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L.o.v.e I.s.l.a.n.d- Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 8
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00:08¡Gracias!
00:30Let's do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:32All right, but where?
00:33We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:36I am ready to conquer the snow.
00:40Yeah, Iris.
00:43I can't stop.
00:44Look at this.
00:50Hi, Maria. How are you?
00:52Sorry.
00:53Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone
00:59if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like,
01:01not everybody is your best friend.
01:04Jeez.
01:05Hey, y'all. I'm a pageant queen,
01:08and I have blonde hair.
01:11So you pick the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good, though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like,
01:29you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself
01:36from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:55I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson
01:58and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days, and, like,
02:09the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having,
02:13like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs,
02:18like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass
02:27and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:30And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:41We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:47I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:51Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, that's some girl stuff,
02:55because imagine me, like, telling the Chris, like,
02:57bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:01Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah
03:02don't want to obviously be friends
03:04with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends,
03:06like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
03:08be friends with Chris and Brian,
03:09why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:16You don't have to be friends, but then I think
03:17there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker,
03:21but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend,
03:22she's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend,
03:26I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look
03:30to make new female friends.
03:33Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:36Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:37Yeah.
03:37I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40they don't want to be, like, your friend
03:41because of mine, obviously.
03:43Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like,
03:45his bro, so it's kind of sick.
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:51Like, we not over here talking shit on him,
03:52or, like, don't want to be around him, like...
03:54I definitely don't see it from y'all's side
03:56because I'm not... I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience,
04:00I think, like, one of the things I was hoping
04:02to get out of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like,
04:07I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like,
04:13I think, hurt.
04:14Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:22Yeah.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close
04:27to all of you guys, and it's not out of ill intention
04:31or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you.
04:34I think you all are great people,
04:36but I have my own things to deal with.
04:38I have my friends before all of this shit
04:42that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present,
04:46but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:50People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude,
04:55but in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now,
05:02and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:06You know, you can't sit here now
05:07and tell me those girls were giving the energy,
05:11like, fucking...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:18Yeah.
05:18It's just, like, be a normal human and just say,
05:20yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word
05:24and she hasn't said a word, so it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We clicked the icon and said, what's up?
05:31Nothing.
05:31She looked away.
05:32What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate,
05:39to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:45Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like
05:47maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like,
05:57I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:01I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on
06:04because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone.
06:27That's singling me out.
06:29It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31Yeah, you're literally like, I could raise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like,
06:37we should all be speaking to each other. Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:43But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs. That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend. Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's, like, it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:47I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh. I hate this situation.
07:55I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:57but I think she always tries to bring everybody together
08:01and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing
08:08is on the withhold right now because of the friendships and connections
08:11that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces,
08:23in the same rooms as your exes, is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:29I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:31Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Bryan.
08:41That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya. I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup,
08:48I was supposed to have a brand deal with Bryan for $20,000,
08:51and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her, and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:59I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:07It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not, like, completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's gonna push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just, I have a flight, and I'm gonna leave.
09:20You can leave. That's fine.
09:22Goodnight, everyone.
09:29Exhibit A.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out, it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
09:42She does have a fight, though.
09:44But, like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad,
09:53and I'm not somebody that's, like, when I'm having a hard time,
09:56I can fake it with a smile on my face,
09:58and that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess,
10:02but I just kind of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree. I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree. I don't even want to talk about it too much
10:30because she's not here anymore.
10:32I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
10:36and I give her so much grace,
10:38but I'm not part of the situation,
10:40and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel
10:43because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything, like,
10:55to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know. I don't know.
11:00How are you feeling, though?
11:01How are you feeling?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:04It's like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night. Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16Or catch-all.
11:18Come on, get your ass out.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:24You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:25I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like,
11:31that's me, a volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You just need to sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris.
11:35You're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me,
11:37at least I have a dog and a boyfriend
11:39that fucking love me.
12:06Mmm.
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:10It is.
12:11You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we're going to have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery
12:23before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:27So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York and I like L.A.
12:35but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home,
12:41continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:44before all of this was introduced,
12:46the life coaching in school,
12:48and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
12:53travel to New York and L.A. for work,
12:55and I'm going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:01So, with content creation, social media,
13:03this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:13I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors,
13:16so we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:21Clark decided to stay in North Carolina,
13:24showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture
13:26and not just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of the slowest pace,
13:32not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38It's 16.
13:41Mm-mm. Mm-mm. Mm-mm.
13:43Mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Yeah.
13:50Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs?
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed
13:56that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:59They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe,
14:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much porn.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe
14:19playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris
14:23and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed,
14:27I was looking at my texts with Grayson.
14:30December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah.
14:32And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:35Did you guys squash it?
14:36I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like,
14:42you don't check in, like, you know,
14:44because what was I doing the night
14:46of the holiday party afterwards?
14:48I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home,
14:50and I still made an appointment
14:52to make sure she was still okay.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like
14:57I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them,
15:03and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
15:07is very hurtful.
15:10I appreciate you always having my back
15:11and always listening to me
15:13and always being there for me
15:15and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:18And I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:21I love you, too.
15:22Aw.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody,
15:40and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:48I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love Iris!
16:02Waking up, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:06Waking up, waking up.
16:08Good morning.
