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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:11I wonder if you know how big this room was
01:16You know how beautiful this room came in
01:19But only anything under it
01:19You never knew what happened
01:21You just need it
01:22They're never doing anything
01:23Maybe it would put your back
01:23Yes, maybe you clauses in it
01:31LANCE
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02:13CastingWords
02:32That's an elk track right there.
02:34Oh.
02:35Oh.
02:36Look, there's another one.
02:38No, that's a moose.
02:41How can you tell the difference?
02:43If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:47Oh.
02:50So, do you have any questions about today?
02:55Like what?
02:57I don't know.
02:58Asking you.
03:00Well, you're going to bury them.
03:02We are.
03:03Then what happens?
03:05Uh, then they return to the land and their bodies become a part of it and their souls too, I
03:19guess.
03:19They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven.
03:27Heaven is...
03:29Oh, how do I explain this?
03:31Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:36Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here.
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And, well, I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah.
04:22I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though.
04:54As a real hug.
04:55No.
04:56It's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call.
05:48I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:54Yeah.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fuck, it's cool.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey. It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay? There's nobody to be offended.
06:48What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay. It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28Where'd you find Cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01I just said it was handled.
08:04About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:17The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:26Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:30They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay, just have it at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He'd love that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You're fine back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for
09:09ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:24No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Well, now you're talking.
10:06Okay.
10:11There's nowhere.
10:13Get away from the water.
10:16That's bad.
10:17Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:52And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Come.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:16It's all right.
12:18It's all right.
12:19It's all right.
12:19No, it's all right.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
13:11Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:24Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34I...
14:36This one will be Sam's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think.
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:19Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07That's it?
17:07That's it?
17:07He has me to say it and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45But I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:40I don't know who can blame them.
19:15I don't know who can blame them.
19:31The wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile, too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:41Never seen anything like it.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school, and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier on my city money.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank, and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana, trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39Look, I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings, ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy, and I get Bridget, and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls to the same parts for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:31Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48So can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls, you spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yeah, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:46Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:30Spend time, honey.
26:01Spend time, honey.
26:01Spend time, honey.
26:21Spend time, honey.
26:33really you still remember them oh yeah tell me one oh no no no yeah they um
26:39yeah my father had a uh rather warped sense of humor
26:44yeah well at this point i'm pretty hard to offend
26:53okay um okay so there are four nuns driving in a van and the van goes off a cliff and
27:02they all die
27:03funny no no no that's i'm getting sorry this is all just the setup yeah i got i got it
27:08yeah okay
27:09so they're standing at the pearly gates and saint peter looks them over and he says to the first
27:14nun this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven and your conscience
27:19must be cleansed before you enter so the first nun thinks about it and she says well
27:26i used to sneak peeks at father riley in the shower saint peter says well you're a naughty one sister
27:32wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five hail mary she does sends her off to
27:38heaven
27:38so he looks at the second nun asks her the same thing she says well on occasion i would
27:43stroke father riley's member with my hand saint peter just shakes his head tells her to wash her hand
27:50in the bowl of holy water say ten hail mary's she does lets her into heaven now the third nun
27:57steps up and the fourth nun grabs her throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of
28:02holy water
28:02saint peter says what on earth are you doing sister and the nun says i'm gonna wash my mouth
28:07out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in it
28:14i stand corrected russell i can still be offended that was very poorly chosen i'm sorry it was the
28:21first one that came to my mind i am so sorry i it's terrible common denominator for their problem
28:28seems to be father riley yeah he uh did get around ah what's in it vodka soda easy on the
28:36soda
28:37god bless you i'm eating stuff in at the gym at nine if you're up for it oh yeah exercise
28:44it's
28:45exactly what i need
28:49i see things didn't end well with a cowboy
28:54how's that look about it
28:58page has been quiet i think this is going to be hardest on her
29:03i'm afraid how so when you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone the girls are handling it well at least yeah well
29:18they're too young to know the difference just one less present at christmas
29:27i know an excellent therapist stacy you are my therapist
29:34you're my best friend i'm incapable of being impartial speaking to someone who can look at the
29:40situation with clarity and with zero opinion what i need is opinion
29:46if i want to know what the book on death says i'll buy the fucking book
29:49but also when you're also married for失敗
30:19i think it's a big part of my money
30:19I don't know.
30:50I don't know.
31:28I don't know.
31:34I don't know.
31:35I don't know.
31:36I don't know.
31:46I don't know.
31:58I don't know.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling
32:12out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look.
