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00:07You
00:17Previously on from
00:25Knowledge comes at a cost. They killed Jim because of us and Cui. It means remember
00:32These kids keep calling you back to help them. How do we do it? I'm working on it
00:37Julia, Nathan, I don't know how but I'm gonna find a way to take care of them to keep them
00:42safe
00:43Hey
00:45What did you do? Why didn't he come home? I did nothing. You're lying. I want dad
00:51Ethan
00:54The night we arrived here you had a dream lake of tears. It's here and I need you to find
01:01it
01:01Ethan called it story walking. I need you to give me some time even if it looks bad
01:11Dad
01:14I got you
01:19Lord, please protect us in this dark place
01:22Please stand by my daddy's bedside and let him wake renewed in your love
01:28My father died
01:30I'll talk to boyd about a burial if people find out what you did
01:37That's the kind of thing that could tear this place apart you're gonna tell them that you lost your eyes
01:41trying to help us
01:46I'm a good person and I don't deserve to be here get stripped
01:51What I'm doing is getting out there is no way out
01:56What the fuck is wrong with you?
01:59I gave birth to one of them dad tell her that's not what you're saying. It's the one I killed
02:05I told all of you that there was something inside me
02:24Oh
02:24Sorry, oh, it's okay
02:27I'll get out your way. No
02:29You don't you don't you don't need to go. I just came to get a glass of water
02:40Boyd said if people find out what happened. I know we should probably get our story straight
02:58Are you okay?
03:02Not really sure I deserve to be
03:13Elgin I don't want to hate you
03:17This place took advantage of both of us
03:22None of us would be the same again
03:26Louie
03:27No
03:28We won't
03:35There's something I need your help with
03:54Abby stop
03:56No
03:57No
03:57No
04:19You want to tell me what the hell that was yesterday?
04:24Not really
04:25You're gonna have to do a little better than that
04:29What do you want me to say?
04:30I want you to tell me that you're not gonna lose your shit again and put people's lives in danger
04:36You got lucky yesterday. You understand that?
04:39If Chrissy had gotten hurt
04:41You and me are having a different conversation right now
04:44Whoever that was yesterday that wasn't me all right
04:49I don't want to be here
04:50We're good. We're working on that
04:58You know Chrissy told me yesterday that she's seen dozens of people with dozens of schemes about how to leave
05:02this place
05:05There's only one thing that they have in common. You know what it is?
05:09Yeah
05:10They all died
05:13Yeah
05:15Well
05:19This time feels different
05:21Yeah, it's probably what they thought
05:24Can you give me a bullet?
05:27I only need one
05:30I'll go into the woods
05:32And look, don't worry, you won't even have to clean it up
05:54I'll go into the woods
05:56I brought you some things from your dad's car
05:59Thank you
06:02We're gonna take him down to the service now
06:06Can I have a minute to say goodbye?
06:09Yeah, of course
06:10We'll be right outside when you're ready, okay?
06:12Okay
06:38We'll be right outside when you're ready, okay?
06:48You were fun
06:54I couldn't let you go without something to remember you by
07:12We'll be right now
07:24We'll be right after daprin
07:31When I was just a little boy
07:36I asked my father what will I be
07:41Will I be handsome, will I be rich
07:47Is what he said to me
07:51Que sera, sera
07:55Whatever will be, will be
07:59The future's not ours to see
08:04Que sera, sera
08:10What will be, will be
08:22Now I have children of my own
08:27They ask their father what will I be
08:33Will I be pretty, will I be rich
08:38I tell them tenderly
08:42Que sera, sera
08:45Whatever will be, will be
08:50The future's not ours to see
08:55Que sera, sera
09:00What will be, will be
09:04Que sera, sera
09:34Fuck
09:35Fuck
09:39Jade
09:39What
09:40Tell me you got something
09:41Oh does it fucking look like I have something
09:44I
09:45Oh
09:46Okay
09:49It's all, it's in here
09:50It's in here
09:51I know it is
09:53There's more to this
09:53There's more to what we need to know
09:54And I just, I can't
09:57Fuck it
09:59You don't have any acid, do you
10:01What
10:02LSD
10:03What, listen
10:04Henry said Miranda started seeing this place
10:08After an acid trip they took
10:09Which kind of makes sense
10:10Given, you know, how the brain stores memory
10:13If it worked for her
10:14It stands to reason it could work for me
10:15Oh, okay
10:15Um, uh
10:17Take a breath
10:18Take a breath
10:19If you're right
10:20And everything we need is in your brain
10:22And the last thing we need is for you to scramble it
10:24Just
10:25Take a little time
10:26Get back to this after the funeral
10:28Oh
10:30Not going to the funeral
10:33Trust me, I won't be missed
10:36Look
10:37The best thing I can do for Tabitha
10:39For everybody here
10:42Is just find a way to unlock whatever's locked in here
10:46How are you going to do that
10:49I don't know
10:51Hey, Jade
10:54Be careful
10:56The message on the barn wall wasn't fucking around
10:59Whatever answers you may find
11:00We have no idea what they're going to cost
11:20Are you okay?