16:09Good morning, good morning, good morning.
16:12Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather around.
16:15Let's go snowboarding.
16:16Woo!
16:18Snowmobiling.
16:18Snowmobiling.
16:19Snowboarding?
16:20Fuck.
16:21All right, come on, everybody.
16:22Let's go tubing and snowmobiling.
16:24Yay!
16:26Woo!
16:28Everybody, let's bounce.
16:29Bring your asses.
16:31All right, all right.
16:35I got something to prove, and I got nothing to lose.
16:41There we go.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah.
16:53Hey guys.
16:54How are we going snowmobiling.
16:55Hi guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:59Couple shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:04I can't imagine not being a fucking couple.
17:06Wow, we got hills and shit?
17:09Oh my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Wait, can we go down two in a time?
17:13Nah, bro.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:19Oh, shit.
17:22Ty?
17:23Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:25Oh my God.
17:28Poor Grayson.
17:31Ow.
17:37Yeah, buddy.
17:44Oh, hell no.
17:47Yo, how you making this shit go faster, dawg?
17:49Little dude, no, we ain't in competition, okay?
17:51It's a couple versus couple.
17:52They don't even know.
17:52We coming out on top.
17:54But...
17:55Damn.
17:58I'm kind of going to throw up.
18:04What?
18:04Oh, no, that is crazy.
18:09Yeah.
18:11Yeah.
18:12And that's what I call a rival in style, bitches.
18:19Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah.
18:22You?
18:24Yeah, I mean, it's like yesterday.
18:32I feel like we need to talk, though.
18:35Um...
18:35For sure, what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friendship,
18:43I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet.
18:47All right, then I'll stop.
18:48That's fair.
18:49But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:51No, that's not true.
18:54How's it not true?
18:55You know, I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:01Oh!
19:03Look at this!
19:07Hey.
19:08Good morning.
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship.
19:15Best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together,
19:25so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
19:31Yes, we flirt together.
19:34Yes, together.
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:36But the mix, say no, sing a slide.
19:37Well, it's you always who stars.
19:41It's always you.
19:42All right, you got it.
19:42Hey.
19:43No, I don't, no, I'm, no, I don't want to make you...
19:46I promise we're good.
20:02Well, that went bad, I think.
20:10If you care about me as your friend,
20:13why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15Like, you're literally playing with me.
20:19What up, mama?
20:22What's up, mom?
20:24Are we going to stay on?
20:34Hey, Maya, can I talk to you for a quick second?
20:38About what?
20:40Uh, I'm respecting your boundaries,
20:42and that's kind of what I just really quick just want to touch on.
20:46The only thing I want to say is I wouldn't do anything
20:48to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries.
20:51I just feel like the boundaries switched.
20:54And if you real quick was like,
20:56Brian, on some real shit, we can't really greet each other.
21:01I'm just doing this for me and my relationship.
21:03I would have been like, cool, noted, like, we're good.
21:06The only thing I felt hella, like, slapped in the face with
21:09was, like, the dinner table thing.
21:11At the end of the day, if I don't fuck with someone,
21:14I just don't fuck with you.
21:15I thought the dinner thing was a little much
21:18for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural way.
21:21Like, that's why I was, like, even questioning, like,
21:23is that about me?
21:25I mean, if you're cool with your girl
21:28kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi,
21:31that's a you problem.
21:32No, but that's not...
21:33But that's not something I'm cool with,
21:34and that's not something my man's cool with,
21:35and we will never be cool with that.
21:36No, for sure. No, I see that.
21:38And that's cool. Like, I'm not negating that at all.
21:41Especially with this new relationship that I have right now
21:43that I'm very content in.
21:45I don't want anything,
21:50especially Brian, boundaries, confusion,
21:54to destroy this beautiful love story
21:58that I have currently going on.
21:59We gave each other a hug in Palm Springs, right?
22:01We said hi, boom, that's it.
22:03That's it.
22:04How are you, love?
22:05Good?
22:06Good, good.
22:08It's not like I was giving you, like,
22:09it was a heritage thing.
22:11We know that.
22:11Like, we both went through that,
22:13like, with the villa thing.
22:14I'm not trying to say that you came in there
22:16with the tension of trying to be malicious
22:19or anything like that.
22:20But what I'm saying is that
22:21before we were just saying hi,
22:23keeping it casual,
22:24but now as my relationship is progressing,
22:26it's like I don't even want to say hi to you.
22:28And that's fine.
22:29I was just confused as in that.
22:30Yeah, you're the one that pulled me for a trap right now.
22:31No, I know, just because it was like,
22:32this is the last day on the trip.
22:34Like, I was just confused as in, like,
22:35if I really OD'd, disrespected it,
22:37or something like that.
22:37That is being disrespectful.
22:39Okay, then I apologize for that.
22:40That won't happen again.
22:42Well, you go that way, I'll go this way,
22:44and that's cool.
22:44Like, that's what it is.
22:45That's literally what it is.
22:46Yes.
22:47It's wild to hear that she thinks
22:49I was trying to disrespect her relationship.
22:51I hope that works out.
22:53Like, I really do have wished her nothing but the best.
22:56God bless.
22:57God bless.
23:02That is literally the clarity I need.
23:04Book is closed,
23:05and it's sent away.