32:15It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh, love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:31I'm going to buy the damn thing.
32:33I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:34I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:34Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh, boy.
33:21Do you ever, baby.
33:46I don't know.
33:47Oh, boy.
33:54Yay.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president?
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:44Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:50And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors.
36:09To guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:26My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11what you need is this a lot of this not this a lot of talking
38:19and yelling and crying a lot of it and often and in time those memories will become fond
38:30again they won't hurt to recall them and you'll laugh will you love again maybe i don't have
38:46any idea if that's something you want will you ever be whole again will you feel like you
38:54did before he died no but you know that but you will heal if you let yourself you will
39:07have as much life to live as you allow yourself or you'll have none you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it seriously come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know i find it quite
40:06liberating at the moment good say it again
40:11fuck you are we gonna do trust falls next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start come on keep it coming let's go i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it
40:32i know i know i know i'm running away running away from my problems this problem goes with
40:38me so i'm not running from anything
40:43when i miss my daughters honestly i don't
40:48i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better for them you know live their own lives
40:55maybe they could move with you i mean it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said my oldest daughter needs it i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach sarcasm and therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth then yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26do you think i should
41:30not my place to say but
41:34i think you should consider it and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it
41:51you should consider moving to europe
41:56spend a year traveling
41:57you got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him
42:08must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman
42:12you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38oh this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with
43:07not begin one
43:08fine
43:09see you at happy hour
43:10thank you
43:26across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:40who's your realtor
43:42yeah
43:43no matter what i do i can't stay here
43:45lily
43:46i can smell him
43:48hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay
43:53so um
43:55pages is is in bed
43:57and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's
44:00well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance
44:03but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse
44:06you're right
44:07you're right
44:07it would
44:08i'll be there in 15 minutes
44:09call abby
44:10okay
44:10okay calling her now
44:39is she in the bedroom
44:40yeah
44:44uh
44:46do you have any sweets
44:48sweets
44:49okay get some ice cream rocky road
44:52and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk
44:56put the chocolate chips on top and
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon
44:59that sounds uh disgusting
45:01i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road
45:10desperate times call for desperate measures
45:13grab chocolate chips
45:14the shitty ones like she likes
45:15well
45:16looks like all we need from you is a cup russell
45:19give it to her
45:20she knows how to make it
45:21got it
45:23okay
45:24hey hey hey hey
45:26hey it's okay
45:27it's okay
45:28it's okay
45:29it's okay it's okay
45:30it's okay you know what this is
45:32this is how much you love them
45:34and your body just doesn't know where to put
45:36all that love now
45:37okay but you don't have to put it anywhere
45:39and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone
45:41in fact one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again
45:53yeah when i die
45:55when your husband dies and your friends
45:57and and someday your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts
46:08i'm not hungry
46:09it's not food
46:10it is a drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't end
46:17up on your hips
46:18and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five
46:25no i used to lack five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots
46:33no she's back
46:34i don't understand it
46:37it's the crunch
46:39with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream
46:41the explanation
46:44doesn't sell it
46:45page
46:45no
46:47you got her
46:49i got her but i cannot stay the night
46:50i can stay the night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever
47:04i know
47:17is she okay
47:20she will be
47:24is there a decent bar
47:26near here
47:27uh there's a
47:29there's a dive bar
47:31around the corner
47:32well
47:34soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:54um i don't know
47:55i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that i'm aware of no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh
48:23xt enterprises llc or some shit
48:28okay
48:29so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can i get you
48:34oh god
48:35i'm uh
48:36i am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41uh that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place
48:44from a cocktail bar
48:45so
48:45true that
48:46uh
48:46how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56yeah
48:57bigger style
48:57two irish car bombs
48:58i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink
49:01russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh
49:10apologies
49:11russell
49:12this is gonna hurt
49:16all right
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a
49:36bad gag reflex
49:38no no
49:39i'm not
49:39i'm i'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh
49:45life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or
50:01aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for
50:07my daughter
50:08i mean
50:09what
50:09you know
50:09we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:12yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:20you know page
50:23she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell
50:26russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah
50:32i mean i guess i want
50:32i want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35i don't want to raise them
50:36and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town
50:39you know
50:40where they can have a normal
50:41you know
50:42trick-or-treat
50:43and
50:43and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no
50:47no i don't know
50:48no i don't know
50:49i raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59i don't know
51:01i don't know
51:02i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah
51:03well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you
51:09and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:30no i don't know
51:44yeah
51:44yeah
51:45yeah
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