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00:06Scareckel, ack to Scareckel
00:16Scareckel, ack to Scareckel
00:24Scareckel
00:25Scareckel
00:30Scareckel
00:44Scareckel
00:53Scareckel
00:55Scareckel
00:58Scareckel
01:23I still dream about that night sometimes.
01:27I still dream about them.
01:31Because they were there.
01:35We did everything together back then.
01:38The four of us.
01:41Separate.
01:44But inseparable.
01:51I suppose it's a bit of a shock.
01:53I mean, you get a message like that, and I really need to think about, well, life, I suppose.
01:58The choices you've made, the things you've done, or, you know, not done.
02:01And I don't could be wrong looking after Mommy.
02:02Well, it's a privilege in many ways.
02:03I'm lucky I can focus on it without any other.
02:05Well, distractions, for want of a better word.
02:07And it's very rewarding in its own way.
02:09I mean, I know I won't regret it.
02:10I mean, nobody lies in their deathbed.
02:11They're going to wish they spent the last time with me, Mother, do they?
02:13Okay, there's probably some exceptions.
02:15Like, if your mother was, I don't know, Rose West, you'd probably want to keep a fair bit
02:18of distance there.
02:19I'd say I'd be advisable, if anything.
02:21But my mother, well, she's great.
02:21She's nothing like Rose West.
02:24She does have sort of similar glasses.
02:26But that's as far as it goes, really.
02:27I suppose what I'm trying to say is, even though I feel no bitterness or resentment or anything
02:30like that, the fact that you only get to do this once in this part, which I sort of find
02:33myself on, which is, as I say, no, without its blessings, it's at the same time the reason
02:37why certain things just aren't going to happen for me.
02:38And I should be allowed to acknowledge that, you know, we should be able to mourn the life
02:41we couldn't have without feeling guilty.
02:44Right.
02:46So is it just the wee flat white, then, or?
02:48I wonder if the others know.
02:51Mommy, Mommy, Mommy!
02:52Shut up, Ryan!
02:53Is that the shellac manicure?
02:54Um, yeah, and can I, can I put that with the makeup?
02:57We wet it!
02:58Get staring at me, Mommy!
02:59Sorry, one second, stop staring at him!
03:01But he's doing breathing!
03:02Stop breathing!
03:03Hello?
03:04Um, sorry, uh, what were you saying?
03:05Because it's a wee wedding, you might want to go for a more natural day to look.
03:08Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
03:09Mommy!
03:09I basically want you to erase my current features and draw new features, different features,
03:14better features.
03:15Give me X!
03:16Like, I want, like, a totally different face.
03:18Stop it!
03:19I am sorry, love, I'm going to have to call you back.
03:21No worries.
03:21Stop it!
03:22Bye, bye, bye.
03:24What the hell is going on back there?
03:25He was staring!
03:26I wasn't staring at him!
03:27He wasn't even blinking!
03:29He was staring at me!
03:29Why didn't you grab my tablet?
03:31It's not yours!
03:32It is mine!
03:33Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up!
03:36Will you please just shut up?
03:53Mammy?
03:55What?
03:57Your phone's running.
04:06So, Selsha, thank you so much for this.
04:09We wanted to get you two together rather than...
04:12Oh, shit, I'm sorry.
04:14I'm so sorry.
04:16Marnie didn't want things to, you know, get lost in translation.
04:20Yeah.
04:20So, the fact is, you hit the scripts.
04:23No!
04:24Oh, God, no.
04:25No, of course not.
04:26It's just a focus thing.
04:27A focus thing.
04:28I love playing Emma.
04:30You know, she's a huge part of my life.
04:32Yeah, mine too.
04:33But isn't it time that we pushed the boundaries of the show?
04:36Isn't it time we did something truly groundbreaking?
04:40Right?
04:40Like, what if this series, there's no murder?
04:46No murder.
04:47No murder.
04:48No murder.
04:49No murder.
04:51Okay, I just, um, I mean, just so we're on the same page here,
04:55the show is called Murder Code.
04:57Mm-hmm.
04:58It's a detective show.
04:59Emma is a homicide detective.
05:00Well, that's not all she is.
05:02It's the main bit.
05:03What if we shine a light on the personal cost of Emma's career?
