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00:00:28You
00:00:36Oh
00:01:00Oh
00:01:15You guys the parents yeah, I credit card for me. Yeah, I paid already no comprendo muchacho
00:01:22I got an open invoice at the register. Are you serious? Look at me. I'm always serious
00:01:30Ha ha ha ha
00:01:31Who's your manager? Oh
00:01:35Ho ho
00:01:37Of course. Brian, just give him the card
00:01:39I don't like the way he's talking to me. Is this your woman Brian?
00:01:43My wife, yes
00:01:45Punching above your weight amigo
00:01:47What'd you say? Dad, can you open more presents? Daddy's a little busy right now. Hey, you don't talk you
00:01:52don't talk to her
00:01:54Okay, Brian, why don't you take off the mask
00:01:56Oh
00:01:57I am fine. She's fine Brian. Oh, where's the office? You stay here
00:02:10Alright, why don't you play with your toy suite and we'll have pizza sound good
00:02:15Dig in
00:02:18You know what? Yeah, we got it under the wrong last name
00:02:23Hubby will be thrilled
00:02:25I am so sorry for him
00:02:27He hates his places
00:02:30Sometimes I just
00:02:31A unicorn
00:02:33Oh
00:02:35You know what
00:02:37I don't know what I think
00:02:41Trouble in paradise
00:02:44Paradise
00:02:47Should have cut me off several glasses today
00:02:50Oh
00:02:51Well
00:02:52I'll inform the manager
00:03:03Hey Libby
00:03:05Have you seen your mom and wife?
00:03:07No, and if you've got them, can you save my spot?
00:03:09Sure
00:03:09No, no
00:03:11No, everybody
00:03:32Don't
00:03:33Wild
00:03:33Go
00:03:33Bye
00:03:33What?
00:03:34Come on!
00:03:35Come on!
00:03:36Come on!
00:03:38Come on!
00:03:56Oh, my God.
00:04:00Mommy?
00:04:03Olivia.
00:04:05Oh, fuck.
00:04:08Hey!
00:04:08Shut the fuck up, Pete!
00:04:34Look at me!
00:04:35Look at me!
00:04:36Look at me!
00:04:38It's going to be okay!
00:04:39It's going to be okay!
00:04:42We, uh...
00:04:43We can't tell anyone about this.
00:04:47No, no, no!
00:04:49Okay?
00:04:50Okay?
00:04:52Okay?
00:04:52Okay, good girl!
00:04:54You're such a good girl!
00:04:55Thank you!
00:04:59Thank you!
00:05:01Oh, thank you!
00:05:01I'm so scared.
00:05:04Oh, no!
00:05:12Wow.
00:05:14You're, like, actually a really good kisser.
00:05:16Oh, thank you.
00:05:18Wait.
00:05:19What was your name again?
00:05:21Um, Olivia?
00:05:22Time's up, Hercules.
00:05:24Oh, shit.
00:05:24What, you got two for the price of one?
00:05:26You know I'm down.
00:05:27Oh, you wish.
00:05:28Come on, Lynn.
00:05:28Let's go.
00:05:29Come on.
00:05:29What, is community college girl too good for me?
00:05:32Yes.
00:05:33And I bet money that that's the only time you'll hear a girl say that word to you tonight.
00:05:37Bye, Derek.
00:05:38No, come on.
00:05:39Come on.
00:05:39All right.
00:05:40You know what?
00:05:40Find me later.
00:05:42Girl.
00:05:42Come on.
00:05:43He's nice.
00:05:44Didn't you, like, just meet him?
00:05:46Yeah, but I just met you, like, a month ago, and we're, like, best friends.
00:05:48That's different.
00:05:49Um, your mom says bring Leander's and leave early.
00:05:51What?
00:05:52Wait.
00:05:52How did you get my mom's number?
00:05:54She called the store last week after you fucked out.
00:05:55I gave her my number because I just...
00:05:57Because I feel like you never answer.
00:05:58She's always doing this shit.
00:05:59It's really weird.
00:05:59Honestly, I think she's just worried about the flight tomorrow.
00:06:02There's one plane, so we have to make it.
00:06:03Why are you so worried about this?
00:06:04And why are you texting my mom?
00:06:05I'm sorry.
00:06:06I'm sorry.
00:06:07I didn't think it was a big deal, okay?
00:06:09It is a big deal.
00:06:10I'm sorry.
00:06:11Honestly, I'm just trying to keep you out of your own way.
00:06:13Okay?
00:06:14Okay.
00:06:15Okay?
00:06:15I'm sorry.
00:06:16No, it's fine.
00:06:17It's okay.
00:06:21One more drink?
00:06:22Then bed?
00:06:23Maybe two?
00:06:23Two.
00:06:24Please.
00:06:25Okay.
00:06:25Bye.
00:06:35I have her location, Derek.
00:06:37I know she's in there.
00:06:38Never said that.
00:06:39She wasn't.
00:06:39She literally leaves in an hour.
00:06:41Liv.
00:06:41I'm sorry.
00:06:42I'm coming.
00:06:43I just have to go back and...
00:06:44I already did.
00:06:45The Uber is waiting.
00:06:46Now, please.
00:06:47Ready.
00:06:50Text me.
00:06:51New match.
00:06:52What?
00:06:53New match.
00:06:54Oh.
00:06:54No.
00:06:55She's not gonna say this, so I will.
00:06:57Fuck you, Derek.
00:06:59Yeah, anytime you want.
00:07:02Wish I would've let you stop me.
00:07:05Maybe you saw something in him I didn't.
00:07:09Not to sound like your mom.
00:07:10No, no.
00:07:10Trust me, Sophie's nothing like my mother.
00:07:12She's seriously insane.
00:07:14I hope you realize that.
00:07:14Okay?
00:07:16Avoiding just makes it worse.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:18Always has for me.
00:07:21That's our car.
00:07:22Let's go.
00:07:25I swear, if this is some sort of silent meditation retreat,
00:07:28we're going right back home.
00:07:29Fingers crossed for ayahuasca.
00:07:30Boarding doors for gate three are now closed.
00:07:33Shit.
00:07:36Excuse me?
00:07:37Sir?
00:07:38Hi.
00:07:39Hi.
00:07:41Hi.