11:22She doesn't fit
11:25Honey, I'm sorry
11:27It was the only thing I could find this shit
11:31You don't have to worry if you don't want
11:33Yes, I do
11:34I grant this funeral
11:36My dad said a man wears a suit to show his respect
11:42Look very handsome
11:46Let's go
12:07Days like today
12:10Look, they're not easy
12:13I'm not going to stand here
12:14And try to tell you that
12:35What?
12:40Wait
12:41Wait
12:42Wait
12:43Wait
12:43Wait
12:43Ah!
12:44Ah!
12:55Need to eat.
12:58I'm not hungry.
13:14Hello.
13:16Hey, Victor.
13:19Oh, guys.
13:23When I was a boy, I drew pictures...
13:26...so that the pictures would remember.
13:31This is for you.
13:47That's very sweet, Victor. Thank you so much.
13:59Can I go to the colony house with Victor?
14:02No, not today.
14:04Please.
14:05I don't want to be here.
14:11Is that okay with you?
14:12Yeah.
14:18Be safe, okay?
14:22I'll make sure nothing happens to her, I promise.
14:27Okay.
14:34Here.
14:34You drink this, and Bart is just whipping you up something to eat.
14:41Is anything like that ever happened before?
14:44With the crows?
14:48No.
14:49I mean, everybody sees them when they see the trees, but that's, uh...
14:53That's new.
14:55When did it get like this?
14:57What do you mean?
14:58Well, Sarah, the girl who helped me with my glasses, she...
15:02She said that after Sheriff Boyd found the talismans that for a long time people were safe.
15:08When did that change?
15:10It was, um...
15:12I guess it was around the night that my dad died.
15:17We had lost a family the night before, the Prats.
15:20And then Jim and Tabitha, the Matthews family, they showed up with Jade.
15:25They came all together?
15:27Um, not in the same car, just they got here at the same time.
15:32And ever since then, things have been bad?
15:37No. No, that's not what I mean.
15:39Hey, Kenny.
15:40You mind if I borrow him for a second?
15:43I'll come back.
15:49Hey.
15:51Uh, Sofia, right?
15:55I'm Julie.
15:56I know.
15:57I just wanted to tell you I'm really sorry about what happened to your dad.
16:07How's she doing?
16:11Honestly, I don't, I don't really know.
16:14I mean, she prays a lot.
16:16Are you fucking kidding me?
16:17I, I didn't mean to upset you, I'm sorry.
16:20What the fuck did you mean to do then?
16:22Hey, Julie.
16:23No, she thinks it's our fault.
16:24Hey, okay, everybody, let's take a breath.
16:27Did you tell her that all of the bad things started happening because we came here?
16:30No, no, that's, no, I didn't say, no, that's not what I meant.
16:34Let's go home.
16:35Oh, fuck this.
16:37This is not our home.
16:45Julie.
16:47Julie, stop!
16:50Did they get to cheer?
16:51What?
16:52That when we got here?
16:53That all of the bad things that have happened since we got here?
16:55Do you think it's our fault?
16:56No, honey.
16:57Of course not.
17:00Why did it feel like those crows were celebrating?
17:15SofÃa?
17:16I'm sorry, I didn't...
17:18It's okay.
17:19Oh.
17:20We need to talk.
17:21Okay?
17:22Okay.
17:23Poor Julie.
17:26Yeah.
17:27Yeah.
17:28I mean, it seems like a lifetime ago that we made that little space for her in our room.