05:07You know, what it's done to her family, her relationships, her sex life.
05:11Her sex life.
05:12I want to see Emma have an orgasm.
05:16I'm going to need a beer as well.
05:18Okay.
05:19I mean, it's good, isn't it?
05:20Is it?
05:20Yes, it is, Harry.
05:21So she stopped solving murders and what just goes about writing people?
05:24It's feminist.
05:25It's a journey of self-discovery.
05:27It's mad.
05:27It's a detective show.
05:28That's why people watch.
05:30Fisher, no one knows better than you how entwined this show and this character have become.
05:35They are one and the same.
05:37So in order to move forward, you're going to have to listen.
05:41Okay?
05:44Yeah.
05:46Emma is the show.
05:49I wouldn't even want to write the show without Emma.
05:52Oh, thank you.
05:53There we go.
05:54So maybe I won't.
05:56What?
05:56What?
05:57What?
05:57Maybe I won't write the show.
05:59Oh, don't be so fucking childish.
06:00Putting a gun to someone's head is only a threat.
06:02If you're absolutely sure, they don't want you to pull the trigger.
06:06Harry, that is no way for a client to behave.
06:08Why are all actors completely insane?
06:10Writers aren't exactly a doddle either, let me tell you.
06:13Piss off, Robin.
06:14I am so annoyed.
06:16I can tell.
06:17You didn't even wait for your food.
06:18That's unprecedented.
06:19No, she's done me a favour.
06:20The show's run its course.
06:21The show's huge.
06:23Why?
06:23What even is it?
06:24It's just all...
06:24Oh, look.
06:25Someone's got themselves murdered again.
06:26Is that...
06:26Is that what I do?
06:27Is that what...
06:28I contribute to society?
06:29You entertain a lot of people, Saoirse.
06:31So do fucking clients, Harry.
06:37You know...
06:38When I started, it was theatre.
06:40I wanted to write plays.
06:42What happened?
06:43You realised you'd need to buy stuff.
06:46One second.
06:47My friend is...
06:49Dead.
06:53My friend is dead.
07:03My friend is dead.
07:51And I'm afraid I have some terribly sad news.
07:57My wonderful sister-in-law, Greta, passed away yesterday.
08:02I know how close you once were.
08:04She often spoke of you fondly.
08:07If you wanted to come and pay your respects,
08:09it would really mean the world to us.
08:12She'll be awake from her home,
08:14Elm Manor, Noctara Village, County Donegal.
08:18It's not very good in separate, but just like us.
08:23We're all finding it so difficult.
08:26Why, just forget about it.
08:27We can't continue like this.
08:29We can.
08:30Dara!
08:31That's you, Dara!
08:32Coming!
08:33Good morning, girlfriend.
08:35Okay, so, this is what she's supposed to take when.
08:38You're sure you'll be okay?
08:40I think I can babysit my own mother, Dara,
08:42like I'm not gonna kill her.
08:44Sorry?
08:45And even if I did, she's 96,
08:47so she's had a good inning.
08:48She's 72.
08:49Ah, potato, tomato.
08:51Potato, potato.
08:51What's a potato?
08:52I don't know.
08:53Jimmy, this is important.
08:54Mammy's very fragile.
08:55For fuck's sake, Christ,
08:57is she not away yet?
08:58Just hadn't now, Mammy.
08:59Well, on you go.
09:00Out the back.
09:01You've my head fried.
09:03Okay, then.
09:04If there's anything you don't understand,
09:06just call me.
09:07We'll be grand.
09:08Just go.
09:10Enjoy yourself.
09:11Well, that's my friend's way.
09:13Happy days.
09:18Oh, and if...
09:21We're dying now.
09:22That's it, is it?
09:23That's the latest?
09:25Apparently.
09:25We should not be dying.
09:27We're 34 years of age,
09:28for Christ's sake.
09:30We're 38.
09:34Did you manage to find a hotel?
09:35Indeed I did.
09:36Has a spa and everything.
09:37I don't think I'm a little late for a spa.
09:39I mean, is it even appropriate, considering?
09:41Well, excuse me for trying to make this experience
09:43a little less horrific, Dara.
09:44I didn't mean.
09:45Do you think I'm not devastated?
