let him sit in his own filth.
08:52But my father stood up.
08:54This smell is awful.
08:56I need to check.
08:58It could be a dead mouse or something.
09:00Dad, please open the door.
09:02I'm here, right here.
09:04I waved my transparent arms helplessly.
09:06My father's hand touched the doorknob.
09:08Then her phone rang, and she was very surprised.
09:11What?
09:12Did my result collapse?
09:13How?
09:14Okay, okay.
09:16I'm coming right away.
09:16Honey, there's an emergency.
09:19I won't be back for a few days.
09:20Don't worry about me, okay?
09:22Wait, what will happen to Jasmine?
09:23She had already walked out the door.
09:25What if that call had come a second later?
09:27Maybe I could have been found.
09:29Perhaps I wouldn't have rotted away there all alone.
09:32That afternoon, my mother took Ece shopping.
09:35There's no one left in the house except my dead body.
09:37When they returned that night, they had wet candies and gifts with them.
09:42The smell got even stronger.
09:44My mother gagged as soon as she entered the house.
09:47Yasemin, are you trying to turn this place into a dump?
09:51He didn't even knock on my door.
09:52He took the packing tape and taped the door threshold.
09:55So you want to be surrounded by filth?
09:58Suit yourself, just don't make my house smell bad.
10:00He shook his hands.
10:02I was pleased with that.
10:03Then she went to cook the wet pastries.
10:05I just stared at the taped door.
10:08My last glimmer of hope was stifled under that tape.
10:11By the third day, even the tape couldn't contain the smell.
10:15My mother put fresh flowers everywhere to mask the smell.
10:19But the smell of death could not be hidden.
10:22A sweet, rotten, greasy smell.
10:26As she was cutting the rose branch she was holding, a thorn pricked her finger.
10:30He suddenly became furious.
10:31Jasmine!
10:33A rolling pin was picked up from the kitchen and walked towards my room.
10:36Enough!
10:37I'm fed up with you!
10:39You disgusting brat!
10:41It's time you learned what real pain is.
10:44Don't come in, Mom!
10:46Please!
10:47I've started to rot!
10:48You'll be scared!
10:48Even if he didn't love me, I just didn't want him to see me that way.
10:54But it passed right through me.
10:57He tore the tape off and threw it away.
10:58He inserted the spare key into the lock.
11:00The door was thrown wide open.
11:03And the smell hit him like a slap in the face.
11:07He recoiled in disgust.
11:10Jasmine!
11:11What are you doing?
11:12Then she screamed.
11:14It wasn't a human voice.
11:15It was like a scream tearing through the wild gorge.
11:19He sent it back.
11:20It hit the bookshelf and an imazo piece fell apart.
11:24It was as if he felt nothing.
11:26He was just looking at me.
11:27Her eyes were wide open in surprise.
11:30No!
11:31No!
11:31No!
11:31These are just makeup special effects.
11:34Jasmine, stand up!
11:35I'm not angry anymore.
11:36Stop trying to scare me!
11:38He reached out his trembling hand to my shoulder.
11:41The moment it touched my corpse, it recoiled as if it had been burned.
11:44That coldness was very real.
11:47Neighbor Leyla heard the screams and called 112.
11:51112? I heard a scream.
11:53And when he looked out from the hallway, he saw the view.
11:56He collapsed where he stood.
11:58Within minutes, sirens were heard.
12:00And the police arrived.
12:02Of course, it was the forensic team.
12:03The scene was cordoned off.
12:05The flashes were going off all over my body.
12:07My mother was sitting on the couch.
12:09A female police officer had her hand on his shoulder.
12:11He was faking it.
12:13He always lies.
12:14The bracelet was red.
12:16Machines don't lie.
12:18I was just teaching.
12:20It was for his own good.
12:21I was thinking about him.
12:22Nobody answered.
12:24Everyone looked at him as if he were a monster.
12:26The forensic pathologist bent down beside my body.
12:29And he muttered to himself.
12:30Extreme malnutrition.
12:32Organ failure.
12:34This child has been starved for at least a month.
12:36He tried to take off his truth bracelet.
12:39But the bracelet felt like it was fused to my arm.
12:42Damn.
12:43He said.
12:44You'll need tools to take this apart.
12:46Even though I'm dead, my soul shuddered a little.
12:55Then the police took my diary.
12:57He put on his gloves and began to read.
13:00My mother's eyes were fixed on the book.
13:01That's his confession.
13:02He lunged at her suddenly.
13:04That's his confession.
13:06He admits he lied.
13:08Look, he wrote it himself.
13:10The police pushed him back, of course.
13:12He also put the diary in the evidence bag.
13:15We will determine what is right.
13:16My father returned home at that time.
13:18The black body bag was being carried away on a stretcher.
13:22His knees buckled when he saw the zipper that sealed my life.
13:26He collapsed where he stood and soiled himself.
