00:01Previously on The Handmaid's Tale.
00:03For those who are truly righteous, he sometimes sends a refuge.
00:07The wheelers arranged all of this?
00:09Yeah, as soon as they knew you might be staying.
00:12Isn't it incredible? It's a full birthing suite.
00:15I'm going for a walk.
00:17Absolutely not.
00:18You need to rest. Your baby needs to rest.
00:21Go to your room.
00:23Come on, come on. Make him make it.
00:25Right there.
00:26Get him!
00:31He's not fighting you! Stop it! He's not fucking fighting you!
00:36I never gave up hope.
00:39And you never gave up hope.
00:41Because we knew that we would find each other again.
00:45June Osborn was apprehended by one of my teams in No Man's Land.
00:50They don't want him! Dump him!
00:51No, no, no! We saved it again!
00:53No, no, no! Where are you taking it?
00:55What's gonna happen to her?
00:56I'm going to send Ezra to No Man's Land
00:58and have him deal with her there.
01:01I want to go with Ezra.
01:03Bear witness.
01:09Serena, what the fuck are you doing?
01:11Just drive!
01:36Where the fuck are we going?
01:37Just keep driving.
01:38Where?
01:39To Toronto?
01:40To Gilead?
01:41Is that what you're doing so they can fucking kill me there, Serena?
01:45What about Luke, Serena?
01:47What are those guys gonna do to him?
01:54Jesus Christ!
01:56I'm sorry.
01:58I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59You're fucking sorry?!
02:01Fuck this!
02:06June.
02:07June.
02:09I'm not gonna...
02:10shoot you.
02:11June, please!
02:13June!
02:15June!
02:16June, I'm gonna see you.
02:17June!
02:30June!
02:33June!
02:35June!
02:42June!
02:44June!
02:45June!
02:46June, June, July 1, 2018,
02:46June!
02:56Are you in fucking labor?
03:02Of course you are.
03:03Jesus Christ.
03:05Would you give this to me?
03:07Waving it around.
03:08When did it start?
03:09I don't know.
03:10A while ago.
03:11Okay.
03:11Has your water broken?
03:12Mm-hmm.
03:14How far apart are the contractions?
03:16Oh.
03:17Okay, close.
03:18Do you have a phone?
03:19No.
03:20Okay, get out.
03:20Come on.
03:21What?
03:22Get out of the fucking car, please.
03:24Oh, God.
03:24Why?
03:26It's bored even in here.
03:27I'm gonna try to get us out of here.
03:29Okay?
03:30Get you to a doctor.
03:31No.
03:32Yes, Selena.
03:34You're gonna have to go to a hospital.
03:35No hospital.
03:36They're gonna find me there.
03:37Who the fuck is gonna find you?
03:43Fuck.
03:44Fuck.
03:49Who the fuck was that guy?
03:50Who was that guy you shot?
03:52Who was he?
03:54Are you trying to get away or something?
03:57Okay.
04:05Okay.
04:06Okay.
04:08Oh, God.
04:16Come with me.
04:18We gotta get you inside.
04:19Where?
04:19We're gonna take you to that barn.
04:20The barn?
04:21Yes, a barn.
04:22You have a better idea, Serena?
04:23No, no, no.
04:24You think so.
04:24Okay, wait, wait.
04:26Just breathe.
04:27Okay, there you go.
04:28There you go.
04:29Okay, okay.
04:29All right.
04:30Maybe they'll have a manger.
04:31Oh.
04:32Lovely.
04:53I'm so sorry to be late.
04:55Fred needed some encouragement before his address to the council.
04:59You know how men can be.
05:02We understand completely.
05:04May I present to you our new handmaid?
05:07Offered.
05:08Blessed be the fruit.
05:09May the Lord open.
05:13This way.
05:15Push.
05:16Push.
05:17Push.
05:21Breathe.
05:23Breathe.
05:24Breathe.
05:26Breathe.
05:27Push.
05:28Push.
05:30Push.
05:32Breathe.
05:33Breathe.
05:34Breathe.
05:36Blessed day, Mrs. Walker.
05:38Blessed day, Andrea.
05:39Indeed.
05:39The most blessed.
05:41Breathe.
05:43Breathe.
05:44Breathe.
05:46Breathe.
05:48Breathe.
05:48Breathe.
05:48And push.
05:49Push.
05:51Glory be his name.
05:53We have now reached the most sacred part of the birthing process.
05:59The one in which God truly makes his glorious presence known.
06:04this vessel of God is ready to bring the fruits of his love into the world.
06:15Breathe.
06:17Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:20Breathe.
06:20Breathe.
06:21Breathe.
