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00:00:09The surgery. What can I say about it? Other than that, it changed everything. All it took was my
00:00:19whole life. All that pain. All that struggle. And eight hours under anesthesia. I went from
00:00:35a caterpillar to a butterfly. And now I'm me. Can't you see?
00:00:50I'm finally me. Can't you see me for who I truly am? What more do I have to do?
00:01:00Okay, thanks. That's enough. Uh, sorry. No, that was great. Thanks for that.
00:01:07Thank you. As you know, the casting call is for a transgender
00:01:11male or transgender female. Just for our records, which one are you?
00:01:16Oh, uh, um, trans man. Trans male. Trans man.
00:01:23Great. Thanks. We'll be in contact.
00:01:37Hey, I just got out of the audition, which was a little...
00:01:44Yeah. Uh, on that front, bad news.
00:01:48Wait. They already passed. I was just up there 30 seconds ago.
00:01:54Yeah, sorry, Leo. They said they're going in a different direction.
00:01:59Different direction. Well, at least they're efficient.
00:02:03Onwards and upwards. Look, the real reason I'm calling is because you're confirmed.
00:02:08The callback? Yep, the callback. It's Monday, 2 p.m. at the production offices.
00:02:13They want you to read the same scene, so I'll send you the sides.
00:02:16I already have them memorized. Wonderful. You're gonna kill it.
00:02:28Zip! Zip. Zip! Zip. Zip! Zip! Zip! Zop! Zip! Zop! Zip!
00:02:37Got it.
00:02:47Are you okay?
00:02:49Yeah, I'm just dying.
00:03:04Remember, Leo, you are a worm.
00:03:06You're not pretending to be a worm, okay?
00:03:09Loosen up.
00:03:22So I'm auditioning for this, like, teen movie vampire series.
00:03:27Really? That's awesome.
00:03:28You're going to be like a vampire?
00:03:31Um, I mean, I'm going to be a vampire.
00:03:34Oh, okay.
00:03:35Yeah, but I might turn into a vampire, like, later on.
00:03:40Oh, that's so cool.
00:03:59Hi.
00:04:01Sorry I'm late.
00:04:10Oh, my God.
00:04:16Oh, my God.
00:04:28Oh, my God.
00:04:33I feel like I came this close to booking.
00:04:37My agent said they pinned me.
00:04:39That's fantastic.
00:04:41It'd be fantastic to book, but...
00:04:45Yeah, how was your audition?
00:04:48They passed, but, um, I do have this callback for...
00:04:53The serious, regular thing?
00:04:54Yeah.
00:04:55Leo, that's great.
00:04:56Yeah, I feel really...
00:04:58Do you see my shirt?
00:04:58Oh, um...
00:05:03Oh, here you go.
00:05:05Would you want to, um, go to this reading my friend's doing this weekend?
00:05:11Sure.
00:05:15But not, like, as a date, right?
00:05:18Totally.
00:05:19Because I don't want to ruin our dynamic.
00:05:23I think we work really well together as scene partners.
00:05:26I definitely wouldn't want to mess up our classroom chemistry.
00:05:31Good.
00:05:32I'm glad we're on the same page.
00:05:42What are you doing tonight?
00:05:43I've got a date.
00:05:45Cool.
00:05:46What are you up to?
00:05:49Uh, going to a friend's party, I think.
00:05:53Well, yeah.
00:06:08Hello?
00:06:10Surprise!
00:06:12Surprise!
00:06:15Squirrel!
00:06:18Squirrel.
00:06:20You gorgeous creature.
00:06:25Ah, you look so different!
00:06:27A year in vitamin T will do that.
00:06:30Vitamin T?
00:06:31That's how strong.
00:06:32Oh, my God.
00:06:32Right.
00:06:33Of course.
00:06:34Of course.
00:06:35Come on in.
00:06:36Okay.
00:06:36Yeah.
00:06:41You really don't have to roll out the red carpet.
00:06:44I'm only staying at night.
00:06:46That's fine.
00:06:47Well, thank you.
00:06:50So, what are you doing in New York?
00:06:52Just passing through, you know, living my usual nomad life during the summer.
00:06:57And when I realized that I'd be driving through the city to go upstate, I couldn't resist.
00:07:05And I think you should come with me.
00:07:08I couldn't.
00:07:10I'm not taking no for an answer.
00:07:13No, really.
00:07:15No.
00:07:16Really.
00:07:16I really can't.
00:07:23I really can't.
00:07:25I really can't.
00:07:29What?
00:07:30Eleanor.
00:07:32I am not.
00:07:34I'm taking it.
00:07:35Going.
00:07:36What?
00:07:37What's my own?
00:07:59Oh, hey, uh, you want me to clear up?
00:08:04Oh, nah. We used to change in front of each other all the time, right?
00:08:10Right.
00:08:18Coffee?
00:08:19Ooh, yes, please.
00:08:22So I hear nothing for three weeks and then out of nowhere, out of the blue, I get a call
00:08:27from a new number and he said,
00:08:29Oh, sorry, I dropped my flip phone, flip phone, in a bucket of paint at an art gathering.
00:08:35Okay.
00:08:35What the fuck is an art gathering?
00:08:38And then I was like, but you were posting on Instagram and he was like, yeah, I did it for
00:08:41my iPad.
00:08:44So?
00:08:44So I kept fucking him until he disappeared again.
00:08:50You really know how to pick him.
00:08:52I'm nothing if not consistent.
00:08:55Are you?
00:08:56At least I'm consistent in my inconsistency.
00:08:59But you and Will are good?
00:09:01Oh, yeah. I'm glad we got back together. He's, um, less awful than the other guys I've been with.
00:09:08A glowing compliment.
00:09:10You know what I mean.
00:09:12What's he up to?
00:09:14He was on part of the road trip.
00:09:16We actually did a project together combining his drawings and my photographs.
00:09:20It was very romantic.
00:09:21What's the project?
00:09:23People and signage, speed limits, stop signs, public spaces, private life, all these little commandments everywhere.
00:09:35Still not fully formed yet. But yeah, how's life as a Broadway hoover?