09:46I didn't do that.
09:47Because I am there.
09:48I am devastated.
09:49I've been in bits since you called me.
09:51I just...
09:53Where'd your highlights then?
09:56Yeah?
09:57When?
09:57Uh, I don't know.
09:58Recently.
09:59Like how recently?
10:00What do we say?
10:01Like since we heard about our dead friend recently.
10:03Look, Dara.
10:04You can be in bits
10:05and have your highlights done.
10:06The two things aren't mutually exclusive.
10:07Fine.
10:08Barely keeping it together here.
10:09Okay?
10:10Oh, I'm sorry.
10:11Oh, my God.
10:12Listen.
10:13What?
10:15That's her song.
10:16They're playing Greta's song.
10:17Jesus Christ.
10:19Don't play.
10:21What freaky is that?
10:22Do you think it's a sign?
10:25Like she's telling us not to worry?
10:27Like that she's okay?
10:29Yeah.
10:30Oh, my God.
11:00Any drinks or snacks?
11:03Can I tell you a secret?
11:05Jesus Christ.
11:09Any drinks or snacks, madam?
11:13Can I get a white white, please?
11:32Why is she late for everything?
11:34Look, she's probably collapsed from exhaustion.
11:36It's not that far.
11:37We're in a different fucking time zone, Dara.
11:38I'm sorry, but that airport car park was extortioned.
11:41I'd have paid.
11:42It's not the point.
11:43It's a matter of principle, Robin.
11:45Oh, here she is.
11:49What an undercarriage is she wearing.
11:52I'm not sure.
11:56We're dying now.
11:57Nightmare, isn't it?
11:58The whole thing's just awful.
12:01She was so young.
12:02I was talking about your outfit.
12:03Are they pajamas?
12:04They're treasures.
12:05They look like pajamas.
12:06Well, they're not.
12:07I just can't believe she's dead.
12:08I mean, I think a part of me always hoped would, you know, reconnect.
12:13Yeah.
12:13Yeah.
12:14Look, I know I was in two minds about all this,
12:16but I am so glad we're doing this now.
12:18Like paying our respects properly.
12:19It's only right.
12:20And also, I could be down with a bit of a break myself, to be honest.
12:24Robin.
12:24But things between me and Patrick have been quite difficult lately.
12:30He's become very controlling, very possessive.
12:34Lots of mind games, gaslighting, that sort of thing.
12:39Is he not outgoing?
12:39He's one and a half, therecha.
12:41And he knows what he's doing.
13:05Shit.
13:06I hate these big cars.
13:08It's just weird.
13:09I think it's this one.
13:11You'd think she would have told us what happened.
13:14The sister-in-law me.
13:16Do you have to do that here?
13:17Oh, I got no tell on it.
13:19Like, in the email, she didn't say if Greta was ill or anything.
13:25She'll not be thinking straight.
13:26Cash only.
13:27I've got to buy my Euro purse.
13:29I didn't have any sympathy cards, so I had to just grab a blank one.
13:31It has like a watercolor effect.
13:33It'll do the job here.
13:34Look, careful.
13:35It'll burn the mouth off you.
13:36Oh, so mad.
13:37What's so mad?
13:38Did you fill her up?
13:39Don't do that.
13:40Don't call your car her.
13:41You know, it creeps me out.
13:44My contact isn't the first place.
13:46It's been 20 years.
13:4820 years.
13:49And we never once reached out to her.
13:50Not once.
13:51Well, she moved away.
13:52We lost contact.
13:53That suited us, didn't it?
13:55I put a deposit down in those dresses I told you about.
13:58What?
13:58Well, I'm not having bridesmaids.
13:59I don't want bridesmaids, Robin.
14:01I don't want bridesmaids, Saoirse.
14:03What kind of weirdo doesn't have bridesmaids?
14:05I just want a simple, straightforward, low-key...
14:09Shite wedding.
14:10What?
14:10Is this not supposed to be my day?
14:12No.
14:13No?
14:13Let me get one thing clear, okay?
14:16Myself and Dara here are going to be walking down the aisle behind you,
14:18wearing matching frocks, with or without your consent.
14:23What was that?
14:24I don't know.
14:25I filled the tank up.
14:27I want diesel or anything.