06:21But the gates of heaven do not open without extraordinary effort, do they, girls?
06:27We must beckon this new soul forward.
06:32Support your sister in her labors.
06:34Pray for her strength and success.
06:41Breathe, breathe.
06:44And push, push, push.
06:50There, breathe, breathe, breathe.
06:55And push.
06:56Push, push.
06:58Breathe, breathe.
07:01Breathe, Serena.
07:02Come on, breathe.
07:04Breathe.
07:06There you go.
07:12Was that it?
07:16No.
07:29It's so cold.
07:32Yeah, it's just gonna get colder.
07:41It can be like this with the first one I was in labor with Hannah for 19 hours.
07:45She almost broke my pelvis.
07:54Nicole was faster.
07:59Of course that time I was alone.
08:07I remember thinking that if anything went wrong, we would die.
08:13And no one would even know.
08:18No one would come looking for us.
08:22It would be like we never existed.
08:30No.
08:32No.
08:56It's a big one.
08:57It's a big one.
08:58I need you to breathe.
08:58I can't.
08:59Yes, you can.
09:04Yes, you can.
09:06Breathe, Serena.
09:08There you go.
09:10Okay, I need to check something, all right?
09:12Check what?
09:13I need to check the cervix.
09:15I need to check to see if I can feel the baby's head, okay?
09:23Oh, God!
09:24Get away from me!
09:25I am trying to hug her.
09:27You're trying to kill me and my baby.
09:30You're gonna kill my baby.
09:31Okay.
09:32Fine.
09:32You wanna do this on your own?
09:34Do it the fuck alone.
09:58Okay.
10:45I'm here with you.
11:05Gather close around your sister, girls.
11:08Be there for of Clarence in her time of need.
11:20We will recite the prayer of purification.
11:24Grant that I may never cease grieving because of it.
11:29She's ready.
11:29Never be contentious.
11:31Of course.
11:32Do what you must.
11:33It is God's will.
11:34Never think that I can reach a point of perfection.
11:45Girls?
11:53It's all right.
11:54It's all right.
11:55It's all right.
12:24Girls.
12:25Kill my enemy, command my tongue,
12:29trample down the self, deliver me from attachments to things unclean,
12:38from wrong associations, from the sugar of sin.
12:57Offer it. Pray. Pray for the life of the child.
13:30I'm out.
13:43Okay, okay, okay.
14:31Come on.
14:48Fuck.
14:55Okay.
15:01Okay.
15:03Okay.
15:05Okay.
15:09Okay.
15:23Okay.
15:24Okay.
15:37Okay.
15:40Okay.
15:50Okay.
15:52You came back.
15:56Okay.
15:58I'm going to count down from ten.
16:00Okay.
16:01Here we go.
16:03Ten.
16:04Nine.
16:05Eight.
16:06Seven.
16:08Six.
16:09Here we go.
16:10Five.
16:12I can see his crown.
16:14Oh, you can?
16:16Yeah.
16:17You want to feel?
16:18Oh.
16:19It's your penis hair.
16:21You feel that?
16:23I can see his hair.
16:26What color is it?
16:27It's like brownish.
16:29There's some blood, but he's coming.
16:31He's got brown hair.
16:32Oh, brown?
16:33Yeah.
16:35You're almost there.
16:36Okay.
16:37I'm going to get the head out.
16:39You can do this.
16:41Here we go.
16:46Breathe deep.
16:48Breathe low.
16:53Nice and low.
16:57Oh, God, it burns, it burns, it burns.
17:07I know.
17:08God.
17:09I feel so hot.
17:11I feel so hot.
17:12It's okay.
17:13It's just time.
17:17I can't.
17:18I can't.
17:19Yes, you can.
17:20You can do this.
17:21You're almost there, okay?
17:22You just got to get his head out.
17:24He's right there.
17:26Your baby is right there.
17:29Here we go.
17:34There he is.
17:36His head's out.
17:37You got his head out.
17:39His head's out.
17:40His head's out.
17:41Okay?
17:42This is it, okay?
17:43You just got to do one more, and you got to get his shoulders out.
17:46All right?
17:47Then it's all downhill from there, okay?
17:50You can do this.
17:52Here we go.
17:53You can do this.
17:53This is it.
18:01Here we go.
18:05Here we go.
18:10Here we go.
18:18Here we go.
18:36Is he okay?
18:39Is he okay?
18:43Is he okay?
18:46He's back.
18:50He's back.
18:55He's back.
18:58Oh, my God.
19:15Shh, shh, shh.
19:16Shh, shh.
19:29Oh, my God.
19:32You're so good.