00:07:42Hi, ma'am.
00:07:43No, no, no, no, no.
00:07:44What you just said on the speaker, we had two minutes.
00:07:45That was...
00:07:45Three minutes ago?
00:07:47Okay, well, I can still see people boarding.
00:07:49Ma'am, I'm gonna need you to calm down.
00:07:50Please.
00:07:51Did you just swear at me, sir?
00:07:53Oh, my God.
00:07:53What?
00:07:54What, Liv?
00:07:54Can you believe this man's attack?
00:07:56Sir, I'm sorry.
00:07:57This is ridiculous.
00:07:58He's not.
00:07:59Do you want to say that again?
00:08:00Oh, my God.
00:08:00Sir, so that everybody can hear?
00:08:08It's worth a shot.
00:08:09Ugh.
00:08:10What?
00:08:12GPS says eight hours.
00:08:14Bet I can make it in seven.
00:08:15I don't want to get pulled over.
00:08:17Oh, come on, Liv.
00:08:18If I have the faith for the rental, you have the dead dad money for speeding tickets.
00:08:27I'm sorry.
00:08:28That was...
00:08:29It's her.
00:08:33Olivia, uh, just making sure you're on your way.
00:08:37I told him I wasn't going to do this unless you were here too, so, um, please be here.
00:08:44Listen, uh, I know this is supposed to be just for me, but, uh, I want it to be for
00:08:51us.
00:08:52When was the last time you saw her?
00:08:54In person?
00:08:55Yeah.
00:08:56I think when she dropped me off freshman year.
00:08:59Really?
00:09:00It was right after my dad died.
00:09:03I saw other families crying, but she just...
00:09:06drove away.
00:09:14It was never worked for me.
00:09:18Cleansing breaths.
00:09:20My dad thinks they're bullshit.
00:09:22A lot of shrinks do.
00:09:24But the...
00:09:25Have any other suggestions?
00:09:30Tell me five things you see.
00:09:33Really?
00:09:35Don't think.
00:09:36Just say.
00:09:38Um...
00:09:42The...
00:09:43Clock.
00:09:44The steering wheel.
00:09:47That creepy building.
00:09:49Good.
00:09:50Do more.
00:09:52Uh, your necklace.
00:09:55And...
00:09:57I think that's a scarecrow.
00:10:02Three things you hear.
00:10:05Uh, the...
00:10:07Car heater.
00:10:09The radio.
00:10:09Your voice.
00:10:11One thing you see.
00:10:14Orange blossom.
00:10:17That's impressive.
00:10:21How do you feel?
00:10:24I'm almost ready.
00:10:30Have the courage to have the conflict.
00:10:33You steal that one from your dad, too.
00:10:37You got it from me.
00:10:39Hm.
00:10:49Oh, shit.
00:10:51Oh, shit.
00:10:53Sit.
00:11:13Good evening, friends.
00:11:14Welcome to our first in-person gathering.
00:11:17And the first day of the rest of your lives.
00:11:20You've all demonstrated incredible commitment and even more incredible potential.
00:11:26But after traveling all this way, I think it would do us all well to remember why we're here in
00:11:31the first place.
00:11:33Hey, uh, I've never really done anything like this before, but I have something that I want to share.
00:11:40I was depressed.
00:11:41I was paralyzed.
00:11:43I was a little down.
00:11:44Sort of in a dark place.
00:11:45Felt like I was trapped.
00:11:47I was suffocating.
00:11:49I was scared and I was looking for anything.
00:11:50And then I find this guy in line who calls himself the Truth Ambassador.
00:11:54The Truth Ambassador.
00:11:56The Truth Ambassador.
00:11:57On the internet, you know I'm religious, but he's not really religious in that sense.
00:12:01He has this thing that can help you find your purpose, find out who you really are.
00:12:06The way he reframes everything, the generosity.
00:12:09I know where I need to be in life.
00:12:12My life is turned into a dip in this pool, and it's every day like this.
00:12:16This shit is for real, yo.
00:12:18He helped me.
00:12:19Find me.
00:12:21He helped me.
00:12:22Helped myself.
00:12:23A whole different part of myself that I never knew existed.
00:12:26And it's working.
00:12:28Find the Truth Ambassador.
00:12:29While these people made tremendous strides, our journey this weekend is unprecedented.
00:12:35I implore you all to choose yourselves in ways you never thought possible.
00:12:41Remember, I am not the Messiah.
00:12:44You are.
00:12:57You all know my alter ego.
00:13:01And in that way, you may think you already know me.
00:13:06That we are here for the next three days.
00:13:09To peel away the pretense.
00:13:13To shed our skin.
00:13:17My name is Curtis Clark.
00:13:22And what a pleasure it is to meet you.
00:13:29What was that?
00:13:33I'm sorry.
00:13:35There's no photography.
00:13:36Sorry, I didn't turn the flash off.
00:13:38You signed the agreement.
00:13:39I know.
00:13:40Hand it to me.
00:13:42It's okay.
00:13:44It's okay.
00:13:46Come on.
00:14:00What are you doing?
00:14:01I'm destroying your phone.
00:14:06All right.
00:14:08It's time to go.
00:14:12What?
00:14:12Out the door.
00:14:13Do not come back.
00:14:15You just smashed my phone.
00:14:16There's a bus stop.
00:14:19Right a mile down the road.
00:14:21Next one's in 14 minutes.
00:14:24If you run.
00:14:25You're kicking me out?
00:14:26I'm paying you everything I've had.
00:14:28We all know what you're paying.
00:14:30I can't.
00:14:30I can't go back.
00:14:32What do I do?
00:14:33Only you can answer that.
00:14:35No, no.
00:14:36Please.
00:14:37Please.
00:14:38I'm sorry.
00:14:40I've never met anyone who gets it like you do.
00:14:44I worship you.
00:14:47I worship you.
00:14:49And that's your first mistake.
00:14:51What?
00:14:52I am not God.
00:14:55I hope you find the truth you seek.
00:14:57But it will not be with me.
00:15:03What about them?
00:15:05They showed up late.
00:15:06They're not even wearing masks.
00:15:08They are not your concern.
00:15:11You made your choice.
00:15:16I want my money back.
00:15:22I suggest you think very carefully.