23:07I'm happy that that was clear a lot,
23:09whatever the fuck happened right there,
23:10because motherfucker,
23:12don't even fucking come near me.
23:13Are you crazy?
23:14You see how long my motherfucking hair is?
23:16When I flip it,
23:17that's how far you got to stay back away from me.
23:19Back the fuck up from me and my wee bitch.
23:24The fuck?
23:27Can I jump and go?
23:29He needs something.
23:29Okay, no.
23:30Christopher, please be careful.
23:31Do you have gloves?
23:32No, only gloves?
23:33I'm such a mom.
23:34Let me just relax.
23:36He's nuts.
23:37He's literally nuts.
23:40No.
23:42Shit's so weird, bro.
23:44He was like,
23:45I've always been clear we're friends.
23:46What?
23:46He said that?
23:47Yeah.
23:47I'm like,
23:48I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit.
23:50The day before the bar,
23:52he kissed me.
23:53Yeah.
23:53I never said that to make him look bad.
23:55Yeah.
23:56So how you...
23:58Gotcha.
23:59Oh my God.
24:00Too late.
24:01Okay, I'm your best friend,
24:02but you kissed me two days ago.
24:04But not only just kissing me,
24:06but also being all over me.
24:09I think he's trying to protect his image.
24:13You've never escalated it.
24:14Even though we're flirting,
24:16at the end of the day,
24:17like, I know we're just friends
24:18and I'm not gonna, like,
24:18do something to jeopardize that.
24:20Has she ever tried to escalate things with you?
24:24No.
24:24I have all the test messages.
24:26It's always him testing me.
24:27I'm like, we're friends.
24:28We don't need to talk every day.
24:29He's like, hey, just checking on you.
24:31Don't fucking check on me.
24:32Yeah.
24:32Me and Tino are friends.
24:33He's not checking on me.
24:35You should sometimes.
24:37I'm ready.
24:39Woo!
24:40I just graced it with my life.
24:42I forgot how to start it already.
24:43I'm not even gonna hold you.
24:44I forgot how to start it already, y'all.
24:46Keep walking over here.
24:47Okay.
24:49You fine?
24:50Yeah.
24:52Bye!
24:54This is giving Jella all over again.
24:56At the end of the day,
24:58I think that when you use words
25:00and say things like,
25:01I let you or I allow you,
25:03it gives a false perception
25:05that it was one-sided.
25:07I never said that.
25:08I said, you're always the one
25:09to initiate everything.
25:12And I follow.
25:13Like, I do it back.
25:14Yeah, that feels, like,
25:15different than, like, neutral, though.
25:17Like, it just feels like I'm, like,
25:18just annoying you or on your body crazy.
25:20No.
25:20Because I always said,
25:22it's fun and I like it,
25:23but it has to stop because...
25:25That's smooth.
25:25Like, that's all you had to say.
25:27I feel like the conversation...
25:27But I think I said the same thing,
25:29just in different words.
25:30But at the end of the day,
25:31it's like,
25:32you want the flirting to stop?
25:33I'm so down for that.
25:36I guess...
25:36I mean, after this trip,
25:38I guess I'll see you around.
25:41I'll see you around is crazy.
25:43I mean, I don't know what...
25:45Okay, good.
25:49At first, I didn't understand
25:50where Andre was coming from
25:51because I was, like,
25:53I'm telling you we're just friends.
25:54How are you getting mixed signals?
25:55But if I'm telling you we're just friends
25:57and we're flirting like we're not just friends,
25:59that's how you get mixed signals.
26:01Come, come over here.
26:03Come.
26:03Is my hair messed up?
26:04I can't even see anything.
26:05I can't even see you.
26:06What are you gonna do?
26:08Shit.
26:08She knows the type of conversation
26:09we need to have.
26:10She's already texted me this morning crying.
26:12We don't need to do this
26:13if you don't want to.
26:14She was basically giving me an out.
26:15Like, dead ass,
26:16she gonna take that shit bad either way.
26:18But how would you plan to do it in the first place?
26:19Off camera.
26:20Coco.
26:21He keeps telling me to do it off camera,
26:22like, talk to her off camera.
26:24I know my boy Chris is, uh,
26:26scared to talk to Coco
26:28because he's scared that
26:30Courtney might come out.
26:31But I think he should just rip the band-aid off
26:33instead of, like, having it linger on
26:34because as long as it lingers on
26:36and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore,
26:38the real Courtney gonna come out.
26:40I hope he does it quick
26:41because it's only gonna get worse.
26:43Respect your wishes.
26:44Because if you don't,
26:45she won't get more mad at you
26:46if you're not respecting her wishes.
26:47That's what I'm seeing.
26:48Okay, all right, guys.
26:49I'm ready to go back to be honest with you.
26:51Yeah.
26:53I'm starving.
26:55I'm cold.
26:58I feel like today was the first day
27:00I was finally able to enjoy myself fully.
27:02I really had such a great time.
27:04It was so fun.
27:10It's time to pack our shit up
27:12and get the hell out of here.
27:18Oh, my God.
27:21It's time to go back home.
27:25I didn't even get to wear my fur.
27:29Tahoe was rough in the beginning
27:31and it was rough in the end.
27:33I feel like the division just grew more prominent.