19:37of clarence has fulfilled her duty in this world i know you will mourn her girls
19:45but know that she is cherished god is the true judge and she is his vessel
19:56she has pleased him and he has sent her to her final reward
20:01praise be
20:04and now let us accompany our sister home
20:17so
20:26so
20:33so
20:40so
20:44so
20:52so
20:55so
21:01so
21:08so
21:13so
21:14so
21:27so
21:39so
21:40so
21:42so
21:52so
21:56so
21:57i wanted you so much
22:02was it worth it
22:12right now i think it was
22:18how's his latch
22:21it's strong
22:22it's strong
22:22he's hungry
22:23i bet
22:28hannah had such a hard time breastfeeding
22:31it was a tongue tie
22:33which
22:34which
22:34we didn't know
22:35but
22:37i would just feed her and feed her and she was still hungry and
22:41and i felt so guilty
22:43she used to get so many colds when she was little and i thought that
22:47was my fault because of the nursing
22:49but then it turned out she got colds when she got older too so
22:55sometimes i'd have to stay home from work with her and
22:59sometimes i couldn't stay home from work
23:03sometimes i didn't want to stay home from work
23:13june
23:17why didn't you kill me
23:27you've been the one waving the gun around
23:29no not today at the information center the protest
23:34you had a gun
23:37yeah
23:42why didn't you kill me why fred and not me
23:55i didn't want to
23:58i didn't want to
24:29i imagine this moment so many times
24:33i always imagine that he would be here
24:38fred
24:43he looks like him
24:49they
24:52say that
24:54they always look like their dads at first
24:57it's evolutionary
25:00so that
25:01the dots don't kill them you know
25:05the dots don't kill them
25:23do you think he's gonna be like him
25:27it depends on what
25:31on who raises him
25:37on what kind of person
25:39they want him to become
25:45on what you teach him
25:53and on what you tell him is his
25:57to take
26:06i want him to have everything
26:11we all want that for them serena
26:15oh
26:19oh
26:20oh
26:21oh
26:22oh
26:23oh
26:23oh
26:24oh
27:06is he okay no he's perfect
27:12it's funny how every tiny baby you see makes you feel like you've never seen a baby before
27:19i tried to sleep you did sleep i just kept worrying that i would smother him in these blankets and
27:30things you're not supposed to have a bedding like this we have to get you both somewhere inside
27:40serena okay somewhere where they can take care of you no i told you i can't go to a hospital
27:46they'll find me there who will find you the wheelers
27:53the family that i've been staying with they were the ones looking for you
27:59they've been controlling me my every move they're everywhere it's like i'm their handmaid
28:11it's like i'm you
28:16as awful as that sounds yes which is why they can't find me and i can't let them get their
28:22hands on my baby so you understand i know that you do serena you have no water you have no
28:27food
28:28it's freezing but i'm so hot no i know that's because you have a fever so we have to get
28:33you
28:33the fuck out of this barn and take you somewhere where they can take care of you
28:39or you are both going to die and it will not be quick
28:44do you want to watch your baby slowly starve to death
28:47in front of you while you die of sepsis
28:56no
29:06maybe you should take him
29:11what are you talking about
29:15there's nothing left for me here i can't go to canada
29:20i can't go back to gilead
29:23it's over
29:25i don't have a future
29:30but you have a future maybe you could
29:34take him with you
29:36serena you you don't know what you're saying
29:38i know that i want what's best for him like what you did with nicole
29:42with your daughter
29:47he would be safe with you
29:49you could care for him
29:52you and your husband he's a good man
29:57he could teach noah to be a good man
30:01the kind of man who would never do the things that his father did
30:11the things that i did
30:22no
30:23june i think god sent you to me today
30:26you came after me
30:28what if he guided my hand to save you so that you could save my baby like an angel
30:33oh shit
30:34there are avenging angels that rain down sulfur and fire from the lord
30:40rejoice with him no heavens
30:44for he will avenge the blood of his children
30:49and take righteous vengeance on his adversaries
30:56there's still angels
30:59maybe that's what you are for me
31:07is that what you think of me
31:14and when
31:16she could no longer hide him
31:18she built for him an ark of bulrushes and placed this child
31:23therein
31:29maybe i'm the ark june
31:34maybe i'm the vessel
31:37i
31:41carried my baby
31:43i delivered him
31:47and i held him
31:53maybe that's all that was meant for me in this life
32:02maybe it's god's will
32:16i
32:17i
32:17i
32:18i
32:18i
32:18i
32:18i
32:19i
32:19i
32:20i
32:47God's will.
33:00A vessel.
33:06That's what you thought I was.
33:13What we were.
33:17Who we were.
33:21Where we came from.
33:26What we wanted.