00:15:25About your next one.
00:15:31The bus leaves in 13.
00:15:32What about them?
00:15:42What about them?
00:15:47What about them?
00:15:51What about them?
00:15:52That's amazing.
00:15:53Everyone speaks.
00:15:55They don't know anything.
00:15:58They don't know anything.
00:16:01What about them?
00:16:01until now have been defined and betrayed by a school hospital and family yes what
00:16:13about you a cult
00:16:21now as you're all aware we are in the midst of the witching season and while
00:16:28those around us may be putting their masks on we have gathered here to take ours out
00:16:39pumpkin hello pumpkin please stand
00:16:47now in a moment I want you to please take off your mask share your chosen name and in a
00:16:53single word
00:16:56describe what you hope to glean from our time here together you understand all right on you go
00:17:12well my name is Andy now my word is perspective
00:17:22thank you Andy
00:17:26soon you'll see
00:17:31dog
00:17:39Owen
00:17:42truth
00:17:45sit
00:17:48but not as a dog
00:17:49there's no one
00:17:51sit
00:17:53oh careful watch your step
00:18:00Owen
00:18:05truth
00:18:06ghost
00:18:15Joanne
00:18:18courage
00:18:21it's closer than you think
00:18:27thank you Joanne
00:18:34sheep
00:18:39when you're ready
00:18:47you're ready
00:18:48Rebecca
00:18:50freedom
00:18:51freedom
00:18:51freedom
00:18:53thank you Rebecca
00:18:55Olivia
00:18:57will you come join your mother and me
00:18:58up here
00:19:05come come come
00:19:07come come
00:19:08now
00:19:09welcome Olivia
00:19:12welcome Olivia
00:19:13welcome Olivia
00:19:17there we go
00:19:18there we go
00:19:19was that so hard
00:19:21my friends it is my profound honor
00:19:24to introduce you to my beautiful stepdaughter
00:19:28Olivia
00:19:30I'm sorry what did you just say
00:19:32this
00:19:33this is my chosen family
00:19:41oh my
00:19:47all this pageantry tonight
00:19:49this pageantry tonight
00:19:51this
00:19:52this is a symbol
00:19:55a shackle society has used to immobilize us
00:19:58but this weekend
00:20:01you can achieve something more
00:20:05I'm talking about
00:20:08radical
00:20:10autonomy
00:20:11none of you
00:20:13asked to be born
00:20:15no
00:20:15right
00:20:16no one has to be born
00:20:17but you can choose
00:20:18to be born again
00:20:20you can finally
00:20:21help yourselves
00:20:23you can all be gods
00:20:26no more cults
00:20:29no more cults
00:20:31no more cults
00:20:33no more cults
00:20:37no more cults
00:20:39no more cults
00:20:41no more cults
00:20:42no more cults
00:20:44no more cults
00:20:46it's a fucking cult
00:20:47not gonna lie
00:20:49stepdaddy's kinda hot
00:20:50yo
00:20:51I'm gonna kill myself
00:20:53that's like
00:20:54classic cult behavior
00:20:56Liz
00:20:58I told you
00:20:59I didn't want to come here
00:21:01she's always spending
00:21:02my dad's money
00:21:03on this bullshit
00:21:07this is weird right
00:21:11I was sleeping
00:21:11in the backyard
00:21:15girls
00:21:16we're about to do
00:21:17the mask burning
00:21:20um Sophie
00:21:21could you
00:21:22give us a minute please
00:21:31I know
00:21:32you must have
00:21:33a lot of questions
00:21:36are you actually
00:21:37married
00:21:39mom
00:21:40I know it seems
00:21:41unusual
00:21:42how long have you
00:21:42known him
00:21:45in your middle
00:21:46named Rebecca
00:21:46why are you using
00:21:47a fresh start
00:21:51settling in
00:21:52no right
00:21:55sweetheart
00:21:57I know that we
00:21:58have a lot to talk
00:22:00about
00:22:01but
00:22:01I really feel good
00:22:03about this
00:22:04for both of us
00:22:07for the first time
00:22:08in a very long time
00:22:09it's expected of me
00:22:10here
00:22:12it's pretty intense
00:22:13well it's not
00:22:14supposed to be easy
00:22:16you're just
00:22:17out of it
00:22:18I want you to see
00:22:19the work he does
00:22:20how it
00:22:22changes people
00:22:23what kind of change
00:22:26well it's up to them
00:22:31isn't that what you want
00:22:35we all chose a mask
00:22:37representing a personal
00:22:38shortcoming
00:22:39I chose
00:22:39well
00:22:40but I'm taking control
00:22:42now
00:22:45hey
00:22:45what's your shortcoming
00:22:46Sophie
00:22:47it's a long story
00:23:02it's not really my business
00:23:03but
00:23:04you guys seemed surprised
00:23:06by the ring
00:23:07yeah
00:23:08I didn't even know
00:23:09he existed
00:23:10so
00:23:11and apparently
00:23:12the internet
00:23:13doesn't either
00:23:13I've been googling
00:23:15Curtis Clarks
00:23:16and there's a ton of them
00:23:17but none that look like him
00:23:19sorry
00:23:20about my friend
00:23:21she's paranoid
00:23:22that's all good
00:23:22get you to do your research
00:23:25so would you like
00:23:26met all these people
00:23:27before
00:23:28or
00:23:28hi
00:23:30I can't
00:23:31I
00:23:32I don't think
00:23:34I can do this
00:23:34I don't think
00:23:36I can do this
00:23:36yes you can
00:23:37no no no
00:23:38yes you can
00:23:38I have to call him
00:23:39he needs to know
00:23:40where I am
00:23:40call who
00:23:41who Joanne
00:23:42my son
00:23:43he had a baby
00:23:45he just had one
00:23:46and I wasn't there
00:23:46my baby
00:23:47he had a baby
00:23:48and I wasn't there
00:23:49listen to me
00:23:50Joanne doesn't have children
00:23:51Joanne
00:23:52she's a newborn
00:23:53herself
00:23:54I'm Lisa
00:23:55now you stop that right now
00:23:57you are
00:23:59Joanne
00:24:00you are joyful
00:24:01joyful Joanne
00:24:03beautiful joyful
00:24:05jubilant judgment