27:37And I hate that for us.
27:43Guys, quick.
27:44We're gonna miss the sunset.
27:47I had a great time in Tahoe.
27:49There were obviously some tough conversations
27:52and it was a little weird.
27:53But we're a big family.
27:55At the end of the day,
27:56we went through a very unique experience together.
27:58And I'm just so happy
28:01to have these friendships.
28:03Thank you, honey.
28:05I love Ivers!
28:14If my name comes to your mouth,
28:16maybe sip a love.
28:17I think we got a good,
28:19this is eight bars from last time.
28:21And I think we got
28:21a nice little record here, honestly.
28:24I'm excited.
28:25My team and I are hoping to drop the album
28:27right before summer
28:28because we want to make sure
28:31that all of the girlies,
28:32all the papayas,
28:33and you know what?
28:33The dads could dance to it, too.
28:35Want a taste of this papaya?
28:37Come and sip it up.
28:49Since you were sick in Tahoe,
28:51did you even get to talk to Grayson?
28:52How was that for you, though, sitting here?
28:54It was fine.
28:54We're both just kind of
28:55at the understanding now.
28:56It's just not going to happen.
28:59You're going to kick with her?
29:00Oh, yeah.
29:01Like, I mean,
29:02she's a really great friend.
29:04Do you know what I mean?
29:05Andrina just texted me.
29:07What did Andrina say?
29:08I love you.
29:08I miss you.
29:09Where you at?
29:11No, I'm just kidding.
29:12I'm going to give it 10 minutes
29:12so the flight is off.
29:14Fuck off.
29:14Want a taste of this papaya?
29:16Come and sip it up.
29:23Are you ready?
29:24Yeah.
29:25Oh, yeah.
29:26Do the ball shake.
29:28Do the ball shake.
29:29Thank you.
29:30Enjoy.
29:38What's up, brother?
29:39How we doing, bro?
29:40Good to see you, bro.
29:41Long time to see you.
29:42My name is Nick Vance.
29:43I'm from Jacksonville, Florida.
29:45You might know me
29:46from season seven,
29:47Love Island.
29:54Feeling hella dope
29:55Got a juice in my hand.
29:57Through the head shake.
29:58Straight into the door.
29:59Tick-tock, boom.
30:00Show the DJ some more.
30:02Quick, hurry up.
30:02Get in.
30:03What the fuck?
30:05You might not.
30:07And if you don't,
30:08my name is Nick Vance.
30:10Cheers, bro.
30:11Good to see you, man.
30:12You as well.
30:12How's wifey?
30:13How's lifey?
30:14Great, bro.
30:15We're now dating and everything, so.
30:17Sick.
30:17Yeah, I've been staying
30:18with her for a little while.
30:19I'm with Jeremiah all the time.
30:20I'm with Hannah, Iris.
30:21Pepe all the time?
30:23No, he honestly
30:23hasn't been showing up.
30:24Really?
30:25Is there beef?
30:26There's a bunch of stuff
30:27he said, took away
30:28from Iris and I's relationship.
30:30But we're not on the same page.
30:32We, you know,
30:34we're just not going to be friends.
30:36I'm not that surprised
30:37that, you know,
30:38that there's tension.
30:39Since the beginning of time,
30:40girls will make men go crazy.
30:43Pepe and I are boys.
30:44I just support both my boys
30:45at the end of the day.
30:46Like, I stay out of it.
30:47Where'd you get that thing, bro?
30:49Landry got it for me.
30:50Oh, really?
30:50That's fire.
30:51Bro, it's dancing.
30:53I gave her a present
30:54and I, like, filmed it
30:55for my YouTube video
30:56or whatever.
30:57And people started, like,
30:58crashing out.
30:59Why?
30:59I guess, like,
31:00the Louis box,
31:01it was small.
31:03But, like,
31:03people were like,
31:04oh, like,
31:05he didn't get her shit.
31:06I was like, fuck you.
31:07Oh, my God.
31:08I got her something good.
31:09That's, like,
31:10some of the toughest things.
31:12Like, since the villa,
31:13like, dealing with the public
31:14and, like,
31:15everyone watching everything
31:16and, like, have an opinion,
31:17I think it's, like...
31:18It's crazy.
31:19Because, like,
31:19you kind of control, like,
31:20the narrative
31:21in a little bit of a way.
31:22Like, I only let people
31:24see, like, 10%.
31:25I think there is some things
31:27that we keep private,
31:28but we post every day, basically.
31:30It's just a part of our daily life,
31:32so the public knows
31:33the majority of what's going on
31:35in our lives.
31:36So I saw Alandria
31:37went to the Golden Globes.
31:40Yeah, yeah.
31:41You couldn't make it
31:42or something?
31:43I never got the invite
31:43in the mail.
31:44Oh, yeah?
31:44Oh, shit.
31:45My car kept moving,
31:46so that's my home address.
31:48Yeah, yeah.
31:48No, but next year.
31:49I really want to get into acting
31:51and, like...
31:52Yeah.
31:52What's your plans?
31:53You think you're moving out here
31:54or anything?
31:54I don't know.
31:55Like, the DJing's
31:56so time-consuming,
31:57and, like,
31:58I go back and forth
31:59every other day.
32:00Dude, I've been debating it
32:02for forever,
32:03but I don't know.