14:30Diesel.
14:36I am so sorry, Robin.
14:39I thought you said petrol.
14:40I could have sworn you said petrol.
14:41Why would I have said petrol when the thing runs on diesel?
14:44That's an easy mistake to me.
14:45How would you know you've never so much as had a driving lesson?
14:48I live in London.
14:48You don't live in London.
14:50He's no.
14:51You work in Belfast.
14:52Your TV film is made in Belfast.
14:55You're in Belfast about eight months of the year.
14:57Six, seven, and a bunch.
14:58Why can't you just admit to the fact that you live in Belfast?
15:00Because then I'd be somebody who lives in Belfast.
15:02Not that there's anything wrong with that.
15:05Oh, Christ.
15:05Where is this guy?
15:07He's getting late.
15:08What if he doesn't come?
15:09What if nobody comes?
15:11What if we die out here?
15:12We're not going to die out here.
15:13Well, I hope for your sake that we don't.
15:15Because when they discover the bodies,
15:16they're going to have to record the fact that you're wearing pyjamas,
15:18and that's fucking mortifying.
15:20They're not pyj...
15:24Oh, thank God.
15:25Good time.
15:41Good evening, ladies.
15:43No, not really.
15:44What's happened here, then?
15:46Right, well, what happened here is Dara.
15:48This is Dara.
15:49She was supposed to put diesel in the wee hole thing,
15:52but she accidentally put petrol in the wee hole thing in the car.
15:55Didn't enjoy that.
15:56No.
15:57Well, it wouldn't.
15:58Christ, it's Jim.
15:59It's all I need.
16:00Hello, love.
16:01Yep, all good here.
16:02I'm going to sit in the car.
16:04Let's have a look, then.
16:07You girls from Belfast?
16:10It's been a long time since we were girls.
16:12Oh, come on now.
16:13But we were from Belfast, yes.
16:15Right.
16:18What?
16:19It's not like you lot to waste petrol.
16:21Oh, I see.
16:22A rioting joke.
16:23Very good.
16:25Very retro-interesting, considering you're, what, 12?
16:29I'm 26.
16:30Right.
16:31Such a great accent.
16:34Are you serious?
16:36No one's ever said that before.
16:37No one's ever thought that before.
16:39I love it.
16:40Sounds hard to dangerous.
16:42That's a good thing.
16:44Can be.
16:45No.
16:46And look, there's a pile of stuff at the foot of the stairs.
16:49I haven't left it there for decoration purposes.
16:51You know, it's not like a piece of modern art I'm working on.
16:54It's a pile of everyone's shit that I want put away.
16:57Okay?
16:58Bye.
16:58Bye-bye-bye.
16:59Love you.
16:59Will?
17:01You started the engine so it's been contaminated.
17:03The entire fuel system needs changed.
17:05How long will that take?
17:06Hard to say.
17:07Oh, God, I'm so sorry I'll pay for it.
17:09You're not paying for it, Dara.
17:11I am.
17:11You're not?
17:12I am.
17:13You're not. It's fine.
17:14It's not.
17:14It is.
17:15It's not.
17:16Christ.
17:18Fucking freezing.
17:21I take it, you'll be needing a lift.
17:23Yeah.
17:24Yeah.
17:52There's something sort of creepy about this place, isn't there?
17:55Not when you live here.
17:57Oh, no.
17:57I didn't mean, like, bad creepy.
17:59Ah, you meant the other creepy.
18:01Like, the goat creepy.
18:02Atmospheric creepy.
18:04You know, like, sort of spooky, but not necessarily.
18:06Stop talking.
18:07You might know her friend.
18:08She lives in Noctara.
18:09I actually moved here quite recently.
18:11Well, she lived in Noctara prior to her becoming dead, which she now is, unfortunately.
18:16Uh, Greta Heaney?
18:18Not Greta, her own name.
18:19Uh-huh.
18:19Yeah.
18:20Heaney with her maiden name.
18:22We're here for her week.
18:23Her husband Owen, he's me boss.
18:26God, I am so sorry.
18:30Jesus, it was terrible.
18:32What happened?
18:35What did happen?
18:37You don't know.
18:38Oh, God, aye.
18:39Fell down the stairs, the poor thing.