00:24:06I have to go back
00:24:07I have to go back
00:24:08there is nowhere
00:24:09to go back to
00:24:11you left all that behind
00:24:13I made a mistake
00:24:14yes you did
00:24:15you made a mistake
00:24:17for 60 years
00:24:18living a lie
00:24:20keeping Joanne
00:24:20in the shadows
00:24:21but you're free
00:24:22now you're free
00:24:27Andy Tarr
00:24:28you're so brave
00:24:30Joanne
00:24:31back up
00:24:32we see you
00:24:34break the cycle
00:24:35you are seen
00:24:37Owen
00:24:41I want to go home
00:24:43and you
00:24:44you were almost there
00:24:46you were so on your way
00:24:48you told me yourself
00:24:50right
00:24:51what did you tell me
00:24:52what did you tell me
00:24:52you said
00:24:53you weren't abandoning anyone
00:24:55you didn't abandon anyone
00:24:57you wouldn't abandon anyone
00:24:58but why
00:25:00why
00:25:00because
00:25:01because
00:25:03because
00:25:12they abandoned me
00:25:28I'm so proud of you
00:25:33I'm so proud of you
00:25:37we have just witnessed
00:25:38something extraordinary
00:25:39this is
00:25:41this is an act
00:25:42gesture of defiance
00:25:47of a woman claiming herself
00:25:56over the course of this retreat
00:25:58you two may
00:26:00you may feel drawn to a gesture of your own
00:26:03a moment may present itself
00:26:04an impulse may arise
00:26:08you follow it
00:26:13there is nothing
00:26:15more pitiful
00:26:17than the unlived life
00:26:20you did it
00:26:23no one else
00:26:25you did it
00:26:33remember friends
00:26:34I am only here to hold your hand
00:26:36as you journey
00:26:37to find the self
00:26:38you don't remember forgetting
00:26:40now
00:26:41close your eyes
00:26:43breathe in
00:26:44venture into the shadows
00:26:46with me
00:26:47and ask yourself
00:26:48who are you
00:26:50when no one is watching
00:26:51what sound do you make
00:26:54in the forest
00:26:54you do it
00:26:55there to hear it
00:26:56hear it
00:26:57hear it
00:26:58what sound do you make
00:27:13and ask yourself
00:27:17I don't either
00:27:18you ask yourself
00:27:21you do I have a word
00:27:22I don't know
00:27:23to hear it
00:27:23or do I go
00:27:23I don't know
00:27:23what it is
00:27:23I don't know
00:27:23what it is
00:27:23I don't know
00:27:24I don't know
00:28:28I know it was a lot tonight.
00:28:31What part?
00:28:34All of it.
00:28:37They expect a little theatricality.
00:28:40Whether they'd admit to it or not.
00:28:43Right.
00:28:44Is that why you have a cartoon in your videos?
00:28:50Well, I'm just camera shy.
00:28:55Are you really in a cult?
00:28:59Aren't we all?
00:29:02Isn't that what all this is?
00:29:06No.
00:29:07Cults want people to stay.
00:29:08I want them to...
00:29:09I want them to move on.
00:29:14I love your mom, Olivia.
00:29:15I know it's probably hard for you to believe.
00:29:18What do you love about her?
00:29:20Her curiosity.
00:29:21Her conviction.
00:29:22Doesn't sound like my mom.
00:29:23Well, you're just not looking at it from the right angle.
00:29:27Rebecca...
00:29:27It's not her name.
00:29:28It is now.
00:29:30She tells me that you struggle with decision paralysis.
00:29:36Is that right?
00:29:39I'd like to help you.
00:29:41Like I'm helping her.
00:29:43Is that why I'm here?
00:29:45Well, how much of your life has been chosen by you, Olivia?
00:29:48I...
00:29:49I don't...
00:29:50Well, are you just a bystander?
00:29:54One domino after another.
00:29:57Listen, that woman tonight...
00:29:59She made a choice.
00:30:03Sometimes you have to do whatever it takes to become who you are.
00:30:07This weekend is an opportunity for you and your mom to choose.
00:30:14Who you are to each other.
00:30:18Not because you were born into it.
00:30:20But because it is born out of you.
00:30:26All right, well...
00:30:30Think about it.
00:31:05Do it.
00:31:06Do it.
00:31:07Do it.
00:31:07Do it.
00:31:14Do it.
00:31:38I don't know.
00:31:53Sophie, do you hear that?
00:32:37Sophie, do you hear that?
00:32:42Oh, my God.
00:32:44Mom!
00:32:44What the fuck?
00:32:47Shh.
00:33:09Good morning.
00:33:11I want to commend you on taking these first steps.
00:33:15Stripping yourself of your mask is very difficult, but necessary.
00:33:21Please don't just sit there, eat.
00:33:28By now, you have noticed that I'm not here this morning.
00:33:32That's because this weekend isn't about me.
00:33:35It's about you.
00:33:38I'm sorry.
00:33:39Oh, take your space, Rebecca.
00:33:48Today, you will all be leading the workshops yourselves, exerting your agency.
00:33:54I will return tonight, anticipating your progress to expansion and liberation.
00:34:04Curtis Clark.
00:34:05Mm-hmm.
00:34:06That's my man.
00:34:09All right.
00:34:10Well, maybe we start with setting an intention for the day.
00:34:20Something that we want to improve on from yesterday.
00:34:24I am going to use my voice.
00:34:31I'm going to lean into fear.
00:34:37Joanne, are you injured?
00:34:38No, healing.
00:34:42No more reminders of the core.
00:34:45Mm-hmm.
00:34:49Are you feeling...
00:34:50Much better.
00:34:55Like myself.
00:35:07Girls, do you want to give it a try?
00:35:10Oh.
00:35:11No, I thought we were just auditing, so...
00:35:13Oh, no, please.
00:35:14We'd all love to hear.
00:35:16Mm-hmm.
00:35:21I think...
00:35:24I'm going to knock on doors before I open them.
00:35:26Sophie?
00:35:27No, no.
00:35:28She's right.
00:35:29We should talk about it.
00:35:31Mom.
00:35:31We're all adults, you know.
00:35:33Olivia.
00:35:34And it's perfectly natural.