32:04It's kind of not my vibe
32:05out here.
32:06Yeah.
32:07You talk about long distance.
32:08Like, is that hard for you?
32:09Yeah, I mean,
32:10like, it's literally
32:11the opposite sides
32:12of the country.
32:13Yeah.
32:13What about you?
32:14She's in Houston,
32:15so it's, like,
32:16only two and a half hours away,
32:17but at the same time,
32:19it's like she is never in Houston
32:21and I'm never in Florida,
32:22so it's like...
32:23You guys are so busy
32:24and everything.
32:24How do you make time
32:25for each other?
32:27It's rough.
32:28I mean, I'm in a club,
32:29like, probably Wednesday
32:30through Saturday,
32:32and she's 99% doing a shoot
32:34throughout the week
32:35or whatever,
32:36but honestly,
32:37our schedules have been,
32:37like, aligning up
32:38pretty nicely.
32:39Like, she coincidentally
32:40was in L.A. yesterday,
32:43so we got dinner,
32:43chilled, kicked in.
32:45I mean, you just pray
32:46that it aligns.
32:47Iris and I are the same way,
32:48but, you know,
32:49she has a lot more going on
32:50than I obviously do,
32:51but I have more with,
32:52like, the real estate
32:53and the stuff over in Tampa,
32:55so that's kind of, like,
32:57where we are, like,
33:00a little off schedule.
33:01I've never really done
33:02a long-distance relationship
33:03before,
33:04so it's very new to me
33:06and there's a lot to learn
33:07and it's a lot to balance,
33:09but Iris and I,
33:10we're making the long-distance work.
33:12I feel like we don't get
33:13to see each other
33:13every single day,
33:14so when we are together,
33:16we're making sure
33:16that it's quality time spent.
33:18It's so good to see you, bro.
33:19Yeah.
33:19Thanks for coming out.
33:20Of course.
33:38Honey, I'm...
33:39Hi!
33:40Oh, you look good.
33:42Oh, really?
33:42Yeah, I like this necklace.
33:44Thank you.
33:44I've never seen it.
33:45Thank you.
33:46You look cute.
33:49Oh, thank you.
33:52So, you and TJ,
33:54how are you guys doing?
33:55You guys said,
33:56I love you, like, officially?
33:57Yeah, we were in bed,
33:59so I was like,
34:00oh, I love you.
34:00Aw.
34:01He's always there for me.
34:02Like, you know, Sebastian,
34:04like, he's always, like,
34:04there for you
34:05and always has your back.
34:06That's what we needed
34:07this whole time.
34:09When are you going to Aruba?
34:11During Valentine's Day.
34:12I told myself
34:13no more cold places.
34:14I like Tahoe, though.
34:15It was beautiful.
34:16It was really beautiful.
34:17I was just going through it.
34:19Yeah, and I felt like
34:20everybody was kind of,
34:21like, attacking you.
34:22The thing is,
34:22I was just not having,
34:24like, I was not doing good.
34:25And, like, I feel like that's okay.
34:26I feel like my friends
34:29would, like, know that.
34:30We know.
34:31I just feel like
34:33people don't understand
34:34how I deal with things
34:36because it's different
34:37than the way that
34:37they deal with things.
34:39Like, I'm doing my best
34:40and it's just really hard
34:42that, like, I feel like
34:43everybody's just going against me.
34:46I always say, like,
34:47you need to just be yourself
34:48and the people that like you
34:50want to be around you
34:51and the people that don't,
34:52don't, you know?
34:53Yeah.
34:53And, like, that's okay.
34:54Doesn't this spot on my set
34:57kind of look like a penis?
34:58It does.
34:59That one's a penis.
35:01I was staring at it right now.
35:03I was like,
35:03ah, I feel dirty.
35:06I feel dirty.
35:15So cute.
35:23Hi, baby.
35:25How are you?
35:25Good.
35:26Where's Gray?
35:31Oh, there she is.
35:32Hey, what's up?
35:35Oh, hi, guys.
35:37You look good, girl.
35:38Yeah, you look good.
35:39I'm like a Twilight vampire
35:40right now.
35:42No, stop.
35:42Don't say that.
35:43We love the little Edward
35:44moment, though.
35:45Um.
35:46Ooh.
35:46Oh, hi.
35:47We all got the same thing.
35:48Thank you so much.
35:49Thank you.
35:50Wow, these look good.
35:51That breather was great, right?
35:53Yeah, I haven't really talked
35:54to many since the trip.
35:57But, I mean, it's only been
35:58like a week, so.
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit.
36:01Yeah, me too.
36:02She was kind of nice.
36:03She kind of was, like,
36:04in her corner a little bit.
36:05I just wish there was, like,
36:07no animosity, no tension.
36:09Obviously, like, Hannah asked me.
36:12So it's like, if you're going to
36:12ask me, I have to speak on it.
36:14I understand what you're saying,
36:15but I'm also really happy that
36:17you did speak your mind,
36:18because otherwise that's something
36:20that you would have been, like,
36:21holding in.
36:23Yeah.
36:24All of that aside,
36:25have you spoke to Chris lately?
36:27How have you guys been?
36:31Girl, I feel like...
36:34What's that look?
36:36Don't piss me off.