17:34Yeah.
17:37Hey.
17:42You know, you haven't really talked much about what happened.
17:49I'm trying to be okay.
17:51I am.
17:52I just...
17:53I'm trying to let go of this.
17:55I just don't know how.
18:01You know what?
18:02I have an idea.
18:03Stay right there.
18:04I'm gonna...
18:04I gotta grab a few things.
18:05Where are you going?
18:06Stay right there.
18:07I'll be right back.
18:27Oh, look.
18:28Uh, Ethan, my dad is my roommate now.
18:31It's...
18:31This is...
18:32This is his bed right here.
18:35Yeah.
18:35It's a good thing that I threw all my stuff out the window, because then it made all this space...
18:44It's nice having a roommate now, too, because you have someone to talk to, you know, if you're afraid.
18:55And you can talk to me, you know, if you're ever... if you're ever afraid.
19:03Are there any lakes here?
19:05What?
19:07Lakes.
19:08Have you seen any lakes here?
19:10Uh, there's the...
19:13There's the Brundles.
19:14That's not very far from here.
19:16Can we go see it?
19:18What?
19:18No, I don't like it there.
19:21Water's creepy.
19:23Please.
19:25Why do you want to go see the Brundles?
19:28Never mind.
19:29I'll find it myself.
19:31No, but you're supposed to stay here with me.
19:34Then...
19:34I don't care.
19:36Well, I do.
19:37I just need to see the lake.
19:39Why?
19:40Friends aren't supposed to keep secrets, Ethan.
19:45Fine.
19:46If you take me to the lake, I'll tell you.
19:48And this is...
19:50No.
19:53No.
19:59No.
19:59No.
20:00No.
20:01No.
20:07No, no.
20:09No, no, no.
20:11No, no.
20:13No, no, no.
20:15No.
20:15No.
20:17No, no.
21:02What are you doing out here?
21:04Saw you walk off alone.
21:05Thought you might be doing something stupid.
21:07Like going back to the ruins.
21:12Go away.
21:15Julie.
21:16I'm not going to the ruins, okay?
21:19I need to get something for my house.
21:22Okay.
21:23Your old house.
21:26The one that collapsed?
21:28No, I'll fucking wait.
21:30I was inside that thing when it came down, remember?
21:32Okay.
21:32It's too unstable.
21:33Okay.
21:35No, look, look.
21:36All right, stop, stop, stop.
21:39What's in there that's so important?
21:42I told you that thing that I can do.
21:44My brother called it story walking.
21:46Yeah?
21:47I learned about it from one of his books, and all his books are under the house now.
21:50And I need to know if there's anything in there about how to control it so I can go back
21:54and
21:54save my dad without getting killed.
21:55And maybe that is stupid, okay?
21:57But I'm not asking your permission.
21:58I'm going.
22:00So you can help me, or you can leave me alone.
22:08Give me that.
22:10Give me that.
22:32You can help me with that bullet.
22:33You can help me with that bullet.
22:35There's something I need you to do for me first.
22:41What's he doing?
22:42I think he's sleeping.
22:45Jade?
22:48What?
22:50Let's go.
22:51We just got here.
22:54It's not what I'm looking for.
22:56How do you know that?
22:57I just do.
23:00Ethan, you promised that if I brought you here, you would tell me.
23:08I need to find the Lake of Tears.
23:11It's a lake with magical powers.
23:13What kind of magical powers?
23:15It can make people better when they're hurt.
23:17I thought I made it up.
23:20But my dad told me it's here.
23:24I need to find it.
23:26When did he tell you that?
23:29Yesterday.
23:31I'd buy the RV.
23:33Maybe once I find it, it can make them better.
23:36Maybe he'll come back.
23:39Maybe Jade can help.
23:41Jade!
23:42Oh, for Christ's sakes, what?
23:44We need to find the Lake of Tears.
23:47The Lake of what?
23:50It's a kid's book, though, right?
23:52It's stories made up of little kids.
23:55Before we got here, I thought monsters were made up, too.
23:59Fair point.
24:08You good?
24:09This is where I talked to my dad the day the house collapsed.
24:17He was still down there when the sun was setting.
24:23I was so scared that we were just going to lose him right then and there.
24:29He kept telling me everything was going to be okay.
24:37That I shouldn't be afraid.