13:30Ece stood beside her, crying in shock.
13:33Then she pointed to my bracelet on the coffee table and...
13:38Why is Yasemin's bracelet black?
13:40Mine is still green, look.
13:42He held the bracelet up in the air.
13:44The green light was flashing cheerfully.
13:46And the sight was horrific.
13:48The police started questioning my mother in the living room.
13:51He grabbed the truth bracelet from the table.
13:53It was like a life raft.
13:55Test it.
13:56The bracelet reveals who is lying.
13:58Red light means a lie.
13:59I never mistreated her.
14:01The machine told me.
14:02I was just training him.
14:04The police officer then intervened.
14:08Madam, there are signs of prolonged fasting during the Eid al-Adha.
14:12This discipline.
14:14I was teaching her to be honest.
14:16My mother screamed first.
14:18Then he did something crazy.
14:20Don't you believe me?
14:22Ok.
14:23I'll put it on.
14:24I can't tell lies.
14:26Watch it.
14:27The light will turn green.
14:28She grabbed the bracelet.
14:29There was still my blood and pieces of skin on him.
14:32He forced it onto his own wrist.
14:35Tic.
14:36It's locked.
14:37A hard rubber tire dug into his skin.
14:40But he remained calm.
14:42He took a deep breath.
14:43Then he tried to calm down.
14:46She wanted to prove her innocence and show that her motherhood was also legitimate.
14:51He raised his wrist.
14:53His eyes had turned wild.
14:54Watch it.
14:55I'm Reyhan.
14:57I am Yasemin's mother.
14:58This is a fact.
15:00Absolutely correct.
15:02The red light suddenly went off.
15:04Shiny.
15:05Hard.
15:06Like a freshly opened wound.
15:08The confident expression on my mother's face crumbled.
15:11He started hitting the bracelet as if he were hitting a broken television.
15:15What?
15:15No.
15:16I told the truth.
15:18I'm Reyhan.
15:19He started speaking faster.
15:21His voice was rising with panic.
15:23This is broken.
15:24The inspector ruined it.
15:26Let me try again.
15:27I did not mistreat her.
15:30I did everything for his own good.
15:31I love him.
15:32The red light sped up even more.
15:34And suddenly he remembered.
15:37He remembered me curled up on the ground when I received the harshest punishment at the age of ten.
15:42I bit my lip to keep from screaming.
15:45That's what it felt like.
15:47My mother completely lost touch.
15:50He's shouting at the bracelet.
15:51Saliva was spraying from his mouth.
15:53Why red?
15:54I'm telling the truth.
15:56Green side.
15:58You piece of junk.
15:59You're setting a trap for me.
16:00But the red light kept flashing.
16:03It was as if he was mocking the situation.
16:06"You're a liar, you're a liar, you're a liar," he kept saying.
16:10Enough is enough.
16:11The police stepped forward.
16:12It was clear she couldn't withstand this shaking any longer.
16:15Wait.
16:16It's not a lie detector.
16:17He received the instruction manual.
16:19They found it during the search.
16:21It would leap onto the table.
16:23This is a biometric monitor.
16:25It measures skin conductivity and heart rate.
16:28When a person is stressed, scared, or in pain, their heart rate increases.
16:32The light turns red.
16:33This is everything.
16:34He walked towards my mother.
16:35The woman was still on the ground.
16:37His voice was icy too.
16:38Think about your daughter.
16:39His appendix burst.
16:41The organs were failing.
16:42The pain she was experiencing must have been unbearable.
16:44His heart was throbbing like skin.
16:46He was horrified.
16:47So what did you see?
16:48Just a red light.
16:50Then you punished him even more.
16:52This frightened him even more.
16:54His heart beat faster.
16:55The light turned even redder.
16:57You turned cries for help into torture.
17:01You killed your daughter by starving her.
17:04Boom.
17:04My mother's world collapsed.
17:07He just lay there bleeding.
17:09She was looking at the red glowing bracelet.
17:11And finally he understood.
17:13That light was on not because I had lied for ten years, but because I was afraid.
17:18And I was afraid of his anger.
17:21I was afraid they wouldn't believe me.
17:24I was afraid to eat foods I was allergic to.
17:26I was in pain.
17:28Pain makes my heart race.
17:30It left me helpless, trapped in the wire.
17:32I just needed a hug, a little affection.
17:36So he wanted her to love me the way she loved Ece.
17:41But my mother, out of fear, thought every signal was a lie.
17:45My mother suddenly screamed.
17:46He started tugging at the ticket.
17:49Get it out! Get it out!
17:51The light is red! I'm not lying! I'm not!
17:53But the more we struggled, the tighter the lock became.
17:57I can't figure it out!
17:59Yasemin, take that back! I'm sorry! It's all my fault!
18:02He couldn't bear even a few seconds of pain.
18:06He gave up immediately.
18:08But I endured this for ten years.
18:10Impossible!