36:37I mean, I sent him a message,
36:39and I let him know that things are off.
36:41I'm not sure why,
36:42but if we need to call it,
36:43we can.
36:44Yeah.
36:54You know, so I was looking for him to fix it,
36:59and it didn't feel like that.
37:02It felt almost like a drag.
37:05Felt like...
37:06He was just sweeping out of the rug.
37:08During the trip in Tahoe,
37:10I realized I wasn't going to get
37:11what I needed from him
37:12in a relationship.
37:13There was still a certain
37:14attentiveness that he lacked.
37:16Hey, watch my board, bro.
37:18Watch the board?
37:19I got the handles on me.
37:22Oh, my God.
37:23I'm having a hard time.
37:25I'm not a baby,
37:26but at the same time,
37:28when I'm with a man,
37:30I'm his baby.
37:31So did you guys speak again
37:33after Tahoe?
37:33We did.
37:34It was very inconsistent
37:36communication.
37:37And now we've kind of, like,
37:39called things off.
37:40So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah, we're done.
37:43I don't like the story.
37:45The ending was better in my head.
37:47Girl, me too,
37:48but no babes.
37:53Oh.
38:00What's going on, brother?
38:02What up, Ryan?
38:02Big dog for a big guy.
38:04I know, big guy.
38:05We've got boundaries, brother.
38:06Boundaries.
38:09Hey, how are you?
38:09Hi, how are you?
38:10Hi, sorry.
38:11No.
38:12You got makeup?
38:12No, it's just that my
38:14relationship and boundaries.
38:15Thank you.
38:17I die forward.
38:18Yeah, I die.
38:19You stupid, man.
38:20You good, though?
38:21What's happening, man?
38:22This is Koda, bro.
38:23God, and Koda?
38:24Koda's already tired?
38:26He went to the park earlier.
38:27Yeah, that's...
38:28You done for the day, huh?
38:29No.
38:31Koda need to hop on the gluten-free,
38:32dairy-free diet for a little bit out here
38:35that they do in L.A.
38:36He old, for real?
38:37Yeah, he about to be eight.
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill.
38:40That's what I'm saying, bro.
38:40Like, he not about to be shredded.
38:43I'm gonna be officially moved out here
38:45in February.
38:46Word.
38:47Yeah.
38:47Did you find a spot?
38:48Yeah.
38:48Oh, shit, okay.
38:49I went to Hollywood.
38:51Being in L.A. the past few months
38:52and going from the East Coast
38:55to the West Coast
38:55has definitely been adjustment,
38:56but I can't lie,
38:58I can't deny this,
38:58the weather and the views.
39:00Yeah, I'm loving Kali,
39:01I'll say that.
39:02It's just about that time.
39:03All the brands and stuff
39:04work out here, too, so...
39:05Yeah.
39:07You wanna chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah, bro.
39:09I think Koda need a break.
39:11I'm gonna be here.
39:12I'm hella excited, bro,
39:13moving out here.
39:14Yeah, me too, bro.
39:15Spend the summer out here
39:16and stuff like that, so...
39:18How are you, though, bro,
39:18since Tahoe?
39:20Since that whole situation
39:21and everything?
39:22Really good, bro.
39:23Really?
39:24Honestly.
39:24Like, that was, like...
39:26Because obviously we left off,
39:28like, when we first talk,
39:29it was cool and everything,
39:30and then Tahoe kind of, like,
39:31everything switched.
39:32Yeah.
39:33But, like, it was more so,
39:34like, we're cordial,
39:35like, that chapter's been closed.
39:36I feel like I closed a chapter
39:37in some part of my life, bro,
39:39and I'm opening up
39:40a brand new chapter
39:40out here in L.A.
39:41starting fresh and stuff like that,
39:43so how are you feeling
39:44post-Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot.
39:48How's stuff with you and Coco?
39:50We're done.
39:52Really?
39:52Mm-hmm.
39:53Yeah, I told her
39:54we should just be friends, bro.
39:56I just don't think I can meet
39:58the expectations that she has
39:59of just where I am
40:00in life right now, bro.
40:02I can't be stressed and worried
40:06about getting that done.
40:07Coco was raised by a single dad,
40:09and, you know,
40:09he instilled some expectations
40:12and treatment that, you know,
40:13a man should be giving her,
40:14which any dad should do.
40:15I would do that
40:16for my own daughter.
40:17I think when you're
40:18on the other side
40:19and you're actually dating
40:20the girl that has
40:21those expectations
40:22from her father,
40:23I think it's a little tough.
40:25What do you think
40:25she's saying to the girls
40:26right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping, bro.
40:31Another one bites the dust.
40:33Wait, so you guys
40:34are, like, done.
40:35You called it quits.
40:36I gave him some space
40:37and then kind of reached out.
40:39I kind of let him know, like,
40:41hey, I'm gonna keep
40:42the band with you.
40:42I feel like our exchange
40:43hasn't been as fluent.
40:45In the beginning,
40:45I felt like you were really
40:47invested and excited
40:48to get closer to me,
40:50but I feel like now
40:50I'm not really sure
40:51how you feel.
40:53And then I go on Instagram
40:54and, like, he's outside
40:56with Brian.
40:57He went to the club
40:58over the weekend?