00:35:35Please stop right up.
00:35:36Olivia walked in on Curtis having sex with me last night.
00:35:38Oh, my God.
00:35:39It was a power exercise.
00:35:41An exercise in granting status.
00:35:44And what it feels like to take it back for yourself.
00:35:46Sounds incredible.
00:35:48It was.
00:35:49It's exactly what I needed.
00:35:51Jesus fucking Christ.
00:35:56Oh, my God.
00:36:01I'm sorry.
00:36:01Olivia.
00:36:03I knew this would happen.
00:36:04I fucking called it.
00:36:05I knew this would fucking happen.
00:36:07Where are you going?
00:36:08Can we drive?
00:36:09Come on.
00:36:09No, Liv, just stop.
00:36:11Let me help you, please.
00:36:12You can't fucking help me, Sophie.
00:36:13She's been this way since I was a kid.
00:36:15She's fucking manic, you know?
00:36:16One day she's, like, flirting with all my fucking guy friends,
00:36:19and it's fucking weird.
00:36:20And then the next day she's, like,
00:36:21I'm going to sell this skin care and this Ponzi scheme.
00:36:23It's going to be amazing.
00:36:25Fuck.
00:36:25Hang on.
00:36:26Fuck, where are my keys?
00:36:26Just hang on.
00:36:27Here are my keys.
00:36:27Just a second.
00:36:28Just let me, just breathe.
00:36:29It's okay.
00:36:31I'm sick of it.
00:36:33Look, Liv, my dad, we never really connected growing up.
00:36:39And I kept thinking that I would just wake up one day
00:36:40and he would be the dad that I thought he should be,
00:36:43and I just, I had to be where I was.
00:36:47I've tried so many times.
00:36:50I know, I know, but, but, has she ever hurt you?
00:36:55Like, hit me?
00:36:56No?
00:36:58Has she ever lied to you?
00:37:01I don't think so.
00:37:03So what has she done?
00:37:05Um, she always lies to herself.
00:37:10And just, like, doesn't deal with her own shit.
00:37:12Exactly.
00:37:13Yes, her shit.
00:37:17Do I still think it's kind of a cult?
00:37:19Yes.
00:37:21Absolutely, but so is religion and the military.
00:37:26Mary Kay.
00:37:28Big one.
00:37:29Big one.
00:37:33I just wanted to be normal.
00:37:42What do you think she wants?
00:37:58Listen to your senses.
00:38:01You know where you're supposed to go.
00:38:03I don't.
00:38:04Olivia.
00:38:17Come on, love.
00:38:19Now toward the river.
00:38:21Yeah, I don't even know what direction I'm facing.
00:38:24Just feel it.
00:38:40Drown out all the noise.
00:38:43Listen to your voice, not theirs.
00:38:46Right there, right there.
00:38:47Come on.
00:38:55Yes.
00:38:57Nice, Olivia.
00:38:59Good night.
00:39:03Did you all see that?
00:39:05That burst of self-assurance?
00:39:07Yes, it was beautiful.
00:39:08Imagine this out in the world.
00:39:11Imagine ourselves unencumbered, our voices unmuffled.
00:39:15I want to go next.
00:39:18I need to go next.
00:39:20Okay, Owen, set him up at the tree line and we'll reset the ring.
00:39:25On it.
00:39:31How do you feel?
00:39:34Good.
00:39:36Powerful?
00:39:39That's what I want for you.
00:39:44I want to go next.
00:39:45I want to go next.
00:39:52I'm not sorry that it happened, but I am sorry that you saw.
00:39:56If you want to talk about it, I know that I can't.
00:39:59No, no, I'm good.
00:40:00He's ready.
00:40:08Damn it.
00:40:09No, no, don't help me.
00:40:11No, yeah, no.
00:40:31Wow.
00:40:32Damn it.
00:40:33Fuck.
00:40:34Am I close?
00:40:35No.
00:40:40No.
00:40:40No, no.
00:40:42No, no.
00:40:44It's not real.
00:40:45I need it to be real.
00:40:47Andy, the exercise.
00:40:49I know, but I need something else.
00:40:51Does anybody still have their masks?
00:40:52Maybe we can black out the eyes.
00:40:53No, no.
00:40:54I'm not going backwards.
00:40:56So what do you want to do?
00:41:04No more reminders of before.
00:41:13Andy?
00:41:14Wait.
00:41:15Rebecca?
00:41:15Don't interrupt.
00:41:17There's no stopping it.
00:41:19It's not a matter of if.
00:41:21It's a matter of when.
00:41:23Mom, you can't let him do this.
00:41:24This is not my choice.
00:41:25I decide.
00:41:26Are you sure?
00:41:27Yes.
00:41:28Then we are here for you.
00:41:29No, he can go to a doctor.
00:41:30No.
00:41:32This has put me on a list.
00:41:35Don't know what it's like.
00:41:40Nobody knows what it's like.
00:41:44Wait.
00:41:45Tell me.
00:41:46No.
00:41:47Let me go.
00:41:47Let me go.
00:41:48Let me go.
00:41:49Let me go.
00:41:49Let me go.
00:41:49Let me go.
00:41:49Stop.
00:41:52Stop.
00:41:54Stop.
00:41:54Stop.
00:41:55It's not me.
00:41:59I never knew it.
00:42:01I never knew it.
00:42:06Stop.
00:42:06It's not me.
00:42:08No,isons.
00:42:09I need to go.
00:42:09But you're not here.
00:42:10No.
00:42:15You're not here.
00:42:17I need to go.
00:42:20No.
00:42:27Andi? Give me your hand.
00:42:45What the fuck? What was that?
00:42:47He made a choice. That was his gesture.
00:42:49It's not our place to decide what...
00:42:51You can't actually believe that.
00:42:53Yes, I do believe that, Olivia.
00:42:54Mom, you tried to cut his fucking eyes out.
00:42:56He took control.
00:42:57Like I'm taking control of my life, of my future, of...
00:43:00I'm not taking control. You're just doing whatever this creep wants you to do.
00:43:01Don't you dare talk about him like that.
00:43:04You know, at least when you cheated on Dad, it was your own decision.
00:43:12Bitch.
00:43:26Liz?
00:43:31Why did you do that?
00:43:33To what?