18:41God rest her soul.
18:42There was drink taken, I do believe.
18:44Perhaps she had a problem on that front.
18:46Who knows?
18:47Manny's a devil does.
18:48Look, it's no age to die.
18:50No age to die at all.
18:52Newspaper?
18:53Um, their house, is it walking distance?
18:56It's a couple of miles outside the village.
18:58Turn right at the end of this road.
19:00Straight on until you reach the bookies.
19:02Take a left, a right.
19:03A left that sort of feels like a right.
19:05Directly opposite you, there's a field.
19:07Look for a scarecrow with one arm.
19:09Dressed a bit like-
19:10Could you maybe just call us a cab?
19:12I can see how Pat's fixed.
19:15But I'll make no promises.
19:16For he's normally flat out on a Friday night.
19:19Pat?
19:19He'd be the taxi driver here in Noctara.
19:21Taxi driver?
19:22Singular?
19:23That's right.
19:23Fantastic.
19:24Would you not head in the morning, girls?
19:26Settle yourselves here.
19:27Have a bite to eat.
19:28Good night's sleep.
19:29The car might be fixed.
19:31What do you think?
19:32It makes sense.
19:33Right stuff.
19:35The tick of the spa's closed?
19:36It is indeed.
19:37Since 2016, if I remember rightly.
19:39What?
19:40Turned it into a soft play area.
19:42A soft play area?
19:43The mommies need somewhere to dump the kids while they're getting themselves pampered.
19:46Not if there's no spa they don't.
19:48Offshore isn't only desperate.
19:50We didn't think it through at all.
19:52Come here to me.
19:53It's a bit of entertainment you're after.
19:57We do a different theme every month.
19:59The young ones come from Letter Kenny and Donegal town by the busload.
20:02Mad crack all together.
20:04Great.
20:06Nothing like throwing a few shapes while reminiscing about your dead friend.
20:09Good woman yourself.
20:11I'm not being unromantic.
20:13We're working together, baby.
20:15They're breathing down my neck for the new draughts.
20:17Seb, I think, considering what's happened.
20:20What do you mean, what's happened?
20:21Did you not read my mess?
20:23Uh, yeah, I didn't actually send it.
20:25What's going on?
20:27Oh, it's grand.
20:28My friend died.
20:29Christ.
20:30Who?
20:30Not Robin?
20:31No.
20:31Dara?
20:32No.
20:33They're both here and very much alive.
20:35A girl we went to school with.
20:38Oh, okay.
20:38We hadn't seen her in any age.
20:40Thought we should pay her respects or whatever.
20:42I'm going to be in Donegal for a few days.
20:44Donegal?
20:45I could have come with you.
20:47You don't like dead bodies, Seb.
20:48Who likes dead bodies?
20:50Yeah, but the scripts, they're coming.
20:53And, okay, you spoke to Marnie.
20:54How was she?
20:55She fell down the stairs.
20:56Marnie did?
20:57Oh, no.
20:57What?
20:58No.
20:58I wish.
20:59My friend, that's how she died.
21:00Oh, that's awful.
21:02Yeah.
21:03Even if you weren't close, that's rough.
21:04She said we weren't close.
21:06We were very close.
21:08Once.
21:09Once.
21:10Once.
21:11Once.
21:14Once.
21:15Once.
21:17One.
21:30One.
21:33One.
21:36Two.
21:37One.
21:39Two.REE
21:46Hello?
22:25I'm going to tell you a secret.
22:31Oh my God, I remember when this was taken. It was sports day, wasn't it?
22:38Well, we haven't even looked at it.
22:39We'll let you know when we've decided.
22:41I'll be right over there, on the edge of my seat.
22:43No wait, we should order drinks at least.
22:47Oh Christ, I'm doing this one-year-no-beer thing. So boring.
22:51You're not drinking? For a year?
22:53I'm not drinking beer. I'll have wine or whatever.
22:57Eh, bottle of this one.
22:59Fine.
23:01Aren't Donegal people supposed to be friendly? Is that not their thing?
23:04Have you seen this?
23:08Oh God.
23:09Maybe we could put it in the coffin.
23:11That's a lovely idea.
23:12Is it? Just to let her know we're thinking about her.