00:09:40Oh, you know.
00:09:41No, I don't. Give me all the juicy details.
00:09:44I do have this call back for a serious thing.
00:09:48Leo! That's huge!
00:09:51I hope so. I mean, it would feel really good to book something.
00:09:55And then I could say my oldest friend is THE Leo Mark.
00:09:59Eleanor, stop.
00:10:00Don't forget about me when you're famous, okay?
00:10:02Right.
00:10:04I mean it.
00:10:06I won't.
00:10:08Good.
00:10:13Good.
00:10:13Good.
00:10:25Good.
00:10:26Good.
00:10:28Good.
00:10:29Good.
00:10:30Good.
00:10:32Good.
00:10:32Good.
00:10:33Good.
00:10:35Good.
00:10:36Good.
00:10:37Good.
00:10:37Good.
00:10:37Good.
00:11:12Wow, that's lovely.
00:11:14Friends of friends in high places.
00:11:21And they're just letting us stay here?
00:11:25Yeah, I met her at an arts residency and Lila said I could stay here whenever she's not here.
00:11:39Dips.
00:11:43Dips.
00:11:44Dips.
00:11:46Dips.
00:11:55Dips.
00:11:57Dips.
00:11:58Dips.
00:11:59Dips.
00:12:11Dips.
00:12:12Dips.
00:12:13Dips.
00:12:14Dips.
00:12:14Dips.
00:12:16Dips.
00:12:17Dips.
00:12:18Dips.
00:12:27Dips.
00:12:29Dips.
00:12:35Dips.
00:12:36Dips.
00:12:37Dips.
00:12:39Dips.
00:12:40It doesn't feel so good on my skin.
00:12:42I'm good as I am.
00:12:45Sleep yourself.
00:13:02Hey, this is Will. You know what to do.
00:13:25I think we should go shopping. I've got the urge to splurge.
00:13:30Sure.
00:13:40Oh, dear.
00:13:46Do you want to try anything on?
00:13:48I mean, it's a women's store.
00:13:50Ah, right, right.
00:13:52Sorry. Sorry.
00:13:58Oh.
00:14:01She's cute.
00:14:03Yeah.
00:14:08Yeah.
00:14:12Remember when we used to go to Savers?
00:14:15We'd get, what, ten pounds of clothes for ten dollars?
00:14:18They still have some of that stuff. Some really good shit.
00:14:22Okay.
00:14:24Oh.
00:14:26What do you think?
00:14:27It's nice.
00:14:29Nice?
00:14:31I'm not an expert on women's fashion.
00:14:33It is cute.
00:14:36Flattering?
00:14:37Sure. Sure.
00:14:38Well, I like it.
00:14:39Will you check the tag and see how much it is?
00:14:51Sixty-five.
00:14:53Woof.
00:14:55We're not in Savers anymore, are we, Toto?
00:14:57No, we're not.
00:15:01Should we steal it?
00:15:04What?
00:15:04We can put it in my back.
00:15:06Eleanor.
00:15:08I'm kidding.
00:15:10Right.
00:15:11Right.
00:15:12I'm gonna wear it out, though.
00:15:26Eleanor?
00:15:29Were you actually joking?
00:15:32Of course.
00:15:33We're not in college anymore.
00:15:34I can afford it.
00:15:36Right.
00:15:53I mean it.
00:15:54You have family.
00:15:56Just because you refuse to see it doesn't mean it's not true.
00:15:59You don't have to be bullied to be family.
00:16:02Our bond is deeper than biology.
00:16:05Whether you like it or not, we're both pretty connected.
00:16:08Yikes.
00:16:10Sorry.
00:16:12Was that for your callback?
00:16:14Yep.
00:16:15Dialogue's a little much, huh?
00:16:18I guess. I don't know. I think it's kind of nice.
00:16:22Totally.
00:16:26It's just nice to have a character that's not just, you know,
00:16:31talking about transitioning the whole time.
00:16:34Right.
00:16:35Well, um, whenever you want to practice, I am ready.
00:16:38I'm gonna draw upon my long and storied career
00:16:41as a chorus member from my sixth grade production of Oklahoma.
00:16:45Awkward, I forgot.
00:16:47An acting legend stands before me.
00:16:49Don't be shocked when I act in circles around you.
00:16:58Wine.
00:17:02I think I should move.
00:17:05Again?
00:17:06Again, again, again.
00:17:08I don't know.
00:17:08But I thought you liked Durham.
00:17:10I do, but...
00:17:13I also don't like getting stuck places, you know?
00:17:18What about Will?
00:17:21Well...
00:17:21Will's transportable.
00:17:23Oh.
00:17:24Oh.
00:17:25Sorry.
00:17:28Just...
00:17:34So... moving?
00:17:37It's always a thought.
00:17:38You know me.
00:17:42Do the thing.
00:17:44What thing?
00:17:45What thing?
00:17:45You know.
00:17:46Squirrel!
00:17:48Squirrel!
00:17:49Oh!
00:17:50No, no, no.
00:17:53I never told you this in college, but...
00:17:56You'd be holding court at some party and I would be hanging on the edge,
00:18:02wondering when you were gonna figure out how much cooler than me you were.
00:18:06I would fantasize about doing something, I don't know, cool enough to keep your attention.
00:18:14Like what?
00:18:16Something impulsive.
00:18:17Like...
00:18:18I don't know.
00:18:20Steal a car, go for a joy ride, you know.
00:18:23Throw caution to the wind.
00:18:25We never quite did that.
00:18:27No, I didn't.
00:18:28I do remember seeing you, though, at parties, at your most painfully socially awkward looking at me.
00:18:36I always wondered what you were thinking.
00:18:38Well, now you know.
00:18:40Yeah, but it makes sense.
00:18:43You're an actor.
00:18:44You're shy in real life, but on stage, you're...
00:18:49Whereas with me...
00:18:51Well, everywhere you go, it's theater.
00:18:55Yeah.
00:19:01I think we should go out.
00:19:03Oh, really?
00:19:04Yeah, it's happy hour.