00:43:33At the river. You stopped me.
00:43:34I didn't want you to get hurt.
00:43:37Sophie, do you see what's happening here? What these people are doing?
00:43:41He has a disease, Olivia. He's... he's...
00:43:43Okay. Yeah. I take back whatever I said. You sound exactly like my mother.
00:43:48Well, maybe that's not such a bad thing.
00:43:56Sophie, are you okay with this?
00:44:10Olivia, wait. I'm sorry. I don't want you to think that I...
00:44:14You didn't come here. I'm okay with Bill.
00:44:30He was hesitant...
00:44:31Hang on, no, no.
00:45:29What are you doing?
00:45:30I don't know what it looks like.
00:45:32Is that my mom?
00:45:32Yes, quiet, please.
00:45:34Why are you in here?
00:45:35She's in trouble.
00:45:36How do you know that?
00:45:37You got my mom, too.
00:45:40I was still in high school.
00:45:43He called himself something else then.
00:45:46The Ascension Emissary.
00:45:49It's a different character.
00:45:51Different socials, but it's all the same shit.
00:45:59What happened to her?
00:46:04I don't know.
00:46:07One night she just never came home.
00:46:11A few weeks later, I found some burner accounts.
00:46:16Stuff like this.
00:46:25Go to the bottom.
00:46:32Go to the bottom.
00:46:34He drained our accounts.
00:46:36Everything my mom had her name on.
00:46:39I wanted to tell you yesterday, but I wasn't sure.
00:46:41You can trust me.
00:46:45Okay, I've been recording everything I can.
00:46:48It's all on this.
00:46:50But I don't want to get your mom in trouble.
00:46:52What do you mean?
00:46:54I saw her lacing the tea this morning.
00:46:58Before breakfast.
00:47:00Is that right?
00:47:01Yeah.
00:47:03She told us it would make us more impulsive, but I don't know if she was going to tell you
00:47:06guys.
00:47:14Porch lights are off, too.
00:47:16Looks like the whole house.
00:47:18We should get downstairs.
00:47:21What are you doing in our room?
00:47:23Oh, um, uh, I was...
00:47:27Oh, I see.
00:47:29Uh, no, we were just fucking my stepdaughter.
00:47:32My marital bed is your chest draw, and then by all means.
00:47:36Okay, uh, but we were just, we were just talking.
00:47:39Oh, right, yeah, I see, okay.
00:47:41Hey, Livia, will you go check the breaker?
00:47:43Yeah, um, is there a...
00:47:45A utility shed, metal barn, out front.
00:47:47We'll go together.
00:47:48That's all right, you stay here.
00:47:49I got, I got some lanterns on we can take down together.
00:47:52Okay.
00:47:53Sure.
00:47:54All right, downstairs.
00:47:55Okay.
00:47:56All right.
00:47:59All right.
00:48:13How's the weekend?
00:48:14Been working for you so far, Ellen?
00:48:17You feel like you're moving closer to your truth.
00:48:21Curtis said you freed yourselves.
00:48:24Your new lives start tonight.
00:48:26What does that mean?
00:48:28Where are we going?
00:48:29That's not our business.
00:48:31But can we choose to stay?
00:48:35I often wonder if your mother would have made more progress than we met in person.
00:48:44You do look so much like her.
00:48:47Your brother do.
00:48:49At least that's what I imagine he would have looked like had you not, you know.
00:48:56She never told me if you died instantly.
00:48:58It was an accident?
00:49:00That's your truth.
00:49:00Fuck you.
00:49:02What did you say?
00:49:02Fuck you.
00:49:04It's time.
00:49:05Big step, big step.
00:49:06It's okay.
00:49:07You go right here.
00:49:08Big step, big step.
00:49:15What did it feel like when you realized that if you had just taken...
00:49:20I didn't see him.
00:49:21I didn't know he'd call that long.
00:49:22You would have crushed.
00:49:24Your baby brother's skull.
00:49:26How was that?
00:49:28I'm going to tell you how it was for your mom.
00:49:32I guided her through the grief.
00:49:36For as long as she allowed me in.
00:49:39Until it just became too much.
00:49:46Whatever.
00:49:47What happened overall?
00:49:48No, I don't know.
00:49:49Your guess is as good as mine.
00:49:50I mean, she didn't want the world to know that you were a...
00:49:58I don't think murder is fair, but what would you call it?
00:50:09It just was too late.
00:50:10I think it was a therapist.
00:50:10No.
00:50:32I don't know.
00:50:32It's so bizarre that you were a guy.
00:50:40Don't scream or move not yes
00:50:58Figured they'd send somebody out to fix it
00:51:03And I was hoping to be you
00:51:14Who are you?
00:51:18Nobody
00:51:20Not anymore
00:51:24Who are you?
00:51:26And a better question, what does he want with you?
00:51:32Because I committed my life, my soul to this work
00:51:37And you just show up
00:51:41Get a front row seat without knowing the first thing of Adam
00:51:46What makes you so special?
00:51:48It's all bullshit, it's not real
00:51:52That's what I'm talking about
00:51:53See, disrespect
00:51:57Ignorance
00:51:58How dare you
00:52:00You think I'm stupid
00:52:02You think I'm crazy
00:52:05I'm not
00:52:06I didn't throw my whole life away
00:52:11On some fucking wind
00:52:15I believe in this
00:52:20I believe in myself
00:52:22Tell him, not me
00:52:23He's right in there
00:52:26Words don't mean shit
00:52:30I have to show him
00:52:33My gesture
00:52:34Of defiance
00:52:39Please help, please help
00:52:40Please help, please help
00:52:59Please help, please help
00:53:00Please help, please help
00:53:03Please help, please help, please help
00:53:05Please help, please help, please help, please help
00:53:38This is a tent.
00:54:00After everything, I've ingested.
00:54:23I'm special.
00:54:46Help me!
00:54:49Help me!
00:55:20Help me!
00:55:44Help me!
00:55:59Oh, Livia, that was unbelievable.
00:56:04Truly, I mean, wow!
00:56:08Why didn't you help me?
00:56:10You had to help yourself.
00:56:12He was gonna kill me.
00:56:13And look what it unleashed in you.
00:56:15I've never seen you like that.