23:14She's dead.
23:16I mean, let's be honest. Greta we knew died back then.
23:19All these girls did.
23:20What are you on about?
23:21Those 20 years, they happened.
23:23And they changed us.
23:26Close enough.
23:27Who would like to try?
23:32That'll be grand.
23:34But this Greta?
23:36She became a whole different person.
23:38A person we know fuck all about.
23:41Sir, are you alright?
23:43Who falls down a flight of stairs?
23:46Dither death.
23:47Who does that?
23:47What do you mean?
23:48It just seems so fucking avoidable.
23:50Well, there's no good way to die at 38.
23:52I feel like there's bad ways though.
23:54And falling down the stairs might be in the top three.
23:57Well, that's not in my top three.
23:58Right.
23:59Don't even think it's in my top ten.
24:01Good to know.
24:01What are you saying?
24:02I just keep thinking about the paths we take in life and the shifts in our direction of travel.
24:06Because those shifts, they happen so subtly, so gradually.
24:08What percentage is that?
24:09What if what happened hadn't happened and we hadn't fallen out?
24:12If we were still friends, would that have influenced our life, our choices?
24:16Would it have changed her direction of travel ever so slightly?
24:18So she didn't die?
24:20Yes.
24:20No.
24:21That's not how it works.
24:23Exactly.
24:24We have no control over God's plans.
24:26Well, I wouldn't go that far, Sister Mary Clarence.
24:30Yeah, maybe you're right.
24:30Maybe it wouldn't have made a difference.
24:33And maybe putting a photo in her dead hands will make us feel better about everything.
24:37It was just an idea.
24:38I know, smoke.
24:50Hey.
24:53I see you were a mechanic earlier and now you're a cop.
24:56When do you do the rest of the village people?
24:58It's the family business, the garage.
25:00My uncle owns it.
25:01He doesn't keep well, so I help him out a bit.
25:03That's why I moved here, actually.
25:05Suit you.
25:10It's all sorted.
25:11Oh, thanks.
25:12You, thank you.
25:13How was the week?
25:14We are going to go first thing instead.
25:16Right.
25:17I should probably have myself at some point.
25:19When you said your boss was Greta's husband, I take it that means he's a guard rather than
25:23a mechanic.
25:24But you never met him.
25:25No, Greta and us, we were sort of, we were estranged.
25:31I see.
25:32What's he like?
25:33Oh, and he seems well liked.
25:35He's quiet.
25:36Private.
25:37Greta.
25:38Did you know Greta?
25:40Yeah, I met her once.
25:47You're not too bothered by the odd awkward silences, are you?
25:50Is that one of your interrogation techniques?
25:52There's not much call for interrogation around these parts and I don't think it's awkward.
25:55It is.
25:56Really?
25:56Absolutely.
25:57Should I say something else?
25:58Please.
25:58Why aren't you wearing your ring?
26:00Oh, shit.
26:04I'm forever doing that.
26:07The, I, I, uh, not really a big jewelry person, it takes a bit of getting used to.
26:18Where'd she go?
26:19Yep.
26:48What's this?
26:49the bill
26:53you're not letting us off the hook there then
26:55your accent's not that sexy
27:14I had that top
27:15and those jeans
27:18I still wear that hoodie
27:19have it with me
27:21we could be right back there
27:25I think about that party sometimes
27:28there was a party that night
27:31here remember those
27:3270s nights at the limelight
27:33try not to
27:34one time me, her and Greta
27:36I don't know where you were
27:37choir practice probably
27:39I was always at choir practice
27:40we go to the 70s disco anyway
27:42and I'm wearing these tight purple
27:44flirts with massive turnips
27:46remember this
27:47and David Ryan was there
27:49who obviously is right in Belfast
27:50not anymore
27:51God bless him
27:52anyway so I'm on the dance floor
27:53smoking a cigarette
27:54inside, good day
27:55and I see David looking over at me
27:57and by this stage
27:58I've had a couple of
27:58O'Gartney breezers
27:59so I am feeling fly
28:00and I flick my cigarette away
28:03all dramatic
28:03I walk straight up to him
28:04and say
28:05alright David
28:06and he goes
28:07you're smoking
28:08so I'm like
28:08thanks to my watch
28:09and he goes
28:10no
28:10you're smoking
28:11like there's smoke coming off you
28:12and I look down
28:14and sure enough
28:14my leg is on fire
28:16what?
