00:00After I was born, my sister Olivia got really sick.
00:04She wouldn't eat.
00:05Only when she fed me, she would smile and eat more.
00:09When I was five, the teacher said pups should say no to things that make them happy.
00:14I refused Olivia's feeding.
00:16She cried until her face turned blue.
00:19Mom rushed at me like crazy.
00:21Her nails done.
00:22You already have mom and dad's love.
00:24Why do you have to compete with your sister?
00:26Can't you just be good and eat more for your sister's sickness?
00:30Dad looked at mom with a sad heart.
00:32He picked Olivia.
00:34He said he would take her to the new pack lands.
00:37I rolled on the floor in pain.
00:39But mom thought I was lying.
00:41She got so mad, she slammed the door shut.
00:44She said she had to punish me for being bad.
00:48I pressed my little hands hard on my belly.
00:51I curled up into a ball.
00:53But in my head, I saw mom's stomach hurt.
00:56She took the healer's pills and felt better.
00:59When I finally got the pill bottle open, my stomach suddenly hurt so badly.
01:05Pills fell all over the floor.
01:07I was about to pick them up.
01:09When I heard the door open, my eyes lit up.
01:12Dad was back.
01:14Daddy, there are so many bugs biting me inside my tummy.
01:19Oh, did you forget the other day?
01:21She stole jerky.
01:23When I caught her, she blamed Olivia.
01:26But...
01:26Now she's lying about a stomach.
01:28Last time, Olivia took the jerky.
01:31She brought it to my room.
01:33She tore the package open.
01:35She stuffed it in her mouth to show off.
01:38Mom, I think you should talk to your mom about it.
01:40But Olivia puffed her cheeks.
01:43She waved the jerky in front of me.
01:45When mom opened the door, she shoved the jerky into my hand.
01:49She wiped the grease on my clothes.
01:51I happily told mom Olivia was better.
01:55But mom got mad.
01:56She dragged me out of my room.
01:59She made me kneel in the living room.
02:01She called me a liar.
02:04She said I stole the jerky myself.
02:07Then blamed my sick sister.
02:09I cried and said I didn't steal it.
02:12Mom's face turned cold.
02:14She threw me outside the door.
02:17She said she would throw away a limepad.
02:20I cried for so long.
02:22Finally, dad felt bad.
02:24He slipped a piece of meat into my hand.
02:27He told me to admit my mistake fast.
02:31She said not to make mom mad.
02:33Mom held a bowl of hot meat soup.
02:35Do you know what you did wrong?
02:36She asked if I knew I was wrong.
02:39But I still love you, Emma.
02:39The soup smelled so good.
02:41I sobbed and said I was wrong.
02:44That time, I really did lie.
02:47But mom forgave me.
02:50Okay.
02:51Thinking of this.
02:53Even though I had no idea what I did wrong.
02:56I said I was wrong again and again.
02:59But she saw the pills on the floor.
03:02She got mad.
03:03Emma, are you this naughty now?
03:05First you won't eat to starve your sister.
03:08Now you want to wreck the house?
03:09I have to punish you today.
03:11Dad tried to speak.
03:12Hey.
03:13Mom stopped him with one look.
03:15Adrian, if you stop me again, we're getting a divorce.
03:18Dad sighed.
03:19He had no choice.
03:21Dad touched my head.
03:22Emma, for this family, just be good.
03:26Okay?
03:28But Dad, my tummy really hurts.
03:32Adrian, are you favoring Emma again?
03:34Mom's voice came from the living room.
03:37She sounded mad.
03:39Dad heard that.
03:40He pushed me away hard.
03:43He left fast.
03:44Through the crack in the door, I saw Dad lift Olivia up high.
03:49Mom's face finally smiled.
03:51She turned her head.
03:53Our eyes met.
03:54Mom frowned.
03:55She slammed the door shut.
03:57The room went dark.
03:59I couldn't see anything.
04:00But I heard Mom's words clearly.
04:03She said,
04:04Emma is spoiled by you.
04:06Lock her up for a day.
04:08Let her learn that every grain is hard work.
04:11If I fell asleep, the pain would stop.
04:14I always got through it this way before.
04:16But this time, my tummy hurt so much.
04:19My head started hurting too.
04:21I wiped the sweat off my head.
04:23It was sticky.
04:24I remembered last time.
04:26Mom locked me out because of grease on my clothes.
04:29I panicked and tried to wipe my face clean.
04:32But the sweat wouldn't come off.
04:34I felt colder and colder.
04:37Even under the blankets, I shivered.
04:39Slowly, I got so, so tired.
04:42I fell completely asleep.
04:45When I opened my eyes again, my tummy didn't hurt at all.
04:49I started jumping around happily.
04:51My body went right through the locked door.
04:54Mom was feeding Olivia sweet potato.
04:56Olivia turned her head away.
04:58Her brow was tight.
04:59I reached up to smooth it.
05:01But my little hand couldn't touch Mom.
05:04I slowly realized, I think I died.
05:07Just like the kitten Olivia killed.
05:10Olivia begged to buy that kitten.
05:12But a few days later, she said the poop was gross.
05:16You take care of the kitten from now on, okay?
05:18Mom gave me the job of taking care of it.
05:21I didn't mind the kitten's mess at all.
05:23Every day after training, I changed her water and filled her food.
05:27She even acted cute with me.
05:29With her around, I wasn't sad anymore that Mom and Dad only saw Olivia.
05:33Okay, I lied.
05:35I was still a little sad.
05:36When Olivia saw the kitten liked me more, she grabbed it from my arms.
05:40The kitten meowed in fear.
05:42It scratched Olivia while fighting.
05:44I knelt in front of Mom.
05:46I cried and said sorry to the kitten.
05:48But Mom said,
05:49Is your sister's safety less important than a mean animal?
05:52You have no heart!
05:53She grabbed the kitten and brought it to Olivia.
05:56She let Olivia do whatever she wanted.
05:59I fought so hard.
06:00But I could only watch the kitten get killed.
06:03I cried until my voice was gone.
06:05When the kitten died, at least I was sad.
06:08But when I died, no one cared at all.
06:10Dad brought home a hot sweet potato.
06:13He knocked on my door.
06:15Emma, are you asleep?
06:17Dad brought you something good.
06:19My big sister was playing with a Barbie.
06:22She jumped off her chair.
06:23I want the sweet potato Dad has.
06:26Mom was glad she wanted to eat.
06:28She swapped sweet potatoes with Dad.
06:30Mom watched Olivia take bite after bite.
06:33Her eyes got red and teary.
06:36I yelled out loud,
06:37I hate my sister the most.
06:40She always takes my stuff.
06:41Even my dresses and shoes are always.
06:44I count on my fingers.
06:46Five is smaller than eight.
06:48So why does five-year-old me have to give in to eight-year-old her?
06:53Then I noticed Dad was still at my door.
06:56Mom got mad.
06:57Didn't I say we're starving her all day?
07:00If you go soft on her,
07:02you're sleeping in the...
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