18:10The police were also searching for heirs.
18:12They opened my diary in front of my mother and father.
18:14February 14th.
18:16Sunny.
18:17My mother put celery on my plate.
18:19I'm allergic.
18:21My throat is swollen.
18:22I can't breathe.
18:23I said I couldn't eat it.
18:24But my heart raced because I was afraid of upsetting him.
18:28Red light.
18:30My mother is being whiny, he said.
18:32He thought I was lying.
18:33He made me eat all of it.
18:35I vomited blood that night.
18:36My throat was burning.
18:38My mother saw it, but she just said it was tomato juice and dismissed it.
18:42He said I was faking it.
18:43He punished me for another 10 minutes.
18:45You couldn't get through it by breathing.
18:46My mother put her hand to her mouth.
18:49He was trembling uncontrollably.
18:51He remembered that night.
18:53The clerk turned the page.
18:55June 1st.
18:56Children's Day.
18:57Ece cut my mother's dress.
18:59Ece was calm.
19:01Turning green.
19:02I tried to explain.
19:04But I was so afraid of getting beaten up.
19:06I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest.
19:08Red light.
19:09My father couldn't take it anymore.
19:11The man who had been silent and inactive for 10 years finally exploded.
19:18My father couldn't take it anymore.
19:20The man who had been silent for 10 years, observing everything from a distance, finally exploded.
19:25He lunged at my mother.
19:27And he slapped her in the face.
19:29And quite forcefully.
19:30You are a monster.
19:32What have you done?
19:33She was your daughter.
19:35You treated her like an animal.
19:37My mother collapsed to the ground.
19:39Her lips were bleeding.
19:40But he didn't respond.
19:42She didn't even cry.
19:44He was just staring into space, muttering incoherently.
19:47It's not my fault.
19:48It's not my fault.
19:50Then he turned his eyes to Ece.
19:52It was curled up in the corner.
19:54He's the culprit.
19:56Ece is the culprit.
19:57Ece's light was always green.
19:59Ece was the good one.
20:01If I hadn't trusted that green light.
20:03I wouldn't have believed in Red so much.
20:07Everyone turned to Ece.
20:09He was heartbroken for that little princess we all protected.
20:12The police went over to him.
20:13He slowly removed the truth bracelet from his arm.
20:16He picked up the screwdriver.
20:18And it opened right there.
20:20He frowned.
20:21The plastic cover came off.
20:23What was inside?
20:25There was no sensor.
20:26There was no chip either.
20:27There was no pulse oximeter at all.
20:28Just two cheap LEDs and a watch battery.
20:32The circuit was fixed.
20:34The light turned green when power was applied.
20:36That was all.
20:37This is a two-dollar toy.
20:39Your little girl's bracelet is set to always glow green.
20:43No matter what he said, no matter what he did, no matter how many lies he told, the light would always be green.
20:49That so-called scientific parenting is an absolute disaster.
20:53A biased, terrible joke.
20:56I laughed, I laughed until I cried.
20:59So, ghosts can cry too.
21:03The officer opened the last page of the diary.
21:06And her voice was trembling.
21:08The writing was very disorganized.
21:10I apparently wrote it while I was dying.
21:13Mom, if I die, will the bracelet stop glowing red?
21:18Or if the light turns green, will you give me a hug?
21:22I can't tell lies.
21:23My stomach hurts a lot.
21:25It feels like a knife is being plunged into my heart.
21:28Please, don't put that bracelet on me in my next life.
21:32My mother just stared at the plastic pieces on the table.
21:36The green light he blindly trusted turned out to be just a cheap piece of scrap metal.
21:41And she started to laugh.
21:44His voice cracked after each laugh.
21:47But it was a laugh that sounded like it belonged to someone who had lost their mind.
21:50It was worse than crying.
21:52Fake, all fake.
21:55I killed my honest daughter and worshipped a liar.
21:58Now he had truly lost his mind.
22:04Your death made headlines in all the newspapers.
22:06Leyla Hanım, the neighborhood gossip, wrote everything on the internet.
22:11The title was this.
22:12A girl was starved because of a pseudo-science bracelet.
22:16He described the condition of my body in the finest detail.
22:20The bracelet was clinging to my decaying flesh.
22:22The internet is in uproar.
22:24A monster, a murderer, doesn't deserve to be a mother.
22:29The comments were snowballing, and someone revealed my mother's identity.
22:35Our address has been leaked.
22:37They threw red paint at our door.
22:39They wrote "death" in huge letters.
22:42My father was also arrested.
22:44He was accused of negligence and failing to protect me.
22:47I wasn't even talking about the gentleman who died.
22:49That's why he got off with less serious injuries.
22:51But the company fired him immediately to avoid scandal.
22:54Our family went bankrupt.
22:57They sold the house, the car, everything to pay for the court costs.
23:02My father no longer wanted to live with that maniac.