00:19:05We should hit the town.
00:19:07Have a few drinks.
00:19:08Have a few laughs.
00:19:10I haven't heard that one since college.
00:19:12Well, it's still true.
00:19:13The afternoon is young.
00:19:17Or...
00:19:17Old.
00:19:18But the night is still barely nascent.
00:19:20Yes, but I am very old now.
00:19:22Let's go.
00:19:23Please.
00:19:25Please, please, please, please.
00:19:27Sure.
00:19:27Yes.
00:19:57Come on, listen up.
00:19:59I am loose.
00:20:00I am loose.
00:20:24We've been hooking up for a year.
00:20:27A year?
00:20:29Yeah, but we're just friends.
00:20:32Oh, really?
00:20:34Yes.
00:20:35Really.
00:20:36I mean...
00:20:38If she wanted more, I...
00:20:42But...
00:20:44I respect her boundary.
00:20:45She wants to keep it professional.
00:20:48Except when you're having sex.
00:20:50Ugh.
00:20:51I just want someone to love me like Rita Wilson loves Tom Hanks.
00:20:55What?
00:20:57They famously love each other.
00:20:58A lot.
00:20:59I read a listicle about her.
00:21:02Well, you deserve an epic love like that.
00:21:08I'd just be happy with something a little more stable.
00:21:18But, um, yeah, I'm totally fine with the no strings thing.
00:21:26Totally.
00:21:32My own arts practice is really informed by being on the road.
00:21:36Not to get too Kerouac, but the freedom of the open road really frees me.
00:21:42I love Kerouac.
00:21:45Me too.
00:21:47Go to the bathroom.
00:21:49Oh, cool.
00:21:51So what's the longest you've ever driven in one go?
00:21:56Fifteen hours.
00:21:59Wow.
00:22:11We'll be back.
00:22:12All right.
00:22:13Okay.
00:22:14Okay.
00:22:15All right.
00:22:16So what's the next?
00:22:27Okay, okay.
00:22:34All right.
00:22:39We're gonna get the other livro...
00:22:39All right.
00:22:43God, no, come on.
00:22:45Go on.
00:22:46Mm-hmm, mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
00:22:47Huh, uh-huh.
00:22:48So, how do they compare to your boyfriends?
00:22:52I'm not gonna, you know, size-wise put you in competition.
00:22:57Mm-hmm.
00:22:57You both have beautiful, artistic hands.
00:23:03Oh, sorry.
00:23:05Uh, I think I'm gonna head out.
00:23:08Um, sorry, he's my ride.
00:23:11I gotta go.
00:23:14Good to meet you.
00:23:17Bye.
00:23:32You know, you could have stayed if you wanted to.
00:23:34I know.
00:23:35I just hate Kerouac.
00:23:39And I'd never cheat on Will.
00:23:40It's just nice to flirt a little.
00:24:13You want dinner?
00:24:15No, I'm good.
00:24:16I think I'm gonna just hang out here for a minute.
00:24:20Okay.
00:24:21Night, sweetie.
00:24:22It's POLICY.
00:24:23Yep.
00:24:30Get down here, honey.
00:24:32Okay.
00:24:33Thank you very much.
00:24:34Yeah I like you too.
00:24:36OK, that's good.
00:24:36Hello.
00:24:37Bye.
00:24:37Good luck.
00:24:40Bye.
00:25:28Whenever you're ready.
00:25:32If I hadn't come, what would you have done?
00:25:34Something desperate.
00:25:35No, seriously, what would you have done?
00:25:37Paid my respects and left quietly.
00:25:40These assholes are the only ones who want to turn it into a whole thing.
00:25:43You can't expect to just show up here and know nothing.
00:25:46I mean, you look like Holly Golightly for Christ's sake.
00:25:50Are you slut-shaming me?
00:25:52Rhea.
00:25:54I couldn't turn up to my estranged father's funeral looking like shit, could I?
00:25:59I know that was a lot.
00:26:01What they did wasn't cool.
00:26:04Oh, threatening to have me arrested for trespassing wasn't cool?
00:26:06You know what I mean.
00:26:08You haven't saved me, AJ.
00:26:09That's not...
00:26:10Showing up here didn't fix anything for me.
00:26:13I just wanted to make sure you're okay.
00:26:17Why do you care so much?
00:26:21Because...
00:26:21Because you're my family, Rhea.
00:26:24Right.
00:26:28Family.
00:26:32I don't have any family.
00:26:37I mean it.
00:26:41You have family in me.
00:26:42Just because you refuse to see it doesn't mean it's not true.
00:26:46You don't have to be blood to be family.
00:26:49Our bond is deeper than biology.
00:26:54Whether you like it or not, we're irrevocably connected.
00:26:57Ever since that day at the crash pad, you've been linked.
00:27:02I messed up a line.
00:27:04No, you read them fine.
00:27:08I just thought maybe you're being a little gentle.
00:27:11Like, like where's the energy?
00:27:15The...
00:27:15Um...
00:27:16Passion.
00:27:18I...
00:27:19Why don't you try the monologue again, but this time maybe like...
00:27:24Angry.
00:27:26Why would I be angry?
00:27:28Rhea's kind of a bitch, right?
00:27:31Kind of?
00:27:32Right.
00:27:32She like doesn't listen.
00:27:34So you have to really get through to her.
00:27:37Like really shake her.
00:27:38I guess I just kind of was thinking about AJ as if...
00:27:41He, you know, was a gentle person.
00:27:44When he's making a point, he wouldn't be like in her face.
00:27:47Yeah, but I feel like at this point, it'd be a really big breaking point for him.
00:27:52I think you want to wow the director, so you should just try something different, right?
00:27:59Yeah, maybe I...
00:28:01Try it angrier.
00:28:02Yeah, just the monologue.
00:28:04Just like, come on, like really give it to her.
00:28:06Come on.
00:28:07Yeah.
00:28:07I'll give you the line leading in.
00:28:17I don't have any family.
00:28:21I mean it.
00:28:24You have family in me.
00:28:25Just because you refuse to see it doesn't mean it's not true.