40:59Without you?
41:01I was just like,
41:02oh, well, maybe he's just
41:04dealing with whatever
41:05personal things he has
41:05going on, and then I
41:06go on Instagram,
41:08and I'm like,
41:08oh, you're at the club
41:10in a section.
41:11You're outside.
41:13And I'm inside
41:14waiting for your text.
41:15Did you speak with him
41:17after the club,
41:18or did you just see him
41:19in the club?
41:19I did, I did.
41:20Okay, so you kind of
41:21confronted him about that.
41:21I did.
41:22I sent him a message.
41:23I know I kind of brought
41:23it up the other night,
41:24but I'm bringing it up again
41:25because it's kind of
41:26weighing on me.
41:27I want you to be happy
41:28getting closer to a person
41:30you really, really like,
41:31and if this is truly not
41:33that, we don't have to do
41:34this.
41:35The reasoning he gave
41:36didn't feel legitimate,
41:37and we both agreed, like,
41:38let's just call it a quid.
41:39I really wish we would've
41:41just stayed friends.
41:42He doesn't have the experience
41:44of having, like, a girlfriend
41:45right in front of him that
41:46he has to court regularly.
41:48You know what I mean?
41:49And I just don't have
41:50the energy to teach
41:52a 27-year-old man
41:54how to do that.
41:55No.
41:55There's nothing wrong
41:56with that at all.
41:57Like, you know exactly
41:58what you want,
42:00and if you weren't getting
42:01exactly what you want,
42:02like, you're not trying
42:03to waste your time.
42:04You're not trying
42:04to waste his time.
42:05And it's not even a one.
42:06It's just a bare minimum.
42:07You know, when you get
42:08to know somebody, it's dating.
42:10It's going out and, like,
42:12courting properly
42:12and, like, being attentive
42:14and, like, because you want
42:15to pay attention to
42:15what this person does
42:17and how this person is.
42:18I just...
42:19I require that kind
42:20of attentiveness.
42:23Shay, I mean, you tried.
42:24Yeah, I did.
42:25I really tried.
42:26I stepped up romantically.
42:30I handle situations
42:31in a grown manner,
42:33in my opinion.
42:34With me dating Coco
42:35for these last two,
42:37three months,
42:37I think it gave me
42:39a new perception
42:40on what I want
42:41for my future.
42:42It gave me even more
42:43of a clear head
42:43of what I won't tolerate,
42:45what I will put up with,
42:47and what I will accept
42:49and also what I want
42:51going forward.
42:52I think I need
42:52a day older,
42:53someone who's more established.
42:55I want a queen, bro.
42:56I don't want a princess.
42:58Does that make sense?
42:59Like, I want my girl
43:00to have her own.
43:01I want my girl
43:02to be established
43:03with her career
43:04and what she wants in life,
43:05knows what she wants
43:06and how she wants
43:07to go about it
43:08like a real woman.
43:11Not a girl
43:12that's still
43:13chasing princess treatment
43:16all the time.
43:17Damn, sheesh.
43:19That's really a lot, fam.
43:21Granted,
43:21see how you feel, bro.
43:22Shit.
43:23It didn't really work out.
43:25I think for now
43:26it's single Chris
43:27all at 26.
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time.
43:30What I want to do,
43:31where I want to go.
43:32Okay.
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open,
43:33riding dirty.
43:36Enough about me, honey.
43:38Y'all peep this off.
43:41Oz, what do you mean?
43:42Girl, she talking
43:43about Austin, child.
43:45Oh!
43:47You know,
43:48seeing Austin
43:48post his relationship
43:51with the girl
43:53that he had told me
43:54he wasn't going
43:55in that direction with,
43:57it was kind of a shock,
43:59but at the same time,
44:00no, it wasn't
44:01because I always knew
44:02that there was something
44:03going on
44:04and he just kind of
44:05made me feel like
44:06I was crazy
44:07and it's like,
44:09baby, I mean,
44:10Clearly I wasn't,
44:11and clearly she wasn't
44:12in the matcha.
44:13I really just want
44:13Austin to be happy
44:14and if this makes him happy,
44:17then I'm happy for him.
44:18So, I don't feel
44:20any sort of animosity
44:21towards him.
44:21It was just kind of like,
44:25people lost us
44:26and that's not our loss,
44:28but we have each other
44:29and we found each other
44:30through our hearts.
44:32Yeah,
44:33and like,
44:34I'm so grateful.
44:35Like,
44:35I see you guys
44:36at my wedding.
44:37Like,
44:37I see you guys
44:37going through life experiences.
44:38Stop,
44:39I hope you're crying.
44:39Stop.
44:40But do you know what I mean?
44:41Like, you know,
44:41it's really special.
44:42Like,
44:43and we're so lucky
44:44because this is what
44:44we wanted through it,
44:45you know?
44:46And just because we didn't
44:47find it with everyone,
44:48how lucky are we
44:49to have found it
44:50with even just us?
44:51Oof.
44:52So, don't cry.
44:54You don't cry.
44:55No, come on.
44:57That's when I came
44:58into the Love Island
44:59experience,
45:00like,
45:00hoping for.
45:02Girl,
45:02you know?
45:03Don't make me cry.