24:41Hey, um...
24:43Why don't you let me do this?
24:44What?
24:46I'm going to handle a couple of books.
24:49Besides...
24:50Someone's going to need to be up here if something happens, right?
24:55No.
24:56No.
24:56I should be the...
24:57It's my thing.
24:58I should be the one...
24:59Hey, hey.
24:59Story Walker.
25:01Why don't you let someone else do the cool shit for change, huh?
25:05It's good for my self-esteem.
25:14There's a...
25:15There's a way in over here.
25:17There's a way in over here.
25:22In the story, Achan caused the whole nation of Israel to suffer because he offended God.
25:27And that's what you told Julie.
25:29I just thought that maybe if somehow they brought some sort of ill power to...
25:32Okay, stop.
25:33The people here...
25:36They're always one bad day away from giving up.
25:39Giving up.
25:41Losing hope.
25:42I know.
25:43It was...
25:43It was...
25:45I know.
25:49Look.
25:54We need to figure out where you're going to live from now on.
25:57Where do you live?
26:00That, uh, that big house up on the hill, colony house.
26:04There's plenty of room there.
26:06But there's...
26:07There's so many people there.
26:10Yeah.
26:11Can't I just stay at the clinic?
26:12Well, there's no extra rooms in the clinic, so...
26:18Where does Sarah live?
26:20What?
26:21She-she was really nice to me.
26:24That's not a good idea.
26:27Because of...
26:28Of-of what she did.
26:33How did you, um...
26:36I've...
26:36I've heard people talking.
26:40Why-why would you-why would you want to live with her?
26:42Because I've...
26:43Because I've seen her kindness.
26:45And I don't-I don't think she's a bad person.
26:52You have no idea the kind of person she is.
26:55Wow.
27:04I-I can't see you at all.
27:06Are you okay?
27:08I'm fine.
27:09Just let my eyes adjust to Saul.
27:13How many of these books am I looking for, anyway?
27:17He kept them all in a little blue bag.
27:19They should be together.
27:20Little blue bag, huh?
27:23Piece of cake.
27:23Little blue bag.
27:52I'm fine.
27:59What are we doing here?
28:03We got storage sheds around town.
28:07Storage room and a diner.
28:09They're filled with clothes, tools, everything we thought would be useful.
28:14This is everything else.
28:18Okay.
28:19I want you to treat this place like a crime scene.
28:22Like these.
28:23These things, they tell a story, right?
28:27I want you to develop a narrative.
28:29Tell me everything there is to know about the people this stuff belong to.
28:33Why?
28:36Because I asked you to.
28:38So why don't you do it?
28:39You're a cop.
28:40You were trained to do this.
28:42I wasn't.
28:44There might be things we overlooked.
28:46Something that will help us get out of here.
28:49Tell me why we're really here.
28:51I just did.
28:52Bullshit.
28:52Hey.
28:54You better tell me why we're really here.
29:01Because you remind me of someone.
29:05All right?
29:07You remind me of someone I could have helped and I didn't.
29:16I don't get to get that back.
29:19But I'm going to stand here and...
29:23Look, I know you think everything I said is bullshit.
29:26And maybe it is.
29:28Maybe it isn't.
29:29Right?
29:29But if you do this for me, think about all the people you might be helping.
29:35The people you might be saving.
29:36You think about the cop who first put that badge on.
29:40You do all that and you still want that bullet.
29:43Then yeah, we'll talk.
29:46It's a promise.
30:10Donna?
30:37I think she went back to town.
30:40Oh.
30:42You need something?
30:44Uh, no.
30:46I'm okay.
30:47Are you?
30:49Forty years I sat in my house after my family disappeared.
30:53I was a lot of things.
30:56Okay was never one of them.
31:00I should go home.
31:01Where are you headed?
31:03Um, just going home.
31:05Oh.
31:06Well, I'll walk with you.
31:07Henry, no, it's okay.
31:08I can go about myself.
31:10But Tabitha, I don't think you should be alone right now.
31:16So, where are you really going?
31:19I'm going home.
31:21And where are you going after that?
31:23Henry, I don't know what you're talking about.
31:25Sure you do.
31:26You're good at a lot of things, Tabitha.
31:28Lying is definitely not among them.