33:33None of that mattered to you.
33:40To any of you.
33:46I'm so sorry.
33:48I don't care that you're sorry.
33:52We mattered.
33:54We were.
33:57We are people.
34:03We have lives.
34:15And that's why I'm going to save yours, Serena.
34:22Because this isn't Gilead.
34:27And I am not you.
34:34I don't deserve to be saved.
34:36It's not for you.
34:40It's for him.
34:46Look at him.
34:49Look at your baby.
34:53You are the only person in the whole world that he knows.
34:58You are the only familiar smell.
35:02You are the only voice he recognizes.
35:08You love him.
35:14And you wanted him so much.
35:21You are his mother.
35:26and he belongs
35:28with you
35:34that
35:36is God's will
35:58do you understand me
36:14excuse me could you please help us
36:16immediate postpartum
36:18yes um six hours maybe hate
36:20hate maternity and nikki
36:21it's going to be fine they're going to help you
36:23I promise it's going to be alright
36:25here we go
36:28any complications
36:29they're doing just fine
36:31it's going to be okay just go with them
36:33and do what they say it's going to be fine
36:35they're going to take care of it okay
36:37I'm going to be right here okay
36:39it's going to be okay
36:51excuse me
36:51can I please use your phone I'm fine
36:54can I just please use your phone
36:55please
36:57I'm mine first
37:07June
37:12hi
37:19they took Noah to the NICU
37:23that's okay
37:32look you had a fever
37:33right
37:34so
37:35he's fine
37:36it's standard
37:36they just
37:37they
37:37they need to keep an eye on him
37:39right that's what they said
37:40it's just observation
37:41except he didn't have a fever
37:43he just was having
37:44trouble regulating
37:45his
37:46his temperature
37:47and they said
37:47that he might have
37:50jaundice
37:51but they're not sure
37:52so
37:53they have to run some tests
37:55yeah that's all very normal
37:56that's what they keep saying
37:58it's just all so
38:02impersonal
38:06very medical
38:10how are you feeling
38:15my fever is down
38:18they gave me antibiotics
38:20I guess they don't trust anything to resolve naturally here
38:24they're not letting me feed him
38:29they're waiting for us both to be fully hydrated again
38:32that's good
38:33they're giving him formula
38:36he'll be fine
38:39I promise
38:51I just want to go home
38:58there is no home Serena
39:04there's just wherever you are
39:10no man's land
39:12no man's land
39:14yeah
39:29June
39:34thank you
39:48you're welcome
40:28I just want to go home
40:32Luke
40:35you're here
40:35Moira said they let you go
40:38at the border
40:46I'm so happy to see your face
40:47Jalen we did it
40:50Tawallo's got the USB
40:52he's working on it
40:55thank you
40:57thank you
40:59are you okay
41:00did she hurt you
41:03no
41:03she
41:05she had her baby
41:07why you were there
41:09yeah
41:10it's
41:11it's a boy
41:12and
41:13he's healthy
41:14well healthy enough
41:15he
41:16he may have jaundice
41:18but that's
41:18you know
41:19that's completely normal
41:20for babies right
41:21so
41:21they may just put him under one of those little
41:24lamps
41:24and then he'll just
41:25what's going on with Serena
41:29she's fine
41:32she's
41:33she's fine
41:36yeah
41:36let's um
41:37I'll tell you later
41:38let's go
41:39oh
41:40hold on
41:41give me a Serena
41:42Waterford's room
41:43211
41:43down the hall
41:47what's going on
41:50don't worry
41:51they're not here for us
41:53come on
41:55what's
42:03Serena Waterford
42:04we are Canadian immigration
42:06you are being detained
42:07detained
42:08no
42:09hey
42:13I'd like to speak with a lawyer
42:15as an undocumented person
42:17you have no immediate right to counsel
42:18what is going on
42:20illegal border crossing
42:22lack of immigration status
42:24I mean
42:24there must be some mistakes
42:26you called them
42:26she gave up her diplomatic reason
42:29when she left that little visitor center
42:33what about my baby
42:37the detention facility has no infant care
42:54what does that mean
42:57where is my baby right now
43:00child protection unit is already here
43:02they'll oversee his care
43:04that's all I can tell you
43:05no you can't do that
43:06no please
43:08please
43:08please
43:08wait
43:08wait
43:09oh please
43:10don't
43:11at last
43:12she knows what it feels like
43:14oh please
43:16don't
43:17please
43:18please
43:19just
43:22don't let them take my baby
43:24please
43:25justice
43:26right
43:27hey
43:28help me
43:30please
43:30please don't let them take it from me
43:33please
43:34don't
43:34please
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