23:06He took the remaining money and Ece, and then disappeared.
23:10Ece was a bad child, yes.
23:13But she was still his daughter.
23:15Before leaving, Ece tried to grab the green bracelet.
23:19My father stepped on it.
23:20Why would you want that garbage bag?
23:22Ece was crying as they dragged her.
23:26My mother was released on bail.
23:28The psychological report stated severe trauma and psychosis.
23:32They left her alone in that house.
23:35In that house, which still smells of death.
23:38His mental health deteriorated rapidly.
23:41He spoke to me as if I were still there.
23:44He never took off his truth bracelet.
23:47He had attached a stun gun to himself as punishment.
23:51The light was generating electricity for itself every time it turned red.
23:55For him, small shocks were what silenced his conscience, at least for a while.
23:59She was cooking tables full of food and talking to empty space.
24:03He picked up a piece of meat, his hands trembling.
24:07The bracelet was glowing red.
24:09He was worried.
24:11Then she smiled, but her eyes were empty.
24:14My heart is pounding.
24:16So, I'm lying again.
24:18Liars don't deserve a meal.
24:20Then he would pick up the remote control.
24:21To activate the shock device attached to the wristband.
24:25It hurts.
24:25He was giving himself a shock.
24:26It hurts.
24:27It hurts.
24:28It hurts.
24:30Did Yasemin feel the same way?
24:32I am sorry.
24:33My mother began reading everything I had written in my diary, one by one.
24:37Remembering the day I had an allergic reaction to celery, he forced himself to eat spoiled food this time.
24:43And he ate until he vomited blood.
24:45Then he even swallowed his vomit back.
24:47I had been paid.
24:49She locked herself in my old room too.
24:51The lights were off.
24:53I kept staring at my painting until my forehead bled.
24:56Again and again.
24:58The ground was covered in blood.
25:00In the middle of the night, she thought she saw the bracelet's red light on the wall.
25:05According to her, my bloodshot eyes were watching her.
25:09She wrote the following on the back of my diary in red pen.
25:13I am sorry.
25:14I was wrong.
25:15Red light means danger.
25:17Red light means love.
25:19Please come back, it was hurting me one more time.
25:22I will save you.
25:24I promise.
25:25But I was dead.
25:27The dead can't ask for help.
25:29Finally, the state intervened.
25:32My mother had hurt herself so much.
25:35He almost died.
25:36They admitted him to a clinic.
25:38He was the strangest patient at the psychiatric center.
25:41He found a red ring somewhere and tied it around his neck like a collar.
25:47It was actually a bracelet she had made herself.
25:49That is, his red wristband.
25:52It would attack like a rabid dog if anyone tried to remove it.
25:56Don't touch my light.
25:58Yasemin is watching.
25:59She'll get very angry if you take it.
26:02Over time, he developed a response similar to the Pavlo reflex.
26:05Reyhan, it's dinner time.
26:07My mother immediately touches the ring around her neck and then begins to tremble.
26:11Red light, red light, punishment, I'm going to eat you.
26:14I'll eat, I'll eat.
26:15Even though the food was boiling hot, she still put it in her mouth.
26:19His esophagus was burning.
26:20But he still didn't spit.
26:22He was reliving his final moments over and over again in his own body.
26:26He had created his own hell.
26:28Years passed and Ece grew up.
26:31But without a proper mentor, he hit rock bottom in society, burdened by his ominous past.
26:37When he ran out of money, an idea came to him.
26:39My mother was still at that facility.
26:42He just showed up one day.
26:43But not for love.
26:45For the money.
26:53Hello crazy woman.
26:55My father died.
26:56Give me your secret stash.
26:58You're disgusting.
27:00Just like the dead girl.
27:02If you don't give me the money, I'll pull the plug and send you to him.
27:06For a moment, my mother's blurry vision cleared.
27:10And he looked at Ece.
27:11Suddenly he remembered everything.
27:13That bracelet.
27:15The fake toy that always lights up green.
27:17A decade of deception, that is.
27:20It was you.
27:21My mother sat up.
27:22You lied.
27:24You were the fake green light.
27:26You killed Yasemin.
27:28Give it back.
27:30Give it back.
27:33The last vestiges of her motherhood transformed into revenge.
27:37My mother suddenly blurted out.
27:38He grabbed Ece by the throat.
27:40Drop dead.
27:40You were supposed to die.
27:42No.
27:43You.
27:44Help.
27:45Ece struggled, but couldn't escape my mother's grip.
27:48Sleep.
27:49The caregivers burst in.
27:50They had a hard time separating my mother from me.
27:52Ece rushed outside, horrified.
27:55She was very scared.
27:57They're all crazy.
27:59He ran towards the exit.
28:02Just then, a truck hit him, but he didn't die.
28:06He barely survived.
28:07But he would no longer be able to walk.
28:09He lost both of his legs irreversibly.