31:30So, we can play the whole charade of me dropping you off at your house and then waiting to see
31:34where else you go.
31:35Okay, I'm going to find the lighthouse, okay?
31:40I'm going to find my way back to the lighthouse.
31:43I got out of here once.
31:46If I find the lighthouse, maybe, maybe, hopefully I can do it again and take my children with me.
31:52I'm not going to let them die here.
31:53How?
31:54Donna said no one knows where the lighthouse is.
31:56No, they don't.
31:57That's why I have to do it again like I did last time.
31:59I have to go through the bottle tree.
32:00It's the man in the pool, Dale, right?
32:04He died when he tried going through it.
32:06Yeah, but, okay, what if it was, what if it was not meant for him?
32:10What if it was only meant for me?
32:12And what if you're wrong?
32:13What if you end up stuck in the side of God knows what somewhere?
32:16Well, I don't know.
32:17I don't know, Henry.
32:18I have to try.
32:20Okay.
32:21I'm coming with you.
32:22No, Henry.
32:23You said you're going to the bottle tree, right?
32:25I want to see it.
32:26I want to see the tree my wife died trying to reach.
32:31I...
32:34Henry, I have to tell you something.
32:35She was my wife.
32:37Please.
32:42Okay.
32:44Let's go.
32:44Okay.
32:45Yeah.
32:51Where are we going?
32:53Just a little further.
32:57Why won't you tell me what's in the bag?
33:00You'll see.
33:10Ever heard of a rage room?
33:12They're really popular in Japan.
33:15Sort of a way to lash out.
33:18You know, let go without hurting somebody or breaking shit that you need.
33:23Oh.
33:30Alice, this is really sweet, but I don't know how this is going to help.
33:33When my mom died, you were the one that brought me back.
33:39You didn't even know me very well, but you knew that I was still in there, underneath all the dark,
33:48horrible shit that I was going through.
33:50And you never gave up on me.
33:53And you never gave up on me.
33:53Not until you finally pulled me out.
33:56It's my turn now.
33:58Give it a shot.
34:02So.
34:04You want the crowbar?
34:07Or the bat?
34:21Definitely the bat.
34:23It's my girl.
34:41All yours.
34:44All yours.
35:13Let me get this straight.
35:15Like, you made up this lake of tears
35:20as part of a game that you used to play,
35:23with finger puppets.
35:25It wasn't a game, it was a story.
35:28Okay, so you told a story about this lake,
35:31some finger puppets, and now, now what?
35:34You think the lake is here because your dad told you
35:37that you need to find them?
35:40Maybe I didn't make it up.
35:43Maybe I just thought I did.
35:47I'm confused.
35:49Do you remember the red rocks they found at the settlement?
35:52Yeah.
35:53My mom thought she made them up
35:54because she used to have nightmares about them.
35:57But the reason she saw those rocks was because they were here.
36:01Maybe it's the same with the lake.
36:05Maybe I used it in my story
36:09because it's real, and I just didn't know.
36:14What were you doing at the Rundles?
36:16It's an old meditation technique.
36:19Why were you meditating?
36:22Because I...
36:25I remember something.
36:26I remember something that I used to know.
36:30Something that'll help us leave.
36:35So we're both looking for something that can help everyone.
36:39Yeah, I guess we are.
36:42Hey, Victor, we got a lake to find.
36:49Victor?
36:52Hey.
36:57What is that?
36:58What?
37:02Victor?
37:11Victor?
37:12Come on.
37:14Victor!
37:15Victor!
37:23Jesus!
37:25Fuck!
37:26What?
37:28Nothing. I'm good.
37:31Oh, fuck.
37:36I see the bag.
37:51Kenny.
37:53Is everything all right?
37:56Sophia and I have been talking about where she wants to live from now on.
38:01Okay.
38:03And if it's all right, she would like to live here. With you.
38:10Oh.
38:15Okay. Sure.
38:17Okay. Come on.
38:21Let's go.
38:23Randall?
38:26Randall.
38:27What's going on?
38:29Give me a sec.
38:37I got the bag.
38:38What are the titles?
38:40I got a...
38:43The Grand Ghoulagog? The Kramanakul?
38:46Okay, that's them. Get out of there.
38:49All right.
38:51All right.
38:54All right.
38:55All right.
38:55All right.
38:57It's just you and me, pal.