00:28:29Whether you like it or not, we're irrevocably connected.
00:28:33But since that day at the crash pad, we've been linked.
00:28:38You're not perfect.
00:28:40Neither am I.
00:28:42But we're perfect in our imperfection.
00:28:46Two warped puzzle pieces that managed to fit just right.
00:28:53You fit me.
00:28:54And I fit you.
00:28:57So yeah, Rhea, you have family.
00:29:00It may not be those people in the church, but...
00:29:04You got family standing right in front of you.
00:29:09How was that?
00:29:12I think it's getting there.
00:29:15That's so weird.
00:29:17We can keep working on it.
00:29:20Fuck, I really don't want to fuck this up.
00:29:22You won't.
00:29:24We'll get there.
00:29:28And then I say,
00:29:29we fit, I guess,
00:29:31in our own misshapen way.
00:29:33And now you're supposed to put your palm against my palm
00:29:36and we interlace fingers.
00:29:38Right.
00:29:56You might not be those people in that church,
00:29:58but you have family standing right in front of you.
00:30:03So...
00:30:05Um...
00:30:07Um...
00:30:07Honestly?
00:30:08Yes, honestly.
00:30:10Why are you yelling?
00:30:11I have literally no idea.
00:30:14My friend gave me all these directions
00:30:16and now I'm totally lost.
00:30:17You were fine before.
00:30:19Fuck.
00:30:20Look, just get out of your head
00:30:21and don't run lines with her again.
00:30:22Mmm.
00:30:27I kind of wish it was just you and me up here.
00:30:31Oh, yeah?
00:30:32Yeah.
00:30:35That's sweet.
00:30:38Is everything okay?
00:30:40I'm happy to run lines and stuff,
00:30:41but the guy that I've been dating,
00:30:43he wants to be exclusive.
00:30:48Oh, yeah.
00:30:50That's...
00:30:51I mean, I'm cool with that.
00:30:54Neither of us wanted anything, right?
00:30:56Yeah.
00:30:58But...
00:30:58I guess...
00:30:59Now I want something with this guy.
00:31:01So...
00:31:03I hope that's okay.
00:31:06Of course.
00:31:07Thanks for being so chill.
00:31:09And seriously,
00:31:10run lines by yourself this weekend.
00:31:11Bye.
00:31:25Nia?
00:31:29Coming.
00:31:41You okay? You look like someone died.
00:31:44No, I'm good.
00:31:47Farm store?
00:32:08Ooh, these are gorge.
00:32:14It's a potted plant, so.
00:32:17Put it in your hair.
00:32:21Hi.
00:32:25How are vegetables so expensive?
00:32:27Inflation.
00:32:31Fuck.
00:32:32What?
00:32:33Just this person from acting class is here.
00:32:36Don't look, Eleanor.
00:32:38Why can't you say hi?
00:32:39Because he's on a really big show right now.
00:32:41So?
00:32:42And he's really good on it.
00:32:44Leo?
00:32:46Leo!
00:32:48Oliver!
00:32:49Hi, it's so good to see you.
00:32:51It's been a minute.
00:32:53So, what are you doing here?
00:32:56I'm just up here for the weekend.
00:32:57Oh, Joe's parents have a house up here, so we're here like all the time.
00:33:02Oh, this is my friend Joe.
00:33:04Nice to meet you.
00:33:05Hi.
00:33:06You too.
00:33:09And I'm Eleanor.
00:33:11Sorry.
00:33:12Sorry, this is my friend Eleanor.
00:33:14Well, hi.
00:33:17Hi, Eleanor.
00:33:18Um, so, how are you?
00:33:21I'm, I'm good.
00:33:22I just, I should say congratulations on this different house.
00:33:25I've been watching the show and you're so wonderful in it.
00:33:29You don't have to say that though.
00:33:31Leo was just saying how good you are in it.
00:33:34It's just a great show.
00:33:35Wait, wait.
00:33:36Uh, I'm having like a brain blast moment.
00:33:39Um.
00:33:39Oh, yeah?
00:33:39Okay, no pressure at all, but you two should totally come over to my place for like snacks.
00:33:44I mean, we came here for a cheese and crackers to be so lovely to share.
00:33:47I think we have, um, afternoon plans.
00:33:49They're easily changeable.
00:33:51Okay, so change them.
00:33:52Look, we'll stay in the store a little bit longer, buy a few things, and then we'll meet you outside?
00:33:58Hell yeah.
00:33:58All right, cool.
00:34:00Amazing.
00:34:00Okay, see you.
00:34:04What's your problem?
00:34:06I guess I, he just was like the only other trans guy in your acting class, and we weren't that
00:34:13close,
00:34:13and it kind of felt, I don't know, like there was some competition.
00:34:16Well, you're not in class now, and I need to be competitive.
00:34:20Yeah.
00:34:21Are you annoyed with me?
00:34:22Because I seized the moment.
00:34:24If you don't want to go, we can back out.
00:34:25No.
00:34:26No, no.
00:34:27Actually, thank you.
00:34:29Let's do the socializing thing.
00:34:32See?
00:34:33Serendipity.
00:34:34Adventure.
00:34:50No, no.
00:34:50No, it's not.
00:34:51You're not alone, I think.
00:34:51You're not alone.
00:35:02Hello.
00:35:07How are you getting fired?
00:35:08Yeah, it's open by the corner.
00:35:10No.
00:35:11No.
00:35:12What?
00:35:14Oh, my God.
00:35:16Thank you, Joe.
00:35:18That looks so good.
00:35:19That looks so good.
00:35:21Beautiful.
00:35:23I mean, I think a lot about, you know, art's ability to create meaningful change, right?
00:35:30I'm an actor because I believe movies are powerful engines for empathy.
00:35:34But sometimes I wonder what actually meaningfully changes.
00:35:39Like, I don't know.
00:35:40Can you think of a movie that has changed the course of history, really?
00:35:44Uh, Cruising.
00:35:46You know, responsible for a huge homophobic backlash against queer men.
00:35:52Oh, no.
00:35:52Joe.
00:35:54But I love that movie.