28:12At that moment, my mother was tied to the bed, staring at the ceiling.
28:17Tears were streaming from her eyes.
28:19She finally saw me in her dreams.
28:22I was ten years old again.
28:24But the bracelet was missing.
28:25I was wearing a white dress and I was smiling.
28:28Mother.
28:29He reached out to me, and I was crying with joy.
28:32Jasmine.
28:33But electric sparks came out of their hands.
28:36The moment he touched me, I burst into flames and turned to ashes.
28:39He lost me again.
28:41Oh dear.
28:42She woke up screaming.
28:44His heart was pounding in his chest.
28:46The light would have been bright red if she were wearing the bracelet.
28:50For him, this was the never-ending sustenance.
28:51I was standing in space and watching everything.
28:56My mother was at that facility.
28:58Ece was begging on the streets in a wheelchair.
29:01My father, on the other hand, had gotten drunk and died in a corner.
29:05All that was left inside me was a huge emptiness.
29:08Then an old dog appeared right next to me.
29:12Burak.
29:13My childhood dog.
29:15My mother abandoned him on the street years ago.
29:18He was waiting for me at the border now.
29:20Then it snuggled up to my leg.
29:22He sniffed it carefully.
29:24Then it barked twice.
29:26It was as if he was saying, "Let's go, don't look back."
29:30Yes.
29:31It was time to go.
29:33This life was very painful.
29:35And there was nothing left to hold onto.
29:38I slipped into my mother's room one last time.
29:40He was completely broken down.
29:41Her hair was completely white.
29:43It was as fragile as paper.
29:45He lifted his head as if he sensed something.
29:48And her misty eyes were fixed on the spot where I was standing.
29:52He looked directly at me.
29:54Is that you, Jasmine?
29:56His trembling hand reached out into the void.
30:00I broke the bracelet, I can't believe it anymore.
30:04Come back, I'll cook you a meal.
30:06I won't add celery.
30:07I buy new clothes.
30:08Not to Ece, but to you.
30:10Tears were streaming down her face.
30:12I looked at the red marks on his neck.
30:15The bracelet she made herself.
30:16I let out a quiet sigh.
30:20And I extended my hand.
30:22My cold, ghostly finger touched his forehead.
30:24Sleep, Mom.
30:25There is no pain in sleep.
30:27A gentle breeze swept through the room.
30:30The old notebook on the coffee table was opened.
30:33My final words on the last page were directed towards the ceiling.
30:36But new lines had been added below in shaky handwriting.
30:39My mother wrote this during one of the rare moments she was sober.
30:45I'll wear the bracelet in the next life.
30:48Let me be the liar.
30:50Give whatever punishment you want.
30:52Just don't leave me.
30:54I looked at those words.
30:55But I felt nothing.
30:58It was too late now.
30:59Regret is of no use to the dead.
31:03Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
31:06But I don't love you either.
31:09Let's not meet again.
31:11I turned my back.
31:12Burak wagged his tail.
31:14A brightly lit door opened in the distance.
31:18It was like the gateway to a new cycle.
31:21I looked at my wrist.
31:23The ghostly truth wrist was still there.
31:26I crumbled into the palm of my hand.
31:28It scattered like stardust.
31:31I felt lighter and freer.
31:34There was no red light.
31:36There was nothing.
31:37There was no hunger.
31:39There were no lies.
31:40There was only freedom.
31:42Morning came and the nurse opened the door.
31:45Reyhan, it's late.
31:47No reply was received.
31:48He approached.
31:49Reyhan clutched her diary tightly.
31:52And a single tear rolled down her cheek.
31:55The line on the heart monitor had flattened out.
31:58Walking through the light didn't hurt at all.
32:01I didn't feel dizzy and there was no chaos.
32:03There was only warmth.
32:05It was like diving into spring water.
32:06Even the lingering ache in my soul, those ghostly pains, gradually subsided.
32:11Burak brushed against my palm.
32:13Its fur was no longer transparent.
32:16It was so soft and so warm.
32:18It was true.
32:19That was it.
32:20This was the security, the connection I sought when I was a child.
32:22Come on, son.
32:23I held its paw, and together we walked towards the light.
32:26My old life, the part of me that was left behind, began to fade away like a photograph.
32:29My mother's last tear, the red light on the bracelet, the bloodstains in the diary—it all blurred and disappeared.
32:37I didn't look back.
32:38That ten-year-old paper was finally finished.
32:40It was truly over.
32:43I was tiny when I opened my eyes.
32:46I was wrapped in soft blankets.
32:48Someone was muttering next to me.
32:50A woman's voice.
32:51Gentle, a little off-key, but loving.
32:55His fingers touched my cheek.
32:57It smelled of gardenia.
32:59It wasn't like my old mother's cold, hospital smell.
33:02It wasn't an icy distance.
33:04I blinked and looked at him.
33:07Her eyes were full of compassion, and she smiled gently.