45:04And
45:09maybe we're silly
45:10for having our heart
45:12as much as we did,
45:13but,
45:13you know,
45:14I'm just,
45:15I'm glad that, like,
45:17at least we have each other.
45:18No matter where you go,
45:21you are never alone.
45:29We're running
45:37Oh, my God.
45:39Damn.
45:40This is way more work
45:43than I expected.
45:45Oh,
45:45my nursing graduation cat.
45:48I'm gonna put this here
45:49for now.
45:51Oh, my gosh.
45:53To finally be
45:54in my own place,
45:56my own apartment,
45:57my own castle,
45:58it feels so free.
46:00And Papa Papaya
46:02approves.
46:03I don't like this.
46:05It's like a flower
46:07growing out of power shit.
46:09I still can see
46:10the look in his face
46:11that he doesn't want
46:12to let his little papaya go,
46:14but he does approve,
46:16and he knows that I'm safe,
46:17which is the most important part.
46:19This is crazy.
46:20Like, how much
46:21lip gloss a girl needs?
46:27Come, Miss Clarkies.
46:30I'm Maya.
46:31What's up, baby girl?
46:33I miss you.
46:34I miss you more.
46:35I'm at my castle,
46:37and no matter how much
46:38I unpack, bro,
46:40the boxes just keep coming big.
46:42It's like a bad nightmare.
46:43There's always more.
46:44There's more.
46:45There's more.
46:47But no, honestly,
46:48like, I'm really happy
46:49that I just finally have a place
46:52where I could call home,
46:54just a place where I feel
46:55like I've worked for her,
46:56you know?
46:58I'm so happy for you.
46:59Oh, my God.
47:00Wait, do you want to see?
47:01Do you want to see the apartment
47:01if I show you?
47:02Yes.
47:02Give me a tour.
47:03Okay, let me give you a tour.
47:05This is one of my closets.
47:07We're trying to do
47:07what I was trying to say.
47:09Period, period.
47:09This is the bathroom.
47:10I'm going to make this
47:12into, like, old Hollywood
47:13country style.
47:14And I also have a balcony.
47:16You can see the water.
47:17Wait, literally,
47:18you can see the water from here
47:19and then that's the city.
47:22Oh, my God.
47:23The fact that I'm here,
47:24been in my home together,
47:26it's like, wow.
47:27I can't believe it.
47:29I can't believe it.
47:30I'm just very, very proud of myself,
47:32and I am happy to basically
47:34just make that little girl
47:36in me smile.
47:36I just also wanted to say
47:38thank you.
47:39You were such a great
47:40support system on this journey.
47:42It really does mean a lot,
47:44and I really do have
47:44a lot of love for you.
47:45Seeing all of my friends
47:47do these amazing big things
47:49and accomplish these crazy goals
47:51is very motivating,
47:53and I have so many things
47:54that I want to accomplish.
47:55Putting myself back
47:56into the cheer world,
47:58owning multiple businesses,
48:00and just continuing to grow
48:02into the best version of myself.
48:05What's tea?
48:06What's next?
48:08From Amaya Papaya.
48:12I'm just going to continue on
48:16following my journey.
48:18I'm so proud of you.
48:20You're doing big things,
48:21and even bigger, it's coming up.
48:24They don't even know, Amaya.
48:26When somebody calls your name,
48:27you just have to go for it, you know?
48:29Exactly.
48:29It's your passion.
48:30This past year just taught me
48:32a lot of resilience
48:33and to keep on having faith,
48:36and when life gives you lemons,
48:38make the fucking lemonade.
48:39I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping.
48:42Men who are gynecologist
48:43kind of freak me out.
48:45You know I got a 97 on my vagina exam?
48:48We didn't get the happy ending
48:50on the villa in Fiji,
48:52but this ending is better.
48:53Yeah.
48:54This is so cute.
48:55Will you meet my girlfriend?
48:55Oh, yes.
48:56TJ.
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be,
48:59and look at us now.
49:00Look at us now.
49:01We made it.
49:02We made it!
49:15I never would have thought
49:16I could be doing long distance.
49:19I don't think anybody would choose this.
49:23It's strengthened our relationship.
49:26It has made me more, like, hopeful
49:30for what the future looks like for us.
49:32Christmas, TJ.
49:34It's a friend's giving.
49:35My life in a year
49:37should have been my life
49:39over the span of, like, six years.
49:40There are so many opportunities
49:42that lie ahead.
49:43I want to travel the world,
49:45have fun, get married,
49:47and have babies.
49:49You know, I met somebody yesterday,
49:50and she told me,
49:51I'm gluten-free.
49:53Fuck is gluten.
49:54My first time in the West Coast
49:55was this past summer,
49:56and now I'm moving here.
49:58It's so crazy, and this experience,
50:00it forced me to change in a lot of ways.
50:02That I needed to change,
50:03and hearing...
50:07people like my mom say I changed,
50:10it means a lot.
50:12I'm never running mid-nights at...
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy-ass show.
50:21And guess what?
50:23But we have more crazy-ass memories
50:25to be more made, okay?
50:27So get prepared.
50:28Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up.
50:30I'm never running mid-nights at night.
50:37Why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.?
50:42Good day!
50:52Good day!
50:53Good day!
50:56That was good!
50:58That was good.
50:58Yay!
51:04Gracias por ver el video.
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