00:35:56I mean, Al Pacino doing poppers in those tank tops.
00:36:02I don't know that one.
00:36:05But I'm sure it's better than what you've been auditioning for.
00:36:08Am I right?
00:36:09I guess.
00:36:11You haven't saved me, AJ.
00:36:14Come on, Leo.
00:36:15That's not what I...
00:36:16Showing up here didn't change anything for me.
00:36:19I just wanted to make sure you're okay.
00:36:23You know the lines?
00:36:24Yeah, uh, I auditioned.
00:36:28Wow.
00:36:29That is, yeah, it's just so crazy.
00:36:31We went in for the same part.
00:36:33Oh, they already passed on me.
00:36:37Yeah.
00:36:39So sorry.
00:36:40It's fine.
00:36:40I'm actually really glad that you're up for it.
00:36:44When Leo first read it, he was so quiet.
00:36:46But I'm trying to work with him and, you know, try to get him to be a little angry, you
00:36:50know?
00:36:50I kind of thought of AJ as a sort of gentle guy.
00:36:55Huh.
00:36:59Joe, remind me of the name of this cheese.
00:37:02Uh, Camembert.
00:37:04Do you eat this?
00:37:05Yeah.
00:37:06Yeah, you can.
00:37:11Why didn't we talk about this kind of stuff when we were in class together?
00:37:14I don't know.
00:37:15I mean, we should have just been doing this the whole time.
00:37:19Yeah, right?
00:37:19Leo said you guys were a little competitive with each other.
00:37:22Eleanor.
00:37:23No, it's true.
00:37:24We were.
00:37:25I mean, we were competing for, like, the scraps of rolls they were throwing our way.
00:37:30But it all feels really stupid now.
00:37:34It does.
00:37:36Well, we're talking now.
00:37:39Cheers.
00:37:39Cheers.
00:37:40Oh my God, this pool is everything.
00:37:43It was actually a little traumatizing.
00:37:46Maybe I'm not ready to keep this conversation going.
00:37:50Eleanor, we've totally been ignoring you.
00:37:52What about you?
00:37:52What do you do?
00:37:53I'm a photographer.
00:37:55I teach during the year and I travel every summer.
00:37:58Okay, that's enviable.
00:38:00It's nice to be free in that way.
00:38:03So, what college do you teach at?
00:38:06Oh, Eleanor teaches, like, at this really amazing high school.
00:38:09Oh, that's so cool.
00:38:11I mean, it must be really interesting to work with people that age.
00:38:14Yep.
00:38:15Eleanor has been living in Durham for, like, two years now.
00:38:18Has this really cool boyfriend who's also an artist and they went on this road trip together.
00:38:22Yep.
00:38:23Okay, how was that?
00:38:24Yeah.
00:38:25Really romantic.
00:38:26He painted and I photographed.
00:38:30By that, he was drawing.
00:38:32Oh, drawing.
00:38:33Yeah, he usually is a painter, but because we were on the road, he was drawing because of the supplies
00:38:38and stuff.
00:38:39I was just texting him yesterday and he said he was really happy to be back home with his materials.
00:38:43Yeah.
00:38:43Drawing.
00:38:44Yes.
00:38:47Uh, would anyone like some wine?
00:38:49Yeah.
00:38:49Oliver, do you want to come with me?
00:38:51I can help.
00:38:51No, no, no.
00:38:52You can.
00:38:53Got it.
00:38:58You're being weird.
00:39:01How?
00:39:02I just feel like you're not being yourself.
00:39:04And what is me being myself, Eleanor?
00:39:07It just seems like you're performing.
00:39:10Maybe I'm just having a good time and feeling loose with them.
00:39:15Then why aren't you like that with me?
00:39:18I...
00:39:19I have to pee.
00:39:20I am.
00:39:41Hey, this is Will.
00:39:42You know what?
00:39:43Motherfucker.
00:39:51You're right.
00:39:51I was being weird.
00:39:54Good thing you know my love language.
00:39:57Let's just have fun.
00:40:02Mm.
00:40:10Go on, Leo.
00:40:15Are you serious right now?
00:40:17What?
00:40:18Okay, what's with the t-shirts?
00:40:21What do you mean?
00:40:23I feel like you're gonna drown with all those clothes on.
00:40:25Um, Eleanor.
00:40:30What?
00:40:32I'm wearing a shirt because I'm binding.
00:40:36Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
00:40:38Um, it's fine.
00:40:41Why didn't you tell me?
00:40:50More wine?
00:40:52Uh-huh, sure.
00:40:59Oh, my God.
00:41:18Oh, my God.
00:41:20Oh, my God.
00:41:20Stop!
00:41:21Stop, no.
00:41:24Seriously, I have to stop laughing because my stomach is hurting.
00:41:28No more dirty knock-knock jokes for us.
00:41:31Is there more wine?
00:41:33Are you sure you want more?
00:41:36Yes.
00:41:38I guess I'm driving.
00:41:40That would be great.
00:41:42Does anyone else want?
00:41:43What is that?
00:41:45Okay.
00:41:47Bigger laugh.
00:41:48So we're like in basically the middle of the desert.
00:41:54And like maybe...
00:41:56Maybe...
00:41:59There's a little stand.
00:42:06I told the entire auditorium I was bisexual during my campaign for student body president.
00:42:16And of course I lost.
00:42:19Oh my god, you lost.
00:42:20Yeah, thank you.
00:42:21I don't know why I thought the revelation would help my chances of being student body president in 2008 in
00:42:27Chatham, New York.
00:42:30But...
00:42:30Wow.
00:42:33I thought you were gay.
00:42:36No, uh...
00:42:37Bisexual.
00:42:39Queer.
00:42:39Both.
00:42:41Oliver, what are you?
00:42:43Oh, uh...
00:42:44I'm...
00:42:44I'm queer.
00:42:46Everyone's queer.
00:42:47Except for Leo.
00:42:50Um...
00:42:51I'm not straight.
00:42:53You're not?
00:42:54I'm...
00:42:55Queer.
00:42:57Didn't know that.