39:02Ah, fuck.
39:04Yeah, fuck.
39:11Randall?
39:15Randall?
39:17I'm okay.
39:20I'm okay.
39:24Better?
39:26A little, yeah.
39:29Well, it's a start, right?
39:31Yeah.
39:41I'm gonna, um...
39:43I'm gonna go take a nap.
39:44Yeah, I told Donna that I was gonna start getting things ready for the food run tomorrow.
39:48Okay.
39:50Okay.
39:53And, hey, um...
39:57For today.
40:00You're welcome.
40:20It's me.
40:26I did the best I could.
40:28Think it's gonna be enough?
40:30It's a great start, but I think we're gonna need a little bit more.
40:41Well...
40:42Yeah, Victor told me this is where Miranda was going when...
40:46when she died.
40:49He took me to her grave, but I...
40:52I don't think he could bear to take me here.
40:58This looks just like the one she made back home.
41:05Except for this.
41:19Go back to town, Henry.
41:20Hey, Tabitha, you can't do this.
41:21Henry, please.
41:22I was hoping you'd realize it on your own by the time we got here.
41:25Henry, I told you, the tree is the one they're gonna let me go through.
41:27Yes, the tree is meant only for you.
41:29And, and, and, and what if it isn't?
41:31What if you're wrong?
41:32What if you end up stuck in some walls somewhere gasping for air, alone?
41:37What happens to Julie and Ethan?
41:42I left a note for Donna.
41:44She'll make sure to take care of them.
41:46You left a note?
41:47Yes, I did.
41:48Boy, well, I didn't realize you'd left a note.
41:52I'm sure they'll be just fine.
41:56Am I supposed to do nothing?
42:00Finding the lighthouse could be what gets everyone home.
42:04And if it's not?
42:04I don't know, I'll try something else.
42:06Not if you're dead.
42:07Then what the fuck am I supposed to do, Henry?
42:08Move!
42:09I don't know.
42:10I don't know.
42:11I wish I did know.
42:13But if, if you want to go through this tree,
42:17you're gonna have to go through me first.
42:19Henry, move.
42:21Please, Henry.
42:22Your kids need you.
42:25Ethan and Julie.
42:28Tabitha?
42:32Yeah.
42:40Why are you here?
42:42Why do you look so different?
42:45Those are the wrong questions.
42:49Will that tree take me back to the lighthouse?
42:53I don't think so.
42:54Wait.
42:55You don't think so?
42:57You told me it was the only way.
42:59It was.
43:00But that was before.
43:02Yeah, but before.
43:02Okay, you need to stop talking in riddles.
43:05You're getting so close now, but I'm afraid you're running out of time.
43:10Victor!
43:15Victor!
43:16It's okay.
43:16You came from over there, come on.
43:21Victor!
43:24What happened?
43:25Ethan?
43:26We're over here!
43:28Ethan!
43:33What happened?
43:34Victor.
43:36Hey.
43:37Hey.
43:38Talk to me, son.
43:40I told...
43:41I told myself it wasn't real.
43:43I told myself it wasn't real.
43:47It's okay, buddy.
43:48It's okay.
43:49You're all right, son.
43:52It's okay, son.
43:53It's okay.
43:54It's all right.
43:55You're all okay.
43:56It's all right.
43:58Hey, hey.
44:13I'll be damned.
44:24Hey, Abs.
44:32Been a while.
44:38Things are...
44:43Yeah, things are changing.
44:47I am changing.
44:52Done some things recently.
44:56You said some things.
45:03I don't know if I like who I'm becoming.
45:09But I don't know who else to be.
45:15Tabitha and Jade, uh, if what they're saying, what they remember, if it's true, it feels like for the first
45:26time we're close to something.
45:28Yeah.
45:30Yeah.
45:30Yeah, but none of it matters if...
45:32If I can't hold these people together...
45:37If I lose these people right now, I...
45:41Yeah.
45:45I could really use some help.
45:50I...
45:51I...
45:51I...
45:51I don't know if there's...
45:52There's anything you can do, but...
45:55If you can hear...
45:59Hey!
46:00No, no, no!
46:02No, no, no!
46:03Hey!
46:03Hey!
46:04It doesn't matter.
46:06Um...
46:21The...
46:24The fuck is...
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