33:10He held me so carefully, as if I might break.
33:14Deniz woke up.
33:15She whispered.
33:16Come quickly, darling, our daughter winked.
33:19A man appeared.
33:21He was tall.
33:22She looked a little shy, but her face lit up when she saw me.
33:25With a single finger, he touched my tiny hand.
33:28His voice was soft and warm.
33:31Hello Deniz, I'm your father.
33:33Sea.
33:34But this time it's not the same sea as before.
33:37No burden, no chains, no lies.
33:39Just the sea, the stars.
33:41A name like "lightness," you know.
33:43A child who is doted on.
33:45This house was tiny, but it was clean.
33:48It was so warm.
33:49There were cartoon stickers and stuff on the wall.
33:52There are potted plants on the balcony too.
33:53The sun was streaming through the window.
33:55I soon realized this.
33:57This family was nothing like the previous one, and they didn't force me into anything.
34:01There was no such thing as a truth bracelet in this house.
34:05Then I grew up and learned to crawl.
34:08Then, the conversation too.
34:10When I was three years old, my mother made sautéed celery.
34:15I was speechless when I saw those green stems on the plate.
34:18My throat tightened, the memories of me coughing up blood returned, and I staggered backward.
34:23I was trembling.
34:24Tears started streaming down my face, and my mother immediately dropped the spatula.
34:29He knelt down beside me and picked me up in his arms.
34:32She hugged him tightly.
34:34Deniz, what's wrong?
34:36Don't you like celery?
34:38I couldn't answer.
34:39I just nodded.
34:40My sobs were all mixed together.
34:42Then my father arrived.
34:44He knelt down.
34:45Hey, no problem.
34:47You don't have to eat it.
34:49But would you like to tell me why?
34:50Her gaze was patient.
34:52He was polite.
34:53Finally, these words came out of my mouth.
34:56Does my throat hurt?
34:57Blood is boiling inside me.
34:58What?
34:59They never told me that machines never lie.
35:02They didn't accuse him of faking it.
35:04They took me to the doctor right away.
35:07It turns out I actually have a celery allergy.
35:10It's mild, but it can be triggered by stress.
35:14Celery was never brought into the house again after that day.
35:17My mother even wrote it in her notebook.
35:20Deniz is allergic to celery and mango.
35:23She checked everything carefully while shopping.
35:25That night, as I slept in his arms, he smelled wonderfully of gardenia, and for the first time, I realized it.
35:31Trust is like that.
35:33Love cannot be measured by a machine.
35:35Love is listening.
35:36The story is about believing, no matter how impossible it seems.
35:40When I was four years old, I had a health check-up at kindergarten and they were going to take blood.
35:44I lost control when I saw the needle.
35:46The moments when the bracelet burned my wrist, the days I was starved, it all came back and screamed.
35:52I hugged my father's leg.
35:54The teacher sighed.
35:56Deniz, this is just a tiny needle.
35:59The other children were very brave.
36:01My trembling wouldn't stop.
36:02Don't punish me, I'm not lying.
36:05My father immediately picked me up in his arms.
36:08She hugged me as if to protect me from the nurse.
36:10Excuse me.
36:11He said sharply.
36:11She has trauma.
36:13Let's postpone this for now.
36:15We'll take him to a child psychologist.
36:17On the way home, my father didn't tell me I was weak or scold me.
36:22He simply asked quietly.
36:24Has Deniz ever been hurt by someone before?
36:28I buried my face in his shoulder.
36:30My tears soaked his shirt.
36:33Mom, bracelet, red light.
36:36I couldn't explain everything properly.
36:38But he listened and nodded.
36:40You've been through some very difficult things.
36:42Isn't it?
36:44No problem.
36:46No one will ever hurt you again when your father is around.
36:50From that day on, they took me to a therapist regularly.
36:54The doctor said it was a spinal disorder following severe trauma.
36:58My family never complained, though.
37:00He never saw me as an adult.
37:02They played games of honesty with me.
37:04I could tell them everything I wanted to say.
37:06They didn't judge whether it was right or wrong.
37:09They just listened.
37:10Then they gently guided me towards the truth.
37:12They bought colorful bracelets and didn't force me to wear them.
37:16These are just accessories, Deniz.
37:19You can put it on if you want, or take it off if you don't.
37:21We will love you just the way you are.
37:23I slowly started to get better.
37:25I could say "I love this" without fear.
37:28I could say I was scared.
37:32I could say, "This is what I want."
37:35My fear that my heartbeats would be considered proof of a lie had vanished.
37:40I was telling them about my little memories from kindergarten.
37:43I cried when I couldn't get a toy.
37:46I'm happy when someone praises me.
37:48Finally, I was truly a child.
37:51A normal, well-liked child.
37:53I started primary school when I was seven years old.
37:57There was a girl in my exam.
37:58Ayşe Sönmez.
38:00She looked very much like Ece, and they had the same eyes.