00:42:59Well, I'm just grateful to be able to live a genuine queer life.
00:43:06That part.
00:43:07Sometimes I wish I was queer.
00:43:09Oh, really?
00:43:11But do you think, like, maybe I'm queering heterosexuality, maybe?
00:43:19Well, maybe I am queer.
00:43:23Maybe you are.
00:43:26You would be the one to know.
00:43:27Well, remember when we hooked up Squirrel?
00:43:30Eleanor.
00:43:31Well, do you?
00:43:37Making out for less than a minute before you passed out?
00:43:39Drunk?
00:43:40So what?
00:43:41It doesn't count?
00:43:44I guess it counts.
00:43:47Well, I guess you're queer.
00:43:48See?
00:43:49I'm queer.
00:43:49I'm queer too!
00:43:50Like, why the fuck not?
00:43:52I just wanna be, like, in the club.
00:43:55I wanna get naked.
00:44:00Is she gonna be okay?
00:44:02Yeah.
00:44:03Yeah.
00:44:03She's gonna be fine.
00:44:04Just a little.
00:44:05Too much day drinking.
00:44:07It's all up in here.
00:44:08Yeah.
00:44:09Well, we should head out.
00:44:11Thanks.
00:44:12Again.
00:44:12Bye.
00:44:24Did you have fun?
00:44:26I did.
00:44:27I did actually.
00:44:32Oliver's.
00:44:34Oliver's kind of a blowhard.
00:44:38I thought he was nice.
00:44:39I thought him and Joe were smart.
00:44:42Yeah, they talk about ideas.
00:44:47I have an idea.
00:44:50What is it?
00:44:55I forgot.
00:44:58Okay.
00:45:15Eleanor?
00:45:16You may enter.
00:45:23Are you alright?
00:45:25Never better.
00:45:28Anything I can do to help?
00:45:31Sit.
00:45:38Do you still like me?
00:45:40Of course I do.
00:45:42Cause I was a terrible brute tonight, wasn't I?
00:45:46I still like you.
00:45:49Okay.
00:45:51That's good.
00:46:03I think I left my phone at their house.
00:46:09I'll pick it up in the morning.
00:46:11Okay.
00:46:41Oh, my God.
00:47:20Morning.
00:47:21Morning.
00:47:22I have her phone.
00:47:24Thank God.
00:47:26Do you want some coffee?
00:47:29Oh, sure.
00:47:31Okay.
00:47:38I'm not much of a hiking guy.
00:47:39No, you should definitely.
00:47:41I mean, the path is pretty clear on the property.
00:47:45You just have to, like, look out for the trail markers, and you should be good.
00:47:49Are you sure?
00:47:50Yeah, I mean, we're leaving today, but I know Joe would be happy if you swung by for just a
00:47:55little hike.
00:47:56Maybe we will.
00:47:58I have to think of something to do with her.
00:48:01Oh, I'm sorry about yesterday.
00:48:03She's a lot.
00:48:06It's all good, really.
00:48:09I mean, she's maybe a little territorial.
00:48:13Territorial?
00:48:15Over you.
00:48:18Protective, too.
00:48:20Huh.
00:48:21I think in kind of a sweet way.
00:48:24If a little.
00:48:25A little.
00:48:27A little.
00:48:27Yeah.
00:48:29I just, yeah.
00:48:30I still am sorry for all the unhinged stuff she said.
00:48:33You know, I don't really mind her chaos.
00:48:36Oh, really?
00:48:37Well, then maybe you and I should switch places for the weekend, because, oh, she's exhausting.
00:48:44Maybe that's why she's your friend.
00:48:47What?
00:48:49Maybe you like a little bit of dysfunction.
00:48:52Okay, um, former classmate and now my psychoanalyst.
00:48:58Um, for the record, I like simple.
00:49:01I, I like boring.
00:49:05That's, that's good.
00:49:08Is it?
00:49:10Yeah, because I'm boring.
00:49:15You absolutely are not.
00:49:19I don't want to, I'm usually a lot smoother than this.
00:49:27But, um, can I, can I kiss you?
00:49:32Me?
00:49:34Yeah, you.
00:49:37Are you and Joe?
00:49:39Oh, no, we're just friends.
00:49:49I've been wanting to do that since that terrible, terrible class.
00:49:55Really?
00:49:56Yeah, and I'm glad to know that you like boring, because I'd very much like to do something boring with
00:50:08you sometime.
00:50:18Can I call you this week?
00:50:22I would really like that.
00:50:26Cool, me too.
00:50:28So, you should stick around, enjoy the pool, hang out.
00:50:34I'm gonna head back up.
00:50:36We gotta head out soon.
00:50:38Yeah.
00:50:38Yeah.
00:50:39Yeah.
00:50:40All right.
00:50:41I'm fine.
00:50:44Thanks for the coffee.
00:50:46Thanks for the kiss.
00:51:04You were gone for a while.
00:51:08I was getting your phone, remember?
00:51:11Ah, thank you, my hero.
00:51:16I got you a nice coffee from that place down the road.
00:51:19It's a little melted, though.
00:51:21I just had a coffee.
00:51:22But it's my peace offering.
00:51:34I'm sorry about last night.
00:51:37Apology accepted.
00:51:41But maybe, don't you think those guys are just, like, a tiny bit pretentious?
00:51:46Eleanor, seriously, you know you sound like cold and cold.
00:51:49Fine, fine.
00:51:50I am sorry for getting so drunk last night.
00:51:53I honestly don't remember much, but I'm sorry for whatever happened.
00:51:57Okay.
00:51:58Thanks.
00:51:59Cheers.
00:52:11You have family in me.
00:52:14You have family in me.
00:52:16Family in me.
00:52:19Ready?
00:52:22Yep.
00:52:23What time is it?
00:52:25Time for our big hike.
00:52:28Okay.
00:52:35Are you okay?
00:52:37You seem weird.
00:52:38I'm tired.
00:52:42Do you want to run lines when we get back?
00:52:44Oh, no.
00:52:45I mean...
00:52:47No, thank you.
00:52:49Just, uh, appreciated, though.