28:17I flick the cigarette
28:19and turn it up for first
28:20this is wrong
28:21more hands and knees
28:22you know
28:23sort of pat my leg
28:24trying to put it out
28:31Christ the way we read it
28:32yeah
28:34where's that wee bitch?
28:36I'll just go over
28:39excuse me
28:40I can't believe
28:41I've never heard that before
28:42excuse me
28:43well she's definitely
28:44told it before
28:44more than once
28:45I mean
28:46it's not what happened
28:48I did the thing
28:49with the cigarette
28:49I almost set fire
28:51to a pair of jeans
28:51Robin was there
28:52David Ryan wasn't
28:53and it wasn't
28:54a 70s disco
28:55that was a different night
28:55different story
28:56she's uh
28:58she's got mixed up
28:59somewhere down the line
29:00and you haven't said anything
29:01oh it's funny
29:02the way she tells it
29:03here's no fucking mad
29:04the way we edit
29:04our memories like that
29:05I mean
29:06we don't even know
29:07we're doing it
29:08but we're building
29:08these versions of events
29:09that suit us
29:10that don't challenge
29:11who we think we are
29:14well that's all
29:15a bit over my head
29:16I don't think that's true
29:18Saoirse
29:18it happened
29:19it's not the time
29:20it did happen
29:21and it's the real reason
29:23we're here
29:23when I got that email
29:26my first thought was
29:28after all these years
29:29she's still talking about us
29:31and I was worried
29:32Dara
29:33I was worried
29:33about what she might have said
29:35you are too
29:36so's Robin
29:37no we haven't come
29:38to pay our respects
29:39we've come to make sure
29:41she didn't tell anyone
29:43so we can all keep pretending
29:46but it did happen
29:47you
29:48right
29:49this is the last
29:51we gotta go to a wake
29:52first thing
29:53we cannot
29:54under any circumstances
29:56get hammered
29:57the night
29:58the night
30:11Oh, oh, oh.
30:41Oh, oh, oh.
31:23Oh, oh, oh.
31:52Oh, oh, oh.
31:58Oh, oh, oh.
32:28Oh, oh, oh, oh.
32:33Oh, oh, oh, oh.
32:35Oh, oh, oh.
32:40Is anybody coming?
32:42How would I know?
32:43Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
32:45Oh, oh, oh.
33:12Oh, oh, oh, oh.
33:12Oh, oh, oh.
33:39Don't look at me.
33:56We couldn't come back.
33:58Come on, Mike.
34:00This place is freaking me the fuck out.
34:03I'm very sorry to hear that, Robin.
34:07Jesus.
34:08This is who, Nick?
34:10Long time, girls.
34:18Well, you three haven't changed a bit, have the man?
34:20That's a good thing, is it?
34:21Change is essential.
34:23That's very true, Mrs. Margo.
34:25Mrs. Ma'am.
34:25Mrs. Heaney.
34:26Always getting your mother into trouble this lot.
34:29Yeah, you were always grassing her up.
34:31Sure, what are we brothers for?
34:32We're just so very, very sorry.
34:35This is awful.
34:38You were close, then?
34:40You and my wife?
34:41When we were younger, yes.
34:43We lost touch when we left school.
34:45I think Greta simply outgrew them.
34:47Okey-dokey.
34:48I don't remember her ever mentioning you.
34:52Oh, well, it was just, well, it was Gay that reached out to us.
34:59Gay?
35:00Your sister.
35:06My sister reached out to you?
35:09Yeah, she emailed us.
35:11I see.
35:16So, we thought we'd come and pay our respects.
35:25And say how incredibly sorry.
35:34Bon voyage.
35:35Bon voyage.
35:43What's a lovely sentiment.
35:48We had to have a closed casket.
35:51I'm not sure if you heard what happened, but, um...
35:56How did it happen?
35:57That's what I don't understand.
35:59Well, she'd been sleepwalking.
36:01At least that seems the most likely explanation.
36:05Do you remember how bad she was?
36:07I'm sure.
36:17And then, well, I'll leave you to it.