38:04But her hair was shorter.
38:06And oh, that startled me.
38:08He was constantly afraid.
38:10My heart pounded the moment I first saw him.
38:13Old memories came flooding back.
38:15Ece's sly smile, the mockery of the green light.
38:19I backed down, and Ayşe noticed.
38:21He bowed his head.
38:22His voice was barely audible.
38:25Hi, I'm Ayşe.
38:28Shall we be friends?
38:29His voice was very anxious.
38:31He was trying to make himself liked.
38:33Just like I once did.
38:36I looked at her wrist.
38:37There was a cheap, green, cartoon-themed wristband, and it made me nauseous.
38:42I later learned that Ayşe's mother was very strict.
38:46He kept talking about honesty.
38:48When he made a mistake, he would lock him in the room and starve him.
38:51One day, Ayşe accidentally broke the teacher's cup.
38:55Then he trembled.
38:56He was afraid to tell the truth.
38:58I looked at his face.
38:59Her eyes were bloodshot.
39:01She was struggling to hold back her tears.
39:03Suddenly I remembered my old self.
39:05I'm the kid who wrote pages and pages about being a liar.
39:09I went over to him.
39:11I held her hand.
39:12Ayşe, there's no problem.
39:14Accidents can happen.
39:15We'll say it together with the teacher.
39:17She won't be angry with you.
39:18Don't worry, okay?
39:19Ayşe looked at me, surprised.
39:22My mother said that liars are bad children.
39:25Being honest doesn't mean never making mistakes.
39:28The important thing is being able to admit you made a mistake.
39:31Even if you tell the truth, you won't be punished.
39:34I'll protect you if the teacher gets angry.
39:36If your mother gets angry, you can come to our place.
39:39My family will help you.
39:41I gave her a courage I never had.
39:44She went and confessed, and the teacher simply said, "Don't do it next time."
39:48She didn't scream.
39:49We became best friends after that day.
39:52I introduced Ayşe to my family.
39:54She was surprised to see how warm and friendly they were.
39:57They weren't shouting at all.
39:59They didn't bully anyone over trivial matters.
40:02I told him
40:03You're better than having to please everyone.
40:06You can feel something and you can talk about it.
40:09This is perfectly normal.
40:11One day Ayşe's mother came to pick her up from school.
40:14His face fell when he saw us.
40:16He held Ayşe's hand.
40:18And he looked angry.
40:20Did you make another mistake?
40:22Is the sea protecting you?
40:24Ayşe immediately felt better.
40:26I got in front of him.
40:29Lady.
40:30He's a good kid.
40:32Ayşe didn't do anything wrong.
40:35Don't always think the worst.
40:37He's just afraid of you.
40:39The woman suddenly lifted him up.
40:41She looked at me.
40:43Then, of course, to Ayşe's teary eyes.
40:45His gaze gradually softened.
40:49He called my mother that night.
40:51He thanked me.
40:53He said we made him realize some things.
40:56As time went on, Ayşe's mother really changed.
41:00Instead of shouting, he started listening.
41:03And Ayşe blossomed like a flower.
41:06He transformed into a confident, happy child.
41:09One day I watched her laughing freely.
41:12I felt a warm sensation in the middle of my chest.
41:15In my old life, no one saved me.
41:19I suffered alone in the darkness.
41:21But this time I was able to save someone else.
41:26I could have prevented another Yasemin from emerging.
41:29Perhaps this was the only gift my past had given me.
41:32The power to recognize pain and stop it.
41:35I did it.
41:38When I was ten years old, my family took me to visit my grandmother.
41:42He lived in a rural area.
41:45There was an old tree in his garden.
41:48It looked very similar to the tree in the garden of our old house.
41:52I sat underneath it.
41:53I watched the light filtering through the leaves.
41:57Burak came and joined me too.
41:59He was dozing.
42:00She was an old woman.
42:02Her hair was white.
42:03He was leaning against his cane.
42:05He was doubled over.
42:06He was wearing a pale blue shirt.
42:09She resembled Reyhan.
42:10I mean, my ex-mother.
42:11Grandma noticed me.
42:13He slowly came closer to me.
42:15Their eyes were blurry, but there was a strange familiarity in them.
42:18What's your name, child?
42:20Sea Star.
42:21I repeated my name slowly.
42:23So, Deniz.
42:24Sea.
42:25That's a very beautiful name.
42:26He reached out his hand as if to touch my hair.
42:29Then he changed his mind.
42:30It was as if he was afraid to touch something sacred.
42:32My mother came over and held him.
42:36Mom, this is our daughter Deniz.
42:40It turns out she was my grandmother in this life.
42:43For the next few days, he watched me from a distance.
42:47His face was illegible.
42:49One day he came with a bowl in his hand.
42:51Sea.
42:52Come on, eat up.
42:54This was your favorite food.
42:56I just stared at the bowl.