00:52:54Love you.
00:52:55I'm sorry.
00:53:01I'm sorry.
00:53:08I'm sorry.
00:53:10I'm sorry.
00:53:14I'm sorry.
00:53:26I thought of a movie that changed history.
00:53:29Oh yeah?
00:53:30The Thin Blue Line.
00:53:32Errol Morris literally solved a crime
00:53:35that exonerated an innocent man.
00:53:38Huh. Okay.
00:53:39What happened, um, afterwards?
00:53:41He made a lot of money doing computer and beer commercials.
00:53:44The death row guy?
00:53:46Errol Morris.
00:53:48Right.
00:53:50Which way?
00:53:53This way.
00:53:55I don't see any trail markers.
00:53:57Trust me.
00:54:00Can we just stick to the trail?
00:54:05This is the trail, silly.
00:54:30Can we take a little break?
00:54:32Yeah.
00:54:35We're having fun, right?
00:54:37I never go on hikes.
00:54:40That's your whole problem.
00:54:42What?
00:54:43You have such a rigid view of yourself.
00:54:45You say you never go on hikes, but here you are going on a hike.
00:54:49You just don't try anything new unless someone pushes you to do it.
00:55:06Okay.
00:55:15You know, maybe what you think of as me being a coward.
00:55:20I never said you were a coward.
00:55:22I never said you were a coward.
00:55:22Is actually me just having a little structure in my life because my whole life is a risk.
00:55:29And I don't need to, you know, act out like some theater kid just to prove a point.
00:55:36Oh, so everywhere I go is theater, right?
00:55:39Yep.
00:55:40Just without stage.
00:55:41I'm a photographer.
00:55:43Oh, right.
00:55:44And, uh, where's the camera?
00:55:46Why are you being such an asshole?
00:55:48If you don't want to keep hiking, then go back to the house.
00:55:50Why am I being an asshole?
00:55:53Go back to the house.
00:55:54Where the hell are we?
00:55:57I think we're lost.
00:55:58Yeah, no shit.
00:56:00No, we're, like, lost.
00:56:02Metaphorically lost.
00:56:06And actually lost.
00:56:08Mm.
00:56:10What are you doing?
00:56:12They're gonna navigate us out of here.
00:56:14Not just metaphorically.
00:56:18I don't have service, do you?
00:56:20Don't worry about it.
00:56:22Can you check if you have service?
00:56:26Eleanor!
00:56:28What?
00:56:48I'm gonna have 3% battery.
00:56:49I think we're close.
00:56:51Oh, yeah, Eleanor.
00:56:52Where are we?
00:56:54See?
00:56:55We're on the trail.
00:56:56Yeah, but do we even know if we're going in the right direction?
00:56:58It's a loop.
00:57:00Okay, my phone just died.
00:57:08Are you texting right now?
00:57:09No.
00:57:10If you are texting Will with our source of light-
00:57:13I'm not texting Will.
00:57:13I haven't texted Will all weekend because I'm trying to be present with you.
00:57:18You haven't texted Will all weekend.
00:57:19Let's just try to get out of here, huh?
00:57:22So, you haven't texted him at all?
00:57:24No.
00:57:25No.
00:57:26No.
00:57:28Is that, like, normal for you guys?
00:57:30And I...
00:57:30Weren't you just saying that you were texting him yesterday?
00:57:33Okay, busybody, we broke up, okay?
00:57:36What the fuck, Eleanor?
00:57:38So you've just been lying to me all weekend?
00:57:40Well, you hide shit from me.
00:57:42You didn't want to take your shirt off and get in the water.
00:57:44Why?
00:57:45Because you didn't want me to know that you hadn't had top surgery.
00:57:47Am I right?
00:57:48That is completely different, Eleanor.
00:57:49Oh, is it?
00:57:50You're so fucking clueless.
00:57:53I'm not clueless.
00:57:55You just don't clue me in.
00:57:57This isn't about me.
00:57:59This is about you lying to me all weekend.
00:58:01What do you want me to say?
00:58:03Just tell me why you're not telling me shit.
00:58:06Okay.
00:58:10We were on the road trip for two days,
00:58:12and I picked some stupid fight about directions,
00:58:14and he just fucking left, okay?
00:58:17He hitchhiked back home.
00:58:19I mean, why should I admit to you that I'm 29 fucking years old,
00:58:23and I can't seem to keep a relationship for longer than three months?
00:58:27And you have your head so far up your own ass
00:58:30with your shitty little callback for your shitty little TV show,
00:58:33and all you care about is impressing pretentious assholes that you don't even like.
00:58:36Wow.
00:58:37Eleanor, just because you don't like something doesn't mean it's shitty.
00:58:41What?
00:58:42It's not like we're in college anymore.
00:58:45I don't need to follow you around and just mirror back all your thoughts and opinions.
00:58:49Okay, that's not...
00:58:52I know I'm probably not supposed to say this because it's problematic or whatever,
00:58:55because I'm not allowed to have any feelings about your transition,
00:58:57but I miss how things were.
00:58:59when you...
00:59:03who you were before.
00:59:09You...
00:59:10really...
00:59:11aren't allowed to have feelings about that.
00:59:14Like...
00:59:16at all.
00:59:19So fucked, Eleanor!
00:59:24I miss you.
00:59:27I just feel so distant from you now.
00:59:31It's not because I'm trans.
00:59:33It's really not.
00:59:38I don't know. I don't know. What?
00:59:41I shouldn't be here.
00:59:42I shouldn't be in the fucking...
00:59:44tick-infested...
00:59:46Blair Witchwood's fighting with you.
00:59:50Thank God.
00:59:51The house.
00:59:53Are you sure?
00:59:54Yes, I'm sure.
00:59:55Just tell me you didn't lose the car keys.
00:59:58I didn't.
01:00:05Leo.
01:00:06Leo.
01:00:08I...
01:00:09I love you.
01:00:11No, you don't, Eleanor.
01:00:15Kind of ironic, I guess.
01:00:18Seeing as it was me keeping secrets all those years being in love with you.