00:56:17Sophie.
00:56:19Sweetheart.
00:56:21I'm so proud of you.
00:56:25Your dad would be too.
00:56:29Did you set this all up?
00:56:30Olivia, the world presented you with an obstacle, as it always will.
00:56:34And you overcame.
00:56:36Mom, listen.
00:56:37Okay.
00:56:37I know I shouldn't have slept you earlier.
00:56:40That was okay.
00:56:40No, no, no.
00:56:41That was your truth.
00:56:43We said more to each other in that moment than we have in years.
00:56:50Owen!
00:56:51Owen!
00:56:52Owen!
00:56:52Owen has elected to leave.
00:56:53No.
00:56:54No.
00:56:55No.
00:56:56No.
00:56:56No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:57:09Fuck!
00:57:11Fuck!
00:57:15It's just a sedative.
00:57:30Eric?
00:57:31I'm so buzzing.
00:57:32I have a location Derek.
00:57:34I know she's in there.
00:57:35I never said that she wasn't.
00:57:36We literally leave in an hour, Liv.
00:57:39You ready for round two?
00:57:41We want a mini-pack.
00:57:44Do you even like me?
00:57:46What? Uh, yeah, yeah, you're, uh, fine.
00:57:50Keep asking yourself what you're feeling in your body.
00:57:55Don't have fun.
00:57:57If you're not down, I kind of got shit to do, so.
00:58:02How do you react when things don't turn out the way you want them to?
00:58:06Are you even, are you here?
00:58:09Len, are you even hearing me? Are you listening?
00:58:13Hello?
00:58:14Are you ready to act?
00:58:20What instincts are you suppressing?
00:58:28Breathe into it.
00:58:31Release.
00:58:36You are enough.
00:58:42I gave her my number because you, like, never answer.
00:58:46What emotions do you suppress?
00:58:48One plane, we have to make it.
00:58:51What would happen if you allowed yourself...
00:58:54I'm just trying to keep you out of your own way.
00:58:56...to feel them?
00:58:57Okay?
00:58:58...
00:59:03...
00:59:11...
00:59:30What is something your younger self needed
00:59:37But never received
00:59:54Baby look at me. Look at me. It's gonna be okay. It's gonna be okay. We can't tell anyone about
01:00:03this. We can't tell anyone about this, okay?
01:00:09And this is going to be our big girl secret. It's between me and you. Okay? Okay? Okay? Okay? Okay?
01:00:19Okay? Okay? Okay? Let me see where you hurt. Please?
01:00:38I want to feel it too
01:00:44What has your shadow always wanted?
01:00:48Tell me, Libby
01:00:55Did you love Dad?
01:01:02No
01:01:03No
01:01:21Do you love me?
01:01:26I used to
01:01:31I want to
01:01:39This is a second chance, Olivia
01:01:45I love you
01:01:46I love you
01:01:57I love you
01:02:02I love you
01:02:11And conning people
01:02:12And helping people
01:02:13Help themselves
01:02:15You don't see it now
01:02:16But it's a very, very good thing that he does for people
01:02:33Whatever you need
01:02:34Whatever you need, I'll receive it
01:02:35I want to go home
01:02:36Liv, I'm sorry
01:02:38Don't say anything
01:02:39Don't say anything
01:02:40That you don't mean this
01:02:41No?
01:02:41You know better
01:02:43Please
01:02:44This is my home now, Olivia
01:02:47It can be your home too
01:02:49He's using you
01:02:52This is my choice
01:02:56You're pathetic
01:03:01Maybe
01:03:04But I'm working on it
01:03:19But I'm working on it
01:03:19I thought you said that you
01:03:20You have her time
01:03:33It's not
01:03:34Now
01:03:36It's not
01:03:36What you need
01:03:38It's not
01:03:40What I need
01:03:43It's not
01:03:44I don't want
01:03:46I want to hide
01:03:47But they bite me
01:03:50From the white to the black
01:03:53You should watch your back
01:03:55I'm running from the wolves
01:03:58When they're hungry
01:04:00I'm running from the wolves till they don't call
01:04:06I don't want to hide but they bite me
01:04:12From the white to black you should watch your back
01:04:17From the white to black you should watch your back
01:04:45It's not what you needed with eyes and sharp teeth
01:04:56It's not what you needed
01:05:01It's not what I need
01:05:13It's not what you needed
01:05:18With eyes and sharp teeth
01:05:24It's not what you needed
01:05:30It's not what I need
01:05:36No, I don't want to hide but they bite me
01:05:41I'm running from the wolves when they're hungry
01:05:47I'm running from the wolves till they don't call
01:05:54I don't want to hide but they bite me
01:05:59From the white to black you should watch your back
01:06:04I'm running from the wolves when they're hungry
01:06:09I'm running from the wolves till they don't call
01:06:20I'm running from the wolves till they don't call
01:06:48Can I help you?
01:06:50Jesus!
01:06:51Can you turn off the vacuum?
01:06:56Did my husband call you?
01:06:58No, this is just when I'm scheduled
01:07:00By?
01:07:01By the property owner
01:07:04Right, my husband
01:07:05Sure, if your husband's name's Patricia
01:07:09I think there must be some mistake
01:07:11Yeah, I'd say so
01:07:12Checkout's supposed to be 10am
01:07:16You have the wrong house
01:07:19Ma'am, I have been cleaning this place for Patty for six years
01:07:24I think you're the one who has the wrong
01:07:26Curtis!
01:07:27Oh yeah, Curtis
01:07:30That was the name on the reservation
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01:08:12you feel that you
01:08:12don't call American? There's noienen
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01:08:12have to spend
01:08:12Looking one To help your friends
01:08:12You're
01:08:31Yo, what are you up to on this evening?
01:08:41Okay, I'll text you.
01:08:44You know, you're kind of scary.
01:08:46Kind of hot.
01:09:12You know, you're kind of scary.
01:09:28Happy Halloween, little ones.
01:09:30Happy Halloween.
01:09:31Bye.
01:09:37Are you going out?
01:09:38There's a concert downtown.
01:09:40Oh, anyone I'd like?
01:09:41I don't think so, Gary.
01:09:42I thought that we could...
01:09:44Maybe later.
01:09:46You know, Madison, you used to...