42:58In my previous life, as I took my last breath, all I could think was this:
43:03I just want one burger from my mom.
43:05It was as if my grandmother Yeşimli had heard that prayer.
43:08He put the same thing in front of me.
43:10My eyes welled up with tears.
43:11The world became blurry.
43:12This was true.
43:14He was right in front of me.
43:15I bought a piece.
43:18I bit it.
43:19It was so soft.
43:20It was delicious and perfect.
43:22Grandmother smiled.
43:23He was tired and guilty.
43:27That night Burak was lying at my feet
43:30I thought about Reyhan's last words.
43:33Let me be the one to bear the punishment in the afterlife.
43:36Just don't leave me.
43:37Should I be honest?
43:39I don't hate him anymore.
43:40So, to hate someone,
43:42It's like being chained to the past.
43:44It's like reopening the same wound over and over again.
43:47So my happiness in this life,
43:49It had long since swept away that old darkness.
43:53All that was left inside me was sadness.
43:57Grandmother stayed with us for a month.
44:00But before he left, he held my hand.
44:04Deniz, live beautifully, be happy.
44:07Her voice was so soft.
44:09But there was a lot inside.
44:10I nodded.
44:11You too, Grandma.
44:12I watched him leave.
44:14And what I felt inside wasn't emptiness.
44:17It wasn't anger either.
44:18It was sorrow.
44:19The resentment from my old life scattered like dried leaves.
44:23I wasn't that girl anymore.
44:25I wasn't one of those kids trapped in the red light either.
44:28I was a starfish.
44:30I was raised with love; I was a free spirit.
44:33Starfish.
44:35I graduated from primary school when I was 13 years old.
44:39I got into the best middle school in town.
44:41My family took me to the beach to celebrate.
44:44I stood by the ocean's edge and let the wind blow through my hair.
44:47The salt clung to my lips, and I spread my arms out to the sides.
44:53I felt freedom to the very core of my being.
44:55At that moment, for a brief instant, I saw him.
44:59My old ghost self.
45:01Deniz, what do you think?
45:04My father handed me a drink, and I smiled.
45:07I am grateful to you.
45:09Because I am alive and because I am with you.
45:13My mother hugged me.
45:15Crazy girl, we're the lucky ones.
45:18Burak was running along the shore, chasing the waves.
45:21It was barking joyfully.
45:23I looked after my family.
45:24I looked at my dog.
45:25And to my future too.
45:26And then I realized this.
45:27All the pain I experienced in my past life taught me the value of love today.
45:32The painful truth revealed what love is.
45:35I no longer had to prove that I wasn't a liar.
45:38I didn't need to be afraid of red lights.
45:40I could have laughed.
45:42I could have cried.
45:43I could speak freely.
45:44I had a family who loved me.
45:47I had a best friend and a healthy body.
45:50I had a bright future.
45:52This is the life I wished for when I died.
45:54I wrote in my diary that night.
45:57This time, the pages are not filled with bloody confessions of my old life,
46:00It was filled with happiness, love, and healing.
46:03This is what I wrote.
46:04I saw the sea today.
46:08It was very large and massive.
46:12He seemed free.
46:13Like me.
46:15Then I thought about my old self.
46:17That girl, locked in her room, desperate for some love.
46:21He would never have believed I was so happy.
46:25My mom and dad love me very much.
46:27They taught me honesty and courage.
46:30Ayşe is now my best friend.
46:33Very intelligent and self-confident.
46:35My grandmother is very healthy.
46:36He calls me often.
46:38Burak is still silly.
46:40He keeps nudging my hand.
46:42But I don't hate anyone.
46:45I don't dwell on the past.
46:47Those painful memories are like footprints in the sand.
46:51The waves washed it all away.
46:53But they taught me to value every step.
46:56My ex-mother, brother, and father finally got what they deserved.
47:02I got rid of them for you.
47:05I found true freedom.
47:06I don't want to see them again.
47:09I don't want to see them again.
47:10I wouldn't want to relive that life.
47:12I just want to be a starfish.
47:15Simple, happy, full of love.
47:19The sea was wonderful.
47:22Life was wonderful.
47:24I closed my diary.
47:26I looked out the hotel window.
47:29The moonlight shone on the water like thousands of stars.
47:33Burak was breathing softly beside me.
47:36I smiled.
47:38I had transformed into the person I wanted to be in this life.
47:42There was no red light.
47:45There was no hunger.
47:46There were no lies.
47:48There was only love.
47:50There was freedom.
47:51And happiness.
47:53But what about the traces left from the past?
47:55They were no longer on the ground.
47:58It was a sign that I had survived.
48:01They would always remind me of that.
48:03No matter how dark it is.
48:06If man does not give up on light
48:08It eventually reaches the required temperature.
48:11He achieves freedom.
48:12I still have a long way to go.
48:14But now, not with fear on that path anymore.
48:16I will walk with courage.
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