01:00:24And you pretending you didn't know.
01:00:26Although, I mean...
01:00:28you knew. You must have known.
01:00:32I didn't...
01:00:33know.
01:00:35I mean, I didn't know...
01:00:37know.
01:00:40You liked having me around.
01:00:43As your little lap dog.
01:00:45And...
01:00:46I'm done.
01:00:49I am done.
01:00:51That's so unfair.
01:00:54Is it?
01:01:00Can you...
01:01:04guys...
01:01:05just chill out?
01:01:06R unreal.
01:01:08sonst...
01:01:24Just nouvelles.
01:01:25Oh no...
01:01:26well no way...
01:01:27I'm...
01:01:31I'm sorry.
01:01:34I mean it.
01:01:36You have family in me.
01:01:40Fuck.
01:01:55You okay?
01:01:57Yeah, just... clumsy.
01:02:04Let me help.
01:02:15It's our last night.
01:02:18It is.
01:02:24You shouldn't be drinking long.
01:02:36I heard you.
01:02:39Hm?
01:02:40Like, I heard you. I was fucked up.
01:02:44But can I say something?
01:02:47Maybe less fucked up.
01:02:51Sure.
01:02:53I miss us.
01:02:56You miss us?
01:02:58You're the best friend I've ever had.
01:03:02Like, my best, best friend.
01:03:05And...
01:03:06And I feel like...
01:03:09You haven't been acting that way.
01:03:12Or something.
01:03:15Or like you were my best friend.
01:03:17And now you're just...
01:03:20Someone else.
01:03:23I don't know.
01:03:26I'm still me, Eleanor.
01:03:32Definitely...
01:03:33Still me.
01:03:34That's good.
01:03:36Maybe it's just...
01:03:40I wish I weren't still me.
01:03:44Maybe if you just...
01:03:47Accepted you a little more, it would help.
01:03:49I mean...
01:03:51I always liked you as you are.
01:03:56Just...
01:03:56It's like...
01:03:58When you're not happy being you, that you become a little bit...
01:04:02Too much of you or something.
01:04:05Yeah.
01:04:07I liked following you around in college.
01:04:11You led me out of the hole I was in.
01:04:15And you still do.
01:04:33Eleanor.
01:04:34I think you're...
01:04:35Confused.
01:04:39I am...
01:04:42Confused...
01:04:43By you.
01:04:49Okay.
01:04:50You are...
01:04:52Something.
01:05:23I don't...
01:05:36I don't know.
01:05:56I don't know.
01:06:28I don't know.
01:06:58I don't know.
01:06:59Are you?
01:07:00No, yeah.
01:07:02Okay.
01:07:11Could you maybe, um, a little to the left?
01:07:15Sure.
01:07:17Yeah.
01:07:28My hand's crammed.
01:07:30Oh, um, that should be.
01:07:32Maybe if, um...
01:07:35Yeah.
01:07:59I don't know.
01:08:00I don't know.
01:08:13Did you just fake it?
01:08:17No.
01:08:22Yes.
01:08:25Okay.
01:08:34I guess I should probably go.
01:08:40Yeah.
01:08:49Eleanor.
01:08:58Oh, God, Leo.
01:09:01I'm so sorry.
01:09:03I'm so horrifying.
01:09:07Have you ever had worse sex?
01:09:10No, even the first time wasn't this bad.
01:09:17At least it was brief.
01:09:22And now we know.
01:09:24We really know.
01:09:25And it will never happen again.
01:09:27Unless we're stuck in a cave or on a deserted island.
01:09:30Or on a long cruise ship trip.
01:09:33Or if they make another Avengers movie that's three hours long and we're stuck in the last row.
01:09:37We run out of popcorn.
01:09:46So I didn't ruin everything.
01:09:52No.
01:09:57I just...
01:10:01I did the thing where I sabotaged a good thing.
01:10:08And I've just been driving around for the past couple weeks, aiming my camera aimlessly at shit and not pressing
01:10:16the shutter.
01:10:17And you have a whole life that I know nothing about.
01:10:21And I know it's not your fault.
01:10:26I am a little clueless.
01:10:30But I'm learning, right?
01:10:32We're all learning.
01:10:43You want to know something weird?
01:10:46Another secret?
01:10:49Kind of.
01:10:53You know how much of a loser I feel like I am.
01:10:55You're not a loser.
01:10:57No, don't try to make me feel better.
01:10:59But here's the thing.
01:11:05I'm a fucking good teacher.
01:11:09Like, I'm bizarrely good at it.
01:11:13And my whole life plan was like, no, I'm an artist.
01:11:17And I was somehow embarrassed that I became a high school teacher.
01:11:22But I admit it.
01:11:27I fucking love my job.
01:11:37That's awesome.
01:11:38Pays shit.
01:11:40Yeah.
01:11:41It's exhausting.
01:11:43The principal's a scumbag.
01:11:46That sucks.
01:11:47When I mention the pay shit.
01:11:49You did.
01:11:54I'm so sorry for blowing everything up.
01:11:57I'm sorry, too.
01:12:04Why do you care so much?
01:12:10Because.
01:12:13Because you're my family, right?
01:12:16Right?
01:12:18Family.
01:12:22I don't have any family.
01:12:26I mean it.
01:12:29You have family in me.
01:12:32Just because you refuse to see it doesn't mean it's not true.
01:12:39You don't have to be blood to be family.
01:12:43Our bond is deeper than biology.
01:12:50Whether you like it or not, we're irrevocably connected.
01:12:55Ever since that day at the crash pad, we've been linked.
01:13:01You're not perfect.
01:13:04Neither am I.
01:13:08But we're perfect in our imperfection.
01:13:12Two warped puzzle pieces that managed to fit just right.
01:13:21You fit me.
01:13:24And I fit you.
01:13:27So.
01:13:29Yeah, Ria.
01:13:32You have family.
01:13:35May not be those people in that church, but.
01:13:40You have family standing right in front of you.
01:13:46I was wrong.
01:13:48That's how you should do it.
01:13:51Gentle.
01:13:55You're really good, Leo.
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