01:09:47Don't take him personally.
01:09:54I want a loving one.
01:09:56I want a loving one.
01:09:57I want the kind of loving that shakes my mind.
01:10:01I want a loving one.
01:10:03I love my face.
01:10:06Where are you?
01:10:34I want a loving one.
01:10:37We have...
01:11:55I'm sorry, did that hurt?
01:11:58Okay, let's breathe, breathe, breathe, oh yeah, okay, it's Olivia, right, all right, hey, listen,
01:12:06listen, I want to, oh, fuck, it's just a sedative, okay, oh yes, all right, okay, hello, Olivia,
01:12:17hello, Olivia, I gather you're not here on behalf of your mother, you two still married?
01:12:24Oh, we didn't have a war, uh, you know how credulous she can be, I just wanted to help.
01:12:32Bullshit.
01:12:35I told you they want theatricality, do I lie?
01:12:39Yes, I have to, that's the only way they find it, oh, goddammit, Olivia, will you knock that
01:12:45off?
01:12:46These people need a stake in it so that they can subscribe to their new selves.
01:12:51They are better off for being gotten the better of.
01:12:56It's not work I can do in my practice, but I believe in it.
01:13:02Candidly, Olivia, I was, I was so thrilled with the work we did together.
01:13:09Few things take me by surprise, but you did.
01:13:13And that final gesture, the child abandoning the mother, that is true autonomy.
01:13:28Where's the money?
01:13:33Huh.
01:13:35How much do you want?
01:13:37All of it.
01:13:38That's a little selfish, don't you think?
01:13:40Isn't that what you preach?
01:13:43Well, it's a little more complicated than you think.
01:13:46There are accounts.
01:13:47Transfers take time.
01:13:48You seem like the kind of guy who would have cash in the house.
01:13:51Five duffel bags, that's a lot to launder in a couple days.
01:13:55I emoted someone.
01:13:56I was a witness, and now you're kidnapped.
01:13:59You know what?
01:13:59I completely forgot to show you the video that's going to be posted when all this is live.
01:14:07Over the course of this retreat, you feel gone to a gesture.
01:14:13It's only some of it, but you get the point.
01:14:19World has presented you with an obstacle, as it always will.
01:14:24How do you react when things don't turn out the way you want it?
01:14:34Upstairs.
01:14:37Castrum to the left, safe in the closet.
01:14:41Passcode 8261.
01:14:45Turn it off.
01:14:47Turn it off, Olivia.
01:14:49Turn it off, I made my choice.
01:14:53Choice?
01:14:56Five seconds, until you're live.
01:15:05Olivia!
01:15:07Olivia!
01:15:09Olivia!
01:15:15How did you find us?
01:15:23I still have your location.
01:15:28You know, I forgot something.
01:15:30Thought you were going downtown.
01:15:34I saw the rental car parked at the gas station.
01:15:38Thought you would have returned that by now.
01:15:40Yeah.
01:15:43You know, I forgot something.
01:15:47Did you get what you came for?
01:15:51Mostly.
01:15:57Were we ever really friends?
01:16:03I think we got it then.
01:16:09What's next?
01:16:17I think another workshop after Christmas.
01:16:23New year, new you.
01:16:27I'm sorry you contracted me this.
01:16:30I am not.
01:16:33I think I made it out better than anyone.
01:16:36I don't know.
01:16:37I don't know.
01:16:39I don't know.
01:16:40I don't know.
01:16:41I don't know.
01:16:41You don't need him.
01:16:47It's not that easy, Olivia.
01:16:54Could be.
01:17:01Just...
01:17:02trying to get you out of your own way.
01:17:11Hey Liv
01:17:16Happy birthday
01:17:34Happy birthday
01:17:36I'm scheming up to make you mine
01:17:40To make our love last a long, long time
01:17:44And when I get my hugs with you
01:17:48I'm gonna make you love me too
01:17:50Cause there's witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:17:54I'm witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:17:58Trying to let you do
01:18:00Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:18:05My, my, it's going on now
01:18:10My mind's a little sharper now
01:18:12Just warning you is my sin
01:18:17But I swear I'll get you in the end
01:18:20There's witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:18:23One witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:18:27Find out what you do
01:18:29Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:18:41guitar solo
01:18:42guitar solo
01:18:58When your heart starts to leave
01:19:01And when at night you think you just can't sleep
01:19:05While you cry, you just don't know
01:19:09There's a sign, and that's for sure
01:19:12There's witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:19:15Oh, witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:19:20I'm tired of what you do
01:19:22Oh, see, you're falling for me too
01:19:27Oh, you're falling for me too
01:19:30Cause I gotta thank the top of your daddy
01:19:34You're just gonna have to love me too
01:19:53There's a sign, and I'll show you
01:19:55And I'll show you
01:19:55I'm just gonna have to love you too
01:19:57I'm just gonna have to love you too
01:20:06I'm just gonna have to love you too
01:20:09With eyes inside teeth
01:20:12It's not what you need, babe
01:20:16It's not what I need
01:20:20I don't wanna hide, but they bite me
01:20:23From the white to black, can't show what you're back
01:20:26I'm running from the wolves and they hunt me
01:20:30I'm running from the wolves till they tell me, oh
01:20:33I don't wanna hide, but they bite me
01:20:38From the white to black, can't show what you're back
01:20:41From the white to black, can't show what you're back
01:20:44From the white to black, can't show what you're back
01:21:02It's not what you need, babe
01:21:05With eyes inside teeth
01:21:09It's not what you need, babe
01:21:12It's not what I need
01:21:17I don't wanna hide, but they bite me
01:21:20From the white to black, can't show what you're back
01:21:23I'm running from the wolves and they hunt me
01:21:26I'm running from the wolves till they tell me, oh
01:21:30I don't wanna hide, but they bite me
01:21:34From the white to black, can't show what you're back
01:21:37I'm running from the wolves and they hunt me
01:21:41I'm running from the wolves till they tell me, oh
01:21:44I don't wanna hide, can't show what you're back
01:21:48I don't wanna hide, can't show I'm running from the wolves but they hunt me
01:21:53I don't wanna hide, can't show me
01:21:58I don't wanna hide, can't show what you're back
01:22:06You
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