36:24You both okay?
36:25No.
36:26Obviously not.
36:27Right.
36:27I forgot how intense her mum was.
36:29Her brother's not exactly a walk in the park, either.
36:31Why is there nobody else here?
36:33You never get a crowd for a closed casket.
36:35This is all very weird.
36:36This feels weird.
36:37Is it weird?
36:38I mean, I can't tell what's weird and what's hangover.
36:40I don't understand.
36:41We were fine when we woke up.
36:43We were still drunk.
36:44We were still drunk.
36:50What do we do now?
36:52Should we say a wee prayer?
36:53Wise up.
36:54Can I get you a cup of tea?
36:58Sure I'll do it.
37:01Oh, Jesus.
37:02Well, I am going to throw this down.
37:05Don't do it in here.
37:08I'm sorry, excuse me.
37:11It was wrong.
37:12What Daddy said.
37:14Sorry?
37:16She did talk about you.
37:18At least to me she did.
37:20She talked about you all the time.
37:23The four of you, the friendship.
37:26She said it was the best time of her life.
37:36I don't know.
37:36Bye.
37:37Okay.
37:49Bye.
37:52Bye.
37:53Bye.
37:55Bye.
38:20Oh, it's fine.
38:21Upground.
38:23Upground.
38:32Can I tell you a secret?
38:35A secret.
38:55My father doesn't have a sister.
38:57What?
39:01I don't have an aunt, kid.
39:05Christ.
39:08Shitballs.
39:10Oh, shit. Fuck. Fuck.
39:24What the hell are you doing?
39:28Let's get you out of here.
39:29But, Granny.
39:30Come on now.
39:31I'm so sorry.
39:32I was just trying to put a photograph into...
39:34Help me with this.
39:36I just...
39:37I just prised it open just a little bit.
39:39Just a crack.
39:40Just enough so I could...
39:42A photograph?
39:44We should leave.
39:46No.
39:48Wait.
39:49Wait!
39:53What's going on?
39:54I don't know.
39:55I don't know.
39:56I was just on the steak.
40:01It's fine.
40:01You don't have to leave.
40:03Oh, thanks.
40:04But it's a long drive, so...
40:06I have a cat.
40:08Is she having to manage her tea?
40:11I made a lemon drizzle cake.
40:13Well, we don't like lemon drizzle cake, so...
40:15Stay.
40:18Please.
40:19I won't take no for an answer.
40:22Sorry.
40:28It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
40:32It's okay. It's okay.
40:43Just go. Just go. Just start the car.
40:46Jesus Christ!
40:47What are you doing? What's going on?
40:49Just drive.
40:51Go, go, go, go, go.
40:53Oh, this is metal. You don't even have a cat.
40:55That's true.
40:56Well, you like lemon drizzle cake.
40:59I have seen you eating lemon drizzle cake.
41:01That is not my favourite.
41:03If I had the biggest favourite, it would be Red Bell.
41:05What?
41:05What?
41:07Don't stop the beat.
41:09I can't stop it.
41:10I can't stop the beat.
41:12I can't stop it.
41:31Fucking hell.
41:32Why is he following us?
41:37It's not her.
41:39What?
41:39In the coffin. It's not Greta.
41:40What do you mean? It's not Greta.
41:42What do you mean?
41:42What do I mean?
41:43It's not her.
41:45Then who is it?
41:46I don't know.
41:49What?
41:50What did she learn to try to get this?
41:51She's going to run.
41:54The woman who sent us the email, she doesn't exist.
41:57What?
41:57That's what the girl said.
42:02Fucking hell.
42:10I still dream about that night sometimes.
42:14I still dream about them.
42:17Because they were there.
42:21We did everything together back then.
42:24The four of us.
42:25Separate.
42:28Separate.
42:28But inseparable.
42:42But inseparable.
43:05It's not her.
43:10It doesn't ever hurt.
43:10It's just a good shot.
43:14To be honest, she's a little guy.
43:15To be honest.
43:15Without her.
43:24We've got a tango.
43:25We're just a little girl.
43:37We'll see you next time.
43:57Separate, but inseparable.
44:37To be continued...
45:24To be continued...
45:52To be continued...
46:24To be continued...
46:25To be continued...
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